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  ButIthoughtyouwantedtobeintown。Onebitofadvice:fixyourdistrict,thenfixyourprice,andthendon\'tbudge。That\'showI

  gotbothDucieStreetandOniton。Isaidtomyself,\'Imeantobeexactlyhere,\'andIwas,andOniton\'saplaceinathousand。“

  “ButIdobudge。Gentlemenseemtomesmerizehouses——cowthemwithaneye,anduptheycome,trembling。Ladiescan\'t。It\'sthehousesthataremesmerizingme。I\'venocontroloverthesaucythings。Housesarealive。No?“

  “I\'moutofmydepth,“hesaid,andadded:“Didn\'tyoutalkratherlikethattoyourofficeboy?“

  “DidI?——ImeanIdid,moreorless。Italkthesamewaytoeveryone——ortryto。“

  “Yes,Iknow。Andhowmuchdoyousupposethatheunderstoodofit?“

  “That\'shislookout。Idon\'tbelieveinsuitingmyconversationtomycompany。Onecandoubtlesshituponsomemediumofexchangethatseemstodowellenough,butit\'snomoreliketherealthingthanmoneyislikefood。There\'snonourishmentinit。

  Youpassittothelowerclasses,andtheypassitbacktoyou,andthisyoucall\'socialintercourse\'or\'mutualendeavour,\'whenit\'smutualpriggishnessifit\'sanything。OurfriendsatChelseadon\'tseethis。Theysayoneoughttobeatallcostsintelligible,andsacrifice——“

  “Lowerclasses,“interruptedMr。Wilcox,asitwerethrustinghishandintoherspeech。“Well,youdoadmitthattherearerichandpoor。That\'ssomething。“

  Margaretcouldnotreply。Washeincrediblystupid,ordidheunderstandherbetterthansheunderstoodherself?

  “Youdoadmitthat,ifwealthwasdividedupequally,inafewyearstherewouldberichandpooragainjustthesame。

  Thehard-workingmanwouldcometothetop,thewastrelsinktothebottom。“

  “Everyoneadmitsthat。“

  “YourSocialistsdon\'t。“

  “MySocialistsdo。Yoursmayn\'t;butIstronglysuspectyoursofbeingnotSocialists,butninepins,whichyouhaveconstructedforyourownamusement。Ican\'timagineanylivingcreaturewhowouldbowloverquitesoeasily。“

  Hewouldhaveresentedthishadshenotbeenawoman。

  Butwomenmaysayanything——itwasoneofhisholiestbeliefs——andheonlyretorted,withagaysmile:“Idon\'tcare。You\'vemadetwodamagingadmissions,andI\'mheartilywithyouinboth。“

  Intimetheyfinishedlunch,andMargaret,whohadexcusedherselffromtheHippodrome,tookherleave。Eviehadscarcelyaddressedher,andshesuspectedthattheentertainmenthadbeenplannedbythefather。Heandshewereadvancingoutoftheirrespectivefamiliestowardsamoreintimateacquaintance。Ithadbegunlongago。Shehadbeenhiswife\'sfriend,and,assuch,hehadgivenherthatsilvervinaigretteasamemento。Itwasprettyofhimtohavegiventhatvinaigrette,andhehadalwayspreferredhertoHelen——unlikemostmen。Buttheadvancehadbeenastonishinglately。Theyhaddonemoreinaweekthanintwoyears,andwerereallybeginningtoknoweachother。

  ShedidnotforgethispromisetosampleEustaceMiles,andaskedhimassoonasshecouldsecureTibbyashischaperon。

  Hecame,andpartookofbody-buildingdisheswithhumility。

  NextmorningtheSchlegelsleftforSwanage。

  Theyhadnotsucceededinfindinganewhome。Chapter18AstheywereseatedatAuntJuley\'sbreakfast-tableatTheBays,parryingherexcessivehospitalityandenjoyingtheviewofthebay,alettercameforMargaretandthrewherintoperturbation。ItwasfromMr。Wilcox。

  Itannouncedan“importantchange“inhisplans。OwingtoEvie\'smarriage,hehaddecidedtogiveuphishouseinDucieStreet,andwaswillingtoletitonayearlytenancy。Itwasabusinesslikeletter,andstatedfranklywhathewoulddoforthemandwhathewouldnotdo。

  Alsotherent。Iftheyapproved,Margaretwastocomeupatonce——thewordswereunderlined,asisnecessarywhendealingwithwomen——andtogooverthehousewithhim。Iftheydisapproved,awirewouldoblige,asheshouldputitintothehandsofanagent。

  Theletterperturbed,becauseshewasnotsurewhatitmeant。Ifhelikedher,ifhehadmanoeuvredtogethertoSimpson\'s,mightthisbeamanoeuvretogethertoLondon,andresultinanofferofmarriage?Sheputittoherselfasindelicatelyaspossible,inthehopethatherbrainwouldcry,“Rubbish,you\'reaself-consciousfool!“

  Butherbrainonlytingledalittleandwassilent,andforatimeshesatgazingatthemincingwaves,andwonderingwhetherthenewswouldseemstrangetotheothers。

  Assoonasshebeganspeaking,thesoundofherownvoicereassuredher。Therecouldbenothinginit。Therepliesalsoweretypical,andinthebuffofconversationherfearsvanished。

  “Youneedn\'tgothough——“beganherhostess。

  “Ineedn\'t,buthadn\'tIbetter?It\'sreallygettingratherserious。Weletchanceafterchanceslip,andtheendofitisweshallbebundledoutbagandbaggageintothestreet。

  Wedon\'tknowwhatwewant,that\'sthemischiefwithus——“

  “No,wehavenorealties,“saidHelen,helpingherselftotoast。

  “Shan\'tIgouptotowntoday,takethehouseifit\'stheleastpossible,andthencomedownbytheafternoontraintomorrow,andstartenjoyingmyself。Ishallbenofuntomyselfortoothersuntilthisbusinessisoffmymind。“

  “Butyouwon\'tdoanythingrash,Margaret?“

  “There\'snothingrashtodo。“

  “WhoaretheWilcoxes?“saidTibby,aquestionthatsoundssilly,butwasreallyextremelysubtle,ashisauntfoundtohercostwhenshetriedtoanswerit。“Idon\'tmanagetheWilcoxes;Idon\'tseewheretheycomein。“

  “NomoredoI,“agreedHelen。“It\'sfunnythatwejustdon\'tlosesightofthem。Outofallourhotelacquaintances,Mr。Wilcoxistheonlyonewhohasstuck。Itisnowoverthreeyears,andwehavedriftedawayfromfarmoreinterestingpeopleinthattime。

  “Interestingpeopledon\'tgetonehouses。“

  “Meg,ifyoustartinyourhonest-Englishvein,Ishallthrowthetreacleatyou。“

  “It\'sabetterveinthanthecosmopolitan,“saidMargaret,gettingup。“Now,children,whichisittobe?YouknowtheDucieStreethouse。ShallIsayyesorshallIsayno?

  Tibbylove——which?I\'mspeciallyanxioustopinyouboth。“

  “Italldependswhatmeaningyouattachtotheword\'possi——\'“

  “Itdependsonnothingofthesort。Say\'yes。\'“

  “Say\'no。\'“

  ThenMargaretspokeratherseriously。“Ithink,“

  shesaid,“thatourraceisdegenerating。Wecannotsettleeventhislittlething;whatwillitbelikewhenwehavetosettleabigone?“

  “Itwillbeaseasyaseating,“returnedHelen。

  “IwasthinkingofFather。HowcouldhesettletoleaveGermanyashedid,whenhehadfoughtforitasayoungman,andallhisfeelingsandfriendswerePrussian?HowcouldhebreakloosewithPatriotismandbeginaimingatsomethingelse?Itwouldhavekilledme。Whenhewasnearlyfortyhecouldchangecountriesandideals——andwe,atourage,can\'tchangehouses。It\'shumiliating。“

  “Yourfathermayhavebeenabletochangecountries,“

  saidMrs。Muntwithasperity,“andthatmayormaynotbeagoodthing。

  Buthecouldchangehousesnobetterthanyoucan,infact,muchworse。

  NevershallIforgetwhatpoorEmilysufferedinthemovefromManchester。“

  “Iknewit,“criedHelen。“Itoldyouso。

  Itisthelittlethingsonebunglesat。Thebig,realonesarenothingwhentheycome。“

  “Bungle,mydear!Youaretoolittletorecollect——infact,youweren\'tthere。ButthefurniturewasactuallyinthevansandonthemovebeforetheleaseforWickhamPlacewassigned,andEmilytooktrainwithbaby——whowasMargaretthen——andthesmallerluggageforLondon,withoutsomuchasknowingwherehernewhomewouldbe。Gettingawayfromthathousemaybehard,butitisnothingtothemiserythatweallwentthroughgettingyouintoit。“

  Helen,withhermouthfull,cried:“Andthat\'sthemanwhobeattheAustrians,andtheDanes,andtheFrench,andwhobeattheGermansthatwereinsidehimself。Andwe\'relikehim。“

  “Speakforyourself,“saidTibby。“RememberthatIamcosmopolitan,please。“

  “Helenmayberight。“

  “Ofcourseshe\'sright,“saidHelen。

  Helenmightberight,butshedidnotgouptoLondon。

  Margaretdidthat。Aninterruptedholidayistheworstoftheminorworries,andonemaybepardonedforfeelingmorbidwhenabusinesslettersnatchesoneawayfromtheseaandfriends。Shecouldnotbelievethatherfatherhadeverfeltthesame。Hereyeshadbeentroublingherlately,sothatshecouldnotreadinthetrain,anditboredhertolookatthelandscape,whichshehadseenbutyesterday。AtSouthamptonshe“waved“toFrieda:FriedawasonherwaydowntojointhematSwanage,andMrs。Munthadcalculatedthattheirtrainswouldcross。ButFriedawaslookingtheotherway,andMargarettravelledontotownfeelingsolitaryandold-maidish。HowlikeanoldmaidtofancythatMr。Wilcoxwascourtingher!Shehadoncevisitedaspinster——poor,silly,andunattractive——whosemaniaitwasthateverymanwhoapproachedherfellinlove。HowMargaret\'shearthadbledforthedeludedthing!Howshehadlectured,reasoned,andindespairacquiesced!“Imayhavebeendeceivedbythecurate,mydear,buttheyoungfellowwhobringsthemiddaypostreallyisfondofme,andhas,asamatterfact——“Ithadalwaysseemedtoherthemosthideouscornerofoldage,yetshemightbedrivenintoitherselfbythemerepressureofvirginity。

  Mr。WilcoxmetheratWaterloohimself。Shefeltcertainthathewasnotthesameasusual;foronething,hetookoffenceateverythingshesaid。

  “Thisisawfullykindofyou,“shebegan,“butI\'mafraidit\'snotgoingtodo。ThehousehasnotbeenbuiltthatsuitstheSchlegelfamily。“

  “What!Haveyoucomeupdeterminednottodeal?“

  “Notexactly。“

  “Notexactly?Inthatcaselet\'sbestarting。“

  Shelingeredtoadmirethemotor,whichwasnewandafairercreaturethanthevermiliongiantthathadborneAuntJuleytoherdoomthreeyearsbefore。

  “Presumablyit\'sverybeautiful,“shesaid。

  “Howdoyoulikeit,Crane?“

  “Come,let\'sbestarting,“repeatedherhost。

  “HowonearthdidyouknowthatmychauffeurwascalledCrane?“

  “Why,IknowCrane:I\'vebeenforadrivewithEvieonce。Iknowthatyou\'vegotaparlourmaidcalledMilton。I

  knowallsortsofthings。“

  “Evie!“heechoedininjuredtones。“Youwon\'tseeher。She\'sgoneoutwithCahill。It\'snofun,Icantellyou,beingleftsomuchalone。I\'vegotmyworkallday——indeed,agreatdealtoomuchofit——butwhenIcomehomeintheevening,Itellyou,Ican\'tstandthehouse。“

  “Inmyabsurdway,I\'mlonelytoo,“Margaretreplied。

  “It\'sheart-breakingtoleaveone\'soldhome。IscarcelyrememberanythingbeforeWickhamPlace,andHelenandTibbywerebornthere。

  Helensays——“

  “You,too,feellonely?“

  “Horribly。Hullo,Parliament\'sback!“

  Mr。WilcoxglancedatParliamentcontemptuously。

  Themoreimportantropesoflifelayelsewhere。“Yes,theyaretalkingagain。“saidhe。“Butyouweregoingtosay——“

  “Onlysomerubbishaboutfurniture。Helensaysitaloneendureswhilemenandhousesperish,andthatintheendtheworldwillbeadesertofchairsandsofas——justimagineit!——rollingthroughinfinitywithnoonetosituponthem。“

  “Yoursisteralwayslikesherlittlejoke。

  “Shesays\'Yes,\'mybrothersays\'No,\'toDucieStreet。It\'snofunhelpingus,Mr。Wilcox,Iassureyou。“

  “Youarenotasunpracticalasyoupretend。

  Ishallneverbelieveit。“

  Margaretlaughed。Butshewas——quiteasunpractical。

  Shecouldnotconcentrateondetails。Parliament,theThames,theirresponsivechauffeur,wouldflashintothefieldofhouse-hunting,andalldemandsomecommentorresponse。Itisimpossibletoseemodernlifesteadilyandseeitwhole,andshehadchosentoseeitwhole。

  Mr。Wilcoxsawsteadily。Heneverbotheredoverthemysteriousortheprivate。TheThamesmightruninlandfromthesea,thechauffeurmightconcealallpassionandphilosophybeneathhisunhealthyskin。

  Theyknewtheirownbusiness,andheknewhis。

  Yetshelikedbeingwithhim。Hewasnotarebuke,butastimulus,andbanishedmorbidity。Sometwentyyearshersenior,hepreservedagiftthatshesupposedherselftohavealreadylost——notyouth\'screativepower,butitsself-confidenceandoptimism。

  Hewassosurethatitwasaverypleasantworld。Hiscomplexionwasrobust,hishairhadrecededbutnotthinned,thethickmoustacheandtheeyesthatHelenhadcomparedtobrandy-ballshadanagreeablemenaceinthem,whethertheywereturnedtowardstheslumsortowardsthestars。

  Someday——inthemillennium——theremaybenoneedforhistype。Atpresent,homageisduetoitfromthosewhothinkthemselvessuperior,andwhopossiblyare。“

  “Atalleventsyourespondedtomytelegrampromptly,“

  heremarked。

  “Oh,evenIknowagoodthingwhenIseeit。“

  “I\'mgladyoudon\'tdespisethegoodsofthisworld。“

  “Heavens,no!Onlyidiotsandprigsdothat。“

  “Iamglad,veryglad,“herepeated,suddenlysofteningandturningtoher,asiftheremarkhadpleasedhim。“Thereissomuchcanttalkedinwould-beintellectualcircles。Iamgladyoudon\'tshareit。Self-denialisallverywellasameansofstrengtheningthecharacter。ButIcan\'tstandthosepeoplewhorundowncomforts。

  Theyhaveusuallysomeaxetogrind。Canyou?“

  “Comfortsareoftwokinds,“saidMargaret,whowaskeepingherselfinhand——“thosewecansharewithothers,likefire,weather,ormusic;andthosewecan\'t——food,forinstance。Itdepends。“

  “Imeanreasonablecomforts,ofcourse。I

  shouldn\'tliketothinkthatyou——“Hebentnearer;thesentencediedunfinished。

  Margaret\'sheadturnedverystupid,andtheinsideofitseemedtorevolvelikethebeaconinalighthouse。Hedidnotkissher,forthehourwashalf-pasttwelve,andthecarwaspassingbythestablesofBuckinghamPalace。Buttheatmospherewassochargedwithemotionthatpeopleonlyseemedtoexistonheraccount,andshewassurprisedthatCranedidnotrealizethis,andturnround。Idiotthoughshemightbe,surelyMr。Wilcoxwasmore——howshouldoneputit?——morepsychologicalthanusual。

  Alwaysagoodjudgeofcharacterforbusinesspurposes,heseemedthisafternoontoenlargehisfield,andtonotequalitiesoutsideneatness,obedience,anddecision。

  “Iwanttogooverthewholehouse,“sheannouncedwhentheyarrived。“AssoonasIgetbacktoSwanage,whichwillbetomorrowafternoon,I\'lltalkitoveroncemorewithHelenandTibby,andwireyou\'yes\'or\'no。\'“

  “Right。Thedining-room。“Andtheybegantheirsurvey。

  Thedining-roomwasbig,butover-furnished。

  Chelseawouldhavemoanedaloud。Mr。Wilcoxhadeschewedthosedecorativeschemesthatwince,andrelent,andrefrain,andachievebeautybysacrificingcomfortandpluck。Aftersomuchself-colourandself-denial,Margaretviewedwithreliefthesumptuousdado,thefrieze,thegildedwall-paper,amidwhosefoliageparrotssang。Itwouldneverdowithherownfurniture,butthoseheavychairs,thatimmenseside-boardloadedwithpresentationplate,stoodupagainstitspressurelikemen。Theroomsuggestedmen,andMargaret,keentoderivethemoderncapitalistfromthewarriorsandhuntersofthepast,sawitasanancientguest-hall,wherethelordsatatmeatamonghisthanes。EventheBible——theDutchBiblethatCharleshadbroughtbackfromtheBoerWar——fellintoposition。Sucharoomadmittedloot。

  “Nowtheentrance-hall。“

  Theentrance-hallwaspaved。

  “Herewefellowssmoke。“

  Wefellowssmokedinchairsofmaroonleather。

  Itwasasifamotor-carhadspawned。“Oh,jolly!“saidMargaret,sinkingintooneofthem。

  “Youdolikeit?“hesaid,fixinghiseyesonherupturnedface,andsurelybetrayinganalmostintimatenote。“It\'sallrubbishnotmakingoneselfcomfortable。Isn\'tit?“

  “Ye-es。Semi-rubbish。ArethoseCruikshanks?“

  “Gillrays。Shallwegoonupstairs?“

  “DoesallthisfurniturecomefromHowardsEnd?“

  “TheHowardsEndfurniturehasallgonetoOniton。“

  “Does——However,I\'mconcernedwiththehouse,notthefurniture。Howbigisthissmoking-room?“

  “Thirtybyfifteen。No,waitaminute。

  Fifteenandahalf?。“

  “Ah,well。Mr。Wilcox,aren\'tyoueveramusedatthesolemnitywithwhichwemiddleclassesapproachthesubjectofhouses?“

  Theyproceededtothedrawing-room。Chelseamanagedbetterhere。Itwassallowandineffective。Onecouldvisualizetheladieswithdrawingtoit,whiletheirlordsdiscussedlife\'srealitiesbelow,totheaccompanimentofcigars。HadMrs。Wilcox\'sdrawing-roomlookedthusatHowardsEnd?JustasthisthoughtenteredMargaret\'sbrain,Mr。Wilcoxdidaskhertobehiswife,andtheknowledgethatshehadbeenrightsoovercameherthatshenearlyfainted。

  Buttheproposalwasnottorankamongtheworld\'sgreatlovescenes。

  “MissSchlegel“——hisvoicewasfirm——“Ihavehadyouuponfalsepretences。Iwanttospeakaboutamuchmoreseriousmatterthanahouse。“

  Margaretalmostanswered:“Iknow——“

  “Couldyoubeinducedtosharemy——isitprobable——“

  “Oh,Mr。Wilcox!“sheinterrupted,holdingthepianoandavertinghereyes。“Isee,Isee。IwillwritetoyouafterwardsifImay。“

  Hebegantostammer。“MissSchlegel——Margaret——youdon\'tunderstand。“

  “Ohyes!Indeed,yes!“saidMargaret。

  “Iamaskingyoutobemywife。“

  Sodeepalreadywashersympathy,thatwhenhesaid,“Iamaskingyoutobemywife,“shemadeherselfgivealittlestart。

  Shemustshowsurpriseifheexpectedit。Animmensejoycameoverher。Itwasindescribable。Ithadnothingtodowithhumanity,andmostresembledtheall-pervadinghappinessoffineweather。Fineweatherisduetothesun,butMargaretcouldthinkofnocentralradiancehere。Shestoodinhisdrawing-roomhappy,andlongingtogivehappiness。

  Onleavinghimsherealizedthatthecentralradiancehadbeenlove。

  “Youaren\'toffended,MissSchlegel?“

  “HowcouldIbeoffended?“

  Therewasamoment\'spause。Hewasanxioustogetridofher,andsheknewit。Shehadtoomuchintuitiontolookathimashestruggledforpossessionsthatmoneycannotbuy。

  Hedesiredcomradeshipandaffection,buthefearedthem,andshe,whohadtaughtherselfonlytodesire,andcouldhaveclothedthestrugglewithbeauty,heldback,andhesitatedwithhim。

  “Good-bye,“shecontinued。“Youwillhavealetterfromme——IamgoingbacktoSwanagetomorrow。

  “Thankyou。“

  “Good-bye,andit\'syouIthank。“

  “Imayorderthemotorround,mayn\'tI?“

  “Thatwouldbemostkind。“

  “IwishIhadwritteninstead。OughtItohavewritten?“

  “Notatall。“

  “There\'sjustonequestion——“

  Sheshookherhead。Helookedalittlebewildered,andtheyparted。

  Theypartedwithoutshakinghands:shehadkepttheinterview,forhissake,intintsofthequietestgrey。Yetshethrilledwithhappinessereshereachedherownhouse。Othershadlovedherinthepast,ifonemayapplytotheirbriefdesiressograveaword,butthoseothershadbeen“ninnies“——youngmenwhohadnothingtodo,oldmenwhocouldfindnobodybetter。Andshehadoften“loved,“

  too,butonlysofarasthefactsofsexdemanded:mereyearningsforthemasculine,tobedismissedforwhattheywereworth,withasmile。

  Neverbeforehadherpersonalitybeentouched。Shewasnotyoungorveryrich,anditamazedherthatamanofanystandingshouldtakeherseriously。Asshesattryingtodoaccountsinheremptyhouse,amidstbeautifulpicturesandnoblebooks,wavesofemotionbroke,asifatideofpassionwasflowingthroughthenightair。Sheshookherhead,triedtoconcentrateherattention,andfailed。Invaindidsherepeat:“ButI\'vebeenthroughthissortofthingbefore。“Shehadneverbeenthroughit;thebigmachinery,asopposedtothelittle,hadbeensetinmotion,andtheideathatMr。Wilcoxloved,obsessedherbeforeshecametolovehiminreturn。

  Shewouldcometonodecisionyet。“Oh,sir,thisissosudden“——thatprudishphraseexactlyexpressedherwhenhertimecame。Premonitionsarenotpreparation。Shemustexaminemorecloselyherownnatureandhis;shemusttalkitoverjudiciallywithHelen。Ithadbeenastrangelove-scene——thecentralradianceunacknowledgedfromfirsttolast。She,inhisplace,wouldhavesaid“Ichliebedich,“butperhapsitwasnothishabittoopentheheart。Hemighthavedoneitifshehadpressedhim——asamatterofduty,perhaps;Englandexpectseverymantoopenhisheartonce;buttheeffortwouldhavejarredhim,andnever,ifshecouldavoidit,shouldhelosethosedefencesthathehadchosentoraiseagainsttheworld。Hemustneverbebotheredwithemotionaltalk,orwithadisplayofsympathy。Hewasanelderlymannow,anditwouldbefutileandimpudenttocorrecthim。

  Mrs。Wilcoxstrayedinandout,everawelcomeghost;

  surveyingthescene,thoughtMargaret,withoutonehintofbitterness。Chapter19IfonewantedtoshowaforeignerEngland,perhapsthewisestcoursewouldbetotakehimtothefinalsectionofthePurbeckHills,andstandhimontheirsummit,afewmilestotheeastofCorfe。Thensystemaftersystemofourislandwouldrolltogetherunderhisfeet。BeneathhimisthevalleyoftheFrome,andallthewildlandsthatcometossingdownfromDorchester,blackandgold,tomirrortheirgorseintheexpansesofPoole。ThevalleyoftheStourisbeyond,unaccountablestream,dirtyatBlandford,pureatWimborne——theStour,slidingoutoffatfields,tomarrytheAvonbeneaththetowerofChristchurch。ThevalleyoftheAvon——invisible,butfartothenorththetrainedeyemayseeClearburyRingthatguardsit,andtheimaginationmayleapbeyondthatontoSalisburyPlainitself,andbeyondthePlaintoallthegloriousdownsofCentralEngland。NorisSuburbiaabsent。Bournemouth\'signoblecoastcowerstotheright,heraldingthepine-treesthatmean,foralltheirbeauty,redhouses,andtheStockExchange,andextendtothegatesofLondonitself。SotremendousistheCity\'strail!ButthecliffsofFreshwateritshallnevertouch,andtheislandwillguardtheIsland\'spuritytilltheendoftime。Seenfromthewest,theWightisbeautifulbeyondalllawsofbeauty。ItisasifafragmentofEnglandfloatedforwardtogreettheforeigner——chalkofourchalk,turfofourturf,epitomeofwhatwillfollow。AndbehindthefragmentliesSouthampton,hostesstothenations,andPortsmouth,alatentfire,andallaroundit,withdoubleandtreblecollisionoftides,swirlsthesea。Howmanyvillagesappearinthisview!Howmanycastles!Howmanychurches,vanishedortriumphant!Howmanyships,railways,androads!Whatincrediblevarietyofmenworkingbeneaththatlucentskytowhatfinalend!

  Thereasonfails,likeawaveontheSwanagebeach;theimaginationswells,spreads,anddeepens,untilitbecomesgeographicandencirclesEngland。

  SoFriedaMosebach,nowFrauArchitectLiesecke,andmothertoherhusband\'sbaby,wasbroughtuptotheseheightstobeimpressed,and,afteraprolongedgaze,shesaidthatthehillsweremoreswellingherethaninPomerania,whichwastrue,butdidnotseemtoMrs。

  Muntapposite。PooleHarbourwasdry,whichledhertopraisetheabsenceofmuddyforeshoreatFriedrichWilhelmsBad,Rügen,wherebeech-treeshangoverthetidelessBaltic,andcowsmaycontemplatethebrine。RatherunhealthyMrs。Muntthoughtthiswouldbe,waterbeingsaferwhenitmovedabout。

  “AndyourEnglishlakes——Vindermere,Grasmere——arethey,then,unhealthy?“

  “No,FrauLiesecke;butthatisbecausetheyarefreshwater,anddifferent。Saltwateroughttohavetides,andgoupanddownagreatdeal,orelseitsmells。Look,forinstance,atanaquarium。“

  “Anaquarium!Oh,MeesisMunt,youmeantotellmethatfreshaquariumsstinklessthansalt?Why,whenVictor,mybrother-in-law,collectedmanytadpoles——“

  “Youarenottosay\'stink,\'“interruptedHelen;

  “atleast,youmaysayit,butyoumustpretendyouarebeingfunnywhileyousayit。“

  “Then\'smell。\'AndthemudofyourPooldownthere——doesitnotsmell,ormayIsay\'stink,ha,ha\'?“

  “TherealwayshasbeenmudinPooleHarbour,“saidMrs。Munt,withaslightfrown。“Theriversbringitdown,andamostvaluableoyster-fisherydependsuponit。“

  “Yes,thatisso,“concededFrieda;andanotherinternationalincidentwasclosed。

  “\'Bournemouthis,\'“resumedtheirhostess,quotingalocalrhymetowhichshewasmuchattached——“\'Bournemouthis,Poolewas,andSwanageistobethemostimportanttownofallandbiggestofthethree。\'Now,FrauLiesecke,IhaveshownyouBournemouth,andIhaveshownyouPoole,soletuswalkbackwardalittle,andlookdownagainatSwanage。“

  “AuntJuley,wouldn\'tthatbeMeg\'strain?“

  Atinypuffofsmokehadbeencirclingtheharbour,andnowwasbearingsouthwardstowardsthemovertheblackandthegold。

  “Oh,dearestMargaret,Idohopeshewon\'tbeovertired。“

  “Oh,Idowonder——Idowonderwhethershe\'stakenthehouse。“

  “Ihopeshehasn\'tbeenhasty。“

  “SodoI——oh,sodoI。“

  “WillitbeasbeautifulasWickhamPlace?“Friedaasked。

  “Ishouldthinkitwould。TrustMr。Wilcoxfordoinghimselfproud。AllthoseDucieStreethousesarebeautifulintheirmodernway,andIcan\'tthinkwhyhedoesn\'tkeeponwithit。

  Butit\'sreallyforEviethathewentthere,andnowthatEvie\'sgoingtobemarried——“

  “Ah!“

  “You\'veneverseenMissWilcox,Frieda。Howabsurdlymatrimonialyouare!“

  “ButsistertothatPaul?“

  “Yes。“

  “AndtothatCharles,“saidMrs。Muntwithfeeling。

  “Oh,Helen,Helen,whatatimethatwas!“

  Helenlaughed。“MegandIhaven\'tgotsuchtenderhearts。Ifthere\'sachanceofacheaphouse,wegoforit。“

  “Nowlook,FrauLiesecke,atmyniece\'strain。

  Yousee,itiscomingtowardsus——coming,coming;and,whenitgetstoCorfe,itwillactuallygothroughthedowns,onwhichwearestanding,sothat,ifwewalkover,asIsuggested,andlookdownonSwanage,weshallseeitcomingontheotherside。Shallwe?“

  Friedaassented,andinafewminutestheyhadcrossedtheridgeandexchangedthegreaterviewforthelesser。Ratheradullvalleylaybelow,backedbytheslopeofthecoastwarddowns。

  TheywerelookingacrosstheIsleofPurbeckandontoSwanage,soontobethemostimportanttownofall,andugliestofthethree。Margaret\'strainreappearedaspromised,andwasgreetedwithapprovalbyheraunt。

  Itcametoastandstillinthemiddledistance,andthereithadbeenplannedthatTibbyshouldmeether,anddriveher,andatea-basket,uptojointhem。

  “Yousee,“continuedHelentohercousin,“theWilcoxescollecthousesasyourVictorcollectstadpoles。Theyhave,one,DucieStreet;two,HowardsEnd,wheremygreatrumpuswas;three,acountryseatinShropshire;four,CharleshasahouseinHilton;andfive,anothernearEpsom;andsix,Eviewillhaveahousewhenshemarries,andprobablyapied-à-terreinthecountry——whichmakesseven。Ohyes,andPaulahutinAfricamakeseight。IwishwecouldgetHowardsEnd。Thatwassomethinglikeadearlittlehouse!Didn\'tyouthinkso,AuntJuley?“

  “Ihadtoomuchtodo,dear,tolookatit,“saidMrs。Munt,withagraciousdignity。“Ihadeverythingtosettleandexplain,andCharlesWilcoxtokeepinhisplacebesides。Itisn\'tlikelyIshouldremembermuch。Ijustrememberhavinglunchinyourbedroom。“

  “YessodoI。But,ohdear,dear,howdeaditallseems!Andintheautumntherebeganthisanti-Paulinemovement——you,andFrieda,andMeg,andMrs。Wilcox,allobsessedwiththeideathatI

  mightyetmarryPaul。“

  “Youyetmay,“saidFriedadespondently。

  Helenshookherhead。“TheGreatWilcoxPerilwillneverreturn。IfI\'mcertainofanythingit\'softhat。“

  “Oneiscertainofnothingbutthetruthofone\'sownemotions。“

  Theremarkfelldamplyontheconversation。

  ButHelenslippedherarmroundhercousin,somehowlikingherthebetterformakingit。Itwasnotanoriginalremark,norhadFriedaappropriateditpassionately,forshehadapatrioticratherthanaphilosophicmind。

  YetitbetrayedthatinterestintheuniversalwhichtheaverageTeutonpossessesandtheaverageEnglishmandoesnot。Itwas,howeverillogically,thegood,thebeautiful,thetrue,asopposedtotherespectable,thepretty,theadequate。ItwasalandscapeofBöcklin\'sbesidealandscapeofLeader\'s,stridentandill-considered,butquiveringintosupernaturallife。Itsharpenedidealism,stirredthesoul。Itmayhavebeenabadpreparationforwhatfollowed。

  “Look!“criedAuntJuley,hurryingawayfromgeneralitiesoverthenarrowsummitofthedown。“StandwhereIstand,andyouwillseethepony-cartcoming。Iseethepony-cartcoming。“

  Theystoodandsawthepony-cartcoming。MargaretandTibbywerepresentlyseencominginit。LeavingtheoutskirtsofSwanage,itdroveforalittlethroughthebuddinglanes,andthenbegantheascent。

  “Haveyougotthehouse?“theyshouted,longbeforeshecouldpossiblyhear。

  Helenrandowntomeether。Thehighroadpassedoverasaddle,andatrackwentthenceatrightanglesalongtheridgeofthedown。

  “Haveyougotthehouse?“

  Margaretshookherhead。

  “Oh,whatanuisance!Sowe\'reaswewere?“

  “Notexactly。“

  Shegotout,lookingtired。

  “Somemystery,“saidTibby。“Wearetobeenlightenedpresently。“

  MargaretcamecloseuptoherandwhisperedthatshehadhadaproposalofmarriagefromMr。Wilcox。

  Helenwasamused。Sheopenedthegateontothedownssothatherbrothermightleadtheponythrough。“It\'sjustlikeawidower,“sheremarked。“They\'vecheekenoughforanything,andinvariablyselectoneoftheirfirstwife\'sfriends。“

  Margaret\'sfaceflasheddespair。

  “Thattype——“Shebrokeoffwithacry。“Meg,notanythingwrongwithyou?“

  “Waitoneminute,“saidMargaret,whisperingalways。

  “Butyou\'veneverconceivably——you\'venever——“Shepulledherselftogether。“Tibby,hurryupthrough;Ican\'tholdthisgateindefinitely。AuntJuley!Isay,AuntJuley,makethetea,willyou,andFrieda;we\'vegottotalkhouses,andI\'llcomeonafterwards。“

  Andthen,turningherfacetohersister\'s,sheburstintotears。

  Margaretwasstupefied。Sheheardherselfsaying,“Oh,really——“Shefeltherselftouchedwithahandthattrembled。

  “Don\'t,“sobbedHelen,“don\'t,don\'t,Meg,don\'t!“

  Sheseemedincapableofsayinganyotherword。Margaret,tremblingherself,ledherforwarduptheroad,tilltheystrayedthroughanothergateontothedown。

  “Don\'t,don\'tdosuchathing!Itellyounotto——don\'t!Iknow——don\'t!“

  “Whatdoyouknow?“

  “Panicandemptiness,“sobbedHelen。“Don\'t!“

  ThenMargaretthought,“Helenisalittleselfish。

  Ihaveneverbehavedlikethiswhentherehasseemedachanceofhermarrying。

  Shesaid:“Butwewouldstillseeeachotherveryoften,and——“

  “It\'snotathinglikethat,“sobbedHelen。

  Andshebrokerightawayandwandereddistractedlyupwards,stretchingherhandstowardstheviewandcrying。

  “What\'shappenedtoyou?“calledMargaret,followingthroughthewindthatgathersatsundownonthenorthernslopesofhills。

  “Butit\'sstupid!“Andsuddenlystupidityseizedher,andtheimmenselandscapewasblurred。ButHelenturnedback。

  “Meg——“

  “Idon\'tknowwhat\'shappenedtoeitherofus,“

  saidMargaret,wipinghereyes。“Wemustbothhavegonemad。“

  ThenHelenwipedhers,andtheyevenlaughedalittle。

  “Lookhere,sitdown。“

  “Allright;I\'llsitdownifyou\'llsitdown。“

  “There。Onekiss。Now,whatever,whateveristhematter?“

  “IdomeanwhatIsaid。Don\'t;itwouldn\'tdo。“

  “Oh,Helen,stopsaying\'don\'t\'!It\'signorant。

  It\'sasifyourheadwasn\'toutoftheslime。\'Don\'t\'isprobablywhatMrs。BastsaysallthedaytoMr。Bast。“

  Helenwassilent。

  “Well?“

  “Tellmeaboutitfirst,andmeanwhileperhapsI\'llhavegotmyheadoutoftheslime。“

  “That\'sbetter。Well,whereshallIbegin?

  WhenIarrivedatWaterloo——no,I\'llgobackbeforethat,becauseI\'manxiousyoushouldknoweverythingfromthefirst。The\'first\'wasabouttendaysago。ItwasthedayMr。Bastcametoteaandlosthistemper。

  Iwasdefendinghim,andMr。Wilcoxbecamejealousaboutme,howeverslightly。

  Ithoughtitwastheinvoluntarything,whichmencan\'thelpanymorethanwecan。Youknow——atleast,Iknowinmyowncase——whenamanhassaidtome,\'So-and-so\'saprettygirl,\'IamseizedwithamomentarysournessagainstSo-and-so,andlongtotweakherear。It\'satiresomefeeling,butnotanimportantone,andoneeasilymanagesit。Butitwasn\'tonlythisinMr。Wilcox\'scase,Igathernow。“

  “Thenyoulovehim?“

  Margaretconsidered。“Itiswonderfulknowingthatarealmancaresforyou,“shesaid。“Themerefactofthatgrowsmoretremendous。Remember,I\'veknownandlikedhimsteadilyfornearlythreeyears。

  “Butlovedhim?“

  Margaretpeeredintoherpast。Itispleasanttoanalyzefeelingswhiletheyarestillonlyfeelings,andunembodiedinthesocialfabric。WithherarmroundHelen,andhereyesshiftingovertheview,asifthiscountyorthatcouldrevealthesecretofherownheart,shemeditatedhonestly,andsaid,“No。“

  “Butyouwill?“

  “Yes,“saidMargaret,“ofthatI\'mprettysure。

  Indeed,Ibeganthemomenthespoketome。“

  “Andhavesettledtomarryhim?“

  “Ihad,butamwantingalongtalkaboutitnow。

  Whatisitagainsthim,Helen?Youmusttryandsay。“

  Helen,inherturn,lookedoutwards。“ItiseversincePaul,“shesaidfinally。

  “ButwhathasMr。WilcoxtodowithPaul?“

  “Buthewasthere,theywerealltherethatmorningwhenIcamedowntobreakfast,andsawthatPaulwasfrightened——themanwholovedmefrightenedandallhisparaphernaliafallen,sothatIknewitwasimpossible,becausepersonalrelationsaretheimportantthingforeverandever,andnotthisouterlifeoftelegramsandanger。“

  Shepouredthesentenceforthinonebreath,buthersisterunderstoodit,becauseittouchedonthoughtsthatwerefamiliarbetweenthem。

  “That\'sfoolish。Inthefirstplace,Idisagreeabouttheouterlife。Well,we\'veoftenarguedthat。Therealpointisthatthereisthewidestgulfbetweenmylove-makingandyours。

  Yours——wasromance;minewillbeprose。I\'mnotrunningitdown——averygoodkindofprose,butwellconsidered,wellthoughtout。Forinstance,IknowallMr。Wilcox\'sfaults。He\'safraidofemotion。

  Hecarestoomuchaboutsuccess,toolittleaboutthepast。Hissympathylackspoetry,andsoisn\'tsympathyreally。I\'devensay“——shelookedattheshininglagoons——“that,spiritually,he\'snotashonestasIam。

  Doesn\'tthatsatisfyyou?“

  “No,itdoesn\'t,“saidHelen。“Itmakesmefeelworseandworse。Youmustbemad。“

  Margaretmadeamovementofirritation。

  “Idon\'tintendhim,oranymanoranywoman,tobeallmylife——goodheavens,no!Thereareheapsofthingsinmethathedoesn\'t,andshallnever,understand。“

  Thusshespokebeforetheweddingceremonyandthephysicalunion,beforetheastonishingglassshadehadfallenthatinterposesbetweenmarriedcouplesandtheworld。Shewastokeepherindependencemorethandomostwomenasyet。Marriagewastoalterherfortunesratherthanhercharacter,andshewasnotfarwronginboastingthatsheunderstoodherfuturehusband。Yethedidalterhercharacter——alittle。Therewasanunforeseensurprise,acessationofthewindsandodoursoflife,asocialpressurethatwouldhaveherthinkconjugally。

  “Sowithhim,“shecontinued。“Thereareheapsofthingsinhim——moreespeciallythingsthathedoes——thatwillalwaysbehiddenfromme。Hehasallthosepublicqualitieswhichyousodespiseandenableallthis——“Shewavedherhandatthelandscape,whichconfirmedanything。“IfWilcoxeshadn\'tworkedanddiedinEnglandforthousandsofyears,youandIcouldn\'tsitherewithouthavingourthroatscut。Therewouldbenotrains,noshipstocarryusliterarypeopleaboutin,nofieldseven。Justsavagery。No——perhapsnoteventhat。Withouttheirspiritlifemightneverhavemovedoutofprotoplasm。MoreandmoredoIrefusetodrawmyincomeandsneeratthosewhoguaranteeit。Therearetimeswhenitseemstome——“

  “Andtome,andtoallwomen。SoonekissedPaul。“

  “That\'sbrutal,“saidMargaret。“Mineisanabsolutelydifferentcase。I\'vethoughtthingsout。“

  “Itmakesnodifferencethinkingthingsout。

  Theycometothesame。“

  “Rubbish!“

  Therewasalongsilence,duringwhichthetidereturnedintoPooleHarbour。“Onewouldlosesomething,“murmuredHelen,apparentlytoherself。Thewatercreptoverthemud-flatstowardsthegorseandtheblackenedheather。BrankseaIslandlostitsimmenseforeshores,andbecameasombreepisodeoftrees。FromewasforcedinwardtowardsDorchester,StouragainstWimborne,AvontowardsSalisbury,andovertheimmensedisplacementthesunpresided,leadingittotriumpherehesanktorest。Englandwasalive,throbbingthroughallherestuaries,cryingforjoythroughthemouthsofallhergulls,andthenorthwind,withcontrarymotion,blewstrongeragainstherrisingseas。Whatdiditmean?Forwhatendareherfaircomplexities,herchangesofsoil,hersinuouscoast?Doesshebelongtothosewhohavemouldedherandmadeherfearedbyotherlands,ortothosewhohaveaddednothingtoherpower,buthavesomehowseenher,seenthewholeislandatonce,lyingasajewelinasilversea,sailingasashipofsouls,withallthebraveworld\'sfleetaccompanyinghertowardseternity?Chapter20Margarethadoftenwonderedatthedisturbancethattakesplaceintheworld\'swaters,whenLove,whoseemssotinyapebble,slipsin。

  WhomdoesLoveconcernbeyondthebelovedandthelover?Yethisimpactdelugesahundredshores。Nodoubtthedisturbanceisreallythespiritofthegenerations,welcomingthenewgeneration,andchafingagainsttheultimateFate,whoholdsalltheseasinthepalmofherhand。

  ButLovecannotunderstandthis。Hecannotcomprehendanother\'sinfinity;

  heisconsciousonlyofhisown——flyingsunbeam,fallingrose,pebblethatasksforonequietplungebelowthefrettinginterplayofspaceandtime。

  Heknowsthathewillsurviveattheendofthings,andbegatheredbyFateasajewelfromtheslime,andbehandedwithadmirationroundtheassemblyofthegods。“Mendidproducethis,“theywillsay,and,saying,theywillgivemenimmortality。Butmeanwhile——whatagitationsmeanwhile!ThefoundationsofPropertyandProprietyarelaidbare,twinrocks;FamilyPrideflounderstothesurface,puffingandblowing,andrefusingtobecomforted;Theology,vaguelyascetic,getsupanastygroundswell。Thenthelawyersarearoused——coldbrood——andcreepoutoftheirholes。Theydowhattheycan;theytidyupPropertyandPropriety,reassureTheologyandFamilyPride。Half-guineasarepouredonthetroubledwaters,thelawyerscreepback,and,ifallhasgonewell,LovejoinsonemanandwomantogetherinMatrimony。

  Margarethadexpectedthedisturbance,andwasnotirritatedbyit。Forasensitivewomanshehadsteadynerves,andcouldbearwiththeincongruousandthegrotesque;and,besides,therewasnothingexcessiveaboutherlove-affair。Good-humourwasthedominantnoteofherrelationswithMr。Wilcox,or,asImustnowcallhim,Henry。Henrydidnotencourageromance,andshewasnogirltofidgetforit。Anacquaintancehadbecomealover,mightbecomeahusband,butwouldretainallthatshehadnotedintheacquaintance;

  andlovemustconfirmanoldrelationratherthanrevealanewone。

  Inthisspiritshepromisedtomarryhim。

  HewasinSwanageonthemorrow,bearingtheengagement-ring。

  TheygreetedoneanotherwithaheartycordialitythatimpressedAuntJuley。

  HenrydinedatTheBays,buthehadengagedabedroomintheprincipalhotel:hewasoneofthosemenwhoknewtheprincipalhotelbyinstinct。

  AfterdinnerheaskedMargaretifshewouldn\'tcareforaturnontheParade。

  Sheaccepted,andcouldnotrepressalittletremor;itwouldbeherfirstreallovescene。Butassheputonherhatsheburstoutlaughing。

  Lovewassounlikethearticleservedupinbooks:thejoy,thoughgenuine,wasdifferent;themysteryanunexpectedmystery。Foronething,Mr。Wilcoxstillseemedastranger。

  Foratimetheytalkedaboutthering;thenshesaid:

  “DoyouremembertheEmbankmentatChelsea?

  Itcan\'tbetendaysago。“

  “Yes,“hesaid,laughing。“AndyouandyoursisterwereheadandearsdeepinsomeQuixoticscheme。Ahwell!“

  “Ilittlethoughtthen,certainly。Didyou?“

  “Idon\'tknowaboutthat;Ishouldn\'tliketosay。“

  “Why,wasitearlier?“shecried。“Didyouthinkofmethiswayearlier!Howextraordinarilyinteresting,Henry!

  Tellme。“

  ButHenryhadnointentionoftelling。Perhapshecouldnothavetold,forhismentalstatesbecameobscureassoonashehadpassedthroughthem。Hemislikedtheveryword“interesting,“

  connotingitwithwastedenergyandevenwithmorbidity。Hardfactswereenoughforhim。

  “Ididn\'tthinkofit,“shepursued。“No;

  whenyouspoketomeinthedrawing-room,thatwaspracticallythefirst。

  Itwasallsodifferentfromwhatit\'ssupposedtobe。Onthestage,orinbooks,aproposalis——howshallIputit?——afull-blownaffair,akindofbouquet;itlosesitsliteralmeaning。Butinlifeaproposalreallyisaproposal——“

  “Bytheway——“

  “——asuggestion,aseed,“sheconcluded;andthethoughtflewawayintodarkness。

  “Iwasthinking,ifyoudidn\'tmind,thatweoughttospendthiseveninginabusinesstalk;therewillbesomuchtosettle。“

  “Ithinksotoo。Tellme,inthefirstplace,howdidyougetonwithTibby?“

  “Withyourbrother?“

  “Yes,duringcigarettes。“

  “Oh,verywell。“

  “Iamsoglad,“sheanswered,alittlesurprised。

  “Whatdidyoutalkabout?Me,presumably。“

  “AboutGreecetoo。“

  “Greecewasaverygoodcard,Henry。Tibby\'sonlyaboystill,andonehastopickandchoosesubjectsalittle。

  Welldone。“

  “IwastellinghimIhavesharesinacurrant-farmnearCalamata。

  “Whatadelightfulthingtohavesharesin!

  Can\'twegothereforourhoneymoon?“

  “Whattodo?“

  “Toeatthecurrants。Andisn\'ttheremarvellousscenery?“

  “Moderately,butit\'snotthekindofplaceonecouldpossiblygotowithalady。“

  “Whynot?“

  “Nohotels。“

  “Someladiesdowithouthotels。AreyouawarethatHelenandIhavewalkedaloneovertheApennines,withourluggageonourbacks?“

  “Iwasn\'taware,and,ifIcanmanageit,youwillneverdosuchathingagain。“

  Shesaidmoregravely:“Youhaven\'tfoundtimeforatalkwithHelenyet,Isuppose?“

  “No。“

  “Do,beforeyougo。Iamsoanxiousyoutwoshouldbefriends。“

  “YoursisterandIhavealwayshititoff,“hesaidnegligently。“Butwe\'redriftingawayfromourbusiness。Letmebeginatthebeginning。YouknowthatEvieisgoingtomarryPercyCahill。“

  “Dolly\'suncle。“

  “Exactly。Thegirl\'smadlyinlovewithhim。

  Averygoodsortoffellow,buthedemands——andrightly——asuitableprovisionwithher。Andinthesecondplace,youwillnaturallyunderstand,thereisCharles。Beforeleavingtown,IwroteCharlesaverycarefulletter。Yousee,hehasanincreasingfamilyandincreasingexpenses,andtheI。andW。A。isnothingparticularjustnow,thoughcapableofdevelopment。

  “Poorfellow!“murmuredMargaret,lookingouttosea,andnotunderstanding。

  “Charlesbeingtheelderson,somedayCharleswillhaveHowardsEnd;butIamanxious,inmyownhappiness,nottobeunjusttoothers。“

  “Ofcoursenot,“shebegan,andthengavealittlecry。“Youmeanmoney。HowstupidIam!Ofcoursenot!“

  Oddlyenough,hewincedalittleattheword。

  “Yes。Money,sinceyouputitsofrankly。Iamdeterminedtobejusttoall——justtoyou,justtothem。Iamdeterminedthatmychildrenshallhavenocaseagainstme。“

  “Begeneroustothem,“shesaidsharply。“Botherjustice!“

  “Iamdetermined——andhavealreadywrittentoCharlestothateffect——“

  “Buthowmuchhaveyougot?“

  “What?“

  “Howmuchhaveyouayear?I\'vesixhundred。“

  “Myincome?“

  “Yes。Wemustbeginwithhowmuchyouhave,beforewecansettlehowmuchyoucangiveCharles。Justice,andevengenerosity,dependonthat。“

  “Imustsayyou\'readownrightyoungwoman,“heobserved,pattingherarmandlaughingalittle。“Whataquestiontospringonafellow!“

  “Don\'tyouknowyourincome?Ordon\'tyouwanttotellitme?“

  “I——“

  “That\'sallright“——nowshepattedhim——“don\'ttellme。Idon\'twanttoknow。Icandothesumjustaswellbyproportion。Divideyourincomeintotenparts。HowmanypartswouldyougivetoEvie,howmanytoCharles,howmanytoPaul?“

  “Thefactis,mydear,Ihadn\'tanyintentionofbotheringyouwithdetails。Ionlywantedtoletyouknowthat——well,thatsomethingmustbedonefortheothers,andyou\'veunderstoodmeperfectly,solet\'spassontothenextpoint。“

  “Yes,we\'vesettledthat,“saidMargaret,undisturbedbyhisstrategicblunderings。“Goahead;giveawayallyoucan,bearinginmindI\'veaclearsixhundred。Whatamercyitistohaveallthismoneyaboutone!“

  “We\'venonetoomuch,Iassureyou;you\'remarryingapoorman。

  “Helenwouldn\'tagreewithmehere,“shecontinued。

  “Helendaren\'tslangtherich,beingrichherself,butshewouldliketo。

  There\'sanoddnotion,thatIhaven\'tyetgotholdof,runningaboutatthebackofherbrain,thatpovertyissomehow\'real。\'Shedislikesallorganization,andprobablyconfuseswealthwiththetechniqueofwealth。

  Sovereignsinastockingwouldn\'tbotherher;chequesdo。Helenistoorelentless。Onecan\'tdealinherhigh-handedmannerwiththeworld。“

  “There\'sthisotherpoint,andthenImustgobacktomyhotelandwritesomeletters。What\'stobedonenowaboutthehouseinDucieStreet?“

  “Keepiton——atleast,itdepends。Whendoyouwanttomarryme?“

  Sheraisedhervoice,astoooften,andsomeyouths,whowerealsotakingtheeveningair,overheardher。“Gettingabithot,eh?“saidone。Mr。Wilcoxturnedonthem,andsaidsharply,“Isay!“Therewassilence。“TakecareIdon\'treportyoutothepolice。“Theymovedawayquietlyenough,butwereonlybidingtheirtime,andtherestoftheconversationwaspunctuatedbypealsofungovernablelaughter。

  Loweringhisvoiceandinfusingahintofreproofintoit,hesaid:“EviewillprobablybemarriedinSeptember。Wecouldscarcelythinkofanythingbeforethen。“

  “Theearlierthenicer,Henry。Femalesarenotsupposedtosaysuchthings,buttheearlierthenicer。“

  “HowaboutSeptemberforustoo?“heasked,ratherdryly。

  “Right。ShallwegointoDucieStreetourselvesinSeptember?OrshallwetrytobounceHelenandTibbyintoit?

  That\'sratheranidea。Theyaresounbusinesslike,wecouldmakethemdoanythingbyjudiciousmanagement。Lookhere——yes。We\'lldothat。AndweourselvescouldliveatHowardsEndorShropshire。“

  Heblewouthischeeks。“Heavens!howyouwomendoflyround!Myhead\'sinawhirl。Pointbypoint,Margaret。HowardsEnd\'simpossible。IletittoHamarBryceonathreeyears\'agreementlastMarch。Don\'tyouremember?

  Oniton。Well,thatismuch,muchtoofarawaytorelyonentirely。

  Youwillbeabletobedownthereentertainingacertainamount,butwemusthaveahousewithineasyreachofTown。OnlyDucieStreethashugedrawbacks。There\'samewsbehind。“

  Margaretcouldnothelplaughing。ItwasthefirstshehadheardofthemewsbehindDucieStreet。Whenshewasapossibletenantithadsuppresseditself,notconsciously,butautomatically。

  ThebreezyWilcoxmanner,thoughgenuine,lackedtheclearnessofvisionthatisimperativefortruth。WhenHenrylivedinDucieStreetherememberedthemews;whenhetriedtoletheforgotit;andifanyonehadremarkedthatthemewsmustbeeitherthereornot,hewouldhavefeltannoyed,andafterwardshavefoundsomeopportunityofstigmatizingthespeakerasacademic。SodoesmygrocerstigmatizemewhenIcomplainofthequalityofhissultanas,andheanswersinonebreaththattheyarethebestsultanas,andhowcanIexpectthebestsultanasatthatprice?

  Itisaflawinherentinthebusinessmind,andMargaretmaydowelltobetendertoit,consideringallthatthebusinessmindhasdoneforEngland。

  “Yes,insummerespecially,themewsisaseriousnuisance。Thesmokingroom,too,isanabominablelittleden。

  Thehouseoppositehasbeentakenbyoperaticpeople。DucieStreet\'sgoingdown,it\'smyprivateopinion。“

  “Howsad!It\'sonlyafewyearssincetheybuiltthoseprettyhouses。“

  “Showsthingsaremoving。Goodfortrade。“

  “IhatethiscontinualfluxofLondon。Itisanepitomeofusatourworst——eternalformlessness;allthequalities,good,bad,andindifferent,streamingaway——streaming,streamingforever。

  That\'swhyIdreaditso。Imistrustrivers,eveninscenery。

  Now,thesea——“

  “Hightide,yes。“

  “Hoytoid“——fromthepromenadingyouths。

  “Andthesearethementowhomwegivethevote,“

  observedMr。Wilcox,omittingtoaddthattheywerealsothementowhomhegaveworkasclerks——workthatscarcelyencouragedthemtogrowintoothermen。“However,theyhavetheirownlivesandinterests。

  Let\'sgeton。“

  Heturnedashespoke,andpreparedtoseeherbacktoTheBays。Thebusinesswasover。Hishotelwasintheoppositedirection,andifheaccompaniedherhisletterswouldbelateforthepost。Sheimploredhimnottocome,buthewasobdurate。

  “Anicebeginning,ifyourauntsawyouslipinalone!“

  “ButIalwaysdogoaboutalone。ConsideringI\'vewalkedovertheApennines,it\'scommonsense。Youwillmakemesoangry。Idon\'ttheleasttakeitasacompliment。“

  Helaughed,andlitacigar。“Itisn\'tmeantasacompliment,mydear。Ijustwon\'thaveyougoingaboutinthedark。Suchpeopleabouttoo!It\'sdangerous。“

  “Can\'tIlookaftermyself?Idowish——“

  “Comealong,Margaret;nowheedling。“

  Ayoungerwomanmighthaveresentedhismasterlyways,butMargarethadtoofirmagripoflifetomakeafuss。Shewas,inherownway,asmasterly。Ifhewasafortressshewasamountainpeak,whomallmighttread,butwhomthesnowsmadenightlyvirginal。

  Disdainingtheheroicoutfit,excitableinhermethods,garrulous,episodical,shrill,shemisledherlovermuchasshehadmisledheraunt。Hemistookherfertilityforweakness。Hesupposedher“ascleverastheymake\'em,“butnomore,notrealizingthatshewaspenetratingtothedepthsofhissoul,andapprovingofwhatshefoundthere。

  Andifinsightweresufficient,iftheinnerlifewerethewholeoflife,theirhappinesshasbeenassured。

  Theywalkedaheadbriskly。Theparadeandtheroadafteritwerewelllighted,butitwasdarkerinAuntJuley\'sgarden。Astheyweregoingupbytheside-paths,throughsomerhododendrons,Mr。Wilcox,whowasinfront,said“Margaret“ratherhuskily,turned,droppedhiscigar,andtookherinhisarms。

  Shewasstartled,andnearlyscreamed,butrecoveredherselfatonce,andkissedwithgenuinelovethelipsthatwerepressedagainstherown。Itwastheirfirstkiss,andwhenitwasoverhesawhersafelytothedoorandrangthebellforher,butdisappearedintothenightbeforethemaidansweredit。Onlookingback,theincidentdispleasedher。Itwassoisolated。Nothingintheirpreviousconversationhadheraldedit,and,worsestill,notendernesshadensued。

  Ifamancannotleaduptopassionhecanatalleventsleaddownfromit,andshehadhoped,afterhercomplaisance,forsomeinterchangeofgentlewords。Buthehadhurriedawayasifashamed,andforaninstantshewasremindedofHelenandPaul。Chapter21CharleshadjustbeenscoldinghisDolly。Shedeservedthescolding,andhadbentbeforeit,butherhead,thoughbloody,wasunsubdued,andherchirrupingsbegantominglewithhisretreatingthunder。

  “You\'vewokenthebaby。Iknewyouwould。

  Rum-ti-foo,Rackety-tacketyTompkin!I\'mnotresponsibleforwhatUnclePercydoes,norforanybodyelseoranything,sothere!“

  “WhoaskedhimwhileIwasaway?Whoaskedmysisterdowntomeethim?Whosentthemoutinthemotordayafterday?“

  “Charles,thatremindsmeofsomepoem。“

  “Doesitindeed?Weshallallbedancingtoaverydifferentmusicpresently。MissSchlegelhasfairlygotusontoast。“

  “Icouldsimplyscratchthatwoman\'seyesout,andtosayit\'smyfaultismostunfair。“

  “It\'syourfault,andfivemonthsagoyouadmittedit。“

  “Ididn\'t。“

  “Youdid。“

  “Tootle,tootle,playingonthepootle!“exclaimedDolly,suddenlydevotingherselftothechild。

  “It\'sallverywelltoturntheconversation,butFatherwouldneverhavedreamtofmarryingaslongasEviewastheretomakehimcomfortable。Butyoumustneedsstartmatch-making。

  Besides,Cahill\'stooold。“

  “Ofcourse,ifyou\'regoingtoberudetoUnclePercy——“

  “MissSchlegelalwaysmeanttogetholdofHowardsEnd,and,thankstoyou,she\'sgotit。“

  “Icallthewayyoutwistthingsroundandmakethemhangtogethermostunfair。Youcouldn\'thavebeennastierifyou\'dcaughtmeflirting。Couldhe,diddums?“

  “We\'reinabadhole,andmustmakethebestofit。Ishallanswerthepater\'slettercivilly。He\'sevidentlyanxioustodothedecentthing。ButIdonotintendtoforgettheseSchlegelsinahurry。Aslongasthey\'reontheirbestbehaviour——Dolly,areyoulistening?——we\'llbehave,too。ButifIfindthemgivingthemselvesairs,ormonopolizingmyfather,oratallill-treatinghim,orworryinghimwiththeirartisticbeastliness,Iintendtoputmyfootdown,yes,firmly。Takingmymother\'splace!HeavenknowswhatpooroldPaulwillsaywhenthenewsreacheshim。“

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