ButIthoughtyouwantedtobeintown。Onebitofadvice:fixyourdistrict,thenfixyourprice,andthendon\'tbudge。That\'showI
gotbothDucieStreetandOniton。Isaidtomyself,\'Imeantobeexactlyhere,\'andIwas,andOniton\'saplaceinathousand。“
“ButIdobudge。Gentlemenseemtomesmerizehouses——cowthemwithaneye,anduptheycome,trembling。Ladiescan\'t。It\'sthehousesthataremesmerizingme。I\'venocontroloverthesaucythings。Housesarealive。No?“
“I\'moutofmydepth,“hesaid,andadded:“Didn\'tyoutalkratherlikethattoyourofficeboy?“
“DidI?——ImeanIdid,moreorless。Italkthesamewaytoeveryone——ortryto。“
“Yes,Iknow。Andhowmuchdoyousupposethatheunderstoodofit?“
“That\'shislookout。Idon\'tbelieveinsuitingmyconversationtomycompany。Onecandoubtlesshituponsomemediumofexchangethatseemstodowellenough,butit\'snomoreliketherealthingthanmoneyislikefood。There\'snonourishmentinit。
Youpassittothelowerclasses,andtheypassitbacktoyou,andthisyoucall\'socialintercourse\'or\'mutualendeavour,\'whenit\'smutualpriggishnessifit\'sanything。OurfriendsatChelseadon\'tseethis。Theysayoneoughttobeatallcostsintelligible,andsacrifice——“
“Lowerclasses,“interruptedMr。Wilcox,asitwerethrustinghishandintoherspeech。“Well,youdoadmitthattherearerichandpoor。That\'ssomething。“
Margaretcouldnotreply。Washeincrediblystupid,ordidheunderstandherbetterthansheunderstoodherself?
“Youdoadmitthat,ifwealthwasdividedupequally,inafewyearstherewouldberichandpooragainjustthesame。
Thehard-workingmanwouldcometothetop,thewastrelsinktothebottom。“
“Everyoneadmitsthat。“
“YourSocialistsdon\'t。“
“MySocialistsdo。Yoursmayn\'t;butIstronglysuspectyoursofbeingnotSocialists,butninepins,whichyouhaveconstructedforyourownamusement。Ican\'timagineanylivingcreaturewhowouldbowloverquitesoeasily。“
Hewouldhaveresentedthishadshenotbeenawoman。
Butwomenmaysayanything——itwasoneofhisholiestbeliefs——andheonlyretorted,withagaysmile:“Idon\'tcare。You\'vemadetwodamagingadmissions,andI\'mheartilywithyouinboth。“
Intimetheyfinishedlunch,andMargaret,whohadexcusedherselffromtheHippodrome,tookherleave。Eviehadscarcelyaddressedher,andshesuspectedthattheentertainmenthadbeenplannedbythefather。Heandshewereadvancingoutoftheirrespectivefamiliestowardsamoreintimateacquaintance。Ithadbegunlongago。Shehadbeenhiswife\'sfriend,and,assuch,hehadgivenherthatsilvervinaigretteasamemento。Itwasprettyofhimtohavegiventhatvinaigrette,andhehadalwayspreferredhertoHelen——unlikemostmen。Buttheadvancehadbeenastonishinglately。Theyhaddonemoreinaweekthanintwoyears,andwerereallybeginningtoknoweachother。
ShedidnotforgethispromisetosampleEustaceMiles,andaskedhimassoonasshecouldsecureTibbyashischaperon。
Hecame,andpartookofbody-buildingdisheswithhumility。
NextmorningtheSchlegelsleftforSwanage。
Theyhadnotsucceededinfindinganewhome。Chapter18AstheywereseatedatAuntJuley\'sbreakfast-tableatTheBays,parryingherexcessivehospitalityandenjoyingtheviewofthebay,alettercameforMargaretandthrewherintoperturbation。ItwasfromMr。Wilcox。
Itannouncedan“importantchange“inhisplans。OwingtoEvie\'smarriage,hehaddecidedtogiveuphishouseinDucieStreet,andwaswillingtoletitonayearlytenancy。Itwasabusinesslikeletter,andstatedfranklywhathewoulddoforthemandwhathewouldnotdo。
Alsotherent。Iftheyapproved,Margaretwastocomeupatonce——thewordswereunderlined,asisnecessarywhendealingwithwomen——andtogooverthehousewithhim。Iftheydisapproved,awirewouldoblige,asheshouldputitintothehandsofanagent。
Theletterperturbed,becauseshewasnotsurewhatitmeant。Ifhelikedher,ifhehadmanoeuvredtogethertoSimpson\'s,mightthisbeamanoeuvretogethertoLondon,andresultinanofferofmarriage?Sheputittoherselfasindelicatelyaspossible,inthehopethatherbrainwouldcry,“Rubbish,you\'reaself-consciousfool!“
Butherbrainonlytingledalittleandwassilent,andforatimeshesatgazingatthemincingwaves,andwonderingwhetherthenewswouldseemstrangetotheothers。
Assoonasshebeganspeaking,thesoundofherownvoicereassuredher。Therecouldbenothinginit。Therepliesalsoweretypical,andinthebuffofconversationherfearsvanished。
“Youneedn\'tgothough——“beganherhostess。
“Ineedn\'t,buthadn\'tIbetter?It\'sreallygettingratherserious。Weletchanceafterchanceslip,andtheendofitisweshallbebundledoutbagandbaggageintothestreet。
Wedon\'tknowwhatwewant,that\'sthemischiefwithus——“
“No,wehavenorealties,“saidHelen,helpingherselftotoast。
“Shan\'tIgouptotowntoday,takethehouseifit\'stheleastpossible,andthencomedownbytheafternoontraintomorrow,andstartenjoyingmyself。Ishallbenofuntomyselfortoothersuntilthisbusinessisoffmymind。“
“Butyouwon\'tdoanythingrash,Margaret?“
“There\'snothingrashtodo。“
“WhoaretheWilcoxes?“saidTibby,aquestionthatsoundssilly,butwasreallyextremelysubtle,ashisauntfoundtohercostwhenshetriedtoanswerit。“Idon\'tmanagetheWilcoxes;Idon\'tseewheretheycomein。“
“NomoredoI,“agreedHelen。“It\'sfunnythatwejustdon\'tlosesightofthem。Outofallourhotelacquaintances,Mr。Wilcoxistheonlyonewhohasstuck。Itisnowoverthreeyears,andwehavedriftedawayfromfarmoreinterestingpeopleinthattime。
“Interestingpeopledon\'tgetonehouses。“
“Meg,ifyoustartinyourhonest-Englishvein,Ishallthrowthetreacleatyou。“
“It\'sabetterveinthanthecosmopolitan,“saidMargaret,gettingup。“Now,children,whichisittobe?YouknowtheDucieStreethouse。ShallIsayyesorshallIsayno?
Tibbylove——which?I\'mspeciallyanxioustopinyouboth。“
“Italldependswhatmeaningyouattachtotheword\'possi——\'“
“Itdependsonnothingofthesort。Say\'yes。\'“
“Say\'no。\'“
ThenMargaretspokeratherseriously。“Ithink,“
shesaid,“thatourraceisdegenerating。Wecannotsettleeventhislittlething;whatwillitbelikewhenwehavetosettleabigone?“
“Itwillbeaseasyaseating,“returnedHelen。
“IwasthinkingofFather。HowcouldhesettletoleaveGermanyashedid,whenhehadfoughtforitasayoungman,andallhisfeelingsandfriendswerePrussian?HowcouldhebreakloosewithPatriotismandbeginaimingatsomethingelse?Itwouldhavekilledme。Whenhewasnearlyfortyhecouldchangecountriesandideals——andwe,atourage,can\'tchangehouses。It\'shumiliating。“
“Yourfathermayhavebeenabletochangecountries,“
saidMrs。Muntwithasperity,“andthatmayormaynotbeagoodthing。
Buthecouldchangehousesnobetterthanyoucan,infact,muchworse。
NevershallIforgetwhatpoorEmilysufferedinthemovefromManchester。“
“Iknewit,“criedHelen。“Itoldyouso。
Itisthelittlethingsonebunglesat。Thebig,realonesarenothingwhentheycome。“
“Bungle,mydear!Youaretoolittletorecollect——infact,youweren\'tthere。ButthefurniturewasactuallyinthevansandonthemovebeforetheleaseforWickhamPlacewassigned,andEmilytooktrainwithbaby——whowasMargaretthen——andthesmallerluggageforLondon,withoutsomuchasknowingwherehernewhomewouldbe。Gettingawayfromthathousemaybehard,butitisnothingtothemiserythatweallwentthroughgettingyouintoit。“
Helen,withhermouthfull,cried:“Andthat\'sthemanwhobeattheAustrians,andtheDanes,andtheFrench,andwhobeattheGermansthatwereinsidehimself。Andwe\'relikehim。“
“Speakforyourself,“saidTibby。“RememberthatIamcosmopolitan,please。“
“Helenmayberight。“
“Ofcourseshe\'sright,“saidHelen。
Helenmightberight,butshedidnotgouptoLondon。
Margaretdidthat。Aninterruptedholidayistheworstoftheminorworries,andonemaybepardonedforfeelingmorbidwhenabusinesslettersnatchesoneawayfromtheseaandfriends。Shecouldnotbelievethatherfatherhadeverfeltthesame。Hereyeshadbeentroublingherlately,sothatshecouldnotreadinthetrain,anditboredhertolookatthelandscape,whichshehadseenbutyesterday。AtSouthamptonshe“waved“toFrieda:FriedawasonherwaydowntojointhematSwanage,andMrs。Munthadcalculatedthattheirtrainswouldcross。ButFriedawaslookingtheotherway,andMargarettravelledontotownfeelingsolitaryandold-maidish。HowlikeanoldmaidtofancythatMr。Wilcoxwascourtingher!Shehadoncevisitedaspinster——poor,silly,andunattractive——whosemaniaitwasthateverymanwhoapproachedherfellinlove。HowMargaret\'shearthadbledforthedeludedthing!Howshehadlectured,reasoned,andindespairacquiesced!“Imayhavebeendeceivedbythecurate,mydear,buttheyoungfellowwhobringsthemiddaypostreallyisfondofme,andhas,asamatterfact——“Ithadalwaysseemedtoherthemosthideouscornerofoldage,yetshemightbedrivenintoitherselfbythemerepressureofvirginity。
Mr。WilcoxmetheratWaterloohimself。Shefeltcertainthathewasnotthesameasusual;foronething,hetookoffenceateverythingshesaid。
“Thisisawfullykindofyou,“shebegan,“butI\'mafraidit\'snotgoingtodo。ThehousehasnotbeenbuiltthatsuitstheSchlegelfamily。“
“What!Haveyoucomeupdeterminednottodeal?“
“Notexactly。“
“Notexactly?Inthatcaselet\'sbestarting。“
Shelingeredtoadmirethemotor,whichwasnewandafairercreaturethanthevermiliongiantthathadborneAuntJuleytoherdoomthreeyearsbefore。
“Presumablyit\'sverybeautiful,“shesaid。
“Howdoyoulikeit,Crane?“
“Come,let\'sbestarting,“repeatedherhost。
“HowonearthdidyouknowthatmychauffeurwascalledCrane?“
“Why,IknowCrane:I\'vebeenforadrivewithEvieonce。Iknowthatyou\'vegotaparlourmaidcalledMilton。I
knowallsortsofthings。“
“Evie!“heechoedininjuredtones。“Youwon\'tseeher。She\'sgoneoutwithCahill。It\'snofun,Icantellyou,beingleftsomuchalone。I\'vegotmyworkallday——indeed,agreatdealtoomuchofit——butwhenIcomehomeintheevening,Itellyou,Ican\'tstandthehouse。“
“Inmyabsurdway,I\'mlonelytoo,“Margaretreplied。
“It\'sheart-breakingtoleaveone\'soldhome。IscarcelyrememberanythingbeforeWickhamPlace,andHelenandTibbywerebornthere。
Helensays——“
“You,too,feellonely?“
“Horribly。Hullo,Parliament\'sback!“
Mr。WilcoxglancedatParliamentcontemptuously。
Themoreimportantropesoflifelayelsewhere。“Yes,theyaretalkingagain。“saidhe。“Butyouweregoingtosay——“
“Onlysomerubbishaboutfurniture。Helensaysitaloneendureswhilemenandhousesperish,andthatintheendtheworldwillbeadesertofchairsandsofas——justimagineit!——rollingthroughinfinitywithnoonetosituponthem。“
“Yoursisteralwayslikesherlittlejoke。
“Shesays\'Yes,\'mybrothersays\'No,\'toDucieStreet。It\'snofunhelpingus,Mr。Wilcox,Iassureyou。“
“Youarenotasunpracticalasyoupretend。
Ishallneverbelieveit。“
Margaretlaughed。Butshewas——quiteasunpractical。
Shecouldnotconcentrateondetails。Parliament,theThames,theirresponsivechauffeur,wouldflashintothefieldofhouse-hunting,andalldemandsomecommentorresponse。Itisimpossibletoseemodernlifesteadilyandseeitwhole,andshehadchosentoseeitwhole。
Mr。Wilcoxsawsteadily。Heneverbotheredoverthemysteriousortheprivate。TheThamesmightruninlandfromthesea,thechauffeurmightconcealallpassionandphilosophybeneathhisunhealthyskin。
Theyknewtheirownbusiness,andheknewhis。
Yetshelikedbeingwithhim。Hewasnotarebuke,butastimulus,andbanishedmorbidity。Sometwentyyearshersenior,hepreservedagiftthatshesupposedherselftohavealreadylost——notyouth\'screativepower,butitsself-confidenceandoptimism。
Hewassosurethatitwasaverypleasantworld。Hiscomplexionwasrobust,hishairhadrecededbutnotthinned,thethickmoustacheandtheeyesthatHelenhadcomparedtobrandy-ballshadanagreeablemenaceinthem,whethertheywereturnedtowardstheslumsortowardsthestars。
Someday——inthemillennium——theremaybenoneedforhistype。Atpresent,homageisduetoitfromthosewhothinkthemselvessuperior,andwhopossiblyare。“
“Atalleventsyourespondedtomytelegrampromptly,“
heremarked。
“Oh,evenIknowagoodthingwhenIseeit。“
“I\'mgladyoudon\'tdespisethegoodsofthisworld。“
“Heavens,no!Onlyidiotsandprigsdothat。“
“Iamglad,veryglad,“herepeated,suddenlysofteningandturningtoher,asiftheremarkhadpleasedhim。“Thereissomuchcanttalkedinwould-beintellectualcircles。Iamgladyoudon\'tshareit。Self-denialisallverywellasameansofstrengtheningthecharacter。ButIcan\'tstandthosepeoplewhorundowncomforts。
Theyhaveusuallysomeaxetogrind。Canyou?“
“Comfortsareoftwokinds,“saidMargaret,whowaskeepingherselfinhand——“thosewecansharewithothers,likefire,weather,ormusic;andthosewecan\'t——food,forinstance。Itdepends。“
“Imeanreasonablecomforts,ofcourse。I
shouldn\'tliketothinkthatyou——“Hebentnearer;thesentencediedunfinished。
Margaret\'sheadturnedverystupid,andtheinsideofitseemedtorevolvelikethebeaconinalighthouse。Hedidnotkissher,forthehourwashalf-pasttwelve,andthecarwaspassingbythestablesofBuckinghamPalace。Buttheatmospherewassochargedwithemotionthatpeopleonlyseemedtoexistonheraccount,andshewassurprisedthatCranedidnotrealizethis,andturnround。Idiotthoughshemightbe,surelyMr。Wilcoxwasmore——howshouldoneputit?——morepsychologicalthanusual。
Alwaysagoodjudgeofcharacterforbusinesspurposes,heseemedthisafternoontoenlargehisfield,andtonotequalitiesoutsideneatness,obedience,anddecision。
“Iwanttogooverthewholehouse,“sheannouncedwhentheyarrived。“AssoonasIgetbacktoSwanage,whichwillbetomorrowafternoon,I\'lltalkitoveroncemorewithHelenandTibby,andwireyou\'yes\'or\'no。\'“
“Right。Thedining-room。“Andtheybegantheirsurvey。
Thedining-roomwasbig,butover-furnished。
Chelseawouldhavemoanedaloud。Mr。Wilcoxhadeschewedthosedecorativeschemesthatwince,andrelent,andrefrain,andachievebeautybysacrificingcomfortandpluck。Aftersomuchself-colourandself-denial,Margaretviewedwithreliefthesumptuousdado,thefrieze,thegildedwall-paper,amidwhosefoliageparrotssang。Itwouldneverdowithherownfurniture,butthoseheavychairs,thatimmenseside-boardloadedwithpresentationplate,stoodupagainstitspressurelikemen。Theroomsuggestedmen,andMargaret,keentoderivethemoderncapitalistfromthewarriorsandhuntersofthepast,sawitasanancientguest-hall,wherethelordsatatmeatamonghisthanes。EventheBible——theDutchBiblethatCharleshadbroughtbackfromtheBoerWar——fellintoposition。Sucharoomadmittedloot。
“Nowtheentrance-hall。“
Theentrance-hallwaspaved。
“Herewefellowssmoke。“
Wefellowssmokedinchairsofmaroonleather。
Itwasasifamotor-carhadspawned。“Oh,jolly!“saidMargaret,sinkingintooneofthem。
“Youdolikeit?“hesaid,fixinghiseyesonherupturnedface,andsurelybetrayinganalmostintimatenote。“It\'sallrubbishnotmakingoneselfcomfortable。Isn\'tit?“
“Ye-es。Semi-rubbish。ArethoseCruikshanks?“
“Gillrays。Shallwegoonupstairs?“
“DoesallthisfurniturecomefromHowardsEnd?“
“TheHowardsEndfurniturehasallgonetoOniton。“
“Does——However,I\'mconcernedwiththehouse,notthefurniture。Howbigisthissmoking-room?“
“Thirtybyfifteen。No,waitaminute。
Fifteenandahalf?。“
“Ah,well。Mr。Wilcox,aren\'tyoueveramusedatthesolemnitywithwhichwemiddleclassesapproachthesubjectofhouses?“
Theyproceededtothedrawing-room。Chelseamanagedbetterhere。Itwassallowandineffective。Onecouldvisualizetheladieswithdrawingtoit,whiletheirlordsdiscussedlife\'srealitiesbelow,totheaccompanimentofcigars。HadMrs。Wilcox\'sdrawing-roomlookedthusatHowardsEnd?JustasthisthoughtenteredMargaret\'sbrain,Mr。Wilcoxdidaskhertobehiswife,andtheknowledgethatshehadbeenrightsoovercameherthatshenearlyfainted。
Buttheproposalwasnottorankamongtheworld\'sgreatlovescenes。
“MissSchlegel“——hisvoicewasfirm——“Ihavehadyouuponfalsepretences。Iwanttospeakaboutamuchmoreseriousmatterthanahouse。“
Margaretalmostanswered:“Iknow——“
“Couldyoubeinducedtosharemy——isitprobable——“
“Oh,Mr。Wilcox!“sheinterrupted,holdingthepianoandavertinghereyes。“Isee,Isee。IwillwritetoyouafterwardsifImay。“
Hebegantostammer。“MissSchlegel——Margaret——youdon\'tunderstand。“
“Ohyes!Indeed,yes!“saidMargaret。
“Iamaskingyoutobemywife。“
Sodeepalreadywashersympathy,thatwhenhesaid,“Iamaskingyoutobemywife,“shemadeherselfgivealittlestart。
Shemustshowsurpriseifheexpectedit。Animmensejoycameoverher。Itwasindescribable。Ithadnothingtodowithhumanity,andmostresembledtheall-pervadinghappinessoffineweather。Fineweatherisduetothesun,butMargaretcouldthinkofnocentralradiancehere。Shestoodinhisdrawing-roomhappy,andlongingtogivehappiness。
Onleavinghimsherealizedthatthecentralradiancehadbeenlove。
“Youaren\'toffended,MissSchlegel?“
“HowcouldIbeoffended?“
Therewasamoment\'spause。Hewasanxioustogetridofher,andsheknewit。Shehadtoomuchintuitiontolookathimashestruggledforpossessionsthatmoneycannotbuy。
Hedesiredcomradeshipandaffection,buthefearedthem,andshe,whohadtaughtherselfonlytodesire,andcouldhaveclothedthestrugglewithbeauty,heldback,andhesitatedwithhim。
“Good-bye,“shecontinued。“Youwillhavealetterfromme——IamgoingbacktoSwanagetomorrow。
“Thankyou。“
“Good-bye,andit\'syouIthank。“
“Imayorderthemotorround,mayn\'tI?“
“Thatwouldbemostkind。“
“IwishIhadwritteninstead。OughtItohavewritten?“
“Notatall。“
“There\'sjustonequestion——“
Sheshookherhead。Helookedalittlebewildered,andtheyparted。
Theypartedwithoutshakinghands:shehadkepttheinterview,forhissake,intintsofthequietestgrey。Yetshethrilledwithhappinessereshereachedherownhouse。Othershadlovedherinthepast,ifonemayapplytotheirbriefdesiressograveaword,butthoseothershadbeen“ninnies“——youngmenwhohadnothingtodo,oldmenwhocouldfindnobodybetter。Andshehadoften“loved,“
too,butonlysofarasthefactsofsexdemanded:mereyearningsforthemasculine,tobedismissedforwhattheywereworth,withasmile。
Neverbeforehadherpersonalitybeentouched。Shewasnotyoungorveryrich,anditamazedherthatamanofanystandingshouldtakeherseriously。Asshesattryingtodoaccountsinheremptyhouse,amidstbeautifulpicturesandnoblebooks,wavesofemotionbroke,asifatideofpassionwasflowingthroughthenightair。Sheshookherhead,triedtoconcentrateherattention,andfailed。Invaindidsherepeat:“ButI\'vebeenthroughthissortofthingbefore。“Shehadneverbeenthroughit;thebigmachinery,asopposedtothelittle,hadbeensetinmotion,andtheideathatMr。Wilcoxloved,obsessedherbeforeshecametolovehiminreturn。
Shewouldcometonodecisionyet。“Oh,sir,thisissosudden“——thatprudishphraseexactlyexpressedherwhenhertimecame。Premonitionsarenotpreparation。Shemustexaminemorecloselyherownnatureandhis;shemusttalkitoverjudiciallywithHelen。Ithadbeenastrangelove-scene——thecentralradianceunacknowledgedfromfirsttolast。She,inhisplace,wouldhavesaid“Ichliebedich,“butperhapsitwasnothishabittoopentheheart。Hemighthavedoneitifshehadpressedhim——asamatterofduty,perhaps;Englandexpectseverymantoopenhisheartonce;buttheeffortwouldhavejarredhim,andnever,ifshecouldavoidit,shouldhelosethosedefencesthathehadchosentoraiseagainsttheworld。Hemustneverbebotheredwithemotionaltalk,orwithadisplayofsympathy。Hewasanelderlymannow,anditwouldbefutileandimpudenttocorrecthim。
Mrs。Wilcoxstrayedinandout,everawelcomeghost;
surveyingthescene,thoughtMargaret,withoutonehintofbitterness。Chapter19IfonewantedtoshowaforeignerEngland,perhapsthewisestcoursewouldbetotakehimtothefinalsectionofthePurbeckHills,andstandhimontheirsummit,afewmilestotheeastofCorfe。Thensystemaftersystemofourislandwouldrolltogetherunderhisfeet。BeneathhimisthevalleyoftheFrome,andallthewildlandsthatcometossingdownfromDorchester,blackandgold,tomirrortheirgorseintheexpansesofPoole。ThevalleyoftheStourisbeyond,unaccountablestream,dirtyatBlandford,pureatWimborne——theStour,slidingoutoffatfields,tomarrytheAvonbeneaththetowerofChristchurch。ThevalleyoftheAvon——invisible,butfartothenorththetrainedeyemayseeClearburyRingthatguardsit,andtheimaginationmayleapbeyondthatontoSalisburyPlainitself,andbeyondthePlaintoallthegloriousdownsofCentralEngland。NorisSuburbiaabsent。Bournemouth\'signoblecoastcowerstotheright,heraldingthepine-treesthatmean,foralltheirbeauty,redhouses,andtheStockExchange,andextendtothegatesofLondonitself。SotremendousistheCity\'strail!ButthecliffsofFreshwateritshallnevertouch,andtheislandwillguardtheIsland\'spuritytilltheendoftime。Seenfromthewest,theWightisbeautifulbeyondalllawsofbeauty。ItisasifafragmentofEnglandfloatedforwardtogreettheforeigner——chalkofourchalk,turfofourturf,epitomeofwhatwillfollow。AndbehindthefragmentliesSouthampton,hostesstothenations,andPortsmouth,alatentfire,andallaroundit,withdoubleandtreblecollisionoftides,swirlsthesea。Howmanyvillagesappearinthisview!Howmanycastles!Howmanychurches,vanishedortriumphant!Howmanyships,railways,androads!Whatincrediblevarietyofmenworkingbeneaththatlucentskytowhatfinalend!
Thereasonfails,likeawaveontheSwanagebeach;theimaginationswells,spreads,anddeepens,untilitbecomesgeographicandencirclesEngland。
SoFriedaMosebach,nowFrauArchitectLiesecke,andmothertoherhusband\'sbaby,wasbroughtuptotheseheightstobeimpressed,and,afteraprolongedgaze,shesaidthatthehillsweremoreswellingherethaninPomerania,whichwastrue,butdidnotseemtoMrs。
Muntapposite。PooleHarbourwasdry,whichledhertopraisetheabsenceofmuddyforeshoreatFriedrichWilhelmsBad,Rü;gen,wherebeech-treeshangoverthetidelessBaltic,andcowsmaycontemplatethebrine。RatherunhealthyMrs。Muntthoughtthiswouldbe,waterbeingsaferwhenitmovedabout。
“AndyourEnglishlakes——Vindermere,Grasmere——arethey,then,unhealthy?“
“No,FrauLiesecke;butthatisbecausetheyarefreshwater,anddifferent。Saltwateroughttohavetides,andgoupanddownagreatdeal,orelseitsmells。Look,forinstance,atanaquarium。“
“Anaquarium!Oh,MeesisMunt,youmeantotellmethatfreshaquariumsstinklessthansalt?Why,whenVictor,mybrother-in-law,collectedmanytadpoles——“
“Youarenottosay\'stink,\'“interruptedHelen;
“atleast,youmaysayit,butyoumustpretendyouarebeingfunnywhileyousayit。“
“Then\'smell。\'AndthemudofyourPooldownthere——doesitnotsmell,ormayIsay\'stink,ha,ha\'?“
“TherealwayshasbeenmudinPooleHarbour,“saidMrs。Munt,withaslightfrown。“Theriversbringitdown,andamostvaluableoyster-fisherydependsuponit。“
“Yes,thatisso,“concededFrieda;andanotherinternationalincidentwasclosed。
“\'Bournemouthis,\'“resumedtheirhostess,quotingalocalrhymetowhichshewasmuchattached——“\'Bournemouthis,Poolewas,andSwanageistobethemostimportanttownofallandbiggestofthethree。\'Now,FrauLiesecke,IhaveshownyouBournemouth,andIhaveshownyouPoole,soletuswalkbackwardalittle,andlookdownagainatSwanage。“
“AuntJuley,wouldn\'tthatbeMeg\'strain?“
Atinypuffofsmokehadbeencirclingtheharbour,andnowwasbearingsouthwardstowardsthemovertheblackandthegold。
“Oh,dearestMargaret,Idohopeshewon\'tbeovertired。“
“Oh,Idowonder——Idowonderwhethershe\'stakenthehouse。“
“Ihopeshehasn\'tbeenhasty。“
“SodoI——oh,sodoI。“
“WillitbeasbeautifulasWickhamPlace?“Friedaasked。
“Ishouldthinkitwould。TrustMr。Wilcoxfordoinghimselfproud。AllthoseDucieStreethousesarebeautifulintheirmodernway,andIcan\'tthinkwhyhedoesn\'tkeeponwithit。
Butit\'sreallyforEviethathewentthere,andnowthatEvie\'sgoingtobemarried——“
“Ah!“
“You\'veneverseenMissWilcox,Frieda。Howabsurdlymatrimonialyouare!“
“ButsistertothatPaul?“
“Yes。“
“AndtothatCharles,“saidMrs。Muntwithfeeling。
“Oh,Helen,Helen,whatatimethatwas!“
Helenlaughed。“MegandIhaven\'tgotsuchtenderhearts。Ifthere\'sachanceofacheaphouse,wegoforit。“
“Nowlook,FrauLiesecke,atmyniece\'strain。
Yousee,itiscomingtowardsus——coming,coming;and,whenitgetstoCorfe,itwillactuallygothroughthedowns,onwhichwearestanding,sothat,ifwewalkover,asIsuggested,andlookdownonSwanage,weshallseeitcomingontheotherside。Shallwe?“
Friedaassented,andinafewminutestheyhadcrossedtheridgeandexchangedthegreaterviewforthelesser。Ratheradullvalleylaybelow,backedbytheslopeofthecoastwarddowns。
TheywerelookingacrosstheIsleofPurbeckandontoSwanage,soontobethemostimportanttownofall,andugliestofthethree。Margaret\'strainreappearedaspromised,andwasgreetedwithapprovalbyheraunt。
Itcametoastandstillinthemiddledistance,andthereithadbeenplannedthatTibbyshouldmeether,anddriveher,andatea-basket,uptojointhem。
“Yousee,“continuedHelentohercousin,“theWilcoxescollecthousesasyourVictorcollectstadpoles。Theyhave,one,DucieStreet;two,HowardsEnd,wheremygreatrumpuswas;three,acountryseatinShropshire;four,CharleshasahouseinHilton;andfive,anothernearEpsom;andsix,Eviewillhaveahousewhenshemarries,andprobablyapied-à;-terreinthecountry——whichmakesseven。Ohyes,andPaulahutinAfricamakeseight。IwishwecouldgetHowardsEnd。Thatwassomethinglikeadearlittlehouse!Didn\'tyouthinkso,AuntJuley?“
“Ihadtoomuchtodo,dear,tolookatit,“saidMrs。Munt,withagraciousdignity。“Ihadeverythingtosettleandexplain,andCharlesWilcoxtokeepinhisplacebesides。Itisn\'tlikelyIshouldremembermuch。Ijustrememberhavinglunchinyourbedroom。“
“YessodoI。But,ohdear,dear,howdeaditallseems!Andintheautumntherebeganthisanti-Paulinemovement——you,andFrieda,andMeg,andMrs。Wilcox,allobsessedwiththeideathatI
mightyetmarryPaul。“
“Youyetmay,“saidFriedadespondently。
Helenshookherhead。“TheGreatWilcoxPerilwillneverreturn。IfI\'mcertainofanythingit\'softhat。“
“Oneiscertainofnothingbutthetruthofone\'sownemotions。“
Theremarkfelldamplyontheconversation。
ButHelenslippedherarmroundhercousin,somehowlikingherthebetterformakingit。Itwasnotanoriginalremark,norhadFriedaappropriateditpassionately,forshehadapatrioticratherthanaphilosophicmind。
YetitbetrayedthatinterestintheuniversalwhichtheaverageTeutonpossessesandtheaverageEnglishmandoesnot。Itwas,howeverillogically,thegood,thebeautiful,thetrue,asopposedtotherespectable,thepretty,theadequate。ItwasalandscapeofBö;cklin\'sbesidealandscapeofLeader\'s,stridentandill-considered,butquiveringintosupernaturallife。Itsharpenedidealism,stirredthesoul。Itmayhavebeenabadpreparationforwhatfollowed。
“Look!“criedAuntJuley,hurryingawayfromgeneralitiesoverthenarrowsummitofthedown。“StandwhereIstand,andyouwillseethepony-cartcoming。Iseethepony-cartcoming。“
Theystoodandsawthepony-cartcoming。MargaretandTibbywerepresentlyseencominginit。LeavingtheoutskirtsofSwanage,itdroveforalittlethroughthebuddinglanes,andthenbegantheascent。
“Haveyougotthehouse?“theyshouted,longbeforeshecouldpossiblyhear。
Helenrandowntomeether。Thehighroadpassedoverasaddle,andatrackwentthenceatrightanglesalongtheridgeofthedown。
“Haveyougotthehouse?“
Margaretshookherhead。
“Oh,whatanuisance!Sowe\'reaswewere?“
“Notexactly。“
Shegotout,lookingtired。
“Somemystery,“saidTibby。“Wearetobeenlightenedpresently。“
MargaretcamecloseuptoherandwhisperedthatshehadhadaproposalofmarriagefromMr。Wilcox。
Helenwasamused。Sheopenedthegateontothedownssothatherbrothermightleadtheponythrough。“It\'sjustlikeawidower,“sheremarked。“They\'vecheekenoughforanything,andinvariablyselectoneoftheirfirstwife\'sfriends。“
Margaret\'sfaceflasheddespair。
“Thattype——“Shebrokeoffwithacry。“Meg,notanythingwrongwithyou?“
“Waitoneminute,“saidMargaret,whisperingalways。
“Butyou\'veneverconceivably——you\'venever——“Shepulledherselftogether。“Tibby,hurryupthrough;Ican\'tholdthisgateindefinitely。AuntJuley!Isay,AuntJuley,makethetea,willyou,andFrieda;we\'vegottotalkhouses,andI\'llcomeonafterwards。“
Andthen,turningherfacetohersister\'s,sheburstintotears。
Margaretwasstupefied。Sheheardherselfsaying,“Oh,really——“Shefeltherselftouchedwithahandthattrembled。
“Don\'t,“sobbedHelen,“don\'t,don\'t,Meg,don\'t!“
Sheseemedincapableofsayinganyotherword。Margaret,tremblingherself,ledherforwarduptheroad,tilltheystrayedthroughanothergateontothedown。
“Don\'t,don\'tdosuchathing!Itellyounotto——don\'t!Iknow——don\'t!“
“Whatdoyouknow?“
“Panicandemptiness,“sobbedHelen。“Don\'t!“
ThenMargaretthought,“Helenisalittleselfish。
Ihaveneverbehavedlikethiswhentherehasseemedachanceofhermarrying。
Shesaid:“Butwewouldstillseeeachotherveryoften,and——“
“It\'snotathinglikethat,“sobbedHelen。
Andshebrokerightawayandwandereddistractedlyupwards,stretchingherhandstowardstheviewandcrying。
“What\'shappenedtoyou?“calledMargaret,followingthroughthewindthatgathersatsundownonthenorthernslopesofhills。
“Butit\'sstupid!“Andsuddenlystupidityseizedher,andtheimmenselandscapewasblurred。ButHelenturnedback。
“Meg——“
“Idon\'tknowwhat\'shappenedtoeitherofus,“
saidMargaret,wipinghereyes。“Wemustbothhavegonemad。“
ThenHelenwipedhers,andtheyevenlaughedalittle。
“Lookhere,sitdown。“
“Allright;I\'llsitdownifyou\'llsitdown。“
“There。Onekiss。Now,whatever,whateveristhematter?“
“IdomeanwhatIsaid。Don\'t;itwouldn\'tdo。“
“Oh,Helen,stopsaying\'don\'t\'!It\'signorant。
It\'sasifyourheadwasn\'toutoftheslime。\'Don\'t\'isprobablywhatMrs。BastsaysallthedaytoMr。Bast。“
Helenwassilent。
“Well?“
“Tellmeaboutitfirst,andmeanwhileperhapsI\'llhavegotmyheadoutoftheslime。“
“That\'sbetter。Well,whereshallIbegin?
WhenIarrivedatWaterloo——no,I\'llgobackbeforethat,becauseI\'manxiousyoushouldknoweverythingfromthefirst。The\'first\'wasabouttendaysago。ItwasthedayMr。Bastcametoteaandlosthistemper。
Iwasdefendinghim,andMr。Wilcoxbecamejealousaboutme,howeverslightly。
Ithoughtitwastheinvoluntarything,whichmencan\'thelpanymorethanwecan。Youknow——atleast,Iknowinmyowncase——whenamanhassaidtome,\'So-and-so\'saprettygirl,\'IamseizedwithamomentarysournessagainstSo-and-so,andlongtotweakherear。It\'satiresomefeeling,butnotanimportantone,andoneeasilymanagesit。Butitwasn\'tonlythisinMr。Wilcox\'scase,Igathernow。“
“Thenyoulovehim?“
Margaretconsidered。“Itiswonderfulknowingthatarealmancaresforyou,“shesaid。“Themerefactofthatgrowsmoretremendous。Remember,I\'veknownandlikedhimsteadilyfornearlythreeyears。
“Butlovedhim?“
Margaretpeeredintoherpast。Itispleasanttoanalyzefeelingswhiletheyarestillonlyfeelings,andunembodiedinthesocialfabric。WithherarmroundHelen,andhereyesshiftingovertheview,asifthiscountyorthatcouldrevealthesecretofherownheart,shemeditatedhonestly,andsaid,“No。“
“Butyouwill?“
“Yes,“saidMargaret,“ofthatI\'mprettysure。
Indeed,Ibeganthemomenthespoketome。“
“Andhavesettledtomarryhim?“
“Ihad,butamwantingalongtalkaboutitnow。
Whatisitagainsthim,Helen?Youmusttryandsay。“
Helen,inherturn,lookedoutwards。“ItiseversincePaul,“shesaidfinally。
“ButwhathasMr。WilcoxtodowithPaul?“
“Buthewasthere,theywerealltherethatmorningwhenIcamedowntobreakfast,andsawthatPaulwasfrightened——themanwholovedmefrightenedandallhisparaphernaliafallen,sothatIknewitwasimpossible,becausepersonalrelationsaretheimportantthingforeverandever,andnotthisouterlifeoftelegramsandanger。“
Shepouredthesentenceforthinonebreath,buthersisterunderstoodit,becauseittouchedonthoughtsthatwerefamiliarbetweenthem。
“That\'sfoolish。Inthefirstplace,Idisagreeabouttheouterlife。Well,we\'veoftenarguedthat。Therealpointisthatthereisthewidestgulfbetweenmylove-makingandyours。
Yours——wasromance;minewillbeprose。I\'mnotrunningitdown——averygoodkindofprose,butwellconsidered,wellthoughtout。Forinstance,IknowallMr。Wilcox\'sfaults。He\'safraidofemotion。
Hecarestoomuchaboutsuccess,toolittleaboutthepast。Hissympathylackspoetry,andsoisn\'tsympathyreally。I\'devensay“——shelookedattheshininglagoons——“that,spiritually,he\'snotashonestasIam。
Doesn\'tthatsatisfyyou?“
“No,itdoesn\'t,“saidHelen。“Itmakesmefeelworseandworse。Youmustbemad。“
Margaretmadeamovementofirritation。
“Idon\'tintendhim,oranymanoranywoman,tobeallmylife——goodheavens,no!Thereareheapsofthingsinmethathedoesn\'t,andshallnever,understand。“
Thusshespokebeforetheweddingceremonyandthephysicalunion,beforetheastonishingglassshadehadfallenthatinterposesbetweenmarriedcouplesandtheworld。Shewastokeepherindependencemorethandomostwomenasyet。Marriagewastoalterherfortunesratherthanhercharacter,andshewasnotfarwronginboastingthatsheunderstoodherfuturehusband。Yethedidalterhercharacter——alittle。Therewasanunforeseensurprise,acessationofthewindsandodoursoflife,asocialpressurethatwouldhaveherthinkconjugally。
“Sowithhim,“shecontinued。“Thereareheapsofthingsinhim——moreespeciallythingsthathedoes——thatwillalwaysbehiddenfromme。Hehasallthosepublicqualitieswhichyousodespiseandenableallthis——“Shewavedherhandatthelandscape,whichconfirmedanything。“IfWilcoxeshadn\'tworkedanddiedinEnglandforthousandsofyears,youandIcouldn\'tsitherewithouthavingourthroatscut。Therewouldbenotrains,noshipstocarryusliterarypeopleaboutin,nofieldseven。Justsavagery。No——perhapsnoteventhat。Withouttheirspiritlifemightneverhavemovedoutofprotoplasm。MoreandmoredoIrefusetodrawmyincomeandsneeratthosewhoguaranteeit。Therearetimeswhenitseemstome——“
“Andtome,andtoallwomen。SoonekissedPaul。“
“That\'sbrutal,“saidMargaret。“Mineisanabsolutelydifferentcase。I\'vethoughtthingsout。“
“Itmakesnodifferencethinkingthingsout。
Theycometothesame。“
“Rubbish!“
Therewasalongsilence,duringwhichthetidereturnedintoPooleHarbour。“Onewouldlosesomething,“murmuredHelen,apparentlytoherself。Thewatercreptoverthemud-flatstowardsthegorseandtheblackenedheather。BrankseaIslandlostitsimmenseforeshores,andbecameasombreepisodeoftrees。FromewasforcedinwardtowardsDorchester,StouragainstWimborne,AvontowardsSalisbury,andovertheimmensedisplacementthesunpresided,leadingittotriumpherehesanktorest。Englandwasalive,throbbingthroughallherestuaries,cryingforjoythroughthemouthsofallhergulls,andthenorthwind,withcontrarymotion,blewstrongeragainstherrisingseas。Whatdiditmean?Forwhatendareherfaircomplexities,herchangesofsoil,hersinuouscoast?Doesshebelongtothosewhohavemouldedherandmadeherfearedbyotherlands,ortothosewhohaveaddednothingtoherpower,buthavesomehowseenher,seenthewholeislandatonce,lyingasajewelinasilversea,sailingasashipofsouls,withallthebraveworld\'sfleetaccompanyinghertowardseternity?Chapter20Margarethadoftenwonderedatthedisturbancethattakesplaceintheworld\'swaters,whenLove,whoseemssotinyapebble,slipsin。
WhomdoesLoveconcernbeyondthebelovedandthelover?Yethisimpactdelugesahundredshores。Nodoubtthedisturbanceisreallythespiritofthegenerations,welcomingthenewgeneration,andchafingagainsttheultimateFate,whoholdsalltheseasinthepalmofherhand。
ButLovecannotunderstandthis。Hecannotcomprehendanother\'sinfinity;
heisconsciousonlyofhisown——flyingsunbeam,fallingrose,pebblethatasksforonequietplungebelowthefrettinginterplayofspaceandtime。
Heknowsthathewillsurviveattheendofthings,andbegatheredbyFateasajewelfromtheslime,andbehandedwithadmirationroundtheassemblyofthegods。“Mendidproducethis,“theywillsay,and,saying,theywillgivemenimmortality。Butmeanwhile——whatagitationsmeanwhile!ThefoundationsofPropertyandProprietyarelaidbare,twinrocks;FamilyPrideflounderstothesurface,puffingandblowing,andrefusingtobecomforted;Theology,vaguelyascetic,getsupanastygroundswell。Thenthelawyersarearoused——coldbrood——andcreepoutoftheirholes。Theydowhattheycan;theytidyupPropertyandPropriety,reassureTheologyandFamilyPride。Half-guineasarepouredonthetroubledwaters,thelawyerscreepback,and,ifallhasgonewell,LovejoinsonemanandwomantogetherinMatrimony。
Margarethadexpectedthedisturbance,andwasnotirritatedbyit。Forasensitivewomanshehadsteadynerves,andcouldbearwiththeincongruousandthegrotesque;and,besides,therewasnothingexcessiveaboutherlove-affair。Good-humourwasthedominantnoteofherrelationswithMr。Wilcox,or,asImustnowcallhim,Henry。Henrydidnotencourageromance,andshewasnogirltofidgetforit。Anacquaintancehadbecomealover,mightbecomeahusband,butwouldretainallthatshehadnotedintheacquaintance;
andlovemustconfirmanoldrelationratherthanrevealanewone。
Inthisspiritshepromisedtomarryhim。
HewasinSwanageonthemorrow,bearingtheengagement-ring。
TheygreetedoneanotherwithaheartycordialitythatimpressedAuntJuley。
HenrydinedatTheBays,buthehadengagedabedroomintheprincipalhotel:hewasoneofthosemenwhoknewtheprincipalhotelbyinstinct。
AfterdinnerheaskedMargaretifshewouldn\'tcareforaturnontheParade。
Sheaccepted,andcouldnotrepressalittletremor;itwouldbeherfirstreallovescene。Butassheputonherhatsheburstoutlaughing。
Lovewassounlikethearticleservedupinbooks:thejoy,thoughgenuine,wasdifferent;themysteryanunexpectedmystery。Foronething,Mr。Wilcoxstillseemedastranger。
Foratimetheytalkedaboutthering;thenshesaid:
“DoyouremembertheEmbankmentatChelsea?
Itcan\'tbetendaysago。“
“Yes,“hesaid,laughing。“AndyouandyoursisterwereheadandearsdeepinsomeQuixoticscheme。Ahwell!“
“Ilittlethoughtthen,certainly。Didyou?“
“Idon\'tknowaboutthat;Ishouldn\'tliketosay。“
“Why,wasitearlier?“shecried。“Didyouthinkofmethiswayearlier!Howextraordinarilyinteresting,Henry!
Tellme。“
ButHenryhadnointentionoftelling。Perhapshecouldnothavetold,forhismentalstatesbecameobscureassoonashehadpassedthroughthem。Hemislikedtheveryword“interesting,“
connotingitwithwastedenergyandevenwithmorbidity。Hardfactswereenoughforhim。
“Ididn\'tthinkofit,“shepursued。“No;
whenyouspoketomeinthedrawing-room,thatwaspracticallythefirst。
Itwasallsodifferentfromwhatit\'ssupposedtobe。Onthestage,orinbooks,aproposalis——howshallIputit?——afull-blownaffair,akindofbouquet;itlosesitsliteralmeaning。Butinlifeaproposalreallyisaproposal——“
“Bytheway——“
“——asuggestion,aseed,“sheconcluded;andthethoughtflewawayintodarkness。
“Iwasthinking,ifyoudidn\'tmind,thatweoughttospendthiseveninginabusinesstalk;therewillbesomuchtosettle。“
“Ithinksotoo。Tellme,inthefirstplace,howdidyougetonwithTibby?“
“Withyourbrother?“
“Yes,duringcigarettes。“
“Oh,verywell。“
“Iamsoglad,“sheanswered,alittlesurprised。
“Whatdidyoutalkabout?Me,presumably。“
“AboutGreecetoo。“
“Greecewasaverygoodcard,Henry。Tibby\'sonlyaboystill,andonehastopickandchoosesubjectsalittle。
Welldone。“
“IwastellinghimIhavesharesinacurrant-farmnearCalamata。
“Whatadelightfulthingtohavesharesin!
Can\'twegothereforourhoneymoon?“
“Whattodo?“
“Toeatthecurrants。Andisn\'ttheremarvellousscenery?“
“Moderately,butit\'snotthekindofplaceonecouldpossiblygotowithalady。“
“Whynot?“
“Nohotels。“
“Someladiesdowithouthotels。AreyouawarethatHelenandIhavewalkedaloneovertheApennines,withourluggageonourbacks?“
“Iwasn\'taware,and,ifIcanmanageit,youwillneverdosuchathingagain。“
Shesaidmoregravely:“Youhaven\'tfoundtimeforatalkwithHelenyet,Isuppose?“
“No。“
“Do,beforeyougo。Iamsoanxiousyoutwoshouldbefriends。“
“YoursisterandIhavealwayshititoff,“hesaidnegligently。“Butwe\'redriftingawayfromourbusiness。Letmebeginatthebeginning。YouknowthatEvieisgoingtomarryPercyCahill。“
“Dolly\'suncle。“
“Exactly。Thegirl\'smadlyinlovewithhim。
Averygoodsortoffellow,buthedemands——andrightly——asuitableprovisionwithher。Andinthesecondplace,youwillnaturallyunderstand,thereisCharles。Beforeleavingtown,IwroteCharlesaverycarefulletter。Yousee,hehasanincreasingfamilyandincreasingexpenses,andtheI。andW。A。isnothingparticularjustnow,thoughcapableofdevelopment。
“Poorfellow!“murmuredMargaret,lookingouttosea,andnotunderstanding。
“Charlesbeingtheelderson,somedayCharleswillhaveHowardsEnd;butIamanxious,inmyownhappiness,nottobeunjusttoothers。“
“Ofcoursenot,“shebegan,andthengavealittlecry。“Youmeanmoney。HowstupidIam!Ofcoursenot!“
Oddlyenough,hewincedalittleattheword。
“Yes。Money,sinceyouputitsofrankly。Iamdeterminedtobejusttoall——justtoyou,justtothem。Iamdeterminedthatmychildrenshallhavenocaseagainstme。“
“Begeneroustothem,“shesaidsharply。“Botherjustice!“
“Iamdetermined——andhavealreadywrittentoCharlestothateffect——“
“Buthowmuchhaveyougot?“
“What?“
“Howmuchhaveyouayear?I\'vesixhundred。“
“Myincome?“
“Yes。Wemustbeginwithhowmuchyouhave,beforewecansettlehowmuchyoucangiveCharles。Justice,andevengenerosity,dependonthat。“
“Imustsayyou\'readownrightyoungwoman,“heobserved,pattingherarmandlaughingalittle。“Whataquestiontospringonafellow!“
“Don\'tyouknowyourincome?Ordon\'tyouwanttotellitme?“
“I——“
“That\'sallright“——nowshepattedhim——“don\'ttellme。Idon\'twanttoknow。Icandothesumjustaswellbyproportion。Divideyourincomeintotenparts。HowmanypartswouldyougivetoEvie,howmanytoCharles,howmanytoPaul?“
“Thefactis,mydear,Ihadn\'tanyintentionofbotheringyouwithdetails。Ionlywantedtoletyouknowthat——well,thatsomethingmustbedonefortheothers,andyou\'veunderstoodmeperfectly,solet\'spassontothenextpoint。“
“Yes,we\'vesettledthat,“saidMargaret,undisturbedbyhisstrategicblunderings。“Goahead;giveawayallyoucan,bearinginmindI\'veaclearsixhundred。Whatamercyitistohaveallthismoneyaboutone!“
“We\'venonetoomuch,Iassureyou;you\'remarryingapoorman。
“Helenwouldn\'tagreewithmehere,“shecontinued。
“Helendaren\'tslangtherich,beingrichherself,butshewouldliketo。
There\'sanoddnotion,thatIhaven\'tyetgotholdof,runningaboutatthebackofherbrain,thatpovertyissomehow\'real。\'Shedislikesallorganization,andprobablyconfuseswealthwiththetechniqueofwealth。
Sovereignsinastockingwouldn\'tbotherher;chequesdo。Helenistoorelentless。Onecan\'tdealinherhigh-handedmannerwiththeworld。“
“There\'sthisotherpoint,andthenImustgobacktomyhotelandwritesomeletters。What\'stobedonenowaboutthehouseinDucieStreet?“
“Keepiton——atleast,itdepends。Whendoyouwanttomarryme?“
Sheraisedhervoice,astoooften,andsomeyouths,whowerealsotakingtheeveningair,overheardher。“Gettingabithot,eh?“saidone。Mr。Wilcoxturnedonthem,andsaidsharply,“Isay!“Therewassilence。“TakecareIdon\'treportyoutothepolice。“Theymovedawayquietlyenough,butwereonlybidingtheirtime,andtherestoftheconversationwaspunctuatedbypealsofungovernablelaughter。
Loweringhisvoiceandinfusingahintofreproofintoit,hesaid:“EviewillprobablybemarriedinSeptember。Wecouldscarcelythinkofanythingbeforethen。“
“Theearlierthenicer,Henry。Femalesarenotsupposedtosaysuchthings,buttheearlierthenicer。“
“HowaboutSeptemberforustoo?“heasked,ratherdryly。
“Right。ShallwegointoDucieStreetourselvesinSeptember?OrshallwetrytobounceHelenandTibbyintoit?
That\'sratheranidea。Theyaresounbusinesslike,wecouldmakethemdoanythingbyjudiciousmanagement。Lookhere——yes。We\'lldothat。AndweourselvescouldliveatHowardsEndorShropshire。“
Heblewouthischeeks。“Heavens!howyouwomendoflyround!Myhead\'sinawhirl。Pointbypoint,Margaret。HowardsEnd\'simpossible。IletittoHamarBryceonathreeyears\'agreementlastMarch。Don\'tyouremember?
Oniton。Well,thatismuch,muchtoofarawaytorelyonentirely。
Youwillbeabletobedownthereentertainingacertainamount,butwemusthaveahousewithineasyreachofTown。OnlyDucieStreethashugedrawbacks。There\'samewsbehind。“
Margaretcouldnothelplaughing。ItwasthefirstshehadheardofthemewsbehindDucieStreet。Whenshewasapossibletenantithadsuppresseditself,notconsciously,butautomatically。
ThebreezyWilcoxmanner,thoughgenuine,lackedtheclearnessofvisionthatisimperativefortruth。WhenHenrylivedinDucieStreetherememberedthemews;whenhetriedtoletheforgotit;andifanyonehadremarkedthatthemewsmustbeeitherthereornot,hewouldhavefeltannoyed,andafterwardshavefoundsomeopportunityofstigmatizingthespeakerasacademic。SodoesmygrocerstigmatizemewhenIcomplainofthequalityofhissultanas,andheanswersinonebreaththattheyarethebestsultanas,andhowcanIexpectthebestsultanasatthatprice?
Itisaflawinherentinthebusinessmind,andMargaretmaydowelltobetendertoit,consideringallthatthebusinessmindhasdoneforEngland。
“Yes,insummerespecially,themewsisaseriousnuisance。Thesmokingroom,too,isanabominablelittleden。
Thehouseoppositehasbeentakenbyoperaticpeople。DucieStreet\'sgoingdown,it\'smyprivateopinion。“
“Howsad!It\'sonlyafewyearssincetheybuiltthoseprettyhouses。“
“Showsthingsaremoving。Goodfortrade。“
“IhatethiscontinualfluxofLondon。Itisanepitomeofusatourworst——eternalformlessness;allthequalities,good,bad,andindifferent,streamingaway——streaming,streamingforever。
That\'swhyIdreaditso。Imistrustrivers,eveninscenery。
Now,thesea——“
“Hightide,yes。“
“Hoytoid“——fromthepromenadingyouths。
“Andthesearethementowhomwegivethevote,“
observedMr。Wilcox,omittingtoaddthattheywerealsothementowhomhegaveworkasclerks——workthatscarcelyencouragedthemtogrowintoothermen。“However,theyhavetheirownlivesandinterests。
Let\'sgeton。“
Heturnedashespoke,andpreparedtoseeherbacktoTheBays。Thebusinesswasover。Hishotelwasintheoppositedirection,andifheaccompaniedherhisletterswouldbelateforthepost。Sheimploredhimnottocome,buthewasobdurate。
“Anicebeginning,ifyourauntsawyouslipinalone!“
“ButIalwaysdogoaboutalone。ConsideringI\'vewalkedovertheApennines,it\'scommonsense。Youwillmakemesoangry。Idon\'ttheleasttakeitasacompliment。“
Helaughed,andlitacigar。“Itisn\'tmeantasacompliment,mydear。Ijustwon\'thaveyougoingaboutinthedark。Suchpeopleabouttoo!It\'sdangerous。“
“Can\'tIlookaftermyself?Idowish——“
“Comealong,Margaret;nowheedling。“
Ayoungerwomanmighthaveresentedhismasterlyways,butMargarethadtoofirmagripoflifetomakeafuss。Shewas,inherownway,asmasterly。Ifhewasafortressshewasamountainpeak,whomallmighttread,butwhomthesnowsmadenightlyvirginal。
Disdainingtheheroicoutfit,excitableinhermethods,garrulous,episodical,shrill,shemisledherlovermuchasshehadmisledheraunt。Hemistookherfertilityforweakness。Hesupposedher“ascleverastheymake\'em,“butnomore,notrealizingthatshewaspenetratingtothedepthsofhissoul,andapprovingofwhatshefoundthere。
Andifinsightweresufficient,iftheinnerlifewerethewholeoflife,theirhappinesshasbeenassured。
Theywalkedaheadbriskly。Theparadeandtheroadafteritwerewelllighted,butitwasdarkerinAuntJuley\'sgarden。Astheyweregoingupbytheside-paths,throughsomerhododendrons,Mr。Wilcox,whowasinfront,said“Margaret“ratherhuskily,turned,droppedhiscigar,andtookherinhisarms。
Shewasstartled,andnearlyscreamed,butrecoveredherselfatonce,andkissedwithgenuinelovethelipsthatwerepressedagainstherown。Itwastheirfirstkiss,andwhenitwasoverhesawhersafelytothedoorandrangthebellforher,butdisappearedintothenightbeforethemaidansweredit。Onlookingback,theincidentdispleasedher。Itwassoisolated。Nothingintheirpreviousconversationhadheraldedit,and,worsestill,notendernesshadensued。
Ifamancannotleaduptopassionhecanatalleventsleaddownfromit,andshehadhoped,afterhercomplaisance,forsomeinterchangeofgentlewords。Buthehadhurriedawayasifashamed,andforaninstantshewasremindedofHelenandPaul。Chapter21CharleshadjustbeenscoldinghisDolly。Shedeservedthescolding,andhadbentbeforeit,butherhead,thoughbloody,wasunsubdued,andherchirrupingsbegantominglewithhisretreatingthunder。
“You\'vewokenthebaby。Iknewyouwould。
Rum-ti-foo,Rackety-tacketyTompkin!I\'mnotresponsibleforwhatUnclePercydoes,norforanybodyelseoranything,sothere!“
“WhoaskedhimwhileIwasaway?Whoaskedmysisterdowntomeethim?Whosentthemoutinthemotordayafterday?“
“Charles,thatremindsmeofsomepoem。“
“Doesitindeed?Weshallallbedancingtoaverydifferentmusicpresently。MissSchlegelhasfairlygotusontoast。“
“Icouldsimplyscratchthatwoman\'seyesout,andtosayit\'smyfaultismostunfair。“
“It\'syourfault,andfivemonthsagoyouadmittedit。“
“Ididn\'t。“
“Youdid。“
“Tootle,tootle,playingonthepootle!“exclaimedDolly,suddenlydevotingherselftothechild。
“It\'sallverywelltoturntheconversation,butFatherwouldneverhavedreamtofmarryingaslongasEviewastheretomakehimcomfortable。Butyoumustneedsstartmatch-making。
Besides,Cahill\'stooold。“
“Ofcourse,ifyou\'regoingtoberudetoUnclePercy——“
“MissSchlegelalwaysmeanttogetholdofHowardsEnd,and,thankstoyou,she\'sgotit。“
“Icallthewayyoutwistthingsroundandmakethemhangtogethermostunfair。Youcouldn\'thavebeennastierifyou\'dcaughtmeflirting。Couldhe,diddums?“
“We\'reinabadhole,andmustmakethebestofit。Ishallanswerthepater\'slettercivilly。He\'sevidentlyanxioustodothedecentthing。ButIdonotintendtoforgettheseSchlegelsinahurry。Aslongasthey\'reontheirbestbehaviour——Dolly,areyoulistening?——we\'llbehave,too。ButifIfindthemgivingthemselvesairs,ormonopolizingmyfather,oratallill-treatinghim,orworryinghimwiththeirartisticbeastliness,Iintendtoputmyfootdown,yes,firmly。Takingmymother\'splace!HeavenknowswhatpooroldPaulwillsaywhenthenewsreacheshim。“