Donaldwavedhishandinthedirectionofaformationofstonethesizeofasmallhouse。
\"Beenrollingthattothetopofthemountain,\"hesaidlightly。
Linda\'seyesnarrowed,herfacegrewspeculative。ShelookedatDonaldintently。
\"Isitasdifficultasthat?\"sheaskedinaloweredvoiceasifthesurfandtheseachickensmighthear。
\"Itisjustasdifficultasthat,\"saidDonald。\"Whileyou\'retalkingaboutpeculiarthings,I\'lltellyouone。InclassI
camerightupagainstOkaSayyeonthesolutionofatheoremintrigonometry。Webothhadtheanswer,thecorrectanswer,butwehadarrivedatitbywidelydifferentroutes,anditwasuptometoprovethatmylineofreasoningwasmorelucid,morenatural,theinevitableonebywhichthesolutionshouldbereached。WegotsoinearnestthatIamafraidbothofuswererathertense。
IsteppedovertohisdemonstrationtopointoutwhereIthoughthisreasoningwaswrong。IgotclosertotheJapthanIhadeverbeenbefore;andbygracious,Linda!scattered,butneverthelessstillthere,andvisible,Isawasprinklingofgrayhairsjustinfrontofandoverhisears。Itcaughtmeunawares,andbeforeIknewwhatIwasdoing,beforetheprofessorandtheassembledclassroomIblurteditout:\'Say,OkaSayye,howoldareyou?\'
IftheJaphadhadanywayofkillingme,Ibelievehewouldhavedoneit。TherewasalookinhiseyesthatwaswhatIwouldcalldeadly。Itwasonlyaflashandthen,verycourteously,puttingmeinthewrong,ofcourse,heremarkedthathewas\'almostninekleen\';anditstruckmefromhislookandthewayhesaiditthatitwasalie。Ifhetrulywastheaverageageoftherestoftheclasstherewasnothingforhimtobeangryabout。ThenI
didtakeadeliberatesurvey。Fromthesettledsolidityofhisframeandtheshapeofhishandsandtheskinofhisfaceandthesetofhiseyesinhishead,Icouldn\'tseethatmuchyouth。
I\'llbethe\'sthirtyifhe\'saday,andIshouldn\'tbeabitsurprisedifhehasgraduatedatthemostworthwhileuniversityinJapan,beforeheevercametothiscountrytogethisEnglishfornothing。\"
Lindawaswatchingaseaswallownow,andslowlyherleanfingersweregatheringhandfulsofsandandsiftingthemintoalittlepyramidshewasheapingbesideher。Againalmostunderherbreathshespoke。
\"Donald,doyoureallybelievethat?\"sheasked。\"IsitpossiblethatmatureJapmenarecominghereandenteringourschoolsandavailingthemselvesofthebenefitsthatthetaxpayersofCaliforniaprovidefortheirchildren?\"
\"Didn\'tyouknowit?\"askedDonald。\"Ihadn\'tthoughtofitinconnectionwithOkaSayye,butIdoknowcaseswherematureJapshavebeeningradeschoolswithchildrenunderten。\"
\"Oh,Donald!\"exclaimedLinda。\"IfCaliforniaispermittingthatoreverhaspermittedit,we\'retooeasy。Wedeservetobecometheirpreyifwearesocareless。\"
\"Why,Iknowit\'strue,\"saidDonald。\"Ihavebeeninthesameclasseswithmenmorethanoldenoughtobemyfather。\"
\"Ineverwas,\"saidLinda,industriouslysiftingsand。\"IhavebeeninclasseswithJapseversinceIhavebeenatschool,butitwaswithgirlsandboysofourgardenersandfruitdealersandcurio-shoppeople,andtheywerealwaysofmyageandentitledtobeinschool,sinceoursystemincludestheeducationofanybodywhohappenstobeinCaliforniaandwantstogotoschool。\"
\"Didmybeinglatespoilanyparticularplanyouhadmade,Linda?\"
\"Yes,\"saidLinda,\"itdid。\"
\"Oh,Iamsosorry!\"criedDonald。\"Icertainlyshalltrytoseethatitdoesn\'toccuragain。CouldwedoitnextSaturday?\"
\"Iamhopingso,\"saidLinda。
\"ItoldDad,\"saidDonald,\"whereIwantedtogoandwhatI
wantedtodo,andhewasawfullysorrybuthesaiditwasbusinessanditwouldtakeonlyafewminutesandhethoughtI
coulddoitandbeontime。IfhehadknownIwouldbedetainedIdon\'tbelievehewouldhaveaskeditofme。He\'sagrandoldpeter,Linda。\"
\"Yes,Iknow,\"saidLinda。\"There\'snotmuchyoucantellmeaboutpetersofthegrandsort,thereal,trueflesh-and-blood,bighearted,human-beingfathers,whowilltakeyoutothefieldsandthewoodsandtakethetimetoteachyouwhatGodmadeandhowHemadeitandwhyHemadeitandwhatwecandowithit,andofthefellowshipandbrotherhoodwecangetfromNaturebybeingrealkin。TheonethingthatIhavehadthatwasthebiggestthinginallthisworldwasoneoftheserealfathers。\"
Donaldwatchedassheraisedthepyramidhigherandhigher。
\"Didyoutellyourfatherwhomyouweretogowith?\"sheasked。
\"SureIdid,\"saidDonald。\"Toldthewholefamilyatdinnerlastnight。Told\'emaboutallthethingsIwaslearning,fromwheretogetsoapoffthebushestothebestspotformaterialforwoodenlegsorinstantaneousreliefforsnakebite。\"
\"Whatdidtheysay?\"Lindainquiredlaughingly。
\"Unanimouslyinfavourofcontinuingthecourse,\"hesaid。\"I
hadalreadytoldFatheraboutyouwhenIaskedhimforbooksandanyhelpthathecouldgivemewithOkaSayye。SinceIhadmentionedyoulastnighthetoldMotherandLouiseaboutthat,andtheytoldmetobringyoutothehousesometime。Allofthemarecrazytoknowyou。Mothersayssheisjustwildtoknowwhetheragirlwhowearsbootsandbreechesandwhoknowscanyonsandthedesertandthemountainsasyoudocanbeafeminineandlovableperson。\"
\"IfItoldherhowmanyfriendsIhave,shecouldhavespeedilydecidedwhetherIamlovableornot,\"saidLinda;\"butIwouldmakeanefforttoconvinceherthatIamstrictlyfeminine。\"
\"Youwouldconvinceherofthatwithoutmakingtheslightesteffort。You\'reinfinitelymorefemininethananyothergirlI
haveeverknown\"
\"Howdoyoufigurethat?\"askedLinda。
\"Well,\"saidDonald,\"it\'saqueerthingaboutyou,Linda。I
takeanylibertyIprettynearlypleasewithmostofthegirlsI
havebeenassociatedwith。Itietheirshoesandpulltheirhair——downifIwantto——andhandthemround\'mostanywaythenotiontakesme,andtheyjustlaughandtakethesamelibertieswithme,whichprovesthatIamprettymuchagirlwiththemortheyareprettymuchboyswithme。Butitwouldn\'toccurtometotouchyourhairoryourshoelaceorthetipsofyourfingers;
whichprovesthatyou\'remorefemininethananyothergirlI
know,becauseifyouwerenotIwouldbetreatingyoumorelikeanotherboy。Ithought,thefirstdayweweretogether,thatyouwerelikeaboy,andIsaidso,andIthoughtitbecauseyoudidnotteasemeandflirtwithme,butsinceIhavecometoknowyoubetter,you\'relesslikeaboythananyothergirlIeverhaveknown。\"
\"Don\'tgetpsychological,Donald,\"saidLinda。\"GoonwiththeJap。Ihaven\'tgotanansweryettowhatIreallywanttoknow。
Haveyoumadetheleastprogressthisweek?Canyoubeathim?\"
Donaldhesitated,studyingovertheanswer。
\"Beathimatthattrigpropositiontheotherday,\"hesaid。\"Gotanopencommendationbeforetheclass。There\'snotaprofessorinanyofmyclasseswhoisn\'t\'hep\'towhatI\'mafterbythistime,andifIwouldcajolethemalittletheywouldnaturallybeonmyside,especiallyiftheirattentionwerecalledtothatincidentofyesterday;butyousaidIhavetobeathimwithmybrains,bydoingbetterworkthanhedoes;soaboutthebiggestthingIcanhonestlytellyouisthatIhaveheldmyown。Ihaveonlybeenaheadofhimoncethisweek,butIhaven\'tfailedinanythingthathehasaccomplished。IhavebeenabletoputsomeadditionaltouchestosomeworkthathehasdoneforwhichheusedtobemarkedAwhichmeansyourOneHundred。DoubleAwhichmeansyourplusImadeinoneinstance。Andyouneedn\'tthinkthatOkaSayyedoesnotrealizewhatIamuptoaswellasanyoftherestoftheclass,andyouneedn\'tthinkthatheisnotgoingtogivemearunformybrain。AllI\'vegotwillbeneededbeforewefinishthisterm。\"
\"Isee,\"saidLinda,slowlynoddingherhead。
\"Iwish,\"saidDonald,\"thatwehadstartedthisthingtwoyearsago,orbetterstill,four。Butofcourseyouwerenotinthehighschoolfouryearsagoandtherewasn\'tagirlinmyclassoramongmyfriendswhocaredwhetherIbeattheJapornot。TheygreatlypreferredthatItakethemmotoringortoadanceorapictureshoworabeachparty。You\'retheonlyoneexceptMotherandLouisewhoeverinspiredmetogetdowntobusiness。\"
Lindalaidherpalmonthetopofthesandheapandpresseditflat。ShelookedatDonaldwithlaughingeyes。
\"Symbolical,\"sheannounced。\"ThatsandwastheJap。\"Shestretchedherhandtowardhim。\"Thatwasyou。Didyouseeyourselfsquashhim?\"
Donald\'slaughwasgrim。
\"Yes,Isaw,\"hesaid。\"Iwishitwereaseasyasthat。\"
\"Thatwasnoteasy,\"saidLinda;\"makeamentalcomputationofallthesecondsthatittookmetoerectthatpyramidandallthemillionsofgrainsofsandIhadtogather。\"
Donaldwasdeeplythoughtful,yetahalfsmilewasplayingroundhislips。
\"OfallthequeergirlsIeverknew,you\'rethecapsheaf,Linda,\"hesaid。
Lindaroseslowly,shookthesandfromherbreechesandstretchedoutherhand。
\"Let\'shotfootitdowntotheAfricanvillageandseewhatthemoviesaredoingthatisinterestingtoday,\"sheproposed。
CHAPTERXXI。ShiftingtheResponsibilityOnherpillowthatnightbeforedroppingtoalmostinstantaneoussleepLindareflectedthatifyoucouldnotridetheKing\'sHighway,racingthesandsofSantaMonicawasaveryexcellentsubstitute。Ithadbeenawonderfuldayafterall。WhenshehadleftDonaldattheLilacValleyendofthecarlinehehadheldherhandtightaninstantandlookedintoherfacewiththemostengagingofclear,boyishsmiles。
\"Linda,isn\'tourfriendshipthenicestthingthateverhappenedtous?\"hedemanded。
\"Yes,\"answeredLindapromptly,\"quitethenicest。MakeyourplansforalldaylongnextSaturday。\"
\"I\'llbeherebeforethebirdsareawake,\"promisedDonald。
AtthecloseofMonday\'ssessions,goingdownthebroadwalkfromthehighschool,DonaldovertookLindaandinabreathlesswhisperhesaid:\"Whatdoyouthink?IcamenearOkaSayyeagainthismorningintrig,andhishairwasasblackasjet,dyedtoamidnight,charcoalfinish,andIamnotrightsurethathehadnotborrowedsomegirl\'slipstickandrougepotforthebenefitofhislipsandcheeks。Positivelyhe\'shecticallyyouthfultoday。Whatdoyouknowaboutthat?\"
Thenhehurriedontoovertakethecrowdofboyshehadleft,Linda\'sheartwasracinginherbreast。
Turning,shere-enteredtheschoolbuilding,andtakingatelephonedirectoryshehuntedanaddress,andthen,insteadofgoingtothecarlinethattookhertoLilacValleyshewenttotheaddressshehadlookedup。Withapencilshewroteafewlinesonabitofscratchpaperinoneofherbooks。Thatnoteopenedadoorandadmittedhertothepresenceofatall,lean,gray-hairedmanwithquick,blue-grayeyesandlipsthatseemedcapableofbeingeithergraveorgayonshortnotice。WiththatperfecteasewhichLindahadacquiredthroughtheyoungdaysofherlifeinmeetingfriendsofherfather,shewenttothetablebesidewhichthismanwasstandingandstretchedoutherhand。
\"JudgeWhiting?\"sheasked。
\"Yes,\"saidtheJudge。
\"IamLindaStrong,theyoungerdaughterofAlexanderStrong。I
thinkyouknewmyfather。\"
\"Yes,\"saidtheJudge,\"Iknewhimverywellindeed,andIhavesomesmallacquaintancewithhisdaughterthroughveryinterestingreportsthatmysonbringshome。\"
\"Yes,itisaboutDonaldthatIcametoseeyou,\"saidLinda。
Ifshehadbeenwatchingasherfatherwouldhavewatched,LindawouldhaveseentheslightupliftoftheJudge\'sfigure,thetensingofhismuscles,thenarrowingofhiseyesintheswift,speculativelookhepassedoverherfromthecrownofherbare,roughenedblackheaddownthegold-brownofherdresstoherslender,well-shodfeet。ThelastpartofthatglanceLindacaught。Sheslightlyliftedoneofthefeetunderinspection,thrustitforwardandlookedattheJudgewithagaychallengeinherdarkeyes。
\"Areyouinterestedinthemtoo?\"sheasked。
TheJudgewasembarrassed。Aflushcreptintohischeeks。Hewassupposedtobemasterofanyemergencythatmightarise,butonehadariseninconnectionwithaslipofaschoolgirlthatlefthimwordless。
\"Itisveryprobable,\"saidLinda,\"thatifmyshoeshadbeenlikemostothergirls\'shoesIwouldn\'tbeheretoday。Iwasinthesameschoolroomwithyoursonforthreeyears,andheneversawmeorspoketomeuntilonedayhestoppedmetoinquirewhyIworethekindofshoesIdid。HesaidhehadabattletowagewithmebecauseItriedtobealawtomyself,andhewantedtoknowwhyIwasn\'tlikeothergirls。AndItoldhimIhadacrowtopickwithHIMbecausehehadthekindofbrainthatwouldbecontenttoletaJapbeathiminhisownschool,inhisownlanguageandinhisowncountry;sowemadeanengagementtofighttoafinish,anditendedbyhisbecomingtheonlyboyfriendIhaveandthenicestboyfriendagirleverhad,Iamverysure。That\'swhyI\'mhere。\"
LindaliftedhereyesandJudgeWhitinglookedintothemtillhesawthesamegoldlightsintheirdepthsthatPeterMorrisonhadseen。HecamearoundthetableandplacedabigleatherchairforLinda。Thenhewentbackandresumedhisown。
\"Ofcourse,\"saidtheJudgeinhismostengagingmanner。\"I
gatherfromwhatDonaldhastoldmethatyouhaveareasonforbeinghere,andIwantyoutounderstandthatIamintenselyinterestedinanythingyouhavetosaytome。Nowtellmewhyyoucame。\"
\"Icame,\"saidLinda,\"becauseIstartedsomethingandamafraidofthepossibleresult。Ithinkverylikelyif,inretaliationforwhatDonaldsaidtomeaboutmyhairandmyshoes,IhadnottwittedhimabouttheusehewasmakingofhisbrainanddoneeverythinginmypowertodrivehimintocompetitionwithOkaSayyeinthehopethatawhitemanwouldgraduatewiththehighesthonors,hewouldnothavegoneintothiscompetition,whichIamnowcertainhasantagonizedOkaSayye。\"
Lindafoldedherslimhandsonthetableandleanedforward。
\"JudgeWhiting,\"shesaidearnestly,\"Iknowverylittleaboutmen。ThemostIknowwaswhatIlearnedaboutmyfatherandthemenwithwhomheoccasionallyhuntedandfished。TheywereallsuchfinementhatImusthavegrownupthinkingthateverymanwasverylikethem,butonedayIcameindirectcontactwiththeJapthatDonaldistryingtobeat,andthethingIsawinhisfaceputfearintomyheartandithasbeenthereeversince。I
havealmostanunreasoningfearofthatJap,notbecausehehassaidanythingordoneanything。It\'sjustinstinctive。Imaybewhollywronginhavingcometoyouandintakingupyourtime,buttherearetwothingsIwantedtotellyou。IcouldhavetoldDonald,butifIdidandhismindwentoffatatangentthinkingofthesethingshewouldn\'tbenearlysolikelytobeinconditiontogivehisbestthoughttohisstudies。IfIreallymadehimseewhatIthinkIhaveseen,andfearwhatIknowI
fear,hemightfailwhereIwouldgivealmostanythingtoseehimsucceed;soIthoughtIwouldcometoyouandtellyouaboutitandaskyoupleasetothinkitover,andtotakeextracareofhim,becauseIreallybelievethathemaybeindanger;andifheisInevershallbeabletoridmyselfofasenseofresponsibility。\"
\"Isee,\"saidJudgeWhiting。\"Nowtellme,justasexplicitlyasyouhavetoldmethis,exactlywhatitisthatyoufear。\"
\"LastSaturday,\"saidLinda,\"DonaldtoldmethatwhilestandingattheboardbesideOkaSayye,demonstratingatheorem,henoticedthatthereweregrayhairsabovetheJap\'sears,andhebluntlyaskedhim,beforetheprofessorandtheclass,howoldhewas。Intellingme,hesaidhehadthefeelingthatiftheJapcouldhavedonesointhatinstant,hewouldhavekilledhim。Hesaidhewasnineteen,butDonaldsaysfromthematuredlinesofhisbody,fromhishandsandhisfaceandhishair,heiscertainthatheisthirtyormore,andhethinksitveryprobablethathemayhavegraduatedathomebeforehecameheretogethisEnglishfornothingfromourpublicschools。Ineverbeforehadthefactcalledtomyattentionthatthiswasbeingdone,butDonaldtoldmethathehadbeeninclasseswithmaturedmenwhenhewaslessthantenyearsofage。Thatisnotfair,JudgeWhiting;itisnotright。Thereshouldbeanagespecifiedabovewhichpeoplemaynotbeallowedtoattendpublicschool。\"
\"Iquiteagreewithyou,\"saidtheJudge。\"Thathasbeendoneinthegrades,butthereisnothingfairinbringingaboyundertwentyincompetitionwithamangraduatedfromtheinstitutionsofanothercountry,eveninthehighschools。Ifthisbethecase——\"
\"Youcanbecertainthatitis,\"saidLinda,\"becauseDonaldwhisperedtomeashepassedmehalfanhourago,comingfromtheschoolbuilding,thatTODAYOkaSayye\'shairisauniform,shiningblack,andhealsothoughtthathehadusedalipstickandrougeinaneffortatrejuvenation。Doyouthink,fromyourknowledgeofDonald,thathewouldimaginethat?\"
\"No,\"saidJudgeWhiting,\"Idon\'tthinksuchathingwouldoccurtohimunlesshesawit。\"
\"NeitherdoI,\"saidLinda。\"FromtheshortacquaintanceIhavewithhimIshouldnotcallhimatallimaginative,butheisextremelyquickandwonderfullyretentive。YouhavetoshowhimbutoncefromwhichcactushecangetVictrolaneedlesandfishinghooks,orwheretofindmaterialforwoodenlegs。\"
TheJudgelaughed。\"Doesn\'tprovemuch,\"hesaid。\"Youwouldn\'thavetoshowmethatmorethanonceeither。Ifanyoneweregivingmeanintensivecourseonsuchinterestingsubjects,I
wouldguaranteetoremember,evenatmyage。\"
Lindanoddedinacquiescence。\"Thenyoucanregarditasquitecertain,\"shesaid,\"thatOkaSayyeismakingupinanefforttoappearyoungerthanheiswhichmeansthathedoesn\'twanthisrightquestionedtobeinourschools,toabsorbthethingsthatwearetaught,tolearnourlanguage,ourgovernment,ourinstitutions,ourideals,ourapproximatestrengthandouronly-too-apparentweakness。\"
TheJudgeleanedforwardandwaitedattentively。
\"Theothermatter,\"saidLinda,\"wasrelativetoSaturday。Theremaynotbeathinginit,butsometimesawoman\'sintuitionprovestruerthanwhatamanthinksheseesandknows。Ihaven\'tSEENathing,andIdon\'tKNOWathing,butIdon\'tbelieveyourgardenerwassicklastweek。IbelievehehadadirtyjobhewanteddoneandpreferredtosavehispositionandavoidrisksbygettingsomeotherJapwhohadnofamilyandnointerestshere,todoitforhim。Idon\'tBELIEVEthatyourcar,havingrunallrightFridaynight,wasshottopiecesSaturdaymorningsothatDonaldwentsmashwithitinamannerthatmightveryeasilyhavekilledhim,orsenthimtothehospitalformonths,whileOkaSayyecarriedoffthehonorswithoutcompetitionIwanttoaskyoutofindoutwhetheryourregulargardenertrulywasill,whetherhehasafamilyandintereststoprotecthere,orwhetherheisamanwhocoulddisappearinanightasJapswhohaveleasedlandandhavefamiliescannot。Iwanttoknowaboutthemanwhotookyourgardener\'splace,andIwantthemanwhoisrepairingyourcarinterviewedverycarefullyastowhathefoundthetroublewithit。\"
Lindapaused。JudgeWhitingsatindeepthought,thenhelookedatLinda。
\"Isee,\"hesaidatlast。\"Thankyouverymuchforcomingtome。
Allthesethingsandanythingthatdevelopsfromthemshallbehandledcarefully。OfcourseyouknowthatDonaldismyonlysonandyoucanrealizewhatheistomeandtohismotherandsister。\"
\"ItisbecauseIdorealizethat,\"saidLinda,\"thatIamhere。
Iappreciatehisfriendship,butitisnotformyownintereststhatIamaskingtohavehimtakencareofwhilehewageshismentalwarwiththisJap。IwantDonaldtohavethevictory,butIwantittobeavictorythatwillbeaninspirationtoanyboyofwhitebloodamonganyofouralliesoramongpeopleswhoshouldbeourallies。There\'sashowdowncomingbetweenthewhiteraceandamightyaggregationofcoloredpeoplesoneofthesedays,andifthewhitemandoesn\'trealizeprettysoonthathissupremacyisnotonlygoingtobecontestedbutmaybelost,itjustsimplywillbelost;thatisallthereistoit。\"
TheJudgewasstudyingdeeplynow。Finallyhesaid:\"Younglady,Igreatlyappreciateyourcomingtome。TheremaybeNOTHINGinwhatyoufear。ItMIGHTbeamatterofnationalimportance。Inanyevent,itshowsthatyourheartisintherightplace。MayMrs。WhitingandIpayyouavisitsomedaysooninyourhome?\"
\"Ofcourse,\"saidLindasimply。\"ItoldDonaldtobringhismotherthefirsttimehecame,buthesaidhedidnotneedtobechaperonedwhenhecametoseeme,becausemyfather\'snamewasaguaranteetohismotherthatmyhomewouldbeaproperplaceforhimtovisit。\"
\"Iwonderhowmanyofhisothergirlfriendsinvitedhimtobringhismothertoseethem,\"saidtheJudge。
\"Oh,heprobablygrewupwiththeothergirlsandwasacquaintedwiththemfromtinythings,\"saidLinda。
\"Verylikely,\"concededtheJudge。\"Ithink,afterall,Iwouldratherhaveaninvitationtomakeoneofthosetripswithyoutothedesertorthemountains。IsthereanythingelseasinterestingasfishhooksandVictrolaneedlesandwoodenlegstobelearned?\"
\"Oh,yes,\"saidLinda,leaningfartherforward,alovelycolorsweepingupintohercheeks,hereyesa-shine。ShehadmissedthefactthattheJudgewasjesting。Shehadthoughthiminsober,scientificearnest。
\"It\'sanawfullynicethingifyoudigaplantorsoilyourhandsinhunting,oranythinglikethat,toknowthattherearefourorfivedifferentkindsofvegetablesoapwhereyoucaneasilyreachthem,ifyouknowthem。Ifyouloseyourwayorhavealongtramp,it\'sgoodtoknowwhichplantswillgiveyoudrinkandwheretheyare。Andifyou\'reshortofimplements,youmightatanytimeneedamescalstick,oranarrowshaftoranarrow,even。IfDonaldwerelostnow,hecouldkeepalivefordays,becausehewouldknowwhatwoodwouldmakehimabowandhowhecouldtakeamolefiberandbraidabowstringandwherehecouldmakearrowsandarrowpointssothathecouldshootgameforfood。I\'vetaughthimtomakeanumberofsnares,andheknowswheretofindandhowtocookhisgreensandpotatoesandonionsandwheretofindhispicklesandhowtomakelemonadeandtea,andwhattouseforsnakebite。It\'sbeensuchfun,JudgeWhiting,andhehasbeensointerested。\"
\"Yes,Ishouldthinkhewouldbe,\"saidtheJudge。\"Iaminterestedmyself。Ifyouwouldtakeanoldboylikemeonafewofthosetrips,Iwouldbeimmenselypleased。\"
\"You\'dlikebrigandbeefsteak,\"suggestedLinda,\"andyou\'dlikecresssalad,andIamsureyou\'dlikecreamedyucca。\"
\"Hm,\"saidtheJudge。\"SoundstomelikeJaneMeredith。\"
Lindasuddenlysatstraight。Adazedexpressioncrossedherface。Presentlysherecovered。
\"Willyoukindlytellme,\"shesaid,\"whatagreatcriminaljudgeknowsaboutJaneMeredith?\"
\"Why,Ihearmywifeanddaughtertalkingabouther,\"saidtheJudge。
\"Iwonder,\"saidLinda,\"ifajudgehearssomanysecretsthatheforgetswhatasecretisandcouldn\'tpossiblykeeponetosavehislife。\"
\"Ontheotherhand,\"saidJudgeWhiting,\"ajudgehearssomanysecretsthathelearnstobeaverysecretivepersonhimself,andifayoungladyjustyoursizeandsolikeyouineverywayastobeyou,toldmeanythingandtoldmethatitwasasecret,I
wouldguaranteetocarryitwithmetomygrave,ifIsaidI
would。\"
OneofLinda\'sspeciallaughsfloatedoutofthewindows。HerrighthandslippedacrossthetabletowardtheJudge。
\"Crossyourheartandbody?\"shechallenged。
TheJudgetookthehandsheofferedinbothofhisown。
\"Onmysoul,\"hesaid,\"Iswearit。\"
\"Allright,\"bubbledLinda。\"JudgeWhiting,allowmetopresenttoyouJaneMeredith,theauthorandoriginatoroftheAboriginalCookeryarticlesnowrunninginEverybody\'sHome。\',LindastoodupasshemadethepresentationandtheJudgearosewithher。WhenshebowedherdarkheadbeforehimtheJudgebowedequallyaslow,thenhetookthehandheheldandpresseditagainsthislips。
\"Iamnotsurprised,\"hesaid。\"Iamhonored,deeplyhonored,andIamdelighted。Forahighschoolgirlthatisasplendidachievement。\"
\"Butyourealize,ofcourse,\"saidLinda,\"thatitisvicarious。
Ireallyhaven\'tdoneanything。IamjustpassingontotheworldwhatAlexanderStrongfounditinterestingtoteachhisdaughter,becausehehadn\'tason。\"
\"Icertainlyamfortunatethatmysonisgettingthebenefitofthis,\"saidJudgeWhitingearnestly。\"Therearegirlswhomakemyold-fashionedsoulshudder,butIshallrestingreatcomfortwheneverIknowthatmyboyiswithyou。\"
\"Sure!\"laughedLinda。\"I\'mnotvampinghim。Idon\'tknowthefirstprinciples。We\'renotdoingathingworsethansucking\'hunters\'rockleek\'orroastingIndianpotatoesorfishingfortroutwithcactusspines。IhavehadsuchalovelytimeIdon\'tbelievethatI\'llapologizeforcoming。Butyouwon\'twasteaminuteinmakingsureaboutOkaSayye?\"
\"Iwon\'twasteaminute,\"saidtheJudge。
CHAPTERXXII。TheEndofMarian\'sContestComingfromschoolafewdayslateronaneveningwhenshehadbeendetained,LindafoundaradiantKatyawaitingher。
\"What\'sup,olddear?\"criedLinda。\"Youseempositivelyillumined。\"
\"Sobe,\"saidKaty。\"It\'sagoodtimeI\'mhavin\'。Inthefirstplacethepreviousbossofthisplaceain\'tnowisesobossyassueusedtobe,an\'livin\'withherisadaleaisier。An\'then,whenMissEileenisaroundthesedays,sheisbeginningtoseethings,andsheisjustblackwithjealousyofye。Somethingfunnyhappenedheretheafternoon,an\'shewashomeforoncean\'
gotthefullbenefitofit。Iwasswapin\'theaistwalk,butI
knowshewasinsidethewindowan\'Iknowsheheard。First,comesagreatbigloadedautomobiledrivin\'up,andstoppedinfrontwithaflourishan\'outhopsasnicean\'natealookin\'ladaseveryouclappedyoureyeson,an\'uphecomestomean\'offgoeshishatwithaswape,an\'hehandsmethatbundlean\'hesays:\'Here\'ssomethingMissLindaiswantin\'badforherwildgarden。\'\"
KatyhandedLindaabundleofnewspaper,insidewhich,wrappedinaman\'shandkerchief,shefoundseveralplants,carefullylifted,therootsproperlyballed,theheadserect,crisp,althoughinfullflower。
\"Oh,Katy!\"criedLinda。\"Look,it\'sGallito,\'littlerooster\'!\"
\"Nowain\'tthemjistyellowviolets?\"askedKatydubiously。
\"No,\"saidLinda,\"theyarenot。Theyarequiteabitrarer。
Theyarereallyawildpansy。Bringwater,Katy,andhelpme。\"
\"ButI\'vesomethingelseforye,\"saidKaty。
\"Idon\'tcarewhatyouhave,\"answeredLinda。\"Iamjustcompelledtoparktheselittleroostersatonce。\"
\"Whatmakesyecallthemthatungodlyname?\"askedKaty。
\"Nothingungodlyaboutit,\"answeredLinda。\"It\'sfunny。
GallitoistheSpanishnamefortheseviolets,anditmeans\'littlerooster。\'\"
Lindasetthevioletsascarefullyastheyhadbeenliftedandrinsedherhandsatthehydrant。
\"Nowbringontheremainderoftheexhibit,\"sheordered。
\"It\'sthereonthetopoftherockpile,whichyounoticehasincrasedsinceyelastsawit。\"
\"Soithas!\"saidLinda。\"Soithas!Andbeautifullycoloredspecimensthosearetoo。Myfernbedwillliftupitsvoiceandrejoiceinthem。AndrocksmeanHenryAnderson。TheboxIdonotunderstand。\"
Lindapickeditup,untiedthestring,andslippedoffthewrapping。Katystaredinwide-mouthedamazement。
\"IwasjusttickledoverthatbecauseMissEileensawagood-
lookingandcapableyoungmanleaveasecondpackage,rightontheheelsofyoungWhiting,\"shesaid。\"Whateverhaveyegot,lambie?Whatdoesthatmean?\"
Lindaheldupabeautifulboxofglass,insideofwhichcouldbeseenswarmingspecimensofeverybug,beetle,insect,andwormthatHenryAndersonhadbeenabletocollectinHeavenonlyknewwhathoursofsearch。Lindaopenedthebox。Thewingedcreaturesflew,thebettlestumbled,thewormswentoverthetop。
Shesetitonthegroundandlaughedtoexhaustion。HereyeswerewetasshelookedupatKaty。
\"ThatfirstnightHenryAndersonandPeterMorrisonwereheretodinner,Katy,\"shesaid,\"Andersonmadeajokeaboutbeingmybug-catcherwhenIbuiltmyhomenest,andseveraltimessincehehastriedtobesillyaboutit,butthelasttimeItoldhimitwasfoolishnesstowhichIwouldlistennomore,soinsteadoftalking,hehastakenthiswayoftellingmethatheisfairlyexpertasabug-catcher。Really,itisawfullyfunny,Katy。\"
Katywassober。Sheshowednoappreciationofthefun。
\"Yeknow,lambie,\"shesaid,herhandsonherhips,herelbowswide-spread,herjawsargumentative,\"I\'vedonesomeblarneyingwiththatlad,an\'I\'vefedhimsome,becausehewasdoin\'thingsthatwouldhelpan\'pleaseye,butnowI\'mtellin\'ye,justlikeI\'llbetellin\'yetillIdie,Iain\'tSTRONGforhim。IfeverthedaycomeswhenyeaskmetotakeonthatWhitingkidformeboss,I\'llbowmyheadan\'I\'llflyathisbidding,becauseheisreal,he\'sgoin\'tocomeoutamanlotslikeyourpa,orhisn。
An\'ifeverthedaycomeswhenyewillbetellingmeyewantmetoservePaterMorrison,I\'llwellnighgetonmykneestohim。
Ithinkhe\'dbetheclosestwe\'devercometogettin\'themasterback。ButIcouldn\'tsayI\'devertaketoAnderson。They\'ssomethingabouthim,Ican\'tjustsaywhat,butheputsmebackupamazin\'。\"
\"Don\'tworry,ancientcustodianofthefamily,\"saidLinda。
\"ThatsamesomethinginHenryAndersonthatantagonizesyou,affectsmeinevenstrongerdegree。Youmustnotgetthefoolishnotionthatanymanhasaspeculativeeyeonme,becauseitisnottrue。DonaldWhitingisonlyaboyfriend,treatingmeasabrotherwould,andPeterMorrisonismuchtoosophisticatedandmaturetopayanyseriousattentiontoagirlwithayearmorehighschoolbeforeher。IwanttobedecenttoHenryAnderson,becauseheisPeter\'sarchitect,andI\'mdeeplyinterestedinPeter\'shouseandtheladywhowillliveinit。SometimesIhopeitwillbeDonald\'ssister,MaryLouise。Anyway,IamgoingtogetacquaintedwithherandmakeitmybusinesstoseethatsheandPetergettheirchancetoknoweachotherwell。MyjobforPeteristohelprunhisbrookattheproperangle,buildhisbridge,engineerhisroad,andplanthisgrounds;sodon\'tbedreaminganyfoolishdreams,Katy。\"
Katyfoldedherarms,tiltedherchinatanunusuallyaspiringangle,anddeliberatelysniffed。
\"Don\'tyebelettin\'yourselfbelaveyourownfoolishness,\"shesaid。\"Iain\'tdonewithmeexhibityet。OnthehalltableyewillfindapackagefromthePaterMorrisonmanthatMissEileenhadthejoyoftakin\'inandlayin\'asideforye,anatopofitristsabigletterthatI\'mthinkin\'mightmeanMissMarian。\"
\"Oh,\"criedLinda。\"Whyareyouwastingallthistime?IfthereisaletterfromMarianitmaymeanthatthecompetitionisdecided;butifitis,sheloses,becauseshewastotelegraphifshewon。\"
Lindarushedintothehouseandcarriedherbelongingstoherworkroom。Shedroppedthemonthetableandlookedatthem。
\"I\'llgetyouoffmymindfirst,\"shesaidtotheMorrisonpackage,whichenclosedanewarticleentitled\"HowtoGrowGoodCitizens。\"Withitwasascrawledline,\"I\'mleavingtheheadandheelsofthefuturetoyou。\"
\"Howfine!\"exultedLinda。\"HemusthavelikedtheheadandtailpiecesIdrewforhisotherarticle,sohewantsthesameforthis,andifheiswellpaidforhisarticle,maybeintime,afterI\'vesettledformyhearthmotto,hewillpaymesomethingformywork。Gal-lum-shus!\"
AssheopenedtheletterfromMariansheslowlyshookherhead。
\"Drattheluck,\"shemuttered,\"nogoodnewshere。\"
Slowlyandabsorbedlysheread:
DEARESTLINDA:
Notelegramtosend。IgrazedthefirstprizeandmissedthesecondbecauseHenryAndersonwinswithplanssolikeminethattheyarepracticallyduplicates。Ihavenotseenthewinningplans。Mr。Snowtoldmeasgentlyashecouldthatthejudgeshadruledmeoutentirely。Thewinningplansarepracticallyareversalofmine,moreprofessionallydrawn,andnodoubtthespecificationsarefaraheadofmine,asthesearemyweakspot,althoughIhaveworkedalldayandfarintothenightonthemathematicsofhousebuilding。Mr。Snowwasverykind,andterriblycutupaboutit。
ImadewhatIhopewasabravefight,IdidsobelieveinthoseplansthatIamafraidtosayjusthowgreatlydisappointedIam。
AllIcandoistogotoworkagainandtrytofindouthowtobettermybest,whichIsurelyputintotheplansIsubmitted。I
can\'tseehowHenryAndersoncametohituponsomeofmypersonaldesignsforcomfortsandconveniences。Ihadhopedthatnomanwouldthinkofmyespecialkitchenplans。Iratherfanciedmyselfasabenefactortomysex,anemancipatorfromdrudgery,asitwere。Ihadaconcealedfeelingthatitrequiredawomanwhohadexpendedherstrengthcombatingtheconstructionofadevilishkitchen,todevisesomeofmybuilt-inconveniences,andIworkedascarefullyonmykitchentable,asonanypartofthehouse。IfIfindlaterthatthewinningplansincludethesethingsIshallbelievethatHenryAndersonisamindreader,orthatlostplansnaturallygravitatetohim。Butthereisnousetogrouchfurther。Iseemtobebornaloser。Anyway,Ihaven\'tlostyouandIstillhaveDanaMeade。
IhavenothingelsetotellyouexceptthatMr。SnowhaswaitedformetwoeveningsoutoftheweekeversinceIwroteyou,andhehastakenmeinhiscarandsimplyforcedmetodrivehimforanhouroverwhatappealstometobethemostdifficultroadshecouldselect。SofarIhavenotbalkedatanythingbuthehashadtheconsiderationnottodirectmetothemountains。Heisextremelyattractive,Linda,andIdoenjoybeingwithhim,butI
dreadittoo,becausehisgriefissodeepandsoapparentthatitconstantlykeepsbeforemethelossofmyowndearones,andthosethingstowhichthehymnbooksreferas\"achingvoids\"inmyownlife。
Butthereissomethingyouwillbegladtohear。Thatunknowncorrespondentofmineisstillsendingletters,andIamcrazyaboutthem。Idon\'tansweronenowuntilIhavemulledoverittwoorthreedaysandItrytogivehimasgoodashesends。
IjudgefromyourlettersthatyouarekeepingatleastevenwithEileen,andthatlifeismuchhappierforyou。Youseemtobebroadening。IamsogladforthefriendshipyouhaveformedwithDonaldWhiting。MymotherandMrs。Whitingwerefriends。SheisacharmingwomanandithasseemedtomethatinherdaughterLouiseshehasmanagedahappycompoundofold-fashionedstraightforwardnessandunswervingprinciple,festoonedwithhappytrimmingsofallthatisbestinthepresentdays。Ihopethatyoudobecomeacquaintedwithher。Sheisolderthanyou,butsheisthekindofgirlIknowyouwouldlike。
Don\'tworrybecauseIhavelostagain,Lindadear。Todayismyblueday。TomorrowIshallrollupmysleevesandgoatitagainwithallmymight,andbyandbyitiswritteninthebooksthatthingswillcomerightforme。Theycannotgowrongforever。
Withdearestlove,MARIAN。
Lindalookedgrimasshefinishedtheletter。
\"Confoundsuchluck,\"shesaidemphatically。\"Idonotunderstandit。HowcanamanlikeHenryAndersonknowmoreaboutcomfortsandconveniencesinahomethanawomanwithMarian\'sexperienceandcomprehension?Andshehasbeengainingexperienceforthepasttenyears。Thatpartnerofhismustbeasix-cylindermiracle。\"
Lindawenttothekitchen,becauseshewasinpressingneedofsomeonetowhomtotellhertroubles,andtherewasnooneexceptKaty。WhatKatysaidwasenergeticandemphatic,butitcomfortedLinda,becausesheagreedwithitandwhatshewasseekingattheminutewassomeonewhoagreedwithher。Asshewentbackupstairs,shemetEileenonherwaytothefrontdoor。
EileenpausedanddeliberatelystudiedLinda\'sface,andLindastoppedandwaitedquietlyuntilshechosetospeak。
\"Ipresume,\"saidEileenatlast,\"thatyouandKatywouldcalltheprocessthroughwhichyouaregoingrightnow,\'takingthebitinyourteeth,\'orsomepoeticthinglikethat,butIcan\'tseethatyouaregettingmuchoutofit。Idon\'theartheoldlaughortheclatterofgayfeetasIdidbeforeallthiswarofdissatisfactionbrokeout。Thisminuteifyouhaven\'teithercried,orwantedto,Imissmyguess。\"
\"Youwin,\"saidLinda。\"Ihavenotcried,becauseImakeitarulenevertoresorttotearswhenIcanhelpit;sowhatyouseenowisunshedtearsinmyheart。Theyinnowayrelatetowhatyousoaptlytermmy\'warofdissatisfaction\';theyareforMarian。Shehaslostagain,thistimetheNicholsonandSnowprizeinarchitecture。\"
\"Servesherright,\"saidEileen,laughingcontemptuously。\"Theridiculousideaofhertryingtocompeteinaman\'sage-oldoccupation!Asifsheevercouldlearnenoughaboutjoistsandbeamsandgirdersandinstallingwaterandgasandelectricitytobuildahouse。Sheshouldhavehadthesensetoknowshecouldn\'tdoit。\"
\"But,\"saidLindaquietly,\"Marianwasn\'tproposingtobeacontractor,sheonlywantstobeanarchitect。AndthemanwhobeatherisPeterMorrison\'sarchitect,HenryAnderson,andhewonbysuchanarrowmarginthatherplanswerethrownoutofsecondandthirdplace,becausetheyweresoverysimilartohis。
Doesn\'tthatstrikeyouascurious?\"
\"Thatismorethancurious,\"saidEileenslowly。\"Thatisaverystrangecoincidence。Theycouldn\'thavehadanythingfromeachother,becausetheyonlymetatdinner,beforeallofus,andMarianwentawaythenextmorning;itdoesseemqueer。\"Thensheaddedwithaflashofgenerosityandjustice,\"ItlooksprettygoodforMarian,atthat。Ifshecamesonearwinningthatshelostsecondandthirdbecauseshewastoonearfirsttomakeanypracticaldifference,Imustbewrongandshemustberight。\"
\"Youarewrong,\"saidLindatersely,\"ifyouthinkMariancannotmakewonderfulplansforhouses。Butgoingbacktowhatmy\'warofdissatisfaction\'isdoingtome,it\'sapaleaffaircomparedwithwhatitisdoingtoyou,Eileen。Youlookadebilitatedsilhouetteofthenearrecentpast。Doyoufeelthatbadlyaboutgivingupalittlemoneyandauthority?\"
\"Ineverprofessedtohavetheslightestauthorityoveryou,\"
saidEileenveryprimly,asshedrewbackintheshadows。\"Youhavecomeandgoneexactlyasyoupleased。AllIevertriedtodowastokeepupadecentappearancebeforetheneighborsandmakefinancialendsmeet。\"
\"Thatneverseemedtowearonyouassomethingseemstodonow,\"
saidLinda。\"Iamthankfulthatthisweekendsit。IwaslookingforyoubecauseIwantedtotellyoutobesurenottomakeanydatethatwillkeepyoufrommeetingmeattheofficeofthepresidentoftheConsolidatedBankThursdayafternoon。IamgoingtoarrangewithJohntobethereanditshouldn\'ttakefifteenminutestorunthroughmattersanddividetheincomeinafairwaybetweenus。Iamwillingforyoutogoonpayingthebillsandorderingforthehouseasyouhavebeen。\"
\"Certainlyyouare,\"sneeredEileen。\"Youarequitewillingforalltheworkandusethegreaterpartofmytimetomakeyoucomfortable。\"
Lindasuddenlydrewback。Herbodyseemedtorecoil,butherheadthrustforwardasiftobringhereyesinbetterrangetoreadEileen\'sface。
\"Thatisutterlyunjust,Eileen,\"shecried。
Thentwoatatimesherushedthestairsinaraceforherroom。
CHAPTERXXIII。TheDayofJubileeLindastartedtoschoolhalfanhourearlierWednesdaymorningbecausethatwasthedayforherweeklytriptothePostOfficeforanymailwhichmighthavecometoherunderthenameofJaneMeredith。ShehadhardworktokeepdownhercolorwhensherecognizedtheheavygrayenvelopeusedbytheeditorofEverybody\'sHome。Assheturnedfromthewindowwithitinherfingersshewastremblingslightlyandwonderingwhethershecouldhaveaminute\'sseclusiontofacetheanswerwhichherlastlettermighthavebrought。Therewasasmallalcovebesideapublicdeskatonesideoftheroom。Lindasteppedintothis,toreopentheenvelopeandslippedoutthesheetitcontained。
Dazedlyshestaredattheslipthatfellfromit。Slowlythecolorlefthercheeksandthencamerushingbackfromhersurchargedheartuntilherveryearswerered,becausethatslipwasverymanifestlyachequeforfivehundreddollars。MentallyandphysicallyLindashookherself,thenshestraightenedtofullheight,tensinghermusclesandholdingthesheetbeforeherwithahandoneachsidetokeepitfromshaking,whilesheread:
MYDEARMADAM:
Isincerelyapologizeforhavingwaitedsolongbeforewritingyouoftheveryexceptionalreceptionwhichyourarticleshavehad。Ithinkonehalftheirattractionhasbeentheexquisiteandappealingpicturesyouhavesentfortheirillustration。AtthepresentminutetheyareformingwhatIconsiderthemostuniquefeatureinthemagazine。Iamenclosingyouachequeforfivehundreddollarsasaninitialpaymentontheseries。JustwhatthecompletedseriesshouldbeworthIamunabletosayuntilyouinformmehowmanymonthsyoucankeepitupatthesamegradeofculinaryandliteraryinterestandattractiveillustration;butIshouldsayataroughestimatethatyouwouldbesafeincountinguponarepetitionofthischequeforeverythreearticlesyousendin。Thisofcourseincludespaymentforthepicturesalso,whicharetomeifanythingmoreattractivethantherecipes,sincethelocalcolorandenvironmenttheyaddtotherecipeandthewordsketcharevaluableintheextreme。
Ifyoufeelthatyoucancontinuethistotheextentofevenasmallvolume,Ishallbedelightedtosendyouabookcontract。
Inconsideringthisproposition,letmesaythatifyoucouldnotproduceenoughrecipestofillabook,youcouldpieceitouttothenecessarylengthmostcharminglyandattractivelybylengtheningthedescriptionsoftheenvironmentinwhichtheparticularfruitsandvegetablesyoudealwitharetobefound;
andinbookformyoumightallowyourselfmuchgreaterlatitudeintheinstructionsconcerningthehandlingofthefruitsandthepreparationoftherecipes。Ithinkmyselfthatawonderfullyattractivebookcouldbemadefromthismaterial,andhopethatyouwillagreewithme。Trustingthatthiswillbesatisfactorytoyouandthatyouwillseriouslyconsiderthebookpropositionbeforeyoudeclineit,Iremain,mydearmadam,Verytrulyyours,HUGHTHOMPSON,Editor,Everybody\'sHome。
Grippingthechequeandtheletter,Lindalurchedforwardagainstthewindowcasementandshuthereyestight,becauseshecouldfeelbig,nervousgulpsofexultationandrejoicingswellingupinherthroat。Sheshiftedthepaperstoonehandandsurreptitiouslyslippedtheothertoherpocket。Shetriedtokeepthepapersbeforeherandlookedstraightfromthewindowtoavoidattractingattention。Thetumultofexultationinherheartwassowildthatshedidnotsurelyknowwhethershewantedtosinktothefloor,layherfaceagainsttheglass,andindulgeinwhatforgenerationswomenhavereferredtoas\"agoodcry,\"
orwhethershewantedtoleapfromthewindowandsportonthewindlikeadrivenleaf。
Thenshereturnedtheletterandchequetotheenvelope,andslippeditinsideherblouse,andstartedonherwaytoschool。
ShemightaswellhavegonetoMultifloresCanyonandpittedherstrengthagainstclimbingitswallsfortheday,forallthegoodshedidinherschoolwork。Sheheardnowordofanyrecitationbyherschoolmates。Shehadnowordreadywhencalledonforarecitationherself。Sheheardnothingthatwassaidbyanyoftheprofessors。Onwingedfeetshewasflyingbackandforthfromthedeserttothemountains,fromthecanyonstothesea。
Shewasraidingbedsofamassanddevisingwaystoroastthebulbsandmakeanewdish。Shewascompoundingdrinksfrommescalandbisnaga。ShewashuntingdesertpicklesandtryingtorememberwhetherIndianrhubarbevergrewsofarsouth。Shewasgladwhenthedismissalhourcamethatafternoon。WitheagerfeetshewentstraighttotheConsolidatedBankandtheresheaskedagaintobeadmittedtotheofficeofthepresident。Mr。
Worthingtonroseasshecamein。
\"AmIwronginmydates?\"heinquired。\"Iwasnotexpectingyouuntiltomorrow。\"
\"No,you\'requiteright,\"saidLinda。\"Atthishourtomorrow。
But,Mr。Worthington,Iamintroubleagain。\"
Lindalookedsodistressedthatthebankerpushedachairtothetable\'ssideforher,andwhenshehadseatedherself,hesaidquietly:\"Tellmeallaboutit,Linda。Wemustgetlifestraightenedoutasbestwecan。\"
\"IthinkImusttellyouallaboutit,\"saidLinda,\"becauseI
knowjustenoughaboutbankingtoknowthatIhaveapropositionthatIdon\'tknowhowtohandle。Arebankerslikefatherconfessorsanddoctorsandlawyers?\"
\"Ithinktheyareevenmoreso,\"laughedMr。Worthington。
\"Perhapsthefatherconfessortakesprecedence,otherwiseI
believepeoplearequiteasmuchinterestedintheirfinancialsecretsasinanythingelseinallthisworld。Haveyouafinancialsecret?\"
\"Yes,\"saidLinda,\"Ihavewhatistomeabigsecret,andI
don\'tintheleastknowhowtohandleit,sorightawayIthoughtaboutyouandthatyouwouldbetheonetotellmewhatIcoulddo。\"
\"Goahead,\"saidMr。Worthingtonkindly。\"I\'llgiveyoumywordofhonortokeepanysecretyouconfidetome。\"
Lindaproducedherletter。Sheopeneditandwithoutanypreliminarieshandeditandthechequetothebanker。Helookedatthechequespeculatively,andthenlaiditasideandreadtheletter。Hegaveeveryevidenceofhavingreadpartsofittwoorthreetimes,thenheexaminedthechequeagain,andglancedatLinda。
\"Andjusthowdidyoucomeintopossessionofthis,younglady?\"
heinquired。\"Andwhatisitthatyouwantofme?\"
\"Why,don\'tyousee?\"saidLinda。\"It\'smyletterandmycheque;
I\'m\'JaneMeredith。\'NowhowamIgoingtogetmymoney。
ForonedazedmomentMr。WorthingtonstudiedLinda;thenhethrewbackhisheadandlaughedunrestrainedly。HecamearoundthetableandtookbothLinda\'shands。
\"Bullyforyou!\"hecriedexultantly。\"HowIwishyourfathercouldseetheseedhehassownbearingitsfruit。Isn\'tthatfine?Anddoyouwanttogoonwiththisanonymously?\"
\"IthinkImust,\"saidLinda。\"IhavesaidinmyheartthatnoJap,maleorfemale,youngorold,shalltakefirsthonorsinaclassfromwhichIgraduate;andyoucanseethatifpeoplegenerallyknewthis,itwouldmakeitawfullyhardformetogoonwithmystudies,andIdon\'tknowthattheeditorwhoisacceptingthisworkwouldtakeitifheknewitweresenthimbyahigh-schoolJunior。Youseethedignifiedwayinwhichheaddressesmeas\'madam\'?\"
\"Isee,\"saidMr。Worthingtonreflectively。
\"I\'msure,\"saidLindawithdemurelips,thoughtheeyesabovethemwereblazinganddancingathightension,\"I\'msurethattheeditorisattachingahusband,andahousehavingawell-orderedkitchen,andratherwideculinaryexperiencetothat\'dearmadam。\'\"
\"Andwhataboutthisbookproposition?\"askedthebankergravely。
\"Thatwouldbeabigthingforagirlofyourage。Canyoudoit,andcontinueyourschoolwork?\"
\"WiththebackgroundIhave,withtheunusedmaterialIhave,andwithvacationcomingbeforelong,Icandoiteasily,\"saidLinda。\"Myschoolworkisnotdifficultforme。Itonlyrequiresconcentrationforabouttwohoursinthepreparationthateachdaybrings。TheremainderofthetimeIcouldgivetoamplifyingandproducingnewrecipes。\"
\"Isee,\"saidthebanker。\"Soyouhaveresolved,Linda,thatyoudon\'twantyoureditortoknowyourrealname。\"
\"Couldscarcelybedone,\"saidLinda。
\"Buthaveyoustoppedtothink,\"saidthebanker,\"thatyouwillbeaskedforpersonalhistoryandaboutyourresidence,andnodoubtaphotographofyourself。Ifyoucontinuethisworkanonymouslyyou\'regoingtohavetroublewithmoremattersthancashingacheque。\"
\"ButIamnotgoingtohaveanytroublecashingacheque,\"shesaid,\"becauseIhavecomestraighttothemanwhosebusinessischeques。\"
\"Trueenough,\"hesaid;\"ISHALLhavetoarrangethecheque;
there\'snotadoubtaboutthat;andasforyourotherbugbears\"
\"Irefusetobefrightenedbythem,\"interposedLinda。
\"Haveyoueverdoneanybusinessatthebank?\"
\"No,\"saidLinda。
\"Noneoftheclerksknowyou?\"
\"NotthatIremember,\"saidLinda。\"Imightpossiblybeacquaintedwithsomeofthem。Ihavemerelypassedthroughthebankonmywaytoyourroomtwice。\"
\"Then,\"saidthebanker,\"we\'llhavetoriskit。Afterthisestatebusinessissettledyouwillwanttoopenanaccountinyourname。\"
\"Quitetrue,\"saidLinda。
\"ThenIwouldadviseyou,\"saidMr。Worthington,\"toopenthisaccountinyourownname。Endorsethischeque\'JaneMeredith\'
andmakeitpayabletomepersonally。Wheneveroneofthesecomes,bringittomeandI\'lltakecareofitforyou。
Oneminute。\"
HeleftLindasittingquietlyreadingandrereadingherletter,andpresentlyreturnedandlaidasheafofpapermoneybeforeher。
\"Takeittothepayingteller。Tellhimthatyouwishtodepositit,andaskhimtogiveyouabankbookandachequebook,\"hesaid。\"Thankyouverymuchforcomingtomeandforconfidinginme。\"
Lindagatheredupthemoney,andsaidgood-byetothebanker。
JustasshestartedforwardsherecognizedEileenatthewindowofthepayingteller。ItwasanEileensheneverbeforehadseen。Herfacewasstrainedtoaghastlygray。Herhatwasnotstraightandherhandswereshaking。Withoutrealizingthatshewasdoingit,Lindasteppedbehindoneofthehugemarblepillarssupportingtheceilingandstoodtherebreathlessly,watchingEileen。ShecouldgatherthatshewasdiscussingthebankledgerwhichlaybeforethetellerandthathewasrefusingsomethingthatEileenwasimploringhimtodo。Lindathoughtsheunderstoodwhatitwas。ThenveryclearlyEileen\'svoice,sharpandstrained,reachedherears。
\"Youmeanthatyouarerefusingtopaymemydepositsonmyprivateaccount?\"shecried;andLindacouldalsoheartheresponse。
\"Iamverysorryifitannoysorinconveniencesyou,MissStrong,butsincethesettlementoftheestatetakesplacetomorrow,ourordersaretopayoutnofundsinanywayconnectedwiththeestateuntilafterthatsettlementhasbeenarranged。\"
\"Butthisismymoney,myownprivateaffair,\"beggedEileen。
\"Theestatehasnothingtodowithit。\"
\"Iamsorry,\"repeatedtheteller。\"Ifthatisthecase,youwillhavenodifficultyinestablishingthefactinafewminutes\'time。\"
Eileenturnedandleftthebank,anditseemedthatshewasalmostswaying。Lindastoodasecondwithnarrowedeyes,indeepthought。
\"Ithink,\"shesaidatlast,deepdowninherheart,\"thatitlookspreciousmuchasiftherehadbeenabitoftransgressioninthisaffair。Itlooks,too,asif\'thewayofthetransgressor\'wereadarnedhardway。Straightaheadopenandaboveboardforyou,mygirl!\"
Thenshewentquietlytothedeskandtransactedherownbusiness;butherbeautifuldaywasclouded。Herheartwasnolongerleapingexultantly。ShewassickenedandsorrowfulovertheevidentnervestrainanddiscomfortwhichEileenseemedtohavebroughtuponherself。Shedreadedmeetingheratdinnerthatnight,andshewonderedallthewayhomewhereEileenhadgonefromthebankandwhatshehadbeendoing。WhatshefeltwasapaleaffaircomparedwithwhatshewouldhavefeltifshecouldhaveseenEileenleavethebankandenteranear-bystore,gotoatelephoneboothandputinalong-distancecallforSanFrancisco。Hereyeswerebrilliant,hercheeksbynatureredderthantherougeshehaduseduponthem。Shesquaredhershoulders,liftedherhead,asifsheirrevocablyhadmadeadecisionandwouldnotbethwartedinactinguponit。Whileshewaitedshestraightenedherhat,andtuckedupherprettyhair,oncemoreevincingconcernaboutherappearance。Afteranervouswaitshesecuredherparty。
\"AmIspeakingwithMr。JamesHeitman?\"sheasked。
\"Yes,\"cametheanswer。
\"Well,UncleJim,thisisEileen。\"
\"Why,hello,girlie,\"wasthequickresponse。\"Delightedthatyou\'recallingyourancientuncle。Haven\'tchangedthedecisioninthelastletterIhadfromyou,haveyou?\"
\"Yes,\"saidEileen,\"Ihavechangedit。DoyouandAuntCarolinestillwantme,UncleJim?\"
\"YOUBETWEWANTYOU!\"roaredthevoiceoverthe\'phone。\"Hereweare,withplentyofmoneyandnotarelationonearthbutyoutoleaveitto。Youbelongtousbyrights。We\'dbetickledtodeathtohaveyou,andforyoutohavewhat\'sleftofthemoneywhenwegetthroughwithit。MayIcomeafteryou?Saytheword,andI\'llstartthisminute。\"
\"Oh,UncleJim,couldyou?Wouldyou?\"criedEileen。
\"Well,I\'dsayIcould。We\'dbetickledtodeath,Itellyou!\"
\"Howlongwouldittakeyoutogethere?\"saidEileen。
\"Well,Icouldreachyoubynoontomorrow。Elevensomethingistheshortesttimeit\'sbeenmadein;thatwouldgivemethirteen——morethanenough。Areyouinthatmuchofahurry?\"
\"Yes,\"gaspedEileen,\"yes,Iaminthebiggestkindofahurrythereis,UncleJim。Thistroublesomelittleestatehastobesettledtomorrowafternoon。There\'sgoingtobecomplaintabouteverythingthatIhaveseenfittodo。I\'vebeenhoundedandharassedtillIamdisgustedwithit。ThenI\'vepromisedtomarryJohnGilmanasIwroteyou,andIdon\'tbelieveyouwouldthinkthatwasmybestchancewiththeopportunitiesyoucouldgiveme。Itseemsfoolishtostayhere,abusedasIhavebeenlately,andasIwillbetomorrow。Youhavethehousenumber。
Ifyoucomeandgetmeoutofitbynoontomorrow,I\'llgowithyou。YoumaytakeoutthoseadoptionpapersyouhavealwaysentreatedmetoagreetoandI\'llbeadaughterthatyoucanbeproudof。Itwillbearelieftohavesomerealmoneyandsomerealposition,andtobreathefreelyandbemyselfoncemore。\"
\"Allrightforyou,girlie!\"bellowedthegreatvoiceovertheline。\"Pickupanylittlepersonalbitsyoucanputinasuitcase,andbytwelveo\'clocktomorrowI\'llwhiskyourightoutofthatdamnmess。\"
Eileenwalkedfromthetelephoneboothwithherheadhigh,triumphwrittenalloverherfaceandfigure。Theyweregoingtohumiliateher。Shewouldshowthem!
Shewenthomeimmediately。Enteringherroom,sheclosedthedoorandstoodlookingatherpossessions。Howcouldshegethertrunkfromthegarret?Howcouldshegetittothestation?
WoulditbepossibleforUncleJamestotakeitinhiscar?AssheponderedthesethingsEileenhadadimmemoryofadayinherchildhoodwhenhermotherhadgoneonbusinesstoSanFranciscoandhadtakenheralong。Sherememberedahugehouse,allturretsandtowersandgables,allturnsandtwistsandangles,closedtothelightofdayandglowinginsidewithshiningartificiallights。Sherememberedstumblingoverdeeprugs。Onevividimpressionwasofwallscoveredwithhugecanvases,someofthemhavingframesmorethanafootwide。Sherememberedknightsinarmor,andbigfireplaces,andhugeurnsandvases。Itseemedtoherlikethemostwonderfulbazaarsheeverhadbeenin。Sheremembered,too,thatshehadbeengladwhenhermotherhadtakenheroutintothesunshineagainandfromthepresenceoftwoponderouspeoplewhohadobjectedstronglytoeverythinghermotherhaddiscussedwiththem。Shepausedoneinstant,contemplatingthispicture。Thelookoftriumphonherfacetoneddownconsiderably。Thenshecomfortedherselfaloud。
\"I\'veheardMothersay,\"shesaidsoftly,\"thateverybodyoverdidthingsanddidnotknowhowtobegracefulwithimmensefortunesgotfromsilverandgoldmines,andlumber。Itwillbedifferentnow。Probablytheydon\'tliveinthesamehouse,even。Thereisasmallarmyofservants,andthereisnothingIcanthinkofthatUncleJimwon\'tgladlygetme。I\'vebeentoobigafoolforwordstolivethiswayaslongasIhave。Crushme,willthey?
I\'llshowthem!Iwon\'teventouchthesethingsIhavestrainedsotoget。\"
Eileenjerkedfromherthroatthestrandofpearlsthatshehadworncontinuouslyforfouryearsandthrewitcontemptuouslyonherdressingtable。
\"I\'llmakeUncleJimgetmearopewithtwoorthreestrandsinitthatwillreachtomywaist。\'Asuitcase!\'Idon\'tknowwhatIwouldfillasuitcasewithfromhere。Thetrunkmaystayinthegarret,andwhileIamleavingallthisrubbish,I\'lljustleaveJohnGilmanwithit。UncleJimwillgivemeanincomethatwillbuyallthecigarettesIwantwithouthavingtodeceiveanyone;andIcanhavemoneyifIwanttostakesomethingatbridgewithoutbeingscaredintoparalysisforfearsomebodymayfinditoutortheaccountswon\'tbalance。I\'llputonthemostsuitablethingIhavetotravelin,andjustwalkoutandleaveeverythingelse。\"
ThatwaswhatEileendid。Atnoonthenextdayhereyeswerebrightwithnervousness。Hercheeksalternatelypaledwithfearandfloodedredwithanxiety。Shehaddressedherselfcarefully,laidoutherhatandglovesandaheavycoatincasethenightshouldbechilly。Onceshestoodlookingatthedainty,brightlycoloreddresseshanginginherwardrobeAflashofregretpassedoverherface。
\"Tawdrylittlecheapthingsandmakeshifts,\"shesaid。\"IfLindafeelsthatshehasbeensoterriblydefrauded,shecanhelpherselfnow!\"
Bytwelveo\'clockshefoundherselfstandingatthewindow,straininghereyesdownLilacValley。Shewasnotlookingatitshelpfulhills,atitsappealingcurves,atitsbrilliantcolors。
Shewaswatchingtheroadway。WhenKatyrangtocallhertolunch,shetoldhertoputthethingsaway;shewasexpectingpeoplewhowouldtakeherouttolunchpresently。Inthepastyearsshehadoccasionallywrittentoheruncle。SeveraltimeswhenhehadhadbusinessinLosAngelesshehadmethimathishotelanddinedwithhim。Shereasonedthathewouldcomestraighttothehouseandgether,andthentheywouldgotooneofthebighotelsforlunchbeforetheystarted。
\"Ishan\'tfeellikemyself,\"saidEileen,\"untilwearewellonthewaytoSanFrancisco。\"
Atoneo\'clockshewaswalkingthefloor。Attwoshewasalmostfrantic。Athalfpastshealmostwishedthatshehadhadthegoodsensetohavesomelunch,sinceshewasveryhungryandundertensenervestrain。Onceshepausedbeforetheglass,butwhatshesawfrightenedher。Justwhenshefeltthatshecouldnotendurethestrainanotherminute,grindingbrakes,theblastofahugeKlaxon,andthesoundofagreatvoicearosefromthestreet。Eileenrushedtothewindow。Shetookonelook,caughtupthesuitcaseandraceddownthestairs。Atthedoorshemetabluff,bigman,grossfromheadtofoot。ItseemedtoEileenstrangethatshecouldseeinhimevenatraceofhermother,andyetshecould。Redveinscrossedhischeeksandglowedonhisnose。Histiredeyeswerewatery;histhicklipshadaninclinationtosag;buttherewasheartinessinhisvoiceandearnestnessinthemannerinwhichhepickedherup。
\"Whathavetheybeendoingtoyoudownhere?\"hedemanded。
\"Nevershouldhaveleftyouthislong。Oughttohavecomedownandtakenyouandshowedyouwhatyouwanted,andthenyouwouldhaveknownwhetheryouwanteditornot。\"
Atthisjunctureahugewoman,grossinafemininewayasherhusbandwasinhis,paddledupthewalk。
\"I\'mcomin\'inandrestafewminutes,\"shesaid。\"I\'mtiredtodeathandI\'mpoundedtopieces。\"
Herhusbandturnedtowardher。HeopenedhislipstointroduceEileen。Hiswifeforestalledhim。
\"SothisistheEileenyouhavebeenravin\'aboutforyears,\"shesaid。\"Ithoughtyousaidshewasaprettygirl。\"
Eileen\'ssoulknewonesickinstantofrecoil。ShelookedfromJamesHeitmantoCaroline,hiswife,andrememberedthathehadahabitofcallingher\"Callie。\"Allthatpaintandpowderandlipstickandbrilliantinecoulddotomaketheponderous,bigwomanmoreghastlyhadbeendone,butintherushofthelongridethroughwhichherhusbandhadforcedher,thecolorshadmixedandslipped,thefalsewavesweredisplaced。Shewasnotinanyconditiontocriticizetheappearanceofanotherwoman。
ForonesecondEileenhesitated,thensheliftedhershakinghandstoherhat。
\"Ihavebeenhoundedoutofmysenses,\"shesaidapologetically,\"andhavebeensoterriblyanxiousforfearyouwouldn\'tgethereontime。Please,AuntCaroline,letusgotoahotel,someplacewherewecanstraightenupcomfortably。\"
\"Well,what\'syourhurry?\"saidAuntCarolinecoolly。\"You\'renotafugitivefromjustice,areyou?Can\'tabodyrestafewminutesandhaveadrink,even?Besides,Iamgoingtoseewhatkindofaplaceyou\'vebeenlivingin,andthenI\'llknowhowthankfulyou\'llbeforwhatwegottooffer。\"
Eileenturnedandthrewopenthedoor。Thebigwomanwalkedin。
Shelookeddownthehall,upthestairway,andwentontothelivingroom。Shegaveitonecontemptuousglance,andturning,camebacktothedoor。
\"Allright,Jim,\"shesaidbrusquely。\"Ihaveseenenough。Ifyouknowthebesthotelinthetown,takemethere。Andthen,ifEileen\'sinsuchahurry,afterwehavehadabitewe\'llstartforhome。\"