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  Donaldwavedhishandinthedirectionofaformationofstonethesizeofasmallhouse。

  \"Beenrollingthattothetopofthemountain,\"hesaidlightly。

  Linda\'seyesnarrowed,herfacegrewspeculative。ShelookedatDonaldintently。

  \"Isitasdifficultasthat?\"sheaskedinaloweredvoiceasifthesurfandtheseachickensmighthear。

  \"Itisjustasdifficultasthat,\"saidDonald。\"Whileyou\'retalkingaboutpeculiarthings,I\'lltellyouone。InclassI

  camerightupagainstOkaSayyeonthesolutionofatheoremintrigonometry。Webothhadtheanswer,thecorrectanswer,butwehadarrivedatitbywidelydifferentroutes,anditwasuptometoprovethatmylineofreasoningwasmorelucid,morenatural,theinevitableonebywhichthesolutionshouldbereached。WegotsoinearnestthatIamafraidbothofuswererathertense。

  IsteppedovertohisdemonstrationtopointoutwhereIthoughthisreasoningwaswrong。IgotclosertotheJapthanIhadeverbeenbefore;andbygracious,Linda!scattered,butneverthelessstillthere,andvisible,Isawasprinklingofgrayhairsjustinfrontofandoverhisears。Itcaughtmeunawares,andbeforeIknewwhatIwasdoing,beforetheprofessorandtheassembledclassroomIblurteditout:\'Say,OkaSayye,howoldareyou?\'

  IftheJaphadhadanywayofkillingme,Ibelievehewouldhavedoneit。TherewasalookinhiseyesthatwaswhatIwouldcalldeadly。Itwasonlyaflashandthen,verycourteously,puttingmeinthewrong,ofcourse,heremarkedthathewas\'almostninekleen\';anditstruckmefromhislookandthewayhesaiditthatitwasalie。Ifhetrulywastheaverageageoftherestoftheclasstherewasnothingforhimtobeangryabout。ThenI

  didtakeadeliberatesurvey。Fromthesettledsolidityofhisframeandtheshapeofhishandsandtheskinofhisfaceandthesetofhiseyesinhishead,Icouldn\'tseethatmuchyouth。

  I\'llbethe\'sthirtyifhe\'saday,andIshouldn\'tbeabitsurprisedifhehasgraduatedatthemostworthwhileuniversityinJapan,beforeheevercametothiscountrytogethisEnglishfornothing。\"

  Lindawaswatchingaseaswallownow,andslowlyherleanfingersweregatheringhandfulsofsandandsiftingthemintoalittlepyramidshewasheapingbesideher。Againalmostunderherbreathshespoke。

  \"Donald,doyoureallybelievethat?\"sheasked。\"IsitpossiblethatmatureJapmenarecominghereandenteringourschoolsandavailingthemselvesofthebenefitsthatthetaxpayersofCaliforniaprovidefortheirchildren?\"

  \"Didn\'tyouknowit?\"askedDonald。\"Ihadn\'tthoughtofitinconnectionwithOkaSayye,butIdoknowcaseswherematureJapshavebeeningradeschoolswithchildrenunderten。\"

  \"Oh,Donald!\"exclaimedLinda。\"IfCaliforniaispermittingthatoreverhaspermittedit,we\'retooeasy。Wedeservetobecometheirpreyifwearesocareless。\"

  \"Why,Iknowit\'strue,\"saidDonald。\"Ihavebeeninthesameclasseswithmenmorethanoldenoughtobemyfather。\"

  \"Ineverwas,\"saidLinda,industriouslysiftingsand。\"IhavebeeninclasseswithJapseversinceIhavebeenatschool,butitwaswithgirlsandboysofourgardenersandfruitdealersandcurio-shoppeople,andtheywerealwaysofmyageandentitledtobeinschool,sinceoursystemincludestheeducationofanybodywhohappenstobeinCaliforniaandwantstogotoschool。\"

  \"Didmybeinglatespoilanyparticularplanyouhadmade,Linda?\"

  \"Yes,\"saidLinda,\"itdid。\"

  \"Oh,Iamsosorry!\"criedDonald。\"Icertainlyshalltrytoseethatitdoesn\'toccuragain。CouldwedoitnextSaturday?\"

  \"Iamhopingso,\"saidLinda。

  \"ItoldDad,\"saidDonald,\"whereIwantedtogoandwhatI

  wantedtodo,andhewasawfullysorrybuthesaiditwasbusinessanditwouldtakeonlyafewminutesandhethoughtI

  coulddoitandbeontime。IfhehadknownIwouldbedetainedIdon\'tbelievehewouldhaveaskeditofme。He\'sagrandoldpeter,Linda。\"

  \"Yes,Iknow,\"saidLinda。\"There\'snotmuchyoucantellmeaboutpetersofthegrandsort,thereal,trueflesh-and-blood,bighearted,human-beingfathers,whowilltakeyoutothefieldsandthewoodsandtakethetimetoteachyouwhatGodmadeandhowHemadeitandwhyHemadeitandwhatwecandowithit,andofthefellowshipandbrotherhoodwecangetfromNaturebybeingrealkin。TheonethingthatIhavehadthatwasthebiggestthinginallthisworldwasoneoftheserealfathers。\"

  Donaldwatchedassheraisedthepyramidhigherandhigher。

  \"Didyoutellyourfatherwhomyouweretogowith?\"sheasked。

  \"SureIdid,\"saidDonald。\"Toldthewholefamilyatdinnerlastnight。Told\'emaboutallthethingsIwaslearning,fromwheretogetsoapoffthebushestothebestspotformaterialforwoodenlegsorinstantaneousreliefforsnakebite。\"

  \"Whatdidtheysay?\"Lindainquiredlaughingly。

  \"Unanimouslyinfavourofcontinuingthecourse,\"hesaid。\"I

  hadalreadytoldFatheraboutyouwhenIaskedhimforbooksandanyhelpthathecouldgivemewithOkaSayye。SinceIhadmentionedyoulastnighthetoldMotherandLouiseaboutthat,andtheytoldmetobringyoutothehousesometime。Allofthemarecrazytoknowyou。Mothersayssheisjustwildtoknowwhetheragirlwhowearsbootsandbreechesandwhoknowscanyonsandthedesertandthemountainsasyoudocanbeafeminineandlovableperson。\"

  \"IfItoldherhowmanyfriendsIhave,shecouldhavespeedilydecidedwhetherIamlovableornot,\"saidLinda;\"butIwouldmakeanefforttoconvinceherthatIamstrictlyfeminine。\"

  \"Youwouldconvinceherofthatwithoutmakingtheslightesteffort。You\'reinfinitelymorefemininethananyothergirlI

  haveeverknown\"

  \"Howdoyoufigurethat?\"askedLinda。

  \"Well,\"saidDonald,\"it\'saqueerthingaboutyou,Linda。I

  takeanylibertyIprettynearlypleasewithmostofthegirlsI

  havebeenassociatedwith。Itietheirshoesandpulltheirhair——downifIwantto——andhandthemround\'mostanywaythenotiontakesme,andtheyjustlaughandtakethesamelibertieswithme,whichprovesthatIamprettymuchagirlwiththemortheyareprettymuchboyswithme。Butitwouldn\'toccurtometotouchyourhairoryourshoelaceorthetipsofyourfingers;

  whichprovesthatyou\'remorefemininethananyothergirlI

  know,becauseifyouwerenotIwouldbetreatingyoumorelikeanotherboy。Ithought,thefirstdayweweretogether,thatyouwerelikeaboy,andIsaidso,andIthoughtitbecauseyoudidnotteasemeandflirtwithme,butsinceIhavecometoknowyoubetter,you\'relesslikeaboythananyothergirlIeverhaveknown。\"

  \"Don\'tgetpsychological,Donald,\"saidLinda。\"GoonwiththeJap。Ihaven\'tgotanansweryettowhatIreallywanttoknow。

  Haveyoumadetheleastprogressthisweek?Canyoubeathim?\"

  Donaldhesitated,studyingovertheanswer。

  \"Beathimatthattrigpropositiontheotherday,\"hesaid。\"Gotanopencommendationbeforetheclass。There\'snotaprofessorinanyofmyclasseswhoisn\'t\'hep\'towhatI\'mafterbythistime,andifIwouldcajolethemalittletheywouldnaturallybeonmyside,especiallyiftheirattentionwerecalledtothatincidentofyesterday;butyousaidIhavetobeathimwithmybrains,bydoingbetterworkthanhedoes;soaboutthebiggestthingIcanhonestlytellyouisthatIhaveheldmyown。Ihaveonlybeenaheadofhimoncethisweek,butIhaven\'tfailedinanythingthathehasaccomplished。IhavebeenabletoputsomeadditionaltouchestosomeworkthathehasdoneforwhichheusedtobemarkedAwhichmeansyourOneHundred。DoubleAwhichmeansyourplusImadeinoneinstance。Andyouneedn\'tthinkthatOkaSayyedoesnotrealizewhatIamuptoaswellasanyoftherestoftheclass,andyouneedn\'tthinkthatheisnotgoingtogivemearunformybrain。AllI\'vegotwillbeneededbeforewefinishthisterm。\"

  \"Isee,\"saidLinda,slowlynoddingherhead。

  \"Iwish,\"saidDonald,\"thatwehadstartedthisthingtwoyearsago,orbetterstill,four。Butofcourseyouwerenotinthehighschoolfouryearsagoandtherewasn\'tagirlinmyclassoramongmyfriendswhocaredwhetherIbeattheJapornot。TheygreatlypreferredthatItakethemmotoringortoadanceorapictureshoworabeachparty。You\'retheonlyoneexceptMotherandLouisewhoeverinspiredmetogetdowntobusiness。\"

  Lindalaidherpalmonthetopofthesandheapandpresseditflat。ShelookedatDonaldwithlaughingeyes。

  \"Symbolical,\"sheannounced。\"ThatsandwastheJap。\"Shestretchedherhandtowardhim。\"Thatwasyou。Didyouseeyourselfsquashhim?\"

  Donald\'slaughwasgrim。

  \"Yes,Isaw,\"hesaid。\"Iwishitwereaseasyasthat。\"

  \"Thatwasnoteasy,\"saidLinda;\"makeamentalcomputationofallthesecondsthatittookmetoerectthatpyramidandallthemillionsofgrainsofsandIhadtogather。\"

  Donaldwasdeeplythoughtful,yetahalfsmilewasplayingroundhislips。

  \"OfallthequeergirlsIeverknew,you\'rethecapsheaf,Linda,\"hesaid。

  Lindaroseslowly,shookthesandfromherbreechesandstretchedoutherhand。

  \"Let\'shotfootitdowntotheAfricanvillageandseewhatthemoviesaredoingthatisinterestingtoday,\"sheproposed。

  CHAPTERXXI。ShiftingtheResponsibilityOnherpillowthatnightbeforedroppingtoalmostinstantaneoussleepLindareflectedthatifyoucouldnotridetheKing\'sHighway,racingthesandsofSantaMonicawasaveryexcellentsubstitute。Ithadbeenawonderfuldayafterall。WhenshehadleftDonaldattheLilacValleyendofthecarlinehehadheldherhandtightaninstantandlookedintoherfacewiththemostengagingofclear,boyishsmiles。

  \"Linda,isn\'tourfriendshipthenicestthingthateverhappenedtous?\"hedemanded。

  \"Yes,\"answeredLindapromptly,\"quitethenicest。MakeyourplansforalldaylongnextSaturday。\"

  \"I\'llbeherebeforethebirdsareawake,\"promisedDonald。

  AtthecloseofMonday\'ssessions,goingdownthebroadwalkfromthehighschool,DonaldovertookLindaandinabreathlesswhisperhesaid:\"Whatdoyouthink?IcamenearOkaSayyeagainthismorningintrig,andhishairwasasblackasjet,dyedtoamidnight,charcoalfinish,andIamnotrightsurethathehadnotborrowedsomegirl\'slipstickandrougepotforthebenefitofhislipsandcheeks。Positivelyhe\'shecticallyyouthfultoday。Whatdoyouknowaboutthat?\"

  Thenhehurriedontoovertakethecrowdofboyshehadleft,Linda\'sheartwasracinginherbreast。

  Turning,shere-enteredtheschoolbuilding,andtakingatelephonedirectoryshehuntedanaddress,andthen,insteadofgoingtothecarlinethattookhertoLilacValleyshewenttotheaddressshehadlookedup。Withapencilshewroteafewlinesonabitofscratchpaperinoneofherbooks。Thatnoteopenedadoorandadmittedhertothepresenceofatall,lean,gray-hairedmanwithquick,blue-grayeyesandlipsthatseemedcapableofbeingeithergraveorgayonshortnotice。WiththatperfecteasewhichLindahadacquiredthroughtheyoungdaysofherlifeinmeetingfriendsofherfather,shewenttothetablebesidewhichthismanwasstandingandstretchedoutherhand。

  \"JudgeWhiting?\"sheasked。

  \"Yes,\"saidtheJudge。

  \"IamLindaStrong,theyoungerdaughterofAlexanderStrong。I

  thinkyouknewmyfather。\"

  \"Yes,\"saidtheJudge,\"Iknewhimverywellindeed,andIhavesomesmallacquaintancewithhisdaughterthroughveryinterestingreportsthatmysonbringshome。\"

  \"Yes,itisaboutDonaldthatIcametoseeyou,\"saidLinda。

  Ifshehadbeenwatchingasherfatherwouldhavewatched,LindawouldhaveseentheslightupliftoftheJudge\'sfigure,thetensingofhismuscles,thenarrowingofhiseyesintheswift,speculativelookhepassedoverherfromthecrownofherbare,roughenedblackheaddownthegold-brownofherdresstoherslender,well-shodfeet。ThelastpartofthatglanceLindacaught。Sheslightlyliftedoneofthefeetunderinspection,thrustitforwardandlookedattheJudgewithagaychallengeinherdarkeyes。

  \"Areyouinterestedinthemtoo?\"sheasked。

  TheJudgewasembarrassed。Aflushcreptintohischeeks。Hewassupposedtobemasterofanyemergencythatmightarise,butonehadariseninconnectionwithaslipofaschoolgirlthatlefthimwordless。

  \"Itisveryprobable,\"saidLinda,\"thatifmyshoeshadbeenlikemostothergirls\'shoesIwouldn\'tbeheretoday。Iwasinthesameschoolroomwithyoursonforthreeyears,andheneversawmeorspoketomeuntilonedayhestoppedmetoinquirewhyIworethekindofshoesIdid。HesaidhehadabattletowagewithmebecauseItriedtobealawtomyself,andhewantedtoknowwhyIwasn\'tlikeothergirls。AndItoldhimIhadacrowtopickwithHIMbecausehehadthekindofbrainthatwouldbecontenttoletaJapbeathiminhisownschool,inhisownlanguageandinhisowncountry;sowemadeanengagementtofighttoafinish,anditendedbyhisbecomingtheonlyboyfriendIhaveandthenicestboyfriendagirleverhad,Iamverysure。That\'swhyI\'mhere。\"

  LindaliftedhereyesandJudgeWhitinglookedintothemtillhesawthesamegoldlightsintheirdepthsthatPeterMorrisonhadseen。HecamearoundthetableandplacedabigleatherchairforLinda。Thenhewentbackandresumedhisown。

  \"Ofcourse,\"saidtheJudgeinhismostengagingmanner。\"I

  gatherfromwhatDonaldhastoldmethatyouhaveareasonforbeinghere,andIwantyoutounderstandthatIamintenselyinterestedinanythingyouhavetosaytome。Nowtellmewhyyoucame。\"

  \"Icame,\"saidLinda,\"becauseIstartedsomethingandamafraidofthepossibleresult。Ithinkverylikelyif,inretaliationforwhatDonaldsaidtomeaboutmyhairandmyshoes,IhadnottwittedhimabouttheusehewasmakingofhisbrainanddoneeverythinginmypowertodrivehimintocompetitionwithOkaSayyeinthehopethatawhitemanwouldgraduatewiththehighesthonors,hewouldnothavegoneintothiscompetition,whichIamnowcertainhasantagonizedOkaSayye。\"

  Lindafoldedherslimhandsonthetableandleanedforward。

  \"JudgeWhiting,\"shesaidearnestly,\"Iknowverylittleaboutmen。ThemostIknowwaswhatIlearnedaboutmyfatherandthemenwithwhomheoccasionallyhuntedandfished。TheywereallsuchfinementhatImusthavegrownupthinkingthateverymanwasverylikethem,butonedayIcameindirectcontactwiththeJapthatDonaldistryingtobeat,andthethingIsawinhisfaceputfearintomyheartandithasbeenthereeversince。I

  havealmostanunreasoningfearofthatJap,notbecausehehassaidanythingordoneanything。It\'sjustinstinctive。Imaybewhollywronginhavingcometoyouandintakingupyourtime,buttherearetwothingsIwantedtotellyou。IcouldhavetoldDonald,butifIdidandhismindwentoffatatangentthinkingofthesethingshewouldn\'tbenearlysolikelytobeinconditiontogivehisbestthoughttohisstudies。IfIreallymadehimseewhatIthinkIhaveseen,andfearwhatIknowI

  fear,hemightfailwhereIwouldgivealmostanythingtoseehimsucceed;soIthoughtIwouldcometoyouandtellyouaboutitandaskyoupleasetothinkitover,andtotakeextracareofhim,becauseIreallybelievethathemaybeindanger;andifheisInevershallbeabletoridmyselfofasenseofresponsibility。\"

  \"Isee,\"saidJudgeWhiting。\"Nowtellme,justasexplicitlyasyouhavetoldmethis,exactlywhatitisthatyoufear。\"

  \"LastSaturday,\"saidLinda,\"DonaldtoldmethatwhilestandingattheboardbesideOkaSayye,demonstratingatheorem,henoticedthatthereweregrayhairsabovetheJap\'sears,andhebluntlyaskedhim,beforetheprofessorandtheclass,howoldhewas。Intellingme,hesaidhehadthefeelingthatiftheJapcouldhavedonesointhatinstant,hewouldhavekilledhim。Hesaidhewasnineteen,butDonaldsaysfromthematuredlinesofhisbody,fromhishandsandhisfaceandhishair,heiscertainthatheisthirtyormore,andhethinksitveryprobablethathemayhavegraduatedathomebeforehecameheretogethisEnglishfornothingfromourpublicschools。Ineverbeforehadthefactcalledtomyattentionthatthiswasbeingdone,butDonaldtoldmethathehadbeeninclasseswithmaturedmenwhenhewaslessthantenyearsofage。Thatisnotfair,JudgeWhiting;itisnotright。Thereshouldbeanagespecifiedabovewhichpeoplemaynotbeallowedtoattendpublicschool。\"

  \"Iquiteagreewithyou,\"saidtheJudge。\"Thathasbeendoneinthegrades,butthereisnothingfairinbringingaboyundertwentyincompetitionwithamangraduatedfromtheinstitutionsofanothercountry,eveninthehighschools。Ifthisbethecase——\"

  \"Youcanbecertainthatitis,\"saidLinda,\"becauseDonaldwhisperedtomeashepassedmehalfanhourago,comingfromtheschoolbuilding,thatTODAYOkaSayye\'shairisauniform,shiningblack,andhealsothoughtthathehadusedalipstickandrougeinaneffortatrejuvenation。Doyouthink,fromyourknowledgeofDonald,thathewouldimaginethat?\"

  \"No,\"saidJudgeWhiting,\"Idon\'tthinksuchathingwouldoccurtohimunlesshesawit。\"

  \"NeitherdoI,\"saidLinda。\"FromtheshortacquaintanceIhavewithhimIshouldnotcallhimatallimaginative,butheisextremelyquickandwonderfullyretentive。YouhavetoshowhimbutoncefromwhichcactushecangetVictrolaneedlesandfishinghooks,orwheretofindmaterialforwoodenlegs。\"

  TheJudgelaughed。\"Doesn\'tprovemuch,\"hesaid。\"Youwouldn\'thavetoshowmethatmorethanonceeither。Ifanyoneweregivingmeanintensivecourseonsuchinterestingsubjects,I

  wouldguaranteetoremember,evenatmyage。\"

  Lindanoddedinacquiescence。\"Thenyoucanregarditasquitecertain,\"shesaid,\"thatOkaSayyeismakingupinanefforttoappearyoungerthanheiswhichmeansthathedoesn\'twanthisrightquestionedtobeinourschools,toabsorbthethingsthatwearetaught,tolearnourlanguage,ourgovernment,ourinstitutions,ourideals,ourapproximatestrengthandouronly-too-apparentweakness。\"

  TheJudgeleanedforwardandwaitedattentively。

  \"Theothermatter,\"saidLinda,\"wasrelativetoSaturday。Theremaynotbeathinginit,butsometimesawoman\'sintuitionprovestruerthanwhatamanthinksheseesandknows。Ihaven\'tSEENathing,andIdon\'tKNOWathing,butIdon\'tbelieveyourgardenerwassicklastweek。IbelievehehadadirtyjobhewanteddoneandpreferredtosavehispositionandavoidrisksbygettingsomeotherJapwhohadnofamilyandnointerestshere,todoitforhim。Idon\'tBELIEVEthatyourcar,havingrunallrightFridaynight,wasshottopiecesSaturdaymorningsothatDonaldwentsmashwithitinamannerthatmightveryeasilyhavekilledhim,orsenthimtothehospitalformonths,whileOkaSayyecarriedoffthehonorswithoutcompetitionIwanttoaskyoutofindoutwhetheryourregulargardenertrulywasill,whetherhehasafamilyandintereststoprotecthere,orwhetherheisamanwhocoulddisappearinanightasJapswhohaveleasedlandandhavefamiliescannot。Iwanttoknowaboutthemanwhotookyourgardener\'splace,andIwantthemanwhoisrepairingyourcarinterviewedverycarefullyastowhathefoundthetroublewithit。\"

  Lindapaused。JudgeWhitingsatindeepthought,thenhelookedatLinda。

  \"Isee,\"hesaidatlast。\"Thankyouverymuchforcomingtome。

  Allthesethingsandanythingthatdevelopsfromthemshallbehandledcarefully。OfcourseyouknowthatDonaldismyonlysonandyoucanrealizewhatheistomeandtohismotherandsister。\"

  \"ItisbecauseIdorealizethat,\"saidLinda,\"thatIamhere。

  Iappreciatehisfriendship,butitisnotformyownintereststhatIamaskingtohavehimtakencareofwhilehewageshismentalwarwiththisJap。IwantDonaldtohavethevictory,butIwantittobeavictorythatwillbeaninspirationtoanyboyofwhitebloodamonganyofouralliesoramongpeopleswhoshouldbeourallies。There\'sashowdowncomingbetweenthewhiteraceandamightyaggregationofcoloredpeoplesoneofthesedays,andifthewhitemandoesn\'trealizeprettysoonthathissupremacyisnotonlygoingtobecontestedbutmaybelost,itjustsimplywillbelost;thatisallthereistoit。\"

  TheJudgewasstudyingdeeplynow。Finallyhesaid:\"Younglady,Igreatlyappreciateyourcomingtome。TheremaybeNOTHINGinwhatyoufear。ItMIGHTbeamatterofnationalimportance。Inanyevent,itshowsthatyourheartisintherightplace。MayMrs。WhitingandIpayyouavisitsomedaysooninyourhome?\"

  \"Ofcourse,\"saidLindasimply。\"ItoldDonaldtobringhismotherthefirsttimehecame,buthesaidhedidnotneedtobechaperonedwhenhecametoseeme,becausemyfather\'snamewasaguaranteetohismotherthatmyhomewouldbeaproperplaceforhimtovisit。\"

  \"Iwonderhowmanyofhisothergirlfriendsinvitedhimtobringhismothertoseethem,\"saidtheJudge。

  \"Oh,heprobablygrewupwiththeothergirlsandwasacquaintedwiththemfromtinythings,\"saidLinda。

  \"Verylikely,\"concededtheJudge。\"Ithink,afterall,Iwouldratherhaveaninvitationtomakeoneofthosetripswithyoutothedesertorthemountains。IsthereanythingelseasinterestingasfishhooksandVictrolaneedlesandwoodenlegstobelearned?\"

  \"Oh,yes,\"saidLinda,leaningfartherforward,alovelycolorsweepingupintohercheeks,hereyesa-shine。ShehadmissedthefactthattheJudgewasjesting。Shehadthoughthiminsober,scientificearnest。

  \"It\'sanawfullynicethingifyoudigaplantorsoilyourhandsinhunting,oranythinglikethat,toknowthattherearefourorfivedifferentkindsofvegetablesoapwhereyoucaneasilyreachthem,ifyouknowthem。Ifyouloseyourwayorhavealongtramp,it\'sgoodtoknowwhichplantswillgiveyoudrinkandwheretheyare。Andifyou\'reshortofimplements,youmightatanytimeneedamescalstick,oranarrowshaftoranarrow,even。IfDonaldwerelostnow,hecouldkeepalivefordays,becausehewouldknowwhatwoodwouldmakehimabowandhowhecouldtakeamolefiberandbraidabowstringandwherehecouldmakearrowsandarrowpointssothathecouldshootgameforfood。I\'vetaughthimtomakeanumberofsnares,andheknowswheretofindandhowtocookhisgreensandpotatoesandonionsandwheretofindhispicklesandhowtomakelemonadeandtea,andwhattouseforsnakebite。It\'sbeensuchfun,JudgeWhiting,andhehasbeensointerested。\"

  \"Yes,Ishouldthinkhewouldbe,\"saidtheJudge。\"Iaminterestedmyself。Ifyouwouldtakeanoldboylikemeonafewofthosetrips,Iwouldbeimmenselypleased。\"

  \"You\'dlikebrigandbeefsteak,\"suggestedLinda,\"andyou\'dlikecresssalad,andIamsureyou\'dlikecreamedyucca。\"

  \"Hm,\"saidtheJudge。\"SoundstomelikeJaneMeredith。\"

  Lindasuddenlysatstraight。Adazedexpressioncrossedherface。Presentlysherecovered。

  \"Willyoukindlytellme,\"shesaid,\"whatagreatcriminaljudgeknowsaboutJaneMeredith?\"

  \"Why,Ihearmywifeanddaughtertalkingabouther,\"saidtheJudge。

  \"Iwonder,\"saidLinda,\"ifajudgehearssomanysecretsthatheforgetswhatasecretisandcouldn\'tpossiblykeeponetosavehislife。\"

  \"Ontheotherhand,\"saidJudgeWhiting,\"ajudgehearssomanysecretsthathelearnstobeaverysecretivepersonhimself,andifayoungladyjustyoursizeandsolikeyouineverywayastobeyou,toldmeanythingandtoldmethatitwasasecret,I

  wouldguaranteetocarryitwithmetomygrave,ifIsaidI

  would。\"

  OneofLinda\'sspeciallaughsfloatedoutofthewindows。HerrighthandslippedacrossthetabletowardtheJudge。

  \"Crossyourheartandbody?\"shechallenged。

  TheJudgetookthehandsheofferedinbothofhisown。

  \"Onmysoul,\"hesaid,\"Iswearit。\"

  \"Allright,\"bubbledLinda。\"JudgeWhiting,allowmetopresenttoyouJaneMeredith,theauthorandoriginatoroftheAboriginalCookeryarticlesnowrunninginEverybody\'sHome。\',LindastoodupasshemadethepresentationandtheJudgearosewithher。WhenshebowedherdarkheadbeforehimtheJudgebowedequallyaslow,thenhetookthehandheheldandpresseditagainsthislips。

  \"Iamnotsurprised,\"hesaid。\"Iamhonored,deeplyhonored,andIamdelighted。Forahighschoolgirlthatisasplendidachievement。\"

  \"Butyourealize,ofcourse,\"saidLinda,\"thatitisvicarious。

  Ireallyhaven\'tdoneanything。IamjustpassingontotheworldwhatAlexanderStrongfounditinterestingtoteachhisdaughter,becausehehadn\'tason。\"

  \"Icertainlyamfortunatethatmysonisgettingthebenefitofthis,\"saidJudgeWhitingearnestly。\"Therearegirlswhomakemyold-fashionedsoulshudder,butIshallrestingreatcomfortwheneverIknowthatmyboyiswithyou。\"

  \"Sure!\"laughedLinda。\"I\'mnotvampinghim。Idon\'tknowthefirstprinciples。We\'renotdoingathingworsethansucking\'hunters\'rockleek\'orroastingIndianpotatoesorfishingfortroutwithcactusspines。IhavehadsuchalovelytimeIdon\'tbelievethatI\'llapologizeforcoming。Butyouwon\'twasteaminuteinmakingsureaboutOkaSayye?\"

  \"Iwon\'twasteaminute,\"saidtheJudge。

  CHAPTERXXII。TheEndofMarian\'sContestComingfromschoolafewdayslateronaneveningwhenshehadbeendetained,LindafoundaradiantKatyawaitingher。

  \"What\'sup,olddear?\"criedLinda。\"Youseempositivelyillumined。\"

  \"Sobe,\"saidKaty。\"It\'sagoodtimeI\'mhavin\'。Inthefirstplacethepreviousbossofthisplaceain\'tnowisesobossyassueusedtobe,an\'livin\'withherisadaleaisier。An\'then,whenMissEileenisaroundthesedays,sheisbeginningtoseethings,andsheisjustblackwithjealousyofye。Somethingfunnyhappenedheretheafternoon,an\'shewashomeforoncean\'

  gotthefullbenefitofit。Iwasswapin\'theaistwalk,butI

  knowshewasinsidethewindowan\'Iknowsheheard。First,comesagreatbigloadedautomobiledrivin\'up,andstoppedinfrontwithaflourishan\'outhopsasnicean\'natealookin\'ladaseveryouclappedyoureyeson,an\'uphecomestomean\'offgoeshishatwithaswape,an\'hehandsmethatbundlean\'hesays:\'Here\'ssomethingMissLindaiswantin\'badforherwildgarden。\'\"

  KatyhandedLindaabundleofnewspaper,insidewhich,wrappedinaman\'shandkerchief,shefoundseveralplants,carefullylifted,therootsproperlyballed,theheadserect,crisp,althoughinfullflower。

  \"Oh,Katy!\"criedLinda。\"Look,it\'sGallito,\'littlerooster\'!\"

  \"Nowain\'tthemjistyellowviolets?\"askedKatydubiously。

  \"No,\"saidLinda,\"theyarenot。Theyarequiteabitrarer。

  Theyarereallyawildpansy。Bringwater,Katy,andhelpme。\"

  \"ButI\'vesomethingelseforye,\"saidKaty。

  \"Idon\'tcarewhatyouhave,\"answeredLinda。\"Iamjustcompelledtoparktheselittleroostersatonce。\"

  \"Whatmakesyecallthemthatungodlyname?\"askedKaty。

  \"Nothingungodlyaboutit,\"answeredLinda。\"It\'sfunny。

  GallitoistheSpanishnamefortheseviolets,anditmeans\'littlerooster。\'\"

  Lindasetthevioletsascarefullyastheyhadbeenliftedandrinsedherhandsatthehydrant。

  \"Nowbringontheremainderoftheexhibit,\"sheordered。

  \"It\'sthereonthetopoftherockpile,whichyounoticehasincrasedsinceyelastsawit。\"

  \"Soithas!\"saidLinda。\"Soithas!Andbeautifullycoloredspecimensthosearetoo。Myfernbedwillliftupitsvoiceandrejoiceinthem。AndrocksmeanHenryAnderson。TheboxIdonotunderstand。\"

  Lindapickeditup,untiedthestring,andslippedoffthewrapping。Katystaredinwide-mouthedamazement。

  \"IwasjusttickledoverthatbecauseMissEileensawagood-

  lookingandcapableyoungmanleaveasecondpackage,rightontheheelsofyoungWhiting,\"shesaid。\"Whateverhaveyegot,lambie?Whatdoesthatmean?\"

  Lindaheldupabeautifulboxofglass,insideofwhichcouldbeseenswarmingspecimensofeverybug,beetle,insect,andwormthatHenryAndersonhadbeenabletocollectinHeavenonlyknewwhathoursofsearch。Lindaopenedthebox。Thewingedcreaturesflew,thebettlestumbled,thewormswentoverthetop。

  Shesetitonthegroundandlaughedtoexhaustion。HereyeswerewetasshelookedupatKaty。

  \"ThatfirstnightHenryAndersonandPeterMorrisonwereheretodinner,Katy,\"shesaid,\"Andersonmadeajokeaboutbeingmybug-catcherwhenIbuiltmyhomenest,andseveraltimessincehehastriedtobesillyaboutit,butthelasttimeItoldhimitwasfoolishnesstowhichIwouldlistennomore,soinsteadoftalking,hehastakenthiswayoftellingmethatheisfairlyexpertasabug-catcher。Really,itisawfullyfunny,Katy。\"

  Katywassober。Sheshowednoappreciationofthefun。

  \"Yeknow,lambie,\"shesaid,herhandsonherhips,herelbowswide-spread,herjawsargumentative,\"I\'vedonesomeblarneyingwiththatlad,an\'I\'vefedhimsome,becausehewasdoin\'thingsthatwouldhelpan\'pleaseye,butnowI\'mtellin\'ye,justlikeI\'llbetellin\'yetillIdie,Iain\'tSTRONGforhim。IfeverthedaycomeswhenyeaskmetotakeonthatWhitingkidformeboss,I\'llbowmyheadan\'I\'llflyathisbidding,becauseheisreal,he\'sgoin\'tocomeoutamanlotslikeyourpa,orhisn。

  An\'ifeverthedaycomeswhenyewillbetellingmeyewantmetoservePaterMorrison,I\'llwellnighgetonmykneestohim。

  Ithinkhe\'dbetheclosestwe\'devercometogettin\'themasterback。ButIcouldn\'tsayI\'devertaketoAnderson。They\'ssomethingabouthim,Ican\'tjustsaywhat,butheputsmebackupamazin\'。\"

  \"Don\'tworry,ancientcustodianofthefamily,\"saidLinda。

  \"ThatsamesomethinginHenryAndersonthatantagonizesyou,affectsmeinevenstrongerdegree。Youmustnotgetthefoolishnotionthatanymanhasaspeculativeeyeonme,becauseitisnottrue。DonaldWhitingisonlyaboyfriend,treatingmeasabrotherwould,andPeterMorrisonismuchtoosophisticatedandmaturetopayanyseriousattentiontoagirlwithayearmorehighschoolbeforeher。IwanttobedecenttoHenryAnderson,becauseheisPeter\'sarchitect,andI\'mdeeplyinterestedinPeter\'shouseandtheladywhowillliveinit。SometimesIhopeitwillbeDonald\'ssister,MaryLouise。Anyway,IamgoingtogetacquaintedwithherandmakeitmybusinesstoseethatsheandPetergettheirchancetoknoweachotherwell。MyjobforPeteristohelprunhisbrookattheproperangle,buildhisbridge,engineerhisroad,andplanthisgrounds;sodon\'tbedreaminganyfoolishdreams,Katy。\"

  Katyfoldedherarms,tiltedherchinatanunusuallyaspiringangle,anddeliberatelysniffed。

  \"Don\'tyebelettin\'yourselfbelaveyourownfoolishness,\"shesaid。\"Iain\'tdonewithmeexhibityet。OnthehalltableyewillfindapackagefromthePaterMorrisonmanthatMissEileenhadthejoyoftakin\'inandlayin\'asideforye,anatopofitristsabigletterthatI\'mthinkin\'mightmeanMissMarian。\"

  \"Oh,\"criedLinda。\"Whyareyouwastingallthistime?IfthereisaletterfromMarianitmaymeanthatthecompetitionisdecided;butifitis,sheloses,becauseshewastotelegraphifshewon。\"

  Lindarushedintothehouseandcarriedherbelongingstoherworkroom。Shedroppedthemonthetableandlookedatthem。

  \"I\'llgetyouoffmymindfirst,\"shesaidtotheMorrisonpackage,whichenclosedanewarticleentitled\"HowtoGrowGoodCitizens。\"Withitwasascrawledline,\"I\'mleavingtheheadandheelsofthefuturetoyou。\"

  \"Howfine!\"exultedLinda。\"HemusthavelikedtheheadandtailpiecesIdrewforhisotherarticle,sohewantsthesameforthis,andifheiswellpaidforhisarticle,maybeintime,afterI\'vesettledformyhearthmotto,hewillpaymesomethingformywork。Gal-lum-shus!\"

  AssheopenedtheletterfromMariansheslowlyshookherhead。

  \"Drattheluck,\"shemuttered,\"nogoodnewshere。\"

  Slowlyandabsorbedlysheread:

  DEARESTLINDA:

  Notelegramtosend。IgrazedthefirstprizeandmissedthesecondbecauseHenryAndersonwinswithplanssolikeminethattheyarepracticallyduplicates。Ihavenotseenthewinningplans。Mr。Snowtoldmeasgentlyashecouldthatthejudgeshadruledmeoutentirely。Thewinningplansarepracticallyareversalofmine,moreprofessionallydrawn,andnodoubtthespecificationsarefaraheadofmine,asthesearemyweakspot,althoughIhaveworkedalldayandfarintothenightonthemathematicsofhousebuilding。Mr。Snowwasverykind,andterriblycutupaboutit。

  ImadewhatIhopewasabravefight,IdidsobelieveinthoseplansthatIamafraidtosayjusthowgreatlydisappointedIam。

  AllIcandoistogotoworkagainandtrytofindouthowtobettermybest,whichIsurelyputintotheplansIsubmitted。I

  can\'tseehowHenryAndersoncametohituponsomeofmypersonaldesignsforcomfortsandconveniences。Ihadhopedthatnomanwouldthinkofmyespecialkitchenplans。Iratherfanciedmyselfasabenefactortomysex,anemancipatorfromdrudgery,asitwere。Ihadaconcealedfeelingthatitrequiredawomanwhohadexpendedherstrengthcombatingtheconstructionofadevilishkitchen,todevisesomeofmybuilt-inconveniences,andIworkedascarefullyonmykitchentable,asonanypartofthehouse。IfIfindlaterthatthewinningplansincludethesethingsIshallbelievethatHenryAndersonisamindreader,orthatlostplansnaturallygravitatetohim。Butthereisnousetogrouchfurther。Iseemtobebornaloser。Anyway,Ihaven\'tlostyouandIstillhaveDanaMeade。

  IhavenothingelsetotellyouexceptthatMr。SnowhaswaitedformetwoeveningsoutoftheweekeversinceIwroteyou,andhehastakenmeinhiscarandsimplyforcedmetodrivehimforanhouroverwhatappealstometobethemostdifficultroadshecouldselect。SofarIhavenotbalkedatanythingbuthehashadtheconsiderationnottodirectmetothemountains。Heisextremelyattractive,Linda,andIdoenjoybeingwithhim,butI

  dreadittoo,becausehisgriefissodeepandsoapparentthatitconstantlykeepsbeforemethelossofmyowndearones,andthosethingstowhichthehymnbooksreferas\"achingvoids\"inmyownlife。

  Butthereissomethingyouwillbegladtohear。Thatunknowncorrespondentofmineisstillsendingletters,andIamcrazyaboutthem。Idon\'tansweronenowuntilIhavemulledoverittwoorthreedaysandItrytogivehimasgoodashesends。

  IjudgefromyourlettersthatyouarekeepingatleastevenwithEileen,andthatlifeismuchhappierforyou。Youseemtobebroadening。IamsogladforthefriendshipyouhaveformedwithDonaldWhiting。MymotherandMrs。Whitingwerefriends。SheisacharmingwomanandithasseemedtomethatinherdaughterLouiseshehasmanagedahappycompoundofold-fashionedstraightforwardnessandunswervingprinciple,festoonedwithhappytrimmingsofallthatisbestinthepresentdays。Ihopethatyoudobecomeacquaintedwithher。Sheisolderthanyou,butsheisthekindofgirlIknowyouwouldlike。

  Don\'tworrybecauseIhavelostagain,Lindadear。Todayismyblueday。TomorrowIshallrollupmysleevesandgoatitagainwithallmymight,andbyandbyitiswritteninthebooksthatthingswillcomerightforme。Theycannotgowrongforever。

  Withdearestlove,MARIAN。

  Lindalookedgrimasshefinishedtheletter。

  \"Confoundsuchluck,\"shesaidemphatically。\"Idonotunderstandit。HowcanamanlikeHenryAndersonknowmoreaboutcomfortsandconveniencesinahomethanawomanwithMarian\'sexperienceandcomprehension?Andshehasbeengainingexperienceforthepasttenyears。Thatpartnerofhismustbeasix-cylindermiracle。\"

  Lindawenttothekitchen,becauseshewasinpressingneedofsomeonetowhomtotellhertroubles,andtherewasnooneexceptKaty。WhatKatysaidwasenergeticandemphatic,butitcomfortedLinda,becausesheagreedwithitandwhatshewasseekingattheminutewassomeonewhoagreedwithher。Asshewentbackupstairs,shemetEileenonherwaytothefrontdoor。

  EileenpausedanddeliberatelystudiedLinda\'sface,andLindastoppedandwaitedquietlyuntilshechosetospeak。

  \"Ipresume,\"saidEileenatlast,\"thatyouandKatywouldcalltheprocessthroughwhichyouaregoingrightnow,\'takingthebitinyourteeth,\'orsomepoeticthinglikethat,butIcan\'tseethatyouaregettingmuchoutofit。Idon\'theartheoldlaughortheclatterofgayfeetasIdidbeforeallthiswarofdissatisfactionbrokeout。Thisminuteifyouhaven\'teithercried,orwantedto,Imissmyguess。\"

  \"Youwin,\"saidLinda。\"Ihavenotcried,becauseImakeitarulenevertoresorttotearswhenIcanhelpit;sowhatyouseenowisunshedtearsinmyheart。Theyinnowayrelatetowhatyousoaptlytermmy\'warofdissatisfaction\';theyareforMarian。Shehaslostagain,thistimetheNicholsonandSnowprizeinarchitecture。\"

  \"Servesherright,\"saidEileen,laughingcontemptuously。\"Theridiculousideaofhertryingtocompeteinaman\'sage-oldoccupation!Asifsheevercouldlearnenoughaboutjoistsandbeamsandgirdersandinstallingwaterandgasandelectricitytobuildahouse。Sheshouldhavehadthesensetoknowshecouldn\'tdoit。\"

  \"But,\"saidLindaquietly,\"Marianwasn\'tproposingtobeacontractor,sheonlywantstobeanarchitect。AndthemanwhobeatherisPeterMorrison\'sarchitect,HenryAnderson,andhewonbysuchanarrowmarginthatherplanswerethrownoutofsecondandthirdplace,becausetheyweresoverysimilartohis。

  Doesn\'tthatstrikeyouascurious?\"

  \"Thatismorethancurious,\"saidEileenslowly。\"Thatisaverystrangecoincidence。Theycouldn\'thavehadanythingfromeachother,becausetheyonlymetatdinner,beforeallofus,andMarianwentawaythenextmorning;itdoesseemqueer。\"Thensheaddedwithaflashofgenerosityandjustice,\"ItlooksprettygoodforMarian,atthat。Ifshecamesonearwinningthatshelostsecondandthirdbecauseshewastoonearfirsttomakeanypracticaldifference,Imustbewrongandshemustberight。\"

  \"Youarewrong,\"saidLindatersely,\"ifyouthinkMariancannotmakewonderfulplansforhouses。Butgoingbacktowhatmy\'warofdissatisfaction\'isdoingtome,it\'sapaleaffaircomparedwithwhatitisdoingtoyou,Eileen。Youlookadebilitatedsilhouetteofthenearrecentpast。Doyoufeelthatbadlyaboutgivingupalittlemoneyandauthority?\"

  \"Ineverprofessedtohavetheslightestauthorityoveryou,\"

  saidEileenveryprimly,asshedrewbackintheshadows。\"Youhavecomeandgoneexactlyasyoupleased。AllIevertriedtodowastokeepupadecentappearancebeforetheneighborsandmakefinancialendsmeet。\"

  \"Thatneverseemedtowearonyouassomethingseemstodonow,\"

  saidLinda。\"Iamthankfulthatthisweekendsit。IwaslookingforyoubecauseIwantedtotellyoutobesurenottomakeanydatethatwillkeepyoufrommeetingmeattheofficeofthepresidentoftheConsolidatedBankThursdayafternoon。IamgoingtoarrangewithJohntobethereanditshouldn\'ttakefifteenminutestorunthroughmattersanddividetheincomeinafairwaybetweenus。Iamwillingforyoutogoonpayingthebillsandorderingforthehouseasyouhavebeen。\"

  \"Certainlyyouare,\"sneeredEileen。\"Youarequitewillingforalltheworkandusethegreaterpartofmytimetomakeyoucomfortable。\"

  Lindasuddenlydrewback。Herbodyseemedtorecoil,butherheadthrustforwardasiftobringhereyesinbetterrangetoreadEileen\'sface。

  \"Thatisutterlyunjust,Eileen,\"shecried。

  Thentwoatatimesherushedthestairsinaraceforherroom。

  CHAPTERXXIII。TheDayofJubileeLindastartedtoschoolhalfanhourearlierWednesdaymorningbecausethatwasthedayforherweeklytriptothePostOfficeforanymailwhichmighthavecometoherunderthenameofJaneMeredith。ShehadhardworktokeepdownhercolorwhensherecognizedtheheavygrayenvelopeusedbytheeditorofEverybody\'sHome。Assheturnedfromthewindowwithitinherfingersshewastremblingslightlyandwonderingwhethershecouldhaveaminute\'sseclusiontofacetheanswerwhichherlastlettermighthavebrought。Therewasasmallalcovebesideapublicdeskatonesideoftheroom。Lindasteppedintothis,toreopentheenvelopeandslippedoutthesheetitcontained。

  Dazedlyshestaredattheslipthatfellfromit。Slowlythecolorlefthercheeksandthencamerushingbackfromhersurchargedheartuntilherveryearswerered,becausethatslipwasverymanifestlyachequeforfivehundreddollars。MentallyandphysicallyLindashookherself,thenshestraightenedtofullheight,tensinghermusclesandholdingthesheetbeforeherwithahandoneachsidetokeepitfromshaking,whilesheread:

  MYDEARMADAM:

  Isincerelyapologizeforhavingwaitedsolongbeforewritingyouoftheveryexceptionalreceptionwhichyourarticleshavehad。Ithinkonehalftheirattractionhasbeentheexquisiteandappealingpicturesyouhavesentfortheirillustration。AtthepresentminutetheyareformingwhatIconsiderthemostuniquefeatureinthemagazine。Iamenclosingyouachequeforfivehundreddollarsasaninitialpaymentontheseries。JustwhatthecompletedseriesshouldbeworthIamunabletosayuntilyouinformmehowmanymonthsyoucankeepitupatthesamegradeofculinaryandliteraryinterestandattractiveillustration;butIshouldsayataroughestimatethatyouwouldbesafeincountinguponarepetitionofthischequeforeverythreearticlesyousendin。Thisofcourseincludespaymentforthepicturesalso,whicharetomeifanythingmoreattractivethantherecipes,sincethelocalcolorandenvironmenttheyaddtotherecipeandthewordsketcharevaluableintheextreme。

  Ifyoufeelthatyoucancontinuethistotheextentofevenasmallvolume,Ishallbedelightedtosendyouabookcontract。

  Inconsideringthisproposition,letmesaythatifyoucouldnotproduceenoughrecipestofillabook,youcouldpieceitouttothenecessarylengthmostcharminglyandattractivelybylengtheningthedescriptionsoftheenvironmentinwhichtheparticularfruitsandvegetablesyoudealwitharetobefound;

  andinbookformyoumightallowyourselfmuchgreaterlatitudeintheinstructionsconcerningthehandlingofthefruitsandthepreparationoftherecipes。Ithinkmyselfthatawonderfullyattractivebookcouldbemadefromthismaterial,andhopethatyouwillagreewithme。Trustingthatthiswillbesatisfactorytoyouandthatyouwillseriouslyconsiderthebookpropositionbeforeyoudeclineit,Iremain,mydearmadam,Verytrulyyours,HUGHTHOMPSON,Editor,Everybody\'sHome。

  Grippingthechequeandtheletter,Lindalurchedforwardagainstthewindowcasementandshuthereyestight,becauseshecouldfeelbig,nervousgulpsofexultationandrejoicingswellingupinherthroat。Sheshiftedthepaperstoonehandandsurreptitiouslyslippedtheothertoherpocket。Shetriedtokeepthepapersbeforeherandlookedstraightfromthewindowtoavoidattractingattention。Thetumultofexultationinherheartwassowildthatshedidnotsurelyknowwhethershewantedtosinktothefloor,layherfaceagainsttheglass,andindulgeinwhatforgenerationswomenhavereferredtoas\"agoodcry,\"

  orwhethershewantedtoleapfromthewindowandsportonthewindlikeadrivenleaf。

  Thenshereturnedtheletterandchequetotheenvelope,andslippeditinsideherblouse,andstartedonherwaytoschool。

  ShemightaswellhavegonetoMultifloresCanyonandpittedherstrengthagainstclimbingitswallsfortheday,forallthegoodshedidinherschoolwork。Sheheardnowordofanyrecitationbyherschoolmates。Shehadnowordreadywhencalledonforarecitationherself。Sheheardnothingthatwassaidbyanyoftheprofessors。Onwingedfeetshewasflyingbackandforthfromthedeserttothemountains,fromthecanyonstothesea。

  Shewasraidingbedsofamassanddevisingwaystoroastthebulbsandmakeanewdish。Shewascompoundingdrinksfrommescalandbisnaga。ShewashuntingdesertpicklesandtryingtorememberwhetherIndianrhubarbevergrewsofarsouth。Shewasgladwhenthedismissalhourcamethatafternoon。WitheagerfeetshewentstraighttotheConsolidatedBankandtheresheaskedagaintobeadmittedtotheofficeofthepresident。Mr。

  Worthingtonroseasshecamein。

  \"AmIwronginmydates?\"heinquired。\"Iwasnotexpectingyouuntiltomorrow。\"

  \"No,you\'requiteright,\"saidLinda。\"Atthishourtomorrow。

  But,Mr。Worthington,Iamintroubleagain。\"

  Lindalookedsodistressedthatthebankerpushedachairtothetable\'ssideforher,andwhenshehadseatedherself,hesaidquietly:\"Tellmeallaboutit,Linda。Wemustgetlifestraightenedoutasbestwecan。\"

  \"IthinkImusttellyouallaboutit,\"saidLinda,\"becauseI

  knowjustenoughaboutbankingtoknowthatIhaveapropositionthatIdon\'tknowhowtohandle。Arebankerslikefatherconfessorsanddoctorsandlawyers?\"

  \"Ithinktheyareevenmoreso,\"laughedMr。Worthington。

  \"Perhapsthefatherconfessortakesprecedence,otherwiseI

  believepeoplearequiteasmuchinterestedintheirfinancialsecretsasinanythingelseinallthisworld。Haveyouafinancialsecret?\"

  \"Yes,\"saidLinda,\"Ihavewhatistomeabigsecret,andI

  don\'tintheleastknowhowtohandleit,sorightawayIthoughtaboutyouandthatyouwouldbetheonetotellmewhatIcoulddo。\"

  \"Goahead,\"saidMr。Worthingtonkindly。\"I\'llgiveyoumywordofhonortokeepanysecretyouconfidetome。\"

  Lindaproducedherletter。Sheopeneditandwithoutanypreliminarieshandeditandthechequetothebanker。Helookedatthechequespeculatively,andthenlaiditasideandreadtheletter。Hegaveeveryevidenceofhavingreadpartsofittwoorthreetimes,thenheexaminedthechequeagain,andglancedatLinda。

  \"Andjusthowdidyoucomeintopossessionofthis,younglady?\"

  heinquired。\"Andwhatisitthatyouwantofme?\"

  \"Why,don\'tyousee?\"saidLinda。\"It\'smyletterandmycheque;

  I\'m\'JaneMeredith。\'NowhowamIgoingtogetmymoney。

  ForonedazedmomentMr。WorthingtonstudiedLinda;thenhethrewbackhisheadandlaughedunrestrainedly。HecamearoundthetableandtookbothLinda\'shands。

  \"Bullyforyou!\"hecriedexultantly。\"HowIwishyourfathercouldseetheseedhehassownbearingitsfruit。Isn\'tthatfine?Anddoyouwanttogoonwiththisanonymously?\"

  \"IthinkImust,\"saidLinda。\"IhavesaidinmyheartthatnoJap,maleorfemale,youngorold,shalltakefirsthonorsinaclassfromwhichIgraduate;andyoucanseethatifpeoplegenerallyknewthis,itwouldmakeitawfullyhardformetogoonwithmystudies,andIdon\'tknowthattheeditorwhoisacceptingthisworkwouldtakeitifheknewitweresenthimbyahigh-schoolJunior。Youseethedignifiedwayinwhichheaddressesmeas\'madam\'?\"

  \"Isee,\"saidMr。Worthingtonreflectively。

  \"I\'msure,\"saidLindawithdemurelips,thoughtheeyesabovethemwereblazinganddancingathightension,\"I\'msurethattheeditorisattachingahusband,andahousehavingawell-orderedkitchen,andratherwideculinaryexperiencetothat\'dearmadam。\'\"

  \"Andwhataboutthisbookproposition?\"askedthebankergravely。

  \"Thatwouldbeabigthingforagirlofyourage。Canyoudoit,andcontinueyourschoolwork?\"

  \"WiththebackgroundIhave,withtheunusedmaterialIhave,andwithvacationcomingbeforelong,Icandoiteasily,\"saidLinda。\"Myschoolworkisnotdifficultforme。Itonlyrequiresconcentrationforabouttwohoursinthepreparationthateachdaybrings。TheremainderofthetimeIcouldgivetoamplifyingandproducingnewrecipes。\"

  \"Isee,\"saidthebanker。\"Soyouhaveresolved,Linda,thatyoudon\'twantyoureditortoknowyourrealname。\"

  \"Couldscarcelybedone,\"saidLinda。

  \"Buthaveyoustoppedtothink,\"saidthebanker,\"thatyouwillbeaskedforpersonalhistoryandaboutyourresidence,andnodoubtaphotographofyourself。Ifyoucontinuethisworkanonymouslyyou\'regoingtohavetroublewithmoremattersthancashingacheque。\"

  \"ButIamnotgoingtohaveanytroublecashingacheque,\"shesaid,\"becauseIhavecomestraighttothemanwhosebusinessischeques。\"

  \"Trueenough,\"hesaid;\"ISHALLhavetoarrangethecheque;

  there\'snotadoubtaboutthat;andasforyourotherbugbears\"

  \"Irefusetobefrightenedbythem,\"interposedLinda。

  \"Haveyoueverdoneanybusinessatthebank?\"

  \"No,\"saidLinda。

  \"Noneoftheclerksknowyou?\"

  \"NotthatIremember,\"saidLinda。\"Imightpossiblybeacquaintedwithsomeofthem。Ihavemerelypassedthroughthebankonmywaytoyourroomtwice。\"

  \"Then,\"saidthebanker,\"we\'llhavetoriskit。Afterthisestatebusinessissettledyouwillwanttoopenanaccountinyourname。\"

  \"Quitetrue,\"saidLinda。

  \"ThenIwouldadviseyou,\"saidMr。Worthington,\"toopenthisaccountinyourownname。Endorsethischeque\'JaneMeredith\'

  andmakeitpayabletomepersonally。Wheneveroneofthesecomes,bringittomeandI\'lltakecareofitforyou。

  Oneminute。\"

  HeleftLindasittingquietlyreadingandrereadingherletter,andpresentlyreturnedandlaidasheafofpapermoneybeforeher。

  \"Takeittothepayingteller。Tellhimthatyouwishtodepositit,andaskhimtogiveyouabankbookandachequebook,\"hesaid。\"Thankyouverymuchforcomingtomeandforconfidinginme。\"

  Lindagatheredupthemoney,andsaidgood-byetothebanker。

  JustasshestartedforwardsherecognizedEileenatthewindowofthepayingteller。ItwasanEileensheneverbeforehadseen。Herfacewasstrainedtoaghastlygray。Herhatwasnotstraightandherhandswereshaking。Withoutrealizingthatshewasdoingit,Lindasteppedbehindoneofthehugemarblepillarssupportingtheceilingandstoodtherebreathlessly,watchingEileen。ShecouldgatherthatshewasdiscussingthebankledgerwhichlaybeforethetellerandthathewasrefusingsomethingthatEileenwasimploringhimtodo。Lindathoughtsheunderstoodwhatitwas。ThenveryclearlyEileen\'svoice,sharpandstrained,reachedherears。

  \"Youmeanthatyouarerefusingtopaymemydepositsonmyprivateaccount?\"shecried;andLindacouldalsoheartheresponse。

  \"Iamverysorryifitannoysorinconveniencesyou,MissStrong,butsincethesettlementoftheestatetakesplacetomorrow,ourordersaretopayoutnofundsinanywayconnectedwiththeestateuntilafterthatsettlementhasbeenarranged。\"

  \"Butthisismymoney,myownprivateaffair,\"beggedEileen。

  \"Theestatehasnothingtodowithit。\"

  \"Iamsorry,\"repeatedtheteller。\"Ifthatisthecase,youwillhavenodifficultyinestablishingthefactinafewminutes\'time。\"

  Eileenturnedandleftthebank,anditseemedthatshewasalmostswaying。Lindastoodasecondwithnarrowedeyes,indeepthought。

  \"Ithink,\"shesaidatlast,deepdowninherheart,\"thatitlookspreciousmuchasiftherehadbeenabitoftransgressioninthisaffair。Itlooks,too,asif\'thewayofthetransgressor\'wereadarnedhardway。Straightaheadopenandaboveboardforyou,mygirl!\"

  Thenshewentquietlytothedeskandtransactedherownbusiness;butherbeautifuldaywasclouded。Herheartwasnolongerleapingexultantly。ShewassickenedandsorrowfulovertheevidentnervestrainanddiscomfortwhichEileenseemedtohavebroughtuponherself。Shedreadedmeetingheratdinnerthatnight,andshewonderedallthewayhomewhereEileenhadgonefromthebankandwhatshehadbeendoing。WhatshefeltwasapaleaffaircomparedwithwhatshewouldhavefeltifshecouldhaveseenEileenleavethebankandenteranear-bystore,gotoatelephoneboothandputinalong-distancecallforSanFrancisco。Hereyeswerebrilliant,hercheeksbynatureredderthantherougeshehaduseduponthem。Shesquaredhershoulders,liftedherhead,asifsheirrevocablyhadmadeadecisionandwouldnotbethwartedinactinguponit。Whileshewaitedshestraightenedherhat,andtuckedupherprettyhair,oncemoreevincingconcernaboutherappearance。Afteranervouswaitshesecuredherparty。

  \"AmIspeakingwithMr。JamesHeitman?\"sheasked。

  \"Yes,\"cametheanswer。

  \"Well,UncleJim,thisisEileen。\"

  \"Why,hello,girlie,\"wasthequickresponse。\"Delightedthatyou\'recallingyourancientuncle。Haven\'tchangedthedecisioninthelastletterIhadfromyou,haveyou?\"

  \"Yes,\"saidEileen,\"Ihavechangedit。DoyouandAuntCarolinestillwantme,UncleJim?\"

  \"YOUBETWEWANTYOU!\"roaredthevoiceoverthe\'phone。\"Hereweare,withplentyofmoneyandnotarelationonearthbutyoutoleaveitto。Youbelongtousbyrights。We\'dbetickledtodeathtohaveyou,andforyoutohavewhat\'sleftofthemoneywhenwegetthroughwithit。MayIcomeafteryou?Saytheword,andI\'llstartthisminute。\"

  \"Oh,UncleJim,couldyou?Wouldyou?\"criedEileen。

  \"Well,I\'dsayIcould。We\'dbetickledtodeath,Itellyou!\"

  \"Howlongwouldittakeyoutogethere?\"saidEileen。

  \"Well,Icouldreachyoubynoontomorrow。Elevensomethingistheshortesttimeit\'sbeenmadein;thatwouldgivemethirteen——morethanenough。Areyouinthatmuchofahurry?\"

  \"Yes,\"gaspedEileen,\"yes,Iaminthebiggestkindofahurrythereis,UncleJim。Thistroublesomelittleestatehastobesettledtomorrowafternoon。There\'sgoingtobecomplaintabouteverythingthatIhaveseenfittodo。I\'vebeenhoundedandharassedtillIamdisgustedwithit。ThenI\'vepromisedtomarryJohnGilmanasIwroteyou,andIdon\'tbelieveyouwouldthinkthatwasmybestchancewiththeopportunitiesyoucouldgiveme。Itseemsfoolishtostayhere,abusedasIhavebeenlately,andasIwillbetomorrow。Youhavethehousenumber。

  Ifyoucomeandgetmeoutofitbynoontomorrow,I\'llgowithyou。YoumaytakeoutthoseadoptionpapersyouhavealwaysentreatedmetoagreetoandI\'llbeadaughterthatyoucanbeproudof。Itwillbearelieftohavesomerealmoneyandsomerealposition,andtobreathefreelyandbemyselfoncemore。\"

  \"Allrightforyou,girlie!\"bellowedthegreatvoiceovertheline。\"Pickupanylittlepersonalbitsyoucanputinasuitcase,andbytwelveo\'clocktomorrowI\'llwhiskyourightoutofthatdamnmess。\"

  Eileenwalkedfromthetelephoneboothwithherheadhigh,triumphwrittenalloverherfaceandfigure。Theyweregoingtohumiliateher。Shewouldshowthem!

  Shewenthomeimmediately。Enteringherroom,sheclosedthedoorandstoodlookingatherpossessions。Howcouldshegethertrunkfromthegarret?Howcouldshegetittothestation?

  WoulditbepossibleforUncleJamestotakeitinhiscar?AssheponderedthesethingsEileenhadadimmemoryofadayinherchildhoodwhenhermotherhadgoneonbusinesstoSanFranciscoandhadtakenheralong。Sherememberedahugehouse,allturretsandtowersandgables,allturnsandtwistsandangles,closedtothelightofdayandglowinginsidewithshiningartificiallights。Sherememberedstumblingoverdeeprugs。Onevividimpressionwasofwallscoveredwithhugecanvases,someofthemhavingframesmorethanafootwide。Sherememberedknightsinarmor,andbigfireplaces,andhugeurnsandvases。Itseemedtoherlikethemostwonderfulbazaarsheeverhadbeenin。Sheremembered,too,thatshehadbeengladwhenhermotherhadtakenheroutintothesunshineagainandfromthepresenceoftwoponderouspeoplewhohadobjectedstronglytoeverythinghermotherhaddiscussedwiththem。Shepausedoneinstant,contemplatingthispicture。Thelookoftriumphonherfacetoneddownconsiderably。Thenshecomfortedherselfaloud。

  \"I\'veheardMothersay,\"shesaidsoftly,\"thateverybodyoverdidthingsanddidnotknowhowtobegracefulwithimmensefortunesgotfromsilverandgoldmines,andlumber。Itwillbedifferentnow。Probablytheydon\'tliveinthesamehouse,even。Thereisasmallarmyofservants,andthereisnothingIcanthinkofthatUncleJimwon\'tgladlygetme。I\'vebeentoobigafoolforwordstolivethiswayaslongasIhave。Crushme,willthey?

  I\'llshowthem!Iwon\'teventouchthesethingsIhavestrainedsotoget。\"

  Eileenjerkedfromherthroatthestrandofpearlsthatshehadworncontinuouslyforfouryearsandthrewitcontemptuouslyonherdressingtable。

  \"I\'llmakeUncleJimgetmearopewithtwoorthreestrandsinitthatwillreachtomywaist。\'Asuitcase!\'Idon\'tknowwhatIwouldfillasuitcasewithfromhere。Thetrunkmaystayinthegarret,andwhileIamleavingallthisrubbish,I\'lljustleaveJohnGilmanwithit。UncleJimwillgivemeanincomethatwillbuyallthecigarettesIwantwithouthavingtodeceiveanyone;andIcanhavemoneyifIwanttostakesomethingatbridgewithoutbeingscaredintoparalysisforfearsomebodymayfinditoutortheaccountswon\'tbalance。I\'llputonthemostsuitablethingIhavetotravelin,andjustwalkoutandleaveeverythingelse。\"

  ThatwaswhatEileendid。Atnoonthenextdayhereyeswerebrightwithnervousness。Hercheeksalternatelypaledwithfearandfloodedredwithanxiety。Shehaddressedherselfcarefully,laidoutherhatandglovesandaheavycoatincasethenightshouldbechilly。Onceshestoodlookingatthedainty,brightlycoloreddresseshanginginherwardrobeAflashofregretpassedoverherface。

  \"Tawdrylittlecheapthingsandmakeshifts,\"shesaid。\"IfLindafeelsthatshehasbeensoterriblydefrauded,shecanhelpherselfnow!\"

  Bytwelveo\'clockshefoundherselfstandingatthewindow,straininghereyesdownLilacValley。Shewasnotlookingatitshelpfulhills,atitsappealingcurves,atitsbrilliantcolors。

  Shewaswatchingtheroadway。WhenKatyrangtocallhertolunch,shetoldhertoputthethingsaway;shewasexpectingpeoplewhowouldtakeherouttolunchpresently。Inthepastyearsshehadoccasionallywrittentoheruncle。SeveraltimeswhenhehadhadbusinessinLosAngelesshehadmethimathishotelanddinedwithhim。Shereasonedthathewouldcomestraighttothehouseandgether,andthentheywouldgotooneofthebighotelsforlunchbeforetheystarted。

  \"Ishan\'tfeellikemyself,\"saidEileen,\"untilwearewellonthewaytoSanFrancisco。\"

  Atoneo\'clockshewaswalkingthefloor。Attwoshewasalmostfrantic。Athalfpastshealmostwishedthatshehadhadthegoodsensetohavesomelunch,sinceshewasveryhungryandundertensenervestrain。Onceshepausedbeforetheglass,butwhatshesawfrightenedher。Justwhenshefeltthatshecouldnotendurethestrainanotherminute,grindingbrakes,theblastofahugeKlaxon,andthesoundofagreatvoicearosefromthestreet。Eileenrushedtothewindow。Shetookonelook,caughtupthesuitcaseandraceddownthestairs。Atthedoorshemetabluff,bigman,grossfromheadtofoot。ItseemedtoEileenstrangethatshecouldseeinhimevenatraceofhermother,andyetshecould。Redveinscrossedhischeeksandglowedonhisnose。Histiredeyeswerewatery;histhicklipshadaninclinationtosag;buttherewasheartinessinhisvoiceandearnestnessinthemannerinwhichhepickedherup。

  \"Whathavetheybeendoingtoyoudownhere?\"hedemanded。

  \"Nevershouldhaveleftyouthislong。Oughttohavecomedownandtakenyouandshowedyouwhatyouwanted,andthenyouwouldhaveknownwhetheryouwanteditornot。\"

  Atthisjunctureahugewoman,grossinafemininewayasherhusbandwasinhis,paddledupthewalk。

  \"I\'mcomin\'inandrestafewminutes,\"shesaid。\"I\'mtiredtodeathandI\'mpoundedtopieces。\"

  Herhusbandturnedtowardher。HeopenedhislipstointroduceEileen。Hiswifeforestalledhim。

  \"SothisistheEileenyouhavebeenravin\'aboutforyears,\"shesaid。\"Ithoughtyousaidshewasaprettygirl。\"

  Eileen\'ssoulknewonesickinstantofrecoil。ShelookedfromJamesHeitmantoCaroline,hiswife,andrememberedthathehadahabitofcallingher\"Callie。\"Allthatpaintandpowderandlipstickandbrilliantinecoulddotomaketheponderous,bigwomanmoreghastlyhadbeendone,butintherushofthelongridethroughwhichherhusbandhadforcedher,thecolorshadmixedandslipped,thefalsewavesweredisplaced。Shewasnotinanyconditiontocriticizetheappearanceofanotherwoman。

  ForonesecondEileenhesitated,thensheliftedhershakinghandstoherhat。

  \"Ihavebeenhoundedoutofmysenses,\"shesaidapologetically,\"andhavebeensoterriblyanxiousforfearyouwouldn\'tgethereontime。Please,AuntCaroline,letusgotoahotel,someplacewherewecanstraightenupcomfortably。\"

  \"Well,what\'syourhurry?\"saidAuntCarolinecoolly。\"You\'renotafugitivefromjustice,areyou?Can\'tabodyrestafewminutesandhaveadrink,even?Besides,Iamgoingtoseewhatkindofaplaceyou\'vebeenlivingin,andthenI\'llknowhowthankfulyou\'llbeforwhatwegottooffer。\"

  Eileenturnedandthrewopenthedoor。Thebigwomanwalkedin。

  Shelookeddownthehall,upthestairway,andwentontothelivingroom。Shegaveitonecontemptuousglance,andturning,camebacktothedoor。

  \"Allright,Jim,\"shesaidbrusquely。\"Ihaveseenenough。Ifyouknowthebesthotelinthetown,takemethere。Andthen,ifEileen\'sinsuchahurry,afterwehavehadabitewe\'llstartforhome。\"

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