AstheBearCattraversedLilacValley,LindawaspointingoutPeterMorrison\'slocation。ShewastellingDonaldWhitingwheretofindPeter\'sarticles,andwhatafinemanhewas,andthathehadpromisedtothinkhowhecouldhelpwiththeirplantomakeofDonaldabetterscholarthanwasOkaSayye。
\"Well,Icallthatmightydecentofastranger,\"saidDonald。
\"ButheisscarcelymoreofastrangerthanIam,\"answeredLinda。\"Heisawriter。Heisinterestedinhumanity。It\'sthebusinessofeverymaninthisworldtoreachoutandhelpeveryboywithwhomhecomesincontactintothebiggest,finestmanhoodpossible。Heonlyknowsthatyou\'reaboytacklingabigjobthatmeansmuchtoeverywhiteboytohaveyousucceedwith,andforthatreasonhe\'sjustasinterestedasIam。Maybe,whenwecomeinthisevening,I\'llrunuptohisplace,andyoucantalkitoverwithhim。Ifyourfatherhelpedyouatoneangle,it\'saltogetherprobablethatPeterMorrisoncouldhelpyouatanother。\"
DonaldWhitingrubbedhiskneereflectively。HewassittinghalfturnedinthewideseatsothathemightwatchLinda\'shandsandherfacewhileshedrove。
\"Well,that\'sallright,\"hesaidheartily。\"YoucanwritemedownaswillingandanxioustotakeallthehelpIcanget,forit\'sgoingtobenomicroscopicjob,thatIcantellyou。OneweekhaswakeduptheJaptothefactthatthere\'ssomethingdoing,andhe\'sdigginginandhasbegun,thelastdayortwo,tospeakupinclassandsuggestthingshimself。SinceI\'vebeenstudyinghimandwatchinghim,IhavecometotheconclusionthatheismucholderthanIam。SomethinghesaidinclassyesterdaymademethinkhehadprobablyhadthebestschoolingJapancouldgivehimbeforehecamehere。Thenexttimeyoumeethimlookforasuspicionofgrayhairsaroundhisears。He\'stooblamedcomprehensivefortheaverageboyofmyage。YousaidtheJapswerethebestimitatorsintheworldandIhaveanideainthebackofmyheadthatbeforeIgetthroughwithhim,OkaSayyeisgoingtoproveyourproposition。\"
LindanoddedassheshottheBearCatacrossthestreetcartracksandheadedtowardthedesert。Theenginewaspurringsoftlyasitwarmedup。Thecarwasrunningsmoothly。Thesunofearlymorningwasshiningonthemthroughbracing,salt,coolair,andeveninthevalleythelarkswerebusy,andthemockingbirds,andfromeverywaysidebushtherosyfinchesweresinging。Alltheworldwascomingtotheexquisitebloomofahalf-tropicalcountry。Upfromearthswepttheheavyodorsofbloomingcitrusorchards,millionsofroses,andtheoverpoweringsweetnessofgardensandcultivatedflowers;whiledownfromthemountainsrolledthedelicatebreathofthemistybluelilac,thepungentodorofCaliforniasage,andthespicysweetofthelemonadebush。Theyweretwoyoungthings,freefortheday,flyingdownaperfectroad,adventuringwithProvidence。TheyhadonlygoneafewmileswhenDonaldWhitingtookoffhishat,stuffeditdownbesidehim,andthrewbackhishead,shakinghishairtothewindinagesturesosoontobecomefamiliartoLinda。Sheglancedacrossathimandfoundhimlookingather。Asmilebrokeoverherlips。Oneofhermostspontaneouslaughsbubbledupinherthroat。
\"Topping,isn\'tit!\"shecriedgaily。
\"It\'sthebestthingthateverhappenedtome,\"answeredDonaldWhitinginstantly。\"OurcarisamightygoodoneandDadisn\'tmeanaboutlettingmedriveit。Icantakeitfrequentlyandcanhaveplentyofgasandtakemycrowd;butlordy,Idon\'tbelievethere\'saboyorgirllivingthatdoesn\'tjustpositivelygroanwhentheyseeoneoftheselittlegrayBearCatsgolopingpast。
AndIneverevenhadarideinonebefore。Ican\'tgetoverthefactthatit\'syours。Itwouldn\'tseemsofunnyifitbelongedtooneofthefellows。\"
Withsteadyhandandgraduallyincreasingspeed,LindaputtheBearCatovertheroadsofearlymorning。Sometimesshestoppedintheshadeofpepper,eucalyptus,orpalm,wherethelarkswerespecializingintheirage-oldoffertory。Andthenagaintheywentracinguntiltheyreachedtherealdesert。Lindaranthecarundertheshadeofatallclumpofbloom-whitenedalders。
Shetookoffherhat,loosenedthehairathertemples,andlookedoutacrossthelongmorningstretchofdesert。
\"It\'sjustbeginningtobegood,\"shesaid。Shebeganpointingwithherslenderhand。\"Thatgleamyouseeoverthereisthegoldofasmallclumpofearlypoppies。Thepurplebeyonditislupin。Alltheseexquisitecolorsonthefloorarebirds\'-eyesandbabyblueeyes,andthemistywhitehereandthereisforget-me-not。Itwon\'tbelongtilthousandsandthousandsofyuccaplantswilllighttheirtorchesalloverthedesertandallthealdersshowtheirlacymist。OfcourseyouknowhowexquisitelytheSpaniardsnamedtheyucca\'OurLord\'sCandles。\'
Isn\'tthattheprettiestnameforaflower,andisn\'tittheprettiestthought?\"
\"Itcertainlyis,\"answeredDonald。
\"Hadanyexperiencewiththedesert?\"Lindaaskedlightly。
\"Huntedsagehenssome,\"answeredDonald。
\"Oh,well,that\'llbeallright,\"saidLinda。\"Iwonderedifyou\'dgomurderingyourselflikeatenderfoot。\"
\"What\'stheuseofallthisartillery?\"inquiredDonaldashesteppedfromthecar。
\"Betterputonyourhat。You\'retallerthanmostofthebushes;
you\'llfindslightshade,\"cautionedLinda。\"Theuseispurelyamatterofself-protection。Thedeserthasgotsuchadevilofafightforexistence,withoutshadeandpracticallywithoutwater,thatitcan\'taffordtotakeanyotherchanceofextermination,andsoitprotectsitselfwithneedleshereandspearsthereandsabersatotherplacesandrootsthatstrikedowntoChinaeverywhere。Firstthingwearegoingtogetissomesoap。\"
\"Greathat!\"exclaimedDonald。\"Ifyouwantedsoapwhydidn\'tyoubringsome?\"
\"Forallyouknow,\"laughedLinda,\"Imaybegoingtoeducationyouupalittle。DareyoutotellmehowmanykindsofsoapI
canfindtodaythattheIndiansused,andwhereIcanfindit。\"
\"Couldn\'ttellyouonetosavemylife,\"saidDonald。
\"Andbornandrearedwithinafewmilesofthedesert!\"scoffedLinda。\"NiceIndianyou\'dmake。Wetakeourchoicetodaybetweenfindingdeer-brushanddiggingforamole,becausethemockorangesaren\'tripeenoughtobeniceandsoapyyet。I\'vegotthedeer-brushspotted,andwe\'llpassanamolebeforewegoveryfar。Lookforawavyblue-greenleaflikeawidebladeofgrassandcominguplikealily。\"
Sotogethertheywenttothedeer-brushandgatheredabunchofflowersthatLindaboundtogetherwithsomewirydesertgrassandfastenedtoherbelt。ItwasnotlongbeforeDonaldspiedanamole,andhavingfoundone,discoveredmanyothersgrowingnear。
ThenLindaledthewaypastthornsandbrush,pastimpenetrablebedsofcholla,untiltheyreachedahugebarrelcactusthatshehadlocatedwiththeglasses。BesidethisbristlingmonstrousgrowthLindapaused,andreachedfortheaxe,whichDonaldhandedtoher。Shedrewitlightlyacrossthearmorprotectingtheplant。
\"ShortofVictrolaneedles?\"sheinquired。\"Becauseifyouare,thesemakeexcellentones。Alotmoresingingqualitytothemthanthesteelneedles,notnearlysometallic。\"
\"Well,Iamsurelygoingtotrythat,\"saidDonald。\"Neverheardofsuchathing。\"
Lindachoppedoffasectionofplant。Thenshepickedoneoftheknivesfromthebucketandhandedittohim。
\"Allright,yougetwhatyouwant,\"shesaid,\"whileIoperateonthebarrel。\"
Shesetherfeetfirmlyinthesand,swungtheaxe,andwithacoupleofdeftstrokesslicedoffthetopofthehugeplant,andfromtheheartofitlifteduphalfabucketfulofthejuicyinterior,withherdipper。
\"Ifwedidn\'thavedrink,hereiswherewewouldgetit,andmightygooditis,\"shesaid,pushingdownwiththedipperuntilsheformedasmallpoolintheheartoftheplantwhichrapidlyfilled。\"Haveataste。\"
\"Jove,thatisgood!\"saidDonald。\"Whatareyougoingtodowithit?\"
\"Showyoulater,\"laughedLinda。\"ThinkI\'lltakeasipmyself。\"
Thenbyaroundaboutroutetheystartedontheirreturntothecar。OnceLindastoppedandgatheredasmallbunchofanextremelycuriouslittleplantspreadingovertheground,atinyreddishvinewithquaintroundleavesthatlookedasifadropofwhitepaintrimmedwithmaroonhadfallenoneachofthem。
\"Ineversawthatbefore,\"saidDonald。\"Whatareyougoingtodowithit?\"
\"Useitonwhicheverofusgetsthefirstsnakebite,\"saidLinda。\"Thatisrattlesnakeweedandifapoisonoussnakebitesyou,scoreeachsideofthewoundwiththecleanest,sharpestknifeyouhaveandthenbruisetheplantandbinditonwithyourhandkerchief,andforgetit。\"
\"Isthatwhatyoudo?\"inquiredDonald。
\"Whysure,\"saidLinda,\"thatiswhatIwoulddoifasnakeweresoungallantastobiteme,buttheredoesn\'tseemtobemuchoftheantagonisticelementinmynature。Idon\'tgothroughthedesertexhalingtheodoroffright,andsosnakesliequiescentorslipawaysosilentlythatIneverseethem。\"
\"Nowwhatonearthdoyoumeanbythat?\"inquiredDonald。
\"WhythatistheveryfirstlessonDaddyevertaughtmewhenhetookmetothemountainsandthedesert。Ifyouareafraid,yoursystemthrowsoffformicacid,andtheanimalsneedonlythesuspicionofascentofittomakethemreadytofight。Anyanimalyouencounterorevenabee,recognizesit。OneofthefirstthingsthatIrememberaboutDaddywasseeinghimsitontherunningboardoftherunaboutbucklinguphisdesertbootswhilehesangtome,\'LetnotyourheartbetroubledNeitherletitbeafraid,\'
ashegotreadytotakemeonhisbackandgointothedesertforourfirstlesson;hetoldmethatamanwasperfectlysafeingoingtotheforestorthedesertoranywherehechoseamonganykindofanimalsifhehadsufficientself-controlthatnoodoroffearemanatedfromhim。Hesaidthatamanwassafetomakehiswayanywherehewantedtogo,ifhestartedhisjourneybyrecognizingabloodbrotherhoodwithanythinglivinghewouldmeetontheway;andIhaveheardEnosMillssaythatwhenhewassnowinspectorofColoradohetraveledthecrestoftheRockiesfromoneendofthestatetotheotherwithoutagunoranymeansofself-defense。\"
\"Now,thatissomethingnewtothinkabout,\"saidDonald。
\"Andit\'ssomethingthatisverytrue,\"saidLinda。\"Ihaveseenitworktimeswithoutnumber。FatherandIwentquietlyupthemountains,throughthecanyons,acrossthedesert,andwewouldneverseeasnakeofanykind,butrepeatedlywewouldseemenwithgunsanddogsouttokill,totrespassontherightsofthewild,andtheywouldbehuntingforsticksandclubsandfiringtheirgunswherewehadpassedneverthinkingoflurkingdanger。
Ifyoustartoutinaccord,atonewithNature,you\'requiteassafeasyouareathome,sometimesmoreso。Butifyoustartouttostirupafight,theoccasionisveryrareonwhichyoucan\'tsucceed。\"
\"Andthatremindsme,\"saidDonald,withalaugh,\"thataweekagoIcametostartafightwithyou。Whathasbecomeofthatfightweweregoingtohave,anyway?\"
\"Youcansearchme,\"laughedLinda,throwingoutherhandsinagracefulgesture。\"There\'snotascrapoffightinmysystemconcerningyou,butifOkaSayyewerehavingafightwithyouandIwereanywherearound,you\'dhaveonefriendwhowouldhelpyoutohandletheJap。\"
DonaldlookedatLindathoughtfully。
\"Bythegreathocus-pocus,\"hesaid,\"youknow,Ibelieveyou。
IftwofellowswerehavingapitchedbattlemostofthegirlsI
knowwouldquietlyfaintorrun,butIdobelievethatyouwouldstandbyandhelpafellowifheneededit。\"
\"ThatIsurelywould,\"saidLinda;\"butdon\'tyousay\'mostofthegirlsIknow\'andthenmakeastatementlikethatconcerninggirls,becauseyouprovethatyoudon\'tknowthematall。Afewyearsago,IverydistinctlyrecallhowangrymanywomenwereatthislineinoneofKipling\'spoems:
Thefemaleofthespeciesismoredeadlythanthemale,andtherewasnothingtoitsavethatagreatpoetwastryingtopaywomanhoodeverywherethefinestcomplimentheknewhow。Healwayshasbeenfundamentalinhisprocessofthought。Hegetsrightbacktotheheartofprimalthings。Whenhewrotethatlinehewasnotreallythinkingthattherewasanastypoisonintheheartofawomanordeathinherhands。Whathewasthinkingwasthatinthejunglethefemalelionortigerorjaguarmustgoandfindaparticularlysecludedcaveandbearheryoungandraisethemtobequiteactivekittensbeforesheleadsthemout,becausethereisdangerofthebloodthirstyfathereatingthemwhentheyaretinyandhelpless。Andifperchanceamalefindsthecaveofhismateandhertinyyoungandentersittodomischief,thenthereisnorecordedinstanceIknowofinwhichthefemale,fightingindefenseofheryoung,hasnotbeen\'moredeadlythanthemale。\'Andthatistheoriginofthemuch-discussedlineconcerningthefemaleofthespecies,anditholdsgoodfairlywelldownthelineofthewild。It\'seventrueamongsuchtinythingsasguineapigsandcanarybirds。Thereisamotherelementintheheartofeverygirl。Daddyusedtosaythathalfthewomenintheworldmarriedthementheydidbecausetheywantedtomotherthem。Youcan\'ttellwhatisinawoman\'sheartbylookingather。Youmustbringherfacetofacewithanemergencybeforeyoucansaywhatshe\'lldo,butIwouldbeperfectlywillingtostakemylifeonthis:Thereisscarcelyagirlyouknowwhowouldseeyougettingtheworstofafight,saywithOkaSayye,orsomeonewhomeanttokillyouorinjureyou,whowouldnotpickupthefirstweaponshecouldlayherhandson,whetheritwasanaxeorastickorastone,andgotoyourdefense,andifshehadnothingelsetofightwith,Ihaveheardofwomenwhoputupratheratidybattlewiththeirclaws。
Soundsprimitive,doesn\'tit?\"
\"Itsoundstrue,\"saidDonaldreflectively。\"Isee,younglady,whereoneisgoingtohavetomeasurehiswordsandthinkbeforehetalkstoyou。\"
\"Prettythought!\"saidLindalightly。\"We\'llhaveagreattimeifyoumuststoptoconsidereverywordbeforeyousayit。\"
\"Well,anyway,\"saidDonald,\"whenarewegoingtohavethatfightwhichwasthepurposeofourcomingtogether?\"
\"Why,we\'renotevergoingtohaveit,\"answeredLinda。\"Ihavegotnothinginthisworldtofightwithyouaboutsinceyou\'redoingyourlevelbesttobeatOkaSayye。Ihavewatchedyourheadabovetheremainderofyourclassforthreeyearsandwantedtofightwithyouonthatpoint。\"
\"Nowthat\'saqueerthing,\"saidDonald,\"becauseIhavewatchedyouforthreeyearsandwantedtofightwithyouaboutyourdrygoods,andnowsinceI\'veknownyouonlysuchashortwhile,I
don\'tcaretwowhoopswhatyouwear。It\'samatterofperfectindifferencetome。YoucanwearFrenchheelsorbabypumps,orgobarefoot。Youwouldstillbeyou。\"
\"Isitatruce?\"askedLinda。I
\"No,ma\'am,\"saidDonald,\"it\'snotatruce。Thatimplieswarandwehaven\'tfought。It\'snotarmedneutrality;it\'snotevenwatchfulwaiting。It\'smyfriend,LindaStrong。Meforherandherforme,ifyousayso。\"
Hereachedouthishand。Lindalaidhersinit,andlookingintohiseyes,shesaid:\"Thatisacompact。We\'lltestthisfriendshipbusinessandseewhatthereistoit。Nowcomeon;
let\'srunforthecanyon。\"
ItwasonlyashorttimeuntiltheBearCatfolloweditstrailofthepreviousSaturday,and,rushingacrossthestream,stoppedatitsformerrestingplace,whileLindaandDonaldsatlookingatthesheer-walledlittleroombeforethem。
\"Icansee,\"saidLinda,\"astrongertingeinthegreen。Therearemoreflowersinthecarpet。Thereismoremelodyinthebirds\'song。WearegoingtohaveabettertimethanwehadlastSaturday。Firstlet\'sfixupouroldfurnace,becausewemusthaveafiretoday。\"
Sotheyleftthecar,andunderLinda\'sdirectiontheyreconstructedtheoldfireplaceatwhichthegirlandherfatherhadcookedwhenbotanizinginMultiflores。Inacornersecludedfromwind,usingthewallofthecanyonforabackwall,bigboulderstherightdistanceapartoneachside,andsmallstonesforchinking,Lindasuperintendedtherebuildingofthefireplace。
Sheunpackedthelunchbox,setthetable,andwhenshehadeverythinginreadinessshecoveredthetable,andtakingapackage,shecarrieditonacoupleofaluminiumpiepanstowhereherfirewasburningcrisply。Withasmallfieldaxeshechoppedacoupleofsmallgreenbranches,pointedthemtoherliking,andpeeledthem。Thenshemadeapokerfromoneofthesaplingstheyhadusedtomovetherocks,andbeatdownherfireuntilshehadabrightbedofdeepcoals。Whenthesewerearrangedexactlytohersatisfaction,shepulledsomespraysofdeerweedbloomfromherbundleand,goingdowntothecreek,madealatherandcarefullywashedherhands,tuckingthetowelsheusedindryingthemthroughherbelt。Thenshecamebacktothefireand,sittingdownbesideit,openedthepackageandbeganheroperations。Onthelong,slendersticksshestrungapieceoftenderloinbeef,aboutthreeinchesincircumferenceandonefourthofaninchinthickness,thenhalfasliceofbacon,andthenasliceofonion。Thissherepeateduntilherskewerwouldbearnomoreweight。Thenshelaiditacrosstherockswallingherfire,occasionallyturningitwhileshefilledthesecondskewer。Thenshebroughtfromthecarthebucketofpulpshehadtakenfromthebarrelcactus,transferredittoapieceofcheeseclothanddeftlyextractedthejuice。Tothissheaddedthecontentsofathermosbottlecontainingapintofsugarthathadbeenbroughttotheboilingpointwithapintofwaterandpouredoversomechoppedspearminttowhichhadbeenaddedthejuiceofhalfadozenlemonsandthreeorfouroranges。Fromasmall,metal-linedcompartment,Lindatookachunkoficeanddroppeditintothismixture。
Shewassittingontheground,onefootdoubledunderher,theotherextended。Shehadtakenoffherhat;thewindandthebusheshadroughenedherhair。Exercisehadbroughtdeepredtohercheeksandherlips。Happinesshadbroughtamellowglowtoherdarkeyes。Shehadturnedbackhersleeves,andherslenderhandswerefascinatinglygracefulintheirdefthandlingofeverythingshetouched。TheywereasecondeditionofthehandswithwhichAlexanderStronghadfeltoutdefectivenervesystemsandmadedelicatemuscularadjustments。Shewaswhollyabsorbedinwhatshewasdoing。SittingontheblanketacrossfromherDonaldWhitingwaswhollyabsorbedinherandhewasthinking。
Hewasplanninghowhecouldpleaseher,howhecouldearnherfriendship。Hewasadmittingtohimselfthathehadverylittle,ifanything,toshowforhoursoftimethathehadspentindancing,atcardgames,beachpicnics,andraces。Allthesethingshadbeenamusing。Buthehadnothingtoshowforthetimehehadspentorthemoneyhehadwasted。NothinghadhappenedthatinanywayequippedhimforhisbattlewithOkaSayye。
Conversely,thisgirl,whomhehadresented,whomhehadcriticized,whohadclaimedhisnoticeonlybyherradicaldifferencefromtheothergirls,hadmanaged,duringthefewminuteshehadfirsttalkedwithherinthehall,towoundhispride,tospurhisambition,tostarthimonacoursethatmustendinlastingandmaterialbenefittohimevenifhefailedinmakingahigherrecordofscholarshipthanOkaSayye。Itwasverycertainthattheexercisehewasgivinghisbrainmustbebeneficial。Hehadlearnedmanythingsthatwereintenselyinterestingtohimandhehadnoteventouchedthesurfaceofwhathecouldseethatshehadbeentaughtbyherfatherorhadlearnedthroughexperienceandpersonalinvestigation。Shehadbeencomingtothemountainsandthecanyonsalone,forfouryearsdoingbyherselfwhatshewouldhavedoneunderherfather\'ssupervisionhadhelived。Thatarguedforsteadfastnessandstrengthofcharacter。Shewouldnotutteronewordofflattery。Shewouldsaynothingshedidnotmean。Watchingherintently,DonaldWhitingthoughtofallthesethings。Hethoughtofwhatshehadsaidaboutfightingforhim,andhewonderedifitreallywastruethatanygirlheknewwouldfightforhim。Hehardlybelieveditwhenherememberedsomeofhisfriends,soentirelydevotedtopersonaladornmentandpersonalgratification。ButLindahadsaidthatallwomenwerealikeintheirhearts。Sheknewaboutotherthings。Shemustknowaboutthis。Maybeallwomenwouldfightfortheiryoungorfortheirmen,butheknewofnoothergirlwhocoulddriveaBearCatwiththeprecisionandskillwithwhichLindadrove。Heknewnoothergirlwhowasmasterofthesecretsofthedesertandthecanyonsandthemountains。Certainlyheknewnoothergirlwhowouldtugatgreatbouldersandbuildafireplaceandriskburningherfingersandscorchingherfacetoprepareamealforhim。SohewatchedLindaandsohethought。
Atfirsthethoughtshewasthefinestpalaboyeverhad,andthenhethoughthowhemeanttoworktoearnandkeepherfriendship;andthen,asthefirereddenedLinda\'scheeksandshemaderunningcommentswhileshedeftlyturnedherskewersofbrigandbeefsteak,foodthathalftheBoyScoutsinthecountryhadbeeneatingforfouryears,therecameanideawithwhichhedallieduntilitgrewintoaluringvision。
\"Linda,\"heaskedsuddenly,\"doyouknowthatoneofthesedaysyou\'regoingtobeabeautifulwoman?\"
Lindaturnedherskewerswithintenseabsorption。Atfirsthealmostthoughtshehadnotheardhim,butatlastshesaidquietly:\"Doyoureallythinkthatispossible,Donald?\"
\"You\'relovelyrightnow!\"answeredtheboypromptly。
\"Forgoodness\'sake,haveaneyesingletoyourrecordfortruthandveracity,\"saidLinda。\"Doesn\'tthisbegintosmellzippy?\"
\"Itcertainlydoes,\"saidDonald。\"It\'smakingmeravenous。Buthonest,Linda,youareaprettygirl。\"
\"Honest,yourfoot!\"saidLindascornfully。\"Iamnotaprettygirl。IamleanandbonyandI\'vegotabeakwhereIshouldhaveanose。Speakingofprettygirls,mysister,Eileen,isaprettygirl。Sheisadownrightbeautifulgirl。\"
\"Yes,\"saidDonald,\"sheis,butshecan\'tholdacandletoyou。
Howdidshelookwhenshewasyourage?\"
\"Ican\'trememberEileen,\"saidLinda,\"whenshewasnotexquisitelydressedandthinkingmoreabouttakingcareofhershoesthananythingelseintheworld。Ican\'trememberherwhenshewasnotcurled,andevenwhenshewasatinythingMotherputadustofpowderonhernose。Shesaidherskinwassodelicatethatitcouldnotbearthesun。Shenevercouldrunorplayormotormuchordoanything,becauseshehasalwayshadtobesavedforthesolepurposeofbeingexquisitelybeautiful。Talkaboutliliesofthefield,that\'swhatEileenis!Sheisanimprovementontheoriginallilyofthefield——she\'salilyofthedrawingroom。Me,now,I\'mmoreofaJoshuatree。\"
DonaldWhitinglaughed,asLindaintendedthatheshould。
Aminuteafterwardsheslidthesavoryfoodfromaskewerupononeofthepiepans,tossedbackthecoverfromthelittletable,stackedsomebread-and-buttersandwichesbesidethemeatandhandedthepantoDonald。
\"Fallto,\"shesaid,\"andprovethatyou\'reamanwithanappreciativetummy。Fatherusedtobepositivelyravenousforthisstuff。Ilikeitmyself。\"
Sheslidthefoodfromthesecondskewertoapanforherself,settledthefiretohersatisfactionandtheybegantheirmeal。
PresentlyshefilledacupfromthebucketbesideherandhandedittoDonald。Atthesametimesheliftedanotherforherself。
\"Here\'stothebarrelcactus,\"shesaid。\"Maythedesertgrowenoughofthemsothatwe\'llneverlackonewhenwewanttohaveaSaturdaypicnic。\"
Laughinglytheydrankthistoast;andtheskewerswerefilledasecondtime。Whentheycouldeatnomoretheypackedawaythelunchthings,buriedthefire,tooktheaxeandthefieldglasses,andstartedonatripofexplorationdownthecanyon。
Togethertheyadmireddelicateandexquisitefernsgrowingaroundgreatgrayboulders。Donaldtastedhunters\'rockleek,andlearnedthatanyhefoundwhileonahuntingexpeditionwouldfurnishasplendidsubstituteforwater。Lindatoldhimofrareflowersshelackedandwhattheywerelikeandhowhewouldbeabletoidentifywhatshewantedincaseheshouldeverfindanywhenhewasouthuntingorwithhisotherfriends。Theypeepedintothenestingplacesofcanyonwrensanddovesandfinches,andlistenedtotheexquisitecourtingsongsofthebirdswhoseheartswerealmostburstingwiththeexuberanceofspringandthejoyofhomemaking。Whentheyweretiredouttheywentbacktothediningroomandafterrestingatime,theymadeasupperfromtheremnantsoftheirdinner。WhentheywereseatedinthecarandLinda\'shandwasonthesteeringwheel,Donaldreachedacrossandcovereditwithhisown。
\"Waitabit,\"hesaid。\"BeforeweleavehereIwanttoaskyouaquestionandIwantyoutomakemeapromise。\"
\"Allright,\"saidLinda。\"What\'syourquestion?\"
\"Whatisthere,\"saidDonald,\"thatIcandothatwouldgiveyousuchpleasureasyouhavegivenme?\"
Lindacouldjestonoccasions,butbynatureshewasaseriousperson。ShelookedatDonaldreflectively。
\"Why,Ithink,\"shesaidatlast,\"thathavingafriend,havingsomeonewhounderstandsandwhocaresforthethingsIdo,andwholikestogotothesameplacesandtodothesamethings,isthebiggestthingthathashappenedtomesinceIlostmyfather。
Idon\'tseethatyouareinanywayinmydebt,Donald。\"
\"Allrightthen,\"saidtheboy,\"thatbringsmetothepromiseI
wantyoutomakeme。MaywealwayshaveourSaturdaystogetherlikethis?\"
\"Sure!\"saidLinda,\"Iwouldbemightilypleased。I\'llhavetoworklateratnightandscheme,maybe。BygoodrightsSaturdaybelongstomeanywaybecauseIambornSaturday\'schild。\"
\"Well,hurrahforSaturday!Italwayswasagrandoldday,\"saidDonald,\"andsinceIseewhatitcandointurningoutagirllikeyou,I\'vegotabetteropinionofitthanever。We\'llcallthatsettled。I\'llalwaysaskyouonFridayatwhathourtocome,andhereafterSaturdayisours。\"
\"Oursitis,\"saidLinda。
ThensheputtheBearCatthroughthecreekandontheroadand,drivingswiftlyasshedared,rantoLilacValleyanduptoPeterMorrison\'slocation。
Shewasamazedattheamountofworkthathadbeenaccomplished。
Thegaragewasfinished。Peter\'stemporaryworkdeskandhiscotwereinit。Anumberofhispersonalbelongingswerethere。Thesiteforhishousehadbeenselectedandthecellarwasbeingexcavated。
LindadescendedfromtheBearCatandledDonaldbeforePeter。
\"Sinceyou\'rebothmyfriends,\"shesaid,\"Iwantyoutoknoweachother。ThisisDonaldWhiting,theSeniorItoldyouabout,Mr。Morrison。Youknowyousaidyouwouldhelphimifyoucould。\"
\"Certainly,\"saidPeter。\"Iamverygladtoknowanyfriendofyours,MissLinda。Comeovertomyworkroomandlet\'shearaboutthis。\"
\"Oh,goandtalkitoverbetweenyourselves,\"saidLinda。\"Iamgoingupheretohaveaprivateconversationwiththespring。I
wantittotellmeconfidentiallyexactlythecourseitwouldenjoyrunningsothatwhenyourhouseisfinishedandIcometolayoutyourgroundsIwillknowexactlyhowitfeelsaboutmakingachange。\"
\"Fine!\"saidPeter。\"Takeyourtimeandbecomeextremelyconfidential,becausethemoreIlookatthelocationandthemoreIhearthegaychucklingsongthatthatwatersings,themoreIaminlovewithyourplantorunitacrossthelawnandbringitaroundtheboulder。\"
\"Itwouldbeadownrightsinnottohavethatwaterinaconvenientplaceforyourchildrentoplayin,Peter,\"saidLinda。
\"Thenthat\'sallsettled,\"saidPeter。\"Now,Whiting,comethiswayandwe\'llseewhetherIcansuggestanythingthatwillhelpyouwithyourproblem。\"
\"Whistlewhenyouareready,Donald,\"calledLindaassheturnedaway。
PeterMorrisonglancedafterherasecond,andthenheledDonaldWhitingtoanailkeginthegarageandimpaledthatyoungsteronthementalpointofamentalpinandstudiedhimascarefullyasanyscientisteverstudiedararespecimen。Whenfinallyhelethimgo,hismentalcommentwas:\"He\'samightyfinekid。Lindaisperfectlysafewithhim。\"
CHAPTERXV。Linda\'sHearthstoneEarlythefollowingweekLindacamefromschooloneeveningtofindaloadofsandandaheapofcuriouslymarkedstonesbesidethebackdoor。
\"Canitpossiblybe,Katy,\"sheasked,\"thatthosemenareplanningtobeginworkonmyroomsosoon?Iamscaredoutofalmostsevenofmyfivesenses。IhadnoideatheywouldbereadytobeginworkuntilafterIhadmysettlementwithEileenorwaspaidforthebooks。\"
\"Don\'tyebeworried,\"saidKaty。\"There\'smoreinmestockingthanmeleg,andyou\'reaswelcometoitasthedesertiswelcometorain,an\'nadin\'it\'mostasbad。\"
\"Anyway,\"saidLinda,\"itwillsurelytakethemlongenoughsothatIcanpaybythetimetheyfinish。\"
ButLindawasnotfiguringthatbackoftheprojectedimprovementsstoodtwomen,eachofwhomhadanextremelypersonalreasonforgreatlydesiringtopleaseher。PeterMorrisonhadsecuredaslabofsandstone。Hehadlocatedamarblecuttertowhomhemeanttocarryit,andwasspendingmuchthoughtthathemighthavebeenusingonanarticleintryingtohituponexactlytherightlineorphrasetobuildinaboveLinda\'sfire——somethingthatwouldconveytoherinafewwordsasenseoffriendshipandbeauty。
WhilePetergazedattheunresponsivegraysandstoneandwrotelineafterlinewhichheimmediatelydestroyed,HenryAndersonexploredthemountainandcamein,redfacedandperspiring,frommilesofclimbingwithabrightstoneineachhand,ortookthecartobringinsmallheapstooheavytocarrythathehadcollectedneartheroads。Theyweretwomenstrivingforthefavorofthesamegirl。HowLindawouldhavebeenamusedhadsheunderstoodthesituation,orhowEileenwouldhavebeenprovoked,neitherofthemenknewnordidtheycare。
TheworkmencameafterLindaleftandwentbeforeherreturn。
Havingbeencautionedtosilence,Katyhadnottoldherwhenworkactuallybegan;andsoithappenedthat,goingtoherroomoneevening,sheunlockedthedoorandsteppedinsidetofacethecompletedfireplace。Thefireboxwasnotverylargebutample。
Thehearthstonewasabigsheetofsmoothgraysandstone。ThesidesandtopwereHenry\'scollectionofbrilliantboulders,carefullyandartisticallylaidinbluemortar,andoverthefireboxwassetPeter\'sslabofgraysandstone。Onitwerefourdeeplycarvedlines。ThequaintOldEnglishletteringwasfilledeventothesurfacewitharedmortar,whilethecapitalsweredoneindullblue。Thegirlslowlyread:
Voicelessstones,withFlame-tonguesPreachSermonsstruckfromNature\'sLyre;NotesofLoveandTrustandHopeHourlysinginLinda\'sFire。
Inthefireboxstoodasquatpairofblackandirons,showingageandusage。Arougheucalyptuslogwaitedacrossthemwhiletheshavingsfromtheplacingofthemantelandthecuttingofthewindowsweretuckedbeneathit。Lindastoodabsorbedaminute。
Shelookedattheskylight,floodingtheroomwiththelightshesoneededcomingfromtherightangle。Shewentovertothenewwindowthatgaveheraviewofthelengthofthevalleyshelovedandamostessentialdraft。Whensheturnedbacktothefireplaceherhandsweretrembling。
\"Nowisn\'tthattoolovelyofthem?\"shesaidsoftly。\"Isn\'tthataltogetherwonderful?HowIwishDaddywereheretositbesidemyfireandsharewithmetheworkIhopetodohere。\"
Inordertocomeasclosetohimaspossibleshedidthenextbestthing。ShesatdownathertableandwrotealonglettertoMarian,tellinghereverythingshecouldthinkofthatwouldinteresther。Thenshere-readwithextremecarethelettershehadfoundatthePostOfficethatdayinreplytotheoneshehadwrittenMarianpurportingtocomefromanadmirer。Writingslowlyandthinkingdeeply,sheansweredit。ShetriedtoimaginethatshewasPeterMorrisonandshetriedtosaythethingsinthatletterthatshethoughtPeterwouldsayinthecircumstances,becauseshefeltsurethatMarianwouldbeentertainedbysuchthingsasPeterwouldsay。Whenshefinished,shereaditovercarefully,andthencopieditwithequalcareonthetypewriter,whichshehadremovedtoherworkroom。
WhensheheardKaty\'sfootstepoutsideherdoor,sheopeneditanddrewherin,slippingtheboltbehindher。Sheledhertothefireplaceandrecitedthelines。
\"Nowain\'ttheyjistthefinestgentlemen?\"saidKaty。\"Cutrightoffofapieceofthesameclothasyourfather。Nowsomewaywemustgettogetherenoughmoneytogetyeagood-sizedrugforunderyourworktable,andthenye\'vegottohavetwobitsofsmallones,oneforyourhearthstoneandoneforyouraisel;andthenye\'reready,colleen,toshowwhatyecando。I\'msoproudofyewhenIthinkofthegrandsecretit\'skeepin\'foryeIam;
andlessandlessaregettin\'mechancesforthesalvationofmesoul,foreverynightI\'ma-sittin\'starin\'atthemagazinesyegavemewhenIoughttobetellin\'mebeadsandmakin\'medevotions。Ain\'titabouttimethethirdwascomin\'in?\"
\"Anydaynow,\"saidLindainawhisper。\"And,Katy,you\'llbecareful?Thateditormustthinkthat\'JaneMeredith\'isfullofyearsandripeexperience。Iprobablywouldn\'tgettencents,nonotevenafor-nothingchance,ifheknewthosearticleswerewrittenbyaJunior。\"
\"Juniornothing!\"scoffedKaty。\"Therewasnotadayofhislifethatyourpadidnotspendhoursdrillin\'yeinthingstherestofthegirlsinyourschoolneverheardof。\'Tain\'tnohigh-schoolgirlthat\'swrittenthemarticles。It\'sAlexanderStrongspeakin\'throughthemediumofhisownfleshandblood。\"
\"Why,soitis,Katy!\"criedLindadelightedly。\"Youknow,I
neverthoughtofthat。IhavebeensoegoisticalIthoughtIwasdoingthemmyself。\"
\"Paidyeanythingyet?\"queriedKaty。
\"No,\"saidLinda,\"theyhaven\'t。ItseemsthattheamountofinterestthearticlesevokeisgoingtodecidewhatIamtobepaidforthem,buttheycertainlycouldn\'ttaketherecipeandthecommentsandthesketchforlessthantwenty-fiveorthirtydollars,unlessrecipesarelikepoetry。Petersaidtheotherdaythatifapoetdidnothavesomeotherprofessiontosupporthim,hewouldstarvetodeathonallhewaspaidforwritingthemostbeautifulthingsthateverarewritteninallthisworld。
Petersaysevenanefforttowriteapoemisabeautifulthing。\"
\"Well,maybethatusedtobethetruth,\"saidKatyasshestartedtowardthedoor,\"butIhavebeenreadingsomethingslabeled\'poetry\'inthemagazinesoflate,andiftheholyfatherknowswhattheymean,he\'sevenbiggerthaneverItookhimtobe。\"
\"Katy,\"saidLinda,\"wearedreadfulbacknumbers。Wearelettingthisworldprogressandrollrightonpastuswithoutastruggle。Wehaven\'teitheronebeentoapsychoanalysttofindoutthecolorofourauras。\"
\"NowGodforbid,\"saidKaty。\"Iain\'tgoingtohaveoneofthemthingsaroundme。ThecolorsI\'mwearin\'satisfymeentoirely。\"
\"Andminearegoingtosatisfymeveryshortly,now,\"laughedLinda,\"becausetomorrowismybigdaywithEileen。Nexttimewehaveaminutetogether,olddear,I\'llhavestartedmybankaccount。\"
\"Rightyeare,\"saidKaty,\"jistexactlyright。You\'regettingsuchagreatgirlit\'stheproperthingyeshouldbesuitablydressed,anddon\'tyebetoomodest。\"
\"Theunfortunatethingaboutthat,Katy,isthatlintimatedtheotherdaythatIwouldbecontentwithlessthanhalf,sincesheisolderandsheshouldhaveherchancefirst。\"
\"Nowain\'tthatjistlikeye?\"saidKaty。\"Imighthaveknownyewouldbedoingthatverything。\"
\"AfterIhavegoneovertheaccounts,\"saidLinda,\"I\'llknowbetterwhattodemand。Nowflytoyourcooking,Katy,andletmesitdownatthistableandseeifIcandigoutafewdollarsofhonestcoin;butI\'mgoingtohavehardworktokeepmyevesonthepaperwiththatfireplacebeforeme。Isn\'tthatredandblueletteringtheprettiestthing,Katy,anddoyounoticethattiny\'P。M。\'cutdowninthelowerleft-handcornernearlyoutofsight?That,Katy,standsfor\'PeterMorrison,\'andoneofthesedaysPeterisgoingtobealargefigureonthelandscape。ThenextPosthehasanarticleinI\'llbuyforyou。\"
\"Itneverdoes,\"saidKaty,\"tobemakin\'upyourmindinthisworldsohardandfastthatyecan\'tchangeit。InthedaysbeforeJohnGilmangotbewitchedoutofhissensesIdidthink,barrin\'yourfather,thathewasthefinestmantheLordevermade;butIain\'tthoughtsomuchofhimoflateasIdidbefore。\"
\"Sameholdsgoodforme,\"saidLinda。
\"I\'vestudiedthisPeter,\"continuedKaty,\"likeyourpausedtostudythingsunderhismicroscope。He\'sthemostcome-at-ableman。He\'sgotsuchakindofaquestionin\'lookonhisface,andthere\'sabitofastooptohisshouldersliketheyhadbeenwhittledoutforcarryin\'aload,andthere\'sakindofawhimsyquiverin\'aroundhislipsthatmakesmeheartstandstilleverytimehespeakstome,becauseIcan\'tbecertainwhetherheisgoingtomakemelaughorgoingtomakemecry,andwhenwhathe\'ssayin\'doescomewiththatlittleslowdrawl,Ican\'tbejustsurewhetherhe\'smeanin\'itorwhetherhe\'sjistpokin\'funatme。Hesaidthequarestthingtometheotherdaywhenhewasherefiddlin\'overthemakin\'ofthisfireplace。Hewasstandin\'
outbesideyourdesertgardenandIcomeavenwithhimandIsaystohim:\'Them\'stherareplantsMissLindaandherpahavebeengoin\'tothedesertsandthecanyons,aslongashelived,tofetchin;andthenMissLindawentalone,andnowthesonofJudgeWhiting,thebiggestlawyerinLosAngeles,hasbegungoin\'
withher。Ain\'titthebrightest,prettiestplace?\'Isaystohim。Andhestoodtherelookin\',andhesaystome:\'No,Katy,thatisagraveyard。\'Nowwhatinthenameofraisonwasthemanmeanin\'bythat?\"
Lindastaredatthehearthmottoreflectively。
\"Agraveyard!\"sherepeated。\"Well,ifanythingcouldcomefartherfromagraveyardthanthatspot,Idon\'tknowhowitwoulddoit。Ihaven\'ttheremotestnotionwhathemeant。Whydidn\'tyouaskhim?\"
\"Well,thetruthis,\"saidKaty,\"thatIproidemyselfonbeingabletokapememouthshutwhenIshould。\"
\"I\'llleavetothinkoverit,\"saidLinda。\"AtpresentIhavenomoreideathanyouinwhatrespectmydesertgardencouldresembleagraveyard。Oh!yes,there\'sonethingIwantedtoaskyou,Katy。HasEileenbeenaroundwhilethisroomwasbeingaltered?\"
\"Shecameinyesterday,\"answeredKaty,\"whenthehammerin\'andsawin\'wasgoin\'fullblast。\"
\"WhatIwantedtofindout\'\"saidLinda,\"waswhethershehadbeenhereandseenthisroomornot,becauseifshehasn\'tandshewantstoseeit,nowishertime。AfterIgetthingsgoinghereandthesewallsarecoveredwithdryingsketchesthisroomisgoingtobestrictlyprivate。Youseethatyoukeepyourkeywherenobodygetsholdofit。\"
\"It\'sonastringroundmeneckthisblessedminute,\"saidKaty。
\"Ididn\'tseehercomeuphere,butyecouldbesafeinbettin\'
anythingye\'vegotthatshecame。\"
\"Yes,Iimagineshedid,\"saidLinda。\"ShewouldbesufficientlycuriousthatshewouldcometolearnhowmuchIhavespentifshehadnootherinterestinme。\"
Shelookedatthefireplacereflectively。
\"Iwonder,\"shesaid,\"whatEileenthoughtofthatandIwonderifshenoticedthatlittle\'P。M。\'tuckedawaydownthereinthecorner。\"
\"Sureshedid,\"saidKaty。\"Shehasgoteyeslikeacat。ShecanseemorethingsinashortertimethananybodyIeverknew。\"
SothateveningatdinnerLindatoldEileenthattheimprovementsshehadmadeforherconvenienceinthebilliardroomwerefinished,andaskedherifshewouldliketoseethem。
\"Ican\'timaginewhatyouwanttostickyourselfoffuptherealonefor,\"saidEileen。\"Idon\'tbelieveIamsufficientlyinterestedingarretskylightsandwindowstoclimbuptolookatthem。Whateverybodyintheneighborhoodcanseeisthatyouhaveabsolutelyruinedthelooksofthebackpartofthehouse。\"
\"Goodgracious!\"saidLinda。\"HaveI?YouknowIneverthoughtofthat。\"
\"Ofcourse!Butallyou\'vegottodoisgoonthecastlawnandtakealookatthatsideandthebackendofthehousetoseewhatyouhavedone,\"saidEileen。\"Undoubtedlyyou\'vecutthesellingpriceofthehouseonethousand,atleast。Butit\'sexactlylikeyounottohavethoughtofwhatchoppinguptheroofandtheendofthehouseasyouhavedone,wouldmakeitlooklike。Youhavegotoneofthosesingle-trackminds,Linda,thatcanthinkofonlyonethingatatime,andyouneverdothink,whenyoustartanything,ofwhattheendisgoingtobe。\"
\"Verylikelythere\'salargeamountoftruthinthat,\"saidLindasoberly。\"PerhapsIdogetanideaandpursueittotheexclusionofeverythingelse。It\'saninheritancefromDaddy,thisconcentratingwithallmymightononethingatatime。ButIamverysorryifIhavedisfiguredthehouse。\"
\"WhatIwanttoknow,\"saidEileen,\"ishowinthisworld,atpresentwagesandcostofmaterial,you\'reexpectingtopaymenfortheworkyouhavehaddone。\"
\"Icantalkmoreunderstandinglyaboutthat,\"saidLindaquietly,\"dayaftertomorrow。I\'llgethomefromschooltomorrowasearlyasIcan,andthenwe\'llfigureoutourfinancialsituationexactly。\"
Eileenmadenoreply。
CHAPTERXVI。ProducingtheEvidenceWhenLindahurriedhomethenextevening,herfirstwordtoKatywastoaskifEileenwerethere。
\"No,sheisn\'there,\"saidKaty,\"andshe\'snotgoingtobe。\"
\"Notgoingtobe!\"criedLinda,herfacepalingperceptibly。
\"Shewentdowntownthismorningandshetelephonedmeaboutthreesayin\'shehadaninvoitationtogowithamotorpartytoPasadenathisafternoon,an\'shewasn\'tknowin\'whethershecouldgethomethenightornot。\"
\"Idon\'tlikeit,\"saidLinda。\"Idon\'tlikeitatall。\"
ShelikeditstilllesswhenEileencamehomeforachangeofclothingthefollowingday,andagainwenttospendthenightwithafriend,withoutleavinganywordwhatever。
\"Idon\'tunderstandthis,\"saidLinda,whitelippedandtense。
\"Shedoesnotwanttoseeme。Shedoesnotintendtotalkbusinesswithmeifshecanpossiblyhelpit。SheistreatingmeasifIwereafour-year-oldinsteadofawomanwithasmuchbrainasshehas。IfsheappearswhileIamgonetomorrowandstartsawayagain,youtellherCometothinkofit,youneedn\'ttellheranything;I\'llgiveyouanoteforher。\"
SoLindasatdownandwrote:
DEAREILEEN:
Itwon\'tbenecessarytoremindyouofouragreementnightbeforelasttosettleonanallowancefromFather\'sestateforme。OfcourseIrealizethatyouarepurposelyavoidingseeingme,forwhatreasonIcan\'timagine;butIgiveyouwarning,thatifyouhavebeeninthishouseandhavereadthisnote,andarenotherewithyourfiguresreadytomeetmewhenIgethometomorrownight,I\'lltakemattersintomyownhands,anddoexactlywhatI
thinkbestwithouttheslightestreferencetowhatyouthinkaboutit。Ifyoudon\'twantsomethingdonethatyouwilldislike,evenmorethanyoudislikeseeingme,youhadbetterheedthiswarning。
LINDA。
Shereaditoverslowly:\"My,thatsoundsmelodramatic!\"shecommented。\"It\'sevengotathreatinit,andit\'safunnythingtothreatenmyownsister。Idon\'tthinkthatit\'sasituationthatoccursveryfrequently,butforthatmatterIsincerelyhopethatEileenisn\'tthekindofsisterthatoccursfrequently。\"
Lindawentuptoherroomandtriedtosettleherselftowork,butfoundthatitwasimpossibletofixherattentiononwhatshewasdoing。Hermindjumpedfromonethingtoanotherinawaythattotallyprohibitedeffectiveworkofanykind。Asuddenresolvecameintoherheart。Shewouldnotwaitanylonger。Shewouldknowforherselfjusthowshewassituatedfinancially。
ShewroteanotetotheeditorofEverybody\'sHome,askinghimifitwouldbeconvenienttoletherknowwhatreceptionherworkwashavingwithhissubscribers,whetherhedesiredhertocontinuethedepartmentinhismagazines,andifso,whatwasthebestofferhecouldmakeherfortherecipes,thenaturalhistorycommentsaccompanyingthem,andthesketches。ThenshewentdowntothetelephonebookandlookedupthelocationoftheConsolidatedBank。ShedecidedthatshewouldstopthereonherwayfromschoolthenextdayandasktobeshowntheStrongaccounts。
WhileshewasmeditatingtheseheroicmeasuresthebellrangandKatyadmittedJohnGilman。Strangelyenough,hewasaskingforLinda,notforEileen。AtthefirstglimpseofhimLindaknewthatsomethingwaswrong;sowithoutanypreludeshesaidabruptly:\"What\'sthematter,John?Don\'tyouknowwhereI
Eileeniseither?\"
\"Approximately,\"heanswered。\"Shehas\'phonedmetwoorthreetimes,butIhaven\'tseenherforthreedays。Doyouknowwheresheisorexactlywhysheiskeepingawayfromhomeassheis?\"
\"Yes,\"saidLinda,\"Ido。ItoldyoutheotherdaythetimehadcomewhenIwasgoingtodemandasettlementofFather\'sestateandafixedincome。ThattimecamethreedaysagoandIhavenotseenEileensince。\"
Theyenteredthelivingroom。AsLindapassedthetable,proppedagainstacandlestickonit,shenoticedanoteaddressedtoherself。
\"Oh,herewillbeanexplanation,\"shesaid。\"Hereisanoteforme。SitdownaminutetillIreadit。\"
Sheseatedherselfonthearmofachair,toreopenthenote,andinstantlybeganreadingaloud。
\"Dearlittlesister——\"
\"Pathetic,\"interpolatedLinda,\"inconsiderationofthefactthatIamabouttwiceasbigassheis。However,we\'llletthatgo,andfocusontheenclosure。\"ShewavedaslenderslipofpaperatGilman。\"Ineverwaspossessedofanarticlelikethisbeforeinallmytenderyounglife,butitseemstomethatit\'sacheque,andIcan\'ttellyouquitehowdeeplyitamusesme。
Buttoreturntobusiness,atthepresentinstantIam:
DEARLITTLESISTER:
ItseemsthatallthefriendsIhaveareparticularlyinsistentonseeingmeallatonceandallinarush。Idon\'tthinkIeverhadquitesomanyinvitationsatonetimeinmylifebefore,andthenexttwoorthreedaysseemtobegoingtobeequallyasfull。ButItooktimetorunintothebankandgooverthingscarefully。Ifindthatafterthepaymentoftaxesandinsuranceandallthehouseholdexpenses,thatbywearingoldclothesI
haveandmakingthemoverIcanaffordtoturnoveratleastseventy-fivedollarsamonthtoyouforyourclothingandpersonalexpenses。AsIdon\'tknowexactlywhenIcangethome,IamenclosingachequewhichisconsiderablylargerthanIhadsupposedIcouldmakeit,andIcanonlydothisbyskimpingmyself;butofcourseyouaregettingsuchabiggirlandbeginningtoattractattention,soitisonlyrightthatyoushouldhavetheverybestthatIcanaffordtodoforyou。IamnottakingthebillfromTheModeintoconsideration。Ipaidthatwithlastmonth\'sexpenses。
Withlove,EILEEN。
Lindaheldtheletterinonehand,thechequeintheother,andstaredquestioninglyatJohnGilman。
\"Whatdoyouthinkofthat?\"sheinquiredtersely。
\"Itseemstome,\"saidGilman,\"thatamorepertinentquestionwouldbe,whatdoyouthinkofit?\"
\"Rot!\"saidLindatersely。\"IfIwereastenographerinyourofficeIwouldthinkthatIwasmakingafairlygoodstart;butI
happentobethedaughterofAlexanderStronglivinginmyownhomewithmyonlysister,whocanaffordtoflitliketheflittingestofsocialbutterfliesfromonepartytoanotheraswelldressedas,andbetterdressedthan,theGreatGeneralAverage。Youhaveknownus,John,eversinceEileensatinthesuntodryherhandmadecurls,whileIwasleavingapieceofmydressoneverybuskinMultifloresCanyon。RighthereandnowI
amgoingtoshowyousomething!\"
Lindastartedupstairs,soJohnGilmanfollowedher。ShewenttothedoorofEileen\'ssuiteandopenedit。
\"Nowthen,\"shesaid,\"takealookatwhatEileenfeelsshecanaffordforherself。Youwillobserveshehascompleteandexquisitefurnishingsandallsortsoffeminineaccessoriesonherdressingtable。Youwillobservethatshehasfinerugsinherdressingroomandbathroom。Letmecallyourattentiontothefactthatallthesedrawersarefilledwithexpensivecomfortsandconveniences。\"
AngrilyLindabegantoopendrawersfilledwithfancyfeminineapparel,daintilyandneatlyfolded,everythinginperfectorder:
gloves,hose,handkerchiefs,ribbons,laces,allinseparatecompartmentsShepointedtothehighchiffonier,thetopdecoratedwithcandlesticksandsilver-framedpictures。Herethedrawersrevealedheapsofembroideredunderclothingandsilkengarments。Thenshewalkedtotheclosetandthrewthedoorwide。
Shepushedhangersontheirrods,slidingbeforetheperplexedandbewilderedmandressafterdressoflaceandgeorgette,walkingsuitsofcloth,streetdressesofsilk,andprettyafternoongowns,heavycoats,lightcoats,abeautifuleveningcoat。LindatookthisdownandhelditinfrontofJohnGilman。
\"Iseethingsmarkedinstorewindows,\"shesaid。\"Eileenpaidnotapennylessthanthreehundredforthisonecoat。Lookattherowsofshoes,andpumps,andslippers,andwhatthatboxisorIdon\'tknow。\"
Lindaslidtothelightaboxscreenedbythehangingdresses,andwiththetoeofhershoeliftedthelid,disclosingacompletesmokingoutfit——caseaftercaseofcigarettes。Lindadroppedthelidandshovedtheboxback。Shestoodsilentasecond,thenshelookedatJohnGilman。
\"Thatisthewaythingsgointhisworld,\"shesaidquietly。
\"Wheneveryouloseyourtemper,youalwaysdosomethingyoudidn\'tintendtodowhenyoustarted。Ididn\'tknowthat,andI
wouldn\'thaveshownittoyoupurposelyifIhadknownit;butitdoesn\'talterthefactthatyoushouldknowit。Ifyoudidknowitnoharm\'sdonebutifyoudidn\'tknowit,youshouldn\'tbeallowedtomarryEileenwithoutknowingasmuchaboutherasyoudidaboutMarian,andtherewasnothingaboutMarianthatyoudidn\'tknow。Iamsorryforthat,butsinceIhavestartedthisIamgoingthroughwithit。Nowgivemejustoneminutemore。\"
Thenshewentdownthehall,threwopenthedoortoherroom,andwalkinginsaid:\"YouhaveseenEileen\'ssurroundings;nowtakealookatmine。There\'smybed;there\'smydresserandtoiletarticles;andthisismywardrobe。\"
Sheopenedtheclosetdoorandexhibitedapairofoverallsinwhichshewateredherdesertgarden。Nextrangedherkhakibreechesandfelthat。Thenhungtheoldsergeschooldress,besideittheextraskirtandorangeblouse。Thestackofunderclothingontheshelveswaspitifullysmall,visiblydilapidated。Twoorthreeoutgrownginghamdresseshungforlornlyontheoppositewall。LindastoodtallandstraightbeforeJohnGilman。
\"WhatIhaveonandoneotherwaistconstitutemywardrobe,\"shesaid,\"andItoldEileenwheretogetthisdressandsuggesteditbeforeIgotit。\"
Gilmanlookedatherinadazedfashion。
\"Idon\'tunderstand,\"hesaidslowly。\"Ifthatisn\'tthedressI
sawEileensendupforherself,I\'mbadlymistaken。ItwastheSaturdaywewenttoRiverside。Itsurelyistheverydress。\"
Lindalaughedbleakly。
\"Thatmaybe,\"shesaid。\"Theonetimesheeverhasanyrespectformeisinaquestionoftaste。ShewillagreethatIknowwhencolorsarerightandathingisartistic。Nowthen,John,youaretheadministratorofmyfather\'sestate;youhaveseenwhatyouhaveseen。Whatareyougoingtodoaboutit?\"
\"Linda,\"hesaidquietly,\"whatmyheartmightpromptmetodoinconsiderationofthefactthatIamengagedtomarryEileen,andwhatmylegalsensetellsmeImustdoasexecutorofyourfather\'swishes,aredifferentpropositions。Iamgoingtodoexactlywhatyoutellmeto。Whatyouhaveshownme,andwhatI\'dhaverealized,ifIhadstoppedtothink,isneitherrightnorjust。\"
ThenLindatookhertunatdeepthought。
\"John,\"shesaidatlast,\"IamfeelingdepressedoverwhatI
havejustdone。IamnotsurethatinlosingmytemperandbringingyouuphereIhaveplayedthegamefairly。Youdon\'tneedtodoanything。I\'llmanagemyaffairswithEileenmyself。
ButI\'lltellyoubeforeyougo,thatyouneedn\'tpracticeanysubterfuges。Whenshereachesthepointwheresheisreadytocomehome,I\'lltellherthatyouwerehere,andwhatyouhaveseen。ThatisthebestIcandotowardsquaringmyselfwithmyownconscience。\"
Slowlytheywalkeddowntheha]ltogether。AttheheadofthestairsLindatookthechequethatshecarriedandtoreitintobits。Steppingacrossthehall,sheletthelittleheapslowlyfluttertotheruginfrontofEileen\'sdoor。ThenshewentbacktoherroomandleftJohnGilmantohisownreflections。
CHAPTERXVII。ARockandaFlameThefirsttimeLindaenteredthekitchenafterherinterviewwithGilman,Katyaskedindeepconcern,\"Nowwhatyebeendoing,lambie?\"
\"Doingthebabyact,Katy,\"confessedLinda。\"Disgracingmyself。
Losingmytemper。IwishIcouldbringmyselftotheplacewhereIwouldthinkhalfadozentimesbeforeIdoathingonce。\"
\"Nowlookhere,\"saidKaty,beginningtobristle,\"ain\'titthetruththatyehavethoughtforfouryearsbeforeyedidthisthingonce?\"
\"Quiteso,\"saidLinda。\"ButsinceIamthedaughterofthefinestgentlemanIeverknew,Ishouldnotdohasty,regrettablethings。Ontheliving-roomtableIfoundanotesweeterthanhoney,anditcontainedachequeformethatwouldn\'tpayEileen\'sbillsforlunches,candy,andtheatersforamonth;soinundueheatIreducedittobitsanddecoratedtherugbeforeherdoor。Butbeforethat,Katy,Iledmyguardianintotheroom,andshowedhimeverything。Imeanttotellhimthat,sincehehadneglectedmeforfouryears,hecouldseethatIhadjusticenow,butwhenI\'dpersonallyconductedhimfromEileen\'sroomtomine,andwhenItookagoodlookathimtherewassomethingonhisface,Katy,thatIcouldn\'tendure。SoItoldhimtoleaveittome;thatIwouldtellEileenmyselfwhatIhaddone,andsoIwill。ButIamsorryIdidit,Katy;Iamawfullysorry。YoualwaystoldmetokeepmytemperandIlostitcompletely。FromnowonIcertainlywilltrytobehavemyselfmorelikeawomanthanaspoiledchild。Nowgivemeadustclothandbrushes。IamalmostthroughwithmyjobinthelibraryandIwanttofinish,becauseIshallbeforcedtousethemoneyfromthebookstopayformyskylightandfireplace。\"
Lindawenttothelibraryandbeganwork,efficiently,carefully,yetwithapreciserapidityhabitualtoher。Downthelonglineofheavytechnicalbooks,shecametotheendoftheshelf。
Threebooksfromtheendshenoticedadifferenceinthewallbehindtheshelf。Hastilyremovingtheothertwovolumes,shedisclosedasmalllockeddoorhavingascrapofpaperprotrudingfromtheedgewhichshepulledoutanduponwhichsheread:
Intheeventofmypassing,shouldanyonemovethesebooksandfindthisdoor,theselinesaretoinformhimthatitistoremainuntouched。Thekeytoitisinmysafety-depositvaultattheConsolidatedBank。TheBankwillopenthedoorandattendtothecontentsoftheboxatthepropertime。
Lindafixedthepaperbackexactlyasshehadfoundit。Shestoodlookingatthedooralongtime,thenshecarefullywipedit,thewallaroundit,andtheshelf。Goingtoanothershelf,shepickedoutthebooksthathadbeenwrittenbyherfatherand,beginningattheendoftheshelf,sherangedtheminarowuntiltheycompletelycoveredtheopening。Thenshefinishedfillingtheshelfwithotherbooksthatshemeanttokeep,butherbrainwasworking,millingoverandoverthequestionofwhatthatlittlecompartmentcontainedandwhenitwastobeopenedandwhetherJohnGilmanknewaboutit,andwhethertheConsolidatedBankwouldrememberthedayspecified,andwhetheritwouldmeananythingimportanttoher。
ShecarriedthedustersbacktoKaty,andgoingtoherroom,concentratedresolutelyuponherwork;butsheWasunabletodoanythingconstructive。Herroutinelessonsshecouldprepare,butshecouldnotevensketchawildroseaccurately。Finallyshelaiddownherpencil,washedherbrushes,putawayhermaterial,andlockingherdoor,slippedthekeyintoherpocket。
GoingdowntothegaragesheclimbedintotheBearCatandheadedstraightforPeterMorrison。Shedroveintohislocationandblewthehorn。Petersteppedfromthegarage,andseeingher,startedinherdirection。Lindasprangdownandhurriedtowardhim。Helookedatherintentlyassheapproachedandformedhisownconclusions。
\"Sortofrestless,\"saidLinda。\"Couldn\'tevolveasinglenewideawithwhichtoenliventhegayannalsofEnglishliteratureandGreekhistory。Apersonalhistoryseemsinfinitelymoreinsistentandunusual。Iranawayfrommylessons,andmywork,andcametoyou,Peter,becauseIhadafeelingthattherewassomethingyoucouldgiveme,andIthoughtyouwould。\"
Petersmiledaslowcurioussmile。
\"Ilikeyourlineofthought,Linda,\"hesaidquietly。\"Itgreatlyappealstome。AnytimeanancientandpatriarchalliterarymannamedPeterMorrisoncanserveasarockuponwhichayoungthingcanrest,whyhe\'llbegladtobethatrock。\"
\"Whatwereyoudoing?\"askedLindaabruptly。
\"Comeandsee,\"saidPeter。
Heledthewaytothegarage。Hisworktableandthecementfloorarounditwerelitteredwithsheetsofcloselytypedpaper。
\"I\'llhavetoassemblethemfirst,\"saidPeter,gettingdownonhiskneesandbeginningtopickthemup。
Lindasatonapackingcaseandwatchedhim。Alreadyshefeltcomforted。OfcoursePeterwasarock,ofcourseanyonecouldtrusthim,andofcourseifthetempestoflifebeatuponhertoostronglyshecouldalwaysflytoPeter。
\"MayI?\"sheinquired,stretchingherhandinthedirectionofasheet。
\"Sure,\"saidPeter。
\"Whatisit?\"inquiredLindalightly。\"Thebridgeortheroadortheplayroom?\"
\"Gad!\"hesaidslowly。\"Don\'ttalkaboutmebeingarock!Rocksarestolid,stodgyunresponsivethings。IthoughtIwasstrugglingwithoneofthebiggestpoliticalproblemsofthedayfromaneconomicandpsychologicalstandpoint。IfI\'dhadsenseenoughtorealizethatitwasabridgeIwasbuilding,Imighthavedonethethingwithsomeimaginationandsubtlety。IfyouwantarockandyousayIamarock,arockI\'llbe,Linda。ButIknowwhatyouare,andwhatyouwillbetomewhenwereallybecomethekindoffriendswearedestinedtobe。\"
\"Iwondernow,\"saidLinda,\"ifyouaregoingtosaythatIcouldbeanysuchlovelythingonthelandscapeasabridge。\"
\"No,\"saidPeterslowly,\"nothingsoprosaic。Bridgesarecommoninthisworld。Youaregoingtobesomethinguncommon。Historyrecordstheexperiencesofbutonemanwhohasseenaflameintheopen。IamasecondMosesandyouaregoingtobemyburningbush。Iintendedtoreadthisarticletoyou。\"
Petermassedthesheets,straightenedthemonthedesk,anddeliberatelyrippedthemacrossseveraltimes。Lindasprangtoherfeetandstretchedoutherhands。
\"Why,Peter!\"shecriedinashockedvoice。\"Thatisperfectlyinexcusable。Therearehoursandhoursofworkonthat,andI
havenotadoubtbutthatitwasgoodwork。\"
\"Simplecaseofmechanism,\"saidPeter,reducingthebitstosmallersizeanddroppingthemintotheemptynailkegthatservedashiswastebasket。\"Alifelessthingwithoutasoul,mereclockwork。Ihavegottheideanow。Iamtobuildabridgeandmakearoad。EverywayIlookIcanseeagolden-flametongueofinspirationburning。I\'llrewritethatthingandanimateit。Takemeforaride,Linda。\"
LindaroseandwalkedtotheBearCat。Peterclimbedinandsatbesideher。Lindalaidherhandsonthesteeringwheelandstartedthecar。Sheranitdowntothehighwayandchosealevelroadleadingstraightdownthevalleythroughcultivatedcountry。InalltheworldtherewasnothingtoequalthepanoramathatshespreadbeforePeterthatevening。ShedrovetheBearCatpastorchards,hundredsofacresoforchardsofwaxengreenleavesandwaxenwhitebloomoforange,grapefruit,andlemon。Shetookhimwhereseasofpinkoutlinedpeachorchards,andotherseasthemoredelicatetintoftheapricots。
Sheglideddownavenueslinedwithpalmandeucalyptus,pepperandolive,andthroughunbrokenrows,extendingformiles,ofroses,longstretchesofwhite,againastretchofpink,thensalmon,yellow,andred。Nowhereinalltheworldaretheretobefoundsomanyacresoforchardbloomandsomanymilesoftree-lined,rose-decoratedroadwayasinsouthernCalifornia。