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  CHAPTER29。MELISSAANDMARGARET

  TheearlyspringsunshinelaylikeabenedictionovertheDeanhousehold,forMargaretandhermotherwerehomefromexile。OnthecorneroftheverandasatMrs。Dean,whereshealwayssat,knitting。Underthebigweepingwillowinthegardenwasherhusband\'sgrave。Whenshewasnotseatednearit,shewasthereintheporch,andtoithereyesseemedalwaystostraywhensheliftedthemfromherwork。

  ThemailhadjustcomeandMargaretwasreadingaletterfromDan,and,assheread,hercheeksflushed。

  \"Hetookmeintohisowntent,mother,andputhisownclothesonmeandnursedmelikeabrother。AndnowheisgoingtotakemetoyouandMargaret,hesays,andIshallbestrongenough,Ihope,tostartinaweek。Ishallbehisfriendforlife。\"

  Neithermothernordaughterspokewhenthegirlceasedreading。OnlyMargaretrosesoonandwalkeddownthegravelledwalktothestile。

  Beneaththehill,thecreeksparkled。Shecouldseetheverypoolwhereherbrothersandthequeerlittlestrangerfromthemountainswerefishingthedayhecameintoherlife。Sherememberedtheindignantheart-beatwithwhichshehadheardhimcallher\"littlegal,\"andshesmilednow,butshecouldrecalltheverytoneofhisvoiceandthesteadylookinhiscleareyeswhenheofferedhertheperchhehadcaught。Eventhenhisspiritappealedunconsciouslytoher,whenhesturdilyrefusedtogouptothehousebecauseherbrotherwas\"feelin\'hardtowardshim。\"Howstrangeandfarawayallthatseemednow!Upthecreekandaroundthewoodsshestrolled,deepinmemories。

  Foralongwhileshesatonastonewallinthesunshine——thinkinganddreaming,anditwasgrowinglatewhenshestartedbacktothehouse。Atthestile,sheturnedforamomenttolookattheoldBufordhomeacrossthefields。Asshelooked,shesawthepike-gateopenandawoman\'sfigureenter,andshekepthereyesidlyuponitasshewalkedontowardthehouse。Thewomancameslowlyandhesitatinglytowardtheyard。Whenshedrewnearer,Margaretcouldseethatsheworehomespun,home-madeshoes,andapoke-bonnet。

  Onherhandswereyarnhalf-mits,and,asshewalked,shepushedherbonnetfromhereyeswithonehand,firsttooneside,thentotheother——lookingatthelocustsplantedalongtheavenue,thecedarsintheyard,thesweepoflawnoverspreadwithspringingbluegrass。Attheyardgateshestopped,leaningoverit——hereyesfixedonthestatelywhitehouse,withitsmightypillars。Margaretwasstandingonthestepsnow,motionlessandwaiting,and,knowingthatshewasseen,thewomanopenedthegateandwalkedupthegravelledpath——nevertakinghereyesfromthefigureontheporch。Straightshewalkedtothefootofthesteps,andthereshestopped,and,pushingherbonnetback,shesaid,simply:

  \"AreyouMar-ga-ret?\"pronouncingthenameslowlyandwithgreatdistinctness。

  Margaretstarted。

  \"Yes,\"shesaid。

  Thegirlmerelylookedather——longandhard。Onceherlipsmoved:

  \"Mar-ga-ret,\"andstillshelooked。\"DoyouknowwharChadis?\"

  Margaretflushed。

  \"Whoareyou?\"

  \"Melissy。\"

  Melissa!Thetwogirlslookeddeepintoeachother\'seyesand,foroneflashingmoment,eachsawtheother\'sheart——baredandbeating——andMargaretsaw,too,astrangelightebbslowlyfromtheother\'sfaceandastrangeshadowfollowslowlyafter。

  \"YoumeanMajorBuford?\"

  \"ImeanChad。Ishedead?\"

  \"No,heisbringingmybrotherhome。\"

  \"Harry?\"

  \"No——Dan。\"

  \"Dan——here?\"

  \"Yes。\"

  \"When?\"

  \"Assoonasmybrothergetswellenoughtotravel。Heiswounded。\"

  Melissaturnedherfacethen。Hermouthtwitchedandherclaspedhandswereworkinginandout。Thensheturnedagain。

  \"Icomeupherefromthemountains,afootjus\'totellye——totellYOUthatChadain\'tno\"——shestoppedsuddenly,seeingMargaret\'squickflush——\"CHAD\'S

  MOTHERWASMARRIED。Ijus\'founditoutlastweek。Heain\'tno——\"——shestartedfiercelyagainandstoppedagain。\"ButIcomehereferHIM——notferYOU。YOU

  oughtn\'tto\'a\'keered。Hitwouldn\'t\'a\'beenhisfault。Heneverwasthesameafterhecomebackfromhere。Hitworriedhimmosttodeath,an\'Iknowhitwasyou——YOUhewasalwaysthinkin\'about。Hedidn\'tkeer\'ceptferyou。\"

  Againthatshadowcameanddeepened。\"An\'yououghtn\'tto\'a\'keeredwhathewas——andthat\'swhyIhateyou,\"shesaid,calmly——\"ferworryin\'himan\'bein\'

  sohigh-heeledthatyouwaswillin\'tolethimmightynighbusthisheartaboutsomethin\'thatwasn\'thisfault。Icomeferhim——youunderstand——ferHIM。IhateYOU!\"

  Sheturnedwithoutanotherword,walkedslowlybackdownthewalkandthroughthegate。Margaretstooddazed,helpless,almostfrightened。Sheheardthegirlcoughandsawnowthatshewalkedasifweakandill。Assheturnedintotheroad,Margaretrandownthestepsandacrossthefieldstotheturnpike。

  Whenshereachedtheroad-fencethegirlwascomingaroundthebendhereyesontheground,andeverynowandshewouldcoughandputherhandtoherbreast。Shelookedupquickly,hearingthenoiseaheadofher,andstoppedasMargaretclimbedthelowstonewallandsprangdown。

  \"Melissa,Melissa!Youmustn\'thateme。Youmustn\'thateME。\"Margaret\'seyeswerestreamingandhervoicetrembledwithkindness。Shewalkeduptothegirlandputonehandonhershoulder。\"Youaresick。Iknowyouare,andyoumustcomebacktothehouse。\"

  Melissagavewaythen,andbreakingfromthegirl\'sclaspsheleanedagainstthestonewallandsobbed,whileMargaretputherarmsaboutherandwaitedsilently。

  \"Comenow,\"shesaid,\"letmehelpyouover。Therenow。Youmustcomebackandgetsomethingtoeatandliedown。\"AndMargaretledMelissabackacrossthefields。

  CHAPTER30。PEACE

  ItwasstrangetoChadthatheshouldbedriftingtowardanewlifedowntheriverwhichoncebeforehadcarriedhimtoanewworld。Thefuturethenwasnodarkerthannow,buthecouldhardlyconnecthimselfwiththelittlefellowincoon-skincapandmoccasinswhohadfloateddownonaraftsomanyyearsago,whenateveryturnoftheriverhiseagereyeslookedforanewandthrillingmystery。

  Theytalkedofthelongfight,thetwolads,for,inspiteofthewar-wornlookofthem,bothwerestillnothingbutboys——andtheytalkedwithnobitternessofcamplife,nightattacks,surprises,escapes,imprisonment,incidentsofmarchandbattle。Bothspokelittleoftheirboyhooddaysorthefuture。ThepallofdefeatoverhungDan。Tohimtheworldseemedtobenearinganend,whiletoChadtheoutlookwaswhathehadknownallhislife——nothingtobeginwithandeverythingtobedone。OnceonlyDanvoicedhisowntrouble:

  \"Whatareyougoingtodo,Chad——nowthatthisinfernalwarisover?Goingintotheregulararmy?\"

  \"No,\"saidChad,decisively。AbouthisownfutureDanvolunteerednothing——heonlyturnedhisheadquicklytothepassingwoods,asthoughinfearthatChadmightasksomesimilarquestion,butChadwassilent。Andthustheyglidedbetweenhighcliffsanddownintothelowlandsuntilatlast,throughalittlegorgebetweentwoswellingriverhills,Dan\'seyecaughtsightofanorchard,aleafywoodland,andapastureofbluegrass。Withacryheraisedhimselfononeelbow。

  \"Home!Itellyou,Chad,we\'regettinghome!\"Heclosedhiseyesanddrewthesweetairinasthoughheweredrinkingitdownlikewine。Hiseyesweresparklingwhenheopenedthemagainandtherewasanewcolorinhisface。Ontheydrifteduntil,towardnoon,theblackcolumnofsmokethatmeantthecapitalloomedagainstthehorizon。ThereMrs。Deanwaswaitingforthem,andChadturnedhisfaceasidewhenthemothertookhersoninherarms。WithasadsmilesheheldoutherhandtoChad。

  \"Youmustcomehomewithus,\"Mrs。Deansaid,withquietdecision。

  \"WhereisMargaret,mother?\"Chadalmosttrembledwhenheheardthename。

  \"Margaretcouldn\'tcome。SheisnotverywellandsheistakingcareofHarry。\"

  TheverystationhadtragicmemoriestoChad。Therewasthelonghillwhichhehadtwiceclimbed——onceonalamefootandonceonflyingDixie——pastthearmoryandthegraveyard。Hehadseenenoughdeadsincehepeeredthroughthoseirongatestofilladozengraveyardsthelikeinsize。Goingupinthetrain,hecouldseethebarnwherehehadsleptinthehayloftthefirsttimehecametotheBluegrass,andthecreek-bridgewhereMajorBufordhadtakenhimintohiscarriage。MajorBufordwasdead。Hehadalmostdiedinprison,Mrs。Deansaid,andChadchokedandcouldsaynothing。Once,Danbeganaseriesofeagerquestionsaboutthehouseandfarm,andtheservantsandtheneighbors,buthismother\'sanswerswerehesitantandhestoppedshort。She,too,askedbutfewquestions,andthethreewerequietwhilethetrainrolledonwithlittlemorespeedthanChadandDixiehadmadeonthatlongagonight-ridetosaveDanandRebelJerry。AboutthatrideChadhadkeptHarry\'slipsandhisownclosed,forhewishednosuchappealasthattogotoMargaretDean。MargaretwasnotatthestationinLexington。ShewasnotwellRufussaid;soChadwouldnotgowiththemthatnight,butwouldcomeoutnextday。

  \"Iowemyson\'slifetoyou,CaptainBuford,\"saidMrs。Dean,withtremblinglip,\"andyoumustmakeourhouseyourhomewhileyouarehere。IbringthatmessagetoyoufromHarryandMargaret。Iknowandtheyknownowallyouhavedoneforusandallyouhavetriedtodo。\"

  Chadcouldhardlyspeakhisthanks。HewouldbeintheBluegrassonlyafewdays,hestammered,buthewouldgoouttoseethemnextday。ThatnighthewenttotheoldinnwheretheMajorhadtakenhimtodinner。Nextdayhehiredahorsefromtheliverystablewherehehadboughttheoldbroodmare,andearlyintheafternoonherodeoutthebroadturnpikeinanervoustumultoffeelingthatmorethanoncemadehimhaltintheroad。Heworehisuniform,whichwasnew,andmadehimuncomfortable——itlookedtoomuchlikewavingavictoriousflaginthefaceofabeatenenemy——butitwastheonlystitchofclotheshehad,andthathemightnotexplain。

  ItwasthefirstofMay。Justeightyearsbefore,ChadwithaburninghearthadwatchedRichardHuntgaylydancingwithMargaret,whilethedeadchieftain,Morgan,gaylyfiddledforthemerrycrowd。Nowthesunshoneasitdidthen,thebirdssang,thewindshookthehappyleavesandtrembledthroughthebuddingheadsofbluegrasstoshowthatnaturehadknownnowarandthathermoodwasneverotherthanofhopeandpeace。ButtherewerenofatcattlebrowsingintheDeanpasturesnow,noflocksofSouthdownsheepwithfriskinglambsThewormfenceshadlosttheirridersandwerebrokendownhereandthere。Thegatesaggedonitshinges;thefencesaroundyardandgardenandorchardhadknownnowhitewashforyears;thepaintonthenobleoldhousewascrackedandpeeling,theroofofthebarnwassunkenin,andthecabinsofthequarterswereclosed,forthehandofwar,thoughunclinched,stilllayheavyonthehomeoftheDeans。Snowballcametotakehishorse。Hewasrespectful,buthiswhiteteethdidnotflashthewelcomeChadoncehadknown。Anotherhorsestoodatthehitching-postandonitwasacavalrysaddleandarebelarmyblanket,andChaddidnothavetoguesswhoseitmightbe。Fromtheporch,Danshoutedandcamedowntomeethim,andHarryhurriedtothedoor,followedbyMrs。Dean。Margaretwasnottobeseen,andChadwasglad——hewouldhavealittlemoretimeforself-control。ShedidnotappearevenwhentheywereseatedintheporchuntilDanshoutedforhertowardthegarden;andthenlookingtowardthegateChadsawhercomingupthegardenwalkbare-

  headed,dressedinwhite,withflowersinherhand;andwalkingbyherside,lookingintoherfaceandtalkingearnestly,wasRichardHunt。ThesightofhimnervedChadatoncetosteel。Margaretdidnotliftherfaceuntilshewashalf-waytotheporch,andthenshestoppedsuddenly。

  \"Why,there\'sMajorBuford,\"Chadheardhersay,andshecameonahead,walkingrapidly。Chadfeltthebloodinhisfaceagain,andashewatchedMargaretnearinghim——pale,sweet,frank,gracious,unconscious——itseemedthathewaslivingoveragainanothersceneinhislifewhenhehadcomefromthemountainstolivewitholdMajorBuford;and,withasuddenprayerthathispastmightnowbewipedascleanasitwasthen,heturnedfromMargaret\'shand-clasptolookintothebrave,searchingeyesofRichardHuntandfeelhissinewyfingersinagripthatinallfranknesstoldChadplainlythatbetweenthem,atleast,onewarwasnotquiteoveryet。

  \"Iamgladtomeetyou,MajorBuford,inthesepipingtimesofpeace。\"

  \"AndIamgladtomeetyou,GeneralHunt——onlyintimesofpeace,\"Chadsaid,smiling。

  Thetwomeasuredeachotherswiftly,calmly。ChadhadamightyadmirationforRichardHunt。Herewasamanwhoknewnofightbuttothefinish,whowoulddieasgamelyinadrawing-roomasonabattle-field。Tothinkofhim——abrigadier-generalattwenty-seven,asundaunted,asunbeatenaswhenheheardthefirstbulletofthewarwhistle,and,atthatmoment,asgoodanAmericanasChadwickBufordoranyUnionistwhohadgivenhislifeforhiscause!SuchafoethrilledChad,andsomehowhefeltthatMargaretwasmeasuringthemastheyweremeasuringeachother。Againstsuchamanwhatchancehadhe?

  HewouldhavebeencomfortedcouldhehaveknownRichardHunt\'sthoughts,forthatgentlemanhadgonebacktothepictureofaraggedmountainboyinoldMajorBuford\'scarriage,onecourtdaylongago,andnowhewaslookingthatsameladoverfromthevisorofhiscapdownhissuperblengthtotheheelsofhisriding-boots。HiseyesrestedlongonChad\'sface。Thechangewasincredible,butbloodhadtold。Thefacewashighlyred,clean,frank,noblyhandsome;ithadstrengthanddignity,andthescaronhischeektoldastorythatwasaswellknowntofoeastofriend。

  \"Ihavebeenwantingtothankyou,notonlyfortryingtokeepusoutofthatinfernalprisonaftertheOhioraid,butfortryingtogetusout。Harryheretoldme。Thatwasgenerous。\"

  \"Thatwasnothing,\"saidChad。\"Youforget,youcouldhavekilledmeonceand——andyoudidn\'t。\"Margaretwaslisteningeagerly。

  \"Youdidn\'tgivemetime,\"laughedGeneralHunt。

  \"Oh,yes,Idid。Isawyouliftyourpistolanddropitagain。Ihaveneverceasedtowonderwhyyoudidthat。\"

  RichardHuntlaughed。\"PerhapsI\'msorrysometimesthatIdid,\"hesaid,withacertaindryness。

  \"Oh,no,youaren\'t,General,\"saidMargaret。

  Thustheychattedandlaughedandjokedtogetherabovethesombretideoffeelingthatshowedinthefaceofeachifitreachednothistongue,for,whenthewarwasover,thehatchetinKentuckywasburiedatonceandburieddeep。Soncamebacktofather,brothertobrother,neighbortoneighbor;

  politicaldisabilitieswereremovedandthesunderedthreads,unravelledbythewar,wereknittedtogetherfast。ThatiswhythepostbellumterrorsofreconstructionwerepracticallyunknownintheState。Thenegroesscattered,tobesure,notfromdisloyaltysomuchasfromafeverishdesiretolearnwhethertheyreallycouldcomeandgoastheypleased。Whentheylearnedthattheywerereallyfree,mostofthemdriftedbacktothequarterswheretheywereborn,andmeanwhilethewhiteman\'shandthathadwieldedtheswordwentjustasbravelytotheplough,andtheworkofrebuildingwar-shatteredruinsbeganatonce。OldMammyappeared,byandby,shookhandswithGeneralHuntandmadeChadacurtseyofratherdistantdignity。Shehadgoneintoexilewithher\"chile\"andher\"oleMistis\"andhadcomehomewiththemtostay,untemptedbythedoubtfulsweetsoffreedom。\"OldTom,herhusband,hadremainedwithMajorBuford,waswithhimonhisdeathbed,\"saidMargaret,\"andwasontheplacestill,tooold,hesaid,totakerootelsewhere。\"

  TowardthemiddleoftheafternoonDanroseandsuggestedthattheytakeawalkabouttheplace。Margarethadgoneinforamomenttoattendtosomehouseholdduty,andasRichardHuntwasgoingawaynextdayhewouldstay,hesaid,withMrs。Dean,whowastiredandcouldnotjointhem。Thethreewalkedtowardthedismantledbarnwherethetournamenthadtakenplaceandoutintothewoods。Lookingback,ChadsawMargaretandGeneralHuntgoingslowlytowardthegarden,andheknewthatsomecrisiswasathandbetweenthetwo。

  HehadhardworklisteningtoDanandHarryastheyplannedforthefuture,andrecalledtoeachotherandtohimtheincidentsoftheirboyhood。Harrymeanttostudylaw,hesaid,andpractiseinLexington;Danwouldstayathomeandrunthefarm。Neitherbrothermentionedthattheoldplacewasheavilymortgaged,butChadguessedthefactanditmadehimheartsicktothinkofthestrugglethatwasbeforethemandoftheprivationsyetinstoreforMrs。DeanandMargaret。

  \"Whydon\'tyou,Chad?\"

  \"Dowhat?\"

  \"Stayhereandstudylaw,\"Harrysmiled。\"We\'llgointopartnership。\"

  Chadshookhishead。\"No,\"hesaid,decisively。\"I\'vealreadymadeupmymind。

  I\'mgoingWest。\"

  \"I\'msorry,\"saidHarry,andnomore;hehadlearnedlongagohowuselessitwastocombatanypurposeofChadwickBuford。

  GeneralHuntandMargaretwerestillawaywhentheygotbacktothehouse。Infact,thesunwassinkingwhentheycameinfromthewoods,stillwalkingslowly,GeneralHunttalkingearnestlyandMargaretwithherhandsclaspedbeforeherandhereyesonthepath。Thefacesofbothlookedpale,eventhatfaraway,butwhentheynearedtheporch,theGeneralwasjokingandMargaretwassmiling,norwasanythingperceptibletoChadwhenhesaidgood-by,exceptacertaintendernessinhistoneandmannertowardMargaret,andonefleetinglookofdistressinhercleareyes。Hewasonhishorsenow,andwasliftinghiscap。

  \"Good-by,Major,\"hesaid。\"I\'mgladyougotthroughthewaralive。PerhapsI\'lltellyousomedaywhyIdidn\'tshootyouthatmorning。\"Andthenherodeaway,agallant,knightlyfigure,acrossthepasture。Atthegatehewavedhiscapandatagallopwasgone。

  Aftersupper,aheaven-bornchanceledMrs。Deantostrolloutintothelovelynight。Margaretrosetogotoo,andChadfollowed。Thesamechance,perhaps,ledoldMammytocomeoutontheporchandcallMrs。Deanback。ChadandMargaretwalkedontowardthestileswherestillhungMargaret\'sweather-beatenStarsandBars。Thegirlsmiledandtouchedtheflag。

  \"Thatwasveryniceofyoutosalutemethatmorning。IneverfeltsobitteragainstYankeesafterthatday。I\'lltakeitdownnow,\"andshedetacheditandrolledittenderlyabouttheslenderstaff。

  \"Thatwasnotmydoing,?\"saidChad,\"thoughifIhadbeenGrant,andtherewiththewholeUnionarmy,Iwouldhavehaditsaluteyou。Iwasunderorders,butIwentbackforhelp。MayIcarryitforyou?\"

  \"Yes,\"saidMargaret,handingittohim。Chadhadstartedtowardthegarden,butMargaretturnedhimtowardthestileandtheywalkednowdownthroughthepasturetowardthecreekthatranlikeawind-shakenribbonofsilverunderthemoon。

  \"Won\'tyoutellmesomethingaboutMajorBuford?I\'vebeenwantingtoask,butIsimplyhadn\'ttheheart。Can\'twegoovertheretonight?Iwanttoseetheoldplace,andImustleaveto-morrow。\"

  \"To-morrow!\"saidMargaret。\"Why——I——Iwasgoingtotakeyouoverthereto-morrow,forI——but,ofcourse,youmustgoto-nightifitistobeyouronlychance。\"

  Andso,astheywalkedalong,MargarettoldChadoftheoldMajor\'slastdays,afterhewasreleasedfromprison,andcamehometodie。Shewenttoseehimeveryday,andshewasathisbedsidewhenhebreathedhislast。HehadmortgagedhisfarmtohelptheConfederatecauseandtopayindemnityforaguerillaraid,andJeromeConnersheldhisnotesforlargeamounts。

  \"Thelawyertoldmethathebelievedsomeofthenoteswereforged,buthecouldn\'tproveit。Hesaysitisdoubtfulifmorethanthehouseandafewacreswillbeleft。\"AlightbrokeinonChad\'sbrain。

  \"Hetoldyou?\"

  Margaretblushed。\"Heleftallhehadtome,\"shesaid,simply。

  \"I\'msoglad,\"saidChad。

  \"Exceptahorsewhichbelongstoyou。Theoldmareisdead。\"

  \"DearoldMajor!\"

  AtthestonefenceMargaretreachedfortheflag。

  \"We\'llleaveithereuntilwecomeback,\"shesaid,droppingitinashadow。

  SomehowthetalkofMajorBufordseemedtobringthemnearertogether——sonearthatonceChadstartedtocallherbyherfirstnameandstoppedwhenithadhalfpassedhislips。Margaretsmiled。

  \"Thewarisover,\"shesaid,andChadspokeeagerly:

  \"Andyou\'llcallme?\"

  \"Yes,Chad。\"

  TheveryleavesoverChad\'sheaddancedsuddenly,andyetthegirlwassosimpleandfrankandkindthatthespringinghopeinhisbreastwasasquicklychilled。

  \"Didheeverspeakofmeexceptaboutbusinessmatters?\"

  \"Neveratallatfirst,\"saidMargaret,blushingagainincomprehensively,\"butheforgaveyoubeforehedied。\"

  \"ThankGodforthat!\"

  \"Andyouwillseewhathedidforyou——thelastthingofhislife。\"

  Theywerecrossingthefieldnow。

  \"IhaveseenMelissa,\"saidMargaret,suddenly。Chadwassostartledthathestoppedinthepath。

  \"Shecameallthewayfromthemountainstoaskifyouweredead,andtotellmeabout——aboutyourmother。Shehadjustlearnedit,shesaid,andshedidnotknowthatyouknew。AndIneverletherknowthatIknew,sinceIsupposedyouhadsomereasonfornotwantinghertoknow。\"

  \"Idid,\"saidChad,sadly,buthedidnottellhisreason。MelissawouldneverhavelearnedtheonethingfromhimasMargaretwouldnotlearntheothernow。

  \"Shecameonfoottoaskaboutyouandtodefendyouagainst——againstme。Andshewentbackafoot。Shedisappearedonemorningbeforewegotup。Sheseemedveryill,too,andunhappy。Shewascoughingallthetime,andIwakenedonenightandheardhersobbing,butshewassosullenandfiercethatIwasalmostafraidofher。Nextmorningshewasgone。Iwouldhavetakenherpartofthewayhomemyself。Poorthing!\"Chadwaswalkingwithhisheadbent。

  \"I\'mgoingdowntoseeherbeforeIgoWest。\"

  \"YouaregoingWest——tolive?\"

  \"Yes。\"

  TheyhadreachedtheyardgatenowwhichcreakedonrustyhingeswhenChadpulleditopen。Theyardwasrunningwildwithplantains,thegravelledwalkwasovergrown,thehousewasclosed,shuttered,anddark,andthespiritofdesolationoverhungtheplace,buttheruinlookedgentleinthemoonlight。

  Chad\'sthroathurtandhiseyesfilled。

  \"Iwanttoshowyounowthelastthinghedid,\"saidMargaret。Hereyeslightedwithtendernessandsheledhimwonderingdownthroughthetangledgardentotheoldfamilygraveyard。

  \"Climboverandlook,Chad,\"shesaid,leaningoverthewall。

  TherewasthegraveoftheMajor\'sfatherwhichheknewsowell;nextthat,totheleft,wasanewmoundunderwhichrestedtheMajorhimself。Totherightwasastonemarked\"ChadwickBuford,borninVirginia,1750,diedinKentucky\"——andthenanotherstonemarkedsimply:

  MaryBuford。

  \"Hehadbothbroughtfromthemountains,\"saidMargaret,softly,\"andthelasttimehewasoutofthehousewaswhenheleanedheretowatchthemburiedthere。Hesaidtherewouldalwaysbeaplacenextyourmotherforyou。\'Telltheboythat,\'hesaid。\"Chadputhisarmsaroundthetombstoneandthensankononekneebyhismother\'sgrave。Itwasstrewnwithwitheredviolets。

  \"You——YOUdidthat,Margaret?\"

  Margaretnoddedthroughhertears……

  Thewonderofit!Theystoodverystill,lookingforalongtimeintoeachother\'seyes。Couldtheveilofthehereafterhavebeenliftedforthematthatmomentandtheyhaveseenthemselveswalkingthatsamegardenpath,handinhand,theirfacesseamedwithagetoothereyes,butchangedinnotalinetothem,thevisionwouldnothaveaddedajottotheirperfectfaith。Theywouldhavenoddedtoeachotherandsmiled——\"Yes,weknow,weknow!\"Thenight,therushingearth,thestar-sweptspacesoftheinfiniteheldnogreaterwonderthanwastheirs——theyheldnowonderatall。Themoonshone,thatnight,forthem;thewindwhispered,leavesdanced,flowersnodded,andcricketschirpedfromthegrassforthem;thefartheststarkepteternallidsapartjustforthemandbeyond,theMakerhimselflookeddown,thatnight,justtoblessthem。

  Backtheywentthroughtheoldgarden,handinhand。Nocaresshadeverpassedbetweenthesetwo。Thatanymancouldeverdareeventodreamoftouchinghersacredlipshadbeenbeyondtheboy\'simaginings——suchwasthereverenceinhisloveforher——andhisverysoulshookwhen,atthegate,Margaret\'seyesdroppedfromhistothesabrecutonhischeekandshesuddenlyliftedherface。

  \"Iknowhowyougotthat,Chad,\"shesaid,andwithherlipsshegentlytouchedthescar。Almosttimidlytheboydrewhertohim。Againherlipswereliftedinsweetsurrender,andeverywoundthathehadknowninhislifewashealed……

  \"I\'llshowyouyourhorse,Chad。\"

  TheydidnotwakenoldTom,butwentaroundtothestableandChadledoutahandsomecolt,hissatinycoatshininginthemoonlightlikesilver。Heliftedhisproudhead,whenhesawMargaret,andwhinnied。

  \"Heknowshismistress,Margaret——andhe\'syours。\"

  \"Oh,no,Chad。\"

  \"Yes,\"saidChad,\"I\'vestillgotDixie。\"

  \"DoyoustillcallherDixie?\"

  \"Allthroughthewar。\"

  Homewardtheywentthroughthedewyfields。

  \"IwishIcouldhaveseentheMajorbeforehedied。IfhecouldonlyhaveknownhowIsufferedatcausinghimsomuchsorrow。Andifyoucouldhaveknown\"

  \"HedidknowandsodidI——later。Allthatisovernow。\"

  TheyhadreachedthestonewallandChadpickeduptheflagagain。

  \"ThisistheonlytimeIhaveevercarriedthisflag,unlessI——unlessithadbeencaptured。\"

  \"Youhadcapturedit,Chad。\"

  \"There?\"ChadpointedtothestileandMargaretnodded。

  \"There——hereeverywhere。\"

  Seatedontheporch,Mrs。DeanandHarryandDansawthemcomingacrossthefieldandMrs。Deansighed。

  \"Fatherwouldnotsayawordagainstit,mother,\"saidtheelderboy,\"ifhewerehere。\"

  \"No,\"saidDan,\"notaword。\"

  \"Listen,mother,\"saidHarry,andhetoldthetwoaboutChad\'srideforDanfromFrankforttoLexington。\"Heaskedmenottotell。HedidnotwishMargarettoknow。Andlistenagain,mother。Inaskirmishonedaywewerefightinghandtohand。IsawonemanwithhispistollevelledatmeandanotherwithhissabreliftedonChad。Hesawthemboth。Mypistolwasempty,anddoyouknowwhathedid?Heshotthemanwhowasabouttoshootmeinsteadofhisownassailant。Thatishowhegotthatscar。IdidtellMargaretthat。\"

  \"Yes,youmustgodowninthemountainfirst,\"Margaretwassaying,\"andseeifthereisanythingyoucandoforthepeoplewhoweres\'goodtoyou——andtoseeMelissa。Iamworriedabouther。\"

  \"AndthenImustcomebacktoyou?\"

  \"Yes,youmustcomebacktoseemeoncemoreifyoucan。AndthensomedayyouwillcomeagainandbuybacktheMajor\'sfarm\"——shestopped,blushing。\"I

  thinkthatwashiswishChad,thatyouandI——butIwouldneverlethimsayit。\"

  \"Andifthatshouldtaketoolong?\"

  \"Iwillcometoyou,Chad,\"saidMargaret。

  OldMammycameoutontheporchastheywereclimbingthestile。

  \"OleMiss,\"shesaid,indignantly,\"myTomsaythathecan\'tgetnaryatriflin\'niggertocomeouthyehtowuk,an\'efthatcawnfiel\'ain\'tploughedmightysoon,it\'sgwinetobu\'nup。\"

  \"Howmanyhorsesarethereontheplace,Mammy?\"askedDan。

  \"Hosses!\"sniffedtheoldwoman。\"Theyain\'tNARYahoss——nothin\'buttwoolebroken-downmules。\"

  \"Well,I\'lltakeoneandstartaploughmyself,\"saidHarry。

  \"AndI\'lltaketheother,\"saidDan。

  Mammygroaned……

  AndstillthewonderofthatnighttoChadandMargaret!

  \"ItwasGeneralHuntwhotaughtmetounderstand——andforgive。Doyouknowwhathesaid?Thateveryman,onbothsides,wasright——whodidhisduty。\"

  \"Godblesshim,\"saidChad。

  CHAPTER31。THEWESTWARDWAY

  MotherTurnerwassittingintheporchwitholdJackatherfeetwhenChadandDixiecametothegate——herbonnetoff,hereyesturnedtowardtheWest。Thestillnessofdeathlayovertheplace,andoverthestrongoldfacesomepreternaturalsorrow。ShedidnotrisewhenshesawChad,shedidnotspeakwhenhespoke。Sheturnedmerelyandlookedathimwithalookofhelplesssuffering。Sheknewthequestionthatwasonhislips,forshedumblymotionedtowardthedoorandthenputhertremblinghandsontherailingoftheporchandbentherfacedownonthem。Withsickeningfear,Chadsteppedonthethreshold——capinhand——andoldJackfollowed,whimpering。Ashiseyesgrewaccustomedtothedarkinterior,hecouldseeasheetedformonabedinthecornerand,onthepillow,awhiteface。

  \"Melissa!\"hecalled,brokenly。Agroanfromtheporchansweredhim,and,asChaddroppedtohisknees,theoldwomansobbedaloud。

  Inlowtones,asthoughinfeartheymightdisturbthedeadgirl\'ssleep,thetwotalkedontheporch。Brokenly,theoldwomantoldChadhowthegirlhadsickenedandsufferedwithneverawordofcomplaint。How,allthroughthewar,shehadfoughthisbattlessofiercelythatnoonedaredattackhiminherhearing。How,sickasshewas,shehadgone,thatnight,tosavehislife。

  Howshehadnearlydiedfromtheresultofcoldandexposureandwasneverthesameafterward。Howsheworkedinthehouseandinthegardentokeeptheirbodiesandsoulstogether,aftertheoldhunterwasshotdownandherboysweregonetothewar。HowshehadlearnedthestoryofChad\'smotherfromoldNathanCherry\'sdaughterandhow,whentheoldwomanforbadehergoingtotheBluegrass,shehadslippedawayandgoneafoottoclearhisname。AndthentheoldwomanledChadtowhereoncehadgrowntherose-bushhehadbroughtMelissafromtheBluegrass,andpointedsilentlytoaboxthatseemedtohavebeenpressedafewinchesintothesoftearth,andwhenChadliftedit,hesawunderittheimprintofahumanfoot——hisown,madethatmorningwhenheheldoutarose-leaftoherandshehadstruckitfromhishandandturnedhim,asanenemy,fromherdoor。

  Chadsilentlywentinsideandthrewopenthewindowtoletthelastsunlightin:andhesatthere,withhisfaceaschangelessasthestillfaceonthepillow,satthereuntilthesunwentdownandthedarknesscameinandclosedsoftlyabouther。Shehaddied,theoldwomansaid,withhisnameonherlips……

  DolphandRubehadcomebackandtheywouldtakegoodcareoftheoldmotheruntiltheendofherdays。But。Jack——whatshouldbedonewithJack?Theolddogcouldfollowhimnolonger。Hecouldlivehardlymorethananotheryear,andtheoldmotherwantedhim——toremindher,shesaid,ofChadandofMelissa,whohadlovedhim。Hepattedhisfaithfuloldfriendtenderlyand,whenhemountedDixie,latethenextafternoon,Jackstartedtofollowhim。

  \"No,Jack,\"saidChad,andherodeon,withhiseyesblurred。Onthetopofthesteepmountainhedismounted,tolethishorserestamoment,andsatonalog,lookingtowardthesun。HecouldnotgobacktoMargaretandhappiness——notnow。Itseemedhardlyfairtothedeadgirldowninthevalley。

  HewouldsendMargaretword,andshewouldunderstand。

  Onceagainhewasstartinghislifeoverafresh,withhisoldcapital,astrongbodyandastoutheart。Inhisbreaststillburnedthespiritthathadledhisracetotheland,hadwrencheditfromsavageandfromking,hadmadeitthehightempleofLibertyfortheworshipoffreemen——theKingdomComefortheoppressedoftheearth——and,himselftheunconsciousShepherdofthatSpirit,hewasgoingtohelpcarryitsidealsacrossacontinentWestwardtoanotherseaandon——whoknows——tothegatesoftherisingsun。Aneaglesweptoverhishead,asherose,andthesoftpatteroffeetsoundedbehindhim。ItwasJacktrottingafterhim。Hestoopedandtooktheolddoginhisarms。

  \"Gobackhome,Jack!\"hesaid。

  Withoutawhimper,oldJackslowlywheeled,buthestoppedandturnedagainandsatonhishaunches——lookingback。

  \"Gohome,Jack!\"Againtheolddogtrotteddownthepathandoncemoreheturned。

  \"Home,Jack!\"saidChad。

  Theeaglewasadim,blackspeckinthebandofyellowthatlayovertherimofthesinkingsun,andafteritsflight,horseandridertookthewestwardway。

  End

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