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  \"Youchargemetowriteaboutmyself。WhatcanIsayonthatprecioustopic?Myhealthisprettygood。Myspiritsarenotalwaysalike。Nothinghappenstome。Ihopeandexpectlittleinthisworld,andamthankfulthatIdonotdespondandsuffermore。Thankyouforinquiringafterouroldservant;sheisprettywell;thelittleshawl,etc。,pleasedhermuch。Papalikewise,Iamgladtosay,isprettywell;withhisandmykindestregardstoyouandMr。Gaskell——Believemesincerelyandaffectionatelyyours,C。BRONTE。\"

  Beforetheautumnwasfaradvanced,theusualeffectsofhersolitarylife,andoftheunhealthysituationofHaworthParsonage,begantoappearintheformofsickheadaches,andmiserable,starting,wakefulnights。Shedoesnotdwellonthisinherletters;butthereisanabsenceofallcheerfulnessoftone,andanoccasionalsentenceforcedoutofher,whichimplyfarmorethanmanywordscouldsay。TherewasillnessallthroughtheParsonagehousehold——takingitsaccustomedformsoflingeringinfluenzaandlowfever;sheherselfwasoutwardlythestrongestofthefamily,andalldomesticexertionfellforatimeuponhershoulders。

  TOW。S。WILLIAMS,ESQ。

  \"Sept。26th。

  \"AsIlaiddownyourletter,afterreadingwithinterestthegraphicaccountitgivesofaverystrikingscene,Icouldnothelpfeelingwithrenewedforceatruth,triteenough,yeteverimpressive;viz。,thatitisgoodtobeattractedoutofourselves——tobeforcedtotakeanearviewofthesufferings,theprivations,theefforts,thedifficultiesofothers。Ifweourselvesliveinfulnessofcontent,itiswelltoberemindedthatthousandsofourfellow-creaturesundergoadifferentlot;

  itiswelltohavesleepysympathiesexcited,andlethargicselfishnessshakenup。If,ontheotherhand,webecontendingwiththespecialgrief,——theintimatetrial,——thepeculiarbitternesswithwhichGodhasseenfittomingleourowncupofexistence,——itisverygoodtoknowthatourovercastlotisnotsingular;itstillstherepiningwordandthought,——itrousestheflaggingstrength,tohaveitvividlysetbeforeusthattherearecountlessafflictionsintheworld,eachperhapsrivalling——somesurpassing——theprivatepainoverwhichwearetooproneexclusivelytosorrow。

  \"Allthosecrowdedemigrantshadtheirtroubles,——theiruntowardcausesofbanishment;you,thelooker-on,had’yourwishesandregrets,’——youranxieties,alloyingyourhomehappinessanddomesticbliss;andtheparallelmightbepursuedfurther,andstillitwouldbetrue,——stillthesame;athorninthefleshforeach;someburden,someconflictforall。

  \"Howfarthisstateofthingsissusceptibleofameliorationfromchangesinpublicinstitutions,——alterationsinnationalhabits,——mayandoughttobeearnestlyconsidered:butthisisaproblemnoteasilysolved。Theevils,asyoupointthemout,aregreat,real,andmostobvious;theremedyisobscureandvague;

  yetforsuchdifficultiesasspringfromover-competition,emigrationmustbegood;thenewlifeinanewcountrymustgiveanewleaseofhope;thewiderfield,lessthicklypeopled,mustopenanewpathforendeavour。ButIalwaysthinkgreatphysicalpowersofexertionandenduranceoughttoaccompanysuchastep……IamtrulygladtohearthatanORIGINALwriterhasfalleninyourway。Originalityisthepearlofgreatpriceinliterature,——therarest,themostpreciousclaimbywhichanauthorcanberecommended。Arenotyourpublishingprospectsforthecomingseasontolerablyrichandsatisfactory?Youinquireafter’CurrerBell。’Itseemstomethattheabsenceofhisnamefromyourlistofannouncementswillleavenoblank,andthathemayatleastsparehimselfthedisquietudeofthinkingheiswantedwhenitiscertainlynothislottoappear。

  \"PerhapsCurrerBellhashissecretmoanaboutthesematters;butifso,hewillkeepittohimself。Itisanaffairaboutwhichnowordsneedbewasted,fornowordscanmakeachange:itisbetweenhimandhisposition,hisfacultiesandhisfate。\"

  MyhusbandandIwereanxiousthatsheshouldpayusavisitbeforethewinterhadsetcompletelyin;andshethuswrote,decliningourinvitation:——

  \"Nov。6th。

  \"Ifanybodywouldtemptmefromhome,youwould;but,justnow,fromhomeImustnot,willnotgo。IfeelgreatlybetteratpresentthanIdidthreeweeksago。Foramonthorsixweeksabouttheequinoxautumnalorvernalisaperiodoftheyearwhich,Ihavenoticed,strangelytriesme。Sometimesthestrainfallsonthemental,sometimesonthephysicalpartofme;Iamillwithneuralgicheadache,orIamgroundtothedustwithdeepdejectionofspiritsnot,however,suchdejectionbutIcankeepittomyself。Thatwearytimehas,Ithinkandtrust,gotoverforthisyear。Itwastheanniversaryofmypoorbrother’sdeath,andofmysister’sfailinghealth:Ineedsaynomore。

  \"AstorunningawayfromhomeeverytimeIhaveabattleofthissorttofight,itwouldnotdobesides,the’weird’wouldfollow。

  Astoshakingitoff,thatcannotbe。IhavedeclinedtogotoMrs——,toMissMartineau,andnowIdeclinetogotoyou。ButlistendonotthinkthatIthrowyourkindnessaway;orthatitfailsofdoingthegoodyoudesire。Onthecontrary,thefeelingexpressedinyourletter,——provedbyyourinvitation——goesRIGHT

  HOMEwhereyouwouldhaveittogo,andhealsasyouwouldhaveittoheal。

  \"YourdescriptionofFrederikaBremertalliesexactlywithoneI

  readsomewhere,inIknownotwhatbook。IlaughedoutwhenIgottothementionofFrederika’sspecialaccomplishment,givenbyyouwithadistinctsimplicitythat,tomytaste,iswhattheFrenchwouldcall’impayable。’Wheredoyoufindtheforeignerwhoiswithoutsomelittledrawbackofthisdescription?Itisapity。\"

  AvisitfromMissWooleratthisperioddidMissBrontemuchgoodforthetime。Shespeaksofherguest’scompanyasbeingverypleasant,\"likegoodwine,\"bothtoherfatherandtoherself。ButMissWoolercouldnotremainwithherlong;andthenagainthemonotonyofherlifereturneduponherinallitsforce;theonlyeventsofherdaysandweeksconsistinginthesmallchangeswhichoccasionallettersbrought。Itmustberememberedthatherhealthwasoftensuchastopreventherstirringoutofthehouseininclementorwintryweather。Shewasliabletosorethroat,anddepressingpainatthechest,anddifficultyofbreathing,ontheleastexposuretocold。

  Aletterfromherlatevisitortouchedandgratifiedhermuch;itwassimplyexpressiveofgratitudeforattentionandkindnessshowntoher,butitwoundupbysayingthatshehadnotformanyyearsexperiencedsomuchenjoymentasduringthetendayspassedatHaworth。ThislittlesentencecalledoutawholesomesensationofmodestpleasureinMissBronte’smind;andshesays,\"itdidmegood。\"

  Ifind,inalettertoadistantfriend,writtenaboutthistime,aretrospectofhervisittoLondon。Itistooampletobeconsideredasamererepetitionofwhatshehadsaidbefore;and,besides,itshowsthatherfirstimpressionsofwhatshesawandheardwerenotcrudeandtransitory,butstoodthetestsoftimeandafter-thought。

  \"Ispentafewweeksintownlastsummer,asyouhaveheard;andwasmuchinterestedbymanythingsIheardandsawthere。WhatnowchieflydwellsinmymemoryareMr。Thackeray’slectures,MademoiselleRachel’sacting,D’Aubigne’s,Melville’s,andMaurice’spreaching,andtheCrystalPalace。

  \"Mr。Thackeray’slecturesyouwillhaveseenmentionedandcommentedoninthepapers;theywereveryinteresting。Icouldnotalwayscoincidewiththesentimentsexpressed,ortheopinionsbroached;butIadmiredthegentlemanlikeease,thequiethumour,thetaste,thetalent,thesimplicity,andtheoriginalityofthelecturer。

  \"Rachel’sactingtransfixedmewithwonder,enchainedmewithinterest,andthrilledmewithhorror。ThetremendousforcewithwhichsheexpressestheveryworstpassionsintheirstrongestessenceformsanexhibitionasexcitingasthebullfightsofSpain,andthegladiatorialcombatsofoldRome,anditseemedtomenotonewhitmoremoralthanthesepoisonedstimulantstopopularferocity。Itisscarcelyhumannaturethatsheshowsyou;

  itissomethingwilderandworse;thefeelingsandfuryofafiend。Thegreatgiftofgeniussheundoubtedlyhas;but,Ifear,sheratherabusesitthanturnsittogoodaccount。

  \"WithallthethreepreachersIwasgreatlypleased。Melvilleseemedtomethemosteloquent,Mauricethemostinearnest;hadIthechoice,itisMauricewhoseministryIshouldfrequent。

  \"OntheCrystalPalaceIneednotcomment。Youmustalreadyhaveheardtoomuchofit。Itstruckmeatthefirstwithonlyavaguesortofwonderandadmiration;buthavingonedaytheprivilegeofgoingoveritincompanywithaneminentcountrymanofyours,SirDavidBrewster,andhearing,inhisfriendlyScotchaccent,hislucidexplanationofmanythingsthathadbeentomebeforeasealedbook,Ibeganalittlebettertocomprehendit,oratleastasmallpartofit:whetheritsfinalresultswillequalexpectation,Iknownot。\"

  Herincreasingindispositionsubduedheratlast,inspiteofallhereffortsofreasonandwill。Shetriedtoforgetoppressiverecollectionsinwriting。Herpublisherswereimportunateforanewbookfromherpen。\"Villette\"wasbegun,butshelackedpowertocontinueit。

  \"Itisnotatalllikely\"shesays\"thatmybookwillbereadyatthetimeyoumention。Ifmyhealthisspared,Ishallgetonwithitasfastasisconsistentwithitsbeingdone,ifnotWELL,yetaswellasIcandoit。NOTONEWHITFASTER。Whenthemoodleavesmeithasleftmenow,withoutvouchsafingsomuchasawordoramessagewhenitwillreturnIputbytheMS。andwaittillitcomesbackagain。Godknows,Isometimeshavetowaitlong——VERYlongitseemstome。Meantime,ifImightmakearequesttoyou,itwouldbethis。Pleasetosaynothingaboutmybooktillitiswritten,andinyourhands。Youmaynotlikeit。

  Iamnotmyselfelatedwithitasfarasitisgone,andauthors,youneednotbetold,arealwaystenderlyindulgent,evenblindlypartialtotheirown。Evenifitshouldturnoutreasonablywell,stillIregarditasruintotheprosperityofanephemeralbooklikeanovel,tobemuchtalkedofbeforehand,asifitweresomethinggreat。Peopleareapttoconceive,oratleasttoprofess,exaggeratedexpectation,suchasnoperformancecanrealise;thenensuedisappointmentandtheduerevenge,detraction,andfailure。IfwhenIwrite,Iweretothinkofthecriticswho,Iknow,arewaitingforCurrerBell,ready’tobreakallhisbonesoreverhecomestothebottomoftheden,’myhandwouldfallparalysedonmydesk。However,Icanbutdomybest,andthenmufflemyheadinthemantleofPatience,andsitdownatherfeetandwait。\"

  The\"mood\"herespokenofdidnotgooff;ithadaphysicalorigin。Indigestion,nausea,headache,sleeplessness,——allcombinedtoproducemiserabledepressionofspirits。Alittleeventwhichoccurredaboutthistime,didnottendtocheerher。

  ItwasthedeathofpooroldfaithfulKeeper,Emily’sdog。HehadcometotheParsonageinthefiercestrengthofhisyouth。SullenandferocioushehadmetwithhismasterintheindomitableEmily。Likemostdogsofhiskind,hefeared,respected,anddeeplylovedherwhosubduedhim。Hehadmournedherwiththepatheticfidelityofhisnature,fallingintooldageafterherdeath。Andnow,hersurvivingsisterwrote:\"PooroldKeeperdiedlastMondaymorning,afterbeingillonenight;hewentgentlytosleep;welaidhisoldfaithfulheadinthegarden。Flossythe’fatcurly-haireddog’isdull,andmisseshim。Therewassomethingverysadinlosingtheolddog;yetIamgladhemetanaturalfate。Peoplekepthintingheoughttobeputaway,whichneitherpapanorIlikedtothinkof。\"

  WhenMissBrontewrotethis,onDecember8th,shewassufferingfromabadcold,andpaininherside。Herillnessincreased,andonDecember17th,she——sopatient,silent,andenduringofsuffering——soafraidofanyunselfishtaxingofothers——hadtocalltoherfriendforhelp:

  \"Icannotatpresentgotoseeyou,butIwouldbegratefulifyoucouldcomeandseeme,evenwereitonlyforafewdays。Tospeaktruth,Ihaveputonbutapoortimeofitduringthismonthpast。Ikepthopingtobebetter,butwasatlastobligedtohaverecoursetoamedicalman。SometimesIhavefeltveryweakandlow,andlongedmuchforsociety,butcouldnotpersuademyselftocommittheselfishactofaskingyoumerelyformyownrelief。Thedoctorspeaksencouragingly,butasyetIgetnobetter。Astheillnesshasbeencomingonforalongtime,itcannot,Isuppose,beexpectedtodisappearallatonce。Iamnotconfinedtobed,butIamweak,——havehadnoappetiteforaboutthreeweeks——andmynightsareverybad。Iamwellawaremyselfthatextremeandcontinuousdepressionofspiritshashadmuchtodowiththeoriginoftheillness;andIknowalittlecheerfulsocietywoulddomemoregoodthangallonsofmedicine。IfyouCANcome,comeonFriday。Writeto-morrowandsaywhetherthisbepossible,andwhattimeyouwillbeatKeighley,thatImaysendthegig。Idonotaskyoutostaylong;afewdaysisallI

  request。\"

  Ofcourse,herfriendwent;andacertainamountofbenefitwasderivedfromhersociety,alwayssogratefultoMissBronte。Buttheevilwasnowtoodeep-rootedtobemorethanpalliatedforatimeby\"thelittlecheerfulsociety\"forwhichshesotouchinglybesought。

  Arelapsecameonbeforelong。Shewasveryill,andtheremediesemployedtookanunusualeffectonherpeculiarsensitivenessofconstitution。Mr。Brontewasmiserablyanxiousaboutthestateofhisonlyremainingchild,forshewasreducedtothelastdegreeofweakness,asshehadbeenunabletoswallowfoodforaboveaweekbefore。Sherallied,andderivedhersolesustenancefromhalf-a-tea-cupofliquid,administeredbytea-spoonfuls,inthecourseoftheday。Yetshekeptoutofbed,forherfather’ssake,andstruggledinsolitarypatiencethroughherworsthours。

  Whenshewasrecovering,herspiritsneededsupport,andthensheyieldedtoherfriend’sentreatythatshewouldvisither。AllthetimethatMissBronte’sillnesshadlasted,Miss——hadbeendesirousofcomingtoher;butsherefusedtoavailherselfofthiskindness,saying,that\"itwasenoughtoburdenherself;

  thatitwouldbemiserytoannoyanother;\"and,evenatherworsttime,shetellsherfriend,withhumorousglee,howcoollyshehadmanagedtocaptureoneofMiss——’sletterstoMr。Bronte,whichshesuspectedwasofakindtoaggravatehisalarmabouthisdaughter’sstate,\"andatonceconjecturingitstenor,madeitscontentsherown。\"

  Happilyforallparties,Mr。Brontewaswonderfullywellthiswinter;goodsleep,goodspirits,andanexcellentsteadyappetite,allseemedtomarkvigour;andinsuchastateofhealth,Charlottecouldleavehimtospendaweekwithherfriend,withoutanygreatanxiety。

  Shebenefitedgreatlybythekindattentionsandcheerfulsocietyofthefamilywithwhomshewenttostay。Theydidnotcareforherintheleastas\"CurrerBell,\"buthadknownandlovedherforyearsasCharlotteBronte。Tothemherinvalidweaknesswasonlyafreshclaimupontheirtenderregard,fromthesolitarywoman,whomtheyhadfirstknownasalittle,motherlessschool-girl。

  MissBrontewrotetomeaboutthistime,andtoldmesomethingofwhatshehadsuffered。

  \"Feb。6th,1852。

  \"Certainly,thepastwinterhasbeentomeastrangetime;hadI

  theprospectbeforemeoflivingitoveragain,myprayermustnecessarilybe,’Letthiscuppassfromme。’Thatdepressionofspirits,whichIthoughtwasgonebywhenIwrotelast,camebackagainwithaheavyrecoil;internalcongestionensued,andtheninflammation。Ihadseverepaininmyrightside,frequentburningandachinginmychest;sleepalmostforsookme,orwouldnevercome,exceptaccompaniedbyghastlydreams;appetitevanished,andslowfeverwasmycontinualcompanion。ItwassometimebeforeIcouldbringmyselftohaverecoursetomedicaladvice。Ithoughtmylungswereaffected,andcouldfeelnoconfidenceinthepowerofmedicine。When,atlast,however,adoctorwasconsulted,hedeclaredmylungsandchestsound,andascribedallmysufferingstoderangementoftheliver,onwhichorganitseemstheinflammationhadfallen。Thisinformationwasagreatrelieftomydearfather,aswellastomyself;butIhadsubsequentlyrathersharpmedicaldisciplinetoundergo,andwasmuchreduced。Thoughnotyetwell,itiswithdeepthankfulnessthatIcansay,IamGREATLYBETTER。Mysleep,appetite,andstrengthseemallreturning。\"

  Itwasagreatinteresttohertobeallowedanear]yreadingofEsmond;andsheexpressedherthoughtsonthesubject,inacriticisinglettertoMr。Smith,whohadgivenherthisprivilege。

  \"Feb。14th,1852。

  \"MydearSir,——IthasbeenagreatdelighttometoreadMr。

  Thackeray’swork;andIsoseldomnowexpressmysenseofkindnessthat,foronce,youmustpermitme,withoutrebuke,tothankyouforapleasuresorareandspecial。YetIamnotgoingtopraiseeitherMr。Thackerayorhisbook。Ihaveread,enjoyed,beeninterested,and,afterall,feelfullasmuchireandsorrowasgratitudeandadmiration。Andstillonecanneverlaydownabookofhiswithoutthelasttwofeelingshavingtheirpart,bethesubjectortreatmentwhatitmay。Inthefirsthalfofthebook,whatchieflystruckmewasthewonderfulmannerinwhichthewriterthrowshimselfintothespiritandlettersofthetimeswhereofhetreats;theallusions,theillustrations,thestyle,allseemtomesomasterlyintheirexactkeeping,theirharmoniousconsistency,theirnice,naturaltruth,theirpureexemptionfromexaggeration。Nosecond-rateimitatorcanwriteinthatway;nocoarsescene-paintercancharmuswithanallusionsodelicateandperfect。Butwhatbittersatire,whatrelentlessdissectionofdiseasedsubjects!Well,andthis,too,isright,orwouldberight,ifthesavagesurgeondidnotseemsofiercelypleasedwithhiswork。Thackeraylikestodissectanulcerorananeurism;hehaspleasureinputtinghiscruelknifeorprobeintoquivering,livingflesh。Thackeraywouldnotlikealltheworldtobegood;nogreatsatiristwouldlikesocietytobeperfect。

  \"Asusual,heisunjusttowomen;quiteunjust。ThereishardlyanypunishmenthedoesnotdeserveformakingLadyCastlewoodpeepthroughakeyhole,listenatadoor,andbejealousofaboyandamilkmaid。ManyotherthingsInoticedthat,formypart,grievedandexasperatedmeasIread;butthen,again,camepassagessotrue,sodeeplythought,sotenderlyfelt,onecouldnothelpforgivingandadmiring……

  ButIwishhecouldbetoldnottocaremuchfordwellingonthepoliticalorreligiousintriguesofthetimes。Thackeray,inhisheart,doesnotvaluepoliticalorreligiousintriguesofanyageordate。Helikestoshowushumannatureathome,ashehimselfdailyseesit;hiswonderfulobservantfacultylikestobeinaction。Inhimthisfacultyisasortofcaptainandleader;andifeveranypassageinhiswritingslacksinterest,itiswhenthismaster-facultyisforatimethrustintoasubordinateposition。Ithinksuchisthecaseintheformerhalfofthepresentvolume。Towardsthemiddle,hethrowsoffrestraint,becomeshimself,andisstrongtotheclose。Everythingnowdependsonthesecondandthirdvolumes。If,inpithandinterest,theyfallshortofthefirst,atruesuccesscannotensue。Ifthecontinuationbeanimprovementuponthecommencement,ifthestreamgatherforceasitrolls,Thackeraywilltriumph。Somepeoplehavebeeninthehabitofterminghimthesecondwriteroftheday;itjustdependsonhimselfwhetherornotthesecriticsshallbejustifiedintheiraward。Heneednotbethesecond。Godmadehimsecondtonoman。IfIwerehe,I

  wouldshowmyselfasIam,notascriticsreportme;atanyrate,Iwoulddomybest。Mr。Thackerayiseasyandindolent,andseldomcarestodohisbest。Thankyouoncemore;andbelievemeyourssincerely,C。BRONTE。\"

  MissBronte’shealthcontinuedsuch,thatshecouldnotapplyherselftowritingasshewished,formanyweeksaftertheseriousattackfromwhichshehadsuffered。Therewasnotverymuchtocheerherinthefeweventsthattouchedherinterestsduringthistime。SheheardinMarchofthedeathofafriend’srelationintheColonies;andweseesomethingofwhatwasthecorrodingdreadatherheart。

  \"ThenewsofE——’sdeathcametomelastweekinaletterfromM——;alongletter,whichwrungmyheartso,initssimple,strong,truthfulemotion,Ihaveonlyventuredtoreaditonce。

  Itrippeduphalf-scarredwoundswithterribleforce。Thedeath-bedwasjustthesame,——breathfailing,etc。Shefearssheshallnow,inherdrearysolitude,becomea’stern,harsh,selfishwoman。’Thisfearstruckhome;againandagainhaveI

  feltitformyself,andwhatisMYpositiontoM——’s?MayGodhelpher,asGodonlycanhelp!\"

  Againandagain,herfriendurgedhertoleavehome;norwerevariousinvitationswantingtoenablehertodothis,whentheseconstitutionalaccessesoflowspiritspreyedtoomuchuponherinhersolitude。Butshewouldnotallowherselfanysuchindulgence,unlessitbecameabsolutelynecessaryfromthestateofherhealth。Shedreadedtheperpetualrecoursetosuchstimulantsaschangeofsceneandsociety,becauseofthereactionthatwassuretofollow。Asfarasshecouldsee,herlifewasordainedtobelonely,andshemustsubduehernaturetoherlife,and,ifpossible,bringthetwointoharmony。Whenshecouldemployherselfinfiction,allwascomparativelywell。Thecharacterswerehercompanionsinthequiethours,whichshespentutterlyalone,unableoftentostiroutofdoorsformanydaystogether。Theinterestsofthepersonsinhernovelssuppliedthelackofinterestinherownlife;andMemoryandImaginationfoundtheirappropriatework,andceasedtopreyuponhervitals。Buttoofrequentlyshecouldnotwrite,couldnotseeherpeople,norhearthemspeak;agreatmistofhead-achehadblottedthemout;theywerenon-existenttoher。

  Thiswasthecaseallthroughthepresentspring;andanxiousasherpublisherswereforitscompletion,Villettestoodstill。

  Evenherletterstoherfriendarescarceandbrief。HereandthereIfindasentenceinthemwhichcanbeextracted,andwhichisworthpreserving。

  \"M——’sletterisveryinteresting;itshowsamindonecannotbuttrulyadmire。Compareitsserenetrustingstrength,withpoor——’svacillatingdependence。Whenthelatterwasinherfirstburstofhappiness,IneverrememberthefeelingfindingventinexpressionsofgratitudetoGod。Therewasalwaysacontinuedclaimuponyoursympathyinthemistrustanddoubtshefeltofherownbliss。M——believes;herfaithisgratefulandatpeace;yetwhilehappyinherself,howthoughtfulsheisforothers!\"

  \"March23rd,1852。

  \"Yousay,dearE——,thatyouoftenwishIwouldchatonpaper,asyoudo。HowcanI?Wherearemymaterials?Ismylifefertileinsubjectsofchat?WhatcallersdoIsee?WhatvisitsdoIpay?

  No,youmustchat,andImustlisten,andsay’Yes,’and’No,’

  and’Thankyou!’forfiveminutes’recreation……

  \"Iamamusedattheinterestyoutakeinpolitics。Don’texpecttorouseme;tome,allministriesandalloppositionsseemtobeprettymuchalike。D’IsraeliwasfactiousasleaderoftheOpposition;LordJohnRussellisgoingtobefactious,nowthathehassteppedintoD’Israeli’sshoes。LordDerby’s’Christianloveandspirit,’isworththreehalf-pencefarthing。\"

  ToW。S。WILLIAMS,ESQ。

  \"March25th,1852。

  \"MydearSir,——Mr。Smithintimatedashorttimesince,thathehadsomethoughtsofpublishingareprintofShirley。Havingrevisedthework,Inowenclosetheerrata。Ihavelikewisesentoffto-day,perrail,areturn-boxofCornhillbooks。

  \"Ihavelatelyreadwithgreatpleasure,’TheTwoFamilies。’Thiswork,itseems,shouldhavereachedmeinJanuary;butowingtoamistake,itwasdetainedattheDeadLetterOffice,andlaytherenearlytwomonths。Ilikedthecommencementverymuch;thecloseseemedtomescarcelyequalto’RoseDouglas。’Ithoughttheauthoresscommittedamistakeinshiftingthemaininterestfromthetwopersonagesonwhomitfirstrests——viz。,BenWilsonandMary——toothercharactersofquiteinferiorconception。HadshemadeBenandMaryherheroandheroine,andcontinuedthedevelopmentoftheirfortunesandcharactersinthesametruthfulnaturalveininwhichshecommencesit,anexcellent,evenanoriginal,bookmighthavebeentheresult。AsforLiliasandRonald,theyaremereromanticfigments,withnothingofthegenuineScottishpeasantaboutthem;theydonotevenspeaktheCaledoniandialect;theypalaverlikeafineladyandgentleman。

  \"IoughtlongsincetohaveacknowledgedthegratificationwithwhichIreadMissKavanagh’s’WomenofChristianity。’Hercharityandonthewholeherimpartialityareverybeautiful。Shetouches,indeed,withtoogentleahandthethemeofElizabethofHungary;and,inherownmind,sheevidentlymisconstruesthefactofProtestantcharitiesSEEMINGtobefewerthanCatholic。

  Sheforgets,ordoesnotknow,thatProtestantismisaquietercreedthanRomanism;asitdoesnotclotheitspriesthoodinscarlet,soneitherdoesitsetupitsgoodwomenforsaints,canonisetheirnames,andproclaimtheirgoodworks。Intherecordsofman,theiralmsgivingwillnotperhapsbefoundregistered,butHeavenhasitsaccountaswellasearth。

  \"Withkindregardstoyourselfandfamily,who,Itrust,haveallsafelyweatheredtheroughwinterlatelypast,aswellastheeastwinds,whicharestillnippingourspringinYorkshire,——I

  am,mydearSir,yourssincerely,C。BRONTE。\"

  \"April3rd,1852。

  \"MydearSir,——Theboxarrivedquitesafely,andIverymuchthankyouforthecontents,whicharemostkindlyselected。

  \"AsyouwishedmetosaywhatIthoughtof’TheSchoolforFathers,’Ihastenedtoreadit。Thebookseemstomeclever,interesting,veryamusing,andlikelytopleasegenerally。Thereisameritinthechoiceofground,whichisnotyettoohackneyed;thecomparativefreshnessofsubject,character,andepochgivethetaleacertainattractiveness。Thereisalso,I

  think,agraphicrenderingofsituations,andalivelytalentfordescribingwhateverisvisibleandtangible——whattheeyemeetsonthesurfaceofthings。Thehumourappearstomesuchaswouldanswerwellonthestage;mostofthescenesseemtodemanddramaticaccessoriestogivethemtheirfulleffect。ButIthinkonecannotwithjusticebestowhigherpraisethanthis。Tospeakcandidly,Ifelt,inreadingthetale,awondroushollownessinthemoralandsentiment;astrangedilettanteshallownessinthepurposeandfeeling。Afterall,’Jack’isnotmuchbetterthana’TonyLumpkin,’andthereisnoverygreatbreadthofchoicebetweentheclownheISandthefophisfatherwouldhavemadehim。ThegrosslymateriallifeoftheoldEnglishfox-hunter,andthefrivolousexistenceofthefinegentlemanpresentextremes,eachinitswaysorepugnant,thatonefeelshalfinclinedtosmilewhencalledupontosentimentaliseoverthelotofayouthforcedtopassfromonetotheother;tornfromthestables,tobeusheredperhapsintotheball-room。Jackdiesmournfullyindeed,andyouaresorryforthepoorfellow’suntimelyend;butyoucannotforgetthat,ifhehadnotbeenthrustintothewayofColonelPenruddock’sweapon,hemightpossiblyhavebrokenhisneckinafox-hunt。ThecharacterofSirThomasWarrenisexcellent;consistentthroughout。ThatofMr。Addisonnotbad,butsketchy,amereoutline——wantingcolourandfinish。Theman’sportraitisthere,andhiscostume,andfragmentaryanecdotesofhislife;butwhereistheman’snature——soulandself?Isaynothingaboutthefemalecharacters——notoneword;onlythatLydiaseemstomelikeaprettylittleactress,prettilydressedgracefullyappearinganddisappearing,andreappearinginagenteelcomedy,assumingthepropersentimentsofherpartwithallduetactandnaivete,and——thatisall。

  \"Yourdescriptionofthemodelmanofbusinessistrueenough,I

  doubtnot;butwewillnotfearthatsocietywilleverbebroughtquitetothisstandard;humannaturebadasitishas,afterall,elementsthatforbidit。Buttheverytendencytosuchaconsummation——themarkedtendency,Ifear,oftheday——produces,nodoubt,cruelsuffering。Yet,whentheevilofcompetitionpassesacertainlimit,mustitnotintimeworkitsowncure?I

  supposeitwill,butthenthroughsomeconvulsedcrisis,shatteringallarounditlikeanearthquake。Meantime,forhowmanyislifemadeastruggle;enjoymentandrestcurtailed;

  labourterriblyenhancedbeyondalmostwhatnaturecanbearI

  oftenthinkthatthisworldwouldbethemostterribleofenigmas,wereitnotforthefirmbeliefthatthereisaworldtocome,whereconscientiouseffortandpatientpainwillmeettheirreward——Believeme,mydearSir,sincerelyyours,C。BRONTE。\"

  AlettertoheroldBrusselsschoolfellowgivesashortretrospectofthedrearywintershehadpassedthrough。

  \"Haworth,April12th,1852。

  \"……Istruggledthroughthewinter,andtheearlypartofthespring,oftenwithgreatdifficulty。MyfriendstayedwithmeafewdaysintheearlypartofJanuary;shecouldnotbesparedlonger。Iwasbetterduringhervisit,buthadarelapsesoonaftersheleftme,whichreducedmystrengthverymuch。Itcannotbedeniedthatthesolitudeofmypositionfearfullyaggravateditsotherevils。Somelongstormydaysandnightstherewere,whenIfeltsuchacravingforsupportandcompanionshipasI

  cannotexpress。Sleepless,Ilayawakenightafternight,weakandunabletooccupymyself。Isatinmychairdayafterday,thesaddestmemoriesmyonlycompany。ItwasatimeIshallneverforget;butGodsentit,anditmusthavebeenforthebest。

  \"Iambetternow;andverygratefuldoIfeelfortherestorationoftolerablehealth;but,asiftherewasalwaystobesomeaffliction,papa,whoenjoyedwonderfulhealthduringthewholewinter,isailingwithhisspringattackofbronchitis。I

  earnestlytrustitmaypassoverinthecomparativelyamelioratedforminwhichithashithertoshownitself。

  \"Letmenotforgettoansweryourquestionaboutthecataract。

  TellyourpapathatMYfatherwasseventyatthetimeheunderwentanoperation;hewasmostreluctanttotrytheexperiment;couldnotbelievethat,athisage,andwithhiswantofrobuststrength,itwouldsucceed。Iwasobligedtobeverydecidedinthematter,andtoactentirelyonmyownresponsibility。Nearlysixyearshavenowelapsedsincethecataractwasextracteditwasnotmerelydepressed;hehasneveronceduringthattimeregrettedthestep,andadayseldompassesthathedoesnotexpressgratitudeandpleasureattherestorationofthatinestimableprivilegeofvisionwhoselossheonceknew。\"

  IhadgivenMissBronte;inoneofmyletters,anoutlineofthestoryonwhichIwasthenengaged,andinreplyshesays:——

  \"ThesketchyougiveofyourworkrespectingwhichIam,ofcourse,dumbseemstomeverynoble;anditspurposemaybeasusefulinpracticalresultasitishighandjustintheoreticaltendency。Suchabookmayrestorehopeandenergytomanywhothoughttheyhadforfeitedtheirrighttoboth;andopenaclearcourseforhonourableefforttosomewhodeemedthattheyandallhonourhadpartedcompanyinthisworld。

  \"Yet——hearmyprotest!

  \"Whyshouldshedie?Whyarewetoshutupthebookweeping?

  \"Myheartfailsmealreadyatthethoughtofthepangitwillhavetoundergo。Andyetyoumustfollowtheimpulseofyourowninspiration。IfTHATcommandstheslayingofthevictim,nobystanderhasarighttoputouthishandtostaythesacrificialknife:butIholdyouasternpriestessinthesematters。\"

  Asthemilderweathercameon,herhealthimproved,andherpowerofwritingincreased。Shesetherselfwithredoubledvigourtotheworkbeforeher;anddeniedherselfpleasureforthepurposeofsteadylabour。Henceshewritestoherfriend:——

  \"May11th。

  \"DearE——,——Imustadheretomyresolutionofneithervisitingnorbeingvisitedatpresent。StayyouquietlyatB。,tillyougotoS。,asIshallstayatHaworth;assincereafarewellcanbetakenwiththeheartaswiththelips,andperhapslesspainful。Iamgladtheweatherischanged;thereturnofthesouth-westwindsuitsme;butIhopeyouhavenocausetoregretthedepartureofyourfavouriteeastwind。Whatyousayabout——doesnotsurpriseme;IhavehadmanylittlenoteswhereofIansweraboutoneinthreebreathingthesamespirit,——selfandchildthesoleall-absorbingtopics,onwhichthechangesarerungeventoweariness。ButIsupposeonemustnotheedit,orthinkthecasesingular。Nor,Iamafraid,mustoneexpecthertoimprove。IreadinaFrenchbooklately,asentencetothiseffect,that’marriagemightbedefinedasthestateoftwo-foldselfishness。’Letthesinglethereforetakecomfort。ThankyouforMary’sletter。SheDOESseemmosthappy;

  andIcannottellyouhowmuchmorereal,lasting,andbetter-warrantedherhappinessseemsthanever——’sdid。I

  thinksomuchofitisinherself,andherownserene,pure,trusting,religiousnature——’salwaysgivesmetheideaofavacillating,unsteadyrapture,entirelydependentoncircumstanceswithalltheirfluctuations。IfMarylivestobeamother,youwillthenseeagreaterdifference。

  \"Iwishyou,dearE。,allhealthandenjoymentinyourvisit;

  and,asfarasonecanjudgeatpresent,thereseemsafairprospectofthewishbeingrealised——Yourssincerely,\"C。BRONTE。\"

  CHAPTERXI。

  ThereaderwillrememberthatAnneBrontehadbeeninterredinthechurchyardoftheOldChurchatScarborough。Charlottehadleftdirectionsforatombstonetobeplacedoverher;butmanyatimeduringthesolitudeofthepastwinter,hersad,anxiousthoughtshadrevisitedthesceneofthatlastgreatsorrow,andshehadwonderedwhetheralldecentserviceshadbeenrenderedtothememoryofthedead,untilatlastshecametoasilentresolutiontogoandseeforherselfwhetherthestoneandinscriptionwereinasatisfactorystateofpreservation。

  \"CliffeHouse,Filey,June6th,1852。

  \"DearE——,——IamatFileyutterlyalone。Donotbeangry,thestepisright。Iconsideredit,andresolvedonitwithduedeliberation。Changeofairwasnecessary;therewerereasonswhyIshouldNOTgotothesouth,andwhyIshouldcomehere。OnFridayIwenttoScarborough,visitedthechurchyardandstone。

  Itmustberefacedandrelettered;therearefiveerrors。Igavethenecessarydirections。THATduty,then,isdone;longhasitlainheavyonmymind;andthatwasapilgrimageIfeltIcouldonlymakealone。

  \"IaminouroldlodgingsatMrs。Smith’s;not,however,inthesamerooms,butinlessexpensiveapartments。Theyseemedgladtoseeme,rememberedyouandmeverywell,and,seemingly,withgreatgoodwill。Thedaughterwhousedtowaitonusisjustmarried。Fileyseemstomemuchaltered;morelodging-houses——someofthemveryhandsome——havebeenbuilt;theseahasallitsoldgrandeur。Iwalkonthesandsagooddeal,andtryNOTtofeeldesolateandmelancholy。Howsorelymyheartlongsforyou,Ineednotsay。Ihavebathedonce;itseemedtodomegood。Imay,perhaps,stayhereafortnight。Thereareasyetscarcelyanyvisitors。ALadyWenlockisstayingatthelargehouseofwhichyouusedsovigilantlytoobservetheinmates。OnedayIsetoutwithintenttotrudgetoFileyBridge,butwasfrightenedbackbytwocows。Imeantotryagainsomemorning。I

  leftpapawell。Ihavebeenagooddealtroubledwithheadache,andwithsomepaininthesidesinceIcamehere,butIfeelthatthishasbeenowingtothecoldwind,forverycoldhasitbeentilllately;atpresentIfeelbetter。ShallIsendthepaperstoyouasusualWriteagaindirectly,andtellmethis,andanythingandeverythingelsethatcomesintoyourmind——Believeme,yoursfaithfully,\"C。BRONTE。\"

  \"Filey,June16th,1852。

  \"DearE——,——Bequiteeasyaboutme。IreallythinkIambetterformystayatFiley;thatIhavederivedmorebenefitfromitthanIdaredtoanticipate。Ibelieve,couldIstayheretwomonths,andenjoysomethinglikesocialcheerfulnessaswellasexerciseandgoodair,myhealthwouldbequiterenewed。This,however,cannotpossiblybe;butIammostthankfulforthegoodreceived。Istayhereanotherweek。

  \"Ireturn——’sletter。Iamsorryforher:Ibelieveshesuffers;butIdonotmuchlikeherstyleofexpressingherself……Griefaswellasjoymanifestsitselfinmostdifferentwaysindifferentpeople;andIdoubtnotsheissincereandinearnestwhenshetalksofher’precious,saintedfather;’butI

  couldwishsheusedsimplerlanguage。\"

  SoonafterherreturnfromFiley,shewasalarmedbyaveryseriousandsharpattackofillnesswithwhichMr。Brontewasseized。Therewassomefear,forafewdays,thathissightwaspermanentlylost,andhisspiritssankpainfullyunderthisdread。

  \"Thisprostrationofspirits,\"writeshisdaughter,\"whichaccompaniesanythinglikearelapseisalmostthemostdifficultpointtomanage。DearE——,youaretenderlykindinofferingyoursociety;butrestverytranquilwhereyouare;befullyassuredthatitisnotnow,norunderpresentcircumstances,thatIfeelthelackeitherofsocietyoroccupation;mytimeisprettywellfilledup,andmythoughtsappropriated……I

  cannotpermitmyselftocommentmuchonthechiefcontentsofyourlast;adviceisnotnecessary:asfarasIcanjudge,youseemhithertoenabledtotakethesetrialsinagoodandwisespirit。Icanonlypraythatsuchcombinedstrengthandresignationmaybecontinuedtoyou。Submission,courage,exertion,whenpracticable——theseseemtobetheweaponswithwhichwemustfightlife’slongbattle。\"

  Isupposethat,duringtheverytimewhenherthoughtswerethusfullyoccupiedwithanxietyforherfather,shereceivedsomeletterfromherpublishers,makinginquiryastotheprogressoftheworkwhichtheyknewshehadinhand,asIfindthefollowinglettertoMr。Williams,bearingreferencetosomeofMessrs。

  SmithandElder’sproposedarrangements。

  \"ToW。S。WILLIAMS,ESQ。

  \"July28th,1852。

  \"MydearSir,——Isitincontemplationtopublishtheneweditionof’Shirley’soon?Woulditnotbebettertodeferitforatime?

  Inreferencetoapartofyourletter,permitmetoexpressthiswish,——andItrustindoingso,Ishallnotberegardedassteppingoutofmypositionasanauthor,andencroachingonthearrangementsofbusiness,——viz。:thatnoannouncementofanewworkbytheauthorof’JaneEyre’shallbemadetilltheMS。ofsuchworkisactuallyinmypublisher’shands。Perhapswearenoneofusjustifiedinspeakingverydecidedlywherethefutureisconcerned;butforsometoomuchcautioninsuchcalculationscanscarcelybeobserved:amongstthisnumberImustclassmyself。Nor,indoingso,canIassumeanapologetictone。Hedoesrightwhodoeshisbest。

  \"LastautumnIgotonforatimequickly。Iventuredtolookforwardtospringastheperiodofpublication:myhealthgaveway;Ipassedsuchawinteras,havingbeenonceexperienced,willneverbeforgotten。Thespringprovedlittlebetterthanaprotractionoftrial。Thewarmweatherandavisittotheseahavedonememuchgoodphysically;butasyetIhaverecoveredneitherelasticityofanimalspirits,norflowofthepowerofcomposition。Andifitwereotherwise,thedifferencewouldbeofnoavail;mytimeandthoughtsareatpresenttakenupwithcloseattendanceonmyfather,whosehealthisjustnowinaverycriticalstate,theheatoftheweatherhavingproduceddeterminationofbloodtothehead——Iam,yourssincerely,C。BRONTE。\"

  BeforetheendofAugust,Mr。Bronte’sconvalescencebecamequiteestablished,andhewasanxioustoresumehisdutiesforsometimebeforehiscarefuldaughterwouldpermithim。

  OnSeptemberthe14ththe\"greatduke\"died。Hehadbeen,aswehaveseen,herherofromchildhood;butIfindnofurtherreferencetohimatthistimethanwhatisgiveninthefollowingextractfromalettertoherfriend:——

  \"Idohopeandbelievethechangesyouhavebeenhavingthissummerwilldoyoupermanentgood,notwithstandingthepainwithwhichtheyhavebeentoooftenmingled。YetIfeelgladthatyouaresooncominghome;andIreallymustnottrustmyselftosayhowmuchIwishthetimewerecomewhen,withoutletorhindrance,IcouldoncemorewelcomeyoutoHaworth。ButohI

  don’tgeton;Ifeelfretted——incapable——sometimesverylow。

  However,atpresent,thesubjectmustnotbedweltupon;itpressesmetoohardly——nearly——andpainfully。LessthanevercanItasteorknowpleasuretillthisworkiswoundup。AndyetI

  oftensitupinbedatnight,thinkingofandwishingforyou。

  ThankyoufortheTimes;whatitsaidonthemightyandmournfulsubjectwaswellsaid。Allatoncethewholenationseemstotakeajustviewofthatgreatcharacter。TherewasareviewtooofanAmericanbook,whichIwasgladtosee。Read’UncleTom’sCabin’:

  probably,though,youhavereadit。

  \"Papa’shealthcontinuessatisfactory,thankGod!Asforme,mywretchedliverhasbeendisorderedagainoflate,butIhopeitisnowgoingtobeonbetterbehaviour;ithindersmeinworking——depressesbothpowerandtoneoffeeling。Imustexpectthisderangementfromtimetotime。\"

  Haworthwasinanunhealthystate,asusual;andbothMissBronteandTabbysufferedseverelyfromtheprevailingepidemics。Theformerwaslonginshakingofftheeffectsofthisillness。Invainsheresolvedagainstallowingherselfanysocietyorchangeofsceneuntilshehadaccomplishedherlabour。Shewastooilltowrite;andwithillnesscameontheoldheavinessofheart,recollectionsofthepast,andanticipationsofthefuture。AtlastMr。Bronteexpressedsostrongawishthatherfriendshouldbeaskedtovisither,andshefeltsomelittlerefreshmentsoabsolutelynecessary,thatonOctoberthe9thshebeggedhertocometoHaworth,justforasingleweek。

  \"IthoughtIwouldpersistindenyingmyselftillIhaddonemywork,butIfinditwon’tdo;thematterrefusestoprogress,andthisexcessivesolitudepressestooheavily;soletmeseeyourdearface,E。,justforonerevivingweek。\"

  Butshewouldonlyacceptofthecompanyofherfriendfortheexacttimespecified。ShethuswritestoMissWooleronOctoberthe21st:——

  \"E——hasonlybeenmycompaniononelittleweek。Iwouldnothaveheranylonger,forIamdisgustedwithmyselfandmydelays;andconsideritwasaweakyieldingtotemptationinmetosendforheratall;butintruth,myspiritsweregettinglow——prostratesometimes——andshehasdonemeinexpressiblegood。

  IwonderwhenIshallseeyouatHaworthagain;bothmyfatherandtheservantshaveagainandagaininsinuatedadistinctwishthatyoushouldberequestedtocomeinthecourseofthesummerandautumn,butIhavealwaysturnedratheradeafear;’notyet,’wasmythought,’Iwantfirsttobefree;’workfirst,thenpleasure。\"

  Miss——’svisithaddonehermuchgood。Pleasantcompanionshipduringthedayproduced,forthetime,theunusualblessingofcalmreposeatnight;andafterherfriend’sdepartureshewaswellenoughto\"falltobusiness,\"andwriteaway,almostincessantly,atherstoryofVillette,nowdrawingtoaconclusion。ThefollowinglettertoMr。Smith,seemstohaveaccompaniedthefirstpartoftheMS。

  \"Oct。30th,1852。

  \"MydearSir,——Youmustnotifyhonestlywhatyouthinkof’Villette’whenyouhavereadit。IcanhardlytellyouhowI

  hungertohearsomeopinionbesidesmyown,andhowIhavesometimesdesponded,andalmostdespaired,becausetherewasnoonetowhomtoreadaline,orofwhomtoaskacounsel。’JaneEyre’wasnotwrittenundersuchcircumstances,norweretwo-thirdsof’Shirley’。Igotsomiserableaboutit,Icouldbearnoallusiontothebook。Itisnotfinishedyet;butnowIhope。

  Astotheanonymouspublication,Ihavethistosay:Ifthewithholdingoftheauthor’snameshouldtendmateriallytoinjurethepublisher’sinterest,tointerferewithbooksellers’orders,etc。,Iwouldnotpressthepoint;butifnosuchdetrimentiscontingent,Ishouldbemostthankfulfortheshelteringshadowofanincognito。Iseemtodreadtheadvertisements——thelarge-lettered’CurrerBell’sNewNovel,’or’NewWork,bytheAuthorofJaneEyre。’These,however,Ifeelwellenough,arethetranscendentalismsofaretiredwretch;soyoumustspeakfrankly……Ishallbegladtosee’ColonelEsmond。’Myobjectiontothesecondvolumelayhere:Ithoughtitcontaineddecidedlytoomuchhistory——toolittlestory。\"

  Inanotherletter,referringto\"Esmond,\"sheusesthefollowingwords:——

  \"Thethirdvolumeseemedtometopossessthemostsparkle,impetus,andinterest。Ofthefirstandsecondmyjudgmentwas,thatpartsofthemwereadmirable;buttherewasthefaultofcontainingtoomuchHistory——toolittlestory。Iholdthataworkoffictionoughttobeaworkofcreation:thattheREALshouldbesparinglyintroducedinpagesdedicatedtotheIDEAL。Plainhouseholdbreadisafarmorewholesomeandnecessarythingthancake;yetwhowouldliketoseethebrownloafplacedonthetablefordessert?Inthesecondvolume,theauthorgivesusanamplesupplyofexcellentbrownbread;inhisthird,onlysuchaportionasgivessubstance,likethecrumbsofbreadinawell-made,nottoorich,plum-pudding。\"

  HerlettertoMr。Smith,containingtheallusionto’Esmond,’

  whichremindedmeofthequotationjustgivencontinues:——

  \"Youwillseethat’Villette’touchesonnomatterofpublicinterest。Icannotwritebookshandlingthetopicsoftheday;itisofnousetrying。NorcanIwriteabookforitsmoral。NorcanItakeupaphilanthropicscheme,thoughIhonourphilanthropy;andvoluntarilyandsincerelyveilmyfacebeforesuchamightysubjectasthathandledinMrs。BeecherStowe’swork,’UncleTom’sCabin。’Tomanagethesegreatmattersrightly,theymustbelongandpracticallystudied——theirbearingsknownintimately,andtheirevilsfeltgenuinely;theymustnotbetakenupasabusinessmatter,andatradingspeculation。I

  doubtnot,Mrs。Stowehadfelttheironofslaveryenterintoherheart,fromchildhoodupwards,longbeforesheeverthoughtofwritingbooks。Thefeelingthroughoutherworkissincere,andnotgotup。Remembertobeanhonestcriticof’Villette,’andtellMr。Williamstobeunsparing:notthatIamlikelytoalteranything,butIwanttoknowhisimpressionsandyours。\"

  ToG。SMITH,ESQ。

  \"Nov。3rd。

  \"MydearSir,——Ifeelverygratefulforyourletter;itrelievedmemuch,forIwasagooddealharassedbydoubtsastohow’Villette’mightappearinothereyesthanmyown。Ifeelinsomedegreeauthorisedtorelyonyourfavourableimpressions,becauseyouarequiterightwhereyouhintdisapprobation。YouhaveexactlyhittwopointsatleastwhereIwasconsciousofdefect;——thediscrepancy,thewantofperfectharmony,betweenGraham’sboyhoodandmanhood,——theangularabruptnessofhischangeofsentimenttowardsMissFanshawe。Youmustremember,though,thatinsecrethehadforsometimeappreciatedthatyoungladyatasomewhatdepressedstandard——heldheraLITTLE

  lowerthantheangels。Butstillthereaderoughttohavebeenbettermadetofeelthispreparationtowardsachangeofmood。Astothepublishingarrangement,IleavethemtoCornhill。Thereis,undoubtedly,acertainforceinwhatyousayabouttheinexpediencyofaffectingamysterywhichcannotbesustained;soyoumustactasyouthinkisforthebest。Isubmit,also,totheadvertisementsinlargeletters,butunderprotest,andwithakindofostrich-longingforconcealment。Mostofthethirdvolumeisgiventothedevelopmentofthe’crabbedProfessor’s’

  character。LucymustnotmarryDr。John;heisfartooyouthful,handsome,bright-spirited,andsweet-tempered;heisa’curleddarling’ofNatureandofFortune,andmustdrawaprizeinlife’slottery。Hiswifemustbeyoung,rich,pretty;hemustbemadeveryhappyindeed。IfLucymarriesanybody,itmustbetheProfessor——amaninwhomthereismuchtoforgive,muchto’putupwith。’ButIamnotlenientlydisposedtowardsMissFROSTfromthebeginning,Inevermeanttoappointherlinesinpleasantplaces。Theconclusionofthisthirdvolumeisstillamatterofsomeanxiety:Icanbutdomybest,however。Itwouldspeedilybefinished,couldIwardoffcertainobnoxiousheadaches,which,wheneverIgetintothespiritofmywork,areapttoseizeandprostrateme……

  \"ColonelHenryEsmondisjustarrived。HelooksveryantiqueanddistinguishedinhisQueenAnne’sgarb;theperiwig,sword,lace,andrufflesareverywellrepresentedbytheold’Spectator’

  type。\"

  Inreferencetoasentencetowardsthecloseofthisletter,I

  maymentionwhatshetoldme;thatMr。Brontewasanxiousthathernewtaleshouldendwell,ashedislikednovelswhichleftamelancholyimpressionuponthemind;andherequestedhertomakeherheroandheroineliketheheroesandheroinesinfairy-tales\"marry,andliveveryhappilyeverafter。\"ButtheideaofM。PaulEmanuel’sdeathatseawasstampedonherimaginationtillitassumedthedistinctforceofreality;andshecouldnomorealterherfictitiousendingthaniftheyhadbeenfactswhichshewasrelating。Allshecoulddoincompliancewithherfather’swishwassotoveilthefateinoracularwords,astoleaveittothecharacteranddiscernmentofherreaderstointerprethermeaning。

  ToW。S。WILLIAMS,ESQ。

  \"Nov。6th,1852。

  \"MydearSir,——Imustnotdelaythankingyouforyourkindletter,withitscandidandablecommentaryon’Villette。’WithmanyofyourstricturesIconcur。Thethirdvolumemay,perhaps,doawaywithsomeoftheobjections;othersstillremaininforce。Idonotthinktheinterestculminatesanywheretothedegreeyouwouldwish。Whatclimaxthereisdoesnotcomeontillneartheconclusion;andeventhen,Idoubtwhethertheregularnovel-readerwillconsiderthe’agonypiledsufficientlyhigh’astheAmericanssay,orthecoloursdashedontothecanvaswiththeproperamountofdaring。Still,Ifear,theymustbesatisfiedwithwhatisoffered:mypaletteaffordsnobrightertints;werettoattempttodeepenthereds,orburnishtheyellows,Ishouldbutbotch。

  \"UnlessIammistaken,theemotionofthebookwillbefoundtobekeptthroughoutintolerablesubjection。Astothenameoftheheroine,Icanhardlyexpresswhatsubtletyofthoughtmademedecideupongivingheracoldname;but,atfirst,Icalledher’LucySnowe’speltwithan’e’;whichSnoweIafterwardschangedto’Frost。’Subsequently,Iratherregrettedthechange,andwishedit’Snowe’again。Ifnottoolate,IshouldlikethealterationtobemadenowthroughouttheMS。ACOLDnameshemusthave;partly,perhaps,onthe’lucusanonlucendo’principle——

  partlyonthatofthe’fitnessofthings,’forshehasaboutheranexternalcoldness。

  \"Yousaythatshemaybethoughtmorbidandweak,unlessthehistoryofherlifebemorefullygiven。Iconsiderthatsheisbothmorbidandweakattimes;hercharactersetsupnopretensionstounmixedstrength,andanybodylivingherlifewouldnecessarilybecomemorbid。Itwasnoimpetusofhealthyfeelingwhichurgedhertotheconfessional,forinstance;itwasthesemi-deliriumofsolitarygriefandsickness。If,however,thebookdoesnotexpressallthis,theremustbeagreatfaultsomewhere。Imightexplainawayafewotherpoints,butitwouldbetoomuchlikedrawingapictureandthenwritingunderneaththenameoftheobjectintendedtoberepresented。Weknowwhatsortofapencilthatiswhichneedsanallyinthepen。

  \"Thankingyouagainfortheclearnessandfulnesswithwhichyouhaverespondedtomyrequestforastatementofimpressions,I

  am,mydearSir,yoursverysincerely,\"C。BRONTE。\"

  \"ItrusttheworkwillbeseeninMS。bynooneexceptMr。Smithandyourself。\"

  \"Nov。10th,1852。

  \"MydearSir,——Ionlywishedthepublicationof’Shirley’tobedelayedtill’Villette’wasnearlyready;sothattherecannowbenoobjectiontoitsbeingissuedwheneveryouthinkfit。AboutputtingtheMS。intotype,Icanonlysaythat,shouldIbeabletoproceedwiththethirdvolumeatmyaveragerateofcomposition,andwithnomorethantheaverageamountofinterruptions,Ishouldhopetohaveitreadyinaboutthreeweeks。Ileaveittoyoutodecidewhetheritwouldbebettertodelaytheprintingthatspaceoftime,ortocommenceitimmediately。Itwouldcertainlybemoresatisfactoryifyouweretoseethethirdvolumebeforeprintingthefirstandthesecond;

  yet,ifdelayislikelytoproveinjurious,Idonotthinkitisindispensable。Ihavereadthethirdvolumeof’Esmond。’Ifounditbothentertainingandexcitingtome;itseemstopossessanimpetusandexcitementbeyondtheothertwo,——thatmovementandbrilliancyitspredecessorssometimeswanted,neverfailshere。

  Incertainpassages,IthoughtThackerayusedallhispowers;

  theirgrand,seriousforceyieldedaprofoundsatisfaction。’Atlastheputsforthhisstrength,’Icouldnothelpsayingtomyself。NocharacterinthebookstrikesmeasmoremasterlythanthatofBeatrix;itsconceptionisfresh,anditsdelineationvivid。Itispeculiar;ithasimpressionsofanewkind——new,atleast,tome。Beatrixisnot,inherself,allbad。Somuchdoesshesometimesrevealofwhatisgoodandgreatastosuggestthisfeeling——youwouldthinkshewasurgedbyafate。Youwouldthinkthatsomeantiquedoompressesonherhouse,andthatonceinsomanygenerationsitsbrightestornamentwastobecomeitsgreatestdisgrace。Attimes,whatisgoodinherstrugglesagainstthisterribledestiny,buttheFateconquers。Beatrixcannotbeanhonestwomanandagoodman’swife。She’tries,andsheCANNOT。’Proud,beautiful,andsullied,shewasbornwhatshebecomes,aking’smistress。IknownotwhetheryouhaveseenthenoticeintheLeader;Ireaditjustafterconcludingthebook。

  CanIbewrongindeemingitanoticetame,cold,andinsufficient?Withallitsprofessedfriendliness,itproducedonmeamostdishearteningimpression。Surely,anothersortofjusticethanthiswillberenderedto’Esmond’fromotherquarters。OneacuteremarkofthecriticistotheeffectthatBlancheAmoryandBeatrixareidentical——sketchedfromthesameoriginal!TometheyareaboutasidenticalasaweazelandaroyaltigressofBengal;boththelatterarequadrupeds,——boththeformer,women。ButImustnottakeupeitheryourtimeormyownwithfurtherremarks。Believemeyourssincerely,\"C。BRONTE。\"

  OnaSaturday,alittlelaterinthismonth,MissBrontecompleted’Villette,’andsentitofftoherpublishers。\"IsaidmyprayerswhenIhaddoneit。Whetheritiswellorilldone,I

  don’tknow;D。V。,Iwillnowtryandwaittheissuequietly。Thebook,Ithink,willnotbeconsideredpretentious;norisitofacharactertoexcitehostility。\"

  Asherlabourwasended,shefeltatlibertytoallowherselfalittlechange。TherewereseveralfriendsanxioustoseeherandwelcomehertotheirhomesMissMartineau,Mrs。Smith,andherownfaithfulE。Withthelast,inthesameletterasthatinwhichsheannouncedthecompletionof’Villette,’sheofferedtospendaweek。Shebegan,also,toconsiderwhetheritmightnotbewelltoavailherselfofMrs。Smith’skindinvitation,withaviewtotheconvenienceofbeingonthespottocorrecttheproofs。

  Thefollowingletterisgiven,notmerelyonaccountofherowncriticismson’Villette,’butbecauseitshowshowshehadlearnedtomagnifythemeaningoftrifles,asalldowholiveaself-containedandsolitarylife。Mr。Smithhadbeenunabletowritebythesamepostasthatwhichbroughtthemoneyfor’Villette,’andsheconsequentlyreceiveditwithoutaline。Thefriendwithwhomshewasstayingsays,thatsheimmediatelyfanciedtherewassomedisappointmentabout’Villette,’orthatsomewordoractofhershadgivenoffence;andhadnottheSundayintervened,andsoallowedtimeforMr。Smith’slettertomakeitsappearance,shewouldcertainlyhavecrosseditonherwaytoLondon。

  \"Dec。6th,1852。

  \"MydearSir,——Thereceiptshavereachedmesafely。IreceivedthefirstonSaturday,enclosedinacoverwithoutaline,andhadmadeupmymindtotakethetrainonMonday,andgouptoLondontoseewhatwasthematter,andwhathadstruckmypublishermute。OnSundaymorningyourlettercame,andyouhavethusbeensparedthevisitationoftheunannouncedandunsummonedapparitionofCurrerBellinCornhill。Inexplicabledelaysshouldbeavoidedwhenpossible,fortheyareapttourgethosesubjectedtotheirharassmenttosuddenandimpulsivesteps。I

  mustpronounceyourightagain,inyourcomplaintofthetransferofinterestinthethirdvolume,fromonesetofcharacterstoanother。Itisnotpleasant,anditwillprobablybefoundasunwelcometothereader,asitwas,inasense,compulsoryuponthewriter。Thespiritofromancewouldhaveindicatedanothercourse,farmorefloweryandinviting;itwouldhavefashionedaparamounthero,keptfaithfullywithhim,andmadehimsupremelyworshipful;heshouldhavebeenanidol,andnotamute,unrespondingidoleither;butthiswouldhavebeenunlikerealLIFE——inconsistentwithtruth——atvariancewithprobability。I

  greatlyapprehend,however,thattheweakestcharacterinthebookistheoneIaimedatmakingthemostbeautiful;and,ifthisbethecase,thefaultliesinitswantingthegermofthereal——initsbeingpurelyimaginary。Ifeltthatthischaracterlackedsubstance;Ifearthatthereaderwillfeelthesame。

  UnionwithitresemblestoomuchthefateofIxion,whowasmatedwithacloud。ThechildhoodofPaulinais,however,Ithink,prettywellimagined,buther……\"theremainderofthisinterestingsentenceistornofftheletter。\"AbriefvisittoLondonbecomesthusmorepracticable,andifyourmotherwillkindlywrite,whenshehastime,andnameadayafterChristmaswhichwillsuither,Ishallhavepleasure,papa’shealthpermitting,inavailingmyselfofherinvitation。IwishIcouldcomeintimetocorrectsomeatleastoftheproofs;itwouldsavetrouble。\"

  CHAPTERXII。

  Thedifficultythatpresenteditselfmoststronglytome,whenI

  firsthadthehonourofbeingrequestedtowritethisbiography,washowIcouldshowwhatanoble,true,andtenderwomanCharlotteBrontereallywas,withoutminglingupwithherlifetoomuchofthepersonalhistoryofhernearestandmostintimatefriends。Aftermuchconsiderationofthispoint,Icametotheresolutionofwritingtruly,ifIwroteatall;ofwithholdingnothing,thoughsomethings,fromtheirverynature,couldnotbespokenofsofullyasothers。

  Oneofthedeepestinterestsofherlifecentresnaturallyroundhermarriage,andtheprecedingcircumstances;butmorethanallothereventsbecauseofmorerecentdate,andconcerninganotherasintimatelyasherself,itrequiresdelicatehandlingonmypart,lestIintrudetooroughlyonwhatismostsacredtomemory。YetIhavetworeasons,whichseemtomegoodandvalidones,forgivingsomeparticularsofthecourseofeventswhichledtoherfewmonthsofweddedlife——thatshortspellofexceedinghappiness。ThefirstismydesiretocallattentiontothefactthatMr。Nichollswasonewhohadseenheralmostdailyforyears;seenherasadaughter,asister,amistressandafriend。Hewasnotamantobeattractedbyanykindofliteraryfame。Iimaginethatthis,byitself,wouldratherrepelhimwhenhesawitinthepossessionofawoman。Hewasagrave,reserved,conscientiousman,withadeepsenseofreligion,andofhisdutiesasoneofitsministers。

  Insilencehehadwatchedher,andlovedherlong。Theloveofsuchaman——adailyspectatorofhermanneroflifeforyears——isagreattestimonytohercharacterasawoman。

  HowdeephisaffectionwasIscarcelydaretotell,evenifI

  couldinwords。Shedidnotknow——shehadhardlybeguntosuspect——thatshewastheobjectofanypeculiarregardonhispart,when,inthisveryDecember,hecameoneeveningtotea。

  Aftertea,shereturnedfromthestudytoherownsitting-room,aswashercustom,leavingherfatherandhiscuratetogether。

  Presentlysheheardthestudy-dooropen,andexpectedtohearthesucceedingclashofthefrontdoor。Instead,cameatap;and,\"likelightning,itflasheduponmewhatwascoming。Heentered。

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