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  Theaccentsandgesturesofthismanleftmedrainedofallcourage。Surely,onnootheroccasionshouldIhavebeenthuspusillanimous。MystateIregardedasahopelessone。Iwaswhollyatthemercyofthisbeing。WhicheverwayIturnedmyeyes,IsawnoavenuebywhichImightescape。Theresourcesofmypersonalstrength,myingenuity,andmyeloquence,Iestimatedatnothing。ThedignityofvirtueandtheforceoftruthIhadbeenaccustomedtocelebrate,andhadfrequentlyvauntedoftheconquestswhichIshouldmakewiththeirassistance。

  Iusedtosupposethatcertainevilscouldneverbefallabeinginpossessionofasoundmind;thattruevirtuesuppliesuswithenergywhichvicecanneverresist;thatitwasalwaysinourpowertoobstruct,byhisowndeath,thedesignsofanenemywhoaimedatlessthanourlife。Howwasitthatasentimentlikedespairhadnowinvadedme,andthatItrustedtotheprotectionofchance,ortothepityofmypersecutor?

  Hiswordsimpartedsomenotionoftheinjurywhichhehadmeditated。Hetalkedofobstaclesthathadriseninhisway。Hehadrelinquishedhisdesign。Thesesourcessuppliedmewithslenderconsolation。Therewasnosecuritybutinhisabsence。

  WhenIlookedatmyself,whenIreflectedonthehourandtheplace,Iwasoverpoweredbyhorroranddejection。

  Hewassilent,museful,andinattentivetomysituation,yetmadenomotiontodepart。Iwassilentinmyturn。WhatcouldIsay?

  Iwasconfidentthatreasoninthiscontestwouldbeimpotent。I

  mustowemysafetytohisownsuggestions。Whateverpurposebroughthimhither,hehadchangedit。Whythendidheremain?

  Hisresolutionsmightfluctuate,andthepauseofafewminutesrestoretohimhisfirstresolutions。

  Yetwasnotthisthemanwhomwehadtreatedwithunweariedkindness?whosesocietywasendearedtousbyhisintellectualelevationandaccomplishments?whohadathousandtimesexpatiatedontheusefulnessandbeautyofvirtue?Whyshouldsuchaonebedreaded?IfIcouldhaveforgottenthecircumstancesinwhichourinterviewhadtakenplace,Imighthavetreatedhiswordsasjests。

  Presently,heresumed:——

  “Fearmenot:thespacethatseversusissmall,andallvisiblesuccorisdistant。Youbelieveyourselfcompletelyinmypower;

  thatyoustanduponthebrinkofruin。Suchareyourgroundlessfears。Icannotliftafingertohurtyou。Easierwoulditbetostopthemooninhercoursethantoinjureyou。Thepowerthatprotectsyouwouldcrumblemysinewsandreducemetoaheapofashesinamoment,ifIweretoharborathoughthostiletoyoursafety。

  “Thusareappearancesatlengthsolved。LittledidIexpectthattheyoriginatedhence。Whataportionisassignedtoyou!Scannedbytheeyesofthisintelligence,yourpathwillbewithoutpitstoswalloworsnarestoentangleyou。Environedbythearmsofthisprotection,allartificeswillbefrustratedandallmalicerepelled。”

  Heresucceededanewpause。Iwasstillobservantofeverygestureandlook。Thetranquilsolemnitythathadlatelypossessedhiscountenancegavewaytoanewexpression。Allnowwastrepidationandanxiety。

  “Imustbegone,“saidhe,inafalteringaccent。“WhydoIlingerhere?Iwillnotaskyourforgiveness。Iseethatyourterrorsareinvincible。Yourpardonwillbeextortedbyfear,andnotdictatedbycompassion。Imustflyfromyouforever。Hethatcouldplotagainstyourhonormustexpectfromyouandyourfriendspersecutionanddeath。Imustdoommyselftoendlessexile。”

  Sayingthis,hehastilylefttheroom。Ilistenedwhilehedescendedthestairs,and,unboltingtheouterdoor,wentforth。I

  didnotfollowhimwithmyeyes,asthemoonlightwouldhaveenabledmetodo。Relievedbyhisabsence,andexhaustedbytheconflictofmyfears,Ithrewmyselfonachair,andresignedmyselftothosebewilderingideaswhichincidentslikethesecouldnotfailtoproduce。

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  Ordercouldnotreadilybeintroducedintomythoughts。Thevoicestillrunginmyears。EveryaccentthatwasutteredbyCarwinwasfreshinmyremembrance。Hisunwelcomeapproach,therecognitionofhisperson,hishastydeparture,producedacompleximpressiononmymindwhichnowordscandelineate。Istrovetogiveaslowermotiontomythoughts,andtoregulateaconfusionwhichbecamepainful;butmyeffortswerenugatory。Icoveredmyeyeswithmyhand,andsat,Iknownothowlong,withoutpowertoarrangeoruttermyconceptions。

  Ihadremainedforhours,asIbelieved,inabsolutesolitude。Nothoughtofpersonaldangerhadmolestedmytranquillity。Ihadmadenopreparationfordefense。Whatwasitthatsuggestedthedesignofperusingmyfather”smanuscript?If,insteadofthis,I

  hadretiredtobedandtosleep,towhatfatemightInothavebeenreserved。Theruffian,whomustalmosthavesuppressedhisbreathingstoscreenhimselffromdiscovery,wouldhavenoticedthissignal,andIshouldhaveawakenedonlytoperishwithaffright,andtoabhormyself。CouldIhaveremainedunconsciousofmydanger?CouldIhavetranquillysleptinthemidstofsodeadlyasnare?

  Andwhowashethatthreatenedtodestroyme?Bywhatmeanscouldhehidehimselfinthiscloset?Surelyheisgiftedwithsupernaturalpower。SuchistheenemyofwhoseattemptsIwasforewarned。DailyIhadseenhimandconversedwithhim。Nothingcouldbediscernedthroughtheimpenetrableveilofhisduplicity。

  Whenbusiedinconjecturesastotheauthoroftheevilthatwasthreatened,myminddidnotlightforamomentuponhisimage。Yethashenotavowedhimselfmyenemy?Whyshouldhebehereifhehadnotmeditatedevil?

  Heconfessesthatthishasbeenhissecondattempt。Whatwasthesceneofhisformerconspiracy?Wasitnothewhosewhispersbetrayedhim?AmIdeceived?orwastherenotafaintresemblancebetweenthevoiceofthismanandthatwhichtalkedofgraspingmythroatandextinguishingmylifeinamoment?Thenhehadacolleagueinhiscrime;nowheisalone。Thendeathwasthescopeofhisthoughts;nowaninjuryunspeakablymoredreadful。HowthankfulshouldIbetothepowerthathasinterposedtosaveme!

  Thatpowerisinvisible。Itissubjecttothecognizanceofoneofmysenses。Whatarethemeansthatwillinformmeofwhatnatureitis?Hehassethimselftocounter-workthemachinationsofthisman,whohadmenaceddestructiontoallthatisdeartome,andwhosecominghadsurmountedeveryhumanimpediment。Therewasnonetorescuemefromhisgrasp。Myrashnessevenhastenedthecompletionofhisscheme,andprecludedhimfromthebenefitsofdeliberation。Ihadrobbedhimofthepowertorepentandforbear。

  HadIbeenapprisedofthedanger,Ishouldhaveregardedmyconductasthemeansofrenderingmyescapefromitimpossible。

  Such,likewise,seemtohavebeenthefearsofmyinvisibleprotector。Elsewhythatstartlingentreatytorefrainfromopeningthecloset?BywhatinexplicableinfatuationwasI

  compelledtoproceed?

  “Surely,“saidI,“thereisomnipotenceinthecausethatchangedtheviewsofamanlikeCarwin。Thedivinitythatshieldedmefromhisattemptswilltakesuitablecareofmyfuturesafety。Thustoyieldtomyfearsistodeservethattheyshouldbereal。”

  ScarcelyhadIutteredthesewords,whenmyattentionwasstartledbythesoundoffootsteps。Theydenotedsomeonesteppingintothepiazzainfrontofmyhouse。Mynew-bornconfidencewasextinguishedinamoment。Carwin,Ithought,hadrepentedhisdeparture,andwashastilyreturning。Thepossibilitythathisreturnwaspromptedbyintentionsconsistentwithmysafetyfoundnoplaceinmymind。Imagesofviolationandmurderassailedmeanew,andtheterrorswhichsucceededalmostincapacitatedmefromtakinganymeasuresformydefense。ItwasanimpulseofwhichI

  wasscarcelyconsciousthatmademefastenthelockanddrawtheboltsofmychamberdoor。Havingdonethis,Ithrewmyselfonaseat;forItrembledtoadegreewhichdisabledmefromstanding,andmysoulwassoperfectlyabsorbedintheactoflistening,thatalmostthevitalmotionswerestopped。

  Thedoorbelowcreakedonitshinges。Itwasnotagainthrustto,butappearedtoremainopen。Footstepsentered,traversedtheentry,andbegantomountthestairs。HowIdetestedthefollyofnotpursuingthemanwhenhewithdrew,andboltingafterhimtheouterdoor!Mighthenotconceivethisomissiontobeaproofthatmyangelhaddesertedme,andbetherebyfortifiedinguilt?

  Everysteponthestairswhichbroughthimnearertomychamberaddedvigortomydesperation。TheevilwithwhichIwasmenacedwastobeatanyrateeluded。HowlittledidIpreconceivetheconductwhich,inanexigencelikethis,Ishouldbepronetoadopt!Youwillsupposethatdeliberationanddespairwouldhavesuggestedthesamecourseofaction,andthatIshouldhaveunhesitatinglyresortedtothebestmeansofpersonaldefensewithinmypower。Apenknifelayopenuponmytable。Irememberedthatitwasthere,andseizedit。Forwhatpurposeyouwillscarcelyinquire。ItwillbeimmediatelysupposedthatImeantitformylastrefuge,andthat,ifallothermeansshouldfail,I

  shouldplungeitintotheheartofmyravisher。

  Ihavelostallfaithinthesteadfastnessofhumanresolves。ItwasthusthatinperiodsofcalmIhaddeterminedtoact。Nocowardicehadbeenheldbymeingreaterabhorrencethanthatwhichpromptedaninjuredfemaletodestroy,notherinjurereretheinjurywasperpetrated,butherselfwhenitwaswithoutremedy。

  Yetnowthispenknifeappearedtomeofnootherusethantobafflemyassailantandpreventthecrimebydestroyingmyself。Todeliberateatsuchatimewasimpossible;but,amongthetumultuoussuggestionsofthemoment,Idonotrecollectthatitonceoccurredtometouseitasaninstrumentofdirectdefense。

  Thestepshadnowreachedthesecondfloor。Everyfootfallacceleratedthecompletionwithoutaugmentingthecertaintyofevil。Theconsciousnessthatthedoorwasfast,nowthatnothingbutthatwasinterposedbetweenmeanddanger,wasasourceofsomeconsolation。Icastmyeyetowardthewindow。This,likewise,wasanewsuggestion。Ifthedoorshouldgiveway,itwasmysuddenresolutiontothrowmyselffromthewindow。Itsheightfromtheground,whichwascoveredbeneathbyabrickpavement,wouldinsuremydestruction;butIthoughtnotofthat。

  Whenoppositetomydoorthefootstepsceased。Washelisteningwhethermyfearswereallayedandmycautionwereasleep?Didhehopetotakemebysurprise?Yet,ifso,whydidheallowsomanynoisysignalstobetrayhisapproach?Presentlythestepswereagainheardtoapproachthedoor。Ahandwaslaiduponthelock,andthelatchpulledback。DidheimagineitpossiblethatI

  shouldfailtosecurethedoor?Aslighteffortwasmadetopushitopen,asif,allboltsbeingwithdrawn,aslighteffortonlywasrequired。

  InosoonerperceivedthisthanImovedswiftlytowardthewindow。

  Carwin”sframemightbesaidtobeallmuscle。Hisstrengthandactivityhadappeared,invariousinstances,tobeprodigious。A

  slightexertionofhisforcewoulddemolishthedoor。Wouldnotthatexertionbemade?Toosurelyitwould;but,atthesamemomentthatthisobstacleshouldyieldandheshouldentertheapartment,mydeterminationwasformedtoleapfromthewindow。Mysenseswerestillboundtothisobject。Igazedatthedoorinmomentaryexpectationthattheassaultwouldbemade。Thepausecontinued。Thepersonwithoutwasirresoluteandmotionless。

  SuddenlyitoccurredtomethatCarwinmightconceivemetohavefled。ThatIhadnotbetakenmyselftoflightwas,indeed,theleastprobableofallconclusions。Inthispersuasionhemusthavebeenconfirmedonfindingthelowerdoorunfastenedandthechamberdoorlocked。Wasitnotwisetofosterthispersuasion?ShouldI

  maintaindeepsilence,this,inadditiontoothercircumstances,mightencouragethebelief,andhewouldoncemoredepart。Everynewreflectionaddedplausibilitytothisreasoning。ItwaspresentlymorestronglyenforcedwhenInoticedfootstepswithdrawingfromthedoor。Thebloodoncemoreflowedbacktomyheart,andadawnofexultationbegantorise;butmyjoywasshort-lived。Insteadofdescendingthestairs,hepassedtothedooroftheoppositechamber,openedit,and,havingentered,shutitafterhimwithaviolencethatshookthehouse。

  HowwasItointerpretthiscircumstance?Forwhatendcouldhehaveenteredthischamber?Didtheviolencewithwhichheclosedthedoortestifythedepthofhisvexation?ThisroomwasusuallyoccupiedbyPleyel。WasCarwinawareofhisabsenceonthisnight?

  Couldhebesuspectedofadesignsosordidaspillage?Ifthiswerehisview,therewerenomeansinmypowertofrustrateit。Itbehoovedmetoseizethefirstopportunitytoescape;but,ifmyescapeweresupposedbymyenemytohavebeenalreadyeffected,noasylumwasmoresecurethanthepresent。Howcouldmypassagefromthehousebeaccomplishedwithoutnoisesthatmightincitehimtopursueme?

  UtterlyatalosstoaccountforhisgoingintoPleyel”schamber,I

  waitedininstantexpectationofhearinghimcomeforth。All,however,wasprofoundlystill。Ilistenedinvainforaconsiderableperiodtocatchthesoundofthedoorwhenitshouldagainbeopened。Therewasnootheravenuebywhichhecouldescape,butadoorwhichledintothegirl”schamber。Wouldanyevilfromthisquarterbefallthegirl?

  Hencearoseanewtrainofapprehensions。Theymerelyaddedtotheturbulenceandagonyofmyreflections。Whateverevilimpendedoverher,Ihadnopowertoavertit。Seclusionandsilenceweretheonlymeansofsavingmyselffromtheperilsofthisfatalnight。WhatsolemnvowsdidIputup,that,ifIshouldoncemorebeholdthelightofday,Iwouldnevertrustmyselfagainwithinthethresholdofthisdwelling!

  Minutelingeredafterminute,butnotokenwasgiventhatCarwinhadreturnedtothepassage。What,Iagainasked,coulddetainhiminthisroom?Wasitpossiblethathehadreturned,andglidedunperceivedaway?Iwasspeedilyawareofthedifficultythatattendedanenterpriselikethis;andyet,asifbythatmeansI

  werecapableofgaininganyinformationonthathead,Icastanxiouslooksfromthewindow。

  Theobjectthatfirstattractedmyattentionwasahumanfigurestandingontheedgeofthebank。Perhapsmypenetrationwasassistedbymyhopes。Bethatasitwill,thefigureofCarwinwasclearlydistinguishable。Fromtheobscurityofmystation,itwasimpossiblethatIshouldbediscernedbyhim;andyethescarcelysufferedmetocatchaglimpseofhim。Heturnedandwentdownthesteep,whichinthispartwasnotdifficulttobescaled。

  Myconjecture,then,hadbeenright。Carwinhassoftlyopenedthedoor,descendedthestairs,andissuedforth。ThatIshouldnothaveoverheardhisstepswasonlylessincrediblethanthatmyeyeshaddeceivedme。Butwhatwasnowtobedone?Thehousewasatlengthdeliveredfromthisdetestedinmate。Byoneavenuemightheagainreenter。Wasitnotwisetobarthelowerdoor?Perhapshehadgoneoutbythekitchendoor。Forthisend,hemusthavepassedthroughJudith”schamber。Theseentrancesbeingclosedandbolted,asgreatsecuritywasgainedaswascompatiblewithmylonelycondition。

  Theproprietyofthesemeasureswastoomanifestnottomakemestrugglesuccessfullywithmyfears。YetIopenedmyowndoorwiththeutmostcaution,anddescendedasifIwereafraidthatCarwinhadbeenstillimmuredinPleyel”schamber。Theouterdoorwasajar。Ishutitwithtremblingeagerness,anddreweveryboltthatappendedtoit。Ithenpassedwithlightandlesscautiousstepsthroughtheparlor,butwassurprisedtodiscoverthatthekitchendoorwassecure。IwascompelledtoacquiesceinthefirstconjecturethatCarwinhadescapedthroughtheentry。

  Myheartwasnowsomewhateasedoftheloadofapprehension。I

  returnedoncemoretomychamber,thedoorofwhichIwascarefultolock。Itwasnotimetothinkofrepose。Themoonlightbeganalreadytofadebeforethelightoftheday。Theapproachofmorningwasbetokenedbytheusualsignals。Imusedupontheeventsofthisnight,anddeterminedtotakeupmyabodehenceforthatmybrother”s。WhetherIshouldinformhimofwhathadhappenedwasaquestionwhichseemedtodemandsomeconsideration。MysafetyunquestionablyrequiredthatIshouldabandonmypresenthabitation。

  Asmythoughtsbegantoflowwithfewerimpediments,theimageofPleyel,andthedubiousnessofhiscondition,againrecurredtome。

  Iagainranoverthepossiblecausesofhisabsenceontheprecedingday。Mymindwasattunedtomelancholy。Idwelt,withanobstinacyforwhichIcouldnotaccount,ontheideaofhisdeath。Ipaintedtomyselfhisstruggleswiththebillows,andhislastappearance。Iimaginedmyselfamidnightwandererontheshore,andtohavestumbledonhiscorpse,whichthetidehadcastup。Thesedrearyimagesaffectedmeeventotears。Iendeavorednottorestrainthem。TheyimpartedareliefwhichIhadnotanticipated。Themorecopiouslytheyflowed,themoredidmygeneralsensationsappeartosubsideintocalm,andacertainrestlessnessgivewaytorepose。

  Perhaps,relievedbythiseffusion,theslumbersomuchwantedmighthavestolenonmysenses,hadtherebeennonewcauseofalarm。

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  Iwasarousedfromthisstuporbysoundsthatevidentlyaroseinthenextchamber。WasitpossiblethatIhadbeenmistakeninthefigurewhichIhadseenonthebank?orhadCarwin,bysomeinscrutablemeans,penetratedoncemoreintothischamber?Theoppositedooropened;footstepscameforth,andtheperson,advancingtomine,knocked。

  Sounexpectedanincidentrobbedmeofallpresenceofmind,and,startingup,Iinvoluntarilyexclaimed,“Whoisthere?“Ananswerwasimmediatelygiven。Thevoice,tomyinexpressibleastonishment,wasPleyel”s。

  “ItisI。Haveyourisen?Ifyouhavenot,makehaste;Iwantthreeminutes”conversationwithyouintheparlor。Iwillwaitforyouthere。”Sayingthis,heretiredfromthedoor。

  ShouldIconfideinthetestimonyofmyears?Ifthatweretrue,itwasPleyelthathadbeenhithertoimmuredintheoppositechamber;hewhommyruefulfancyhaddepictedinsomanyruinousandghastlyshapes;hewhosefootstepshadbeenlistenedtowithsuchinquietude!Whatisman,thatknowledgeissosparinglyconferreduponhim!thathisheartshouldbewrungwithdistress,andhisframebeexanimatedwithfear,thoughhissafetybeencompassedwithimpregnablewalls!Whataretheboundsofhumanimbecility!Hethatwarnedmeofthepresenceofmyfoerefusedtheintimationbywhichsomanyrackingfearswouldhavebeenprecluded。

  YetwhowouldhaveimaginedthearrivalofPleyelatsuchanhour?

  Histonewasdespondingandanxious。Whythisunseasonablesummons?andwhythishastydeparture?Sometidingshe,perhaps,bearsofmysteriousandunwelcomeimport。

  Myimpatiencewouldnotallowmetoconsumemuchtimeindeliberation;Ihasteneddown。PleyelIfoundstandingatawindow,witheyescastdownasinmeditation,andarmsfoldedonhisbreast。Everylineinhiscountenancewaspregnantwithsorrow。Tothiswasaddedacertainwannessandairoffatigue。

  ThelasttimeIhadseenhimappearanceshadbeenthereverseofthese。Iwasstartledatthechange。Thefirstimpulsewastoquestionhimastothecause。Thisimpulsewassupplantedbysomedegreeofconfusion,flowingfromaconsciousnessthatlovehadtoolarge,and,asitmightprove,aperceptible,shareincreatingthisimpulse。Iwassilent。

  Presentlyberaisedhiseyesandfixedthemuponme。Ireadinthemananguishaltogetherineffable。NeverhadIwitnessedalikedemeanorinPleyel。Never,indeed,hadIobservedahumancountenanceinwhichgriefwasmorelegiblyinscribed。Heseemedstrugglingforutterance;but,hisstrugglesbeingfruitless,heshookhisheadandturnedawayfromme。

  Myimpatiencewouldnotallowmetobelongersilent。“What,“saidI,“forheaven”ssake,myfriend,——whatisthematter?“

  Hestartedatthesoundofmyvoice。Hislooks,foramoment,becameconvulsedwithanemotionverydifferentfromgrief。Hisaccentswerebrokenwithrage:——

  “Thematter!Owretch!——thusexquisitelyfashioned,——onwhomnatureseemedtohaveexhaustedallhergraces;withcharmssoawfulandsopure!howartthoufallen!Fromwhatheightfallen!

  Aruinsocomplete,——sounheardof!“

  Hiswordswereagainchokedbyemotion。Griefandpitywereagainmingledinhisfeatures。Heresumed,inatonehalfsuffocatedbysobs:——

  “ButwhyshouldIupbraidthee?CouldIrestoretotheewhatthouhastlost,effacethiscursedstain,snatchtheefromthejawsofthisfiend,Iwoulddoit。Yetwhatwillavailmyefforts?Ihavenotarmswithwhichtocontendwithsoconsummate,sofrightfuladepravity。

  “Evidencelessthanthiswouldonlyhaveexcitedresentmentandscorn。Thewretchwhoshouldhavebreathedasuspicioninjurioustothyhonorwouldhavebeenregardedwithoutanger:nothatredorenvycouldhavepromptedhim;itwouldmerelybeanargumentofmadness。Thatmyeyes,thatmyears,shouldbearwitnesstothyfall!Bynootherwaycoulddetestableconvictionbeimparted。

  “WhydoIsummontheetothisconference?Whyexposemyselftothyderision?Hereadmonitionandentreatyarevain。Thouknowesthimalreadyforamurdererandthief。Ithoughttohavebeenthefirsttodisclosetotheehisinfamy;tohavewarnedtheeofthepittowhichthouarthastening;butthyeyesareopeninvain。Oh,foulandinsupportabledisgrace!

  “Thereisbutonepath。Iknowyouwilldisappeartogether。Inthyruin,howwillthefelicityandhonorofmultitudesbeinvolved!Butitmustcome。Thissceneshallnotbeblottedbyhispresence。Nodoubtthouwiltshortlyseethydetestedparamour。Thisscenewillbeagainpollutedbyamidnightassignation。Informhimofhisdangers;tellhimthathiscrimesareknown;lethimflyfarandinstantlyfromthisspot,ifhedesirestoavoidthefatewhichmenacedhiminIreland。

  “Andwiltthounotstaybehind?Butshameuponmyweakness!I

  knownotwhatIwouldsay。IhavedonewhatIpurposed。Tostaylonger,toexpostulate,tobeseech,toenumeratetheconsequencesofthyact,——whatendcanitservebuttoblazonthyinfamyandembitterourwoes?Andyet,oh,think——thinkereitbetoolate——

  onthedistresseswhichthyflightwillentailuponus;onthebase,groveling,andatrociouscharacterofthewretchtowhomthouhastsoldthyhonor。Butwhatisthis?Isnotthyeffronteryimpenetrableandthyheartthoroughlycankered?Oh,mostspeciousandmostprofligateofwomen!“

  Sayingthis,herushedoutofthehouse。Isawhiminafewmomentshurryingalongthepathwhichledtomybrother”s。Ihadnopowertopreventhisgoing,ortorecallortofollowhim。TheaccentsIhadheardwerecalculatedtoconfoundandbewilder。I

  lookedaroundme,toassuremyselfthatthescenewasreal。I

  moved,thatImightbanishthedoubtthatIwasawake。SuchenormousimputationsfromthemouthofPleyel!Tobestigmatizedwiththenamesofwantonandprofligate!Tobechargedwiththesacrificeofhonor!withmidnightmeetingswithawretchknowntobeamurdererandthief!withanintentiontoflyinhiscompany!

  WhatIhadheardwassurelythedictateoffrenzy,oritwasbuiltuponsomefatal,someincomprehensiblemistake。Afterthehorrorsofthenight,afterundergoingperilssoimminentfromthisman,tobesummonedtoaninterviewlikethis!——tofindPleyelfraughtwithabeliefthat,insteadofhavingchosendeathasarefugefromtheviolenceofthisman,Ihadhuggedhisbasenesstomyheart,hadsacrificedforhimmypurity,myspotlessname,myfriendships,andmyfortune!Thatevenmadnesscouldengenderaccusationslikethesewasnottobebelieved。

  Whatevidencecouldpossiblysuggestconceptionssowild?Aftertheunlooked-forinterviewwithCarwininmychamber,heretired。

  CouldPleyelhaveobservedhisexit?ItwasnotlongafterthatPleyelhimselfentered。Didhebuildonthisincidenthisodiousconclusions?Couldthelongseriesofmyactionsandsentimentsgrantmenoexemptionfromsuspicionssofoul?WasitnotmorerationaltoinferthatCarwin”sdesignshadbeenillicit?thatmylifehadbeenendangeredbythefuryofonewhom,bysomemeans,hehaddiscoveredtobeanassassinandrobber?thatmyhonorhadbeenassailed,notbyblandishments,butbyviolence?

  Hehasjudgedmewithouthearing。Hehasdrawnfromdubiousappearancesconclusionsthemostimprobableandunjust。Hehasloadedmewithalloutrageousepithets。Hehasrankedmewithprostitutesandthieves。Icannotpardonthee,Pleyel,forthisinjustice。Thyunderstandingmustbehurt。Ifitbenot,——ifthyconductwassoberanddeliberate,——Icanneverforgiveanoutragesounmanlyandsogross。

  Thesethoughtsgraduallygaveplacetoothers。Pleyelwaspossessedbysomemomentaryfrenzy;appearanceshadledhimintopalpableerrors。Whencecouldhissagacityhavecontractedthisblindness?Wasitnotlove?PreviouslyassuredofmyaffectionforCarwin,distractedwithgriefandjealousy,andimpelledhitheratthatlatehourbysomeunknowninstigation,hisimaginationtransformedshadowsintomonsters,andplungedhimintothesedeplorableerrors。

  Thisideawasnotunattendedwithconsolation。MysoulwasdividedbetweenindignationathisinjusticeanddelightonaccountofthesourcefromwhichIconceivedittospring。Foralongtimetheywouldallowadmissiontonootherthoughts。Surpriseisanemotionthatenfeebles,notinvigorates。Allmymeditationswereaccompaniedwithwonder。Irambledwithvagueness,orclungtooneimagewithanobstinacywhichsufficientlytestifiedthemaddeninginfluenceoflatetransactions。

  GraduallyIproceededtoreflectupontheconsequencesofPleyel”smistake,andonthemeasuresIshouldtaketoguardmyselfagainstfutureinjuryfromCarwin。ShouldIsufferthismistaketobedetectedbytime?Whenhispassionshouldsubside,wouldhenotperceivetheflagrancyofhisinjusticeandhastentoatoneforit?

  Diditnotbecomemycharactertotestifyresentmentforlanguageandtreatmentsoopprobrious?Wrappedupintheconsciousnessofinnocence,andconfidingintheinfluenceoftimeandreflectiontoconfutesogroundlessacharge,itwasmyprovincetobepassiveandsilent。

  AstotheviolencesmeditatedbyCarwin,andthemeansofeludingthem,thepathtobetakenbymewasobvious。Iresolvedtotellthetaletomybrotherandregulatemyselfbyhisadvice。Forthisend,whenthemorningwassomewhatadvanced,Itookthewaytohishouse。Mysisterwasengagedinhercustomaryoccupations。AssoonasIappeared,sheremarkedachangeinmylooks。IwasnotwillingtoalarmherbytheinformationwhichIhadtocommunicate。

  Herhealthwasinthatconditionwhichrenderedadisastroustaleparticularlyunsuitable。Iforboreadirectanswertoherinquiries,andinquired,inmyturn,forWieland。

  “Why,“saidshe,“Isuspectsomethingmysteriousandunpleasanthashappenedthismorning。ScarcelyhadwerisenwhenPleyeldroppedamongus。WhatcouldhavepromptedhimtomakeussoearlyandsounseasonableavisitIcannottell。Tojudgefromthedisorderofhisdress,andhiscountenance,somethingofanextraordinarynaturehasoccurred。Hepermittedmemerelytoknowthathehadsleptnone,norevenundressed,duringthepastnight。Hetookyourbrothertowalkwithhim。Sometopicmusthavedeeplyengagedthem,forWielanddidnotreturntillthebreakfasthourwaspassed,andreturnedalone。Hisdisturbancewasexcessive;buthewouldnotlistentomyimportunities,ortellmewhathadhappened。

  Igathered,fromhintswhichheletfall,thatyoursituationwasinsomewaythecause;yetheassuredmethatyouwereatyourownhouse,alive,ingoodhealth,andinperfectsafety。Hescarcelyateamorsel,andimmediatelyafterbreakfastwentoutagain。Hewouldnotinformmewhitherhewasgoing,butmentionedthatheprobablymightnotreturnbeforenight。”

  Iwasequallyastonishedandalarmedbythisinformation。Pleyelhadtoldhistaletomybrother,andhad,byaplausibleandexaggeratedpicture,instilledintohimunfavorablethoughtsofme。

  YetwouldnotthemorecorrectjudgmentofWielandperceiveandexposethefallacyofhisconclusions?PerhapshisuneasinessmightarisefromsomeinsightintothecharacterofCarwin,andfromapprehensionsformysafety。TheappearancesbywhichPleyelhadbeenmisledmightinducehimlikewisetobelievethatI

  entertainedanindiscreetthoughnotdishonorableaffectionforCarwin。Suchweretheconjecturesrapidlyformed。Iwasinexpressiblyanxioustochangethemintocertainty。Forthisendaninterviewwithmybrotherwasdesirable。Hewasgonenooneknewwhither,andwasnotexpectedspeedilytoreturn。Ihadnoclewbywhichtotracehisfootsteps。

  Myanxietiescouldnotbeconcealedfrommysister。Theyheightenedhersolicitudetobeacquaintedwiththecause。Thereweremanyreasonspersuadingmetosilence;atleast,tillIhadseenmybrother,itwouldbeanactofinexcusabletemeritytounfoldwhathadlatelypassed。Nootherexpedientforeludingherimportunitiesoccurredtomebutthatofreturningtomyownhouse。

  Irecollectedmydeterminationtobecomeatenantofthisroof。I

  mentionedittoher。Shejoyfullyaccededtothisproposal,andsufferedmewithlessreluctancetodepartwhenItoldherthatitwaswithaviewtocollectandsendtomynewdwellingwhatarticleswouldbeimmediatelyusefultome。

  OncemoreIreturnedtothehousewhichhadbeenthesceneofsomuchturbulenceanddanger。IwasatnogreatdistancefromitwhenIobservedmybrothercomingout。Onseeingmehestopped,and,afterascertaining,asitseemed,whichwayIwasgoing,hereturnedintothehousebeforeme。Isincerelyrejoicedatthisevent,andIhastenedtosetthings,ifpossible,ontheirrightfooting。

  HisbrowwasbynomeansexpressiveofthosevehementemotionswithwhichPleyelhadbeenagitated。Idrewafavorableomenfromthiscircumstance。WithoutdelayIbegantheconversation。

  “Ihavebeentolookforyou,“saidI,“butwastoldbyCatharinethatPleyelhadengagedyouonsomeimportantanddisagreeableaffair。Beforehisinterviewwithyouhespentafewminuteswithme。TheseminutesheemployedinupbraidingmeforcrimesandintentionswithwhichIambynomeanschargeable。Ibelievehimtohavetakenuphisopinionsonveryinsufficientgrounds。Hisbehaviorwasinthehighestdegreeprecipitateandunjust,and,untilIreceivesomeatonement,Ishalltreathim,inmyturn,withthatcontemptwhichhejustlymerits;meanwhile,Iamfearfulthathehasprejudicedmybrotheragainstme。ThatisanevilwhichI

  mostanxiouslydeprecate,andwhichIshallindeedexertmyselftoremove。Hashemademethesubjectofthismorning”sconversation?“

  Mybrother”scountenancetestifiednosurpriseatmyaddress。Thebenignityofhislookswasnowisediminished。

  “Itistrue,“saidhe,“yourconductwasthesubjectofourdiscourse。Iamyourfriendaswellasyourbrother。ThereisnohumanbeingwhomIlovewithmoretendernessandwhosewelfareisnearermyheart。Judge,then,withwhatemotionsIlistenedtoPleyel”sstory。Iexpectanddesireyoutovindicateyourselffromaspersionssofoul,ifvindicationbepossible。”

  Thetonewithwhichheutteredthelastwordsaffectedmedeeply。

  “Ifvindicationbepossible!“repeatedI。“Fromwhatyouknow,doyoudeemaformalvindicationnecessary?Canyouharborforamomentthebeliefofmyguilt?“

  Heshookhisheadwithanairofacuteanguish。“Ihavestruggled,“saidhe,“todismissthatbelief。Youspeakbeforeajudgewhowillprofitbyanypretensetoacquityouwhoisreadytoquestionhisownsenseswhentheypleadagainstyou。”

  Thesewordsincitedanewsetofthoughtsinmymind。IbegantosuspectthatPleyelhadbuilthisaccusationsonsomefoundationunknowntome。“Imaybeastrangertothegroundsofyourbelief。

  Pleyelloadedmewithindecentandvirulentinvectives,buthewithheldfrommethefactsthatgeneratedhissuspicions。Eventstookplacelastnightofwhichsomeofthecircumstanceswereofanambiguousnature。Iconceivedthatthesemightpossiblyhavefallenunderhiscognizance,andthat,viewedthroughthemistsofprejudiceandpassion,theysuppliedapretenseforhisconduct,butbelievedthatyourmoreunbiasedjudgmentwouldestimatethemattheirjustvalue。PerhapshistalehasbeendifferentfromwhatIsuspectittobe。Listen,then,tomynarrative。Iftherebeanythinginhisstoryinconsistentwithmine,hisstoryisfalse。”

  Ithenproceededtoacircumstantialrelationoftheincidentsofthelastnight。Wielandlistenedwithdeepattention。Havingfinished,“This,“continuedI,“isthetruth。YouseeinwhatcircumstancesaninterviewtookplacebetweenCarwinandme。Heremainedforhoursinmycloset,andforsomeminutesinmychamber。Hedepartedwithouthasteorinterruption。IfPleyelmarkedhimasheleftthehouse,anditisnotimpossiblethathedid,inferencesinjurioustomycharactermightsuggestthemselvestohim。Inadmittingthem,hegaveproofsoflessdiscernmentandlesscandorthanIonceascribedtohim。”

  “Hisproofs,“saidWieland,afteraconsiderablepause,“aredifferent。Thatheshouldbedeceivedisnotpossible。Thathehimselfisnotthedeceivercouldnotbebelieved,ifhistestimonywerenotinconsistentwithyours;butthedoubtswhichI

  entertainedarenowremoved。Yourtale,somepartsofit,ismarvelous;thevoicewhichexclaimedagainstyourrashnessinapproachingthecloset,yourpersisting,notwithstandingthatprohibition,yourbeliefthatIwastheruffian,andyoursubsequentconduct,arebelievedbyme,becauseIhaveknownyoufromchildhood,becauseathousandinstanceshaveattestedyourveracity,andbecausenothinglessthanmyownhearingandvisionwouldconvinceme,inoppositiontoherownassertions,thatmysisterhadfallenintowickednesslikethis。”

  Ithrewmyarmsaroundhimandbathedhischeekwithmytears。

  “That,“saidI,“isspokenlikemybrother。Butwhataretheproofs?“

  Hereplied,“Pleyelinformedmethat,ingoingtoyourhouse,hisattentionwasattractedbytwovoices。Thepersonsspeakingsatbeneaththebank,outofsight。Thesepersons,judgingbytheirvoices,wereCarwinandyou。Iwillnotrepeatthedialogue。Ifmysisterwasthefemale,Pleyelwasjustifiedinconcludingyoutobeindeedoneofthemostprofligateofwomen。Hencehisaccusationsofyou,andhiseffortstoobtainmyconcurrencetoaplanbywhichaneternalseparationshouldbebroughtaboutbetweenmysisterandthisman。”

  ImadeWielandrepeatthisrecital。Hereindeedwasataletofillmewithterribleforeboding。Ihadvainlythoughtthatmysafetycouldbesufficientlysecuredbydoorsandbars,butthisisafoefromwhosegraspnopowerofdivinitycansaveme!Hisartificeswilleverlaymyfameandhappinessathismercy。HowshallI

  counterworkhisplotsordetecthiscoadjutor?Hehastaughtsomevileandabandonedfemaletomimicmyvoice。Pleyel”searswerethewitnessesofmydishonor。Thisisthemidnightassignationtowhichhealluded。Thusisthesilencehemaintainedwhenattemptingtoopenthedoorofmychamber,accountedfor。Hesupposedmeabsent,andmeant,perhaps,hadmyapartmentbeenaccessible,toleaveinitsomeaccusingmemorial。

  SECONDPART

  I

  [Asthispartopens,theunhappyClaraisdescribingherhurriedreturntothesameill-fatedabodeatMettingen。HencekindfriendshadborneherafterthecatastropheofherbrotherWieland”s“transformation。”Thiswasthecrowninghorrorofall:

  themorbidfanatic,preparedbygloomyanticipationsofsometerriblesacrificetobedemandedinthenameofreligion,hadfoundhimselfgoadedtoblindfury,byamysteriouscompellingvoice,toyielduptoGodthelivesofhisbelovedwifeandfamily;

  andhaddonetheawfuldeed!

  Thoughchainedinhismadhouse,hepersistsinhisdelusion;

  insiststhatitstillremainsforhimtosacrificehissisterClara;andtwicebreaksawayinwildeffortstofindanddestroyher。]

  Itookanirregularpathwhichledmetomyownhouse。Allwasvacantandforlorn。Asmallenclosurenearwhichthepathledwastheburyinggroundbelongingtothefamily。ThisIwasobligedtopass。OnceIhadintendedtoenterit,andponderontheemblemsandinscriptionswhichmyunclehadcausedtobemadeonthetombsofCatharineandherchildren;butnowmyheartfalteredasI

  approached,andIhastenedforwardthatdistancemightconcealitfrommyview。

  WhenIapproachedtherecess,myheartagainsunk。Iavertedmyeyes,andleftitbehindmeasquicklyaspossible。Silencereignedthroughmyhabitation,andadarknesswhichcloseddoorsandshuttersproduced。Everyobjectwasconnectedwithmineormybrother”shistory。Ipassedtheentry,mountedthestair,andunlockedthedoorofmychamber。ItwaswithdifficultythatI

  curbedmyfancyandsmotheredmyfears。Slightmovementsandcasualsoundsweretransformedintobeckoningshadowsandcallingshapes。

  Iproceededtothecloset。Iopenedandlookedrounditwithfearfulness。Allthingswereintheiraccustomedorder。IsoughtandfoundthemanuscriptwhereIwasusedtodepositit。Thisbeingsecured,therewasnothingtodetainme;yetIstoodandcontemplatedawhilethefurnitureandwallsofmychamber。I

  rememberedhowlongthisapartmenthadbeenasweetandtranquilasylum;Icompareditsformerstatewithitspresentdreariness,andreflectedthatInowbehelditforthelasttime。

  HereitwasthattheincomprehensiblebehaviorofCarwinwaswitnessed;thisthestageonwhichthatenemyofmanshowedhimselfforamomentunmasked。Herethemenacesofmurderwerewaftedtomyear;andherethesemenaceswereexecuted。

  Thesethoughtshadatendencytotakefrommemyself-command。Myfeeblelimbsrefusedtosupportme,andIsunkuponachair。

  Incoherentandhalf-articulateexclamationsescapedmylips。ThenameofCarwinwasutteredandeternalwoes——woeslikethatwhichhismalicehadentaileduponus——wereheapeduponhim。Iinvokedall-seeingheaventodragtolightandpunishthisbetrayer,andaccuseditsprovidenceforhavingthuslongdelayedtheretributionthatwasduetosoenormousaguilt。

  Ihavesaidthatthewindowshutterswereclosed。Afeeblelight,however,foundentrancethroughthecrevices。Asmallwindowilluminatedthecloset,and,thedoorbeingclosed,adimraystreamedthroughthekeyhole。Akindoftwilightwasthuscreated,sufficientforthepurposesofvision,but,atthesametime,involvingallminuterobjectsinobscurity。

  Thisdarknesssuitedthecolorofmythoughts。Isickenedattheremembranceofthepast。Theprospectofthefutureexcitedmyloathing。Imuttered,inalowvoice,“WhyshouldIlivelonger?

  WhyshouldIdragamiserablebeing?AllforwhomIoughttolivehaveperished。AmInotmyselfhuntedtodeath?“

  Atthatmomentmydespairsuddenlybecamevigorous。Mynerveswerenolongerunstrung。Mypowers,thathadlongbeendeadened,wererevived。Mybosomswelledwithasuddenenergy,andtheconvictiondartedthroughmymind,thattoendmytormentswas,atonce,practicableandwise。

  Iknewhowtofindwaytotherecessesoflife。Icouldusealancetwithsomeskill,andcoulddistinguishbetweenveinandartery。Bypiercingdeepintothelatter,Ishouldshuntheevilswhichthefuturehadinstoreforme,andtakerefugefrommywoesinquietdeath。

  Istartedonmyfeet,formyfeeblenesswasgone,andhastedtothecloset。AlancetandothersmallinstrumentswerepreservedinacasewhichIhaddepositedhere。InattentiveasIwastoforeignconsiderations,myearswerestillopentoanysoundofmysteriousimportthatshouldoccur。IthoughtIheardastepintheentry。

  Mypurposewassuspended,andIcastaneagerglanceatmychamberdoor,whichwasopen。Nooneappeared,unlesstheshadowwhichI

  discerneduponthefloorwastheoutlineofaman。Ifitwere,I

  wasauthorizedtosuspectthatsomeonewaspostedclosetotheentrance,whopossiblyhadoverheardmyexclamations。

  Myteethchattered,andawildconfusiontooktheplaceofmymomentarycalm。Thusitwaswhenaterrificvisagehaddiscloseditselfonaformernight。ThusitwaswhentheevildestinyofWielandassumedthelineamentsofsomethinghuman。Whathorridapparitionwaspreparingtoblastmysight?

  StillIlistenedandgazed。Notlong,fortheshadowmoved;afoot,unshapelyandhuge,wasthrustforward;aformadvancedfromitsconcealment,andstalkedintotheroom。ItwasCarwin!

  WhileIhadbreath,Ishrieked。WhileIhadpowerovermymuscles,Imotionedwithmyhandthatheshouldvanish。Myexertionscouldnotlastlong:Isunkintoafit。

  Ohthatthisgratefuloblivionhadlastedforever!TooquicklyI

  recoveredmysenses。Thepowerofdistinctvisionwasnosoonerrestoredtome,thanthishatefulformagainpresenteditself,andIoncemorerelapsed。

  Asecondtime,untowardnaturerecalledmefromthesleepofdeath。

  Ifoundmyselfstretcheduponthebed。WhenIhadpowertolookup,IrememberedonlythatIhadcausetofear。Mydistemperedfancyfashionedtoitselfnodistinguishableimage。Ithrewalanguidglanceroundme:oncemoremyeyeslighteduponCarwin。

  Hewasseatedonthefloor,hisbackrestedagainstthewall;hiskneesweredrawnup,andhisfacewasburiedinhishands。Thathisstationwasatsomedistance,thathisattitudewasnotmenacing,thathisominousvisagewasconcealed,mayaccountformynowescapingashockviolentasthosewhichwerepast。Iwithdrewmyeyes,butwasnotagaindesertedbymysenses。

  OnperceivingthatIhadrecoveredmysensibility,heliftedhishead。Thismotionattractedmyattention。Hiscountenancewasmild,butsorrowandastonishmentsatuponhisfeatures。Iavertedmyeyesandfeeblyexclaimed,“Oh,fly!——flyfarandforever!——I

  cannotbeholdyouandlive!“

  Hedidnotriseuponhisfeet,butclaspedhishands,andsaid,inatoneofdeprecation,“Iwillfly。Iambecomeafiend,thesightofwhomdestroys。Yettellmemyoffense!Youhavelinkedcurseswithmyname;youascribetomeamalicemonstrousandinfernal。I

  lookaround:allislonelinessanddesert!Thishouseandyourbrother”saresolitaryanddismantled!Youdieawayatthesightofme!Myfearwhispersthatsomedeedofhorrorhasbeenperpetrated;thatIamtheundesigningcause。”

  Whatlanguagewasthis?Hadhenotavowedhimselfaravisher?Hadnotthischamberwitnessedhisatrociouspurposes?Ibesoughthimwithnewvehemencetogo。

  Heliftedhiseyes:”Greatheaven!whathaveIdone?IthinkI

  knowtheextentofmyoffenses。Ihaveacted,butmyactionshavepossiblyeffectedmorethanIdesigned。Thisfearhasbroughtmebackfrommyretreat。Icometorepairtheevilofwhichmyrashnesswasthecause,andtopreventmoreevil。Icometoconfessmyerrors。”

  “Wretch!“Icried,whenmysuffocatingemotionswouldpermitmetospeak,“theghostsofmysisterandherchildren,——dotheynotrisetoaccusethee?WhowasitthatblastedtheintellectofWieland?

  Whowasitthaturgedhimtofuryandguidedhimtomurder?Who,butthouandthedevil,withwhomthouartconfederated?“

  Atthesewordsanewspiritpervadedhiscountenance。Hiseyesoncemoreappealedtoheaven。“IfIhavememory——ifIhavebeing——

  Iaminnocent。Iintendednoill;butmyfolly,indirectlyandremotely,mayhavecausedit。Butwhatwordsarethese?Yourbrotherlunatic!Hischildrendead!“

  WhatshouldIinferfromthisdeportment?Wastheignorancewhichthesewordsimpliedrealorpretended?YethowcouldIimagineamerehumanagencyintheseevents?But,iftheinfluencewaspreternaturalormaniacalinmybrother”scase,theymustbeequallysoinmyown。ThenIrememberedthatthevoiceexertedwastosavemefromCarwin”sattempts。Theseideastendedtoabatemyabhorrenceofthisman,andtodetecttheabsurdityofmyaccusations。

  “Alas!“saidI,“Ihavenoonetoaccuse。Leavemetomyfate。

  Flyfromascenestainedwithcruelty,devotedtodespair。”

  Carwinstoodforatimemusingandmournful。Atlengthhesaid,“Whathashappened?Icametoexpiatemycrimes:letmeknowthemintheirfullextent。Ihavehorribleforebodings!Whathashappened?“

  Iwassilent;but,recollectingtheintimationgivenbythismanwhenhewasdetectedinmycloset,whichimpliedsomeknowledgeofthatpowerwhichinterferedinmyfavor,Ieagerlyinquired,“WhatwasthatvoicewhichcalleduponmetoholdwhenIattemptedtoopenthecloset?WhatfacewasthatwhichIsawatthebottomofthestairs?Answermetruly。”

  “Icametoconfessthetruth。Yourallusionsarehorribleandstrange。PerhapsIhavebutfaintconceptionsoftheevilswhichmyinfatuationhasproduced;butwhatremainsIwillperform。ItwasMYVOICEthatyouheard!ItwasMYFACEthatyousaw!“

  ForamomentIdoubtedwhethermyremembranceofeventswerenotconfused。Howcouldhebeatoncestationedatmyshoulderandshutupinmycloset?Howcouldhestandnearmeandyetbeinvisible?ButifCarwin”swerethethrillingvoiceandthefieryimagewhichIhadheardandseen,thenwashetheprompterofmybrother,andtheauthorofthesedismaloutrages。

  OncemoreIavertedmyeyesandstruggledforspeech:”Begone!

  thoumanofmischief!Remorselessandimplacablemiscreant,begone!“

  “Iwillobey,“saidhe,inadisconsolatevoice;“yet,wretchasI

  am,amIunworthytorepairtheevilsthatIhavecommitted?I

  cameasarepentantcriminal。ItisyouwhomIhaveinjured,andatyourbaramIwillingtoappearandconfessandexpiatemycrimes。Ihavedeceivedyou;Ihavesportedwithyourterrors;I

  haveplottedtodestroyyourreputation。Icomenowtoremoveyourterrors;tosetyoubeyondthereachofsimilarfears;torebuildyourfameasfarasIamable。

  “Thisistheamountofmyguilt,andthisthefruitofmyremorse。

  Willyounothearme?Listentomyconfession,andthendenouncepunishment。AllIaskisapatientaudience。”

  “What!“Ireplied;“wasnotthinethevoicethatcommandedmybrothertoimbruehishandsinthebloodofhischildren?——tostranglethatangelofsweetness,hiswife?Hashenotvowedmydeath,andthedeathofPleyel,atthybidding?Hastthounotmadehimthebutcherofhisfamily?——changedhimwhowasthegloryofhisspeciesintoworsethanbrute?——robbedhimofreasonandconsignedtherestofhisdaystofettersandstripes?“

  Carwin”seyesglaredandhislimbswerepetrifiedatthisintelligence。Nowordswererequisitetoprovehimguiltlessoftheseenormities:atthetime,however,Iwasnearlyinsensibletotheseexculpatorytokens。Hewalkedtothefartherendoftheroom,and,havingrecoveredsomedegreeofcomposure,hespoke:——

  “Iamnotthisvillain。Ihaveslainnoone;Ihavepromptednonetoslay;Ihavehandledatoolofwonderfulefficacywithoutmalignantintentions,butwithoutcaution。Amplewillbethepunishmentofmytemerity,ifmyconducthascontributedtothisevil。”Hepaused。

  Ilikewisewassilent。Istruggledtocommandmyselfsofarastolistentothetalewhichheshouldtell。Observingthis,hecontinued:——

  “YouarenotapprisedoftheexistenceofapowerwhichIpossess。

  Iknownotbywhatnametocallit。[1]Itenablesmetomimicexactlythevoiceofanother,andtomodifythesoundsothatitshallappeartocomefromwhatquarterandbeutteredatwhatdistanceIplease。

  “Iknownotthateveryonepossessesthispower。Perhaps,thoughacasualpositionofmyorgansinmyyouthshowedmethatIpossessedit,itisanartwhichmaybetaughttoall。WouldtoGodIhaddiedunknowingofthesecret!Ithasproducednothingbutdegradationandcalamity。”

  [1]Biloquium,orventrilocution。Soundisvariedaccordingtothevariationsofdirectionanddistance。Theartoftheventriloquistconsistsinmodifyinghisvoiceaccordingtoallthesevariations,withoutchanginghisplace。SeetheworkoftheAbbedelaChappelle,inwhichareaccuratelyrecordedtheperformancesofoneoftheseartists,andsomeingeniousthoughunsatisfactoryspeculationsaregivenonthemeansbywhichtheeffectsareproduced。Thispoweris,perhaps,givenbynature,butisdoubtlessimprovable,ifnotacquirable,byart。Itmay,possibly,consistinanunusualflexibilityorextensionofthebottomofthetongueandtheuvula。Thatspeechisproduciblebythesealonemustbegranted,sinceanatomistsmentiontwoinstancesofpersonsspeakingwithoutatongue。Inonecasetheorganwasoriginallywanting,butitsplacewassuppliedbyasmalltubercle,andtheuvulawasperfect。Intheotherthetonguewasdestroyedbydisease,butprobablyasmallpartofitremained。

  Thispowerisdifficulttoexplain,butthefactisundeniable。

  Experienceshowsthatthehumanvoicecanimitatethevoiceofallmenandofallinferioranimals。Thesoundofmusicalinstruments,andevennoisesfromthecontactofinanimatesubstances,havebeenaccuratelyimitated。Themimicryofanimalsisnotorious;andDr。

  Burney“MusicalTravels“mentionsonewhoimitatedafluteandviolin,soastodeceiveevenhisears。

  THIRDPART

  I

  [AfterCarwin”sconfessionofhispowersofventriloquismallthemysteriesareclearedup——saveone。TheownerofthevoiceheardinClara”schamber,onthefirstnightafterthewandererappearedatMettingen;thethreatenerontheedgeoftheprecipice;thespyinClara”scloset,andwould-beintruder;themanipulatorofthevileplotthatdestroyedherlover”sconfidence——allthesehiddenidentitieshavematerializedinthepersonofthisoneunhappyman。

  Butwhileconfessingthepryingdispositionwhichledtothesesins,ineffortstoprotecthimselffromdiscovery,CarwinstilldeniesthatWieland”smadactswereperpetratedathisinstigation。]

  “Ihaveutteredthetruth。Thisistheextentofmyoffenses。YoutellmeahorridtaleofWielandbeingledtothedestructionofhiswifeandchildrenbysomemysteriousagent。Youchargemewiththeguiltofthisagency,butIrepeatthattheamountofmyguilthasbeentrulystated。TheperpetratorofCatharine”sdeathwasunknowntometillnow;nay,itisstillunknowntome。”

  Atthatmoment,theclosingofadoorinthekitchenwasdistinctlyheardbyus。Carwinstartedandpaused。“Thereissomeonecoming。Imustnotbefoundherebymyenemies,andneednot,sincemypurposeisanswered。”

  Ihaddrunkin,withthemostvehementattention,everywordthathehaduttered。Ihadnobreathtointerrupthistalebyinterrogationsorcomments。Thepowerthathespokeofwashithertounknowntome;itsexistencewasincredible;itwassusceptibleofnodirectproof。

  HeownsthathiswerethevoiceandfacewhichIheardandsaw。Heattemptstogiveahumanexplanationofthesephantasmsbutitisenoughthatheownshimselftobetheagent:histaleisalie,andhisnaturedevilish。Ashedeceivedme,helikewisedeceivedmybrother,andnowdoIbeholdtheauthorofallourcalamities!

  Suchweremythoughtswhenhispauseallowedmetothink。Ishouldhavebadehimbegoneifthesilencehadnotbeeninterrupted;butnowIfearednomoreformyself;andthemilkinessofmynaturewascurdledintohatredandrancor。Someonewasnear,andthisenemyofGodandmanmightpossiblybebroughttojustice。Ireflectednotthatthepreternaturalpowerwhichhehadhithertoexertedwouldavailtorescuehimfromanytoilsinwhichhisfeetmightbeentangled。Meanwhile,looks,andnotwords,ofmenaceandabhorrence,wereallthatIcouldbestow。

  Hedidnotdepart。Heseemeddubiouswhetherbypassingoutofthehouse,orbyremainingsomewhatlongerwherehewas,heshouldmostendangerhissafety。Hisconfusionincreasedwhenstepsofonebarefootwerehearduponthestairs。Hethrewanxiousglancessometimesatthecloset,sometimesatthewindow,andsometimesatthechamberdoor;yethewasdetainedbysomeinexplicablefascination。Hestoodasifrootedtothespot。

  Astome,mysoulwasburstingwithdetestationandrevenge。Ihadnoroomforsurmisesandfearsrespectinghimthatapproached。Itwasdoubtlessahumanbeing,andwouldbefriendmesofarastoaidmeinarrestingthisoffender。

  Thestrangerquicklyenteredtheroom。MyeyesandtheeyesofCarwinwereatthesamemomentdarteduponhim。Asecondglancewasnotneededtoinformuswhohewas。Hislocksweretangled,andfellconfusedlyoverhisforeheadandears。Hisshirtwasofcoarsestuff,andopenattheneckandbreast。Hiscoatwasonceofbrightandfinetexture,butnowtornandtarnishedwithdust。

  Hisfeet,hislegs,andhisarms,werebare。Hisfeaturesweretheseatofawildandtranquilsolemnity,buthiseyesbespokeinquietudeandcuriosity。

  Headvancedwithafirmstep,andlookingasinsearchofsomeone。

  Hesawmeandstopped。Hebenthissightonthefloor,and,clenchinghishands,appearedsuddenlyabsorbedinmeditation。

  SuchwerethefigureanddeportmentofWieland!Such,inhisfallenstate,weretheaspectandguiseofmybrother!

  Carwindidnotfailtorecognizethevisitant。Careforhisownsafetywasapparentlyswallowedupintheamazementwhichthisspectacleproduced。Hisstationwasconspicuous,andhecouldnothaveescapedtherovingglancesofWieland;yetthelatterseemedtotallyunconsciousofhispresence。

  GriefatthissceneofruinandblastwasatfirsttheonlysentimentofwhichIwasconscious。Afearfulstillnessensued。

  AtlengthWieland,liftinghishands,whichwerelockedineachother,tohisbreast,exclaimed,“Father!Ithankthee。Thisisthyguidance。Hitherthouhastledme,thatImightperformthywill。Yetletmenoterr;letmehearagainthymessenger!“

  Hestoodforaminuteasiflistening;but,recoveringfromhisattitude,hecontinued,“Itisnotneeded。Dastardlywretch!thuseternallyquestioningthebehestsofthyMaker!weakinresolution,waywardinfaith!“

  Headvancedtome,and,afteranotherpause,resumed:”Poorgirl!

  adismalfatehassetitsmarkuponthee。Thylifeisdemandedasasacrifice。Preparetheetodie。Makenotmyofficedifficultbyfruitlessopposition。Thyprayersmightsubduestones;butnonebuthewhoenjoinedmypurposecanshakeit。”

  Thesewordswereasufficientexplicationofthescene。Thenatureofhisfrenzy,asdescribedbymyuncle,wasremembered。I,whohadsoughtdeath,wasnowthrilledwithhorrorbecauseitwasnear。

  Deathinthisform,deathfromthehandofabrother,wasthoughtuponwithindescribablerepugnance。

  Inastatethusverginguponmadness,myeyeglanceduponCarwin。

  Hisastonishmentappearedtohavestruckhimmotionlessanddumb。

  Mylifewasindanger,andmybrother”shandwasabouttobeimbruedinmyblood。IfirmlybelievedthatCarwin”swastheinstigation。Icouldrescuemyselffromthisabhorredfate;I

  coulddissipatethistremendousillusion;Icouldsavemybrotherfromtheperpetrationofnewhorrors,bypointingoutthedevilwhoseducedhim。Tohesitateamomentwastoperish。Thesethoughtsgavestrengthtomylimbsandenergytomyaccents;Istartedonmyfeet:——

  “Oh,brother!spareme!sparethyself!Thereisthybetrayer。Hecounterfeitedthevoiceandfaceofanangel,forthepurposeofdestroyingtheeandme。Hehasthismomentconfessedit。Heisabletospeakwhereheisnot。Heisleaguedwithhell,butwillnotavowit;yetheconfessesthattheagencywashis。”

  Mybrotherturnedslowlyhiseyes,andfixedthemuponCarwin。

  Everyjointintheframeofthelattertrembled。Hiscomplexionwaspalerthanaghost”s。HiseyedarednotmeetthatofWieland,butwanderedwithanairofdistractionfromonespacetoanother。

  “Man,“saidmybrother,inavoicetotallyunlikethatwhichhehadusedtome,“whatartthou?Thechargehasbeenmade。Answerit。

  Thevisage——thevoice——atthebottomofthesestairs——atthehourofeleven——towhomdidtheybelong?Tothee?“

  TwicedidCarwinattempttospeak,buthiswordsdiedawayuponhislips。Mybrotherresumed,inatoneofgreatervehemence:——

  “Thoufalterest。Falteringisominous。Sayyesorno;onewordwillsuffice;butbewareoffalsehood。Wasitastratagemofhelltooverthrowmyfamily?Wastthoutheagent?“

  Inowsawthatthewrathwhichhadbeenpreparedformewastobeheapeduponanother。ThetalethatIheardfromhim,andhispresenttrepidations,wereabundanttestimoniesofhisguilt。ButwhatifWielandshouldbeundeceived!Whatifheshallfindhisacttohaveproceedednotfromaheavenlyprompter,butfromhumantreachery!Willnothisragemountintowhirlwind?Willnothetearlimbfromlimbthisdevotedwretch?

  InstinctivelyIrecoiledfromthisimage;butitgaveplacetoanother。Carwinmaybeinnocent,buttheimpetuosityofhisjudgemaymisconstruehisanswersintoaconfessionofguilt。Wielandknowsnotthatmysteriousvoicesandappearanceswerelikewisewitnessedbyme。Carwinmaybeignorantofthosewhichmisledmybrother。Thusmayhisanswersunwarilybetrayhimselftoruin。

  Suchmightbetheconsequencesofmyfranticprecipitation,andtheseitwasnecessary,ifpossible,toprevent。Iattemptedtospeak;butWieland,turningsuddenlyuponme,commandedsilence,inatonefuriousandterrible。Mylipsclosed,andmytonguerefuseditsoffice。

  “Whatartthou?“heresumed,addressinghimselftoCarwin。“Answerme:whoseform——whosevoice,——wasitthycontrivance?Answerme。”

  Theanswerwasnowgiven,butconfusedlyandscarcelyarticulated。

  “Imeantnothing——Iintendednoill——ifIunderstand——ifIdonotmistakeyou——itistootrue——Ididappear——intheentry——didspeak。

  Thecontrivancewasmine,but”

  Thesewordswerenosooneruttered,thanmybrotherceasedtowearthesameaspect。Hiseyesweredowncast;hewasmotionless;hisrespirationbecamehoarse,likethatofamanintheagoniesofdeath。Carwinseemedunabletosaymore。Hemighthaveeasilyescaped;butthethoughtwhichoccupiedhimrelatedtowhatwashorridandunintelligibleinthisscene,andnottohisowndanger。

  PresentlythefacultiesofWieland,which,foratime,werechainedup,wereseizedwithrestlessnessandtrembling。Hebrokesilence。

  Thestoutestheartwouldhavebeenappalledbythetoneinwhichhespoke。HeaddressedhimselftoCarwin:——

  “Whyartthouhere?Whodetainsthee?Goandlearnbetter。I

  willmeetthee,butitmustbeatthebarofthyMaker。ThereshallIbearwitnessagainstthee。”

  PerceivingthatCarwindidnotobey,hecontinued,“Dostthouwishmetocompletethecataloguebythydeath?Thylifeisaworthlessthing。Temptmenomore。Iambutaman,andthypresencemayawakenafurywhichmayspurnmycontrol。Begone!“

  Carwin,irresolute,strivinginvainforutterance,hiscomplexionpallidasdeath,hiskneesbeatingoneagainstanother,slowlyobeyedthemandateandwithdrew。

  II

  AfewwordsmoreandIlayasidethepenforever。YetwhyshouldI

  notrelinquishitnow?AllthatIhavesaidispreparatorytothisscene,andmyfingers,tremulousandcoldasmyheart,refuseanyfurtherexertion。Thismustnotbe。Letmylastenergiessupportmeinthefinishingofthistask。ThenwillIlaydownmyheadinthelapofdeath。Hushedwillbeallmymurmursinthesleepofthegrave。

  Everysentimenthasperishedinmybosom。Evenfriendshipisextinct。Yourloveformehaspromptedmetothistask;butI

  wouldnothavecompliedifithadnotbeenaluxurythustofeastuponmywoes。Ihavejustlycalculateduponmyremnantofstrength。WhenIlaydownthepenthetaperoflifewillexpire;

  myexistencewillterminatewithmytale。

  NowthatIwasleftalonewithWieland,theperilsofmysituationpresentedthemselvestomymind。Thatthisparoxysmshouldterminateinhavocandrageitwasreasonabletopredict。Thefirstsuggestionofmyfearshadbeendisprovedbymyexperience。

  Carwinhadacknowledgedhisoffenses,andyethadescaped。ThevengeancewhichIhadharboredhadnotbeenadmittedbyWieland;

  andyettheevilswhichIhadendured,comparedwiththoseinflictedonmybrother,wereasnothing。Ithirstedforhisblood,andwastormentedwithaninsatiableappetiteforhisdestruction;butmybrotherwasunmoved,andhaddismissedhiminsafety。Surelythouwastmorethanman,whileIamsunkbelowthebeasts。

  DidIplacearightconstructionontheconductofWieland?Wastheerrorthatmisledhimsoeasilyrectified?Wereviewssovividandfaithsostrenuousthusliabletofadingandtochange?Wastherenotreasontodoubttheaccuracyofmyperceptions?Withimageslikethesewasmymindthronged,tillthedeportmentofmybrothercalledawaymyattention。

  Isawhislipsmoveandhiseyescastuptoheaven。Thenwouldhelistenandlookback,asifinexpectationofsomeone”sappearance。Thriceherepeatedthesegesticulationsandthisinaudibleprayer。Eachtimethemistofconfusionanddoubtseemedtogrowdarkerandtosettleonhisunderstanding。Iguessedatthemeaningofthesetokens。ThewordsofCarwinhadshakenhisbelief,andhewasemployedinsummoningthemessengerwhohadformerlycommunedwithhim,toattestthevalueofthosenewdoubts。Invainthesummonswasrepeated,forhiseyemetnothingbutvacancy,andnotasoundsalutedhisear。

  Hewalkedtothebed,gazedwitheagernessatthepillowwhichhadsustainedtheheadofthebreathlessCatharine,andthenreturnedtotheplacewhereIsat。Ihadnopowertoliftmyeyestohisface:Iwasdubiousofhispurpose;thispurposemightaimatmylife。

  Alas!nothingbutsubjectiontodangerandexposuretotemptationcanshowuswhatweare。BythistestwasInowtried,andfoundtobecowardlyandrash。Mencandeliberatelyuntiethethreadoflife,andofthisIhaddeemedmyselfcapable。ItwasnowthatI

  stooduponthebrinkoffate,thattheknifeofthesacrificerwasaimedatmyheart,Ishuddered,andbetookmyselftoanymeansofescape,howevermonstrous。

  CanIbeartothink——canIenduretorelatetheoutragewhichmyheartmeditated?Whereweremymeansofsafety?Resistancewasvain。NoteventheenergyofdespaircouldsetmeonalevelwiththatstrengthwhichhisterrificprompterhadbestoweduponWieland。Terrorenablesustoperformincrediblefeats;butterrorwasnotthenthestateofmymind:wherethenweremyhopesofrescue?

  Methinksitistoomuch。Istandaside,asitwere,frommyself;I

  estimatemyowndeservings;ahatred,immortalandinexorable,ismydue。Ilistentomyownpleas,andfindthememptyandfalse:

  yes,Iacknowledgethatmyguiltsurpassesthatofmankind;I

  confessthatthecursesofaworldandthefrownsofaDeityareinadequatetomydemerits。Isthereathingintheworldworthyofinfiniteabhorrence?ItisI。

  WhatshallIsay?Iwasmenaced,asIthought,withdeath,and,toeludethisevil,myhandwasreadytoinflictdeathuponthemenacer。Invisitingmyhouse,IhadmadeprovisionagainstthemachinationsofCarwin。Inafoldofmydressanopenpenknifewasconcealed。ThisInowseizedanddrewforth。Itlurkedoutofview;butInowseethatmystateofmindwouldhaverenderedthedeedinevitableifmybrotherhadliftedhishand。Thisinstrumentofmypreservationwouldhavebeenplungedintohisheart。

  Oinsupportableremembrance!hidetheefrommyviewforatime;

  hideitfrommethatmyheartwasblackenoughtomeditatethestabbingofabrother!abrotherthussupremeinmisery;thustoweringinvirtue!

  Hewasprobablyunconsciousofmydesign,butpresentlydrewback。

  Thisintervalwassufficienttorestoremetomyself。Themadness,theiniquity,ofthatactwhichIhadpurposedrusheduponmyapprehension。ForamomentIwasbreathlesswithagony。AtthenextmomentIrecoveredmystrength,andthrewtheknifewithviolenceonthefloor。

  Thesoundawokemybrotherfromhisreverie。Hegazedalternatelyatmeandattheweapon。Withamovementequallysolemnhestoopedandtookitup。Heplacedthebladeindifferentpositions,scrutinizingitaccurately,andmaintaining,atthesametime,aprofoundsilence。

  Againhelookedatme;butallthatvehemenceandloftinessofspiritwhichhadsolatelycharacterizedhisfeatureswereflown。

  Fallenmuscles,aforeheadcontractedintofolds,eyesdimwithunbiddendrops,andaruefulnessofaspectwhichnowordscandescribe,werenowvisible。

  Hislookstouchedintoenergythesamesympathiesinme,andI

  pouredforthafloodoftears。Thispassionwasquicklycheckedbyfear,whichhadnownolongermyownbuthissafetyfortheirobject。Iwatchedhisdeportmentinsilence。Atlengthhespoke:——

  “Sister,“saidhe,inanaccentmournfulandmild,“Ihaveactedpoorlymypartinthisworld。Whatthinkestthou?ShallInotdobetterinthenext?“

  Icouldmakenoanswer。Themildnessofhistoneastonishedandencouragedme。Icontinuedtoregardhimwithwistfulandanxiouslooks。

  “Ithink,“resumedhe,“Iwilltry。Mywifeandmybabeshavegonebefore。Happywretches!Ihavesentyoutorepose,andoughtnottolingerbehind。”

  Thesewordshadameaningsufficientlyintelligible。Ilookedattheopenknifeinhishandandshuddered,butknewnothowtopreventthedeedwhichIdreaded。Hequicklynoticedmyfears,andcomprehendedthem。Stretchingtowardmehishand,withanairofincreasingmildness,“Takeit,“saidhe;“fearnotforthyownsake,norformine。Thecupisgoneby,anditstransientinebriationissucceededbythesobernessoftruth。

  “ThouangelwhomIwaswonttoworship!fearestthou,mysister,forthylife?Onceitwasthescopeofmylaborstodestroythee,butIwaspromptedtothedeedbyheaven;such,atleast,wasmybelief。Thinkestthouthatthydeathwassoughttogratifymalevolence?No。Iampurefromallstain。IbelievedthatmyGodwasmymover!

  “NeithertheenormyselfhaveIcausetoinjure。Ihavedonemyduty;andsurelythereismeritinhavingsacrificedtothatallthatisdeartotheheartofman。Ifadevilhasdeceivedme,hecameinthehabitofanangel。IfIerred,itwasnotmyjudgmentthatdeceivedme,butmysenses。Inthysight,Beingofbeings!I

  amstillpure。StillwillIlookformyrewardinthyjustice!“

  Didmyearstrulyreportthesesounds?IfIdidnoterr,mybrotherwasrestoredtojustperceptions。Heknewhimselftohavebeenbetrayedtothemurderofhiswifeandchildren,tohavebeenthevictimofinfernalartifice;yethefoundconsolationintherectitudeofhismotives。Hewasnotdevoidofsorrow,forthiswaswrittenonhiscountenance;buthissoulwastranquilandsublime。

  Perhapsthiswasmerelyatransitionofhisformermadnessintoanewshape。Perhapshehadnotyetawakenedtothememoryofthehorrorswhichhehadperpetrated。InfatuatedwretchthatIwas!

  Tosetmyselfupasamodelbywhichtojudgeofmyheroicbrother!

  Myreasontaughtmethathisconclusionswereright;but,consciousoftheimpotenceofreasonovermyownconduct,consciousofmycowardlyrashnessandmycriminaldespair,Idoubtedwhetheranyonecouldbesteadfastandwise。

  Suchwasmyweakness,thateveninthemidstofthesethoughtsmymindglidedintoabhorrenceofCarwin,andIuttered,inalowvoice,“OCarwin!Carwin!whathastthoutoanswerfor?“

  Mybrotherimmediatelynoticedtheinvoluntaryexclamation。

  “Clara!“saidhe,“bethyself。Equityusedtobeathemeforthyeloquence。Reduceitslessonstopractice,andbejusttothatunfortunateman。Theinstrumenthasdoneitswork,andIamsatisfied。

  “Ithankthee,myGod,forthislastillumination!Myenemyisthinealso。Ideemedhimtobeaman,——themanwithwhomIhaveoftencommuned;butnowthygoodnesshasunveiledtomehistruenature。Astheperformerofthybehests,heismyfriend。”

  Myheartbegannowtomisgiveme。Hismournfulaspecthadgraduallyyieldedplacetoaserenebrow。Anewsoulappearedtoactuatehisframe,andhiseyestobeamwithpreternaturalluster。

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