’Youmusttellme,Emily,thatyouwillneverspeaktohimagain。’
Shewassilent,lookingupintohisface,notwithtremulouseyes,butwithinfinitewoewritteninthem,hadhebeenabletoreadthewriting。Sheknewthathewasdisgracinghimself,andyethewasthemanwhomsheloved!’Ifyoubidmenottospeaktohim,Iwillnot,——buthemustknowthereasonwhy。’
’Heshallknownothingfromyou。Youdonotmeantosaythatyouwouldwritetohim。’
’Papamusttellhim。’
’Iwillnothaveitso。Inthismatter,Emily,Iwillbethemaster,——asitisfitthatIshouldbe。IwillnothaveyoutalktoyourfatheraboutMrFletcher。’
’Whynot,Ferdinand?’
’BecauseIhavesodecided。Heisanoldfamilyfriend。Icanunderstandthat,anddonotthereforewishtointerferebetweenhimandyourfather。Buthehastakenuponhimselftowriteaninsolentlettertoyouasmywife,andtointerfereinmyaffairs。Astowhatshouldbedonebetweenyouandhim,Imustbethejudgeandnotyourfather。’
’AndImustnotspeaktopapaaboutit?’
’No!’
’Ferdinand,youmaketoolittle,Ithink,oftheassociationsandaffectionsofawholelife。’
’Iwillhearnothingaboutaffection,’hesaidangrily。
’Youcannotmeanthat,——that——youdoubtme?’
’Certainlynot。Ithinktoomuchofmyselfandtoolittleofhim。’Itdidnotoccurtohimtotellherthathethoughttoowellofherforthat。’Butthemanwhohasoffendedmemustbeheldtohaveoffendedyoualso。’
’Youmightsaythesameifitweremyfather。’
Hepausedatthis,butonlyforamoment。’CertainlyImight。
Itisnotprobable,butnodoubtImightdoso。Ifyourfatherweretoquarrelwithme,youwouldnot,Isuppose,hesitatebetweenus?’
’Nothingonearthcoulddividemefromyou。’
’Normefromyou。InthisverymatterIamonlytakingyourpart,ifyoudidbutknowit。’Theyhadnowpassedon,andhadmetotherpersons,havingmadetheirwaythroughalittleshrubberyontoafurtherlawn。andshehadhoped,astheyweresurroundedbypeople,thathewouldallowthemattertodrop。
Shehadbeenunableasyettomakeuphermindastowhatsheshouldsayifhepressedherhard。But,ifitcouldbepassedby,——ifnothingmoreweredemandedfromher,——shewouldendeavourtoforgetitall,sayingtoherselfthatithadcomefromsuddenpassion。Buthewastooresoluteforsuchaterminationasthat,andtookeenlyalivetotheexpediencyofmakingherthoroughlysubjecttohim。Soheturnedherroundandtookherbackthroughtheshrubbery,andinthemiddleofitstoppedheragainandrenewedhisdemand。
’PromisemethatyouwillnotspeakagaintoMrFletcher。’
’ThenImusttellpapa。’
’No——youshalltellhimnothing。’
’Ferdinand,ifyouexactapromisefrommethatIwillnotspeaktoMrFletcher,orbowtohimshouldcircumstancesbringustogetherastheydidjustnow,ImustexplaintomyfatherwhyI
havedoneso。’
’Youwillwilfullydisobeyme?’
’InthatImust。’Heglaredather,almostasthoughheweregoingtostrikeher,butsheborehislookwithoutflinching。’I
haveleftallmyoldfriends,Ferdinand,andhavegivenmyheartandsoultoyou。Nowomandidsowithatruerloveormoredevotedintentionofdoingherdutytoherhusband。Youraffairsshallbemyaffairs。’
’Well。yes。rather。’
Shewasendeavouringtoassurehimofhertruth,butcouldunderstandthesneerwhichwasconveyedinhisacknowledgment。
’Butyoucannot,norcanIforyoursake,abolishthethingswhichhavebeen。’
’Iwishyoutoabolishnothingthathasbeen。Ispeakofthefuture。’
’BetweenourfamilyandthatofMrFletchertherehasbeenoldfriendshipwhichisstillverydeartomyfather,——thememoryofwhichisstillverydeartome。AtyourrequestIamwillingtoputallthatasidefromme。ThereisnoreasonwhyIshouldeverseeanyoftheFletchersagain。Ourliveswillbeapart。Shouldwemeetourgreetingwouldbeveryslight。Theseparationcanbeeffectedwithoutwords。Butifyoudemandanabsolutepromise,——
Imusttellmyfather。’
’Wewillgohomeatonce,’hesaidinstantly,andaloud。Andhometheywent,backtoLondon,withoutexchangingawordonthejourney。Hewasabsolutelyblackwithrage,andshewascontenttoremainsilent。Thepromisewasnotgiven,norindeed,wasitexactedundertheconditionswhichthewifehadimposeduponit。
Hewasmostdesiroustomakehersubjecttohiswillinallthings,andquitepreparedtoexercisetyrannyoverhertoanyextent,——sothatherfathershouldknownothingofit。HecouldnotaffordtoquarrelwithMrWharton。’Youhadbettergotobed,’hesaid,whenhegotherbacktotown——andshewent,ifnottobed,atanyrateintoherownroom。
CHAPTER38
SIRORLANDORETIRES。
’Heisahorridman。Hecamehereandquarrelledwiththeothermaninmyhouse,orratherdownatRichmond,andmadeafoolofhimself,andthenquarrelledwithhiswifeandtookheraway。
Whatfools,whatasses,whathorrorsmenare!Howimpossibleitistobecivilandgraciouswithoutgettingintoamess。IamtemptedtosaythatIwillneverknowanybodyanymore。’SuchwasthecomplaintmadebytheDuchesstoMrsFinnafewdaysaftertheRichmondparty,andfromthisitwasevidentthatthelatteraffairhadnotpassedwithoutnotice。
’Didhemakeanoiseaboutit?’askedMrsFinn。
’Therewasnotarow,buttherewasenoughofaquarreltobevisibleandaudible。Hewalkedaboutandtalkedloudtothepoorwoman。Ofcourseitwasmyownfault。ButthemanwascleverandIlikedhim,andpeopletoldmethathewasoftherightsort。’
’TheDukeheardofit?’
’No——andIhopehewon’t。Itwouldbesuchatriumphforhim,afterallthefussatSilverbridge。Butheneverheardofanything。Iftwomenfoughtaduelinhisowndining-roomhewouldbethelastmaninLondontoknowaboutit。’
’Thensaynothingaboutit,anddon’taskthemenanymore。’
’YoumaybesureIwon’taskthemanwiththewifeanymore。TheothermanisinParliamentandcan’tbethrownoversoeasily——
anditwasn’thisfault。ButI’mgettingsosickofitall!I’mtoldthatSirOrlandohascomplainedtoPlantagenetthatheisn’taskedtothedinners。’
’Impossible!’
’Don’tyoumentionit,buthehas。Warburtonhastoldmeso。’
WarburtonwasoneoftheDuke’sprivatesecretaries。
’WhatdidtheDukesay?’
’Idon’t’quiteknow。Warburtonisoneofmyfamiliars,butI
didn’tliketoaskhimformorethanhechosetotellme。
WarburtonsuggestedthatIshouldinviteSirOrlandoatonce。butthereIwasobdurate。Ofcourse,ifPlantagenettellsmeI’llaskthemantocomeeverydayoftheweek——butitisoneofthosethingsthatIshallneedtobetolddirectly。Myideais,youknow,thattheyhadbettergetridofSirOrlando,——andthatifSirOrlandochoosestokickoverthetraces,hemaybeturnedloosewithoutanydanger。Onehaslittlebirdsthatgiveoneallmannerofinformation,andonelittlebirdhastoldmethatSirOrlandoandMrRobydon’tspeak。MrRobyisnotverymuchhimself,butheisagoodstrawtoshowwhichwaythewindblows。
PlantagenetcertainlysentnomessageaboutSirOrlando,andI’mafraidthegentlemanmustlookforhisdinnerselsewhere。’
TheDukehadintruthexpressedhimselfveryplainlytoMrWarburton。butwithsomuchindiscreetfretfulnessthatthediscreetprivatesecretaryhadnottolditeventotheDuchess。
’Thiskindofthingarguesawantofcordialitythatmaybefataltous,’SirOrlandohadsaidsomewhatgrandiloquentlytotheDuke,andtheDukehadmade——almostnoreply。’IsupposeImayaskmyownguestsintomyownhouse,’hehadsaidafterwardstoMrWarburton,’thoughinpubliclifeIameverybody’sslave。MrWarburton,anxiousofcoursetomaintaintheunityoftheparty,hadtoldtheDuchesssomuchaswould,hethought,inducehertogiveway,buthehadnotrepeatedtheDuke’sownobservations,whichwere,MrWarburtonthought,hostiletotheinterestsoftheparty。TheDuchessonlysmiledandmadealittlegrimace,withwhichtheprivatesecretarywasalreadywellacquainted。AndSirOrlandoreceivednoinvitation。
InthosedaysSirOrlandowasunhappyandirritable,doubtfuloffurthersuccessasregardedtheCoalition,butquiteresolvedtoputthehousedownabouttheearsoftheinhabitantsratherthantoleaveitwithgentleresignation。TohimitseemedtobeimpossiblethattheCoalitionshouldexistwithouthim。Hetoohadmomentsofhigh-vaultingambition,inwhichhehadalmostfelthimselftobethegreatmanrequiredbythecountry,theonerulerwhocouldgathertogetherinhisgraspthereinsofgovernmentanddrivetheStatecoachsingle-handedsafethroughitsdifficultiesforthenexthalf-dozenyears。Therearemenwhocannotconceiveofthemselvesthatanythingshouldbedifficultforthem,andagainotherswhocannotbringthemselvessototrustthemselvesastothinkthattheycaneverachieveanythinggreat。Samplesofeachsortfromtimetotimerisehighinpoliticallife,carriedthitherapparentlybyEpicureanconcourseofatoms。anditoftenhappensthatthemoreconfidentsamplesarebynomeansthemostcapable。TheconcourseofatomshadcarriedSirOrlandosohighthathecouldnotbutthinkhimselfintendedforsomethinghigher。ButtheDuke,whohadreallybeenwaftedtotheverytop,hadalwaysdoubtedhimself,believinghimselfcapableofdoingsomeonethingbydintofindustry,butwithnofurtherconfidenceinhisownpowers。SirOrlandohadperceivedsomethingofhisleader’sweakness,andhadthoughtthathemightprofitbyit。HewasnotonlyadistinguishedmemberoftheCabinet,buteventherecognisedLeaderoftheHouseofCommons。Helookedoutthefactsandfoundthatforfive-and-twentyyearsoutofthelastthirtytheLeaderoftheHouseofCommonshadbeentheHeadofGovernment。
Hefeltthathewouldbemeannottostretchouthishandandtaketheprizedestinedforhim。TheDukewasapoortimidmanwhohadverylittletosayforhimself。Thencamethelittleepisodeaboutthedinners。IthadbecomeveryevidenttotheworldthattheDuchessofOmniumhadcutSirOrlandoDrought,——
thatthePrimeMinister’swife,whowasgreatinhospitality,wouldnotadmittheFirstLordoftheAdmiraltyintoherhouse。
ThedoingsofGatherumCastle,andinCarltonTerrace,andatTheHornswerewatchedmuchtoocloselybytheworldatlargetoallowsuchomissionstobeotherwisethanconspicuous。SincethecommencementofthesessiontherehadbeenaseriesofarticlesinthePeople’sBannerviolentlyabusiveofthePrimeMinister,andinoneortwoofthesetheindecencyoftheseexclusionshadbeenexposedwithgreatstrengthoflanguage。AndtheEditorofthePeople’sBannerhaddiscoveredthatSirOrlandoDroughtwastheonemaninParliamentfittorulethenation。TillParliamentshoulddiscoverthisfact,oratleastacknowledgeit,——thediscoveryhavingbeenhappilymadebythePeople’sBanner,——theEditorofthePeople’sBannerthoughttherecouldbenohopeforthecountry。SirOrlandoofcoursesawallthesearticles,andhisveryheartbelievedthatamanatlengthsprungupamongthemfittoconductanewspaper。TheDukealsounfortunatelysawthePeople’sBanner。Inhisoldhappydaystwopapersaday,oneinthemorningandtheotherbeforedinner,sufficedtotellhimallthathewantedtoknow。Nowhefeltitnecessarytoseealmosteveryragthatwaspublished。Andhewouldskimthroughthemalltillhefoundlinesinwhichhehimselfwasmaligned,andthen,withsoreheartandirritatednerves,wouldpauseovereverycontumeliousword。Hewouldhavebittenhistongueoutratherthathavespokenofthetorturesheendured,buthewastorturedanddidendure。Heknewthecauseofthebitterpersonalattacksuponhim,——oftheabusewithwhichhewasloaded,andoftheridicule,infinitelymorepainfultohim,withwhichhiswife’ssocialsplendourwasbespattered。
HerememberedwelltheattemptwithwhichMrQuintusSlidehadmadetoobtainanentranceintohishouse,andhisownscornfulrejectionofthatgentleman’sovertures。Heknew,——nomanknewbetter,——therealvalueofthatableEditor’sopinion。Andyeteverywordofitwasgallandwormwoodtohim。Ineveryparagraphtherewasascourgewhichhithimontherawandopenedthewoundswhichhecouldshowtonokindsurgeon,forwhichhecouldfindsolaceinnofriendlytreatment。NoteventohiswifecouldhecondescendtosaythatMrQuintusSlidehadhurthim。
ThenSirOrlandohadcomehimself。SirOrlandoexplainedhimselfgracefully。Heofcoursecouldunderstandthatnogentlemanhadarighttocomplainbecausehewasnotaskedtoanothergentleman’shouse。Buttheaffairsofthecountrywereaboveprivateconsiderations。andhe,actuatedbypublicfeelings,wouldcondescendtodothatwhichunderothercircumstanceswouldbeimpossible。Thepublicpress,whichwaseveryvigilant,hadsuggestedthattherewassomeofficialestrangement,becauseSirOrlandohadnotbeenincludedinthelistofguestsinvitedbyHisGrace。DidnothisGracethinkthattheremightbeseedsof,——hewouldnotquitesaydecayfortheCoalition,insuchastateofthings?TheDukepausedforamoment,andthensaidthathethoughttherewerenosuchseeds。SirOrlandobowedhaughtilyandwithdrew,——swearingatthatmomentthattheCoalitionshouldbemadetofallintoathousandshivers。ThishadalltakenplaceafortnightbeforethepartyatTheHornsformwhichpoorMrsLopezhadbeenwithdrawnsohastily。
ButSirOrlando,whenhecommencedtheproceedingconsequentonthisresolution,didnotfindallthatsupportwhichhehadexpected。UnfortunatelytherehadbeenanuncomfortablewordortwobetweenhimandMrRoby,thepoliticalSecretaryattheAdmiralty。MrRobyhadneverquitesecondedSirOrlando’sardourinthematterofthefourships,andSirOrlandoinhisprideofplacehadventuredtosnubMrRoby。NowMrRobycouldperhapsbearasnubbingperhapsaswellasanyotherofficialsubordinate,——buthewasonewhowouldstudythequestionandassurehimselfthatitwas,orthatitwasnot,worthhiswhiletobearit。He,too,haddiscussedwithhisfriendstheconditionoftheCoalition,andhadcometosomeconclusionsratheradversetoSirOrlandothanotherwise。When,therefore,theFirstSecretarysoundedhimastotheexpediencyofsomestepinthedirectionofafirmerpoliticalcombinationthanatpresentexisting,——bywhichofcoursewasmeantthedethronementofthepresentPrimeMinister,——MrRobyhadsnubbedhim!Thentherehadbeenslightofficialcriminationsandrecriminations,tillastateofthingshadcometopasswhichalmostjustifiedthestatementbytheDuchesstoMrsFinn。
TheCoalitionhadmanycomponentparts,somecoalescingwithoutdifficulty,butwithnospecialcordiality。SuchwastheconditionofthingsbetweentheveryconservativeLordLieutenantofIrelandandhissomewhatradicalChiefSecretary,MrFinn,——
betweenprobablythelargernumberofthosewhowerecontentedwiththedutiesoftheirownofficesandthepleasuresandprofitsarisingtherefrom。Somebythistimehardlycoalescedatall,aswasthecasewithSirGregoryGrogramandSirTimothyBeeswax,theAttorney-GeneralandSolicitor-General——andwasespeciallythecasewiththePrimeMinisterandSirOrlandoDrought。ButinoneortwohappycasestheCoalitionwassincereandloyal,——andinnocasewasthismoresothanwithregardtoMrRattlerandMrRoby。MrRattlerandMrRobyhadthroughouttheirlongparliamentarylivesbelongedtooppositeparties,andhadbeenaccustomedtoregardeachotherwithmutualjealousyandalmostwithmutualhatred。Butnowtheyhadcometoseehowequal,howalike,andhowsympatheticweretheirtastes,andhowwelleachmighthelptheother。AslongasMrRattlercouldkeephisplaceattheTreasury,——andhisambitionneverstirredhimtoaughthigher,——hewasquitecontentedthathisoldrivalshouldbehappyattheAdmiralty。Andthatoldrival,whenhelookedabouthimandfelthispresentcomfort,whenherememberedhowshort-livedhadbeenthegoodthingswhichhadhithertocomeinhisway,andhowlittleprobableitwasthatlong-livedgoodthingsshouldbehiswhentheCoalitionwasbrokenup,manfullydeterminedthatloyaltytothepresentHeadofGovernmentwashisduty。HehadsatfortoomanyyearsonthesamebenchwithSirOrlandotobelievemuchinhispowerofgoverningthecountry。
Therefore,whenSirOrlandodroppedhishintMrRobydidnottakeit。
’Iwonderwhetherit’struethatSirOrlandocomplainedtotheDukethathewasnotaskedtodinner?’saidMrRobytoMrRattler。
’Ishouldhardlythinkso。Ican’tfancythathewouldhavethepluck,’saidMrRattler。’TheDukeisn’ttheeasiestmanintheworldtospeakaboutsuchathingasthat。’
’Itwouldbeamonstrousthingforamantodo!ButDrought’sheadisquiteturned。Youcanseethat。’
’Weneverthoughtmuchabouthim,youknow,onourside。’
’Itwaswhatyoursidethoughtabouthim,’rejoinedRoby,’thatputhimwhereheisnow。’
’Itwasthefateofaccidents,Roby,whichputsmanyofusinourplaces,andarrangesourworkforus,andmakesuslittlemenorbigmen。ThereareothermenbesidesDroughtwhohavebeentossedupinablankettilltheydon’tknowwhethertheirheadsortheirheelsarehighest。’
’IquitebelievetheDuke,’saidMrRoby,almostalarmedbythesuggestionwhichhisnewfriendhadseemedtomake。
’SodoI,Roby。HehasnottheobduracyofLordBrock,northeineffablemannerofMrMildmay,northebrilliantintellectofMrGresham。’
’NorthepicturesqueimaginationofMrDaubney,’saidMrRoby,feelinghimselfboundtosupportthecharacterofhislatechief。
’Northeaudacity,’saidMrRattler。’Buthehasthepeculiargiftofhisown,andgiftsfittedforthepeculiarcombinationofcircumstances,ifhewillonlybecontenttousethem。Heisajust,unambitious,intelligentman,inwhomafterawhilethecountrywouldcometohaveimplicitconfidence。Butheisthin-
skinnedandungenial。’
’Ihavegotintohisboat,’saidRoby,enthusiastically,’andhewillfindthatIshallbetruetohim。’
’Thereisnotbetterboattobeinatpresent,’saidtheslightlysarcasticRattler。’AstotheDroughtpinnace,itwillbemoredifficulttogetitafloatthanthefourshipsthemselves。Totellthetruthhonestly,Roby,wehavetoridourselvesofSirOrlando。Ihaveagreatregardfortheman。’
’Ican’tsayIeverlikedhim。’
’Idon’ttalkaboutliking,——buthehasachievedsuccess,andistoberegarded。Nowhehaslosthishead,andheisboundtogetafall。Thequestionis,——whoshallfallwithhim?’
’Idonotfeelmyselfatallboundtosacrificemyself。’
’Idon’tknowwhodoes。SirTimothyBeeswax,Isuppose,willresenttheinjurydonehim。ButIcanhardlythinkthatastronggovernmentcanbeformedbySirOrlandoDroughtandSirTimothyBeeswax。Anysecessionisaweakness,——ofcourse。butIthinkwemaysurviveit。’AndsoMrRattlerandMrRobymadeuptheirmindsthatthefirstLordoftheAdmiraltymightbethrownoverboardwithoutmuchdangertotheQueen’sship。
SirOrlando,however,wasquiteinearnest。Themanhadspiritenoughtofeelthatnoalternativewaslefttohimafterhehadcondescendedtosuggestthatheshouldbeaskedtodinnerandhadbeenrefused。HetriedMrRoby,andfoundthatMrRobywasameanfellow,wedded,ashetoldhimself,tohissalary。ThenhesoundedLordDrummond,urgingvariousreasons。Thecountrywasnotsafewithoutmoreships。MrMonkwasaltogetherwrongaboutrevenue。MrFinn’sideasaboutIrelandwererevolutionary。ButLordDrummondthoughtthat,uponthewhole,thepresentMinistryservedthecountrywell,andconsideredhimselfboundtoadheretoit。’Hecannotbeattheideaofbeingoutofpower,’saidSirOrlandotohimself。HenextsaidawordtoSirTimothy。butSirTimothywasnotthemantobeledbythenosebySirOrlando。
SirTimothyhadhisgrievanceandmeanttohavehisrevenge,butheknewhowtochoosehisowntime。’TheDuke’snotabadfellow,’saidSirTimothy,——’perhapsalittleweak,butwell-
meaning。Ithinkweoughttostandbyhimalittlelonger。AsforFinn’sIrishbill,Ihaven’ttroubledmyselfaboutit。’ThenSirOrlandodeclaredhimselfthatSirTimothywasacoward,andresolvedthathewouldactalone。
AboutthemiddleofJulyhewenttotheDukeattheTreasury,wasclosetedwithhim,andinaverylongnarrationofhisowndifferences,difficulties,opinions,andgrievances,explainedtotheDukethathisconsciencecalleduponhimtoresign。TheDukelistenedandbowedhishead,andwithoneortwoverygently-
utteredwordexpressedhisregret。ThenSirOrlando,inanotherlongspeech,laidbarehisbosomtotheChiefwhomhewasleaving,declaringtheinexpressiblesorrowwithwhichhehadfoundhimselfcalledupontotakeastepwhichhefearedmightbeprejudicialtothepoliticalstatusofamanwhomhehonouredsomuchashedidtheDukeofOmnium。ThentheDukebowedagain,butsaidnothing。ThemanhadbeenguiltyoftheimproprietyofquestioningthewayinwhichtheDuke’sprivatehospitalitywasexercised,andtheDukecouldnotbringhimselftobegeniallyciviltosuchanoffender。SirOrlandowentontosaythathewouldofcourseexplainhisviewsintheCabinet,butthathehadthoughtitrighttomakethemknowntotheDukeassoonastheywereformed。’Thebestfriendsmustpart,Duke,’hesaidashetookhisleave。’Ihopenot,SirOrlando。Ihopenot,’saidtheDuke。ButSirOrlandohadbeentoofullofhimselfandofthewordshehadtospeak,andofthethinghewasabouttodo,tounderstandeithertheDuke’swordsorhissilence。
AndsoSirOrlandoresigned,andthussuppliedtheonlymorselofpoliticalinterestwhichtheSessionproduced。’Takenomorenoticeofhimthanifyourfootmanwasgoing,’hadbeentheadviceoftheoldDuke。OfcoursetherewasaCabinetmeetingontheoccasion,buteventherethecommotionwasveryslight,aseverymemberknewbeforeenteringtheroomwhatitwasthatSirOrlandointendedtodo。LordDrummondsaidthatthestepwasonetobemuchlamented。’Verymuchindeed,’saidtheDukeofStBungay。Hiswordthemselveswerefalseandhypocritical,butthetoneofhisvoicetookawayallthedeceit。’Iamafraid,’saidthePrimeMinister,’fromwhatSirOrlandohassaidtomeprivately,thatwecannothopethathewillchangehismind。’
’ThatIcertainlycannotdo,’saidSirOrlando,withallthedignifiedcourageofamodernmartyr。
Onthenextmorningthepaperswerefullofthepoliticalfact,andwereblessedwithasubjectonwhichtheycouldexercisetheirpropheticalsagacity。TheremarksmadeweregenerallyfavourabletotheGovernment。ThreeorfourofthemorningpaperswereofopinionthatthoughSirOrlandohadbeenastrongman,andagoodpublicservant,theMinistrymightexistwithouthim。ButthePeople’sBannerwasabletoexpoundtothepeopleatlarge,thattheonlygrainofsaltbywhichtheMinistryhadbeenkeptfromputrefactionhadbeencastout,andthatmortification,deathandcorruption,mustensue。ItwasoneofMrQuintusSlide’sgreatestefforts。
CHAPTER39
’GETROUNDHIM。’
FerdinandLopezmaintainedhisangeragainsthiswifeformorethanaweek,afterthesceneatRichmond,feedingitwithreflectionsonwhathecalledherdisobedience。Norwasitamake-believeanger。Shehaddeclaredherintentiontoactinoppositiontohisexpressedorders。Hefeltthathispresentconditionwasprejudicialtohisinterests,andthathemusttakehiswifebackintofavour,inorderthehemightmakeprogresswithherfather,butcouldhardlybringhimselftoswallowhiswrath。Hethoughtitwasherdutytoobeyhimineverything,——
andthatdisobedienceonamattertouchingheroldloverwasanabominableoffence,tobevisitedwithseverestmaritaldispleasure,andwithasuccessionofscowlsthatshouldmakehermiserableforamonthatleast。Noronherbehalfwouldhehavehesitated,thoughthemiserymighthavecontinuedthreemonths。
Butthentheoldmanwasthemainhopeinhislife,andmustbemadeitsmainstay。Brilliantprospectswerebeforehim。HeusedtothinkthatMrWhartonwasahaleman,withsometerriblyvexatioustermofhislifebeforehim。Butnow,nowthathewasseenmoreclosely,heappearedtobeveryold。Hewouldsithalfbentinthearm-chairinStoneBuildings,andlookasthoughhewerenearahundred。Andfromdaytodayheseemedtoleanmoreuponhisson-in-law,whosevisitstohimwerecontinued,andalwayswelltaken。TheconstantsubjectofdiscoursebetweenthemwasEverettWharton,whohadnotyetseenhisfathersincethemisfortuneoftheirquarrel。EveretthaddeclaredtoLopezadozentimesthathewouldgotohisfatherifhisfatherwishedit,andLopezasoftenreportedthefatherthatEverettwouldnotgotohimunlessheexpressedsuchawish。Andsotheyhadbeenkeptapart。Lopezdidnotsupposethattheoldmanwoulddisinherithissonaltogether,——didnot,perhaps,wishit。Buthethoughtthattheconditionoftheoldman’smindwouldaffectthepartitionofhisproperty,andthattheoldmanwouldsurelymakesomenewwillinthepresentstateofhisaffairs。Theoldmanalwaysaskedafterhisdaughter,beggingthatshewouldcometoseehim,andatlastitwasnecessarythataneveningshouldbefixed。’Weshallbedelightedtocometo-dayorto-morrow,’
Lopezsaid。
’Wehadbettersayto-morrow。Therewouldbenothingtoeatto-
day。Thehouseisn’tnowwhatitusedtobe。’ItwasthereforeexpedientthatLopezshoulddrophisangerwhenhegothome,andpreparehiswifetodineinManchesterSquareinaproperframeofmind。
Hermiseryhadbeenextreme——verymuchmorebitterthanhehadimagined。Itwasnotonlythathisdispleasuremadeherlifeforthetimewearisome,androbbedtheonlysocietyshehadofallitscharms。Itwasnotonlythatherheartwaswoundedbyhisanger。Thoseevilsmighthavebeenshort-lived。Butshehadseen,——shecouldnotfailtosee,——thathisconductwasunworthyofherandofherdeeplove。Thoughshestruggledhardagainstthefeeling,shecouldnotbutdespisethemeannessofhisjealousy。SheknewthoroughlywellthattherehadbeennograinofoffenceinthatletterfromArthurFletcher,——andsheknewthatnoman,totrueman,wouldhavetakenoffenceatit。
Shetriedtoquenchherjudgement,andtosilencetheverdictwhichherintellectgaveagainsthim,butherintellectwastoostrongevenforherheart。Shewasbeginningtolearnthatthegodofidolatrywasbutalittlehumancreature,andthatsheshouldnothaveworshippedatsopoorashrine。Butneverthelesstheloveshouldbecontinued,and,ifpossible,theworship,thoughtheidolhadbeenalreadyfoundtohavefeetofclay。Hewasherhusband,andshewouldbetruetohim。Asmorningaftermorningheleftherstillwiththatharsh,unmanlyfrownuponhisface,shewouldlookupathimwithentreatingeyes,andwhenhereturnedwouldreceivehimwithherfondestsmile。Atlengthhe,too,smiled。HecametoafterthatinterviewwithMrWhartonandtoldher,speakingwiththesoftyetincisivevoicewhichsheusedtolovesowell,thattheyweretodineintheSquareonthefollowingday。’Lettherebeanendofallofthis,’hesaid,takingherinhisarmsandkissingher。Ofcourseshedidnottellhimthat’allthis’hadsprungfromhisill-humourandnotfromhers。’IownIhavebeenangry,’hecontinued。’Iwillsaynothingmoreaboutitnow。butthatmandidvexme。’
’Ihavebeensosorrythatyoushouldhavebeenvexed。’
’Well——letitpassaway。Idon’tthinkyourfatherislookingverywell。’
’Heisnotill?’
’Ohno。Hefeelsthelossofyoursociety。Heissomuchalone。
Youmustbemorewithhim。’
’HashenotseenEverettyet?’
’No。Everettisnotbehavingaltogetherwell。’Emilywasmadeunhappybythis,andshowedit。’Heisthebestfellowintheworld。ImaysafelysaythereisnoothermanwhomIregardsowarmlyasIdoyourbrother。Buthetakeswrongideasintohishead,andnothingwillknockthemout。Iwonderwhatyourfatherhasdoneabouthiswill。’
’Ihavenotanidea。NothingyoumaybesurewillmakehimunjusttoEverett。’
’Ah!——Youdon’thappentoknowwhetherheevermadeawill?’
’Notatall。Hewouldbesuretosaynothingtomeaboutit,——
ortoanybody。’
’ThatisthekindofsecrecywhichIthinkiswrong。Itleadstosomuchuncertainty。Youwouldn’tliketoaskhim?’
’No——certainly。’
’Itisastonishingtomehowafraidyouareofyourfather。Hehasn’tanyland,hashe?’
’Land!’
’Realestate。YouknowwhatImean。Hecouldn’twellhavelandedpropertywithoutyourknowingit。’Sheshookherhead。
’Itmightmakeanimmensedifferencetous,youknow。’
’Whyso?’
’Ifheweretodiewithoutawill,anyland,——housesandthatkindofproperty,——wouldgotoEverett。Ineverknewamanwhotoldhischildrensolittle。Iwantyoutounderstandthesethings。YouandIwillbebadlyoffifhedoesn’tdosomethingforus。’
’Youdon’tthinkheisreallyill?’
’No——notill。Menaboveseventyareapttodie,youknow。’
’Oh,Ferdinand,——whatawaytotalkofit!’
’Well,mylove,thethingissoseriouslymatter-of-fact,thatitisbettertolookatitinamatter-of-factway。Idon’twantyourfathertodie。’
’Ihopenot。Ihopenot。’
’ButIshouldbeverygladtolearnwhathemeanstodowhilehelives。Iwanttogetyouintosympathywithmeonthismatter——
butitissodifficult。’
’IndeedIsympathisewithyou。’
’ThetruthisthathehastakenanaversiontoEverett。’
’Godforbid!’
’IamdoingallIcantopreventit。ButifhedoesthrowEverettoverweoughttohaveadvantageofit。Thereisnoharminsayingasmuchasthat。Thinkwhatitshouldbeifheshouldtakeitintohisheadtoleavehismoneytohospitals。MyG。
fancywhatmyconditionwouldbeifIweretohearofsuchawillasthat!Ifhedestroyedtheoldwill。Partlybecausehedidn’tlikeourmarriage,andpartlyinangeragainstEverett,andthendiewithoutmakinganother,thepropertywouldbedivided,——
unlessheboughtland。Youseehowmanydangersthereare。Ohdear!Icanlookforwardandseemyselfmad,——orelsemyselfsoproudlytriumphant!’Allthishorrifiedher,buthedidnotseeherhorror。Heknewthatshedislikedit,butthoughtthatdislikedthetrouble,andthatshedreadedherfather。’NowIdothinkthatyoucouldhelpmealittle,’hecontinued。
’WhatcanIdo?’
’Getroundhimwhenhe’salittledowninthemouth。Thatisthewayinwhicholdmenareconquered。’Howutterlyignoranthewasoftheverynatureofhermindanddisposition!Tobetoldbyherhusbandthatshewasto’getround’herfather!’Youshouldseehimeveryday。Hewouldbedelightedifyouwouldgotohimathischambers。OryoucouldtakecaretobeintheSquarewhenhecomeshome。Idon’tknowwhetherwehadnotbetterleavethisandgoanlivenearhim。Wouldyoumindthat?’
’Iwoulddoanythingyousuggestastolivinganywhere。’
’Butyouwon’tdoanythingIsuggestastoyourfather。’
’Astomybeingwithhim,ifIthoughthewishedit,——thoughI
hadtowalkmyfeetoff,Iwouldgotohim。’
’There’snoneedofhurtingyourfeet。There’sthebrougham。’
’Idosowish,Ferdinand,youwoulddiscontinuethebrougham。I
don’tatallwantit。Idon’tatalldislikecabs。AndIwasonlyjokingaboutwalking。Iwalkverywell。’
’Certainlynot。Youfailaltogethertounderstandmyideasaboutthings。Ifthingsweregoingbadwithus,Iwouldinfinitelyprefergettingapairofhorsesforyoutoputtingdowntheoneyouhave。’Shecertainlydidnotunderstandhisideas。
’Whateverwedowemustholdourheadsup。Ithinkheiscomingroundtocottontome。Heisveryclose,butIcanseethathelikesmygoingtohim。Ofcourse,ashegetsolderfromdaytoday,he’llconstantlywantsomeonetoleanonmorethanheretofore。’
’Iwouldgoandstaywithhimifhewantedme。’
’Ihavethoughtofthattoo。Nowthatwouldbeasaving,——
withoutanyfall。Andifwewereboththerewecouldhardlyfailtoknowwhathewasdoing。Youcouldofferthat,couldn’tyou?
Youcouldsayasmuchasthat?’
’Icouldaskhimifhewishedit。’
’Justso。Saythatitoccurstoyouthatheislonelybyhimself,andthatwewillbothgototheSquareatamoment’snoticeifhethinksitwillmakehimcomfortable。Ifeelsurethatthatwillbethebeststeptotake。Ihavealreadyhadanofferfortheserooms,andcouldgetridofthethingswehaveboughttoadvantage。’
This,too,wasterribletoher,andatthesametimealtogetherunintelligible。Shehadbeeninvitedtobuylittletreasurestomaketheirhomemorecomfortable,andhadalreadylearnedtotakethatdelightinherbelongingswhichisoneofthegreatestpleasuresofayoungmarriedwoman’slife。Agirlinheroldhome,beforesheisgivenuptoahusband,hasmanysourcesofinterest,andprobablyfromdaytodayseesmanypeople。Andthemanjustmarriedgoestohiswork,andoccupieshistime,andhashisthickly-peopledworldaroundhim。Butthebride,whenthebridalhonoursofthehoneymoonareover,whenthesweetcareofthefirstcradlehasnotyetcometoher,isapttobelonelyandtobedriventothecontemplationoftheprettythingswithwhichherhusbandandherfriendshavesurroundedher。Ithadcertainlybeensowiththisyoungbride,whosehusbandleftherinthemorningandonlyreturnedfortheirlatedinner。Andnowshewastoldthatherhouseholdgodshadhadapriceputonthem,andthattheyweretobesold。Shehadintendedtosuggestthatshewouldpayherfatheravisit,andherhusbandimmediatelyproposedthattheyshouldquarterthemselvespermanentlyontheoldman!Shewasreadytogiveupherbrougham,thoughshelikedthecomfortofitwellenough,buttothathewouldnotconsentbecausethepossessionofitgavehimanairofwealth。butwithoutamoment’shesitationhecouldcatchuptheideaofthrowinguponherfathertheburdenofmaintainingbothherandhimself!Sheunderstoodthemeaningofthis。Shecouldreadhismindsofar。Sheendeavourednottoreadthebooktooclosely,——
butthereitwas,openedtoherwiderdaybyday,andsheknewthatthelessonswhichittaughtwerevulgaranddamnable。
Andyetshehadtohidefromhimherownperceptionofhimself!
Shehadtosympathisewithhisdesiresandyetabstainfromdoingthatwhichhisdesiresdemandedfromher。Alas,poorgirl!Shesoonknewthatthemarriagehadbeenamistake。Therewasprobablynoonemomentinwhichshemadetheconfessiontoherself。Buttheconvictionwasthere,inhermind,asthoughtheconfessionhadbeenmade。Thentherewouldcomeuponherunbidden,unwelcomereminiscencesofArthurFletcher,——thoughtsthatshewouldstruggletobanish,accusingherselfofsomeheinouscrimebecausethethoughtswouldcomebacktoher。Sherememberedhislightwavyhair,whichshehadlovedasonewholovesthebeautyofadog,whichhadseemedtoheryoungimagination,toherintheignoranceofherearlyyearstolacksomethingofadreamed-ofmanliness。Sherememberedhiseager,boyish,honestentreatiestoherself,whichtoherhadbeenwithoutthatdignityofasuperiorbeingwhichahusbandshouldpossess。Shebecameawarethatshehadthoughtthelessofhimbecausehehadthoughtmoreofher。Shehadworshippedthisothermanbecausehehadassumedsuperiorityandhadtoldherthathewasbigenoughtobehermaster。Butnow,——nowthatitwasalltoolate,——theveilhadfallenfromhereyes。Shecouldnotseethedifferencebetweenmanlinessand’deportment’。Ah,——
thatsheshouldeverhavebeensoblind,shewhohadgivenherselfcreditforseeingsomuchclearerthantheywhoweretheirelders!Andnow,thoughatlastshedidseeclearly,shecouldnothavetheconsolationoftellinganyonewhatshehadseen。Shemustbearitallinsilence,andlivewithit,andstilllovethisgodofclaythatshehadchosen。And,aboveall,shemustneverallowherselfeventothinkofthatothermanwiththewavylighthair,——thatmanwhowasrisingintheworld,ofwhomallpeoplesaidgoodthings,andwhowasshowinghimselftobeamanbytheworkhedid,andwhosetruetendernessshecouldneverdoubt。
Herfatherwaslefttoher。Shecouldstillloveherfather。Itmightbethatitwouldbebestforhimthatsheshouldgobacktoheroldhome,andtakecareofhisoldage。Ifheshouldwishit,shewouldmakenodifficultyinpartingwiththethingsaroundher。Ofwhatconcernweretheprettinessesoflifetoonewhoseinnersoulwashamperedwithsuchugliness!ItmightbebetterthattheyshouldliveinManchesterSquare,——ifherfatherwishedit。Itwascleartohernowthatherhusbandwasinurgentneedofmoney,thoughofhisaffairs,evenofhiswayofmakingmoney,sheknewnothing。Asthatwasthecase,ofcourseshewouldconsenttoanypracticableretrenchmentwhichhewouldpropose。Andthenshethoughtofothercomingjoysandcomingtroubles,——ofhowinfutureyearsshemighthavetoteachagirlfalselytobelievethatherfatherwasagoodman,andtotrainaboytohonestpurposeswhateverparentallessonsmightcomefromtheotherside。
Butthemistakeshehadmadewasacknowledged。Themanwhocouldenjoinherto’getround’herfathercouldneverhavebeenworthyoftheloveshehadgivenhim。
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’COMEANDTRYIT。’
Thehusbandwasalmostjovialwhenhecamehomejustintimetotakehisyoungwifetodinewiththeirfather。’I’vehadsuchadayinthecity,’hesaid,laughing。’IwishIcouldintroduceyoutomyfriend,MrSextusParker。’
’Cannotyoudoso?’
’Well,no。notexactly。Ofcourseyou’dlikehim,becauseheissuchawonderfulcharacter,buthe’dhardlydoforyourdrawing-
room。He’sthevulgarestlittlecreatureyoueverputyoureyeson。andyetinacertainwayheismypartner。’
’ThenIsupposeyoutrusthim?’
’IndeedIdon’t——butImakehimuseful。PoorlittleSexty!I
dotrusthimtoadegree,becausehebelievesinmeandthinkshecandobestbystickingtome。Theoldsayingofhonouramongthievesisn’twithoutadashoftruthinit。Whentwomenareinaboattogether,theymustbetruetoeachother,elseneitherwillgettotheshore。’
’Youdon’tattributehighmotivestoyourfriend。’
’I’mafraidtherearenotverymanyhighmotivesintheworld,mygirl,especiallyinthecity——noryetatWestminster。Itcanhardlybefromhighmotiveswhenalotofmen,thinkingdifferentlyoneverypossiblesubject,cometogetherforthesakeofpayandpower。Idon’tknowwhether,afterall,SextusParkermayn’thaveashighmotivesastheDukeofOmnium。Idon’tsupposeanyoneeverhadlowermotivesthantheDuchesswhenshechiselledmeaboutSilverbridge。Nevermind,——it’llallbeoneahundredyearshence。Getready,forIwantyoutobewithyourfatheralittlebeforedinner。’
Then,whentheywereinthebroughamtogether,hebeganacourseofveryplaininstructions。’Lookhere,dear,youhadbettergethimtotalktoyoubeforedinner。IdaresayMrsRobywillbethere,andIwillgetherononeside。Atanyrateyoucanmanageit,becauseweshallbeearly,andI’lltakeupabookwhileyouaretalkingtohim。’
’Whatdoyouwishmetosaytohim,Ferdinand?’
’Ihavebeenthinkingofyourownproposal,andIamquitesurethatwehadbetterjoinhimintheSquare。Thethingis,Iaminalittlemessabouttherooms,andcan’tstayonwithoutpayingverydearlyforthem。’
’Ithoughtyouhadpaidforthem。’
’Well——yes。inonesenseIhad,butyoudon’tunderstandaboutbusiness。Youhadbetternotinterruptmenow,asIhavegotagooddealtosaybeforewegettotheSquare。Itwillsuitmetogiveuptherooms。Idon’tlikethem,andtheyareverydear。
Asyouyourselfsaid,itwillbeacapitalthingforustogoandlivewithyourfather。’
’Imeantonlyforavisit。’
’Itwillbeforavisit——andwe’llmakeitalongvisit。’Itwasoddthatthemanshouldhavebeensodevoidofrightfeelinghimselfasnottohaveknownthattheideaswhichheexpressedwererevolting!’Youcansoundhim。Beginbysayingthatyouareafraidheisdesolate。Hetoldmehimselfthathewasdesolate,andyoucanrefertothat。Thentellhimthatwearebothofuspreparedtodoanythingthatwecantorelievehim。
Putyourarmoverhim,andkisshim,andallthatsortofthing。’
Sheshrunkfromhimintothecornerofthebrougham,andyethedidnotperceiveit。’Thensaythatyouthinkhewouldbehappierifweweretojoinhimhereforatime。Youcanmakehimunderstandthattherewouldbenodifficultyabouttheapartments。Butdon’tsayitallinasetspeech,asthoughitwereprepared,——thoughofcourseyoucanlethimknowthatyouhavesuggestedittome,andthatIamwilling。Besuretolethimunderstandthattheideabeganwithyou。’
’Butitdidnot。’
’Youproposedtogoandstaywithhim。Tellhimjustthat。Andyoushouldexplaintohimthathecandineattheclubjustasmuchashelikes。Whenyouwerealonewithhimhere,ofcourse,hehadtocomehome,butheneedn’tdothatnowunlesshechooses。Ofcoursethebroughamwouldbemyaffair。Andifheshouldsayanythingaboutsharingthehouseexpenses,youcantellhimthatIwoulddoanythinghemightpropose。’Herfathertosharethehouseholdexpensesinhisownhouse,andwithhisownchildren!’Yousayasmuchasyoucanofallthisbeforedinner,sothatwhenwearesittingbelowhemaysuggestitifhepleases。Itwouldsuitmetogetintherenextweekifpossible。’
Andsoonelessonhadbeengiven。Shehadsaidlittleornothinginreply,andhehadonlyfinishedastheyenteredtheSquare。
Shehadhardlyaminuteallowedhertothinkhowfarshemightfollow,andinwhatshemustignore,herhusband’sinstructions。
Ifshemightuseherownjudgement,shewouldtellherfatheratoncethataresidenceforatimebeneathhisroofwouldbeofservicetothempecuniarily。Butthisshemightnotdo。Sheunderstoodthatherdutytoherhusbanddidforbidhertoproclaimhispovertyinoppositiontohiswishes。Shewouldtellnothingthathedidnotwishhertotell,——butmakethesuggestionabouttheirchangeofresidence,andwouldmakeitwithproperaffection——butasregardedthemselvesshewouldsimplysaythatitwouldsuittheirviewstogiveuptheirroomsifitsuitedthem。
MrWhartonwasallalonewhentheyenteredthedrawing-room,——
butasMrLopezhadsurmised,hadaskedhissister-in-lawroundthecornertocometodinner。’Robyalwayslikesanexcusetogettohisclub,’saidtheoldman,’andHarrietlikesanexcusetogoanywhere。’ItwasnotlongbeforeLopezbegantoplayhispartbyseatinghimselfclosetotheopenwindowandlookingoutintotheSquare。andEmilywhenshefoundherselfclosetoherfather,withherhandinhis,couldhardlydivestherselfofafeelingthatshealsowasplayingherpart。’Iseesoverylittleofyou,’saidtheoldmanplaintively。
’I’dcomeoftenerifIthoughtyou’dlikeit。’
’Itisn’tliking,mydear。Ofcourseyouhavetolivewithyourhusband。Isn’titsadaboutEverett?’
’Verysad。ButEveretthasn’tlivedhereforeversolong。’
’Idon’tknowwhyheshouldn’t。Hewasafooltogoawaywhenhedid。Doeshegotoyou?’
’Yes——sometimes。’
’Andwhatdoeshesay?’
’I’msurehewouldbewithyouatonceifyouwouldaskhim。’
’Ihaveaskedhim。I’vesentwordbyLopezoverandoveragain。
IfhemeansthatIamtowritetohimandsaythatI’msorryforoffendinghim,Iwon’t。Don’ttalkofhimanymore。ItmakesmesoangrythatIsometimesfeelinclinedtodothingswhichIknowIshouldrepentwhendying。’
’NotanythingtoinjureEverett,papa?’
’IwonderwhetherheeverthinksthatIamanoldmanandallalone,andthathisbrother-in-lawisdailywithme。Buthe’safool,andthinksofnothing。Iknowitisverysadbeingherenightafternightbymyself。’MrWhartonforgot,nodoubt,atthemoment,thathepassedthemajorityofhiseveningsattheEldon,——thoughhadhebeenremindedofit,hemighthavedeclaredwithperfecttruththatthedelightsofhisclubwerenotsatisfactory。
’Papa,’saidEmily,’wouldyoulikeustocomeandlivehere?’
’What,——youandLopez——hereintheSquare?’
’Yes,——foratime。HeisthinkingofgivinguptheplaceinBelgraveMansions。’
’Ithoughthehadthemfor,——foreversomanymonths。’
’Hedoesnotlikethem,andtheyareexpensive,andhecangivethemup。Ifyouwouldwishit,wewouldcomehere,——foratime。’
Heturnedroundandlookedatheralmostsuspiciously。andshe,——
sheblushedassherememberedhowaccuratelyshewasobeyingherhusband’sorders。’Itwouldbesuchajoytometobenearyouagain。’
Therewassomethinginhervoicewhichinstantlyreassuredhim。
’Well。’hesaid,’comeandtryitifitwillsuithim。Thehouseisbigenough。Itwilleasehispocketandbeacomforttome。Comeandtryit。’
Itastonishedherthatthethingshouldbedonesoeasily。Herewasallthatherhusbandhadproposedtoarrangebydeepdiplomacysettledinthreewords。Andyetshefeltashamedofherself,——asthoughshehadtakenherfatherin。Thatterriblebehestto’getroundhim’stillgratedonherears。Hadshegotroundhim?Hadshecheatedhimintothis?
’Papa,’shesaid,’donotdothisunlessyoufeelsurethatyouwilllikeit。’
’Howisanybodytofeelsureofanything,mydear?’
’Butifyoudoubt,donotdoit。’
’Ifeelsureofonething,thatisthatitwillbeagreatsavingtoyourhusband,andIamnearlysurethatoughtnottobeamatterofindifferencetohim。Thereisplentyofroomhere,anditwillatanyratebeacomforttometoseeyousometimes。’
JustatthismomentMrsRobycamein,andtheoldmanbegantotellhisnewsaloud。’Emilyhasnotgoneawayforlong。She’scomingbacklikeabadshilling。’
’NottoliveintheSquare?’saidMrsRoby,lookingroundatLopez。
’Whynot?There’sroomhereforthem,anditwillbejustaswelltosaveexpense。Whenwillyoucome,mydear?’
’Wheneverthehousemaybeready,papa。’
’It’sreadynow。YououghttoknowthatIamnotgoingtorefurnishtheroomsforyou,oranythingofthatkind。Lopezcancomeinanhanguphishatwheneveritpleaseshim。’
DuringthistimeLopezhadhardlyknownhowtospeakorwhattosay。Hehadbeenveryanxiousthathiswifeshouldpavethewayashewouldhavecalledit。Hehadbeenurgentwithhertobreaktheicetoherfather。Butithadnotoccurredtohimthatthematterwouldbesettledwithoutanyreferencetohimself。Ofcoursehehadheardeverywordthathadbeenspoken,andwasawarethathisownpovertyhadbeensuggestedasthecauseforsuchaproceeding。Itwasagreatthingforhimineveryway。
Hewouldlivefornothing,andwouldalsohavealmostunlimitedpowerofbeingwithMrWhartonasoldagegrewonhim。Thisreadycompliancewithhiswisheswasabenefitfartooprecioustobelost。Butyethefeltthathisowndignityrequiredsomereferencetohimself。Itwasdistastefultohimthathisfather-
in-lawshouldregardhim,——or,atanyrate,thatheshouldspeakofhim,——asapauper,unabletoprovideahomeforhisownwife。
’Emily’snotioninsuggestingit,sir,’hesaid,’hasbeenhercareforhercomfort。’Thebarristerturnedroundandlookedathim,andLopezdidnotquitelikethelook。’Itwasshethoughtofitfirst,andshecertainlyhadnootherideathanthat。Whenshementionedittome,Iwasdelightedtoagree。’
Emilyhearditallandblushed。Itwasnotabsolutelyuntrueinwords,——thisassertionofherhusband’s,——butaltogetherfalseinspirit。Andyetshecouldnotcontradicthim。’Idon’tseewhyitshouldnotdoverywellindeed,’saidMrsRoby。
’Ihopeitmay,’saidthebarrister。’Come,Emily,Imusttakeyoudowntodinnerto-day。Youarenotathomeyet,youknow。
Asyouaretocome,thesoonerthebetter。’
Duringdinnernotawordwassaidonthesubject。Lopezexertedhimselftobepleasant,andtoldallthathehadheardastothedifficultiesoftheCabinet。SirOrlandohadresigned,andthegeneralopinionwasthattheCoalitionwasgoingtopieces。HadMrWhartonseenthelastarticleinthePeople’sBannerabouttheDuke?LopezwasstronglyoftheopinionthatMrWhartonoughttoseethatarticle。’IneverhadthePeople’sBannerwithinmyfingersinmylife,’saidthebarristerangrily,’andI
certainlyneverwill。’
’Ah,sir。thisisanexception。Youshallseethis。WhenSlidereallymeanstocutafellowup,hecandoit。There’snoonelikehim。AndtheDukehasdeservedit。He’sapoor,vacillatingcreature,ledbytheDuchess。andshe,——accordingtoallthatonehears,——sheisn’tmuchbetterthansheshouldbe。’
’IthoughttheDuchesswasagreatfriendofyours。’
’Idon’tcaremuchforsuchfriendship。Shethrewmeovermostshamefully。’
’Andthereforeyouarejustifiedintakingawayhercharacter。I
neversawtheDuchessofOmniuminmylife,andshouldprobablybeveryuncomfortableifIfoundmyselfinhersociety。butI
believehertobeagoodwomaninherway。’Emilysatperfectlysilent,knowingthatherhusbandhadbeenrebuked,butfeelingthathehaddeservedit。He,however,wasnotabashed。butchangedtheconversation,dashingintocityrumours,andlegalreforms。Theoldmanfromtimetotimesaidsharplittlethings,showingthathisintellectwasnotsenile,allofwhichhisson-
in-lawboreimperturbably。Itwasnotthathelikedit,orwasindifferent,butthatheknewhecouldnotgetthegoodthingswhichMrWhartoncoulddoforhimwithoutmakingsomekindofpayment。Hemusttakethesharpwordsoftheoldman,——andtakeallthathecouldgetbesides。
Whenthetwomenwerealonetogetherafterdinner,MrWhartonusedadifferenttone。’Ifyouaretocome,’hesaid,’youmightaswelldoitassoonaspossible。’
’Adayortwowillbeenoughforus。’
’Thereareoneortwothingsyoushouldunderstand。Ishallbeveryhappytoseeyourfriendsatanytime,butIshallliketoknowwhentheyarecomingbeforetheycome。’
’Ofcourse,sir。’
’Idineoutagooddeal。’
’Attheclub,’suggestedLopez。
’Well——atthecluborelsewhere。Itdoesn’tmatter。TherewillalwaysbedinnerforyouandEmily,justasthoughIwereathome。Isaythis,sothatthereneedbenoquestioning’sordoubtsaboutithereafter。Anddon’tletthereeverbeanyquestionofmoneybetweenus。’
’Certainlynot。’
’Everetthasanallowance,andthiswillbetantamounttoanallowancetoEmily。Youhavealsohad3,500pounds。Ihopeithasbeenwellexpended——exceptthe500poundsatthatelection,whichhas,ofcourse,beenthrownaway。’
’Theotherwasbroughtintothebusiness。’
’Idon’tknowwhatthebusinessis。ButyouandEmilymustunderstandthatthemoneyhasbeengivenasherfortune。’
’Oh,quiteso——partofit,youmean。’
’ImeanjustwhatIsay。’
’Icallitpartofit,because,asyouobservedjustnow,ourlivingherewillbethesameasthoughmadeEmilyanallowance。’
’Ah——well。youcanlookatitinthatlight,ifyouplease。
Johnhasthekeytothecellar。He’samanIcantrust。AsaruleIhaveporthadsherryattableeveryday。Ifyoulikeclaret,IwillgetsomealittlecheaperthanwhatIusewhenfriendsarehere。’
’WhatwineIhaveisindifferenttome。’
’Ilikeitgood,andIhaveitgood。Ialwaysbreakfastat9。30。
Youcanhaveyoursearlierifyouplease。Idon’tknowthatthere’sanythingelsetobesaid。Ihopeweshallgetintothewayofunderstandingeachother,andbeingmutuallycomfortable。
ShallwegoupstairstoEmilyandMrsRoby?’AndsoitwasdeterminedthatEmilywastocomebacktoheroldhouseabouteightmonthsafterhermarriage。
MrWhartonhimselfsatlateintothenightallalone,thinkingaboutit。Whathadhedone,hehaddoneinamoroseway,andhewasawarethatitwasso。Hehadnotbeamedwithsmiles,andopenedhisarmslovingly,and,biddingGodblesshisdearestchildren,toldthemthatiftheywouldonlycomeandsitroundhishearthheshouldbethehappiestoldmaninLondon。Hehadsaidlittleornothingofhisownaffectionevenforhisdaughter,buthadspokenofthematterasonewhichthepecuniaryaspectalonewasimportant。HehadfoundoutthatthesavingsoeffectedwouldbematerialtoLopez,andhadresolvedthatthereshouldbenoshirkingofthetruthinwhathewaspreparedtodo。
Hehadbeenalmostaskedtotaketheyoungmarriedcouplein,andfeedthem,——sothattheymightlivefreeofexpense。Hewaswillingtodoit,——butwasnotwillingthatthereshouldbeanysoft-worded,high-tonedfalsepretension。HealmostreadLopeztothebottom,——not,howevergivingthemancreditfordishonestysodeeporclevernesssogreatashepossessed。ButasregardedEmily,hewassoactuatedbyapersonaldesiretohaveherbackagainasanelementofhappinesstohimself。Hehadpinedforhersincehehadbeenleftalone,hardlyknowingwhatitwasthathehadwanted。Andhowashethoughtofitall,hewasangrywithhimselfthathehadnotbeenmorelovingandsofterinhismannertoher。Sheatanyratewashonest。Nodoubtofthatcrossedhismind。Andnowhehadbeenbittertoher,——bitterinhismanner,——simplybecausehehadnotwishedtoappeartohavebeentakeninbyherhusband。Thinkingofallthis,hegotup,andwenttohisdesk,andwroteheranote,whichshewouldreceiveonthefollowingmorningafterherhusbandhadlefther。Itwasveryshort。
DEARESTE。
Iamsooverjoyedthatyouarecomingbacktome。
A。W。
Hehadjudgedherquiterightly。Themannerinwhichthethinghadbeenarrangedhadmadeherverywretched。Therehadbeennoloveinit——nothingapparentlybutassertionsontheonesidethatmuchwasbeinggiven,andontheotheracknowledgmentsthatmuchwastobereceived。Shewasawarethatinthisherfatherhadcondemnedherhusband。Shealsohadcondemnedhim——andfelt,alas,thatshealsohadbeencondemned。Butthislittlelettertookawaythatsting。Shecouldreadintoherfather’snotealltheactionofhismind。Hehadknownthathewasboundtoacquither,andhehaddonesowithoneoftheoldlong-valuedexpressionsofhislove。
VOLUMEIII
CHAPTER41
THEVALUEOFATHICKSKIN。
SirOrlandoDroughtmusthavefeltbitterlythequiescencewithwhichhesankintoobscurityonthesecondbenchontheoppositesideoftheHouse。Onegreatoccasionhehadonwhichitwashisprivilegetoexplaintofourorfivehundredgentlementheinsuperablereasonswhichcausedhimtobreakawayfromthoserighthonourablefriendstoactwithwhomhadbeenhiscomfortandhisduty,hisgreatjoyandhisunalloyedsatisfaction。Thenheoccupiedthebestpartofanhourinabusingthosefriendsandalltheirmeasures。Thisnodoubthadbeenapleasure,aspracticehadmadethemanipulationofwordseasytohim,——andhewasabletorevealinthatabsenceofresponsibilitywhichmustbeasafreshperfumedbathtoaministerjustfreedfromthetrammelsofoffice。ButthepleasurewassurelyfollowedbymuchsufferingwhenMrMonk,——MrMonkwastoassumehisplaceasLeaderoftheHouse,——onlytookfiveminutestoanswerhim,sayingthatheandhiscolleaguesregrettedmuchthelossoftheRightHonourableBaronet’sservices,butthatitwouldhardlybenecessaryforhimtodefendtheMinistryonallthosepointsonwhichithadbeenattacked,as,werehetodoso,hewouldhavetorepeattheargumentsbywhicheverymeasurebroughtforwardbythepresentMinistryhadbeensupported。ThenMrMonksatdown,andthebusinessoftheHousewentonjustasifSirOrlandohadnotmovedhisseatatall。
’Whatmakeseverybodyandeverythingsodead?’saidSirOrlandotohisoldfriendMrBoffinastheywalkedhometogetherfromtheHousethatnight。Theyhadinformerdaysbeenstaunchfriends,sittingnightafternightclosetogether,unitedinopposition,andsometimesafewhalcyonmonthsinthehappierbondsofoffice。ButwhenSirOrlandohadjoinedtheCoalition,andwhenthesternerspiritofMrBoffinhadpreferredprinciplestoplace,——tousethelanguageinwhichhewaswonttospeaktohimselfandtohiswifeandfamilyofhisownabnegation,——therehadcomeacoolnessbetweenthem。MrBoffin,whowasnotarichman,norbyanymeansindifferenttothecomfortsofoffice,hadfeltkeenlytheinjurydonetohimwhenhewaslefthopelesslyinthecoldbythedesertionofhisoldfriends。Ithadcometopassthattherehadbeennosaltleftintheopposition。MrBoffininallhisparliamentaryexperiencehadknownnothinglikeit。MrBoffinhadbeensurethatBritishhonourwasgoingtothedogsandthatBritishgreatnesswasatanend。ButthesecessionofSirOrlandogavealittlefilliptohislife。Atanyratehecouldwalkhomewithhisoldfriendandtalkofthehorrorsofthepresentday。
’Well,Drought,ifyouaskme,youknow,IcanonlyspeakasI
feel。Everythingmustbedeadwhenmenholdingdifferentopinionsoneverysubjectunderthesuncometogetherinorderthattheymaycarryonagovernmentastheywouldatradebusiness。Theworkmaybedone,butitmustbedonewithoutspirit。’
’Butitmaybeallimportantthattheworkshouldbedone,’saidtheBaronet,apologizingforhispastmisconduct。
’Nodoubt,——andIamveryfarfromjudgingthosewhomaketheattempt。Ithasbeenmademorethanoncebefore,andhas,I
think,alwaysfailed。Idon’tbelieveinitmyself,andIthinkthatthedeath-liketorporofwhichyouspeakisoneofitsworstconsequences。’AfterthatMrBoffinadmittedSirOrlandobackintohisheartofhearts。
ThentheendoftheSessioncame,veryquietlyandveryearly。
BytheendofJulytherewasnothinglefttobedone,andtheworldofLondonwasallowedtogodownintothecountryalmostafortnightbeforeitsusualtime。
Withmanymen,bothinandoutofParliament,itbecameaquestionwhetherallthiswasforgoodorevil。TheBoffiniteshadofcoursemuchtosayforthemselves。Everythingwastorpid。
Therewasnointerestinthenewspapers,——exceptwhenMrSlidetookthetomahawkintohishands。AmemberofParliamentthisSessionhadnotbeenbyhalfsomuchbiggerthananothermanasintimesofhotpoliticalwarfare。Oneofthemostmovingsourcesofournationalexcitementseemedtohavevanishedfromlife。Weallknowwhathappenstostagnantwaters。SosaidtheBoffinites,andsoalsonowsaidSirOrlando。ButtheGovernmentwascarriedonandthecountrywasprosperous。Afewusefulmeasureshadbeenpassedbyunambitiousmen,andtheDukeofStBungaydeclaredthathehadneverknownaSessionofParliamentmorethoroughlysatisfactorytotheministers。
ButtheoldDukeinsosayinghadspokenasitwerehispublicopinion,——giving,trulyenough,toafewofhiscolleagues,suchasLordDrummond,SirGregoryGrogramandothers,theresultsofhisgeneralexperience,butinhisownbosomandwithaprivatefriendhewascompelledtoconfessthattherewasacloudintheheavens。ThePrimeMinisterhadbecomesomoody,soirritable,andsounhappy,thattheoldDukewasforcedtodoubtwhetherthingscouldgoonmuchlongerastheywere。HewaswonttotalkofthesethingstohisfriendLordCantrip,whowasnotamemberoftheGovernment,butwhohadbeenacolleagueofboththeDukes,andwhomtheoldDukeregardedwithpeculiarconfidence。
’Icannotexplainittoyou,’hesaidtoLordCantrip。’Thereisnothingthatoughttogivehimamoment’suneasiness。Sincehetookofficetherehasn’toncebeenamajorityagainsthimineitherHouseonanyquestionthattheGovernmenthasmadeonitsown。Idon’tremembersuchastateofthings,——soeasyforthePrimeMinister,——sincethedaysofLordLiverpool。Hehadonethorninhisside,ourfriendwhowasattheAdmiralty,andthatthornlikeotherthornshasworkeditselfout。YetatthismomentitisimpossibletogethimtoconsenttothenominationofasuccessortoSirOrlando。’ThiswassaidaweekbeforetheSessionhadclosed。
’Isupposeitishishealth,’saidLordCantrip。
’He’swellenoughasfarasIcansee——thoughhewillbeillunlesshecanrelievehimselffromthestrainofhisnerves。’
’Doyoumeanbyresigning?’
’Notnecessarily。Thefaultisthathetakesthingstooseriously。Ifhecouldbegottobelievethathemighteat,andsleep,andgotobed,andamusehimselflikeothermen,hemightbeaverygoodPrimeMinister。Heisovertroubledbyhisconscience。IhaveseenagoodmanyPrimeMinisters,Cantrip,andI’vetaughtmyselftothinkthattheyarenotverydifferentfromothermen。OnewantsinaPrimeMinisteragoodmanythings,butnotverygreatthings。Heshouldbecleverbutneednotbeagenius。heshouldbeconscientiousbutbynomeansstrait-laced。heshouldbecautiousbutnevertimid,boldbutneverventuresome。heshouldhaveagooddigestion,genialmanners,and,aboveall,athickskin。Thesearethegiftswewant,butwecan’talwaysgetthem,andhavetodowithoutthem。