Thentherewasasendingofnotesbetweenthesick-roomandthesickman’ssister’sroom。EverettwroteandFerdinandwrote,andEmilywrote,——shortlineseachofthem,——afewwordsscrawled。
ThelastfromEmilywasasfollows:——’Lethimgointothedrawing-room。EW。’AndsoFerdinandwentdowntomeethislove,——toencounterherforthefirsttimeasherrecognizedfuturehusbandandengagedlover。Passionate,declared,andthoroughaswasherloveforthisman,thefamiliarintercoursebetweenthemhadhithertobeenverylimited。Therehadbeenlittle,——wemayperhapssaynone,——ofthatdalliancebetweenthemwhichissodelightfultothemanandsowondroustothegirltillcustomstaledtheedgeofit。Hehadneversatwithherarmaroundherwaist。Hehadrarelyheldevenherhandinhisforahappyrecognizedpauseofafewseconds。Hehadneverkissedevenherbrow。Andthereshewasnow,standingbeforehim,allhisown,absolutelygiventohim,withthefullestassuranceofloveonherpart,andwiththedeclaredconsentofherfather。Evenhehadbeenalittleconfusedasheopenedthedoor,——evenhe,ashepausedtocloseitbehindhim,hadtothinkhowhewouldaddressher,andperhapshadthoughtinvain。Buthehadnotamomentforanythoughtafterenteringtheroom。Whetheritwashisdoingorhershehardlyknew,butshewasinhisarms,andherlipswerepressedtohis,andhisarmswastightaroundherwaist,holdingherclosetohisbreast。Itseemedasthoughallthatwaswantinghadbeenunderstoodinamoment,andasthoughtheyhadlivedtogetherandlovedforthelasttwelvemonths,withthefullestmutualconfidence。Andshewasthefirsttospeak——
’Ferdinand,Iamsohappy!Areyouhappy?’
’Mylove,mydarling!’
’Youhaveneverdoubtedme,Iknow,——sinceyoufirstknewit。’
’Doubtedyou,mygirl!’
’ThatIwouldbefirm!Andnowpapahasbeengoodtome,andhowquicklyone’ssorrowisover。Iamyours,mylove,foreverandever。Youknewitbefore,butIliketotellyou。Iwillbetruetoyouineverything!Oh,mylove!’
Hehadbutlittletosaytoher,butweknowthatforloverslackingmatter,thecleanliestshiftistokiss。Insuchmomentssilencecharms,andalmostanywordsareunsuitableexceptthosesoft,bird-likemurmuringsoflovewhich,sweetastheyaretotheear,canhardlybesowrittenastobesweettothereader。
CHAPTER24
THEMARRIAGE。
TheengagementwasmadeinOctober,andthemarriagetookplaceinthelatterpartofNovember。WhenLopezpressedforanearlyday,——whichhedidverystrongly,——Emilyraisednodifficultiesinthewayofhiswishes。Thefather,foolishlyenough,wouldatfirsthavepostponedit,andmadehimselfsounpleasanttoLopezbyhismannerofdoingthis,thatthebridewasdriventotakeherlover’spart。Asthethingwastobedone,whatwastobegainedbythedelay?Itcouldnotbemadeajoytohim。nor,lookingatthematterashelookedatit,couldhemakeajoyevenofherpresenceduringthefewinterveningweeks。LopezproposedtotakehisbrideintoItalyforthewintermonths,andtostaythereatanyratethroughDecemberandJanuary,allegingthathemustbebackintownbythebeginningofFebruary——andthiswastakenasafairpleaforhasteningthemarriage。
Whenthematterwassettled,hewentbacktoGatherumCastle,ashehadarrangedtodowiththeDuchessandmanagedtointerestherGraceinallhisproceedings。Shepromisedthatshewouldcallonhisbrideintown,andevenwentsofarastosendheracostlyweddingpresent。’Youaresureshehasgotmoney?’saidtheDuchess。
’Iamnotsureofanything,’saidLopez,——’exceptthis,thatI
donotmeantoaskasinglequestionaboutit。Ifhesaysnothingtomeaboutmoney,Icertainlyshallsaynothingtohim。
Myfeelingisthis,Duchess,thatIamnotmarryingMissWhartonforhermoney。Themoney,iftherebeany,hashadnothingtodowithit。Butofcourseitwillbeapleasureaddedifitbethere。’TheDuchesscomplimentedhim,andtoldhimthatthiswasexactlyasitshouldbe。
ButtherewassomedelayastotheseatofSilverbridge。MrGrey’sdepartureforPersiahadbeenpostponed,——theDuchessthoughtonlyforamonthorsixweeks。TheDuke,however,wasoftheopinionthatMrGreyshouldnotvacatehisseattillthedayofhisgoingwasatanyratefixed。TheDuke,moreover,hadnotmadeanypromiseofsupportinghiswife’sfavourite。’Don’tsetyourheartuponittoomuch,MrLopez,’theDuchesshadsaid。
’butyoumaybesureIwillnotforgetyou。’Thenithadbeensettledbetweenthemthatthemarriageshouldnotbepostponed,orthepromisedtriptoItalyabandoned,becauseoftheprobablevacancyatSilverbridge。Shouldthevacancyoccurduringhisabsence,andshouldtheDukeconsent,hecouldreturnatonce。
Allthisoccurredinthelastweekortwobeforehismarriage。
TherewerevariouslittleincidentswhichdidnottendtomakethehappinessofEmilyWhartoncomplete。ShewrotetohercousinMaryWharton,andalsotoLadyWharton——andherfatherwrotetoSirAlured。butthefolkatWhartonHalldidnotgivetheiradherence。OldMrsFletcherwasstillthere,butJohnFletcherhadgonehometoLongbarns。TheobduracyoftheWhartonsmightprobablybeowingtothesetwoaccidents。MrsFletcherdeclaredaloud,assoonasthetidingsreachedher,thatsheneverwishedtoseeorhearanythingmoreofEmilyWharton。’Shemustbeagirl,’saidMrsFletcher,’ofaningrainedvulgartaste。’SirAlured,whoseletterfromMrWhartonhadbeenveryshort,repliedasshortlytohiscousin。’DearAbel,——WeallhopethatEmilywillbehappy,thoughofcourseweregretthemarriage。’Thefather,thoughhehadnothimselfwrittentriumphantly,orevenhopefully,——asfathersarewonttowritewhentheirdaughtersaregivenawayinmarriage,——waswoundedbythecurtnessandunkindnessofthebaronet’sreply,andatthemomentdeclaredtohimselfthathewouldnevergotoHertfordshireanymore。ButonthefollowingdaytherecameaworseblowthanSirAlured’ssingleline。Emily,notintheleastdoubtingbutthatherrequestwouldbereceivedwiththeusualreadyassent,hadaskedMaryWhartontobeoneofthebridesmaids。Itmustbesupposedthattheanswertothiswaswritten,ifnotunderthedictation,atanyrateundertheinspiration,ofMrsFletcher。Itwasasfollows:
DEAREMILY,Ofcourseweallwishyoutobeveryhappyinyourmarriage。butequallyofcoursewearealldisappointed。
Wehadtaughtourselvestothinkyouwouldhaveboundyourselfcloserwithusdownhere,insteadofseparatingyourselfentirelyfromus。
UnderallthecircumstancesmammathinksitwouldnotbewiseformetogouptoLondonasoneofyourbridesmaids。
YouraffectionatecousinMARYWHARTON
ThislettermadepoorEmilyveryangryforadayortwo。’Itisasunreasonableasitisill-natured,’shesaidtoherbrother。
’Whatelsecouldyouexpectfromastiff-necked,prejudicedsetofprovincialignoramuses?’
’WhatMarysaysisnottrue。ShedidnotthinkIwasgoingtobindmyselfcloserwiththem,asshecallsit。Ihavebeenquiteopenwithher,andhavealwaystoldherthatIcouldnotbeArthurFletcher’swife。’
’Whyonearthshouldyoumarrytopleasethem?’
’Becausetheydon’tknowFerdinandandaredeterminedtoinsulthim。Itisaninsultnevertomentionevenhisname。Andtorefusetocometomymarriage!Theworldiswideandthereisroomforusandthem。butitmakesmeunhappy,——veryunhappy,——
thatIshouldhavetobreakwiththem。’Andthentearscameintohereyes。Itwasintended,nodoubt,tobeacompletebreach,fornotasingleweddingpresentwassentfromWhartonHalltothebride。ButfromLongbarns,——fromJohnFletcherhimself,——
theredidcomeanelaboratecoffee-pot,which,inspiteofitsinutilityandugliness,wasveryvaluabletoEmily。
ButtherewasoneotherofheroldHertfordshirefriendswhoreceivedthetidingsofhermarriagewithoutquarrellingwithher。Sheherselfhadwrittentoheroldlover。
MYDEARARTHUR,TherehasbeensomuchtruefriendshipandaffectionbetweenusthatIdonotlikethatyoushouldhearfromanyonebymyselfthenewsthatIamtobemarriedtoMrLopez。Wearetobemarriedonthe28thNovember,——thisdaymonth。
Yoursaffectionately,EMILYWHARTON
Tothisshereceivedaveryshortreply。
DEAREMILY,IamasIalwayshavebeen。
Yours,A。F。
Hesenthernopresent,nordidhesayawordbeyondthis。butinherangeragainsttheHertfordshirepeoplesheneverincludedArthurFletcher。Sheporedoverthelittlenoteascoreoftimes,andweptoverit,andtreasureditupamonghermostinmosttreasures,andtoldherselfthatitwasathousandpities。
Shecouldtalk,anddidtalk,toFerdinandabouttheWhartons,andaboutoldMrsFletcher,anddescribedtohimthearroganceandthestiffnessandtheignoranceoftheHertfordshiresquirearchygenerally。butsheneverspoketohimofArthurFletcher,——exceptinthatonenarrativeofherpastlife,inwhich,girl-like,shetoldherloveroftheoneotherloverwhohadlovedher。
Butthesethingsofcoursegaveacertainmelancholytotheoccasionwhichperhapswasincreasedbytheseasonoftheyear,——
bytheNovemberfogs,andbytheemptinessandgeneralsadnessofthetown。AndaddedtothiswasthemelancholyofoldMrWhartonhimself。Afterhehadgivenhisconsenttothemarriageheadmittedacertainamountofintimacywithhisson-in-law,askinghimtodinner,anddiscussingwithhimmattersofgeneralinterest,——butnever,intruth,openinghishearttohim。
Indeed,howcananymanopenhishearttoonewhomhedislikes?
Atbesthecanonlypretendtoopenhisheart,andeventhisMrWhartonwouldnotdo。AndverysoonaftertheengagementLopezleftLondonandwenttotheDuke’splaceinthecountry。HisobjectsindoingthisandhisaspirationsinregardtoaseatinParliamentwereallmadeknowntohisfuturewife,——buthesaidnotawordonthesubjecttoherfather。andshe,actingunderhisinstructions,wasequallyreticent。’Hewillgettoknowmeintime,’hesaidtoher,’andhismannerwillbesoftenedtowardsme。Buttillthattimeshallcome,Icanhardlyexpecthimtotakearealinterestinmywelfare。’
WhenLopezleftLondonnotawordhadbeensaidbetweenhimandhisfather-in-lawastomoney。MrWhartonwascontentwithsuchsilence,notwishingtomakeanypromiseastoimmediateincomefromhimself,pretendingtolookatthematterasthoughheshouldsaythat,ashisdaughterhadmadeherselfherownbed,shemustlieonit,suchasitmightbe。AndthissilencecertainlysuitedFerdinandLopezatthetime。Totellthetruthofhim——thoughhewasnotabsolutelypenniless,hewasaltogetherpropertyless。Hehadbeenspeculatinginmoneywithoutcapital,andthoughhehadnowandagainbeensuccessful,hehadalsonowandagainfailed。Hehadcontrivedthathisnameshouldbementionedhereandtherewiththenamesofwell-knownwealthycommercialmen,andhadforthelasttwelvemonthsmadeupasomewhatintimatealliancewiththatverysoundcommercialmanMrMillsHapperton。ButhisdealingswithMrSextusParkerwereintruthmuchmoreconfidentialthanthosewithMrMillsHapperton,andatthepresentmomentpoorSextyParkerwasalternatelybetweentriumphanddespairasthingsthiswayorthat。
ItwasnotthereforesurprisingthatFerdinandLopezshouldvolunteernostatementstotheoldlawyeraboutmoney,andthatheshouldmakenoinquiries。HewasquiteconfidentthatMrWhartonhadthewealthwhichwassupposedtobelongtohim,andwaswillingtotrusthispowerofobtainingafairportionofitassoonasheshouldintruthbeMrWharton’sson-in-law。
Situatedashewas,ofcourse,hemustrunsomerisk。Andthen,too,hehadspokenofhimselfwithagrainoftruthwhenhehadtoldtheDuchessthathewasnotmarryingformoney。FerdinandLopezwasnotanhonestmanoragoodman。Hewasaself-
seeking,intriguingadventurer,whodidnotknowhonestyfromdishonestywhenhesawthemtogether。Buthehadatanyratethisgoodabouthim,thathedidlovethegirlwhomhewasabouttomarry。Hewaswillingtocheatalltheworld,——sothathemightsucceed,andmakeafortune,andbecomeabigandrichman。
buthedidnotwishtocheather。Itwashisambitiontocarryherupwithhim,andhethoughthowhemightbestteachhertoassisthimindoingso,——howhemightwinhertohelphiminhischeating,especiallyinregardtoherownfather。Fortohimself,tohisownthinking,thatwhichwecallcheatingwasnotdishonesty。Tothisthinkingtherewassomethingbold,grand,picturesque,andalmostbeautifulinthebattlewhichsuchaoneashimselfmustwagewiththeworldbeforehecouldmakehiswayupinit。Hewouldnotpickapocketorturnafalsecard,or,ashethought,forgeaname。Thatwhichhedid,anddesiredtodo,tookwiththenameofspeculation。WhenhepersuadedpoorSextyParkertohazardhisall,knowingwellthatheinducedtheunfortunatemantobelievewhatwasfalse,andtotrustwhatwasutterlyuntrustworthy,hedidnothimselfthinkthathewasgoingbeyondthelimitsoffairenterprise。Now,inhismarriage,hehadintruthjoinedhimselftorealwealth。Couldheonlycommandatoncethatwhichhethoughtoughttobehiswife’sshareofthelawyer’smoney,hedidnotdoubtbutthathecouldmakearapidfortune。Itwouldnotdoforhimtoseemtobedesirousofmoneyadaybeforethetime——but,whenthetimeshouldcome,wouldnothiswifehelphiminhisgreatcareer?
Butbeforeshecoulddososhemustbemadetounderstandsomethingofthenatureofhiscareer,andoftheneedofsuchaid。
Ofcoursetherearosethequestionwheretheyshouldlive。Buthewasreadywithanimmediateanswertothisquestion。Hehadbeentolookataflat,——asetofrooms,——intheBelgraveMansions,inPimlico,orBelgraviayououghtmoreprobablytocallit。Heproposedtotakethemfurnishedtilltheycouldlookaboutattheirleisureandgetahousethatshouldsuitthem。
Wouldshelikeaflat?Shewouldhavelikedacellarwithhim,andsoshetoldhim。Thentheywenttolookattheflat,andoldMrWhartoncondescendedtogowiththem。Thoughhisheartwasnotinthebusiness,stillhethoughthewasboundtolookafterhisdaughter’scomfort。’Theyareveryhandsomerooms,’saidMrWharton,lookingroundupontherathergorgeousfurniture。
’Oh,Ferdinand,aretheytoogrand?’
’Perhapstheyarealittlemorethanwequitewantjustatpresent,’hesaid。’ButI’lltellyousir,justhowithappened。
AmanIknowwantedtoletthemforoneyear,justastheyare,andofferedthemtomefor450pounds,——ifIcouldpaythemoneyinadvance,atthemoment。AndsoIpaidit。’
’Youhavetakenthemthen?’saidMrWharton。
’Isitallsettled?’saidEmily,almostwithdisappointment。
’Ihavepaidthemoney,andIhavesofartakenthem。Butitisbynomeanssettled。Youhaveonlytosayyoudon’tlikethem,andyoushallneverbeaskedtoputyourfootinthemagain。’
’ButIdolikethem,’shewhisperedtohim。
’Thetruthis,sir,thatthereisnoslightestdifficultyinpartingwiththem。SothatwhenthechancecameinmywayI
thoughtitbesttosecurethething。Ithadalltobedone,sotosay,inanhour。Myfriend,——asfarashewasafriend,forI
don’tknowmuchabouthim,——wantedthemoneyandwantedtobeoff。Soheretheyare,andEmilycandoasshelikes。’OfcoursetheroomswereregardedfromthatmomentasthehomeforthenexttwelvemonthsofMrandMrsFerdinandLopez。
Andthentheyweremarried。Themarriagewasbynomeansagayaffair,thechiefmanagementofitfallingintothehandsofMrsDickRoby。MrsDickindeedprovidednotonlythebreakfast,——orsawratherthatitwasprovidedfor,forofcourseMrWhartonpaidthebill,——butthefourbridesmaidsalso,andallthecompany。TheyweremarriedinthechurchinVereStreet,thenwentbacktothehouseinManchesterSquare,andwithinacoupleofhourswereontheirroadtoDover。Throughitallnotawordwassaidaboutmoney。Atthelastmoment,——whenhewasfreefromfearasanyquestionsabouthisownaffairs,——Lopezhadhopedthattheoldmanwouldsaysomething。’Youwillfindsomanythousandpoundsatyourbanker’s,’——or,’Youmaylooktomeforsomanyhundredsayear。’Buttherewasnotaword。Thegirlhadcometohimwithouttheassuranceofasingleshilling。
Inhisgreatendeavourtogetherhehadbeensuccessful。Ashethoughtofthisinthecarriage,hepressedhisarmcloseroundherwaist。Iftheworstweretocometotheworst,hewouldfighttheworldforher。Butifthisoldmanshouldbestubborn,close-fisted,andabsolutelyresolvedtobestowallhismoneyuponhissonbecauseofthemarriage,——ah!——howshouldhebeabletobearsuchawrongasthat?
Half-a-dozentimesduringthatjourneytoDover,heresolvedtothinknothingfurtheraboutit,atanyrateforafortnight。andyet,beforehereachedDover,hehadsaidawordtoher。’I
wonderwhatyourfathermeanstodoaboutmoney?Henevertoldyou?’
’Doesitmatter,dear?’
’Notintheleast。ButofcourseIhavetotalkabouteverythingtoyou——anditisodd。’
CHAPTER25
THEBEGINNINGOFTHEHONEYMOON。
Onthemorningofhismarriage,beforehewenttothealtar,Lopezmadeoneortworesolutionsastohisfutureconduct。Thefirstwasthathewouldgivehimselfafortnightfromhismarriagedayinwhichhewouldnoteventhinkofmoney。Hehadmadecertainarrangements,inthecourseofwhichhehadcausedSextusParkertostarewithsurpriseandtosweatwithdismay,butwhichneverthelessweresuccessfullyconcluded。BillsweredrawntorunovertoFebruary,andreadymoneytoamoderateextentwasforthcoming,andfiscaltranquillitywasinsuredforacertainshortperiod。TheconfidencewhichSextusParkerhadoncefeltinhisfriend’sownresourceswassomewhatonthedecline,buthestillbelievedinhisfriend’sskillandgenius,and,afterdueinquiry,hebelievedentirelyinhisfriend’sfather-in-law。SextusParkersillthoughtthatthingswouldcomeround。Ferdinand,——healwaysnowcalledhisfriendbyhisChristianname,——Ferdinandwasbeautifully,seraphicallyconfident。AndSexty,whohadbeeninamannermagnetizedbyFerdinand,wasconfidenttoo,——atcertainperiodsoftheday。
Hewasveryconfidentwhenhehadhadhistwoorthreeglassesofsherryatluncheon,andhewasoftendelightfullyconfidentwithhiscigarandbrandy-and-wateratnight。Buttherewereperiodsinthemorninginwhichhewouldshakewithfearandsweatwithdismay。
ButLopezhimself,havingwithhisfriend’sassistance,arrangedhisaffairscomfortablyforamonthortwo,had,asafirstresolution,promisedhimselfafortnight’sfreedomfromallcarkingcares。HissecondresolutionhadbeenthatattheendofthefortnighthewouldcommencehisoperationsonMrWharton。Uptothelastmomenthehadhoped,——hadalmostexpected,——thatasumofmoneywouldhavebeenpaidtohim。Evenacoupleofthousandpoundsforthetimewouldhavebeenofgreatusetohim——
butnotenderofanykindhadbeenmade。Notawordhadbeensaid。Thingscouldnotofcoursegooninthatway。Hewasnotgoingtoplaythecowardwithhisfather-in-law。Thenhebethoughthimselfhowhewouldactifhisfather-in-lawweresternlytorefusetodoanythingforhim,andheassuredhimselfthatinsuchcircumstanceshewouldmakehimselfverydisagreeabletohisfather-in-law。Andthenhisthirdresolutionhadreferencetohiswife。Shemustbeinstructedinhisways。
Shemustlearntolookattheworldinhiseyes。Shemustbetaughtthegreatimportanceofmoney,——notinagripping,hard-
fisted,prosaicspirit。butthatshemightparticipateinthatfeelingofhisownwhichhadinitsomuchthatwasgrand,somuchthatwasdelightful,somuchthatwaspicturesque。Hewouldneveraskhertobeparsimonious,——nevereventobeeconomical。
Hewouldtakeagloryinseeingherwelldressedandwellattended,withherowncarriage,andherownjewels。Butshemustlearnthattheenjoymentofthesethingsmustbebuiltuponaconvictionthatthemostimportantpursuitintheworldwastheacquiringofmoney。Andshemustbemadetounderstand,firstofall,thatshehadarighttoatanyrateahalfofherfather’sfortune。Hehadperceivedthatshehadmuchinfluencewithherfather,andshemustbetaughttousethisinfluenceunscrupulouslyonherhusband’sbehalf。
Wehavealreadyseenthatunderthepressureofhisthoughtshedidbreakhisresolutionwithinanhourortwoofhismarriage。
Itiseasyforamantosaythathewillbanishcare,sothathemayenjoytothefullthedelightsofthemoment。Butthisisapowerwhichnonebutasavagepossesses,——orperhapsanIrishman。Wehavelearnedthelessonfromthedivines,thephilosophers,andthepoets。Postequitemsedesatracura。ThuswasFerdinandLopezmountedhighonhishorse,——forhehadtriumphedgreatlyinhismarriage,andreallyfeltthattheworldcouldgivehimnodelightsogreatastohaveherbesidehim,andherashisown。Buttheinkydevilsatcloseuponhisshoulders。
WherewouldhebeattheendofthreemonthsifMrWhartonwoulddonothingforhim,——andifacertainventureinguano,towhichhehadtemptedSextyParker,shouldnotturnouttherightway?
HebelievedintheguanoandhebelievedinMrWharton,butitisaterriblethingtohaveone’swholepositionintheworldhanginguponeitheranunwillingfather-in-laworaprobableriseinthevalueofmanure。Andthenhowwouldhereconcilehimselftoherifbothfather-in-lawandguanoshouldgoagainsthim,andhowshouldheendurehermisery?
TheinkydevilhadforcedhimtoaskthequestionevenbeforetheyhadreachedDover。’Doesitmatter,’shehadasked。Thenforthetimehehadrepudiatedhissolicitude,andhaddeclaredthatnoquestionofmoneywasofmuchconsequencetohim,——
therebymakinghisfuturetaskwithhersomuchthemoredifficult。Afterthathesaidnothingtoheronthesubjectonthattheirweddingday,——buthecouldnotpreventhimselffromthinkingofit。Hadhegonetothedepthofruinwithoutawife,whatwouldithavemattered?Foryearspasthehadbeenatthesamekindofwork,——butwhilehewasunmarriedtherehadbeenacharmintheverydanger。Andasasinglemanhehadsucceeded,beingsometimesutterlyimpecunious,butstillwiththecapacityofliving。Nowhehadladenhimselfwithaburdenofwhichtheveryintensityofhisloveimmenselyincreasedtheweight。Asfornotthinkingofit,thatwasimpossible。Ofcourseshemusthelphim。Ofcourseshemustbetaughthowimperativeitwasthatsheshouldhelphimatonce。’Isthereanythingtroublesyou,’sheasked,asshesatleaningagainsthimaftertheirdinnerinthehotelatDover。
’Whatshouldtroublemeonsuchadayasthis?’
’Ifthereisanything,tellitme。Idonotmeantosaynow,atthismoment,——unlessyouwishit。Whatevermaybeyourtroubles,itshallbemypresenthappiness,asitismyfirstduty,tolessenthem,ifIcan。’
Thepromisewasverywell。Itallwentintherightdirection。
Itshowedhimthatshewasatanyratepreparedtotakeapartinthejointworkoftheirlife。But,nevertheless,sheshouldbesparedforthemoment。’Whenthereistrouble,youshallbetoldeverything,’hesaid,pressinghislipstoherbrow。’butthereisnothingthatneedtroubleyouyet。’Hesmiledashesaidthis,buttherewassomethinginthetoneofhisvoicewhichtoldherthattherewouldbetrouble。
WhenhewasinParishereceivedaletterfromParker,towhomhehadbeenobligedtoentrustarunningaddress,butfromwhomhehadenforcedapromisethatthereshouldbenoletter-writingunlessunderverypressingcircumstances。Thecircumstanceshadnotbeenpressing。Thelettercontainedonlyoneparagraphofanyimportance,andthatwasduetowhatLopeztriedtoregardasfidgetycowardiceonthepartofhisally。’PleasetobearinmindthatIcan’tandwon’tarrangeforthebillsfor1,500
poundsdueon3rdofFebruary。’Thatwastheparagraph。Whohadaskedhimtoarrangeforthesebills?AndyetLopezwaswellawarethatheintendedpoorSextyshould’arrange’forthemintheeventofhisfailuretomakearrangementswithMrWharton。
Atlasthewasquiteunabletoletthefortnightpassbywithoutbeginningthelessonswhichhiswifehadtolearn。Asforthefirstintentionastodrivinghiscaresoutofhisownmindforthattime,hehadlongsinceabandonedeventheattempt。Itwasnecessarytohimthatareasonablesumofmoneyshouldbeextractedfromthefather-in-law,atanyratebeforetheendofJanuary,andaweekorevenadaymightbeofimportance。TheyhadhurriedonsouthwardsfromParis,andbeforetheendofthefirstweekhadpassedovertheSimplon,andwereatapleasantinnontheshoresoftheComo。EverythingintheirtravelshadbeenasyetdelightfultoEmily。Thisman,ofwhomsheknewintruthsolittle,hadcertaingoodgifts,——giftsofintellect,giftsoftemper,giftsofvoiceandmannerandoutwardappearance,——whichhadhithertosatisfiedher。Ahusbandwhoisalsoaneagerlovermustbedelightfultoayoungbride。AndhithertonolovercouldhavebeenmoretenderthanLopez。Everywordandeveryact,everylookandeverytouch,hadbeenloving。
Hadsheknowntheworldbettershemighthavefelt,perhaps,thatsomethingwasexpectedwheresomuchwasgiven。Perhapsaroughermanner,withsomelittletouchofmaritalself-assertion,mightbeasafercommencementofmarriedlife,——safertothewifeascomingfromherhusband。ArthurFletcherbythistimewouldhaveaskedhertobringhimhisslippers,takinginfiniteprideinhavinghislittlebehestsobeyedbysosweetaservitor。
Thatalsowouldhavebeenpleasanttoherhadherheartinthefirstinstancefollowedhisimage。butnowalsotheidolatryofFerdinandLopezhadbeenverypleasant。
Butthemomentforthefirstlessonhadcome。’Yourfatherhasnotwrittentoyousinceyoustarted?’hesaid。
’Notaline。Hehasnotknownouraddress。Heisneververygoodatletter-writing。IdidwritetohimfromParis,andI
scribbledafewwordstoEverettyesterday。’
’Itisveryoddthatheshouldneverhavewrittentome。’
’Didyouexpecthimtowrite?’
’Totellyouthetruth,Iratherdid。NotthatIshouldhavedreamedofhiscorrespondingwithmehadhespokentomeonacertainsubject。Butas,onthatsubject,heneveropenedhismouthtome,Ialmostthoughthewouldwrite。’
’Doyoumeanaboutmoney?’sheaskedinaverylowvoice。
’Well——yes。Idomeanaboutmoney。Thingshithertohavegonesoverystrangelybetweenus。Sitdown,dear,tillwehavearealdomestictalk。’
’Tellmeeverything,’shesaidasshenestledherselfclosetohisside。
’Youknowhowitwasatfirstbetweenhimandme。Heobjectedtomeviolently,——Imeanopenly,tomyface。Buthebasedhisobjectionsolelyonmynationality,——nationalityandblood。Astomyconditionintheworld,fortune,orincome,heneveraskedaword。Thatwasstrange。’
’Isupposehethoughtheknew。’
’Hecouldnothavethoughtheknew,dearest。Butitwasnotformetoforcethesubjectuponhim。Youcanseethat。’
’Iamsurewhateveryoudidwasright,Ferdinand。’
’Heisindisputablyarichman,——onewhomightbesupposedtobeableandwillingtogiveanonlydaughteraconsiderablefortune。
NowIcertainlyhadneverthoughtofmarryingformoney。’Heresherubbedherfaceuponhisarm。’Ifeltthatitwasnotformetospeakofmoney。Ifhechosetobereticent,Icouldbesoequally。Hadheaskedme,IshouldhavetoldhimthatIhadnofortune,butwasmakingalargethoughprecariousincome。Itwouldthenbeforhimtodeclarewhatheintendedtodo。Thatwould,Ithink,havebeenpreferable。Asitisweareallindoubt。Inmypositionaknowledgeofwhatyourfatherintendstodowouldbemostvaluabletome。’
’Shouldyounotaskhim?’
’Ibelievetherehasalwaysbeenaperfectconfidencebetweenyouandhim?’
’Certainly,——astoallourwaysofliving。Butheneversaidawordtomeaboutmoneyinhislife。’
’Andyet,mydarling,moneyismostimportant。’
’Ofcourseitis。Iknowthat,Ferdinand。’
’Wouldyoumindasking?’Shedidnotanswerhimatonce,butsatthinking。Andhealsopausedbeforehewentonwithhislesson。
But,inorderthatthelessonshouldbeefficacious,itwouldbesowellthatheshouldtellherasmuchashecouldevenatthisfirstlecture。’Totellyouthetruth,thisisquiteessentialtomeatpresent,——verymuchmorethanIhadthoughtitwouldbewhenwefixedthedayforourmarriage。’Hermindwithinherrecoiledatthis,thoughshewasverycarefulthatheshouldnotfeelanysuchmotioninherbody。’Mybusinessisprecarious。’
’Whatisyourbusiness,Ferdinand?’Poorgirl!Thatsheshouldhavebeenallowedtomarryaman,andthanhavetoaskhimsuchaquestion!
’Itisgenerallycommercial。Ibuyandsellonspeculation。Theworld,whichisshyofnewwords,hasnotyetgivenitaname。I
amagooddealatpresentintheSouthAmericantrade。’Shelistened,butreceivednoglimmeringofanideafromhiswords。
’Whenwewereengagedeverythingwasasbrightasroseswithme。’
’Whydidyounottellmethisbefore,——sothatwemighthavebeenmoreprudent?’
’Suchprudencewouldhavebeenhorridtome。ButthefactisthatIshouldnotnowhavespokentoyouatall,butthatsinceweleftEnglandIhavehadlettersfromasortofpartnerofmine。Inourbusinessthingswillgoastraysometimes。ItwouldbeofgreatservicetomeifIcouldlearnwhatareyourfather’sintentions。’
’Youwanthimtogiveyousomemoneyatonce。’
’Itwouldnotbeunusual,dear,——whenthereismoneytobegiven。ButIwantyouspeciallytoaskhimwhathehimselfwouldproposetodo。HeknowsalreadythatIhavetakenahomeforyouandpaidforit,andheknows,——Butitdoesnotsignifygoingintothat。’
’Tellmeeverything。’
’Heisawarethattherearemanyexpenses。Ofcourseifhewereapoormantherewouldnotbeawordaboutit。Icanwithabsolutetruthdeclarethathadhebeenpenniless,itwouldhavemadenodifferencetomysuittoyou。Butitwouldpossiblyhavemadesomedifferenceastoourafterplans。Heisathoroughmanoftheworld,andhemustknowallthat。Iamsurehemustfeelthatsomethingisduetoyou,——andtomeasyourhusband。Butheisodd-tempered,and,asIhavenotspokentohim,hechoosestobesilenttome。Now,mydarling,youandIcannotaffordtowaitandseewhocanbesilentthelongest。’
’Whatdoyouwantmetodo?’
’Towritetohim。’
’Andaskhimformoney?’
’Notexactlyinthatway。Ithinkyoushouldsaythatweshouldbegladtoknowwhatheintendstodo,alsosayingthatacertainsumofmoneywouldatpresentbeofusetome。’
’Woulditnotbebetterfromyou?Ionlyask,Ferdinand。I
neverhaveevenspokentohimaboutmoney,andofcoursehewouldknowthatyouhavedictatedwhatIsaid。’
’Nodoubthewould。ItisnaturalthatIshoulddoso。IhopethetimemaycomewhenImaywritequitefreelytoyourfathermyself,buthithertohashardlybeencourteoustome。I
wouldratherthatyoushouldwrite,——ifyoudonotmindit。
Writeyourownletter,andshowitme。IfthereisanythingtoomuchoranythingtoolittleIwilltellyou。’
Andsothefirstlessonwastaught。Thepooryoungwifedidnotatalllikethelesson。Evenwithinherownbosomshefoundnofaultwithherhusband。Butshebegantounderstandthatthelifebeforeherwasnottobealifeofroses。Thefirstwordspokentoherinthetrain,beforeitreachedDover,hadexplainedsomethingofthistoher。Shehadfeltatoncethattherewouldbetroubleaboutmoney。Andnow,thoughshedidnotatallunderstandwhatmightbethenatureofthosetroubles,thoughshehadderivednoinformationwhateverfromherhusband’shintsabouttheSouthAmericantrade,thoughshewasignorantaseverofhisaffairs,yetshefeltthatthetroubleswouldcomesoon。Butneverforamomentdiditseemtoherthathehadbeenunjustinbringingherintotroubledwaters。Theyhadlovedeachother,andtherefore,whatevermightbethetroubles,itwasrightthattheyshouldmarryeachother。Therewasnotasparkofangeragainstherinherbosom——butshewasunhappy。
Hedemandedfromherthewritingoftheletteralmostimmediatelyaftertheconversationwhichhasbeengivenabove,andofcoursetheletterwaswritten,——writtenandrecopied,fortheparagraphaboutmoneywas,ofcourse,atlastofhiswording。Andshecouldnotmaketheremainderoftheletterpleasant。Thefeelingthatshewasmakingademandformoneyonherfatherranthroughitall。ButthereaderneedonlyseethepassageinwhichFerdinandLopezmadehisdemand,——throughherhand。
’Ferdinandhasbeenspeakingtomeaboutmyfortune。’Ithadgonemuchagainstthegrainwithhertowritethesewords,’myfortune’。’ButIhavenofortune,’shesaid。Heinsistedhowever,explainingtoherthatshewasentitledtousethesewordsbyherfather’sundoubtedwealth。Andso,withanachingheart,shewrotethem。’Ferdinandhasbeenspeakingtomeaboutmyfortune。Ofcourse,ItoldhimIknewnothing,andthatashehadneverspokentomeaboutmoneybeforeourmarriage,Ihadneveraskedaboutit。Hesaysthatitwouldbeofgreatservicetohimtoknowwhatareyourintentions,andalsothathehopesthatyoumayfinditconvenienttoallowhimtodrawuponyouforsomeportionofitatpresent。Hesaysthat3,000poundswouldbeofgreatusetohiminhisbusiness。’Thatwastheparagraph,andtheworkofwritingitwassodistastefultoherthatshecouldhardlybringherselftoformtheletters。Itseemedasthoughshewereseizingtheadvantageofthefirstmomentoffreedomtotakeaviolentlibertywithherfather。
’Itisaltogetherhisownfault,mypet,’hesaidtoher。’I
havethegreatestrespectintheworldforyourfather,buthehasallowedhimselftofallintothehabitofkeepingallhisaffairssecretfromhischildren。and,ofcourse,astheygointotheworld,thissecrecymustinsomedegreebeinvaded。ThereispreciselythesamegoingonbetweenhimandEverett。onlyEverettisagreatdealroughertohimthanyouarelikelytobe。HeneverwillletEverettknowwhetherheistoregardhimselfasarichmanorapoorman。’
’Hegiveshimanallowance。’
’Becausehecannothelphimself。Toyouhedoesnotdoevenasmuchasthat,becausehecanhelphimself。Ihavechosentoleaveittohimandhehasdonenothing。Butthisisnotquitefair,andhemustbetoldso。Idon’tthinkhecouldbetoldinmoredutifullanguage。’
Emilydidnotliketheideaoftellingherfatheranythingwhichhemightnotliketohear。butherhusband’sbehestsweretoherinthese,herearlymarried,days,quiteimperative。
CHAPTER26
THEENDOFTHEHONEYMOON。
MrsLopezhadbeggedherfathertoaddresshisreplytoheratFlorence,where,——assheexplainedtohim,——theyexpectedtofindthemselveswithinafortnightfromthedateofherwriting。
TheyhadreachedthelakeabouttheendofNovember,whentheweatherhadstillbeenfine,buttheyintendedtopassthewintermonthsofDecemberandJanuarywithinthewarmthofthecities。
Thatinterveningfortnightwastoheraperiodofpainfulanticipation。Shefearedtoseeherfather’shandwriting,feelingalmostsurethathewouldbebitterlyangrywithher。Duringthattimeherhusbandfrequentlyspoketoherabouttheletter,——
aboutherownletterandherfather’sreply。Itwasnecessarythatsheshouldlearnherlesson,andshecouldonlydosobyhavingthesubjectofmoneymadefamiliartoherears。Itwasnotpartofhisplantotellheranythingofthemeansbywhichhehopedtomakehimselfawealthyman。Thelesssheknewofthatthebetter。Butthefactthatherfatherabsolutelyowedtohimalargeamountofmoneyasherfortunecouldnotbemadetoocleartoher。Hewasverydesiroustodothisinsuchamannerasnottomakeherthinkhewasaccusingher,——orthathewouldaccuseherifthemoneywasnotforthcoming。Butshemustlearnthefact,andmustbeimbuedwiththeconvictionthatherhusbandwouldbethemostill-treatedofmenunlessthemoneywereforthcoming。’Iamalittlenervousaboutittoo,’saidhe,alludingtotheexpectedletter——’notsomuchastothemoneyitself,thoughthatisimportant。butastohisconduct。Ifhechoosessimplytoignoreusafterourmarriage,hewillbebehavingverybadly。’Shehadnoanswertomaketothis。Shecouldnotdefendherfather,becausebydoingsoshewouldoffendherhusband。Andyetherwholelife-longtrustinherfathercouldnotallowhertothinkitpossiblethatheshouldbehaveilltothem。
OntheirarrivalatFlorencehewentatoncetothepost-office,buttherewasatyetnoletter。Thefortnight,however,whichhadbeennamedhadonlyjustrunitselfout。Theywentfromdaytodayinspectingbuildings,lookingatpictures,makingforthemselvesatasteinmarbleandbronze,visitingthelovelyvillageswhichclusteronthehillsaroundthecity,——doingpreciselyinthisrespectasdoallyoungmarriedcoupleswhodevoteapartoftheirhoneymoontoFlorence——butinalltheirlittlejourneyingsandinalltheirworkofpleasuretheinkydevilsatnotonlybehindhimbutbehindheralso。Theheavycareoflifewasalreadybeginningtoworkfurrowsonherface。
Shewouldalreadysit,knittingherbrow,asshethoughtofcomingtroubles。Wouldnotherfathercertainlyrefuse?Andwouldnotherhusbandthenbegintobelesslovingandlessgracioustoherself?
Everydayforaweekhecalledatthepost-officewhenhewentoutwithher,andstilltheletterdidnotcome。’Itcanhardlybepossible,’hesaidatlasttoher,’thatheshoulddeclinetoanswerhisowndaughter’sletter。’
’Perhapsheisill,’shereplied。
’IftherewereanythingofthatkindEverettwouldtellus。’
’PerhapshehasgonebacktoHertfordshire?’
’Ofcoursehisletterwouldgoafterhim。Iownitisverysingulartomethatheshouldnotwrite。Itlooksasifheweredeterminedtocastyouofffromhimaltogetherbecauseyouhavemarriedagainsthiswishes。’
’Notthat,Ferdinand——donotsaythat!’
’Well,weshallsee。’
Andonthenextdaytheydidsee。Hewenttothepost-officebeforebreakfast,andonthisdayhereturnedwithaletterinhishand。Shewassittingwaitingforhimwithabookinherlap,andsawtheletteratonce。’Isitfrompapa?’shesaid。
Henoddedhisheadashehandedittoher。’Openitandreadit,Ferdinand。Ihavegottobesonervousaboutit,thatIcannotdoit。Itseemstobesoimportant。’
’Yes——itisimportant,’hesaidwithagrimsmile,andthenheopenedtheletter。Shewatchedhisfacecloselyashereadit,andatfirstshecouldtellnothingfromit。Then,inthatmoment,itfirstoccurredtoherthathehadawonderfulcommandofhisfeatures。Allthis,however,lastedbuthalfaminute。
Thenhechuckedtheletter,lightly,inamongthetea-cups,andcomingtohertookhercloselyinherarmsandalmosthurtherbytheviolenceofhisrepeatedkisses。
’Hashewrittenkindly?’shesaid,assoonasshecouldfindherbreathtospeak。
’ByGeorge,he’sabrickafterall。IownIdidnotthinkit。
Mydarling,howmuchIoweyouforallthetroublesIhavegivenyou。’
’OhFerdinand!Ifhehasbeengoodtoyou,Ishallbesohappy。’
’Hehasbeenawfullygood。Ha,ha,ha!’Andthenhebeganwalkingabouttheroomashelaughedinanunnaturalway。’Uponmyworditisapitywedidn’tsayfourthousand,orfive。Thinkofhistakingmejustatmyword。It’sagreatdealbetterthanIexpected。that’sallthatIcansay。Andatthepresentmomentitisofthemostimportancetome。’
Allthisdidnottakeaboveaminuteortwo,butduringthatminuteortwoshehadbeensobewilderedbyhismannerasalmosttofancythattheexpressionsofhisdelighthadbeenironical。
Hehadbeensounlikehimselfasshehadknownhimthatshealmostdoubtedtherealityofhisjoy。Butwhenshetooktheletterandreadit,shefoundthathisjoywastrueenough。Theletterwasveryshort,andwasasfollows:
MYDEAREMILY,Whatyouhavesaidunderyourhusband’sinstructionaboutmoney,Ifinduponconsiderationtobefairenough。I
thinkheshouldhavespokentomebeforehismarriage。
butthenagainperhapsIoughttohavespokentohim。Asitis,Iamwillingtogivehimthesumherequires,andIwillpay3,000poundstohisaccount,ifhewouldtellmewherehewouldrequiretohaveitlodged。ThenIshallthinkIhavedonemydutybyhim。WhatIshalldowiththeremainderofanymoneythatImayhave,Idonotthinkheisentitledtoask。
Everettiswellagain,andasidleasever。YourauntRobyismakingafoolofherselfatHarrowgate。IhaveheardnothingfromHertfordshire。Everythingisquietandlonelyhere。
YouraffectionatefatherA。WHARTON
AshehaddinedattheEldoneverydaysincehisdaughterhadlefthim,andhadplayedonanaverageadozenrubbersofwhistdaily,hewasnotjustifiedincomplainingthelonelinessofLondon。
TheletterseemedtoEmilyherselftobeverycold,andhadnotherhusbandrejoicedoveritsowarmlyshewouldhaveconsideredittobeunsatisfactory。Nodoubtthe3,000poundswouldbegiven。butthat,asfarasshecouldunderstandherfather’swords,wastobethewholeofherfortune。Shehadneverknownanythingofherfather’saffairsorhisintentions,butshehadcertainlysupposedthatherfortunewouldbeverymuchmorethanthis。ShehadlearnedinsomeindirectwaythatalargesumofmoneywouldhavegonewithherhandtoArthurFletcher,couldshehavebroughtherselftomarrythatsuitorfavouredbyherfamily。
Andnow,havinglearned,asshehadlearned,thatmoneywasofvitalimportancetoherhusband,shewasdismayedatwhatseemedtohertobeparentalparsimony。Buthewasoverjoyed,——somuchsothatforawhilehelostthatrestraintoverhimselfwhichwashabitualtohim。Heatehisbreakfastinastateofexultation,andtalked,——notalludingspeciallytothis3,000pounds,——asthoughhehadthecommandofalmostunlimitedmeans。Heorderedacarriageanddroveherout,andboughtpresentsforher,——
thingsastowhichtheyhadbothbeforedecidedthattheyshouldnotbeboughtbecauseoftheexpense。’Praydon’tspendyourmoneyforme,’shesaidtohim。’It’snicetohaveyougivingmethings,butitwouldbenicertomeeventhanthattothinkthatIcouldsaveyouexpense。’
Buthewasnotinamoodtobedenied。’Youdon’tunderstand,’
hesaid。’Idon’twanttobesavedfromlittleextravagancesofthissort。Owingtocircumstances,yourfather’smoneywasatthismomentofimportancetome,——buthehasansweredtothewhipandthemoneyisthere,andthetroubleisover。Wecanenjoyourselvesnow。Othertroubleswillspringup,nodoubt,beforelong。’
Shedidnotquitelikebeingtoldthatherfather’hadansweredtothewhip’,——butshewaswillingtobelievethatitwasaphrasecommonamongmentowhichitwouldbeprudishtomakeobjection。Therewas,also,somethinginherhusband’selationwhichwasdistastefultoher。Coulditbethatreversesoffortunewithreferencetomoderatesumsofmoney,suchasthiswhichwasnowcomingintohishands,wouldalwaysaffecthiminthesameway?Wasitnotalmostunmanly,oratanyratewasitnotundignified?Andyetshetriedtomakethebestofit,andlentherselftohisholidaymoodaswellasshewasable。’ShallIwriteandthankpapa?’shesaidthatevening。
’Ihavebeenthinkingofthat,’hesaid。’Youcanwriteifyoulike,andofcourseyouwill。ButIshallalsowrite,andhadbetterdosoapostortwobeforeyou。AshehascomeroundI
supposeIoughttoshowmyselfcivil。Whathesaysabouttherestofhismoneyisofcourseabsurd。Ishallaskhimnothingaboutit,butnodoubtafterabithewillmakepermanentarrangements。’Everythinginthebusinesswoundedhermoreorless。Shenowperceivedthatheregardedthis3,000poundsonlyasthefirstinstalmentofwhathemightget,andthathisjoywasduesimplytothistemporarysuccess。Andthenhecalledherfatherabsurdtoherface。Foramomentshethoughtthatshewoulddefendherfather。butshecouldnotasyetbringherselftoquestionherhusband’swordsevenonsuchasubjectasthat。
HedidwritetoMrWharton,butindoingsohealtogetherlaidasidethatflightymannerwhichforawhilehadannoyedher。Hethoroughlyunderstoodthatthewordingofthelettermightbeveryimportanttohim,andhetookmuchtroublewithit。Itmustbenowthegreatworkofhislifetoingratiatehimselfwiththisoldman,sothat,atanyrateattheoldman’sdeath,hemightpossessatleasthalfoftheoldman’smoney。Hemusttakecarethatthereshouldbenodivisionbetweenhiswifeandherfatherofsuchanatureastomakethefatherthinkthathissonoughttoenjoyanyspecialprivilegeofprimogenitureorofmaleinheritance。Andifitcouldbesomanagedthatthedaughtershouldbeforetheoldman’sdeath,becomehisfavouritechild,thatalsowouldbewell。Hewasthereforeverycarefulabouttheletter,whichwasasfollows:
MYDEARMRWHARTON
IcannotletyourlettertoEmilypasswithoutthankingyoumyselffortheveryliberalresponsemadebyyoutowhatwasofcoursearequestfrommyself。Letmeinthefirstplaceassureyouthathadyou,beforeourmarriage,madeanyinquiryaboutmymoneyaffairs,Iwouldhavetoldyoueverythingwithaccuracy。butasyoudidnotdosoIthoughtthatIshouldseemtointrudeuponyou,ifI
introducedthesubject。Itistoolongforaletter,butwheneveryoumayliketoalludetoit,youwillfindthatIwillbequiteopenwithyou。
Iamengagedinbusinesswhichoftenrequirestheuseofconsiderableamountofcapital。Ithassohappenedthateversinceweweremarriedtheimmediateuseofsumofmoneybecameessentialtometosavemefromsacrificingacargoofguano,whichwillbeofgreatlyincreasedvalueinthreemonths’time,butwhichotherwisemusthavegoneforwhatitwouldnowfetch。Yourkindnesswillseemethroughthatdifficulty。
Ofcoursethereissomethingprecariousinsuchabusinessasmine,——butIamendeavouringtomakeitlesssofromdaytoday,andhopeveryshortlytobringintothathumdrumgroovewhichbestbefitsamarriedman。
ShouldIaskfurtherassistancefromyouindoingthis,perhapsyouwillnotrefuseitifIcansucceedinmakingthemattercleartoyou。AsitisIthankyousincerelyforwhatyouhavedone。Iwillaskyoutopaythe3,000
poundsyouhavesokindlypromisedtomyaccountatMessrs。HunkyandSons,LombardStreet。Theyarenotregularbankers,butIhaveanaccountthere。
Wearewanderingaboutandenjoyingourselvesmightilyintheproperlyromanticmanner。Emilysometimesseemstothinkthatshewouldliketogiveupbusiness,andLondon,andallsubsidiarytroubles,inorderthatshemightsettleherselfforlifeunderanItaliansky。Buttheideadoesnotgenerallyremainwithherverylong。
AlreadysheisbeginningtoshowsymptomsofhomesicknessinregardtoManchesterSquare。
Yoursalwaysmostfaithfully,FERDINANDLOPEZ
TothisletterLopezreceivednoreply——nordidheexpectone。
BetweenEmilyandherfatherafewletterspassed,notverylong。
norasregardedthosefromMrWharton,weretheyveryinteresting。Innoneofthem,however,wasthereanymentionofmoney。ButearlyinJanuary,Lopezreceivedamorepressing,——
wemightalmostsayanagonisingletterfromhisfriendParker。
ThegistoftheletterwastomakeLopezunderstandthatParkermustatoncesellcertaininterestsinacomingcargoofguano,——
atwhateversacrifice,——unlesshecouldbecertifiedasthatmoneywhichmustbepaidinFebruary,andwhichhe,Parker,mustpay,shouldFerdinandLopezbeatthatmomentbeunabletomeethisbond。TheanswersenttoParkershallbegiventothereader。
MYDEAROLDAWFULLYSILLY,ANDABSURDLY,IMPATIENTFRIEND
Youarealwayslikeatoadunderaharrow,andthatwithouttheslightestcause。IhavemoneylyingatHunky’smorethandoubleenoughforthosebills。Whycan’tyoutrustaman?Ifyouwon’ttrustmeinsayingso,youcangotoMillsHappertonandaskhim。But,remember,Ishallbeverymuchannoyedifyoudoso,——
andthatsuchaninquirycannotbutbeinjurioustome。
If,however,youwon’tbelieveme,youcangoandask。Atanyrate,don’tmeddlewiththeguano。Weshouldloseover4,000poundseachofus,ifyouweretodoso。ByGeorge,amanshouldneithermarry,norleaveLondonforaday,ifhehastodowithafellowasnervousasyouare。AsitisIthinkIshallbebackinaweekortwobeforemytimeisproperlyup,lestyouandoneortwoothersshouldthinkthatIhavelevantedaltogether。
Ihavenohesitationinsayingthatmorefortunesarelostinbusinessbytremblingcowardicethanbyanyamountofimprudenceorextravagance。MyhairstandsonendwhenyoutalkofpartingwithguanoinDecemberbecausetherearebillswhichhavetobemetinFebruary。
Pluckupyourheart,man,andlookaround,andseewhatisdonebymenwithgoodcourage。
YoursalwaysFERDINANDLOPEZ
TheseweretheonlycommunicationsbetweenourmarriedcoupleandtheirfriendsathomewithwhichIneedtroublemyreaders。NorneedItellanyfurthertalesoftheirhoneymoon。IfthetimewasnotoneofcompleteandunalloyedjoytoEmily,——andwemustfearthatitwasnot,——itistoberememberedthatbutverylittlecompleteandunalloyedjoyisallowedtosojournersinthatvaleoftears,eventhoughtheyhavebeenbuttwomonthsmarried。InthefirstweekinFebruarytheyappearedintheBelgravemansion,andEmilyLopeztookpossessionofhernewhomewithaheartasfullofloveforherhusbandasithadbeenwhenshewalkedoutofthechurchinVereStreet,thoughitmaybethatsomeofhersweetestillusionshadalreadybeendispelled。
CHAPTER27
THEDUKE’SMISERY。
WemustgobackforawhiletoGatherumCastleandseetheguestswhomtheDuchesshadcollectedthereforherChristmasfestivities。ThehospitalityoftheDuke’shousehadbeenmaintainedalmostthroughouttheautumn。JustattheendofOctobertheywenttoMatching,forwhattheDuchesscalledaquietmonth——which,however,attheDuke’surgentrequest,becamesixweeks。Butevenherethehousewasfullallthetime,thoughfromdeficiencyofbedroomstheguestswereverymuchlessnumerous。ButatMatchingtheDuchesshadbeenuneasyandalmostcross。MrsFinnhadgonewithherhusbandtoIreland,andshehadtaughtherselftofancythatshecouldnotlivewithoutMrsFinn。Andherhusbandhadinsisteduponhavingroundhimpoliticiansofhisownsort,menwhoreallypreferredworktoarchery,oreventohunting,andwhodiscussedtheevilsofdirecttaxationabsolutelyinthedrawing-room。TheDuchesswasassuredthatthecountrycouldnotbegovernedbythesupportofsuchmenasthese,andwasverygladtogetbacktoGatherum,——
whitheralsocamePhineasFinnwithhiswife,andStBungaypeople,andBarringtonErle,andMrMonk,theChancelloroftheExchequer,withLordandLadyCantrip,andLordandLadyDrummond,——LordDrummondbeingtheonlyrepresentativeoftheotherorcoalescedparty。AndMajorPountneywasthere,havingbeenurgentwiththeDuchess,——andhavingfullyexplainedtohisfriendCaptainGunnerthathehadaccededtothewishesofhishostessonlyontheassuranceofherGracethatthehousewouldnotbeagaintroubledwiththepresenceofFerdinandLopez。Suchassuranceswerecommonbetweenthetwofriends,butwereinnocent,as,ofcourse,neitherbelievedtheother。AndLadyRosinawasaginthere,——withmanyothers。ThemelancholypovertyofLadyRosinahadcaptivatedtheDuke。’Sheshallcomeandlivehere,ifyoulike,’theDuchesshadsaidinanswertoarequestfromherhusbandonhisnewfriend’sbehalf,——’I’venodoubtshewillbewilling。’Theplacewasnotcrowdedasithadbeenbefore,butstillaboutthirtyguestssatdowntodinnerdaily,andLocock,Millepois,andMrsPritchardwereallkepthardatwork。NorwasourDuchessidle。Shewasalwaysmakinguptheparty,——meaningthecoalition,——doingsomethingtostrengthenthebuttresses,writingletterstolittlepeople,who,littleastheywere,mightbecomebigbyamalgamation。’Onealwayshastobebindingone’sfaggot,’shesaidtoMrsFinn,havingreadherAesop,notaltogetherinvain。’Whereshouldwehavebeenwithoutyou?’shehadwhisperedtoSirOrlandoDroughtwhenthatgentlemanwasleavingGatherumattheterminationofhissecondvisit。ShehadparticularlydislikedSirOrlando,andwasawarethatherhusbandhadbeenpeculiarlyshyofSirOrlandosincethedayonwhichtheyhadwalkedtogetherinthepark,——
andconsequently,theDuchesshadwhisperedtohim。’Don’tbindyourfaggottooconspicuously,’MrsFinnhadsaidtoher。ThentheDuchesshadfallentoaseatalmostexhaustedbylabour,mingledwithregrets,andbythedoubtswhichfromtimetotimepervadedevenheraudaciousspirit。’I’mnotagod,’shesaid,’oraPitt,oranItalianwithalongnamebeginningwithM。,thatIshouldbeabletodothesethingswithoutevermakingamistake。Andyettheymustbedone。Andasforhim,——hedoesnothelpmeintheleast。Hewandersaboutamongthecloudsofthemultiplicationtable,andthinksthatamajoritywilldropintohismouthbecausehedoesnotshutit。Canyoutiethefaggotanybetter?’’IthinkIwouldleaveituntied,’saidMrsFinn。’Youwouldnotdoanythingofthekind。You’dbejustasfussyasIam。’AndthusthegamewascarriedonatGatherumCastlefromweektoweek。
’Butyouwon’tleavehim?’ThiswassaidtoPhineasFinnbyhiswifeadayortwobeforeChristmas,andthequestionwasintroducedtoaskwhetherPhineasFinnthoughtofgivinguphisplace。
’NotifIcanhelpit。’
’Youlikethework。’
’Thathasbutlittletodowiththequestion,unfortunately。I
certainlylikehavingsomethingtodo。Ilikeearningmoney。’
’Idon’tknowwhyyoulikethatespecially,’saidthewifelaughing。
’Idoatanyrate,——and,inacertainsense,Ilikeauthority。
ButinservingwiththeDukeIfindalackofthatsympathywhichoneshouldhavewithone’schief。HewouldneversayawordtomeunlessIspoketohim。AndwhenIdospeak,thoughheisstudiouslycivil,——muchtoocourteous,——Iknowthatheisbored。Hehasnothingtosaytomeaboutthecountry。Whenhehasanythingtocommunicated,hepreferstowriteaminuteforWarburton,whothenwritestoMorton,——andsoitreachesme。’
’Doesn’titdoaswell?’
’Itmaydowithme。Therearereasonswhichbindmetohim,whichwillnotbindothermen。Mendon’ttalktomeaboutit,becausetheyknowIamboundtohimthroughyou。ButIamawareofthefeelingwhichexists。Youcan’tbereallyloyaltoakingifyouneverseehim,——ifhebealwayslockedupinsomealmostdivinerecess。’
’Akingmaymakehimselftoocommon,Phineas。’
’Nodoubt。Akinghastoknowwheretodrawtheline。ButtheDukedrawsnointentionallineatall。Heisnotbenaturegregariousorcommunicative,andisthereforehardlyfittedtobetheheadofaministry。’
’Itwillbreakherheartifanythinggoeswrong。’
’SheoughttorememberthatMinistriesseldomliveverylong,’
saidPhineas。’Butshe’llrecoverevenifshedoesbreakherheart。Sheistoofullofvitalitytobemuchrepressedbycalamity。HaveyouheardwhatistobedoneaboutSilverbridge?’
’TheDuchesswantstogetitforthisman,FerdinandLopez。’
’Butithasnotbeenpromisedyet。’
’Theseatisnotvacant,’saidMrsFinn,’andIdon’tknowwhenitwillbevacant。Ithinkthereisahitchaboutit,——andI
thinktheDuchessisgoingtobemadeveryangry。’
ThroughouttheautumntheDukehadbeenanunhappyman。WhiletheabsoluteworkoftheSessionhadlastedhehadfoundsomethingtoconsolehim。butnow,thoughhewassurroundedbyprivatesecretaries,andthoughdispatchboxeswentandcametwiceaday,thoughthereweredozensoflettersastowhichhehadtogivesomeinstruction,——yet,therewasintruthnothingforhimtodo。ItseemedtohimthatalltherealworkofGovernmenthadbeenfilchedfromhimbyhiscolleagues,andthathewasstuckupinpretendedauthority,——akindofwoodenPrimeMinister,fromwhomnorealministrationwasdemanded。Hisfirstrealfearhadbeenthathewashimselfunfit——butnowhewasuneasy,fearingthatothersthoughthimtobeunfit。TherewasMrMonkwithhisbudget,andLordDrummondwithhisthreeorfourdozenhalf-rebelliouscolonies,andSirOrlandoDroughtwiththeHousetoleadandashiptobuild,andPhineasFinnwithhisschemeofmunicipalHomeRuleforIreland,andLordRamsdenwithacodifiedStatuteBook,——allfullofwork,allwithsomethingspecialtobedone。Butforhim,——hehadtoarrangewhoshouldattendtheQueen,whatribbonsshouldbegivenaway,andwhatmiddle-agedyoungmanshouldmovetheaddress。Hesighedashethoughtofthosehappydaysinwhichheusedtofearthathismindandbodywouldbothgivewayunderthepressureofdecimalcoinage。
ButPhineasFinnhadreadtheDuke’scharacterrightinsayingthathewasneithergregariousnorcommunicative,andthereforebutlittlefittedtoruleEnglishmen。Hehadthoughtthatitwassohimself,andnowfromdaytodayhewasbecomingmoreassuredofhisowndeficiency。HecouldnotthrowhimselfintocordialrelationswiththeSirOrlandoDroughts,oreventheMrMonks。
But,thoughhehadneverwishedtobeputintohispresenthighoffice,nowthathewastherehedreadedthesenseoffailurewhichwouldfollowhisdescentfromit。Itisthisfeelingratherthangenuineambition,ratherthantheloveofpowerorpatronageorpay,whichinducesmentoclingtoplace。Theabsenceofrealwork,andthequantityofmockwork,bothalikemadethelifewearisometohim。buthecouldnotenduretheideathatitshouldbewritteninhistorythathehadallowedhimselftobemadeafaineantPrimeMinister,andthanhadfailedeveninthat。HistorywouldforgetwhathehaddoneasaworkingMinisterinrecordingthefeeblenessoftheMinistrywhichwouldbearhisname。
Theonemanwithwhomhecouldtalkfreely,andfromwhomhecouldtakeadvice,wasnowwithhim,hereathisCastle。HewasshyatfirstevenwiththeDukeofStBungay,butthatshynesshecouldgenerallyovercome,afterafewwords。Butthoughhewasalwayssureofhisoldfriend’ssympathyandofhisfriend’swisdom,yethedoubtedhisoldfriend’scapacitytounderstandhimself。TheyoungDukefelttheoldDuketobethicker-
skinnedthanhimselfandthereforeunabletoappreciatethethornswhichsosorelyworriedhisownflesh。’Theytalktomeaboutapolicy,’saidthehost。TheywereclosetedatthistimeinthePrimeMinister’sownsanctum,andthereyetremainedanhourbeforetheyneeddressfordinner。
’Whotalksaboutapolicy?’
’SirOrlandoDroughtespecially。’FortheDukeofOmniumhadneverforgottenthearroganceofthatadvicegiveninthepark。
’SirOrlandoisofcourseentitledtospeak,thoughIdonotknowthatheislikelytosayanythingverywellworthofhearing。
Whatishisspecialpolicy?’
’Ifhehadany,ofcourse,Iwouldhearhim。Itisnotthathewantsanyspecialthingtobedone,buthethinksthatIshouldgetupsomespecialthinginorderthatParliamentmaybesatisfied。’
’Ifyouwantedtocreateamajoritythatmightbetrue。Justlistentohimandhavedonewithit。’
’Icannotgooninthatway。Icannotsubmittowhatamountstocomplaintfromthegentlemenwhoareactingwithme。Norwouldtheysubmitlongtomysilence。IambeginningtofeelthatI
havebeenwrong。’
’Idon’tthinkyouhavebeenwrongatall。’
’Amaniswrongifheattemptstocarryaweighttoogreatforhisstrength。’
’Acertainnervoussensitiveness,fromwhichyoushouldfreeyourselfasfromadisease,isyouronlysourceofweakness。
Thinkaboutyourbusinessasashoemakerthinksofhis。Doyourbest,andthenletyourcustomersjudgeforthemselves。Caveatemptor。Amanshouldneverendeavourtopricehimself,butshouldacceptthepricewhichothersputonhim,——onlybeingcarefulthatheshouldlearnwhatthatpriceis。Yourpolicyshouldbetokeepyourgovernmenttogetherbyastrongmajority。
Afterall,themakingofnewlawsistoooftenbutanunfortunatenecessitylaidonusbytheimpatienceofthepeople。A
lengthenedperiodofquietandthereforegoodgovernmentwithaminimumofnewlawswouldbethegreatestbenefitthecountrycouldreceive。WhenIrecommendedyoutocomplywiththeQueen’sbehestIdidsobecauseIthoughtyoumightinauguratesuchaperiodmorecertainlythananyotheroneman。’ThisoldDukewasquitecontentwiththestateofthingssuchashedescribed。HehadbeenaCabinetMinisterformorethanhalfhislife。HelikedbeingaCabinetMinister。Hethoughtitwellforthecountrygenerallythathispartyshouldbeinpower,——andifnothispartyinitsentirety,thenasmuchofhispartyasmightbepossible。HedidnotexpecttobewrittenofasPittoraSomers,buthethoughtthatmemoirswouldspeakofhimasausefulnobleman,——andhewascontented。Hewasnotonlynotambitioushimself,buttheeffervescenceandgeneralturbulenceofambitioninothermenwasdistastefultohim,andthepowerofsubmittingtodefeatwithouteithershameorsorrowhadbecomeperfectwithhimbylongpractice。HewouldhavemadehisbrotherDukesuchashewashimself,——hadnothisbrotherDukebeensolamentablythin-skinned。
’IsupposewemusttryitforanotherSession?’saidtheDukeofOmniumwithalachrymosevoice。
’Ofcoursewemust,——andforothersafterthat,Ibothhopeandtrust,’saidtheDukeofStBungay,gettingup。’IfIdon’tgoupstairsIshallbelate,andthenherGracewilllookatmewithunforgivingeyes。’