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  There’sagooddealinthat。andindeedouryoungladyfelttheforceofit-feltitthrownoff,intothevastoftruthandpoetry,aspracticallyabaittoherimagination。Butshepromptlycameround。

  Thinkofmeornot,asyoufindmostpossible。onlyleavemealone。

  Untilwhen?

  Well,forayearortwo。

  Whichdoyoumean?Betweenoneyearandtwothere’sallthedifferenceintheworld。

  Callittwothen,saidIsabelwithastudiedeffectofeagerness。

  AndwhatshallIgainbythat?herfriendaskedwithnosignofwincing。

  You’llhaveobligedmegreatly。

  Andwhatwillbemyreward?

  Doyouneedarewardforanactofgenerosity?

  Yes,whenitinvolvesagreatsacrifice。

  There’snogenerositywithoutsomesacrifice。Mendon’tunderstandsuchthings。Ifyoumakethesacrificeyou’llhaveallmyadmiration。

  Idon’tcareacentforyouradmiration-notonestraw,withnothingtoshowforit。Whenwillyoumarryme?That’stheonlyquestion。

  Never-ifyougoonmakingmefeelonlyasIfeelatpresent。

  WhatdoIgainthenbynottryingtomakeyoufeelotherwise?

  You’llgainquiteasmuchasbyworryingmetodeath!CasparGoodwoodbenthiseyesagainandgazedawhileintothecrownofhishat。Adeepflushoverspreadhisface。shecouldseehersharpnesshadatlastpenetrated。Thisimmediatelyhadavalue-classic,romantic,redeeming,whatdidsheknow?-forher。thestrongmaninpainwasoneofthecategoriesofthehumanappeal,littlecharmashemightexertinthegivencase。Whydoyoumakemesaysuchthingstoyou?shecriedinatremblingvoice。Ionlywanttobegentle-tobethoroughlykind。It’snotdelightfultometofeelpeoplecareformeandyettohavetotryandreasonthemoutofit。Ithinkothersalsooughttobeconsiderate。wehaveeachtojudgeforourselves。I

  knowyou’reconsiderate,asmuchasyoucanbe。you’vegoodreasonsforwhatyoudo。ButIreallydon’twanttomarry,ortotalkaboutitatallnow。Ishallprobablyneverdoit-no,never。I’veaperfectrighttofeelthatway,andit’snokindnesstoawomantopresshersohard,tourgeheragainstherwill。IfIgiveyoupainIcanonlysayI’mverysorry。It’snotmyfault。Ican’tmarryyousimplytopleaseyou。Iwon’tsaythatIshallalwaysremainyourfriend,becausewhenwomensaythat,inthesesituations,itpasses,I

  believe,forasortofmockery。Buttrymesomeday。

  CasparGoodwood,duringthisspeech,hadkepthiseyesfixeduponthenameofhishatter,anditwasnotuntilsometimeaftershehadceasedspeakingthatheraisedthem。Whenhedidsothesightofarosy,lovelyeagernessinIsabel’sfacethrewsomeconfusionintohisattempttoanalyzeherwords。I’llgohome-I’llgoto-morrow-

  I’llleaveyoualone,hebroughtoutatlast。Only,heheavilysaid,Ihatetolosesightofyou!

  Neverfear。Ishalldonoharm。

  You’llmarrysomeoneelse,assureasIsithere,CasparGoodwooddeclared。

  Doyouthinkthatagenerouscharge?

  Whynot?Plentyofmenwilltrytomakeyou。

  ItoldyoujustnowthatIdon’twishtomarryandthatIalmostcertainlynevershall。

  Iknowyoudid,andIlikeyour’almostcertainly’!Iputnofaithinwhatyousay。

  Thankyouverymuch。Doyouaccusemeoflyingtoshakeyouoff?

  Yousayverydelicatethings。

  WhyshouldInotsaythat?You’vegivenmenopledgeofanythingatall。

  No,that’sallthatwouldbewanting!

  Youmayperhapsevenbelieveyou’resafe-fromwishingtobe。Butyou’renot,theyoungmanwentonasifpreparinghimselffortheworst。

  Verywellthen。We’llputitthatI’mnotsafe。Haveitasyouplease。

  Idon’tknow,however,saidCasparGoodwood,thatmykeepingyouinsightwouldpreventit。

  Don’tyouindeed?I’mafterallverymuchafraidofyou。DoyouthinkI’msoveryeasilypleased?sheaskedsuddenly,changinghertone。

  No-Idon’t。Ishalltrytoconsolemyselfwiththat。Butthereareacertainnumberofverydazzlingmenintheworld,nodoubt。andiftherewereonlyoneitwouldbeenough。Themostdazzlingofallwillmakestraightforyou。You’llbesuretotakenoonewhoisn’tdazzling。

  Ifyoumeanbydazzlingbrilliantlyclever,Isabelsaid-andI

  can’timaginewhatelseyoumean-Idon’tneedtheaidofaclevermantoteachmehowtolive。Icanfinditoutformyself。

  Findouthowtolivealone?Iwishthat,whenyouhave,you’dteachme!

  Shelookedathimamoment。thenwithaquicksmile,Oh,yououghttomarry!shesaid。

  Hemightbepardonedifforaninstantthisexclamationseemedtohimtosoundtheinfernalnote,anditisnotonrecordthathermotivefordischargingsuchashafthadbeenoftheclearest。Heoughtn’ttostrideaboutleanandhungry,however-shecertainlyfeltthatforhim。Godforgiveyou!hemurmuredbetweenhisteethasheturnedaway。

  Heraccenthadputherslightlyinthewrong,andafteramomentshefelttheneedtorightherself。Theeasiestwaytodoitwastoplacehimwhereshehadbeen。Youdomegreatinjustice-yousaywhatyoudon’tknow!shebrokeout。Ishouldn’tbeaneasyvictim-I’veprovedit。

  Oh,tome,perfectly。

  I’veprovedittoothersaswell。Andshepausedamoment。I

  refusedaproposalofmarriagelastweek。whattheycall-nodoubt-

  adazzlingone。

  I’mverygladtohearit,saidtheyoungmangravely。

  Itwasaproposalmanygirlswouldhaveaccepted。ithadeverythingtorecommendit。Isabelhadnotproposedtoherselftotellthisstory,but,nowshehadbegun,thesatisfactionofspeakingitoutanddoingherselfjusticetookpossessionofher。Iwasofferedagreatpositionandagreatfortune-byapersonwhomIlikeextremely。

  Casparwatchedherwithintenseinterest。IsheanEnglishman?

  He’sanEnglishnobleman,saidIsabel。

  Hervisitorreceivedthisannouncementatfirstinsilence,butatlastsaid:I’mgladhe’sdisappointed。

  Wellthen,asyouhavecompanionsinmisfortune,makethebestofit。

  Idon’tcallhimacompanion,saidCaspargrimly。

  Whynot-sinceIdeclinedhisofferabsolutely?

  Thatdoesn’tmakehimmycompanion。Besides,he’sanEnglishman。

  Andprayisn’tanEnglishmanahumanbeing?Isabelasked。

  Oh,thosepeople?They’renotofmyhumanity,andIdon’tcarewhatbecomesofthem。

  You’reveryangry,saidthegirl。We’vediscussedthismatterquiteenough。

  Ohyes,I’mveryangry。Ipleadguiltytothat!

  Sheturnedawayfromhim,walkedtotheopenwindowandstoodamomentlookingintotheduskyvoidofthestreet,whereaturbidgaslightalonerepresentedsocialanimation。Forsometimeneitheroftheseyoungpersonsspoke。Casparlingerednearthechimney-piecewitheyesgloomilyattached。Shehadvirtuallyrequestedhimtogo-heknewthat。butattheriskofmakinghimselfodioushekepthisground。Shewastoonursedaneedtobeeasilyrenounced,andhehadcrossedtheseaalltowringfromhersomescrapofavow。Presentlysheleftthewindowandstoodagainbeforehim。Youdomeverylittlejustice-aftermytellingyouwhatItoldyoujustnow。I’msorryI

  toldyou-sinceitmatterssolittletoyou。

  Ah,criedtheyoungman,ifyouwerethinkingofmewhenyoudidit!Andthenhepausedwiththefearthatshemightcontradictsohappyathought。

  Iwasthinkingofyoualittle,saidIsabel。

  Alittle?Idon’tunderstand。IftheknowledgeofwhatIfeelforyouhadanyweightwithyouatall,callingita’little’isapooraccountofit。

  Isabelshookherheadasiftocarryoffablunder。I’verefusedamostkind,noblegentleman。Makethemostofthat。

  Ithankyouthen,saidCasparGoodwoodgravely。Ithankyouimmensely。

  Andnowyouhadbettergohome。

  MayInotseeyouagain?heasked。

  Ithinkit’sbetternot。You’llbesuretotalkofthis,andyouseeitleadstonothing。

  Ipromiseyounottosayawordthatwillannoyyou。

  Isabelreflectedandthenanswered:Ireturninadayortwotomyuncle’s,andIcan’tproposetoyoutocomethere。Itwouldbetooinconsistent。

  CasparGoodwood,onhisside,considered。Youmustdomejusticetoo。Ireceivedaninvitationtoyouruncle’smorethanaweekago,andIdeclinedit。

  Shebetrayedsurprise。Fromwhomwasyourinvitation?

  FromMr。RalphTouchett,whomIsupposetobeyourcousin。I

  declineditbecauseIhadnotyourauthorizationtoacceptit。ThesuggestionthatMr。TouchettshouldinvitemeappearedtohavecomefromMissStackpole。

  Itcertainlyneverdidfromme。Henriettareallygoesveryfar,

  Isabeladded。

  Don’tbetoohardonher-thattouchesme。

  No。ifyoudeclinedyoudidquiteright,andIthankyouforit。

  AndshegavealittleshudderofdismayatthethoughtthatLordWarburtonandMr。GoodwoodmighthavemetatGardencourt:itwouldhavebeensoawkwardforLordWarburton。

  Whenyouleaveyourunclewheredoyougo?hercompanionasked。

  Igoabroadwithmyaunt-toFlorenceandotherplaces。

  Theserenityofthisannouncementstruckachilltotheyoungman’sheart。heseemedtoseeherwhirledawayintocirclesfromwhichhewasinexorablyexcluded。Neverthelesshewentonquicklywithhisquestions。AndwhenshallyoucomebacktoAmerica?

  Perhapsnotforalongtime。I’mveryhappyhere。

  Doyoumeantogiveupyourcountry?

  Don’tbeaninfant!

  Well,you’llbeoutofmysightindeed!saidCasparGoodwood。

  Idon’tknow,sheansweredrathergrandly。Theworld-withalltheseplacessoarrangedandsotouchingeachother-comestostrikeoneasrathersmall。

  It’sasighttoobigforme!Casparexclaimedwithasimplicityouryoungladymighthavefoundtouchingifherfacehadnotbeensetagainstconcessions。

  Thisattitudewaspartofasystem,atheory,thatshehadlatelyembraced,andtobethoroughshesaidafteramoment:Don’tthinkmeunkindifIsayit’sjustthat-beingoutofyoursight-thatI

  like。IfyouwereinthesameplaceIshouldfeelyouwerewatchingme,andIdon’tlikethat-Ilikemylibertytoomuch。Ifthere’sathingintheworldI’mfondof,shewentonwithaslightrecurrenceofgrandeur,it’smypersonalindependence。

  ButwhatevertheremightbeofthetoosuperiorinthisspeechmovedCasparGoodwood’sadmiration。therewasnothinghewincedatinthelargeairofit。Hehadneversupposedshehadn’twingsandtheneedofbeautifulfreemovements-hewasn’t,withhisownlongarmsandstrides,afraidofanyforceinher。Isabel’swords,iftheyhadbeenmeanttoshockhim,failedofthemarkandonlymadehimsmilewiththesensethatherewascommonground。WhowouldwishlesstocurtailyourlibertythanI?Whatcangivemegreaterpleasurethantoseeyouperfectlyindependent-doingwhateveryoulike?It’stomakeyouindependentthatIwanttomarryyou。

  That’sabeautifulsophism,saidthegirlwithasmilemorebeautifulstill。

  Anummarriedwoman-agirlofyourage-isn’tindependent。Thereareallsortsofthingsshecan’tdo。She’shamperedateverystep。

  That’sasshelooksatthequestion,Isabelansweredwithmuchspirit。notinmyfirstyouth-IcandowhatIchoose-Ibelongquitetotheindependentclass。I’veneitherfathernormother。I’mpoorandofaseriousdisposition。I’mnotpretty。Ithereforeamnotboundtobetimidandconventional。indeedIcan’taffordsuchluxuries。Besides,Itrytojudgethingsformyself。tojudgewrong,I

  think,ismorehonourablethannottojudgeatall。Idon’twishtobeameresheepintheflock。Iwishtochoosemyfateandknowsomethingofhumanaffairsbeyondwhatotherpeoplethinkitcompatiblewithproprietytotellme。Shepausedamoment,butnotlongenoughforhercompaniontoreply。Hewasapparentlyonthepointofdoingsowhenshewenton:Letmesaythistoyou,Mr。Goodwood。You’resokindastospeakofbeingafraidofmymarrying。IfyoushouldheararumourthatI’monthepointofdoingso-girlsareliabletohavesuchthingssaidaboutthem-rememberwhatIhavetoldyouaboutmyloveoflibertyandventuretodoubtit。

  Therewassomethingpassionatelypositiveinthetoneinwhichshegavehimthisadvice,andhesawashiningcandourinhereyesthathelpedhimtobelieveher。Onthewholehefeltreassured,andyoumighthaveperceiveditbythemannerinwhichhesaid,quiteeagerly:

  Youwantsimplytotravelfortwoyears?I’mquitewillingtowaittwoyears,andyoumaydowhatyoulikeintheinterval。Ifthat’sallyouwant,praysayso。Idon’twantyoutobeconventional。doI

  strikeyouasconventionalmyself?Doyouwanttoimproveyourmind?

  Yourmind’squitegoodenoughforme。butifitinterestsyoutowanderaboutawhileandseedifferentcountriesIshallbedelightedtohelpyouinanywayinmypower。

  You’reverygenerous。that’snothingnewtome。Thebestwaytohelpmewillbetoputasmanyhundredmilesofseabetweenusaspossible。

  Onewouldthinkyouweregoingtocommitsomeatrocity!saidCasparGoodwood。

  PerhapsIam。Iwishtobefreeeventodothatifthefancytakesme。

  Wellthen,hesaidslowly,I’llgohome。Andheputouthishand,tryingtolookcontentedandconfident。

  Isabel’sconfidenceinhim,however,wasgreaterthananyhecouldfeelinher。Notthathethoughthercapableofcommittinganatrocity。but,turnitoverashewould,therewassomethingominousinthewayshereservedheroption。Asshetookhishandshefeltagreatrespectforhim。sheknewhowmuchhecaredforherandshethoughthimmagnanimous。Theystoodsoforamoment,lookingateachother,unitedbyahand-claspwhichwasnotmerelypassiveonherside。That’sright,shesaidverykindly,almosttenderly。You’lllosenothingbybeingareasonableman。

  ButI’llcomeback,whereveryouare,twoyearshence,hereturnedwithcharacteristicgrimness。

  Wehaveseenthatouryoungladywasinconsequent,andatthisshesuddenlychangedhernote。Ah,remember,Ipromisenothing-

  absolutelynothing!Thenmoresoftly,asiftohelphimtoleaveher:

  AndremembertoothatIshallnotbeaneasyvictim!

  You’llgetverysickofyourindependence。

  PerhapsIshall。it’sevenveryprobable。WhenthatdaycomesI

  shallbeverygladtoseeyou。

  Shehadlaidherhandontheknobofthedoorthatledintoherroom,andshewaitedamomenttoseewhetherhervisitorwouldnottakehisdeparture。Butheappearedunabletomove。therewasstillanimmenseunwillingnessinhisattitudeandasoreremonstranceinhiseyes。Imustleaveyounow,saidIsabel。andsheopenedthedoorandpassedintotheotherroom。

  Thisapartmentwasdark,butthedarknesswastemperedbyavagueradiancesentupthroughthewindowfromthecourtofthehotel,andIsabelcouldmakeoutthemassesofthefurniture,thedimshiningofthemirrorandtheloomingofthebigfour-postedbed。Shestoodstillamoment,listening,andatlastsheheardCasparGoodwoodwalkoutofthesitting-roomandclosethedoorbehindhim。Shestoodstillalittlelonger,andthen,byanirresistibleimpulse,droppedonherkneesbeforeherbedandhidherfaceinherarms。

  CHAPTER17

  Shewasnotpraying。shewastrembling-tremblingallover。

  Vibrationwaseasytoher,wasinfacttooconstantwithher,andshefoundherselfnowhumminglikeasmittenharp。Sheonlyasked,however,toputonthecover,tocaseherselfagaininbrownholland,butshewishedtoresistherexcitement,andtheattitudeofdevotion,whichshekeptforsometime,seemedtohelphertobestill。SheintenselyrejoicedthatCasparGoodwoodwasgone。therewassomethinginhavingthusgotridofhimthatwaslikethepayment,forastampedreceipt,ofsomedebttoolongonhermind。Asshefeltthegladreliefshebowedherheadalittlelower。thesensewasthere,throbbinginherheart。itwaspartofheremotion,butitwasathingtobeashamedof-itwasprofaneandoutofplace。Itwasnotforsometenminutesthatsherosefromherknees,andevenwhenshecamebacktothesitting-roomhertremorhadnotquitesubsided。Ithadhad,verily,twocauses:partofitwastobeaccountedforbyherlongdiscussionwithMr。Goodwood,butitmightbefearedthattherestwassimplytheenjoymentshefoundintheexerciseofherpower。Shesatdowninthesamechairagainandtookupherbook,butwithoutgoingthroughtheformofopeningthevolume。

  Sheleanedback,withthatlow,soft,aspiringmurmurwithwhichsheoftenutteredherresponsetoaccidentsofwhichthebrightersidewasnotsuperficiallyobvious,andyieldedtothesatisfactionofhavingrefusedtwoardentsuitorsinafortnight。ThatloveoflibertyofwhichshehadgivenCasparGoodwoodsoboldasketchwasasyetalmostexclusivelytheoretic。shehadnotbeenabletoindulgeitonalargescale。Butitappearedtohershehaddonesomething。shehadtastedofthedelight,ifnotofbattle,atleastofvictory。shehaddonewhatwastruesttoherplan。IntheglowofthisconsciousnesstheimageofMr。Goodwoodtakinghissadwalkhomewardthroughthedingytownpresenteditselfwithacertainreproachfulforce。sothat,asatthesamemomentthedooroftheroomwasopened,sherosewithanapprehensionthathehadcomeback。ButitwasonlyHenriettaStackpolereturningfromherdinner。

  MissStackpoleimmediatelysawthatouryoungladyhadbeenthroughsomething,andindeedthediscoverydemandednogreatpenetration。Shewentstraightuptoherfriend,whoreceivedherwithoutagreeting。Isabel’selationinhavingsentCasparGoodwoodbacktoAmericapresupposedherbeinginamannergladhehadcometoseeher。butatthesametimesheperfectlyrememberedHenriettahadhadnorighttosetatrapforher。Hashebeenhere,dear?

  thelatteryearninglyasked。

  Isabelturnedawayandforsomemomentsanswerednothing。Youactedverywrongly,shedeclaredatlast。

  Iactedforthebest。Ionlyhopeyouactedaswell。

  You’renotthejudge。Ican’ttrustyou,saidIsabel。

  Thisdeclarationwasunflattering,butHenriettawasmuchtoounselfishtoheedthechargeitconveyed。shecaredonlyforwhatitintimatedwithregardtoherfriend。IsabelArcher,sheobservedwithequalabruptnessandsolemnity,ifyoumarryoneofthesepeopleI’llneverspeaktoyouagain!

  BeforemakingsoterribleathreatyouhadbetterwaittillI’masked,Isabelreplied。NeverhavingsaidawordtoMissStackpoleaboutLordWarburton’sovertures,shehadnownoimpulsewhatevertojustifyherselftoHenriettabytellingherthatshehadrefusedthatnobleman。

  Oh,you’llbeaskedquickenough,onceyougetoffontheContinent。AnnieClimberwasaskedthreetimesinItaly-poorplainlittleAnnie。

  Well,ifAnnieClimberwasn’tcapturedwhyshouldIbe?

  Idon’tbelieveAnniewaspressed。butyou’llbe。

  That’saflatteringconviction,saidIsabelwithoutalarm。

  Idon’tflatteryou,Isabel,Itellyouthetruth!criedherfriend。Ihopeyoudon’tmeantotellmethatyoudidn’tgiveMr。

  Goodwoodsomehope。

  Idon’tseewhyIshouldtellyouanything。asIsaidtoyoujustnow,Ican’ttrustyou。Butsinceyou’resomuchinterestedinMr。

  GoodwoodIwon’tconcealfromyouthathereturnsimmediatelytoAmerica。

  Youdon’tmeantosayyou’vesenthimoff?Henriettaalmostshrieked。

  Iaskedhimtoleavemealone。andIaskyouthesame,Henrietta。MissStackpoleglitteredforaninstantwithdismayandthenpassedtothemirroroverthechimney-pieceandtookoffherbonnet。Ihopeyou’veenjoyedyourdinner,Isabelwenton。

  Buthercompanionwasnottobedivertedbyfrivolouspropositions。Doyouknowwhereyou’regoing,IsabelArcher?

  JustnowI’mgoingtobed,saidIsabelwithpersistentfrivolity。

  Doyouknowwhereyou’redrifting?Henriettapursued,holdingoutherbonnetdelicately。

  No,Ihaven’ttheleastidea,andIfinditverypleasantnottoknow。Aswiftcarriage,ofadarknight,rattlingwithfourhorsesoverroadsthatonecan’tsee-that’smyideaofhappiness。

  Mr。Goodwoodcertainlydidn’tteachyoutosaysuchthingsasthat-

  liketheheroineofanimmoralnovel,saidMissStackpole。You’redriftingtosomegreatmistake。

  Isabelwasirritatedbyherfriend’sinterference,yetshestilltriedtothinkwhattruththisdeclarationcouldrepresent。Shecouldthinkofnothingthatdivertedherfromsaying:Youmustbeveryfondofme,Henrietta,tobewillingtobesoaggressive。

  Iloveyouintensely,Isabel,saidMissStackpolewithfeeling。

  Well,ifyoulovemeintenselyletmeasintenselyalone。IaskedthatofMr。Goodwood,andImustalsoaskitofyou。

  Takecareyou’renotletalonetoomuch。

  That’swhatMr。Goodwoodsaidtome。ItoldhimImusttaketherisks。

  You’reacreatureofrisks-youmakemeshudder!criedHenrietta。WhendoesMr。GoodwoodreturntoAmerica?

  Idon’tknow-hedidn’ttellme。

  Perhapsyoudidn’tenquire,saidHenriettawiththenoteofrighteousirony。

  Igavehimtoolittlesatisfactiontohavetherighttoaskquestionsofhim。

  ThisassertionseemedtoMissStackpoleforamomenttobiddefiancetocomment。butatlastsheexclaimed:Well,Isabel,ifIdidn’tknowyouImightthinkyouwereheartless!

  Takecare,saidIsabel。you’respoilingme。

  I’mafraidI’vedonethatalready。Ihope,atleast,MissStackpoleadded,thathemaycrosswithAnnieClimber!

  IsabellearnedfromherthenextmorningthatshehaddeterminednottoreturntoGardencourtwhereoldMr。Touchetthadpromisedherarenewedwelcome,buttoawaitinLondonthearrivaloftheinvitationthatMr。BantlinghadpromisedherfromhissisterLadyPensil。MissStackpolerelatedveryfreelyherconversationwithRalphTouchett’ssociablefriendanddeclaredtoIsabelthatshereallybelievedshehadnowgotholdofsomethingthatwouldleadtosomething。OnthereceiptofLadyPensil’sletter-Mr。Bantlinghadvirtuallyguaranteedthearrivalofthisdocument-shewouldimmediatelydepartforBedfordshire,andifIsabelcaredtolookoutforherimpressionsintheInterviewershewouldcertainlyfindthem。Henriettawasevidentlygoingtoseesomethingoftheinnerlifethistime。

  Doyouknowwhereyou’redrifting,HenriettaStackpole?Isabelasked,imitatingthetoneinwhichherfriendhadspokenthenightbefore。

  I’mdriftingtoabigposition-thatoftheQueenofAmericanJournalism。Ifmynextletterisn’tcopiedallovertheWestI’llswallowmypen-wiper!

  ShehadarrangedwithherfriendMissAnnieClimber,theyoungladyofthecontinentaloffers,thattheyshouldgotogethertomakethosepurchaseswhichweretoconstituteMissClimber’sfarewelltoahemisphereinwhichsheatleasthadbeenappreciated。andshepresentlyrepairedtoJermynStreettopickuphercompanion。

  ShortlyafterherdepartureRalphTouchettwasannounced,andassoonashecameinIsabelsawhehadsomethingonhismind。Heverysoontookhiscousinintohisconfidence。Hehadreceivedfromhismotheratelegramtotheeffectthathisfatherhadhadasharpattackofhisoldmalady,thatshewasmuchalarmedandthatshebeggedhewouldinstantlyreturntoGardencourt。OnthisoccasionatleastMrs。Touchett’sdevotiontotheelectricwirewasnotopentocriticism。

  I’vejudgeditbesttoseethegreatdoctor,SirMatthewHope,first,Ralphsaid。bygreatgoodluckhe’sintown。He’stoseemeathalf-pasttwelve,andIshallmakesureofhiscomingdowntoGardencourt-whichhewilldothemorereadilyashehasalreadyseenmyfatherseveraltimes,boththereandinLondon。There’sanexpressattwo-forty-five,whichIshalltake。andyou’llcomebackwithmeorremainhereafewdayslonger,exactlyasyouprefer。

  Ishallcertainlygowithyou,Isabelreturned。Idon’tsupposeI

  canbeofanyusetomyuncle,butifhe’sillIshallliketobenearhim。

  Ithinkyou’refondofhim,saidRalphwithacertainshypleasureinhisface。Youappreciatehim,whichalltheworldhasn’tdone。Thequality’stoofine。

  Iquiteadorehim,Isabelafteramomentsaid。

  That’sverywell。Afterhissonhe’syourgreatestadmirer。

  Shewelcomedthisassurance,butshegavesecretlyasmallsighofreliefatthethoughtthatMr。Touchettwasoneofthoseadmirerswhocouldn’tproposetomarryher。This,however,wasnotwhatshespoke。shewentontoinformRalphthattherewereotherreasonsforhernotremaininginLondon。Shewastiredofitandwishedtoleaveit。andthenHenriettawasgoingaway-goingtostayinBedfordshire。

  InBedfordshire?

  WithLadyPensil,thesisterofMr。Bantling,whohasansweredforaninvitation。

  Ralphwasfeelinganxious,butatthishebrokeintoalaugh。

  Suddenly,nonetheless,hisgravityreturned。Bantling’samanofcourage。Butiftheinvitationshouldgetlostontheway?

  IthoughttheBritishpost-officewasimpeccable。

  ThegoodHomersometimesnods,saidRalph。However,hewentonmorebrightly,thegoodBantlingneverdoes,and,whateverhappens,he’lltakecareofHenrietta。

  RalphwenttokeephisappointmentwithSirMatthewHope,andIsabelmadeherarrangementsforquittingPratt’sHotel。Heruncle’sdangertouchedhernearly,andwhileshestoodbeforeheropentrunk,lookingabouthervaguelyforwhatsheshouldputintoit,thetearssuddenlyrosetohereyes。ItwasperhapsforthisreasonthatwhenRalphcamebackattwoo’clocktotakehertothestationshewasnotyetready。HefoundMissStackpole,however,inthesitting-room,whereshehadjustrisenfromherluncheon,andthisladyimmediatelyexpressedherregretathisfather’sillness。

  He’sagrandoldman,shesaid。he’sfaithfultothelast。Ifit’sreallytobethelast-pardonmyalludingtoit,butyoumustoftenhavethoughtofthepossibility-I’msorrythatIshallnotbeatGardencourt。

  You’llamuseyourselfmuchmoreinBedfordshire。

  Ishallbesorrytoamusemyselfatsuchatime,saidHenriettawithmuchpropriety。Butsheimmediatelyadded:Ishouldlikesotocommemoratetheclosingscene。

  Myfathermaylivealongtime,saidRalphsimply。Then,advertingtotopicsmorecheerful,heinterrogatedMissStackpoleastoherownfuture。

  NowthatRalphwasintroublesheaddressedhiminatoneoflargerallowanceandtoldhimthatshewasmuchindebtedtohimforhavingmadeheracquaintedwithMr。Bantling。HehastoldmejustthethingsIwanttoknow,shesaid。allthesociety-itemsandallabouttheroyalfamily。Ican’tmakeoutthatwhathetellsmeabouttheroyalfamilyismuchtotheircredit。buthesaysthat’sonlymypeculiarwayoflookingatit。Well,allIwantisthatheshouldgivemethefacts。Icanputthemtogetherquickenough,onceI’vegotthem。AndsheaddedthatMr。Bantlinghadbeensogoodastopromisetocomeandtakeheroutthatafternoon。

  Totakeyouwhere?Ralphventuredtoenquire。

  ToBuckinghamPalace。He’sgoingtoshowmeoverit,sothatI

  maygetsomeideahowtheylive。

  Ah,saidRalph,weleaveyouingoodhands。Thefirstthingweshallhearisthatyou’reinvitedtoWindsorCastle。

  Iftheyaskme,Ishallcertainlygo。OnceIgetstartedI’mnotafraid。Butforallthat,Henriettaaddedinamoment,I’mnotsatisfied。I’mnotatpeaceaboutIsabel。

  Whatisherlastmisdemeanour?

  Well,I’vetoldyoubefore,andIsupposethere’snoharminmygoingon。IalwaysfinishasubjectthatItakeup。Mr。Goodwoodwasherelastnight。

  Ralphopenedhiseyes。heevenblushedalittle-hisblushbeingthesignofanemotionsomewhatacute。HerememberedthatIsabel,inseparatingfromhiminWinchesterSquare,hadrepudiatedhissuggestionthathermotiveindoingsowastheexpectationofavisitoratPratesHotel,anditwasanewpangtohimtohavetosuspectherofduplicity。Ontheotherhand,hequicklysaidtohimself,whatconcernwasitofhisthatsheshouldhavemadeanappointmentwithalover?Haditnotbeenthoughtgracefulineveryagethatyoungladiesshouldmakeamysteryofsuchappointments?

  RalphgaveMissStackpoleadiplomaticanswer。Ishouldhavethoughtthat,withtheviewsyouexpressedtometheotherday,thiswouldsatisfyyouperfectly。

  Thatheshouldcometoseeher?Thatwasverywell,asfarasitwent。Itwasalittleplotofmine。IlethimknowthatwewereinLondon,andwhenithadbeenarrangedthatIshouldspendtheeveningoutIsenthimaword-thewordwejustuttertothe’wise。’I

  hopedhewouldfindheralone。Iwon’tpretendIdidn’thopethatyou’dbeoutoftheway。Hecametoseeher,buthemightaswellhavestayedaway。

  Isabelwascruel?-andRalph’sfacelightedwiththereliefofhiscousin’snothavingshownduplicity。

  Idon’texactlyknowwhatpassedbetweenthem。Butshegavehimnosatisfaction-shesenthimbacktoAmerica。

  PoorMr。Goodwood!Ralphsighed。

  Heronlyideaseemstobetogetridofhim,Henriettawenton。

  PoorMr。Goodwood!Ralphrepeated。Theexclamation,itmustbeconfessed,wasautomatic。itfailedexactlytoexpresshisthoughts,whichweretakinganotherline。

  Youdon’tsaythatasifyoufeltit。Idon’tbelieveyoucare。

  Ah,saidRalph,youmustrememberthatIdon’tknowthisinterestingyoungman-thatI’veneverseenhim。

  Well,Ishallseehim,andIshalltellhimnottogiveup。IfI

  didn’tbelieveIsabelwouldcomeround,MissStackpoleadded-

  well,I’dgiveupmyself。ImeanI’dgiveherup!

  CHAPTER18

  IthadoccurredtoRalphthat,intheconditions,Isabel’spartingwithherfriendmightbeofaslightlyembarrassednature,andhewentdowntothedoorofthehotelinadvanceofhiscousin,who,afteraslightdelay,followedwiththetracesofanunacceptedremonstrance,ashethought,inhereyes。ThetwomadethejourneytoGardencourtinalmostunbrokensilence,andtheservantwhometthematthestationhadnobetternewstogivethemofMr。Touchett-afactwhichcausedRalphtocongratulatehimselfafreshonSirMatthewHope’shavingpromisedtocomedowninthefiveo’clocktrainandspendthenight。Mrs。Touchett,helearned,onreachinghome,hadbeenconstantlywiththeoldmanandwaswithhimatthatmoment。andthisfactmadeRalphsaytohimselfthat,afterall,whathismotherwantedwasjusteasyoccasion。Thefinernatureswerethosethatshoneatthelargertimes。Isabelwenttoherownroom,notingthroughoutthehousethatperceptiblehushwhichprecedesacrisis。Attheendofanhour,however,shecamedownstairsinsearchofheraunt,whomshewishedtoaskaboutMr。Touchett。Shewentintothelibrary,butMrs。Touchettwasnotthere,andastheweather,whichhadbeendampandchill,wasnowaltogetherspoiled,itwasnotprobableshehadgoneforherusualwalkinthegrounds。

  Isabelwasonthepointofringingtosendaquestiontoherroom,whenthispurposequicklyyieldedtoanunexpectedsound-thesoundoflowmusicproceedingapparentlyfromthesaloon。Sheknewherauntnevertouchedthepiano,andthemusicianwasthereforeprobablyRalph,whoplayedforhisownamusement。Thatheshouldhaveresortedtothisrecreationatthepresenttimeindicatedapparentlythathisanxietyabouthisfatherhadbeenrelieved。sothatthegirltookherway,almostwithrestoredcheer,towardthesourceoftheharmony。Thedrawing-roomatGardencourtwasanapartmentofgreatdistances,and,asthepianowasplacedattheendofitfurthestremovedfromthedooratwhichsheentered,herarrivalwasnotnoticedbythepersonseatedbeforetheinstrument。ThispersonwasneitherRalphnorhismother。itwasaladywhomIsabelimmediatelysawtobeastrangertoherself,thoughherbackwaspresentedtothedoor。Thisback-anampleandwell-dressedone-Isabelviewedforsomemomentswithsurprise。Theladywasofcourseavisitorwhohadarrivedduringherabsenceandwhohadnotbeenmentionedbyeitheroftheservants-oneofthemheraunt’smaid-ofwhomshehadhadspeechsinceherreturn。Isabelhadalreadylearned,however,withwhattreasuresofreservethefunctionofreceivingordersmaybeaccompanied,andshewasparticularlyconsciousofhavingbeentreatedwithdrynessbyheraunt’smaid,throughwhosehandsshehadslippedperhapsalittletoomistrustfullyandwithaneffectofplumagebutthemorelustrous。

  Theadventofaguestwasinitselffarfromdisconcerting。shehadnotyetdivestedherselfofayoungfaiththateachnewacquaintancewouldexertsomemomentousinfluenceonherlife。Bythetimeshehadmadethesereflexionsshebecameawarethattheladyatthepianoplayedremarkablywell。ShewasplayingsomethingofSchubert’s-Isabelknewnotwhat,butrecognizedSchubert-andshetouchedthepianowithadiscretionofherown。Itshowedskill,itshowedfeeling。Isabelsatdownnoiselesslyonthenearestchairandwaitedtilltheendofthepiece。Whenitwasfinishedshefeltastrongdesiretothanktheplayer,androsefromherseattodoso,whileatthesametimethestrangerturnedquicklyround,asifbutjustawareofherpresence。

  That’sverybeautiful,andyourplayingmakesitmorebeautifulstill,saidIsabelwithalltheyoungradiancewithwhichsheusuallyutteredatruthfulrapture。

  Youdon’tthinkIdisturbedMr。Touchettthen?themusicianansweredassweetlyasthiscomplimentdeserved。ThehouseissolargeandhisroomsofarawaythatIthoughtImightventure,especiallyasIplayedjust-justduboutdesdoigts。

  She’saFrenchwoman,Isabelsaidtoherself。shesaysthatasifshewereFrench。Andthissuppositionmadethevisitormoreinterestingtoourspeculativeheroine。Ihopemyuncle’sdoingwell,Isabeladded。Ishouldthinkthattohearsuchlovelymusicasthatwouldreallymakehimfeelbetter。

  Theladysmiledanddiscriminated。I’mafraidtherearemomentsinlifewhenevenSchuberthasnothingtosaytous。Wemustadmit,however,thattheyareourworst。

  I’mnotinthatstatenowthen,saidIsabel。OnthecontraryI

  shouldbesogladifyouwouldplaysomethingmore。

  Ifitwillgiveyoupleasure-delighted。Andthisobligingpersontookherplaceagainandstruckafewchords,whileIsabelsatdownnearertheinstrument。Suddenlythenew-comerstoppedwithherhandsonthekeys,half-turningandlookingoverhershoulder。Shewasfortyyearsoldandnotpretty,thoughherexpressioncharmed。

  Pardonme,shesaid。butareyoutheniece-theyoungAmerican?

  I’mmyaunt’sniece,Isabelrepliedwithsimplicity。

  Theladyatthepianosatstillamomentlonger,castingherairofinterestoverhershoulder。That’sverywell。we’recompatriots。Andthenshebegantoplay。

  Ahthenshe’snotFrench,Isabelmurmured。andastheoppositesuppositionhadmadeherromanticitmighthaveseemedthatthisrevelationwouldhavemarkedadrop。Butsuchwasnotthefact。

  rarereventhantobeFrenchseemedittobeAmericanonsuchinterestingterms。

  Theladyplayedinthesamemannerasbefore,softlyandsolemnly,andwhilesheplayedtheshadowsdeepenedintheroom。Theautumntwilightgatheredin,andfromherplaceIsabelcouldseetherain,whichhadnowbeguninearnest,washingthecold-lookinglawnandthewindshakingthegreattrees。Atlast,whenthemusichadceased,hercompaniongotupand,comingnearerwithasmile,beforeIsabelhadtimetothankheragain,said:I’mverygladyou’vecomeback。I’veheardagreatdealaboutyou。

  Isabelthoughtheraveryattractiveperson,butneverthelessspokewithacertainabruptnessinreplytothisspeech。Fromwhomhaveyouheardaboutme?

  Thestrangerhesitatedasinglemomentandthen,Fromyouruncle,sheanswered。I’vebeenherethreedays,andthefirstdayheletmecomeandpayhimavisitinhisroom。Thenhetalkedconstantlyofyou。

  Asyoudidn’tknowmethatmustratherhaveboredyou。

  Itmademewanttoknowyou。Allthemorethatsincethen-yourauntbeingsomuchwithMr。Touchett-I’vebeenquitealoneandhavegotrathertiredofmyownsociety。I’venotchosenagoodmomentformyvisit。

  Aservanthadcomeinwithlampsandwaspresentlyfollowedbyanotherbearingthetea-tray。OntheappearanceofthisrepastMrs。

  Touchetthadapparentlybeennotified,forshenowarrivedandaddressedherselftothetea-pot。Hergreetingtoherniecedidnotdiffermateriallyfromhermannerofraisingthelidofthisreceptacleinordertoglanceatthecontents:inneitheractwasitbecomingtomakeashowofavidity。Questionedaboutherhusbandshewasunabletosayhewasbetter。butthelocaldoctorwaswithhim,andmuchlightwasexpectedfromthisgentleman’sconsultationwithSirMatthewHope。

  Isupposeyoutwoladieshavemadeacquaintance,shepursued。

  Ifyouhaven’tIrecommendyoutodoso。forsolongaswecontinue-RalphandI-toclusteraboutMr。Touchett’sbedyou’renotlikelytohavemuchsocietybuteachother。

  Iknownothingaboutyoubutthatyou’reagreatmusician,

  Isabelsaidtothevisitor。

  There’sagooddealmorethanthattoknow,Mrs。Touchettaffirmedinherlittledrytone。

  Averylittleofit,Iamsure,willcontentMissArcher!theladyexclaimedwithalightlaugh。I’manoldfriendofyouraunt’s。

  I’velivedmuchinFlorence。I’mMadameMerle。Shemadethislastannouncementasifshewerereferringtoapersonoftolerablydistinctidentity。ForIsabel,however,itrepresentedlittle。shecouldonlycontinuetofeelthatMadameMerlehadascharmingamannerasanyshehadeverencountered。

  She’snotaforeignerinspiteofhername,saidMrs。Touchett。

  Shewasborn-Ialwaysforgetwhereyouwereborn。

  It’shardlyworthwhilethenIshouldtellyou。

  Onthecontrary,saidMrs。Touchett,whorarelymissedalogicalpoint。ifIrememberedyourtellingmewouldbequitesuperfluous。

  MadameMerleglancedatIsabelwithasortofworld-widesmile,athingthatover-reachedfrontiers。Iwasbornundertheshadowofthenationalbanner。

  She’stoofondofmystery,saidMrs。Touchett。that’shergreatfault。

  Ah,exclaimedMadameMerle,I’vegreatfaults,butIdon’tthinkthat’soneofthem。itcertainlyisn’tthegreatest。IcameintotheworldintheBrooklynnavy-yard。MyfatherwasahighofficerintheUnitedStatesNavy,andhadapost-apostofresponsibility-inthatestablishmentatthetime。IsupposeIoughttolovethesea,butIhateit。That’swhyIdon’treturntoAmerica。Ilovetheland。

  thegreatthingistolovesomething。

  Isabel,asadispassionatewitness,hadnotbeenstruckwiththeforceofMrs。Touchett’scharacterizationofhervisitor,whohadanexpressive,communicative,responsiveface,bynomeansofthesortwhich,toIsabel’smind,suggestedasecretivedisposition。Itwasafacethattoldofanamplitudeofnatureandofquickandfreemotionsand,thoughithadnoregularbeauty,wasinthehighestdegreeengagingandattaching。MadameMerlewasatall,fair,smoothwoman。

  everythinginherpersonwasroundandreplete,thoughwithoutthoseaccumulationswhichsuggestheaviness。Herfeatureswerethickbutinperfectproportionandharmony,andhercomplexionhadahealthyclearness。Hergreyeyesweresmallbutfulloflightandincapableofstupidity-incapable,accordingtosomepeople,evenoftears。shehadaliberal,full-rimmedmouthwhichwhenshesmileddrewitselfupwardtotheleftsideinamannerthatmostpeoplethoughtveryodd,someveryaffectedandafewverygraceful。Isabelinclinedtorangeherselfinthelastcategory。MadameMerlehadthick,fairhair,arrangedsomehowclassicallyandasifshewereaBust,Isabeljudged-aJunooraNiobe。andlargewhitehands,ofaperfectshape,ashapesoperfectthattheirpossessor,preferringtoleavethemunadorned,worenojewelledrings。Isabelhadtakenheratfirst,aswehaveseen,foraFrenchwoman。butextendedobservationmighthaverankedherasaGerman-aGermanofhighdegree,perhapsanAustrian,abaroness,acountess,aprincess。ItwouldneverhavebeensupposedshehadcomeintotheworldinBrooklyn-thoughonecoulddoubtlessnothavecarriedthroughanyargumentthattheairofdistinctionmarkingherinsoeminentadegreewasinconsistentwithsuchabirth。Itwastruethatthenationalbannerhadfloatedimmediatelyoverhercradle,andthebreezyfreedomofthestarsandstripesmighthaveshedaninfluenceupontheattitudeshetheretooktowardslife。Andyetshehadevidentlynothingofthefluttered,flappingqualityofamorselofbuntinginthewind。hermannerexpressedthereposeandconfidencewhichcomefromalargeexperience。Experience,however,hadnotquenchedheryouth。ithadsimplymadehersympatheticandsupple。Shewasinawordawomanofstrongimpulseskeptinadmirableorder。ThiscommendeditselftoIsabelasanidealcombination。

  Thegirlmadethesereflectionswhilethethreeladiessatattheirtea,butthatceremonywasinterruptedbeforelongbythearrivalofthegreatdoctorfromLondon,whohadbeenimmediatelyusheredintothedrawing-room。Mrs。Touchetttookhimofftothelibraryforaprivatetalk。andthenMadameMerleandIsabelparted,tomeetagainatdinner。TheideaofseeingmoreofthisinterestingwomandidmuchtomitigateIsabel’ssenseofthesadnessnowsettlingonGardencourt。

  Whenshecameintothedrawing-roombeforedinnershefoundtheplaceempty。butinthecourseofamomentRalpharrived。Hisanxietyabouthisfatherhadbeenlightened。SirMatthewHope’sviewofhisconditionwaslessdepressedthanhisownhadbeen。Thedoctorrecommendedthatthenursealoneshouldremainwiththeoldmanforthenextthreeorfourhours。sothatRalph,hismotherandthegreatphysicianhimselfwerefreetodineattable。Mrs。TouchettandSirMatthewappeared。MadameMerlewasthelast。

  BeforeshecameIsabelspokeofhertoRalph,whowasstandingbeforethefireplace。PraywhoisthisMadameMerle?

  ThecleverestwomanIknow,notexceptingyourself,saidRalph。

  Ithoughtsheseemedverypleasant。

  Iwassureyou’dthinkherverypleasant。

  Isthatwhyyouinvitedher?

  Ididn’tinviteher,andwhenwecamebackfromLondonIdidn’tknowshewashere。Nooneinvitedher。She’safriendofmymother’s,andjustafteryouandIwenttotownmymothergotanotefromher。ShehadarrivedinEnglandsheusuallylivesabroad,thoughshehasfirstandlastspentagooddealoftimehere,andaskedleavetocomedownforafewdays。She’sawomanwhocanmakesuchproposalswithperfectconfidence。she’ssowelcomewherevershegoes。

  Andwithmymothertherecouldbenoquestionofhesitating。she’stheonepersonintheworldwhommymotherverymuchadmires。Ifshewerenotherselfwhichsheafterallmuchprefers,shewouldliketobeMadameMerle。Itwouldindeedbeagreatchange。

  Well,she’sverycharming,saidIsabel。Andsheplaysbeautifully。

  Shedoeseverythingbeautifully。She’scomplete。

  Isabellookedathercousinamoment。Youdon’tlikeher。

  Onthecontrary,Iwasonceinlovewithher。

  Andshedidn’tcareforyou,andthat’swhyyoudon’tlikeher。

  Howcanwehavediscussedsuchthings?MonsieurMerlewasthenliving。

  Ishedeadnow?

  Soshesays。

  Don’tyoubelieveher?

  Yes,becausethestatementagreeswiththeprobabilities。ThehusbandofMadameMerlewouldbelikelytopassaway。

  Isabelgazedathercousinagain。Idon’tknowwhatyoumean。Youmeansomething-thatyoudon’tmean。WhatwasMonsieurMerle?

  ThehusbandofMadame。

  You’reveryodious。Hassheanychildren?

  Nottheleastlittlechild-fortunately。

  Fortunately?

  Imeanfortunatelyforthechild。She’dbesuretospoilit。

  Isabelwasapparentlyonthepointofassuringhercousinforthethirdtimethathewasodious。butthediscussionwasinterruptedbythearrivaloftheladywhowasthetopicofit。Shecamerustlinginquickly,apologizingforbeinglate,fasteningabracelet,dressedindarkbluesatin,whichexposedawhitebosomthatwasineffectuallycoveredbyacurioussilvernecklace。Ralphofferedherhisarmwiththeexaggeratedalertnessofamanwhowasnolongeralover。

  Evenifthishadstillbeenhiscondition,however,Ralphhadotherthingstothinkabout。ThegreatdoctorspentthenightatGardencourtand,returningtoLondononthemorrow,afteranotherconsultationwithMr。Touchett’sownmedicaladviser,concurredinRalph’sdesirethatheshouldseethepatientagainonthedayfollowing。OnthedayfollowingSirMatthewHopereappearedatGardencourt,andnowtookalessencouragingviewoftheoldman,whohadgrownworseinthetwenty-fourhours。Hisfeeblenesswasextreme,andtohisson,whoconstantlysatbyhisbedside,itoftenseemedthathisendmustbeathand。Thelocaldoctor,averysagaciousman,inwhomRalphhadsecretlymoreconfidencethaninhisdistinguishedcolleague,wasconstantlyinattendance,andSirMatthewHopecamebackseveraltimes。Mr。Touchettwasmuchofthetimeunconscious。hesleptagreatdeal。herarelyspoke。IsabelhadagreatdesiretobeusefultohimandwasallowedtowatchwithhimathourswhenhisotherattendantsofwhomMrs。Touchettwasnottheleastregularwenttotakerest。Heneverseemedtoknowher,andshealwayssaidtoherself,SupposeheshoulddiewhileI’msittinghere。anideawhichexcitedherandkeptherawake。Onceheopenedhiseyesforawhileandfixedthemuponherintelligently,butwhenshewenttohim,hopinghewouldrecognizeher,heclosedthemandrelapsedintostupor。Thedayafterthis,however,herevivedforalongertime。butonthisoccasionRalphonlywaswithhim。Theoldmanbegantotalk,muchtohisson’ssatisfaction,whoassuredhimthattheyshouldpresentlyhavehimsittingup。

  No,myboy,saidMr。Touchett,notunlessyouburymeinasittingposture,assomeoftheancients-wasittheancients?-usedtodo。

  Ah,daddy,don’ttalkaboutthat,Ralphmurmured。Youmustn’tdenythatyou’regettingbetter。

  Therewillbenoneedofmydenyingitifyoudon’tsayit,theoldmananswered。Whyshouldweprevaricatejustatthelast?Weneverprevaricatedbefore。I’vegottodiesometime,andit’sbettertodiewhenone’ssickthanwhenone’swell。I’mverysick-

  assickasIshalleverbe。Ihopeyoudon’twanttoprovethatI

  shalleverbeworsethanthis?Thatwouldbetoobad。Youdon’t?

  Wellthen。

  Havingmadethisexcellentpointhebecamequiet。butthenexttimethatRalphwaswithhimheagainaddressedhimselftoconversation。ThenursehadgonetohersupperandRalphwasaloneincharge,havingjustrelievedMrs。Touchett,whohadbeenonguardsincedinner。Theroomwaslightedonlybytheflickeringfire,whichoflatehadbecomenecessary,andRalph’stallshadowwasprojectedoverwallandceilingwithanoutlineconstantlyvaryingbutalwaysgrotesque。

  Who’sthatwithme-isitmyson?theoldmanasked。

  Yes,it’syourson,daddy。

  Andistherenooneelse?

  Nooneelse。

  Mr。Touchettsaidnothingforawhile。andthen,Iwanttotalkalittle,hewenton。

  Won’tittireyou?Ralphdemurred。

  Itwon’tmatterifitdoes。Ishallhavealongrest。Iwanttotalkaboutyou。

  Ralphhaddrawnnearertothebed。hesatleaningforwardwithhishandonhisfather’s。Youhadbetterselectabrightertopic。

  Youwerealwaysbright。Iusedtobeproudofyourbrightness。I

  shouldlikesomuchtothinkyou’ddosomething。

  Ifyouleaveus,saidRalph,Ishalldonothingbutmissyou。

  That’sjustwhatIdon’twant。it’swhatIwanttotalkabout。

  Youmustgetanewinterest。

  Idon’twantanewinterest,daddy。IhavemoreoldonesthanI

  knowwhattodowith。

  Theoldmanlaytherelookingathisson。hisfacewasthefaceofthedying,buthiseyesweretheeyesofDanielTouchett。HeseemedtobereckoningoverRalph’sinterests。Ofcourseyouhaveyourmother,

  hesaidatlast。You’lltakecareofher。

  Mymotherwillalwaystakecareofherself,Ralphreturned。

  Well,saidhisfather,perhapsasshegrowsoldershe’llneedalittlehelp。

  Ishallnotseethat。She’lloutliveme。

  Verylikelyshewill。butthat’snoreason-!Mr。Touchettlethisphrasedieawayinahelplessbutnotquitequeruloussighandremainedsilentagain。

  Don’ttroubleyourselfaboutus,saidhisson。MymotherandI

  getonverywelltogether,youknow。

  Yougetonbyalwaysbeingapart。that’snotnatural。

  Ifyouleaveusweshallprobablyseemoreofeachother。

  Well,theoldmanobservedwithwanderingirrelevance,itcan’tbesaidthatmydeathwillmakemuchdifferenceinyourmother’slife。

  Itwillprobablymakemorethanyouthink。

  Well,she’llhavemoremoney,saidMr。Touchett。I’veleftheragoodwife’sportion,justasifshehadbeenagoodwife。

  Shehasbeenone,daddy,accordingtoherowntheory。Shehasnevertroubledyou。

  Ah,sometroublesarepleasant,Mr。Touchettmurmured。Thoseyou’vegivenmeforinstance。Butyourmotherhasbeenless-less-

  whatshallIcallit?lessoutofthewaysinceI’vebeenill。I

  presumesheknowsI’venoticedit。

  Ishallcertainlytellherso。I’msogladyoumentionit。

  Itwon’tmakeanydifferencetoher。shedoesn’tdoittopleaseme。Shedoesittoplease-toplease-Andhelayawhiletryingtothinkwhyshedidit。Shedoesitbecauseitsuitsher。Butthat’snotwhatIwanttotalkabout,headded。It’saboutyou。You’llbeverywelloff。

  Yes,saidRalph,Iknowthat。ButIhopeyou’venotforgottenthetalkwehadayearago-whenItoldyouexactlywhatmoneyIshouldneedandbeggedyoutomakesomegooduseoftherest。

  Yes,yes,Iremember。Imadeanewwill-inafewdays。Isupposeitwasthefirsttimesuchathinghadhappened-ayoungmantryingtogetawillmadeagainsthim。

  Itisnotagainstme,saidRalph。Itwouldbeagainstmetohavealargepropertytotakecareof。It’simpossibleforamaninmystateofhealthtospendmuchmoney,andenoughisasgoodasafeast。

  Well,you’llhaveenough-andsomethingover。Therewillbemorethanenoughforone-therewillbeenoughfortwo。

  That’stoomuch,saidRalph。

  Ah,don’tsaythat。Thebestthingyoucando,whenI’mgone,willbetomarry。

  Ralphhadforeseenwhathisfatherwascomingto,andthissuggestionwasbynomeansfresh。IthadlongbeenMr。Touchett’smostingeniouswayoftakingthecheerfulviewofhisson’spossibleduration。Ralphhadusuallytreateditfacetiously。butpresentcircumstancesproscribedthefacetious。Hesimplyfellbackinhischairandreturnedhisfather’sappealinggaze。

  IfI,withawifewhohasn’tbeenveryfondofme,havehadaveryhappylife,saidtheoldman,carryinghisingenuityfurtherstill,whatalifemightn’tyouhaveifyoushouldmarryapersondifferentfromMrs。Touchett。Therearemoredifferentfromherthantherearelikeher。Ralphstillsaidnothing。andafterapausehisfatherresumedsoftly:Whatdoyouthinkofyourcousin?

  AtthisRalphstarted,meetingthequestionwithastrainedsmile。

  DoIunderstandyoutoproposethatIshouldmarryIsabel?

  Well,that’swhatitcomestointheend。Don’tyoulikeIsabel?

  Yes,verymuch。AndRalphgotupfromhischairandwanderedovertothefire。Hestoodbeforeitaninstantandthenhestoopedandstirreditmechanically。

  IlikeIsabelverymuch,herepeated。

  Well,saidhisfather,Iknowshelikesyou。Shehastoldmehowmuchshelikesyou。

  Didsheremarkthatshewouldliketomarryme?

  No,butshecan’thaveanythingagainstyou。Andshe’sthemostcharmingyoungladyI’veeverseen。Andshewouldbegoodtoyou。I

  havethoughtagreatdealaboutit。

  SohaveI,saidRalph,comingbacktothebedsideagain。I

  don’tmindtellingyouthat。

  Youareinlovewithherthen?Ishouldthinkyouwouldbe。It’sasifshecameoveronpurpose。

  No,I’mnotinlovewithher。butIshouldbeif-ifcertainthingsweredifferent。

  Ah,thingsarealwaysdifferentfromwhattheymightbe,saidtheoldman。Ifyouwaitforthemtochangeyou’llneverdoanything。

  Idon’tknowwhetheryouknow,hewenton。butIsupposethere’snoharminmyalludingtoitatsuchanhourasthis:therewassomeonewantedtomarryIsabeltheotherday,andshewouldn’thavehim。

  IknowsherefusedWarburton:hetoldmehimself。

  Well,thatprovesthere’sachanceforsomebodyelse。

  SomebodyelsetookhischancetheotherdayinLondon-andgotnothingbyit。

  Wasityou?Mr。Touchetteagerlyasked。

  No,itwasanolderfriend。apoorgentlemanwhocameoverfromAmericatoseeaboutit。

  Well,I’msorryforhim,whoeverhewas。ButitonlyproveswhatIsay-thattheway’sopentoyou。

  Ifitis,dearfather,it’sallthegreaterpitythatI’munabletotreadit。Ihaven’tmanyconvictions。butIhavethreeorfourthatIholdstrongly。Oneisthatpeople,onthewhole,hadbetternotmarrytheircousins。Anotheristhatpeopleinanadvancedstageofpulmonarydisorderhadbetternotmarryatall。

  Theoldmanraisedhisweakhandandmovedittoandfrobeforehisface。Whatdoyoumeanbythat?Youlookatthingsinawaythatwouldmakeeverythingwrong。Whatsortofacousinisacousinthatyouhadneverseenformorethantwentyyearsofherlife?

  We’realleachother’scousins,andifwestoppedatthatthehumanracewoulddieout。It’sjustthesamewithyourbadlung。You’reagreatdealbetterthanyouusedtobe。Allyouwantistoleadanaturallife。Itisagreatdealmorenaturaltomarryaprettyyoungladythatyou’reinlovewiththanitistoremainsingleonfalseprinciples。

  I’mnotinlovewithIsabel,saidRalph。

  Yousaidjustnowthatyouwouldbeifyoudidn’tthinkitwrong。I

  wanttoprovetoyouthatitisn’twrong。

  Itwillonlytireyou,deardaddy,saidRalph,whomarvelledathisfather’stenacityandathisfindingstrengthtoinsist。Thenwhereshallweallbe?

  WhereshallyoubeifIdon’tprovideforyou?Youwon’thaveanythingtodowiththebank,andyouwon’thavemetotakecareof。

  Yousayyou’vesomanyinterests。butIcan’tmakethemout。

  Ralphleanedbackinhischairwithfoldedarms。hiseyeswerefixedforsometimeinmeditation。Atlast,withtheairofamanfairlymusteringcourage,Itakeagreatinterestinmycousin,hesaid,butnotthesortofinterestyoudesire。Ishallnotlivemanyyears。

  butIhopeIshalllivelongenoughtoseewhatshedoeswithherself。

  She’sentirelyindependentofme。Icanexerciseverylittleinfluenceuponherlife。ButIshouldliketodosomethingforher。

  Whatshouldyouliketodo?

  Ishouldliketoputalittlewindinhersails。

  Whatdoyoumeanbythat?

  Ishouldliketoputitintoherpowertodosomeofthethingsshewants。Shewantstoseetheworldforinstance。Ishouldliketoputmoneyinherpurse。

  Ah,I’mgladyou’vethoughtofthat,saidtheoldman。ButI’vethoughtofittoo。I’veleftheralegacy-fivethousandpounds。

  That’scapital。it’sverykindofyou。ButIshouldliketodoalittlemore。

  SomethingofthatveiledacutenesswithwhichithadbeenonDanielTouchett’spartthehabitofalifetimetolistentoafinancialpropositionstilllingeredinthefaceinwhichtheinvalidhadnotobliteratedthemanofhappiness。Ishallbehappytoconsiderit,hesaidsoftly。

  Isabel’spoorthen。Mymothertellsmethatshehasbutafewhundreddollarsayear。Ishouldliketomakeherrich。

  Whatdoyoumeanbyrich?

  Icallpeoplerichwhenthey’reabletomeettherequirementsoftheirimagination。Isabelhasagreatdealofimagination。

  Sohaveyou,myson,saidMr。Touchett,listeningveryattentivelybutalittleconfusedly。

  YoutellmeIshallhavemoneyenoughfortwo。WhatIwantisthatyoushouldkindlyrelievemeofmysuperfluityandmakeitovertoIsabel。Dividemyinheritanceintotwoequalhalvesandgiveherthesecond。

  Todowhatshelikeswith?

  Absolutelywhatshelikes。

  Andwithoutanequivalent?

  Whatequivalentcouldtherebe?

  TheoneI’vealreadymentioned。

  Hermarrying-someoneorother?It’sjusttodoawaywithanythingofthatsortthatImakemysuggestion。Ifshehasaneasyincomeshe’llneverhavetomarryforasupport。That’swhatIwantcannilytoprevent。Shewishestobefree,andyourbequestwillmakeherfree。

  Well,youseemtohavethoughtitout,saidMr。Touchett。ButI

  don’tseewhyyouappealtome。Themoneywillbeyours,andyoucaneasilygiveittoheryourself。

  Ralphopenlystared。Ah,dearfather,Ican’tofferIsabelmoney!

  Theoldmangaveagroan。Don’ttellmeyou’renotinlovewithher!Doyouwantmetohavethecreditofit?

  Entirely。Ishouldlikeitsimplytobeaclauseinyourwill,withouttheslightestreferencetome。

  Doyouwantmetomakeanewwillthen?

  Afewwordswilldoit。youcanattendtoitthenexttimeyoufeelalittlelively。

  YoumusttelegraphtoMr。Hilarythen。I’lldonothingwithoutmysolicitor。

  YoushallseeMr。Hilaryto-morrow。

  He’llthinkwe’vequarrelled,youandI,saidtheoldman。

  Veryprobably。Ishalllikehimtothinkit,saidRalph,smiling。and,tocarryouttheidea,IgiveyounoticethatIshallbeverysharp,quitehorridandstrange,withyou。

  Thehumourofthisappearedtotouchhisfather,wholayalittlewhiletakingitin。I’lldoanythingyoulike,Mr。Touchettsaidatlast。butI’mnotsureit’sright。Yousayyouwanttoputwindinhersails。butaren’tyouafraidofputtingtoomuch?

  Ishouldliketoseehergoingbeforethebreeze!Ralphanswered。

  Youspeakasifitwereforyourmereamusement。

  Soitis,agooddeal。

  Well,Idon’tthinkIunderstand,saidMr。Touchettwithasigh。

  YoungmenareverydifferentfromwhatIwas。WhenIcaredforagirl-whenIwasyoung-Iwantedtodomorethanlookather。You’vescruplesthatIshouldn’thavehad,andyou’veideasthatI

  shouldn’thavehadeither。YousayIsabelwantstobefree,andthatherbeingrichwillkeepherfrommarryingformoney。Doyouthinkthatshe’sagirltodothat?

  Bynomeans。Butshehaslessmoneythanshehaseverhadbefore。

  Herfatherthengavehereverything,becauseheusedtospendhiscapital。Shehasnothingbutthecrumbsofthatfeasttoliveon,andshedoesn’treallyknowhowmeagretheyare-shehasyettolearnit。Mymotherhastoldmeallaboutit。Isabelwilllearnitwhenshe’sreallythrownupontheworld,anditwouldbeverypainfultometothinkofhercomingtotheconsciousnessofalotofwantssheshouldbeunabletosatisfy。

  I’veleftherfivethousandpounds。Shecansatisfyagoodmanywantswiththat。

  Shecanindeed。Butshewouldprobablyspenditintwoorthreeyears。

  Youthinkshe’dbeextravagantthen?

  Mostcertainly,saidRalph,smilingserenely。

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