Askmesomethingeasy,heresponded。HemightbeatGuadalajara,orhemightbeupatOsterman’s,orhemightbeahundredmilesawayfromeitherplace。Iknowwhereheoughttobe,Mr。Presley,butthatain’tsayingwherethecrazygesabeis。
HeOUGHTtoberange-ridingovereastofFour,attheheadwatersofMissionCreek。
I’lltryforhimthere,atallevents,answeredPresley。IfyouseeHarranwhenhecomesin,tellhimImaynotbebackintimeforsupper。
Presleyfoundtheponyinthecorral,cinchedthesaddleuponhim,andwentoffovertheLowerRoad,goingeastwardatabriskcanter。
AtHooven’shecalledaHowdoyoudotoMinna,whomhesawlyinginaslathammockunderthemammothliveoak,herfootinbandages。andthengallopedonoverthebridgeacrosstheirrigatingditch,wonderingvaguelywhatwouldbecomeofsuchaprettygirlasMinna,andifintheendshewouldmarrythePortugueseforemaninchargeoftheditching-gang。Hetoldhimselfthathehopedshewould,andthatspeedily。TherewasnolackofcommentastoMinnaHoovenabouttheranches。Certainlyshewasagoodgirl,butshewasseenatallhourshereandthereaboutBonnevilleandGuadalajara,skylarkingwiththePortuguesefarmhandsofQuienSabeandLosMuertos。Shewasverypretty。
themenmadefoolsofthemselvesoverher。Presleyhopedtheywouldnotendbymakingafoolofher。
Justbeyondtheirrigatingditch,PresleylefttheLowerRoad,andfollowingatrailthatbranchedoffsoutheasterlyfromthispoint,heldonacrosstheFourthDivisionoftheranch,keepingtheMissionCreekonhisleft。Afewmilesfartheron,hewentthroughagateinabarbedwirefence,andatonceengagedhimselfinasystemoflittlearroyosandlowrollinghills,thatsteadilyliftedandincreasedinsizeasheproceeded。ThishighergroundwastheadvanceguardoftheSierrafoothills,andservedasthestockrangeforLosMuertos。Thehillswerehugerollinghummocksofbareground,coveredonlybywildoats。Atlongintervals,wereisolatedliveoaks。Inthecanyonsandarroyos,thechaparralandmanzanitagrewindarkolive-greenthickets。Thegroundwashoney-combedwithgopher-holes,andthegophersthemselveswereeverywhere。Occasionallyajackrabbitboundedacrosstheopen,fromonegrowthofchaparraltoanother,takinglongleaps,hisearserect。Highoverhead,ahawkortwoswungatanchor,andonce,withastartlingrushofwings,acoveyofquailflushedfromthebrushatthesideofthetrail。
Onthehillsides,inthinlyscatteredgroupswerethecattle,grazingdeliberately,workingslowlytowardthewater-holesfortheireveningdrink,thehorseskeepingtothemselves,thecoltsnuzzlingattheirmothers’bellies,whiskingtheirtails,stampingtheirunshodfeet。Butonceinaremoterfield,solitary,magnificent,enormous,theshorthaircurlingtightuponhisforehead,hissmallredeyestwinkling,hisvastneckheavywithmuscles,Presleycameuponthemonarch,theking,thegreatDurhambull,maintaininghislonelystate,unapproachable,austere。
Presleyfoundtheone-timeshepherdbyawater-hole,inafardistantcorneroftherange。Hehadmadehissimplecampforthenight。Hisblue-greyarmyblanketlayspreadunderaliveoak,hishorsegrazednearathand。Hehimselfsatonhisheelsbeforealittlefireofdeadmanzanitaroots,cookinghiscoffeeandbacon。NeverhadPresleyconceivedsokeenanimpressionoflonelinessashiscrouchingfigurepresented。Thebald,barelandscapewidenedabouthimtoinfinity。Vanameewasaspotinitall,atinydot,asingleatomofhumanorganisation,floatingendlesslyontheoceanofanillimitablenature。
Thetwofriendsatetogether,andVanamee,havingsnaredabraceofquails,dressedandthenroastedthemonasharpenedstick。
Aftereating,theydrankgreatrefreshingdraughtsfromthewater-hole。Then,atlength,Presleyhavinglithiscigarette,andVanameehispipe,theformersaid:
Vanamee,Ihavebeenwritingagain。
Vanameeturnedhisleanasceticfacetowardhim,hisblackeyesfixedattentively。
Iknow,hesaid,yourjournal。
No,thisisapoem。Youremember,Itoldyouaboutitonce。
’TheToilers,’Icalledit。
Oh,verse!Well,Iamgladyouhavegonebacktoit。Itisyournaturalvehicle。
Yourememberthepoem?askedPresley。Itwasunfinished。
Yes,Irememberit。Therewasbetterpromiseinitthananythingyoueverwrote。Now,Isuppose,youhavefinishedit。
Withoutreply,Presleybroughtitfromoutthebreastpocketofhisshootingcoat。Themomentseemedpropitious。Thestillnessofthevast,barehillswasprofound。Thesunwassettinginacloudlessbrazierofredlight。agoldendustpervadedallthelandscape。Presleyreadhispoemaloud。Whenhehadfinished,hisfriendlookedathim。
Whathaveyoubeendoinglately?hedemanded。Presley,wondering,toldofhisvariouscomingsandgoings。
Idon’tmeanthat,returnedtheother。Somethinghashappenedtoyou,somethinghasarousedyou。Iamright,amInot?Yes,Ithoughtso。Inthispoemofyours,youhavenotbeentryingtomakeasoundingpieceofliterature。Youwroteitundertremendousstress。Itsveryimperfectionsshowthat。Itisbetterthanamererhyme。ItisanUtterance——aMessage。ItisTruth。Youhavecomebacktotheprimalheartofthings,andyouhaveseenclearly。Yes,itisagreatpoem。
Thankyou,exclaimedPresleyfervidly。Ihadbeguntomistrustmyself。
Now,observedVanamee,Ipresumeyouwillrushitintoprint。
Tohaveformulatedagreatthought,simplytohaveaccomplished,isnotenough。
IthinkIamsincere,objectedPresley。Ifitisgooditwilldogoodtoothers。YousaidyourselfitwasaMessage。Ifithasanyvalue,Idonotthinkitwouldberighttokeepitbackfromevenaverysmallandmostindifferentpublic。
Don’tpublishitinthemagazinesatallevents,Vanameeanswered。YourinspirationhascomeFROMthePeople。ThenletitgostraightTOthePeople——nottheliteraryreadersofthemonthlyperiodicals,therich,whowouldonlybeindirectlyinterested。Ifyoumustpublishit,letitbeinthedailypress。Don’tinterrupt。Iknowwhatyouwillsay。Itwillbethatthedailypressiscommon,isvulgar,isundignified。andI
tellyouthatsuchapoemasthisofyours,calledasitis,’TheToilers,’mustbereadBYtheToilers。ItMUSTBEcommon。itmustbevulgarised。YoumustnotstanduponyourdignitywiththePeople,ifyouaretoreachthem。
Thatistrue,Isuppose,Presleyadmitted,butIcan’tgetridoftheideathatitwouldbethrowingmypoemaway。Thegreatmagazinegivesmesuch——a——background。givesmesuchweight。
GivesYOUsuchweight,givesyousuchbackground。IsitYOURSELFyouthinkof?Youhelperofthehelpless。Isthatyoursincerity?Youmustsinkyourself。mustforgetyourselfandyourowndesireoffame,ofadmittedsuccess。ItisyourPOEM,yourMESSAGE,thatmustprevail,——notYOU,whowroteit。Youpreachadoctrineofabnegation,ofself-obliteration,andyousignyournametoyourwordsashighonthetabletsasyoucanreach,sothatalltheworldmaysee,notthepoem,butthepoet。Presley,therearemanylikeyou。Thesocialreformerwritesabookontheiniquityofthepossessionofland,andoutoftheproceeds,buysacornerlot。Theeconomistwholamentsthehardshipsofthepoor,allowshimselftogrowrichuponthesaleofhisbook。
ButPresleywouldhearnofurther。
No,hecried,IknowIamsincere,andtoproveittoyou,I
willpublishmypoem,asyousay,inthedailypress,andIwillacceptnomoneyforit。
Theytalkedonforaboutanhour,whiletheeveningworeaway。
PresleyverysoonnoticedthatVanameewasagainpreoccupied。
Morethaneveroflate,hissilence,hisbroodinghadincreased。
Byandbyheroseabruptly,turninghisheadtothenorth,inthedirectionoftheMissionchurchofSanJuan。
Ithink,hesaidtoPresley,thatImustbegoing。
Going?Wheretoatthistimeofnight?
Offthere。Vanameemadeanuncertaingesturetowardthenorth。
Good-bye,andwithoutanotherwordhedisappearedinthegreyofthetwilight。Presleywasleftalonewondering。Hefoundhishorse,and,tighteningthegirths,mountedandrodehomeunderthesheenofthestars,thoughtful,hisheadbowed。BeforehewenttobedthatnighthesentTheToilerstotheSundayEditorofadailynewspaperinSanFrancisco。
UponleavingPresley,Vanamee,histhumbshookedintohisemptycartridgebelt,strodeswiftlydownfromthehillsoftheLosMuertosstock-rangeandonthroughthesilenttownofGuadalajara。Hislean,swarthyface,withitshollowcheeks,fine,black,pointedbeard,andsadeyes,wassettothenorthward。Aswashiscustom,hewasbareheaded,andtherapidityofhisstridemadeabreezeinhislong,blackhair。Heknewwherehewasgoing。Heknewwhathemustlivethroughthatnight。
Again,thedeathlessgriefthatneversleptleapedoutoftheshadows,andfasteneduponhisshoulders。Itwasscourginghimbacktothatsceneofavanishedhappiness,adeadromance,aperishedidyl,——theMissiongardenintheshadeofthevenerablepeartrees。
But,besidesthis,otherinfluencestuggedathisheart。Therewasamysteryinthegarden。Inthatspotthenightwasnotalwaysempty,thedarknessnotalwayssilent。Somethingfaroffstirredandlistenedtohiscry,attimesdrawingnearertohim。
Atfirstthispresencehadbeenamatterforterror。butoflate,ashefeltitgraduallydrawingnearer,theterrorhadatlongintervalsgivenplacetoafeelingofanalmostineffablesweetness。Butdistrustinghisownsenses,unwillingtosubmithimselftosuchtorturing,uncertainhappiness,aversetotheterribleconfusionofspiritthatfolloweduponanightspentinthegarden,Vanameehadtriedtokeepawayfromtheplace。
However,whenthesorrowofhislifereassailedhim,andthethoughtsandrecollectionsofAngelebroughttheacheintohisheart,andthetearstohiseyes,thetemptationtoreturntothegardeninvariablygrippedhimclose。Thereweretimeswhenhecouldnotresist。Ofthemselves,hisfootstepsturnedinthatdirection。Itwasalmostasifhehimselfhadbeencalled。
Guadalajarawassilent,dark。NoteveninSolotari’swastherealight。Thetownwasasleep。Onlytheinevitableguitarhummedfromanunseen’dobe。Vanameepushedon。Thesmellofthefieldsandopencountry,andadistantscentofflowersthatheknewwell,cametohisnostrils,asheemergedfromthetownbywayoftheroadthatledontowardstheMissionthroughQuienSabe。Oneithersideofhimlaythebrownearth,silentlynurturingtheimplantedseed。Twodaysbeforeithadrainedcopiously,andthesoil,stillmoist,disengagedapungentaromaoffecundity。
Vanamee,followingtheroad,passedthroughthecollectionofbuildingsofAnnixter’shomeranch。Everythingslept。Atintervals,theaer-motorontheartesianwellcreakedaudibly,asitturnedinalanguidbreezefromthenortheast。Acat,huntingfield-mice,creptfromtheshadowofthegiganticbarnandpauseduncertainlyintheopen,thetipofhertailtwitching。Fromwithinthebarnitselfcamethesoundofthefrictionofaheavybodyandastirofhoofs,asoneofthedozingcowslaydownwithalongbreath。
Vanameelefttheranchhousebehindhimandproceededonhisway。
Beyondhim,totherightoftheroad,hecouldmakeoutthehighergroundintheMissionenclosure,andthewatchingtoweroftheMissionitself。Theminutespassed。Hewentsteadilyforward。Thenabruptlyhepaused,hisheadintheair,eyeandearalert。Tothatstrangesixthsenseofhis,responsiveastheleavesofthesensitiveplant,hadsuddenlycometheimpressionofahumanbeingnearathand。Hehadneitherseennorheard,butforallthathestoppedaninstantinhistracks。then,thesensationconfirmed,wentonagainwithslowsteps,advancingwarily。
Atlast,hisswiftlyrovingeyeslighteduponanobject,justdarkerthanthegrey-brownofthenight-riddenland。Itwasatsomedistancefromtheroadside。Vanameeapproacheditcautiously,leavingtheroad,treadingcarefullyuponthemoistclodsofearthunderfoot。Twentypacesdistant,hehalted。
Annixterwasthere,seateduponaround,whiterock,hisbacktowardshim。Hewasleaningforward,hiselbowsonhisknees,hischininhishands。Hedidnotmove。Silent,motionless,hegazedoutupontheflat,sombreland。
ItwasthenightwhereinthemasterofQuienSabewroughtouthissalvation,strugglingwithSelffromdusktodawn。AtthemomentwhenVanameecameuponhim,theturmoilwithinhimhadonlybegun。Theheartofthemanhadnotyetwakened。Thenightwasyoung,thedawnfardistant,andallaroundhimthefieldsofupturnedclodslaybareandbrown,emptyofalllife,unbrokenbyasinglegreenshoot。
Foramoment,thelife-circlesofthesetwomen,ofsowidelydifferingcharacters,touchedeachother,thereinthesilenceofthenightunderthestars。ThensilentlyVanameewithdrew,goingonhisway,wonderingatthetroublethat,likehimself,drovethishardheadedmanofaffairs,untroubledbydreams,outintothenighttobroodoveranemptyland。
Thenspeedilyheforgotallelse。Thematerialworlddrewofffromhim。Realitydwindledtoapointandvanishedlikethevanishingofastaratmoonrise。Earthlythingsdissolvedanddisappeared,asastrange,unnamedessenceflowedinuponhim。A
newatmosphereforhimpervadedhissurroundings。HeenteredtheworldoftheVision,oftheLegend,oftheMiracle,whereallthingswerepossible。HestoodatthegateoftheMissiongarden。
AbovehimrosetheancienttoweroftheMissionchurch。Throughthearchesatitssummit,whereswungtheSpanishqueen’sbells,hesawtheslow-burningstars。Thesilentbats,withflickeringwings,threwtheirdancingshadowsonthepallidsurfaceofthevenerablefacade。
Notthefaintestchirringofacricketbrokethesilence。Thebeeswereasleep。Inthegrasses,inthetrees,deepinthecalixofpunkaflowerandmagnoliabloom,thegnats,thecaterpillars,thebeetles,allthemicroscopic,multitudinouslifeofthedaytimedrowsedanddozed。Noteventheminutescufflingofalizardoverthewarm,wornpavementofthecolonnadedisturbedtheinfiniterepose,theprofoundstillness。
Onlywithinthegarden,theintermittenttricklingofthefountainmadeitselfheard,flowingsteadily,markingoffthelapseofseconds,theprogressofhours,thecycleofyears,theinevitablemarchofcenturies。
Atonetime,thedoorwaybeforewhichVanameenowstoodhadbeenhermeticallyclosed。Buthe,himself,hadlongsincechangedthat。Hestoodbeforeitforamoment,steepinghimselfinthemysteryandromanceoftheplace,thenraisinghelatch,pushedopenthegate,entered,andcloseditsoftlybehindhim。Hewasinthecloistergarden。
Thestarswereout,strewnthickandcloseinthedeepblueofthesky,themilkywayglowinglikeasilverveil。UrsaMajorwheeledgiganticinthenorth。ThegreatnebulainOrionwasawhorlofshimmeringstardust。Venusflamedalambentdiskofpalesaffron,lowoverthehorizon。Fromedgetoedgeoftheworldmarchedtheconstellations,liketheprogressofemperors,andfromtheinnumerablegloryoftheircoursesamysterioussheenofdiaphanouslightdisengageditself,expandingoveralltheearth,serene,infinite,majestic。
Thelittlegardenrevealeditselfbutdimlybeneaththebroodinglight,onlyhalfemergingfromtheshadow。Thepolishedsurfacesoftheleavesofthepeartreeswinkedfaintlybackthereflectedlightasthetreesjuststirredintheuncertainbreeze。A
blurredshieldofsilvermarkedtheripplesofthefountain。
Underthefloodofdullbluelustre,thegravelledwalkslayvagueamidthegrasses,likewebsofwhitesatinonthebedofalake。Againsttheeasternwalltheheadstonesofthegraves,anindistinctprocessionofgreycowlsrangedthemselves。
Vanameecrossedthegarden,pausingtokisstheturfuponAngele’sgrave。Thenheapproachedthelineofpeartrees,andlaidhimselfdownintheirshadow,hischinproppeduponhishands,hiseyeswanderingovertheexpanseofthelittlevalleythatstretchedawayfromthefootofthehilluponwhichtheMissionwasbuilt。
OnceagainhesummonedtheVision。OnceagainheconjureduptheIllusion。Onceagain,torturedwithdoubt,rackedwithadeathlessgrief,hecravedanAnswerofthenight。Onceagain,mysticthathewas,hesenthismindoutfromhimacrosstheenchantedseaoftheSupernatural。Hope,ofwhathedidnotknow,rousedupwithinhim。Surely,onsuchanightasthis,thehallucinationmustdefineitself。Surely,theManifestationmustbevouchsafed。
Hiseyesclosed,hiswillgirdingitselftoasupremeeffort,hissensesexaltedtoastateofpleasingnumbness,hecalleduponAngeletocometohim,hisvoicelesscrypenetratingfaroutintothatseaoffaint,ephemerallightthatfloatedtidelessoverthelittlevalleybeneathhim。Thenmotionless,proneupontheground,hewaited。
Monthshadpassedsincethatfirstnightwhen,atlength,anAnswerhadcometoVanamee。Atfirst,startledoutofallcomposure,troubledandstirredtohislowestdepths,becauseoftheverythingforwhichhesought,heresolvedneveragaintoputhisstrangepowerstothetest。Butforallthat,hehadcomeasecondnighttothegarden,andathird,andafourth。Atlast,hisvisitswerehabitual。Nightafternighthewasthere,surrenderinghimselftotheinfluencesoftheplace,graduallyconvincedthatsomethingdidactuallyanswerwhenhecalled。Hisfaithincreasedasthewintergrewintospring。Asthespringadvancedandthenightsbecameshorter,itcrystallisedintocertainty。Wouldhehaveheragain,hislove,longdead?Wouldshecometohimoncemoreoutofthegrave,outofthenight?Hecouldnottell。hecouldonlyhope。Allthatheknewwasthathiscryfoundananswer,thathisoutstretchedhands,gropinginthedarkness,metthetouchofotherfingers。Patientlyhewaited。Thenightsbecamewarmerasthespringdrewon。Thestarsshoneclearer。Thenightsseemedbrighter。Fornearlyamonthaftertheoccasionofhisfirstanswernothingnewoccurred。Somenightsitfailedhimentirely。uponothersitwasfaint,illusive。
Then,atlast,themostsubtle,thebarestofperceptiblechangesbegan。Hisgropingmindfar-offthere,wanderinglikealostbirdoverthevalley,toucheduponsomethingagain。touchedandhelditandthistimedrewitasinglestepclosertohim。Hisheartbeating,thebloodsurginginhistemples,hewatchedwiththeeyesofhisimagination,thisgradualapproach。Whatwascomingtohim?Whowascomingtohim?Shroudedintheobscurityofthenight,whosewasthefacenowturnedtowardshis?Whosethefootstepsthatwithsuchinfiniteslownessdrewnearertowherehewaited?Hedidnotdaretosay。
HismindwentbackmanyyearstothattimebeforethetragedyofAngele’sdeath,beforethemysteryoftheOther。Hewaitedthenashewaitednow。Butthenhehadnotwaitedinvain。Then,asnow,hehadseemedtofeelherapproach,seemedtofeelherdrawingnearerandnearertotheirrendezvous。Now,whatwouldhappen?Hedidnotknow。Hewaited。Hewaited,hopingallthings。Hewaited,believingallthings。Hewaited,enduringallthings。HetrustedintheVision。
Meanwhile,asspringadvanced,theflowersintheSeedranchbegantocometolife。Overthefivehundredacreswhereontheflowerswereplanted,thewideninggrowthofvinesandbushesspreadlikethewavesofagreensea。Then,timidly,coloursofthefaintesttintsbegantoappear。Underthemoonlight,Vanameesawthemexpanding,delicatepink,faintblue,tenderestvariationsoflavenderandyellow,whiteshimmeringwithreflectionsofgold,allsubduedandpallidinthemoonlight。
Bydegrees,thenightbecameimpregnatedwiththeperfumeoftheflowers。Illusiveatfirst,evanescentasfilamentsofgossamer。
thenasthebudsopened,emphasisingitself,breathingdeeper,stronger。AnexquisiteminglingofmanyodourspassedcontinuallyovertheMission,fromthegardenoftheSeedranch,meetingandblendingwiththearomaofitsmagnoliabudsandpunkablossoms。
AsthecoloursoftheflowersoftheSeedranchdeepened,andastheirodourspenetrateddeeperandmoredistinctly,asthestarlightofeachsucceedingnightgrewbrighterandtheairbecamewarmer,theillusiondefineditself。Byimperceptibledegrees,asVanameewaitedundertheshadowsofthepeartrees,theAnswergrewnearerandnearer。Hesawnothingbutthedistantglimmeroftheflowers。Heheardnothingbutthedripofthefountain。Nothingmovedabouthimbuttheinvisible,slow-
passingbreathsofperfume。yethefelttheapproachoftheVision。
ItcamefirsttoaboutthemiddleoftheSeedranchitself,somehalfamileaway,wherethevioletsgrew。shrinking,timidflowers,hidingclosetotheground。Thenitpassedforwardbeyondtheviolets,anddrewnearerandstoodamidthemignonette,hardierbloomsthatdaredlookheavenwardfromouttheleaves。Afewnightslateritleftthemignonettebehind,andadvancedintothebedsofwhiteiristhatpushedmoreboldlyforthfromtheearth,theirwaxenpetalsclaimingtheattention。
Itadvancedthenalongstepintotheproud,challengingbeautyofthecarnationsandroses。andatlast,aftermanynights,Vanameefeltthatitpaused,asiftremblingatitshardihood,fullinthesuperbgloryoftheroyalliliesthemselves,thatgrewontheextremeborderoftheSeedranchnearesttohim。
Afterthis,therewasacertainlongwait。Then,uponadarkmidnight,itadvancedagain。Vanameecouldscarcelyrepressacry。Now,theillusionemergedfromtheflowers。Itstood,notdistant,butunseen,almostatthebaseofthehilluponwhosecresthewaited,inadepressionofthegroundwheretheshadowslaythickest。Itwasnearlywithinearshot。
Thenightspassed。Thespringgrewwarmer。Inthedaytimeintermittentrainsfreshenedalltheearth。TheflowersoftheSeedranchgrewrapidly。Budafterbudburstforth,whilethosealreadyopenedexpandedtofullmaturity。ThecolouroftheSeedranchdeepened。
Onenight,afterhoursofwaiting,Vanameefeltuponhischeekthetouchofaprolongedpuffofwarmwind,breathingacrossthelittlevalleyfromouttheeast。ItreachedtheMissiongardenandstirredthebranchesofthepeartrees。Itseemedveritablytobecompoundedoftheveryessenceoftheflowers。Neverhadthearomabeensosweet,sopervasive。Itpassedandfaded,leavinginitswakeanabsolutesilence。Then,atlength,thesilenceofthenight,thatsilencetowhichVanameehadsolongappealed,wasbrokenbyatinysound。Alert,half-risenfromtheground,helistened。fornow,atlength,heheardsomething。Thesoundrepeateditself。Itcamefromnearathand,fromthethickshadowatthefootofthehill。Whatitwas,hecouldnottell,butitdidnotbelongtoasingleoneoftheinfinitesimilarnoisesoftheplacewithwhichhewassofamiliar。Itwasneithertherustleofaleaf,thesnapofapartedtwig,thedroneofaninsect,thedroppingofamagnoliablossom。Itwasavibrationmerely,faint,elusive,impossibleofdefinition。aminutenotchinthefine,keenedgeofstillness。
Againthenightspassed。Thesummerstarsbecamebrighter。Thewarmthincreased。TheflowersoftheSeedranchgrewstillmore。
Thefivehundredacresoftheranchwerecarpetedwiththem。
Atlength,uponacertainmidnight,anewlightbegantospreadinthesky。Thethinscimitarofthemoonrose,veiledanddimbehindtheearth-mists。Thelightincreased。Distantobjects,untilnowhidden,cameintoview,andastheradiancebrightened,Vanamee,lookingdownuponthelittlevalley,sawaspectacleofincomparablebeauty。AllthebudsoftheSeedranchhadopened。
Thefainttintsoftheflowershaddeepened,hadassertedthemselves。Theychallengedtheeye。Pinkbecamearoyalred。
Blueroseintopurple。Yellowflamedintoorange。Orangeglowedgoldenandbrilliant。Theearthdisappearedundergreatbandsandfieldsofresplendentcolour。Then,atlength,themoonabruptlysoaredzenithwardfromouttheveilingmist,passingfromonefilmyhazetoanother。Foramomenttherewasagleamofagoldenlight,andVanamee,hiseyessearchingtheshadeatthefootofthehill,felthisheartsuddenlyleap,andthenhangpoised,refusingtobeat。Inthatinstantofpassinglight,somethinghadcaughthiseye。Somethingthatmoved,downthere,halfinandhalfoutoftheshadow,atthehill’sfoot。Ithadcomeandgoneinaninstant。Thehazeoncemorescreenedthemoonlight。Theshadeagainengulfedthevision。Whatwasithehadseen?Hedidnotknow。Sobriefhadbeenthatmovement,thedrowsybrainhadnotbeenquickenoughtointerprettheciphermessageoftheeye。Nowitwasgone。Butsomethinghadbeenthere。Hehadseenit。Wasittheliftingofastrandofhair,thewaveofawhitehand,theflutterofagarment’sedge?Hecouldnottell,butitdidnotbelongtoanyofthosesightswhichhehadseensoofteninthatplace。Itwasneithertheglancingofamoth’swing,thenoddingofawind-touchedblossom,northenoiselessflittingofabat。Itwasagleammerely,faint,elusive,impossibleofdefinition,anintangibleagitation,inthevast,dimblurofthedarkness。
Andthatwasall。Untilnownosinglerealthinghadoccurred,nothingthatVanameecouldreducetotermsofactuality,nothinghecouldputintowords。Themanifestation,whennotrecognisabletothatstrangesixthsenseofhis,appealedonlytothemostrefined,themostdelicateperceptionofeyeandear。
Itwasallephemeral,filmy,dreamy,themysticformingoftheVision——theinvisibledevelopingaconcretenucleus,thestarlightcoagulating,theradianceoftheflowersthickeningtosomethingactual。perfume,themostdeliciousfragrance,becomingatangiblepresence。
Butintothatgardentheserpentintruded。Thoughcradledintheslowrhythmofthedream,lulledbythisbeautyofasummer’snight,heavywiththescentofflowers,thesilencebrokenonlybyaripplingfountain,thedarknessilluminatedbyaworldofradiantblossoms,VanameecouldnotforgetthetragedyoftheOther。thatterrorofmanyyearsago,——thatprowlerofthenight,thatstrange,fearfulfigurewiththeunseenface,swoopingintherefromoutthedarkness,goneinaninstant,yetleavingbehindthetrailandtraceofdeathandofpollution。
NeverhadVanameeseenthismoreclearlythanwhenleavingPresleyonthestockrangeofLosMuertos,hehadcomeacrosstotheMissiongardenbywayoftheQuienSaberanch。
ItwasthesamenightinwhichAnnixterout-watchedthestars,coming,atlast,tohimself。
Asthehourspassed,thetwomen,farapart,ignoringeachother,waitedfortheManifestation,——Annixterontheranch,Vanameeinthegarden。
Proneuponhisface,underthepeartrees,hisforeheadburiedinthehollowofhisarm,Vanameelaymotionless。Forthelasttime,raisinghishead,hesenthisvoicelesscryoutintothenightacrossthemulti-colouredlevelsofthelittlevalley,callinguponthemiracle,summoningthedarknesstogiveAngelebacktohim,resigninghimselftothehallucination。Hebowedhisheaduponhisarmagainandwaited。Theminutespassed。Thefountaindrippedsteadily。Overthehillsahazeofsaffronlightforetoldtherisingofthefullmoon。Nothingstirred。
Thesilencewasprofound。
Then,abruptly,Vanamee’srighthandshuttightuponhiswrist。
There——thereitwas。Itbeganagain,hisinvocationwasanswered。Faroffthere,therippleformedagainuponthestill,blackpoolofthenight。Nosound,nosight。vibrationmerely,appreciablebysomesublimatedfacultyofthemindasyetunnamed。Rigid,hisnervestaut,motionless,proneontheground,hewaited。
Itadvancedwithinfiniteslowness。Nowitpassedthroughthebedsofviolets,nowthroughthemignonette。Amomentlater,andheknewitstoodamongthewhiteiris。Thenitleftthosebehind。Itwasinthesplendouroftheredrosesandcarnations。
Itpassedlikeamovingstarintothesuperbabundance,theimperialopulenceoftheroyallilies。Itwasadvancingslowly,buttherewasnopause。Heheldhisbreath,notdaringtoraisehishead。ItpassedbeyondthelimitsoftheSeedranch,andenteredtheshadeatthefootofthehillbelowhim。Woulditcomefartherthanthis?Hereithadalwaysstoppedhitherto,stoppedforamoment,andthen,inspiteofhisefforts,hadslippedfromhisgraspandfadedbackintothenight。Butnowhewonderedifhehadbeenwillingtoputforthhisutmoststrength,afterall。Hadtherenotalwaysbeenanelementofdreadinthethoughtofbeholdingthemysteryfacetoface?HadhenotevenallowedtheVisiontodissolve,theAnswertorecedeintotheobscuritywhenceitcame?
Butneveranighthadbeensobeautifulasthis。Itwasthefullperiodofthespring。Theairwasaveritablecaress。Theinfinitereposeofthelittlegarden,sleepingunderthenight,wasdeliciousbeyondexpression。Itwasatinycorneroftheworld,shutoff,discreet,distillingromance,agardenofdreams,ofenchantments。
Below,inthelittlevalley,theresplendentcolourationsofthemillionflowers,roses,lilies,hyacinths,carnations,violets,glowedlikeincandescenceinthegoldenlightoftherisingmoon。
Theairwasthickwiththeperfume,heavywithit,cloggedwithit。Thesweetnessfilledtheverymouth。Thethroatchokedwithit。Overheadwheeledtheillimitableprocessionoftheconstellations。Underfoot,theearthwasasleep。Theveryflowersweredreaming。Acathedralhushoverlayalltheland,andasenseofbenedictionbroodedlow,——adivinekindlinessmanifestingitselfinbeauty,inpeace,inabsoluterepose。
Itwasatimeforvisions。Itwasthehourwhendreamscometrue,andlyingdeepinthegrassesbeneaththepeartrees,Vanamee,dizziedwithmysticism,reachingupandouttowardthesupernatural,felt,asitwere,hismindbegintoriseupwardfromouthisbody。Hepassedintoastateofbeingthelikeofwhichhehadnotknownbefore。Hefeltthathisimaginationwasreshapingitself,preparingtoreceiveanimpressionneverexperienceduntilnow。Hisbodyfeltlighttohim,thenitdwindled,vanished。Hesawwithneweyes,heardwithnewears,feltwithanewheart。
Cometome,hemurmured。
ThenslowlyhefelttheadvanceoftheVision。Itwasapproaching。Everyinstantitdrewgraduallynearer。Atlast,hewastosee。Ithadlefttheshadowatthebaseofthehill。
itwasonthehillitself。Slowly,steadily,itascendedtheslope。justbelowhimthere,heheardafaintstirring。Thegrassesrustledunderthetouchofafoot。Theleavesofthebushesmurmured,asahandbrushedagainstthem。aslendertwigcreaked。Thesoundsofapproachweremoredistinct。Theycamenearer。Theyreachedthetopofthehill。Theywerewithinwhisperingdistance。
Vanamee,trembling,kepthisheadburiedinhisarm。Thesounds,atlength,pauseddefinitely。TheVisioncouldcomenonearer。
Heraisedhisheadandlooked。
Themoonhadrisen。Itsgreatshieldofgoldstoodovertheeasternhorizon。WithinsixfeetofVanamee,clearanddistinct,againstthediskofthemoon,stoodthefigureofayounggirl。
Shewasdressedinagownofscarletsilk,withflowingsleeves,suchasJapanesewear,embroideredwithflowersandfiguresofbirdsworkedingoldthreads。Oneithersideofherface,makingthree-corneredherround,whiteforehead,hungthesoftmassesofherhairofgold。Herhandshunglimplyathersides。Butfrombetweenherpartedlips——lipsofalmostanEgyptianfulness——herbreathcameslowandregular,andhereyes,heavylidded,slantingupwardstowardthetemples,perplexing,oriental,wereclosed。Shewasasleep。
Fromoutthislifeofflowers,thisworldofcolour,thisatmosphereoppressivewithperfume,thisdarknesscloggedandcloyed,andthickenedwithsweetodours,shecametohim。Shecametohimfromoutoftheflowers,thesmelloftherosesinherhairofgold,thearomaandtheimperialredofthecarnationsinherlips,thewhitenessofthelilies,theperfumeofthelilies,andthelilies’slender,balancinggraceinherneck。Herhandsdisengagedthescentoftheheliotrope。Thefoldsofherscarletgowngaveofftheenervatingsmellofpoppies。Herfeetwereredolentofhyacinth。Shestoodbeforehim,aVisionrealised——adreamcometrue。Sheemergedfromouttheinvisible。Hebeheldher,afigureofgoldandpalevermilion,redolentofperfume,poisedmotionlessinthefaintsaffronsheenofthenew-risenmoon。She,acreationofsleep,washerselfasleep。She,adream,washerselfdreaming。
Calledforthfromoutthedarkness,fromthegripoftheearth,theembraceofthegrave,fromoutthememoryofcorruption,sheroseintolightandlife,divinelypure。Acrossthatwhiteforeheadwasnosmudge,notraceofanearthlypollution——nomarkofaterrestrialdishonour。Hesawinherthesamebeautyofuntaintedinnocencehehadknowninhisyouth。Yearshadmadenodifferencewithher。Shewasstillyoung。Itwastheoldpuritythatreturned,thedeathlessbeauty,theever-renascentlife,theeternalconsecratedandimmortalyouth。Forafewseconds,shestoodtherebeforehim,andhe,uponthegroundatherfeet,lookedupather,spellbound。Then,slowlyshewithdrew。Stillasleep,hereyelidsclosed,sheturnedfromhim,descendingtheslope。Shewasgone。
Vanameestartedup,coming,asitwere,tohimself,lookingwildlyabouthim。Sarriawasthere。
Isawher,saidthepriest。ItwasAngele,thelittlegirl,yourAngele’sdaughter。Sheislikehermother。
ButVanameescarcelyheard。Hewalkedasifinatrance,pushingbySarria,goingforthfromthegarden。AngeleorAngele’sdaughter,itwasallonewithhim。ItwasShe。Deathwasovercome。Thegravevanquished。Life,ever-renewed,aloneexisted。Timewasnaught。changewasnaught。allthingswereimmortalbutevil。allthingseternalbutgrief。
Suddenly,thedawncame。theeastburnedroseatetowardthezenith。Vanameewalkedon,heknewnotwhere。Thedawngrewbrighter。Atlength,hepauseduponthecrestofahilloverlookingtheranchos,andcasthiseyebelowhimtothesouthward。Then,suddenlyflinginguphisarms,heutteredagreatcry。
Thereitwas。TheWheat!TheWheat!Inthenightithadcomeup。Itwasthere,everywhere,frommargintomarginofthehorizon。Theearth,longempty,teemedwithgreenlife。Oncemorethependulumoftheseasonsswunginitsmightyarc,fromdeathbacktolife。Lifeoutofdeath,eternityrisingfromoutdissolution。Therewasthelesson。Angelewasnotthesymbol,butthePROOFofimmortality。Theseeddying,rottingandcorruptingintheearth。risingagaininlifeunconquerable,andinimmaculatepurity,——Angeledyingasshegavebirthtoherlittledaughter,lifespringingfromherdeath,——thepure,unconquerable,comingforthfromthedefiled。WhyhadhenothadtheknowledgeofGod?Thoufool,thatwhichthousowestisnotquickenedexceptitdie。Sotheseedhaddied。SodiedAngele。
Andthatwhichthousowest,thousowestnotthatbodythatshallbe,butbaregrain。Itmaychanceofwheat,orofsomeothergrain。Thewheatcalledforthfromoutthedarkness,fromoutthegripoftheearth,ofthegrave,fromoutcorruption,rosetriumphantintolightandlife。SoAngele,solife,soalsotheresurrectionofthedead。Itissownincorruption。Itisraisedinincorruption。Itissownindishonour。Itisraisedinglory。Itissowninweakness。Itisraisedinpower。DeathwasswallowedupinVictory。
Thesunrose。Thenightwasover。Thegloryoftheterrestrialwasone,andthegloryofthecelestialwasanother。Then,asthegloryofsunbanishedthelessergloryofmoonandstars,Vanamee,fromhismountaintop,beholdingtheeternalgreenlifeofthegrowingWheat,burstingitsbonds,andinhisheartexultinginhistriumphoverthegrave,flungouthisarmswithamightyshout:
Oh,Death,whereisthysting?Oh,Grave,whereisthyvictory?
ChapterIV
Presley’sSocialisticpoem,TheToilers,hadanenormoussuccess。TheeditoroftheSundaysupplementoftheSanFranciscopapertowhichitwassent,printeditinGothictype,withascare-headtitlesodecorativeastobealmostillegible,andfurthermorecausedthepoemtobeillustratedbyoneofthepaper’sstaffartistsinamostimpressivefashion。Thewholeaffairoccupiedanentirepage。Thusadvertised,thepoemattractedattention。ItwaspromptlycopiedinNewYork,Boston,andChicagopapers。Itwasdiscussed,attacked,defended,eulogised,ridiculed。Itwaspraisedwiththemostfulsomeadulation。assailedwiththemostviolentcondemnation。
Editorialswerewrittenuponit。Specialarticles,inliterarypamphlets,dissecteditsrhetoricandprosody。Thephraseswerequoted,——wereusedastextsforrevolutionarysermons,reactionaryspeeches。Itwasparodied。itwasdistortedsoastoreadasanadvertisementforpatentedcerealsandinfants’foods。
Finally,theeditorofanenterprisingmonthlymagazinereprintedthepoem,supplementingitbyaphotographandbiographyofPresleyhimself。
Presleywasstunned,bewildered。Hebegantowonderathimself。
WasheactuallythegreatestAmericanpoetsinceBryant?HehadhadnothoughtoffamewhilecomposingTheToilers。Hehadonlybeenmovedtohisheart’sfoundations,——thoroughlyinearnest,seeingclearly,——andhadaddressedhimselftothepoem’scompositioninahappymomentwhenwordscameeasilytohim,andtheelaborationoffinesentenceswasnotdifficult。Wasitthusfamewasachieved?ForawhilehewastemptedtocrossthecontinentandgotoNewYorkandtherecomeuntohisown,enjoyingthetriumphthatawaitedhim。Butsoonhedeniedhimselfthischeapreward。Nowhewastoomuchinearnest。HewantedtohelphisPeople,thecommunityinwhichhelived——thelittleworldoftheSanJoaquin,atgrappleswiththeRailroad。
Thestrugglehadfounditspoet。Hetoldhimselfthathisplacewashere。Onlythewordsofthemanagerofalecturebureautroubledhimforamoment。Torangetheentirenation,tellingallhiscountrymenofthedramathatwasworkingitselfoutonthisfringeofthecontinent,thisignoredanddistantPacificCoast,rousingtheirinterestandstirringthemuptoaction——
appealedtohim。Itmightdogreatgood。TodevotehimselftotheCause,acceptingnopennyofremuneration。togivehislifetoloosingthegripoftheiron-heartedmonsterofsteelandsteamwouldbebeyondquestionheroic。OtherStatesthanCaliforniahadtheirgrievances。Alloverthecountrythefamilyofcyclopswasgrowing。HewoulddeclarehimselfthechampionofthePeopleintheiroppositiontotheTrust。Hewouldbeanapostle,aprophet,amartyrofFreedom。
ButPresleywasessentiallyadreamer,notamanofaffairs。Hehesitatedtoactatthisprecisepsychologicalmoment,strikingwhiletheironwasyethot,andwhilehehesitated,otheraffairsnearathandbegantoabsorbhisattention。
Onenight,aboutanhourafterhehadgonetobed,hewasawakenedbythesoundofvoicesontheporchoftheranchhouse,and,descending,foundMrs。DyketherewithSidney。Theex-
engineer’smotherwastalkingtoMagnusandHarran,andcryingasshetalked。ItseemedthatDykewasmissing。Hehadgoneintotownearlythatafternoonwiththewagonandteam,andwastohavebeenhomeforsupper。Bynowitwasteno’clockandtherewasnonewsofhim。Mrs。DyketoldhowshefirsthadgonetoQuienSabe,intendingtotelephonefromtheretoBonneville,butAnnixterwasinSanFrancisco,andinhisabsencethehousewaslockedup,andtheover-seer,whohadaduplicatekey,washimselfinBonneville。ShehadtelegraphedthreetimesfromGuadalajaratoBonnevillefornewsofherson,butwithoutresult。Then,atlast,torturedwithanxiety,shehadgonetoHooven’s,takingSidneywithher,andhadprevaileduponBismarcktohitchupanddriveheracrossLosMuertostotheGovernor’s,tobeghimtotelephoneintoBonneville,toknowwhathadbecomeofDyke。
WhileHarranrangupCentralintown,Mrs。DyketoldPresleyandMagnusofthelamentablechangeinDyke。
Theyhavebrokenmyson’sspirit,Mr。Derrick,shesaid。Ifyouwereonlytheretosee。Hourafterhour,hesitsontheporchwithhishandslyingopeninhislap,lookingatthemwithoutaword。Hewon’tlookmeinthefaceanymore,andhedon’tsleep。Nightafternight,hehaswalkedtheflooruntilmorning。Andhewillgoonthatwayfordaystogether,verysilent,withoutaword,andsittingstillinhischair,andthen,allofasudden,hewillbreakout——oh,Mr。Derrick,itisterrible——intoanawfulrage,cursing,swearing,grindinghisteeth,hishandsclenchedoverhishead,stampingsothatthehouseshakes,andsayingthatifS。Behrmandon’tgivehimbackhismoney,hewillkillhimwithhistwohands。Butthatisn’ttheworst,Mr。Derrick。HegoestoMr。Caraher’ssaloonnow,andstaysthereforhours,andlistenstoMr。Caraher。Thereissomethingonmyson’smind。Iknowthereis——somethingthatheandMr。Caraherhavetalkedovertogether,andIcan’tfindoutwhatitis。Mr。Caraherisabadman,andmysonhasfallenunderhisinfluence。Thetearsfilledhereyes。Bravely,sheturnedtohidethem,turningawaytotakeSidneyinherarms,puttingherheaduponthelittlegirl’sshoulder。
I——Ihaven’tbrokendownbefore,Mr。Derrick,shesaid,butafterwehavebeensohappyinourlittlehouse,justusthree——
andthefutureseemedsobright——oh,Godwillpunishthegentlemenwhoowntherailroadforbeingsohardandcruel。
Harrancameoutontheporch,fromthetelephone,andsheinterruptedherself,fixinghereyeseagerlyuponhim。
Ithinkitisallright,Mrs。Dyke,hesaid,reassuringly。Weknowwhereheis,Ibelieve。Youandthelittletadstayhere,andHoovenandIwillgoafterhim。
Abouttwohourslater,HarranbroughtDykebacktoLosMuertosinHooven’swagon。HehadfoundhimatCaraher’ssaloon,verydrunk。
TherewasnothingmaudlinaboutDyke’sdrunkenness。Inhimthealcoholmerelyrousedthespiritofevil,vengeful,reckless。
Asthewagonpassedoutfromundertheeucalyptustreesabouttheranchhouse,takingMrs。Dyke,Sidney,andtheone-timeengineerbacktothehopranch,Presleyleaningfromhiswindowheardthelatterremark:
Caraherisright。Thereisonlyonethingtheylistento,andthat’sdynamite。
ThefollowingdayPresleydroveMagnusovertoGuadalajaratotakethetrainforSanFrancisco。Butafterhehadsaidgood-byetotheGovernor,hewasmovedtogoontothehopranchtoseetheconditionofaffairsinthatquarter。HereturnedtoLosMuertosoverwhelmedwithsadnessandtremblingwithanger。Thehopranchthathehadlastseeninthefulltideofprosperitywasalmostaruin。Workhadevidentlybeenabandonedlongsince。
Weedswerealreadychokingthevines。Everywherethepolessaggedanddrooped。Manyhadevenfallen,draggingthevineswiththem,spreadingthemoverthegroundinaninextricabletangleofdeadleaves,decayingtendrils,andsnarledstring。
Thefencewasbroken。theunfinishedstorehouse,whichneverwastoseecompletion,wasalamentablespectacleofgapingdoorsandwindows——amelancholyskeleton。Lastofall,PresleyhadcaughtaglimpseofDykehimself,seatedinhisrockingchairontheporch,hisbeardandhairunkempt,motionless,lookingwithvagueeyesuponhishandsthatlaypalmupwardsandidleinhislap。
MagnusonhiswaytoSanFranciscowasjoinedatBonnevillebyOsterman。UponseatinghimselfinfrontofthemasterofLosMuertosinthesmoking-carofthetrain,thislatter,pushingbackhishatandsmoothinghisbaldhead,observed:
Governor,youlookallfrazeledout。Anythingwrongthesedays?
Theotheransweredinthenegative,but,forallthat,Ostermanwasright。TheGovernorhadagedsuddenly。Hisformererectnesswasgone,thebroadshouldersstoopedalittle,thestronglinesofhisthin-lippedmouthwererelaxed,andhishand,asitclaspedovertheyellowedivoryknobofhiscane,hadanunwontedtremulousnessnothithertonoticeable。ButthechangeinMagnuswasmorethanphysical。Atlast,inthefulltideofpower,PresidentoftheLeague,knownandtalkedofineverycountyoftheState,leaderinagreatstruggle,consulted,deferredtoastheProminentMan,atlengthattainingthatposition,solongandvainlysoughtfor,heyetfoundnopleasureinhistriumph,andlittlebutbitternessinlife。Hissuccesshadcomebydeviousmethods,hadbeenreachedbyobscuremeans。
Hewasabriber。Hecouldneverforgetthat。Tofurtherhisends,disinterested,public-spirited,evenphilanthropicasthosewere,hehadconnivedwithknavery,he,thepoliticianoftheoldschool,ofsuchrigorousintegrity,whohadabandonedacareer
ratherthancompromisewithhonesty。Atthiseleventhhour,involvedandentrappedinthefine-spunwebofaneworderofthings,bewilderedbyOsterman’sdexterity,byhisvolubilityandglibness,goadedandharassedbeyondthepointofreasonbytheaggressionoftheTrusthefought,hehadatlastfailed。Hehadfallenhehadgivenabribe。Hehadthoughtthat,afterall,thiswouldmakebutlittledifferencewithhim。TheaffairwasknownonlytoOsterman,Broderson,andAnnixter。theywouldnotjudgehim,beingthemselvesinvolved。Hecouldstillpreserveaboldfront。couldstillholdhisheadhigh。Astimewentontheaffairwouldloseitspoint。
Butthiswasnotso。Somesubtleelementofhischaracterhadforsakenhim。Hefeltit。Heknewit。Somecertainstiffnessthathadgivenhimallhisrigidity,thathadlentforcetohisauthority,weighttohisdominance,tempertohisfine,inflexiblehardness,wasdiminishingdaybyday。Inthedecisionswhichhe,asPresidentoftheLeague,wascalledupontomakesooften,henowhesitated。Hecouldnolongerbearrogant,masterful,actinguponhisownjudgment,independentofopinion。Hebegantoconsulthislieutenants,askingtheiradvice,distrustinghisownopinions。Hemademistakes,blunders,andwhenthosewerebroughttohisnotice,tookrefugeinbluster。Heknewittobebluster——knewthatsoonerorlaterhissubordinateswouldrecogniseitassuch。Howlongcouldhemaintainhisposition?Soonlyhecouldkeephisgripupontheleverofcontroltillthebattlewasover,allwouldbewell。Ifnot,hewouldfall,and,oncefallen,heknewthatnow,briberthathewas,hewouldneverriseagain。
HewasonhiswayatthismomenttothecitytoconsultwithLymanastoacertainissueofthecontestbetweentheRailroadandtheranchers,which,oflate,hadbeenbroughttohisnotice。
WhenappealhadbeentakentotheSupremeCourtbytheLeague’sExecutiveCommittee,certaintestcaseshadbeenchosen,whichshouldrepresentallthelandsinquestion。NeitherMagnusnorAnnixterhadsoappealed,believing,ofcourse,thattheircaseswerecoveredbythetestcasesontrialatWashington。Magnushadhereblunderedagain,andtheLeague’sagentsinSanFranciscohadwrittentowarnhimthattheRailroadmightbeabletotakeadvantageofatechnicality,andbypretendingthatneitherQuienSabenorLosMuertoswereincludedintheappeal,attempttoputitsdummybuyersinpossessionofthetworanchesbeforetheSupremeCourthandeddownitsdecision。TheninetydaysallowedfortakingthisappealwerenearlyatanendandafterthentheRailroadcouldact。OstermanandMagnusatoncedecidedtogouptothecity,therejoiningAnnixterwhohadbeenabsentfromQuienSabeforthelasttendays,andtalkthematteroverwithLyman。Lyman,becauseofhispositionasCommissioner,mightbecognisantoftheRailroad’splans,and,atthesametime,couldgivesoundlegaladviceastowhatwastobedoneshouldthenewrumourprovetrue。
Say,remarkedOsterman,asthetrainpulledoutoftheBonnevillestation,andthetwomensettledthemselvesforthelongjourney,sayGovernor,what’sallupwithBuckAnnixterthesedays?He’sgotabeanaboutsomething,sure。
Ihadnotnoticed,answeredMagnus。Mr。Annixterhasbeenawaysometimelately。IcannotimaginewhatshouldkeephimsolonginSanFrancisco。
That’sit,saidOsterman,winking。Havethreeguesses。Guessrightandyougetacigar。Iguessg-i-r-lspellsHilmaTree。
AndalittlewhileagoshequitQuienSabeandhikedoutto’Frisco。SodidBuck。DoIdrawthecigar?It’suptoyou。
Ihavenoticedher,observedMagnus。Afinefigureofawoman。Shewouldmakesomemanagoodwife。
Hoh!Wife!BuckAnnixtermarry!Notmuch。He’sgonea-
girlingatlast,oldBuck!It’sasfunnyastwins。HavetojoshhimaboutitwhenIseehim,sure。
ButwhenOstermanandMagnusatlastfellinwithAnnixterinthevestibuleoftheLickHouse,onMontgomeryStreet,nothingcouldbegotoutofhim。Hewasinanexecrablehumour。WhenMagnushadbroachedthesubjectofbusiness,hehaddeclaredthatallbusinesscouldgotopot,andwhenOsterman,histongueinhischeek,hadpermittedhimselfamostdistantallusiontoafeemalegirl,Annixterhadcursedhimforabusy-facesovociferouslyandtersely,thatevenOstermanwascowed。
Well,insinuatedOsterman,whatareyoudallying’round’Friscosomuchfor?
Catfur,tomakekitten-breeches,retortedAnnixterwithoracularvagueness。
Twoweeksbeforethistime,AnnixterhadcomeuptothecityandhadgoneatoncetoacertainhotelonBushStreet,behindtheFirstNationalBank,thatheknewwaskeptbyafamilyconnectionoftheTrees。InhisconjecturethatHilmaandherparentswouldstophere,hewasright。Theirnameswereontheregister。
Ignoringcustom,Annixtermarchedstraightuptotheirrooms,andbeforehewaswellawareofit,waseatingcrowbeforeoldmanTree。
Hilmaandhermotherwereoutatthetime。Lateron,Mrs。Treereturnedalone,leavingHilmatospendthedaywithoneofhercousinswholivedfaroutonStanyanStreetinalittlehousefacingthepark。
BetweenAnnixterandHilma’sparents,areconciliationhadbeeneffected,AnnixterconvincingthembothofhissincerityinwishingtomakeHilmahiswife。Hilma,however,refusedtoseehim。AssoonassheknewhehadfollowedhertoSanFranciscoshehadbeenunwillingtoreturntothehotelandhadarrangedwithhercousintospendanindefinitetimeatherhouse。
Shewaswretchedlyunhappyduringallthistime。wouldnotsetfootoutofdoors,andcriedherselftosleepnightafternight。
Shedetestedthecity。Alreadyshewasmiserablyhomesickfortheranch。Sherememberedthedaysshehadspentinthelittledairy-house,happyinherwork,makingbutterandcheese。
skimmingthegreatpansofmilk,scouringthecoppervesselsandvats,plungingherarms,elbowdeep,intothewhitecurds。comingandgoinginthatatmosphereoffreshness,cleanliness,andsunlight,gay,singing,supremelyhappyjustbecausethesunshone。SherememberedherlongwalkstowardtheMissionlateintheafternoons,herexcursionsforcressesunderneaththeLongTrestle,thecrowingofthecocks,thedistantwhistleofthepassingtrains,thefaintsoundingoftheAngelus。Sherecalledwithinfinitelongingthesolitaryexpanseoftheranches,thelevelreachesbetweenthehorizons,fulloflightandsilence。
theheatatnoon,thecloudlessiridescenceofthesunriseandsunset。Shehadbeensohappyinthatlife!Now,allthosedayswerepassed。Thiscrude,rawcity,withitscrowdinghousesallofwoodandtin,itsblottingfogs,itsuproarioustradewinds,disturbedandsaddenedher。Therewasnooutlookforthefuture。
Atlength,oneday,aboutaweekafterAnnixter’sarrivalinthecity,shewasprevailedupontogoforawalkinthepark。Shewentalone,puttingonforthefirsttimethelittlehatofblackstrawwithitspuffofwhitesilkhermotherhadboughtforher,apinkshirtwaist,herbeltofimitationalligatorskin,hernewskirtofbrowncloth,andherlowshoes,setoffwiththeirlittlesteelbuckles。
Shefoundatinysummerhouse,builtinJapanesefashion,aroundadiminutivepond,andsatthereforawhile,herhandsfoldedinherlap,amusedwithwatchingthegoldfish,wishing——sheknewnotwhat。
Withoutanywarning,Annixtersatdownbesideher。Shewastoofrightenedtomove。Shelookedathimwithwideeyesthatbegantofillwithtears。
Oh,shesaid,atlast,oh——Ididn’tknow。
Well,exclaimedAnnixter,hereyouareatlast。I’vebeenwatchingthatblamedhousetillIwasafraidthepolicemanwouldmovemeon。BytheLord,hesuddenlycried,you’repale。You——
you,Hilma,doyoufeelwell?
Yes——Iamwell,shefaltered。
No,you’renot,hedeclared。Iknowbetter。YouarecomingbacktoQuienSabewithme。Thisplacedon’tagreewithyou。
Hilma,what’sallthematter?Whyhaven’tyouletmeseeyouallthistime?Doyouknow——howthingsarewithme?Yourmothertoldyou,didn’tshe?DoyouknowhowsorryIam?DoyouknowthatIseenowthatImadethemistakeofmylifethere,thattime,undertheLongTrestle?Ifounditoutthenightafteryouwentaway。IsatallnightonastoneoutontheranchsomewhereandIdon’tknowexactlywhathappened,butI’vebeenadifferentmansincethen。Iseethingsalldifferentnow。Why,I’veonlybeguntolivesincethen。Iknowwhatlovemeansnow,andinsteadofbeingashamedofit,I’mproudofit。IfIneverwastoseeyouagainIwouldbegladI’dlivedthroughthatnight,justthesame。Ijustwokeupthatnight。I’dbeenabsolutelyandcompletelyselfishuptothemomentIrealisedIreallylovedyou,andnow,whetheryou’llletmemarryyouornot,Imeantolive——Idon’tknow,inadifferentway。I’veGOTtolivedifferent。I——well——oh,Ican’tmakeyouunderstand,butjustlovingyouhaschangedmylifeallaround。It’smadeiteasiertodothestraight,cleanthing。Iwanttodoit,it’sfundoingit。Remember,onceIsaidIwasproudofbeingahardman,adriver,ofbeinggladthatpeoplehatedmeandwereafraidofme?
Well,sinceI’velovedyouI’mashamedofitall。Idon’twanttobehardanymore,andnobodyisgoingtohatemeifIcanhelpit。I’mhappyandIwantotherpeopleso。Iloveyou,hesuddenlyexclaimed。Iloveyou,andifyouwillforgiveme,andifyouwillcomedowntosuchabeastasIam,Iwanttobetoyouthebestamancanbetoawoman,Hilma。Doyouunderstand,littlegirl?Iwanttobeyourhusband。
Hilmalookedatthegoldfishesthroughhertears。
Haveyougotanythingtosaytome,Hilma?heasked,afterawhile。
Idon’tknowwhatyouwantmetosay,shemurmured。
Yes,youdo,heinsisted。I’vefollowedyou’wayupheretohearit。I’vewaitedaroundinthesebeastly,draughtypicnicgroundsforoveraweektohearit。YouknowwhatIwanttohear,Hilma。
Well——Iforgiveyou,shehazarded。
Thatwilldoforastarter,heanswered。Butthat’snotIT。
Then,Idon’tknowwhat。
ShallIsayitforyou?
Shehesitatedalongminute,then:
Youmightn’tsayitright,shereplied。
Trustmeforthat。ShallIsayitforyou,Hilma?
Idon’tknowwhatyou’llsay。
I’llsaywhatyouarethinkingof。ShallIsayit?
Therewasaverylongpause。Agoldfishrosetothesurfaceofthelittlepond,withasharp,ripplingsound。Thefogdriftedoverhead。Therewasnobodyabout。
No,saidHilma,atlength。I——I——Icansayitformyself。I——
Allatoncesheturnedtohimandputherarmsaroundhisneck。Oh,DOyouloveme?shecried。Isitreallytrue?Doyoumeaneverywordofit?AndyouaresorryandyouWILLbegoodtomeifIwillbeyourwife?Youwillbemydear,dearhusband?
ThetearssprangtoAnnixter’seyes。Hetookherinhisarmsandheldherthereforamoment。Neverinhislifehadhefeltsounworthy,soundeservingofthisclean,puregirlwhoforgavehimandtrustedhisspokenwordandbelievedhimtobethegoodmanhecouldonlywishtobe。Shewassofarabovehim,soexalted,sonoblethatheshouldhavebowedhisforeheadtoherfeet,andinstead,shetookhiminherarms,believinghimtobegood,tobeherequal。Hecouldthinkofnowordstosay。Thetearsoverflowedhiseyesandrandownuponhischeeks。Shedrewawayfromhimandheldhimasecondatarm’slength,lookingathim,andhesawthatshe,too,hadbeencrying。
Ithink,hesaid,weareacoupleofsofties。
No,no,sheinsisted。Iwanttocryandwantyoutocry,too。
Oh,dear,Ihaven’tahandkerchief。
Here,takemine。
Theywipedeachother’seyesliketwochildrenandforalongtimesatinthedesertedlittleJapanesepleasurehouse,theirarmsabouteachother,talking,talking,talking。
OnthefollowingSaturdaytheyweremarriedinanuptownPresbyterianchurch,andspenttheweekoftheirhoneymoonatasmall,familyhotelonSutterStreet。Asamatterofcourse,theysawthesightsofthecitytogether。TheymadetheinevitablebridaltriptotheCliffHouseandspentanafternooninthegrewsomeandmade-to-orderbeautiesofSutro’sGardens。
theywentthroughChinatown,thePalaceHotel,theparkmuseum——
whereHilmaresolutelyrefusedtobelieveintheEgyptianmummy——
andtheydroveoutinahiredhacktothePresidioandtheGoldenGate。
Onthesixthdayoftheirexcursions,Hilmaabruptlydeclaredtheyhadhadenoughofplayingout,andmustbeseriousandgettowork。
ThisworkwasnothinglessthanthebuyingofthefurnitureandappointmentsfortherejuvenatedranchhouseatQuienSabe,wheretheyweretolive。Annixterhadtelegraphedtohisoverseertohavethebuildingrepainted,replastered,andreshingledandtoemptytheroomsofeverythingbutthetelephoneandsafe。Healsosentinstructionstohavethedimensionsofeachroomnoteddownandtheresultforwardedtohim。ItwasthearrivalofthesememorandathathadrousedHilmatoaction。
Thenensuedamostdeliciousweek。Armedwithformidablelists,writtenbyAnnixteronhotelenvelopes,theytwodescendeduponthedepartmentstoresofthecity,thecarpetstores,thefurniturestores。Rightandlefttheyboughtandbargained,sendingeachconsignmentassoonaspurchasedtoQuienSabe。
Nearlyanentirecarloadofcarpets,curtains,kitchenfurniture,pictures,fixtures,lamps,strawmatting,chairs,andthelikeweresentdowntotheranch,AnnixtermakingapointthattheirnewhomeshouldbeentirelyequippedbySanFranciscodealers。
Thefurnishingsofthebedroomandsitting-roomwerelefttotheverylast。Fortheformer,Hilmaboughtasetofpurewhiteenamel,threechairs,awashstandandbureau,amarvellousbargainofthirtydollars,discoveredbywonderfulaccidentataFridaySale。Thebedwasapiecebyitself,boughtelsewhere,butnonethelessawonder。Itwasofbrass,verybraveandgay,andactuallyboastedacanopy!Theyboughtitcomplete,justasitstoodinthewindowofthedepartmentstoreandHilmawasinanecstasyoveritscrisp,clean,muslincurtains,spread,andshams。Neverwastheresuchabed,theluxuryofaprincess,suchabedasshehaddreamedaboutherwholelife。
Nexttheappointmentsofthesitting-roomoccupiedher——sinceAnnixter,himself,bewilderedbythisastonishingdisplay,unabletoofferasinglesuggestionhimself,merelyapprovedofallshebought。Inthesitting-roomwastobeabeautifulblueandwhitepaper,coolstrawmatting,setoffwithwhitewoolrugs,astandofflowersinthewindow,aglobeofgoldfish,rockingchairs,asewingmachine,andagreat,roundcentretableofyellowoakwhereonshouldstandalampcoveredwithadeepshadeofcrinklyredtissuepaper。Onthewallsweretohangseveralpictures——
lovelyaffairs,photographsfromlife,allproperlytinted——ofchoirboysinrobes,withbeautifuleyes。pensiveyounggirlsinpinkgowns,withflowingyellowhair,droopingovergoldenharps。
acolouredreproductionofRougetdeLisle,SingingtheMarseillaise,andtwopiecesofwoodcarving,representingaquailandawildduck,hungbyoneleginthemidstofgamebagsandpowderhorns,——quitemasterpieces,both。
Atlasteverythinghadbeenbought,allarrangementsmade,Hilma’strunkspackedwithhernewdresses,andtheticketstoBonnevillebought。
We’llgobytheOverland,byJingo,declaredAnnixteracrossthetabletohiswife,attheirlastmealinthehotelwheretheyhadbeenstopping。nowaytrainsorlocalsforus,hey?
ButwereachBonnevilleatSUCHanhour,protestedHilma。
Fiveinthemorning!
Nevermind,hedeclared,we’llgohomeinPULLMAN’S,Hilma。
I’mnotgoingtohaveanyofthoseslobsinBonnevillesayI
didn’tknowhowtodothethinginstyle,andwe’llhaveVaccameetuswiththeteam。No,sir,itisPullman’sornothing。
Whenitcomestobuyingfurniture,Idon’tshine,perhaps,butI
knowwhat’sduemywife。
Hewasobdurate,andlateoneafternoonthecoupleboardedtheTranscontinentalthecrackOverlandFlyerofthePacificandSouthwesternattheOaklandmole。OnlyHilma’sparentsweretheretosaygood-bye。AnnixterknewthatMagnusandOstermanwereinthecity,buthehadlaidhisplanstoeludethem。
Magnus,hecouldtrusttobedignified,butthatgoatOsterman,onecouldnevertellwhathewoulddonext。Hedidnotproposetostarthisjourneyhomeinashowerofrice。
Annixtermarcheddownthelineofcars,hishandsencumberedwithwickertelescopebaskets,satchels,andvalises,histicketsinhismouth,hishatonwrongsideforemost,Hilmaandherparentshurryingonbehindhim,tryingtokeepup。Annixterwasinaturmoilofnerveslestsomethingshouldgowrong。catchingatrainwasalwaysforhimalittlecrisis。HerushedaheadsofuriouslythatwhenhehadfoundhisPullmanhehadlosthisparty。Hesetdownhisvalisestomarktheplaceandchargedbackalongtheplatform,wavinghisarms。
Comeon,hecried,when,atlength,heespiedtheothers。
We’venomoretime。
Heshoulderedandurgedthemforwardtowherehehadsethisvalises,onlytofindoneofthemgone。Instantlyheraisedanoutcry。Aha,afinewaytotreatpassengers!TherewasP。andS。W。managementforyou。Hewould,bytheLord,hewould——buttheporterappearedinthevestibuleofthecartoplacatehim。
Hehadalreadytakenhisvalisesinside。
AnnixterwouldnotpermitHilma’sparentstoboardthecar,declaringthatthetrainmightpulloutanymoment。Soheandhiswife,followingtheporterdownthenarrowpassagebythestateroom,tooktheirplacesand,raisingthewindow,leanedouttosaygood-byetoMr。andMrs。Tree。TheselatterwouldnotreturntoQuienSabe。OldmanTreehadfoundabusinesschanceawaitinghiminthematterofsupplyinghisrelative’shotelwithdairyproducts。ButBonnevillewasnottoofarfromSanFrancisco。theseparationwasbynomeansfinal。
Theportersbegantakingupthestepsthatstoodbythevestibuleofeachsleeping-car。
Well,haveagoodtime,daughter,observedherfather。andcomeuptoseeuswheneveryoucan。
Frombeyondtheenclosureofthedepot’sreverberatingroofcamethemeasuredclangofabell。
Iguesswe’reoff,criedAnnixter。Good-bye,Mrs。Tree。
Rememberyourpromise,Hilma,hermotherhastenedtoexclaim,towriteeverySundayafternoon。
Therecameaprolongedcreakingandgroanofstrainingwoodandironwork,allalongthelengthofthetrain。Theyallbegantocrytheirgood-byesatonce。Thetrainstirred,movedforward,andgatheringslowheadway,rolledslowlyoutintothesunlight。
Hilmaleanedoutofthewindowandaslongasshecouldkeephermotherinsightwavedherhandkerchief。Thenatlengthshesatbackinherseatandlookedatherhusband。
Well,shesaid。
Well,echoedAnnixter,happy?forthetearsroseinhereyes。
Shenoddedenergetically,smilingathimbravely。
Youlookalittlepale,hedeclared,frowninguneasily。feelwell?
Prettywell。
Promptlyhewasseizedwithuneasiness。
ButnotALLwell,hey?Isthatit?