第3章
加入书架 A- A+
点击下载App,搜索"Villa Rubein and Other Stories",免费读到尾

  \"Iwaslikethoseboysonce,\"saidHarz。

  Christianturnedtohimquickly。\"Ah!thatwaswhyyoufelttheplay,somuch。\"

  \"It’smycountryupthere。Iwasbornamongstthemountains。I

  lookedafterthecows,andsleptinhay—cocks,andcutthetreesinwinter。Theyusedtocallmea’blacksheep,’a’loafer’inmyvillage。\"

  \"Why?\"

  \"Ah!why?Iworkedashardasanyofthem。ButIwantedtogetaway。DoyouthinkIcouldhavestayedthereallmylife?\"

  Christian’seyesgreweager。

  \"Ifpeopledon’tunderstandwhatitisyouwanttodo,theyalwayscallyoualoafer!\"mutteredHarz。

  \"Butyoudidwhatyoumeanttodoinspiteofthem,\"Christiansaid。

  Forherselfitwassohardtofinishordecide。WhenintheolddaysshetoldGretastories,thelatter,whoseinstinctwasalwaysforthedefinite,wouldsay:\"Andwhatcameattheend,Chris?Dofinishitthismorning!\"butChristiannevercould。Herthoughtsweredeep,vague,dreamy,invadedbybothsidesofeveryquestion。Whatevershedid,herneedlework,herverse—making,herpainting,allhaditscharm;butitwasnotalwayswhatitwasintendedforatthebeginning。NicholasTreffryhadoncesaidofher:\"WhenChrisstartsouttomakeahat,itmayturnoutanaltar—cloth,butyoumaybetitwon’tbeahat。\"Itwasherinstincttolookforwhatthingsmeant;

  andthistookmorethanallhertime。Sheknewherselfbetterthanmostgirlsofnineteen,butitwasherreasonthathadinformedher,notherfeelings。Inhershelteredlife,herhearthadneverbeenruffledexceptbyrarefitsofpassion——\"tantrums\"oldNicholasTreffrydubbedthem——atwhatseemedtohermeanorunjust。

  \"IfIwereaman,\"shesaid,\"andgoingtobegreat,Ishouldhavewantedtobeginattheverybottomasyoudid。\"

  \"Yes,\"saidHarzquickly,\"oneshouldbeabletofeeleverything。\"

  Shedidnotnoticehowsimplyheassumedthathewasgoingtobegreat。Hewenton,asmiletwistinghismouthunpleasantlybeneathitsdarkmoustache\"Notmanypeoplethinklikeyou!It’sacrimenottohavebeenbornagentleman。\"

  \"That’sasneer,\"saidChristian;\"Ididn’tthinkyouwouldhavesneered!\"

  \"Itistrue。Whatistheuseofpretendingthatitisn’t?\"

  \"Itmaybetrue,butitisfinernottosayit!\"

  \"ByHeavens!\"saidHarz,strikingonehandintotheother,\"ifmoretruthwerespokentherewouldnotbesomanyshams。\"

  Christianlookeddownathimfromherseatonthestile。

  \"Youarerightallthesame,FrauleinChristian,\"headdedsuddenly;

  \"that’saverylittlebusiness。Workiswhatmatters,andtryingtoseethebeautyintheworld。\"

  Christian’sfacechanged。Sheunderstood,wellenough,thiscravingafterbeauty。Slippingdownfromthestile,shedrewaslowdeepbreath。

  \"Yes!\"shesaid。Neitherspokeforsometime,thenHarzsaidshyly:

  \"IfyouandFrauleinGretawouldeverliketocomeandseemystudio,Ishouldbesohappy。Iwouldtryandcleanitupforyou!\"

  \"Ishouldliketocome。Icouldlearnsomething。Iwanttolearn。\"

  Theywerebothsilenttillthepathjoinedtheroad。

  \"Wemustbeinfrontoftheothers;it’snicetobeinfront——let’sdawdle。Iforgot——youneverdawdle,HerrHarz。\"

  \"Afterabigfitofwork,Icandawdleagainstanyone;thenIgetanotherfitofwork——it’slikeappetite。\"

  \"I’malwaysdawdling,\"answeredChristian。

  Bytheroadsideapeasantwomanscreweduphersun—driedface,sayinginalowvoice:\"Please,graciouslady,helpmetoliftthisbasket!\"

  Christianstooped,butbeforeshecouldraiseit,Harzhoistedituponhisback。

  \"Allright,\"henodded;\"thisgoodladydoesn’tmind。\"

  Thewoman,lookingverymuchashamed,walkedalongbyChristian;shekeptrubbingherbrownhandstogether,andsaying;\"Graciouslady,I

  wouldnothavewished。Itisheavy,butIwouldnothavewished。\"

  \"I’msurehe’drathercarryit,\"saidChristian。

  Theyhadnotgonefaralongtheroad,however,beforetheotherspassedtheminacarriage,andatthestrangesightMissNaylorcouldbeseenpursingherlips;CousinTeresanoddingpleasantly;asmileonDawney’sface;andbesidehimGreta,verydemure。Harzbegantolaugh。

  \"Whatareyoulaughingat?\"askedChristian。

  \"YouEnglisharesofunny。Youmustn’tdothishere,youmustn’tdothatthere,it’slikesittinginafieldofnettles。IfIweretowalkwithyouwithoutmycoat,thatlittleladywouldfalloffherseat。\"HislaughinfectedChristian;theyreachedthestationfeelingthattheykneweachotherbetter。

  Thesunhaddippedbehindthemountainswhenthelittletrainsteameddownthevalley。Allweresubdued,andGreta,withanoddinghead,sleptfitfully。Christian,inhercorner,waslookingoutofthewindow,andHarzkeptstudyingherprofile。

  Hetriedtoseehereyes。Hehadremarkedindeedthat,whatevertheirexpression,thebrows,archedandratherwideapart,gavethemapeculiarlookofunderstanding。Hethoughtofhispicture。Therewasnothinginherfacetoseizeon,itwastoosympathetic,toomuchlikelight。Yetherchinwasfirm,almostobstinate。

  Thetrainstoppedwithajerk;shelookedroundathim。Itwasasthoughshehadsaid:\"Youaremyfriend。\"

  AtVillaRubein,HerrPaulhadkilledthefattedcalfforGreta’sFest。Whenthewholepartywereassembled,healoneremainedstanding;andwavinghisarmabovethecloth,cried:\"Mydears!Yourhappiness!Therearegoodthingshere——Come!\"Andwithaslylook,theairofaconjurerproducingrabbits,hewhippedthecoveroffthesouptureen:

  \"Soup—turtle,fat,greenfat!\"Hesmackedhislips。

  Noservantswereallowed,because,asGretasaidtoHarz:

  \"Itisthatwearetobegladthisevening。\"

  GenialityradiatedfromHerrPaul’scountenance,mellowasabowlofwine。Hetoastedeverybody,exhortingthemtopleasure。

  HarzpassedacrackersecretlybehindGreta’shead,andMissNaylor,movedbyamysteriousimpulse,pulleditwithasortofgleefulhorror;itexploded,andGretasprangoffherchair。Scruff,seeingthis,appearedsuddenlyonthesideboardwithhisforelegsinaplateofsoup;withoutmovingthem,heturnedhishead,andappearedtoaccusethecompanyofhisfalseposition。Itwasthesignalforshrieksoflaughter。Scruffmadenoattempttofreehisforelegs;

  butsniffedthesoup,andfindingthatnothinghappened,begantolapit。

  \"Takehimout!Oh!takehimout!\"wailedGreta,\"heshallbeill!\"

  \"Allons!Moncher!\"criedHerrPaul,\"c’estmagnifique,mais,voussavez,cenestguerelaguerre!\"Scruff,withawildspring,leapedpasthimtotheground。

  \"Ah!\"criedMissNaylor,\"thecarpet!\"Freshmoansofmirthshookthetable;forhavingtastedthewineoflaughter,allwantedasmuchmoreastheycouldget。WhenScruffandhistraceswereeffaced,HerrPaultookaladleinhishand。

  \"Ihaveatoast,\"hesaid,wavingitforsilence;\"atoastwewilldrinkalltogetherfromourhearts;thetoastofmylittledaughter,whoto—dayhasthirteenyearsbecome;andthereisalsoinourhearts,\"hecontinued,puttingdowntheladleandsuddenlybecominggrave,\"thethoughtofonewhoisnottodaywithustoseethisjoyfuloccasion;toher,too,inthisourhappinessweturnourheartsandglassesbecauseitisherjoythatweshouldyetbejoyful。Idrinktomylittledaughter;mayGodhershadowbless!\"

  Allstoodup,clinkingtheirglasses,anddrank:then,inthehushthatfollowed,Greta,accordingtocustom,begantosingaGermancarol;attheendofthefourthlineshestopped,abashed。

  HeirPaulblewhisnoseloudly,and,takingupacapthathadfallenfromacracker,putiton。

  Everyonefollowedhisexample,MissNaylorattainingthedistinctionofapairofdonkey’sears,whichshewore,afteranotherglassofwine,withanairofsacrificingtothepublicgood。

  Attheendofsuppercamethemomentfortheofferingofgifts。HerrPaulhadtiedahandkerchiefoverGreta’seyes,andonebyonetheybroughtherpresents。Greta,underforfeitofakiss,wasboundtotellthegiverbythefeelofthegift。Herswift,supplelittlehandsexplorednoiselessly;andineverycasesheguessedright。

  Dawney’spresent,akitten,madeascenebyclawingatherhair。

  \"ThatisDr。Edmund’s,\"shecriedatonce。ChristiansawthatHarzhaddisappeared,butsuddenlyhecamebackbreathless,andtookhisplaceattheendoftherankofgivers。

  Advancingontiptoe,heputhispresentintoGreta’shands。ItwasasmallbronzecopyofaDonatellostatue。

  \"Oh,HerrHarz!\"criedGreta;\"Isawitinthestudiothatday。Itstoodonthetable,anditislovely。\"

  Mrs。Decie,thrustingherpaleeyesclosetoit,murmured:

  \"Charming!\"

  Mr。Treffrytookitinhisforgers。

  \"Rumlittletoad!Costapotofmoney,Iexpect!\"HeeyedHarzdoubtfully。

  Theywentintothenextroomnow,andHerrPaul,takingGreta’sbandage,transferredittohisowneyes。

  \"Takecare——takecare,all!\"hecried;\"Iamadevilofacatcher,\"

  and,feelingtheaircautiously,hemovedforwardlikeabearabouttohug。Hecaughtnoone。ChristianandGretawhiskedunderhisarmsandlefthimgraspingattheair。Mrs。Decieslippedpastwithastonishingagility。Mr。Treffry,smokinghiscigar,andbarricadedinacorner,jeered:\"Bravo,Paul!Theactivebeggar!Can’therun!

  Goit,Greta!\"

  AtlastHerrPaulcaughtCousinTeresa,who,fattenedagainstthewall,lostherhead,andstoodutteringtinyshrieks。

  SuddenlyMrs。DeciestartedplayingTheBlueDanube。HerrPauldroppedthehandkerchief,twistedhismoustacheupfiercely,glaredroundtheroom,andseizingGretabythewaist,begandancingfuriously,bobbingupanddownlikeacorkinlumpywater。CousinTeresafollowedsuitwithMissNaylor,bothverysolemn,anddancingquitedifferentsteps。Harz,wentuptoChristian。

  \"Ican’tdance,\"hesaid,\"thatis,Ihaveonlydancedonce,but——ifyouwouldtrywithme!\"

  Sheputherhandonhisarm,andtheybegan。Shedanced,lightasafeather,eyesshining,feetflying,herbodybentalittleforward。

  Itwasnotagreatsuccessatfirst,butassoonasthetimehadgotintoHarz’sfeet,theywentswingingonwhenalltheresthadstopped。Sometimesonecoupleoranotherslippedthroughthewindowtodanceontheveranda,andcamewhirlinginagain。Thelamplightglowedonthegirls’whitedresses;onHerrPaul’sperspiringface。

  Heconstitutedinhimselfaperfectorgy,andwhenthemusicstoppedflunghimself,fulllength,onthesofagaspingout:

  \"MyGod!But,myGod!\"

  SuddenlyChristianfeltHarzclingtoherarm。

  Glowingandpantingshelookedathim。

  \"Giddy!\"hemurmured:\"Idancesobadly;butI’llsoonlearn。\"

  Gretaclappedherhands:\"Everyeveningwewilldance,everyeveningwewilldance。\"

  HarzlookedatChristian;thecolourhaddeepenedinherface。

  \"I’llshowyouhowtheydanceinmyvillage,feetupontheceiling!\"

  AndrunningtoDawney,hesaid:

  \"Holdmehere!Liftme——so!Now,on——two,\"hetriedtoswinghisfeetabovehishead,but,withan\"Ouch!\"fromDawney,theycollapsed,andsatabruptlyonthefloor。Thisuntimelyeventbroughttheeveningtoanend。Dawneyleft,escortingCousinTeresa,andHarzstrodehomehummingTheBlueDanube,stillfeelingChristian’swaistagainsthisarm。

  Intheirroomthetwogirlssatlongatthewindowtocoolthemselvesbeforeundressing。

  \"Ah!\"sighedGreta,\"thisisthehappiestbirthdayIhavehad。\"

  Cristiantoothought:’IhaveneverbeensohappyinmylifeasI

  havebeento—day。Ishouldlikeeverydaytobelikethis!’Andsheleantoutintothenight,tolettheaircoolhercheeks。

  \"Chris!\"saidGretasomedaysafterthis,\"MissNaylordancedlastevening;Ithinksheshallhaveaheadacheto—day。ThereismyFrenchandmyhistorythismorning。\"

  \"Well,Icantakethem。\"

  \"Thatisnice;thenwecantalk。Iamsorryabouttheheadache。I

  shallgivehersomeofmyEaudeCologne。\"

  MissNaylor’sheadachesafterdancingwerethingsonwhichtocalculate。Thegirlscarriedtheirbooksintothearbour;itwasashoweryday,andtheyhadtorunforshelterthroughtheraindropsandsunlight。

  \"TheFrenchfirst,Chris!\"GretalikedherFrench,inwhichshewasnotfarinferiortoChristian;thelessonthereforeproceededinanadmirablefashion。Afteronehourexactlybyherwatch(Mr。Treffry’sbirthdaypresentlovedandadmiredatleastonceeveryhour)Gretarose。

  \"Chris,Ihavenotfedmyrabbits。\"

  \"Bequick!there’snotmuchtimeforhistory。\"

  Gretavanished。Christianwatchedthebrightwaterdrippingfromtheroof;herlipswerepartedinasmile。ShewasthinkingofsomethingHarzhadsaidthenightbefore。Adiscussionhavingbeenstartedastowhetheraverageopiniondid,ordidnot,safeguardSociety,Harz,aftersittingsilent,hadburstout:\"Ithinkonemaninearnestisbetterthantwentyhalf—heartedmenwhofollowtamely;intheendhedoesSocietymostgood。\"

  Dawneyhadanswered:\"IfyouhadyourwaytherewouldbenoSociety。\"

  \"IhateSocietybecauseitlivesupontheweak。\"

  \"Bah!\"HerrPaulchimedin;\"theweakgoestothewall;thatisascertainasthatyouandIarehere。\"

  \"Letthemfallagainstthewall,\"criedHarz;\"don’tpushthemthere……\"

  Gretareappeared,walkingpensivelyintherain。

  \"Bino,\"shesaid,sighing,\"haseatentoomuch。Iremembernow,I

  didfeedthembefore。Mustwedothehistory,Chris?\"

  \"Ofcourse!\"

  Gretaopenedherbook,andputafingerinthepage。\"HerrHarzisverykindtome,\"shesaid。\"Yesterdayhebroughtabirdwhichhad。

  comeintohisstudiowithahurtwing;hebroughtitverygentlyinhishandkerchief——heisverykind,thebirdwasnotevenfrightenedofhim。Youdidnotknowaboutthat,Chris?\"

  Chrisflushedalittle,andsaidinahurtvoice\"Idon’tseewhatithasto——dowithme。\"

  \"No,\"assentedGreta。

  Christian’scolourdeepened。\"Goonwithyourhistory,Greta。\"

  \"Only,\"pursuedGreta,\"thathealwaystellsyouallaboutthings,Chris。\"

  \"Hedoesn’t!Howcanyousaythat!\"

  \"Ithinkhedoes,anditisbecauseyoudonotmakehimangry。Itisveryeasytomakehimangry;youhaveonlytothinkdifferently,andheshallbeangryatonce。\"

  \"Youarealittlecat!\"saidChristian;\"itisn’ttrue,atall。Hehatesshams,andcan’tbearmeanness;anditismeantocoverupdislikesandpretendthatyouagreewithpeople。\"

  \"Papasaysthathethinkstoomuchabouthimself。\"

  \"Father!\"beganChristianhotly;bitingherlipsshestopped,andturnedherwrathfuleyesonGreta。

  \"Youdonotalwaysshowyourdislikes,Chris。\"

  \"I?Whathasthattodowithit?Becauseoneisacowardthatdoesn’tmakeitanybetter,doesit?\"

  \"Ithinkthathehasagreatmanydislikes,\"murmuredGreta。

  \"Iwishyouwouldattendtoyourownfaults,andnotpryintootherpeople’s,\"andpushingthebookaside,Christiangazedinfrontofher。

  Someminutespassed,thenGretaleaningover,rubbedacheekagainsthershoulder。

  \"Iamverysorry,Chris——Ionlywantedtobetalking。ShallIreadsomehistory?\"

  \"Yes,\"saidChristiancoldly。

  \"Areyouangrywithme,Chris?\"

  Therewasnoanswer。Thelingeringraindropspattereddownontheroof。Gretapulledathersister’ssleeve。

  \"Look,Chris!\"shesaid。\"ThereisHerrHarz!\"

  Christianlookedup,droppedhereyesagain,andsaid:\"Willyougoonwiththehistory,Greta?\"

  Gretasighed。

  \"Yes,Iwill——but,oh!Chris,thereistheluncheongong!\"andshemeeklyclosedthebook。

  Duringthefollowingweekstherewasa\"sitting\"nearlyeveryafternoon。MissNaylorusuallyattendedthem;thelittleladywas,toacertainextent,carriedpastobjection。Shehadbeguntotakeaninterestinthepicture,andtowatchtheprocessoutofthecornerofhereye;inthedepthsofherdearmind,however,sheneverquitegotusedtothevanityandwasteoftime;herlipswouldmoveandherknitting—needlesclickinsuppressedremonstrances。

  WhatHarzdidfasthedidbest;ifhehadleisurehe\"sawtoomuch,\"

  lovinghisworksopassionatelythathecouldnevertellexactlywhentostop。Hehatedtolaythingsaside,alwaysthinking:\"Icangetitbetter。\"Gretawasfinished,butwithChristian,tryashewould,hewasnotsatisfied;fromdaytodayherfaceseemedtohimtochange,asifhersoulweregrowing。

  Therewerethingstooinhereyesthathecouldneitherreadnorreproduce。

  Dawneywouldoftenstrollouttothemafterhisdailyvisit,andlyingonthegrass,hisarmscrossedbehindhishead,andabigcigarbetweenhislips,wouldgentlybantereverybody。Teacameatfiveo’clock,andthenMrs。Decieappearedarmedwithamagazineornovel,forshewasproudofherliteraryknowledge。Thesittingwassuspended;Harz,withacigarette,wouldmovebetweenthetableandthepicture,drinkinghistea,puttingatouchinhereandthere;heneversatdowntillitwasalloverfortheday。Duringthese\"rests\"therewastalk,usuallyendingindiscussion。Mrs。Deciewashappiestinconversationsofaliteraryorder,makingfrequentuseofsuchexpressionsas:\"Afterall,itproducesanillusion——doesanythingelsematter?\"\"Ratheraposeur,ishenot?\"\"Aquestion,that,oftemperament,\"or\"Amatterofthedefinitionofwords\";andothercharminggeneralities,whichsoundwell,andseemtogofar,andarepleasinglyirrefutable。SometimesthediscussionturnedonArt——onpointsofcolourortechnique;whetherrealismwasquitejustified;andshouldwebepre—Raphaelites?Whenthesediscussionsstarted,Christian’seyeswouldgrowbiggerandclearer,withasortofshiningreasonableness;asthoughtheyweretryingtoseeintothedepths。AndHarzwouldstareatthem。Butthelookinthoseeyeseludedhim,asiftheyhadnomoremeaningthanMrs。Decie’s,which,withtheirpale,watchfulsmile,alwaysseemedsaying:\"Come,letustakealittleintellectualexercise。\"

  Greta,pullingScruff’sears,wouldgazeupatthespeakers;whenthetalkwasover,shealwaysshookherself。Butifnoonecametothe\"sittings,\"therewouldsometimesbeveryearnest,quicktalk,sometimeslongsilences。

  OnedayChristiansaid:\"Whatisyourreligion?\"

  Harzfinishedthetouchhewasputtingonthecanvas,beforeheanswered:\"RomanCatholic,Isuppose;IwasbaptisedinthatChurch。\"

  \"Ididn’tmeanthat。Doyoubelieveinafuturelife?\"

  \"Christian,\"murmuredGreta,whowasplaitingbladesofgrass,\"shallalwayswanttoknowwhatpeoplethinkaboutafuturelife;thatissofunny!\"

  \"HowcanItell?\"saidHarz;\"I’veneverreallythoughtofit——neverhadthetime。\"

  \"Howcanyouhelpthinking?\"Christiansaid:\"Ihaveto——itseemstomesoawfulthatwemightcometoanend。\"

  Sheclosedherbook,anditslippedoffherlap。Shewenton:\"Theremustbeafuturelife,we’resoincomplete。What’sthegoodofyourwork,forinstance?What’stheuseofdevelopingifyouhavetostop?\"

  \"Idon’tknow,\"answeredHarz。\"Idon’tmuchcare。AllIknowis,I’vegottowork。\"

  \"Butwhy?\"

  \"Forhappiness——therealhappinessisfighting——therestisnothing。

  Ifyouhavefinishedathing,doesiteversatisfyyou?Youlookforwardtothenextthingatonce;towaitiswretched!\"

  Christianclaspedherhandsbehindherneck;sunlightflickeredthroughtheleavesontothebosomofherdress。

  \"Ah!Staylikethat!\"criedHarz。

  Shelethereyesrestonhisface,swingingherfootalittle。

  \"Youworkbecauseyoumust;butthat’snotenough。Whydoyoufeelyoumust?Iwanttoknowwhat’sbehind。WhenIwastravellingwithAuntConstancethewinterbeforelastweoftentalked——I’veheardherdiscussitwithherfriends。ShesayswemoveincirclestillwereachNirvana。ButlastwinterIfoundIcouldn’ttalktoher;itseemedasifsheneverreallymeantanything。ThenIstartedreading——KantandHegel——\"

  \"Ah!\"putinHarz,\"iftheywouldteachmetodrawbetter,ortoseeanewcolourinaflower,oranexpressioninaface,Iwouldreadthemall。\"

  Christianleanedforward:\"Itmustberighttogetasneartruthaspossible;everystepgainedissomething。Youbelieveintruth;

  truthisthesameasbeauty——thatwaswhatyousaid——youtrytopaintthetruth,youalwaysseethebeauty。Buthowcanweknowtruth,unlessweknowwhatisattherootofit?\"

  \"I——think,\"murmuredGreta,sottovoce,\"youseeoneway——andheseesanother——because——youarenotoneperson。\"

  \"Ofcourse!\"saidChristianimpatiently,\"butwhy——\"

  Asoundofhumminginterruptedher。

  NicholasTreffrywascomingfromthehouse,holdingtheTimesinonehand,andahugemeerschaumpipeintheother。

  \"Aha!\"hesaidtoHarz:\"howgoesthepicture?\"andheloweredhimselfintoachair。

  \"Betterto—day,Uncle?\"saidChristiansoftly。

  Mr。Treffrygrowled。\"Confoundedhumbugs,doctors!\"hesaid。\"Yourfatherusedtoswearbythem;why,hisdoctorkilledhim——madehimdrinksuchalotofstuff!\"

  \"Whythendoyouhaveadoctor,UncleNic?\"askedGreta。

  Mr。Treffrylookedather;hiseyestwinkled。\"Idon’tknow,mydear。Iftheygethalfachance,theywon’tletgoofyou!\"

  Therehadbeenagentlebreezeallday,butnowithaddiedaway;notaleafquivered,notabladeofgrasswasstirring;fromthehousewereheardfaintsoundsasofsomeoneplayingonapipe。A

  blackbirdcamehoppingdownthepath。

  \"Whenyouwereaboy,didyougoafterbirds’nests,UncleNic?\"

  Gretawhispered。

  \"Ibelieveyou,Greta。\"Theblackbirdhoppedintotheshrubbery。

  \"Youfrightenedhim,UncleNic!PapasaysthatatSchlossKonig,wherehelivedwhenhewasyoung,hewouldalwaysbeafterjackdaws’

  nests。\"

  \"Gammon,Greta。Yourfathernevertookajackdaw’snest,hislegsaremuchtooround!\"

  \"Areyoufondofbirds,UncleNic?\"

  \"Askmeanother,Greta!Well,Is’poseso。\"

  \"Thenwhydidyougobird—nesting?Ithinkitiscruel\"

  Mr。Treffrycoughedbehindhispaper:\"Thereyouhaveme,Greta,\"heremarked。

  Harzbegantogatherhisbrushes:\"Thankyou,\"hesaid,\"that’sallI

  candoto—day。\"

  \"CanIlook?\"Mr。Treffryinquired。

  \"Certainly!\"

  UncleNicgotupslowly,andstoodinfrontofthepicture。\"Whenit’sforsale,\"hesaidatlast,\"I’llbuyit。\"

  Harzbowed;butforsomereasonhefeltannoyed,asifhehadbeenaskedtopartwithsomethingpersonal。

  \"Ithankyou,\"hesaid。Agongsounded。

  \"You’llstayandhaveasnackwithus?\"saidMr。Treffry;\"thedoctor’sstopping。\"Gatheringuphispaper,hemovedofftothehousewithhishandonGreta’sshoulder,theterrierrunninginfront。HarzandChristianwereleftalone。Hewasscrapinghispalette,andshewassittingwithherelbowsrestingonherknees;

  betweenthem,agleamofsunlightdyedthepathgolden。Itwaseveningalready;thebushesandtheflowers,aftertheday’sheat,werebreathingoutperfume;thebirdshadstartedtheirevensong。

  \"Areyoutiredofsittingforyourportrait,FrauleinChristian?\"

  Christianshookherhead。

  \"Ishallgetsomethingintoitthateverybodydoesnotsee——somethingbehindthesurface,thatwilllast。\"

  Christiansaidslowly:\"That’slikeachallenge。Youwererightwhenyousaidfightingishappiness——foryourself,butnotforme。I’macoward。Ihatetohurtpeople,Ilikethemtolikeme。Ifyouhadtodoanythingthatwouldmakethemhateyou,youwoulddoitallthesame,ifithelpedyourwork;that’sfine——it’swhatIcan’tdo。

  It’s——it’severything。DoyoulikeUncleNic?\"

  Theyoungpainterlookedtowardsthehouse,whereundertheverandaoldNicholasTreffrywasstillinsight;asmilecameonhislips。

点击下载App,搜索"Villa Rubein and Other Stories",免费读到尾