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  ’Perhapsitdoes。However,’headdedmorecheerfully,’thoughI

  feelthestudytobeonealmosttragicinitsquality,IhopetobethenewCopernicus。WhathewastothesolarsystemIaimtobetothesystemsbeyond。’

  Then,bymeansoftheinstrumentathand,theytravelledtogetherfromtheearthtoUranusandthemysteriousoutskirtsofthesolarsystem;fromthesolarsystemtoastarintheSwan,thenearestfixedstarinthenorthernsky;fromthestarintheSwantoremoterstars;thencetotheremotestvisible;tilltheghastlychasmwhichtheyhadbridgedbyafragilelineofsightwasrealizedbyLadyConstantine。

  ’Wearenowtraversingdistancesbesidewhichtheimmenselinestretchingfromtheearthtothesunisbutaninvisiblepoint,’

  saidtheyouth。’When,justnow,wehadreachedaplanetwhoseremotenessisahundredtimestheremotenessofthesunfromtheearth,wewereonlyatwothousandthpartofthejourneytothespotatwhichwehaveopticallyarrivednow。’

  ’Oh,praydon’t;itoverpowersme!’shereplied,notwithoutseriousness。’Itmakesmefeelthatitisnotworthwhiletolive;

  itquiteannihilatesme。’

  ’Ifitannihilatesyourladyshiptoroamovertheseyawningspacesjustonce,thinkhowitmustannihilatemetobe,asitwere,inconstantsuspensionamidthemnightafternight。’

  ’Yes……ItwasnotreallythissubjectthatIcametoseeyouupon,Mr。St。Cleeve,’shebeganasecondtime。’Itwasapersonalmatter。’

  ’Iamlistening,LadyConstantine。’

  ’Iwilltellityou。Yetno,——notthismoment。Letusfinishthisgrandsubjectfirst;itdwarfsmine。’

  Itwouldhavebeendifficulttojudgefromheraccentswhethershewereafraidtobroachherownmatter,orreallyinterestedinhis。

  Oracertainyouthfulpridethatheevidencedatbeingtheelucidatorofsuchalargetheme,andathavingdrawnhertheretohearandobserveit,mayhaveinclinedhertoindulgehimforkindness’sake。

  Thereuponhetookexceptiontoheruseoftheword’grand’asdescriptiveoftheactualuniverse:

  ’Theimaginarypictureoftheskyastheconcavityofadomewhosebaseextendsfromhorizontohorizonofourearthisgrand,simplygrand,andIwishIhadnevergotbeyondlookingatitinthatway。

  Buttheactualskyisahorror。’

  ’Anewviewofouroldfriends,thestars,’shesaid,smilingupatthem。

  ’Butsuchanobviouslytrueone!’saidtheyoungman。’Youwouldhardlythink,atfirst,thathorridmonsterslieuptherewaitingtobediscoveredbyanymoderatelypenetratingmind——monsterstowhichthoseoftheoceansbearnosortofcomparison。’

  ’Whatmonstersmaytheybe?’

  ’Impersonalmonsters,namely,Immensities。Untilapersonhasthoughtoutthestarsandtheirinter—spaces,hehashardlylearntthattherearethingsmuchmoreterriblethanmonstersofshape,namely,monstersofmagnitudewithoutknownshape。Suchmonstersarethevoidsandwasteplacesofthesky。Look,forinstance,atthosepiecesofdarknessintheMilkyWay,’hewenton,pointingwithhisfingertowherethegalaxystretchedacrossovertheirheadswiththeluminousnessofafrostedweb。’YouseethatdarkopeninginitneartheSwan?Thereisastillmoreremarkableonesouthoftheequator,calledtheCoalSack,asasortofnicknamethathasafarcicalforcefromitsveryinadequacy。Intheseoursightplungesquitebeyondanytwinklerwehaveyetvisited。Thosearedeepwellsforthehumanmindtoletitselfdowninto,leavealonethehumanbody!andthinkofthesidecavernsandsecondaryabyssestorightandleftasyoupasson!’

  LadyConstantinewasheedfulandsilent。

  Hetriedtogiveheryetanotherideaofthesizeoftheuniverse;

  neverwasthereamoreardentendeavourtobringdowntheimmeasurabletohumancomprehension!Byfiguresofspeechandaptcomparisonshetookhermindintoleading—strings,compellinghertofollowhimintowildernessesofwhichshehadneverinherlifeevenrealizedtheexistence。

  ’Thereisasizeatwhichdignitybegins,’heexclaimed;’furtheronthereisasizeatwhichgrandeurbegins;furtheronthereisasizeatwhichsolemnitybegins;furtheron,asizeatwhichawfulnessbegins;furtheron,asizeatwhichghastlinessbegins。Thatsizefaintlyapproachesthesizeofthestellaruniverse。SoamInotrightinsayingthatthosemindswhoexerttheirimaginativepowerstoburythemselvesinthedepthsofthatuniversemerelystraintheirfacultiestogainanewhorror?’

  Standing,asshestood,inthepresenceofthestellaruniverse,undertheveryeyesoftheconstellations,LadyConstantineapprehendedsomethingoftheearnestyouth’sargument。

  ’Andtoaddanewweirdnesstowhattheskypossessesinitssizeandformlessness,thereisinvolvedthequalityofdecay。Forallthewonderoftheseeverlastingstars,eternalspheres,andwhatnot,theyarenoteverlasting,theyarenoteternal;theyburnoutlikecandles。YouseethatdyingoneinthebodyoftheGreaterBear?Twocenturiesagoitwasasbrightastheothers。Thesensesmaybecometerrifiedbyplungingamongthemastheyare,butthereisapitifulnessevenintheirglory。Imaginethemallextinguished,andyourmindfeelingitswaythroughaheavenoftotaldarkness,occasionallystrikingagainsttheblack,invisiblecindersofthosestars……Ifyouarecheerful,andwishtoremainso,leavethestudyofastronomyalone。Ofallthesciences,italonedeservesthecharacteroftheterrible。’

  ’Iamnotaltogethercheerful。’

  ’Thenif,ontheotherhand,youarerestlessandanxiousaboutthefuture,studyastronomyatonce。Yourtroubleswillbereducedamazingly。Butyourstudywillreducetheminasingularway,byreducingtheimportanceofeverything。Sothatthescienceisstillterrible,evenasapanacea。Itisquiteimpossibletothinkatalladequatelyofthesky——ofwhattheskysubstantiallyis,withoutfeelingitasajuxtaposednightmare。Itisbetter——farbetter——formentoforgettheuniversethantobearitclearlyinmind!……

  Butyousaytheuniversewasnotreallywhatyoucametoseemeabout。Whatwasit,mayIask,LadyConstantine?’

  Shemused,andsighed,andturnedtohimwithsomethingpatheticinher。

  ’Theimmensityofthesubjectyouhaveengagedmeonhascompletelycrushedmysubjectoutofme!Yoursiscelestial;minelamentablyhuman!Andthelessmustgivewaytothegreater。’

  ’Butisit,inahumansense,andapartfrommacrocosmicmagnitudes,important?’heinquired,atlastattractedbyhermanner;forhebegantoperceive,inspiteofhisprepossession,thatshehadreallysomethingonhermind。

  ’Itisasimportantaspersonaltroublesusuallyare。’

  NotwithstandingherpreconceivednotionofcomingtoSwithinasemployertodependant,aschatelainetopage,shewasfallingintoconfidentialintercoursewithhim。Hisvastandromanticendeavourslenthimapersonalforceandcharmwhichshecouldnotbutapprehend。Inthepresenceoftheimmensitiesthathisyoungmindhad,asitwere,broughtdownfromabovetohers,theybecameunconsciouslyequal。Therewas,moreover,aninbornlikinginLadyConstantinetodwelllessonherpermanentpositionasacountyladythanonherpassingemotionsasawoman。

  ’IwillpostponethematterIcametochargeyouwith,’sheresumed,smiling。’Imustreconsiderit。NowIwillreturn。’

  ’Allowmetoshowyououtthroughthetreesandacrossthefields?’

  Shesaidneitheradistinctyesnorno;and,descendingthetower,theythreadedthefirsandcrossedtheploughedfield。Byanoddcoincidenceheremarked,whentheydrewneartheGreatHouse——

  ’Youmaypossiblybeinterestedinknowing,LadyConstantine,thatthatmedium—sizedstaryouseeoverthere,lowdowninthesouth,ispreciselyoverSirBlountConstantine’sheadinthemiddleofAfrica。’

  ’Howverystrangethatyoushouldhavesaidso!’sheanswered。’YouhavebroachedformetheverysubjectIhadcometospeakof。’

  ’Onadomesticmatter?’hesaid,withsurprise。

  ’Yes。Whatasmallmatteritseemsnow,afterourastronomicalstupendousness!andyetonmywaytoyouitsofartranscendedtheordinarymattersofmylifeasthesubjectyouhaveledmeuptotranscendsthis。But,’withalittlelaugh,’Iwillendeavourtosinkdowntosuchephemeraltrivialitiesashumantragedy,andexplain,sinceIhavecome。Thepointis,Iwantahelper:nowomaneverwantedonemore。FordaysIhavewantedatrustyfriendwhocouldgoonasecreterrandforme。Itisnecessarythatmymessengershouldbeeducated,shouldbeintelligent,shouldbesilentasthegrave。Doyougivemeyoursolemnpromiseastothelastpoint,ifIconfideinyou?’

  ’Mostemphatically,LadyConstantine。’

  ’Yourrighthanduponthecompact。’

  Hegavehishand,andraisedherstohislips。Inadditiontohisrespectforherastheladyofthemanor,therewastheadmirationoftwentyyearsfortwenty—eightornineinsuchrelations。

  ’Itrustyou,’shesaid。’Now,beyondtheaboveconditions,itwasspeciallynecessarythatmyagentshouldhaveknownSirBlountConstantinewellbysightwhenhewasathome。Fortheerrandisconcerningmyhusband;IammuchdisturbedatwhatIhaveheardabouthim。’

  ’Iamindeedsorrytoknowit。’

  ’Thereareonlytwopeopleintheparishwhofulfilalltheconditions,——Mr。Torkingham,andyourself。IsentforMr。

  Torkingham,andhecame。Icouldnottellhim。Ifeltatthelastmomentthathewouldn’tdo。IhavecometoyoubecauseIthinkyouwilldo。Thisisit:myhusbandhasledmeandalltheworldtobelievethatheisinAfrica,huntinglions。IhavehadamysteriousletterinformingmethathehasbeenseeninLondon,inverypeculiarcircumstances。ThetruthofthisIwantascertained。

  Willyougoonthejourney?’

  ’Personally,Iwouldgototheendoftheworldforyou,LadyConstantine;but——’

  ’Nobuts!’

  ’HowcanIleave?’

  ’Whynot?’

  ’Iampreparingaworkonvariablestars。ThereisoneofthesewhichIhaveexceptionallyobservedforseveralmonths,andonthismygreattheoryismainlybased。Ithasbeenhithertocalledirregular;butIhavedetectedaperiodicityinitsso—calledirregularitieswhich,ifproved,wouldaddsomeveryvaluablefactstothoseknownonthissubject,oneofthemostinteresting,perplexing,andsuggestiveinthewholefieldofastronomy。Now,toclinchmytheory,thereshouldbeasuddenvariationthisweek,——oratlatestnextweek,——andIhavetowatcheverynightnottoletitpass。Youseemyreasonfordeclining,LadyConstantine。’

  ’Youngmenarealwayssoselfish!’shesaid。

  ’Itmightruinthewholeofmyyear’slabourifIleavenow!’

  returnedtheyouth,greatlyhurt。’Couldyounotwaitafortnightlonger?’

  ’No,——no。Don’tthinkthatIhaveaskedyou,pray。Ihavenowishtoinconvenienceyou。’

  ’LadyConstantine,don’tbeangrywithme!Willyoudothis,——watchthestarformewhileIamgone?Ifyouarepreparedtodoiteffectually,Iwillgo。’

  ’Willitbemuchtrouble?’

  ’Itwillbesometrouble。Youwouldhavetocomehereeverycleareveningaboutnine。Iftheskywerenotclear,thenyouwouldhavetocomeatfourinthemorning,shouldthecloudshavedispersed。’

  ’Couldnotthetelescopebebroughttomyhouse?’

  Swithinshookhishead。

  ’Perhapsyoudidnotobserveitsrealsize,——thatitwasfixedtoaframe—work?Icouldnotaffordtobuyanequatorial,andIhavebeenobligedtorigupanapparatusofmyowndevising,soastomakeitinsomemeasureanswerthepurposeofanequatorial。ItCOULDbemoved,butIwouldrathernottouchit。’

  ’Well,I’llgotothetelescope,’shewenton,withanemphasisthatwasnotwhollyplayful。’YouarethemostungallantyouthIevermetwith;butIsupposeImustsetthatdowntoscience。Yes,I’llgotothetoweratnineeverynight。’

  ’Andalone?Ishouldprefertokeepmypursuitsthereunknown。’

  ’Andalone,’sheanswered,quiteoverbornebyhisinflexibility。

  ’Youwillnotmissthemorningobservation,ifitshouldbenecessary?’

  ’Ihavegivenmyword。’

  ’AndIgivemine。IsupposeIoughtnottohavebeensoexacting!’

  Hespokewiththatsuddenemotionalsenseofhisowninsignificancewhichmadethesealternationsofmoodpossible。’Iwillgoanywhere——doanythingforyou——thismoment——to—morroworatanytime。Butyoumustreturnwithmetothetower,andletmeshowyoutheobservingprocess。’

  Theyretracedtheirsteps,thetenderhoar—frosttakingtheimprintoftheirfeet,whiletwostarsintheTwinslookeddownupontheirtwopersonsthroughthetrees,asifthosetwopersonscouldbearsomesortofcomparisonwiththem。Onthetowertheinstructionsweregiven。Whenallwasover,andhewasagainconductinghertotheGreatHouseshesaid——

  ’Whencanyoustart?’

  ’Now,’saidSwithin。

  ’Somuchthebetter。Youshallgoupbythenightmail。’

  V

  Onthethirdmorningaftertheyoungman’sdepartureLadyConstantineopenedthepost—baganxiously。Thoughshehadrisenbeforefouro’clock,andcrossedtothetowerthroughthegrayhalf—

  lightwheneverybladeandtwigwerefurredwithrime,shefeltnolanguor。Expectationcouldbanishatcock—crowtheeye—heavinesswhichapathyhadbeenunabletodisperseallthedaylong。

  Therewas,asshehadhoped,aletterfromSwithinSt。Cleeve。

  ’DEARLADYCONSTANTINE,——Ihavequitesucceededinmymission,andshallreturnto—morrowat10p。m。Ihopeyouhavenotfailedintheobservations。Watchingthestarthroughanopera—glassSundaynight,Ifanciedsomechangehadtakenplace,butIcouldnotmakemyselfsure。YourmemorandaforthatnightIawaitwithimpatience。

  Pleasedon’tneglecttowritedownATTHEMOMENT,allremarkableappearancesbothastocolourandintensity;andbeveryexactastotime,whichcorrectinthewayIshowedyou。——Iam,dearLadyConstantine,yoursmostfaithfully,SWITHINST。

  CLEEVE。’

  Notanotherwordintheletterabouthiserrand;hismindranonnothingbutthisastronomicalsubject。Hehadsucceededinhismission,andyethedidnotevensayyesornotothegreatquestion,——whetherornotherhusbandwasmasqueradinginLondonattheaddressshehadgiven。

  ’Waseveranythingsoprovoking!’shecried。

  However,thetimewasnotlongtowait。Hiswayhomewardwouldliewithinastone’s—throwofthemanor—house,andthoughforcertainreasonsshehadforbiddenhimtocallatthelatehourofhisarrival,shecouldeasilyintercepthimintheavenue。Attwentyminutespasttenshewentoutintothedrive,andstoodinthedark。

  Sevenminuteslatersheheardhisfootstep,andsawhisoutlineintheslitoflightbetweentheavenue—trees。Hehadavaliseinonehand,agreat—coatonhisarm,andunderhisarmaparcelwhichseemedtobeveryprecious,fromthemannerinwhichheheldit。

  ’LadyConstantine?’heaskedsoftly。

  ’Yes,’shesaid,inherexcitementholdingoutbothherhands,thoughhehadplainlynotexpectedhertoofferone。

  ’Didyouwatchthestar?’

  ’I’lltellyoueverythingindetail;but,pray,yourerrandfirst!’

  ’Yes,it’sallright。Didyouwatcheverynight,notmissingone?’

  ’Iforgottogo——twice,’shemurmuredcontritely。

  ’Oh,LadyConstantine!’hecriedindismay。’Howcouldyouservemeso!whatshallIdo?’

  ’Pleaseforgiveme!Indeed,Icouldnothelpit。Ihadwatchedandwatched,andnothinghappened;andsomehowmyvigilancerelaxedwhenIfoundnothingwaslikelytotakeplaceinthestar。’

  ’Buttheverycircumstanceofitnothavinghappened,madeitallthemorelikelyeveryday。’

  ’Haveyou——seen——’shebeganimploringly。

  Swithinsighed,loweredhisthoughtstosublunarythings,andtoldbrieflythestoryofhisjourney。SirBlountConstantinewasnotinLondonattheaddresswhichhadbeenanonymouslysenther。Itwasamistakeofidentity。ThepersonwhohadbeenseenthereSwithinhadsoughtout。HeresembledSirBlountstrongly;buthewasastranger。

  ’HowcanIrewardyou!’sheexclaimed,whenhehaddone。

  ’InnowaybutbygivingmeyourgoodwishesinwhatIamgoingtotellyouonmyownaccount。’Hespokeintonesofmysteriousexultation。’Thisparcelisgoingtomakemyfame!’

  ’Whatisit?’

  ’Ahugeobject—glassforthegreattelescopeIamsobusyabout!

  Suchamagnificentaidtosciencehasneverenteredthiscountybefore,youmaydepend。’

  Heproducedfromunderhisarmthecarefullycuddled—uppackage,whichwasinshapearoundflatdisk,likeadinner—plate,tiedinpaper。

  Proceedingtoexplainhisplanstohermorefully,hewalkedwithhertowardsthedoorbywhichshehademerged。Itwasalittlesidewicketthroughawalldividingtheopenparkfromthegardenterraces。Hereforamomentheplacedhisvaliseandparcelonthecopingofthestonebalustrade,tillhehadbiddenherfarewell。

  Thenheturned,andinlayingholdofhisbagbythedimlightpushedtheparcelovertheparapet。Itfellsmashuponthepavedwalktenoradozenfeetbeneath。

  ’Oh,goodheavens!’hecriedinanguish。

  ’What?’

  ’Myobject—glassbroken!’

  ’Isitofmuchvalue?’

  ’ItcostallIpossess!’

  Heranroundbythestepstothelowerlawn,LadyConstantinefollowing,ashecontinued,’Itisamagnificenteight—inchfirstqualityobjectlens!ItookadvantageofmyjourneytoLondontogetit!Ihavebeensixweeksmakingthetubeofmilledboard;andasIhadnotenoughmoneybytwelvepoundsforthelens,Iborroweditofmygrandmotheroutofherlastannuitypayment。Whatcanbe,canbedone!’

  ’Perhapsitisnotbroken。’

  Hefeltontheground,foundtheparcel,andshookit。Aclickingnoiseissuedfrominside。Swithinsmotehisforeheadwithhishand,andwalkedupanddownlikeamadfellow。

  ’Mytelescope!Ihavewaitedninemonthsforthislens。Nowthepossibilityofsettingupareallypowerfulinstrumentisover!Itistoocruel——howcouldithappen!……LadyConstantine,Iamashamedofmyself,——beforeyou。Oh,but,LadyConstantine,ifyouonlyknewwhatitistoapersonengagedinsciencetohavethemeansofclinchingatheorysnatchedawayatthelastmoment!ItisIagainsttheworld;andwhentheworldhasaccidentsonitssideinadditiontoitsnaturalstrength,whatchanceforme!’

  Theyoungastronomerleantagainstthewall,andwassilent。HismiserywasofanintensityandkindwiththatofPalissy,inthesestruggleswithanadversefate。

  ’Don’tmindit,——praydon’t!’saidLadyConstantine。’Itisdreadfullyunfortunate!Youhavemywholesympathy。Canitbemended?’

  ’Mended,——no,no!’

  ’Cannotyoudowithyourpresentonealittlelonger?’

  ’Itisaltogetherinferior,cheap,andbad!’

  ’I’llgetyouanother,——yes,indeed,Iwill!Allowmetogetyouanotherassoonaspossible。I’lldoanythingtoassistyououtofyourtrouble;forIammostanxioustoseeyoufamous。Iknowyouwillbeagreatastronomer,inspiteofthismishap!Come,sayI

  maygetanewone。’

  Swithintookherhand。Hecouldnottrusthimselftospeak。

  SomedayslateralittleboxofpeculiarkindcametotheGreatHouse。ItwasaddressedtoLadyConstantine,’withgreatcare。’

  Shehaditpartlyopenedandtakentoherownlittlewriting—room;

  andafterlunch,whenshehaddressedforwalking,shetookfromtheboxapaperparcelliketheonewhichhadmetwiththeaccident。

  Thisshehidunderhermantle,asifshehadstolenit;and,goingoutslowlyacrossthelawn,passedthroughthelittledoorbeforespokenof,andwassoonhasteninginthedirectionoftheRings—Hillcolumn。

  Therewasabrightsunoverheadonthatafternoonofearlyspring,anditsraysshedanunusualwarmthonsouth—westaspects,thoughshadyplacesstillretainedthelookandfeelofwinter。Rookswerealreadybeginningtobuildnewnestsortomendupoldones,andclamorouslycalledinneighbourstogiveopinionsondifficultiesintheirarchitecture。LadyConstantineswervedoncefromherpath,asifshehaddecidedtogotothehomesteadwhereSwithinlived;butonsecondthoughtsshebentherstepstothecolumn。

  Drawingnearitshelookedup;butbyreasonoftheheightoftheparapetnobodycouldbeseenthereonwhodidnotstandontiptoe。

  Shethought,however,thatheryoungfriendmightpossiblyseeher,ifhewerethere,andcomedown;andthathewasthereshesoonascertainedbyfindingthedoorunlocked,andthekeyinside。Nomovement,however,reachedherearsfromabove,andshebegantoascend。

  Meanwhileaffairsatthetopofthecolumnhadprogressedasfollows。Theafternoonbeingexceptionallyfine,Swithinhadascendedabouttwoo’clock,and,seatinghimselfatthelittletablewhichhehadconstructedonthespot,hebeganreadingoverhisnotesandexaminingsomeastronomicaljournalsthathadreachedhiminthemorning。Thesunblazedintothehollowroof—spaceasintoatub,andthesideskeptouteverybreeze。ThoughthemonthwasFebruarybelowitwasMayintheabacusofthecolumn。Thisstateoftheatmosphere,andthefactthatonthepreviousnighthehadpursuedhisobservationstillpasttwoo’clock,producedinhimattheendofhalfanhouranoverpoweringinclinationtosleep。

  Spreadingonthelead—workathickrugwhichhekeptupthere,heflunghimselfdownagainsttheparapet,andwassooninastateofunconsciousness。

  Itwasabouttenminutesafterwardsthatasoftrustleofsilkenclothescameupthespiralstaircase,and,hesitatingonwards,reachedtheorifice,whereappearedtheformofLadyConstantine。

  Shedidnotatfirstperceivethathewaspresent,andstoodstilltoreconnoitre。Hereyeglancedoverhistelescope,nowwrappedup,histableandpapers,hisobserving—chair,andhiscontrivancesformakingthebestofadeficiencyofinstruments。Allwaswarm,sunny,andsilent,exceptthatasolitarybee,whichhadsomehowgotwithinthehollowoftheabacus,wassingingroundinquiringly,unabletodiscernthatascentwastheonlymodeofescape。Inanothermomentshebeheldtheastronomer,lyinginthesunlikeasailorinthemain—top。

  LadyConstantinecoughedslightly;hedidnotawake。Shethenentered,and,drawingtheparcelfrombeneathhercloak,placeditonthetable。Afterthisshewaited,lookingforalongtimeathissleepingface,whichhadaveryinterestingappearance。Sheseemedreluctanttoleave,yetwantedresolutiontowakehim;and,pencillinghisnameontheparcel,shewithdrewtothestaircase,wherethebrushingofherdressdecreasedtosilenceassherecededroundandroundonherwaytothebase。

  Swithinstillslepton,andpresentlytherustlebeganagaininthefar—downinteriorofthecolumn。Thedoorcouldbeheardclosing,andtherustlecamenearer,showingthatshehadshutherselfin,——

  nodoubttolessentheriskofanaccidentalsurprisebyanyroamingvillager。WhenLadyConstantinereappearedatthetop,andsawtheparcelstilluntouchedandSwithinasleepasbefore,sheexhibitedsomedisappointment;butshedidnotretreat。

  Lookingagainathim,hereyesbecamesosentimentallyfixedonhisfacethatitseemedasifshecouldnotwithdrawthem。Therelay,intheshapeofanAntinous,noamoroso,nogallant,butaguilelessphilosopher。Hispartedlipswerelipswhichspoke,notoflove,butofmillionsofmiles;thosewereeyeswhichhabituallygazed,notintothedepthsofothereyes,butintootherworlds。Withinhistemplesdweltthoughts,notofwoman’slooks,butofstellaraspectsandtheconfigurationofconstellations。

  Thus,tohisphysicalattractivenesswasaddedtheattractivenessofmentalinaccessibility。Theennoblinginfluenceofscientificpursuitswasdemonstratedbythespeculativepuritywhichexpresseditselfinhiseyeswheneverhelookedatherinspeaking,andinthechildlikefaultsofmannerwhicharosefromhisobtusenesstotheirdifferenceofsex。Hehadnever,sincebecomingaman,lookedevensolowastothelevelofaLadyConstantine。Hisheavenatpresentwastrulyintheskies,andnotinthatonlyotherplacewheretheysayitcanbefound,intheeyesofsomedaughterofEve。WouldanyCirceorCalypso——andifso,whatone?——evercheckthispale—hairedscientist’snocturnalsailingsintotheinterminablespacesoverhead,andhurlallhismightycalculationsoncosmicforceandstellarfireintoLimbo?Oh,thepityofit,ifsuchshouldbethecase!

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