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  Butinthebeginningitwasnotconsciousnessoftheman。Itwasnew,sensoriallife,elemental,primitive,aliberationofamillioninheritedinstincts,quiveringandphysical,overwhichEllenhadnomorecontrolthanshehadoverthegloryofthesun。Ifshethoughtatallitwasofherneedtobehidden,likeananimal,lowdownneartheearth,coveredbygreenthicket,lostinthewildnessofnature。Shewenttonature,unconsciouslyseekingamother。Andlovewasabirthfromthedepthsofher,likearushingspringofpurewater,longunderground,andatlastpropelledtothesurfacebyaconvulsion。

  Ellengraduallylosthertenserigidityandrelaxed。Herbodysoftened。

  Sherolledoveruntilherfacecaughtthelacy,goldenshadowscastbysunandbough。Scattereddropsofrainpatteredaroundher。Theairwashot,anditsodorwasthatofdrypineandsprucefragrancepenetratedbybrimstonefromthelightning。Thenestwhereshelaywaswarmandsweet。Noeyesavethatofnaturesawherinherabandonment。Anineffableandexquisitesmilewreathedherlips,dreamy,sad,sensuous,thesupremityofunconscioushappiness。Overherdarkandeloquenteyes,asEllengazedupward,spreadaluminousfilm,aveil。Shewaslookingintensely,yetshedidnotsee。Thewildernessenvelopedherwithitssecretive,elementalsheathsofrock,oftree,ofcloud,ofsunlight。

  Throughherthrillingskinpouredthemultipleandnamelesssensationsofthelivingorganismstirredtosupremesensitiveness。Shecouldnotliestill,butallhermovementsweregentle,involuntary。Theslowreachingoutofherhand,tograspatnothingvisible,wassimilartothelazystretchingofherlimbs,totheheaveofherbreast,totherippleofmuscle。

  Ellenknewnotwhatshefelt。Tolivethatsublimehourwasbeyondthought。Suchhappinesswaslikethefirstdawnoftheworldtothesightofman。Ithadtodowithbygoneages。Herheart,herblood,herflesh,herveryboneswerefilledwithinstinctsandemotionscommontotheracebeforeintellectdeveloped,whenthesavagelivedonlywithhissensorialperceptions。Ofallhappiness,joy,bliss,rapturetowhichmanwasheir,thatofintenseandexquisitepreoccupationofthesenses,unhinderedandunburdenedbythought,wasthegreatest。Ellenfeltthatwhichlifemeantwithitsinscrutabledesign。Lovewasonlytherealizationofhermissionontheearth。

  Thedarkstormcloudwithitswhite,raggedropesoflightninganddown—streaminggrayveilsofrain,thepurplegulfrollinglikeacoloredseatothedimmountains,thegloriousgoldenlightofthesun——thesehadenchantedhereyeswithherbeautyoftheuniverse。

  Theyhadburstthewindowsofherblindness。Whenshecrawledintothegreen—browncovertitwastoescapetoogreatperception。Sheneededtobeencompassedbyclose,tangiblethings。Andthereherbodypaidthetributetotherealizationoflife。Shock,convulsion,pain,relaxation,andthenunutterableandinsupportablesensingofherenvironmentandtheheart!Inonewayshewasawildanimalaloneinthewoods,forcedintothematingthatmeantreproductionofitskind。Inanothershewasaninfinitelyhigherbeingshotthroughandthroughwiththemostresistlessandmysterioustransportthatlifecouldgivetoflesh。

  Andwhenthatspellslackeneditsholdtherewedgedintohermindaconsciousnessofthemansheloved——JeanIsbel。Thenemotionandthoughtstroveformasteryoverher。Itwasnotherselforlovethatsheloved,butalivingman。Suddenlyheexistedsoclearlyforherthatshecouldseehim,hearhim,almostfeelhim。Herwholesoul,herverylifecriedouttohimforprotection,forsalvation,forlove,forfulfillment。Nodenial,nodoubtmarredthewhiteblazeofherrealization。FromtheinstantthatshehadlookedupintoJeanIsbel’sdarkfaceshehadlovedhim。Onlyshehadnotknown。Shebowednow,andbent,andhumblyquiveredunderthemasteryofsomethingbeyondherken。Thoughtclungtothebeginningsofherromance——tothethreetimesshehadseenhim。Everylook,everyword,everyactofhisreturnedtohernowinthelightofthetruth。Loveatfirstsight!

  Hehadswornit,bitterly,eloquently,scornfulofherdoubts。Andnowablind,sweet,shudderingecstasyswayedher。Howweakandfrailseemedherbody——toosmall,tooslightforthismonstrousandterribleengineoffireandlightningandfuryandglory——herheart!Itmustburstorbreak。RelentlesslymemorypursuedEllen,andherthoughtswhirledandemotionconqueredher。Atlastshequivereduptoherkneesasiflashedtoaction。ItseemedthatfirstkissofIsbel’s,coolandgentleandtimid,wasonherlips。Andhereyesclosedandhottearswelledfromunderherlids。Hergropinghandsfoundonlythedeadtwigsandthepineboughsofthetrees。Hadshereachedouttoclasphim?ThenhardandviolentonhermouthandcheekandneckburnedthoseotherkissesofIsbel’s,andwiththeflashing,stingingmemorycamethetruththatnowshewouldhavebarteredhersoulforthem。

  Utterlyshesurrenderedtotheresistlessnessofthislove。Herlossofmotherandfriends,herwanderingfromonewildplacetoanother,herlonelylifeamongboldandroughmen,haddevelopedherforviolentlove。Itoverthrewallpride,itengenderedhumility,itkilledhate。

  Ellenwipedthetearsfromhereyes,andassheknelttheresheswepttoherbreastafragrantspreadingboughofpineneedles。\"I’llgotohim,\"shewhispered。\"I’lltellhimof——ofmy——mylove。I’lltellhimtotakemeaway——awaytotheendoftheworld——awayfromheah——beforeit’stoolate!\"

  Itwasasolemn,beautifulmoment。Butthelastspokenwordslingeredhauntingly。\"Toolate?\"shewhispered。

  Andsuddenlyitseemedthatdeathitselfshudderedinhersoul。

  Toolate!Itwastoolate。Shehadkilledhislove。ThatJorthbloodinher——thatpoisonoushate——hadchosentheonlywaytostrikethisnobleIsbeltotheheart。Basely,withanabandonmentofwomanhood,shehadmockinglyperjuredhersoulwithavilelie。Shewrithed,sheshookunderthewhipofthisinconceivablefact。Lost!Lost!Shewailedhermisery。ShemightaswellbewhatshehadmadeJeanIsbelthinkshewas。Ifshehadbeenshamedbefore,shewasnowabased,degraded,lostinherownsight。Andifshewouldhavegivenhersoulforhiskisses,shenowwouldhavekilledherselftoearnbackhisrespect。JeanIsbelhadgivenheratsightthedeferencethatshehadunconsciouslycraved,andthelovethatwouldhavebeenhersalvation。Whatahorriblemistakeshehadmadeofherlife!Nothermother’sblood,butherfather’s——theJorthblood——hadbeenherruin。

  AgainEllenfelluponthesoftpine—needlemat,facedown,andshegroveledandburrowedthere,inanagonythatcouldnotbearthesenseoflight。Allshehadsufferedwasasnothingtothis。Tohaveawakenedtoasplendidandupliftingloveforamanwhomshehadimaginedshehated,whohadfoughtforhernameandhadkilledinrevengeforthedishonorshehadavowed——tohavelosthisloveandwhatwasinfinitelymoreprecioustohernowinherignominy——hisfaithinherpurity——thisbrokeherheart。

  CHAPTERXI

  WhenEllen,utterlyspentinbodyandmind,reachedhomethatdayamelancholy,sultrytwilightwasfalling。Fitfulflaresofsheetlightningsweptacrossthedarkhorizontotheeast。Thecabinsweredeserted。AntonioandtheMexicanwomanweregone。ThecircumstancesmadeEllenwonder,butshewastootiredandtoosunkeninspirittothinklongaboutitortocare。Shefedandwateredherhorseandlefthiminthecorral。Then,supperlessandwithoutremovingherclothes,shethrewherselfuponthebed,andatoncesankintoheavyslumber。

  Sometimeduringthenightsheawoke。Coyoteswereyelping,andfromthatsoundsheconcludeditwasneardawn。Herbodyached;hermindseemeddull。Drowsilyshewassinkingintoslumberagainwhensheheardtherapidclip—clopoftrottinghorses。Startled,sheraisedherheadtolisten。Themenwerecomingback。Reliefanddreadseemedtoclearherstupor。

  Thetrottinghorsesstoppedacrossthelanefromhercabin,evidentlyatthecorralwhereshehadleftSpades。Sheheardhimwhistle。

  >Fromthesoundofhoofsshejudgedthenumberofhorsestobesixoreight。Lowvoicesofmenmingledwiththudsandcrackingofstrapsandfloppingofsaddlesontheground。Afterthattheheavytreadofbootssoundedontheporchofthecabinopposite。Adoorcreakedonitshinges。Nextaslowfootstep,accompaniedbyclinkingofspurs,approachedEllen’sdoor,andaheavyhandbangeduponit。Sheknewthispersoncouldnotbeherfather。

  \"Hullo,Ellen!\"

  SherecognizedthevoiceasbelongingtoColter。Somehowitstone,orsomethingaboutit,sentalittleshiverclownherspine。Itactedlikearevivifyingcurrent。Ellenlostherdragginglethargy。

  \"Hey,Ellen,arey’uthere?\"addedColter,loudervoice。

  \"Yes。OfcourseI’mheah,\"shereplied。Whatdoy’uwant?\"

  \"Wal——I’mshoreglady’u’rehome,\"hereplied。\"Antonio’sgonewithhissquaw。An’Iwassomeworriedabooty’u。\"

  \"Who’swithy’u,Colter?\"queriedEllen,sittingup。

  \"RockWellsan’Springer。TadJorthwaswithus,butwehadtoleavehimoverheahinacabin。\"

  \"What’sthematterwithhim?\"

  \"Wal,he’shurttolerablebad,\"wastheslowreply。

  EllenheardColter’sspursjangle,asifhehaduneasilyshiftedhisfeet。

  \"Where’sdadan’UncleJackson?\"askedEllen。

  AsilencepregnantenoughtoaugmentEllen’sdreadfinallybroketoColter’svoice,somehowdifferent。\"Shorethey’rebackonthetrail。

  An’we’retomeetthemwhereweleftTad。\"

  \"Areyugoin’awayagain?\"

  \"Ireckon……An’,Ellen,y’u’regoin’withus。\"

  \"Iamnot,\"sheretorted。

  \"Wal,y’uare,ifIhavetopacky’u,\"hereplied,forcibly。\"It’snotsafeheahanymore。Thatdamnedhalf—breedIsbelwithhisgangareonourtrail。\"

  Thatnameseemedlikeared—hotbladeatEllen’sleadenheart。

  ShewantedtoflingahundredqueriesonColter,butshecouldnotutterone。

  \"Ellen,we’vegottohitthetrailan’hide,\"continuedColter,anxiously。\"Y’umustn’tstayheahalone。SupposethemIsbelswouldtrapy’u!……They’dtearyourclothesoffan’ropey’utoatree。

  Ellen,shorey’u’regoin’……Y’uheahme!\"

  \"Yes——I’llgo,\"shereplied,asifforced。

  \"Wal——that’sgood,\"hesaid,quickly。\"An’rustletolerablelively。

  We’vegottopack。\"

  TheslowjangleofColter’sspursandhisslowstepsmovedawayoutofEllen’shearing。Throwingofftheblankets,sheputherfeettothefloorandsatthereamomentstaringattheblanknothingnessofthecabininteriorintheobscuregrayofdawn。Cold,gray,dreary,obscure——likeherlife,herfuture!Andshewascompelledtodowhatwashatefultoher。AsaJorthshemusttaketotheunfrequentedtrailsandhidelikearabbitinthethickets。Buttheinterestofthemoment,apremonitionofeventstobe,quickenedherintoaction。

  Ellenunbarredthedoortoletinthelight。Daywasbreakingwithanintense,clear,steelylightintheeastthroughwhichthemorningstarstillshonewhite。Aruddyflarebetokenedtheadventofthesun。

  Ellenunbraidedhertangledhairandbrushedandcombedit。Aqueer,stillpangcametoheratsightofpineneedlestangledinherbrownlocks。Thenshewashedherhandsandface。Breakfastwasamatterofconsiderableworkandshewashungry。

  Thesunroseandchangedthegrayworldofforest。ForthefirsttimeinherlifeEllenhatedthegoldenbrightness,thewonderfulblueofsky,thescreamoftheeagleandthescreechofthejay;andthesquirrelsshehadalwayslovedtofeedwereneglectedthatmorning。

  Coltercamein。EitherEllenhadneverbeforelookedattentivelyathimorelsehehadchanged。Herscrutinyofhislean,hardfeaturesaccordedhimmoreTexanattributesthanformerly。Hisgrayeyeswereaslight,asclear,asfierceasthoseofaneagle。Andthesandgrayofhisface,thelong,drooping,fairmustachehidthesecretsofhismind,butnotitsstrength。TheinstantEllenmethisgazeshesensedapowerinhimthatsheinstinctivelyopposed。ColterhadnotbeensoboldnorsorudeasDaggs,buthewasthesamekindofman,perhapsthemoredangerousforhissecretiveness,hiscool,waitinginscrutableness。

  \"’Mawnin’,Ellen!\"hedrawled。\"Y’ushorelookgoodforsoreeyes。\"

  \"Don’tpaymecompliments,Colter,\"repliedEllen。\"An’youreyesarenotsore。\"

  \"Wal,I’mshoresorefromfightin’an’ridin’an’layin’out,\"

  hesaid,bluntly。

  \"Tellme——what’shappened,\"returnedEllen。

  \"Girl,it’satolerablelongstory,\"repliedColter。\"An’we’venotimenow。Waittillwegettocamp。\"

  \"AmItopackmybelongin’sorleavethemheah?\"askedEllen。

  \"Reckony’u’dbetterleave——themheah。\"

  \"Butifwedidnotcomeback——\"

  \"Wal,Ireckonit’snotlikelywe’llcome——soon,\"hesaid,ratherevasively。

  \"Colter,I’llnotgooffintothewoodswithjusttheclothesIhaveonmyback。\"

  \"Ellen,weshoregottopackallthegrabwecan。Thisshoreain’tgoin’tobeavisittoneighbors。We’reshypackhosses。Buty’umakeupabundleofbelongin’sy’ucarefor,an’thethingsy’u’llneedbad。We’llthrowitonsomewhere。\"

  Colterstalkedawayacrossthelane,andEllenfoundherselfdubiouslystaringathistallfigure。Wasitthesituationthatstruckherwithaforebodingperplexityorwasherintuitionsteelingheragainstthisman?Ellencouldnotdecide。Butshehadtogowithhim。Herprejudicewasunreasonableatthisportentousmoment。Andshecouldnotyetfeelthatshewassolelyresponsibletoherself。

  Whenitcametomakingasmallbundleofherbelongingsshewasinaquandary。Shediscardedthisandputinthat,andthenreversedtheorder。Nextinpreciousnesstohermother’sthingswerethelong—hiddengiftsofJeanIsbel。Shecouldpartwithneither。

  WhileshewasselectingandpackingthisbundleColteragainenteredand,withoutspeaking,begantorummageinthecornerwhereherfatherkepthispossessions。ThisirritatedEllen。

  \"Whatdoy’uwantthere?\"shedemanded。

  \"Wal,Ireckonyourdadwantshispapers——an’thegoldheleftheah——

  an’achangeofclothes。Nowdoesn’the?\"returnedColter,coolly。

  \"Ofcourse。ButIsupposedy’uwouldhavemepackthem。\"

  Coltervouchsafednoreplytothis,butdeliberatelywentonrummaging,withlittleregardforhowhescatteredthings。Ellenturnedherbackonhim。Atlength,whenheleft,shewenttoherfather’scornerandfoundthat,asfarasshewasabletosee,Colterhadtakenneitherpapersnorclothes,butonlythegold。Perhaps,however,shehadbeenmistaken,forshehadnotobservedColter’sdeparturecloselyenoughtoknowwhetherornothecarriedapackage。Shemissedonlythegold。

  Herfather’spapers,oldandmusty,werescatteredabout,andtheseshegathereduptoslipinherownbundle。

  Colter,oroneofthemen,hadsaddledSpades,andhewasnowtiedtothecorralfence,champinghisbitandpoundingthesand。Ellenwrappedbreadandmeatinsidehercoat,andaftertyingthisbehindhersaddleshewasreadytogo。Butevidentlyshewouldhavetowait,and,preferringtoremainoutdoors,shestayedbyherhorse。Presently,whilewatchingthemenpack,shenoticedthatSpringerworeabandageroundhisheadunderthebrimofhissombrero。Hismotionswereslowandlackedenergy。Shudderingatthesight,Ellenrefusedtoconjecture。

  Alltoosoonshewouldlearnwhathadhappened,andalltoosoon,perhaps,sheherselfwouldbeinthemidstofanotherfight。Shewatchedthemen。Theyweremakingahurriedslipshodjobofpackingfoodsuppliesfrombothcabins。MorethanonceshecaughtColter’sgraygleamofgazeonher,andshedidnotlikeit。

  \"I’llrideupan’saygood—bytoSprague,\"shecalledtoColter。

  \"Shorey’uwon’tdonothin’ofthekind,\"hecalledback。

  TherewasauthorityinhistonethatangeredEllen,andsomethingelsewhichinhibitedheranger。WhatwasthereaboutColterwithwhichshemustreckon?TheothertwoTexanslaughedaloud,tobesuddenlysilencedbyColter’sharshandloweredcurses。Ellenwalkedoutofhearingandsatuponalog,wheresheremaineduntilColterhailedher。

  \"Getupan’ride,\"hecalled。

  Ellencompliedwiththisorderand,ridingupbehindthethreemountedmen,shesoonfoundherselfleavingwhatforyearshadbeenherhome。

  Notoncedidshelookback。Shehopedshewouldneverseethesqualid,barepretensionofaranchagain。

  Colterandtheotherridersdrovethepackhorsesacrossthemeadow,offofthetrails,anduptheslopeintotheforest。NotverylongdidittakeEllentoseethatColter’sobjectwastohidetheirtracks。

  Hezigzaggedthroughtheforest,avoidingthebarespotsofdust,thedry,sun—bakedflatsofclaywherewaterlayinspring,andhechosethegrassy,openglades,thelong,pine—needlemattedaisles。Ellenrodeattheirheelsanditpleasedhertowatchfortheirtracks。Coltermanifestlyhadbeenlongpracticedinthisgameofhidinghistrail,andheshowedtheskillofarustler。ButEllenwasnotconvincedthathecouldevereludearealwoodsman。Notimprobably,however,Colterwasonlyaimingtoleaveatraildifficulttofollowandwhichwouldallowhimandhisconfederatesampletimetoforgeaheadofpursuers。

  Ellencouldnotacceptacertaintyofpursuit。YetColtermusthaveexpectedit,andSpringerandWellsalso,fortheyhadadark,sinister,furtivedemeanorthatstrangelycontrastedwiththecool,easymannerhabitualtothem。

  Theywerenotseekingthelevelroutesoftheforestland,thatwassure。

  Theyrodestraightacrossthethick—timberedridgedownintoanothercanyon,upoutofthat,andacrossrough,rockybluffs,anddownagain。

  Theseridersheadedalittletothenorthwestandeverymilebroughtthemintowilder,moreruggedcountry,untilEllen,losingcountofcanyonsandridges,hadnoideawhereshewas。Nostopwasmadeatnoontorestthelaboring,sweatingpackanimals。

  UndercircumstanceswherepleasuremighthavebeenpossibleEllenwouldhavereveledinthishardrideintoawonderfulforesteverthickeninganddarkening。Butthewildbeautyofgladeandthespruceslopesandthedeep,bronze—walledcanyonslefthercold。Shesawandfelt,buthadnothrill,exceptnowandthenathrillofalarmwhenSpadesslidtohishaunchesdownsomesteep,damp,pinydeclivity。

  Allthewoodland,upanddown,appearedtoberichergreenerastheytraveledfartherwest。Grassgrewthickandheavy。Waterraninallravines。Therockswerebronzeandcopperandrusset,andsomehadgreenpatchesoflichen。

  EllenfeltthesunnowonherleftcheekandknewthatthedaywaswaningandthatColterwasswingingfarthertothenorthwest。Shehadneverbeforeriddenthroughsuchheavyforestanddownandupsuchwildcanyons。Towardsunsetthedeepestandruggedestcanyonhaltedtheiradvance。Colterrodetotheright,searchingforaplacetogetdownthroughasprucethicketthatstoodonend。Presentlyhedismountedandtheothersfollowedsuit。EllenfoundshecouldnotleadSpadesbecausehesliddownuponherheels,sosheloopedtheendofherreinsoverthepommelandlefthimfree。Sheherselfmanagedtodescendbyholdingtobranchesandslidingallthewaydownthatslope。

  Sheheardthehorsescrackingthebrush,snortingandheaving。Onepackslippedandhadtoberemovedfromthehorse,androlleddown。Atthebottomofthisdeep,green—wallednotchroaredastreamofwater。

  Shadowed,cool,mossy,damp,thisnarrowgulchseemedthewildestplaceEllenhadeverseen。Shecouldjustseethesunset—flushed,gold—tippedsprucesfaraboveher。Themenrepackedthehorsethathadslippedhisburden,andoncemoreresumedtheirprogressahead,nowturningupthiscanyon。Therewasnohorsetrail,butdeerandbeartrailswerenumerous。Thesunsankandtheskydarkened,butstillthemenrodeon;andthefarthertheytraveledthewildergrewtheaspectofthecanyon。

  AtlengthColterbrokeawaythroughaheavythicketofwillowsandenteredasidecanyon,themouthofwhichEllenhadnotevendescried。

  Itturnedandwidened,andatlengthopenedoutintoaroundpocket,apparentlyinclosed,andaslonelyandisolatedaplaceasevenpursuedrustlerscoulddesire。Hiddenbyjuttingwallandthicketofspruceweretwooldlogcabinsjoinedtogetherbyroofandatticfloor,thesameasthedoublecabinattheJorthranch。

  Ellensmelledwoodsmoke,andpresently,ongoingroundthecabins,sawabrightfire。OnemanstoodbesideitgazingatColter’sparty,whichevidentlyhehadheardapproaching。

  \"Hullo,Queen!\"saidColter。How’sTad?\"

  \"He’sholdin’onfine,\"repliedQueen,bendingoverthefire,whereheturnedpiecesofmeat。

  \"Where’sfather?\"suddenlyaskedEllen,addressingColter。

  Asifhehadnotheardher,hewentonwearilylooseningapack。

  Queenlookedather。Thelightofthefireonlypartiallyshoneonhisface。Ellencouldnotseeitsexpression。ButfromthefactthatQueendidnotanswerherquestionshegotfurtherintimationofanimpendingcatastrophe。Thelong,wildridehadhelpedprepareherforthesecrecyandtaciturnityofmenwhohadresortedtoflight。Perhapsherfatherhadbeendelayedorwasstilloffonthedeadlymissionthathadobsessedhim;ortheremight,andprobablywas,darkerreasonforhisabsence。Ellenshutherteethandturnedtotheneedsofherhorse。

  Andpresently。returningtothefire,shethoughtofheruncle。

  \"Queen,ismyuncleTadheah?\"sheasked。

  \"Shore。He’sinthere,\"repliedQueen,pointingatthenearercabin。

  Ellenhurriedtowardthedarkdoorway。Shecouldseehowthelogsofthecabinhadmovedawryandwhatabig,dilapidatedhovelitwas。

  Asshelookedin,Colterloomedoverher——placedafamiliarandsomehowmasterfulhanduponher。Ellenletitrestonhershoulderamoment。

  Mustsheforeverberepulsingtheserudemenamongwhomherlotwascast?

  DidColtermeanwhatDaggshadalwaysmeant?Ellenfeltherselfweary,weakinbody,andherspentspirithadnotrallied。Yet,whateverColtermeantbyhisfamiliarity,shecouldnotbearit。Sosheslippedoutfromunderhishand。

  \"UncleTad,arey’uheah?\"shecalledintotheblackness。Sheheardthemicescamperandrustleandshesmelledthemusty,old,woodyodorofalong—unusedcabin。

  \"Hello,Ellen!\"cameavoicesherecognizedasheruncle’s,yetitwasstrange。\"Yes。I’mheah——badlucktome!……How’rey’ubuckin’up,girl?\"

  \"I’mallright,UncleTad——onlytiredan’worried。I——\"

  \"Tad,how’syourhurt?\"interruptedColter。

  \"ReckonI’measier,\"repliedJorth,wearily,\"butshoreI’minbadshape。

  I’mstillspittin’blood。Ikeeptellin’Queenthatbulletlodgedinmylungs—buthesaysitwentthrough。\"

  \"Wal,hangon,Tad!\"repliedColter,withacheerfulnessEllensensedwasreallyindifferent。

  \"Oh,whatthehell’stheuse!\"exclaimedJorth。\"It’sall——upwithus——Colter!\"

  \"Wal,shutup,then,\"terselyreturnedColter。\"Itain’tdoin’

  y’uorusanygoodtoholler。\"

  TadJorthdidnotreplytothis。Ellenheardhisbreathinganditdidnotseemnatural。Itraspedalittle——camehurriedly——thencaughtinhisthroat。Thenhespat。Ellenshrunkbackagainstthedoor。

  Hewasbreathingthroughblood。

  \"Uncle,arey’uinpain?\"sheasked。

  \"Yes,Ellen——itburnslikehell,\"hesaid。

  \"Oh!I’msorry……Isn’ttheresomethingIcando?\"

  \"Ireckonnot。Queendidallanybodycoulddoforme——now——

  unlessit’spray。\"

  Colterlaughedatthis——theslow,easy,drawlinglaughofaTexan。

  ButEllenfeltpityforthiswoundeduncle。Shehadalwayshatedhim。

  Hehadbeenadrunkard,agambler,awasterofherfather’sproperty;

  andnowhewasarustlerandafugitive,lyinginpain,perhapsmortallyhurt。

  \"Yes,uncle——Iwillprayfory’u,\"shesaid,softly。

  Thechangeinhisvoiceheldanoteofsadnessthatshehadbeenquicktocatch。

  \"Ellen,y’u’retheonlygoodJorth——inthewholedamnedlot,\"hesaid。

  \"God!Iseeitallnow……We’vedraggedy’utohell!\"

  \"Yes,UncleTad,I’veshorebeendraggedsome——butnotyet——tohell,\"

  sheresponded,withabreakinhervoice。

  \"Y’uwillbe——Ellen——unless——\"

  \"Aw,shutupthatkindofgab,willy’u?\"brokeinColter,harshly。

  ItamazedEllenthatColtershoulddominateheruncle,eventhoughhewaswounded。TadJorthhadbeenthelastmantotakeordersfromanyone,muchlessarustleroftheHashKnifeGang。ThisColterbegantoloomupinEllen’sestimateasheloomedphysicallyoverher,aloftyfigure,darkmotionless,somehowmenacing。

  \"Ellen,hasColtertoldy’uyet——aboot——abootLeean’Jackson?\"

  inquiredthewoundedman。

  Thepitch—blackdarknessofthecabinseemedtohelpfortifyEllentobearfurthertrouble。

  \"Coltertoldmedadan’UncleJacksonwouldmeetusheah,\"sherejoined,hurriedly。

  Jorthcouldbeheardbreathingindifficulty,andhecoughedandspatagain,andseemedtohiss。

  \"Ellen,heliedtoy’u。They’llnevermeetus——heah!\"

  \"Whynot?\"whisperedEllen。

  \"Because——Ellen——\"hereplied,inhuskypants,\"yourdadan’——uncleJackson——aredaid——an’buried!\"

  IfEllensufferedaterribleshockitwasablankness,adeadness,andaslow,creepingfailureofsenseinherknees。Theygavewayunderherandshesankonthegrassagainstthecabinwall。Shedidnotfaintnorgrowdizzynorlosehersight,butforawhiletherewasnoprocessofthoughtinhermind。Suddenlythenitwasthere——thequick,spiritualrendingofherheart——followedbyaprofoundemotionofintimateandirretrievableloss——andafterthatgriefandbitterrealization。

  AnhourlaterEllenfoundstrengthtogotothefireandpartakeofthefoodanddrinkherbodysorelyneeded。

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