Butinthebeginningitwasnotconsciousnessoftheman。Itwasnew,sensoriallife,elemental,primitive,aliberationofamillioninheritedinstincts,quiveringandphysical,overwhichEllenhadnomorecontrolthanshehadoverthegloryofthesun。Ifshethoughtatallitwasofherneedtobehidden,likeananimal,lowdownneartheearth,coveredbygreenthicket,lostinthewildnessofnature。Shewenttonature,unconsciouslyseekingamother。Andlovewasabirthfromthedepthsofher,likearushingspringofpurewater,longunderground,andatlastpropelledtothesurfacebyaconvulsion。
Ellengraduallylosthertenserigidityandrelaxed。Herbodysoftened。
Sherolledoveruntilherfacecaughtthelacy,goldenshadowscastbysunandbough。Scattereddropsofrainpatteredaroundher。Theairwashot,anditsodorwasthatofdrypineandsprucefragrancepenetratedbybrimstonefromthelightning。Thenestwhereshelaywaswarmandsweet。Noeyesavethatofnaturesawherinherabandonment。Anineffableandexquisitesmilewreathedherlips,dreamy,sad,sensuous,thesupremityofunconscioushappiness。Overherdarkandeloquenteyes,asEllengazedupward,spreadaluminousfilm,aveil。Shewaslookingintensely,yetshedidnotsee。Thewildernessenvelopedherwithitssecretive,elementalsheathsofrock,oftree,ofcloud,ofsunlight。
Throughherthrillingskinpouredthemultipleandnamelesssensationsofthelivingorganismstirredtosupremesensitiveness。Shecouldnotliestill,butallhermovementsweregentle,involuntary。Theslowreachingoutofherhand,tograspatnothingvisible,wassimilartothelazystretchingofherlimbs,totheheaveofherbreast,totherippleofmuscle。
Ellenknewnotwhatshefelt。Tolivethatsublimehourwasbeyondthought。Suchhappinesswaslikethefirstdawnoftheworldtothesightofman。Ithadtodowithbygoneages。Herheart,herblood,herflesh,herveryboneswerefilledwithinstinctsandemotionscommontotheracebeforeintellectdeveloped,whenthesavagelivedonlywithhissensorialperceptions。Ofallhappiness,joy,bliss,rapturetowhichmanwasheir,thatofintenseandexquisitepreoccupationofthesenses,unhinderedandunburdenedbythought,wasthegreatest。Ellenfeltthatwhichlifemeantwithitsinscrutabledesign。Lovewasonlytherealizationofhermissionontheearth。
Thedarkstormcloudwithitswhite,raggedropesoflightninganddown—streaminggrayveilsofrain,thepurplegulfrollinglikeacoloredseatothedimmountains,thegloriousgoldenlightofthesun——thesehadenchantedhereyeswithherbeautyoftheuniverse。
Theyhadburstthewindowsofherblindness。Whenshecrawledintothegreen—browncovertitwastoescapetoogreatperception。Sheneededtobeencompassedbyclose,tangiblethings。Andthereherbodypaidthetributetotherealizationoflife。Shock,convulsion,pain,relaxation,andthenunutterableandinsupportablesensingofherenvironmentandtheheart!Inonewayshewasawildanimalaloneinthewoods,forcedintothematingthatmeantreproductionofitskind。Inanothershewasaninfinitelyhigherbeingshotthroughandthroughwiththemostresistlessandmysterioustransportthatlifecouldgivetoflesh。
Andwhenthatspellslackeneditsholdtherewedgedintohermindaconsciousnessofthemansheloved——JeanIsbel。Thenemotionandthoughtstroveformasteryoverher。Itwasnotherselforlovethatsheloved,butalivingman。Suddenlyheexistedsoclearlyforherthatshecouldseehim,hearhim,almostfeelhim。Herwholesoul,herverylifecriedouttohimforprotection,forsalvation,forlove,forfulfillment。Nodenial,nodoubtmarredthewhiteblazeofherrealization。FromtheinstantthatshehadlookedupintoJeanIsbel’sdarkfaceshehadlovedhim。Onlyshehadnotknown。Shebowednow,andbent,andhumblyquiveredunderthemasteryofsomethingbeyondherken。Thoughtclungtothebeginningsofherromance——tothethreetimesshehadseenhim。Everylook,everyword,everyactofhisreturnedtohernowinthelightofthetruth。Loveatfirstsight!
Hehadswornit,bitterly,eloquently,scornfulofherdoubts。Andnowablind,sweet,shudderingecstasyswayedher。Howweakandfrailseemedherbody——toosmall,tooslightforthismonstrousandterribleengineoffireandlightningandfuryandglory——herheart!Itmustburstorbreak。RelentlesslymemorypursuedEllen,andherthoughtswhirledandemotionconqueredher。Atlastshequivereduptoherkneesasiflashedtoaction。ItseemedthatfirstkissofIsbel’s,coolandgentleandtimid,wasonherlips。Andhereyesclosedandhottearswelledfromunderherlids。Hergropinghandsfoundonlythedeadtwigsandthepineboughsofthetrees。Hadshereachedouttoclasphim?ThenhardandviolentonhermouthandcheekandneckburnedthoseotherkissesofIsbel’s,andwiththeflashing,stingingmemorycamethetruththatnowshewouldhavebarteredhersoulforthem。
Utterlyshesurrenderedtotheresistlessnessofthislove。Herlossofmotherandfriends,herwanderingfromonewildplacetoanother,herlonelylifeamongboldandroughmen,haddevelopedherforviolentlove。Itoverthrewallpride,itengenderedhumility,itkilledhate。
Ellenwipedthetearsfromhereyes,andassheknelttheresheswepttoherbreastafragrantspreadingboughofpineneedles。\"I’llgotohim,\"shewhispered。\"I’lltellhimof——ofmy——mylove。I’lltellhimtotakemeaway——awaytotheendoftheworld——awayfromheah——beforeit’stoolate!\"
Itwasasolemn,beautifulmoment。Butthelastspokenwordslingeredhauntingly。\"Toolate?\"shewhispered。
Andsuddenlyitseemedthatdeathitselfshudderedinhersoul。
Toolate!Itwastoolate。Shehadkilledhislove。ThatJorthbloodinher——thatpoisonoushate——hadchosentheonlywaytostrikethisnobleIsbeltotheheart。Basely,withanabandonmentofwomanhood,shehadmockinglyperjuredhersoulwithavilelie。Shewrithed,sheshookunderthewhipofthisinconceivablefact。Lost!Lost!Shewailedhermisery。ShemightaswellbewhatshehadmadeJeanIsbelthinkshewas。Ifshehadbeenshamedbefore,shewasnowabased,degraded,lostinherownsight。Andifshewouldhavegivenhersoulforhiskisses,shenowwouldhavekilledherselftoearnbackhisrespect。JeanIsbelhadgivenheratsightthedeferencethatshehadunconsciouslycraved,andthelovethatwouldhavebeenhersalvation。Whatahorriblemistakeshehadmadeofherlife!Nothermother’sblood,butherfather’s——theJorthblood——hadbeenherruin。
AgainEllenfelluponthesoftpine—needlemat,facedown,andshegroveledandburrowedthere,inanagonythatcouldnotbearthesenseoflight。Allshehadsufferedwasasnothingtothis。Tohaveawakenedtoasplendidandupliftingloveforamanwhomshehadimaginedshehated,whohadfoughtforhernameandhadkilledinrevengeforthedishonorshehadavowed——tohavelosthisloveandwhatwasinfinitelymoreprecioustohernowinherignominy——hisfaithinherpurity——thisbrokeherheart。
CHAPTERXI
WhenEllen,utterlyspentinbodyandmind,reachedhomethatdayamelancholy,sultrytwilightwasfalling。Fitfulflaresofsheetlightningsweptacrossthedarkhorizontotheeast。Thecabinsweredeserted。AntonioandtheMexicanwomanweregone。ThecircumstancesmadeEllenwonder,butshewastootiredandtoosunkeninspirittothinklongaboutitortocare。Shefedandwateredherhorseandlefthiminthecorral。Then,supperlessandwithoutremovingherclothes,shethrewherselfuponthebed,andatoncesankintoheavyslumber。
Sometimeduringthenightsheawoke。Coyoteswereyelping,andfromthatsoundsheconcludeditwasneardawn。Herbodyached;hermindseemeddull。Drowsilyshewassinkingintoslumberagainwhensheheardtherapidclip—clopoftrottinghorses。Startled,sheraisedherheadtolisten。Themenwerecomingback。Reliefanddreadseemedtoclearherstupor。
Thetrottinghorsesstoppedacrossthelanefromhercabin,evidentlyatthecorralwhereshehadleftSpades。Sheheardhimwhistle。
>Fromthesoundofhoofsshejudgedthenumberofhorsestobesixoreight。Lowvoicesofmenmingledwiththudsandcrackingofstrapsandfloppingofsaddlesontheground。Afterthattheheavytreadofbootssoundedontheporchofthecabinopposite。Adoorcreakedonitshinges。Nextaslowfootstep,accompaniedbyclinkingofspurs,approachedEllen’sdoor,andaheavyhandbangeduponit。Sheknewthispersoncouldnotbeherfather。
\"Hullo,Ellen!\"
SherecognizedthevoiceasbelongingtoColter。Somehowitstone,orsomethingaboutit,sentalittleshiverclownherspine。Itactedlikearevivifyingcurrent。Ellenlostherdragginglethargy。
\"Hey,Ellen,arey’uthere?\"addedColter,loudervoice。
\"Yes。OfcourseI’mheah,\"shereplied。Whatdoy’uwant?\"
\"Wal——I’mshoreglady’u’rehome,\"hereplied。\"Antonio’sgonewithhissquaw。An’Iwassomeworriedabooty’u。\"
\"Who’swithy’u,Colter?\"queriedEllen,sittingup。
\"RockWellsan’Springer。TadJorthwaswithus,butwehadtoleavehimoverheahinacabin。\"
\"What’sthematterwithhim?\"
\"Wal,he’shurttolerablebad,\"wastheslowreply。
EllenheardColter’sspursjangle,asifhehaduneasilyshiftedhisfeet。
\"Where’sdadan’UncleJackson?\"askedEllen。
AsilencepregnantenoughtoaugmentEllen’sdreadfinallybroketoColter’svoice,somehowdifferent。\"Shorethey’rebackonthetrail。
An’we’retomeetthemwhereweleftTad。\"
\"Areyugoin’awayagain?\"
\"Ireckon……An’,Ellen,y’u’regoin’withus。\"
\"Iamnot,\"sheretorted。
\"Wal,y’uare,ifIhavetopacky’u,\"hereplied,forcibly。\"It’snotsafeheahanymore。Thatdamnedhalf—breedIsbelwithhisgangareonourtrail。\"
Thatnameseemedlikeared—hotbladeatEllen’sleadenheart。
ShewantedtoflingahundredqueriesonColter,butshecouldnotutterone。
\"Ellen,we’vegottohitthetrailan’hide,\"continuedColter,anxiously。\"Y’umustn’tstayheahalone。SupposethemIsbelswouldtrapy’u!……They’dtearyourclothesoffan’ropey’utoatree。
Ellen,shorey’u’regoin’……Y’uheahme!\"
\"Yes——I’llgo,\"shereplied,asifforced。
\"Wal——that’sgood,\"hesaid,quickly。\"An’rustletolerablelively。
We’vegottopack。\"
TheslowjangleofColter’sspursandhisslowstepsmovedawayoutofEllen’shearing。Throwingofftheblankets,sheputherfeettothefloorandsatthereamomentstaringattheblanknothingnessofthecabininteriorintheobscuregrayofdawn。Cold,gray,dreary,obscure——likeherlife,herfuture!Andshewascompelledtodowhatwashatefultoher。AsaJorthshemusttaketotheunfrequentedtrailsandhidelikearabbitinthethickets。Buttheinterestofthemoment,apremonitionofeventstobe,quickenedherintoaction。
Ellenunbarredthedoortoletinthelight。Daywasbreakingwithanintense,clear,steelylightintheeastthroughwhichthemorningstarstillshonewhite。Aruddyflarebetokenedtheadventofthesun。
Ellenunbraidedhertangledhairandbrushedandcombedit。Aqueer,stillpangcametoheratsightofpineneedlestangledinherbrownlocks。Thenshewashedherhandsandface。Breakfastwasamatterofconsiderableworkandshewashungry。
Thesunroseandchangedthegrayworldofforest。ForthefirsttimeinherlifeEllenhatedthegoldenbrightness,thewonderfulblueofsky,thescreamoftheeagleandthescreechofthejay;andthesquirrelsshehadalwayslovedtofeedwereneglectedthatmorning。
Coltercamein。EitherEllenhadneverbeforelookedattentivelyathimorelsehehadchanged。Herscrutinyofhislean,hardfeaturesaccordedhimmoreTexanattributesthanformerly。Hisgrayeyeswereaslight,asclear,asfierceasthoseofaneagle。Andthesandgrayofhisface,thelong,drooping,fairmustachehidthesecretsofhismind,butnotitsstrength。TheinstantEllenmethisgazeshesensedapowerinhimthatsheinstinctivelyopposed。ColterhadnotbeensoboldnorsorudeasDaggs,buthewasthesamekindofman,perhapsthemoredangerousforhissecretiveness,hiscool,waitinginscrutableness。
\"’Mawnin’,Ellen!\"hedrawled。\"Y’ushorelookgoodforsoreeyes。\"
\"Don’tpaymecompliments,Colter,\"repliedEllen。\"An’youreyesarenotsore。\"
\"Wal,I’mshoresorefromfightin’an’ridin’an’layin’out,\"
hesaid,bluntly。
\"Tellme——what’shappened,\"returnedEllen。
\"Girl,it’satolerablelongstory,\"repliedColter。\"An’we’venotimenow。Waittillwegettocamp。\"
\"AmItopackmybelongin’sorleavethemheah?\"askedEllen。
\"Reckony’u’dbetterleave——themheah。\"
\"Butifwedidnotcomeback——\"
\"Wal,Ireckonit’snotlikelywe’llcome——soon,\"hesaid,ratherevasively。
\"Colter,I’llnotgooffintothewoodswithjusttheclothesIhaveonmyback。\"
\"Ellen,weshoregottopackallthegrabwecan。Thisshoreain’tgoin’tobeavisittoneighbors。We’reshypackhosses。Buty’umakeupabundleofbelongin’sy’ucarefor,an’thethingsy’u’llneedbad。We’llthrowitonsomewhere。\"
Colterstalkedawayacrossthelane,andEllenfoundherselfdubiouslystaringathistallfigure。Wasitthesituationthatstruckherwithaforebodingperplexityorwasherintuitionsteelingheragainstthisman?Ellencouldnotdecide。Butshehadtogowithhim。Herprejudicewasunreasonableatthisportentousmoment。Andshecouldnotyetfeelthatshewassolelyresponsibletoherself。
Whenitcametomakingasmallbundleofherbelongingsshewasinaquandary。Shediscardedthisandputinthat,andthenreversedtheorder。Nextinpreciousnesstohermother’sthingswerethelong—hiddengiftsofJeanIsbel。Shecouldpartwithneither。
WhileshewasselectingandpackingthisbundleColteragainenteredand,withoutspeaking,begantorummageinthecornerwhereherfatherkepthispossessions。ThisirritatedEllen。
\"Whatdoy’uwantthere?\"shedemanded。
\"Wal,Ireckonyourdadwantshispapers——an’thegoldheleftheah——
an’achangeofclothes。Nowdoesn’the?\"returnedColter,coolly。
\"Ofcourse。ButIsupposedy’uwouldhavemepackthem。\"
Coltervouchsafednoreplytothis,butdeliberatelywentonrummaging,withlittleregardforhowhescatteredthings。Ellenturnedherbackonhim。Atlength,whenheleft,shewenttoherfather’scornerandfoundthat,asfarasshewasabletosee,Colterhadtakenneitherpapersnorclothes,butonlythegold。Perhaps,however,shehadbeenmistaken,forshehadnotobservedColter’sdeparturecloselyenoughtoknowwhetherornothecarriedapackage。Shemissedonlythegold。
Herfather’spapers,oldandmusty,werescatteredabout,andtheseshegathereduptoslipinherownbundle。
Colter,oroneofthemen,hadsaddledSpades,andhewasnowtiedtothecorralfence,champinghisbitandpoundingthesand。Ellenwrappedbreadandmeatinsidehercoat,andaftertyingthisbehindhersaddleshewasreadytogo。Butevidentlyshewouldhavetowait,and,preferringtoremainoutdoors,shestayedbyherhorse。Presently,whilewatchingthemenpack,shenoticedthatSpringerworeabandageroundhisheadunderthebrimofhissombrero。Hismotionswereslowandlackedenergy。Shudderingatthesight,Ellenrefusedtoconjecture。
Alltoosoonshewouldlearnwhathadhappened,andalltoosoon,perhaps,sheherselfwouldbeinthemidstofanotherfight。Shewatchedthemen。Theyweremakingahurriedslipshodjobofpackingfoodsuppliesfrombothcabins。MorethanonceshecaughtColter’sgraygleamofgazeonher,andshedidnotlikeit。
\"I’llrideupan’saygood—bytoSprague,\"shecalledtoColter。
\"Shorey’uwon’tdonothin’ofthekind,\"hecalledback。
TherewasauthorityinhistonethatangeredEllen,andsomethingelsewhichinhibitedheranger。WhatwasthereaboutColterwithwhichshemustreckon?TheothertwoTexanslaughedaloud,tobesuddenlysilencedbyColter’sharshandloweredcurses。Ellenwalkedoutofhearingandsatuponalog,wheresheremaineduntilColterhailedher。
\"Getupan’ride,\"hecalled。
Ellencompliedwiththisorderand,ridingupbehindthethreemountedmen,shesoonfoundherselfleavingwhatforyearshadbeenherhome。
Notoncedidshelookback。Shehopedshewouldneverseethesqualid,barepretensionofaranchagain。
Colterandtheotherridersdrovethepackhorsesacrossthemeadow,offofthetrails,anduptheslopeintotheforest。NotverylongdidittakeEllentoseethatColter’sobjectwastohidetheirtracks。
Hezigzaggedthroughtheforest,avoidingthebarespotsofdust,thedry,sun—bakedflatsofclaywherewaterlayinspring,andhechosethegrassy,openglades,thelong,pine—needlemattedaisles。Ellenrodeattheirheelsanditpleasedhertowatchfortheirtracks。Coltermanifestlyhadbeenlongpracticedinthisgameofhidinghistrail,andheshowedtheskillofarustler。ButEllenwasnotconvincedthathecouldevereludearealwoodsman。Notimprobably,however,Colterwasonlyaimingtoleaveatraildifficulttofollowandwhichwouldallowhimandhisconfederatesampletimetoforgeaheadofpursuers。
Ellencouldnotacceptacertaintyofpursuit。YetColtermusthaveexpectedit,andSpringerandWellsalso,fortheyhadadark,sinister,furtivedemeanorthatstrangelycontrastedwiththecool,easymannerhabitualtothem。
Theywerenotseekingthelevelroutesoftheforestland,thatwassure。
Theyrodestraightacrossthethick—timberedridgedownintoanothercanyon,upoutofthat,andacrossrough,rockybluffs,anddownagain。
Theseridersheadedalittletothenorthwestandeverymilebroughtthemintowilder,moreruggedcountry,untilEllen,losingcountofcanyonsandridges,hadnoideawhereshewas。Nostopwasmadeatnoontorestthelaboring,sweatingpackanimals。
UndercircumstanceswherepleasuremighthavebeenpossibleEllenwouldhavereveledinthishardrideintoawonderfulforesteverthickeninganddarkening。Butthewildbeautyofgladeandthespruceslopesandthedeep,bronze—walledcanyonslefthercold。Shesawandfelt,buthadnothrill,exceptnowandthenathrillofalarmwhenSpadesslidtohishaunchesdownsomesteep,damp,pinydeclivity。
Allthewoodland,upanddown,appearedtoberichergreenerastheytraveledfartherwest。Grassgrewthickandheavy。Waterraninallravines。Therockswerebronzeandcopperandrusset,andsomehadgreenpatchesoflichen。
EllenfeltthesunnowonherleftcheekandknewthatthedaywaswaningandthatColterwasswingingfarthertothenorthwest。Shehadneverbeforeriddenthroughsuchheavyforestanddownandupsuchwildcanyons。Towardsunsetthedeepestandruggedestcanyonhaltedtheiradvance。Colterrodetotheright,searchingforaplacetogetdownthroughasprucethicketthatstoodonend。Presentlyhedismountedandtheothersfollowedsuit。EllenfoundshecouldnotleadSpadesbecausehesliddownuponherheels,sosheloopedtheendofherreinsoverthepommelandlefthimfree。Sheherselfmanagedtodescendbyholdingtobranchesandslidingallthewaydownthatslope。
Sheheardthehorsescrackingthebrush,snortingandheaving。Onepackslippedandhadtoberemovedfromthehorse,androlleddown。Atthebottomofthisdeep,green—wallednotchroaredastreamofwater。
Shadowed,cool,mossy,damp,thisnarrowgulchseemedthewildestplaceEllenhadeverseen。Shecouldjustseethesunset—flushed,gold—tippedsprucesfaraboveher。Themenrepackedthehorsethathadslippedhisburden,andoncemoreresumedtheirprogressahead,nowturningupthiscanyon。Therewasnohorsetrail,butdeerandbeartrailswerenumerous。Thesunsankandtheskydarkened,butstillthemenrodeon;andthefarthertheytraveledthewildergrewtheaspectofthecanyon。
AtlengthColterbrokeawaythroughaheavythicketofwillowsandenteredasidecanyon,themouthofwhichEllenhadnotevendescried。
Itturnedandwidened,andatlengthopenedoutintoaroundpocket,apparentlyinclosed,andaslonelyandisolatedaplaceasevenpursuedrustlerscoulddesire。Hiddenbyjuttingwallandthicketofspruceweretwooldlogcabinsjoinedtogetherbyroofandatticfloor,thesameasthedoublecabinattheJorthranch。
Ellensmelledwoodsmoke,andpresently,ongoingroundthecabins,sawabrightfire。OnemanstoodbesideitgazingatColter’sparty,whichevidentlyhehadheardapproaching。
\"Hullo,Queen!\"saidColter。How’sTad?\"
\"He’sholdin’onfine,\"repliedQueen,bendingoverthefire,whereheturnedpiecesofmeat。
\"Where’sfather?\"suddenlyaskedEllen,addressingColter。
Asifhehadnotheardher,hewentonwearilylooseningapack。
Queenlookedather。Thelightofthefireonlypartiallyshoneonhisface。Ellencouldnotseeitsexpression。ButfromthefactthatQueendidnotanswerherquestionshegotfurtherintimationofanimpendingcatastrophe。Thelong,wildridehadhelpedprepareherforthesecrecyandtaciturnityofmenwhohadresortedtoflight。Perhapsherfatherhadbeendelayedorwasstilloffonthedeadlymissionthathadobsessedhim;ortheremight,andprobablywas,darkerreasonforhisabsence。Ellenshutherteethandturnedtotheneedsofherhorse。
Andpresently。returningtothefire,shethoughtofheruncle。
\"Queen,ismyuncleTadheah?\"sheasked。
\"Shore。He’sinthere,\"repliedQueen,pointingatthenearercabin。
Ellenhurriedtowardthedarkdoorway。Shecouldseehowthelogsofthecabinhadmovedawryandwhatabig,dilapidatedhovelitwas。
Asshelookedin,Colterloomedoverher——placedafamiliarandsomehowmasterfulhanduponher。Ellenletitrestonhershoulderamoment。
Mustsheforeverberepulsingtheserudemenamongwhomherlotwascast?
DidColtermeanwhatDaggshadalwaysmeant?Ellenfeltherselfweary,weakinbody,andherspentspirithadnotrallied。Yet,whateverColtermeantbyhisfamiliarity,shecouldnotbearit。Sosheslippedoutfromunderhishand。
\"UncleTad,arey’uheah?\"shecalledintotheblackness。Sheheardthemicescamperandrustleandshesmelledthemusty,old,woodyodorofalong—unusedcabin。
\"Hello,Ellen!\"cameavoicesherecognizedasheruncle’s,yetitwasstrange。\"Yes。I’mheah——badlucktome!……How’rey’ubuckin’up,girl?\"
\"I’mallright,UncleTad——onlytiredan’worried。I——\"
\"Tad,how’syourhurt?\"interruptedColter。
\"ReckonI’measier,\"repliedJorth,wearily,\"butshoreI’minbadshape。
I’mstillspittin’blood。Ikeeptellin’Queenthatbulletlodgedinmylungs—buthesaysitwentthrough。\"
\"Wal,hangon,Tad!\"repliedColter,withacheerfulnessEllensensedwasreallyindifferent。
\"Oh,whatthehell’stheuse!\"exclaimedJorth。\"It’sall——upwithus——Colter!\"
\"Wal,shutup,then,\"terselyreturnedColter。\"Itain’tdoin’
y’uorusanygoodtoholler。\"
TadJorthdidnotreplytothis。Ellenheardhisbreathinganditdidnotseemnatural。Itraspedalittle——camehurriedly——thencaughtinhisthroat。Thenhespat。Ellenshrunkbackagainstthedoor。
Hewasbreathingthroughblood。
\"Uncle,arey’uinpain?\"sheasked。
\"Yes,Ellen——itburnslikehell,\"hesaid。
\"Oh!I’msorry……Isn’ttheresomethingIcando?\"
\"Ireckonnot。Queendidallanybodycoulddoforme——now——
unlessit’spray。\"
Colterlaughedatthis——theslow,easy,drawlinglaughofaTexan。
ButEllenfeltpityforthiswoundeduncle。Shehadalwayshatedhim。
Hehadbeenadrunkard,agambler,awasterofherfather’sproperty;
andnowhewasarustlerandafugitive,lyinginpain,perhapsmortallyhurt。
\"Yes,uncle——Iwillprayfory’u,\"shesaid,softly。
Thechangeinhisvoiceheldanoteofsadnessthatshehadbeenquicktocatch。
\"Ellen,y’u’retheonlygoodJorth——inthewholedamnedlot,\"hesaid。
\"God!Iseeitallnow……We’vedraggedy’utohell!\"
\"Yes,UncleTad,I’veshorebeendraggedsome——butnotyet——tohell,\"
sheresponded,withabreakinhervoice。
\"Y’uwillbe——Ellen——unless——\"
\"Aw,shutupthatkindofgab,willy’u?\"brokeinColter,harshly。
ItamazedEllenthatColtershoulddominateheruncle,eventhoughhewaswounded。TadJorthhadbeenthelastmantotakeordersfromanyone,muchlessarustleroftheHashKnifeGang。ThisColterbegantoloomupinEllen’sestimateasheloomedphysicallyoverher,aloftyfigure,darkmotionless,somehowmenacing。
\"Ellen,hasColtertoldy’uyet——aboot——abootLeean’Jackson?\"
inquiredthewoundedman。
Thepitch—blackdarknessofthecabinseemedtohelpfortifyEllentobearfurthertrouble。
\"Coltertoldmedadan’UncleJacksonwouldmeetusheah,\"sherejoined,hurriedly。
Jorthcouldbeheardbreathingindifficulty,andhecoughedandspatagain,andseemedtohiss。
\"Ellen,heliedtoy’u。They’llnevermeetus——heah!\"
\"Whynot?\"whisperedEllen。
\"Because——Ellen——\"hereplied,inhuskypants,\"yourdadan’——uncleJackson——aredaid——an’buried!\"
IfEllensufferedaterribleshockitwasablankness,adeadness,andaslow,creepingfailureofsenseinherknees。Theygavewayunderherandshesankonthegrassagainstthecabinwall。Shedidnotfaintnorgrowdizzynorlosehersight,butforawhiletherewasnoprocessofthoughtinhermind。Suddenlythenitwasthere——thequick,spiritualrendingofherheart——followedbyaprofoundemotionofintimateandirretrievableloss——andafterthatgriefandbitterrealization。
AnhourlaterEllenfoundstrengthtogotothefireandpartakeofthefoodanddrinkherbodysorelyneeded。