ButforonceEllenseemedsingularlyunresponsivetothispanoramaofwildnessandgrandeur。Herearswerelikethoseofalisteningdeer,andhereyescontinuallyrevertedtotheopenplacesalongtheRim。
Atfirst,inherexcitement,timeflewby。Gradually,however,asthesunmovedwestward,shebegantoberestless。Thesoftthudofdroppingpinecones,therustlingofsquirrelsupanddowntheshaggy—barkedspruces,thecrackingofweatheredbitsofrock,thesecaughtherkeenearsmanytimesandbroughtheruperectandthrilling。Finallysheheardasoundwhichresembledthatofanunshodhoofonstone。Stealthilythenshetookherrifleandslippedbackthroughthepinethickettothespotshehadchosen。Thelittlepinesweresoclosetogetherthatshehadtocrawlbetweentheirtrunks。
Thegroundwascoveredwithasoftbedofpineneedles,brownandfragrant。Inherhurrysheprickedherunglovedhandonasharppineconeanddrewtheblood。Shesuckedthetinywound。\"ShoreI’mwonderin’ifthat’sabadomen,\"shemuttered,darklythoughtful。
Thensheresumedhersinuousapproachtotheedgeofthethicket,andpresentlyreachedit。
Ellenlayflatamomenttorecoverherbreath,thenraisedherselfonherelbows。ThroughanopeninginthefringeofbuckbrushshecouldplainlyseethepromontorywhereshehadstoodwithJeanIsbel,andalsotheapproachesbywhichhemightcome。Rathernervouslysherealizedthathercovertwashardlymorethanahundredfeetfromthepromontory。Itwasimperativethatshebeabsolutelysilent。
HereyessearchedtheopeningsalongtheRim。Thegrayformofadeercrossedoneofthese,andsheconcludedithadmadethesoundshehadheard。Thenshelaydownmorecomfortablyandwaited。
Resolutelysheheld,asmuchaspossible,tohersensorialperceptions。
ThemeaningofEllenJorthlyinginambushjusttoseeanIsbelwasaconundrumsherefusedtoponderinthepresent。Shewasdoingit,andthephysicalacthaditsfascination。Herears,attunedtoallthesoundsofthelonelyforest,caughtthemandarrangedthemaccordingtoherknowledgeofwoodcraft。
Alonghourpassedby。Thesunhadslantedtoapointhalfwaybetweenthezenithandthehorizon。SuddenlyathoughtconfrontedEllenJorth:
\"He’snotcomin’,\"shewhispered。Theinstantthatideapresenteditselfshefeltablanksenseofloss,avagueregret——somethingthatmusthavebeendisappointment。Unpreparedforthis,shewasheldbysurpriseforamoment,andthenshewasstunned。Herspirit,swiftandrebellious,hadnotimetoriseinherdefense。Shewasalonely,guilty,miserablegirl,tooweakforpridetouphold,toofluctuatingtoknowherrealself。Shestretchedthere,buryingherfaceinthepineneedles,diggingherfingersintothem,wantingnothingsomuchasthattheymighthideher。ThemomentwasincomprehensibletoEllen,andutterlyintolerable。Thesharppineneedles,piercingherwristsandcheeks,andherhotheavingbreast,seemedtogiveherexquisiterelief。
Theshrillsnortofahorsesoundednearathand。WithashockEllen’sbodystiffened。Thenshequiveredalittleandherfeelingsunderwentswiftchange。Cautiouslyandnoiselesslysheraisedherselfuponherelbowsandpeepedthroughtheopeninginthebrush。ShesawamantyingahorsetoabushsomewhatbackfromtheRim。Drawingariflefromitssaddlesheathhethrewitinthehollowofhisarmandwalkedtotheedgeoftheprecipice。HegazedawayacrosstheBasinandappearedlostincontemplationorthought。Thenheturnedtolookbackintotheforest,asifheexpectedsomeone。
Ellenrecognizedthelithefigure,thedarkfacesolikeanIndian’s。
ItwasIsbel。Hehadcome。Somehowhiscomingseemedwonderfulandterrible。Ellenshookassheleanedonherelbows。JeanIsbel,truetohisword,inspiteofherscorn,hadcomebacktoseeher。Thefactseemedmonstrous。Hewasanenemyofherfather。Longhadrangerumorbeenbandiedfromliptolip——oldGassIsbelhadsentforhisIndiansontofighttheJorths。JeanIsbel——sonofaTexan——unerringshot——
peerlesstracker——abadanddangerousman!ThenthereflashedoverEllenaburningthought——ifitweretrue,ifhewasanenemyofherfather’s,ifafightbetweenJorthandIsbelwasinevitable,sheoughttokillthisJeanIsbelrightthereinhistracksasheboldlyandconfidentlywaitedforher。Foolhewastothinkshewouldcome。
Ellensankdownanddroppedherheaduntilthestrangetremorofherarmsceased。Thatdarkandgrimflashofthoughtretreated。Shehadnotcometomurderamanfromambush,butonlytowatchhim,totrytoseewhathemeant,whathethought,toallayastrangecuriosity。
Afterawhileshelookedagain。IsbelwassittingonanupheavedsectionoftheRim,inacomfortablepositionfromwhichhecouldwatchtheopeningsintheforestandgazeaswellacrossthewestcurveoftheBasintotheMazatzals。Hehadcomposedhimselftowait。
Hewascladinabuckskinsuit,rathernew,anditcertainlyshowedofftoadvantage,comparedwiththeraggedandsoiledapparelEllenremembered。Hedidnotlooksolarge。Ellenwasusedtothelong,lean,rangyArizoniansandTexans。Thismanwasbuiltdifferently。
Hehadthewidestshouldersofanymanshehadeverseen,andtheymadehimappearrathershort。Buthislithe,powerfullimbsprovedhewasnotshort。Wheneverhemovedthemusclesrippled。Hishandswereclaspedroundaknee——brown,sinewyhands,verybroad,andfittingthethickmuscularwrists。Hiscollarwasopen,andhedidnotwearascarf,asdidthemenEllenknew。ThenherintensecuriosityatlastbroughthersteadygazetoJeanIsbel’sheadandface。Heworeacap,evidentlyofsomethinfur。Hishairwasstraightandshort,andincoloradeadravenblack。Hiscomplexionwasdark,cleartan,withnotraceofred。Hedidnothavetheprominentcheekbonesnorthehigh—bridgednoseusualwithwhitemenwhowerepartIndian。StillhehadtheIndianlook。Ellencaughtthatinthedark,intent,piercingeyes,inthewide,level,thoughtfulbrows,inthesternimpassivenessofhissmoothface。Hehadastraight,sharp—cutprofile。
Ellenwhisperedtoherself:\"Isawhimrighttheotherday。Only,I’dnotadmitit……Thefinest—lookin’manIeversawinmylifeisadamnedIsbel!WasthatwhatIcomeoutheahfor?\"
Sheloweredherselfoncemoreand,foldingherarmsunderherbreast,shereclinedcomfortablyonthem,andsearchedoutasmallerpeepholefromwhichshecouldspyuponIsbel。Andasshewatchedhimthenewandperplexingsideofhermindwaxedbusier。Whyhadhecomeback?
Whatdidhewantofher?Acquaintance,friendship,wasimpossibleforthem。Hehadbeenrespectful,deferentialtowardher,inawaythathadstrangelypleased,untilthesurprisingmomentwhenhehadkissedher。Thathadonlydisruptedherratherdreamypleasureinasituationshehadnotexperiencedbefore。Allthemenshehadmetinthiswildcountrywereroughandbold;mostofthemhadwantedtomarryher,and,failingthat,theyhadpersistedinamorousattentionsnotparticularlyflatteringorhonorable。Theywereabadlot。Andcontactwiththemhaddulledsomeofhersensibilities。ButthisJeanIsbelhadseemedagentleman。Shestruggledtobefair,tryingtoforgetherantipathy,asmuchtounderstandherselfastogivehimduecredit。True,hehadkissedher,crudelyandforcibly。Butthatkisshadnotbeenaninsult。Ellen’sfinerfeelingforcedhertobelievethis。Sherememberedthehonestamazeandshameandcontritionwithwhichbehadfacedher,tryingawkwardlytoexplainhisboldact。
Likewisesherecalledthesubtleswiftchangeinhimatherwords,\"Oh,I’vebeenkissedbefore!\"Shewasgladshehadsaidthat。Still——wassheglad,afterall?
Shewatchedhim。Everylittlewhileheshiftedhisgazefromthebluegulfbeneathhimtotheforest。Whenheturnedthusthesunshoneonhisfaceandshecaughtthepiercinggleamofhisdarkeyes。
Shesaw,too,thathewaslistening。Watchingandlisteningforher!
Ellenhadtostillatumultwithinher。Itmadeherfeelveryyoung,veryshy,verystrange。Allthewhileshehatedhimbecausehemanifestlyexpectedhertocome。Severaltimesheroseandwalkedalittlewayintothewoods。Thelasttimehelookedatthewesteringsunandshookhishead。Hisconfidencehadgone。Thenhesatandgazeddownintothevoid。ButEllenknewhedidnotseeanythingthere。HeseemedanimagecarvedinthestoneoftheRim,andhegaveEllenasingularimpressionoflonelinessandsadness。Washethinkingofthemiserablebattlehisfatherhadsummonedhimtolead——
ofwhatitwouldcost——ofitsuselesspainandhatred?Ellenseemedtodivinehisthoughts。Inthatmomentshesoftenedtowardhim,andinhersoulquiveredandstirredanintangiblesomethingthatwaslikepain,thatwastoodeepforherunderstanding。ButshefeltsorryforanIsbeluntiltheoldprideresurged。Whatifheadmiredher?Sherememberedhisinterest,thewonderandadmiration,thegrowinglightinhiseyes。Andithadnotbeenrepugnanttoheruntilhedisclosedhisname。\"What’sinaname?\"shemused,recallingpoetrylearnedinhergirlhood。\"’Arosebyanyothernamewouldsmellassweet’……
He’sanIsbel——yethemightbesplendid——noble……Bah!he’snot——
andI’dhatehimanyhow。\"I
AllatonceEllenfeltcoldshiversstealoverher。Isbel’spiercinggazewasdirectedstraightatherhidingplace。Herheartstoppedbeating。Ifhediscoveredherthereshefeltthatshewoulddieofshame。Thenshebecameawarethatabluejaywasscreechinginapineaboveher,andaredsquirrelsomewherenearwaschatteringhisshrillannoyance。Thesetwodenizensofthewoodscouldbedependedupontoespythewariesthunterandmakeknownhispresencetotheirkind。Ellenhadamomentofmorethandread。Thiskeen—eyed,keen—earedIndianmightseerightthroughherbrushycovert,mighthearthethrobbingofherheart。Itrelievedherimmeasurablytoseehimturnawayandtaketopacingthepromontory,withhisheadbowedandhishandsbehindhisback。Hehadstoppedlookingoffintotheforest。Presentlyhewheeledtothewest,andbythelightuponhisfaceEllensawthatthetimewasnearsunset。Turkeyswerebeginningtogobblebackontheridge。
Isbelwalkedtohishorseandappearedtobeuntyingsomethingfromthebackofhissaddle。WhenhecamebackEllensawthathecarriedasmallpackageapparentlywrappedinpaper。WiththisunderhisarmhestrodeoffinthedirectionofEllen’scampandsoondisappearedintheforest。
ForalittlewhileEllenlaythereinbewilderment。Ifshehadmadeconjecturesbefore,theywerenowmultiplied。WherewasJeanIsbelgoing?Ellensatupsuddenly。\"Well,shorethisheahbeatsme,\"
shesaid。\"Whatdidhehaveinthatpackage?Whatwashegoin’
todowithit?\"
Ittooknolittlewillpowertoholdhertherewhenshewantedtostealafterhimthroughthewoodsandfindoutwhathemeant。Buthisreputationinfluencedevenherandsherefusedtopithercunningintheforestagainsthis。Itwouldbebettertowaituntilhereturnedtohishorse。Thusdecided,shelaybackagaininhercovertandgavehermindovertoponderingcuriosity。SoonerthansheexpectedsheespiedIsbelapproachingthroughtheforest,emptyhanded。Hehadnottakenhisrifle。Ellenavertedherglanceamomentandthrilledtoseetherifleleaningagainstarock。VerilyJeanIsbelhadbeenfarremovedfromhostileintentthatday。Shewatchedhimstrideswiftlyuptohishorse,untiethehalter,andmount。Ellenhadanimpressionofhisarrowlikestraightfigure,andsinuousgraceandease。Thenhelookedbackatthepromontory,asiftofixapictureofitinhismind,androdeawayalongtheRim。Shewatchedhimoutofsight。Whatailedher?
Somethingwaswrongwithher,butsherecognizedonlyrelief。
WhenIsbelhadbeengonelongenoughtoassureEllenthatshemightsafelyventureforthshecrawledthroughthepinethickettotheRimontheothersideofthepoint。ThesunwassettingbehindtheBlackRange,sheddingagoldengloryovertheBasin。WestwardthezigzagRimreachedlikeastreameroffireintothesun。Thevastpromontoriesjuttedoutwithblazingbeaconlightsupontheirstone—walledfaces。
Deepdown,theBasinwasturningshadowydarkblue,goingtosleepforthenight。
Ellenbentswiftstepstowardhercamp。Longshaftsofgoldprecededherthroughtheforest。Thentheypaledandvanished。Thetipsofpinesandsprucesturnedgold。Ahoarse—voicedoldturkeygobblerwasboominghischug—a—lugfromthehighestground,andthesofterchickofhenturkeysansweredhim。Ellenwasalmostbreathlesswhenshearrived。
Twopacksandacoupleoflop—earedburrosattestedtothefactofAntonio’sreturn。ThiswasgoodnewsforEllen。Sheheardthebleatoflambsandtinkleofbellscomingnearerandnearer。AndshewasgladtofeelthatifIsbelhadvisitedhercamp,mostprobablyitwasduringtheabsenceoftheherders。
TheinstantsheglancedintohertentshesawthepackageIsbelhadcarried。Itlayonherbed。Ellenstaredblankly。\"The——theimpudenceofhim!\"sheejaculated。Thenshekickedthepackageoutofthetent。
Wordsandactionseemedtoliberateadammed—uphotfury。Shekickedthepackageagain,andthoughtshewouldkickitintothesmolderingcamp—fire。Butsomehowshestoppedshortofthat。Sheleftthethingthereontheground。
PepeandAntoniohoveinsight,drivinginthetumblingwoollyflock。
Ellendidnotwantthemtoseethepackage,sowithcontemptforherself,andsomewhatlesseninganger,shekickeditbackintothetent。Whatwasinit?Shepeepedinsidethetent,devouredbycuriosity。Neat,wellwrappedandtiedpackageslikethatwerenotoftenseenintheTontoBasin。Ellendecidedshewouldwaituntilaftersupper,andatafavorablemomentlayitunopenedonthefire。Whatdidshecarewhatitcontained?Manifestlyitwasagift。ShearguedthatshewashighlyincensedwiththisinsolentIsbelwhohadtheeffronterytoapproachherwithsomesortofpresent。
ItdevelopedthattheusuallycheerfulAntoniohadreturnedtaciturnandgloomy。AllEllencouldgetoutofhimwasthatthejobofsheepherderhadtakenonhazardsinimicaltopeace—lovingMexicans。Hehadheardsomethinghewouldnottell。Ellenhelpedpreparethesupperandsheateinsilence。Shehadherownbroodingtroubles。Antoniopresentlytoldherthatherfatherhadsaidshewasnottostartbackhomeafterdark。Aftersuppertheherdersrepairedtotheirowntents,leavingEllenthefreedomofhercamp—fire。Wherewithshesecuredthepackageandbroughtitforthtoburn。Femininecuriosityrankledstronginherbreast。Yieldingsofarastoshaketheparcelandpressit,andfinallytearacomeroffthepaper,shesawsomewordswritteninleadpencil。Bendingnearertheblaze,sheread,\"FormysisterAnn。\"
Ellengazedatthebig,boldhand—writing,quitelegibleandfairlywelldone。Suddenlyshetoretheoutsidewrappercompletelyoff。FromprintedwordsontheinsideshegatheredthatthepackagehadcomefromastoreinSanFrancisco。\"Reckonhefetchedhomealotofpresentsforhisfolks——thekids——andhissister,\"mutteredEllen。
\"Thatwasniceofhim。WhateverthisisheshoremeantitforsisterAnn……AnnIsbel。Why,shemustbethatblack—eyedgirlImetandlikedsowellbeforeIknewshewasanIsbel……Hissister!\"
WhereuponforthesecondtimeEllendepositedthefascinatingpackageinhertent。Shecouldnotburnitupjustthen。Shehadotheremotionsbesidesscornandhate。Andmemoryofthatsoft—voiced,kind—hearted,beautifulIsbelgirlcheckedherresentment。\"Iwonderifheislikehissister,?’shesaid,thoughtfully。Itappearedtobeanunfortunatethought。JeanIsbelcertainlyresembledhissister。
\"Toobadtheybelongtothefamilythatruineddad。\"
Ellenwenttobedwithoutopeningthepackageorwithoutburningit。
Andtoherannoyance,whateverwayshelaysheappearedtotouchthisstrangepackage。Therewasnotmuchroominthelittletent。Firstsheputitatherheadbesideherrifle,butwhensheturnedoverhercheekcameincontactwithit。Thenshefeltasifshehadbeenstung。
Shemoveditagain,onlytotouchitpresentlywithherhand。Nextsheflungittothebottomofherbed,whereitfelluponherfeet,andwhateverwayshemovedthemshecouldnotescapethepressureofthisundesirableandmysteriousgift。
Byandbyshefellasleep,onlytodreamthatthepackagewasacaressinghandstealingabouther,feelingforhers,andholdingitwithsoft,strongclasp。Whensheawokeshehadthestrangestsensationinherrightpalm。Itwasmoist,throbbing,hot,andthefeelofitonhercheekwasstrangelythrillingandcomforting。
Shelayawakethen。Thenightwasdarkandstill。Onlyalowmoanofwindinthepinesandthefainttinkleofasheepbellbroketheserenity。Shefeltverysmallandlonelylyingthereinthedeepforest,and,tryhowshewould,itwasimpossibletothinkthesamethenasshedidintheclearlightofday。Resentment,pride,anger——theseseemedabatednow。Iftheeventsofthedayhadnotchangedher,theyhadatleastbroughtupsofterandkindermemoriesandemotionsthanshehadknownforlong。Nothinghurtandsaddenedhersomuchastorememberthegay,happydaysofherchildhood,hersweetmother,her,oldhome。ThenherthoughtreturnedtoIsbelandhisgift。Ithadbeenyearssinceanyonehadmadeheragift。
Whatcouldthisonebe?Itdidnotmatter。ThewonderwasthatJeanIsbelshouldbringittoherandthatshecouldbeperturbedbyitspresence。\"Hemeantitforhissisterandsohethoughtwellofme,\"shesaid,infinality。
MorningbroughtEllenfurthervacillation。Atlengthsherolledtheobnoxiouspackageinsideherblankets,sayingthatshewouldwaituntilshegothomeandthenconsignitcheerfullytotheflames。
Antoniotiedherpackonaburro。Shedidnothaveahorse,andthereforehadtowalktheseveralmiles,toherfather’sranch。
Shesetoffatabriskpace,leadingtheburroandcarryingherrifle。Andsoonshewasdeepinthefragrantforest。Themorningwasclearandcool,withjustenoughfrosttomakethesunlitgrasssparkleasifwithdiamonds。Ellenfeltfresh,buoyant,singularlyfullof,life。Heryouthwouldnotbedenied。Itwaspulsing,yearning。ShehummedanoldSoutherntuneandeverystepseemedoneofpleasureinaction,ofadvancetowardsomeintangiblefuturehappiness。Alltheunknownoflifebeforehercalled。Herheartbeathighinherbreastandshewalkedasoneinadream。Herthoughtswereswift—changing,intimate,deep,andvague,notofyesterdayorto—day,norofreality。
Thebig,gray,white—tailedsquirrelscrossedaheadofheronthetrail,scamperedoverthepinygroundtohopontreetrunks,andtheretheypausedtowatchherpass。Thevociferouslittleredsquirrelsbarkedandchatteredather。Fromeverythicketsoundedthegobbleofturkeys。
Thebluejayssqualledinthetreetops。Adeerlifteditsheadfrombrowsingandstoodmotionless,withlongearserect,watchinghergoby。
Thushappilyanddreamilyabsorbed,EllencoveredtheforestmilesandsoonreachedthetrailthatleddownintothewildbrakesofChevelonCanyon。Itwasroughgoingandlessconducivetosweetwanderingsofmind。Ellenslowlylostthem。Andthenafamiliarfeelingassailedher,onesheneverfailedtohaveuponreturningtoherfather’sranch——areluctance,abitterdissatisfactionwithherhome,aloyalstruggleagainstthevaguesensethatallwasnotasitshouldbe。
Attheheadofthiscanyoninalittle,level,grassymeadowstoodarudeone—roomlogshack,withaleaningred—stonechimneyontheoutside。
Thiswastheabodeofastrangeoldmanwhohadlonglivedthere。HisnamewasJohnSpragueandhisoccupationwasraisingburros。Nosheeporcattleorhorsesdidheown,notevenadog。RumorhadsaidSpraguewasaprospector,oneofthemanywhohadsearchedthatcountryfortheLostDutchmangoldmine。SpragueknewmoreabouttheBasinandRimthananyofthesheepmenorranchers。FromBlackButtetotheCibiqueandfromChevelonButtetoRenoPasshekneweverytrail,canyon,ridge,andspring,andcouldfindhiswaytothemonthedarkestnight。Hisfame,however,dependedmostlyuponthefactthathedidnothingbutraiseburros,andwouldraisenonebutblackburroswithwhitefaces。
TheseburroswerethefinestbredinailtheBasinandwereingreatdemand。Spraguesoldafeweveryyear。HehadmadeapresentofonetoEllen,althoughhehatedtopartwiththem。ThisoldmanwasEllen’soneandonlyfriend。
UponhertripouttotheRimwiththesheep,UncleJohn,asEllencalledhim,hadbeenawayononeofhisinfrequentvisitstoGrassValley。Itpleasedhernowtoseeabluecolumnofsmokelazilyliftingfromtheoldchimneyandtohearthediscordantbrayofburros。
AssheenteredtheclearingSpraguesawherfromthedoorofhisshack。
\"Hello,UncleJohn!\"shecalled。
\"Wal,ifitain’tEllen!\"hereplied,heartily。\"WhenIseenthetwhite—facedjinnyIknowedwhowasleadin’her。Whereyoubeen,girl?\"
Spraguewasalittle,stoop—shoulderedoldman,withgrizzledheadandface,andshrewdgrayeyesthatbeamedkindlyonheroverhisruddycheeks。Ellendidnotlikethetobaccostainonhisgrizzledbeardnorthedirty,motley,ragged,ill—smellinggarbhewore,butshehadceasedheruselessattemptstomakehimmorecleanly。
\"I’vebeenherdin’sheep,\"repliedEllen。\"Andwherehavey’ubeen,uncle?Imissedy’uonthewayover。\"
\"Beenpackin’insomegrub。An’IreckonIstayedlongerinGrassValleythanIrecollect。Butthetwasonlynatural,considerin’——\"
\"What?\"askedEllen,bluntly,astheoldmanpaused。
Spraguetookablackpipeoutofhisvestpocketandbeganrimmingthebowlwithhisfingers。TheglancehebentonEllenwasthoughtfulandearnest,andsokindthatshefeareditwaspity。Ellensuddenlyburnedfornewsfromthevillage。
Wal,comeinan’setdown,won’tyou?\"heasked。
\"No,thanks,\"repliedEllen,andshetookaseatonthechoppingblock。
\"Tellme,uncle,what’sgoin’ondownintheValley?\"
\"Nothin’muchyet——excepttalk。An’there’saheapofthet。\"
\"Humph!Therealwayswastalk,\"declaredEllen,contemptuously。
\"Anasty,gossipy,cattyhole,thatGrassValley!\"
\"Ellen,thar’sgoin’tobewar——abloodywarintheoleTontoBasin,\"
wentonSprague,seriously。
\"War!……Betweenwhom?\"
\"TheIsbelsan’theirenemies。Ireckonmostpeopledownthar,an’
sureallthecattlemen,aironoldGass’sside。Blaisdell,Gordon,Fredericks,Blue——they’llallbeinit。\"
\"Whoaretheygoin’tofight?\"queriedEllen,sharply。
\"Wal,theopentalkisthetthesheepmenareforcin’thiswar。Butthar’stalknotsoopen,an’Ireckonnotveryhealthyforanymantowhisperhyarbouts。\"
\"UncleJohn,y’uneedn’tbeafraidtotellmeanythin’,saidEllen。
\"I’dnevergivey’uaway。Y’u’vebeenagoodfriendtome。\"
\"ReckonIwanttobe,Ellen,\"hereturned,noddinghisshaggyhead。
\"Itain’teasytobefondofyouasIaman’keepmymouthshet……I’dliketoknowsomethin’。Hevyouanyrelativesawayfromhyarthetyoucouldgototillthisfight’sover?\"
\"No。AllIhave,sofarasIknow,arerightheah。\"
\"Howabootfriends?\"
\"UncleJohn,Ihavenone,\"shesaid,sadly,withbowedhead。
\"Wal,wal,I’msorry。Iwashopin’youmightgitaway。\"
Sheliftedherface。\"Shorey’udon’tthinkI’drunoffifmydadgotinafight?\"sheflashed。
\"Ihopeyouwill。\"
\"I’maJorth,\"shesaid,darkly,anddroppedherheadagain。
Spraguenoddedgloomily。Evidentlyhewasperplexedandworried,andstronglyswayedbyaffectionforher。
\"Wouldyougoawaywithme?\"heasked。\"WecouldpackovertotheMazatzalsan’livethartillthisblowsover。\"
\"Thanky’u,UncleJohn。Y’u’rekindandgood。ButI’llstaywithmyfather。Histroublesaremine。\"
\"Ahuh!……Wal,Imighthevreckonedso……Ellen,howdoyoustandonthishyarsheepan’cattlequestion?\"
\"Ithinkwhat’sfairforoneisfairforanother。Idon’tlikesheepasmuchasIlikecattle。Butthat’snotthepoint。Therangeisfree。
Supposey’uhadcattleandIhadsheep。I’dfeelasfreetorunmysheepanywhereasy’uweretoranyourcattle。\"
\"Right。Butwhatifyouthrowedyoursheeproundmyrangean’sheepedoffthegrasssomycattlewouldhevtomoveorstarve?\"
\"ShoreIwouldn’tthrowmysheeproundy’urrange,\"shedeclared,stoutly。
\"Wal,you’veansweredhalfofthequestion。An’nowsupposin’alotofmycattlewasstolenbyrustlers,butnotasingleoneofyoursheep。
What’dyouthinkthen?\"
\"I’dshorethinkrustlerschosetostealcattlebecausetherewasnoprofitinstealin’sheep。\"
\"Egzactly。Butwouldn’tyouhevaqueerideeabootit?\"
\"Idon’tknow。Whyqueer?What’rey’udrivin’at,UncleJohn?\"
\"Wal,wouldn’tyougitkindofahunchthettherustlerswas——sayaleetlefriendlytowardthesheepmen?
Ellenfeltasuddenvibratingshock。Thebloodrushedtohertemples。
Tremblingallover,sherose。
\"UncleJohn!\"shecried。
\"Now,girl,youneedn’tfireupthetway。Setdownan’don’t——\"
\"Darey’uinsinuatemyfatherhas——\"
\"Ellen,Iain’tinsinuatin’nothin’,\"interruptedtheoldman。\"I’mjestaskin’youtothink。Thet’sall。You’re,mostgrownintoayoungwomannow。An’you’vegotsense。Thar’sbadtimesahead,Ellen。
An’Ihatetoseeyoumixinthem。\"
\"Oh,y’udomakemethink,\"repliedEllen,withsmartingtearsinhereyes。\"Y’umakemeunhappy。Oh,Iknowmydadisnotlikedinthiscattlecountry。Butit’sunjust。Hehappenedtogoinforsheepraising。Iwishhehadn’t。Itwasamistake。Dadalwayswasacattlemantillwecameheah。Hemadeenemies——who——whoruinedhim。
Andeverywheremisfortunecrossedhistrail……But,oh,UncleJohn,mydadisanhonestman。\"
\"Wal,child,I——Ididn’tmeanto——tomakeyoucry,\"saidtheoldman,feelingly,andheavertedhistroubledgaze。\"NevermindwhatIsaid。
I’manoldmeddler。Ireckonnothin’Icoulddoorsaywouldeverchangewhat’sgoin’tohappen。Ifonlyyouwasn’tagirl!……
TharIgoag’in。Ellen,faceyourfuturean’fightyourway。Allyoungstershevtodothet。An’it’stherightkindoffightthetmakestherightkindofmanorwoman。Onlyyoumustbesuretofindyourself。An’bythetImeantofindthereal,true,honest—to—Godbestinyouan’sticktoitan’diefightin’forit。You’reayoungwoman,almost,an’ablamedhandsomeone。Whichmeansyou’llhevmoretroublean’aharderfight。Thiscountryain’teasyonawomanwhenonceslanderhasmarkedher。
\"WhatdoIcareforthetalkdowninthatBasin?\"returnedEllen。
\"IknowtheythinkI’mahussy。I’veletthemthinkit。
I’vehelpedthemto。\"
\"You’rewrong,child,\"saidSprague,earnestly。\"Pridean,temper!
Youmustneverletanyonethinkbadofyou,muchlesshelpthemto。\"
\"Ihateeverybodydownthere,\"criedEllen,passionately。\"IhatethemsoI’dgloryintheirthinkin’mebad……MymotherbelongedtothebestbloodinTexas。Iamherdaughter。IknowWHOANDWHAT
IAM。ThatupliftsmewheneverImeetthesneaky,slysuspicionsoftheseBasinpeople。Itshowsmethedifferencebetweenthemandme。
That’swhatIgloryin。\"
\"Ellen,you’reawild,headstrongchild,\"rejoinedtheoldman,inseveretones。\"Wordhasbeenpassedag’in’yourgoodname——yourhonor……An’hevn’tyougivencauseferthet?\"
Ellenfeltherfaceblanchandallherbloodrushbacktoherheartinsickeningforce。Theshockofhiswordswaslikeastabfromacoldblade。Iftheirmeaningandthestem,justlightoftheoldman’sglancedidnotkillherprideandvanitytheysurelykilledhergirlishness。Shestoodmute,staringathim,withherbrown,tremblinghandsstealinguptowardherbosom,asiftowardoffanotherandamortalblow。
\"Ellen!\"burstoutSprague,hoarsely。\"Youmistookme。Aw,Ididn’tmean——whatyouthink,Iswear……Ellen,I’moldan’blunt。Iain’tusedtowimmen。ButI’veloveforyou,child,an’respect,jestthesameasifyouwasmyown……An’IKNOWyou’regood……
Forgiveme……Imeantonlyhevn’tyoubeen,say,sortof——
careless?\"
\"Care—less?\"queriedEllen,bitterlyandlow。
\"An’powerfulthoughtlessan’——an’blind——lettin’menkissyouan’
fondleyou——whenyou’rereallyagrowed—upwomannow?\"
\"Yes——Ihave,\"whisperedEllen。
\"Wal,then,whydidyouletthem?
\"I——Idon’tknow……Ididn’tthink。Themenneverletmealone——
never——never!Igottiredeverlastinglypushin’themaway。Andsometimes——whentheywerekind——andIwaslonelyforsomethingI——I
didn’tmindifoneoranotherfooledroundme。Ineverthought。
Itneverlookedasy’uhavemadeitlook……Then——thosefewtimesridin’thetrailtoGrassValley——whenpeoplesawme——thenI
guessIencouragedsuchattentions……Oh,Imustbe——Iamashamelesslittlehussy!\"
\"Hushthetkindoftalk,\"saidtheoldman,ashetookherhand。