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  ButforonceEllenseemedsingularlyunresponsivetothispanoramaofwildnessandgrandeur。Herearswerelikethoseofalisteningdeer,andhereyescontinuallyrevertedtotheopenplacesalongtheRim。

  Atfirst,inherexcitement,timeflewby。Gradually,however,asthesunmovedwestward,shebegantoberestless。Thesoftthudofdroppingpinecones,therustlingofsquirrelsupanddowntheshaggy—barkedspruces,thecrackingofweatheredbitsofrock,thesecaughtherkeenearsmanytimesandbroughtheruperectandthrilling。Finallysheheardasoundwhichresembledthatofanunshodhoofonstone。Stealthilythenshetookherrifleandslippedbackthroughthepinethickettothespotshehadchosen。Thelittlepinesweresoclosetogetherthatshehadtocrawlbetweentheirtrunks。

  Thegroundwascoveredwithasoftbedofpineneedles,brownandfragrant。Inherhurrysheprickedherunglovedhandonasharppineconeanddrewtheblood。Shesuckedthetinywound。\"ShoreI’mwonderin’ifthat’sabadomen,\"shemuttered,darklythoughtful。

  Thensheresumedhersinuousapproachtotheedgeofthethicket,andpresentlyreachedit。

  Ellenlayflatamomenttorecoverherbreath,thenraisedherselfonherelbows。ThroughanopeninginthefringeofbuckbrushshecouldplainlyseethepromontorywhereshehadstoodwithJeanIsbel,andalsotheapproachesbywhichhemightcome。Rathernervouslysherealizedthathercovertwashardlymorethanahundredfeetfromthepromontory。Itwasimperativethatshebeabsolutelysilent。

  HereyessearchedtheopeningsalongtheRim。Thegrayformofadeercrossedoneofthese,andsheconcludedithadmadethesoundshehadheard。Thenshelaydownmorecomfortablyandwaited。

  Resolutelysheheld,asmuchaspossible,tohersensorialperceptions。

  ThemeaningofEllenJorthlyinginambushjusttoseeanIsbelwasaconundrumsherefusedtoponderinthepresent。Shewasdoingit,andthephysicalacthaditsfascination。Herears,attunedtoallthesoundsofthelonelyforest,caughtthemandarrangedthemaccordingtoherknowledgeofwoodcraft。

  Alonghourpassedby。Thesunhadslantedtoapointhalfwaybetweenthezenithandthehorizon。SuddenlyathoughtconfrontedEllenJorth:

  \"He’snotcomin’,\"shewhispered。Theinstantthatideapresenteditselfshefeltablanksenseofloss,avagueregret——somethingthatmusthavebeendisappointment。Unpreparedforthis,shewasheldbysurpriseforamoment,andthenshewasstunned。Herspirit,swiftandrebellious,hadnotimetoriseinherdefense。Shewasalonely,guilty,miserablegirl,tooweakforpridetouphold,toofluctuatingtoknowherrealself。Shestretchedthere,buryingherfaceinthepineneedles,diggingherfingersintothem,wantingnothingsomuchasthattheymighthideher。ThemomentwasincomprehensibletoEllen,andutterlyintolerable。Thesharppineneedles,piercingherwristsandcheeks,andherhotheavingbreast,seemedtogiveherexquisiterelief。

  Theshrillsnortofahorsesoundednearathand。WithashockEllen’sbodystiffened。Thenshequiveredalittleandherfeelingsunderwentswiftchange。Cautiouslyandnoiselesslysheraisedherselfuponherelbowsandpeepedthroughtheopeninginthebrush。ShesawamantyingahorsetoabushsomewhatbackfromtheRim。Drawingariflefromitssaddlesheathhethrewitinthehollowofhisarmandwalkedtotheedgeoftheprecipice。HegazedawayacrosstheBasinandappearedlostincontemplationorthought。Thenheturnedtolookbackintotheforest,asifheexpectedsomeone。

  Ellenrecognizedthelithefigure,thedarkfacesolikeanIndian’s。

  ItwasIsbel。Hehadcome。Somehowhiscomingseemedwonderfulandterrible。Ellenshookassheleanedonherelbows。JeanIsbel,truetohisword,inspiteofherscorn,hadcomebacktoseeher。Thefactseemedmonstrous。Hewasanenemyofherfather。Longhadrangerumorbeenbandiedfromliptolip——oldGassIsbelhadsentforhisIndiansontofighttheJorths。JeanIsbel——sonofaTexan——unerringshot——

  peerlesstracker——abadanddangerousman!ThenthereflashedoverEllenaburningthought——ifitweretrue,ifhewasanenemyofherfather’s,ifafightbetweenJorthandIsbelwasinevitable,sheoughttokillthisJeanIsbelrightthereinhistracksasheboldlyandconfidentlywaitedforher。Foolhewastothinkshewouldcome。

  Ellensankdownanddroppedherheaduntilthestrangetremorofherarmsceased。Thatdarkandgrimflashofthoughtretreated。Shehadnotcometomurderamanfromambush,butonlytowatchhim,totrytoseewhathemeant,whathethought,toallayastrangecuriosity。

  Afterawhileshelookedagain。IsbelwassittingonanupheavedsectionoftheRim,inacomfortablepositionfromwhichhecouldwatchtheopeningsintheforestandgazeaswellacrossthewestcurveoftheBasintotheMazatzals。Hehadcomposedhimselftowait。

  Hewascladinabuckskinsuit,rathernew,anditcertainlyshowedofftoadvantage,comparedwiththeraggedandsoiledapparelEllenremembered。Hedidnotlooksolarge。Ellenwasusedtothelong,lean,rangyArizoniansandTexans。Thismanwasbuiltdifferently。

  Hehadthewidestshouldersofanymanshehadeverseen,andtheymadehimappearrathershort。Buthislithe,powerfullimbsprovedhewasnotshort。Wheneverhemovedthemusclesrippled。Hishandswereclaspedroundaknee——brown,sinewyhands,verybroad,andfittingthethickmuscularwrists。Hiscollarwasopen,andhedidnotwearascarf,asdidthemenEllenknew。ThenherintensecuriosityatlastbroughthersteadygazetoJeanIsbel’sheadandface。Heworeacap,evidentlyofsomethinfur。Hishairwasstraightandshort,andincoloradeadravenblack。Hiscomplexionwasdark,cleartan,withnotraceofred。Hedidnothavetheprominentcheekbonesnorthehigh—bridgednoseusualwithwhitemenwhowerepartIndian。StillhehadtheIndianlook。Ellencaughtthatinthedark,intent,piercingeyes,inthewide,level,thoughtfulbrows,inthesternimpassivenessofhissmoothface。Hehadastraight,sharp—cutprofile。

  Ellenwhisperedtoherself:\"Isawhimrighttheotherday。Only,I’dnotadmitit……Thefinest—lookin’manIeversawinmylifeisadamnedIsbel!WasthatwhatIcomeoutheahfor?\"

  Sheloweredherselfoncemoreand,foldingherarmsunderherbreast,shereclinedcomfortablyonthem,andsearchedoutasmallerpeepholefromwhichshecouldspyuponIsbel。Andasshewatchedhimthenewandperplexingsideofhermindwaxedbusier。Whyhadhecomeback?

  Whatdidhewantofher?Acquaintance,friendship,wasimpossibleforthem。Hehadbeenrespectful,deferentialtowardher,inawaythathadstrangelypleased,untilthesurprisingmomentwhenhehadkissedher。Thathadonlydisruptedherratherdreamypleasureinasituationshehadnotexperiencedbefore。Allthemenshehadmetinthiswildcountrywereroughandbold;mostofthemhadwantedtomarryher,and,failingthat,theyhadpersistedinamorousattentionsnotparticularlyflatteringorhonorable。Theywereabadlot。Andcontactwiththemhaddulledsomeofhersensibilities。ButthisJeanIsbelhadseemedagentleman。Shestruggledtobefair,tryingtoforgetherantipathy,asmuchtounderstandherselfastogivehimduecredit。True,hehadkissedher,crudelyandforcibly。Butthatkisshadnotbeenaninsult。Ellen’sfinerfeelingforcedhertobelievethis。Sherememberedthehonestamazeandshameandcontritionwithwhichbehadfacedher,tryingawkwardlytoexplainhisboldact。

  Likewisesherecalledthesubtleswiftchangeinhimatherwords,\"Oh,I’vebeenkissedbefore!\"Shewasgladshehadsaidthat。Still——wassheglad,afterall?

  Shewatchedhim。Everylittlewhileheshiftedhisgazefromthebluegulfbeneathhimtotheforest。Whenheturnedthusthesunshoneonhisfaceandshecaughtthepiercinggleamofhisdarkeyes。

  Shesaw,too,thathewaslistening。Watchingandlisteningforher!

  Ellenhadtostillatumultwithinher。Itmadeherfeelveryyoung,veryshy,verystrange。Allthewhileshehatedhimbecausehemanifestlyexpectedhertocome。Severaltimesheroseandwalkedalittlewayintothewoods。Thelasttimehelookedatthewesteringsunandshookhishead。Hisconfidencehadgone。Thenhesatandgazeddownintothevoid。ButEllenknewhedidnotseeanythingthere。HeseemedanimagecarvedinthestoneoftheRim,andhegaveEllenasingularimpressionoflonelinessandsadness。Washethinkingofthemiserablebattlehisfatherhadsummonedhimtolead——

  ofwhatitwouldcost——ofitsuselesspainandhatred?Ellenseemedtodivinehisthoughts。Inthatmomentshesoftenedtowardhim,andinhersoulquiveredandstirredanintangiblesomethingthatwaslikepain,thatwastoodeepforherunderstanding。ButshefeltsorryforanIsbeluntiltheoldprideresurged。Whatifheadmiredher?Sherememberedhisinterest,thewonderandadmiration,thegrowinglightinhiseyes。Andithadnotbeenrepugnanttoheruntilhedisclosedhisname。\"What’sinaname?\"shemused,recallingpoetrylearnedinhergirlhood。\"’Arosebyanyothernamewouldsmellassweet’……

  He’sanIsbel——yethemightbesplendid——noble……Bah!he’snot——

  andI’dhatehimanyhow。\"I

  AllatonceEllenfeltcoldshiversstealoverher。Isbel’spiercinggazewasdirectedstraightatherhidingplace。Herheartstoppedbeating。Ifhediscoveredherthereshefeltthatshewoulddieofshame。Thenshebecameawarethatabluejaywasscreechinginapineaboveher,andaredsquirrelsomewherenearwaschatteringhisshrillannoyance。Thesetwodenizensofthewoodscouldbedependedupontoespythewariesthunterandmakeknownhispresencetotheirkind。Ellenhadamomentofmorethandread。Thiskeen—eyed,keen—earedIndianmightseerightthroughherbrushycovert,mighthearthethrobbingofherheart。Itrelievedherimmeasurablytoseehimturnawayandtaketopacingthepromontory,withhisheadbowedandhishandsbehindhisback。Hehadstoppedlookingoffintotheforest。Presentlyhewheeledtothewest,andbythelightuponhisfaceEllensawthatthetimewasnearsunset。Turkeyswerebeginningtogobblebackontheridge。

  Isbelwalkedtohishorseandappearedtobeuntyingsomethingfromthebackofhissaddle。WhenhecamebackEllensawthathecarriedasmallpackageapparentlywrappedinpaper。WiththisunderhisarmhestrodeoffinthedirectionofEllen’scampandsoondisappearedintheforest。

  ForalittlewhileEllenlaythereinbewilderment。Ifshehadmadeconjecturesbefore,theywerenowmultiplied。WherewasJeanIsbelgoing?Ellensatupsuddenly。\"Well,shorethisheahbeatsme,\"

  shesaid。\"Whatdidhehaveinthatpackage?Whatwashegoin’

  todowithit?\"

  Ittooknolittlewillpowertoholdhertherewhenshewantedtostealafterhimthroughthewoodsandfindoutwhathemeant。Buthisreputationinfluencedevenherandsherefusedtopithercunningintheforestagainsthis。Itwouldbebettertowaituntilhereturnedtohishorse。Thusdecided,shelaybackagaininhercovertandgavehermindovertoponderingcuriosity。SoonerthansheexpectedsheespiedIsbelapproachingthroughtheforest,emptyhanded。Hehadnottakenhisrifle。Ellenavertedherglanceamomentandthrilledtoseetherifleleaningagainstarock。VerilyJeanIsbelhadbeenfarremovedfromhostileintentthatday。Shewatchedhimstrideswiftlyuptohishorse,untiethehalter,andmount。Ellenhadanimpressionofhisarrowlikestraightfigure,andsinuousgraceandease。Thenhelookedbackatthepromontory,asiftofixapictureofitinhismind,androdeawayalongtheRim。Shewatchedhimoutofsight。Whatailedher?

  Somethingwaswrongwithher,butsherecognizedonlyrelief。

  WhenIsbelhadbeengonelongenoughtoassureEllenthatshemightsafelyventureforthshecrawledthroughthepinethickettotheRimontheothersideofthepoint。ThesunwassettingbehindtheBlackRange,sheddingagoldengloryovertheBasin。WestwardthezigzagRimreachedlikeastreameroffireintothesun。Thevastpromontoriesjuttedoutwithblazingbeaconlightsupontheirstone—walledfaces。

  Deepdown,theBasinwasturningshadowydarkblue,goingtosleepforthenight。

  Ellenbentswiftstepstowardhercamp。Longshaftsofgoldprecededherthroughtheforest。Thentheypaledandvanished。Thetipsofpinesandsprucesturnedgold。Ahoarse—voicedoldturkeygobblerwasboominghischug—a—lugfromthehighestground,andthesofterchickofhenturkeysansweredhim。Ellenwasalmostbreathlesswhenshearrived。

  Twopacksandacoupleoflop—earedburrosattestedtothefactofAntonio’sreturn。ThiswasgoodnewsforEllen。Sheheardthebleatoflambsandtinkleofbellscomingnearerandnearer。AndshewasgladtofeelthatifIsbelhadvisitedhercamp,mostprobablyitwasduringtheabsenceoftheherders。

  TheinstantsheglancedintohertentshesawthepackageIsbelhadcarried。Itlayonherbed。Ellenstaredblankly。\"The——theimpudenceofhim!\"sheejaculated。Thenshekickedthepackageoutofthetent。

  Wordsandactionseemedtoliberateadammed—uphotfury。Shekickedthepackageagain,andthoughtshewouldkickitintothesmolderingcamp—fire。Butsomehowshestoppedshortofthat。Sheleftthethingthereontheground。

  PepeandAntoniohoveinsight,drivinginthetumblingwoollyflock。

  Ellendidnotwantthemtoseethepackage,sowithcontemptforherself,andsomewhatlesseninganger,shekickeditbackintothetent。Whatwasinit?Shepeepedinsidethetent,devouredbycuriosity。Neat,wellwrappedandtiedpackageslikethatwerenotoftenseenintheTontoBasin。Ellendecidedshewouldwaituntilaftersupper,andatafavorablemomentlayitunopenedonthefire。Whatdidshecarewhatitcontained?Manifestlyitwasagift。ShearguedthatshewashighlyincensedwiththisinsolentIsbelwhohadtheeffronterytoapproachherwithsomesortofpresent。

  ItdevelopedthattheusuallycheerfulAntoniohadreturnedtaciturnandgloomy。AllEllencouldgetoutofhimwasthatthejobofsheepherderhadtakenonhazardsinimicaltopeace—lovingMexicans。Hehadheardsomethinghewouldnottell。Ellenhelpedpreparethesupperandsheateinsilence。Shehadherownbroodingtroubles。Antoniopresentlytoldherthatherfatherhadsaidshewasnottostartbackhomeafterdark。Aftersuppertheherdersrepairedtotheirowntents,leavingEllenthefreedomofhercamp—fire。Wherewithshesecuredthepackageandbroughtitforthtoburn。Femininecuriosityrankledstronginherbreast。Yieldingsofarastoshaketheparcelandpressit,andfinallytearacomeroffthepaper,shesawsomewordswritteninleadpencil。Bendingnearertheblaze,sheread,\"FormysisterAnn。\"

  Ellengazedatthebig,boldhand—writing,quitelegibleandfairlywelldone。Suddenlyshetoretheoutsidewrappercompletelyoff。FromprintedwordsontheinsideshegatheredthatthepackagehadcomefromastoreinSanFrancisco。\"Reckonhefetchedhomealotofpresentsforhisfolks——thekids——andhissister,\"mutteredEllen。

  \"Thatwasniceofhim。WhateverthisisheshoremeantitforsisterAnn……AnnIsbel。Why,shemustbethatblack—eyedgirlImetandlikedsowellbeforeIknewshewasanIsbel……Hissister!\"

  WhereuponforthesecondtimeEllendepositedthefascinatingpackageinhertent。Shecouldnotburnitupjustthen。Shehadotheremotionsbesidesscornandhate。Andmemoryofthatsoft—voiced,kind—hearted,beautifulIsbelgirlcheckedherresentment。\"Iwonderifheislikehissister,?’shesaid,thoughtfully。Itappearedtobeanunfortunatethought。JeanIsbelcertainlyresembledhissister。

  \"Toobadtheybelongtothefamilythatruineddad。\"

  Ellenwenttobedwithoutopeningthepackageorwithoutburningit。

  Andtoherannoyance,whateverwayshelaysheappearedtotouchthisstrangepackage。Therewasnotmuchroominthelittletent。Firstsheputitatherheadbesideherrifle,butwhensheturnedoverhercheekcameincontactwithit。Thenshefeltasifshehadbeenstung。

  Shemoveditagain,onlytotouchitpresentlywithherhand。Nextsheflungittothebottomofherbed,whereitfelluponherfeet,andwhateverwayshemovedthemshecouldnotescapethepressureofthisundesirableandmysteriousgift。

  Byandbyshefellasleep,onlytodreamthatthepackagewasacaressinghandstealingabouther,feelingforhers,andholdingitwithsoft,strongclasp。Whensheawokeshehadthestrangestsensationinherrightpalm。Itwasmoist,throbbing,hot,andthefeelofitonhercheekwasstrangelythrillingandcomforting。

  Shelayawakethen。Thenightwasdarkandstill。Onlyalowmoanofwindinthepinesandthefainttinkleofasheepbellbroketheserenity。Shefeltverysmallandlonelylyingthereinthedeepforest,and,tryhowshewould,itwasimpossibletothinkthesamethenasshedidintheclearlightofday。Resentment,pride,anger——theseseemedabatednow。Iftheeventsofthedayhadnotchangedher,theyhadatleastbroughtupsofterandkindermemoriesandemotionsthanshehadknownforlong。Nothinghurtandsaddenedhersomuchastorememberthegay,happydaysofherchildhood,hersweetmother,her,oldhome。ThenherthoughtreturnedtoIsbelandhisgift。Ithadbeenyearssinceanyonehadmadeheragift。

  Whatcouldthisonebe?Itdidnotmatter。ThewonderwasthatJeanIsbelshouldbringittoherandthatshecouldbeperturbedbyitspresence。\"Hemeantitforhissisterandsohethoughtwellofme,\"shesaid,infinality。

  MorningbroughtEllenfurthervacillation。Atlengthsherolledtheobnoxiouspackageinsideherblankets,sayingthatshewouldwaituntilshegothomeandthenconsignitcheerfullytotheflames。

  Antoniotiedherpackonaburro。Shedidnothaveahorse,andthereforehadtowalktheseveralmiles,toherfather’sranch。

  Shesetoffatabriskpace,leadingtheburroandcarryingherrifle。Andsoonshewasdeepinthefragrantforest。Themorningwasclearandcool,withjustenoughfrosttomakethesunlitgrasssparkleasifwithdiamonds。Ellenfeltfresh,buoyant,singularlyfullof,life。Heryouthwouldnotbedenied。Itwaspulsing,yearning。ShehummedanoldSoutherntuneandeverystepseemedoneofpleasureinaction,ofadvancetowardsomeintangiblefuturehappiness。Alltheunknownoflifebeforehercalled。Herheartbeathighinherbreastandshewalkedasoneinadream。Herthoughtswereswift—changing,intimate,deep,andvague,notofyesterdayorto—day,norofreality。

  Thebig,gray,white—tailedsquirrelscrossedaheadofheronthetrail,scamperedoverthepinygroundtohopontreetrunks,andtheretheypausedtowatchherpass。Thevociferouslittleredsquirrelsbarkedandchatteredather。Fromeverythicketsoundedthegobbleofturkeys。

  Thebluejayssqualledinthetreetops。Adeerlifteditsheadfrombrowsingandstoodmotionless,withlongearserect,watchinghergoby。

  Thushappilyanddreamilyabsorbed,EllencoveredtheforestmilesandsoonreachedthetrailthatleddownintothewildbrakesofChevelonCanyon。Itwasroughgoingandlessconducivetosweetwanderingsofmind。Ellenslowlylostthem。Andthenafamiliarfeelingassailedher,onesheneverfailedtohaveuponreturningtoherfather’sranch——areluctance,abitterdissatisfactionwithherhome,aloyalstruggleagainstthevaguesensethatallwasnotasitshouldbe。

  Attheheadofthiscanyoninalittle,level,grassymeadowstoodarudeone—roomlogshack,withaleaningred—stonechimneyontheoutside。

  Thiswastheabodeofastrangeoldmanwhohadlonglivedthere。HisnamewasJohnSpragueandhisoccupationwasraisingburros。Nosheeporcattleorhorsesdidheown,notevenadog。RumorhadsaidSpraguewasaprospector,oneofthemanywhohadsearchedthatcountryfortheLostDutchmangoldmine。SpragueknewmoreabouttheBasinandRimthananyofthesheepmenorranchers。FromBlackButtetotheCibiqueandfromChevelonButtetoRenoPasshekneweverytrail,canyon,ridge,andspring,andcouldfindhiswaytothemonthedarkestnight。Hisfame,however,dependedmostlyuponthefactthathedidnothingbutraiseburros,andwouldraisenonebutblackburroswithwhitefaces。

  TheseburroswerethefinestbredinailtheBasinandwereingreatdemand。Spraguesoldafeweveryyear。HehadmadeapresentofonetoEllen,althoughhehatedtopartwiththem。ThisoldmanwasEllen’soneandonlyfriend。

  UponhertripouttotheRimwiththesheep,UncleJohn,asEllencalledhim,hadbeenawayononeofhisinfrequentvisitstoGrassValley。Itpleasedhernowtoseeabluecolumnofsmokelazilyliftingfromtheoldchimneyandtohearthediscordantbrayofburros。

  AssheenteredtheclearingSpraguesawherfromthedoorofhisshack。

  \"Hello,UncleJohn!\"shecalled。

  \"Wal,ifitain’tEllen!\"hereplied,heartily。\"WhenIseenthetwhite—facedjinnyIknowedwhowasleadin’her。Whereyoubeen,girl?\"

  Spraguewasalittle,stoop—shoulderedoldman,withgrizzledheadandface,andshrewdgrayeyesthatbeamedkindlyonheroverhisruddycheeks。Ellendidnotlikethetobaccostainonhisgrizzledbeardnorthedirty,motley,ragged,ill—smellinggarbhewore,butshehadceasedheruselessattemptstomakehimmorecleanly。

  \"I’vebeenherdin’sheep,\"repliedEllen。\"Andwherehavey’ubeen,uncle?Imissedy’uonthewayover。\"

  \"Beenpackin’insomegrub。An’IreckonIstayedlongerinGrassValleythanIrecollect。Butthetwasonlynatural,considerin’——\"

  \"What?\"askedEllen,bluntly,astheoldmanpaused。

  Spraguetookablackpipeoutofhisvestpocketandbeganrimmingthebowlwithhisfingers。TheglancehebentonEllenwasthoughtfulandearnest,andsokindthatshefeareditwaspity。Ellensuddenlyburnedfornewsfromthevillage。

  Wal,comeinan’setdown,won’tyou?\"heasked。

  \"No,thanks,\"repliedEllen,andshetookaseatonthechoppingblock。

  \"Tellme,uncle,what’sgoin’ondownintheValley?\"

  \"Nothin’muchyet——excepttalk。An’there’saheapofthet。\"

  \"Humph!Therealwayswastalk,\"declaredEllen,contemptuously。

  \"Anasty,gossipy,cattyhole,thatGrassValley!\"

  \"Ellen,thar’sgoin’tobewar——abloodywarintheoleTontoBasin,\"

  wentonSprague,seriously。

  \"War!……Betweenwhom?\"

  \"TheIsbelsan’theirenemies。Ireckonmostpeopledownthar,an’

  sureallthecattlemen,aironoldGass’sside。Blaisdell,Gordon,Fredericks,Blue——they’llallbeinit。\"

  \"Whoaretheygoin’tofight?\"queriedEllen,sharply。

  \"Wal,theopentalkisthetthesheepmenareforcin’thiswar。Butthar’stalknotsoopen,an’Ireckonnotveryhealthyforanymantowhisperhyarbouts。\"

  \"UncleJohn,y’uneedn’tbeafraidtotellmeanythin’,saidEllen。

  \"I’dnevergivey’uaway。Y’u’vebeenagoodfriendtome。\"

  \"ReckonIwanttobe,Ellen,\"hereturned,noddinghisshaggyhead。

  \"Itain’teasytobefondofyouasIaman’keepmymouthshet……I’dliketoknowsomethin’。Hevyouanyrelativesawayfromhyarthetyoucouldgototillthisfight’sover?\"

  \"No。AllIhave,sofarasIknow,arerightheah。\"

  \"Howabootfriends?\"

  \"UncleJohn,Ihavenone,\"shesaid,sadly,withbowedhead。

  \"Wal,wal,I’msorry。Iwashopin’youmightgitaway。\"

  Sheliftedherface。\"Shorey’udon’tthinkI’drunoffifmydadgotinafight?\"sheflashed。

  \"Ihopeyouwill。\"

  \"I’maJorth,\"shesaid,darkly,anddroppedherheadagain。

  Spraguenoddedgloomily。Evidentlyhewasperplexedandworried,andstronglyswayedbyaffectionforher。

  \"Wouldyougoawaywithme?\"heasked。\"WecouldpackovertotheMazatzalsan’livethartillthisblowsover。\"

  \"Thanky’u,UncleJohn。Y’u’rekindandgood。ButI’llstaywithmyfather。Histroublesaremine。\"

  \"Ahuh!……Wal,Imighthevreckonedso……Ellen,howdoyoustandonthishyarsheepan’cattlequestion?\"

  \"Ithinkwhat’sfairforoneisfairforanother。Idon’tlikesheepasmuchasIlikecattle。Butthat’snotthepoint。Therangeisfree。

  Supposey’uhadcattleandIhadsheep。I’dfeelasfreetorunmysheepanywhereasy’uweretoranyourcattle。\"

  \"Right。Butwhatifyouthrowedyoursheeproundmyrangean’sheepedoffthegrasssomycattlewouldhevtomoveorstarve?\"

  \"ShoreIwouldn’tthrowmysheeproundy’urrange,\"shedeclared,stoutly。

  \"Wal,you’veansweredhalfofthequestion。An’nowsupposin’alotofmycattlewasstolenbyrustlers,butnotasingleoneofyoursheep。

  What’dyouthinkthen?\"

  \"I’dshorethinkrustlerschosetostealcattlebecausetherewasnoprofitinstealin’sheep。\"

  \"Egzactly。Butwouldn’tyouhevaqueerideeabootit?\"

  \"Idon’tknow。Whyqueer?What’rey’udrivin’at,UncleJohn?\"

  \"Wal,wouldn’tyougitkindofahunchthettherustlerswas——sayaleetlefriendlytowardthesheepmen?

  Ellenfeltasuddenvibratingshock。Thebloodrushedtohertemples。

  Tremblingallover,sherose。

  \"UncleJohn!\"shecried。

  \"Now,girl,youneedn’tfireupthetway。Setdownan’don’t——\"

  \"Darey’uinsinuatemyfatherhas——\"

  \"Ellen,Iain’tinsinuatin’nothin’,\"interruptedtheoldman。\"I’mjestaskin’youtothink。Thet’sall。You’re,mostgrownintoayoungwomannow。An’you’vegotsense。Thar’sbadtimesahead,Ellen。

  An’Ihatetoseeyoumixinthem。\"

  \"Oh,y’udomakemethink,\"repliedEllen,withsmartingtearsinhereyes。\"Y’umakemeunhappy。Oh,Iknowmydadisnotlikedinthiscattlecountry。Butit’sunjust。Hehappenedtogoinforsheepraising。Iwishhehadn’t。Itwasamistake。Dadalwayswasacattlemantillwecameheah。Hemadeenemies——who——whoruinedhim。

  Andeverywheremisfortunecrossedhistrail……But,oh,UncleJohn,mydadisanhonestman。\"

  \"Wal,child,I——Ididn’tmeanto——tomakeyoucry,\"saidtheoldman,feelingly,andheavertedhistroubledgaze。\"NevermindwhatIsaid。

  I’manoldmeddler。Ireckonnothin’Icoulddoorsaywouldeverchangewhat’sgoin’tohappen。Ifonlyyouwasn’tagirl!……

  TharIgoag’in。Ellen,faceyourfuturean’fightyourway。Allyoungstershevtodothet。An’it’stherightkindoffightthetmakestherightkindofmanorwoman。Onlyyoumustbesuretofindyourself。An’bythetImeantofindthereal,true,honest—to—Godbestinyouan’sticktoitan’diefightin’forit。You’reayoungwoman,almost,an’ablamedhandsomeone。Whichmeansyou’llhevmoretroublean’aharderfight。Thiscountryain’teasyonawomanwhenonceslanderhasmarkedher。

  \"WhatdoIcareforthetalkdowninthatBasin?\"returnedEllen。

  \"IknowtheythinkI’mahussy。I’veletthemthinkit。

  I’vehelpedthemto。\"

  \"You’rewrong,child,\"saidSprague,earnestly。\"Pridean,temper!

  Youmustneverletanyonethinkbadofyou,muchlesshelpthemto。\"

  \"Ihateeverybodydownthere,\"criedEllen,passionately。\"IhatethemsoI’dgloryintheirthinkin’mebad……MymotherbelongedtothebestbloodinTexas。Iamherdaughter。IknowWHOANDWHAT

  IAM。ThatupliftsmewheneverImeetthesneaky,slysuspicionsoftheseBasinpeople。Itshowsmethedifferencebetweenthemandme。

  That’swhatIgloryin。\"

  \"Ellen,you’reawild,headstrongchild,\"rejoinedtheoldman,inseveretones。\"Wordhasbeenpassedag’in’yourgoodname——yourhonor……An’hevn’tyougivencauseferthet?\"

  Ellenfeltherfaceblanchandallherbloodrushbacktoherheartinsickeningforce。Theshockofhiswordswaslikeastabfromacoldblade。Iftheirmeaningandthestem,justlightoftheoldman’sglancedidnotkillherprideandvanitytheysurelykilledhergirlishness。Shestoodmute,staringathim,withherbrown,tremblinghandsstealinguptowardherbosom,asiftowardoffanotherandamortalblow。

  \"Ellen!\"burstoutSprague,hoarsely。\"Youmistookme。Aw,Ididn’tmean——whatyouthink,Iswear……Ellen,I’moldan’blunt。Iain’tusedtowimmen。ButI’veloveforyou,child,an’respect,jestthesameasifyouwasmyown……An’IKNOWyou’regood……

  Forgiveme……Imeantonlyhevn’tyoubeen,say,sortof——

  careless?\"

  \"Care—less?\"queriedEllen,bitterlyandlow。

  \"An’powerfulthoughtlessan’——an’blind——lettin’menkissyouan’

  fondleyou——whenyou’rereallyagrowed—upwomannow?\"

  \"Yes——Ihave,\"whisperedEllen。

  \"Wal,then,whydidyouletthem?

  \"I——Idon’tknow……Ididn’tthink。Themenneverletmealone——

  never——never!Igottiredeverlastinglypushin’themaway。Andsometimes——whentheywerekind——andIwaslonelyforsomethingI——I

  didn’tmindifoneoranotherfooledroundme。Ineverthought。

  Itneverlookedasy’uhavemadeitlook……Then——thosefewtimesridin’thetrailtoGrassValley——whenpeoplesawme——thenI

  guessIencouragedsuchattentions……Oh,Imustbe——Iamashamelesslittlehussy!\"

  \"Hushthetkindoftalk,\"saidtheoldman,ashetookherhand。

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