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  `Doyouknowhowmuchmoneythereisinthatthing?’heasked,asifaddressingslowlysomehob—goblinsittingbetweentheearsofthehorse。

  `No,’saidMrsVerloc。`Hegaveittome。Ididn’tcount。Ithoughtnothingofitatthetime。Afterwards——’

  Shemovedherrighthandalittle。Itwassoexpressivethatlittlemovementofthatrighthandwhichhadstruckthedeadlyblowintoaman’sheartlessthananhourbeforethatOssiponcouldnotrepressashudder。

  Heexaggerateditthenpurposely,andmuttered:

  `Iamcold。Igotchilledthrough。’

  MrsVerloclookedstraightaheadattheperspectiveofherescape。Nowandthen,likeasablestreamerblownacrossaroad,thewords`Thedropgivenwasfourteenfeet’gotinthewayofhertensestare。Throughtheblackveilthewhitesofherbigeyesgleamedlustrouslyliketheeyesofamaskedwoman。

  Ossipon’srigidityhadsomethingbusinesslike,aqueerofficialexpression。

  Hewasheardagainallofasudden,asthoughhehadreleasedacatchinordertospeak。

  `Lookhere!Doyouknowwhetheryour—whetherhekepthisaccountatthebankinhisownnameorinsomeothername。

  MrsVerlocturneduponhimhermaskedfaceandthebigwhitegleamofhereyes。

  `Othername?’shesaid,thoughtfully。

  `Beexactinwhatyousay,’Ossiponlecturedintheswiftmotionofthehansom。`It’sextremelyimportant。Iwillexplaintoyou。Thebankhasthenumbersofthesenotes。Iftheywerepaidtohiminhisownname,thenwhenhis—hisdeathbecomesknown,thenotesmayservetotrackussincewehavenoothermoney。Youhavenoethermoneyonyou?’

  Sheshookherheadnegatively。

  `Nonewhatever?’heinsisted。

  `Afewcoppers。

  `Itwouldbedangerousinthatcase。Themoneywouldhavethentobedealtspeciallywith。Veryspecially。We’dhaveperhapstolosemorethanhalftheamountinordertogetthesenoteschangedinacertainsafeplaceIknowofinParis。Intheothercase—Imeanifhehadhisaccountandgotpaidoutundersomeothername—saySmith,forinstance—themoneyisperfectlysafetouse。Youunderstand?ThebankhasnomeansofknowingthatMrVerlocand,say,Smithareoneandthesameperson。Doyouseehowimportantitisthatyoushouldmakenomistakeinansweringme?Canyouanswerthatqueryatall?Perhapsnot。Eh?

  Shesaidcomposedly:

  `Iremembernow!Hedidn’tbankinhisownname。HetoldmeoncethatitwasondepositinthenameofProzor。’

  `Youaresure?’

  `Certain。’

  `Youdon’tthinkthebankhadanyknowledgeofhisrealname?Oranybodyinthebankor——’

  Sheshruggedhershoulders。

  `HowcanIknow?Isitlikely,Tom?’

  `No。Isupposeit’snotlikely。Itwouldhavebeenmorecomfortabletoknow……Hereweare。Getoutfirst,andwalkstraightin。Movesmartly。’

  Heremainedbehind,andpaidthecabmanoutofhisownloosesilver。

  Theprogrammetracedbyhisminuteforesightwascarriedout。WhenMrsVerloc,withherticketforStMaloinherhand,enteredtheladies’waiting—room,ComradeOssiponwalkedintothebar,andinsevenminutesabsorbedthreegoesofhotbrandyandwater。

  `Tryingtodriveoutacold,’heexplainedtothebarmaid,withafriendlynodandagrimacingsmile。Thenhecameout,bringingoutfromthatfestiveinterludethefaceofamanwhohaddrunkattheveryFountainofSorrow。

  Heraisedhiseyestotheclock。Itwastime。Hewaited。

  Punctual,MrsVerloccameout,withherveildown,andallblack—blackascommonplacedeathitself,crownedwithafewcheapandpaleflowers。

  Shepassedclosetoalittlegroupofmenwhowerelaughing,butwhoselaughtercouldhavebeenstruckdeadbyasingleword。Herwalkwasindolent,butherbackwasstraight,andComradeOssiponlookedafteritinterrorbeforemakingastarthimself。

  Thetrainwasdrawnup,withhardlyanybodyaboutitsrowofopendoors。

  Owingtothetimeoftheyearandtotheabominableweathertherewerebutfewpassengers。MrsVerlocwalkedslowlyalongthelineofemptycompartmentstillOssipontouchedherelbowfrombehind。

  `Inhere。’

  Shegotin,andheremainedontheplatformlookingabout。Shebentforward,andinawhisper:

  `Whatisit,Tom?Isthereanydanger?’

  `Waitamoment。There’stheguard。’

  Shesawhimaccostthemaninuniform。Theytalkedforawhile。Sheheardtheguardsay`Verywell,sir,’andsawhimtouchhiscap。ThenOssiponcameback,saying:`Itoldhimnottoletanybodygetintoourcompartment。’

  Shewasleaningforwardonherseat。`Youthinkofeverything……You’llgetmeoff,Tom?’sheaskedinagustofanguish,liftingherveilbrusquelytolookathersaviour。

  Shehaduncoveredafacelikeadamant。Andoutofthisfacetheeyeslookedon,big,dry,enlarged,lightless,burntoutliketwoblackholesinthewhite,shiningglobes。

  `Thereisnodanger,’hesaid,gazingintothemwithanearnestnessalmostrapt,whichtoMrsVerloc,flyingfromthegallows,seemedtobefullofforceandtenderness。Thisdevotiondeeplymovedher—andtheadamantinefacelostthesternrigidityofitsterror。ComradeOssipongazedatitasnoloverevergazedathismistress’sface。AlexanderOssipon,anarchist,nicknamedtheDoctor,authorofamedical(andimproper)pamphlet,latelectureronthesocialaspectsofhygienetoworkingmen’sclubs,wasfreefromthetrammelsofconventionalmorality—buthesubmittedtotheruleofscience。Hewasscientific,andhegazedscientificallyatthatwoman,thesisterofadegenerate,adegenerateherself—ofamurderingtype。Hegazedather,andinvokedLombroso,asanItalianpeasantrecommendshimselftohisfavouritesaint。Hegazedscientifically。Hegazedathercheeks,athernose,athereyes,atherears……Bad!……Fatal!

  MrsVerloc’spalelipspatting,slightlyrelaxedunderhispassionatelyattentivegaze,hegazedalsoatherteeth……Notadoubtremained……amurderingtype……IfComradeOssipondidnotrecommendhisterrifiedsoultoLombroso,itwasonlybecauseonscientificgroundshecouldnotbelievethathecarriedabouthimsuchathingasasoul。Buthehadinhimthescientificspirit,whichmovedhimtotestifyontheplatformofarailwaystationinnervous,jerkyphrases。

  `Hewasanextraordinarylad,thatbrotherofyours。Mostinterestingtostudy。Aperfecttypeinaway。Perfect!’

  Hespokescientificallyinhissecretfear。AndMrsVerloc,hearingthesewordsofcommendationvouchsafedtoherbeloveddead,swayedforwardwithaflickeroflightinhersombreeyes,likearayofsunshineheraldingatempestofrain。

  `Hewasthatindeed,’shewhispered,softly,withquiveringlips。`Youtookalotofnoticeofhim,Tom。Ilovedyouforit。’

  `It’salmostincredibletheresemblancetherewasbetweenyoutwo,’

  pursuedOssipon,givingavoicetohisabidingdread,andtryingtoconcealhisnervous,sickeningimpatienceforthetraintostart。`Yes,heresembledyou。’

  Thesewordswerenotespeciallytouchingorsympathetic。Butthefactofthatresemblanceinsisteduponwasenoughinitselftoactuponheremotionspowerfully。Withalittlefaintcry,andthrowingherarmsout,MrsVerlocburstintotearsatlast。

  Ossiponenteredthecarriage,hastilyclosedthedoorandlookedouttoseethetimebythestationclock。Eightminutesmore。ForthefirstthreeoftheseMrsVerlocweptviolentlyandhelplesslywithoutpauseorinterruption。Thensherecoveredsomewhat,andsobbedgentlyinanabundantfalloftears。Shetriedtotalktohersaviour,tothemanwhowasthemessengeroflife。

  `Oh,Tom!HowcouldIfeartodieafterhewastakenawayfrommesocruelly!HowcouldI!HowcouldIbesuchacoward!’

  Shelamentedaloudherloveoflife,thatlifewithoutgraceorcharm,andalmostwithoutdecency,butofanexaltedfaithfulnessofpurpose,evenuntomurder。And,asoftenhappensinthelamentofpoorhumanityrichinsufferingbutindigentinwords,thetruth—theverycryoftruth—wasfoundinawornandartificialshapepickedupsomewhereamongthephrasesofshamsentiment。

  `HowcouldIbesoafraidofdeath!Tom,Itried。ButIamafraid。I

  triedtodoawaywithmyself。AndIcouldn’t。AmIhard?Isupposethecupofhorrorswasnotfullenoughforsuchasme。Thenwhenyoucame……

  ’

  Shepaused。Theninagustofconfidenceandgratitude:`Iwillliveallmydaysforyou,Tom!’shesobbedout。

  `Gooverintotheothercornerofthecarriage,awayfromtheplatform,’

  saidOssipon,solicitously。Shelethersavioursettlehercomfortably,andhewatchedthecomingonofanothercrisisofweeping,stillmoreviolentthanthefirst。Hewatchedthesymptomswithasortofmedicalair,asifcountingseconds。Heheardtheguard’swhistleatlast。Aninvoluntarycontractionoftheupperlipbaredhisteethwithalltheaspectofsavageresolutionashefeltthetrainbeginningtomove。MrsVerlocheardandfeltnothing,andOssipon,hersaviour,stoodstill。Hefeltthetrainrollquicker,rumblingheavilytothesoundofthewoman’sloudsobs,andthencrossingthecarriageintwolongstridesheopenedthedoordeliberately,andleapedout。

  Hehadleapedoutattheveryendoftheplatform;andsuchwashisdeterminationinstickingtohisdesperateplanthathemanagedbyasortofmiracle,performedalmostintheair,toslamtothedoorofthecarriage。

  Onlythendidhefindhimselfrolling,headoverheelslikeashotrabbit。

  Hewasbruised,shaken,paleasdeath,andoutofbreathwhenhegotup。

  Buthewascalm,andperfectlyabletomeettheexcitedcrowdofrailwaymenwhohadgatheredroundhiminamoment。Heexplained,ingentleandconvincingtones,thathiswifehadstartedatamoment’snoticeforBrittanytoherdyingmother;that,ofcourse,shewasgreatlyupset,andheconsiderablyconcernedatherstate;thathewastryingtocheerherup,andhadabsolutelyfailedtonoticeatfirstthatthetrainwasmovingout。Tothegeneralexclamation`Whydidn’tyougoontoSouthampton,thensir?’heobjectedtheinexperienceofayoungsister—in—lawleftaloneinthehousewiththreesmallchildren,andheralarmathisabsencethetelegraphofficesbeingclosed。Hehadactedonimpulse。`ButIdon’tthinkI’llevertrythatagain,’heconcluded;smiledallround;distributedsomesmallchange,andmarchedwithoutalimpoutofthestation。

  Outside,ComradeOssipon,flushofsafebanknotesasneverbeforeinhislife,refusedtheofferofacab。

  `Icanwalk,’hesaid,withalittlefriendlylaughtothecivildriver。

  Hecouldwalk。Hewalked。Hecrossedthebridge。LateronthetowersoftheAbbeysawintheirmassiveimmobilitytheyellowbushofhishairpassingunderthelamps。ThelightsofVictoriasawhim,too,andSloaneSquare,andtherailingsofthepark。AndComradeOssipononcemorefoundhimselfonabridge。Theriver,asinistermarvel—ofstillshadowsandflowinggleamsminglingbelowinablacksilence,arrestedhisattention。

  Hestoodlookingovertheparapetforalongtime。Theclocktowerboomedabrazenblastabovehisdroopinghead。Helookedupatthedial……HalfpasttwelveofawildnightintheChannel。

  AndagainComradeOssiponwalked。Hisrobustformwasseenthatnightindistantpartsoftheenormoustownslumberingmonstrouslyonacarpetofmudunderaveilofrawmist。Itwasseencrossingthestreetswithoutlifeandsound,ordiminishingintheinterminablestraightperspectivesofshadowyhousesborderingemptyroadwayslinedbystringsofgas—lamps。

  HewalkedthroughSquares,Places,Ovals,Commons,throughmonotonousstreetswithunknownnameswherethedustofhumanitysettlesinertandhopelessoutofthestreamoflife。Hewalked。Andsuddenlyturningintoastripofafrontgardenwithamangygrassplot,helethimselfintoasmallgrimyhousewithalatchkeyhetookoutofhispocket。

  Hethrewhimselfdownonhisbedalldressed,andlaystillforawholequarterofanhourThenhesatupsuddenly,drawinguphisknees,andclaspinghislegs。Thefirstdawnfoundhimopen—eyed,inthatsameposture。Thismanwhocouldwalksolong,sofar,soaimlessly,withoutshowingasignoffatigue,couldalsoremainsittingstillforhourswithoutstirringalimboraneyelid。Butwhenthelatesunsentitsraysintotheroomheunclaspedhishands,andfellbackonthepillow。Hiseyesstaredattheceiling。Andsuddenlytheyclosed。ComradeOssiponsleptinthesunlight。

  CONRAD:TheSecretAgent,Chapter13CHAPTER13

  THEenormousironpadlockonthedoorsofthewallcupboardwastheonlyobjectintheroomonwhichtheeyecouldrestwithoutbecomingafflictedbythemiserableunlovelinessofformsandthepovertyofmaterial。Unsaleableintheordinarycourseofbusinessonaccountofitsnobleproportions,ithadbeencededtotheProfessorforafewpencebyamarinedealerintheeastofLondon。Theroomwaslarge,clean,respectable,andpoorwiththatpovertysuggestingthestarvationofeveryhumanneedexceptmerebread。Therewasnothingonthewallsbutthepaper,anexpanseofarsenicalgreen,soiledwithindeliblesmudgeshereandthere,andwithstainsresemblingfadedmapsofuninhabitedcontinents。

  AtadealtablenearawindowsatComradeOssipon,holdinghisheadbetweenhisfists。TheProfessor,dressedinonlyhissuitofshoddytweeds,butflappingtoandfroonthebareboardsapairofincrediblydilapidatedslippers,hadthrusthishandsdeepintotheover—strainedpocketsofhisjacket。HewasrelatingtohisrobustguestavisithehadlatelybeenpayingCotheApostleMichaelis。ThePerfectAnarchisthadevenbeenunbendingalittle。

  `Thefellowdidn’tknowanythingofVerloc’sdeath。Ofcourse!Heneverlooksatthenewspapers。Theymakehimtoosad,hesays。Butnevermind。

  Iwalkedintohiscottage。Notasoulanywhere。1hadtoshouthalfadozentimesbeforeheansweredme。Ithoughthewasfastasleepyet,inbed。

  Butnotatall。Hehadbeenwritinghisbookforfourhoursalready。Hesatinthattinycageinalitterofmanuscript。Therewasahalf—eatenrawcarrotonthetablenearhim。Hisbreakfast。Helivesonadietofrawcarrotsandalittlemilknow。’

  `Howdoeshelookonit?’askedComradeOssipon,listlessly。

  `Angelic……Ipickedupahandfulofhispagesfromthefloor。Thepovertyofreasoningisastonishing。Hehasnologic。Hecan’tthinkconsecutively。

  Butthat’snothing。Hehasdividedhisbiographyintothreeparts,entitled`Faith,Hope,Charity’。Heiselaboratingnowtheideaofaworldplannedoutlikeanimmenseandnicehospital,withgardensandflowers,inwhichthestrongaretodevotethemselvestothenursingoftheweak。’

  TheProfessorpaused。

  `Conceiveyouthisfolly,Ossipon?Theweak!Thesourceofallevilonthisearth!’hecontinuedwithhisgrimassurance。`ItoldhimthatIdreamtofaworldlikeshambles,wheretheweakwouldbetakeninhandforutterextermination。

  `Doyouunderstand,Ossipon?Thesourceofallevil!Theyareoursinistermasters—theweak,theflabby,thesilly,thecowardly,thefaintofheart,andtheslavishofmind。Theyhavepower。Theyarethemultitude。Theirsisthekingdomoftheearth。Exterminate,exterminate!Thatistheonlywayofprogress。Itis!Followme,Ossipon。Firstthegreatmultitudeoftheweakmustgo,thentheonlyrelativelystrong。Yousee?Firsttheblind,thenthedeafandthedumb,thenthehaltandthelame—andsoon。Everytaint,everyvice,everyprejudice,everyconventionmustmeetitsdoom。’

  `Andwhatremains?’askedOssiponinastifledvoice。

  `Iremain—ifIamstrongenough,’assertedthesallowlittleProfessor,whoselargeears,thinlikemembranes,andstandingfaroutfromthesidesofhisfrailskull,tookonsuddenlyadeepredtint。

  `Haven’tIsufferedenoughfromthisoppressionoftheweak?’hecontinuedforcibly。Thentappingthebreast—pocketofhisjacket:`AndyetIamtheforce,’hewenton。`Butthetime!Thetime!Givemetime!Ah!thatmultitude,toostupidtofeeleitherpityorfear。SometimesIthinktheyhaveeverythingontheirside。Everything—evendeath—myownweapon。

  `ComeanddrinksomebeerwithmeattheSilenus,’saidtherobustOssiponafteranintervalofsilencepervadedbytherapidflap,flapoftheslippersonthefeetofthePerfectAnarchist。Thislastaccepted。Hewasjovialthatdayinhisownpeculiarway。HeslappedOssipon’sshoulder。

  `Beer!Sobeit!Letusdrinkandbemerry,forwearestrong,andtomorrowwedie。’

  Hebusiedhimselfwithputtingonhisboots,andtalkedmeanwhileinhiscurt,resolutetones。

  `What’sthematterwithyou,Ossipon?Youlookglumandseekevenmycompany。Ihearthatyouareseenconstantlyinplaceswheremenutterfoolishthingsoverglassesofliquor。Why?Haveyouabandonedyourcollectionofwomen?Theyaretheweakwhofeedthestrong—eh?’

  Hestampedonefoot,andpickeduphisotherlacedboot,heavy,thick—soled,unblacked,mendedmanytimes。Hesmiledtohimselfgrimly。

  `Tellme,Ossipon,terribleman,haseveroneofyourvictimskilledherselfforyou—orareyourtriumphssofarincomplete—forbloodaloneputsasealongreatness?Blood。Death。Lookathistory。’

  `Youbedamned,’saidOssipon,withoutturninghishead。

  `Why?Letthatbethehopeoftheweak,whosetheologyhasinventedhellforthestrong。Ossipon,myfeelingforyouisamicablecontempt。

  Youcouldn’tkillafly。’

  ButrollingtothefeastonthetopoftheomnibustheProfessorlosthishighspirits。Thecontemplationofthemultitudesthrongingthepavementsextinguishedhisassuranceunderaloadofdoubtanduneasinesswhichhecouldshakeoffafteraperiodofseclusionintheroomwiththelargecupboardclosedbyanenormouspadlock。

  `Andso,’saidoverhisshoulderComradeOssipon,whosatontheseatbehind。`AndsoMichaelisdreamsofaworldlikeabeautifulandcheeryhospital。’

  `Justso。Animmensecharityforthehealingoftheweak,’assentedtheProfessor,sardonically。

  `That’ssilly,’admittedOssipon。`Youcan’thealweakness。ButafterallMichaelismaynotbesofarwrong。Intwohundredyearsdoctorswillruletheworld。Sciencereignsalready。Itreignsintheshademaybe—

  butitreigns。Andallsciencemustculminateatlastinthescienceofhealing—nottheweak,butthestrong。Mankindwantstolive—tolive。’

  `Mankind,’assertedtheProfessorwithaself—confidentglitterofhisiron—rimmedspectacles,`doesnotknowwhatitwants。’

  `Butyoudo,’growledOssipon。`Justnowyou’vebeencryingfortime—time。Well,thedoctorswillserveyououtyourtime—ifyouaregood。

  Youprofessyourselftobeoneofthestrong—becauseyoucarryinyourpocketenoughstufftosendyourselfand,say,twentyotherpeopleintoeternity。Buteternityisadamnedhole。It’stimethatyouneed。You—

  ifyoumetamanwhocouldgiveyouforcertaintenyearsoftime,youwouldcallhimyourmaster。’

  `Mydeviceis:NoGod!Nomaster,’saidtheProfessor,sententiously,asherosetogetoffthebus。

  Ossiponfollowed。`Waittillyouarelyingflatonyourbackattheendofyourtime,’heretorted,jumpingoffthefootboardaftertheother。

  `Yourscurvy,shabby,mangylittlebitoftime,’hecontinuedacrossthestreet,andhoppingontothekerbstone。

  `Ossipon,Ithinkyouareahumbug,’theProfessorsaid,openingmasterfullythedoorsoftherenownedSilenus。Andwhentheyhadestablishedthemselvesatalittletablehedevelopedfurtherthisgraciousthought。`Youarenotevenadoctor。Butyouarefunny。Yournotionofahumanityuniversallyputtingoutthetongueandtakingthepillfrompoletopoleatthebiddingofafewsolemnjokersisworthyoftheprophet。Prophecy!What’sthegoodofthinkingofwhatwillbe!’Heraisedhisglass。`Tothedestructionofwhatis,’hesaid,calmly。

  Hedrankandrelapsedintohispeculiarlyclosemannerofsilence。Thethoughtofamankindasnumerousasthesandsoftheseashore,asindestructible,asdifficulttohandle,oppressedhim。Thesoundofexplodingbombswaslostintheirimmensityofpassivegrainswithoutanecho。Forinstance,thisVerlocaffair。Whothoughtofitnow?Ossipon,asifsuddenlycompelledbysomemysteriousforce,pulledamuch—foldednewspaperoutofhispocket。

  TheProfessorraisedhisheadattherustle。`What’sthatpaper?Anythinginit?’heasked。

  Ossiponstartedlikeascaredsomnambulist。

  `Nothing。Nothingwhatever。Thething’stendaysold。Iforgotitinmypocket,Isuppose。’

  Buthedidnotthrowtheoldthingaway。Beforereturningittohispockethestoleaglanceatthelastlinesofaparagraph。Theyranthus:

  `Animpenetrablemysteryseemsdestinedtohangforeveroverthisactofmadnessordespair。’

  Suchweretheendwordsofanitemofnewsheaded:

  `SuicideofLadyPassengerfromacross—ChannelBoat。’ComradeOssiponwasfamiliarwiththebeautiesofitsjournalisticstyle。`Animpenetrablemysteryseemsdestinedtohangforever……’Hekneweverywordbyheart。

  `Animpenetrablemystery……`Andtherobustanarchist,hanginghisheadonhisbreast,fellintoalongreverie。

  Hewasmenacedbythisthingintheverysourcesofhisexistence。Hecouldnotissueforthtomeethisvariousconquests,thosethathecourtedonbenchesinKensingtonGardens,andthosehemetneararearailings,withoutthedreadofbeginningtotalktothemofanimpenetrablemysterydestined……Hewasbecomingscientificallyafraidofinsanitylyinginwaitforhimamongsttheselines。`Tohangforeverover。’Itwasanobsession,atorture。Hehadlatelyfailedtokeepseveraloftheseappointments,whosenoteusedtobeanunboundedtrustfulnessinthelanguageofsentimentandmanlytenderness。Theconfidingdispositionofvariousclassesofwomensatisfiedtheneedofhisself—love,andputsomematerialmeansintohishandHeneededittolive。Itwasthere。Butifhecouldnolongermakeuseofit,herantheriskofstarvinghisidealsandhisbody……`Thisactofmadnessordespair。’

  `Animpenetrablemystery’wassure`tohangforever’asfarasallmankindwasconcerned。Butwhatofthatifhealoneofallmencouldnevergetridofthecursedknowledge?AndComradeOssipon’sknowledgewasaspreciseasthenewspapermancouldmakeit—uptotheverythresholdofthe`mysterydestinedtohangforever……’。

  ComradeOssiponwaswellinformed。Heknewwhatthegangwaymanofthesteamerhadseen:`Aladyinablackdressandablackveil,wanderingatmidnightalongsideonthequay。`Areyougoingbytheboat,ma’am,’

  hehadaskedher,encouragingly。`Thisway。’Sheseemednottoknowwhattodo。Hehelpedheronboard。Sheseemedweak。’

  AndOssiponknewalsowhatthestewardesshadseen:aladyinblackwithawhitefacestandinginthemiddleoftheemptyladies’cabin。Thestewardessinducedhertoliedownthere。Theladyseemedquiteunwillingtospeak,andasifshewereinsomeawfultrouble。Thenextthestewardessknewshewasgonefromtheladies’cabin。Thestewardessthenwentondecktolookforher,andComradeOssiponwasinformedthatthegoodwomanfoundtheunhappyladylyingdowninoneofthehoodedseats。Hereyeswereopen,butshewouldnotansweranythingthatwassaidtoher。Sheseemedveryill。Thestewardessfetchedthechiefsteward,andthosetwopeoplestoodbythesideofthehoodedseatconsultingovertheirextraordinaryandtragicpassenger。Theytalkedinaudiblewhispers(forsheseemedpasthearing)ofStMaloandtheConsulthere,ofcommunicatingwithherpeopleinEngland。Thentheywentawaytoarrangeforherremovaldownbelow,forindeedbywhattheycouldseeofherfacesheseemedtothemtobedying。ButComradeOssiponknewthatbehindthatwhitemaskofdespairtherewasstrugglingagainstterroranddespairavigourofvitality,aloveoflifethatcouldresistthefuriousanguishwhichdrivestomurderandthefear,theblind,madfearofthegallows。Heknew。Butthestewardessandthechiefstewardknewnothing,exceptthatwhentheycamebackforherinlessthanfiveminutestheladyinblackwasnolongerinthehoodedseat。Shewasnowhere。Shewasgone。Itwasthenfiveo’clockinthemorning,anditwasnoaccidenteither。Anhourafterwardsoneofthesteamer’shandsfoundaweddingringleftlyingontheseat。Ithadstucktothewoodinabitofwet,anditsglittercaughttheman’seye。Therewasadate,14June1879,engravedinside。`Animpenetrablemysteryisdestinedtohangforever……

  AndComradeOssiponraisedhisbowedhead,belovedofvarioushumblewomenoftheseisles,Apollo—likeinthesunninessofitsbushofhair。

  TheProfessorhadgrownrestlessmeantime。Herose。

  `Stay,’saidOssipon,hurriedly。`Here,whatdoyouknowofmadnessanddespair?’

  TheProfessorpassedthetipofhistongueonhisdry,thinlips,andsaiddoctorally:

  `Therearenosuchthings。Allpassionislostnow。Theworldismediocre,limp,withoutforce。Andmadnessanddespairareaforce。Andforceisacrimeintheeyesofthefools,theweakandthesillywhoruletheroost。

  Youaremediocre。Verloc,whoseaffairthepolicehasmanagedtosmothersonicely,wasmediocre。Andthepolicemurderedhim。Hewasmediocre。

  Everybodyismediocre。Madnessanddespair!Givemethatforalever,andI’llmovetheworld。Ossipon,youhavemycordialscorn。Youareincapableofconceivingevenwhatthefat—fedcitizenwouldcallacrime。Youhavenoforce。’Hepaused,smilingsardonicallyunderthefierceglitterofhisthickglasses。

  `Andletmetellyouthatthislittlelegacytheysayyou’vecomeintohasnotimprovedyourintelligence。Yousitatyourbeerlikeadummy。

  Good—bye。’

  `Willyouhaveit?’saidOssipon,lookingupwithanidioticgrin。

  `Havewhat?’

  `Thelegacy。Allofit。’

  TheincorruptibleProfessoronlysmiled。Hisclotheswereallbutfallingoffhim,hisboots,shapelesswithrepairs,heavylikelead,Itwaterinateverystep。Hesaid:

  `Iwillsendyouby—and—byasmallbillforcertainchemicalswhichIshallordertomorrow。Ineedthembadly。Understood—eh?’

  Ossiponloweredhisheadslowly。Hewasalone。`Animpenetrablemystery……

  ’Itseemedtohimthatsuspendedintheairbeforehimhesawhisownbrainpulsatingtotherhythmofanimpenetrablemystery。Itwasdiseasedclearly。`……Thisactofmadnessordespair。’

  Themechanicalpianonearthedoorplayedthroughavalsecheekily,thenfeltsilentallatonce,asifgonegrumpy。

  ComradeOssipon,nicknamedtheDoctor,wentoutoftheSilenusbeer—hall。

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