Then,let’sseewhathappened。Oh,yes。Thequestionofthemancameup。Whowastheman?TheSuperintendentwasreadyfor’em。ItwasMacgregorofsomeplace。FrogLake?No,LoonLake。Thentheoppositionthoughttheyhadhimwithahalf—nelson。OldDr。
Macfarrenjumpedontothechiefwithbothfeet。Hismanwasnogood,aflatfailureinhisfield,notact。Begyourpardon,MissFairbanks。Whatdidyousay?\"
\"Oh,nevermind,\"saidHelen。\"Goon。\"
\"Heappealedforcorroborationtohisfriend,thechapupatParkChurch,youknow,thatsleek,kid—glovedfellow。\"
\"Burns?\"askedBrown,innocently,delightedinthereporter’sdescriptionofLloydanddesiringmoreofit。
\"No。Youknowthatoratorchap,liquideyes,mellifluousvoice,andalltherestofit。\"
\"Oh,Lloyd。\"
\"Yes。Well,hetookawhirlandbackedupMacfarren。Evidentlydidn’tthinkmuchoftheSuperintendent’schoice。RemarkedabouthisbeingaHighlander,amanofvisionsandthatsortofthing。\"
\"Whatelsedidhesay?\"inquiredBrown,whowasinaparticularlyhappymood。
\"Oh,alotofstuff,inhismostlordly,patronizingtone。Macgregorwasaverygood,earnestfellow,butheshouldjudgehimtobelackingintactoradaptability,finesensibilities,andthatsortofrot。Butnevermind。Didn’thecatchit!Oh,no。MySallyAnn!
Boilinglardandbluevitriol,andallinthechief’smostsweet—
scentedlavenderstyle,thoughallthetimeIcouldseethedangerlightsburningthroughhisport—holes。ItellyouI’vehadmydiminishedmoments,butIdon’tthinkIwaseverreducedtosuchashadeastheParkChurchchapwhentheSuperintendentwasthroughwithhim。Servehimright,too\"
\"WhatdidtheSuperintendentsay?\"continuedBrown,delightedtofindsomebodywhowouldexpresshisownsentimentswithmoreforceandfulnessthanhecouldcommand。
\"Say!Well,IwishIcouldtellyou。’Mr。LloydsaysheisaHighlander。Yes,heis,thankGod。SoamI。Heisamanofvisions。
Yes,hehasvisionbeyondthelimitsofhisowncongregationandofhisownnativecross—roads,visionforwhatliesbeyondthehorizon,visionforthosemeninthemountainswhoaregoingtothedevil。’A
quotation,MissFairbanks,Iassureyou。’Theseminersandlumbermen,forgottenbyallbuttheirmothers,andGod。’Say,itwasgreat。IfIcouldreproduceittherewouldbeaEuropeantripinit。
ThenheturnedonDr。Macfarren。ItseemsthatMacgregorsomehowhadtoquitsomeplaceintheWestonthepleathathewasnotadaptable,andthatsortofthing。’Dr。Macfarrensayshewasafailure,’wentontheoldchief,usingatleastfiver’s,’Mr。Lloydsaysheisnotadaptable,heislackinginfinesensibilities。ItistrueGoddidnotmakehimwithsleekhair’——which,byJove,wastrueenough——’anddaintyfingers。Andagoodthingitwas,elseourchurchatLoonLake,builtbyhisownhands,thelogscut,shapedandsetinplace,sir,byhisownhands,wouldneverhaveexisted。
HewasafailureattheFort,wearetold。Why?Imadeinquiriesconcerningthat。IwastoldbyagentlemanwhocallshimselfaPresbyterian——Ineednotmentionhisname——thathewasnotsuitabletothepeculiarlyselectandhigh—tonedsocietyofthatplace。No,sir,ourmissionarycouldnotbowandscrape,hewasafailureattennis,hedidnotshineatcardparties,’andhereyoucouldsmellthingssizzling。’Hecouldnotsmileuponlust。No,thankGod!’andtheoldchap’svoicebegantoquiverandshake。’Inallthishewasafailure,andwouldtoGodwehadmoreofthesamekind!’’Amen,’
’ThankGod,’’That’strue,’themenaroundthetablecried。I
thoughtIhadstruckaMethodistrevivalmeeting。\"
\"Whatelsedidhesay?\"saidBrown,whocouldhardlycontainhimselfforsheerdelight。
\"Well,hewentonthentoyarnaboutMacgregor’swork——howachurchandclubhousehadbeenbuiltinoneplace,andahospitalandallthatsortofthing,inanother,andthenhetoldusstoriesofthedifferentchapswhohadbeenapparentlysnatchedfromthemouthofhellbyMacgregor,andwerereadytoliedownandlethimwalkoverthem。Itwasgreat。TherewasanIrishmanandaFrenchman,I
remember,bothRomanCatholics,butbothreadytoswallowtheConfessionofFaithiftheProspectororderedthem。Yes,thatwasanotherpoint。Macgregor,itseems,wasaregularfiendforhuntingupfellowsandrootingthemouttochurch,andsotheydubbedhim’theProspector。’Theoldchiefstuckthatin,Itellyou。Thentherewasadoctorand,oh,alotofchaps,——acowboyfellownamedIke,whowasparticularlygoodcopyifonecouldreproducehim。Andthen——\"hereTommyhesitated——\"well,it’sworthwhiletelling。Therewasagirlwhohadgonewrong,andhadbeenbroughtback。Tohearthechieftellthatyarnwasprettyfine。Idon’tturnthewaterworksonwithoutconsiderablepressure,butItellyoumytankscameprettynearoverflowingwhenhetalkedaboutthatpoorgirl。
Andthen,atthemostdramaticmoment——thatoldchapknowshisbusiness——hebroughtonMacgregor,announcinghimas’theProspectorofFrogLake,no,LoonLake。’Well,hewasnotmuchtolookat。Hishairwasnotslick,andhisbeardlookedalittlelikeapaintbrush,hispantsranuponhisboots,andbaggedattheknees。\"
\"Hehadjustcomeoffthetrain,\"hastilyinterposedBrown,\"Hehadn’tamomenttodresshimself。\"
\"Well,asIsay,hewasn’tprettytolookat,andtheygavehimakindoffrostyreception,too。\"
\"Well,whathappened?\"inquiredBrown,anxioustogetoverthispartofthedescription。
\"Well,theybeganfiringquestionsathimhotandfast。Hewasalittlerattledforawhile,butafterabithegotintohisstride,putdownhismap,laidouthiscountryandbeganpouringinhisfacts,tillwhentheylethimouttheylookedforalltheworldlikealotofmenwhohadbeenstruckbyawhirlwindandweretryingtogetbacktheirbreathandotherbelongings。\"
\"Well,whatdidtheydothen?\"
\"Oh,thethingpassed,Iguess。Ileft’emandwentafterthemanfromtheWest。IthoughtIhadstruckoil。Ihadvisionstoo。\"
\"Well,didyougethim?\"
\"Idid,buttherewasnotanyoil。Itwasrock,hard,coldScotchgranite。I’msomethingofaborer,butItellyouwhat,heturnedmyedge。Itwasnouse。Hewouldn’ttalk。\"
\"Goodby。Comearoundandseeyourmanatmyrooms,\"saidBrownheartily。\"I’llpumphimforyou,andyoucancatchtheoil。\"
\"Youwill,eh?Allright,setamugforme。\"
\"Greatboy,thatTommy,\"saidBrown,whowassmittenwithasuddenenthusiasticadmirationforthereporter。\"Cleverchap。He’llmakehismarkyet。\"
Helenwalkedforsomedistanceinsilence。\"Is——ishe——isMr。
Macgregorwithyou?\"sheinquiredatlength。
\"Yes,Mr。Macgregoriswithme,\"mimickedBrown。\"Willyousendhimacard?\"
\"Now,Brownie,stop,\"saidHelenindistress。\"Hehasnotbeenhomeyet,hashe?\"
\"No。Why?\"
\"Couldyoukeephimawaytillabouteleventomorrow?\"
\"Yes,IsupposeImight。Hehasgottogetsomeclothesandgetsomeofthewooloffhim。Butwhydoyouask?\"
\"Well,IthoughtIwouldjustruninanddust,andputsomeflowersup,and,youknow,makeitalittlemorehomelike。\"
\"Helen,you’reabrick。IhaddecidedtodropyoubecauseIdidn’tloveyou,butIamchangingmymind。\"
\"Well,donotlethimgobeforeeleven。Everythingwillberightbythattime。\"
\"Good!\"saidBrown,withanebullitionofrapture,whichheimmediatelysuppressedasHelen’seyeswereturnedinquiringlyuponhim。\"Yousee,\"heexplainedhurriedly,\"hehasbeenintheWestandwillneedtogetalotofthings,andthatwillgiveyouplentyoftime。There’smycar。Good—by。Wehavehadahappyafternoon,eh?\"
\"Oh,yes,veryhappy,thankyou,\"saidHelen,butshecouldnotquitesuppressalittlesigh。
\"Well,good—by,\"saidBrown,andhewentoff,jubilanttohiscar。
Hesatdowninacorner,andthoughthardtillhecametohisstreet。\"Ifhe’llonlyplayupwe’llwin,surething。Butwillhe,confoundhim,willhe?Well,thekick—offwillbeto—morrow。\"
HefoundShockwaitinginhisrooms,withafacesograveandsosadthatBrown’sheartgrewsoreforhim。
\"Comeon,oldchap,we’llgotogrub。ButfirstIamgoingtogroomyouabit。We’lltakeafootortwooffyourhairsincethefootballseasonisover;andIthink,\"examininghimcritically,\"wecansparethatbeard,unlessyouareveryfondofit。\"
Shockprotestedthathehadnoparticularloveforhisbeard;itwasbetterforthecoldweather,anditwasnotalwaysconvenientforhimtoshave。
WhenthebarberhadfinishedwithShock,Brownregardedhimwithadmiration。
\"Youareallright,oldchap。Isay,you’vegotthin,haven’tyou?\"
\"No,Iamprettymuchinmyplayingform。\"
\"Well,thereissomethingdifferent。\"Andtherewas。Theboyishlinesofhisfacehadgivenplacetothosethatcometomenwiththecaresandgriefsandresponsibilitiesoflife。AndasBrownlookedoverShock’shard,leanface,hesaidagain,withemphasis,\"You’lldo。\"
AfterdinnerShockwanderedabouttheroomsuneasilyforatime,andfinallysaid,\"Isay,Brown,Iwouldliketogouphome,ifyoudon’tmind。\"Theyhadnotyetspokenofwhateachknewwasuppermostintheother’smind。
\"Allright,Shock。Butwouldn’titbebetterinthemorning?\"
\"Iwanttogoto—night,\"saidShock。
\"Well,ifyouareboundto,wewillgoupinanhourortwo。There’salotofthingsIwanttotalkabout,andsomethingstoarrange,\"
repliedBrownhopingthatinthemeantimesomethingmightturnuptopostponethevisittillthemorning。
ForasecondtimethatdayFortunesmileduponBrown,forhardlyhadtheysettleddownforatalkwhentheSuperintendentappeared。
\"Iamgladtofindyouin,\"hesaid,givingShock’shandavigorousshake。\"Icametoofferyoumycongratulationsuponyourappearancethisafternoon,andalsototellyouthattheCommitteehaveappointedyoutoaddresstheAssemblyonHomeMissionnight。\"
\"Hooray!\"criedBrown。\"YourCommittee,Doctor,iscomposedofmenwhoevidentlyknowagoodthingwhentheyseeit。\"
\"Sometimes,Mr。Brown,sometimes,\"saidtheSuperintendent,shrewdly。
ButShockrefusedutterlyandabsolutely。
\"Iamnospeaker,\"hesaid。\"Iamafailureasaspeaker。\"
\"Well,Mr。Macgregor,Iwillnottakeyourrefusalto—night。ItistheCommittee’srequest,andyououghttohesitatebeforerefusingit。\"
\"Amancandonomorethanhisbest,\"saidShock,\"andIknowI
cannotspeak。\"
\"Well,thinkitover,\"saidtheSuperintendent,preparingtogo。
\"Oh,sitdown,sitdown,\"criedBrown。\"YoumustwanttohaveatalkwithShockhere,andIwanttohearallaboutthisafternoon。\"
\"Well,\"saidtheSuperintendent,seatinghimself,\"itisnotoftenI
haveachancetotalkwithaProspector,soIwillacceptyourinvitation。\"AndbythetimethetalkwasdoneitwastoolateforShocktothinkofvisitinghishome,andBrownwentasleepwiththehappyexpectationofwhathecalledthe\"kick—off\"nextday。
XXI
THEWAITINGGAME
Brownwasearlyastir。HeknewthathecouldnotkeepShocksofullyemployedastopreventhisgoinghomelongbeforeteno’clock,anditwaspartofhisplanthatShock’sfirstmeetingwithHelenshouldtakeplaceinhisownmother’shouse。
\"Thefirstthingwemustdo,\"heannounced,\"istoseeatailor。IfyouaregoingtoaddresstheGeneralAssemblyyouhavegottogetpropertogs。Andanyway,youmayaswellgetasuitbeforeyougoWestagain。Iknowasplendidtailor——cheap,too。\"
\"Well,hewillneedtobecheap,\"saidShock,\"forIcannotafordmuchforclothes。\"
\"Well,Iwillseeaboutthat,\"saidBrown。Sohedid,foraftersomeprivateconversationwiththetailor,thepricesquotedtoShockwerequitewithinevenhissmallmeans。
Itwashalf—pastninebeforetheyreachedShock’shome。Browntookthekeyoutofhispocket,openedthedoor,andallowedShocktoenter,waitingoutsideforafewmoments。
WhenhefollowedShockinhefoundhimstillstandinginthecentreofthelittleroom,lookingaboutuponthefamiliarsurroundings,thearticlesoffurniture,thepicturesonthewall,hismother’schairbesidethetable,withherBibleandglassesathand。
AsBrowncameinShockturnedtohimandsaid,\"Isthissomemoreofyourkindness,Brown?Haveyoutakenthiscareofeverything?\"
\"No,\"saidBrown,\"thatisnotmywork。Every,weeksincethehousewasclosedHelenhascomeoverandkeptthingsright。\"
WithoutanyreplyShockpassedintohismother’sroom,leavingBrownalone。
Whenhalfanhourhadpassed,Brown,glancingoutofthewindow,sawHelenapproaching。
\"Thankgoodness!\"heexclaimed,\"heresheisatlast。\"
Heopenedthedoorforher。
\"Oh,goodmorning,\"sheexclaimedinsurprise。\"Iamsurethisisverykindofyou。\"
\"Yes,IthoughtIwouldhelp,\"saidBrowninaloudvoice。\"Yousee,Shockwasanxioustocome,andIthoughtIwouldcomeupwithhim。
Heisinthenextroom。Hewillbeoutinaminute。Wewerecominguplastnight,butcouldnotgetaway。TheSuperintendentdroppedin,andwetalkedtillitwastoolate。\"Brownkeptthestreamofhisremarksflowingasifhefearedapause。
Helenlaidthebunchofflowersshewascarryinginherhanduponthetable。
\"Oh,Brown,\"sheexclaimed,\"howcouldyou!Thisisveryunkind。\"
Sheturnedtogo。
\"Holdon,\"saidBrowninaloudvoice。\"Shockwillbehereinaminute。He’llbesorrytomissyou,Iamsure。\"
ForamomentHelenstoodirresolute,whenthedooropenedandShock,pale,butquietandself—controlled,appeared。Hehadjustbeenfacetofaceforthefirsttimewithhisgreatgrief。Thethoughtthatfilledhismind,overwhelmingallothers,wasthathismotherhadpassedforeverbeyondthetouchofhishandandthesoundofhisvoice。Nevertillthatmomenthadhetakeninthefullmeaningofthechangethathadcometohislife。
Duringtheminuteshehadspentinhismother’sroomhehadallowedhismindtogobackoverthelongyearssofulloffondmemory,andthenhehadfacedthefuture。Alonehenceforthhemustgodownthelongtrail。Byhismother’sbedhehadknelt,andhadconsecratedhimselfagaintothelifeshehadtaughthimtoregardasworthy,andwiththeresolveinhishearttoseektobethemanshewoulddesirehimtobeandhadexpectedhimtobe,herosefromhisknees。
Whenheopenedthedoorthedignityofhisgreatgriefandofaloftypurposewasuponhim,andhegreetedHelenunembarrassedandwithasereneconsciousnessofself—mastery。
\"Iamgladtoseeyou,MissFairbanks,\"hesaid,takingherhand。\"I
amgladthatwemeethere,foritwashere,inthishouse,thatyougavesuchlovingandtendercaretomydearmother。HoweverlongI
maylive,whatevermaycometome,Ishallneverforgetwhatyoudidforherthroughalltheyear,andatthelast。\"
HisquietdignityrestoredtoHelenherself—possession。
\"IdidallIcouldforher。Iwasgladtodoit,becauseIlovedher。ButshedidmoreformethaneverIcouldhavedoneforher。
Herlastillnesswasverybrief,andherdeathwasfullofpeace。\"
\"Tellme,\"saidShock,placingachairforher。\"Iwanttoknowall。\"
Withgentle,sweetsympathythestorywastoldinallitsbeautifuldetails,tilltheveryend。InstinctivelyHelenseemedtoknowthepointsthatShockwoulddesiretohear,andhelistenedtoherwithhisheartshiningthroughhiseyes。
\"Thankyou,thankyou,\"hesaid。\"Nevercanthankyouenoughforallthatyouhavedone。Andyou,too,havehadyourgreatsorrow。Browntoldmeaboutitall。\"
AtthisBrownrosehastily,andlookingoutofthewindow,exclaimed,\"Isay,there’sBoyle。Waitforme。\"
\"Yes,\"saidHelen,whenBrownhadgone,\"itwasaterriblegrief,andmotherhasneverrecoveredfromit,norwillshe。Bettywasthelifeofourhouse。Shewassobright。\"
\"Oh,bright,indeed。HowwellIrememberherbrightnessthatnightinyourhome。\"
\"Iremember,\"saidHelen。\"AndMr。Balfour,\"shecontinued,\"TheDon。Hehasbeenwithyou?\"
\"Yes,indeed,poorchap。Andnoblyhehasdone,\"andShocktoldofTheDonandofhisworkinthePass。
\"Howgoodyouhavebeen,\"exclaimedHelen,\"andhowmuchyouhavedone。Iamsothankful,andsoproud。Weareallsoproudofyou。\"
\"No,\"saidShockgravely,\"thatisnottheword,MissFairbanks。
Thereisnoroomforpride。\"
\"Well,wethinkso,\"repliedHelen。\"Youwillcometoseeus?Motherwillbesoglad。\"
Helenwaswonderingatherowncalmness。ShecouldhardlymakeherselfbelievethatshewastalkingtoShock,andsoquietly,inthisroomwheresoshortatimeagohehadheldherinhisarms。
\"Idonotknow,\"repliedShock。\"Itmaybeaswellnotto——nottoseemuch——toseeyou。\"
Shockbecameunexpectedlyconsciousoftheirpreviousrelations。Thememoryofthatsceneinwhichtheyhadbeenthechiefactorscamevividly,beforehim。Forweekshehaddreadedthisinterview,andnowitwasalmostover。Hefeltlikeamanwho,inthehourofvictory,isunexpectedlythreatenedwithdefeat。Well,soonerorlaterhemustspeakhismindplainly;therewouldneverbeabetterchancethannow,andthoughhewishedhecouldgetbackthatperfectself—masteryofthepastfewminutes,heresolvedtogothroughwithitnow。Hetookholdofhimselfwithasterngrip。
Helensawitinhisface。Agreatfearseizedher;Shestartedup。
\"Oh,Imustrun!\"sheexclaimed。\"Youwillbesuretocomeandseeus,Mr。Macgregor。Indeed,youmustcome。\"
Hermannerwaslight,almostfrivolous。Shockfeltthechangeinstinctively,readherfear,anddecidedthatthemomentforspeechhadpassed。
\"Good—by,\"hesaid,lookingsteadilyintohereyes。\"Good—by。Godblessyouforyourkindnessto——tousboth。\"
Thelittlecatchinhisvoicereachedthegirl’sheart,andthetearssprangtohereyes。
\"Good—by,\"shesaidhurriedly。\"Good—by,\"andwasgone。
AlittlewaydownthestreetshemetBrown。
\"Well?\"
\"Well,itisallover。Iamthankful,too。Yes,sothankful。\"
\"Well,I’llbe——\"Brownlefthissentenceunfinishedandturnedawayfromherimpatiently。
HefoundShockstillsittingatthetable,unspeakablemiseryshowinginhiseyes。
\"Well,oldchap,\"Brownsaidkindly,puttinghishanduponhisfriend’sshoulder。
\"Thatisover,thankGod!\"saidShock。\"Iwasafraidofit,butitisovernow。\"
\"Itis,eh?\"saidBrowncrossly。\"Well,let’sgo。You’retwoofakind。Comeon。You’llhavetogetatyourspeechnow。\"
\"Myspeech?\"saidShock,risingwearily。\"Nospeechforme。\"
\"Itellyouwhat,Shock,\"saidBrown,withatouchofimpatience,\"youthinktoomuchofyourself。\"
\"DoI,Brown?Well,perhapsso,\"saidShock,humbly。
\"Oh,confoundyouroldcarcass!\"criedBrown,throwinghisarmroundShock’sneck。\"You’llbemydeathyet。Atthesametime,yououghttospeak,andIbelieveyouwill。IfIknowyourconscienceitwon’tletyourest。\"
ItturnedoutthatBrownwasright,forwhentheSuperintendentwroteanotetoShockaskinghimformallyonbehalfoftheCommitteetoaddresstheAssemblyonHomeMissionnight,thelastsentenceinhisletterdeterminedShocktoaccept。
\"Iknowwhatthiswillcostyou,\"theSuperintendentwrote,\"butthecauseisnotyoursnormine。ItisHis。AndforHissakeIbelieveyouwilldothis。\"
\"Iknewyouwould,oldchap,\"saidBrownexultantly。\"Ifafellowcouldgetthecombinationofyourconsciencehecoulddowhathelikedwithyou。\"
\"Well,IsupposeiftheywishmetomakeanexhibitionofmyselfI
shouldnotrefuse,andafterall,whatmatterhowIspeak?Iwillfail,Iknow,butIwilldomybest。\"
\"Neverafail,\"criedBrown。\"Don’tpreachatthem。Tellthemyarns。
That’swhatyourchiefdoes。Nowyouhearme。\"
Thisprovedtobegoodadvice,forwhenthechairmanintroducedShockastheProspectorfromLoonLake,Shocksimplybegan,asBrownsaid,to\"yarn。\"
\"ThatiswhatPeraultandIkecalledme,\"werehisfirstwords,andfromthatmomenttillthecloseofhisspeechhehadhisaudienceleaningforwardandlisteningwithearsandeyesandheart。Hemadenoattemptatfinespeaking,butsimplytoldthemofhisfriendsintheWest,ofthemenhehadcometoloveasbrothers,andwhohadcometolovehim。
AstheycamedownthestepsoftheParkChurch,wherethemeetingwasheld,BrowncouldhardlykeeppacewithHelenasshedancedalongbesidehim。
\"Oh,wasn’thesplendid!\"shecried,\"wasn’thesplendid!\"
\"Splendid?\"saidBrown。\"There’snotawordbigenoughleft。\"
\"Oh,Iamsohappy,\"sangHelen。
\"Why,what’sthematterwithyou?\"criedBrown。
\"Oh,nothing,nothing,\"andshebubbledoverwithhappylaughteruntilBrowngrewgloomyandcross。ButHelendeignedhimnofurtherexplanationofheroverflowingjoy,andlefthim,stillsullenandsomewhatindignant,atherdoor。
Herradiantfacecaughthermother’seyeassheenteredtheroom。
\"Well,mychild,youarelookingveryhappy。Ihavenotseenyoulooksobrightformonths。Youareverybeautiful,mydaughter,\"
saidhermother,puttingherarmaroundherdaughterasHelenstoopedtokissher。
\"Oh,mother,\"criedHelen,\"Iamveryhappy。\"
\"Well,darling,itmakesmehappytohearyousayso。Has——hasMr。
Lloydspokentoyou?\"
\"Mr。Lloyd?\"Helenlaughedgleefully。\"No,mother,heknowsbetterthanthat。Oh,mother,Shocklovesme。\"
\"What!Hashedaredtospeak—afterpromising——\"
\"No,mother,hehasnotspoken,notwithhislips。ButIknowit,I
knowit,andoh,Iamsoglad。\"
\"Whatofhisplaindeclarationtomethathehadgivenyouup?\"
\"Oh,Idon’tcare,mother。Hehasnotchanged,\"criedthehappygirl。\"Helovesmejustthesameasever。\"
\"AndwhatofthegirlMr。Ambhergtoldusof?\"
\"No,mother,thereisnoothergirl,\"criedHelen。\"Idon’tcarewhotoldyou。\"
\"Helen,Iamashamedofyou,\"exclaimedhermother,angrily。\"Dearmother,\"saidHelen,fallingonherkneesandputtingherarmsabouthermother,\"Icannothelplovinghim,andIcannothelpbeinghappy。Oh,mother,heissplendid。Yououghttohaveheardhimto—
night,andyououghttohaveseenthepeople。Why,theministersalmosthuggedhim。Andoh,mother,mother,ashecamedownandpassedmyseat,heturnedandlookedatme。Hedidnotexpecttoseeme,andhewasoffhisguard,andthenIknew,oh,Iknew。Heisjustthesame。Oh,mother,behappywithme。\"
Hermotherburstintotears。
\"Oh,\"shesobbed,\"IthoughtIwastohaveonechildleft。Iamindeedbereaved。\"
\"Hush,mother,\"criedHelen。\"Iwillnotleaveyou。\"
\"Butyoulovehim?\"
\"Yes,yes。Withallmyheart。\"
\"Hewillnotgiveuphisworkinthatawfulcountry?\"
\"No,\"saidthegirlproudly,\"hewillnot,notevenforme。ButhewilllovemealwaysandIwilllovehim,andthatisenoughjustnow。\"
\"Helen,listentome。Youwillnevermarryhimwithmyconsent,\"
saidMrs。Fairbanks,determinedly。
\"Andhewouldnevermarrymewithout,\"repliedHelen。
\"What,then,isyourfuturetobe?\"
\"Oh,Iwillstaywithyou,motherdarling。\"
\"Andhe?\"inquiredMrs。Fairbanks。
\"He?Oh,Idon’tknow,buthewillalwaysloveme,mother。\"
IndesperationMrs。FairbankssentnextdayforShock。Heronehope,layinhisfinesenseofhonour,andinhisgenerosity。
\"Mr。Macgregor,\"shesaid,whenShockstoodbeforeher,\"Iwanttoappealtoyourgenerosity。Youwillnotstandinthewayofmydaughter’shappiness?\"
\"Mrs。Fairbanks,IthoughtIhadmademyselfclear。WhatmorecanI
sayordo?\"
\"Shefanciesyoustillloveher。Couldnotyoudisabuseherofherfoolishfancy?\"
\"TellherIdonotloveher?\"askedShock。\"ThatIcannotdo。Itwouldbefalse。\"
\"Oh,Mr。Macgregor,\"criedMrs。Fairbanks,weeping,\"ifyouforcemychildfrommeIwilldie。\"
Shockwasgreatlydisturbedathertears。
\"Mrs。Fairbanks,Icouldneverforceyourdaughterawayfromyou,butIshallalwaysloveher。CanIsaymore?\"
\"Ihavetoldher,\"saidMrs。Fairbanksbetweenhersobs,\"Iwillneverconsenttohermarriagewithyou。\"
Shock’sheartgavealeap。
\"Andwhatdidshesay?\"heinquiredinanunsteadyvoice。
\"Shesaidyouwouldnotmarryherwithoutmyconsent。\"
\"Andthatistrue,\"saidShock。
\"Andwhat,then,willyoudo?\"inquiredMrs。Fairbanks。
Shockthrewuphishead,withjoyillumininghisface。
\"I——we——\"changingthepronounwithasuddenecstasyofrapture,\"wecanwait。\"
\"Andhowlong,pray?\"inquiredMrs。Fairbanks,scornfully。
\"Howlong?\"Hepausedasifponderingthequestion。\"Forever!\"
\"Shock!\"
Heturnedquickly。Thereatthedoor,inallhergloriousbeauty,hereyesluminouswiththelightoflove,stoodHelen。
\"Helen!\"hecriedaloud,inhissurprise。\"Youheard!Canyou?Canwe?\"
Withamovementofineffablegraceshewasathisside。Heputhisstrongarmsabouther。Shelookedintohiseyes。
\"Yes,Shock,wecanwait——now。\"