Shockhadearlyrecognisedthattheevilswhichweresorampant,andthatexercisedsuchabanefulinfluenceinthecommunity,wereduenotsomuchtoanyinherentloveofviceastotheconditionsunderwhichthemenwereforcedtolive。Lifewasalonelythingontheranges,withoutcolour,withoutvariety,andmenplungedintodebaucheryfromsheerdesperatereactionfrommonotony。Shockbelievedthat,iftherecouldbeestablishedasocialcentreofferingintellectualinterestandphysicalrecreation,muchcouldbedonetobanishthevicesthatwerefastbecomingimbeddedintheverylifeandcharacterofthepeople。Andsoheplannedtheerectionofabuildingthatwouldserveforchurch,manse,club—
house,schoolroom,andlibrary,andwouldthusbecomeaspotaroundwhichthelifeofthecommunitymightgatherinacleanandwholesomeatmosphere。HeappealedtotheChurchManseBuildingFundforagrant,hedrewhisplansforhisbuilding,andthroughoutthesummerquietlysetaboutgatheringhismaterials。Oneandanotherofhisfriendshewouldpersuadetohaulaloadoflogsfromthehills,andwithgood—naturedpersistencehewouldgetaday’sworknowandagainfromtheyoungfellowswhofrequentlyhadmoretimeontheirhandsthantheyknewhowtoreasonablymakeuseof,withtheresultthatbeforetheywerewellawareofwhatwasbeingdonealogbuildingstoodreadyfortheroofingandplaster。Hissuccessstimulatedhisfriendstomoreorganisedandcontinuedeffort。Theybegantoviewitheachotherinmakingcontributionsofworkandmaterialforthenewbuilding。Macnamarafurnishedlime,Martindrewsand,SinclairandTheKid,whohadthebesthorsesandwagons,drewlumberfromthemillattheFort;andbythetimesummerwasgonethebuilding,roofed,chinked,andplastered,onlyrequiredafewfinishingtouchestobereadyfortheopening。Indeed,itwasamostcreditablestructure。Itwasalarge,roomy,two—storybuilding,thedownstairsofwhichwasgivenuptoaroomtobedevotedtopublicuses。TheupstairsShockplannedtocontainfourbed—rooms。
\"Whatdoyouwantoffourbed—rooms,Mr。Prospector?\"saidIke,astheywerelayingoutthespace。\"Youcan’tsleepinmore’nthreeof’ematatime。\"
\"No,butyoucansleepinone,Ike,andsomeoftheboysinanother,andIwantonemyself。\"
\"Oh!\"saidIke,muchpleased。\"Goingtorunakindofstoppin’
place,areyou?\"
\"Yes;Ihopemyfriendswillstopwithmeoften。\"
\"Guessyouwon’thavemuchtroublewiththatsideofit,\"saidIke。
\"Andthishereroom,\"hecontinued,\"willdofirstrateforakindoflumber—room,provisions,andharness,andsuchlike,Iguess?\"
\"No,\"saidShock。\"Thisroomwillbethefinestroominthehouse。
See:itwilllookawayouttowardthesouthandwest,overthelake,anduptothemountains。Theinsideoftheroomwon’tbehardtobeat,buttheoutsidecannotbeequalledinalltheworld,andI
tellyouwhat,Ike,itcannotbetoogood,forthisroomisformymother。\"Therewasareverent,tendertoneinShock’svoicethattouchedIke。
\"Isshereallygoin’tocomeouthere?\"heasked。
\"Ihopeso,\"saidShock。\"Nextspring。\"
\"Isay,\"saidIke,\"won’tshefinditlonely?\"
\"Idon’tthinkso,\"saidShock,withacurioussmile。\"Youknow,mymotherisratherpeculiar。Fortwenty—fiveyears,withoutmissingasinglenight,shecameintomyroomtokissmebeforeIwenttosleep,andshe’sjustthatfoolishthatifI’manywherearoundI
don’tthinkshe’llbelonely。\"AndthenShockproceededtogiveIkeapictureofhismother,andallherdevotiontohimthroughthelongyearsofhislife。Theroughbuttender—heartedcowboywasmoretouchedthanhecaredtoshow。
\"Say,\"hesaid,whenShockhadfinished,\"howdidyouevercometoleaveher?Icouldn’t’a’doneit,nohow。\"
\"Shesentme,\"saidShocksimply。\"There’sOneshelovesbetterthanme。\"AndIkeunderstoodwithoutmoreexplanation。
Forthefurnishingofthehouse,andfortheequipmentofthelibraryandclub—rooms,ShockhadappealedtohisfriendsintheEastthroughBrown,towhomhegaveafulldescriptionofthebuildingandthepurposesforwhichithadbeenerected。Theresponsewassoheartyandsogenerousthat,whentheloadsofhouse—furnishings,books,magazines,andpapersarrived,Shock’sheartwasfulltooverflowingwithgratitude,and,whenalittlelaterhereceivednoticethatacabinetorganhadarrivedattherailroaddepot,hefeltthatthedifficultiesandtrialsofamissionary’slifewerefewandsmallincomparisonwiththetriumphsandrewards。
Atlengtheverythingwasinplaceandthebuildingreadyfortheopening。Thepreparationsforthisgreateventwereinthehandsofacommittee,ofwhichTheKidwaschairman;thedecorationswerelefttoIkeandPerault;theprogrammewaslefttoTheKid,assistedbyMarion,whohadbeenpersuadednotonlytosing,herself,buthadagreedtotraintheschoolchildreninsomeactionsongs。Therewastobeagrandsupper,ofcourse,——nothingWesternwouldbecompletewithoutthatfeature,——andinadditiontotheordinaryspeechesandmusicalnumberstherewastobeanigger—minstrelshowwithclog—
dancingfurnishedbytheminersandlumbermenfromthePass,atShock’surgentinvitation。ThewholeaffairwastobewoundupbyagrandpromenadeheadedbyyoungMalcolmForbes,sonofaHighlandchief,ashyyoungfellowwhomShockhaddugupfromaremotevalley,andwhowastoappearinfullHighlandcostumewithhispipes。Smallwonderthatthewholecommunity,fromtheForttothePass,wastinglingwithdelightedanticipation。Suchaneventwasnotonlyimportantofitself,butitwashailedastheinaugurationofanewerainthecountry,forwithchurch,school,library,andclubtheywouldbeabreastofthemostadvancedEasterncivilisation。
NotonlywerethepeopleoftheLoonLakedistrictstirredwithinterestintheopeningoftheirnewbuilding,buttoafargreaterextentthantheyknewtheirconfidenceandeventheiraffectionhadgatheredaboutthemantowhoseenergythewholeenterprisewasdue。
Duringthesemonthstheyhadcometorelyuponhisjudgmentasamanofaffairs,totrusthimforhistruehumanheart,andtoregardhimwithreverenceasonetouchedwithaspiritunlikethatoftheworldwithwhichtheywerefamiliar——aspiritofgeneroussympathywiththeminalltheirmultitudinoustrialsanddifficulties,aspiritthatmadehimthinknothingofhimselfandmuchofthem。Herepresentedtothemreligioninamanneratoncewinningandimpressive,asfewofthemhadeverseenitrepresentedbefore。
Atlengththegreatdaycame,andwithitthegatheringofthepeoplefromallpartsfarandnear。AfewfarmerswholivedtowardtheFortcamewiththeirwivesandchildreninhorse—wagonsandox—
wagons;therancherswiththeirfamiliesdroveforthemostpartinDEMOCRATSandbuckboards;butmanyoftheranchersandtheirwivesandallthecowboyscameonhorseback。TherehadneverbeensuchagatheringatLoonLakewithinthememoryoftheoldesttimer。Thepreparationsforsupperwereelaborateandimpressive。Itwasimportantthatthispartoftheevening’sproceedingsshouldgooffwell。AsShock,passingupanddown,witnessedtheaboundinghilarityofthosewhothrongedthesupper—tableshismindwasrelievedofallanxietyastothesuccessoftheentertainmenttofollow。WithgreatdifficultySinclair,whowasashyman,waspersuadedtopresideaschairman。ItwasonlythepromiseofShocktosupporthimontheonesideandofFatherMike,whowasalmostasmuchinterestedinthesuccessoftheentertainmentasShockhimself,ontheother,thatinducedSinclairfinallytoacceptthisresponsibleandhonourableposition。ItwasindeedanhouroftriumphtoShockandhisfellow—workers,andastheentertainmentprogressedtheygatheredsatisfactiontothefullfromthemanifestationsofdelightonthepartoftheaudiencethatpackedthebuildingtothedoors。
Aftertheentertainmenthadwellbegunastrangerappearedatthedooraskingfortheminister。
\"Well,\"saidIke,whowasperformingtheresponsibledutyofdoor—
keeper,\"youcan’tseehim,notnow。What’srequired?\"
\"Iguessit’sprettyimportant,\"thestrangersaid。
\"It’satelegram。Infact,it’sbadnews,soMr。McIntyreofBigRiversaid。\"
\"Badnews!\"exclaimedIke。\"Mightybadtimetobringbadnews。Whycouldn’tyouwait?\"
\"Somethingscan’twait,\"saidthemanbriefly。\"Guessyou’dbetterreadit,it’sopen。\"
\"Notme,\"saidIke,shrinkingfromthisliberty。\"SendforTheKid。\"
InafewmomentsTheKidappearedand,takingthetelegramfromIke,readit。
\"TheLordhelpus!\"heexclaimedashereadthewire。HetookIketoonesideawayfromthecrowdandreadhimthewords:\"’Yourmotherseriouslyill。Doctorsholdoutnohopeofrecovery。Signed,BROWN。’\"
\"Hismother!Say,boss,what’llwedo?Hethinksamightylotofhismother。I’veheerdhimtalk。Thiswillpurtynighkillhim,I
guess。\"
Theystoodforsomemomentslookingblanklyateachother,unwillingtodelivertheblowwhichtheyknewwouldstrikedeepintotheheartofthemantheyhadcometolove。
\"Hemustbetold,\"saidTheKidatlength。\"Let’ssee——he’llwanttogettotheendoftheline,anyway,andthat’soverahundredmilesfromhere。Isay,Ike,you’dbettertellhim,Iguess。\"
\"Well,\"saidIkeslowly,\"thatthere’sapurtyparticularbitofdiplomatics,andIaintusedtoit。Isay,\"withasuddeninspiration,\"youtellhim。\"
\"Couldn’tdoit,Ike。HowwoulditdotogetFatherMikeorSinclair?\"
\"Yes,\"saidIkemeditatively,\"they’ddoallrightifweweren’there,butIguesswebelongtohim’mostmorethantheydo。\"
\"That’sso,Ike,\"saidTheKidquickly。\"That’sso;it’soneofus。\"
\"Yes,it’soneofus,\"saidIke,\"andifIcoulddoitwell,boss,youwouldn’tseenobuck。\"
\"Allright,Ike,\"saidTheKid,drawingalongbreath。\"I’lldoit。\"
\"I’llrememberit,boss,\"saidIke。\"Guessthereaintmuchtimetolose。Howisheagoin’togitthere?\"
\"TaketheSwallow,Ike,\"saidTheKid。\"She’sgoodforahundredmiles。\"
\"Mr。McIntyre’steamwillbereadytogofromhisplace,\"saidthestranger,whohadcomenear。
\"Good!\"saidTheKid。\"Whereareyougoing,Ike?\"
\"Togitthehorses。He’llwanttogitrightoff。IguessI’llputhimonSlipper,andI’lltaketheSwallow。Slipperridespurtyeasy,andhe’sapurtybigman。\"
\"Allright,Ike,\"saidTheKid。\"Remembereveryminuteisprecious。
Here,Mac,\"hecontinued,turningtoMacnamara,whostoodlookinginatthedoor,craninghisnecktoseeandhearwhatwasgoingon,\"sliparoundtothesidedoorandtellMr。MacgregorthatIwanthimrightaway。\"
InafewminutesShockcamerunningoutinhighspirits,elatedwiththesuccessoftheevening。\"Hello,oldboy!\"hecriedtoTheKid。
\"It’sgreat,isn’tit?You’reagreatconcertconductor!Whatdoyouwantmefor?\"
TheKidtookhimbythearmandledhimawayinsilencetowardtheOldProspector’sshack,whichstoodnearby。
\"What’sthematter,Stanton;anythinggonewrong?\"StillTheKidmadenoreply;but,walkingtothedooroftheshack,openedit,andwentinandlitthelamp。\"Sitdown,\"hesaid,pushingShockintoachair。\"Ihavesomethingtotellyou。There’s——there’sbadnews,I’mafraid。I’llwaitoutside。\"Heputthetelegramdown,wenthastilyout,andclosedthedoor,leavingShocktofacetheblowwherenoeyecouldsee。
ItseemedanhourtoTheKidbeforeIkecameupwiththeSwallowandSlippersaddledandreadyforthejourney。
\"Whereishe?\"saidIke,inawhisper。
\"Inthere,\"repliedTheKid,withagroan。\"Godhelphim!\"
\"IguessHewill。Heoughtto,\"saidIkegravely,\"Gotgrub,Ike,andblankets?\"
Ikenodded,pointingtothesackstrappedtothesaddle。
\"Heoughttostart,\"saidTheKidnervously,\"Thatwire’stwodaysoldnow。Itwilltaketillto—morrownighttoreachtownevenifeverythinggoesright,andeverymomentcounts。Bettergoin,\"hecontinued,\"andtellhimthehorsesareready。\"
Ikenoddedandwenttowardthecloseddoor,openeditsoftly,andwentin。HefoundShocksittingatthetablegazingvacantlyatthetelegraminhishandasiftryingtotakeinitsmeaning。HelookedupatIkeasheenteredand,handinghimthetelegram,said:
\"It’smymother,Ike。Doyouremembermymother?\"
\"Yes,Iknow,\"repliedIke,approachinghimtimidlyandlayingahandawkwardlyonhisshoulder。\"Idon’twanttopresume,\"hecontinued,\"butIwaswonderin’iftherewasanyonewhocouldhelpyoutostandit?\"
\"Thereis,thereisOne,thereis。\"
\"That’sallright,then,\"saidIke,asifanimportantmatterhadbeensettled。\"Thehorsesareready。\"
\"Thehorses?\"saidShock,withapuzzledair。
\"Yes;thoughtyou’dwanttoridetotowntogettosendawireorsomethin’。\"
\"OfcourseIdo;thankyou。I’llgotoheratonce。WhatafoolI
am!\"Herosehastilyashespoke,changedhiscoat,andgettinghishatandridingglovescameouttowhereTheKidstoodwiththehorses。
\"Why,it’stheSwallow,andSlipper!\"hesaid,\"Boys,thisisgoodofyou。\"
TheKidstoodwithoutaword,lookingatShock’swhite,dazedface。
Hecouldnottrusthisvoicetospeak。
\"You’dbestgetontoSlipper,\"saidIke。\"Rideseasyandismightysure。TheSwallow’sallright,ofcourse,\"hecontinuedapologeticallytoTheKid,\"butaleetlelight\"
\"ButIdon’twantboth,\"saidShock。
\"Oh!IguessI’llgoalong,\"declaredIke。\"Iknowthetrailsandshort—cutsalittlebetter。Cansavetime,perhaps。Thatis,\"headded,\"ifyoudon’tmindmygoin’along。\"
\"That’sawfullygoodofyou,Ike,\"saidShock。\"Ishallbegladtohaveyou。\"
\"Good—bye,Kiddie,\"saidShockaffectionately,holdingouthishandtoTheKid。\"Icannotsay,muchjustnow,butIappreciatethiskindness,my,boy。\"
\"Don’t,don’t!\"saidTheKid,inahuskywhisper。\"IwishtoHeavenIcouldhelpyou。Good—bye。\"
\"Good—bye,\"saidShock,takingupthereins。\"Oh!Isay,Kid,don’ttellanyoneto—night。Keepthethinggoing;itwouldbeapitytospoiltheirfun,youknow。Youcandothisforme,can’tyou?\"
\"Icantry,\"saidTheKid,settinghisteethtogether。
Hestoodlookingafterthemastheywentupthetrailinthemoonlight\"Oh!thiscursedcountry!\"hegroaned。\"It’ssofarfromanyplace。He’llneverseeheragain,I’msure。Well,ImustkeepthisthinggoingasIpromised。ButsomeofthenumberI’llcutout,youcanbet。\"
Straightonthroughthemoonlightrodethetwomen,theonetryingtomakerealthewordsthatmarchedwithceaselesstrampacrosshisbrain:\"Doctorsholdoutnohopeofrecovery。\"Theyseemedlikewordsoffirewrittenacrosstheprairie。Theother,ridingalittlebehind,exceptwherethetrailgrewdifficultorindistinct,silentbutalertforopportunitytoofferaidorshowsympathy,governingcarefullythepacesothatthebestpossiblespeedcouldbegotoutofthesuperbanimalsthatwiththeirswinginglopecoveredthelongslopesupanddown。ThememoryofthatridetoShockinafteryearswaslikethatofaghastlynightmare,astrangeinterminglingofmoonlightandshadow;themurmurofthenightwindabouthisears;
thesteadybeatofthehoofsuponthebeatentrail;thepauseatmidnightbytheupperfordoftheBlackDogtofeedandresttheirhorses;andthenthesteadyonwardpushthroughthenighttillthegreyandgoldoftheeasternskytoldthatthemorninghadcome。Hecouldneverforgethowthefirstbeamsoftherisingsunsmotehiseyeslikethecutofawhiptillhewasalmostforcedtocryoutinhispain。Herememberedhowitseemedtohimasifhewereinthegripofsomemysteriousforceimpellinghimonwardinthatunending,relentlesslope。Anotherpauseatsunrisetogivethehorsesbreath,andthenonagaintheyrodethroughthatterribleredlightoftherisingsun,tillatlengthinthestillearlyforenoonthemanseofBigRiverwasreached。Theirhorseswerejadedandleg—weary,forinthethirteenhoursduringwhichtheyhadkeptuptheirlong,swinginggaittheyhadcoveredmorethanahundredmiles。
TheMcIntyreswereexpectingthem。
\"Wewantspeakabouthismother,dear,\"saidthelittlewomanofthemanse,withawarmfeelinginherheartforthemissionarywhohadspentanightwiththemsomesevenmonthsago,andhadtoldthemsosimplyandfullyofhislife,astoryofwhichtheheartandsoulhadbeenhismother。\"Ithurtstospeakofthesethingsforawhile,\"sheadded。
\"Yes,mydarling,Iknow,\"saidherhusband,hiseyeslingeringtenderlyuponthefacelookingsosweet,butsowanandpaleabovetheblackdressandcrepecollar。\"Weknow,weknow,darling,\"herepeated,takingherinhisarms。Theywereboththinkingofthelittlemoundlookingsosmalluponthewideprairie,smallbutbigenoughtoholdalltheirheart’streasure。Forfivemonthsthemansehadbeenoverrunningwithheaven’sownlight;andwithjoythatrippledandflowedfrombabylaughter,thatlurkedindimpledfingersanddimpledtoesanddimpledcheeks,everydimpleawelloflightandjoy——andthenthelittlemoundwithitswhiterailing,andonlytheechoesofthelaughterandthememoryofthedimpledfingers,toes,andcheeks,——andtheemptymanse!ItwasthismemorythatmadetheirwelcomeofShocksofulloftenderunderstanding。
Thereisnospeechlikeheart—speech,andduringthehourintheBigRivermansetoShock’shearttherecame——howhecouldnothavetold—
—theinarticulatemessageofsympathythathealedandcomforted,sothathedroveawayrestedandrefreshedaswithsleep。AstheywerehitchinguptheteamIkefoundopportunitytowhispertoShock:\"I
say,p’rhapsyou’dratherhe’dgowithyou;he’dhelpyoumore,p’rhaps?\"
\"No,no,Ike;don’tleaveme;Iwantyou,\"Shockhadreplied。
\"Allright,boss;thatsuitsme,\"wasIke’sanswer,gladthathisofferhadnotbeenaccepted。
\"Good—bye,\"saidMr。McIntyre,wavinghishand。\"Donotsparethem,Ike,\"hecontinued。\"TheycanmakeSpruceCreekintwohoursandahalfeasily。\"
\"I’lltakecareo’them,\"saidIke,swingingthefiery,half—brokenbronchosontothetrail。\"They’doughttodoalittlebetterthanthat,Ijudge。\"Andtheydid;for,whenthebuckboarddrewupattheSpruceCreekStoppingPlaceIkeremarkedtoBillLee,whostoodinhisusualpositionleaningagainstthedoor:\"TwohoursfromBigRiver,andnotmuchtheworse,Iguess。\"
Bill’swelcomeofShockwasalmosteffusiveinitsheartiness,butIkecuthimshort。
\"Isay,Bill,\"hecalledout,walkingtothestable;\"gotanyoatsinhere?\"
\"Oh,afew。Ikeepsomeforthoroughbreds,youknow。\"AndhewalkedafterIkeintothestable。
Ikebegantalkingrapidlyandinalowtone。AsBilllistenedhebecameunusuallyexcited。\"Eh!What!No。Say,that’sbad,tooblankbad!Hismother,eh?Myteam?Certainly。Theretheyare,fitforagooddozenanhour。Put’emrightin。\"
IntenminutesBill’steam,theprideofhisheart,werehitchedtothebuckboard。
\"Allright,Bill,\"saidIke,takingthereins。
\"Allright,Ike,\"repliedBill。\"Theirskindon’tsaymuch,buttheycantalkwiththeirfeetafew。Let’emgo。Theywon’trunaway。\"
TheperformanceofBill’sbony,shaggyteammorethanjustifiedtheirowner’spromise。Theydid\"talkwiththeirfeet,\"andtosuchgoodpurposethatinlessthantwohoursShockstoodatthedoorofhisConvener’shouse,hismindbewildered,hissensesnumbedfromtheterriblestrainthroughwhichhehadpassed。
\"Comein,mydearfellow,\"saidtheConvener,whohadevidentlybeenexpectinghim,\"comerightin。\"
ButShockstoodatthedoor。\"Isthereanyword?\"heenquired,withavoicevoidofallemotion。
\"Nothingfurther。\"
\"Whendoesthetraingo?\"
\"Thetrain?Oh,attwointhemorning。\"
\"Howlongdoesittake?\"
\"Fivedays。\"
\"Fivedays!\"echoedShock,inavoiceofdespair。
\"Youmightwireamessageinthemeantime,\"saidtheConvenerkindly。\"Wewillgodowntothetelegraphofficeafteryouhavehadarestandacupoftea。\"
\"No,no,\"saidShock,turningeagerlyfromthedoor。\"Iamallright;cannotwegonow?\"
Atthetelegraphofficeanumberofmenstoodlaughingandtalking。
Shockdrewablanksheettowardhimandsethimselftocomposehiswire。Againandagainhemadetheattempt,butatlengthheputdownthepenandlookedaroundpiteouslyathisfriend。\"Icannotsayit!\"heexclaimedinahurriedwhisper。
\"Comeoutsideaminute,\"saidtheConvener,takinghisarm。\"NowtellmewhatyouwanttosayandperhapsIcanhelpyou。\"
\"Oh!\"criedShock,wreathinghisgreatfingersanhisagony。\"Iwanttosaygoodbye——No,no,notthat!Iwanttotellher——givehermyloveandsayIwanttoseeher。Shewillbewantingme。\"Hisbreathbegantocomeingreatheavingsobs。
\"Letmetry,\"saidhisfriend。\"Youstayouthere。\"
AftersomemomentstheConvenerreturnedandhandedShockapaperonwhichhehadwritten:\"Godkeepyou,motherdear。Myheart’slovetoyou。ShallIcome?\"
\"Willthatdo?\"heasked。
\"Yes,yes;thankyou。Thatisgood。\"
\"Now,\"saidtheConvener,whentheyhadreachedthehouse,\"youmustrest。\"
\"Iamnottired,\"saidShock,asifinsurprise。
\"Mydearfellow,youarehalfdead。\"
\"No,Iamquiteright,andbesides,there’sIke。IoughttolookafterIke。\"
\"Don’tyouworryaboutIke,\"saidtheConvener。\"He’sabletolookafterhimself;besidesI’lllookhimupwhenIgetyoutosleep。
Comenow,\"andheledhimintothetinybedroom。\"Yougetintobed;
I’llbringyouacupofteaandyoucansleep。Noonewilldisturbyou,and,I’llwakeyouattherighttime,neverfear。\"
\"Idon’tthinkIamsleepy,\"saidShock;butwheninafewminuteshisfriendcamebackwithhiscupofteahefoundShockinasleepsoprofoundthathehadnotthehearttowakehim。\"Poorchap,poorchap!\"saidtheConvener,lookingdownuponthestrong,ruggedface,nowsohaggard。\"Thisisahardcountry!\"
ForhoursShocklaydeadinsleep。BeforenightfalltheConvenerwenttolookupIke,andonhisreturnfoundhisgueststillasleep。
\"Lethimsleep,itwilldohimgood,\"hesaidtohiskind—heartedwife,whowouldhavewakenedShocktohavesupper。
\"We’lllethimsleeptillananswercomestohiswire。\"Lateatnighthewentdowntothetelegraphoffice。
\"Yes,\"repliedtheclerkinanswertohisenquiry,\"there’sawireforMr。Macgregorjustcomein。Badnews,too,Iguess。\"
TheConvenertookthemessageandread:\"Yourmotherpassedawayinperfectpeacethisevening。Yourmessagebroughthergreatjoy。Shewishedmetosendthisreply:’TheLordismyShepherd;Ishallnotwant。Stayatyourpost,lad,tillHecalls:’HELEN。\"
\"’StayatyourposttillHecalls,’\"readtheConveneragain。\"A
greatsoulthat。Thatwordwilldohimgood。\"
Hewasright。HefoundShockwaitingforhim,calm,expectant,andreadytobearwhateverlifemightbring,nordidhisfacechangeashereadthewireoverandoveragain。Heonlysaid:\"Godisverygoodtous。Shewentawayinpeace,andshegotmywireandIhers。\"
\"Yes,\"saidtheConvener,\"Godisalwaysgood。Wesometimescannotseeit,but,\"headded,\"itwasagreatmatterthatyoursistercouldhavebeentherewithher。\"
\"Mysister?\"saidShock。\"Oh!\"asuddenflushreddeninghispalecheek。\"She’snotmysister——she’smy——she’sourfriend,yes,adearfriend。Itwouldbeagreatjoytomymothertohaveher。\"
Therewasnosignofgriefinhisface,butagreatpeaceseemedtohavesettleduponhim。Longintothenighthetalkedovertheaffairsofhismissionfield,givinginresponsetothekeenquestionsofhisConvenerafullaccountoftheworkhehadbeencarryingon,openinguptheplanshehadmadeforfuturework。InparticularwasheanxioustoenlisttheConvener’ssympathyinhisschemeforareading—roomandhospitalatthePass。TheConvenershookhisheadattheplan。\"Iagreewithyouentirely,\"hesaid,\"buttheCommittee,Ifear,willnotgiveyouagrantforahospital。Ifitwereachurchnow——\"
\"Well,\"arguedShock,\"itwillserveforachurch。\"
\"Youmaycountonmetodomybestforyou,\"repliedtheConvener,\"butIamnotsanguine。TheCommitteeareextremelycautiousandconservative。\"
ButwhentheConvenercametoaskaboutthedifficultiesandtrialsofhislifehismissionarybecamesilent。Therewerenotrialsanddifficultiestospeakof,nomoreatleastthantherestofthepeoplehadtobear。Theywereallgoodtohim。
\"That’sallright,\"saidtheConvener,\"buttherearedifficulties,nonetheless。Itisahardcountry,andsometimesitlaysburdensuponusalmostgreaterthanwecanbear。TherearethepoorMcIntyres,now,\"hecontinued。\"Howdidyoufindthem?\"
\"Verywell,\"repliedShock。\"But,indeed,Ididn’tnoticemuch。\"
AndthentheConvenertoldhimofthestoryoftheirgreatgrief。