Thesewild,independentmenoftheWestwerenotatalllikethedegradedmenoftheward,fawningorsullen,whohadbeenhisformerandonlyparishioners。Ahorriblefearhadbeengrowinguponhimeversincehisfailure,asheconsideredit,withtheConvener’scongregationthenightbefore。IthelpedhimnotatalltorememberthekindlywordsofencouragementspokenbytheConvener,northesympathythatshowedinhiswife’svoiceandmanner。\"Theyfeltsorryforme,\"hegroanedaloud。Hesethisjawshard,asmenhadseenhimwhengoingintoascrimonthefootballfield。\"I’lldomybestwhatever,\"hesaidaloud,lookingbeforehimatthewavinghorizon;\"amancanonlyfail。ButsurelyIcanhelpsomepoorchapoutyonder。\"Hiseyesfollowedthewavingfoot—hilllinetilltheyrestedonthemightymassesoftheRockies。\"Ay,\"hesaidwithastart,droppingintohismother’sspeech,\"theretheyare,’thehillsfromwhencecomethmyhelp。’Surely,IdonotthinkHewouldsendmeoutheretofail。\"
Theretheylay,thatmightywrinklingofMotherEarth’soldface,huge,jaggedmassesofbaregreyrock,patchedhereandthere,andfinallycappedwithwhitewheretheypiercedtheblue。Uptotheirbaseranthelumberingfoot—hills,andstillfurtherupthegreysides,likeattackingcolumns,thedarkdaringpinesswarmedinmassedbattalions;then,whereravinesgavethemfooting,inregiments,theninoutpostpickets,andlastofallinlonelyrigidsentinels。Butfarabovetheloneliestsentinelpine,cold,white,serene,shonethepeaks。TheHighlandbloodinShock’sveinsstirredtothecallofthehills。Glancingaroundtomakesurehewasquitealone——hehadalmostneverbeenwherehecouldbequitesurethathewouldnotbeheard——Shockraisedhisvoiceinashout,again,and,expandinghislungstothefull,onceagain。Howsmallhisvoiceseemed,howpunyhisstrength,howbriefhislife,inthepresenceofthosesilent,mighty,ancientrangeswiththeirhoaryfacesandsnowyheads。Awedbytheirsolemnsilence,andbythethoughtoftheirancient,eternal,unchangingendurance,herepeatedtohimselfinalowtonethewordsoftheancientPsalm:
\"Lord,Thouhastbeenourdwelling—place,Ingenerationsall,BeforeThoueverhadstbroughtforthThemountains,greatorsmall!\"
Howexaltingarethemountainsandhowhumbling!Howlonelyandhowcomforting!Howawesomeandhowkindly!Howrelentlessandhowsympathetic!Reflectingeverymoodofman,theyaddsomewhattohisnoblerstatureanddiminishsomewhathisignoblerself。Toalltrueappealtheygivebackanswer,buttotheheartregardinginiquity,likeGod,theymakenoresponse。Theyneverobtrudethemselves,buttheysmileuponhisjoys,andinhissorrowoffersilentsympathy,andeverasGod’smessengerstheybidhimrememberthatwithalltheirmassmanismightierthanthey,thatwhentheslowmarchofthepinesshallhavetroddowntheirmight’sdust,stillwiththedewofeternalyouthfreshuponhisbrowwillhebewithGod。
ThenandthereinShock’shearttheresprangupakindlyfeelingforthemountainsthatthroughallhisvaryingexperiencesneverlefthim。Theywerealwaysthere,steadfastlywatchfulbydayliketheeyeofGod,andatnightwhilehesleptkeepingunslumberingguardlikeJehovahhimself。Alldayashedroveuptheinterminableslopesanddownagain,themountainskeptcompanywithhim,asfriendsmight。Somuchsothathecaughthimself,morethanonceaftermomentsofabsorption,glancingupatthemwithhastypenitence。Hehadforgottenthem,butunoffendedtheyhadbeenwatchingandwaitingforhim。
AlittleafternoonShockfoundthetrailturnintowardalong,log,low—roofedbuilding,whichseemedtohavebeenerectedinsections,withanirregulargroupofsod—roofedout—housesclusteringabout。
Anoldmanloungedagainstthejamboftheopendoor。
\"Goodday,\"saidShockpolitely。
Theoldmanlookedhimoverforamomentortwoandthenansweredasifmakingaconcessionofsomeimportance,\"Goodday,goodday!Fromtown?Wanttoeat?\"
Aglancethroughthedoor,showingtheremainsofdinneronatable,determinedShock。\"No,IguessI’llpushon。\"
\"Allright,\"saidtheoldman,histonesuggestingthatwhileitwasamatterofsupremeindifferencetohim,toShockitmightbeasomewhatseriousconcerntoneglecttoeatinhishouse。
\"ThisisSpruceCreek?\"enquiredShock。
\"Yes,Ibelievethat’swhattheycallit,\"saidtheoldmanwithslowdeliberation,addingafterafewmomentssilence\"becausethereain’tnospruceshere。\"
Shockgavetheexpectedlaughwithsuchheartinessthattheoldmandeignedtotakesomelittleinterestinhim。
\"Cattle?\"heenquired。
\"No。\"
\"Sport?\"
\"Well,alittle,perhaps。\"
\"Oh!Pospectin’,eh?Well,land’sprettywelltakenupinthisvicinity,Iguess。\"
Tothisoldmantherewerenootherinterestsinlifebeyondcattle,sport,andprospctingthatcouldaccountforthestranger’spresenceinthisregion。
\"Yes,\"laughedShock,\"prospectinginawaystoo。\"
Theoldmanwasobviouslypuzzled。
\"Well,\"heventured,\"comeinside,anyway。PrettychillywindthatforApril。Comerightin!\"
Shocksteppedin。Theoldmandrewnearertohim。
\"Pain—killerorlime—juice?\"heenquiredinaninsinuatingvoice。
\"What?\"saidShock。
\"Pain—killerorlime—juice,\"winkingandloweringhisvoicetoaconfidentialtone。
\"Well,asIhaven’tgotanypainIguessI’lltakealittlelime—
juice,\"repliedShock。
Theoldmangavehimanotherwink,longandslow,wenttothecorneroftheroom,pushedbackatable,pulledupaboardfromthefloor,andextractedabottle。
\"You’sgottobemightycareful,\"hesaid。\"Themblankpolicefellers,insteadofattendingtotheirbusiness,noseroundtillafellercan’ttakenorestatnight。\"
Hewenttoashelfthatstoodbehindtheplankthatdidforacounter,tookdowntwoglasses,andfilledthemup。
\"There,\"hesaidwithgreatsatisfaction,\"you’llfindthat’snoback—yardbrew。\"
Shockslowlyliftedtheglassandsmeltit。\"Why,it’swhisky!\"hesaidinasurprisedtone。
\"Ha!ha!\"burstouttheoldman。\"You’readandy;that’swhatitisathome。\"
Hewasdelightedwithhisguest’sfinetouchofhumour。Shockhesitatedamomentortwo,lookingdownatthewhiskyintheglassbeforehim。
\"Howmuch?\"hesaidatlength。
\"Oh,we’llmakethatfiftycentstoyou,\"saidtheoldmancarelessly。
Shockputdownthemoney,liftedhisglassslowly,carriedittothedoorandthrewthecontentsoutside。
\"Holdonthere!Whattheblank,blankdoyoumean?\"Theoldmanwasoverthecounterwithabound。
\"Itwasmine,\"saidShockquietly。
\"Yours,\"shoutedtheoldman,besidehimselfwithrage;\"Iaintgoin’tostandnosuchinsultasthat。\"
\"Insult!\"
\"What’sthematterwiththatwhisky?\"
\"AllrightasfarasIknow,butIwantedlime—juice。\"
\"Lime—juice!\"Theoldman’samazementsomewhatsubduedhisanger。
\"Lime—juice!Well,I’llbeblanked!\"
\"That’swhatIaskedfor,\"repliedShockgood—naturedly。
\"Lime—juice!\"repeatedtheoldman。\"Butwhatinblank,blankdidyouthrowitoutfor?\"
\"Why,whatelsecouldIdowithit?\"
\"Whatelse?Seehere,stranger,thehullpopulationofthisentirevicinityisn’tmorethantwenty—fivepersons,buteverylastoneof’emtwenty—five’udtoldyouwhattodowithit。Whydidn’tyougiveittome?\"
\"Why,\"saidShockinasurprisedtone,\"Idon’tknowthewaysofyourcountry,butwhereIcomefromwedon’ttakeanyman’sleavings。\"
Thiswasnewlightuponthesubjectfortheoldman。
\"Well,now,seehere,youngman,ifeveryou’reindoubtagainaboutaglassofwhiskylikethatonethere,youjustremarktoyourselfthatwhiletheremaybeafewthingsyoumightdowithit,there’sjustoneyoucan’t。There’sonlyonespotforwhisky,andthat’sinsidesomefellowthatknowssomething。Heavensandearth!Didn’tknowwhattodowithit,eh?\"
HepeeredcuriouslyintoShock’sfaceasifhefoundhimaninterestingstudy。
\"No,\"saidShockseriously,\"yousee,Icouldn’tdrinkit——neverdidinmylife。\"
Theoldmandrewnearertohim。\"Say,\"touchinghimwithhisforefingeronthechest,\"ifIcouldonlybesureyou’dkeepfreshI’dputyouinacase。They’dcomeamightylongwayinthiscountrytoseeyou,youbet。\"
BillLee’sangeranddisgustweregivingplacetocuriosity。
\"Whatareyou,anyway?\"heenquired。
\"Well,mybosstoldmeto—dayIwasaprospector。\"Shock’smindreverted,ashespoke,tothatlastconversationwithhisConvener。
\"Prospector,\"echoedtheoldman。\"Whatfor,land,coal?\"
\"No,men。\"
\"What?\"Theoldmanlookedasifhecouldnothaveheardaright。
\"Men,\"saidShockagainsimplyandearnestly。
Billwashopelesslypuzzled。Hetriedtogetatitanotherway。
\"What’syourCompany?\"heenquired。\"Imeanwhoareyouworkingfor?\"
BeforeansweringShockpaused,lookingfarpastBilldownthetrailandthensaidsolemnly,\"God。\"
Billstartedbackfromhiscompanionwithagaspofsurprise。Wasthemanmad?Puttingtheincidentofthewhiskyandthisanswerofhistogether,hemightwellbe。
\"Yes,\"saidShock,withdrawinghiseyesfromthetrailandfacingBillsquarely。\"That’smybusiness。Iamaftermen。\"HedrewfromhispocketasmallBibleandread,\"FollowmeandIwillmakeyoufishersofmen。\"
WhenBillsawtheBiblehelookedrelieved,butratherdisgusted。
\"Oh,Igityounow!You’reapreacher,eh?\"
\"Well,\"saidShockinatonealmostconfidential,\"I’lltellyouI’mnotmuchofapreacher。Idon’tthinkI’mcutoutforthat,somehow。\"HereBillbrightenedslightly。\"Itriedlastnightintown,\"continuedShock,\"anditwasprettybad。Idon’tknowwhohadtheworstofit,thecongregationormyself。Butitwasbad。\"
\"Thinkin’ofquittin’?\"Billaskedalmosteagerly,\"Becauseifyouare,Iknowagoodjobforafellowofyourbuildandmake。\"
\"No,Ican’tquit。Ihavegottogoon。\"Bill’sfacefell。\"AndperhapsIcanmakeupinsomeotherways。Imaybeabletohelpsomefellowsabit。\"ThesincerityandhumbleearnestnessofShock’stonequitesoftenedBill’sheart。
\"Well,there’slotsof’emneedit,\"hesaidinhisgruffvoice。
\"There’stheblankestlotoffoolsontheseranchesyoueverseen。\"
Shockbecamealert。Hewasonthetrackofbusiness。
\"What’swrongwiththem?\"heenquired。
\"Wrong?Why,theyaintgotnosense。Theystockupwithcattle,horses,andoutfittobeatcreation,andthenletthewholethinggotoblazes。\"
\"What’sthematterwiththem?\"persistedShock,\"Aretheylazy?\"
\"Lazy!notahair。Butwhentheygettogetheroverabarrelofbeerorakegofwhiskytheyarelikealotofhogsinaswilltrough,andtheywon’tquitwhiletheykinstand。That’snowayforamantodrink!\"continuedBillindeepdisgust。
\"Why,isnotthisaProhibitioncountry?\"
\"Oh!Prohibitionbeblanked!Whenanymankingetapermitforallhewantstouse,besidesallthatthewhiskymenbringin,what’sthegoodofProhibition?\"
\"Isee,\"saidShock。\"Poorchaps。Itmustbeprettyslowforthemhere。\"
\"Slow!\"exclaimedBill。\"Thataintnoreasonforaman’sbein’afool。Iaintnosaint,butIknowwhentoquit。\"
\"Well,you’relucky,\"saidShock。\"BecauseIhaveseenlotsofmenthatdon’t,andthey’rethefellowsthatneedalittlehelp,don’tyouthinkso?\"
Billsquirmedalittleuneasily。
\"Youcan’tkeepaneyeonallthefoolsunlessyouround’emupincorral,\"hegrunted。
\"No。Butamancankeepfromthinkingmoreofalittleticklinginhisstomachthanhedoesofthelifeofhisfellowman。\"
\"Well,whatIsayis,\"repliedBill,\"everyfellow’sgottolookafterhimself。\"
\"Yes,\"agreedShock,\"andalittleaftertheotherfellows,too。Ifamanissick——\"
\"Oh!nowyou’respeakin’,\"interruptedBilleagerly。\"Why,certainly。\"
\"Orifheisnotverystrong。\"
\"Why,ofcourse。\"
\"Now,don’tyouthink,\"saidShockveryearnestly,\"thatkickingamanalongthatisalreadyslidingtowardaprecipiceisprettymeanbusiness,butsnatchinghimbackandbracinghimupisworthaman’swhile?\"
\"Well,Iguess,\"saidBillquietly。
\"That’sthebusinessI’mtryingtodo,\"saidShock。\"I’dhatetohelpamandownwhoisalreadyontheincline。IthinkI’dfeelmean,andifIcanhelponemanbacktowhereit’ssafe,Ithinkit’sworthwhile,don’tyou?\"
Billappeareduncomfortable。Hecouldnotgetangry,Shock’smannerwassoearnest,frank,respectful,andsincere,andatthesametimehewassharpenoughtoseethebearingofShock’sremarksuponwhatwasatleastapartofhisbusinessinlife。
\"Yes,\"repeatedShockwithenthusiasm,\"that’sworthwhile。Now,lookhere,ifyousawamanslidingdownoneofthoserocksthere,\"
pointingtothegreatmountainsinthedistance,\"tosuredeath,wouldyoulethimslide,orwouldyouputyourhandouttohelphim?\"
\"Well,IbelieveI’dtry,\"saidBillslowly。
\"Butiftherewasgoodmoneyinitforyou,\"continuedShock,\"youwouldsendhimalong,eh?\"
\"Say,stranger,\"criedBillindignantly,\"whatdoyouthinkIam?\"
\"Well,\"saidShock,\"there’salotofmenslidingdownfastabouthere,yousay。Whatareyoudoingaboutit?\"Shock’svoicewasquiet,solemn,almoststern。
\"Isay,\"saidBill,\"you’dbestputupyourhorseandfeed。Yes,you’vegottofeed,bothofyou,andthisisthebestplaceyou’llfindfortwentymilesround,socomerighton。You’relineaintmine,butyou’rewhite。Isay,though,\"continuedBill,unhitchingthecayuse,\"it’sapityyou’vetakenupthatpreachin’business。
I’venotmuchuseforthat。Now,withthattherebuildofyours\"——
BillwasevidentlyimpressedwithShock’sform——\"you’dbefitforalmostanything。\"
Shocksmiledandthengrewserious。
\"No,\"hesaid,\"I’vegottoliveonlyonce,andnothingelseseemedgoodenoughforafellow’slife。\"
\"What,preachin’?\"
\"No。Stoppingmenfromslidingovertheprecipiceandhelpingthemback。Thefactis,\"and,Shocklookedoverthecayuse’sbackintoBill’seyes,\"everymanshouldtakeahandatthat。There’salotofsatisfactioninit。\"
\"Well,stranger,\"repliedBill,leadingthewaytothestable,\"I
guessyou’reprettynearright,thoughit’squeertohearmesayit。
Thereaintmuchinanything,anyway。Whenyourhorseisawayatthefrontleadin’thebunchandeverybodyyellin’foryou,you’rehappy,butwhensomeotherfellow’shorsemakestherunnin’andthecrowdgetsa—yellin’forhim,thenyou’resick。Prettysoonyougitsoyoudon’tcare。\"
\"’Vanityofvanities,allisvanity,’\"quotedShock。\"Solomonsaysyou’reright。\"
\"Solomon,eh?Well,byallaccountshehitquiteagait,too。Hadthemalllookin’dizzy,Ireckon。Comeonin。I’llhavedinnerinashake。\"
Friedporkandflapjacks,donebrowninthegravy,withblackmolassespouredoverall,andblackteastrongenoughtofloataman—of—war,allthiswithacondimentoftwentymilesoffoot—hillbreezes,makesadinnersuchasnokingeverenjoyed。Shock’sdelightinhiseatingwassoobviousthatBill’sheartwarmedtowardshim。Nofinercomplimentcanbepaidacookthantoeatfreelyandwithrelishofhiscooking。Beforethemealwasoverthemenhadsofarbrokenthroughthebarriersofreserveastoventuremutualconfidencesaboutthepast。AfterShockhadtoldtheuneventfulstoryofhislife,inwhichhismother,ofcourse,wasthecentralfigure,Billsatafewmomentsinsilence,andthenbegan:\"Well,Ineverknewmymother。Myfatherwasadevil,soI
guessIcamenaturallybyallthedevilmentinme,andthat’safew。
But\"——andhereBillpausedforsomelittletime——\"butIhadasweetheartonce,overfortyyearsagonow,downinKansas,andshewasallright,youbet。Why,sir,shewas——oh!well,’taintnousetalkin’,butIwenttochurchfortheyearIknowedhermore’nalltherestofmylifeputtogether,andwasshapin’outforadifferentlineofconductuntil——\"Shockwaitedinsilence。\"AftershediedIdidn’tseemtocare。IwentouttoCalifornia,knockedabout,andthentothedevilgenerally。\"Shock’seyesbegantoshine。
\"Iknow,\"hesaid,\"youhadnooneelsetolookafter——tothinkof。\"
\"NonethatIcaredablankfor。Begpardon。SoIdriftedround,dugforgoldalittle,ranchedalittle,Justlikenow,gambledalittle,soldwhiskyalittle,nothingverymuch。Didn’tseemtocaremuch,anddon’tyet。\"
Shocksatwaitingforhimtocontinue,buthardlyknewwhattosay。
Hisheartwasoverflowingwithpityforthislonelyoldmanwhoselifelayinthepast,greyandcolourless,exceptforthatsinglebrightspotwherelovehadmadeitsmark。Suddenlyhestretchedouthishandtowardtheoldman,andsaid:\"Whatyouwantisafriend,arealgoodfriend。\"
Theoldmantookhishandinaquick,fiercegrip,hishard,witheredfacelitupwithasoft,warmlight。
\"Stranger,\"hesaid,tryinghardtokeephisvoicesteady,\"I’dgiveallIhaveforone。\"
\"Letmetellyouaboutmine,\"saidShockquickly。
Halfanhourlater,asBillstoodlookingafterShockandrubbinghisfingers,hesaidinsoliloquy:\"Well,IguessI’mgittin’old。
Whatinthunderhasgotintome,anyway?How’dhegitmeontothatline?Say,whatabuncosteererhe’dmake!Andwiththatfaceandthemeyesofhis!No,’taintthat。It’shisblankhonesttalk。HangifIknowwhatitis,buthe’sgotit!He’swhite,Iswear!Butblankhim!hemakesafellowfeellikeathief。\"
Billwentbacktohislonelyranchwithhislonelymiserablelife,unconsciouslytryingtoanalysehisnewemotions,someofwhichhewouldbegladtoescape,andsomehewouldbeloathtolose。Hestoodathisdooramoment,lookinginuponthecheerlessjumbleofboxesandfurniture,andthenturning,hegazedacrossthesunnyslopestowherehecouldseehisbunchofcattlefeeding,andwithasighthatcamefromthedeepestspotinhisheart,hesaid:\"Yes,I
guesshe’sright。It’safriendIneed。That’swhat。\"
VII
THEOUTPOST
UponaslightswellofprairiestoodtheOutpostmanseofBigRiver,thesoleandonlybuildinginthecountryrepresentativeofthegreatChurchwhichlaybehindit,andwhich,underablestatesmanship,wasseekingtoholdthenewWestforthingshighandgood。TheBigRiverpeoplewereproudoftheirmanse。Theministerwasproudofit,andwithreason。Itstoodforcourage,faith,andself—denial。TotheConvenerandSuperintendent,intheirhoursofdiscouragement,thislittlebuildingbroughtcheerandhope。For,whileitstoodthereitkepttouchbetweenthatnewcountryandwhatwasbestandmostcharteristicinCanadiancivilisation,anditwasforthisthattheywroughtandprayed。But,thoughtopeopleandminister,ConvenerandSuperintendent,thelittlemansemeantsomuch,thebareness,theunloveliness,and,morethanall,theutterlonelinessofitsmoteShockwithasenseofdepression。Atfirsthecouldnotexplaintohimselfthisfeeling。ItwasonlyafterhehadconsciouslyrecognisedthepicturewhichhadrisenincontrastbeforehismindasthehomeoftheFairbanks,thatheunderstood。
\"Icouldneverbringhertosuchahouseasthis,\"washisthought。
\"Awomanwoulddiehere。\"
And,indeed,therewasmuchtodepressinthefirstlookatthelittleboardbuildingthatmadeahomefortheMcIntyres,setdownonthetreelessprairiewithonlyalittlewoodenpalingtodefenditfromthewastethatgapedatitfromeveryside。ThecontrastbetweenthisbarespeckofhumanhabitationandthecosyhomesofhisnativeProvince,seteachwithinitsshelteringnestoforchardandgarden,couldhardly,havebeenmorecomplete。Butashiseyesrandowntheslopeoftheprairieandupoverthehillstothejaggedlineofpeaksatthehorizon,hewasconsciousofaswiftchangeoffeeling。Themightyhillsspoketohisheart。
\"Yes,evenhereonemightlivecontented,\"hesaidaloud,andhefoundhimselfpicturinghowthelightfromthosegreatpeakswouldilluminethefacethathadgrownsodearwithinthelastfewmonths。
\"Andmymotherwouldlikeittoo,\"hesaid,speakingoncemorealoud。Sowithbetterheartheturnedfromthetrailtothelittlemansedoor。Themomenthepassedwithinthedoorallsenseofdepressionwasgone。OutoftheirbarelittlewoodenhousetheMcIntyreshadmadeahome,aplaceofcomfortandofrest。True,thewallswerewithoutplaster,brownpaperwithfactorycottontackedoverittakingitsplace,buttheywerewind—proof,andbesidesweremostconvenientforhangingthingson。Thefurniturethoughchieflyinterestingasanillustrationoftheevolutionofthepackingbox,wasnonethelessserviceableandcomfortable。Thefloorswereasyetuncarpeted,butnowthatAprilwascomethecarpetswerehardlymissed。Then,too,thefewchoicepicturesuponthewalls,theingeniousbookcaseandthemoreingeniousplateandcup—rackdisplayinghonestdelfandsomebitsofchoicechina,thedrapingcurtainsofmuslinandcretonne,allspokeofcultivatedmindsandrefinedtastes。Staringwantstherewere,andmanydiscrepanciesandincongruities,butnovulgaritiesnorcoarsenessnortawdriness。
Whattheyhadwasfitting。Whatwasfittingbutbeyondtheirmeansthesebravehome—makersdidwithout,andallthingsunfitting,howevercheap,theyscorned。AndShock,thoughheknewnothingofthegenesisandevolutionofthishomeanditsfurnishings,wassensibleofitsatmosphereofquietcomfortandrefinement。ThewelcomeoftheMcIntyreswasradiantwithgoodcheerandheartyhospitality。
Itwaspartlythesea—roverinhisblood,makingimpossiblethefamiliarpathstroddenbareofanyexperiencethatcouldstirtheheartorthrilltheimagination,butmorethathighambitionthatdwellsinnobleyouth,makingitresponsivetothecallofdutywheredutyisdifficultanddangerous,thatsentDavidMcIntyreoutfromhisquietcountryhomeinNovaScotiatothefarWest。A
brilliantcourseinPictouAcademy,thatnursingmotherofgeniusforthatProvincebythesea,astillmorebrilliantcourseinDalhousie,andafterwardsinPineHill,promisedyoungMcIntyreanythinghemightdesireinthewayofscholasticdistinction。Theremonstranceofoneofhisprofessors,whenhelearnedoftheintentionofhisbrilliantandmostpromisingstudenttogivehislifetoWesternmissionwork,wascharacteristicoftheattitudeofalmostthewholeCanadianChurchofthatday。
\"Oh,Mr。McIntyre!\"saidtheProfessor,\"thereisnoneedforsuchamanasyoutogototheWest。\"
EquallycharacteristicofthemanwasMcIntyre’sreply。
\"But,Professor,someonemustgo;andbesidesthatseemstomegreatwork,andI’dliketohaveahandinit。\"
Itwasthenecessity,thedifficulty,andthepromiseoftheworkthatsummonedyoungMcIntyrefromalltheopenings,vacancies,positions,andappointmentshisfriendsweresoeagerlywavingbeforehiseyesandsethimamongthefoot—hillsinthefarfrontasthefirstsettledministerofBigRiver,theprideofhisConvener’sheart,thefriendandshepherdofthescatteredfarmersandranchersofthedistrict。Onceonlydidhecomeneartoregrettinghischoice,andthennotforhisownsake,butforthesakeoftheyounggirlwhomhehadlearnedtoloveandwhoselovehehadgainedduringhisstudentdays。Wouldsheleavehomeandfriendsandthesocialcircleofwhichshewasthebrightestornamentforallthathecouldoffer?Hehadoftenwrittentoher,picturingintheradiantcoloursofhisownWesternskythegloryofprairie,foot—hill,andmountain,thegreatnessandpromiseofthenewland,andtheworthoftheworkhewastryingtodo。Buthistwoyearsofmissionaryexperiencehadmadehimfeelthehardship,theisolation,themeagreness,ofthelifewhichshewouldhavetosharewithhim。Thesunsetcolourswerestillthere,buttheywerelaiduponraggedrock,lonelyhill,andwind—swept,emptyprairie。Ittookhimdaysofhardridingandharderthinkingtogivefinalformtothelastparagraphofhisletter:
\"Ihavetriedfaithfullytopicturemylifeandwork。Canyoubraveallthis?ShouldIaskyoutodoit?Mywork,Ifeel,lieshere,andit’sworthaman’slife。Butwhetheryouwillshareit,itisforyoutodecide。Ifyoufeelyoucannot,believeme,Ishallnotblameyou,butshallloveandhonouryouasbefore。ButthoughitbreakmyheartIcannotgobackfromwhatIseetobemywork。Ibelongtoyou,butfirstIbelongtoHimwhoisbothyourMasterandmine。\"