Leightonopenedthedoor。Theysawalittleroom,bluewithtobacco—smoke。Flankingthefireweredeepsettleshidingallbutthelegsofthemenwholoungedinthem。Betweenthesettlesstoodatable,coveredwithmugsandglasses。Thescenewaspicturesque——fairerthanthecutglasspalacesofthetown。
\"Ohyes,he’sthere,\"hecalled,andafteramoment’shesitationcameout。
\"Wouldhecome?\"
\"No。Ishouldn’tsayso,\"repliedLeighton,withafurtiveglance。HeknewthatRickiewasamilksop。\"Firstnight,youknow,sir,amongoldfriends。\"
\"Yes,Iknow,\"saidRickie。\"Buthemightlikeaturndownthevillage。Itlooksstuffyinsidethere,andpoorfunprobablytowatchothersdrinking。\"
Leightonshutthedoor。
\"Whatwasthathecalledafteryou?\"
\"Oh,nothing。Amanwhenhe’sdrunk——hesaystheworsthe’severheard。Atleast,sotheysay。\"
\"Amanwhenhe’sdrunk?\"
\"Yes,Sir。\"
\"ButStephenisn’tdrinking?\"
\"No,no。\"
\"Hecouldn’tbe。Ifhebrokeapromise——Idon’tpretendhe’sasaint。Idon’twanthimone。Butitisn’tinhimtobreakapromise。\"
\"Yes,sir;Iunderstand。\"
\"Inthetrainhepromisedmenottodrink——nothingtheatrical:
justapromiseforthesefewdays。\"
\"No,sir。\"
\"’No,sir,’\"stampedRickie。\"’Yes!no!yes!’Can’tyouspeakout?Ishedrunkorisn’the?\"
Leighton,justlyexasperated,cried,\"Hecan’tstand,andI’vetoldyousoagainandagain。\"
\"Stephen!\"shoutedRickie,dartingupthesteps。Heatandthesmellofbeerawaitedhim,andhespokemorefuriouslythanhehadintended。\"Isthereanyoneherewho’ssober?\"hecried。Thelandlordlookedoverthebarangrily,andaskedhimwhathemeant。Hepointedtothedeepsettles。\"Insidetherehe’sdrunk。
Tellhimhe’sbrokenhisword,andIwillnotgowithhimtotheRings。\"
\"Verywell。Youwon’tgowithhimtotheRings,\"saidthelandlord,steppingforwardandslammingthedoorinhisface。
Intheroomhewasonlyangry,butoutinthecoolairherememberedthatStephenwasalawtohimself。Hehadchosentobreakhisword,andwouldbreakitagain。Nothingelseboundhim。
Toyieldtotemptationisnotfatalformostofus。Butitwastheendofeverythingforahero。
\"He’ssuddenlyruined!\"hecried,notyetrememberinghimself。
Foralittlehestoodbytheelm—tree,clutchingtheridgesofitsbark。Evensowouldhewrestletomorrow,andStephen,imperturbable,reply,\"Mybodyismyown。\"Orworsestill,hemightwrestlewithapliantStephenwhopromisedhimgliblyagain。Whileheprayedforamiracletoconverthisbrother,itstruckhimthathemustprayforhimself。Forhe,too,wasruined。
\"Why,what’sthematter?\"askedLeighton。\"Stephen’sonlybeingwithfriends。Mr。Elliot,sir,don’tbreakdown。Nothing’shappenedbad。Noone’sdiedyet,orevenhurtthemselves。\"Everkind,hetookholdofRickie’sarm,and,pityingsuchanervousfellow,setoutwithhimforhome。TheshouldersofOrionrosebehindthemoverthetopmostboughsoftheelm。Fromthebridgethewholeconstellationwasvisible,andRickiesaid,\"MayGodreceivemeandpardonmefortrustingtheearth。\"
\"But,Mr。Elliot,whathaveyoudonethat’swrong?\"
\"Gonebankrupt,Leighton,forthesecondtime。Pretendedagainthatpeoplewerereal。MayGodhavemercyonme!\"
Leightondroppedhisarm。Thoughhedidnotunderstand,achillofdisgustpassedoverhim,andhesaid,\"IwillgobacktoTheAntelope。IwillhelpthemputStephentobed。\"
\"Do。Iwillwaitforyouhere。\"Thenheleantagainsttheparapetandprayedpassionately,forheknewthattheconventionswouldclaimhimsoon。Godwasbeyondthem,butah,howfarbeyond,andtobereachedafterwhatdegradation!Attheendofthischildishdetourhiswifeawaitedhim,notlesssurelybecauseshewasonlyhiswifeinname。Hewastooweak。Booksandfriendswerenotenough。Littlebylittleshewouldclaimhimandcorrupthimandmakehimwhathehadbeen;andthewomanhelovedwoulddieout,indrunkenness,indebauchery,andherstrengthwouldbedissipatedbyaman,herbeautydefiledinaman。Shewouldnotcontinue。Thatmysticroseandthefaceitilluminedmeantnothing。Thestream——hewasaboveitnow——meantnothing,thoughitburstfromthepureturfandranforevertothesea。Thebather,theshouldersofOrion—theyallmeantnothing,andweregoingnowhere。Thewholeaffairwasaridiculousdream。
Leightonreturned,saying,\"Haven’tyouseenStephen?Theysayhefollowedus:hecanstillwalk:Itoldyouhewasn’tsobad。\"
\"Idon’tthinkhepassedme。Oughtonetolook?\"HewanderedalittlealongtheRomanroad。Againnothingmattered。Atthelevel—crossingheleantonthegatetowatchaslowgoodstrainpass。Intheglareoftheenginehesawthathisbrotherhadcomethisway,perhapsthroughsomesoddenmemoryoftheRings,andnowlaydrunkovertherails。Wearilyhedidaman’sduty。Therewastimetoraisehimupandpushhimintosafety。Itisalsoaman’sdutytosavehisownlife,andthereforehetried。Thetrainwentoverhisknees。HediedupinCadover,whispering,\"Youhavebeenright,\"toMrs。Failing。
ShewroteofhimtoMrs。Lewinafterwardsas\"onewhohasfailedinallheundertook;oneofthethousandswhosedustreturnstothedust,accomplishingnothingintheinterval。AgnesandI
buriedhimtothesoundofourcrackedbell,andpretendedthathehadoncebeenalive。Theother,whowasalwayshonest,keptaway。\"
XXXV
>Fromthewindowtheylookedoverasobervalley,whosesideswerenottooslopingtobeploughed,andwhosetrendwasfollowedbyagrass—growntrack。ItwaslateonSundayafternoon,andthevalleywasdesertedexceptforonelabourer,whowascoastingslowlydownwardonarosybicycle。Theairwasveryquiet。Ajayscreamedupinthewoodsbehind,butthering—doves,whoroostearly,werealreadysilent。Sincethewindowopenedwestward,theroomwasfloodedwithlight,andStephen,findingithot,wasworkinginhisshirtsleeves。
\"Youguaranteethey’llsell?\"heasked,withapenbetweenhisteeth。Hewastidyingupapileofmanuscripts。
\"Iguaranteethattheworldwillbethegainer,\"saidMr。
Pembroke,nowaclergyman,whosatbesidehimatthetablewithanexpressionofrefineddisapprovalonhisface。
\"I’dgottheideathatthelongstoryhaditspoints,butthattheseshorterthingsdidn’t——what’stheword?\"
\"’Convince’isprobablythewordyouwant。Butthattypeofcriticismisquiteathingofthepast。HaveyouseentheillustratedAmericanedition?\"
\"Idon’tremember。\"
\"MightIsendyouacopy?Ithinkyououghttopossessone。\"
\"Thankyou。\"Hiseyewandered。Thebicyclehaddisappearedintosometrees,andthither,throughacloudlesssky,thesunwasalsodescending。
\"Isallquiteplain?\"saidMr。Pembroke。\"Submitthesetenstoriestothemagazines,andmakeyourowntermswiththeeditors。Then——Ihaveyourwordforit——youwilljoinforceswithme;andthefourstoriesinmypossession,togetherwithyours,shouldmakeupavolume,whichwemightwellcall’PanPipes。’\"
\"Areyousure`PanPipes’haven’tbeenusedupalready?\"
Mr。Pembrokeclenchedhisteeth。Hehadbeenbearingwiththissortofthingfornearlyanhour。\"Ifthatisthecase,wecanselectanother。Atitleiseasytocomeby。Butthatistheideaitmustsuggest。Thestories,asIhavetwiceexplainedtoyou,allcentreroundaNaturetheme。Pan,beingthegodof——\"
\"Iknowthat,\"saidStephenimpatiently。
\"——Beingthegodof——\"
\"Allright。Let’sgetfurrard。I’velearntthat。\"
Itwasyearssincetheschoolmasterhadbeeninterrupted,andhecouldnotstandit。\"Verywell,\"hesaid。\"Ibowtoyoursuperiorknowledgeoftheclassics。Letusproceed。\"
\"Ohyestheintroduction。Theremustbeone。Itwastheintroductionwithallthosewrongdetailsthatsoldtheotherbook。\"
\"Youoverwhelmme。Ineverpennedthememoirwiththatintention。\"
\"Ifyouwon’tdoone,Mrs。Keynesmust!\"
\"Mysisterleadsabusylife。Icouldnotaskher。Iwilldoitmyselfsinceyouinsist。\"
\"Andthebinding?\"
\"Thebinding,\"saidMr。Pembrokecoldly,\"mustreallybelefttothediscretionofthepublisher。Wecannotbeconcernedwithsuchdetails。Ourtaskispurelyliterary。\"Hisattentionwandered。Hebegantofidget,andfinallybentdownandlookedunderthetable。\"Whathavewehere?\"heasked。
Stephenlookedalso,andforamomenttheysmiledateachotherovertheprostratefigureofachild,whowascuddlingMr。
Pembroke’sboots。\"She’saftertheblacking,\"heexplained。\"Ifweleftherthere,she’dlickthembrown。\"
\"Indeed。Isthatsoverysafe?\"
\"Itneverdidmeanyharm。Comeup!Yourtongue’sdirty。\"
\"CanI——\"Shewasunderstoodtoaskwhethershecouldcleanhertongueonalollie。
\"No,no!\"saidMr。Pembroke。\"Lollipopsdon’tcleanlittlegirls’
tongues。\"
\"Yes,theydo,\"heretorted。\"Butshewon’tgetone。\"Heliftedheronhisknee,andraspedhertonguewithhishandkerchief。
\"Dearlittlething,\"saidthevisitorperfunctorily。Thechildbegantosquall,andkickedherfatherinthestomach。
Stephenregardedherquietly。\"Youtriedtohurtme,\"hesaid。
\"Hurtingdoesn’tcount。Tryingtohurtcounts。Goandcleanyourtongueyourself。Getoffmyknee。\"Tearsofanothersortcameintohereyes,butsheobeyedhim。\"How’sthegreatBertie?\"heasked。
\"Thankyou。Mynephewisperfectlywell。Howcameyoutohearofhisexistence?\"
\"ThroughtheSilts,ofcourse。Itisn’tfivemilestoCadover。\"
Mr。Pembrokeraisedhiseyesmournfully。\"IcannotconceivehowthepoorSiltsgooninthatgreathouse。Whateversheintended,itcouldnothavebeenthat。Thehouse,thefarm,themoney,——
everythingdowntothepersonalarticlesthatbelongtoMr。
Failing,andshouldhaverevertedtohisfamily!\"
\"It’slegal。Interstatesuccession。\"
\"Idonotdisputeit。Butitisalessontoonetomakeawill。
Mrs。Keynesandmyselfwereelectrified。\"
\"They’lldothere。Theyofferedmetheagency,but——\"Helookeddownthecultivatedslopes。Hismannersweregrowingrough,forhesawfewgentlemennow,andhewaseitherincoherentorelsealarminglydirect。\"However,ifLawrieSilt’saCockneylikehisfather,andifmynextisaboyandlikeme——\"Ashybeautifullookcameintohiseyes,andpassedunnoticed。\"They’lldo,\"herepeated。\"TheyturnedoutWilbrahamandbuiltnewcottages,andbridgedtherailway,andmadeothernecessaryalterations。\"Therewasamoment’ssilence。
Mr。Pembroketookouthiswatch。\"IwonderifImighthavethetrap?Imustn’tmissmytrain,mustI?Itisgoodofyoutohavegrantedmeaninterview。Itisallquiteplain?\"
\"Yes。\"
\"Acaseofhalfandhalf—divisionofprofits。\"
\"Halfandhalf?\"saidtheyoungfarmerslowly。\"Whatdoyoutakemefor?Halfandhalf,whenIprovidetenofthestoriesandyouonlyfour?\"
\"I——I——\"stammeredMr。Pembroke。
\"Iconsideryoudidmeoverthelongstory,andI’mdamnedifyoudomeovertheshortones!\"
\"Hush!ifyouplease,hush!——ifonlyforyourlittlegirl’ssake。\"
Heliftedaclericalpalm。
\"Youdidme,\"hisvoicedrove,\"andallthethirty—nineArticleswon’tstopmesayingso。Thatlongstorywasmeanttobemine。I
gotitwritten。You’vedonemeoutofeverypennyitfetched。
It’sdedicatedtome——flatout——andyouevencrossedoutthededicationandtidiedmeoutoftheintroduction。Listentome,Pembroke。You’vedonepeopleallyourlife——Ithinkwithoutknowingit,butthatwon’tcomfortus。Awretcheddevilatyourschooloncewrotetome,andhe’dbeendone。Shamfood,shamreligion,shamstraighttalks——andwhenhebrokedown,yousaiditwastheworldinminiature。\"Hesnatchedathimroughly。\"ButI’llshowyoutheworld。\"Hetwistedhimroundlikeababy,andthroughtheopendoortheysawonlythequietvalley,butinitarivuletthatwouldintimebringitswaterstothesea。\"Lookevenatthat——andupbehindwherethePlainbeginsandyougetonthesolidchalk——thinkofusridingsomenightwhenyou’reorderingyourhotbottle——that’stheworld,andthere’snominiatureworld。There’soneworld,Pembroke,andyoucan’ttidymenoutofit。Theyansweryoubackdoyouhear?——theyanswerbackifyoudothem。Ifyoutellamanthiswaythatfoursheepequalten,heanswersbackyou’realiar。\"
Mr。Pembrokewasspeechless,and——suchishumannature——hechieflyresentedtheallusiontothehotbottle;anunmanlyluxuryinwhichheneverindulged;contentinghimselfwithnightsocks。\"Enough——
thereisnowitnesspresent——asyouhavedoubtlessobserved。\"Buttherewas。Foralittlevoicecried,\"Oh,mummy,they’refighting——
suchfun——\"andfeetwentpatteringupthestairs。\"Enough。Youtalkof’doing,’butwhataboutthemoneyoutofwhichyou’did’mysister?Whataboutthispicture\"——hepointedtoafadedphotographofStockholm——\"whichyoucausedtobefilchedfromthewallsofmyhouse?Whatabout——enough!Letusconcludethisdishearteningscene。Youobjecttomyterms。Nameyours。Ishallacceptthem。
Itisfutiletoreasonwithonewhoistheworsefordrink。\"
Stephenwasquietatonce。\"Steadyon!\"hesaidgently。\"Steadyoninthatdirection。Takeone—thirdforyourfourstoriesandtheintroduction,andIwillkeeptwo—thirdsformyself。\"Thenhewenttoharnessthehorse,whileMr。Pembroke,watchinghisbroadback,desiredtoburyaknifeinit。Thedesirepassed,partlybecauseitwasunclerical,partlybecausehehadnoknife,andpartlybecausehesoonblurredoverwhathadhappened。Tohimallcriticismwas\"rudeness\":heneverheededit,forheneverneededit:hewasneverwrong。Allhislifehehadorderedlittlehumanbeingsabout,andnowhewasequallymagisterialtobigones:Stephenwasafifth—formloutwhom,owingtosomeflawintheregulations,hecouldnotsenduptotheheadmastertobecaned。
Thisattitudemakesfortranquillity。Beforelonghefeltmerelyaninjuredmartyr。Hisbraincleared。Hestooddeepinthoughtbeforetheonlyotherpicturethatthebareroomboasted——theDemeterofCnidus。Outsidethesunwassinking,anditslastraysfellupontheimmortalfeaturesandtheshatteredknees。Sweet—
peasofferedtheirfragrance,andwithitthereenteredthosemoremysteriousscentsthatcomefromnooneflowerorclodofearth,butfromthewholebosomofevening。
Hetriednottobecynical。Butinhishearthecouldnotregretthattragedy,alreadyhalf—forgotten,conventionalized,indistinct。Ofcoursedeathisaterriblething。Yetdeathismercifulwhenitweedsoutafailure。Ifwelookdeepenough,itisallforthebest。Hestaredatthepictureandnodded。
Stephen,whohadmethisvisitoratthestation,hadintendedtodrivehimbackthere。Butaftertheirspurtoftemperhesenthimwiththeboy。Heremainedinthedoorway,gladthathewasgoingtomakemoney,gladthathehadbeenangry;whiletheglowoftheclearskydeepened,andthesilencewasperfected,andthescentsofthenightgrewstronger。Oldvagranciesawoke,andheresolvedthat,dearlyashelovedhishouse,hewouldnotenteritagaintilldawn。\"Goodnight!\"hecalled,andthenthechildcamerunning,andhewhispered,\"Quick,then!Bringmearug。\"
\"Good—night,\"herepeated,andapleasantvoicecalledthroughanupperwindow,\"Whygood—night?\"Hedidnotansweruntilthechildwaswrappedupinhisarms。
\"Itistimethatshelearnttosleepout,\"hecried。\"Ifyouwantme,we’reoutonthehillside,whereIusedtobe。\"
Thevoiceprotested,sayingthisandthat。
\"Stewart’sinthehouse,\"saidtheman,\"anditcannotmatter,andIamgoinganyway。\"
\"Stephen,Iwishyouwouldn’t。Iwishyouwouldn’ttakeher。
Promiseyouwon’tsayfoolishthingstoher。Don’t——Iwishyou’dcomeupforaminute——\"
Thechild,whosefacewaslaidagainsthis,feltthemusclesinitharden。
\"Don’ttellherfoolishthingsaboutyourself——thingsthataren’tanylongertrue。Don’tworryherwitholddeaddreadfulness。Topleaseme——don’t。\"
\"JusttonightIwon’t,then。\"
\"Stevie,dear,pleasememore——don’ttakeherwithyou。\"
Atthishelaughedimpertinently。\"IsupposeI’mbeingkeptinline,\"shecalled,and,thoughhecouldnotseeher,shestretchedherarmstowardshim。Foratimehestoodmotionless,underherwindow,musingonhishappytangiblelife。Thenhisbreathquickened,andhewonderedwhyhewashere,andwhyheshouldholdawarmchildinhisarms。\"It’stimewewerestarting,\"hewhispered,andshowedthesky,whoseorangewasalreadyfadingintogreen。\"Wisheverythinggoodnight。\"
\"Good—night,dearmummy,\"shesaidsleepily。\"Goodnight,dearhouse。Good—night,youpictures——longpicture——stonelady。Iseeyouthroughthewindow——yourfacesarepink。\"
Thetwilightdescended。Herestedhislipsonherhair,andcarriedher,withoutspeaking,untilhereachedtheopendown。Hehadoftensleptherehimself,alone,andonhiswedding—night,andheknewthattheturfwasdry,andthatifyoulaidyourfacetoityouwouldsmellthethyme。Foramomenttheeartharousedher,andshebegantochatter。\"Myprayers——\"shesaidanxiously。
Hegaveheronehand,andshewasasleepbeforeherfingershadnestledinitspalm。Theirtouchmadehimpensive,andagainhemarvelledwhyhe,theaccident,washere。Hewasaliveandhadcreatedlife。Bywhoseauthority?Thoughhecouldnotphraseit,hebelievedthatheguidedthefutureofourrace,andthat,centuryaftercentury,histhoughtsandhispassionswouldtriumphinEngland。Thedeadwhohadevokedhim,theunbornwhomhewouldevokehegovernedthepathsbetweenthem。Bywhoseauthority?
OutinthewestlayCadoverandthefieldsofhisearlieryouth,andoverthemdescendedthecrescentmoon。Hiseyesfollowedherdecline,andagainstherfinalradiancehesaw,orthoughthesaw,theoutlineoftheRings。Hehadalwaysbeengrateful,aspeoplewhounderstoodhimknew。Butthiseveninghisgratitudeseemedagiftofsmallaccount。Theearwasdeaf,andwhatthanksofhiscouldreachit?Thebodywasdust,andinwhatecstasyofhiscoulditshare?Thespirithadfled,inagonyandloneliness,nevertoknowthatitbequeathedhimsalvation。
Hefilledhispipe,andthensatpressingtheunlittobaccowithhisthumb。\"WhatamItodo?\"hethought。\"Canhenoticethethingshegaveme?Aparsonwouldknow。Butwhat’samanlikemetodo,whoworksallhislifeoutofdoors?\"Ashewondered,thesilenceofthenightwasbroken。ThewhistleofMr。Pembroke’straincamefaintly,andaluridspotpassedovertheland——
passed,andthesilencereturned。Onethingremainedthatamanofhissortmightdo。Hebentdownreverentlyandsalutedthechild;towhomhehadgiventhenameoftheirmother。