Thusmusinghelaydowntosleep,feelingdiseasedinbodyandsoul。Itwasnowonderthatthenightwasthemostterriblehehadeverknown。HerevisitedCambridge,andhisnamewasagreyghostoverthedoor。Thenthererecurredthevoiceofagentleshadowywoman,Mrs。Aberdeen,\"Itdoesn’tseemhardlyright。\"
Thosehadbeenherwords,heronlycomplaintagainstthemysteriesofchangeanddeath。Shebowedherheadandlabouredtomakeher\"gentlemen\"comfortable。Shewaslabouringstill。AshelayinbedheaskedGodtogranthimherwisdom;thathemightkeepsorrowwithinduebounds;thathemightabstainfromextremehatredandenvyofStephen。Itwasseldomthatheprayedsodefinitely,orventuredtoobtrudehisprivatewishes。Religionwastohimaservice,amysticcommunionwithgood;notameansofgettingwhathewantedontheearth。Buttonight,throughsuffering,hewashumbled,andbecamelikeMrs。Aberdeen。
Hourafterhourheawaitedsleepandtriedtoendurethefacesthatfrothedinthegloom——hisaunt’s,hisfather’s,and,worstofall,thetriumphantfaceofhisbrother。Oncehestruckatit,andawoke,havinghurthishandonthewall。Thenheprayedhystericallyforpardonandrest。
Yetagaindidheawake,andfromamoremysteriousdream。Heheardhismothercrying。Shewascryingquitedistinctlyinthedarkenedroom。Hewhispered,\"Nevermind,mydarling,nevermind,\"andavoiceechoed,\"Nevermind——comeaway——letthemdieout——letthemdieout。\"Helitacandle,andtheroomwasempty。Then,hurryingtothewindow,hesawabovemeanhousesthefrostygloriesofOrion。
Henceforwardhedeteriorates。Letthosewhocensurehimsuggestwhatheshoulddo。Hehaslosttheworkthatheloved,hisfriends,andhischild。Heremainedconscientiousanddecent,butthespiritualpartofhimproceededtowardsruin。
XXIV
Thecomingmonths,thoughfullofdegradationandanxiety,weretobringhimnothingsoterribleasthatnight。Itwasthecrisisofthisagony。Hewasanoutcastandafailure。Buthewasnotagainforcedtocontemplatethesefactssoclearly。Vardenleftinthemorning,carryingthefatalletterwithhim。Thewholehousewasrelieved。Thegoodangelwaswiththeboysagain,orelse(asHerbertpreferredtothink)theyhadlearntalesson,andweremorehumaneinconsequence。Atallevents,thedisastroustermconcludedquietly。
IntheChristmasholidaysthetwomastersmadeanabortiveattempttovisitItaly,andatEastertherewastalkofacruiseintheAegean。Herbertactuallywent,andenjoyedAthensandDelphi。TheElliotspaidafewvisitstogetherinEngland。TheyreturnedtoSawstonabouttendaysbeforeschoolopened,tofindthatWiddringtonwasagainstoppingwiththeJacksons。
Intercoursewaspainful,forthetwofamilieswerescarcelyonspeakingterms;nordidthetriumphantscaffoldingsofthenewboarding—housemakethingseasier。(Thepartyofprogresshadcarriedtheday。)Widdringtonwasbynaturetouchy,butonthisoccasionherefusedtotakeoffence,andoftendroppedintoseethem。Hismannerwasfriendlybutcritical。Theyagreedhewasanuisance。ThenAgnesleft,veryabruptly,toseeMrs。Failing,andwhileshewasawayRickiehadalittlestealthyintercourse。
Herabsence,convenientasitwas,puzzledhim。Mrs。Silt,halfgoose,halfstormy—petrel,hadrecentlypaidaflyingvisittoCadover,andthencehadflown,withoutaninvitation,toSawston。
Generallyshewasnotawelcomeguest。OnthisoccasionAgneshadwelcomedher,and——soRickiethought——hadmadeherpromisenottotellhimsomethingthatsheknew。Theladieshadtalkedmysteriously。\"Mr。Siltwouldbeonewithyouthere,\"saidMrs。
Silt。Couldtherebeanyconnectionbetweenthetwovisits?
Agnes’sletterstoldhimnothing:theyneverdid。Shewastooclumsyortoocautioustoexpressherselfonpaper。AdrivetoStonehenge;ananthemintheCathedral;AuntEmily’slove。AndwhenhemetheratWaterloohelearntnothing(iftherewasanythingtolearn)fromherface。
\"Howdidyouenjoyyourself?\"
\"Thoroughly。\"
\"Wereyouandshealone?\"
\"Sometimes。Sometimesotherpeople。\"
\"WillUncleTony’sEssaysbepublished?\"
Hereshewasmorecommunicative。Thebookwasatlastinproof。
AuntEmilyhadwrittenacharmingintroduction;butshewassoidle,sheneverfinishedthingsoff。
TheygotintoanomnibusfortheArmyandNavyStores:shewantedtodosomeshoppingbeforegoingdowntoSawston。
\"DidyoureadanyoftheEssays?\"
\"Everyone。Delightful。Couldn’tputthemdown。Nowandthenhespoiltthembystatistics——butyoushouldreadhisdescriptionsofNature。Heagreeswithyou:saysthehillsandtreesarealive!AuntEmilycalledyouhisspiritualheir,whichIthoughtniceofher。Webothsolamentedthatyouhavestoppedwriting。\"
ShequotedfragmentsoftheEssaysastheywentupintheStores’
lift。
\"Whatelsedidyoutalkabout?\"
\"I’vetoldyouallmynews。Nowforyours。Let’shaveteafirst。\"
Theysatdowninthecorridoramidladiesineverystageoffatigue——haggardladies,scarletladies,ladieswithparcelsthattwistedfromeveryfingerlikejointsofmeat。Gentlemenwerescarcer,butallwereofthesub—fashionabletype,towhichRickiehimselfnowbelonged。
\"Ihaven’tdoneanything,\"hesaidfeebly。\"Ate,read,beenrudetotradespeople,talkedtoWiddrington。Herbertarrivedthismorning。HehasbroughtamostbeautifulphotographoftheParthenon。\"
\"Mr。Widdrington?\"
\"Yes。\"
\"Whatdidyoutalkabout?\"
Shemighthaveheardeveryword。Itwasonlythefeelingofpleasurethathewishedtoconceal。Evenwhenwelovepeople,wedesiretokeepsomecornersecretfromthem,howeversmall:itisahumanright:itispersonality。Shebegantocross—questionhim,buttheywereinterrupted。Ayoungladyatanadjacenttablesuddenlyroseandcried,\"Yes,itisyou。Ithoughtsofromyourwalk。\"ItwasMaudAnsell。
\"Oh,docomeandjoinus!\"hecried。\"Letmeintroducemywife。\"
Maudbowedquitestiffly,butAgnes,takingitforill—breeding,wasnotoffended。
\"ThenIwillcome!\"shecontinuedinshrill,pleasanttones,adroitlypoisingherteathingsoneitherhand,andtransferringthemtotheElliots’table。\"Whyhaven’tyouevercometous,pray?\"
\"Ithinkyoudidn’taskme!\"
\"Youweren’ttobeasked。\"Shesprawledforwardwithawaggingfinger。Buthereyeshadthehonestyofherbrother’s。\"Don’tyourememberthedayyouleftus?Fathersaid,’Now,Mr。Elliot——’Ordidhecallyou’Elliot’?Howonedoesforget。Anyhow,fathersaidyouweren’ttowaitforaninvitation,andyousaid,’No,Iwon’t。’Oursisafair—sizedhouse,\"——sheturnedsomewhathaughtilytoAgnes,——\"andthesecondspareroom,onaccountofaharpthathangsonthewall,isalwaysreservedforStewart’sfriends。\"
\"HowisMr。Ansell,yourbrother?\"
Maud’sfacefell。\"Hadn’tyouheard?\"shesaidinawe—strucktones。
\"No。\"
\"Hehasn’tgothisfellowship。It’sthesecondtimehe’sfailed。
Thatmeanshewillnevergetone。Hewillneverbeadon,norliveinCambridgeandthat,aswehadhoped。\"
\"Oh,poor,poorfellow!\"saidMrs。Elliotwitharemorsethatwassincere,thoughhercongratulationswouldnothavebeen。\"Iamsoverysorry。\"
ButMaudturnedtoRickie。\"Mr。Elliot,youmightknow。Tellme。
WhatiswrongwithStewart’sphilosophy?Whatoughthetoputin,ortoalter,soastosucceed?\"
Agnes,whoknewbetterthanthis,smiled。
\"Idon’tknow,\"saidRickiesadly。Theywerenoneofthemsoclever,afterall。
\"Hegel,\"shecontinuedvindictively。\"Theysayhe’sreadtoomuchHegel。Buttheynevertellhimwhattoreadinstead。Theirownstuffybooks,Isuppose。Lookhere——no,that’sthe’Windsor。’\"
Afteralittlegropingsheproducedacopyof\"Mind,\"andhandeditroundasifitwasageologicalspecimen。\"Insidethatthere’saparagraphwrittenaboutsomethingStewart’swrittenaboutbefore,andthereitsayshe’sreadtoomuchHegel,anditseemsnowthatthat’sbeenthetroubleallalong。\"Hervoicetrembled。
\"Icallitmostunfair,andthefellowship’sgonetoamanwhohascountedthepetalsonananemone。\"
Rickiehadnoinclinationtosmile。
\"IwishStewarthadtriedOxfordinstead。\"
\"Idon’twishit!\"
\"Yousaythat,\"shecontinuedhotly,\"andthenyounevercometoseehim,thoughyouknewyouwerenottowaitforaninvitation。\"
\"Ifitcomestothat,MissAnsell,\"retortedRickie,inthelaughingtonesthatoneadoptsonsuchoccasions,\"Stewartwon’tcometome,thoughhehashadaninvitation。\"
\"Yes,\"chimedinAgnes,\"weaskMr。Ansellagainandagain,andhewillhavenoneofus。\"
Maudlookedatherwithaflashingeye。\"Mybrotherisaverypeculiarperson,andweladiescan’tunderstandhim。ButIknowonething,andthat’sthathehasareasonallroundforwhathedoes。Lookhere,Imustbegettingon。Waiter!Wai—ai—aiter!
Bill,please。Separately,ofcourse。CalltheArmyandNavycheap!Iknowbetter!\"
\"Howdoesthedraperydepartmentcompare?\"saidAgnessweetly。
Thegirlgaveasharpchokingsound,gatheredupherparcels,andleftthem。Rickiewastoomuchdisgustedwithhiswifetospeak。
\"Appallingperson!\"shegasped。\"Itwasnaughtyofme,butI
couldn’thelpit。Whatadreadfulfateforacleverman!Tofailinlifecompletely,andthentobethrownbackonafamilylikethat!\"
\"MaudisasnobandaPhilistine。But,inhercase,somethingemerges。\"
Sheglancedathim,butproceededinhersuavesttones,\"DoletusmakeonegreatunitedattempttogetMr。AnselltoSawston。\"
\"No。\"
\"Whatachangeablefriendyouare!Whenwewereengagedyouwerealwaystalkingabouthim。\"
\"Wouldyoufinishyourtea,andthenwewillbuythelinoleumforthecubicles。\"
Butshereturnedtothesubjectagain,notonlyonthatdaybutthroughouttheterm。CouldnothingbedoneforpoorMr。Ansell?
Itseemedthatshecouldnotrestuntilallthathehadoncehelddearwashumiliated。Inthisshestrayedoutsidehernature:shewasunpractica1。Andthosewhostrayoutsidetheirnatureinvitedisaster。Rickie,goadedbyher,wrotetohisfriendagain。Theletterwasinallwaysunlikehisoldself。Anselldidnotanswerit。ButhedidwritetoMr。Jackson,withwhomhewasnotacquainted。
\"DearMr。Jackson,——
IunderstandfromWiddringtonthatyouhavealargehouse。I
wouldliketotellyouhowconvenientitwouldbeformetocomeandstopinit。Junesuitsmebest。——
Yourstruly,StewartAnsellTowhichMr。JacksonrepliedthatnotonlyinJunebutduringthewholeyearhishousewasatthedisposalofMr。Ansellandofanyonewhoresembledhim。
ButAgnescontinuedherlife,cheerfullybeatingtime。She,too,knewthathermarriagewasafailure,andinhersparemomentsregrettedit。Shewishedthatherhusbandwashandsomer,moresuccessful,moredictatorial。Butshewouldthink,\"No,no;onemustn’tgrumble。Itcan’tbehelped。\"Ansellwaswronginsup—
posingshemighteverleaveRickie。Spiritualapathypreventedher。Norwouldsheeverbetemptedbyajollierman。Herecriticismwouldwillinglyalteritstone。ForAgnesalsohashertragedy。Shebelongedtothetype——notnecessarilyanelevatedone——thatlovesonceandonceonly。HerloveforGeraldhadnotbeenanoblepassion:noimaginationtransfiguredit。Butsuchasitwas,itsprangtoembracehim,andhecarrieditawaywithhimwhenhedied。Lesamoursguisuivrentsontmoinsinvoluntaires:
byaneffortofthewillshehadwarmedherselfforRickie。
Sheisnotconsciousofhertragedy,andthereforeonlythegodsneedweepatit。Butitisfairtorememberthathithertoshemovesasonefromwhomtheinnerlifehasbeenwithdrawn。
XXV
\"Iamafraid,\"saidAgnes,unfoldingaletterthatshehadreceivedinthemorning,\"thatthingsgofarfromsatisfactorilyatCadover。\"
Thethreewerealoneatsupper。ItwastheJuneofRickie’ssecondyearatSawston。
\"Indeed?\"saidHerbert,whotookafriendlyinterest。\"Inwhatway?
\"DoyourememberustalkingofStephen——StephenWonham,whobyanoddcoincidence——\"
\"Yes。WhowrotelastyeartothatmiserablefailureVarden。I
do。\"
\"Itisabouthim。\"
\"Ididnotlikethetoneofhisletter。\"
Agneshadmadeherfirstmove。Shewaitedforherhusbandtoreplytoit。Buthe,thoughfullofapainfulcuriosity,wouldnotspeak。Shemovedagain。
\"Idon’tthink,Herbert,thatAuntEmily,muchasIlikeher,isthekindofpersontobringayoungmanup。Atalleventstheresultshavebeendisastrousthistime。\"
\"Whathashappened?\"
\"Atangleofthings。\"Sheloweredhervoice。\"Drink。\"
\"Dear!Really!WasMrs。Failingfondofhim?\"
\"Sheusedtobe。ShelethimliveatCadovereversincehewasalittleboy。Naturallythatcannotcontinue。\"
Rickieneverspoke。
\"Andnowhehastakentobeviolentandrude,\"shewenton。
\"Inshort,abeggaronhorseback。Whoishe?Hashegotrelatives?\"
\"Shehasalwaysbeenbothfatherandmothertohim。Nowitmustallcometoanend。Iblameher——andsheblamesherself——fornotbeingsevereenough。Hehasgrownupwithoutfixedprinciples。Hehasalwaysfollowedhisinclinations,andoneknowstheresultofthat\"
Herbertassented。\"TomeMrs。Failing’scourseisperfectlyplain。Shehasacertainresponsibility。Shemustpaytheyouth’spassagetooneofthecolonies,starthimhandsomelyinsomebusiness,andthenbreakoffallcommunications。\"
\"Howfunny!Itisexactlywhatsheisgoingtodo。\"
\"Ishallthenconsiderthatshehasbehavedinathoroughlyhonourablemanner。\"Heheldouthisplateforgooseberries。\"HislettertoVardenwasneitherhelpfulnorsympathetic,and,ifwrittenatall,itoughttohavebeenboth。Iamnotintheleastsurprisedtolearnthathehasturnedoutbadly。Whenyouwritenext,wouldyoutellherhowsorryIam?\"
\"IndeedIwill。Twoyearsago,whenshewasalreadyalittleanxious,shedidsowishyoucouldundertakehim。
\"Icouldnotalteragrownman。\"Butinhishearthethoughthecould,andsmiledathissisteramiably。\"Terrible,isn’tit?\"heremarkedtoRickie。Rickie,whowastryingnottomindanything,assented。Andanonlookerwouldhavesupposedthemadispassionatetrio,whoweresorrybothforMrs。Failingandforthebeggarwhowouldbestrideherhorses’backsnolonger。AnewtopicwasintroducedbythearrivaloftheeveningpostHerberttookupalltheletters,asheoftendid。
\"Jackson?\"heexclaimed。\"Whatdoesthefellowwant?\"Heread,andhistonewasmollified,\"’DearMr。Pembroke,——Couldyou,Mrs。
Elliot,andMr。ElliotcometosupperwithusonSaturdaynext?I
shouldnotmerelybepleased,Ishouldbegrateful。MywifeiswritingformallytoMrs。Elliot’——(Here,Agnes,takeyourletter),——butIventuretowriteaswell,andtoaddmymoreuncouthentreaties。’——Anolive—branch。Itistime!But(ridiculousperson!)doeshethinkthatwecanleavetheHousedesertedandallgooutpleasuringintermtime?——Rickie,aletterforyou。\"
\"Mine’stheformalinvitation,\"saidAgnes。\"Howveryodd!Mr。
Ansellwillbethere。Surelyweaskedhimhere!DidyouknowheknewtheJacksons?\"
\"Thismakesrefusalverydifficult,\"saidHerbert,whowasanxioustoaccept。\"Atallevents,Rickieoughttogo。\"
\"Idonotwanttogo,\"saidRickie,slowlyopeninghisownletter。\"AsAgnessays,Ansellhasrefusedtocometous。I
cannotputmyselfoutforhim。\"
\"Who’syoursfrom?\"shedemanded。
\"Mrs。Silt,\"repliedHerbert,whohadseenthehandwriting。
\"Itrustshedoesnotwanttopayusavisitthisterm,withtheexaminationsimpendingandallthemachineryatfullpressure。
Though,Rickie,youwillhavetoaccepttheJacksons’
invitation。\"
\"Icannotpossiblygo。Ihavebeentoorude;withWiddringtonwealwaysmeethere。I’llstopwiththeboys——\"Hisvoicecaughtsuddenly。HehadopenedMrs。Silt’sletter。
\"TheSiltsarenotill,Ihope?\"
\"No。But,Isay,\"——helookedathiswife,——\"Idothinkthisisgoingtoofar。Really,Agnes。\"
\"Whathashappened?\"
\"Itisgoingtoofar,\"herepeated。Hewasnervinghimselfforanotherbattle。\"Icannotstandthissortofthing。Therearelimits。\"
Helaidtheletterdown。ItwasHerbertwhopickeditup,andread:\"AuntEmilyhasjustwrittentous。Wearesogladthathertroublesareover,inspiteoftheexpense。Itneverdoestoliveapartfromone’sownrelativessomuchasshehasdoneuptonow。
HegoesnextSaturdaytoCanada。Whatyoutoldherabouthimjustturnedthescale。Shehasaskedus——\"
\"No,it’stoomuch,\"heinterrupted。\"WhatItoldher——toldherabouthim——no,Iwillhaveitoutatlast。Agnes!\"
\"Yes?\"saidhiswife,raisinghereyesfromMrs。Jackson’sformalinvitation。
\"It’syou——it’syou。Inevermentionedhimtoher。Why,I’veneverseenherorwrittentohersince。Iaccuseyou。\"
ThenHerbertoverborehim,andhecollapsed。Hewasaskedwhathemeant。Whywashesoexcited?Ofwhatdidheaccusehiswife。
Eachtimehespokemorefeebly,andbeforelongthebrotherandsisterwerelaughingathim。Hefeltbewildered,likeaboywhoknowsthatheisrightbutcannotputhiscasecorrectly。Herepeated,\"I’venevermentionedhimtoher。It’salibel。Neverinmylife。\"Andtheycried,\"MydearRickie,whatanabsurdfuss!\"Thenhisbraincleared。Hiseyefellontheletterthathiswifehadreceivedfromhisaunt,andhereopenedthebattle。
\"Agnes,givemethatletter,ifyouplease。\"
\"Mrs。Jackson’s?\"
\"Myaunt’s。\"
Sheputherhandonit,andlookedathimdoubtfully。Shesawthatshehadfailedtobullyhim。
\"Myaunt’sletter,\"herepeated,risingtohisfeetandbendingoverthetabletowardsher。
\"Why,dear?\"
\"Yes,whyindeed?\"echoedHerbert。HetoohadbulliedRickie,butfromapurermotive:hehadtriedtostampoutadissensionbetweenhusbandandwife。Itwasnotthefirsttimehehadintervened。
\"Theletter。Forthisreason:itwillshowmewhatyouhavedone。
IbelieveyouhaveruinedStephen。youhaveworkedatitfortwoyears。Youhaveputwordsintomymouthto’turnthescale’
againsthim。HegoestoCanada——andalltheworldthinksitisowingtome。AsIsaidbefore——Iadviseyoutostopsmiling——youhavegonealittletoofar。\"
Theywereallontheirfeetnow,standingroundthelittletable。
Agnessaidnothing,butthefingersofherdelicatehandtightenedupontheletter。Whenherhusbandsnatchedatitsheresisted,andwiththeeffectofaharlequinadeeverythingwentonthefloor——lamb,mintsauce,gooseberries,lemonade,whisky。
Atoncetheywereswampedindomesticities。Sherangthebellfortheservant,criesarose,dusterswerebrought,brokencrockery(aweddingpresent)pickedupfromthecarpet;whilehestoodwrathfullyatthewindow,regardingtheobscuredsun’sdecline。
\"IMUSTseeherletter,\"herepeated,whentheagitationwasover。Hewastooangrytobedivertedfromhispurpose。Onlyslightemotionsarethwartedbyaninterludeoffarce。
\"I’vehadenoughofthisquarrelling,\"sheretorted。\"YouknowthattheSiltsareinaccurate。Ithinkyoumighthavegivenmethebenefitofthedoubt。Ifyouwillknow——haveyouforgottenthatrideyoutookwithhim。?\"
\"I——\"hewasagainbewildered。\"TheridewhereIdreamt——\"
\"Theridewhereyouturnedbackbecauseyoucouldnotlistentoadisgracefulpoem?\"
\"Idon’tunderstand。\"
\"ThepoemwasAuntEmily。Hereadittoyouandastraysoldier。
Afterwardsyoutoldme。Yousaid,’Reallyitisshocking,hisingratitude。Sheoughttoknowaboutit’Shedoesknow,andI
shouldbegladofanapology。\"
Hehadsaidsomethingofthesortinafitofirritation。Mrs。
Siltwasright——hehadhelpedtoturnthescale。
\"WhateverIsaid,youknewwhatImeant。YouknewI’dsoonercutmytongueoutthanhaveitusedagainsthim。Eventhen。\"Hesighed。Hadheruinedhisbrother?Acurioustendernesscameoverhim,andpassedwhenherememberedhisowndeadchild。\"Wehaveruinedhim,then。Haveyouanyobjectionto’we’?Wehavedisinheritedhim。\"
\"Idecideagainstyou,\"interposedHerbert。\"Ihavenowheardbothsidesofthisdeplorableaffair。Youaretalkingmostcriminalnonsense。’Disinherit!’Sentimentaltwaddle。It’sbeencleartomefromthefirstthatMrs。FailinghasbeenimposeduponbytheWonhamman,apersonwithnolegalclaimonher,andanyonewhoexposeshimperformsapublicduty——\"
\"——Andgetsmoney。\"
\"Money?\"Hewasalwaysuneasyattheword。\"Whomentionedmoney?\"
\"Justunderstandme,Herbert,andofwhatitisthatIaccusemywife。\"Tearscameintohiseyes。\"ItisnotthatIliketheWonhamman,orthinkthatheisn’tadrunkardandworse。He’stooawfulineveryway。Butheoughttohavemyaunt’smoney,becausehe’slivedallhislifewithher,andishernephewasmuchasI
am。Yousee,myfatherwentwrong。\"Hestopped,amazedathimself。Howeasyithadbeentosay!Hewaswitheringup:thepowertocareaboutthisstupidsecrethaddied。
WhenHerbertunderstood,hisfirstthoughtwasforDunwoodHouse。
\"WhyhaveIneverbeentold?\"washisfirstremark。
\"Wesettledtotellnoone,\"saidAgnes。\"Rickie,inhisanxietytoprovemealiar,hasbrokenhispromise。\"
\"Ioughttohavebeentold,\"saidHerbert,hisangerincreasing。
\"HadIknown,Icouldhaveavertedthisdeplorablescene。\"
\"Letmeconcludeit,\"saidRickie,againcollapsingandleavingthedining—room。HisimpulsewastogostraighttoCadoverandmakeabusiness—likestatementofthepositiontoStephen。Thenthemanwouldbearmed,andperhapsfightthetwowomensuccessfully,Butheresistedtheimpulse。Whyshouldhehelponepowerofevilagainstanother?Letthemgointertwinedtodestruction。Toenrichhisbrotherwouldbeasbadasenrichinghimself。Iftheiraunt’smoneyeverdidcometohim,hewouldrefusetoacceptit。Thatwastheeasiestandmostdignifiedcourse。Hetroubledhimselfnolongerwithjusticeorpity,andthenextdayheaskedhiswife’spardonforhisbehaviour。
Inthedining—roomtheconversationcontinued。Agnes,withoutmuchdifficulty,gainedherbrotherasanally。Sheacknowledgedthatshehadbeenwronginnottellinghim,andhethendeclaredthatshehadbeenrightoneveryotherpoint。Sheslurredalittleovertheincidentofhertreachery,forHerbertwassometimesclearsightedoverdetails,thougheasilymuddledinageneralsurvey。Mrs。Failinghadhadplentyofdirectcausesofcomplaint,andshedweltonthese。Shedealt,too,ontheveryhandsomewayinwhichtheyoungman,\"thoughheknewnothing,hadneveraskedtoknow,\"wasbeingtreatedbyhisaunt。
\"’Handsome’istheword,\"saidHerbert。\"Ihopenotindulgently。
Hedoesnotdeserveindulgence。\"
Andsheknewthathe,likeherself,couldremembermoney,andthatitlentanacknowledgedhalotohercause。
\"Itisnotasavourysubject,\"hecontinued,withsuddenstiffness。\"IunderstandwhyRickieissohysterical。
Myimpulse\"——helaidhishandonhershoulder——\"istoabandonitatonce。ButifIamtobeofanyusetoyou,Imusthearitall。
Therearemomentswhenwemustlookfactsintheface。\"
Shedidnotshrinkfromthesubjectasmuchashethought,asmuchassheherselfcouldhavewished。Twoyearsbefore,ithadfilledherwithaphysicalloathing。Butbynowshehadaccustomedherselftoit。
\"Iamafraid,Bertieboy,thereisnothingelsetobear,Ihavetriedtofindoutagainandagain,butAuntEmilywillnottellme。Isupposeitisnatural。ShewantstoshieldtheElliotname。
Sheonlytoldusinafitoftemper;thenweallagreedtokeepittoourselves;thenRickieagainmismanagedher,andeversinceshehasrefusedtoletusknowanydetails。\"
\"Amostunsatisfactoryposition。\"
\"SoIfeel。\"Shesatdownagainwithasigh。Mrs。Failinghadbeenagreattrialtoherorderlymind。\"Sheisanoddwoman。Sheisalwayslaughing。Sheactuallyfindsitamusingthatweknownomore。\"