第10章
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  \"Youhavecome,monsieur,frommyfriendMongenod?\"hesaid。

  \"Yes,\"repliedErnest,growingtimidwhenhesawbeforehimafaceassombreasOthello’s。\"MynameisErnestdeLaBriere,relatedtothefamilyofthelatecabinetminister,andhisprivatesecretaryduringhistermofoffice。Onhisdismissal,hisExcellencyputmeintheCourtofClaims,towhichIamlegalcounsel,andwhereImaypossiblysucceedaschief——\"

  \"AndhowdoesallthisconcernMademoiselledeLaBastie?\"askedthecount。

  \"Monsieur,Iloveher;andIhavetheunhoped—forhappinessofbeinglovedbyher。Hearme,monsieur,\"criedErnest,checkingaviolentmovementonthepartoftheangryfather。\"Ihavethestrangestconfessiontomaketoyou,ashamefuloneforamanofhonor;buttheworstpunishmentofmyconduct,naturalenoughinitself,isnotthetellingofittoyou;no,Ifearthedaughterevenmorethanthefather。\"

  Ernestthenrelatedsimply,andwiththenoblenessthatcomesofsincerity,allthefactsofhislittledrama,notomittingthetwentyormoreletters,whichhehadbroughtwithhim,northeinterviewwhichhehadjusthadwithCanalis。WhenMonsieurMignonhadfinishedreadingtheletters,theunfortunatelover,paleandsuppliant,actuallytrembledunderthefieryglanceoftheProvencal。

  \"Monsieur,\"saidthelatter,\"inthiswholematterthereisbutoneerror,butthatiscardinal。Mydaughterwillnothavesixmillions;

  attheutmost,shewillhaveamarriageportionoftwohundredthousandfrancs,andverydoubtfulexpectations。\"

  \"Ah,monsieur!\"criedErnest,risingandgraspingMonsieurMignon’shand;\"youtakealoadfrommybreast。Nothingcannowhindermyhappiness。Ihavefriends,influence;IshallcertainlybechiefoftheCourtofClaims。HadMademoiselleMignonnomorethantenthousandfrancs,ifIhadeventomakeasettlementonher,sheshouldstillbemywife;andtomakeherhappyasyou,monsieur,havemadeyourwifehappy,tobetoyouarealson(forIhavenofather),arethedeepestdesiresofmyheart。\"

  CharlesMignonsteppedbackthreepacesandfixeduponLaBrierealookwhichenteredtheeyesoftheyoungmanasadaggerentersitssheath;hestoodsilentamoment,recognizingtheabsolutecandor,thepuretruthfulnessofthatopennatureinthelightoftheyoungman’sinspiredeyes。\"Isfateatlastwearyofpursuingme?\"heaskedhimself。\"AmItofindinthisyoungmanthepearlofsons—in—law?\"Hewalkedupanddowntheroominstrongagitation。

  \"Monsieur,\"hesaidatlast,\"youareboundtosubmitwhollytothejudgmentwhichyouhavecomeheretoseek,otherwiseyouarenowplayingafarce。\"

  \"Oh,monsieur!\"

  \"Listentome,\"saidthefather,nailingLaBrierewherehestoodwithaglance。\"Ishallbeneitherharsh,norhard,norunjust。Youshallhavetheadvantagesandthedisadvantagesofthefalsepositioninwhichyouhaveplacedyourself。Mydaughterbelievesthatshelovesoneofthegreatpoetsoftheday,whosefameisreallythatwhichhasattractedher。Well,I,herfather,intendtogivehertheopportunitytochoosebetweenthecelebritywhichhasbeenabeacontoher,andthepoorrealitywhichtheironyoffatehasflungatherfeet。OughtshenottochoosebetweenCanalisandyourself?IrelyuponyourhonornottorepeatwhatIhavetoldyouastothestateofmyaffairs。Youmayeachcome,ImeanyouandyourfriendtheBarondeCanalis,toHavreforthelasttwoweeksofOctober。Myhousewillbeopentobothofyou,andmydaughtermusthaveanopportunitytostudyyou。Youmustyourselfbringyourrival,andnotdisabusehimastothefoolishtaleshewillhearaboutthewealthoftheComtedeLaBastie。IgotoHavreto—morrow,andIshallexpectyouthreedayslater。Adieu,monsieur。\"

  PoorLaBrierewentbacktoCanaliswithadraggingstep。Thepoet,meantime,lefttohimself,hadgivenwaytoacurrentofthoughtoutofwhichhadcomethatsecondaryimpulsewhichMonsieurdeTalleyrandvaluedsomuch。Thefirstimpulseisthevoiceofnature,thesecondthatofsociety。

  \"Agirlworthsixmillions,\"hethoughttohimself,\"andmyeyeswerenotabletoseethatgoldshininginthedarkness!WithsuchafortuneIcouldbepeerofFrance,count,marquis,ambassador。I’verepliedtomiddle—classwomenandsillywomen,andcraftycreatureswhowantedautographs;I’vetiredmyselftodeathwithmasked—ballintrigues,——attheverymomentwhenGodwassendingmeasoulofprice,anangelwithgoldenwings!Bah!I’llmakeapoemonit,andperhapsthechancewillcomeagain。Heavens!theluckofthatlittleLaBriere,——struttingaboutinmylustre——plagiarism!I’mthecastandhe’stobethestatue,ishe?ItistheoldfableofBertrandandRaton。Sixmillions,abeauty,aMignondeLaBastie,anaristocraticdivinitylovingpoetryandthepoet!AndI,whoshowedmymuscleasmanoftheworld,whodidthoseAlcideexercisestosilencebymoralforcethechampionofphysicalforce,thatoldsoldierwithaheart,thatfriendofthisveryyounggirl,whomhe’llnowgoandtellthatIhaveaheartofiron!——I,toplayNapoleonwhenIoughttohavebeenseraphic!Goodheavens!True,Ishallhavemyfriend。Friendshipisabeautifulthing。Ihavekepthim,butatwhataprice!Sixmillions,that’sthecostofit;wecan’thavemanyfriendsifwepayallthatforthem。\"

  LaBriereenteredtheroomasCanalisreachedthispointinhismeditations。Hewasgloompersonified。

  \"Well,what’sthematter?\"saidCanalis。

  \"ThefatherexactsthathisdaughtershallchoosebetweenthetwoCanalis——\"

  \"Poorboy!\"criedthepoet,laughing,\"he’sacleverfellow,thatfather。\"

  \"IhavepledgedmyhonorthatIwilltakeyoutoHavre,\"saidLaBriere,piteously。

  \"Mydearfellow,\"saidCanalis,\"ifitisaquestionofyourhonoryoumaycountonme。I’llaskforleaveofabsenceforamonth。\"

  \"Modesteissobeautiful!\"exclaimedLaBriere,inadespairingtone。

  \"Youwillcrushmeoutofsight。Iwonderedallalongthatfateshouldbesokindtome;Iknewitwasallamistake。\"

  \"Bah!wewillseeaboutthat,\"saidCanaliswithinhumangaiety。

  Thatevening,afterdinner,CharlesMignonandDumay,wereflying,byvirtueofthreefrancstoeachpostilion,fromParistoHavre。Thefatherhadeasedthewatch—dog’smindastoModesteandherloveaffairs;theguardwasrelieved,andButscha’sinnocenceestablished。

  \"Itisallforthebest,myoldDumay,\"saidthecount,whohadbeenmakingcertaininquiriesofMongenodrespectingCanalisandLaBriere。

  \"Wearegoingtohavetwoactorsforonepart!\"hecriedgaily。

  Nevertheless,herequestedhisoldcomradetobeabsolutelysilentaboutthecomedywhichwasnowtobeplayedattheChalet,——acomedyitmightbe,butalsoagentlepunishment,or,ifyoupreferit,alessongivenbythefathertothedaughter。

  ThetwofriendskeptupalongconversationallthewayfromParistoHavre,whichputthecolonelinpossessionofthefactsrelatingtohisfamilyduringthepastfouryears,andinformingDumaythatDesplein,thegreatsurgeon,wascomingtoHavreattheendofthepresentmonthtoexaminethecataractonMadameMignon’seyes,anddecideifitwerepossibletorestorehersight。

  Afewmomentsbeforethebreakfast—hourattheChalet,theclackingofapostilion’swhipapprisedthefamilythatthetwosoldierswerearriving;onlyafather’sjoyatreturningafterlongabsencecouldbeheraldedwithsuchclatter,anditbroughtallthewomentothegardengate。Thereismanyafatherandmanyachild——perhapsmorefathersthanchildren——whowillunderstandthedelightsofsuchanarrival,andthathappyfactshowsthatliteraturehasnoneedtodepictit。

  Perhapsallgentleandtenderemotionsarebeyondtherangeofliterature。

  Notawordthatcouldtroublethepeaceofthefamilywasutteredonthisjoyfulday。Trucewastacitlyestablishedbetweenfather,mother,andchildastotheso—calledmysteriouslovewhichhadpaledModeste’scheeks,——forthiswasthefirstdayshehadleftherbedsinceDumay’sdepartureforParis。Thecolonel,withthecharmingdelicacyofatruesoldier,neverlefthiswife’ssidenorreleasedherhand;buthewatchedModestewithdelight,andwasneverwearyofnotingherrefined,elegant,andpoeticbeauty。Isitnotbysuchseemingtriflesthatwerecognizeamanoffeeling?Modeste,whofearedtointerruptthesubduedjoyofthehusbandandwifekeptatalittledistance,comingfromtimetotimetokissherfather’sforehead,andwhenshekisseditovermuchsheseemedtomeanthatshewaskissingitfortwo,——forBettinaandherself。

  \"Oh,mydarling,Iunderstandyou,\"saidthecolonel,pressingherhandassheassailedhimwithkisses。

  \"Hush!\"whisperedtheyounggirl,glancingathermother。

  Dumay’sratherslyandpregnantsilencemadeModestesomewhatuneasyastotheupshotofhisjourneytoParis。Shelookedathimfurtivelyeverynowandthen,withoutbeingabletogetbeneathhisepidermis。

  Thecolonel,likeaprudentfather,wantedtostudythecharacterofhisonlydaughter,andaboveallconsulthiswife,beforeenteringonaconferenceuponwhichthehappinessofthewholefamilydepended。

  \"To—morrow,mypreciouschild,\"hesaidastheypartedforthenight,\"getupearly,andwewillgoandtakeawalkontheseashore。Wehavetotalkaboutyourpoems,MademoiselledeLaBastie。\"

  Hislastwords,accompaniedbyasmile,whichreappearedlikeanechoonDumay’slips,wereallthatgaveModesteanyclewtowhatwascoming;butitwasenoughtocalmheruneasinessandkeepherawakefarintothenightwithherheadfullofsuppositions;this,however,didnotpreventherfrombeingdressedandreadyinthemorninglongbeforethecolonel。

  \"Youknowall,mykindpapa?\"shesaidassoonastheywereontheroadtothebeach。

  \"Iknowall,andagooddealmorethanyoudo,\"hereplied。

  Afterthatremarkfatheranddaughterwentsomelittlewayinsilence。

  \"Explaintome,mychild,howithappensthatagirlwhomhermotheridolizescouldhavetakensuchanimportantstepastowritetoastrangerwithoutconsultingher。\"

  \"Oh,papa!becausemammawouldneverhaveallowedit。\"

  \"Anddoyouthink,mydaughter,thatthatwasproper?Thoughyouhavebeeneducatingyourmindinthisfatalway,howisitthatyourgoodsenseandyourintellectdidnot,indefaultofmodesty,stepinandshowyouthatbyactingasyoudidyouwerethrowingyourselfataman’shead。Tothinkthatmydaughter,myonlyremainingchild,shouldlackprideanddelicacy!Oh,Modeste,youmadeyourfatherpasstwohoursinhellwhenheheardofit;for,afterall,yourconducthasbeenthesameasBettina’swithouttheexcuseofaheart’sseduction;

  youwereacoquetteincoldblood,andthatsortofcoquetryishead—

  love,theworstviceofFrenchwomen。\"

  \"I,withoutpride!\"saidModeste,weeping;\"butHEhasnotyetseenme。\"

  \"HEknowsyourname。\"

  \"Ididnottellittohimtillmyeyeshadvindicatedthecorrespondence,lastingthreemonths,duringwhichoursoulshadspokentoeachother。\"

  \"Oh,mydearmisguidedangel,youhavemixedupaspeciesofreasonwithafollythathascompromisedyourownhappinessandthatofyourfamily。\"

  \"But,afterall,papa,happinessistheabsolutionofmytemerity,\"

  shesaid,pouting。

  \"Oh!yourconductistemerity,isit?\"

  \"Atemeritythatmymotherpractisedbeforeme,\"sheretortedquickly。

  \"Rebelliouschild!yourmotherafterseeingmeataballtoldherfather,whoadoredher,thatshethoughtshecouldbehappywithme。

  Behonest,Modeste;isthereanylikenessbetweenalovehastilyconceived,Iadmit,butundertheeyesofafather,andyourmadactionofwritingtoastranger?\"

  \"Astranger,papa?sayratheroneofourgreatestpoets,whosecharacterandwhoselifeareexposedtothestrongestlightofday,todetraction,tocalumny,——amanrobedinfame,andtowhom,mydearfather,Iwasamereliteraryanddramaticpersonage,oneofShakespeare’swomen,untilthemomentwhenIwishedtoknowifthemanhimselfwereasbeautifulashissoul。\"

  \"GoodGod!mypoorchild,youareturningmarriageintopoetry。Butif,fromtimeimmemorial,girlshavebeencloisteredinthebosomoftheirfamilies,ifGod,ifsociallawsputthemunderthesternyokeofparentalsanction,itis,markmywords,tosparethemthemisfortunesthatthisverypoetrywhichcharmsanddazzlesyou,andwhichyouarethereforeunabletojudgeof,wouldentailuponthem。

  Poetryisindeedoneofthepleasuresoflife,butitisnotlifeitself。\"

  \"Papa,thatisasuitstillpendingbeforetheCourtofFacts;thestruggleisforevergoingonbetweenourheartsandtheclaimsoffamily。\"

  \"Alasforthechildthatfindsherhappinessinresistingthem,\"saidthecolonel,gravely。\"In1813Isawoneofmycomrades,theMarquisd’Aiglemont,marryhiscousinagainstthewishesofherfather,andthepairhavesincepaiddearfortheobstinacywhichtheyounggirltookforlove。Thefamilymustbesovereigninmarriage。\"

  \"Mypoethastoldmeallthat,\"sheanswered。\"HeplayedOrgonforsometime;andhewasbraveenoughtodisparagethepersonallivesofpoets。\"

  \"Ihavereadyourletters,\"saidCharlesMignon,withtheflickerofamalicioussmileonhislipsthatmadeModesteveryuneasy,\"andI

  oughttoremarkthatyourlastepistlewasscarcelypermissibleinanywoman,evenaJulied’Etanges。GoodGod!whatharmnovelsdo!\"

  \"Weshouldlivethem,mydearfather,whetherpeoplewrotethemornot;Ithinkitisbettertoreadthem。TherearenotsomanyadventuresinthesedaysastherewereunderLouisXIV。andLouisXV。,andsotheypublishfewernovels。Besides,ifyouhavereadthoseletters,youmustknowthatIhavechosenthemostangelicsoul,themoststernlyuprightmanforyourson—in—law,andyoumusthaveseenthatweloveoneanotheratleastasmuchasyouandmammaloveeachother。Well,Iadmitthatitwasnotallexactlyconventional;Idid,ifyouWILLhavemesayso,wrong——\"

  \"Ihavereadyourletters,\"saidherfather,interruptingher,\"andI

  knowexactlyhowfaryourloverjustifiedyouinyourowneyesforaproceedingwhichmightbepermissibleinsomewomanwhounderstoodlife,andwhowasledawaybystrongpassion,butwhichinayounggirloftwentywasamonstrouspieceofwrong—doing。\"

  \"Yes,wrong—doingforcommonplacepeople,forthenarrow—mindedGobenheims,whomeasurelifewithasquarerule。Pleaseletuskeeptotheartisticandpoeticlife,papa。Weyounggirlshaveonlytwowaystoact;wemustletamanknowwelovehimbymincingandsimpering,orwemustgotohimfrankly。Isn’tthelastwaygrandandnoble?WeFrenchgirlsaredeliveredoverbyourfamilieslikesomuchmerchandise,atsixtydays’sight,sometimesthirty,likeMademoiselleVilquin;butinEngland,andSwitzerland,andGermany,theyfollowverymuchtheplanIhaveadopted。Nowwhathaveyougottosaytothat?AmInothalfGerman?\"

  \"Child!\"criedthecolonel,lookingather;\"thesupremacyofFrancecomesfromhersoundcommon—sense,fromthelogictowhichhernoblelanguageconstrainshermind。Franceisthereasonofthewholeworld。

  EnglandandGermanyareromanticintheirmarriagecustoms,——thougheventherenoblefamiliesfollowourcustoms。Youcertainlydonotmeantodenythatyourparents,whoknowlife,whoareresponsibleforyoursoulandforyourhappiness,havenorighttoguardyoufromthestumbling—blocksthatareinyourway?Goodheavens!\"hecontinued,speakinghalftohimself,\"isittheirfault,orisitours?Oughtwetoholdourchildrenunderanironyoke?Mustwebepunishedforthetendernessthatleadsustomakethemhappy,andteachesourheartshowtodoso?\"

  Modestewatchedherfatheroutofthecornerofhereyeasshelistenedtothisspeciesofinvocation,utteredinabrokenvoice。

  \"Wasitwrong,\"shesaid,\"inagirlwhoseheartwasfree,tochooseforherhusbandnotonlyacharmingcompanion,butamanofnoblegenius,borntoanhonorableposition,agentleman;theequalofmyself,agentlewoman?\"

  \"Youlovehim?\"askedherfather。

  \"Father!\"shesaid,layingherheaduponhisbreast,\"wouldyouseemedie?\"

  \"Enough!\"saidtheoldsoldier。\"Iseeyourloveisinextinguishable。\"

  \"Yes,inextinguishable。\"

  \"Cannothingchangeit?\"

  \"Nothing。\"

  \"Nocircumstances,notreachery,nobetrayal?Youmeanthatyouwilllovehiminspiteofeverything,becauseofhispersonalattractions?

  EventhoughheprovedaD’Estourny,wouldyoulovehimstill?\"

  \"Oh,myfather!youdonotknowyourdaughter。CouldIloveacoward,amanwithouthonor,withoutfaith?\"

  \"Butsupposehehaddeceivedyou?\"

  \"He?thathonest,candidsoul,halfmelancholy?Youarejoking,father,orelseyouhavenevermethim。\"

  \"Butyouseenowthatyourloveisnotinextinguishable,asyouchosetocallit。Ihavealreadymadeyouadmitthatcircumstancescouldalteryourpoem;don’tyounowseethatfathersaregoodforsomething?\"

  \"Youwanttogivemealecture,papa;itispositivelyl’AmidesEnfantsoveragain。\"

  \"Poordeceivedgirl,\"saidherfather,sternly;\"itisnolectureofmine,Icountfornothinginit;indeed,Iamonlytryingtosoftentheblow。\"

  \"Father,don’tplaytrickswithmylife,\"exclaimedModeste,turningpale。

  \"Then,mydaughter,summonallyourcourage。Itisyouwhohavebeenplayingtrickswithyourlife,andlifeisnowtrickingyou。\"

  Modestelookedatherfatherinstupidamazement。

  \"Supposethatyoungmanwhomyoulove,whomyousawfourdaysagoatchurchinHavre,wasadeceiver?\"

  \"Never!\"shecried;\"thatnoblehead,thatpalefacefullofpoetry——\"

  \"——wasalie,\"saidthecolonelinterruptingher。\"HewasnomoreMonsieurdeCanalisthanIamthatsailoroverthereputtingouttosea。\"

  \"Doyouknowwhatyouarekillinginme?\"shesaidinalowvoice。

  \"Comfortyourself,mychild;thoughaccidenthasputthepunishmentofyourfaultintothefaultitself,theharmdoneisnotirreparable。

  Theyoungmanwhomyouhaveseen,andwithwhomyouexchangedheartsbycorrespondence,isaloyalandhonorablefellow;hecametomeandconfidedeverything。Helovesyou,andIhavenoobjectiontohimasason—in—law。\"

  \"IfheisnotCanalis,whoishethen?\"saidModesteinachangedvoice。

  \"Thesecretary;hisnameisErnestdeLaBriere。Heisnotanobleman;

  butheisoneofthoseplainmenwithfixedprinciplesandsoundmoralitywhosatisfyparents。However,thatisnotthepoint;youhaveseenhimandnothingcanchangeyourheart;youhavechosenhim,comprehendhissoul,itisasbeautifulashehimself。\"

  ThecountwasinterruptedbyaheavysighfromModeste。Thepoorgirlsatwithhereyesfixedonthesea,paleandrigidasdeath,asifapistolshothadstruckherinthosefatalwords,APLAINMAN,WITH

  FIXEDPRINCIPLESANDSOUNDMORALITY。

  \"Deceived!\"shesaidatlast。

  \"Likeyourpoorsister,butlessfatally。\"

  \"Letusgohome,father,\"shesaid,risingfromthehillockonwhichtheyweresitting。\"Papa,hearme,IswearbeforeGodtoobeyyourwishes,whatevertheymaybe,intheAFFAIRofmymarriage。\"

  \"Thenyoudon’tlovehimanylonger?\"askedherfather。

  \"Ilovedanhonestman,withnofalsehoodonhisface,uprightasyourself,incapableofdisguisinghimselflikeanactor,withthepaintofanotherman’sgloryonhischeeks。\"

  \"Yousaidnothingcouldchangeyou\";remarkedthecolonel,ironically。

  \"Ah,donottriflewithme!\"sheexclaimed,claspingherhandsandlookingatherfatherindistressfulanxiety;\"don’tyouseethatyouarewringingmyheartanddestroyingmybeliefswithyourjokes。\"

  \"Godforbid!Ihavetoldyoutheexacttruth。\"

  \"Youareverykind,father,\"shesaidafterapause,andwithasortofsolemnity。

  \"Hehaskeptyourletters,\"resumedthecolonel;\"nowsupposetherashcaressesofyoursoulhadfallenintothehandsofoneofthosepoetswho,asDumaysays,lighttheircigarswiththem?\"

  \"Oh!——youaregoingtoofar。\"

  \"Canalistoldhimso。\"

  \"HasDumayseenCanalis?\"

  \"Yes,\"answeredherfather。

  Thetwowalkedalonginsilence。

  \"SothatiswhythatGENTLEMAN,\"resumedModeste,\"toldmesomuchharmofpoetsandpoetry;nowonderthelittlesecretarysaid——Why,\"

  sheadded,interruptingherself,\"hisvirtues,hisnoblequalities,hisfinesentimentsarenothingbutanepistolarytheft!Themanwhostealsgloryandanamemayverylikely——\"

  \"——breaklocks,stealpurses,andcutpeople’sthroatsonthehighway,\"criedthecolonel。\"Ah,youyounggirls,that’sjustlikeyou,——withyourperemptoryopinionsandyourignoranceoflife。Amanwhooncedeceivesawomanwasbornunderthescaffoldonwhichheoughttodie。\"

  ThisridiculestoppedModeste’seffervescenceforamomentandleast,andagaintherewassilence。

  \"Mychild,\"saidthecolonel,presently,\"meninsociety,asinnatureeverywhere,aremadetowintheheartsofwomen,andwomenmustdefendthemselves。Youhavechosentoinverttheparts。Wasthatwise?

  Everythingisfalseinafalseposition。Thefirstwrong—doingwasyours。No,amanisnotamonsterbecauseheseekstopleaseawoman;

  itisourrighttowinherbyaggressionwithallitsconsequences,shortofcrimeandcowardice。Amanmayhavemanyvirtuesevenifhedoesdeceiveawoman;ifhedeceivesher,itisbecausehefindsherwantinginsomeofthetreasuresthathesoughtinher。Nonebutaqueen,anactress,orawomanplacedsofaraboveamanthatsheseemstohimaqueen,cangotohimofherselfwithoutincurringblame——andforayounggirltodoit!Why,sheisfalsetoallthatGodhasgivenherthatissacredandlovelyandnoble,——nomatterwithwhatgraceorwhatpoetryorwhatprecautionsshesurroundsherfault。\"

  \"Toseekthemasterandfindtheservant!\"shesaidbitterly,\"oh!I

  canneverrecoverfromit!\"

  \"Nonsense!MonsieurErnestdeLaBriereis,tomythinking,fullytheequaloftheBarondeCanalis。Hewasprivatesecretaryofacabinetminister,andheisnowcounselfortheCourtofClaims;hehasaheart,andheadoresyou,but——heDOESNOTWRITEVERSES。No,Iadmit,heisnotapoet;butforallthathemayhaveaheartfullofpoetry。

  Atanyrate,mydeargirl,\"addedherfather,asModestemadeagestureofdisgust,\"youaretoseebothofthem,theshamandthetrueCanalis——\"

  \"Oh,papa!——\"

  \"Didyounotswearjustnowtoobeymeineverything,evenintheAFFAIRofyourmarriage?Well,Iallowyoutochoosewhichofthetwoyoulikebestforahusband。Youhavebegunbyapoem,youshallfinishwithabucolic,andtryifyoucandiscovertherealcharacterofthesegentlemenhere,inthecountry,onafewhuntingorfishingexcursions。\"

  Modestebowedherheadandwalkedhomewithherfather,listeningtowhathesaidbutreplyingonlyinmonosyllables。

  CHAPTERXVI

  DISENCHANTED

  Thepoorgirlhadfallenhumiliatedfromthealpshehadscaledinsearchofhereagle’snest,intothemudoftheswampbelow,where(tousethepoeticlanguageofanauthorofourday)\"afterfeelingthesolesofherfeettootendertotreadthebrokenglassofreality,Imagination——whichinthatdelicatebosomunitedthewholeofwomanhood,fromtheviolet—hiddenreveriesofachasteyounggirltothepassionatedesiresofthesex——hadledherintoenchantedgardenswhere,oh,bittersight!shenowsaw,springingfromtheground,notthesublimeflowerofherfancy,butthehairy,twistedlimbsoftheblackmandragora。\"Modestesuddenlyfoundherselfbroughtdownfromthemysticheightsofherlovetoastraight,flatroadborderedwithditches,——inshortthework—daypathofcommonlife。Whatardent,aspiringsoulwouldnothavebeenbruisedandbrokenbysuchafall?

  Whosefeetweretheseatwhichshehadshedherthoughts?TheModestewhore—enteredtheChaletwasnomoretheModestewhohadleftittwohoursearlierthananactressinthestreetislikeanactressontheboards。Shefellintoastateofnumbdepressionthatwaspitifultosee。Thesunwasdarkened,natureveileditself,eventheflowersnolongerspoketoher。Likeallyounggirlswithatendencytoextremes,shedranktoodeeplyofthecupofdisillusion。Shefoughtagainstreality,andwouldnotbendhernecktotheyokeoffamilyandconventions;itwas,shefelt,tooheavy,toohard,toocrushing。Shewouldnotlistentotheconsolationsofherfatherandmother,andtastedasortofsavagepleasureinlettinghersoulsuffertotheutmost。

  \"PoorButschawasright,\"shesaidoneevening。

  Thewordsindicatethedistanceshetravelledinashortspaceoftimeandingloomysadnessacrossthebarrenplainofreality。Sadness,whencausedbytheovergrowthofhope,isadisease,——sometimesafatalone。ItwouldbenomeanobjectforphysiologytosearchoutinwhatwaysandbywhatmeansThoughtproducesthesameinternaldisorganizationaspoison;andhowitisthatdespairaffectstheappetite,destroysthepylorus,andchangesallthephysicalconditionsofthestrongestlife。SuchwasthecasewithModeste。Inthreeshortdaysshebecametheimageofmorbidmelancholy;shedidnotsing,shecouldnotbemadetosmile。CharlesMignon,becominguneasyatthenon—arrivalofthetwofriends,thoughtofgoingtofetchthem,when,ontheeveningofthefifthday,hereceivednewsoftheirmovementsthroughLatournelle。

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