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  Anditwasnightinhisheartalso。

  Thenfromthemarshestohisrightandleftcoldmistsaroseandclosedabouthim。Afine,imperceptiblerainfellinthedark,andgreatdropsgatheredonhishairandclothes。Hisheartbeatslowly,andanumbnesscreptthroughallhislimbs。Then,lookingup,twomerrywisplightscamedancing。Heliftedhisheadtolookatthem。Nearer,nearertheycame。

  Sowarm,sobright,theydancedlikestarsoffire。Theystoodbeforehimatlast。Fromthecentreoftheradiatingflameinonelookedoutawoman’sface,laughing,dimpled,withstreamingyellowhair。Inthecentreoftheotherweremerrylaughingripples,likethebubblesonaglassofwine。Theydancedbeforehim。

  \"Whoareyou,\"askedthehunter,\"whoalonecometomeinmysolitudeanddarkness?\"

  \"WearethetwinsSensuality,\"theycried。\"Ourfather’snameisHuman—

  Nature,andourmother’snameisExcess。Weareasoldasthehillsandrivers,asoldasthefirstman;butweneverdie,\"theylaughed。

  \"Oh,letmewrapmyarmsaboutyou!\"criedthefirst;\"theyaresoftandwarm。Yourheartisfrozennow,butIwillmakeitbeat。Oh,cometome!\"

  \"Iwillpourmyhotlifeintoyou,\"saidthesecond;\"yourbrainisnumb,andyourlimbsaredeadnow;buttheyshalllivewithafiercefreelife。

  Oh,letmepouritin!\"

  \"Oh,followus,\"theycried,\"andlivewithus。Noblerheartsthanyourshavesathereinthisdarknesstowait,andtheyhavecometousandwetothem;andtheyhaveneverleftus,never。Allelseisadelusion,butwearereal,wearereal,wearereal。Truthisashadow;thevalleysofsuperstitionareafarce:theearthisofashes,thetreesallrotten;butwe——feelus——welive!Youcannotdoubtus。Feelushowwarmweare!Oh,cometous!Comewithus!\"

  Nearerandnearerroundhisheadtheyhovered,andthecolddropsmeltedonhisforehead。Thebrightlightshotintohiseyes,dazzlinghim,andthefrozenbloodbegantorun。Andhesaid:

  \"Yes,whyshouldIdiehereinthisawfuldarkness?Theyarewarm,theymeltmyfrozenblood!\"andhestretchedouthishandstotakethem。

  Theninamomenttherearosebeforehimtheimageofthethinghehadloved,andhishanddroppedtohisside。

  \"Oh,cometous!\"theycried。

  Butheburiedhisface。

  \"Youdazzlemyeyes,\"hecried,\"youmakemyheartwarm;butyoucannotgivemewhatIdesire。Iwillwaithere——waittillIdie。Go!\"

  Hecoveredhisfacewithhishandsandwouldnotlisten;andwhenhelookedupagaintheyweretwotwinklingstars,thatvanishedinthedistance。

  Andthelong,longnightrolledon。

  Allwholeavethevalleyofsuperstitionpassthroughthatdarkland;butsomegothroughitinafewdays,somelingerthereformonths,someforyears,andsomediethere。

  Atlastforthehunterafaintlightplayedalongthehorizon,andherosetofollowit;andhereachedthatlightatlast,andsteppedintothebroadsunshine。ThenbeforehimrosethealmightymountainsofDry—factsandRealities。Theclearsunshineplayedonthem,andthetopswerelostintheclouds。Atthefootmanypathsranup。Anexultantcryburstfromthehunter。Hechosethestraightestandbegantoclimb;andtherocksandridgesresoundedwithhissong。Theyhadexaggerated;afterall,itwasnotsohigh,norwastheroadsosteep!Afewdays,afewweeks,afewmonthsatmost,andthenthetop!Notonefeatheronlywouldhepickup;

  hewouldgatherallthatothermenhadfound——weavethenet——captureTruth—

  —holdherfast——touchherwithhishands——claspher!

  Helaughedinthemerrysunshine,andsangloud。Victorywasverynear。

  Nevertheless,afterawhilethepathgrewsteeper。Heneededallhisbreathforclimbing,andthesingingdiedaway。Ontherightandleftrosehugerocks,devoidoflichenormoss,andinthelava—likeearthchasmsyawned。Hereandtherehesawasheenofwhitebones。Nowtoothepathbegantogrowlessandlessmarked;thenitbecameameretrace,withafootmarkhereandthere;thenitceasedaltogether。Hesangnomore,butstruckforthapathforhimself,untilitreachedamightywallofrock,smoothandwithoutbreak,stretchingasfarastheeyecouldsee。\"Iwillrearastairagainstit;and,oncethiswallclimbed,Ishallbealmostthere,\"hesaidbravely;andworked。Withhisshuttleofimaginationhedugoutstones;buthalfofthemwouldnotfit,andhalfamonth’sworkwouldrolldownbecausethosebelowwereillchosen。Butthehunterworkedon,sayingalwaystohimself,\"Oncethiswallclimbed,Ishallbealmostthere。Thisgreatworkended!\"

  Atlasthecameoutuponthetop,andhelookedabouthim。Farbelowrolledthewhitemistoverthevalleysofsuperstition,andabovehimtoweredthemountains。Theyhadseemedlowbefore;theywereofanimmeasurableheightnow,fromcrowntofoundationsurroundedbywallsofrock,thatrosetierabovetierinmightycircles。Uponthemplayedtheeternalsunshine。Heutteredawildcry。Hebowedhimselfontotheearth,andwhenherosehisfacewaswhite。Inabsolutesilencehewalkedon。Hewasverysilentnow。Inthosehighregionstherarefiedairishardtobreathebythoseborninthevalleys;everybreathhedrewhurthim,andthebloodoozedoutfromthetipsofhisfingers。Beforethenextwallofrockhebegantowork。Theheightofthisseemedinfinite,andhesaidnothing。Thesoundofhistoolrangnightanddayupontheironrocksintowhichhecutsteps。Yearspassedoverhim,yetheworkedon;butthewalltoweredupalwaysabovehimtoheaven。Sometimesheprayedthatalittlemossorlichenmightspringuponthosebarewallstobeacompaniontohim;butitnevercame。

  Andtheyearsrolledon;hecountedthembythestepshehadcut——afewforayear——onlyafew。Hesangnomore;hesaidnomore,\"Iwilldothisorthat\"——heonlyworked。Andatnight,whenthetwilightsettleddown,therelookedoutathimfromtheholesandcrevicesintherocksstrangewildfaces。

  \"Stopyourwork,youlonelyman,andspeaktous,\"theycried。

  \"Mysalvationisinwork,ifIshouldstopbutforonemomentyouwouldcreepdownuponme,\"hereplied。Andtheyputouttheirlongnecksfurther。

  \"Lookdownintothecreviceatyourfeet,\"theysaid。\"Seewhatliethere—

  —whitebones!Asbraveandstrongamanasyouclimbedtotheserocks。\"

  Andhelookedup。Hesawtherewasnouseinstriving;hewouldneverholdTruth,neverseeher,neverfindher。Sohelaydownhere,forhewasverytired。Hewenttosleepforever。Heputhimselftosleep。Sleepisverytranquil。Youarenotlonelywhenyouareasleep,neitherdoyourhandsache,noryourheart。Andthehunterlaughedbetweenhisteeth。

  \"HaveItornfrommyheartallthatwasdearest;haveIwanderedaloneinthelandofnight;haveIresistedtemptation;haveIdweltwherethevoiceofmykindisneverheard,andlabouredalone,toliedownandbefoodforyou,yeharpies?\"

  Helaughedfiercely;andtheEchoesofDespairslunkaway,forthelaughofabrave,strongheartisasadeathblowtothem。

  Neverthelesstheycreptoutagainandlookedathim。

  \"Doyouknowthatyourhairiswhite?\"theysaid,\"thatyourhandsbegintotremblelikeachild’s?Doyouseethatthepointofyourshuttleisgone?——itiscrackedalready。Ifyoushouldeverclimbthisstair,\"theysaid,\"itwillbeyourlast。Youwillneverclimbanother。\"

  Andheanswered,\"Iknowit!\"andworkedon。

  Theold,thinhandscutthestonesillandjaggedly,forthefingerswerestiffandbent。Thebeautyandthestrengthofthemanwasgone。

  Atlast,anold,wizened,shrunkenfacelookedoutabovetherocks。Itsawtheeternalmountainsrisewithwallstothewhiteclouds;butitsworkwasdone。

  Theoldhunterfoldedhistiredhandsandlaydownbytheprecipicewherehehadworkedawayhislife。Itwasthesleepingtimeatlast。Belowhimoverthevalleysrolledthethickwhitemist。Onceitbroke;andthroughthegapthedyingeyeslookeddownonthetreesandfieldsoftheirchildhood。Fromafarseemedbornetohimthecryofhisownwildbirds,andheheardthenoiseofpeoplesingingastheydanced。Andhethoughtheheardamongthemthevoicesofhisoldcomrades;andhesawfaroffthesunlightshineonhisearlyhome。Andgreattearsgatheredinthehunter’seyes。

  \"Ah!theywhodietheredonotdiealone,\"hecried。

  Thenthemistsrolledtogetheragain;andheturnedhiseyesaway。

  \"Ihavesought,\"hesaid,\"forlongyearsIhavelaboured;butIhavenotfoundher。Ihavenotrested,Ihavenotrepined,andIhavenotseenher;

  nowmystrengthisgone。WhereIliedownwornoutothermenwillstand,youngandfresh。BythestepsthatIhavecuttheywillclimb;bythestairsthatIhavebuilttheywillmount。Theywillneverknowthenameofthemanwhomadethem。Attheclumsyworktheywilllaugh;whenthestonesrolltheywillcurseme。Buttheywillmount,andonmywork;theywillclimb,andbymystair!Theywillfindher,andthroughme!Andnomanlivethtohimselfandnomandiethtohimself。\"

  Thetearsrolledfrombeneaththeshrivelledeyelids。IfTruthhadappearedabovehiminthecloudsnowhecouldnothaveseenher,themistofdeathwasinhiseyes。

  \"Mysoulhearstheirgladstepcoming,\"hesaid;\"andtheyshallmount!

  theyshallmount!\"Heraisedhisshrivelledhandtohiseyes。

  Thenslowlyfromthewhiteskyabove,throughthestillair,camesomethingfalling,falling,falling。Softlyitfluttereddown,anddroppedontothebreastofthedyingman。Hefeltitwithhishands。Itwasafeather。Hediedholdingit。

  III。THEGARDENSOFPLEASURE。

  Shewalkeduponthebeds,andthesweetrichscentarose;andshegatheredherhandsfullofflowers。ThenDuty,withhiswhiteclearfeatures,cameandlookedather。Thensheceasedfromgathering,butshewalkedawayamongtheflowers,smiling,andwithherhandsfull。

  ThenDuty,withhisstillwhiteface,cameagain,andlookedather;butshe,sheturnedherheadawayfromhim。Atlastshesawhisface,andshedroppedthefairestoftheflowersshehadheld,andwalkedsilentlyaway。

  Thenagainhecametoher。Andshemoaned,andbentherheadlow,andturnedtothegate。Butasshewentoutshelookedbackatthesunlightonthefacesoftheflowers,andweptinanguish。Thenshewentout,anditshutbehindherforever;butstillinherhandsheheldofthebudsshehadgathered,andthescentwasverysweetinthelonelydesert。

  Buthefollowedher。Oncemorehestoodbeforeherwithhisstill,white,death—likeface。Andsheknewwhathehadcomefor:sheunbentthefingers,andlettheflowersdropout,theflowersshehadlovedso,andwalkedonwithoutthem,withdry,achingeyes。Thenforthelasttimehecame。Andsheshowedhimheremptyhands,thehandsthatheldnothingnow。

  Butstillhelooked。Thenatlengthsheopenedherbosomandtookoutofitonesmallflowershehadhiddenthere,andlaiditonthesand。Shehadnothingmoretogivenow,andshewanderedaway,andthegreysandwhirledabouther。

  IV。INAFAR—OFFWORLD。

  Thereisaworldinoneofthefar—offstars,andthingsdonothappenhereastheyhappenthere。

  Inthatworldwereamanandwoman;theyhadonework,andtheywalkedtogethersidebysideonmanydays,andwerefriends——andthatisathingthathappensnowandtheninthisworldalso。

  Buttherewassomethinginthatstar—worldthatthereisnothere。Therewasathickwood:wherethetreesgrewclosest,andthestemswereinterlocked,andthesummersunnevershone,therestoodashrine。Inthedayallwasquiet,butatnight,whenthestarsshoneorthemoonglintedonthetree—tops,andallwasquietbelow,ifonecreptherequitealoneandkneltonthestepsofthestonealtar,anduncoveringone’sbreast,sowoundeditthatthebloodfelldownonthealtarsteps,thenwhateverhewhoknelttherewishedforwasgrantedhim。Andallthishappens,asI

  said,becauseitisafar—offworld,andthingsoftenhappenthereastheydonothappenhere。

  Now,themanandwomanwalkedtogether;andthewomanwishedwelltotheman。Onenightwhenthemoonwasshiningsothattheleavesofallthetreesglinted,andthewavesoftheseaweresilvery,thewomanwalkedalonetotheforest。Itwasdarkthere;themoonlightfellonlyinlittleflecksonthedeadleavesunderherfeet,andthebrancheswereknottedtightoverhead。Fartherinitgotdarker,notevenafleckofmoonlightshone。Thenshecametotheshrine;shekneltdownbeforeitandprayed;

  therecamenoanswer。Thensheuncoveredherbreast;withasharptwo—

  edgedstonethatlaythereshewoundedit。Thedropsdrippedslowlydownontothestone,andavoicecried,\"Whatdoyouseek?\"

  Sheanswered,\"Thereisaman;Iholdhimnearerthananything。Iwouldgivehimthebestofallblessings。\"

  Thevoicesaid,\"Whatisit?\"

  Thegirlsaid,\"Iknownot,butthatwhichismostgoodforhimIwishhimtohave。\"

  Thevoicesaid,\"Yourprayerisanswered;heshallhaveit。\"

  Thenshestoodup。Shecoveredherbreastandheldthegarmenttightuponitwithherhand,andranoutoftheforest,andthedeadleavesflutteredunderherfeet。Outinthemoonlightthesoftairwasblowing,andthesandglitteredonthebeach。Sheranalongthesmoothshore,thensuddenlyshestoodstill。Outacrossthewatertherewassomethingmoving。Sheshadedhereyesandlooked。Itwasaboat;itwasslidingswiftlyoverthemoonlitwaterouttosea。Onestooduprightinit;thefacethemoonlightdidnotshow,butthefiguresheknew。Itwaspassingswiftly;itseemedasifnoonepropelledit;themoonlight’sshimmerdidnotletherseeclearly,andtheboatwasfarfromshore,butitseemedalmostasiftherewasanotherfiguresittinginthestern。Fasterandfasteritglidedoverthewateraway,away。Sheranalongtheshore;shecamenonearerit。Thegarmentshehadheldclosedflutteredopen;shestretchedoutherarms,andthemoonlightshoneonherlongloosehair。

  Thenavoicebesideherwhispered,\"Whatisit?\"

  Shecried,\"WithmybloodIboughtthebestofallgiftsforhim。Ihavecometobringithim!Heisgoingfromme!\"

  Thevoicewhisperedsoftly,\"Yourprayerwasanswered。Ithasbeengivenhim。\"

  Shecried,\"Whatisit?\"

  Thevoiceanswered,\"Itisthathemightleaveyou。\"

  Thegirlstoodstill。

  Faroutatseatheboatwaslosttosightbeyondthemoonlightsheen。

  Thevoicespokesoftly,\"Artthoucontented?\"

  Shesaid,\"Iamcontented。\"

  Atherfeetthewavesbrokeinlongripplessoftlyontheshore。

  V。THREEDREAMSINADESERT。

  UnderaMimosa—Tree。

  AsItravelledacrossanAfricanplainthesunshonedownhotly。ThenI

  drewmyhorseupunderamimosa—tree,andItookthesaddlefromhimandlefthimtofeedamongtheparchedbushes。Andalltorightandtoleftstretchedthebrownearth。AndIsatdownunderthetree,becausetheheatbeatfiercely,andallalongthehorizontheairthrobbed。Andafterawhileaheavydrowsinesscameoverme,andIlaidmyheaddownagainstmysaddle,andIfellasleepthere。And,inmysleep,Ihadacuriousdream。

  IthoughtIstoodontheborderofagreatdesert,andthesandblewabouteverywhere。AndIthoughtIsawtwogreatfigureslikebeastsofburdenofthedesert,andonelayuponthesandwithitsneckstretchedout,andonestoodbyit。AndIlookedcuriouslyattheonethatlayupontheground,forithadagreatburdenonitsback,andthesandwasthickaboutit,sothatitseemedtohavepiledoveritforcenturies。

  AndIlookedverycuriouslyatit。Andtherestoodonebesidemewatching。

  AndIsaidtohim,\"Whatisthishugecreaturewholieshereonthesand?\"

  Andhesaid,\"Thisiswoman;shethatbearsmeninherbody。\"

  AndIsaid,\"Whydoesshelieheremotionlesswiththesandpiledroundher?\"

  Andheanswered,\"Listen,Iwilltellyou!Agesandageslongshehaslainhere,andthewindhasblownoverher。Theoldest,oldest,oldestmanlivinghasneverseenhermove:theoldest,oldestbookrecordsthatshelayherethen,assheliesherenow,withthesandabouther。Butlisten!

  Olderthantheoldestbook,olderthantheoldestrecordedmemoryofman,ontheRocksofLanguage,onthehard—bakedclayofAncientCustoms,nowcrumblingtodecay,arefoundthemarksofherfootsteps!Sidebysidewithhiswhostandsbesideheryoumaytracethem;andyouknowthatshewhonowliesthereoncewanderedfreeovertherockswithhim。\"

  AndIsaid,\"Whydoesshelietherenow?\"

  Andhesaid,\"Itakeit,agesagotheAge—of—dominion—of—muscular—forcefoundher,andwhenshestoopedlowtogivesucktoheryoung,andherbackwasbroad,heputhisburdenofsubjectionontoit,andtieditonwiththebroadbandofInevitableNecessity。Thenshelookedattheearthandthesky,andknewtherewasnohopeforher;andshelaydownonthesandwiththeburdenshecouldnotloosen。Eversinceshehaslainhere。Andtheageshavecome,andtheageshavegone,butthebandofInevitableNecessityhasnotbeencut。\"

  AndIlookedandsawinhereyestheterriblepatienceofthecenturies;

  thegroundwaswetwithhertears,andhernostrilsblewupthesand。

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