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  Andthenthebirdsthatusethevale,Broken—hearted,turnedthetaleIntosyllablesofsongAndchirpedithalfasummerlong:

  \"Silvia,Silvia,BeourSongoncemore,Ourvalerevisit,Silvia,AndbeourSongoncemore:

  Forjoyliessleepinginthelute;

  Themerrypipe,thewoodlandflute,AndallthepleadingreedsaremuteThatbreathedtotheeofyore。

  \"Silvia,Silvia,BeourMoonagain,

  Shineonourvalley,Silvia,AndbeourMoonagain:

  ThefluffyowlandnightingaleFlitsilentthroughthedarklingvale,OrutteronlywordsofwailFromthroatsallharshwithpain。

  \"Silvia,Silvia,BeSpringtime,asofold;

  Comecladinlaughter,Silvia,OurSpringtime,asofold:

  ThewaitinglowlandsandthehillsAretremulouswithdaffodilsUnblown,untilthyfootstepthrillsTheirpromiseintogold。\"

  And,musingonherhere,ItooMustwonderifitcanbetrueShedied,asothermortalsdo。

  Thethoughtwouldfithermore,tofeignThat,fulloflifeandunawareThatearthholdsaughtofgrieforstain,ThefairiesstoleandholdherwhereDeathentersnot,norstrifenorpain;——

  That,drowsingonsomebedofpansies,ByTitania’snecromanciesHersensesweretoslumberlulled,Deeplysunken,steepedanddulled,AndbywaftureofswiftpinionsShewasborneoutthroughearth’sportalsTothefairyqueen’sdominions,Tosomelandoftheimmortals。

  THEEXPLORERS

  ANDsomestillcry:\"Whatistheuse?

  Theservicerendered?Whatthegain?

  Heroic,yes!——butinwhatcause?

  Havetheymadelessoneearth—bornepain?

  Broadenedtheboundedspirit’sscope?

  Ordiedtomakethedullworldhope?\"

  MustmanstillbetheslaveofUse?——

  Butthesemen,carelessandelate,JoinbattlewithaburlyworldOrcometowrestlinggripswithfate,AndnotforanygoodnorgainNoranyfamethatmaybefall——

  But,thrillingintheclutchoflife,Heedtheloudchallengeandthecall;——

  Andgrowntosymbolsatthelast,StandinheroicsilhouetteAgainsthorizonsultimate,Astowersthatfrontlostseasareset;——

  Therecklessgesture,thestrongpose,Sharpbattle—cryflungbacktoEarth,Andbuoyanthumor,asagodMightsay:\"Lo,heremyfeethavetrod!\"——

  Thereliesthemeaningandtheworth!

  Theybringnogoldentreasurehome,Theywinnoacresfortheirclan,NordreamnordeedoftheirsshallmendTheillsofman’sbedeviledspan——

  Noraretheyskilledinsleightsofspeech,(Norovereager)tomakeplainTheusetheyserve,transcendinguse,——

  Thegainbeyondapparentgain!

  EARLYAUTUMN

  WITHhalf—heartedleviesoffrostthatmakeforay,retire,andrefrain——

  Ambiguousbuglesthatblowandthatfaltertosilenceagain——

  Withbannersofmistthatstillwaverabovethem,advanceandretreat,ThehostsoftheAutumnstillhideinthehills,foradoubtstaystheirfeet;——

  Butanon,withabarbaricsplendortodazzletheeyesthatbehold,Andregalinraimentofpurpleandumberandamberandgold,Andgirtwiththeglamorofconquestandscarvedwithredsymbolsofpride,Fromthehillsintheirmightandtheirmirthonthesteedsofthewindwilltheyride,TomakesportandmakespoiloftheSummer,whodwellsinadreamontheplain,Stilltentedinopulenteaseinthecampsofherindolenttrain。

  \"TIMESTEALSFROMLOVE\"

  TIMEstealsfromLoveallbutLove’swings;

  Andhowshouldaughtbutevilthings,Oranygoodbutdeath,befallHimthatisthralluntoTime’sthrall,SlavetothelesseroftheseKings?

  Oheartofyouththatwakesandsings!

  Ogoldenvowsandgoldenrings!

  LifemocksyouwiththetaleofallTimestealsfromLove!

  Orivenluteandwrithenstrings,Deadboughwheretonoblossomclings,Theglorywasephemeral!

  NormayourAutumngriefrecallThepassionoftheperishedSpringsTimestealsfromLove!

  THERONDEAU

  YOURrondeau’stalemuststillbelight——

  Nobugle—calltolife’ssternfight!

  RatherasmilinginterludeMemorialtosometransientmoodOfidleloveandgala—night。

  ItsmanneristhemerestsleightO’hand;yetthereindwellsitsmight,ForiftheheaviertouchintrudeYourrondeau’sstale。

  Fragrantandfragile,fleetandbright,Andwing’dwithwhim,itgleamsinflightLikeAprilblossomswind—pursuedDownaislesoftangledunderwood;——

  NorbetooseriouswhenyouwriteYourrondeau’stail!

  VISITORS

  THEYhauntme,theyteasemewithhintedWithheldrevelations,ThesongsthatImaynotutter;

  Theyleadme,theyflatter,theywoome。

  Ifollow,Ifollow,IsnatchAttheveilsoftheirsecretsinvain——

  Forlo!theyhaveleftmeandvanished,ThesongsthatIcannotsing。

  TherearevisionselusivethatcomeWithaquiverandshimmerofwings;——

  Shapesshadowsandshapes,andthemurmurOfvoices;——

  Shapes,thatoutofthetwilightLeap,andwithgestureappealingSeemtodeliveramessage,Andaregone’twixtabreathandabreath;——

  ShapesthatraceinwiththewavesMovingsilverlyunderthemoon,AndaregoneeretheybreakintofoamontherocksAndrecede;——

  BreathingsoflovefrominvisibleFlutes,BlownsomewhereoutinthetenderDusk,ThatdieonthebosomofSilence;——

  Formless,Andfleeterthanthought,Vaguerthanthoughtoremotion,Whatarethesevisitors?

  OutofthevastandunchartedRealmsthatencirclethevisibleworld,Withaglimmeroflightontheirpinions,Theyrush……

  Theywaver,theyvanish,Leavingmestirredwithadreamoftheultimatebeauty,Asenseoftheultimatemusic,Inevershallcapture;——

  TheyareBeauty,FormlessandtremulousBeauty,Beautyunborn;

  BeautyasyetunappareledInthought;

  Beautythathesitates,Falters,Withdrawsfromthevergeofbirth,Flutters,Retreatsfromtheportalsoflife;——

  OBeautyforeveruncaptured!

  OsongsthatInevershallsing!

  THEPARTING

  WEhavecome\"theprimroseway,\"

  Folly,thouandI!

  SuchaglamorandagraceEverglimmeredonthyface,EversuchawitcheryLitthelaughingeyesofthee,CouldafoollikemewithstandFolly’sfeastandbeckoninghand?

  Drinking,howthylips’caressSpicedthecupofwaywardness!

  Sowecame\"theprimroseway,\"

  Folly,thouandI!

  Butnow,Folly,wemustpart,Folly,thouandI!

  ShallonelookwithmirthortearsBackonallhiswastedyears,Purposesdissolvedinwine,Pearlsflungtotheheedlessswine?——

  Idledaysandnightsofmirth,Weretheypleasuresnothingworth?

  Well,there’snogainsayingweSquanderedyouthrightmerrily!

  Butnow,Folly,wemustpart,Folly,thouandI!

  ANOPENFIRE

  THESElogswithdramaandwithdreamarerife,ForalltheirgoldenSummersandgreenSpringsThroughleafandroottheysuckedtheforest’slife,Drankinitssecret,deep,essentialthings,Itsmidwoodmoods,itsmysticrunes,Itsbreathinghushesstirredoffaerywings,ItsAugustnightsandAprilnoons;

  ThegarneredfervorsofforgottenJunesFlareforthagainandwasteaway;

  AndinthesapthatleapsandsingsWehearagainthechantthecricketflingsAcrossthehawthorn—scenteddusksofMay。

  REALITIES

  REALITIES

  WEaredeceivedbytheshadow,weseenotthesubstanceofthings。

  Forthehillsarelesssolidthanthought;anddeedsarebutvapors;andfleshIsamistthrownoffandresumedbythesoul,asaworldbyagod。

  Backofthetransientappearancedwellsininef—

  fablecalmTheutterreality,ultimatetruth;thisseemsandthatis。

  THESTRUGGLE

  IHAVEbeendowninadarkvalley;

  Ihavebeengropingthroughadeepgorge;

  Farabove,thelipsofitwererimmedwithmoon—

  light,AndhereandtherethelightlayonthedrippingrocksSothatitseemedtheydrippedwithmoonlight,notwithwater;

  Sodeepitwas,thatnarrowgashamongthehills,ThatthosegreatpineswhichfringeditsedgeSeemedtomenolargerthanupthrustfingersSilhouettedagainstthesky;

  Andatitstopthevalewasstrait,AndtherayswereslantAndreachedbutpartwaydownthesides;

  Icouldnotseethemoonitself;

  Iwalkedthroughdarkness,andthevalley’sedgeSeemedalmostlevelwiththestars,Thestarsthatwerelikefirefliesinthelittletrees。

  Itwasthemidnightofdefeat;

  IfeltthatIhadfailed;

  Iwasmockedofthegods;

  Therewasnowayoutofthatgorge;

  ThepathslednowhitherAndIcouldnotremembertheirbeginnings;

  Iwasdoomedtowanderevermore,Thirsty,withthesoundofmockingwatersinmineears,Groping,withgleamsofuselesslightSplashedinironicbeautyontherocksabove。

  AndsoIwhined。

  Andthendespairflashedintorage;

  Ileapterect,andcried:

  \"CouldIbutgraspmylifeassculptorsgrasptheclayAndkneadandthrustitintoshapeagain!——

  IfallthescornofHeavenwerebutthrownIntothefocusofsomecreatureIcouldclutch!——

  IfsomethingtangiblewerebutvouchsafedmeBythecold,fargods!——

  IftheybutsentaReasonforthefailureofmylifeI’danswerit;

  IftheybutsentaFiend,I’dconquerit!——

  ButIreachout,andgrasptheair,Irage,andthebruterockechoesmywordsinmockery——

  Howcanonefighttheslidingmoonlightonthecliffs?

  Yougods,cowardgods,Comedown,Ichallengeyou!——

  Youwhosetsnareswithrosesandwithpassion,Youwhomakefleshbeautifulanddamnmenthroughtheflesh,Youwhoplumpthepurplegrapeandthenputpoisoninthecup,YouwhoputserpentsinyourEdens,Youwhogavemedelightofmysensesandbrokemeforit,Youwhohavemingleddeathwithbeauty,Youwhohaveputintomybloodtheimpulsesforwhichyoucursedme,Youwhopermittedmybrainthedoubtswhereforeyoudamnme,Behold,Idoubtyou,gods,nolonger,butdefy!——

  Iperishhere?

  ThenIwillbeslainofagod!

  Youwhohavewrappedmeinthescornofyoursilence,Thedivinityinthissamedustyouflout

  i>Flamesthroughthedust,Anddares,Andflingsyoubackyourscorn,——

  Come,facetoface,andslaymeifyouwill,Butnotuntilyou’vefelttheweightOfallbetrickedhumanity’scontemptInoneboldblow!——

  SpeakforthaReason,andIwillanswerit,Yes,toyourfacesIwillanswerit;

  ComegarmentedinfleshandIwillfightwithyou,Yes,inyourfaceswillIsmiteyou,gods;

  CowardgodsandtrickstersthatsettrapsInparadise!——

  FargodsthathedgeyourselvesaboutwithsilenceAndwithdistance;

  ThatmockmenfromtheunscalableescarpmentsofyourHeavens。\"

  ThusIraved,beingmad。

  IhadnosoonerfinishedspeakingthanIfeltThedarknessflutteredbyapproachingfeet,Andthesilencewasburnedthroughbytremblingflamesofsound,AndIwas’warethatSomethingstoodbyme。

  AndwithashoutIleaptandgraspedthatBeing,AndtheThinggraspedme。

  Wecametowrestlinggrips,Andbackandforthweswayed,Handseekingthroat,andcrook’dkneeseekingToencrookunwaryleg,Andspreadtoesgraspingtheunevenground;

  Thestrainedbreastmusclescrackedandcreaked,Thesweatraninmyeyes,Theplaguedbreathsobbedandwhistledthroughmythroat,Itastedblood,andstrangled,butstillstruggledon——

  Thestarsabovemedancedinswarmslikeyellowbees,Theshakenmoonlightwrithedupontherocks;——

  ButatthelastIfelthisbreathingweakergrow,Thetenselimbsgrowlesstense,AndwithaburstingcryIbenthisheadrightback,Back,back,untilIheardhisneckbonessnap;

  Hisspinecrunchedinmygrip;

  IflunghimtotheearthandkneltuponhisbreastAndlistenedtilltheflutteringpulsewasstilled。

  Man,god,ordevil,Ihadwrenchedthelifefromhim!

  Andlo!——evenashediedThemoonlightfailedabovethevale,——

  Andsomehow,sure,Iknownowhow!——

  BetweentheriftedrocksthegreatSunstruckAfingerdownthecliff,andthatredbeamLaysharpacrossthefaceofhimthatIhadslain;

  AndinthatlightIreadtheanswerofthesilentgodsUntomycursed—outprayer,Forhethatlayuponthegroundwas——I!

  Iunderstoodthelessonthen;

  Itwasmyselfthatlaytheredead;

  Yes,IhadslainmySelf。

  THEREBEL

  NodoubttheorderedworldsspeedonWithpurposeintheirwings;

  NodoubttheorderedsongsaresweetEachworthyangelsings;

  AnddoubtlessitiswisetoheedTheorderedwordsofKings;

  ButhowtheheartleapsuptogreetTheheadlong,rebelflight,WhenassomerecklessmeteorBlazesacrossthenight!

  Somecomet——Byron——Lucifer——

  HasdaredtoBe,andfight!

  NodoubtbutitissafetodwellWhereordereddutiesare;

  NodoubtthecherubsearntheirwageWhowindeachtickingstar;

  Nodoubtthesystemisquiteright!——

  Sane,ordered,regular;

  ButhowtherebelfiresthesoulWhodaresthestronggods’ire!

  EachByron!——Shelley!——Lucifer!——

  AndalltheoutcastchoirThatchantwhensomePrometheusLeapsuptostealJove’sfire!

  THECHILDANDTHEMILL

  BETTERapauper,penniless,asleeponthekindlysod——

  Betteragipsy,houseless,butneartotheheartofGod,Thatbeatsforearsnotdulledbytheclankingwheelsofcare——

  Betterstarvationandfreedom,hopeandthegoodfreshairThandeathtotheSomethinginhimthatwasborntolaughanddream,Thatwaskintotheidleliliesandtheripplesofthestream。

  Foroutofthedreamsofchildhood,thatcarelesscomeandgo,Theboygainsstrength,unknowing,thattheManwillproveandknow。

  Butthesefoolswiththeirliesandtheirdollars,theirmillsandtheirbloodyhands,Whomakeagodofawheel,whoworshiptheirwhirringbands,Theyareflingingthelifeofapeople,raw,tothebrutemachines。

  Dull—eyed,weary,andold——oldinhisearlyteens——

  Stuntedandstupidandtwisted,marredinthemillsofgrief,CanyourfactoriesfashionaManofthisthing——

  aManandaChief?

  Dumbistheheartofhimnow,atthetimewhenhisheartshouldsing——

  Wastersofbodyandbrain,whatracewillthefuturebring?

  Whatofthenation’snervewhenasswiftcrisescome?

  Whatofthebrawnthatshouldheavethegunsonthebeckofthedrum?

  Thievesofbodyandsoul,whocanneitherthinknorfeel,Swine—eyedpriestsoflittlefalsegodsofgoldandsteel,Bowtoyourobscenealtars,worshipyourloudmillsthen!

  FeedtoMolochandBaalthebrawnandbrainsofmen——

  ButsilentandwatchfulandhiddenforeveroverallThemastersbroodofthoseMillsthat\"grindexceedingsmall。\"

  AnditneedsnooccultartnormagictoforeshowThatapeoplewhosowdefeattheywillreapthethingtheysow。

  \"SICTRANSITGLORIAMUNDI\"

  CONQUERORSleonine,lordly,Princesandvauntingkings,Yearedrunkwiththesoundofyourbraggarttrumps——

  Butlo!yearelittlethings!

  Earth……itischarnelwithmonarchs!

  AndthepuffsofdustthatstartWhereyourwarsteedsstampwiththeirringinghoofsWereeachsomewarrior’sheart。

  Peoplesimperial,mighty,Masterful,challengingfate,Thetreadofyourcohortsshakesthehills——

  Butlo!yearenotgreat!

  Nationsthatswarmandmurmur,Yearemothsthatflutterandclimb——

  Yearewhirlinggnats,yeareswirlingbees,Tossedinthewindsoftime!

  Earththatisflushedwithglory,Amarvelousworldyeare!

  Butlo!inthemidstofamillionstarsYeareonlyonepalestar!

  Abreathstirsthedarkabysses……

  ThedeepsbelowthedeepAretroubledandvexed……andathousandworldsFalloneternalsleep!

  THECOMRADE

  I

  HATHnotmanathisnoblestAnairofsomethingmorethanman?——

  Ahintofgraceimmortal,BornofhisgreatlydaringtoassistthegodsInconqueringtheseshaggywastes,Thesedesertworlds,Andplantinglifeandorderinthesestars?——

  SoWomanatherbest:

  HereyesarebrightwithvisionsandwithdreamsThattriumphovertime;

  Herplumedthought,wingforwing,ismatewithhis。

  II

  Theworldrollsonfromdreamtodream,And’neaththevastimpersonalrevengesofitsgoing,CrushedfoolsthatcrieddefeatLiedeadamidthedusttheyprophesied——

  Yedoubtersofman’slargerdestiny,Yethatdespair,Lookbackwarddownthevistaedyears,Andallisbattle——andallvictory!

  Manfought,tobeaman!

  Throughpainfulcenturiestheslowbeastfought,Blindedandbaffled,foughttogainhissoul;——

  Wild,hairy,shag,andfearedofshadows,YetthecloudsMadehimstrangesignalsthathepuzzledo’er;——

  Beast,child,andape,Andyetthewindsharpedtohim,andtheseaRolledinuponhisconsciousnessItstidesofwonderandromance;——

  Uncouthandcakedwithmire,Andyetthestarssaidsomethingtohim,andthesunDeclareditselfagod;——

  ThelaggingcyclesturnedatlastThepicturesintothought,Thoughtfloweredinsoul;——

  But,oh,themyriadwearyyearsEreCalibanwasShakespeare’sselfAndDarwin’sapehadDarwin’sbrain!——

  Thebattling,battling,andthesteepascent,Thefighttoholdthelittlegained,Theloss,thedoubt,theshakenheart,Thestubborn,gropingslowrecovery!——

  Butlookingbackwardtowardthedimbeginnings,Youthatdespair,Hathhenotclimbedandconquered?

  Lookbackwardandall’sVictory!

  Whatcowardlooksforwardandforeseesdefeat?

  III

  Whoclimbedbesidehim,andwhofoughtAndsufferedandwasglad?

  Isshealesserthingthanhe,Whostainedtheslopeswithbloodyfeet,orstoodBesidehimonsomehard—woneminenceofhopeExultingasthebolddawnsweptAharperhandalongtheringinghills?

  Fleshofhisflesh,andofhissoulthesoul,Hathshenotfought,hathshenotclimbed?

  Andhowisshealesserthing?——

  Nay,ifsheeverwas’Twaswethatmadeherso,whocalledherqueenButkeptherslave。

  IV

  Hadshenotcourageforthefight?

  Hathshenotcouragefortheyearstocome?

  Hathshenotcouragewhodescendsalone——

  (Howpitifullyalone,exceptforLove!)

  Whereman’sthoughtevenfaltersthatwouldfollow,Intotheshadowyabyss(ThroughvastandmurmurouscavernsdarkwithcrowdingdreadAndterriblewithhoveringwings),TobattletherewithDeath?——tobattleTherewithDeath,andwrestfromhim,OConquerorandMother,Life!

  V

  Hathshetoolongdweltdream—boundintheworldoflove,Unconsciousofthesternerthroes,Themoreaustere,impersonal,widefaith,TheurgethatdrivesChriststothecrossNotfortheloveofonebeloved,Butfortheloveofall?

  Ifso,shewakes!

  Wakesanddemandsashareinallman’sbolderdestinies,Thehigh,audaciousventuresofthesoulThatthinkstoscalethebastionedslopesAndstrikestarkChaosfromhisthrone。

  Westillstandinthedawnoftime。

  Notmeanlyletusstandnorshakenwithlowdoubts!

  FortherebeyondthevergeandmarginofgraycloudThefuturethrillswithpromiseAndtheskiesaretremulouswithgoldenlight;——

  Shetoowouldsharethosevictories,Comrade,andmorethancomrade;——

  Newtimes,newneedsconfrontusnow;

  WemustevolvenewpowersTobattlewith;——

  Wemustgoforwardnowtogether,Orperchancewefail!

  ENVOI

  ALITTLEWHILE

  Alittlewhilethetearsandlaughter,Thewillowandtherose——

  Alittlewhile,andwhatcomesafterNomanknows。

  Anhourtosing,toloveandlinger……

  ThenlutanistandluteWillfallonsilence,songandsingerBothbemute。

  Ourgodsfromourdesireswefashion……

  Exaltourbaffledlives,AnddreamtheirvitalbloomandpassionStillsurvives;

  Butwhenwe’redonewithmirthandweeping,Withmyrtle,rue,androse,ShallDeathtakeLifeintohiskeeping?……

  Nomanknows。

  Whathearthathnot,throughtwilightplaces,SoughtforitsdeadagainTogildwithlovetheirpallidfaces?……

  Soughtinvain!……

  StillmountstheDreamonshiningpinion……

  Stillbroodsthedulldistrust……

  Whichshallhaveultimatedominion,Dream,ordust?

  Alittlewhilewithgriefandlaughter,Andthenthedaywillclose;

  Theshadowsgather……whatcomesafterNomanknows!

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