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  Theresupsto—nightonearthNomaddercrewofwastrelsthanThisfellowshipofmirth……

  (Ofmirth……drink,fools!——norletitflagLestfromtheoutermistCreepinthatothercompanyUnbiddentothetryst。

  We’regrownsofondofparadoxPerversenessholdsusthrall,SowhateachjesterlovesthebestHemocksthemostofall;

  Butasthejestandlaughgoround,Eachinhisneighbor’seyesReads,whilehefloutshisheart’sdesire,Theknowledgethathelies。

  NotoneofusbuthadsomepearlsAndflungthemtotheswine,Notoneofusbuthadsomegift——

  Somesparkoffiredivine——

  EachmighthavebeenGod’sministerInthetempleofsomeart——

  EachfeelshisgiftpervertedmoveWormlikethroughhisdryheart。

  IfGodcalledAzraeltoHimnowAndbadeDeathbendthebowAgainstthesaddestheartthatbeatsHereonthisearthbelow,NotanysobbingbreastwouldgainTheguerdonofthatbarb——

  ThesaddestonesarethosethatwearThejester’smotleygarb。

  Whoseshoutayeloudestrings,andwhoseThemaddestcranksandquips——

  Whomintshissoultolaughter’scoinAndwastesitwithhislips——

  HasgrowntoosadforsighsandseeksTocheathimselfwithmirth;

  Wefoolsself—doomedtomotleyareTheweariestwightsonearth!

  Butyet,foruswhosebrainsandheartsStroveayeinpathsperverse,DoomedstilltoknowthebetterthingsAndstilltodotheworse,——

  WhatelseisthereremainsforusButmakeajestofcareAndsettheraftersringing,inOurTavernofDespair?

  COLORSANDSURFACES

  AGOLDENLAD

  (D。V。M。)

  \"GoldenladsandlassesmustLikechimney—sweeperscometodust。\"

  ——SHAKESPEARE。

  Soyoung,butalreadythesplendorOfgeniusrobedhimabout——

  Alreadythedangerous,tenderRegardofthegodsmarkedhimout——

  (OnwhomtheburdenanddutyTheybind,athisearliestbreath,Ofshowingtheirowngravebeauty,Theyloveandtheycrownwithdeath。)

  Wewereofoneblood,buttheoldenRaptpoetsspakeoutinhistone;

  Wewereofoneblood,butthegoldenRathepromisewashis,hisalone。

  AndeverhisgreateyeglistenedWithvisionsIcouldnotsee,EverhethrilledandlistenedTovoiceswithholdenfromme。

  Younglordoftherealmsoffancy,ThebrightdreamsflockedtohiscallLikespritesthatthenecromancyOfaProsperoholdsinthrall——

  Quickvisionsthatservedandattended,Elusiveandhoveringthings,WithaquiverofjoyinthesplendidWildsweepoftheirluminouswings;

  Hedweltinanalienglamor,Hewroughtofitsgleamsacrown,——

  Buttheworld,withitscrueltyandclamor,Brokehimandbeathimdown;

  Sohepassed;hewasworn,hewasweary,Hewasslainatthetouchoflife;——

  WithasmilethatwaswistfulandeerieHepassedfromthesenselessstrife;——

  Soheceased(istheirhumorsatiric,Thesegodsthatmakeperfectandblight?)——

  HeceasedlikeanexquisitelyricThatdiesonthebreastofnight。

  THESAGEANDTHEWOMAN

  ’TWIXTancientBeershebaandDanAnothersuchacaravanDazedPalestinehadneverseenAsthatwhichboreSabea’squeenUpfromthefainandflamingSouthToslakeheryearningspirit’sdrouthAtwisdom’spools,withSolomon。

  Withgiftsofscentedsandalwood,Andlabdanum,andcassia—bud,WithspicyspoilsofArabyAndcamel—loadsofivoryAndheavyclothsthatglancedandshoneWithinwroughtpearlandberyl—stoneShecame,aboldSabeangirl。

  Anddidshefindhimgrave,orgay?

  PerchancehispalacebreathedthatdayWithpsalterssoundingsolemnly——

  Orcymbals’merrierminstrelsy——

  PerchancetheweariedmonarchheardSomeloose—tonguedprophet’smeddlingword;——

  Noneknows,noone——butSolomon!

  Shelooked——witheynewhereinwereblentAllardorsoftheOrient;

  Shespake——allmagicsoftheSouthWerecompassedinthewitch’smouth;——

  HethoughtthescarletlipsofherMorepreciousthanEnGedi’smyrrh,ThelipsofthatSabeangirl;

  Bymanyanamoroussuncaressed,FromliftedbrowtoamberbreastShegleamedinvividloveliness——

  Andlitheasanyleopardess——

  Andverily,oneblamestheenotIfthineownproverbswereforgot,OSolomon,wiseSolomon!

  Shedancedforhim,andsurelysheLearntdancingfromsomemoonlitseaWhereelfinvaporsswirledandswayedWhilethewildpipesofwitchcraftplayedSuchclutchingmusic’twouldimpelAprophet’sselftodancetohell——

  SospunthelightSabeangirl。

  HesworeherlaughterhadtheliltOfchimingwatersthatarespiltInspraysofspurtedmelodyFromfountsofcarvenporphyry,AndinthebillowyturbulenceOfherduskhairdrownedsoulandsense——

  Darktidesanddeep,OSolomon!

  PerchanceuntoherdaybelongsHispoemcalledtheSongofSongs,EachlittlelyricintervalTimedtoherpulse’sriseandfall;——

  OrwhenhecriedoutwearilyThatallthingsendinvanityDidhemeanthatSabeangirl?

  Thebrightbarbaricopulence,Thesun—kistTemple,Kedar’stents,——

  Howmanyacarelesscaravan’TwixtBeershebaandruinedDan,Withinthesefortycenturies,Hasflungtheirdusttomanyabreeze,WithdustthatwasKingSolomon!

  Butstillthelessonholdsastrue,OKing,aswhenshelessonedyou:

  ThatverywisemenarenotwiseUntiltheyreadinFolly’seyesThewisdomthatescapestheschools,ThatbidsthesagerevisehisrulesBylightofsomeSabeangirl!

  NEWSFROMBABYLON

  \"Archaeologistshavediscoveredalove—letteramongtheruinsofBabylon。\"——Newspaperreport。

  Theworldhathjustonetaletotell,anditisveryold,Alittletale——asimpletale——atalethat’seasytold:

  \"TherewasayouthinBabylonwhogreatlylovedamaid!\"

  Theworldhathjustonesongtosing,butsingsitunafraid,Alittlesong——afoolishsong——theonlysongithath:

  \"TherewasayouthinAscalonwholovedagirlinGath!\"

  Homerclangedit,Omartwangedit,GreeceandPersiaknew!——

  Nimrod’sreivers,Hiram’sweavers,Hindu,Kurd,andJew——

  CrowningTyre,Troyafire,theyhavedreamedthedream;

  Tiber—sideandNilus—tidebrightenedwiththegleam——

  Oh,thesuing,sighing,wooing,sadandmerryhours,Blissestasted,kisseswasted,buildingBabel’stowers!

  Heartswereaching,heartswerebreaking,lasheswetwithdew,WhentheshipstouchedthelipsofislandsSapphoknew;

  Yearningbreastsandburningbreasts,coldatlast,arehidAmidthegloomsofcarventombsinKhufu’spyramid——

  Thoughthesages,downtheages,smiletheircynicdoubt,Manandmaid,unafraid,puttheschoolstorout;

  Seektochainloveandretainloveinthebondsofbreath,Vowtoholdlove,bindandfoldloveevenuntodeath!

  ThedustoffortycenturieshasburiedBabylon,Andoutofallherloversdeadrisesonlyone;

  Riseswithasongtosingandlaughterinhiseyes,Theoldsong——theonlysong——foralltherestarelies!

  For,oh,theworldhasjustonedream,anditisveryold——

  ’Tisyouth’sdream——asillydream——butitisflushedwithgold!

  ARHYMEOFTHEROADS

  PEARL—SLASHEDandpurpleandcrimsonandfringedwithgraymistofthehills,Thepennonsofmorningadvancetothemusicofrock—frettedrills,Thedumbforestquickenstosong,andthelittlegustsshoutastheyflingAfloor—clothoforchardbloomdownfortheflash—

  ing,quickfeetoftheSpring。

  Totheroad,gipsy—heart,thouandI!’Tisthemadpiper,Spring,whoisleading;

  ’Tisthepulseofhispipingthatthrobsthroughthebrain,irresistiblypleading;

  Full—blossomed,deep—bosomed,fainwoman,light—

  footed,lute—throatedandfleet,WehavedrunkofthewineofthisWanderer’ssong;

  letusfollowhisfeet!

  LikeraveledredgirdlesflungdownbysomehoidenishgoddessinmirthThetangledroadsreachfromrimuntoutter—

  mostrimoftheearth——

  Wewillweaveofthesestrandsastrongnet,wewillsnarethebrightwingsofdelight,——

  Wewillmakeofthesestringsasweetlutethatwillshamethelowwind—harpsofnight。

  Theclamoroftonguesandtheclangoroftradesinthepeevishpackedstreet,Thearrogant,janglingNothings,withiterant,dis—

  sonantbeat,Theclattering,senselessendeavorwithdrossofmeregoldforitsgoal,Thesehavesickenedthesensesandweariedthebrainandstraitenedthesoul。

  \"Comeforthandbecleansedofthefollyofstrifeforthingsworthlessofstrife,ComeforthandgainlifeandgraspGodbyfore—

  goinggainsworthlessoflife\"——

  Itwasthusspakethewizardwildwood,low—

  voicedtothehearkeningheart,Itwasthussangthejovialhills,andtheharpersunborepart。

  Owoman,whosebloodasmybloodwiththefireoftheSpringisaflame,Wedidwell,whentheredroadscalled,thatweheededthecallandcame——

  Cameforthtothesweetwisesilencewheresoulmayspeaksoothuntosoul,Vine—wreathedandvagabondLove,withthegoalofNowhereforourgoal!

  Whatplanet—crownedDuskthatwandersthesteepsofourfirmamentthereHathgemsthatmaymatchwiththedew—opalsmeshedinthineopulenthair?

  Whatwind—witchthatskimsthecurledbillowswithfeettheyarefaintocaressHathsandalssowing’dasthineartwithagod—

  likecarelessness?

  Anddarewenotdreamthisisheaven?——towan—

  derthuson,everon。

  Throughthehush—heavyvalleysofspace,uptheflushingredslopesofthedawn?——

  Fornonethatseeksrestshallfindresttillheceasethhisstrivingforrest,Andthegainofthequestisthejoyoftheroadthatallurestothequest。

  THELANDOFYESTERDAY

  ANDIwouldseekthecountrytownAmidgreenmeadowsnestleddownIfIcouldonlyfindthewayBacktotheLandofYesterday!

  HowIwouldthrustthemilesaside,Rushupthequietlane,andthen,Justwhereherroseslaughedinpride,Findheramongtheflowersagain。

  I’dslipinsilentlyandwaitUntilshesawmebythegate,Andthen……readthroughabluroftearsQuickpardonfortheselfishyears。

  Thistime,thistime,IwouldnotwaitForthatbriefwirethatsaid,Toolate!——

  IfIcouldonlyfindthewayIntotheLandofYesterday。

  IwonderifherrosesyetLiftuptheirheadsandlaughwithpride,AndifherphloxandmignonetteHavehearttoblossombytheirside;

  IwonderifthedearoldlaneStillchirpswithrobinsafterrain,AndifthebirdsandbandedbeesStillrobherearlycherry—trees……

  Iwonder,ifIwenttherenow,Howeverythingwouldseem,andhow——

  Butno!notnow;thereisnowayBacktotheLandofYesterday。

  OCTOBER

  CEASEtocallhimsadandsober,Merriestofmonths,October!

  Patronoftheburstingbins,Revelerinwaysideinns,IcannowherefindatraceOfthepensiveinhisface;

  Thereismingledwitandfolly,ButthemadcaplacksthegraceOfathoughtfulmelancholy。

  Spendthriftoftheseasons’gold,HowheflingsandscattersoutTreasurefilchedfromsummer—time!——

  NeverrufflingsquireofoldBetterlovedatavernboutWhenPrinceHalwasinhisprime。

  Doubletslashedwithgoldandgreen;

  Cloakofcrimson;changefulsheen,Ofthedewsthatgemhisbreast;

  Frostylaceabouthisthroat;

  ScarletplumesthatflauntandfloatBackwardinagayunrest——

  Where’sanothergallantdrestWithsuchtricksygaiety,Suchunlessonedvanity?

  WithhisamberafternoonsAndhispendantpoets’moons——

  WithhistwilightsdashedwithroseFromthered—lippedafterglows——

  WithhisvocalairsatdawnBreathinghintsofHelicon——

  BacchanalianbeesthatsipWherehiscider—pressesdrip——

  WiththewindingofthehornWherehishuntsmenmeetthemorn——

  WithhiseverypipingbreezeShakingfromfamiliartreesApplesofHesperides——

  Withthechuckle,chirp,andtrillOfhisjollybrooksthatspillMirthintangledmadrigalsDownpebble—dappledwaterfalls——

  (BrooksthatlaughandmakeescapeThroughwildarborswherethegrapePurpleswithapromiseofRacyvintagerareaslove)——

  Withhismerry,wantonair,MirthandvanityandfollyWhyshouldhebemadetobearBurdenofsomemelancholySongthatswoonsandsinkswithcare?

  Ceasetocallhimsadorsober,——

  He’sajollydog,October!

  CHANTOFTHECHANGINGHOURS

  THEHourspassedby,afleet,confusedcrowd;

  Withwaftureofblowngarmentsbrightasfire,Light,lightoffootandlaughing,morning—browed,AndwheretheytrodthejonquilandthebriarThrilledintojocundlife,thedreamingdellsWakedtoamorricechimeofjostledbells;——

  Theydanced!theydanced!topipingsuchasflingsThegarneredmusicofamillionSpringsIntoonesingle,keenerecstasy;——

  Onepausedandshoutedtomyquestionings:

  \"Lo,IamYouth;Ibidtheefollowme!\"

  TheHourspassedby;theypaced,greatlordsandproud,Crownedonwithsunlight,robedinrichattire;

  Beforetheirconqueringwordthebrutedeedbowed,AndArielfanciesservedtheirlargedesire;

  Theyspake,androusedthemusedsoulthatdwellsIndust,or,smiling,shapednewheavensandhells,Dethronedoldgodsandmadeblindbeggarskings:

  \"Andwhatartthou,\"Icriedtoone,\"thatbringsHismistress,forabrooch,theGalaxy?\"——

  \"IamtheplumedThoughtthatsoarsandsings:

  Lo,IamSong;Ibidtheefollowme!\"

  TheHourspassedby,withveiledeyesendowedOfdream,andpartedlipsthatscarcesuspire,Tobreathingduskandarrowymoonlightvowed,Southwindandshadowygroveandmurmuringlyre;——

  Swayingtheymoved,asdrows’dofwizardspellsOrtranc’dwithsightofrecentmiracles,Andyettheytrembled,downtheirfoldedwingsQuiveredthehintofsweetwithholdenthings,Ah,bitter—sweetintheirintensity!

  Onepausedandsaiduntomywonderings:

  \"Lo,IamLove;Ibidtheefollowme!\"

  TheHourspassedby,throughhuddledcitiesloudWithwitlesshateandstalewithstinkingmire:

  SocowledmonksmightmarchwithbierandshroudDownstreetsplague—spottedtowardsomecleans—

  ingpyre;——

  Yet,lo!strangeliliesbloomedinlightlesscells,AndpassionatespiritsbursttheirclayeyshellsAndsangthestrickenhopethatbleedsandclings:

  Earth’sbruisedheartbeatinthethrobbingstrings,Andjoystillstruggledthroughthethrenody!

  OnesternHoursaiduntomymarvelings:

  \"Lo,IamLife;Ibidtheefollowme!\"

  TheHourspassedby,thestumblinghoursandcowed,Uncertain,pronetotearsandchildishire,——

  ThewaveringhoursthatdriftlikeanycloudAtwhimofwindsorfortunateordire,——

  Thefeebleshapesthatanychanceexpells;

  Theirwisdomuseless,lackingthebloodthatswellsThetensedvein:thehot,swifttidethatstingsWithlife。Ah,wise!butnakedtotheslingsOffate,andplaguedofyouthfulmemory!

  Acrackedvoicebrokeuponmypityings:

  \"Lo,IamAge;Ibidtheefollowme!\"

  Ah,Youth!wedalliedbythebabblingwellsWhereAprilallherlyricsecrettells;——

  Ah,Song!wespedourboldimaginingsAsfarasyonredplanet’striplerings;——

  OLife!OLove!Ifollowed,followedthee!

  Therewaitsonewordtoendmyjourneyings:

  \"Lo,IamDeath;Ibidtheefollowme!\"

  DREAMSANDDUST

  SELVES

  MydustinruinedBabylonIsblownalongthelevelplain,AndsongsofmineatdawnhavesoaredAbovetheblueSicilianmain。

  Weareourselves,andnotourselves……

  ForeverthwartingprideandwillSomeforebear’spassionleapsfromdeathToclaimavitallicensestill。

  Ancestralluststhatslewanddied,Resurgent,swelleachlivingvein;

  Olddoubtsandfaiths,newpanoplied,Disputethemasteryofthebrain。

  TheloveoflibertythatflamesFromwrittenruneandstrickenreedShookthehotheartsofswordsmensiresAtMarathonandRunnymede。

  Whatarethesethingswecallour\"selves\"?……

  HaveInotshouted,sobbed,anddiedInthebrightsurfofspearsthatbrokeWhereGreecerolledbackthePersiantide?

  ArewewhobreathemorequickthantheyWhosebonesaredustwithinthetomb?

  Nay,asIwrite,whatgrayoldghostsMurmurandmockmefromthegloom……

  Theycall……acrossstrangeseastheycall,Strangeseas,andhauntedcoastsoftime……

  TheystartlemewithwordlesssongsTowhichtheSphinxhathknowntherhyme。

  Ourheartsswellbigwithdeadmen’shates,Oureyesstinghotwithdeadmen’stears;

  Weareourselves,butnotourselves,Bornheirs,butserfs,toalltheyears!

  IrodewithNimrod……stroveatTroy……

  AslaveIstoodinCrowningTyre,AqueenlookedonmeandIlovedAnddiedtocompassmydesire。

  THEWAGES

  EARTHlovestogibbero’erherdross,Hergoldensouls,towaste;

  Thecupshefillsforhergod—menIsabittercuptotaste。

  WhoseesthegyvesthatbindmankindAndstrivestostrikethemoffShallgainthehissinghateoffools,Thorns,andtheingrate’sscoff。

  Whostormsthemoss—grownwallsofeldAndbeatssomefalsehooddownShallpassthepallidgatesofdeathSanslaurel,loveorcrown;

  ForhimwhofainwouldteachtheworldTheworldholdshateinfee——

  ForSocrates,thehemlockcup;

  ForChrist,Gethsemane。

  INMARS,WHATAVATAR?

  \"InVishnu—land,whatavatar?\"

  ——BROWNING。

  PERCHANCEthedyinggodsofEarthAredestinedtoanotherbirth,Andworn—outcreedsregaintheirworthInthekindlyairofotherstars——

  WhatlordsoflifeandlightholdswayInthemyriadworldsoftheMilkyWay?

  WhatavatarsinMars?

  WhatAphroditesfromtheseasThatlaptheplungingPleiadesArisetospreadafarThedreamthatwasthesoulofGreece?

  InMars,whatavatar?

  WhichhundredmoonsarewanwithloveFordullEndymions?

  WhichhundredmoonshangtrancedaboveAudaciousAjalons?

  WhatHolyGraillureserrantspaleThroughthewastesofyonderstar?

  WhatfablesswaytheMilkyWay?

  InMars,whatavatar?

  WhenmorningskimswithcrimsonwingsAcrossthemeresofMercury,WhatdreamingMemnonwakesandsingsOfmiraclesonMercury?

  WhatChrists,whatavatars,ClaimMars?

  THEGOD—MAKER,MAN

  NEVERMORE

  ShalltheshepherdsofArcadyfollowPan’smoodsashelollsbytheshoreOfthemere,orlieshidinthehollow;

  NevermoreShalltheystartatthesoundofhisreed—fashionedflute;

  FallenmuteArethestringsofApollo,Hislyreandhislute;

  AndthelipsoftheMemnonsaremuteEvermore;

  AndthegodsoftheNorth,——aretheydeadorforgetful,OurOdinandBaldurandThor?

  Aretheydrunk,orgrownwearyofworshipandfretful,OurOdinandBaldurandThor?

  AndintowhatnighthavetheOrientdietiesstrayed?

  SwartgodsoftheNile,indusksplendorsarrayed,BroodingIsisandsomberOsiris,Youweregoneerethefragilepapyrus,(Thatbraggedyoueternal!)decayed。

  TheavatarsButilluminetheirlimitedevensAndvanishlikeplungingstars;

  TheyarefixedinthewhirlingheavensNofirmerthanfallingstars;

  Brieflordsofthechangingsoul,theypassLikeabreathfromthefaceofaglass,Orablossomofsummerblownshallop—likeoverThecloverAndtossedtidesofgrass。

  SinktosilencethepsalmsandthepaeansTheshibbolethsshift,andthefaiths,AndthetemplesthatchallengedtheaeonsAretenantedonlybywraiths;

  Swoontosilencethecymbalsandpsalters,Theworshipsgrowsenselessandstrange,Andthemockersask,\"Wherebethyaltars?\"

  Crying,\"Nothingischangeless——butChange!\"

  Yes,nothingseemschangeless,butChange。

  Andyet,throughthecreed—wreckingyears,Onestoryforeverappears;

  ThetaleofaCitySupernal——

  ThewhisperofSomethingeternal——

  Apassion,ahope,andavisionThatpeoplesthesilencewithPowers;

  AfableofmeadowsElysianWhereTimeentersnotwithhisHours;——

  Manifoldarethetale’svariations,Raceandclimeevertintingthedreams,Yetitsessence,throughendlessmutations,Immutablegleams。

  Deathless,thoughgodheadsbedying,Survivingthecreedsthatexpire,Illogical,reason—defying,Livesthatpassionate,primaldesire;

  Insistent,persistent,foreverMancriestothesilences,Never

  ShallDeathreignthelordofthesoul,Shallthedustbetheultimategoal——

  IwillstormtheblackbastionsofNight!

  Iwilltreadwheremyvisionhastrod,Iwillsetinthedarknessalight,Inthevastness,agod!\"

  AstheforeheadofMangrowsbroader,sodohiscreeds;

  Andhisgodstheyareshapedinhisimage,andmirrorhisneeds;

  Andheclothesthemwiththundersandbeauty,heclothesthemwithmusicandfire;

  Seeingnot,ashebowsbytheiraltars,thatheworshipshisowndesire;

  Andmixedwithhistrustthereisterror,andmixedwithhismadnessisruth,Andeverymangrovelsinerror,yeteverymanglimpsesatruth。

  Forallofthecreedsarefalse,andallofthecreedsaretrue;

  Andlowattheshrineswheremybrothersbow,therewillIbow,too;

  Fornoformofagod,andnofashionManhasmadeinhisdesperatepassionButisworthysomeworshipofmine;——

  Nottoohotwithagrossbelief,Noryettoocoldwithpride,Iwillbowmedownwheremybrothersbow,Humble——butopen—eyed!

  UNREST

  AFIERCEunrestseethesatthecoreOfallexistingthings:

  ItwastheeagerwishtosoarThatgavethegodstheirwings。

  Fromwhatflatwastesofcosmicslime,Andstungbywhatquickfire,Sunwardtherestlessracesclimb!——

  Menrisenoutofmire!

  TherethrobsthroughalltheworldsthatareThisheart—beathotandstrong,Andshakensystems,starbystar,Awakeandglowinsong。

  ButfortheurgeofthisunrestThesejoyousspheresweremute;

  ButfortherebelinhisbreastHadmanremainedabrute。

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