Alas,nothingbutadesertoffinestsand!Notatracewasleftoftheriverthathadplungedadowntherocks!Thepowderydrifthadfilleditscoursetothelevelofthedrearyexpanse!AsI
lookedbackIsawthattheriverhaddividedintotwobranchesasitfell,thatwhosebankIhadnowfollowedtothefootoftherockyscaur,andthatwhichfirstIcrossedtotheEvilWood。ThewoodIdescriedbetweenthetwoonthefarhorizon。Beforemeandtotheleft,thedesertstretchedbeyondmyvision,butfartotherightIcouldseealiftinthesky—line,givinghopeoftheforesttowhichmyhostesshaddirectedme。
Isatdown,andsoughtinmypocketthehalf—loafIhadbroughtwithme——thenfirsttounderstandwhatmyhostesshadmeantconcerningit。Verilythebreadwasnotforthemorrow:ithadshrunkandhardenedtoastone!Ithrewitaway,andsetoutagain。
AboutnoonIcametoafewtamariskandjunipertrees,andthentoafewstuntedfirs。AsIwenton,closerthicketsandlargerfirsmetme,andatlengthIwasinjustsuchaforestofpinesandothertreesasthatinwhichtheLittleOnesfoundtheirbabies,andbelievedIhadreturneduponafartherportionofthesame。ButwhatmatteredWHEREwhileEVERYWHEREwasthesameasNOWHERE!Ihadnotyet,bydoingsomethinginit,madeANYWHEREintoaplace!I
wasnotyetalive;IwasonlydreamingIlived!Iwasbutaconsciousnesswithanoutlook!TrulyIhadbeennothingelseintheworldIhadleft,butnowIknewthefact!IsaidtomyselfthatifinthisforestIshouldcatchthefaintgleamofthemirror,Iwouldturnfarasidelestitshouldentrapmeunawares,andgivemebacktomyoldexistence:hereImightlearntobesomethingbydoingsomething!Icouldnotendurethethoughtofgoingback,withsomanybeginningsandnotanendachieved。TheLittleOneswouldmeetwhatfatewasappointedthem;theawfulwitchIshouldnevermeet;thedeadwouldripenandarisewithoutme;IshouldbutwaketoknowthatIhaddreamed,andthatallmygoingwasnowhither!I
wouldrathergoonandonthancometosuchaclose!
Iwentdeeperintothewood:Iwasweary,andwouldrestinit。
Thetreeswerenowlarge,andstoodinregular,almostgeometric,fashion,withroomyspacesbetween。Therewaslittleundergrowth,andIcouldseealongwayineverydirection。Theforestwaslikeagreatchurch,solemnandsilentandempty,forImetnothingontwofeetorfourthatday。Nowandthen,itistrue,someswiftthing,andagainsomeslowthing,wouldcrossthespaceonwhichmyeyehappenedthatmomenttosettle;butitwasalwaysatsomedistance,andonlyenhancedthesenseofwidenessandvacancy。I
heardafewbirds,andsawplentyofbutterflies,someofmarvellouslygorgeouscolouringandcombinationsofcolour,someofapureanddazzlingwhiteness。
Comingtoaspotwherethepinesstoodfartherapartandgaveroomforfloweringshrubs,andhopingitasignofsomedwellingnear,I
tookthedirectionwhereyetmoreandmorerosesgrew,forIwashungryafterthevoiceandfaceofmykind——afteranylivesoul,indeed,humanornot,whichImightinsomemeasureunderstand。
Whatahellofhorror,Ithought,towanderalone,abareexistencenevergoingoutofitself,neverwideningitslifeinanotherlife,but,boundwiththecordsofitspoorpeculiarities,lyinganeternalprisonerinthedungeonofitsownbeing!Ibegantolearnthatitwasimpossibletoliveforoneselfeven,saveinthepresenceofothers——then,alas,fearfullypossible!evilwasonlythroughgood!
selfishnessbutaparasiteonthetreeoflife!InmyownworldIhadthehabitofsolitarysong;herenotacrooningmurmureverpartedmylips!ThereIsangwithoutthinking;hereIthoughtwithoutsinging!thereIhadneverhadabosom—friend;heretheaffectionofanidiotwouldbedivinelywelcome!\"IfonlyIhadadogtolove!\"Isighed——andregardedwithwondermypastself,whichpreferredthecompanyofbookorpentothatofmanorwoman;
which,iftheauthorofataleIwasenjoyingappeared,wouldwishhimawaythatImightreturntohisstory。Ihadchosenthedeadratherthantheliving,thethingthoughtratherthanthethingthinking!\"Anyman,\"Isaidnow,\"ismorethanthegreatestofbooks!\"Ihadnotcaredformylivebrothersandsisters,andnowIwasleftwithouteventhedeadtocomfortme!
Thewoodthinnedyetmore,andthepinesgrewyetlarger,sendinguphugestems,likecolumnseagertosupporttheheavens。Moretreesofotherkindsappeared;theforestwasgrowingricher!Therosesworenowtrees,andtheirflowersofastonishingsplendour。
SuddenlyIspiedwhatseemedagreathouseorcastle;butitsformsweresostrangelyindistinct,thatIcouldnotbecertainitwasmorethanachancecombinationoftree—shapes。AsIdrewnearer,itslinesyetheldtogether,butneithertheynorthebodyofitgrewatallmoredefinite;andwhenatlengthIstoodinfrontofit,Iremainedasdoubtfulofitsnatureasbefore。Houseorcastlehabitable,itcertainlywasnot;itmightbearuinovergrownwithivyandroses!Yetofbuildinghidinthefoliage,notthepoorestwall—remnantcouldIdiscern。AgainandagainIseemedtodescrywhatmustbebuilding,butitalwaysvanishedbeforecloserinspection。
Coulditbe,Ipondered,thattheivyhadembracedahugeedificeandconsumedit,anditsinterlacedbranchesretainedtheshapesofthewallsithadassimilated?——Icouldbesureofnothingconcerningtheappearance。
Beforemewasarectangularvacancy——theghostofadoorwaywithoutadoor:Isteppedthroughit,andfoundmyselfinanopenspacelikeagreathall,itsfloorcoveredwithgrassandflowers,itswallsandroofofivyandvine,mingledwithroses。
Therecouldbenobetterplaceinwhichtopassthenight!I
gatheredaquantityofwitheredleaves,laidtheminacorner,andthrewmyselfuponthem。Aredsunsetfilledthehall,thenightwaswarm,andmycouchrestful;Ilaygazingupattheliveceiling,withitstraceryofbranchesandtwigs,itscloudsoffoliage,andpeepingpatchesofloftierroof。Myeyeswentwadingaboutasiftangledinit,untilthesunwasdown,andtheskybeginningtogrowdark。Thentheredrosesturnedblack,andsoontheyellowandwhitealonewerevisible。Whentheyvanished,thestarscameinstead,hangingintheleaveslikelivetopazes,throbbingandsparklingandflashingmanycolours:IwascanopiedwithatreefromAladdin\'scave!
ThenIdiscoveredthatitwasfullofnests,whencetinyheads,nearlyindistinguishable,keptpoppingoutwithachirportwo,anddisappearingagain。Forawhiletherewererustlingsandstirringsandlittleprayers;butasthedarknessgrew,thesmallheadsbecamestill,andatlasteveryfeatheredmotherhadherbroodquietunderherwings,thetalkinthelittlebedswasover,andGod\'sbird—nurseryatrestbeneaththewavesofsleep。Oncemoreafewflutteringsmademelookup:anowlwentsailingacross。Ihadonlyaglimpseofhim,butseveraltimesfeltthecoolwaftureofhissilentwings。Themotherbirdsdidnotmoveagain;theysawthathewaslookingformice,notchildren。
AboutmidnightIcamewideawake,rousedbyarevelry,whosenoiseswereyetnotloud。Neitherweretheydistant;theywereclosetome,butattenuate。Myeyesweresodazzled,however,thatforawhileIcouldseenothing;atlasttheycametothemselves。
Iwaslyingonmywitheredleavesinthecornerofasplendidhall。
Beforemewasacrowdofgorgeouslydressedmenandgracefullyrobedwomen,noneofwhomseemedtoseeme。Indanceafterdancetheyvaguelyembodiedthestoryoflife,itsmeetings,itspassions,itspartings。AstudentofShakspere,Ihadlearnedsomethingofeverydancealludedtoinhisplays,andhencepartiallyunderstoodseveralofthoseInowsaw——theminuet,thepavin,thehey,thecoranto,thelavolta。Thedancerswereattiredinfashionasancientastheirdances。
AmoonhadrisenwhileIslept,andwasshiningthroughthecountless—windowedroof;butherlightwascrossedbysomanyshadowsthatatfirstIcoulddistinguishalmostnothingofthefacesofthemultitude;Icouldnotfail,however,toperceivethattherewassomethingoddaboutthem:Isatuptoseethembetter。——Heavens!couldIcallthemfaces?Theywereskullfronts!
——hard,gleamingbone,barejaws,truncatednoses,liplessteethwhichcouldnomoretakepartinanysmile!Ofthese,someflashedsetandwhiteandmurderous;otherswerecloudedwithdecay,brokenandgapped,colouredoftheearthinwhichtheyseemedsolongtohavelain!Fearfulleryet,theeye—socketswerenotempty;ineachwasalidlesslivingeye!Inthosewrecksoffaces,glowedorflashedorsparkledeyesofeverycolour,shape,andexpression。Thebeautiful,proudeye,darkandlustrous,condescendingtowhateveritrestedupon,wasthemoreterrible;thelovely,languishingeye,themorerepulsive;whilethedim,sadeyes,lessatvariancewiththeirsetting,weresadexceedingly,anddrewtheheartinspiteofthehorroroutofwhichtheygazed。
Iroseandwentamongtheapparitions,eagertounderstandsomethingoftheirbeingandbelongings。Weretheysouls,orweretheyandtheirrhythmicmotionsbutphantasmsofwhathadbeen?Bylooknorbygesture,notbyslightestbreakinthemeasure,didtheyshowthemselvesawareofme;Iwasnotpresenttothem:howmuchweretheyinrelationtoeachother?SurelytheysawtheircompanionsasIsawthem!Orwaseachonlydreamingitselfandtherest?
Didtheyknoweachhowtheyappearedtotheothers——adeathwithlivingeyes?Hadtheyusedtheirfaces,notforcommunication,nottoutterthoughtandfeeling,nottoshareexistencewiththeirneighbours,buttoappearwhattheywishedtoappear,andconcealwhattheywere?and,havingmadetheirfacesmasks,weretheythereforedeprivedofthosemasks,andcondemnedtogowithoutfacesuntiltheyrepented?
\"Howlongmusttheyflaunttheirfacelessnessinfacelesseyes?\"I
wondered。\"Howlongwillthefrightfulpunitionendure?Havetheyatlengthbeguntoloveandbewise?Havetheyyetyieldedtotheshamethathasfoundthem?\"
Iheardnotaword,sawnotamovementofonenakedmouth。Weretheybecauseoflyingbereftofspeech?Withtheireyestheyspokeasiflongingtobeunderstood:wasittruthorwasitfalsehoodthatspokeintheireyes?Theyseemedtoknowoneanother:didtheyseeoneskullbeautiful,andanotherplain?Differencemustbethere,andtheyhadhadlongstudyofskulls!
Mybodywastotheirsnoobstacle:wasIabody,andweretheybutforms?orwasIbutaform,andweretheybodies?Themomentoneofthedancerscamecloseagainstme,thatmomentheorshewasontheothersideofme,andIcouldtell,withoutseeing,which,whethermanorwoman,hadpassedthroughmyhouse。
Onmanyoftheskullsthehairhelditsplace,andhoweverdressed,orinitselfhoweverbeautiful,tomyeyeslookedfrightfulonthebonesoftheforeheadandtemples。Insuchcase,theouterearoftenremainedalso,andatitstip,thejeweloftheearasSidneycallsit,wouldhang,glimmering,gleaming,orsparkling,pearloropalordiamond——underthenightofbrownorofravenlocks,thesunriseofgoldenripples,orthemoonshineofpale,interclouded,fluffycirri——lichenousallontheivory—whiteordamp—yellownakedbone。Ilookeddownandsawthedaintilydomedinstep;Ilookedupandsawtheplumpshouldersbasingthespringoftheroundfullneck——whichwitheredathalf—heighttotheflutedshaftofagibbosecranium。
Themusicbecamewilder,thedancefasterandfaster;eyesflaredandflashed,jewelstwinkledandglittered,castingcolourandfireonthepallidgrinsthatglodethroughthehall,weavingaghastlyrhythmicwoofinintricatemazeofmultitudinousmotion,whensuddencameapause,andeveryeyeturnedtothesamespot:——inthedoorwaystoodawoman,perfectinform,inholding,andinhue,regardingthecompanyasfromthepedestalofagoddess,whilethedancersstood\"likeoneforbid,\"frozentoanewdeathbythevisionofalifethatkilled。\"Deadthings,Ilive!\"saidherscornfulglance。
Then,atonce,likeleavesinwhichaninstantwindawakes,theyturnedeachtoanother,andbrokeafreshintomelodiousconsortedmotion,anewexpressionintheireyes,latesolitary,nowfilledwiththeinterchangeofacommontriumph。\"Thoualso,\"theyseemedtosay,\"wiltsoonbecomeweakaswe!thouwiltsoonbecomelikeuntous!\"Iturnedmineagaintothewoman——andsawuponhersideasmalldarkshadow。
Shehadseenthechangeinthedeadstare;shelookeddown;sheunderstoodthetalkingeyes;shepressedbothherlovelyhandsontheshadow,gaveasmotheredcry,andfled。Thebirdsmovedrustlingintheirnests,andaflashofjoylituptheeyesofthedancers,whensuddenlyawarmwind,growinginstrengthasitsweptthroughtheplace,blewouteverylight。Butthelowmoonyetglimmeredonthehorizonwith\"sickassay\"toshine,andaturbidradianceyetgleamedfromsomanyeyes,thatIsawwellenoughwhatfollowed。
Asifeachshapehadbeenbutasnow—image,itbegantofalltopieces,ruininginthewarmwind。Inpaperyflakesthefleshpeeledfromitsbones,droppinglikesoiledsnowfromunderitsgarments;
thesefellflutteringinragsandstrips,andthewholewhiteskeleton,emergingfromgarmentandfleshtogether,stoodbareandlankamidthedecaythatlitteredthefloor。Afaintrattlingshiverwentthroughthenakedcompany;pairafterpairthelampingeyeswentout;andthedarknessgrewroundmewiththeloneliness。
Foramomenttheleaveswerestillsweptflutteringalloneway;
thenthewindceased,andtheowlfloatedsilentthroughthesilentnight。
NotforamomenthadIbeenafraid。Itistruethatwhoeverwouldcrossthethresholdofanyworld,mustleavefearbehindhim;but,formyself,Icouldclaimnopartinitsabsence。Noconsciouscouragewasoperantinme;simply,Iwasnotafraid。IneitherknewwhyIwasnotafraid,norwhereforeImighthavebeenafraid。
Ifearednotevenfear——whichofalldangersisthemostdangerous。
Iwentoutintothewood,atoncetoresumemyjourney。Anothermoonwasrising,andIturnedmyfacetowardit。
CHAPTERXVII
AGROTESQUETRAGEDY
IhadnotgonetenpaceswhenIcaughtsightofastrange—lookingobject,andwentnearertoknowwhatitmightbe。Ifounditamoulderingcarriageofancientform,ruinousbutstilluprightonitsheavywheels。Oneachsideofthepole,stillinitsplace,laytheskeletonofahorse;fromtheirtwogrimwhiteheadsascendedtheshrivelledreinstothehandoftheskeleton—coachmanseatedonhistatteredhammer—cloth;bothdoorshadfallenaway;withinsattwoskeletons,eachleaningbackinitscorner。
EvenasIlooked,theystartedawake,andwithacrackingrattleofbones,eachleapedfromthedoornextit。Onefellandlay;
theotherstoodamoment,itsstructureshakingperilously;thenwithdifficulty,foritsjointswerestiff,crept,holdingbythebackofthecarriage,totheoppositeside,thethinleg—bonesseeminghardlystrongenoughtocarryitsweight,where,kneelingbytheother,itsoughttoraiseit,almostfallingitselfagainintheendeavour。
Theprostrateoneroseatlength,asbyasuddeneffort,tothesittingposture。Forafewmomentsitturneditsyellowishskulltothissideandthat;then,heedlessofitsneighbour,gotuponitsfeetbygraspingthespokesofthehindwheel。Halferectedthus,itstoodwithitsbacktotheother,bothhandsholdingoneofitsknee—joints。Withlittlelessdifficultyandnotafewcontortions,thekneelingonerosenext,andaddresseditscompanion。
\"Haveyouhurtyourself,mylord?\"itsaid,inavoicethatsoundedfar—off,andill—articulatedasifblownasidebysomespectralwind。
\"Yes,Ihave,\"answeredtheother,inlikebutroughertone。\"Youwoulddonothingtohelpme,andthiscursedkneeisout!\"
\"Ididmybest,mylord。\"
\"Nodoubt,mylady,foritwasbad!IthoughtIshouldneverfindmyfeetagain!——But,blessmysoul,madam!areyououtinyourbones?\"
Shecastalookatherself。
\"Ihavenothingelsetobeoutin,\"shereturned;\"——andYOUatleastcannotcomplain!Butwhatonearthdoesitmean?AmI
dreaming?\"
\"YOUmaybedreaming,madam——Icannottell;butthiskneeofmineforbidsmethegratefulillusion。——Ha!Itoo,Iperceive,havenothingtowalkinbutbones!——Notsounbecomingtoaman,however!
ItrusttogoodnesstheyarenotMYbones!everyoneachesworsethananother,andthisloosekneeworstofall!Thebedmusthavebeendamp——andItoodrunktoknowit!\"
\"Probably,mylordofCokayne!\"
\"What!what!——YoumakemethinkItooamdreaming——achesandall!
HowdoYOUknowthetitlemyroisteringbulliesgiveme?Idon\'trememberyou!——Anyhow,youhavenorighttotakeliberties!Mynameis——Iamlord————tut,tut!WhatdoyoucallmewhenI\'m——I
meanwhenyouaresober?Icannot——atthemoment,——Why,whatISmyname?——ImusthavebeenVERYdrunkwhenIwenttobed!Ioftenam!\"
\"Youcomesoseldomtomine,thatIdonotknow,mylord;butImaytakeyourwordforTHAT!\"
\"Ihopeso!\"
\"——iffornothingelse!\"
\"Hoitytoity!Inevertoldyoualieinmylife!\"
\"Younevertoldmeanythingbutlies。\"
\"Uponmyhonour!——Why,Ineversawthewomanbefore!\"
\"Youknewmewellenoughtolieto,mylord!\"
\"IdoseemtobegintodreamIhavemetyoubefore,but,uponmyoath,thereisnothingtoknowyouby!Outofyourclothes,whoistotellwhoyoumaynotbe?——OnethingIMAYswear——thatIneversawyousomuchundressedbefore!——Byheaven,Ihavenorecollectionofyou!\"
\"Iamgladtohearit:myrecollectionsofyouarethelessdistasteful!——Goodmorning,mylord!\"
Sheturnedaway,hobbled,clacking,afewpaces,andstoodagain。
\"Youarejustasheartlessas——as——anyotherwoman,madam!——WhereinthishellofaplaceshallIfindmyvalet?——WhatwasthecursednameIusedtocallthefool?\"
Heturnedhisbarenoddlethiswayandthatonitscreakingpivot,stillholdinghiskneewithbothhands。
\"Iwillbeyourvaletforonce,mylord,\"saidthelady,turningoncemoretohim。\"——WhatcanIdoforyou?Itisnoteasytotell!\"
\"Tiemylegon,ofcourse,youfool!Can\'tyouseeitisallbutoff?Heigho,mydancingdays!\"
Shelookedaboutwithhereyelesssocketsandfoundapieceoffibrousgrass,withwhichsheproceededtobindtogethertheadjoiningpartsthathadformedtheknee。Whenshehaddone,hegaveoneortwocarefullytentativestamps。
\"Youusedtostampratherdifferently,mylord!\"shesaid,assherosefromherknees。
\"Eh?what!——NowIlookatyouagain,itseemstomeIusedtohateyou!——Eh?\"
\"Naturally,mylord!Youhatedagoodmanypeople!——yourwife,ofcourse,amongtherest!\"
\"Ah,Ibegin,Ibe—gin————But——Imusthavebeenalongtimesomewhere!——Ireallyforget!——There!yourdamned,miserablebitofgrassisbreaking!——WeusedtogetonPRETTYwelltogether——eh?\"
\"NotthatIremember,mylord。TheonlyhappymomentsIhadinyourcompanywerescatteredoverthefirstweekofourmarriage。\"
\"Wasthatthewayofit?Ha!ha!——Well,it\'sovernow,thankgoodness!\"
\"IwishIcouldbelieveit!Whywerewesittingthereinthatcarriagetogether?Itwakesapprehension!\"
\"Ithinkweweredivorced,mylady!\"
\"Hardlyenough:wearestilltogether!\"
\"Asadtruth,butcapableofremedy:theforestseemsofsomeextent!\"
\"Idoubt!Idoubt!\"
\"IamsorryIcannotthinkofacomplimenttopayyou——withoutlying,thatis。TojudgebyyourfigureandcomplexionyouhavelivedhardsinceIsawyoulast!IcannotsurelybeQUITEsonakedasyourladyship!——Ibegyourpardon,madam!ItrustyouwilltakeitIambutjestinginadream!Itisofnoconsequence,however;
dreamingorwaking,all\'sone——allmerestappearance!Youcan\'tbecertainofanything,andthat\'sasgoodasknowingthereisnothing!
Lifemayteachanyfoolthat!\"
\"IthastaughtmethefoolIwastoloveyou!\"
\"Youwerenottheonlyfooltodothat!Womenhadatrickoffallinginlovewithme:——Ihadforgottenthatyouwereoneofthem!\"
\"Ididloveyou,mylord——alittle——atonetime!\"
\"Ah,therewasyourmistake,mylady!Youshouldhavelovedmemuch,lovedmedevotedly,lovedmesavagely——lovedmeeternally!
ThenIshouldhavetiredofyouthesooner,andnothatedyousomuchafterward!——Butletbygonesbebygones!——WHEREarewe?
Localityisthequestion!Tobeornottobe,isNOTthequestion!\"
\"Weareintheotherworld,Ipresume!\"
\"Granted!——butinwhichorwhatsortofotherworld?Thiscan\'tbehell!\"
\"Itmust:there\'smarriageinit!YouandIaredamnedineachother。\"
\"ThenI\'mnotlikeOthello,damnedinafairwife!——Oh,IremembermyShakspeare,madam!\"
Shepickedupabrokenbranchthathadfallenintoabush,andsteadyingherselfwithit,walkedaway,tossingherlittleskull。
\"Givethatsticktome,\"criedherlatehusband;\"Iwantitmorethanyou。\"
Shereturnedhimnoanswer。
\"Youmeantomakemebegforit?\"
\"Notatall,mylord。Imeantokeepit,\"shereplied,continuingherslowdeparture。
\"Giveitmeatonce;Imeantohaveit!Irequireit。\"
\"Unfortunately,IthinkIrequireitmyself!\"returnedthelady,walkingalittlequicker,withasharpercrackingofherjointsandclinkingofherbones。
Hestartedtofollowher,butnearlyfell:hisknee—grasshadburst,andwithanoathhestopped,graspinghislegagain。
\"Comeandtieitupproperly!\"hewouldhavethundered,butheonlypipedandwhistled!
Sheturnedandlookedathim。
\"Comeandtieitupinstantly!\"herepeated。
Shewalkedasteportwofartherfromhim。
\"IswearIwillnottouchyou!\"hecried。
\"Swearon,mylord!thereisnooneheretobelieveyou。But,pray,donotloseyourtemper,oryouwillshakeyourselftopieces,andwheretofindstringenoughtotieupallyourcrazyjoints,ismorethanIcantell。\"
Shecameback,andkneltoncemoreathisside——first,however,layingthestickindisputebeyondhisreachandwithinherown。
Theinstantshehadfinishedretyingthejoint,hemadeagrabather,thinking,apparently,toseizeherbythehair;buthishardfingersslippedonthesmoothpoll。
\"Disgusting!\"hemuttered,andlaidholdofherupperarm—bone。
\"Youwillbreakit!\"shesaid,lookingupfromherknees。
\"Iwill,then!\"heanswered,andbegantostrainatit。
\"Ishallnottieyourlegagainthenexttimeitcomesloose!\"shethreatened。
Hegaveherarmavicioustwist,buthappilyherboneswereinbetterconditionthanhis。Shestretchedherotherhandtowardthebrokenbranch。
\"That\'sright:reachmethestick!\"hegrinned。
Shebroughtitroundwithsuchaswingthatoneofthebonesofthesounderlegsnapped。Hefell,chokingwithcurses。Theladylaughed。
\"Nowyouwillhavetowearsplintsalways!\"shesaid;\"suchdrybonesnevermend!\"
\"Youdevil!\"hecried。
\"Atyourservice,mylord!ShallIfetchyouacoupleofwheel—spokes?
Neat——butheavy,Ifear!\"
Heturnedhisbone—faceaside,anddidnotanswer,butlayandgroaned。Imarvelledhehadnotgonetopieceswhenhefell。Theladyroseandwalkedaway——notallungracefully,Ithought。
\"Whatcancomeofit?\"Isaidtomyself。\"Thesearetoowretchedforanyworld,andthiscannotbehell,fortheLittleOnesareinit,andthesleeperstoo!Whatcanitallmean?Canthingsevercomerightforskeletons?\"
\"Therearewordstoobigforyouandme:ALLisoneofthem,andEVERisanother,\"saidavoicenearmewhichIknew。
Ilookedabout,butcouldnotseethespeaker。
\"Youarenotinhell,\"itresumed。\"NeitheramIinhell。Butthoseskeletonsareinhell!\"
EreheendedIcaughtsightoftheravenontheboughofabeech,rightovermyhead。Thesamemomentheleftit,andalightingontheground,stoodthere,thethinoldmanofthelibrary,withlongnoseandlongcoat。
\"Themalewasneveragentleman,\"hewenton,\"andinthebonystageofretrogression,withhisskeletonthroughhisskin,andhischaracteroutsidehismanners,doesnotlooklikeone。Thefemaleislessvulgar,andhasalittleheart。But,therestraintsofsocietyremoved,youseethemnowjustastheyareandalwayswere!\"
\"Tellme,Mr。Raven,whatwillbecomeofthem,\"Isaid。
\"Weshallsee,\"hereplied。\"Intheirdaytheywerethehandsomestcoupleatcourt;andnow,evenintheirdrybones,theyseemtoregardtheirformerreputeasaninalienablepossession;toseetheirfaces,however,mayyetdosomethingforthem!Theyfeltthemselvesrichtoowhiletheyhadpockets,buttheyhavealreadybeguntofeelratherpinched!Mylordusedtoregardmyladyasaworthlessencumbrance,forhewastiredofherbeautyandhadspenthermoney;nowheneedshertocobblehisjointsforhim!Thesechangeshaverootsofhopeinthem。Besides,theycannotnowgetfarawayfromeachother,andtheyseenoneelseoftheirownkind:
theymustatlastgrowwearyoftheirmutualrepugnance,andbegintoloveoneanother!forlove,nothate,isdeepestinwhatLove`lovedintobeing。\'\"
\"Isawmanymoreoftheirkindanhourago,inthehallcloseby!\"
Isaid。
\"Oftheirkind,butnotoftheirsort,\"heanswered。\"Formanyyearsthesewillseenonesuchasyousawlastnight。Thosearecenturiesinadvanceofthese。Yousawthatthosecouldevendressthemselvesalittle!Itistruetheycannotyetretaintheirclothessolongastheywould——only,atpresent,forapartofthenight;buttheyareprettysteadilygrowingmorecapable,andwillbyandbydevelopfaces;foreverygrainoftruthfulnessaddsafibretotheshowoftheirhumanity。Nothingbuttruthcanappear;andwhateverismustseem。\"
\"Aretheyupheldbythishope?\"Iasked。
\"Theyareupheldbyhope,buttheydonotintheleastknowtheirhope;tounderstandit,isyetimmeasurablybeyondthem,\"answeredMr。Raven。
Hisunexpectedappearancehadcausedmenoastonishment。Iwaslikeachild,constantlywondering,andsurprisedatnothing。
\"Didyoucometofindme,sir?\"Iasked。
\"Notatall,\"hereplied。\"Ihavenoanxietyaboutyou。Suchasyoualwayscomebacktous。\"
\"Tellme,please,whoamIsuchas?\"Isaid。
\"Icannotmakemyfriendthesubjectofconversation,\"heanswered,withasmile。
\"Butwhenthatfriendispresent!\"Iurged。
\"Ideclinethemorestrongly,\"herejoined。
\"Butwhenthatfriendasksyou!\"Ipersisted。
\"ThenmostpositivelyIrefuse,\"hereturned。
\"Why?\"
\"BecauseheandIwouldbetalkingoftwopersonsasiftheywereoneandthesame。Yourconsciousnessofyourselfandmyknowledgeofyouarefarapart!\"
Thelapelsofhiscoatflewout,andthelappetslifted,andI
thoughtthemetamorphosisofHOMOtoCORVUSwasabouttotakeplacebeforemyeyes。Butthecoatclosedagaininfrontofhim,andheadded,withseeminginconsequence,\"Inthisworldnevertrustapersonwhohasoncedeceivedyou。
Aboveall,neverdoanythingsuchaonemayaskyoutodo。\"
\"Iwilltrytoremember,\"Ianswered;\"——butImayforget!\"
\"Thensomeevilthatisgoodforyouwillfollow。\"
\"AndifIremember?\"
\"Someevilthatisnotgoodforyou,willnotfollow。\"
Theoldmanseemedtosinktotheground,andimmediatelyIsawtheravenseveralyardsfromme,flyinglowandfast。
CHAPTERXVIII
DEADORALIVE?
Iwentwalkingon,stillfacingthemoon,who,notyethigh,wasstaringstraightintotheforest。Ididnotknowwhatailedher,butshewasdarkanddented,likeabattereddiscofoldcopper,andlookeddispiritedandweary。Notacloudwasnightokeephercompany,andthestarsweretoobrightforher。\"Isthisgoingtolastforever?\"sheseemedtosay。ShewasgoingonewayandIwasgoingtheother,yetthroughthewoodwewentalongwaytogether。
Wedidnotcommunemuch,formyeyeswereontheground;butherdisconsolatelookwasfixedonme:Ifeltwithoutseeingit。A
longtimeweweretogether,Iandthemoon,walkingsidebyside,shethedullshine,andItheliveshadow。
Somethingontheground,underaspreadingtree,caughtmyeyewithitswhiteness,andIturnedtowardit。Vagueasitwasintheshadowofthefoliage,itsuggested,asIdrewnearer,ahumanbody。