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  \"MissWylie,\"saidErskine,springingup,\"hegavemehiswordthathewouldnotgobythattrainwhenItoldhimMissLindsaywasgoingbyit。HehasbrokenhiswordandseizedtheopportunityIwasmadandcredulousenoughtotellhimof。IfI

  hadbeeninyourplace,Brandon,Iwouldhavestrangledhimorthrownhimunderthewheelssoonerthanlethimgo。Hehasshownhimselfinthisasineverythingelse,acheat,aconspirator,amanofcrookedways,shifts,tricks,lyingsophistries,heartlessselfishness,cruelcynicism——\"Hestoppedtocatchhisbreath,andSirCharlesinterposedaremonstrance。

  \"Youareexcitingyourselfaboutnothing,Chester。TheyareinaPullman,withhermaidandplentyofpeople;andsheexpresslygavehimleavetogowithher。Heaskedherthequestionflatlybeforemyface,andImustsayIthoughtitastrangethingforhertoconsentto。However,shedidconsent,andofcourseIwasnotinapositiontopreventhimfromgoingtoLondonifhepleased。Don\'tletushaveascene,oldman。Itcan\'tbehelped。\"

  \"Iamverysorry,\"saidErskine,hanginghishead。\"Ididnotmeantomakeascene。Ibegyourpardon。\"

  Hewentawaytohisroomwithoutanotherword。SirCharlesfollowedandattemptedtoconsolehim,butErskinecaughthishand,andaskedtobelefttohimself。SoSirCharlesreturnedtothedrawing—room,wherehiswife,atalossforonce,hardlyventuredtoremarkthatshehadneverheardofsuchathinginherlife。

  Agathakeptsilence。ShehadlongagocomeunconsciouslytotheconclusionthatTrefusisandsheweretheonlymembersofthepartyattheBeecheswhohadmuchcommon—sense,andthismadeherslowtobelievethathecouldbeinthewrongandErskineintherightinanymisunderstandingbetweenthem。Shehadaslovenlywayofsummingupas\"asses\"peoplewhosehabitsofthoughtdifferedfromhers。Ofallvarietiesofman,theminorpoetrealizedherconceptionofthehumanassmostcompletely,andErskine,thoughaverynicefellowindeed,thoroughlygoodandgentlemanly,inheropinion,wasyetaminorpoet,andthereforeapronouncedass。Trefusis,onthecontrary,wasthelastmanofheracquaintancewhomshewouldhavethoughtofasaverynicefelloworavirtuousgentleman;buthewasnotana~s,althoughhewasobstinateinhisSocialisticfads。ShehadindeedsuspectedhimofweaknessalmostasininewithrespecttoGertrude,butthenallmenwereassesintheirdealingswithwomen,andsincehehadtransferredhisweaknesstoherownaccountitnolongerseemedtoneedjustification。Andnow,asherconcernforErskine,whomshepitied,woreoff,shebegantoresentTrefusis\'sjourneywithGertrudeasanattackonherrecentlyacquiredmonopolyofhim。TherewasanairofaristocraticprideaboutGertrudewhichAgathahadformerlyenvied,andwhichshestillfearedTrefusismightmistakeforanindexofdignityandrefinement。Agathadidnotbelievethatherresentmentwasthecommonfeelingcalledjealousy,forshestilldeemedherselfunique,butitgaveherasenseofmeannessthatdidnotimproveherspirits。

  Thedinnerwasdull。LadyBrandonspokeinanundertone,asifsomeonelaydeadinthenextroom。Erskinewasdepressedbytheconsciousnessofhavinglosthisheadandactedfoolishlyintheafternoon。SirCharlesdidnotpretendtoignorethesuspensetheywereallinpendingintelligenceofthejourneytoLondon;

  heateanddrankandsaidnothing。Agatha,disgustedwithherselfandwithGertrude,andundecidedwhethertobedisgustedwithTrefusisortotrusthimaffectionately,followedtheexampleofherhost。AfterdinnersheaccompaniedhiminaseriesofsongsbySchubert。Thisprovedanaggravationinsteadofarelief。SirCharles,excellingintheexpressionofmelancholy,preferredsongsofthatcharacter;andashismusicalideas,likethoseofmostEnglishmen,werefoundedonwhathehadheardinchurchinhischildhood,hisstylewasoppressivelymonotonous。Agathatookthefirstexcusethatpresenteditselftoleavethepiano。SirCharlesfeltthathisperformancehadbeenafailure,andremarked,afteracoughortwo,thathehadcaughtatouchofcoldreturningfromthestation。Erskinesatonasofawithhisheaddrooping,andhispalmsjoinedandhangingdownwardbetweenhisknees。Agathastoodatthewindow,lookingatthelatesummerafterglow。Janeyawned,andpresentlybrokethesilence。

  \"Youlookexactlyasyouusedatschool,Agatha。IcouldalmostfancyusbackagaininNumberSix。\"

  Agathashookherhead。

  \"DoIeverlooklikethat——likemyself,asIusedtobe?\"

  \"Never,\"saidAgathaemphatically,turningandsurveyingthefigureofwhichMissCarpenterhadbeentheunripeantecedent。

  \"Butwhy?\"saidJanequerulously。\"Idon\'tseewhyIshouldn\'t。I

  amnotsochanged。\"

  \"Youhavebecomeanexceedinglyfinewoman,Jane,\"saidAgathagravely,andthen,withoutknowingwhy,turnedherattentivegazeuponSirCharles,whoboreituneasily,andlefttheroom。A

  minutelaterhereturnedwithtwobuffenvelopesinhishand。

  \"Atelegramforyou,MissWylie,andoneforChester。\"Erskinestartedup,whitewithvaguefears。Agatha\'scolorwent,andcameagainwithincreasedrichnessassheread:

  \"Ihavearrivedsafeandridiculouslyhappy。Readathousandthingsbetweenthelines。Iwillwritetomorrow。Goodnight。\"

  \"Youmayreadit,\"saidAgatha,handingittoJane。

  \"Verypretty,\"saidJane。\"Ashilling\'sworthofattention——exactlytwentywords!Hemaywellcallhimselfaneconomist。\"

  SuddenlyacrowinglaughfromErskinecausedthemtoturnandstareathim。\"Whatnonsense!\"hesaid,blushing。\"Whatafellowheis!Idon\'tattachtheslightestimportancetothis。\"

  Agathatookacornerofhistelegramandpulleditgently。

  \"No,no,\"hesaid,holdingittightly。\"Itistooabsurd。Idon\'tthinkIought——\"

  Agathagaveadecisivepull,andreadthemessagealoud。ItwasfromTrefusis,thus:

  \"IforgiveyourthoughtssinceBrandon\'sreturn。Writeherto—night,andfollowyourlettertoreceiveanaffirmativeanswerinperson。Ipromisedthatyoumightrelyonme。Shelovesyou。\"

  \"Ineverheardofsuchathinginmylife,\"saidJane。\"Never!\"

  \"Heiscertainlyamostunaccountableman,\"saidSirCharles。

  \"Iamglad,formyownsake,thatheisnotsoblackasheispainted,\"saidAgatha。\"Youmaybelieveeverywordofit,Mr。

  Erskine。Besuretodoashetellsyou。Heisquitecertaintoberight。\"

  \"Pooh!\"saidErskine,crumplingthetelegramandthrustingitintohispocketasifitwerenotworthasecondthought。

  Presentlyheslippedaway,anddidnotreappear。Whentheywereabouttoretire,SirCharlesaskedaservantwherehewas。

  \"Inthelibrary,SirCharles;writing。\"

  Theylookedsignificantlyatoneanotherandwenttobedwithoutdisturbinghim。

  CHAPTERXVIII

  WhenGertrudefoundherselfbesideTrefusisinthePullman,shewonderedhowshecametobetravellingwithhimagainstherresolution,ifnotagainstherwill。Inthepresenceoftwowomenscrutinizingherasiftheysuspectedherofbeingtherewithnogoodpurpose,amalepassengeradmiringheralittlefurtheroff,hermaidreadingTrefusis\'snewspapersjustoutofearshot,anuninterestedcountrygentlemanlookingglumlyoutofwindow,acitymanpreoccupiedwiththe\"Economist,\"andapoliteladywhorefrainedfromstaringbutnotfromobserving,shefeltthatshemustnotmakeascene;yetsheknewhehadnotcometheretoholdanordinaryconversation。Herdoubtdidnotlastlong。Hebeganpromptly,andwenttothepointatonce。

  \"Whatdoyouthinkofthisengagementofmine?\"

  Thiswasmorethanshecouldbearcalmly。\"Whatisittome?\"shesaidindignantly。\"Ihavenothingtodowithit。\"

  \"Nothing!Youareacoldfriendtomethen。IthoughtyouoneofthesurestIpossessed。\"

  Shemovedasifabouttolookathim,butcheckedherself,closedherlips,andfixedhereyesonthevacantseatbeforeher。Thereproachhedeservedwasbeyondherpowerofexpression。

  \"Iclingtothatconvictionstill,inspiteofMissLindsay\'sindifferencetomyaffairs。ButIconfessIhardlyknowhowtobringyouintosympathywithmeinthismatter。Inthefirstplace,youhaveneverbeenmarried,Ihave。Inthenext,youaremuchyoungerthanI,inmorerespectsthanthatofyears。Verylikelyhalfyourideasonthesubjectarederivedfromfictionsinwhichhappyresultsaretackedontoconditionsveryill—calculatedtoproducethem——whichinreallifehardlyeverdoproducethem。Ifourfriendshipwereachapterinanovel,whatwouldbetheupshotofit?Why,Ishouldmarryyou,oryoubreakyourheartatmytreachery。\"

  Gertrudemovedhereyesasifshehadsomeintentionoftakingtoflight。

  \"Butourrelationsbeingthoseofreallife——farsweeter,afterall——Ineverdreamedofmarryingyou,havinggainedandenjoyedyourfriendshipwithoutthateyetobusinesswhichournineteenthcenturykeepsopenevenwhilstitsleeps。You,beingequallydisinterestedinyourregardforme,donotthinkofbreakingyourheart,butyouare,Isuppose,alittlehurtatmyapparentlymeditatingandresolvingonsuchaseriousstepasmarriagewithAgathawithoutconfidingmyintentiontoyou。Andyoupunishmebytellingmethatyouhavenothingtodowithit——

  thatitisnothingtoyou。ButInevermeditatedthestep,andsohadnothingtoconcealfromyou。Itwasconceivedandexecutedinlessthanaminute。Althoughmyfirstmarriagewasasillylovematchandafailure,IhavealwaysadmittedtomyselfthatI

  shouldmarryagain。Abachelorisamanwhoshirksresponsibilitiesandduties;Iseekthem,andconsideritmyduty,withmymonstroussuperfluityofmeans,nottolettheindividualistsoutbreedme。Still,Iwasinnohurry,havingotherthingstooccupyme,andbeingfondofmybachelorfreedom,anddoubtfulsometimeswhetherIhadanyrighttobringmoreidlersintotheworldfortheworkerstofeed。Thencametheusualdifficultyaboutthelady。Ididnotwantahelpmeet;Icanhelpmyself。NordidIexpecttobeloveddevotedly,fortheracehasnotyetevolvedamanlovableonthoroughacquaintance;evenmyself—loveisneitherthoroughnorconstant。Iwantedagenialpartnerfordomesticbusiness,andAgathastruckmequitesuddenlyasbeingthenearestapproachtowhatIdesiredthatI

  waslikelytofindinthemarriagemarket,whereitisextremelyhardtosuitoneself,andwherethelikeliestbargainsareapttobesnappedupbyothersifonehesitatestoolonginthehopeoffindingsomethingbetter。IadmireAgatha\'scourageandcapability,andbelieveIshallbeabletomakeherlikeme,andthattheattachmentsobegunmayturnintoascloseaunionasiseitherhealthyornecessarybetweentwoseparateindividuals。I

  maymistakehercharacter,forIdonotknowherasIknowyou,andhavescarcelyenoughfaithinherasyettotellhersuchthingsasIhavetoldyou。Still,thereisaconsolingdashofromanceinthetransaction。Agathahascharm。Doyounotthinkso?\"

  Gertrude\'semotionwasgone。Sherepliedwithcoolscorn,\"Veryromanticindeed。Sheisveryfortunate。\"

  Trefusishalflaughed,halfsighedwithrelieftofindhersoself—possessed。\"Itsoundslike——andindeedis——theselfishcalculationofadisilludedwidower。Youwouldnotvaluesuchanoffer,orenvytherecipientofit?\"

  \"No,\"saidGertrudewithquietcontempt。

  \"Yetthereissomecalculationbehindeverysuchoffer。Wemarrytosatisfyourneeds,andthemorereasonableourneedsare,themorelikelyarewetogetthemsatisfied。Iseeyouaredisgustedwithme;Ifearedasmuch。Youarethesortofwomantoadmitnoexcuseformymarriageexceptlove——pureemotionallove,blindfoldingreason。\"

  \"Ireallydonotconcernmyself——\"

  \"Donotsayso,Gertrude。Iwatcheverystepyoutakewithanxiety;andIdonotbelieveyouareindifferenttotheworthinessofmyconduct。Believeme,loveisanoverratedpassion;itwouldbeirremediablydiscreditedbutthatyoungpeople,andtheromancerswholiveupontheirfollies,haveaperpetualinterestinrehabilitatingit。Norelationinvolvingdivideddutiesandcontinualintercoursebetweentwopeoplecansubsistpermanentlyonlovealone。Yetloveisnottobedespisedwhenitcomesfromafinenature。ThereisamanwholovesyouexactlyasyouthinkIoughttoloveAgatha——andasIdon\'tloveher。\"

  Gertrude\'semotionstirredagain,andhercolorrose。\"Youhavenorighttosaythesethingsnow,\"shesaid。

  \"WhymayInotpleadthecauseofanother?IspeakofErskine。\"

  Hercolorvanished,andhecontinued,\"Iwantyoutomarryhim。

  Whenyouaremarriedyouwillunderstandmebetter,andourfriendship,shakenjustnow,willbedeepened;forIdareassureyou,nowthatyoucannolongermisunderstandme,thatnolivingwomanisdearertomethanyou。Somuchfortheinevitableselfishreason。Erskineisapoorman,andinhiscomfortablepoverty——savethemark——liesyoursalvationfromthebasenessofmarryingforwealthandposition;abasenessofwhichwomenofyourclassstandinconstantperil。Theycourtit;youmustshunit。Themanishonorableandlovesyou;heisyoung,healthy,andsuitable。Whatmoredoyouthinktheworldhastoofferyou?\"

  \"Muchmore,Ihope。Verymuchmore。\"

  \"IfearthatthenamesIgivethingsarenotromanticenough。Heisapoet。Perhapshewouldbeaheroifitwerepossibleforamantobeaherointhisnineteenthcentury,whichwillbeinfamousinhistoryasatimewhenthegreatestadvancesinthepowerofmanovernatureonlyservedtosharpenhisgreedandmakefamineitsavowedminister。Erskineisatleastneitheragamblernoraslave—driveratfirsthand;ifhelivesuponplunderedlaborhecannomorehelphimselfthanI。Donotsaythatyouhopeformuchmore;buttellme,ifyoucan,whatmoreyouhaveanychanceofgetting?Mind,Idonotaskwhatmoreyoudesire;wealldesireunutterablethings。Iaskyouwhatmoreyoucanobtain!\"

  \"IhavenotfoundMr。Erskinesuchawonderfulpersonasyouseemtothinkhim。\"

  \"Heisonlyaman。Doyouknowanybodymorewonderful?\"

  \"Besides,myfamilymightnotapprove。\"

  \"Theymostcertainlywillnot。Ifyouwishtopleasethem,youmustsellyourselftosomerichvampireofthefactoriesorgreatlandlord。Ifyougiveyourselfawaytoapoorpoetwholovesyou,theirdisgustwillbeunbounded。Ifawomanwishestohonorherfatherandmothertotheirownsatisfactionnowadaysshemustdishonorherself。\"

  \"Idonotunderstandwhyyoushouldbesoanxiousformetomarrysomeoneelse?\"

  \"Someoneelse?\"saidTrefusis,puzzled。

  \"Idonotmeansomeoneelse,\"saidGertrudehastily,reddening。

  \"WhyshouldImarryatall?\"

  \"Whydoanyofusmarry?WhydoImarry?Itisafunctioncravingfulfilment。Ifyoudonotmarrybetimesfromchoice,youwillbedriventodosolateronbytheimportunityofyoursuitorsandofyourfamily,andbywearinessofthesuspensethatprecedesadefinitesettlementofoneself。Marrygenerously。Donotthrowyourselfawayorsellyourself;giveyourselfaway。Erskinehasasmuchatstakeasyou;andyetheoffershimselffearlessly。\"

  Gertruderaisedherheadproudly。

  \"Itistrue,\"continuedTrefusis,observingthegesturewithsomeanger,\"thathethinksmorehighlyofyouthanyoudeserve;butyou,ontheotherhand,thinktoolowlyofhim。Whenyoumarryhimyoumustsavehimfromacrueldisenchantmentbyraisingyourselftothelevelhefanciesyouhaveattained。Thiswillcostyouaneffort,andtheeffortwilldoyougood,whetheritfailorsucceed。Asforhim,hewillfindhisjustlevelinyourestimationifyourthoughtsreachhighenoughtocomprehendhimatthatlevel。\"

  Gertrudemovedimpatiently。

  \"What!\"hesaidquickly。\"Aremylong—windedsacrificestothegodofreasondistasteful?IbelieveIaminvoluntarilymakingthemsobecauseIamjealousofthefellowafterall。

  NeverthelessIamserious;Iwantyoutogetmarried;thoughI

  shallalwayshaveasecretgrudgeagainstthemanwhomarriesyou。Agathawillsuspectmeoftreasonifyoudon\'t。Erskinewillbeadisappointedmanifyoudon\'t。Youwillbemoody,wretched,and——andunmarriedifyoudon\'t。\"

  Gertrude\'scheeksflushedatthewordjealous,andagainathismentionofAgatha。\"AndifIdo,\"shesaidbitterly,\"whatthen?\"

  \"Ifyoudo,Agatha\'smindwillbeatease,Erskinewillbehappy,andyou!Youwillhavesacrificedyourself,andwillhavethehappinesswhichfollowsthatwhenitisworthilydone。\"

  \"Itisyouwhohavesacrificedme,\"shesaid,castingawayherreticence,andlookingathimforthefirsttimeduringtheconversation。

  \"Iknowit,\"hesaid,leaningtowardsherandhalfwhisperingthewords。\"Isnotrenunciationthebeginningandtheendofwisdom?

  Ihavesacrificedyouratherthanprofaneourfriendshipbyaskingyoutosharemywholelifewithme。Youareunfitforthat,andIhavecommittedmyselftoanotherunion,andambeggingyoutofollowmyexample,lestweshouldtemptoneanothertoastepwhichwouldsoonprovetoyouhowtrulyItellyouthatyouareunfit。Ihaveneverallowedyoutoroamthroughallthechambersofmyconsciousness,butIkeepasanctuarythereforyoualone,andwillkeepitinviolateforyoualways。

  NotevenAgathashallhavethekey,shemustbecontentwiththeotherrooms——thedrawing—room,theworking—room,thedining—room,andsoforth。Theywouldnotsuityou;youwouldnotlikethefurnitureortheguests;afteratimeyouwouldnotlikethemaster。Willyoubecontentwiththesanctuary?\"Gertrudebitherlip;tearscameintohereyes。Shelookedimploringlyathim。

  Hadtheybeenalone,shewouldhavethrownherselfintohisarmsandentreatedhimtodisregardeverythingexcepttheirstrongcleavingtooneanother。

  \"Andwillyoukeepacornerofyourheartforme?\"

  Sheslowlygavehimapainfullookofacquiescence。\"Willyoubebrave,andsacrificeyourselftothepoormanwholovesyou?Hewillsaveyoufromuselesssolitude,orfromaworldlymarriage——Icannotbeartothinkofeitherasyourfate。\"

  \"IdonotcareforMr。Erskine,\"shesaid,hardlyabletocontrolhervoice;\"butIwillmarryhimifyouwishit。\"

  \"Idowishitearnestly,Gertrude。\"

  \"Then,youhavemypromise,\"shesaid,againwithsomebitterness。

  \"Butyouwillnotforgetme?Erskinewillhaveallbutthat——atenderrecollection——nothing。\"

  \"CanIdomorethanIhavejustpromised?\"

  \"Perhapsso;butIamtooselfishtobeabletoconceiveanythingmoregenerous。Ourrenunciationwillbindustooneanotherasourunioncouldneverhavedone。\"

  Theyexchangedalonglook。Thenhetookouthiswatch,andbegantospeakofthelengthoftheirjourney,nownearlyatanend。

  WhentheyarrivedinLondonthefirstpersontheyrecognizedontheplatformwasMr。Jansenius。

  \"Ah!yougotmytelegram,Isee,\"saidTrefusis。\"Manythanksforcoming。WaitformewhilstIputthisladyintoacab。\"

  Whenthecabwasengaged,andGertrude,withhermaid,stowedwithin,hewhisperedtoherhurriedly:

  \"Inspiteofall,Ihavealeadenpainhere\"(indicatinghisheart)。\"Youhavebeenbrave,andIhavebeenwise。Donotspeaktome,butrememberthatwearefriendsalwaysanddeeply。\"

  Hetouchedherhand,andturnedtothecabman,directinghimwhithertodrive。Gertrudeshrankbackintoacornerofthevehicleasitdeparted。ThenTrefusis,expandinghischestlikeamanjustreleasedfromsomecrampingdrudgery,rejoinedMr。

  Jansenius。

  \"Theregoesatruewoman,\"hesaid。\"Ihavebeenpersuadinghertotaketheverybeststepopentoher。Ibeganbytalkingsense,likeamanofhonor,andkeptatitforhalfanhour,butshewouldnotlistentome。ThenItalkedromanticnonsenseofthecheapestsortforfiveminutes,andsheconsentedwithtearsinhereyes。Letustakethishansom。Hi!BelsizeAvenue。Yes;yousometimeshavetoanswerawomanaccordingtoherwomanishness,justasyouhavetoanswerafoolaccordingtohisfolly。Haveyouevermadeupyourmind,Jansenius,whetherIamanunusuallyhonestman,oroneoftheworstproductsofthesocialorganizationIspendallmyenergiesinassailing——aninfernalscoundrel,inshort?\"

  \"Nowpraydonotbeabsurd,\"saidMr。Jansenius。\"Iwonderatamanofyourabilitybehavingandspeakingasyousometimesdo。\"

  \"Ihopealittleinsincerity,whenmeanttoactaschloroform——tosaveawomanfromfeelingawoundtohervanity——isexcusable。

  By—the—bye,Imustsendacoupleoftelegramsfromthefirstpost—officewepass。Well,sir,IamgoingtomarryAgatha,asI

  sentyouword。TherewasonlyoneothersinglemanandoneothervirgindownatBrandonBeeches,andtheyareasgoodasengaged。

  Andso——

  \"\'JackshallhaveJill,Noughtshallgoill,Themanshallhavehismareagain;Andallshallbewell。\'\"

  APPENDIX

  LETTERTOTHEAUTHORFROMMR。SIDNEYTREFUSIS。

  MyDearSir:Ifindthatmyfriendsarenotquitesatisfiedwiththeaccountyouhavegivenoftheminyourclevernovelentitled\"AnUnsocialSocialist。\"YoualreadyunderstandthatIconsideritmydutytocommunicatemywholehistory,withoutreserve,towhoevermaydesiretobeguidedorwarnedbymyexperience,andthatIhavenosympathywhateverwiththespiritinwhichoneoftheladiesconcernedrecentlytoldyouthatheraffairswerenobusinessofyoursorofthepeoplewhoreadyourbooks。Whenyouaskedmypermissionsomeyearsagotomakeuseofmystory,IatoncesaidthatyouwouldbeperfectlyjustifiedingivingitthefullestpublicitywhetherIconsentedornot,providedonlythatyouwerecarefulnottofalsifyitforthesakeofartisticeffect。Now,whilstcheerfullyadmittingthatyouhavedoneyourbesttofulfilthatcondition,Icannothelpfeelingthat,inpresentingthefactsintheguiseoffiction,youhave,inspiteofyourself,showntheminafalselight。Actionsdescribedinnovelsarejudgedbyaromanticsystemofmoralsasfictitiousastheactionsthemselves。Thetraditionalpartsofthissystemare,asCervantestriedtoshow,forthechiefpart,barbarousandobsolete;themodernadditionsarelargelyduetothenovelreadersandwritersofourowncentury——mostofthemhalf—educatedwomen,rebelliouslyslavish,superstitious,sentimental,fulloftheintenseegotismfosteredbytheirstruggleforpersonalliberty,and,outsidetheirfamilies,withabsolutelynosocialsentimentexceptlove。Meanwhile,man,havingfoughtandwonhisfightforthispersonalliberty,onlytofindhimselfamoreabjectslavethanbefore,isturningwithloathingfromhisegotist\'sdreamofindependencetothecollectiveinterestsofsociety,withthewelfareofwhichhenowperceiveshisownhappinesstobeinextricablyboundup。Butmaninthisphase(wouldthatallhadreachedit!)hasnotyetleisuretowriteorreadnovels。Innoveldomwomanstillsetsthemoralstandard,andtoherthemales,whoareinfullrevoltagainsttheacceptanceoftheinfatuationofapairofloversasthehighestmanifestationofthesocialinstinct,andagainsttherestrictionoftheaffectionswithinthenarrowcircleofbloodrelationship,andofthepoliticalsympathieswithinfrontiers,aretoherwhatshecallsheartlessbrutes。ThatisexactlywhatIhavebeencalledbyreadersofyournovel;andthat,indeed,isexactlywhatIam,judgedbythefictitiousandfemininestandardofmorality。HencesomecriticshavebeenableplausiblytopretendtotakethebookasasatireonSocialism。Itmay,forwhatIknow,havebeensointendedbyyou。Whetherorno,Iamsorryyoumadeanovelofmystory,fortheeffecthasbeenalmostasifyouhadmisrepresentedmefrombeginningtoend。

  Atthesametime,Iacknowledgethatyouhavestatedthefacts,onthewhole,withscrupulousfairness。Youhave,indeed,flatteredmeverystronglybyrepresentingmeasconstantlythinkingofandforotherpeople,whereastherestthinkofthemselvesalone,butontheotherhandyouhavecontradictorilycalledme\"unsocial,\"whichiscertainlythelastadjectiveI

  shouldhaveexpectedtofindintheneighborhoodofmyname。I

  deny,itistrue,thatwhatisnowcalled\"society\"issocietyinanyrealsense,andmybestwishforitisthatitmaydissolvetoorapidlytomakeitworththewhileofthosewhoare\"notinsociety\"tofacilitateitsdissolutionbyviolentlypoundingitintosmallpieces。Butnoreaderof\"AnUnsocialSocialist\"needstobetoldhow,bytheexerciseofacertainconsideratetact(whichontheoutside,perhaps,seemstheoppositeoftact),Ihavecontrivedtomaintaingenialtermswithmenandwomenofallclasses,eventhosewhoseopinionsandpoliticalconductseemedtomemostdangerous。

  However,Idonothereproposetogofullyintomyownposition,lestIshouldseemtedious,andbeaccused,notforthefirsttime,ofapropensitytolecture——areproachwhichcomesnaturallyenoughfrompersonswhoseconceptionsarenevertoowidetobeexpressedwithinthelimitsofasixpennytelegram。I

  shallconfinemyselftocorrectingafewmisapprehensionswhichhave,Iamtold,arisenamongreaderswhofrominveteratehabitcannotbringthepersonsandeventsofanovelintoanyrelationwiththeactualconditionsoflife。

  Inthefirstplace,then,IdesiretosaythatMrs。Erskineisnotdeadofabrokenheart。ErskineandIandourwivesareverymuchinandoutatoneanother\'shouses;andIamthereforeinapositiontodeclarethatMrs。Erskine,havingescapedbyhermarriagefromthevilecasteinwhichshewasrelativelypoorandartificiallyunhappyandill—conditioned,isnow,astheprettywifeofanart—critic,relativelyrich,aswellaspleasant,active,andinsoundhealth。Herchieftrouble,asfarasIcanjudge,istheimpossibilityofshakingoffherdistinguishedrelatives,whofurtivelyquittheirabjectsplendortodropinuponherfordinnerandalittlegenuinehumansocietymuchoftenerthanisconvenienttopoorErskine。Shehastakenapatronizingfancytoherfather,theAdmiral,whoacceptshercondescensiongratefullyasagebringsmoreandmorehometohimthefutilityofhissocialposition。Shehasalso,asmighthavebeenexpected,becomeanextremeadvocateofsocialism;andindeed,beinginagreathurryfortheneworderofthings,looksonmeasalukewarmdisciplebecauseIdonotproposetointerferewiththeslowlygrindingmillofEvolution,andeffectthechangebyonetremendousstrokefromtheunitedandawakenedpeople(forsuchshe——vainly,alas!——believestheproletariatalreadytobe。Astomyownmarriage,somehaveaskedsarcasticallywhetherIranawayagainornot;others,whetherithasbeenasuccess。Thesearefoolishquestions。MymarriagehasturnedoutmuchasIexpecteditwould。Ifindthatmywife\'sviewsonthesubjectvarywiththecircumstancesunderwhichtheyareexpressed。

  Ihavenowtomakeoneortwocommentsontheimpressionsconveyedbythestyleofyournarrative。Sufficientprominencehasnot,inmyopinion,beengiventotheextraordinarydestinyofmyfather,thetrueheroofanineteenthcenturyromance。I,whohaveseensocietyreluctantlyacceptingworksofgeniusfornothingfrommenofextraordinarygifts,andatthesametimehelplesslypayingmyfathermillions,andsubmittingtomonstrousmortgagesofitsfutureproduction,forafewdirectionsastothemostbusiness—likewayofmanufacturingandsellingcotton,cannotbutwonder,asIpreparemyincome—taxreturns,whethersocietywasmadtosacrificethustohimandtome。Hewasthemanwithpowertobuy,tobuild,tochoose,toendow,tositoncommitteesandadjudicateupondesigns,tomakehisowntermsforplacinganythingonasoundbusinessfooting。Hewashated,envied,sneeredatforhisloworigin,reproachedforhisignorance,yetnothingwouldpayunlesshelikedorpretendedtolikeit。Ilookroundatourbuildings,ourstatues,ourpictures,ournewspapers,ourdomesticinteriors,ourbooks,ourvehicles,ourmorals,ourmanners,ourstatutes,andourreligion,andIseehishandeverywhere,fortheywereallmadeormodifiedtopleasehim。Thosewhichdidnotpleasehimfailedcommercially:hewouldnotbuythem,orsellthem,orcountenancethem;andexceptthroughhim,as\"masteroftheindustrialsituation,\"nothingcouldbebought,orsold,orcountenanced。

  Thelandlordcoulddonothingwithhisacresexceptletthemtohim;thecapitalist\'shoardrottedanddwindleduntilitwaslenttohim;theworker\'smusclesandbrainwereimpotentuntilsoldtohim。Whatking\'ssonwouldnotexchangewithme——thesonoftheGreatEmployer——theMerchantPrince?Nowondertheyproposedtoimprisonmefortreasonwhen,byapplyingmyinheritedbusinesstalent,Iputforwardaplanforsecuringhisfullservicestosocietyforafewhundredayear。Butpendingtheadoptionofmyplan,donotdescribehimcontemptuouslyasavulgartradesman。Industrialkingship,theonlyrealkingshipofourcentury,washisbydivinerightofhisturnforbusiness;

  andI,hisson,bidyourespectthecrownwhoserevenuesI

  inherit。Ifyoudon\'t,myfriend,yourbookwon\'tpay。

  Ihear,withsomesurprise,thatthekindnessofmyconducttoHenrietta(myfirstwife,yourecollect)hasbeencalledinquestion;why,Idonotexactlyknow。UndoubtedlyIshouldnothavemarriedher,butitiswasteoftimetocriticisethejudgmentofayoungmaninlove。SinceIdonotapproveoftheusualplanofneglectingandavoidingaspousewithoutceasingtokeepupappearances,IcannotforthelifeofmeseewhatelseI

  couldhavedonethanvanishwhenIfoundoutmymistake。Itisbutashort—sightedpolicytowaitforthemendingofmattersthatareboundtogetworse。Thenotionthatherdeathwasmyfaultissheerunreasononthefaceofit;andIneednoexculpationonthatscore;butImustdisclaimthecreditofhavingborneherdeathlikeaphilosopher。Ioughttohavedoneso,butthetruthisthatIwasgreatlyaffectedatthemoment,andtheproofofitisthatIandJansenius(theonlyotherpersonwhocared)behavedinamostunbecomingfashion,asmeninvariablydowhentheyarereallyupset。Perfectproprietyatadeathisseldomachievedexceptbytheundertaker,whohastheadvantageofbeingfreefromemotion。

  Yourrigmarole(ifyouwillexcusetheword)aboutthetombstonegivesquiteawrongideaofmyattitudeonthatoccasion。I

  stayedawayfromthefuneralforreasonswhichare,Ishouldthink,sufficientlyobviousandnatural,butwhichyousomehowseemtohavemissed。GrantedthatmyfancyforHettywasonlyacloudofillusions,stillIcouldnot,withinafewdaysofhersuddendeath,goincoldbloodtotakepartinagrotesqueandheathenishmummeryoverhercoffin。Ishouldhavebrokenoutandstrangledsomebody。ButoneveryotherpointI——weaklyenough——sacrificedmyownfeelingstothoseofJansenius。Ilethimhavehisfuneral,thoughIobjecttofuneralsandtothepracticeofsepulture。Iconsentedtoamonument,althoughthereis,tome,nomorebitterlyridiculousoutcomeofhumanvanitythantheblocksraisedtotellposteritythatJohnSmith,orJaneJackson,lateofthisparish,wasborn,lived,anddiedworthenoughmoneytopayamasontodistinguishtheirbonesfromthoseoftheunrecordedmillions。TogratifyJanseniusIwaivedthisobjection,andonlyinterferedtosavehimfrombeingfleecedandfooledbyanunnecessaryWestEndmiddleman,who,aslikelyasnot,wouldhaveeventuallyemployedtheverymantowhomIgavethejob。Eventheepitaphwasnotmine。IfIhadhadmywayI

  shouldhavewritten:\"HENRIETTAJANSENIUSWASBORNONSUCHA

  DATE,MARRIEDAMANNAMEDTREFUSIS,ANDDIEDONSUCHANOTHER

  DATE;ANDNOWWHATDOESITMATTERWHETHERSHEDIDORNOT?\"ThewholenotionconveyedinthebookthatIroderough—shodovereverybodyintheaffair,andonlyconsultedmyownfeelings,istheveryreverseofthetruth。

  AstothetomfoolerydownatBrandon\'s,whichendedinErskineandmyselfmarryingtheyoungladyvisitorsthere,Icanonlycongratulateyouonthedeterminationwithwhichyouhavestriventomakesomethinglikearomanceoutofsuchverythinmaterial。

  IcannotsaythatIrememberitallexactlyasyouhavedescribedit;mywifedeclaresflatlythereisnotawordoftruthinitasfarassheisconcerned,andMrs。Erskinesteadilyrefusestoreadthebook。

  OnonepointImustacknowledgethatyouhaveprovedyourselfamasteroftheartoffiction。WhatHettyandIsaidtooneanotherthatdaywhenshecameuponmeintheshrubberyatAltonCollegewasknownonlytoustwo。Shenevertoldittoanyone,andIsoonforgotit。Allduehonor,therefore,totheingenuitywithwhichyouhavefilledthehiatus,andshownthestateofaffairsbetweenusbyadiscourseon\"surplusvalue,\"cribbedfromanimperfectreportofoneofmypubliclectures,andfromthepagesofKarlMarx!IfyouwereaneconomistIshouldcondemnyouforconfusingeconomicwithethicalconsiderations,andforyouruncertaintyastothefunctionwhichmyfathergothisstartbyperforming。Butasyouareonlyanovelist,Icomplimentyouheartilyonyourcleverlittlepasticcio,adding,however,thatasanaccountofwhatactuallypassedbetweenmyselfandHetty,itisthewildestromanceeverpenned。Wickens\'sboywasfarnearerthemark。

  Inconclusion,allowmetoexpressmyregretthatyoucanfindnobetteremploymentforyourtalentthanthewritingofnovels。Thefirstliteraryresultofthefoundationofourindustrialsystemupontheprofitsofpiracyandslave—tradingwasShakspere。Itisourmisfortunethatthesordidmiseryandhopelesshorrorofhisviewofman\'sdestinyisstillsoappropriatetoEnglishsocietythatweevento—dayregardhimasnotforanage,butforalltime。Butthepoetryofdespairwillnotoutlivedespairitself。

  YournineteenthcenturynovelistsareonlythetailofShakspere。

  Don\'ttieyourselftoit:itisfastwrigglingintooblivion。

  Iam,dearsir,yourstruly,SIDNEYTREFUSIS。

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