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  YetImustnotbeunderstoodtomakethesethingssubjectforreproachorcomplaint;Idarenotdoso;respectformysister\'smemoryforbidsme。Byheranysuchquerulousmanifestationwouldhavebeenregardedasanunworthyandoffensiveweakness。

  Itismyduty,aswellasmypleasure,toacknowledgeoneexceptiontothegeneralruleofcriticism。Onewriter,endowedwiththekeenvisionandfinesympathiesofgenius,hasdiscernedtherealnatureof\'WutheringHeights,\'andhas,withequalaccuracy,noteditsbeautiesandtouchedonitsfaults。ToooftendoreviewersremindusofthemobofAstrologers,Chaldeans,andSoothsayersgatheredbeforethe\'writingonthewall,\'andunabletoreadthecharactersormakeknowntheinterpretation。Wehavearighttorejoicewhenatrueseercomesatlast,somemaninwhomisanexcellentspirit,towhomhavebeengivenlight,wisdom,andunderstanding;whocanaccuratelyreadthe\'Mene,Mene,Tekel,Upharsin\'ofanoriginalmind(howeverunripe,howeverinefficientlyculturedandpartiallyexpandedthatmindmaybe);

  andwhocansaywithconfidence,\'Thisistheinterpretationthereof。

  YeteventhewritertowhomIalludesharesthemistakeabouttheauthorship,anddoesmetheinjusticetosupposethattherewasequivoqueinmyformerrejectionofthishonour(asanhonourI

  regardit)。MayIassurehimthatIwouldscorninthisandineveryothercasetodealinequivoque;Ibelievelanguagetohavebeengivenustomakeourmeaningclear,andnottowrapitindishonestdoubt?

  \'TheTenantofWildfellHall,\'byActonBell,hadlikewiseanunfavourablereception。AtthisIcannotwonder。Thechoiceofsubjectwasanentiremistake。Nothinglesscongruouswiththewriter\'snaturecouldbeconceived。Themotiveswhichdictatedthischoicewerepure,but,Ithink,slightlymorbid。Shehad,inthecourseofherlife,beencalledontocontemplate,nearathand,andforalongtime,theterribleeffectsoftalentsmisusedandfacultiesabused:herswasnaturallyasensitive,reserved,anddejectednature;whatshesawsankverydeeplyintohermind;

  itdidherharm。Shebroodedoverittillshebelievedittobeadutytoreproduceeverydetail(ofcoursewithfictitiouscharacters,incidents,andsituations),asawarningtoothers。

  Shehatedherwork,butwouldpursueit。Whenreasonedwithonthesubject,sheregardedsuchreasoningsasatemptationtoself-

  indulgence。Shemustbehonest;shemustnotvarnish,soften,norconceal。Thiswell-meantresolutionbroughtonhermisconstruction,andsomeabuse,whichshebore,asitwashercustomtobearwhateverwasunpleasant,withmild,steadypatience。

  Shewasaverysincere,andpracticalChristian,butthetingeofreligiousmelancholycommunicatedasadshadetoherbrief,blamelesslife。

  NeitherEllisnorActonallowedherselfforonemomenttosinkunderwantofencouragement;energynervedtheone,andenduranceupheldtheother。Theywerebothpreparedtotryagain;Iwouldfainthinkthathopeandthesenseofpowerwereyetstrongwithinthem。Butagreatchangeapproached;afflictioncameinthatshapewhichtoanticipateisdread;tolookbackon,grief。Intheveryheatandburdenoftheday,thelabourersfailedovertheirwork。

  MysisterEmilyfirstdeclined。Thedetailsofherillnessaredeep-brandedinmymemory,buttodwellonthem,eitherinthoughtornarrative,isnotinmypower。Neverinallherlifehadshelingeredoveranytaskthatlaybeforeher,andshedidnotlingernow。Shesankrapidly。Shemadehastetoleaveus。Yet,whilephysicallysheperished,mentallyshegrewstrongerthanwehadyetknownher。Daybyday,whenIsawwithwhatafrontshemetsuffering,Ilookedonherwithananguishofwonderandlove。I

  haveseennothinglikeit;but,indeed,Ihaveneverseenherparallelinanything。Strongerthanaman,simplerthanachild,hernaturestoodalone。Theawfulpointwas,thatwhilefullofruthforothers,onherselfshehadnopity;thespiritwasinexorabletotheflesh;fromthetremblinghand,theunnervedlimbs,thefadedeyes,thesameservicewasexactedastheyhadrenderedinhealth。Tostandbyandwitnessthis,andnotdaretoremonstrate,wasapainnowordscanrender。

  Twocruelmonthsofhopeandfearpassedpainfullyby,andthedaycameatlastwhentheterrorsandpainsofdeathweretobeundergonebythistreasure,whichhadgrowndeareranddearertoourheartsasitwastedbeforeoureyes。Towardsthedeclineofthatday,wehadnothingofEmilybuthermortalremainsasconsumptionleftthem。ShediedDecember19,1848。

  Wethoughtthisenough:butwewereutterlyandpresumptuouslywrong。ShewasnotburiedereAnnefellill。Shehadnotbeencommittedtothegraveafortnight,beforewereceiveddistinctintimationthatitwasnecessarytoprepareourmindstoseetheyoungersistergoaftertheelder。Accordingly,shefollowedinthesamepathwithslowerstep,andwithapatiencethatequalledtheother\'sfortitude。Ihavesaidthatshewasreligious,anditwasbyleaningonthoseChristiandoctrinesinwhichshefirmlybelieved,thatshefoundsupportthroughhermostpainfuljourney。

  Iwitnessedtheirefficacyinherlatesthourandgreatesttrial,andmustbearmytestimonytothecalmtriumphwithwhichtheybroughtherthrough。ShediedMay28,1849。

  WhatmoreshallIsayaboutthem?Icannotandneednotsaymuchmore。Inexternals,theyweretwounobtrusivewomen;aperfectlysecludedlifegavethemretiringmannersandhabits。InEmily\'snaturetheextremesofvigourandsimplicityseemedtomeet。Underanunsophisticatedculture,inartificialtastes,andanunpretendingoutside,layasecretpowerandfirethatmighthaveinformedthebrainandkindledtheveinsofahero;butshehadnoworldlywisdom;herpowerswereunadaptedtothepracticalbusinessoflife;shewouldfailtodefendhermostmanifestrights,toconsulthermostlegitimateadvantage。Aninterpreteroughtalwaystohavestoodbetweenherandtheworld。Herwillwasnotveryflexible,anditgenerallyopposedherinterest。Hertemperwasmagnanimous,butwarmandsudden;herspiritaltogetherunbending。

  Anne\'scharacterwasmilderandmoresubdued;shewantedthepower,thefire,theoriginalityofhersister,butwaswellendowedwithquietvirtuesofherown。Long-suffering,self-denying,reflective,andintelligent,aconstitutionalreserveandtaciturnityplacedandkeptherintheshade,andcoveredhermind,andespeciallyherfeelings,withasortofnun-likeveil,whichwasrarelylifted。NeitherEmilynorAnnewaslearned;theyhadnothoughtoffillingtheirpitchersatthewell-springofotherminds;theyalwayswrotefromtheimpulseofnature,thedictatesofintuition,andfromsuchstoresofobservationastheirlimitedexperiencehadenabledthemtoamass。Imaysumupallbysaying,thatforstrangerstheywerenothing,forsuperficialobserverslessthannothing;butforthosewhohadknownthemalltheirlivesintheintimacyofcloserelationship,theyweregenuinelygoodandtrulygreat。

  ThisnoticehasbeenwrittenbecauseIfeltitasacreddutytowipethedustofftheirgravestones,andleavetheirdearnamesfreefromsoil。

  CURRERBELL

  SEPTEMBER19,1850。

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