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  derivedfromtheseexploits;yetImeditatednothing。Myviewswereboundedtothepassingmoment,andcommonlysuggestedbythemomentaryexigence。

  \"Imustnotconcealanything。Yourprinciplesteachyoutoabhoravoluptuoustemper;but,withwhateverreluctance,I

  acknowledgethistempertobemine。YouimagineyourservantJudithtobeinnocentaswellasbeautiful;butyoutookherfromafamilywherehypocrisy,aswellaslicentiousness,waswroughtintoasystem。Myattentionwascaptivatedbyhercharms,andherprincipleswereeasilyseentobeflexible。

  \"Deemmenotcapableoftheiniquityofseduction。Yourservantisnotdestituteoffeminineandvirtuousqualities;butshewastaughtthatthebestuseofhercharmsconsistsinthesaleofthem。MynocturnalvisitstoMettingenwerenowpromptedbyadoubleview,andmycorrespondencewithyourservantgaveme,atalltimes,accesstoyourhouse。

  \"Thesecondnightafterourinterview,sobriefandsolittleforeseenbyeitherofus,somedaemonofmischiefseizedme。

  Accordingtomycompanion\'sreport,yourperfectionswerelittlelessthandivine。Heruncouthbutcopiousnarrativesconvertedyouintoanobjectofworship。Shechieflydweltuponyourcourage,becausesheherselfwasdeficientinthatquality。Youheldapparitionsandgoblinsincontempt。Youtooknoprecautionsagainstrobbers。Youwerejustastranquilandsecureinthislonelydwelling,asifyouwereinthemidstofacrowd。

  \"Henceavagueprojectoccurredtome,toputthiscouragetothetest。Awomancapableofrecollectionindanger,ofwardingoffgroundlesspanics,ofdiscerningthetruemodeofproceeding,andprofitingbyherbestresources,isaprodigy。

  Iwasdesirousofascertainingwhetheryouweresuchanone。

  \"Myexpedientwasobviousandsimple:Iwastocounterfeitamurderousdialogue;butthiswastobesoconductedthatanother,andnotyourself,shouldappeartobetheobject。I

  wasnotawareofthepossibilitythatyoushouldappropriatethesemenacestoyourself。Hadyoubeenstillandlistened,youwouldhaveheardthestrugglesandprayersofthevictim,whowouldlikewisehaveappearedtobeshutupinthecloset,andwhosevoicewouldhavebeenJudith\'s。Thisscenewouldhavebeenanappealtoyourcompassion;andtheproofofcowardiceorcouragewhichIexpectedfromyou,wouldhavebeenyourremaininginactiveinyourbed,oryourenteringtheclosetwithaviewtoassistthesufferer。SomeinstanceswhichJudithrelatedofyourfearlessnessandpromptitudemademeadoptthelattersuppositionwithsomedegreeofconfidence。

  \"Bythegirl\'sdirectionIfoundaladder,andmountedtoyourclosetwindow。Thisisscarcelylargeenoughtoadmitthehead,butitansweredmypurposetoowell。

  \"Icannotexpressmyconfusionandsurprizeatyourabruptandprecipitateflight。Ihastilyremovedtheladder;and,aftersomepause,curiosityanddoubtsofyoursafetyinducedmetofollowyou。Ifoundyoustretchedontheturfbeforeyourbrother\'sdoor,withoutsenseormotion。Ifeltthedeepestregretatthisunlooked-forconsequenceofmyscheme。Iknewnotwhattodotoprocureyourelief。Theideaofawakeningthefamilynaturallypresenteditself。Thisemergencywascritical,andtherewasnotimetodeliberate。Itwasasuddenthoughtthatoccurred。Iputmylipstothekey-hole,andsoundedanalarmwhicheffectuallyrousedthesleepers。Myorganswerenaturallyforcible,andhadbeenimprovedbylongandassiduousexercise。

  \"LongandbitterlydidIrepentofmyscheme。Iwassomewhatconsoledbyreflectingthatmypurposehadnotbeenevil,andrenewedmyfruitlessvowsnevertoattemptsuchdangerousexperiments。ForsometimeIadhered,withlaudableforbearance,tothisresolution。

  \"Mylifehasbeenalifeofhardshipandexposure。InthesummerIprefertomakemybedofthesmoothturf,or,atmost,theshelterofasummer-housesuffices。InallmyramblesI

  neverfoundaspotinwhichsomanypicturesquebeautiesandruraldelightswereassembledasatMettingen。Nocornerofyourlittledomainunitesfragranceandsecrecyinsoperfectadegreeastherecessinthebank。Theodourofitsleaves,thecoolnessofitsshade,andthemusicofitswater-fall,hadearlyattractedmyattention。Heremysadnesswasconvertedintopeacefulmelancholy——heremyslumbersweresound,andmypleasuresenhanced。

  \"Asmostfreefrominterruption,IchosethisasthesceneofmymidnightinterviewswithJudith。Oneevening,asthesundeclined,Iwasseatedhere,whenIwasalarmedbyyourapproach。ItwaswithdifficultythatIeffectedmyescapeunnoticedbyyou。

  \"Atthecustomaryhour,Ireturnedtoyourhabitation,andwasmadeacquaintedbyJudith,withyourunusualabsence。I

  halfsuspectedthetruecause,andfeltuneasinessatthedangertherewasthatIshouldbedeprivedofmyretreat;or,atleast,interruptedinthepossessionofit。Thegirl,likewise,informedme,thatamongyourothersingularities,itwasnotuncommonforyoutoleaveyourbed,andwalkforthforthesakeofnight-airsandstarlightcontemplations。

  \"Idesiredtopreventthisinconvenience。Ifoundyoueasilyswayedbyfear。Iwasinfluenced,inmychoiceofmeans,bythefacilityandcertaintyofthattowhichIhadbeenaccustomed。

  AllthatIforsawwas,that,infuture,thisspotwouldbecautiouslyshunnedbyyou。

  \"Ienteredtherecesswiththeutmostcaution,anddiscovered,byyourbreathings,inwhatconditionyouwere。Theunexpectedinterpretationwhichyouplaceduponmyformerproceeding,suggestedmyconductonthepresentoccasion。Themodeinwhichheavenissaidbythepoet,tointerfereforthepreventionofcrimes,**wassomewhatanalogoustomyprovince,andneverfailedtooccurtomeatseasonslikethis。Itwasrequisitetobreakyourslumbers,andforthisendIutteredthepowerfulmonosyllable,\"hold!hold!\"Mypurposewasnotprescribedbyduty,yetsurelyitwasfarfrombeingatrociousandinexpiable。Toeffectit,Iutteredwhatwasfalse,butitwaswellsuitedtomypurpose。Nothinglesswasintendedthantoinjureyou。Nay,theevilresultingfrommyformeract,waspartlyremovedbyassuringyouthatinallplacesbutthisyouweresafe。

  *BILOQUIUM,orventrilocution。Soundisvariedaccordingtothevariationsofdirectionanddistance。Theartoftheventriloquistconsistsinmodifyinghisvoiceaccordingtoallthesevariations,withoutchanginghisplace。SeetheworkoftheAbbedelaChappelle,inwhichareaccuratelyrecordedtheperformancesofoneoftheseartists,andsomeingenious,thoughunsatisfactoryspeculationsaregivenonthemeansbywhichtheeffectsareproduced。Thispoweris,perhaps,givenbynature,butisdoubtlessimprovable,ifnotacquirable,byart。Itmay,possibly,consistinanunusualflexibilityorexertionofthebottomofthetongueandtheuvula。Thatspeechisproduciblebythesealonemustbegranted,sinceanatomistsmentiontwoinstancesofpersonsspeakingwithoutatongue。Inonecase,theorganwasoriginallywanting,butitsplacewassuppliedbyasmalltubercle,andtheuvulawasperfect。Intheother,thetonguewasdestroyedbydisease,butprobablyasmallpartofitremained。

  Thispowerisdifficulttoexplain,butthefactisundeniable。Experienceshewsthatthehumanvoicecanimitatethevoiceofallmenandofallinferioranimals。Thesoundofmusicalinstruments,andevennoisesfromthecontactofinanimatesubstances,havebeenaccuratelyimitated。Themimicryofanimalsisnotorious;andDr。BurneyMusicalTravelsmentionsonewhoimitatedafluteandviolin,soastodeceiveevenhisears。

  **——Peepsthroughtheblanketofthedark,andcriesHold!

  Hold!——SHAKESPEARE。

  ChapterXXIII

  \"Mymoralswillappeartoyoufarfromrigid,yetmyconductwillfallshortofyoursuspicions。Iamnowtoconfessactionslessexcusable,andyetsurelytheywillnotentitlemetothenameofadesperateorsordidcriminal。

  \"Yourhousewasrendered,byyourfrequentandlongabsences,easilyaccessibletomycuriosity。MymeetingwithPleyelwasthepreludetodirectintercoursewithyou。Ihadseenmuchoftheworld,butyourcharacterexhibitedaspecimenofhumanpowersthatwaswhollynewtome。Myintercoursewithyourservantfurnishedmewithcuriousdetailsofyourdomesticmanagement。Iwasofadifferentsex:Iwasnotyourhusband;

  Iwasnotevenyourfriend;yetmyknowledgeofyouwasofthatkind,whichconjugalintimaciescangive,and,insomerespects,moreaccurate。Theobservationofyourdomesticwasguidedbyme。

  \"YouwillnotbesurprizedthatIshouldsometimesprofitbyyourabsence,andadventuretoexaminewithmyowneyes,theinteriorofyourchamber。Uprightandsincere,youusednowatchfulness,andpractisednoprecautions。Iscrutinizedeverything,andpriedeverywhere。Yourclosetwasusuallylocked,butitwasoncemyfortunetofindthekeyonabureau。I

  openedandfoundnewscopeformycuriosityinyourbooks。Oneofthesewasmanuscript,andwrittenincharacterswhichessentiallyagreedwithashort-handsystemwhichIhadlearnedfromaJesuitmissionary。

  \"Icannotjustifymyconduct,yetmyonlycrimewascuriosity。Iperusedthisvolumewitheagerness。Theintellectwhichitunveiled,wasbrighterthanmylimitedandfeebleorganscouldbear。Iwasnaturallyinquisitiveastoyourideasrespectingmydeportment,andthemysteriesthathadlatelyoccurred。

  \"Youknowwhatyouhavewritten。Youknowthatinthisvolumethekeytoyourinmostsoulwascontained。IfIhadbeenaprofoundandmalignantimpostor,whatplenteousmaterialswerethusfurnishedmeofstratagemsandplots!

  \"Thecoincidenceofyourdreaminthesummer-housewithmyexclamation,wastrulywonderful。Thevoicewhichwarnedyoutoforbearwas,doubtless,mine;butmixedbyacommonprocessofthefancy,withthetrainofvisionaryincidents。

  \"Isawinastrongerlightthanever,thedangerousnessofthatinstrumentwhichIemployed,andrenewedmyresolutionstoabstainfromtheuseofitinfuture;butIwasdestinedperpetuallytoviolatemyresolutions。Bysomeperversefate,Iwasledintocircumstancesinwhichtheexertionofmypowerswasthesoleorthebestmeansofescape。

  \"Onthatmemorablenightonwhichourlastinterviewtookplace,IcameasusualtoMettingen。Iwasapprizedofyourengagementatyourbrother\'s,fromwhichyoudidnotexpecttoreturntilllate。Someincidentsuggestedthedesignofvisitingyourchamber。AmongyourbookswhichIhadnotexamined,mightbesomethingtendingtoillustrateyourcharacter,orthehistoryofyourfamily。Someintimationhadbeendroppedbyyouindiscourse,respectingaperformanceofyourfather,inwhichsomeimportanttransactioninhislifewasrecorded。

  \"Iwasdesirousofseeingthisbook;andsuchwasmyhabitualattachmenttomystery,thatIpreferredtheclandestineperusalofit。Suchwerethemotivesthatinducedmetomakethisattempt。Judithhaddisappeared,andfindingthehouseunoccupied,Isuppliedmyselfwithalight,andproceededtoyourchamber。

  \"Ifounditeasy,onexperiment,tolockandunlockyourclosetdoorwithouttheaidofakey。Ishutmyselfinthisrecess,andwasbusilyexploringyourshelves,whenIheardsomeoneentertheroombelow。Iwasatalosswhoitcouldbe,whetheryouoryourservant。Doubtful,however,asIwas,I

  conceiveditprudenttoextinguishthelight。Scarcelywasthisdone,whensomeoneenteredthechamber。Thefootstepswereeasilydistinguishedtobeyours。

  \"Mysituationwasnowfullofdangerandperplexity。Forsometime,Icherishedthehopethatyouwouldleavetheroomsolongastoaffordmeanopportunityofescaping。Asthehourspassed,thishopegraduallydesertedme。Itwasplainthatyouhadretiredforthenight。

  \"Iknewnothowsoonyoumightfindoccasiontoenterthecloset。Iwasalivetoallthehorrorsofdetection,andruminatedwithoutceasing,onthebehaviourwhichitwouldbeproper,incaseofdetection,toadopt。Iwasunabletodiscoveranyconsistentmethodofaccountingformybeingthusimmured。

  \"ItoccurredtomethatImightwithdrawyoufromyourchamberforafewminutes,bycounterfeitingavoicefromwithout。Somemessagefromyourbrothermightbedelivered,requiringyourpresenceathishouse。IwasdeterredfromthisschemebyreflectingontheresolutionIhadformed,andonthepossibleevilsthatmightresultfromit。Besides,itwasnotimprobablethatyouwouldspeedilyretiretobed,andthen,bytheexerciseofsufficientcaution,Imighthopetoescapeunobserved。

  \"MeanwhileIlistenedwiththedeepestanxietytoeverymotionfromwithout。Idiscoverednothingwhichbetokenedpreparationforsleep。InsteadofthisIhearddeep-drawnsighs,andoccasionallyanhalf-expressedandmournfulejaculation。HenceIinferredthatyouwereunhappy。ThetruestateofyourmindwithregardtoPleyelyourownpenhaddisclosed;butIsupposedyoutobeframedofsuchmaterials,that,thoughamomentarysadnessmightaffectyou,youwereimpregnabletoanypermanentandheartfeltgrief。Inquietudeformyownsafetywas,foramoment,suspendedbysympathywithyourdistress。

  \"TotheformerconsiderationIwasquicklyrecalledbyamotionofyourswhichindicatedIknewnotwhat。Ifosteredthepersuasionthatyouwouldnowretiretobed;butpresentlyyouapproachedthecloset,anddetectionseemedtobeinevitable。

  Youputyourhanduponthelock。Ihadformednoplantoextricatemyselffromthedilemmainwhichtheopeningofthedoorwouldinvolveme。Ifeltanirreconcilableaversiontodetection。Thussituated,Iinvoluntarilyseizedthedoorwitharesolutiontoresistyoureffortstoopenit。

  \"Suddenlyyourecededfromthedoor。Thisdeportmentwasinexplicable,butthereliefitaffordedmewasquicklygone。

  Youreturned,andIoncemorewasthrownintoperplexity。Theexpedientthatsuggesteditselfwasprecipitateandinartificial。

  IexertedmyorgansandcalleduponyouTOHOLD。

  \"Thatyoushouldpersistinspiteofthisadmonition,wasasubjectofastonishment。Iagainresistedyourefforts;forthefirstexpedienthavingfailed,Iknewnotwhatothertoresortto。Inthisstate,howwasmyastonishmentincreasedwhenI

  heardyourexclamations!

  \"Itwasnowplainthatyouknewmetobewithin。Furtherresistancewasunavailinganduseless。Thedooropened,andI

  shrunkbackward。SeldomhaveIfeltdeepermortification,andmorepainfulperplexity。IdidnotconsiderthatthetruthwouldbelessinjuriousthananyliewhichIcouldhastilyframe。ConsciousasIwasofacertaindegreeofguilt,I

  conceivedthatyouwouldformthemostodioussuspicions。Thetruthwouldbeimperfect,unlessIwerelikewisetoexplainthemysteriousadmonitionwhichhadbeengiven;butthatexplanationwasoftoogreatmoment,andinvolvedtooextensiveconsequencestomakemesuddenlyresolvetogiveit。

  \"Iwasawarethatthisdiscoverywouldassociateitselfinyourmind,withthedialogueformerlyheardinthiscloset。

  Thencewouldyoursuspicionsbeaggravated,andtoescapefromthesesuspicionswouldbeimpossible。Butthemeretruthwouldbesufficientlyopprobrious,anddeprivemeforeverofyourgoodopinion。

  \"ThuswasIrendereddesperate,andmymindrapidlypassedtothecontemplationoftheusethatmightbemadeofpreviousevents。Somegoodgeniuswouldappeartoyoutohaveinterposedtosaveyoufrominjuryintendedbyme。Why,Isaid,sinceI

  mustsinkinheropinion,shouldInotcherishthisbelief?Whynotpersonateanenemy,andpretendthatcelestialinterferencehasfrustratedmyschemes?Imustfly,butletmeleavewonderandfearbehindme。Elucidationofthemysterywillalwaysbepracticable。Ishalldonoinjury,butmerelytalkofevilthatwasdesigned,butisnowpast。

  \"ThusIextenuatedmyconducttomyself,butIscarcelyexpectthatthiswillbetoyouasufficientexplicationofthescenethatfollowed。ThosehabitswhichIhaveimbibed,therootedpassionwhichpossessesmeforscatteringaroundmeamazementandfear,youenjoynoopportunitiesofknowing。Thatamanshouldwantonlyimputetohimselfthemostflagitiousdesigns,willhardlybecredited,eventhoughyoureflectthatmyreputationwasalready,bymyownfolly,irretrievablyruined;andthatitwasalwaysinmypowertocommunicatethetruth,andrectifythemistake。

  \"Ileftyoutoponderonthisscene。Mymindwasfullofrapidandincongruousideas。Compunction,self-upbraiding,hopelesness,satisfactionattheviewofthoseeffectslikelytoflowfrommynewscheme,misgivingsastothebeneficialresultofthisschemetookpossessionofmymind,andseemedtostruggleforthemastery。

  \"Ihadgonetoofartorecede。Ihadpaintedmyselftoyouasanassassinandravisher,withheldfromguiltonlybyavoicefromheaven。Ihadthusrevertedintothepathoferror,andnow,havinggonethusfar,myprogressseemedtobeirrevocable。

  Isaidtomyself,Imustleavetheseprecinctsforever。MyactshaveblastedmyfameintheeyesoftheWielands。Forthesakeofcreatingamysteriousdread,Ihavemademyselfavillain。Imaycompletethismysteriousplanbysomenewimposture,butIcannotaggravatemysupposedguilt。

  \"Myresolutionwasformed,andIwasswiftlyruminatingonthemeansforexecutingit,whenPleyelappearedinsight。Thisincidentdecidedmyconduct。ItwasplainthatPleyelwasadevotedlover,buthewas,atthesametime,amanofcoldresolvesandexquisitesagacity。TodeceivehimwouldbethesweetesttriumphIhadeverenjoyed。Thedeceptionwouldbemomentary,butitwouldlikewisebecomplete。Thathisdelusionwouldsosoonberectified,wasarecommendationtomyscheme,forIesteemedhimtoomuchtodesiretoentailuponhimlastingagonies。

  \"Ihadnotimetoreflectfurther,forheproceeded,withaquickstep,towardsthehouse。Iwashurriedonwardinvoluntarilyandbyamechanicalimpulse。Ifollowedhimashepassedtherecessinthebank,andshrowdingmyselfinthatspot,IcounterfeitedsoundswhichIknewwouldarresthissteps。

  \"Hestopped,turned,listened,approached,andoverheardadialoguewhosepurposewastovanquishhisbeliefinapointwherehisbeliefwasmostdifficulttovanquish。Iexertedallmypowerstoimitateyourvoice,yourgeneralsentiments,andyourlanguage。Beingmaster,bymeansofyourjournal,ofyourpersonalhistoryandmostsecretthoughts,myeffortswerethemoresuccessful。WhenIreviewedthetenorofthisdialogue,I

  cannotbelievebutthatPleyelwasdeluded。WhenIthinkofyourcharacter,andoftheinferenceswhichthisdialoguewasintendedtosuggest,itseemsincrediblethatthisdelusionshouldbeproduced。

  \"Isparednotmyself。Icalledmyselfmurderer,thief,guiltyofinnumerableperjuriesandmisdeeds:thatyouhaddebasedyourselftothelevelofsuchanone,noevidence,methought,wouldsufficetoconvincehimwhoknewyousothoroughlyasPleyel;andyettheimpostureamountedtoproofwhichthemostjealousscrutinywouldfindtobeunexceptionable。

  \"Helefthisstationprecipitatelyandresumedhiswaytothehouse。Isawthatthedetectionofhiserrorwouldbeinstantaneous,since,nothavinggonetobed,animmediateinterviewwouldtakeplacebetweenyou。Atfirstthiscircumstancewasconsideredwithregret;butastimeopenedmyeyestothepossibleconsequencesofthisscene,Iregardeditwithpleasure。

  \"Inashorttimetheinfatuationwhichhadledmethusfarbegantosubside。Theremembranceofformerreasoningsandtransactionswasrenewed。HowoftenIhadrepentedthiskindofexertion;howmanyevilswereproducedbyitwhichIhadnotforeseen;whatoccasionsforthebitterestremorseithadadministered,nowpassedthroughmymind。Theblackcatalogueofstratagemswasnowincreased。Ihadinspiredyouwiththemostvehementterrors:Ihadfilledyourmindwithfaithinshadowsandconfidenceindreams:IhaddepravedtheimaginationofPleyel:Ihadexhibitedyoutohisunderstandingasdevotedtobrutalgratificationsandconsummateinhypocrisy。

  Theevidencewhichaccompaniedthisdelusionwouldbeirresistibletoonewhosepassionhadpervertedhisjudgment,whosejealousywithregardtomehadalreadybeenexcited,andwho,therefore,wouldnotfailtooverratetheforceofthisevidence。Whatfatalactofdespairorofvengeancemightnotthiserrorproduce?

  \"Withregardtomyself,Ihadactedwithaphrenzythatsurpassedbelief。Ihadwarredagainstmypeaceandmyfame:

  Ihadbanishedmyselffromthefellowshipofvigorousandpureminds:Iwasself-expelledfromascenewhichthemunificenceofnaturehadadornedwithunrivalledbeauties,andfromhauntsinwhichallthemusesandhumanitieshadtakenrefuge。

  \"Iwasthustornbyconflictingfearsandtumultuousregrets。

  Thenightpassedawayinthisstateofconfusion;andnextmorninginthegazetteleftatmyobscurelodging,Ireadadescriptionandanofferofrewardfortheapprehensionofmyperson。IwassaidtohaveescapedfromanIrishprison,inwhichIwasconfinedasanoffenderconvictedofenormousandcomplicatedcrimes。

  \"Thiswastheworkofanenemy,who,byfalsehoodandstratagem,hadprocuredmycondemnation。Iwas,indeed,aprisoner,butescaped,bytheexertionofmypowers,thefatetowhichIwasdoomed,butwhichIdidnotdeserve。Ihadhopedthatthemaliceofmyfoewasexhausted;butInowperceivedthatmyprecautionshadbeenwise,forthattheinterventionofanoceanwasinsufficientformysecurity。

  \"Letmenotdwellonthesensationswhichthisdiscoveryproduced。IneednottellbywhatstepsIwasinducedtoseekaninterviewwithyou,forthepurposeofdisclosingthetruth,andrepairing,asfaraspossible,theeffectsofmymisconduct。

  Itwasunavoidablethatthisgazettewouldfallintoyourhands,andthatitwouldtendtoconfirmeveryerroneousimpression。

  \"Havinggainedthisinterview,Ipurposedtoseeksomeretreatinthewilderness,inaccessibletoyourinquiryandtothemaliceofmyfoe,whereImighthenceforthemploymyselfincomposingafaithfulnarrativeofmyactions。Idesigneditasmyvindicationfromtheaspersionsthathadrestedonmycharacter,andasalessontomankindontheevilsofcredulityontheonehand,andofimpostureontheother。

  \"Iwroteyouabillet,whichwasleftatthehouseofyourfriend,andwhichIknewwould,bysomemeans,speedilycometoyourhands。Ientertainedafainthopethatmyinvitationwouldbecompliedwith。Iknewnotwhatuseyouwouldmakeoftheopportunitywhichthisproposalaffordedyouofprocuringtheseizureofmyperson;butthisfateIwasdeterminedtoavoid,andIhadnodoubtbutduecircumspection,andtheexerciseofthefacultywhichIpossessed,wouldenablemetoavoidit。

  \"Ilurked,throughtheday,intheneighbourhoodofMettingen:Iapproachedyourhabitationattheappointedhour:

  Ientereditinsilence,byatrap-doorwhichledintothecellar。Thishadformerlybeenboltedontheinside,butJudithhad,atanearlyperiodinourintercourse,removedthisimpediment。Iascendedtothefirstfloor,butmetwithnoone,noranythingthatindicatedthepresenceofanhumanbeing。

  \"Icreptsoftlyupstairs,andatlengthperceivedyourchamberdoortobeopened,andalighttobewithin。Itwasofmomenttodiscoverbywhomthislightwasaccompanied。Iwassensibleoftheinconvenienciestowhichmybeingdiscoveredatyourchamberdoorbyanyonewithinwouldsubjectme;I

  thereforecalledoutinmyownvoice,butsomodifiedthatitshouldappeartoascendfromthecourtbelow,\'Whoisinthechamber?IsitMissWieland?\"

  \"Noanswerwasreturnedtothissummons。Ilistened,butnomotioncouldbeheard。AfterapauseIrepeatedmycall,butnolessineffectually。

  \"Inowapproachednearerthedoor,andadventuredtolookin。

  Alightstoodonthetable,butnothinghumanwasdiscernible。

  Ienteredcautiously,butallwassolitudeandstillness。

  \"Iknewnotwhattoconclude。Ifthehousewereinhabited,mycallwouldhavebeennoticed;yetsomesuspicioninsinuateditselfthatsilencewasstudiouslykeptbypersonswhointendedtosurprizeme。Myapproachhadbeenwary,andthesilencethatensuedmycallhadlikewiseprecededit;acircumstancethattendedtodissipatemyfears。

  \"AtlengthitoccurredtomethatJudithmightpossiblybeinherownroom。Iturnedmystepsthither;butshewasnottobefound。Ipassedintootherrooms,andwassoonconvincedthatthehousewastotallydeserted。Ireturnedtoyourchamber,agitatedbyvainsurmisesandoppositeconjectures。Theappointedhourhadpassed,andIdismissedthehopeofaninterview。

  \"InthisstateofthingsIdeterminedtoleaveafewlinesonyourtoilet,andprosecutemyjourneytothemountains。

  ScarcelyhadItakenthepenwhenIlaiditaside,uncertaininwhatmannertoaddressyou。Irosefromthetableandwalkedacrossthefloor。Aglancethrownuponthebedacquaintedmewithaspectacletowhichmyconceptionsofhorrorhadnotyetreached。

  \"Inthemidstofshudderingandtrepidation,thesignalofyourpresenceinthecourtbelowrecalledmetomyself。Thedeedwasnewlydone:Ionlywasinthehouse:whathadlatelyhappenedjustifiedanysuspicions,howeverenormous。Itwasplainthatthiscatastrophewasunknowntoyou:Ithoughtuponthewildcommotionwhichthediscoverywouldawakeninyourbreast:Ifoundtheconfusionofmyownthoughtsunconquerable,andperceivedthattheendforwhichIsoughtaninterviewwasnotnowtobeaccomplished。

  \"Inthisstateofthingsitwaslikewiseexpedienttoconcealmybeingwithin。Iputoutthelightandhurrieddownstairs。

  Tomyunspeakablesurprize,notwithstandingeverymotivetofear,youlightedacandleandproceededtoyourchamber。

  \"Iretiredtothatroombelowfromwhichadoorleadsintothecellar。Thisdoorconcealedmefromyourviewasyoupassed。Ithoughtuponthespectaclewhichwasabouttopresentitself。Inanexigencesoabruptandsolittleforeseen,Iwasagainsubjectedtotheempireofmechanicalandhabitualimpulses。Idreadedtheeffectswhichthisshockingexhibition,burstingonyourunpreparedsenses,mightproduce。

  \"Thusactuated,Isteptswiftlytothedoor,andthrustingmyheadforward,oncemorepronouncedthemysteriousinterdiction。

  Atthatmoment,bysomeuntowardfate,youreyeswerecastback,andyousawmeintheveryactofutterance。IfledthroughthedarksomeavenueatwhichIentered,coveredwiththeshameofthisdetection。

  \"Withdiligence,stimulatedbyathousandineffableemotions,Ipursuedmyintendedjourney。Ihaveabrotherwhosefarmissituatedinthebosomofafertiledesert,nearthesourcesoftheLeheigh,andthitherInowrepaired。

  ChapterXXIV

  \"DeeplydidIruminateontheoccurrencesthathadjustpassed。Nothingexcitedmywondersomuchasthemeansbywhichyoudiscoveredmybeinginthecloset。Thisdiscoveryappearedtobemadeatthemomentwhenyouattemptedtoopenit。Howcouldyouhaveotherwiseremainedsolonginthechamberapparentlyfearlessandtranquil?Andyet,havingmadethisdiscovery,howcouldyoupersistindraggingmeforth:persistindefianceofaninterdictionsoemphaticalandsolemn?

  \"Butyoursister\'sdeathwasaneventdetestableandominous。

  Shehadbeenthevictimofthemostdreadfulspeciesofassassination。How,inastatelikeyours,themurderousintentioncouldbegenerated,waswhollyinconceivable。

  \"IdidnotrelinquishmydesignofconfessingtoyouthepartwhichIhadsustainedinyourfamily,butIwaswillingtodeferittillthetaskwhichIhadsetmyselfwasfinished。Thatbeingdone,Iresumedtheresolution。Themotivestoincitemetothiscontinuallyacquiredforce。ThemoreIrevolvedtheeventshappeningatMettingen,themoreinsupportableandominousmyterrorsbecame。Mywakinghoursandmysleepwerevexedbydismalpresagesandfrightfulintimations。

  \"Catharinewasdeadbyviolence。Surelymymalignantstarshadnotmademethecauseofherdeath;yethadInotrashlysetinmotionamachine,overwhoseprogressIhadnocontroul,andwhichexperiencehadshewnmewasinfiniteinpower?Everydaymightaddtothecatalogueofhorrorsofwhichthiswasthesource,andaseasonabledisclosureofthetruthmightpreventnumberlessills。

  \"Fraughtwiththisconception,Ihaveturnedmystepshither。

  Ifindyourbrother\'shousedesolate:thefurnitureremoved,andthewallsstainedwithdamps。Yourownisinthesamesituation。Yourchamberisdismantledanddark,andyouexhibitanimageofincurablegrief,andofrapiddecay。

  \"Ihaveutteredthetruth。Thisistheextentofmyoffences。YoutellmeanhorridtaleofWielandbeingledtothedestructionofhiswifeandchildren,bysomemysteriousagent。Youchargemewiththeguiltofthisagency;butI

  repeatthattheamountofmyguilthasbeentrulystated。TheperpetratorofCatharine\'sdeathwasunknowntometillnow;

  nay,itisstillunknowntome。\"

  Atthatmoment,theclosingofadoorinthekitchenwasdistinctlyheardbyus。Carwinstartedandpaused。\"Thereissomeonecoming。Imustnotbefoundherebymyenemies,andneednot,sincemypurposeisanswered。\"

  Ihaddrunkin,withthemostvehementattention,everywordthathehaduttered。Ihadnobreathtointerrupthistalebyinterrogationsorcomments。Thepowerthathespokeofwashithertounknowntome:itsexistencewasincredible;itwassusceptibleofnodirectproof。

  HeownsthathiswerethevoiceandfacewhichIheardandsaw。Heattemptstogiveanhumanexplanationofthesephantasms;butitisenoughthatheownshimselftobetheagent;histaleisalie,andhisnaturedevilish。Ashedeceivedme,helikewisedeceivedmybrother,andnowdoI

  beholdtheauthorofallourcalamities!

  Suchweremythoughtswhenhispauseallowedmetothink。I

  shouldhavebadhimbegoneifthesilencehadnotbeeninterrupted;butnowIfearednomoreformyself;andthemilkinessofmynaturewascurdledintohatredandrancour。

  Someonewasnear,andthisenemyofGodandmanmightpossiblybebroughttojustice。Ireflectednotthatthepreternaturalpowerwhichhehadhithertoexerted,wouldavailtorescuehimfromanytoilsinwhichhisfeetmightbeentangled。Meanwhile,looks,andnotwordsofmenaceandabhorrence,wereallthatI

  couldbestow。

  Hedidnotdepart。Heseemeddubious,whether,bypassingoutofthehouse,orbyremainingsomewhatlongerwherehewas,heshouldmostendangerhissafety。Hisconfusionincreasedwhenstepsofonebarefootwerehearduponthestairs。Hethrewanxiousglancessometimesatthecloset,sometimesatthewindow,andsometimesatthechamberdoor,yethewasdetainedbysomeinexplicablefascination。Hestoodasifrootedtothespot。

  Astome,mysoulwasburstingwithdetestationandrevenge。

  Ihadnoroomforsurmisesandfearsrespectinghimthatapproached。Itwasdoubtlessahumanbeing,andwouldbefriendmesofarastoaidmeinarrestingthisoffender。

  Thestrangerquicklyenteredtheroom。MyeyesandtheeyesofCarwinwere,atthesamemoment,darteduponhim。Asecondglancewasnotneededtoinformuswhohewas。Hislocksweretangled,andfellconfusedlyoverhisforeheadandears。Hisshirtwasofcoarsestuff,andopenattheneckandbreast。Hiscoatwasonceofbrightandfinetexture,butnowtornandtarnishedwithdust。Hisfeet,hislegs,andhisarmswerebare。Hisfeaturesweretheseatofawildandtranquilsolemnity,buthiseyesbespokeinquietudeandcuriosity。

  Headvancedwithfirmstep,andlookingasinsearchofsomeone。Hesawmeandstopped。Hebenthissightonthefloor,andclenchinghishands,appearedsuddenlyabsorbedinmeditation。SuchwerethefigureanddeportmentofWieland!

  Such,inhisfallenstate,weretheaspectandguiseofmybrother!

  Carwindidnotfailtorecognizethevisitant。Careforhisownsafetywasapparentlyswallowedupintheamazementwhichthisspectacleproduced。Hisstationwasconspicuous,andhecouldnothaveescapedtherovingglancesofWieland;yetthelatterseemedtotallyunconsciousofhispresence。

  GriefatthissceneofruinandblastwasatfirsttheonlysentimentofwhichIwasconscious。Afearfulstillnessensued。

  AtlengthWieland,liftinghishands,whichwerelockedineachother,tohisbreast,exclaimed,\"Father!Ithankthee。Thisisthyguidance。Hitherthouhastledme,thatImightperformthywill:yetletmenoterr:letmehearagainthymessenger!\"

  Hestoodforaminuteasiflistening;butrecoveringfromhisattitude,hecontinued——\"Itisnotneeded。Dastardlywretch!thuseternallyquestioningthebehestsofthyMaker!

  weakinresolution!waywardinfaith!\"

  Headvancedtome,and,afteranotherpause,resumed:\"Poorgirl!adismalfatehassetitsmarkuponthee。Thylifeisdemandedasasacrifice。Preparetheetodie。Makenotmyofficedifficultbyfruitlessopposition。Thyprayersmightsubduestones;butnonebuthewhoenjoinedmypurposecanshakeit。\"

  Thesewordswereasufficientexplicationofthescene。Thenatureofhisphrenzy,asdescribedbymyuncle,wasremembered。

  Iwhohadsoughtdeath,wasnowthrilledwithhorrorbecauseitwasnear。Deathinthisform,deathfromthehandofabrother,wasthoughtuponwithundescribablerepugnance。

  Inastatethusverginguponmadness,myeyeglanceduponCarwin。Hisastonishmentappearedtohavestruckhimmotionlessanddumb。Mylifewasindanger,andmybrother\'shandwasabouttobeembruedinmyblood。IfirmlybelievedthatCarwin\'swastheinstigation。Icouldrescuemefromthisabhorredfate;Icoulddissipatethistremendousillusion;I

  couldsavemybrotherfromtheperpetrationofnewhorrors,bypointingoutthedevilwhoseducedhim;tohesitateamomentwastoperish。Thesethoughtsgavestrengthtomylimbs,andenergytomyaccents:Istartedonmyfeet。

  \"Obrother!spareme,sparethyself:Thereisthybetrayer。

  Hecounterfeitedthevoiceandfaceofanangel,forthepurposeofdestroyingtheeandme。Hehasthismomentconfessedit。Heisabletospeakwhereheisnot。Heisleaguedwithhell,butwillnotavowit;yetheconfessesthattheagencywashis。\"

  Mybrotherturnedslowlyhiseyes,andfixedthemuponCarwin。Everyjointintheframeofthelattertrembled。Hiscomplexionwaspalerthanaghost\'s。HiseyedarednotmeetthatofWieland,butwanderedwithanairofdistractionfromonespacetoanother。

  \"Man,\"saidmybrother,inavoicetotallyunlikethatwhichhehadusedtome,\"whatartthou?Thechargehasbeenmade。

  Answerit。Thevisage——thevoice——atthebottomofthesestairs——atthehourofeleven——Towhomdidtheybelong?Tothee?\"

  TwicedidCarwinattempttospeak,buthiswordsdiedawayuponhislips。Mybrotherresumedinatoneofgreatervehemence——

  \"Thoufalterest;falteringisominous;sayyesorno:onewordwillsuffice;butbewareoffalsehood。Wasitastratagemofhelltooverthrowmyfamily?Wastthoutheagent?\"

  Inowsawthatthewrathwhichhadbeenpreparedformewastobeheapeduponanother。ThetalethatIheardfromhim,andhispresenttrepidations,wereabundanttestimoniesofhisguilt。ButwhatifWielandshouldbeundeceived!Whatifheshallfindhisactstohaveproceedednotfromanheavenlyprompter,butfromhumantreachery!Willnothisragemountintowhirlwind?Willnothetarelimbfromlimbthisdevotedwretch?

  InstinctivelyIrecoiledfromthisimage,butitgaveplacetoanother。Carwinmaybeinnocent,buttheimpetuosityofhisjudgemaymisconstruehisanswersintoaconfessionofguilt。

  Wielandknowsnotthatmysteriousvoicesandappearanceswerelikewisewitnessedbyme。Carwinmaybeignorantofthosewhichmisledmybrother。Thusmayhisanswersunwarilybetrayhimselftoruin。

  Suchmightbetheconsequencesofmyfranticprecipitation,andthese,itwasnecessary,ifpossible,toprevent。I

  attemptedtospeak,butWieland,turningsuddenlyuponme,commandedsilence,inatonefuriousandterrible。Mylipsclosed,andmytonguerefuseditsoffice。

  \"Whatartthou?\"heresumed,addressinghimselftoCarwin。

  \"Answerme;whoseform——whosevoice——wasitthycontrivance?

  Answerme。\"

  Theanswerwasnowgiven,butconfusedlyandscarcelyarticulated。\"Imeantnothing——Iintendednoill——ifI

  understand——ifIdonotmistakeyou——itistootrue——Ididappear——intheentry——didspeak。Thecontrivancewasmine,but——\"

  Thesewordswerenosooneruttered,thanmybrotherceasedtowearthesameaspect。Hiseyesweredowncast:hewasmotionless:hisrespirationbecamehoarse,likethatofamanintheagoniesofdeath。Carwinseemedunabletosaymore。Hemighthaveeasilyescaped,butthethoughtwhichoccupiedhimrelatedtowhatwashorridandunintelligibleinthisscene,andnottohisowndanger。

  PresentlythefacultiesofWieland,which,foratime,werechainedup,wereseizedwithrestlessnessandtrembling。Hebrokesilence。Thestoutestheartwouldhavebeenappalledbythetoneinwhichhespoke。HeaddressedhimselftoCarwin。

  \"Whyartthouhere?Whodetainsthee?Goandlearnbetter。

  Iwillmeetthee,butitmustbeatthebarofthyMaker。ThereshallIbearwitnessagainstthee。\"

  PerceivingthatCarwindidnotobey,hecontinued;\"Dostthouwishmetocompletethecataloguebythydeath?Thylifeisaworthlessthing。Temptmenomore。Iambutaman,andthypresencemayawakenafurywhichmayspurnmycontroul。

  Begone!\"

  Carwin,irresolute,strivinginvainforutterance,hiscomplexionpallidasdeath,hiskneesbeatingoneagainstanother,slowlyobeyedthemandateandwithdrew。

  ChapterXXV

  AfewwordsmoreandIlayasidethepenforever。YetwhyshouldInotrelinquishitnow?AllthatIhavesaidispreparatorytothisscene,andmyfingers,tremulousandcoldasmyheart,refuseanyfurtherexertion。Thismustnotbe。Letmylastenergiessupportmeinthefinishingofthistask。ThenwillIlaydownmyheadinthelapofdeath。Hushedwillbeallmymurmursinthesleepofthegrave。

  Everysentimenthasperishedinmybosom。Evenfriendshipisextinct。Yourloveformehaspromptedmetothistask;butI

  wouldnothavecompliedifithadnotbeenaluxurythustofeastuponmywoes。Ihavejustlycalculateduponmyremnantofstrength。WhenIlaydownthepenthetaperoflifewillexpire:myexistencewillterminatewithmytale。

  NowthatIwasleftalonewithWieland,theperilsofmysituationpresentedthemselvestomymind。Thatthisparoxysmshouldterminateinhavockandrageitwasreasonabletopredict。Thefirstsuggestionofmyfearshadbeendisprovedbymyexperience。Carwinhadacknowledgedhisoffences,andyethadescaped。ThevengeancewhichIhadharbouredhadnotbeenadmittedbyWieland,andyettheevilswhichIhadendured,comparedwiththoseinflictedonmybrother,wereasnothing。

  Ithirstedforhisblood,andwastormentedwithaninsatiableappetiteforhisdestruction;yetmybrotherwasunmoved,andhaddismissedhiminsafety。Surelythouwastmorethanman,whileIamsunkbelowthebeasts。

  DidIplacearightconstructionontheconductofWieland?

  Wastheerrorthatmisledhimsoeasilyrectified?Wereviewssovividandfaithsostrenuousthusliabletofadingandtochange?Wastherenotreasontodoubttheaccuracyofmyperceptions?Withimageslikethesewasmymindthronged,tillthedeportmentofmybrothercalledawaymyattention。

  Isawhislipsmoveandhiseyescastuptoheaven。Thenwouldhelistenandlookback,asifinexpectationofsomeone\'sappearance。Thriceherepeatedthesegesticulationsandthisinaudibleprayer。Eachtimethemistofconfusionanddoubtseemedtogrowdarkerandtosettleonhisunderstanding。

  Iguessedatthemeaningofthesetokens。ThewordsofCarwinhadshakenhisbelief,andhewasemployedinsummoningthemessengerwhohadformerlycommunedwithhim,toattestthevalueofthosenewdoubts。Invainthesummonswasrepeated,forhiseyemetnothingbutvacancy,andnotasoundsalutedhisear。

  Hewalkedtothebed,gazedwitheagernessatthepillowwhichhadsustainedtheheadofthebreathlessCatharine,andthenreturnedtotheplacewhereIsat。Ihadnopowertoliftmyeyestohisface:Iwasdubiousofhispurpose:thispurposemightaimatmylife。

  Alas!nothingbutsubjectiontodanger,andexposuretotemptation,canshowuswhatweare。BythistestwasInowtried,andfoundtobecowardlyandrash。Mencandeliberatelyuntiethethreadoflife,andofthisIhaddeemedmyselfcapable;yetnowthatIstooduponthebrinkoffate,thattheknifeofthesacrificerwasaimedatmyheart,Ishudderedandbetookmyselftoanymeansofescape,howevermonstrous。

  CanIbeartothink——canIenduretorelatetheoutragewhichmyheartmeditated?Whereweremymeansofsafety?Resistancewasvain。NoteventheenergyofdespaircouldsetmeonalevelwiththatstrengthwhichhisterrificprompterhadbestoweduponWieland。Terrorenablesustoperformincrediblefeats;butterrorwasnotthenthestateofmymind:wherethenweremyhopesofrescue?

  Methinksitistoomuch。Istandaside,asitwere,frommyself;Iestimatemyowndeservings;ahatred,immortalandinexorable,ismydue。Ilistentomyownpleas,andfindthememptyandfalse:yes,Iacknowledgethatmyguiltsurpassesthatofallmankind:Iconfessthatthecursesofaworld,andthefrownsofadeity,areinadequatetomydemerits。Isthereathingintheworldworthyofinfiniteabhorrence?ItisI。

  WhatshallIsay!Iwasmenaced,asIthought,withdeath,and,toeludethisevil,myhandwasreadytoinflictdeathuponthemenacer。Invisitingmyhouse,IhadmadeprovisionagainstthemachinationsofCarwin。Inafoldofmydressanopenpenknifewasconcealed。ThisInowseizedanddrewforth。Itlurkedoutofview:butInowseethatmystateofmindwouldhaverenderedthedeedinevitableifmybrotherhadliftedhishand。Thisinstrumentofmypreservationwouldhavebeenplungedintohisheart。

  O,insupportableremembrance!hidetheefrommyviewforatime;hideitfrommethatmyheartwasblackenoughtomeditatethestabbingofabrother!abrotherthussupremeinmisery;

  thustoweringinvirtue!

  Hewasprobablyunconsciousofmydesign,butpresentlydrewback。Thisintervalwassufficienttorestoremetomyself。

  Themadness,theiniquityofthatactwhichIhadpurposedrusheduponmyapprehension。ForamomentIwasbreathlesswithagony。AtthenextmomentIrecoveredmystrength,andthrewtheknifewithviolenceonthefloor。

  Thesoundawokemybrotherfromhisreverie。Hegazedalternatelyatmeandattheweapon。Withamovementequallysolemnhestoopedandtookitup。Heplacedthebladeindifferentpositions,scrutinizingitaccurately,andmaintaining,atthesametime,aprofoundsilence。

  Againhelookedatme,butallthatvehemenceandloftinessofspiritwhichhadsolatelycharacterizedhisfeatures,wereflown。Fallenmuscles,aforeheadcontractedintofolds,eyesdimwithunbiddendrops,andaruefulnessofaspectwhichnowordscandescribe,werenowvisible。

  Hislookstouchedintoenergythesamesympathiesinme,andIpouredforthafloodoftears。Thispassionwasquicklycheckedbyfear,whichhadnow,nolonger,myown,buthissafetyfortheirobject。Iwatchedhisdeportmentinsilence。

  Atlengthhespoke:

  \"Sister,\"saidhe,inanaccentmournfulandmild,\"Ihaveactedpoorlymypartinthisworld。Whatthinkestthou?ShallInotdobetterinthenext?\"

  Icouldmakenoanswer。Themildnessofhistoneastonishedandencouragedme。Icontinuedtoregardhimwithwistfulandanxiouslooks。

  \"Ithink,\"resumedhe,\"Iwilltry。Mywifeandmybabeshavegonebefore。Happywretches!Ihavesentyoutorepose,andoughtnottolingerbehind。\"

  Thesewordshadameaningsufficientlyintelligible。I

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