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  \"Everythingissocontraryandprovoking,\"saidFanny,petulantly。

  \"Nowwhatintheworldhaveyoutofretabout?\"askedPolly,ratheranxiously。

  \"Quantitiesofthings,\"beganFan,andthenstopped,forsomehowshefeltashamedtoownthatshewasafflictedbecauseshecouldn\'thaveanewsetoffurs,gotoParisinthespring,andmakeMr。Sydneyloveher。

  Shehuntedupsomethingmorepresentable,andsaidinadespairingtone,­

  \"Well,motherisverypoorly,TomandTrixquarrelallthetime,Maudgetsmoreandmorewilfuleveryday,andpapaisworriedabouthisaffairs。\"

  \"Asadstateofthings,butnothingverydesperate。Can\'tyoulendahandanywhere?Thatmightdogoodallround。\"

  \"No;Ihaven\'tthetalentformanagingpeople,butIseewhatoughttobedone。\"

  \"Well,don\'twailaboutit;keepyourselfhappy,ifyoucan;

  itwillhelpotherpeopletoseeyoucheerful。\"

  \"JustwhatTomsaid,\'Keepjolly\';but,dearme,howcanone,wheneverythingissostupidandtiresome?\"

  \"Ifeveragirlneededwork,it\'syou!\"criedPolly。\"Youbegantobeayoungladysoearly,thatyouaretiredofeverythingattwenty-two。

  Iwishyou\'dgoatsomething,thenyou\'dfindhowmuchtalentandenergyyoureallyhad。\"

  \"Iknoweversomanygirlswhoarejustlikeme,sicktodeathoffashionablelifebutdon\'tknowwhattotakeinitsplace。I\'dliketotravel;butpapasayshecan\'taffordit,soIcanonlydragaboutandgetonasI

  may。\"

  \"Ipityyourichgirlssomuch,youhavesomanyopportunities,anddon\'tseemtoknowhowtousethem!IsupposeIshoulddojustthesameinyourplace,butitseemsnowasifIcouldbeveryhappyandusefulwithplentyofmoney。\"

  \"Youarethatwithoutit。There,Iwon\'tcroakanymore。Letusgoandtakeagoodwalk,anddon\'tyoutellanyonehowIcameandcriedlikeababy。\"

  \"Never!\"saidPolly,puttingonherbonnet。

  \"Ioughttogoandmakecalls,\"saidFanny,\"butIdon\'tfeelnowasifIeverwantedtoseeanyofthegirlsagain。Dreadfulstateofmind,isn\'tit?\"

  \"Supposeyoucomeandseesomeofmyfriendsinstead!Theyarenotfineorceremonious,butlively,odd,andpleasant。Come,itwillamuseyou。\"

  \"Iwill,\"criedFanny,whosespiritsseemedimprovedbytheshower。

  \"Nicelittleoldlady,isn\'tshe?\"addedFan,asshecaughtsightofMissMills,ontheirwayout,sittingatatablepiledwithwork,andsewingawaywithanenergythatmadethegraycurlsvibrate。

  \"SaintMehitable,Icallher。Now,thereisarichwomanwhoknewhowtogethappinessoutofhermoney,\"saidPolly,astheywalkedaway。\"Shewaspoortillshewasnearlyfifty;thenacomfortablefortunewaslefther,andsheknewjusthowtouseit。Thathousewasgivenher,butinsteadoflivinginitallalone,shefilleditwithpoorgentlefolkswhoneededneat,respectablehomes,butcouldn\'tgetanythingcomfortablefortheirlittlemoney。I\'moneofthem,andIknowtheworthofwhatshedoesforme。Twooldwidowladieslivebelowme,severalstudentsoverhead,poorMrs。Keanandherlameboyhavethebackparlor,andJennythelittlebedroomnextMissMills。Eachpayswhattheycan;that\'sindependent,andmakesusfeelbetterbutthatdearwomandoesathousandthingsthatmoneycan\'tpayfor,andwefeelherinfluenceallthroughthehouse。I\'dratherbemarried,andhaveahomeofmyown;butnexttothat,IshouldliketobeanoldmaidlikeMissMills。\"

  Polly\'ssoberfaceandemphatictonemadeFannylaugh,andatthecheerysoundayounggirlpushingababy-carriagelookedroundandsmiled。

  Whatlovelyeyes!\"whisperedFanny。

  Yes,that\'slittleJane,\"returnedPolly,adding,whenshehadpassed,withanodandafriendly\"Don\'tgettired,Jenny,\"\"wehelponeanotheratourhouse,andeveryfinemorningJennytakesJohnnyKeanoutwhenshegoesforherownwalk。Thatgiveshismothertimetorest,doesboththechildrengood,andkeepsthingsneighborly。MissMillssuggestedit,andJennyissogladtodoanythingforanybody,it\'sapleasuretolether。\"

  \"I\'veheardofMissMillsbefore。ButIshouldthinkshewouldgettiredtodeath,sittingtheremakinghoodsandpetticoatsdayafterday,\"

  saidFanny,afterthinkingoverJenny\'sstoryforafewminutes,forseeingthegirlseemedtobringitnearer,andmakeitmorerealtoher。

  \"Butshedon\'tsitthereallthetime。Peoplecometoherwiththeirtroubles,andshegoestothemwithallsortsofhelp,fromsoapandsoup,toshroudsforthedeadandcomfortfortheliving。Igowithhersometimes,anditismoreexcitingthananyplay,toseeandhearthelivesandstoriesofthepoor。\"

  \"Howcanyoubearthedreadfulsightsandsounds,thebadair,andthepovertythatcan\'tbecured?\"

  \"Butitisn\'talldreadful。Therearegoodandlovelythingsamongthem,ifoneonlyhaseyestoseethem。Itmakesmegratefulandcontented,showsmehowrichIam,andkeepsmereadytodoallIcanforthesepoorsouls。\"

  \"MygoodPolly!\"andFannygaveherfriendsarmanaffectionatesqueeze,wonderingifitwasthisalonethathadworkedthechangeinPolly。

  \"Youhaveseentwoofmynewfriends,MissMillsandJenny,nowI\'llshowyoutwomore,\"saidPolly,presently,astheyreachedadoor,andsheledthewayupseveralflightsofpublicstairs。\"RebeccaJeffreyisaregularlysplendidgirl,fulloftalent;shewon\'tletuscallitgenius;

  shewillbefamoussomeday,Iknow,sheissomodest,andyetsointentonherwork。LizzieSmallisanengraver,anddesignsthemostdelightfullittlepictures。Beckyandshelivetogether,andtakecareofoneanotherintrueDamonandPythiasstyle。Thisstudioistheirhome,­theywork,eat,sleep,andlivehere,goinghalvesineverything。Theyareallaloneintheworld,butashappyandindependentasbirds;realfriends,whomnothingwillpart。\"

  \"Letalovercomebetweenthem,andtheirfriendshipwon\'tlastlong,\"

  saidFanny。

  \"Ithinkitwill。Takealookatthem,andyou\'llchangeyourmind,\"

  answeredPolly,tappingatadoor,onwhichtwomodestcardsweretacked。

  \"Comein!\"saidavoice,andobeying,Fannyfoundherselfinalarge,queerlyfurnishedroom,lightedfromabove,andoccupiedbytwogirls。

  Onestoodbeforeagreatclayfigure,inacorner。Thisonewastall,withastrongface,keeneyes,short,curlyhair,andafinehead。Fannywasstruckatoncebythisfaceandfigure,thoughtheonewasnothandsome,andtheotherhalfhiddenbyagreatpinaforecoveredwithclay。Atatablewherethelightwasclearest,satafrail-lookinggirl,withathinface,bigeyes,andpalehair,­adreamy,absorbedlittleperson,whobentoverablock,skillfullywieldinghertools。

  \"BeckyandBess,howdoyoudo?Thisismyfriend,FannyShaw。Weareoutonarampage;sogoonwithyourwork,andletuslazyoneslookonandadmire。\"

  AsPollyspoke,bothgirlslookedupandnodded,smilingly;BessgaveFantheoneeasy-chair;Beckytookanartisticsurveyofthenew-comer,witheyesthatseemedtoseeeverything;theneachwentonwithherwork,andallbegantotalk。

  \"YouarejustwhatIwant,Polly。Pullupyoursleeve,andgivemeanarmwhileyousit;themusclesherearen\'tright,andyou\'vegotjustwhatIwant,\"saidBecky,slappingtheroundarmofthestatue,atwhichFanwasgazingwithawe。

  \"Howdoyougeton?\"askedPolly,throwingoffhercloak,androllinguphersleeves,asifgoingtowashing。

  \"Slowly。Theideaisworkingitselfclear,andIfollowasfastasmyhandscan。Isthefacebetter,doyouthink?\"saidBecky,takingoffawetcloth,andshowingtheheadofthestatue。

  \"Howbeautifulitis!\"criedFanny,staringatitwithincreasedrespect。

  \"Whatdoesitmeantoyou?\"askedRebecca,turningtoherwithasuddenshineinherkeeneyes。

  \"Idon\'tknowwhetheritismeantforasaintoramuse,agoddessorafate;buttomeitisonlyabeautifulwoman,bigger,lovelier,andmoreimposingthananywomanIeversaw,\"answeredFanny,slowly,tryingtoexpresstheimpressionthestatuemadeuponher。

  Rebeccasmiledbrightly,andBesslookedroundtonodapprovingly,butPollyclappedherhands,andsaid,­

  \"Welldone,Fan!Ididn\'tthinkyou\'dgettheideasowell,butyouhave,andI\'mproudofyourinsight。NowI\'lltellyou,forBeckywillletme,sinceyouhavepaidherthecomplimentofunderstandingherwork。Sometimeagowegotintoafamoustalkaboutwhatwomenshouldbe,andBeckysaidshe\'dshowusherideaofthecomingwoman。Theresheis,asyousay,bigger,lovelier,andmoreimposingthananyweseenowadays;

  andatthesametime,sheisatruewoman。Seewhatafineforehead,yetthemouthisbothfirmandtender,asifitcouldsaystrong,wisethings,aswellasteachchildrenandkissbabies。Wecouldn\'tdecidewhattoputinthehandsasthemostappropriatesymbol。Whatdoyousay?\"

  \"Giveherasceptre:shewouldmakeafinequeen,\"answeredFanny。

  \"No,wehavehadenoughofthat;womenhavebeencalledqueensalongtime,butthekingdomgiventhemisn\'tworthruling,\"answeredRebecca。

  \"Idon\'tthinkitisnowadays,\"saidFanny,withatiredsortofsigh。

  \"Putaman\'shandinherstohelpheralong,then,\"saidPolly,whosehappyfortuneithadbeentofindfriendsandhelpersinfatherandbrothers。

  \"No;mywomanistostandalone,andhelpherself,\"saidRebecca,decidedly。

  \"She\'stobestrong-minded,isshe?\"­andFanny\'slipcurledalittleassheutteredthemisusedwords。

  \"Yes,strong-minded,strong-hearted,strong-souled,andstrong-bodied;

  thatiswhyImadeherlargerthanthemiserable,pinched-upwomanofourday。Strengthandbeautymustgotogether。Don\'tyouthinkthesebroadshoulderscanbearburdenswithoutbreakingdown,thesehandsworkwell,theseeyesseeclearly,andtheselipsdosomethingbesidessimperandgossip?\"

  Fannywassilent;butavoicefromBess\'scornersaid,­

  \"Putachildinherarms,Becky。\"

  \"Notthateven,forsheistobesomethingmorethananurse。\"

  \"Giveheraballot-box,\"criedanewvoice,andturninground,theysawanodd-lookingwomanperchedonasofabehindthem。

  \"Thankyouforthesuggestion,Kate。I\'llputthatwiththeothersymbolsatherfeet;forI\'mgoingtohaveneedle,pen,palette,andbroomsomewhere,tosuggestthevarioustalentssheowns,andtheballot-boxwillshowthatshehasearnedtherighttousethem。Howgoesit?\"andRebeccaofferedaclay-daubedhand,whichthenew-comercordiallyshook。

  \"Greatnews,girls!AnnaisgoingtoItaly!\"criedKate,tossingupherbonnetlikeaschool-boy。

  \"Oh,howsplendid!Whotakesher?Hasshehadafortunelefther?Tellallaboutit,\"exclaimedthegirls,gatheringroundthespeaker。

  \"Yes,itissplendid;justoneofthebeautifulthingsthatdoeseverybodyheapsofgood,itissogenerousandsodeserved。YouknowAnnahasbeenlongingtogo;workingandhopingforachance,andnevergettingit,tillallofasuddenMissBurtonisinspiredtoinvitethegirltogowithherforseveralyearstoItaly。Thinkoftheluckofthatdearsoul,theadvantagesshe\'llhave,thegooditwilldoher,and,bestofall,thelovelywayinwhichitcomestoher。MissBurtonwants,herasafriend,asksnothingofherbuthercompany,andAnnawillgothroughfireandwaterforher,ofcourse。Now,isn\'tthatfine?\"

  Itwasgoodtoseehowheartilythesegirlssympathizedintheircomrade\'sgoodfortune。Pollydancedallovertheroom,BessandBeckyhuggedoneanother,andKatelaughedwithhereyesfull,whileevenFannyfeltaglowof,prideandpleasureatthekindact。

  \"Whoisthat?\"shewhisperedtoPolly,whohadsubsidedintoacorner。

  \"Why,itIsKateKing,theauthoress。Blessme,howrudenottointroduceyou!Here,myKing,isanadmirerofyours,FannyShaw,andmywellbelovedfriend,\"criedPolly,presentingFan,whoregardedtheshabbyyoungwomanwithasmuchrespect,asifshehadbeenarrayedinvelvetandermine;

  forKatehadwrittenasuccessfulbookbyaccident,andhappenedtobethefashion,justthen。

  \"It\'stimeforlunch,girls,andIbroughtminealongwithme,it\'ssomuchjolliertoeatinsisterhood。Let\'sclubtogether,andhavearevel,\"saidKate,producingabagoforanges,andseveralbig,plummybuns。

  \"We\'vegotsardines,crackers,andcheese,\"saidBess,clearingoffatablewithallspeed。

  \"Waitabit,andI\'lladdmyshare,\"criedPolly,andcatchinguphercloak,sheranofftothegrocerystorenearby。

  \"You\'llbeshockedatourperformances,MissShaw,butyoucancallitapicnic,andnevertellwhatdreadfulthingsyousawusdo,\"saidRebecca,polishingapaintknifebyrubbingitupanddowninapotofivy,whileKatespreadforththefeastinseveraloddplates,andaflatshellortwo。

  \"Letushavecoffeetofinishoffwith;putonthepot,Bess,andskimthemilk,\"addedBecky,assheproducedcups,mugs,andaqueerlittlevase,tosupplydrinkingvesselsfortheparty。

  \"Here\'snuts,apotofjam,andsomecake。Fanlikessweetthings,andwewanttobeelegantwhenwehavecompany,\"saidPolly,flyinginagain,anddepositinghershareonthetable。

  \"Now,then,fallto,ladies,andhelpyourselves。Nevermindifthechinadon\'tholdout;takethesardinesbytheirlittletails,andwipeyourfingersonmybrown-papernapkins,\"saidKate,settingtheexamplewithsucharelish,thattheothersfolloweditinagaleofmerriment。

  Fannyhadbeentomanyelegantlunches,butneverenjoyedonemorethanthatdrollpicnicinthestudio;fortherewasafreedomaboutitthatwascharming,anartisticflavortoeverything,andsuchaspiritofgood-willandgayety,thatshefeltathomeatonce。Astheyate,theotherstalkedandshelistened,findingitasinterestingasanyromancetoheartheseyoungwomendiscusstheirplans,ambitions,successes,anddefeats。Itwasanewworldtoher,andtheyseemedadifferentraceofcreaturesfromthegirlswhoseliveswerespentindress,gossip,pleasure,orennui。Theyweregirlsstill,fullofspiritsfun,andyouth;butbelowthelight-heartednesseachcherishedapurpose,whichseemedtoennobleherwomanhood,togiveheracertainpower,asustainingsatisfaction,adailystimulus,thatledherontodailyeffort,andintimetosomesuccessincircumstanceorcharacter,whichwasworthallthepatience,hope,andlaborofherlife。

  Fannywasjusttheninthemoodtofeelthebeautyofthis,forthesincerestemotionshehadeverknownwasbeginningtomakeherdissatisfiedwithherself,andtheaimlesslifesheled。\"Menmustrespectsuchgirlsasthese,\"shethought;\"yes,andlovethemtoo,forinspiteoftheirindependence,theyarewomanly。IwishIhadatalenttolivefor,ifitwoulddoasmuchformeasitdoesforthem。ItisthissortofthingthatisimprovingPolly,thatmakeshersocietyinterestingtoSydney,andherselfsodeartoeveryone。Moneycan\'tbuythesethingsforme,andIwantthemverymuch。\"

  Asthesethoughtswerepassingthroughhermind,Fannywashearingallsortsoftopicsdiscussedwithfeminineenthusiasmandfrankness。Art,morals,politics,society,books,religion,housekeeping,dress,andeconomy,forthemindsandtonguesrovedfromsubjecttosubjectwithyouthfulrapidity,andseemedtogetsomethingfromthedryestandthedullest。

  \"Howdoesthenewbookcomeon?\"askedPolly,suckingherorangeinpublicwithacomposurewhichwouldhavescandalizedthegoodladiesof\"Cranford。\"

  \"Betterthanitdeserves。Mychildren,bewareofpopularity;itisadelusionandasnare;itpuffethuptheheartofman,andespeciallyofwoman;itblindeththeeyestofaults;itexaltethundulythehumblepowersofthevictim;itisapttobecapricious,andjustasonegetstolikingthetasteofthisintoxicatingdraught,itsuddenlyfaileth,andoneisleftgasping,likeafishoutofwater,\"andKateemphasizedherspeechbyspearingasardinewithapenknife,andeatingitwithagroan。

  \"Itwon\'thurtyoumuch,Iguess;youhaveworkedandwaitedsolong,alargedosewilldoyougood,\"saidRebecca,givingheragenerousspoonfulofjam,asifeagertoaddasmuchsweetnessaspossibletoalifethathadnotbeenaneasyone。

  \"WhenareyouandBeckygoingtodissolvepartnership?\"askedPolly,eagerfornewsofall。

  \"Never!Georgeknowshecan\'thaveonewithouttheother,andhasnotsuggestedsuchathingaspartingus。ThereisalwaysroominmyhouseforBecky,andsheletsmedoasshewouldifshewasinmyplace,\"answeredBess,withalookwhichherfriendansweredbyasmile。

  \"Theloverwon\'tseparatethispairoffriends,yousee,\"whisperedPollytoFan。\"Bessistobemarriedinthespring,andBeckyistolivewithher。\"

  \"Bytheway,Polly,I\'vegotsometicketsforyou。Peoplearealwayssendingmesuchthings,andasIdon\'tcareforthem,I\'mgladtomakethemovertoyouyoungandgiddyinfants。Therearepassesforthestatuaryexhibition,Beckyshallhavethose,herearetheconcertticketsforyou,mymusicalgirl;andthatisforacourseoflecturesonliterature,whichI\'llkeepformyself。\"

  AsKatedealtoutthecoloredcardstothegratefulgirls,Fannytookagoodlookather,wonderingifthetimewouldevercomewhenwomencouldearnalittlemoneyandsuccess,withoutpayingsuchaheavypriceforthem;forKatelookedsick,tired,andtooearlyold。Thenhereyewenttotheunfinishedstatue,andshesaid,impulsively,­

  \"Ihopeyou\'llputthatinmarble,andshowuswhatweoughttobe。\"

  \"IwishIcould!\"AndanintensedesireshoneinRebecca\'sface,asshesawherfaultywork,andfelthowfairhermodelwas。

  Foraminute,thefiveyoungwomensatsilentlookingupatthebeautiful,strongfigurebeforethem,eachlongingtoseeitdone,andeachunconsciousthatshewashelping,byherindividualeffortandexperience,tobringthedaywhentheirnoblestidealofwomanhoodshouldbeembodiedinfleshandblood,notclay。

  Thecitybellsrungone,andPollystartedup。

  \"Imustgo,forIpromisedaneighborofminealessonattwo。\"

  \"Ithoughtthiswasaholiday,\"saidFanny。

  \"Soitis,butthisisalittlelaboroflove,anddoesn\'tspoilthedayatall。Thechildhastalent,lovesmusic,andneedshelp。Ican\'tgivehermoney,butIcanteachher;soIdo,andsheisthemostpromisingpupilIhave。Helponeanother,ispartofthereligionofoursisterhood,Fan。\"

  \"Imustputyouinastory,Polly。Iwantaheroine,andyouwilldo,\"

  saidKate。

  \"Me!why,thereneverwassuchahumdrum,unromanticthingasIam,\"

  criedPolly,amazed。

  \"I\'vebookedyou,nevertheless,soinyougo;butyoumayaddasmuchromanceasyoulike,it\'stimeyoudid。\"

  \"I\'mreadyforitwhenitcomes,butitcan\'tbeforced,youknow,\"

  andPollyblushedandsmiledasifsomelittlespiceofthatdelightfulthinghadstolenintoherlife,forallitsprosaicseeming。

  Fannywasamusedtoseethatthegirlsdidnotkissatparting,butshookhandsinaquiet,friendlyfashion,lookingatoneanotherwitheyesthatsaidmorethanthemost\"gushing\"words。

  \"Ilikeyourfriendsverymuch,Polly。IwasafraidIshouldfindthemmannishandrough,orsentimentalandconceited。Buttheyaresimple,sensiblecreatures,fulloftalent,andallsortsoffinethings。Iadmireandrespectthem,andwanttogoagain,ifImay。\"

  \"Oh,Fan,Iamsoglad!Ihopedyou\'dlikethem,Iknewthey\'ddoyougood,andI\'lltakeyouanytime,foryoustoodthetestbetterthanIexpected。Beckyaskedmetobringyouagain,andsheseldomdoesthatforfashionableyoungladies,letmetellyou。\"

  \"Iwanttobeeversomuchbetter,andIthinkyouandtheymightshowmehow,\"saidFanny,withatraitoroustrembleinhervoice。

  \"We\'llshowyouthesunnysideofpovertyandwork,andthatisausefullessonforanyone,MissMillssays,\"answeredPolly,hopingthatFanwouldlearnhowmuchthepoorcanteachtherich,andwhathelpfulfriendsgirlsmaybetooneanother。ChapterXIV。ChapterXIV。CHAPTERXIVNIPPEDINTHEBUDONtheeveningofFan\'svisit,Pollysatdownbeforeherfirewitharesoluteandthoughtfulaspect。Shepulledherhairdown,turnedherskirtback,putherfeetonthefender,andtookPuttelintoherlap,allofwhicharrangementssignifiedthatsomethingveryimportanthadgottobethoughtoverandsettled。Pollydidnotsoliloquizealoud,asheroinesonthestageandinbookshaveawayofdoing,buttheconversationsheheldwithherselfwasverymuchlikethis:­

  \"I\'mafraidthereissomethinginit。I\'vetriedtothinkit\'snothingbutvanityorimagination,yetIcan\'thelpseeingadifference,andfeelingasifIoughtnottopretendthatIdon\'t。Iknowit\'sconsideredproperforgirlstoshuttheireyesandletthingscometoacrisisnomatterhowmuchmischiefisdone。ButIdon\'tthinkit\'sdoingaswe\'dbedoneby,anditseemsagreatdealmorehonesttoshowamanthatyoudon\'tlovehimbeforehehasentirelylosthisheart。ThegirlslaughedatmewhenIsaidso,andtheydeclaredthatitwouldbeaveryimproperthingtodo,butI\'veobservedthattheydon\'thesitatetosnub\'ineligibleparties,\'astheycallpoor,veryyoung,orunpopularmen。

  It\'sallrightthen,butwhenanicepersoncomesit\'spartofthefuntolethimgoontotheveryend,whetherthegirlscareforhimornot。

  Themoreproposals,themorecredit。FansaysTrixalwaysaskswhenshecomeshomeafterthesummerexcursions,\'Howmanybirdshaveyoubagged?\'

  asifmenwerepartridges。Whatwickedcreaturesweare!someofusatleast。Iwonderwhysuchaloveofconquestwasputintous?Mothersaysagreatdealofitisowingtobadeducationnowadays,butsomegirlsseembornfortheexpresspurposeofmakingtroubleandwouldmanagetodoitiftheylivedinahowlingwilderness。I\'mafraidI\'vegotaspiceofit,andifIhadthechance,shouldbeasbadasanyofthem。I\'vetrieditandlikedit,andmaybethisistheconsequenceofthatnight\'sfun。\"

  HerePollyleanedbackandlookedupatthelittlemirroroverthechimney-piece,whichwashungsothatitreflectedthefacesofthoseaboutthefire。

  InitPollysawapairoftelltaleeyeslookingoutfromatangleofbrightbrownhair,cheeksthatflushedanddimpledsuddenlyasthefreshmouthsmiledwithanexpressionofconsciouspower,halfproud,halfashamed,andasprettytoseeasthecoquettishgesturewithwhichshesmoothedbackhercurlsandflourishedawhitehand。Foraminutesheregardedthepleasantpicturewhilevisionsofgirlishromancesandtriumphsdancedthroughherhead,thensheshookherhairalloverherfaceandpushedherchairoutofrangeofthemirror,saying,withadrollmixtureofself-reproachandself-approvalinhertone;­

  \"Oh,Puttel,Puttel,whatafoolIam!\"

  Pussappearedtoendorsethesentimentbyaloudpurrandagracefulwaveofhertail,andPollyreturnedtothesubjectfromwhichtheselittlevanitieshadbeguiledher。

  \"Justsupposeitistrue,thathedoesaskme,andIsayyes!Whatastiritwouldmake,andwhatfunitwouldbetoseethefacesofthegirlswhenitcameout!Theyallthinkagreatdealofhimbecauseheissohardtoplease,andalmostanyofthemwouldfeelimmenselyflatteredifhelikedthem,whethertheychosetomarryhimornot。Trixhastriedforyearstofascinatehim,andhecan\'tbearher,andI\'msoglad!WhataspitefulthingIam。Well,Ican\'thelpit,shedoesaggravatemeso!\"

  AndPollygavethecatsuchatweakoftheearthatPuttelbouncedoutofherlapinhighdudgeon。

  \"Itdon\'tdotothinkofher,andIwon\'t!\"saidPollytoherself,settingherlipswithagrimlookthatwasnotatallbecoming。\"WhataneasylifeIshouldhave­plentyofmoney,quantitiesoffriends,allsortsofpleasures,andnowork,nopoverty,nocoldshouldersorpatchedboots。

  Icoulddosomuchforallathome­howIshouldenjoythat!\"AndPollyletherthoughtsrevelintheluxuriousfutureherfancypainted。Itwasaverybrightpicture,butsomethingseemedamisswithit,forpresentlyshesighedandshookherhead,thinkingsorrowfully,\"Ah,butIdon\'tlovehim,andI\'mafraidInevercanasIought!He\'sverygood,andgenerous,andwise,andwouldbekind,Iknow,butsomehowIcan\'timaginespendingmylifewithhim;I\'msoafraidIshouldgettiredofhim,andthenwhatshouldIdo?PollySydneydon\'tsoundwell,andMrs。ArthurSydneydon\'tseemtofitmeabit。Wonderhowitwouldseemtocallhim\'Arthur\'?\"AndPollysaiditunderherbreath,withalookoverhershouldertobesurenooneheardit。\"It\'saprettyname,butrathertoofine,andIshouldn\'tdaretosay\'Syd,\'ashissisterdoes。Ilikeshort,plain,home-likenames,suchasWill,Ned,orTom。No,no,Icannevercareforhim,andit\'snousetotry!\"TheexclamationbrokefromPollyasifasuddentroublehadseizedher,andlayingherheaddownonherknees,shesatmotionlessformanyminutes。

  Whenshelookedup,herfaceworeanexpressionwhichnoonehadeverseenonitbefore;alookofmingledpainandpatience,asifsomelosshadcometoher,andleftthebitternessofregretbehind。

  \"Iwon\'tthinkofmyself,ortrytomendonemistakebymakinganother,\"

  shesaidwithaheavysigh。\"I\'lldowhatIcanforFan,andnotstandbetweenherandachanceofhappiness。Letmesee,howcanIbegin?Iwon\'twalkwithhimanymore;I\'lldodgeandgoroundaboutways,sothatwecan\'tmeet。IneverhadmuchfaithintheremarkablecoincidenceofhisalwayshappeninghometodinnerjustasIgotogivetheRothstheirlesson。

  Thefactis,Iliketomeethim,Iamgladtobeseenwithhim,andputonairs,Idaresay,likeavaingooseasIam。Well,Iwon\'tdoitanymore,andthatwillspareFanoneaffliction。Poordear,howImusthaveworriedherallthistime,andneverguessedit。Shehasn\'tbeenquiteaskindasever;butwhenshegotsharp,Ifancieditwasdyspepsia。Oh,me!Iwishtheothertroublecouldbecuredaseasilyasthis。\"

  Herepussshowedanamiabledesiretoforgiveandforget,andPollytookherup,sayingaloud:­

  \"Puttel,whenmissisabusesyou,playit\'sdyspepsia,anddon\'tbearmalice,becauseit\'saverytryingdisease,mydear。\"

  Then,goingbacktoherthoughts,sherambledonagain;­

  \"Ifhedoesn\'ttakethathint,Iwillgivehimastrongerone,forIwillnothavematterscometoacrisis,thoughIcan\'tdenythatmywickedvanitystronglytemptsmetotryand\'bagabird\'justfortheexcitementandcreditofthething。Polly,I\'mashamedofyou!Whatwouldyourblessedmothersaytohearsuchexpressionsfromyou?I\'dwriteandtellheralltheworry,onlyitwouldn\'tdoanygood,andwouldonlytroubleher。I\'venorighttotellFan\'ssecrets,andI\'mashamedtotellmine。No,I\'llleavemotherinpeace,andfightitoutalone。IdothinkFanwouldsuithimexcellentlybyandby。Hehasknownherallherlife,andhasagoodinfluenceoverher。Lovewoulddosomuchtowardmakingherwhatshemightbe;it\'sashametohavethechancelostjustbecausehehappenstoseeme。Ishouldthinkshe\'dhateme;butI\'llshowherthatsheneedn\'t,anddoallIcantohelpher;forshehasbeensogoodtomenothingshallevermakemeforgetthat。Itisadelicateanddangeroustask,butIguessIcanmanageit;atanyrateI\'lltry,andhavenothingtoreproachmyselfwithifthingsdogo\'contrary。\'\"

  WhatPollythoughtof,asshelaybackinherchair,withhereyesshut,andahopelesslookonherface,isnoneofourbusiness,thoughwemightfeelawishtoknowwhatcausedateartogatherslowlyfromtimetotimeunderherlashes,androlldownonPuttel\'sQuaker-coloredcoat。Wasitregretfortheconquestsherelinquished,wasitsympathyforherfriend,orwasitanuncontrollableoverflowoffeelingasshereadsomesadortenderpassageofthelittleromancewhichshekepthiddenawayinherownheart?

  OnMonday,Pollybeganthe\"delicateanddangeroustask。\"Insteadofgoingtoherpupilsbywayoftheparkandthepleasantstreetsadjoining,shetookaroundaboutroutethroughbackstreets,andthusescapedMr。

  Sydney,who,asusual,camehometodinnerveryearlythatdayandlookeddisappointedbecausehenowheresawthebrightfaceinthemodestbonnet。

  Pollykeptthisupforaweek,andbycarefullyavoidingtheShaws\'houseduringcallinghours,shesawnothingofMr。Sydney,who,ofcourse,didn\'tvisitheratMissMills\'。Minniehappenedtobepoorlythatweekandtooknolesson,soUncleSydwasdeprivedofhislasthope,andlookedasifhisallowanceofsunshinehadbeensuddenlycutoff。

  Now,asPollywasbynomeansaperfectcreature,Iamfreetoconfessthattheoldtemptationassailedhermorethanoncethatweek,for,whenthefirstexcitementofthedodgingreformhadsubsided,shemissedthepleasantlittleinterviewsthatusedtoputacertainflavorofromanceintoherdull,hard-workingdays。ShelikedMr。Sydneyverymuch,forhehadalwaysbeenkindandfriendlysincetheearlytimeswhenhehadtreatedthelittlegirlwithacourtesywhichtheyoungwomangratefullyremembered。

  Idon\'tthinkitwashiswealth,accomplishments,orpositionthatmostattractedPolly,thoughthesedoubtlesspossessedagreaterinfluencethanshesuspected。Itwasthatindescribablesomethingwhichwomenarequicktoseeandfeelinmenwhohavebeenblessedwithwiseandgoodmothers。

  ThishadanespecialcharmtoPolly,forshesoonfoundthatthissideofhischaracterwasnotshowntoeveryone。Withmostgirls,hewasveryliketheotheryoungmenofhisset,exceptperhapsinacertaingraceofmannerwhichwasasnaturaltohimashisrespectforallwomankind。

  ButwithFannyandPollyheshowedthedomestictraitsandvirtueswhicharemoreengagingtowomanlywomenthananyamountofcoolintellectorworldlywisdom。

  PollyhadseenagooddealofhimduringhervisitsattheShaws\',wherehewasintimate,owingtothefriendshipbetweenMadamandhismother;

  butshehadneverthoughtofhimasapossibleloverforeitherFannyorherselfbecausehewassixoreightyearsolderthanthey,andstillsometimesassumedthepartofavenerablementor,asintheearlydays。Latelythishadchanged,especiallytowardsPolly,anditflatteredhermorethanshewouldconfesseventoherself。Sheknewheadmiredheronetalent,respectedherindependence,andenjoyedhersociety;butwhensomethingwarmerandmoreflatteringthanadmiration,respect,orpleasurecreptintohismanner,shecouldnothelpseeingthatoneofthegoodgiftsofthislifewasdailycomingmoreandmorewithinherreach,andbegantoaskherselfifshecouldhonestlyreceivethegift,andrewardthegiver。

  Atfirstshetriedtothinkshecould,butunfortunatelyheartsareso\"contrary\"thattheywon\'tbeobedienttoreason,will,orevengratitude。

  PollyfeltaverycordialfriendshipforMr。Sydney,butnotoneparticleofthelovewhichistheonlycoininwhichlovecanbetrulypaid。Thenshetookafancyintoherheadthatsheoughttoacceptthispieceofgoodfortuneforthesakeofthefamily,andforgetherself。Butthisfalseideaofself-sacrificedidnotsatisfy,forshewasnotafashionablegirltrainedtobelievethatherfirstdutywastomake\"agoodmatch\"andnevermindtheconsequences,thoughtheyrenderedhermiserableforlife。Polly\'screedwasverysimple:\"IfIdon\'tlovehim,Ioughtnottomarryhim,especiallywhenIdolovesomebodyelse,thougheverythingisagainstme。\"

  IfshehadreadasmanyFrenchnovelsassomeyoungladies,shemighthaveconsidereditinterestingtomarryunderthecircumstancesandsufferasecretanguishtomakeheraromanticvictim。ButPolly\'seducationhadbeenneglected,andafteragooddealofnaturalindecisionshedidwhatmostwomendoinsuchcases,thoughtshewould\"waitandsee。\"

  ThediscoveryofFanny\'ssecretseemedtoshowhersomethingtodo,forifthe\"waitandsee\"decisionwasmakingherfriendunhappy,itmustbechangedassoonaspossible。ThisfinishedPolly\'sindecision,andafterthatnightsheneverallowedherselftodwelluponthepleasanttemptationwhichcameinaguiseparticularlyattractivetoayounggirlwithaspiceoftheoldEveinhercomposition。Sodayafterdayshetrudgedthroughthedullbackstreets,longingforthesunnypark,thefacethatalwaysbrightenedwhenitsawhercoming,andmostofallthechanceofmeeting­well,itwasn\'tTrix。

  WhenSaturdaycame,PollystartedasusualforavisittoBeckyandBess,butcouldn\'tresiststoppingattheShaws\'toleavealittleparcelforFan,thoughitwascallingtime。Asshesteppedin,meaningtorunupforawordifFannyshouldchancetobealone,twohatsonthehalltablearrestedher。

  \"Whoishere,Katy?\"

  \"OnlyMr。SydneyandMasterTom。Won\'tyoustopabit,MissPolly?\"

  \"Notthismorning,I\'mratherinahurry。\"AndawaywentPollyasifadozeneagerpupilswereclamoringforherpresence。Butasthedoorshutbehindhershefeltsoleftoutinthecold,thathereyesfilled,andwhenNep,Tom\'sgreatNewfoundland,cameblunderingafterher,shestoppedandhuggedhisshaggyhead,sayingsoftly,asshelookedintothebrown,benevolenteyes,fullofalmosthumansympathy:­

  \"Now,goback,olddear,youmustn\'tfollowme。Oh,Nep,it\'ssohardtoputloveawaywhenyouwantitverymuchanditisn\'trighttotakeit。\"

  Afoolishlittlespeechtomaketoadog,butyouseePollywasonlyatender-heartedgirl,tryingtodoherduty。

  \"SinceheissafewithFanny,ImayventuretowalkwhereIlike。It\'ssuchalovelyday,allthebabieswillbeout,anditalwaysdoesmegoodtoseethem,\"thoughtPolly,turningintothewide,sunnystreet,whereWestEnd-dompromenadedatthathour。

  Thebabieswereoutinfullforce,lookingasgayanddelicateandsweetasthesnow-drops,hyacinths,anddaffodilsonthebankswhencethesnowhadmelted。Butsomehowthebabiesdidn\'tdoPollythegoodsheexpected,thoughtheysmiledatherfromtheircarriages,andkissedtheirchubbyhandsasshepassedthem,forPollyhadthesortoffacethatbabieslove。Onetinycreatureinblueplushwascastingdespairingglancesafteraverysmalllordofcreationwhowaswalkingawaywithatoddlingbelleinwhite,whileasecondyounggentlemaningorgeouspurplegaiterswasendeavoringtoconsolethedeserteddamsel。

  \"TakeholdofMasterCharley\'shand,MissMamie,andwalkpretty,likeWillyandFlossy,\"saidthemaid。

  \"No,no,IwanttodowidWilly,andhewon\'tletme。Do\'way,Tarley,Idon\'tliteyou,\"criedlittleBlue-bonnet,castingdownhererminemuffandsobbinginamicroscopichandkerchief,thethread-laceedgingonwhichcouldn\'tmitigateherwoe,asitmighthavedonethatofanoldersufferer。

  \"WillylikesFlossybest,sostopcryingandcomerightalong,younaughtychild。\"

  AspoorlittleDidowasjerkedawaybytheunsympatheticmaid,andPurple-gaitersessayedinvaintopleadhiscause,Pollysaidtoherself,withasmileandasigh;­

  \"Howearlytheoldstorybegins!\"

  Itseemedasifthespringweatherhadbroughtoutallmanneroftenderthingsbesidefreshgrassandthefirstdandelions,forasshewentdownthestreetPollykeptseeingdifferentphasesofthesweetoldstorywhichshewastryingtoforget。

  Atastreetcorner,ablack-eyedschool-boywaspartingfromarosy-facedschool-girl,whosemusicrollhewasreluctantlysurrendering。

  \"Don\'tyouforget,now,\"saidtheboy,lookingbashfullyintothebrighteyesthatdancedwithpleasureasthegirlblushedandsmiled,andansweredreproachfully;­

  \"Why,ofcourseIshan\'t!\"

  \"Thatlittleromancerunssmoothlysofar;Ihopeitmaytotheend,\"

  saidPollyheartilyasshewatchedtheladtrampaway,whistlingasblithelyasifhispleasurableemotionsmustfindavent,orendangerthebuttonsontheroundjacket;whilethegirlprancedonherowndoorstep,asifpractisingforthejoyfuldancewhichshehadpromisednottoforget。

  AlittlefartheronPollypassedanewlyengagedcouplewhomsheknew,walkingarminarmforthefirsttime,bothwearingthatproudyetconsciouslookwhichissodelightfultobeholduponthecountenancesofthesetemporarilyglorifiedbeings。

  \"Howhappytheyseem;oh,dear!\"saidPolly,andtrudgedon,wonderingifherturnwouldevercomeandfearingthatitwasimpossible。

  Aglimpseofamotherly-lookingladyenteringadoor,receivedbyaflockofprettychildren,whocastthemselvesuponmammaandherparcelswithcriesofrapture,didPollygood;andwhen,aminuteaftershepassedagrayoldcouplewalkingplacidlytogetherinthesunshine,shefeltbetterstill,andwasgladtoseesuchahappyendingtotheromanceshehadreadalldownthestreet。

  AsifthemischievouslittlegodwishedtotakePollyatadisadvantage,orperhapstogiveheranotherchance,justatthatinstantMr。Sydneyappearedatherside。HowhegottherewasneververycleartoPolly,buttherehewas,flushed,andalittleoutofbreath,butlookingsogladtoseeherthatshehadn\'tthehearttobestiffandcool,asshehadfullyintendedtobewhentheymet。

  \"Verywarm,isn\'tit?\"hesaidwhenhehadshakenhandsandfallenintostep,justintheoldway。

  \"Youseemtofinditso。\"AndPollylaughed,withasuddensparkleinhereyes。Shereallycouldn\'thelpit,itwassopleasanttoseehimagain,justwhenshewasfeelingsolonely。

  \"HaveyougivenupteachingtheRoths?\"askedSydney,changingthesubject。

  \"No。\"

  \"Doyougoasusual?\"

  \"Yes。\"

  \"Well,it\'samysterytomehowyougetthere。\"

  \"Asmuchasitistomehowyougotheresosuddenly。\"

  \"IsawyoufromtheShaws\'windowandtookthelibertyofrunningafteryoubythebackstreet,\"hesaid,laughing。

  \"ThatisthewayIgettotheRoths,\"answeredPolly。Shedidnotmeantotell,buthisfranknesswassoagreeablesheforgotherself。

  \"It\'snotnearlysopleasantorsoshortforyouasthepark。\"

  \"Iknowit,butpeoplesometimesgettiredofoldwaysandliketotrynewones。\"

  Pollydidn\'tsaythatquitenaturally,andSydneygaveheraquicklook,asheasked;­

  \"Doyougettiredofoldfriends,too,MissPolly?\"

  \"Notoften;but­\"Andthereshestuck,forthefearofbeingungratefulorunkindmadeheralmosthopethathewouldn\'ttakethehintwhichshehadbeencarefullypreparingforhim。

  Therewasadreadfullittlepause,whichPollybrokebysayingabruptly;­

  \"HowisFan?\"

  \"Dashing,asever。DoyouknowI\'mratherdisappointedinFanny,forshedon\'tseemtoimprovewithheryears,\"saidSydney,asifheacceptedthediversionandwasgladofit。

  \"Ah,youneverseeheratherbest。Sheputsonthatdashingairbeforepeopletohideherrealself。ButIknowherbetter;andIassureyouthatshedoesimprove;shetriestomendherfaults,thoughshewon\'townit,andwillsurpriseyousomeday,bytheamountofheartandsenseandgoodnessshehasgot。\"

  Pollyspokeheartilynow,andSydneylookedatherasifFanny\'sdefenderpleasedhimmorethanFanny\'sdefence。

  \"I\'mverygladtohearit,andwillinglytakeyourwordforit。Everybodyshowsyoutheirgoodside,Ithink,andthatiswhyyoufindtheworldsuchapleasantplace。\"

  \"Oh,butIdon\'t!Itoftenseemslikeaveryhardanddismalplace,andIcroakovermytrialslikeanungratefulraven。\"

  \"Can\'twemakethetrialslighterforyou?\"

  Thevoicethatputthequestionwassoverykind,thatPollydarednotlookup,becausesheknewwhattheeyesweresilentlysaying。

  \"Thankyou,no。Idon\'tgetmoretribulationthanisgoodforme,I

  fancy,andweareapttomakemistakeswhenwetrytododgetroubles。\"

  \"Orpeople,\"addedSydneyinatonethatmadePollycoloruptoherforehead。

  \"Howlovelytheparklooks,\"shesaid,ingreatconfusion。

  \"Yes,it\'sthepleasantestwalkwehave;don\'tyouthinkso?\"askedtheartfulyoungman,layingatrap,intowhichPollyimmediatelyfell。

  \"Yes,indeed!It\'salwayssorefreshingtometoseealittlebitofthecountry,asitwere,especiallyatthisseason。\"

  Oh,Polly,Polly,whatastupidspeechtomake,whenyouhadjustgivenhimtounderstandthatyouweretiredofthepark!Notbeingafooloracox-comb,Sydneyputthisandthattogether,andtakingvarioustriflesintotheaccount,hehadbythistimecometotheconclusionthatPollyhadheardthesamebitsofgossipthathehad,whichlinkedtheirnamestogether,thatshedidn\'tlikeit,andtriedtoshowshedidn\'tinthisway。Hewasquickertotakeahintthanshehadexpected,andbeingbothproudandgenerous,resolvedtosettlethematteratonce,forPolly\'ssakeaswellashisown。So,whenshemadeherlastbrilliantremark,hesaidquietly,watchingherfacekeenlyallthewhile;­

  \"Ithoughtso;well,I\'mgoingoutoftownonbusinessforseveralweeks,soyoucanenjoyyour\'littlebitofcountry\'withoutbeingannoyedbyme。\"

  \"Annoyed?Oh,no!\"criedPollyearnestly;thenstoppedshort,notknowingwhattosayforherself。

  Shethoughtshehadagooddealofthecoquetteinher,andI\'venodoubtthatwithtimeandtrainingshewouldhavebecomeaverydangerouslittleperson,butnowshewasfartootransparentandstraightforwardbynatureeventotellawhiteliecleverly。Sydneyknewthis,andlikedherforit,buthetookadvantageofit,neverthelessbyaskingsuddenly;­

  \"Honestly,now,wouldn\'tyougotheoldwayandenjoyitasmuchasever,ifIwasn\'tanywhereabouttosetthebusybodiesgossiping?\"

  \"Yes,\"saidPolly,beforeshecouldstopherself,andthencouldhavebittenhertongueoutforbeingsorude。Anotherawfulpauseseemedimpending,butjustatthatmomentahorsemanclatteredbywithasmileandasalute,whichcausedPollytoexclaim,\"Oh,there\'sTom!\"withatoneandalookthatsilencedthewordshoveringonSydney\'slips,andcausedhimtoholdouthishandwithalookwhichmadePolly\'sheartflutterthenandachewithpityforagoodwhileafterward,thoughheonlysaid,\"Goodby,Polly。\"

  Hewasgonebeforeshecoulddoanythingbutlookupathimwitharemorsefulface,andshewalkedon,feelingthatthefirstandperhapstheonlylovershewouldeverhave,hadreadhisanswerandaccepteditinsilence。Shedidnotknowwhatelsehehadread,andcomfortedherselfwiththethoughtthathedidnotcareforherverymuch,sincehetookthefirstrebuffsoquickly。

  PollydidnotreturntoherfavoritewalktillshelearnedfromMinniethat\"Uncle\"hadreallylefttown,andthenshefoundthathisfriendlycompanyandconversationwaswhathadmadethewaysopleasantafterall。

  Shesighedovertheperversityofthingsingeneral,andcroakedalittleoverhertrialsinparticular,butonthewholegotoverherlossbetterthansheexpected,forsoonshehadothersorrowsbesideherowntocomfort,andsuchworkdoesabodymoregoodthanfloodsofregretfultears,orhoursofsentimentallamentation。

  SheshunnedFannyforadayortwo,butgainednothingbyit,forthatyounglady,hearingofSydney\'ssuddendeparture,couldnotresttillshediscoveredthecauseofit,andwalkedinuponPollyoneafternoonjustwhentheduskmadeitapropitioushourfortenderconfidences。

  \"Whathaveyoubeendoingwithyourselflately?\"askedFanny,composingherself,withherbacktowardtherapidlywaninglight。

  \"Waggingtoandfroasusual。What\'sthenewswithyou?\"answeredPolly,feelingthatsomethingwascomingandrathergladtohaveitoveranddonewith。

  \"Nothingparticular。TrixtreatsTomshamefully,andhebearsitlikealamb。Itellhimtobreakhisengagement,andnotbeworriedso;buthewon\'t,becauseshehasbeenjiltedonceandhethinksit\'ssuchameanthingtodo。\"

  \"Perhapsshe\'lljilthim。\"

  \"I\'venodoubtshewill,ifanythingbettercomesalong。ButTrixisgettingpassée,andIshouldn\'twonderifshekepthimtohisword,justoutofperversity,ifnothingelse。\"

  \"PoorTom,whatafate!\"saidPollywithwhatwasmeanttobeacomicalgroan;butitsoundedsotragicalthatshesawitwouldn\'tpass,andhastenedtohidethefailurebysaying,withalaugh,\"IfyoucallTrixpasséeattwenty-three,whatshallweallbeattwenty-five?\"

  \"Utterlydonewith,andlaidupontheshelf。Ifeelsoalready,forIdon\'tgethalftheattentionIusedtohave,andtheothernightIheardMaudandGracewonderingwhythoseoldgirls\'didn\'tstayathome,andgivethemachance。\'\"

  \"HowisMaudie?\"

  \"Prettywell,butsheworriesmebyherqueertastesandnotions。Shelovestogointothekitchenandmess,shehatestostudy,andsaidrightbeforetheVincentsthatsheshouldthinkitwouldbegreatfuntobeabeggar-girl,togoroundwithabasket,itmustbesointerestingtoseewhatyou\'dget。\"

  \"Minniesaidtheotherdayshewishedshewasapigeonsoshecouldpaddleinthepuddlesandnotfussaboutrubbers。\"

  \"Bytheway,whenisherunclecomingback?\"askedFanny,whocouldn\'twaitanylongerandjoyfullyseizedtheopeningPollymadeforher。

  \"I\'msureIdon\'tknow。\"

  \"Norcare,Isuppose,youhard-heartedthing。\"

  \"Why,Fan,whatdoyoumean?\"

  \"I\'mnotblind,mydear,neitherisTom,andwhenayounggentlemancutsacallabruptlyshort,andracesafterayounglady,andisseenholdingherhandatthequietestcornerofthepark,andthengoestravellingallofasudden,weknowwhatitmeansifyoudon\'t。\"

  \"Whogotupthatniceidea,Ishouldliketoknow?\"demandedPolly,asFannystoppedforbreath。

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