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  `——Iwouldabandonit,andliveotherwiseandelsewhere。Itislittletorelinquish。Whatisitbutawildernessofmiseryandruin?\'

  `Hah!\'saidtheMarquis,glancingroundtheluxuriousroom。`Totheeyeitisfairenough,here;butseeninitsintegrity,underthesky,andbythedaylight,itisacrumblingtowerofwaste,mismanagement,extortion,debt,mortgage,oppression,hunger,nakedness,andsuffering。\'

  `Hah!\'saidtheMarquisagain,inawell-satisfiedmanner。

  `Ifiteverbecomesmine,itshallbeputintosomehandsbetterqualifiedtofreeitslowlyifsuchathingispossiblefromtheweightthatdragsitdown,sothatthemiserablepeopleWhocannotleaveitandwhohavebeenlongwrungtothelastpointofendurance,may,inanothergeneration,sufferless;batitisnotforme。Thereisacurseonit,andonallthisland。\'

  `Andyou?\'saidtheuncle。`Forgivemycuriosity;doyou,underyournewphilosophy,graciouslyintendtolive?\'

  `Imustdo,tolive,whatothersofmycountrymen,evenwithnobilityattheirbacks,mayhavetodosomeday——work。\'

  `InEngland,forexample?\'

  `Yes。Thefamilyhonour,sir,issafefrommeinthiscountry。

  Thefamilynamecansufferfrommeinnoother,forIbearitinnoother。\'

  Theringingofthebellhadcausedtheadjoiningbedchambertobelighted。Itnowshonebrightly,throughthedoorofcommunication。TheMarquislookedthatway,andlistenedfortheretreatingstepofhisvalet。

  `Englandisveryattractivetoyou,seeinghowindifferentlyyouhaveprosperedthere,\'heobservedthen,turninghiscalmfacetohisnephewwithasmile。

  `Ihavealreadysaid,thatformyprosperingthere,IamsensibleI

  maybeindebtedtoyou,sir。Fortherest,itismyRefuge。\'

  `Theysay,thoseboastfulEnglish,thatitistheRefugeofmany。

  YouknowacompatriotwhohasfoundaRefugethere?ADoctor?\'

  `Yes。\'

  `With,adaughter?\'

  `Yes,\'saidtheMarquis。`Youarefatigued。Good-night!\'

  Ashebenthisheadinhismostcourtlymanner,therewasasecrecyinhissmilingface,andheconveyedanairofmysterytothosewords,whichstrucktheeyesandearsofhisnephewforcibly。Atthesametime,thethinstraightlinesofthesettingoftheeyes,andthethinstraightlips,andthemarkingsinthenose,curvedwithasarcasmthatlookedhandsomelydiabolic。

  `Yes,\'repeatedtheMarquis。`ADoctorwithadaughter。Yes。Socommencesthenewphilosophy!Youarefatigued。Good-night!\'

  Itwouldhavebeenofasmuchavailtointerrogateanystonefaceoutsidethechâateauastointerrogatethatfaceofhis。Thenephewlookedathiminvain,inpassingontothedoor。

  `Good-night!\'saidtheuncle。`Ilooktothepleasureofseeingyouagaininthemorning。Goodrepose!LightMonsieurmynephewtohischamberthere!——AndburnMonsieurmynephewinhisbed,ifyouwill,\'headdedtohimself,beforeheranghislittlebellagain,andsummonedhisvalettohisownbedroom。

  Thevaletcomeandgone,MonsieurtheMarquiswalkedtoandfroinhisloosechamber-robe,topreparehimselfgentlyforsleep,thathotstillnight。Rustlingabouttheroom,hissoftly-slipperedfeetmakingnonoiseonthefloor,hemovedlikearefinedtiger——lookedlikesomeenchantedmarquisoftheimpenitentlywickedsort,instory,whoseperiodicalchangeintotigerformwaseitherjustgoingoff,orjustcomingon。

  Hemovedfromendtoendofhisvoluptuousbedroom,lookingagainatthescrapsoftheday\'sjourneythatcameunbiddenintohismind;theslowtoilupthehillatsunset,thesettingsun,thedescent,themill,theprisononthecrag,thelittlevillageinthehollow,thepeasantsatthefountain,andthemenderofroadswithhisbluecappointingoutthechainunderthecarriage。ThatfountainsuggestedtheParisfountain,thelittlebundlelyingonthestep,thewomenbendingoverit,andthetallmanwithhisarmsup,crying,`Dead!\'

  `Iamcoolnow,\'saidMonsieurtheMarquis,`andmaygotobed。\'

  So,leavingonlyonelightburningonthelargehearth,helethisthingauzecurtainsfallaroundhim,andheardthenightbreakitssilencewithalongsighashecomposedhimselftosleep。

  Thestonefacesontheouterwallsstaredblindlyattheblacknightforthreeheavyhours;forthreeheavyhourstilehorsesinthestablesrattledattheirracks,thedogsbarked,andtheowlmadeanoisewithverylittleresemblanceinittothenoiseconventionallyassignedtotheowlbymen-poets。Butitistheobstinatecustomofsuchcreatureshardlyevertosaywhatissetdownforthem。

  Forthreeheavyhours,thestonefacesofthechâateau,lionandhuman,staredblindlyatthenight。Deaddarknesslayonallthelandscape,deaddarknessaddeditsownhushtothehushingdustonalltheroads。Theburial-placehadgottothepassthatitslittleheapsofpoorgrasswereundistinguishablefromoneanother;thefigureontheCrossmighthavecomedown,foranythingthatcouldbeseenofit。Inthevillage,taxersandtaxedwerefastasleep。Dreaming,perhaps,ofbanquets,asthestarvedusuallydo,andofeaseandrest,asthedrivenslaveandtheyokedoxmay,itsleaninhabitantssleptsoundly,andwerefedandfreed。

  Thefountaininthevillageflowedunseenandunheard,andthefountainatthechâateaudroppedunseenandunheard——bothmeltingaway,liketheminutesthatwerefallingfromthespringofTime——throughthreedarkhours。Then,thegreywaterofbothbegantobeghostlyinthelight,andtheeyesofthestonefacesofthechâateauwereopened。

  Lighterandlighter,untilatlastthesuntouchedthetopsofthestilltrees,andpoureditsradianceoverthehill。Intheglow,thewaterofthechâateaufountainseemedtoturntoblood,andthestonefacescrimsoned。Thecarolofthebirdswasloudandhigh,and,ontheweather-beatensillofthegreatwindowofthebedchamberofMonsieurtheMarquis,onelittlebirdsangitssweetestsongwithallitsmight。Atthis,theneareststonefaceseemedtostareamazed,and,withopenedmouthanddroppedunder-jaw,lookedawe-stricken。

  Now,thesunwasfullup,andmovementbeganinthevillage。Casementwindowsopened,crazydoorswereunbarred,andpeoplecameforthshivering——chilled,asyet,bythenewsweetair。Thenbegantherarelylightenedtoilofthedayamongthevillagepopulation。Some,tothefountain;some,tothefields;

  menandwomenhere,todiganddelve;menandwomenthere,toseetothepoorlivestock,andleadthebonycowsout,tosuchpastureascouldbefoundbytheroadside。InthechurchandattheCross,akneelingfigureortwo;attendantonthelatterprayers,theledcow,tryingforabreakfastamongtheweedsatitsfoot。

  Thechâateauawokelater,asbecameitsquality,butawokegraduallyandsurely。First,thelonelyboar-spearsandknivesofthechasehadbeenreddenedasofold;then,hadgleamedtrenchantinthemorningsunshine;now,doorsandwindowswerethrownopen,horsesintheirstableslookedroundovertheirshouldersatthelightandfreshnesspouringinatdoorways,leavessparkledandrustledatiron-gratedwindows,dogspulledhardattheirchains,andrearedimpatienttobeloosed。

  Allthesetrivialincidentsbelongedtotheroutineoflife,andthereturnofmorning。Surely,notsotheringingofthegreathellofthechâateau,northerunningupanddownthestairs;northehurriedfiguresontheterrace;northebootingandtrampinghereandthereandeverywhere,northequicksaddlingofhorsesandridingaway?

  Whatwindsconveyedthishurrytothegrizzledmenderofroads,alreadyatworkonthehill-topbeyondthevillage,withhisday\'sdinnernotmuchtocarrylyinginabundlethatitwasworthnocrow\'swhiletopeckat,onaheapofstones?Hadthebirds,carryingsomegrainsofittoadistance,droppedoneoverhimastheysowchanceseeds?Whetherorno,themenderofroadsran,onthesultrymorning,asifforhislife,downthehill,knee-highindust,andneverstoppedtillhegottothefountain。

  Allthepeopleofthevillagewereatthefountain,standingaboutintheirdepressedmanner,andwhisperinglow,butshowingnootheremotionsthangrimcuriosityandsurprise。Theledcows,hastilybroughtinandtetheredtoanythingthatwouldholdthem,werelookingstupidlyon,orlyingdownchewingthecudofnothingparticularlyrepayingtheirtrouble,whichtheyhadpickedupintheirinterruptedsaunter。Someofthepeopleofthechâateau,andsomeofthoseoftheposting-house,andallthetaxingauthorities,werearmedmoreorless,andwerecrowdedontheothersideofthelittlestreetinapurposelessway,thatwashighlyfraughtwithnothing。Already,themenderofroadshadpenetratedintothemidstofagroupoffiftyparticularfriends,andwassmitinghimselfinthebreastwithhisbluecap。Whatdidallthisportend,andwhatportendedtheswifthoisting-upofMonsieurGabellebehindaservantonhorseback,andtheconveyingawayofthesaidGabelledouble-ladenthoughthehorsewas,atagallop,likeanewversionoftheGermanballadofLeonora?

  Itportendedthattherewasonestonefacetoomany,upatthechâateau。

  TheGorgonhadsurveyedthebuildingagaininthenight,andhadaddedtheonestonefacewanting;thestonefaceforwhichithadwaitedthroughabouttwohundredyears。

  ItlaybackonthepillowofMonsieurtheMarquis。Itwaslikeafinemask,suddenlystartled,madeangry,andpetrified。Drivenhomeintotheheartofthestonefigureattachedtoit,wasaknife。Rounditshiltwasafrillofpaper,onwhichwasscrawled:

  `Drivehimfasttohistomb。This,fromJACQUES。\'

  [NextChapter][TableofContents]ATaleofTwoCities:BooktheSecond[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXTwoPromisesMOREmonths,tothenumberoftwelve,hadcomeandgone,andMr。CharlesDarnaywasestablishedinEnglandasahigherteacheroftheFrenchlanguagewhowasconversantwithFrenchliterature。Inthisage,hewouldhavebeenaProfessor;inthatage,hewasaTutor。Hereadwithyoungmenwhocouldfindanyleisureandinterestforthestudyofalivingtonguespokenallovertheworld,andhecultivatedatasteforitsstoresofknowledgeandfancy。Hecouldwriteofthem,besides,insoundEnglish,andrenderthemintosoundEnglish。Suchmasterswerenotatthattimeeasilyfound;Princesthathadbeen,andKingsthatweretobe,werenotyetoftheTeacherclass,andnoruinednobilityhaddroppedoutofTellson\'sledgers,toturncooksandcarpenters。Asatutor,whoseattainmentsmadethestudent\'swayunusuallypleasantandprofitable,andasaneleganttranslatorwhobroughtsomethingtohisworkbesidesmeredictionaryknowledge,youngMr。Darnaysoonbecameknownandencouraged。Hewaswellacquainted,moreover,withthecircumstancesofhiscountry,andthosewereofever-growinginterest。So,withgreatperseveranceanduntiringindustry,heprospered。

  InLondon,hehadexpectedneithertowalkonpavementsofgold,nortolieonbedsofroses:ifhehadhadanysuchexaltedexpectation,hewouldnothaveprospered。Hehadexpectedlabour,andhefoundit,anddidit,andmadethebestofit。Inthis,hisprosperityconsisted。

  AcertainportionofhistimewaspassedatCambridge,wherehereadwithundergraduatesasasortoftoleratedsmugglerwhodroveacontrabandtradeinEuropeanlanguages,insteadofconveyingGreekandLatinthroughtheCustom-house。TherestofhistimehepassedinLondon。

  Now,fromthedayswhenitwasalwayssummerinEden,tothesedayswhenitismostlywinterinfallenlatitudes,theworldofamanhasinvariablygoneoneway——CharlesDarnay\'sway——thewayoftheloveofawoman。

  HehadlovedLucieManettefromthehourofhisdanger。Hehadneverheardasoundsosweetanddearasthesoundofhercompassionatevoice;hehadneverseenafacesotenderlybeautiful,asherswhenitwasconfrontedwithhisownontheedgeofthegravethathadbeendugforhim。But,hehadnotyetspokentoheronthesubject;theassassinationatthedesertedchâateaufarawaybeyondtheheavingwaterandthelong,long,dustyroads——thesolidstonechâateauwhichhaditselfbecomethemeremistofadream——hadbeendoneayear,andhehadneveryet,bysomuchasasinglespokenword,disclosedtoherthestateofhisheart。

  Thathehadhisreasonsforthis,heknewfullwell。Itwasagainasummerdaywhen,latelyarrivedinLondonfromhiscollegeoccupation,heturnedintothequietcornerinSoho,bentonseekinganopportunityofopeninghismindtoDoctorManette。Itwasthecloseofthesummerday,andheknewLucietobeoutwithMissPross。

  HefoundtheDoctorreadinginhisarm-chairatawindow。Theenergywhichhadatoncesupportedhimunderhisoldsufferingsandaggravatedtheirsharpness,hadbeengraduallyrestoredtohim。Hewasnowaveryenergeticmanindeedwithgreatfirmnessofpurpose,strengthofresolution,andvigourofaction。Inhisrecoveredenergyhewassometimesalittlefitfulandsudden,ashehadatfirstbeenintheexerciseofhisotherrecoveredfaculties;but,thishadneverbeenfrequentlyobservable,andhadgrownmoreandmorerare。

  Hestudiedmuch,sleptlittle,sustainedagreatdealoffatiguewithease,andwasequablycheerful。Tohim,nowenteredCharlesDarnay,atsightofwhomhelaidasidehisbookandheldouthishand。

  `CharlesDarnay!Irejoicetoseeyou。Wehavebeencountingonyourreturnthesethreeorfourdayspast。Mr。StryverandSydneyCartonwerebothhereyesterday,andbothmadeyououttobemorethandue。

  `Iamobligedtothemfortheirinterestinthematter,\'heanswered,alittlecoldlyastochem,thoughverywarmlyastotheDoctor。`MissManette——\'

  `Iswell,\'saidtheDoctor,ashestoppedshort,`andyourreturnwilldelightusall。Shehasgoneoutonsomehouseholdmatters,butwillsoonbehome。\'

  `DoctorManette,Iknewshewasfromhome。Itooktheopportunityofherbeingfromhome,tobegtospeaktoyou。\'

  Therewasablanksilence。

  `Yes?\'saidtheDoctor,withevidentconstraint。`Bringyourchairhere,andspeakon。\'

  Hecompliedastothechair,butappearedtofindthespeakingonlesseasy。

  `Ihavehadthehappiness,DoctorManette,ofbeingsointimatehere,\'soheatlengthbegan,`forsomeyearandahalf,thatIhopethetopiconwhichIamabouttotouchmaynot——\'

  HewasstayedbytheDoctor\'sputtingouthishandtostophim。

  Whenhehadkeptitsoalittlewhile,hesaid,drawingitback:

  `IsLuciethetopic?\'

  `Sheis。\'

  `Itishardformetospeakofheratanytime。Itisveryhardformetohearherspokenofinthattoneofyours,CharlesDarnay。\'

  `Itisatoneofferventadmiration,truehomage,anddeeplove,DoctorManette!\'hesaiddeferentially。

  Therewasanotherblanksilencebeforeherfatherrejoined:`I

  believeit。Idoyoujustice;Ibelieveit。\'

  Hisconstraintwassomanifest,anditwassomanifest,too,thatitoriginatedinanunwillingnesstoapproachthesubject,thatCharlesDarnayhesitated。

  `ShallIgoon,sir?\'

  Anotherblank。

  `Yes,goon。\'

  `YouanticipatewhatIwouldsay,thoughyoucannotknowhowearnestlyIsayit,howearnestlyIfeelit,withoutknowingmysecretheart,andthehopesandfearsandanxietieswithwhichithaslongbeenladen。DearDoctorManette,Iloveyourdaughterfondly,dearly,disinterestedly,devotedly。

  Ifevertherewereloveintheworld,Iloveher。Youhavelovedyourself;

  letyouroldlovespeakforme!\'

  TheDoctorsatwithhisfaceturnedaway,andhiseyesbentontheground。Atthelastwords,hestretchedouthishandagain,hurriedly,andcried:

  `Notthat,sir!Letthatbe!Iadjureyou,donotrecallthat!\'

  Hiscrywassolikeacryofactualpain,thatitranginCharlesDarnay\'searslongafterhehadceased。Hemotionedwiththehandhehadextended,anditseemedtobeanappealtoDarnaytopause。Thelattersoreceivedit,andremainedsilent。

  `Iaskyourpardon,\'saidtheDoctor,inasubduedtone,aftersomemoments。`IdonotdoubtyourlovingLucie;youmaybesatisfiedofit。\'

  Heturnedtowardshiminhischair,butdidnotlookathim,orraisehiseyes。Hischindroppeduponhishand,andhiswhitehairovershadowedhisface:

  `HaveyouspokentoLucie?\'

  `No。\'

  `Norwritten?\'

  `Never。\'

  `Itwouldbeungeneroustoaffectnottoknowthatyourself-denialistobereferredtoyourconsiderationforherfather。Herfatherthanksyou。

  Heofferedhishand;buthiseyesdidnotgowithit。

  `Iknow,\'saidDarnay,respectfully,`howcanIfailtoknow,DoctorManette,Iwhohaveseenyoutogetherfromdaytoday,thatbetweenyouandMissManettethereisanaffectionsounusual,sotouching,sobelongingtothecircumstancesinwhichithasbeennurtured,thatitcanhavefewparallels,eveninthetendernessbetweenafatherandchild。

  Iknow,Dr。Manette——howcanIfailtoknow——that,mingledwiththeaffectionanddutyofadaughterwhohasbecomeawoman,thereis,inherheart,towardsyou,alltheloveandrelianceofinfancyitself。Iknowthat,asinherchildhoodshehadnoparent,sosheisnowdevotedtoyouwithalltheconstancyandfervourofherpresentyearsandcharacter,unitedtothetrustfulnessandattachmentoftheearlydaysinwhichyouwerelosttoher。Iknowperfectlywellthatifyouhadbeenrestoredtoherfromtheworldbeyondthislife,youcouldhardlybeinvested,inhersight,withamoresacredcharacterthanthatinwhichyouarealwayswithher。

  Iknowthatwhensheisclingingtoyou,thehandsofbaby,girl,andwoman,allinone,areroundyourneck。Iknowthatinlovingyousheseesandloveshermotheratherownage,seesandlovesyouatmyage,loveshermotherbrokenhearted,lovesyouthroughyourdreadfultrialandinyourblessedrestoration。Ihaveknownthis,nightandday,sinceIhaveknownyouinyourhome。\'

  Herfathersatsilent,withhisfacebentdown。Hisbreathingwasalittlequickened;butherepressedallothersignsofagitation。

  `DearDoctormanettealwaysknowingthis,alwaysseeingherandyouwiththishallowedlightaboutyou,Ihaveforborne,andforborne,aslongasitwasinthenatureofmantodoit。Ihavefelt,anddoevennowfeel,thattobringmylove——evenmine——betweenyou,istotouchyourhistorywithsomethingnotquitesogoodasitself。ButIloveher。HeavenismywitnessthatIloveher!\'

  `Ibelieveit,\'answeredherfather,mournfully。`Ihavethoughtsobeforenow。Ibelieveit。\'

  `But,donotbelieve,\'saidDarnay,uponwhoseearthemournfulvoicestruckwithareproachfulsound,`thatifmyfortuneweresocastasthat,beingonedaysohappyastomakehermywife,Imustatanytimeputanyseparationbetweenherandyou,IcouldorwouldbreatheawordofwhatInowsay。BesidesthatIshouldknowittobehopeless,Ishouldknowittobeabaseness。IfIhadanysuchpossibility,evenataremotedistanceofyears,harbouredinmythoughts,and`hiddeninmyheart——ifiteverhadbeenthere——ifitevercouldbethere——Icouldnotnowtouchthishonouredhand。\'

  Helaidhisownuponitashespoke。

  `No,dearDoctorManette。Likeyou,avoluntaryexilefromFrance;

  likeyou,drivenfromitbyitsdistractions,oppressions,andmiseries;

  likeyou,strivingtoliveawayfromitbymyownexertions,andtrustinginahappierfuture;Ilookonlytosharingyourfortunes,sharingyourlifeandhome,andbeingfaithfultoyoutothedeath。NottodividewithLucieherprivilegeasyourchild,companion,andfriend;buttocomeinaidofit,andbindherclosertoyou,ifsuchathingcanbe。\'

  Histouchstilllingeredonherfather\'shand。Answeringthetouchforamoment,butnotcoldly,herfatherrestedhishandsuponthearmsofhischair,andlookedupforthefirsttimesincethebeginningoftheconference。Astrugglewasevidentlyinhisface;astrugglewiththatoccasionallookwhichhadatendencyinittodarkdoubtanddread。

  `Youspeaksofeelinglyandsomanfully,CharlesDarnay,thatIthankyouwithallmyheart,andwillopenallmyheart——ornearlyso。

  HaveyouanyreasontobelievethatLucielovesyou?\'

  `None。Asyet,none。

  `Isittheimmediateobjectofthisconfidence,thatyoumayatonceascertainthat,withmyknowledge?\'

  `Notevenso。Imightnothavethehopefulnesstodoitforweeks;

  Imightmistakenornotmistakenhavethathopefulnessto-morrow。

  `Doyouseekanyguidancefromme?\'

  `Iasknone,sir。ButIhavethoughtitpossiblethatyoumighthaveitinyourpower,ifyoushoulddeemitright,togivemesome。\'

  `Doyouseekanypromisefromme?\'

  `Idoseekthat。

  `Whatisit?\'

  `Iwellunderstandthat,withoutyou,Icouldhavenohope。I

  wellunderstandthat,evenifMissManetteheldmeatthismomentinherinnocentheart——donotthinkIhavethepresumptiontoassumesomuch——I

  couldretainnoplaceinitagainstherloveforherfather。\'

  Ifthatbeso,doyousecwhat,ontheotherhand,isinvolvedinit?\'

  `Iunderstandequallywell,thatawordfromherfatherinanysuitor\'sfavour,wouldoutweighherselfandalltheworld。Forwhichreason,DoctorManette,\'saidDarnay,modestlybutfirmly,`Iwouldnotaskthatword,tosavemylife。\'

  `Iamsureofit。CharlesDarnay,mysteriesariseoutofcloselove,aswellasoutofwidedivision;intheformercase,theyaresubtleanddelicate,anddifficulttopenetrate。MydaughterLucieis,inthisonerespect,suchamysterytome;Icanmakenoguessatthestateofherheart。\'

  `MayIask,sir,ifyouthinksheis——\'Ashehesitated,herfathersuppliedtherest。

  `Issoughtbyanyothersuitor?\'

  `ItiswhatImeanttosay。\'

  Herfatherconsideredalittlebeforeheanswered:

  `YouhaveseenMr。Cartonhere,yourself。Mr。Stryverisheretoo,occasionally。Ifitbeatall,itcanonlybebyoneofthese。\'

  `Orboth,\'saidDarnay。

  `Ihadnotthoughtofboth;Ishouldnotthinkeither,likely。

  Youwantapromisefromme。Tellmewhatitis。

  `Itis,thatifMissManetteshouldbringtoyouatanytime,onherownpart,suchaconfidenceasIhaveventuredtolaybeforeyou,youwillbeartestimonytowhatIhavesaid,andtoyourbeliefinit。

  Ihopeyoumaybeabletothinksowellofme,astourgenoinfluenceagainstme。Isaynothingmoreofmystakeinthis;thisiswhatIask。

  TheconditiononwhichIaskit,andwhichyouhaveanundoubtedrighttorequire,Iwillobserveimmediately。\'

  `Igivethepromise,\'saidtheDoctor,`withoutanycondition。Ibelieveyourobjecttobe,purelyandtruthfully,asyouhavestatedit。Ibelieveyourintentionistoperpetuate,andnottoweaken,thetiesbetweenmeandmyotherandfardearerself。Ifsheshouldevertellmethatyouareessentialtoherperfecthappiness,Iwillgivehertoyou。Iftherewere——CharlesDarnay,iftherewere——\'

  Theyoungmanhadtakenhishandgratefully;theirhandswerejoinedastheDoctorspoke:

  `——anyfancies,anyreasons,anyapprehensions,anythingwhatsoever,neworold,againstthemanshereallyloved——thedirectresponsibilitythereofnotlyingonhishead——theyshouldallbeobliteratedforhersake。

  Sheiseverythingtome;moretomethansuffering,moretomethanwrong,moretome——Well!Thisisidletalk。\'

  Sostrangewasthewayinwhichhefadedintosilence,andsostrangehisfixedlookwhenhehadceasedtospeak,thatDarnayfelthisownhandturncoldinthehandthatslowlyreleasedanddroppedit。

  `Yousaidsomethingtome,\'saidDoctorManette,breakingintoasmile。`Whatwasityousaidtome?\'

  Hewasatalosshowtoanswer,untilherememberedhavingspokenofacondition。Relievedashismindrevertedtothat,heanswered:

  `Yourconfidenceinmeoughttobereturnedwithfullconfidenceonmypart。Mypresentname,thoughbutslightlychangedfrommymother\'s,isnot,asyouwillremember,myOwn。Iwishtotellyouwhatthatis,andwhyIaminEngland。\'

  `Stop!\'saidtheDoctorofBeauvais。

  `Iwishit,thatImaythebetterdeserveyourconfidence,andhavenosecretfromyou。

  `Stop!\'

  Foraninstant,theDoctorevenhadhistwohandsathisears;

  foranotherinstant,evenhadhistwohandslaidonDarnay\'slips。

  `TellmewhenIaskyou,notnow。Ifyoursuitshouldprosper,ifLucieshouldloveyou,youshalltellmeonyourmarriagemorning。Doyoupromise?\'

  `Willingly。\'

  `Givemeyourhand。Shewillbehomedirectly,anditisbettersheshouldnotseeustogetherto-night。Go!Godblessyou!\'

  ItwasdarkwhenCharlesDarnaylefthim,anditwasanhourlateranddarkerwhenLuciecamehome;shehurriedintotheroomalone——forMissProsshadgonestraightupstairs——andwassurprisedtofindhisreading-chairempty。

  `Myfather!\'shecalledtohim。`Fatherdear!\'

  Nothingwassaidinanswer,butsheheardalowhammeringsoundinhisbedroom。Passinglightlyacrosstheintermediateroom,shelookedinathisdoorandcamerunningbackfrightened,cryingtoherself,withherbloodallchilled,`WhatshallIdo!WhatshallIdo!\'

  Heruncertaintylastedbutamoment;shehurriedback,andtappedathisdoor,andsoftlycalledtohim。Thenoiseceasedatthesoundofhervoice,andhepresentlycameouttoher,andtheywalkedupanddowntogetherforalongtime。

  Shecamedownfromherbed,tolookathiminhissleepthatnight。

  Hesleptheavily,andhistrayofshoemakingtools,andhisoldunfinishedwork,wereallasusual。

  [NextChapter][TableofContents]ATaleofTwoCities:BooktheSecond[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXIACompanionPicture`SYDNEY,\'saidMr。Stryver,onthatself-samenight,ormorning,tohisjackal;`mixanotherbowlofpunch;Ihavesomethingtosaytoyou。\'

  Sydneyhadbeenworkingdoubletidesthatnight,andthenightbefore,andthenightbeforethat,andagoodmanynightsinsuccession,makingagrandclearanceamongMr。Stryver\'spapersbeforethesettinginofthelongvacation。Theclearancewaseffectedatlast;theStryverarrearswerehandsomelyfetchedup;everythingwasgotridofuntilNovembershouldcomewithitsfogsatmosphericandfogslegal,andbringgristtothemillagain。

  Sydneywasnonethelivelierandnonethesobererforsomuchapplication。Ithadtakenadealofextrawet-towellingtopullhimthroughthenight;acorrespondinglyextraquantityofwinehadprecededthetowelling;

  andhewasinaverydamagedcondition,ashenowpulledhisturbanoffandthrewitintothebasininwhichhehadsteepeditatintervalsforthelastsixhours。

  `Areyoumixingthatotherbowlofpunch?\'saidStryvertheportly,withhishandsinhiswaistband,glancingroundfromthesofawherehelayonhisback,`Iam。\'

  `Now,lookhere!Iamgoingtotellyousomethingthatwillrathersurpriseyou,andthatperhapswillmakeyouthinkmenotquiteasshrewdasyouusuallydothinkme。Iintendtomarry。

  `Doyou?\'

  `Yes。Andnotformoney。Whatdoyousaynow?\'

  `Idon\'tfeeldisposedtosaymuch。Whoisshe?\'

  `Guess。\'

  `DoIknowher?\'

  `Guess。\'

  `Iamnotgoingtoguess,atfiveo\'clockinthemorning,withmybrainsfryingandsputteringinmy,head。Ifyouwantmetoguess,youmustaskmetodinner。

  `Wellthen,I\'lltellyou,\'saidStryver,comingslowlyintoasittingposture。`Sydney,Iratherdespairofmakingmyselfintelligibletoyou,becauseyouaresuchaninsensibledog。\'

  `Andyou,\'returnedSydney,busyconcoctingthepunch,`aresuchasensitiveandpoeticalspirit。\'

  `Come!\'rejoinedStryver,laughingboastfully,`thoughIdon\'tpreferanyclaimtobeingthesoulofRomanceforIhopeI,knowbetter,stillIamatenderersortoffellowthanyou。

  `Youarealuckier,ifyoumeanthat。\'

  `Idon\'tmeanthat。ImeanIamamanofmore——more——\'

  `Saygallantry,whileyouareaboutit,\'suggestedCarton。

  `Well!I\'llsaygallantry。MymeaningisthatIamaman,\'saidStryver,inflatinghimselfathisfriendashemadethepunch,`whocaresmoretobeagreeable,Whotakesmorepainstobeagreeable,whoknowsbetterhowtobeagreeable,inawoman\'ssociety,thanyoudo。\'

  `Goon,\'saidSydneyCarton。

  `No;butbeforeIgoon,\'saidStryver,shakinghisheadinhisbullyingway,`I\'llhavethisoutwithyou。You\'vebeenatDr。Manette\'shouseasmuchasIhave,ormorethanIhave。Why,Ihavebeenashamedofyourmorosenessthere!Yourmannershavebeenofthatsilentandsullenandhang-dogkind,that,uponmylifeandsoul,Ihavebeenashamedofyou,Sydney!\'

  `Itshouldbeverybeneficialtoamaninyourpracticeatthebar,tobeashamedofanything,\'returnedSydney;`yououghttobemuchobligedtome。

  `YoushallnotgetoffinthatWay,\'rejoinedStryver,shoulderingtherejoinderathim;`no,Sydney,it\'smydutytotellyou——andItellyoutoyourfacetodoyougood——thatyouareadevilishill-conditionedfellowinthatsortofsociety。Youareadisagreeablefellow。\'

  Sydneydrankabumperofthepunchhehadmade,andlaughed。

  `Lookatme!\'saidStryver,squaringhimself:`Ihavelessneedtomakemyselfagreeablethanyouhave,beingmoreindependentincircumstances。

  WhydoIdoit?\'

  `Ineversawyoudoityet,\'mutteredCarton。

  `Idoitbecauseit\'spolitic;Idoitonprinciple。Andlookatme!Igeton。\'

  `Youdon\'tgetonwithyouraccountofyourmatrimonialintentions,\'

  answeredCarton,withacarelessair;`Iwishyouwouldkeeptothat。Astome——willyouneverunderstandthatIamincorrigible?\'

  Heaskedthequestionwithsomeappearanceofscorn。

  `Youhavenobusinesstobeincorrigible,\'washisfriend\'sanswer,deliveredinnoverysoothingtone。

  `Ihavenobusinesstobe,atall,thatIknowof,\'saidSydneyCarton。`Whoisthelady?\'

  `Now,don\'tletmyannouncementofthenamemakeyouuncomfortable,Sydney,\'saidMr。Stryver,preparinghimwithostentatiousfriendlinessforthedisclosurehewasabouttomake,`becauseIknowyoudon\'tmeanhalfyousay;andifyoumeantitall,itwouldbeofnoimportance。I

  makethislittlepreface,because,youoncementionedtheyoungladytomeinslightingterms。

  `Idid?\'

  `Certainly;andinthesechambers。\'

  SydneyCartonlookedathispunchandlookedathiscomplacentfriend;drankhispunchandlookedathiscomplacentfriend。

  `Youmadementionoftheyoungladyasagolden-haireddoll。TheyoungladyisMissManette。Ifyouhadbeenafellowofanysensitivenessordelicacyoffeelinginthatkindofway,Sydney,Imighthavebeenalittleresentfulofyouremployingsuchadesignation;butyouarenot。

  Youwantthatsensealtogether;thereforeIamnomoreannoyedwhenIthinkoftheexpression,thanIshouldbeannoyedbyaman\'sopinionofapictureofmine,whohadnoeyeforpictures:orofapieceofmusicofmine,whohadnoearformusic。\'

  SydneyCartondrankthepunchatagreatrate;drankitbybumpers,lookingathisfriend。

  `Nowyouknowallaboutit,Syd,\'saidMr。Stryver。`Idon\'tcareaboutfortune:sheisacharmingcreature,andIhavemadeupmymindtopleasemyself:onthewhole,IthinkIcanaffordtopleasemyself。Shewillhaveinmeamanalreadyprettywelloffandarapidlyrisingman,andamanofsomedistinction:itisapieceofgoodfortuneforher,butsheisworthyofgoodfortune。Areyouastonished?\'

  Carton,stilldrinkingthepunch,rejoined,`WhyshouldIbeastonished?\'

  `Youapprove?\'

  Carton,stilldrinkingthepunch,rejoined,`WhyshouldInotapprove?\'`Well!\'saidhisfriendStryver,`youtakeitmoreeasilythanIfanciedyouwould,andarelessmercenaryonmybehalfthanIthoughtyouwouldbe;though,tobesure,youknowwellenoughbythistimethatyourancientchumisamanofaprettystrongwill。Yes,Sydney,Ihavehadenoughofthisstyleoflife,withnootherasachangeiron\'it;I

  feelthatitisapleasantthingforamantohaveahomewhenhefeelsinclinedtogotoitwhenhedoesn\'t,hecanstayaway,andIfeelthatMissManettewilltellwellinanystation,andwillalwaysdomecredit。

  SoIhavemadeupmymind。Andnow,Sydney,oldboy,Iwanttosayawordtoyouaboutyourprospects。Youareinabadway,youknow;

  youreallyareinabadway。Youdon\'tknowthevalueofmoney,youlivehard,you\'llknockuponeofthesedays,andbeillandpoor;youreallyoughttothinkaboutanurse。

  Theprosperouspatronagewithwhichhesaidit,madehimlooktwiceasbigashewas,andfourtimesasoffensive。

  `Now,letmerecommendyou,\'pursuedStryver,`tolookitintheface。Ihavelookeditintheface,inmydifferentway;lookitintheface,you,inyourdifferentway。Marry。Providesomebodytotakecareofyou。Nevermindyourhavingnoenjoymentofwomen\'ssociety,norunderstandingofit,nortactforit。Findoutsomebody。Findoutsomerespectablewomanwithalittleproperty——somebodyinthelandladyway,orlodging-lettingway——andmarryher,againstarainyday。That\'sthekindofthingforyou。

  Nowthinkofit,Sydney。\'

  `I\'llthinkofit,\'saidSydney。

  [NextChapter][TableofContents]ATaleofTwoCities:BooktheSecond[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXIITheFellowofDelicacyMR。STRYVERhavingmadeuphismindtothatmagnanimousbestowalofgoodfortuneontheDoctor\'sdaughter,resolvedtomakeherhappinessknowntoherbeforehelefttownfortheLongVacation。Aftersomementaldebatingofthepoint,hecametotheconclusionthatitwouldbeaswelltogetallthepreliminariesdonewith,andtheycouldthenarrangeattheirleisurewhetherheshouldgiveherhishandaweekortwobeforeMichaelmasTerm,orinthelittleChristmasvacationbetweenitandHilary。

  Astothestrengthofhiscase,hehadnotadoubtaboutit,butclearlysawhiswayto\'theverdict。Arguedwiththejuryonsubstantialworldlygrounds——theonlygroundseverworthtakingintoaccount——itwasaplaincase,andhadnotaweakspotinit。Hecalledhimselffortheplaintiff,therewasnogettingoverhisevidence,thecounselforthedefendantthrewuphisbrief,andthejurydidnoteventurntoconsider。

  Aftertryingit,Stryver,C。J。,wassatisfiedthatnoplainercasecouldbe。

  Accordingly,Mr。StryverinauguratedtheLongVacationwithaformalproposaltotakeMissManettetoVauxhallGardens;thatfailing,toRanelagh;thatunaccountablyfailingtoo,itbehovedhimtopresenthimselfinSoho,andtheredeclarehisnoblemind。

  TowardsSoho,therefore,Mr。SteershoulderedhiswayfromtheTemple,whilethebloomoftheLongVacation\'sinfancywasstilluponit。

  AnybodywhohadseenhimprojectinghimselfintoSohowhilehewasyetonSaintDunstan\'ssideofTempleBar,burstinginhisfull-blownwayalongthepavement,tothejostlementofallweakerpeople,mighthaveseenhowsafeandstronghewas。

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