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  \"Andmeantime?\"hesaid,lookingupatElinor。

  \"Yes,meantime,it\'sJunetime,\"Elinorreplied。

  \"Well,andwhatofSunrise?Didwe——\"

  \"Oh,yes,wedid。Thecollegefirst。Therulingpassion,stronginthehospital。WhenaWreamgetstokingdom-come,healwaysasksSaintPeterfirstforamortarboardandgowninsteadofacrownandwings。”Norrie\'seyeswereshining。

  \"Andhe\'salittleparticularabouttheliningofthewings,too——Purple,forLaw;White,forLetters;Blue,forPhilosophy;Red,forDivinity。Takethisquietingpowder。

  Collegepresidentsshouldbeseenandnotheard。”

  Shesmilinglysilencedhim。

  Underhergentleministrations,Dr。FennebencouldpicturewhatcomfortmightbeinstoreforVincentBurgessinaday,doubtlessonlytwoyearsaway。

  HeresentedJoshuaWream\'sestimateofElinor。SurelyJoshuahadneverseenherintheplaceofnurse。

  \"Now,meantime,UncleLloyd,\"Elinorwassaying,\"commencementpassedoffbeautifullyunderActing-DeanBurgess,consideringhowsadandheavy-heartedeverybodywas。

  ThetrusteeswanttoraiseProfessorBurgess\'ssalarynextyear——

  he\'ssocompetent。

  LloydFenneben\'seyeswerenotbandaged,andashelookedatElinorhewonderedatherutterlackofreserveandsentiment,whenshespokeofBurgessinsuchafrank,matter-of-factway。

  Whenhewasinloveyearsago——buttimesmusthavechanged。

  \"Thearrangementsfornextyeararealllookedafter。

  Everythingwillbedoneexactlyasyouwouldhaveitdone。

  There\'snotonethingtoputaworryintothatcottonroundyourhead。”

  \"Good!Now,tellmeof`beforehand。\'\"Hissmilewasascharmingasever。

  \"Inyourfeveryou\'vebeentellingusaboutaone-armedmanwhohadtwoarmstopushpeopleintotheriver,ofhiswantingyoutosavesomechild\'slife,andofyourstumblingoverthestone。

  That\'sallweknowaboutthat。BondSaxonandProfessorBurgessfoundyouinthewateratthenorthbendintheWalnutclosetothathermitwoman\'shouse。Eitheryoufellin,orsomebodypushedyoudownthebank,headforemost,andyoustruckaledgeofrock。”

  Elinor\'seyeswerefulloftearsnow。\"Youwouldhavebeendrowned,ifthatwhite-hairedwomanhadn\'tjumpedinandheldyourheadabovewaterwhilesheclungtothebusheswithonehand。

  Herdoghelped,too,likearealhero。Itstoodonthebankandheldtohershawlthatshehadfastenedroundyoutoholdyou。

  Andtheriverwasrisingsofast,too。Itwasawful。

  Idon\'tknowjusthowitwasallmanaged,UncleLloyd,butitwasmanagedbetweenthewomanandherdogatfirst,andProfessorBurgessandBondSaxonatlast,andyouaresafenow,andonthehighroad,theveryelevatedtracks,torecovery。

  Whenyourfeverwasthehighest,thedoctorskepttellingmeaboutyoursplendidconstitutionandyourtemperatelife。

  Youmustgetwellnow。”

  Shebentoverhimandsoftlycaressedhishand。

  \"Whereisthatwomannow?DennieSaxonaskedmeoncetodosomethingforherinherloneliness。Shegotaheadofmynegligenceanddidsomethingforme,itseems。”

  \"SheleftLagondaLedgetheverydaytheyrushedusupheretothehospital。

  Isn\'tshestrange?Andsheissogentleandsweet,butsosad。

  Ineversawsuchapatheticfaceashers,UncleLloyd。”

  \"Whendidyouseeher?\"Fennebenasked。

  \"Shecametoaskafteryou。Nobodythoughtyouwouldgetoverit。”

  Elinor\'svoicetrembled。\"Thefeverwasburningyouupandittookthreedoctorstoholdyou。IsawherfacewhenDennieSaxonsaidtheythoughtyouwouldn\'tpullthrough。

  Yourownsistercouldn\'thaveturnedwhiter,UncleLloyd。”

  \"Andtheone-armedmanIseemedtoremember?\"

  \"Idon\'tknow。I\'vebeentoobusytoaskmanyquestions。

  LagondaLedgeisinmourningforyou。Itwillrunuptheflagabovehalf-mastwhenIwritehowmuchbetteryouare。

  BondSaxonhasatheorythatsomethiefwantedtorobyouanddecoyedyouawayonpretenseofhelpingsomebodyoutoftheriver。

  Youareaneasymark,Uncle。”

  \"WhyshouldBondSaxonhaveatheory?Andhowdidheknowwheretofindme?

  Andhowdidthatgray-hairedwomanandherdoghappeninonthescenejustthen?Thisisagrimsortofdimenovelbusiness,Norrie。Thingsdon\'tfalloutthiswayinreallifeunlessthereissomereasonbackofthem。

  IthinkI\'llbearinvestigating。”

  \"Ithinksomyself——youoryourromanticrescuingsquad。

  Youmightcallthedogtothewitnessstandfirst,forhewasthefirstonthescene。Iforgotthoughthatthedogisdead。

  Theyfoundhimdowntheriverwithhisthroatcut。

  Theplotthickens。”Elinor\'sfrivolousspiritwasreturningwiththelesseningofcare。

  \"Tellmeabouttheballgame,\"Fennebensaidnext。

  \"Oh,itrainedforhoursandhours,andtherewasn\'tanytrainserviceforLagondaLedgeforaweek,andalltheInter-CollegiateAthleticeventsfortheseasonwerecalledoffforSunrise-by-the-Walnut。”

  \"Andthestudents,generally?\"Dr。Fennebenquestioned。

  \"Mr。Trenchwillbeback,\"Elinorexclaimed,\"andfolkshavejustfoundoutthatit\'soldTrenchwho\'skeepingthatcrippledboyinschool,theonetheycall`Limpy。\'Trenchrustlesjobsforhimanddivideshisownincomeforcollegeexpenseswiththeboyfortherestofthecost。Idon\'tknowhowthestorygotout,butIaskedhimaboutitwhenhewasupheretoseeyou。

  Hejustgrinnedanddrawledlazily,`Icansavealittleonshoeleather,thatsomefellowswearouthurryingso,andI

  don\'tburstupsomanyhatswithaswelledheadassomedo。

  SoIkeepalittleextrachangeontheseaccounts。

  We\'regoingdowntoOklahomawhenwegraduate。Limpy\'sgoingtobeaMethodistpreacherandIastockman。I\'llkeephiminrawmaterialforconvertsoutofthecowboysI\'llhavetohandle。\'

  Isn\'toldTrenchyahero?HesaysDeanFunnyboneshowedhimhowtothinkaboutsomebodyelsebesideTrenchalittlebit。”

  \"Oh,yes;TrenchisaheroandI\'veknownaboutthatwholethingforalongwhile,\"theDeanasserted。\"AndVictorBurleigh?\"

  Ashadowinthebeautifuldarkeyes,ahalf-toneloweringofthevoice,andageneralindifferenceofmanner,asElinoranswered:

  \"I\'msureIdon\'tknowanythingabouthim,exceptthathe\'scomingbacknextyear。”

  Dr。Fennebenreadthewholestoryinthewordsandmanneroftheanswer,andhesmiledgrimlyashethoughtofBurgessandoftheconflictofWreamagainstWreamifElinorandhisbrotherJoshuaevercametotheclashofarms。Buthewastooweaknowtodirectmatters。

  Andmeantime,whileLagondaLedgewasholdingitsbreathinanxietyanddread,andallthechurcheswerejoininginunionprayerserviceforthelifeoftheirbelovedDeanFenneben,andthecollegeyearwasendinginahaltingbetweenhopeanddread——meantime,thesamequeriesofDr。FennebenastomotiveswerealsoqueriesinProfessorBurgess\'mind。

  TotheschoolandthetownDr。Fenneben\'srecoverywastheonlythingaskedfor。Therewasasyetnoclewregardingthecauseoftheassault。

  BondSaxonhadavoidedBurgesssincetheevent,sotheyoungmanhimselfmadeoccasiontogetBondupintoDr。Fenneben\'sstudyoneJunedayjustbeforecommencement。

  \"Saxon,\"hesaidgravely,\"youareamanofsense,andyouknowthatthere\'ssomethingwrongaboutthisFennebenassault。

  You\'veputupsomesmoothstoriesaboutourhappeningtobeoutatthebendoftheriverthatnight,soIguesssuspicionwillbeturnedfromusallrightwhenLagondaLedgegetstimetothinkaboutcauses;butImustbeletintothetruthnow。”

  Burgesswasadamantnow。

  Foralittlewhiletheoldmanlookedawaythroughthestudywindowattheprairieempiretobefoundforthelooking。

  \"Doyouseethatlittletwistofbluesmokeoverwest?\"

  hequeriedpresently。

  \"Whatofit?\"Burgessasked。

  \"Nothing,onlythemanhuddlin\'downroundthefiremakin\'thatsmokewaydownwhereit\'scoldanddark,that\'sthemanwho——say,Professor!\"

  OldBondlookedupappealingly,andthepitifulfacetouchedBurgess\'heart。

  \"Whatisit,Saxon?Befranknow,butbefair,too。Soonerorlater,thisthingmustberundown。Fennebenwilldoithimself,anyhow,assoonashe\'swellenough。”

  \"Professor,Ihaveaskedyoutwiceifyou\'dbegoodtoDennie——\"

  \"Yes,yes;youalwayscomebacktothat。Anybodywouldbegoodtoher,andshe\'sacapablegirlwhodoesn\'tneedanybody\'scare,anyhow。

  Now,goon。”

  \"Iwill\"——itseemedanheroicresolve——\"IaskedthisforDennie,becausemyownlifeisneversafe。”

  \"Soyouhavesaid。Whynot?\"Burgessinsisted。

  Therewasnowaytoevadethequestionnow。

  \"That\'smyownbusiness——justalittlelonger,\"Bondansweredslowly。

  \"Onethingmore;IwantyourpromisenottotellwhatIsay——yetawhile。

  Itcan\'thurtanyonetokeepstill,anditwillhelpsomefolks。”

  \"Oh,I\'llhelpyouallIcan。”Burgess\'skindlypatiencenowwasstrangelyunlikethearistocratic,resentfulmantowhomoldBondSaxonhadappealedonestormyOctobernight。

  \"I\'mafailure,Professor。I\'vespoiledmylifebymyinfernalweakwillandappetiteforwhisky。Iknowitaswellasyoudo。

  ButI\'mnotmeantforabadman。”TherewasunspeakablepathosinSaxon\'sfaceandwords。

  \"Nobodywouldcallyoubad。Youarealovablemanwhenyou——

  keepstraight,\"Burgessdeclaredcordially。

  \"Igraduatedfromtheuniversitybackinthesixties,\"

  Bondwenton。

  \"You!\"Burgessexclaimed。

  \"Yes,I\'moneofyouralumnibrothersfromHarvard。Ittakesmore\'nacollegediplomatomakeamansometimes,althoughthiswouldmightysoongettobeacheap,destructiblenation,ifweshouldpullthecollegesoutofit。TheboysI\'veseenSunrisemakeintomendoesanoldman\'sheartgoodtothinkabout!

  Butthere\'smorethanbook-learninginaMaster\'sDegree。TheremustbeMASTERYinit。Inevergotfarther\'nanA。B。,partlybecauseNaturemademeeasygoing,butmostlybecausewhiskyruinedme。

  IfinallycametoKansas。I\'dhavehadtremenslongagobutforthat。

  Butevenhereaman\'sgottokeepthelawinside,ornohumanlawcanpreventhismakingabeastofhimself。”

  Saxonpaused,andtheprofessorwaited。

  \"Themanthatsetsthecussedtrapformeisalawbreaker,anescapedconvict,andamurderer。That\'swhatdrinkingdidforhim;

  drinkingandinjusticeinmoneymatterstogether。”

  Burgessstartedandhisfacegrewpale。

  \"Oh,it\'safact,Professor。Thereareseveralroadstoruin。

  OnebytherouteI\'vetaken。Onemaybetoomuchloveofmoney,ofwomen,orofhavingyourownway。Youcanruinyoursoulbygettingitsetononethingaboveeverythingelse。Education,forinstance,liketheWreamsbackthereinCambridge。”

  \"TheWreams!\"Burgessexclaimed。

  \"Yes,oldJoshuaWreamsoldhimselftoanappetiteformustyoldSanscrittillhe\'dsacrificeanybody\'scomfortandjoyforit,sameasIsoldouttoafool\'scravingfordrink。

  You\'llknowtheWreamssometimeasIknow\'emnow。

  Fenneben\'sonlyastepbrotherandtheWestmadeamanofhim。

  Hewasalwaysagentleman。”

  \"Goon!\"Vincent\'svoicewashardlyaudible。

  \"Thisoutlaw,boot-legger,thief,andmurdererwasarespectablefellowonce,theadoptedsonofawealthyfamilybackEast,whobeganbyspoilinghim,lavishedmoneyonhim,andlethimhavehisownwayineverything。

  Hewasagayyoungsterontheside,giventodrinkingandfastcompany。

  Hefellinlovewithaprettygirl,butwhenshefoundhimout,shecuthim。Thenhewenttothedogs,blamingherbecauseshehadsenseenoughtothrowhimoverwherehebelonged。

  Shefellinlove——therightkindoflove——withanotherman。

  Andthisyoungfoolwhohadnoclaimonheratall,sworevengeance。

  Herfamilywantedhertomarrytheyoungsportbecausehehadmoney。

  Theywerelongonmoney——herfatherwas,anyhow。Butshewouldn\'tdoit。”

  \"Didshemarrytheoneshereallycaredfor?\"Burgessaskedeagerly。

  \"No;butthat\'sanotherstory。Meantimethisfellow\'sfatherdied,leavingtheboyhe,himself,hadstartedonthewrongroad,entirelyoutofhiswill。Theboywenttothedevil——

  andhe\'sstillthere。”

  Saxonpausedandlookedoncemoreatthetinywaveringsmokecolumn,hardlyvisiblenow。

  \"He\'soveryonderhidingawayfromthelightofdayunderthebluffsbythefirethatsendsthatcurlofsmokeupthroughthecrevicesintherock,anoutlawthief。”

  SaxongazedlongatthelandscapebeyondtheWalnut。Whenhespokeagain,itwaswithaneffort。

  \"Professor,thisoutlawgotaholdonmeoncewhenIwasdrunk,drunkbyhismaking。Itwoulddonogoodtotellyouaboutthat。

  Youcouldn\'thelpme,norharmhim。You\'lltrustmeinthis?\"

  ApictureofDenniedownintheKickapooCorral,withtheflickeringfirelightonherripplinghair,theweird,shadowywoodland,andtheoldIndianlegendallcamebacktotheyoungmannow,thoughwhyhecouldnotsay。

  \"Icertainlywouldneverbringharmtoyounoryours,\"

  hesaidkindly。

  \"Ican\'tinformonthescoundrel。Icanonlywatchhim。Thewomanhewasinlovewithyearsago,whowouldn\'tstandforhiswildways——

  that\'sthegray-hairedwomanatPigeonPlace。Herlife\'sbeenonelongtragedy,thoughsheisnotfortyyet。”

  Theanguishontheoldman\'sfacewaspitifulashespoke。

  \"Shehasareasonofherownforlivinghere,andsheisthesoulofcourage。

  OnthenightoftheFennebenaccident,Iwasoutherway——yes,runningawayfromBondSaxon。IknewifIstayedintown,I\'dgetdrunkonabottleleftatmydoor。SoItoreoutintherainandthedarktofightitoutwiththedevilinsideofme。AndoutatPigeonPlaceIrunontothisfiend。

  WhenIorderedhimbacktohishidingplace,hevowedhe\'dgetFennebenandputhimintheriver。There\'soneortwohumanthingsabouthimstill。

  Oneishisfearoflittlechildren,andoneishisloveforthatwoman。

  Hereallydidadoreheryearsago。Itrackedhomeafterhim,andyouknowtherest。HeputupsomestorytotheDeantoenticehimoutthere。”

  Hehesitated,thenceasedtospeak。

  \"WhytheDean?\"Burgessasked。

  \"BecauseLloydFenneben\'sthemanshelovedyearsago,andherfolkswouldn\'tlethermarry,\"BondSaxonsaidsadly。

  Burgessfeltasifthelimestoneridgewasgivingwaybeneathhim。

  \"Whereisshenow?\"

  She\'sgone,nobodyknowswhere。Ihopetoheavenshewillnevercomeback,\"

  theoldmanreplied。

  \"AnditwasshewhosavedDr。Fenneben\'slife?Doesheknowwhosheis?\"

  \"No,no。She\'sneverlethimknow,andifshedoesn\'twanthimtoknow,whosebusinessisittotellhim?\"Saxonurged。

  \"IhavehungaboutandprotectedherwhensheneverknewIwasnear。

  ButwhenI\'mdrunk,I\'manidiotandmymindisbentagainsther。

  I\'ddietosaveher,andyetImaykillhersomedaywhenIdon\'tknowit。”

  BondSaxon\'sheadwasdroopingpitifullylow。

  \"Butwhyliveinsuchslavery?Whynottellallyouknowaboutthismanandletthelawprotectahelplesswoman?\"Burgessurged。

  OldBondSaxonlookedupandutteredonlyoneword——\"Dennie!\"

  VincentBurgessturnedawayamoment。Dennie!Yes,therewasDennie。

  \"Thiswomanhadahusband,yousay?\"heaskedpresently。

  BondSaxonstaredstraightathimandslowlynoddedhishead。

  \"Whatbecameofhim?Doyouknow?Vincentquestioned。

  Saxonleanedforward,and,clutchingVincentBurgessbythearm,whisperedhoarsely,\"He\'sdead。Ikilledhim。ButIwasdrunkwhenIdidit。Andthismanknowsitandholdsmebound,\"

  SERVICE

  _Ifyouwereborntohonor,showitnow;

  ifputuponyou,makethejudgmentgoodthatthoughtyouworthyofit_——

  SHAKESPEARE

  CHAPTERXI

  THESINSOFTHEFATHERS

  _Theyenslavetheirchildren\'schildrenwhomakecompromisewithsin_——

  LOWELL

  ITwasmid-DecemberbeforeLloydFennebensawLagondaLedgeagain。

  Inthemurderousattemptuponhislife,hehadbeenhurled,head-downward,uponthehiddenrock-ledgewithsuchforcethatevenhisstrongnervoussystemcouldbarelyovercometheshock。

  Hoursofunconsciousnesswerefollowedbyaragingbrainfever,andparalysis,insanity,anddeathstrovetogetheragainsthim。

  Hisfinalcompleterecoverywasslow,andhewaswiseenoughtoletnaturehaveampletimeforrebuildingwhathadbeensocruellywrenchedoutofline。Itwasthisverypatienceandwillingnesstotakelifecalmly,whenmostmenwouldhavebeeninafeverofanxietyaboutneglectedbusiness,thatbroughtLloydFennebenbacktoLagondaLedgeinDecember,aperfectlywellman;andasidefromtheholidaygiveninhonoroftheevent,asidefromthedisplayofflagsandthebig\"Welcome\"

  doneinelectriclightsawaitinghimattherailroadstation,wherealltheportablepopulationofLagondaLedgeandmostoftheWalnutValley,headedbytheSunrisecontingent,enmasse,seemedtobewaitingalso——asidefromthedemonstrationandgeneralhilarityandthanksgivingandrejoicing,thereseemednodifferencebetweentheDeanofthedaysthatfollowedandtheDeanoftheyearsbefore。Hisblackhairwasaslongandheavyasever。

  Hisblackeyeshadlostnothingoftheirkeenness。

  Hissmilewasjustthesameold,genialoutbreakofgoodwill,asheheardthewildlyenthusiasticrefrain:

  RahforFunnybone!

  RahforFunnybone!

  RahforFunnybone!

  _Rah!_RAH!!RAH!!!

  Itwastwilightwhenthetrainpulleduptothestation。

  TheDecembereveningwasclearandcrispassouthernKansasDecembersusuallyare。Thelightsofthetownweretwinklinginthedusk。

  Outbeyondtheriveragorgeouspurpleandscarletafter-sunsetglowwasfillingthewestwiththatmagnificenceofcoloringonlythehandofNaturedarestopaint。

  Severalpassengersleftthetrain,butthecompanyhadeyesonlyforthePullmancarwhereFennebenwasriding。Nobody,exceptBondSaxon,andacabdriverontheedgeofthecrowd,noticedagray-hairedwomanwhoalightedsoquietlyandslippedtothecabsoquicklythatshewasalmostouttoPigeonPlacebeforeFennebenhadbeenabletocleartheplatform。

  BehindtheDeanwashisniece,whohaltedonthecarstepswhileherunclewentintotheoutstretchedarmsofLagondaLedge。Atsightofher,thehatswenthighinair,asshestoodtheresmilingabovethecrowd。ItwasMaytimewhenshewentaway。

  TheyhadrememberedherindaintyMaytimegowns。

  Theywerenotpreparedforherinherhandsometravelingcostumeofgoldenbrown,herbrownbeaverhat,andprettyfurs。

  Abeautifulgirlcanbesocharminginherwinterfeathers。

  ShehadexpectedthatBurgesswouldbefirsttomeether,andshewasready,shethought,togreethim,becomingly。

  Butastheporterhelpedhertotheplatform,thecrowdclosedin,shuttinghimawaymomentarily,andahandcaughthers,abig,stronghandwhoseclasp,socloseandwarm,seemedtoholdherhandbyrightofeternalpossession。AndVictorBurleigh\'sbrowneyesfullofajoyouslightwerelookingdownather。

  Itwasallsuchasweet,shadowytimethatnobodycrowdingaboutthemcouldseeclearlyhowElinor,withshiningface,nestledinvoluntarilyclosetohisarmforjustoneinstant,andherlowmurmuredwords,\"Iamgladyouwerefirst,\"

  werelosttoallbutthebigfellowbeforeher,andabigger,vastlylazyfellow,Trench,justbehindher。ItwasTrench\'sbulkthathadblockedthewayfortheprofessoramomentbefore。

  Thenshewasswallowedinthejollygreetingsofgoodfellowship,andVincentBurgesscarriedherawaytothecarriagewhereherunclewaited。

  \"Thethingissettlednow,\"theyoungfolksthought。

  ButDennieSaxonandTrench,whowalkedhometogether,knewthatmanythingswerehopelesslyunsettled。Bythelawofnaturalfitness,DennieandTrenchshouldhavefalleninlovewitheachother。Theyweresoalikeingoodnessofheart。

  Butsuchmatingoflikewithlike,israre,andunderitsrulingtheworldwouldgrowsomonotonouslygood,ontheonehand,andbad,ontheother,thatlifewouldbeuninteresting。

  DuringDr。Fenneben\'sabsence,ProfessorBurgesswasacting-dean。

  Foramanwho,twoyearsbefore,hadneverheardofaJayhawker,whohopedthebarrenprairieswouldfurnishseclusionforprofoundresearchinhislibrary,andwhoseinterestinthestudentbodylayinitsmaterialtofurnish\"types,\"DeanBurgess,ontheoutside,certainlymeasuredupwelltowardthestatureoftherealDean——

  broad-minded,beloved\"Funnybone。”

  AndasVincentBurgessgrewinbreadthofviewandhumaninterest,hispopularityincreasedandhisopportunitiesmultiplied。

  SunriseforgotthatithadeverregardedhimasawalkingGreektextbookinpaperbinding。NexttoDr。LloydFenneben,hisplaceatSunrisewouldbethehardesttofillnow;andwithal,sometimeinthenearfuture,therewaswaitingforhimtheprettiestgirlthateverclimbedthestepsfromthelowercampustotheSunrisedoor。

  BurgesshadneverdreamedthatlifeinKansascouldbesofullofpleasureforhim。

  Andallthewhile,ontheinside,anotherBurgesswasgrowingupwhoquarreleddailywiththishappyouterBurgess。ThisinnermanitwaswhoheldthesecretofBondSaxon\'sawfulcrime;

  themanwhoknewthelifestoryofthewould-beassassinofLloydFenneben,andwhoknewthetragedythathadturnedafair-facedgirltoagray-hairedwoman,yetyounginyears。

  Heknewthetragedy,butthewomanherselfhehadneverseen,saveinthedarknessandrainofthatawfulnightwhenshehadheldLloydFenneben\'sheadabovethefastrisingwatersoftheWalnut。Hehadneverevenheardhervoice,forhehadsustainedthelimpbodyofDr。FennebenwhileSaxonhelpedthewomanfromtheriverandasfarastoherowngate。

  Buttheseweresecretthingsoutsideofhisownconscience。

  Insideofhisconsciencetherealbattlewasfoughtandwon,andlost,onlytobewonandlostoverandover。SolongasElinorWreamwasaway,hecouldstayexecutiononhimself。

  ThesametrainthatbroughtherhometoLagondaLedge,broughtalettertoProfessorVincentBurgess,A。B。TheletterheadingboreasmanyofDr。JoshuaWream\'stitlesasspacewouldpermit,butthecramped,old-fashionedhandwritingbelongedtoamanofmorethanfourscoreyears,anditwassignedjust\"J。R。”

  BurgessreadthislettermanytimesthatnightafterhereturnedfromdinnerattheFennebenhome。Andsometimeshisfistswereclinchedandsometimeshisblueeyeswerefulloftears。

  ThenherememberedlittleBug,whohaddeclaredoncethat\"DonFonnybonewasdoodfortwoubleness。”

  \"Ican\'ttakethistoFenneben,\"hemused,ashereadJoshuaWream\'sletterforthetenthtime。\"NorcanIgotoSaxon。He\'sneversureofhimselfandwhenhe\'sdrunk,hereverseshimselfandturnsagainsthisbestfriends。

  AndwhoamItoturntoamanlikeBondSaxonformyconfidences?\"

  \"WhataboutElinor?\"cameavoicefromsomewhere。

  \"Thewomanyouwouldmakeyourwifeshouldbetheonetowhoselovingsympathyyoucouldturnatanyoflife\'sangles,elsethatwerenorealmarriage。”

  \"Elinor,ofallpeopleintheworld,theverylast。

  Sheshallneverknow,never!\"Soheansweredtheinwardquestioner。

  DimlythenroseupbeforehimthepictureofVictorBurleighontherainyMaynightwhenhestoodbesidelittleBugBuler\'sbed——

  VictorBurleigh,withhiswhite,sorrowfulface,andburningbrowneyes,tellinginavoicelikemusicthereasonwhyhemustrenounceathletichonorsinSunrise。

  Burgesshadbeenunconsciouslyexultantovertheboy\'sconfession。

  ItwouldputtheconfessoroutofreachofanyclaimtoElinor\'sfriendshipwhenthetruthwasknownabouthispovertyandhisprofessionalplaying。

  AndyethehadfollowedBondSaxon\'sleadthemorewillinglythatnightthathewashatinghimselfforrejoicingwithhimself。

  OnthisDecembernight,withElinoroncemoreinLagondaLedge,VictorBurleighmustcomeagaintotroublehim。

  Whatapricethatboymusthavepaidforhishonesty!

  Buthepaidit,aye,hepaidit!AndthentherainsputoutthegameandnobodyknewexceptBurleighandhimself。

  BurgessalmostresentedthekindnessofFatetotheheroicboy。

  ButallthissolvednoproblemsforVincentBurgess,excepttherealizationthatherewasonefellowwhohadasoulofcourage。

  CouldheconfideinBurleigh?Notinathousandyears!

  Inutterloneliness,VincentBurgessputouthislightandstaredatthewindow。Thestreetlampsglowedinlonelyfashion,foritwasverylate,andnobodywasabroad。Uponthelimestoneridge,theSunrisebeaconshonebravely。Downintownbesidethecampusgate——hecouldjustcatchaglimpseofonesteadybeam。

  ItwasthefaithfuloldlampinthehallwayoftheSaxonHouse,andbeyondthatunwaveringlightwasDennie。

  \"Dennie!WhyhaveInotthoughtofher?TheonlyoneintheworldwhomIcanfullytrust。Thatoughttobeaman\'ssweetheart,Isuppose,butsheisnotmine。SheisjustDennie。Heavenblessher!

  I\'vesworntocareforher。Shemusthelpmenow。”

  Andwiththecomfortingthought,hefellasleepbesidethewindow。

  TheDecembersunsetwassuperbinagloryofendlesspurplemistsandrose-tintedsplendoroffar-reachingskies。

  Theeveningdropsdownearlyatthisseasonandthelightsweregleaminghereandthereinthetownwheretheshadowsfallsoonestbeforetheday\'sworkisfinishedupinSunrise。

  VictorBurleigh,whohadbeencalledtoDr。Fenneben\'sstudy,foundonlyElinorthere,lookingoutattheradiantbeautyofthesunsetskybeyondthehomeyshadowsstuddedwiththetwinklinglightsofLagondaLedgeatthefootoftheslope。

  Theyoungmanhesitatedalittlebeforeentering。AlldaytheschoolhadbeenbusysettlingaffairsforProfessorBurgessand\"Norrie,thebeloved。”Gossiphasswiftfeetandfromsurmisetofactisashortcourse。Twenty-fourhourshadquitecompletely\"fixedthings\"forElinorWreamandVincentBurgess,sofarasSunriseandLagondaLedgewereabletofixthem。

  SoBurleigh,whosestrongfacecarriednohintofgrief,heldbackaminutenow,beforeenteringthestudy。

  \"Ibegyourpardon,Elinor。Dr。Fennebensentforme。”

  Somehowthedeepmusicalvoiceandhernamepronouncedasnobodyelseevercouldpronounceit,andthebigmanlyformandbraveface,allseemedtocompletethespellofthesunsethour。

  Elinordidnotspeak,butwithasmilemaderoomforhimbesideheratthewindow,andthetwolookedlongatthedeepeninggrandeuroftheheavensandthemistyshadowsofheliotropeandsilverdarkeningsoftlytothetwilightbelowthem。

  \"AndGodsawthatitwasgood。Andtheeveningandthemorningwerethefourthday,\"Victorsaidatlast。

  \"Yourvoicegrowsricherwiththepassingyears,Victor,\"Elinorsaidsoftly。

  \"IwantedtohearitagainthefirsttimeIheardyouspeakoutthereoneSeptemberday。”

  \"Itiswelltogrowrichinsomething,\"Victorsaid,half-earnestly,half-carelessly。

  BeforeElinorcouldsaymore,theycaughtsightofProfessorBurgessandDennieSaxon,leavingthefrontporticoastheyhaddoneontheMayeveningbeforetheassaultonDr。Fenneben。BurgessandDennieusuallyleftthebuildingtogetherthisyear。

  \"Isn\'tDennieadarling?Elinorsaidcalmly。

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