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  Thezestforthiswasnowwell-nighover。Butonawakinginthemorningandlookingupthevalleytowardsthecastle,andatthedarkgreenheightoftheKonigsstuhlalongside,hefeltthattobecomevanquishedbyapassion,driventosuffer,fast,andprayinthedullpainsandvapoursofdespisedlove,wasacontingencynottobewelcomedtooreadily。Thereuponhesethimselftolearnthesadscienceofrenunciation,whicheverybodyhastolearninhisdegree——eitherrebellingthroughoutthelesson,or,likeSomerset,takingtoitkindlybyforceofjudgment。Amoreobstinatepupilmighthavealtogetherescapedthelessoninthepresentcasebydiscoveringitsillegality。

  Resolvingtopersevereintheheretoforesatisfactorypathsofartwhilelifeandfacultieswereleft,thougheveryinstinctmustproclaimthattherewouldbenolongeranycollateralattractioninthatpursuit,hewentalongunderthetreesoftheAnlageandreachedthecastlevaults,inwhosecoolshadeshespenttheafternoon,workingouthisintentionswithfairresult。Whenhehadstrolledbacktohishotelintheeveningthetimewasapproachingforthetable-d\'hote。Havingseatedhimselfratherearly,hespentthefewminutesofwaitinginlookingoverhispocket-book,andputtingafewfinishingtouchestotheafternoonperformancewhilsttheobjectswerefreshinhismemory。Thusoccupiedhewasbutdimlyconsciousofthecustomaryrustleofdressesandpullingupofchairsbythecrowdofotherdinersastheygatheredaroundhim。

  Servingbegan,andheputawayhisbookandpreparedforthemeal。Hehadhardlydonethiswhenhebecameconsciousthatthepersononhislefthandwasnotthetypicalcosmopolitewithboundlesshotelknowledgeandirrelevantexperiencesthathewasaccustomedtofindnexthim,butafaceherecognizedasthatofayoungmanwhomhehadmetandtalkedtoatStancyCastlegarden-party,whosenamehehadnowforgotten。Thisyoungfellowwasconversingwithsomebodyonhislefthand——nootherpersonagethanPaulaherself。NexttoPaulahebeheldDeStancy,andDeStancy\'ssisterbeyondhim。Itwasoneofthosegratuitousencounterswhichonlyhappentodiscardedloverswhohaveshowncommendablestoicismunderdisappointment,asifonpurposetoreopenandaggravatetheirwounds。

  Itseemedasiftheinterveningtravellerhadmettheotherpartybyaccidentthereandthen。InaminuteheturnedandrecognizedSomerset,andbydegreestheyoungmen\'scursoryremarkstoeachotherdevelopedintoaprettyregularconversation,interruptedonlywhenheturnedtospeaktoPaulaonhislefthand。

  \'Yourarchitecturaladvisertravelsinyourparty:howveryconvenient,\'saidtheyoungtouristtoher。\'Farpleasanterthanhavingamedicalattendantinone\'strain!\'

  Somerset,whohadnodistractionsontheothersideofhim,couldheareverywordofthis。HeglancedatPaula。Shehadnotknownofhispresenceintheroomtillnow。Theireyesmetforasecond,andshebowedsedately。Somersetreturnedherbow,andhereyeswerequicklywithdrawnwithscarcelyvisibleconfusion。

  \'Mr。Somersetisnottravellingwithus,\'shesaid。\'Wehavemetbyaccident。Mr。Somersetcametomeonbusinessalittlewhileago。\'

  \'Imustcongratulateyouonhavingputthecastleintogoodhands,\'continuedtheenthusiasticyoungman。

  \'IbelieveMr。Somersetisquitecompetent,\'saidPaulastiffly。

  ToincludeSomersetintheconversationtheyoungmanturnedtohimandadded:\'Youcarryonyourworkatthecastleconamore,nodoubt?\'

  \'ThereisworkIshouldlikebetter,\'saidSomerset。

  \'Indeed?\'

  Thefrigidityofhismannerseemedtosetherateasebydispersingallfearofascene;andalternatedialoguesofthissortwiththegentlemanintheirmidstweremoreorlesscontinuedbybothPaulaandSomersettilltheyrosefromtable。

  Inthebustleofmovingoutthetwolatterforonemomentstoodsidebyside。

  \'MissPower,\'saidSomerset,inalowvoicethatwasobscuredbytherustle,\'youhavenothingmoretosaytome?\'

  \'Ithinkthereisnothingmore?\'saidPaula,liftinghereyeswithlongingreticence。

  \'ThenItakeleaveofyou;andtendermybestwishesthatyoumayhaveapleasanttimebeforeyou!……IsetoutforEnglandto-night。\'

  \'Withaspecialphotographer,nodoubt?\'

  ItwasthefirsttimethatshehadaddressedSomersetwithameaningdistinctlybitter;andherremark,whichhadreferencetotheforgedphotograph,fellofcoursewithoutitsintendedeffect。

  \'No,MissPower,\'saidSomersetgravely。\'Butwithadeepersenseofwoman\'sthoughtlesstriflingthantimewillevereradicate。\'

  \'Isnotthatamistake?\'sheaskedinavoicethatdistinctlytrembled。

  \'Amistake?How?\'

  \'Imean,doyounotforgetmanythings?\'throwingonhimatroubledglance。\'Awomanmayfeelherselfjustifiedinherconduct,althoughitadmitsofnoexplanation。\'

  \'Idon\'tcontestthepointforamoment……Goodbye。\'

  \'Good-bye。\'

  Theypartedamidthefloweringshrubsandcagedbirdsinthehall,andhesawhernomore。DeStancycameup,andspokeafewcommonplacewords,hissisterhavinggoneout,eitherwithoutperceivingSomerset,orwithintentiontoavoidhim。

  Thatnight,ashehadsaid,hewasonhiswaytoEngland。

  VII。

  TheDeStancysandPowersremainedinHeidelbergforsomedays。AllremarkedthatafterSomerset\'sdeparturePaulawasfrequentlyirritable,thoughatothertimesassereneasever。

  Yetevenwheninablitheandsaucymoodtherewasatbottomatingeofmelancholy。Somethingdidnotlieeasyinherundemonstrativeheart,andallherfriendsexcusedtheinequalitiesofahumourwhosesource,thoughnotpositivelyknown,couldbefairlywellguessed。

  DeStancyhadlongsincediscoveredthathischancelaychieflyinherrecentlyacquiredandfancifulpredilectiond\'artisteforhoarymediaevalfamilieswithancestorsinalabasterandprimogenitiverenown。Seeingthishedweltonthosetopicswhichbroughtoutthataspectofhimselfmoreclearly,talkingfeudalismandchivalrywithazestthathehadneverhithertoshown。Yetitwasnotaltogetherfactitious。For,discoveringhowmuchthisquondamPuritanwasinterestedintheattributesoflong-chronicledhouses,areflectedinterestinhimselfaroseinhisownsoul,andhebegantowonderwhyhehadnotprizedthesethingsbefore。

  Tillnowdisgustedbythefailureofhisfamilytoholditsownintheturmoilbetweenancientandmodern,hehadgrowntoundervalueitspastprestige;anditwaswithcorrectiveardourthatheadoptedwhileheministeredtoherviews。

  HenceforwardthewooingofDeStancytooktheformofanintermittentaddress,theincidentsoftheirtravelfurnishingpegswhereontohanghissubject;sometimeshinderingit,butseldomfailingtoproduceinheragreatertoleranceofhispresence。HisnextopportunitywasthedayafterSomerset\'sdeparturefromHeidelberg。TheystoodonthegreatterraceoftheSchloss-Garten,lookingacrosstheinterveningravinetothenorth-eastfrontofthecastlewhichrosebeforetheminallitscustomarywarmtintsandbatteredmagnificence。

  \'Thisisaspot,ifany,whichshouldbringmatterstoacrisisbetweenyouandme,\'heassertedgood-humouredly。\'Butyouhavebeensosilentto-daythatIlosethespirittotakeadvantageofmyprivilege。\'

  Sheinquiredwhatprivilegehespokeof,asifquiteanothersubjecthadbeeninhermindthanDeStancy。

  \'TheprivilegeofwinningyourheartifIcan,whichyougavemeatCarlsruhe。\'

  \'O,\'shesaid。\'Well,I\'vebeenthinkingofthat。ButIdonotfeelmyselfabsolutelyboundbythestatementImadeinthatroom;andIshallexpect,ifIwithdrawit,nottobecalledtoaccountbyyou。\'

  DeStancylookedratherblank。

  \'Ifyourecedefromyourpromiseyouwilldoubtlesshavegoodreason。ButImustsolemnlybegyou,afterraisingmyhopes,tokeepasnearasyoucantoyourword,soasnottothrowmeintoutterdespair。\'

  PauladroppedherglanceintotheThier-Gartenbelowthem,wheregaypromenaderswereclamberingupbetweenthebushesandflowers。Atlengthshesaid,withevidentembarrassment,butwithmuchdistinctness:\'IdeservemuchmoreblameforwhatIhavedonethanyoucanexpresstome。Iwillconfesstoyouthewholetruth。AllthatItoldyouinthehotelatCarlsruhewassaidinamomentofpiqueatwhathadhappenedjustbeforeyoucamein。ItwassupposedIwasmuchinvolvedwithanotherman,andcircumstancesmadethesuppositionparticularlyobjectionable。ToescapeitIjumpedatthealternativeofyourself。\'

  \'That\'sbadforme!\'hemurmured。

  \'IfafterthisavowalyoubindmetomywordsIshallsaynomore:Idonotwishtorecedefromthemwithoutyourfullpermission。\'

  \'Whatacaprice!ButIreleaseyouunconditionally,\'hesaid。

  \'AndIbegyourpardonifIseemedtoshowtoomuchassurance。

  Pleaseputitdowntomygratifiedexcitement。Ientirelyacquiesceinyourwish。Iwillgoawaytowhateverplaceyouplease,andnotcomenearyoubutbyyourownpermission,andtillyouarequitesatisfiedthatmypresenceandwhatitmayleadtoisnotundesirable。Ientirelygivewaybeforeyou,andwillendeavourtomakemyfuturedevotedness,ifeverwemeetagain,anewgroundforexpectingyourfavour。\'

  Paulaseemedstruckbythegenerousandcheerfulfairnessofhisremarks,andsaidgently,\'Perhapsyourdepartureisnotabsolutelynecessaryformyhappiness;andIdonotwishfromwhatyoucallcaprice——\'

  \'Iretractthatword。\'

  \'Well,whateveritis,Idon\'twishyoutodoanythingwhichshouldcauseyourealpain,ortrouble,orhumiliation。\'

  \'That\'sverygoodofyou。\'

  \'ButIreservetomyselftherighttoacceptorrefuseyouraddresses——justasifthoserashwordsofminehadneverbeenspoken。\'

  \'ImustbearitallasbestIcan,Isuppose,\'saidDeStancy,withmelancholyhumorousness。

  \'AndIshalltreatyouasyourbehaviourshallseemtodeserve,\'shesaidplayfully。

  \'ThenImaystay?\'

  \'Yes;Iamwillingtogiveyouthatpleasure,ifitisone,inreturnfortheattentionsyouhaveshown,andthetroubleyouhavetakentomakemyjourneypleasant。\'

  ShewalkedonanddiscoveredMrs。Goodmannear,andpresentlythewholepartymettogether。DeStancydidnotfindhimselfagainathersidetilllaterintheafternoon,whentheyhadlefttheimmediateprecinctsofthecastleanddecidedonadrivetotheKonigsstuhl。

  Thecarriage,containingonlyMrs。Goodman,wasdrivenashortwayupthewindingincline,Paula,heruncle,andMissDeStancywalkingbehindundertheshadowofthetrees。ThenMrs。Goodmancalledtothemandaskedwhentheyweregoingtojoinher。

  \'Wearegoingtowalkup,\'saidMr。Power。

  Paulaseemedseizedwithaspiritofboisterousnessquiteunlikeherusualbehaviour。\'Myauntmaydriveup,andyoumaywalkup;butIshallrunup,\'shesaid。\'See,here\'saway。\'Shetrippedtowardsapaththroughthebusheswhich,insteadofwindingliketheregulartrack,madestraightforthesummit。

  Paulahadnottheremotestconceptionoftheactualdistancetothetop,imaginingittobebutacoupleofhundredyardsattheoutside,whereasitwasreallyneareramile,theascentbeinguniformlysteepalltheway。WhenheruncleandDeStancyhadseenhervanishtheystoodstill,theformerevidentlyreluctanttoforsaketheeasyascentforadifficultone,thoughhesaid,\'Wecan\'tlethergoalonethatway,I

  suppose。\'

  \'No,ofcoursenot,\'saidDeStancy。

  TheythenfollowedinthedirectiontakenbyPaula,Charlotteenteringthecarriage。WhenPowerandDeStancyhadascendedaboutfiftyyardstheformerlookedback,anddroppedofffromthepursuit,toreturntotheeasyroute,givinghiscompanionapartinghintconcerningPaula。WhereuponDeStancywentonalone。HesoonsawPaulaabovehiminthepath,whichascendedskywardstraightasJacob\'sLadder,butwassooverhungbythebrushwoodastobequiteshutoutfromthesun。Whenhereachedhersideshewasmovingeasilyupward,apparentlyenjoyingtheseclusionwhichtheplaceafforded。

  \'Isnotmyunclewithyou?\'shesaid,onturningandseeinghim。

  \'Hewentback,\'saidDeStancy。

  Sherepliedthatitwasofnoconsequence;thatsheshouldmeethimatthetop,shesupposed。

  Paulalookedupamidthegreenlightwhichfilteredthroughtheleafageasfarashereyescouldstretch。Butthetopdidnotappear,andsheallowedDeStancytogetinfront。\'Itdidnotseemsuchalongwayasthis,tolookat,\'shepresentlysaid。

  Heexplainedthatthetreeshaddeceivedherastotherealheight,byreasonofherseeingtheslopeforeshortenedwhenshelookedupfromthecastle。\'Allowmetohelpyou,\'headded。

  \'No,thankyou,\'saidPaulalightly;\'wemustbenearthetop。\'

  Theywentonagain;butnoKonigsstuhl。WhennextDeStancyturnedhefoundthatshewassittingdown;immediatelygoingbackheofferedhisarm。Shetookitinsilence,declaringthatitwasnowonderheruncledidnotcomethatwearisomeway,ifhehadeverbeentherebefore。

  DeStancydidnotexplainthatMr。Powerhadsaidtohimatparting,\'There\'sachanceforyou,ifyouwantone,\'butatoncewentonwiththesubjectbegunontheterrace。\'Ifmybehaviourisgood,youwillreaffirmthestatementmadeatCarlsruhe?\'

  \'Itisnotfairtobeginthatnow!\'expostulatedPaula;\'Icanonlythinkofgettingtothetop。\'

  Hercolourdeepeningbytheexertion,hesuggestedthatsheshouldsitdownagainononeofthemossybouldersbythewayside。Nothinglothshedid,DeStancystandingby,andwithhiscanescratchingthemossfromthestone。

  \'Thisisratherawkward,\'saidPaula,inherusualcircumspectway。\'Myrelativesandyoursisterwillbesuretosuspectmeofhavingarrangedthisscramblewithyou。\'

  \'ButIknowbetter,\'sighedDeStancy。\'IwishtoHeavenyouhadarrangedit!\'

  Shewasnotatthetop,butshetookadvantageofthehalttoanswerhispreviousquestion。\'TherearemanypointsonwhichImustbesatisfiedbeforeIcanreaffirmanything。Doyounotseethatyouaremistakeninclingingtothisidea?——thatyouarelayingupmortificationanddisappointmentforyourself?\'

  \'Anegativereplyfromyouwouldbedisappointment,earlyorlate。\'

  \'Andyoupreferhavingitlatetoacceptingitnow?IfIwereaman,Ishouldliketoabandonafalsescentassoonaspossible。\'

  \'Isupposeallthathasbutonemeaning:thatIamtogo。\'

  \'Ono,\'shemagnanimouslyassuredhim,boundingupfromherseat;\'Iadheretomystatementthatyoumaystay;thoughitistruesomethingmaypossiblyhappentomakemealtermymind。\'

  Heagainofferedhisarm,andfromsheernecessitysheleantuponitasbefore。

  \'Grantmebutamoment\'spatience,\'hebegan。

  \'CaptainDeStancy!Isthisfair?Iamphysicallyobligedtoholdyourarm,sothatIMUSTlistentowhatyousay!\'

  \'No,itisnotfair;\'ponmysoulitisnot!\'saidDeStancy。

  \'Iwon\'tsayanotherword。\'

  Hedidnot;andtheyclamberedonthroughtheboughs,nothingdisturbingthesolitudebuttherustleoftheirownfootstepsandthesingingofbirdsoverhead。Theyoccasionallygotapeepatthesky;andwheneveratwighungoutinapositiontostrikePaula\'sfacethegallantcaptainbentitasidewithhisstick。Butshedidnotthankhim。Perhapshewasjustaswellsatisfiedasifshehaddoneso。

  Paula,panting,brokethesilence:\'Willyougoon,anddiscoverifthetopisnear?\'

  Hewenton。Thistimethetopwasnear。Whenhereturnedshewassittingwherehehadleftheramongtheleaves。\'Itisquitenearnow,\'hetoldhertenderly,andshetookhisarmagainwithoutaword。Soonthepathchangeditsnaturefromasteepandruggedwatercoursetoalevelgreenpromenade。

  \'Thankyou,CaptainDeStancy,\'shesaid,lettinggohisarmasifrelieved。

  Beforethemrosethetower,andatthebasetheybeheldtwooftheirfriends,Mr。Powerbeingseenabove,lookingovertheparapetthroughhisglass。

  \'Youwillgotothetopnow?\'saidDeStancy。

  \'No,Itakenointerestinit。Myinteresthasturnedtofatigue。Ionlywanttogohome。\'

  Hetookherontowherethecarriagestoodatthefootofthetower,andleavingherwithhissisterascendedtheturrettothetop。Thelandscapehadquitechangedfromitsafternoonappearance,andhadbecomerathermarvellousthanbeautiful。

  Theairwaschargedwithaluridexhalationthatblurredtheextensiveview。HecouldseethedistantRhineatitsjunctionwiththeNeckar,shininglikeathreadofbloodthroughthemistwhichwasgraduallywrappingupthedecliningsun。Thescenehadinitsomethingthatwasmorethanmelancholy,andnotmuchlessthantragic;butforDeStancysucheveningeffectspossessedlittlemeaning。Hewasengagedinanenterprisethattaxedallhisresources,andhadnosentimentstospareforair,earth,orskies。

  \'Remarkablescene,\'saidPower,mildly,athiselbow。

  \'Yes;Idaresayitis,\'saidDeStancy。\'TimehasbeenwhenIshouldhaveheldforthuponsuchaprospect,andwonderedifitslividcoloursshadowedoutmyownlife,etcaetera,etcaetera。But,begad,Ihavealmostforgottenthere\'ssuchathingasNature,andIcarefornothingbutacomfortablelife,andacertainwomanwhodoesnotcareforme!……Nowshallwegodown?\'

  VIII。

  ItwasquitetruethatDeStancyatthepresentperiodofhisexistencewishedonlytoescapefromthehurly-burlyofactivelife,andtowintheaffectionofPaulaPower。Therewere,however,occasionswhenarecollectionofhisoldrenunciatoryvowswouldobtrudeitselfuponhim,andtingehispresentwithwaywardbitterness。SomuchwasthisthecasethatadayortwoaftertheyhadarrivedatMainzhecouldnotrefrainfrommakingremarksalmostprejudicialtohiscause,sayingtoher,\'Iamunfortunateinmysituation。Thereare,unhappily,worldlyreasonswhyIshouldpretendtoloveyou,evenifIdonot:theyaresostrongthat,thoughreallylovingyou,perhapstheyenterintomythoughtsofyou。\'

  \'Idon\'twanttoknowwhatsuchreasonsare,\'saidPaula,withpromptness,foritrequiredbutlittleastutenesstodiscoverthathealludedtothealienatedWessexhomeandestates。

  \'Youlacktone,\'shegentlyadded:\'that\'swhythesituationofaffairsseemsdistastefultoyou。\'

  \'Yes,IsupposeIamill。AndyetIamwellenough。\'

  TheseremarkspassedunderatreeinthepublicgardensduringanoddminuteofwaitingforCharlotteandMrs。Goodman;andhesaidnomoretoherinprivatethatday。Fewasherwordshadbeenhelikedthembetterthananyhehadlatelyreceived。

  Theconversationwasnotresumedtilltheyweregliding\'betweenthebanksthatbearthevine,\'onboardoneoftheRhinesteamboats,which,likethehotelsinthisearlysummertime,werecomparativelyfreefromotherEnglishtravellers;

  sothateverywherePaulaandherpartywerereceivedwithopenarmsandcheerfulcountenances,asamongthefirstswallowsoftheseason。

  Thesaloonofthesteamboatwasquiteempty,thefewpassengersbeingoutside;andthispaucityofvoyagersaffordedDeStancyaroomyopportunity。

  Paulasawhimapproachher,andthereappearinginhisfacesignsthathewouldbeginagainontheeternalsubject,sheseemedtobestruckwithasenseoftheludicrous。

  DeStancyreddened。\'Somethingseemstoamuseyou,\'hesaid。

  \'Itisover,\'shereplied,becomingserious。

  \'Wasitaboutme,andthisunhappyfeverinme?\'

  \'IfIspeakthetruthImustsayitwas。\'

  \'Youthought,\"Here\'sthatabsurdmanagain,goingtobeginhisdailysupplication。\"\'

  \'Not\"absurd,\"\'shesaid,withemphasis;\'becauseIdon\'tthinkitisabsurd。\'

  ShecontinuedlookingthroughthewindowsattheLurleiHeightsunderwhichtheywerenowpassing,andheremainedwithhiseyesonher。

  \'MayIstayherewithyou?\'hesaidatlast。\'Ihavenothadawordwithyoualoneforfour-and-twentyhours。\'

  \'Youmustbecheerful,then。\'

  \'Youhavesaidsuchasthatbefore。Iwishyouwouldsay\"loving\"insteadof\"cheerful。\"\'

  \'Yes,Iknow,Iknow,\'sheresponded,withimpatientperplexity。\'Butwhymustyouthinkofme——meonly?Istherenootherwomanintheworldwhohasthepowertomakeyouhappy?Iamsuretheremustbe。\'

  \'Perhapsthereis;butIhaveneverseenher。\'

  \'Thenlookforher;andbelievemewhenIsaythatyouwillcertainlyfindher。\'

  Heshookhishead。

  \'CaptainDeStancy,Ihavelongfeltforyou,\'shecontinued,withafrankglanceintohisface。\'Youhavedeprivedyourselftoolongofotherwomen\'scompany。Whynotgoawayforalittletime?andwhenyouhavefoundsomebodyelselikelytomakeyouhappy,youcanmeetmeagain。Iwillseeyouatyourfather\'shouse,andwewillenjoyallthepleasureofeasyfriendship。\'

  \'Verycorrect;andverycold,Obestofwomen!\'

  \'Youaretoofullofexclamationsandtransports,Ithink!\'

  Theystoodinsilence,Paulaapparentlymuchinterestedinthemanoeuvringofaraftwhichwaspassingby。\'DearMissPower,\'heresumed,\'beforeIgoandjoinyouruncleabove,letmejustask,DoIstandanychanceatallyet?Isitpossibleyoucanneverbemorepliantthanyouhavebeen?\'

  \'Youputmeoutofallpatience!\'

  \'Butwhydidyouraisemyhopes?Youshouldatleastpitymeafterdoingthat。\'

  \'Yes;it\'sthatagain!IunfortunatelyraisedyourhopesbecauseIwasafool——wasnotmyselfthatmoment。Nowquestionmenomore。AsitisIthinkyoupresumetoomuchuponmybecomingyoursastheconsequenceofmyhavingdismissedanother。\'

  \'Notonbecomingmine,butonlisteningtome。\'

  \'YourargumentwouldbereasonableenoughhadIledyoutobelieveIwouldlistentoyou——andultimatelyacceptyou;butthatIhavenotdone。Iseenowthatawomanwhogivesamananansweroneshadelessperemptorythanaharshnegativemaybecarriedbeyondherintentions,andoutofherownpowerbeforesheknowsit。\'

  \'Chidemeifyouwill;Idon\'tcare!\'

  Shelookedsteadfastlyathimwithalittlemischiefinhereyes。\'YouDOcare,\'shesaid。

  \'Thenwhydon\'tyoulistentome?Iwouldnotpersevereforamomentlongerifitwereagainstthewishesofyourfamily。

  Yourunclesaysitwouldgivehimpleasuretoseeyouacceptme。\'

  \'Doeshesaywhy?\'sheaskedthoughtfully。

  \'Yes;hetakes,ofcourse,apracticalviewofthematter;hethinksitcommendsitselfsotoreasonandcommonsensethattheownerofStancyCastleshouldbecomeamemberoftheDeStancyfamily。\'

  \'Yes,that\'sthehorridplagueofit,\'shesaid,withanonchalancewhichseemedtocontradictherwords。\'Itissodreadfullyreasonablethatweshouldmarry。Iwishitwasn\'t!\'

  \'Well,youareyoungerthanI,andperhapsthat\'sanaturalwish。Buttomeitseemsafelicitouscombinationnotoftenmetwith。Iconfessthatyourinterestinourfamilybeforeyouknewmelentastabilitytomyhopesthatotherwisetheywouldnothavehad。\'

  \'MyinterestintheDeStancyshasnotbeenapersonalinterestexceptinthecaseofyoursister,\'shereturned。

  \'Ithasbeenanhistoricalinterestonly;andisnotatallincreasedbyyourexistence。\'

  \'Andperhapsitisnotdiminished?\'

  \'No,Iamnotawarethatitisdiminished,\'shemurmured,assheobservedtheglidingshore。

  \'Well,youwillallowmetosaythis,sinceIsayitwithoutreferencetoyourpersonalityortomine——thatthePowerandDeStancyfamiliesarethecomplementstoeachother;andthat,abstractedly,theycallearnestlytooneanother:\"Howneatandfitathingforustojoinhands!\"\'

  Paula,whowasnotprudishwhenadirectappealwasmadetohercommonsense,answeredwithreadycandour:\'Yes,fromthepointofviewofdomesticpolitics,thatundoubtedlyisthecase。ButIhopeIamnotsocalculatingastoriskhappinessinordertoroundoffasocialidea。\'

  \'Ihopenot;orthatIameither。Stillthesocialideaexists,andmyincreasedyearsmakeitsexcellencemoreobvioustomethantoyou。\'

  Theiceoncebrokenonthisaspectofthequestion,thesubjectseemedfurthertoengrossher,andshespokeonasifdaringlyinclinedtoventurewhereshehadneveranticipatedgoing,derivingpleasurefromtheverystrangenessofhertemerity:\'YoumeanthatinthefitnessofthingsIoughttobecomeaDeStancytostrengthenmysocialposition?\'

  \'AndthatIoughttostrengthenminebyalliancewiththeheiressofanamesodeartoengineeringscienceasPower。\'

  \'Well,wearetalkingwithunexpectedfrankness。\'

  \'Butyouarenotseriouslydispleasedwithmeforsayingwhat,afterall,onecan\'thelpfeelingandthinking?\'

  \'No。Onlybesogoodastoleaveoffgoingfurtherforthepresent。Indeed,ofthetwo,Iwouldratherhavetheothersortofaddress。Imean,\'shehastilyadded,\'thatwhatyouurgeastheresultofarealaffection,howeverunsuitable,I

  havesomeremotesatisfactioninlisteningto——nottheleastfromanyreciprocalloveonmyside,butfromawoman\'sgratificationatbeingtheobjectofanybody\'sdevotion;forthatfeelingtowardsherisalwaysregardedasameritinawoman\'seye,andtakenasakindnessbyher,evenwhenitisattheexpenseofherconvenience。\'

  Shehadsaid,voluntarilyorinvoluntarily,betterthingsthanheexpected,andperhapstoomuchinherownopinion,forshehardlygavehimanopportunityofreplying。

  TheypassedSt。GoarandBoppard,andwhensteeringroundthesharpbendoftheriverjustbeyondthelatterplaceDeStancymetheragain,exclaiming,\'Youleftmeverysuddenly。\'

  \'Youmustmakeallowances,please,\'shesaid;\'Ihavealwaysstoodinneedofthem。\'

  \'Thenyoushallalwayshavethem。\'

  \'Idon\'tdoubtit,\'shesaidquickly;butPaulawasnottobecaughtagain,andkeptclosetothesideofherauntwhiletheyglidedpastBraubackandOberlahnstein。ApproachingCoblenzherauntsaid,\'Paula,letmesuggestthatyoubenotsomuchalonewithCaptainDeStancy。\'

  \'Andwhy?\'saidPaulaquietly。

  \'You\'llhaveplentyofoffersifyouwantthem,withouttakingtrouble,\'saidthedirectMrs。Goodman。\'Yourexistenceishardlyknowntotheworldyet,andCaptainDeStancyistoonearmiddle-ageforagirllikeyou。\'Pauladidnotreplytoeitheroftheseremarks,beingseeminglysointerestedinEhrenbreitstein\'sheightsasnottohearthem。

  IX。

  ItwasmidnightatCoblenz,andthetravellershadretiredtorestintheirrespectiveapartments,overlookingtheriver。

  Findingthattherewasamoonshining,Paulaleantoutofherwindow。ThetallrockofEhrenbreitsteinontheoppositeshorewasfloodedwithlight,andabelatedsteamerwasdrawinguptothelanding-stage,whereitpresentlydepositeditspassengers。

  \'Weshouldhavecomebythelastboat,soastohavebeentouchedintoromancebytheraysofthismoon,likethosehappypeople,\'saidavoice。

  Shelookedtowardsthespotwhencethevoiceproceeded,whichwasawindowquitenearathand。DeStancywassmokingoutsideit,andshebecameawarethatthewordswereaddressedtoher。

  \'Youleftmeveryabruptly,\'hecontinued。

  Paula\'sinstinctofcautionimpelledhertospeak。

  \'Thewindowsareallopen,\'shemurmured。\'Pleasebecareful。\'

  \'TherearenoEnglishinthishotelexceptourselves。Ithankyouforwhatyousaidto-day。\'

  \'Pleasebecareful,\'sherepeated。

  \'MydearMissP——\'

  \'Don\'tmentionnames,anddon\'tcontinuethesubject!\'

  \'Lifeanddeathperhapsdependuponmyrenewingitsoon!\'

  Sheshutthewindowdecisively,possiblywonderingifDeStancyhaddrunkaglassortwoofSteinbergmorethanwasgoodforhim,andsawnomoreofmoonlitEhrenbreitsteinthatnight,andheardnomoreofDeStancy。Butitwassometimebeforeheclosedhiswindow,andprevioustodoingsosawadarkformatanadjoiningoneontheotherside。

  ItwasMr。Power,alsotakingtheair。\'Well,whatluckto-

  day?\'saidPower。

  \'Adecidedadvance,\'saidDeStancy。

  Noneofthespeakersknewthatalittlepersonintheroomaboveheardallthisout-of-windowtalk。Charlotte,thoughnotlookingout,hadlefthercasementopen;andwhatreachedherearssetherwonderingastotheresult。

  ItisnotnecessarytodetailinfullDeStancy\'simperceptibleadvanceswithPauladuringthatnorthwardjourney——soslowlyperformedthatitseemedasifshemustperceivetherewasaspecialreasonfordelayingherreturntoEngland。AtCologneonedayheconvenientlyovertookherwhenshewasascendingthehotelstaircase。Seeinghim,shewenttothewindowoftheentresollanding,whichcommandedaviewoftheRhine,meaningthatheshouldpassbytohisroom。

  \'Ihavebeenveryuneasy,\'beganthecaptain,drawinguptoherside;\'andIamobligedtotroubleyousoonerthanImeanttodo。\'

  Paulaturnedhereyesuponhimwithsomecuriosityastowhatwascomingofthisrespectfuldemeanour。\'Indeed!\'shesaid,Hetheninformedherthathehadbeenoverhaulinghimselfsincetheylasttalked,andhadsomereasontoblamehimselfforbluntnessandgeneralwantofeuphemism;which,althoughhehadmeantnothingbyit,musthavebeenverydisagreeabletoher。Buthehadalwaysaimedatsincerity,particularlyashehadtodealwithaladywhodespisedhypocrisyandwasaboveflattery。However,hefearedhemighthavecarriedhisdisregardforconventionalitytoofar。Butfromthattimehewouldpromisethatsheshouldfindanalterationbywhichhehopedhemightreturnthefriendshipatleastofayoungladyhehonouredmorethananyotherintheworld。

  Thisretrogrademovementwasevidentlyunexpectedbythehonouredyoungladyherself。Afterbeingsolongaccustomedtorebukehimforhispersistencetherewasnoveltyinfindinghimdotheworkforher。Theguessmightevenhavebeenhazardedthattherewasalsodisappointment。

  StilllookingacrosstheriveratthebridgeofboatswhichstretchedtotheoppositesuburbofDeutz:\'Youneednotblameyourself,\'shesaid,withthemildestconceivablemanner,\'Icanmakeallowances。AllIwishisthatyoushouldremainundernomisapprehension。\'

  \'Icomprehend,\'hesaidthoughtfully。\'Butsince,byaperversefate,Ihavebeenthrownintoyourcompany,youcouldhardlyexpectmetofeelandactotherwise。\'

  \'Perhapsnot。\'

  \'SinceIhavesomuchreasontobedissatisfiedwithmyself,\'

  headded,\'Icannotrefrainfromcriticizingelsewheretoaslightextent,andthinkingIhavetodowithanungenerousperson。\'

  \'Whyungenerous?\'

  \'Inthisway;thatsinceyoucannotloveme,youseenoreasonatallfortryingtodosointhefactthatIsodeeplyloveyou;henceIsaythatyouarerathertobedistinguishedbyyourwisdomthanbyyourhumanity。\'

  \'Itcomestothis,thatifyourwordsareallseriouslymeantitismuchtoberegrettedweevermet,\'shemurmured。\'Nowwillyougoontowhereyouweregoing,andleavemehere?\'

  Withoutaremonstrancehewenton,sayingwithdejectedwhimsicalityashesmiledbackuponher,\'Youshowawisdomwhichforsoyoungaladyisperfectlysurprising。\'

  ItwasresolvedtoprolongthejourneybyacircuitthroughHollandandBelgium;butnothingchangedintheattitudesofPaulaandCaptainDeStancytilloneafternoonduringtheirstayattheHague,whentheyhadgoneforadrivedowntoScheveningenbythelongstraightavenueofchestnutsandlimes,underwhoseboughstuftsofwildparsleywavedtheirflowers,exceptwherethebuitenplaatsenofretiredmerchantsblazedforthwithnewpaintofeveryhue。Onmountingthedunewhichkeptouttheseabehindthevillageabriskbreezegreetedtheirfaces,andafinesandblewupintotheireyes。

  DeStancyscreenedPaulawithhisumbrellaastheystoodwiththeirbackstothewind,lookingdownontheredroofsofthevillagewithintheseawall,andpullingatthelonggrasswhichbysomemeansfoundnourishmentinthepowderysoilofthedune。

  Whentheyhaddiscussedthescenehecontinued,\'Italwaysseemstomethatthisplacereflectstheaveragemoodofhumanlife。Imean,ifwestrikethebalancebetweenourbestmoodsandourworstweshallfindouraverageconditiontostandataboutthesamepitchinemotionalcolourasthesesandydunesandthisgreyscenedoinlandscape。\'

  Paulacontendedthatheoughtnottomeasureeverybodybyhimself。

  \'Ihavenootherstandard,\'saidDeStancy;\'andifmyowniswrong,itisyouwhohavemadeitso。HaveyouthoughtanymoreofwhatIsaidatCologne?\'

  \'Idon\'tquiterememberwhatyoudidsayatCologne?\'

  \'Mydearestlife!\'Paula\'seyesroundingsomewhat,hecorrectedtheexclamation。\'MydearMissPower,Iwill,withoutreserve,tellittoyoualloveragain。\'

  \'Prayspareyourselftheeffort,\'shesaiddrily。\'Whathasthatonefatalstepbetrayedmeinto!……DoyouseriouslymeantosaythatIamthecauseofyourlifebeingcolouredlikethissceneofgrassandsand?Ifso,Ihavecommittedaverygreatfault!\'

  \'Itcanbenullifiedbyaword。\'

  \'Suchaword!\'

  \'Itisaveryshortone。\'

  \'There\'sastillshorteronemoretothepurpose。Frankly,I

  believeyoususpectmetohavesomelatentandunownedinclinationforyou——thatyouthinkspeakingistheonlypointuponwhichIambackward……Therenow,itisraining;

  whatshallwedo?Ithoughtthiswindmeantrain。\'

  \'Do?Standonhere,aswearestandingnow。\'

  \'Yoursisterandmyauntaregoneunderthewall。Ithinkwewillwalktowardsthem。\'

  \'Youhadmademehope,\'hecontinuedhisthoughtsapparentlyfarawayfromtherainandthewindandthepossibilityofshelter,\'thatyoumightchangeyourmind,andgivetoyouroriginalpromisealiberalmeaninginrenewingit。InbriefI

  meanthis,thatyouwouldallowittomergeintoanengagement。Don\'tthinkitpresumptuous,\'hewenton,asheheldtheumbrellaoverher;\'IamsureanymanwouldspeakasIdo。Adistinctpermissiontobewithyouonprobation——thatwaswhatyougavemeatCarlsruhe:andflingingcasuistryononeside,whatdoesthatmean?\'

  \'ThatIamartisticallyinterestedinyourfamilyhistory。\'

  Andshewentoutfromtheumbrellatotheshelterofthehotelwhereshefoundherauntandfriend。

  DeStancycouldnotbutfeelthathispersistencehadmadesomeimpression。Itwashardlypossiblethatawomanofindependentnaturewouldhavetoleratedhisdanglingathersidesolong,ifhispresencewerewhollydistastefultoher。

  ThateveningwhendrivingbacktotheHaguebyadeviousroutethroughthedenseavenuesoftheBoschheconversedwithheragain;alsothenextdaywhenstandingbytheVijverlookingattheswans;andineachcasesheseemedtohaveatleastgotoverherobjectiontobeingseentalkingtohim,apartfromtheremainderofthetravellingparty。

  ScenesverysimilartothoseatScheveningenandontheRhinewereenactedatlaterstagesoftheirdesultoryjourney。Mr。

  PowerhadproposedtocrossfromRotterdam;butastiffnorth-

  westerlybreezeprevailingPaulaherselfbecamereluctanttohastenbacktoStancyCastle。TurningabruptlytheymadeforBrussels。

  Itwashere,whilewalkinghomewardfromtheParkonemorning,thatheruncleforthefirsttimealludedtothesituationofaffairsbetweenherselfandheradmirer。ThecaptainhadgoneuptheRueRoyalewithhissisterandMrs。Goodman,eithertoshowthemthehouseinwhichtheballtookplaceontheeveofQuatreBrasorsomeothersiteofinterest,andthetwoPowerswerethuslefttothemselves。ToreachtheirhoteltheypassedintoalittlestreetslopingsteeplydownfromtheRueRoyaletothePlaceSte。Gudule,where,atthemomentofnearingthecathedral,aweddingpartyemergedfromtheporchandcrossedinfrontofuncleandniece。

  \'Ihope,\'saidtheformer,inhispassionlessway,\'weshallseeaperformanceofthissortbetweenyouandCaptainDeStancy,notsoverylongafterourreturntoEngland。\'

  \'Why?\'askedPaula,followingthebridewithhereyes。

  \'Itisdiplomatically,asImaysay,suchahighlycorrectthing——suchanexpedientthing——suchanobviousthingtoalleyes。\'

  \'Notaltogethertomine,uncle,\'shereturned。

  \'\'Twouldbeathousandpitiestoletslipsuchaneatofferofadjustingdifficultiesasaccidentmakesyouinthis。Youcouldmarrymoretin,that\'strue;butyoudon\'twantit,Paula。Youwantaname,andhistoricwhat-do-they-call-it。

  Nowbycomingtotermswiththecaptainyou\'llbeLadyDeStancyinafewyears:andatitlewhichisuselesstohim,andafortuneandcastlewhichareinsomedegreeuselesstoyou,willmakeasplendidwholeusefultoyouboth。\'

  \'I\'vethoughtitover——quite,\'sheanswered。\'AndIquiteseewhattheadvantagesare。ButhowifIdon\'tcareoneatomforartisticcompletenessandasplendidwhole;anddocareverymuchtodowhatmyfancyinclinesmetodo?\'

  \'ThenIshouldsaythat,takingacomprehensiveviewofhumannatureofallcolours,yourfancyisaboutthesilliestfancyexistingonthisearthlyball。\'

  Paulalaughedindifferently,andherunclefeltthat,persistentaswashisnature,hewasthewrongmantoinfluenceherbyargument。Paula\'sblindnesstotheadvantagesofthematch,ifshewereblind,wasthatofawomanwhowouldn\'tsee,andthebestargumentwassilence。

  Thiswasinsomemeasureprovedthenextmorning。WhenPaulamadeherappearanceMrs。Goodmansaid,holdingupanenvelope:

  \'Here\'saletterfromMr。Somerset。\'

  \'Dearme,\'saidsheblandly,thoughaquicklittleflushascendedhercheek。\'Ihadnearlyforgottenhim!\'

  Theletteronbeingreadcontainedarequestasbriefasitwasunexpected。Havingpreparedallthedrawingsnecessaryfortherebuilding,Somersetbeggedleavetoresignthesuperintendenceoftheworkintootherhands。

  \'Hislettercapsyourremarksveryaptly,\'saidMrs。Goodman,withsecrettriumph。\'Youarenearlyforgettinghim,andheisquiteforgettingyou。\'

  \'Yes,\'saidPaula,affectingcarelessness。\'Well,Imustgetsomebodyelse,Isuppose。\'

  X。

  TheynextdeviatedtoAmiens,intendingtostaythereonlyonenight;buttheirschemeswerederangedbythesuddenillnessofCharlotte。Shehadbeenlookingunwellforafortnightpast,though,withherusualself-abnegation,shehadmadelightofherailment。Evennowshedeclaredshecouldgoon;

  butthiswassaidover-night,andinthemorningitwasabundantlyevidentthattomoveherwashighlyunadvisable。

  Stillshewasnotinseriousdanger,andhavingcalledinaphysician,whopronouncedrestindispensable,theypreparedtoremainintheoldPicardcapitaltwoorthreeadditionaldays。

  Mr。PowerthoughthewouldtakeadvantageofthehalttorunuptoParis,leavingDeStancyinchargeoftheladies。

  InmorewaysthanintheillnessofCharlottethisdaywastheharbingerofacrisis。

  Itwasasummereveningwithoutacloud。Charlottehadfallenasleepinherbed,andPaula,whohadbeensittingbyher,lookedoutintothePlaceSt。Denis,whichthehotelcommanded。Thelawnofthesquarewasallablazewithredandyellowclumpsofflowers,theacaciatreeswerebrightlygreen,thesunwassoftandlow。TemptedbytheprospectPaulawentandputonherhat;andarousingheraunt,whowasnoddinginthenextroom,torequesthertokeepanearonCharlotte\'sbedroom,PauladescendedintotheRuedeNoyonalone,andenteredthegreenenclosure。

  Whileshewalkedround,twoorthreelittlechildreninchargeofanursetrundledalargevariegatedballalongthegrass,anditrolledtoPaula\'sfeet。Shesmiledatthem,andendeavouredtoreturnitbyaslightkick。Theballroseintheair,andpassingoverthebackofaseatwhichstoodunderoneofthetrees,alightedinthelapofagentlemanhithertoscreenedbyitsboughs。ThebackandshouldersprovedtobethoseofDeStancy。Heturnedhishead,jumpedup,andwasathersideinaninstant,anettledflushhavingmeanwhilecrossedPaula\'sface。

  \'IthoughtyouhadgonetotheHotoiePromenade,\'shesaidhastily。\'Iamgoingtothecathedral;\'obviouslyutteredlestitshouldseemthatshehadseenhimfromthehotelwindows,andenteredthesquareforhiscompany。

  \'Ofcourse:thereisnothingelsetogotohere——evenforRoundheads。\'

  \'IfyoumeanMEbythat,youareverymuchmistaken,\'saidshetestily。

  \'TheRoundheadswereyourancestors,andtheyknockeddownmyancestors\'castle,andbrokethestainedglassandstatuaryofthecathedral,\'saidDeStancyslily;\'andnowyougonotonlytoacathedral,buttoaserviceoftheunreformedChurchinit。\'

  \'Inaforeigncountryitisdifferentfromhome,\'saidPaulainextenuation;\'andyouofallmenshouldnotreproachmefortergiversation——whenithasbeenbroughtaboutby——bymysympathieswith——\'

  \'WiththetroublesoftheDeStancys。\'

  \'Well,youknowwhatImean,\'sheanswered,withconsiderableanxietynottobemisunderstood;\'mylikingfortheoldcastle,andwhatitcontains,andwhatitsuggests。IdeclareIwillnotexplaintoyoufurther——whyshouldI?Iamnotanswerabletoyou!\'

  Paula\'sshowofpetulancewasperhapsnotwhollybecauseshehadappearedtoseekhim,butalsofrombeingremindedbyhiscriticismthatMr。Woodwell\'sprophecyonherweaklysuccumbingtosurroundingswasslowlyworkingoutitsfulfilment。

  Shemovedforwardtowardsthegateatthefurtherendofthesquare,beyondwhichthecathedrallayataveryshortdistance。Pauladidnotturnherhead,andDeStancystrolledslowlyafterherdowntheRueduCollege。Thedayhappenedtobeoneofthechurchfestivals,andpeoplewereasecondtimeflockingintotheloftymonumentofCatholicismatitsmeridian。Paulavanishedintotheporchwiththerest;and,almostcatchingthewicketasitflewbackfromherhand,hetooenteredthehigh-shoulderededifice——anedificedoomedtolabourunderthemelancholymisfortuneofseemingonlyhalfasvastasitreallyis,andastrulyaswhimsicallydescribedbyHeineasamonumentbuiltwiththestrengthofTitans,anddecoratedwiththepatienceofdwarfs。

  DeStancywalkedupthenave,soclosebesideherastotouchherdress;butshewouldnotrecognizehispresence;thedarknessthateveninghadthrownovertheinterior,whichwasscarcelybrokenbythefewcandlesdottedabout,beingasufficientexcuseifsherequiredone。

  \'MissPower,\'DeStancysaidatlast,\'Iamcomingtotheservicewithyou。\'

  Shereceivedtheintelligencewithoutsurprise,andheknewshehadbeenconsciousofhimalltheway。

  Paulawentnofurtherthanthemiddleofthenave,wheretherewashardlyasoul,andtookachairbesideasolitaryrushlightwhichlookedamidthevaguegloomoftheinaccessiblearchitecturelikealighthouseatthefootoftallcliffs。

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