第4章
加入书架 A- A+
点击下载App,搜索"A Group of Noble Dames",免费读到尾

  walkingaboutoutside,andstraininghereyesalongthehighwayfortheexpectedone。Buteachcloudofdustthatenlargedinthedistanceanddrewnearwasfoundtodiscloseaconveyanceotherthanhispost-chaise。Barbararemainedtilltheappointmentwastwohourspassed,andthenbegantofearthatowingtosomeadversewindintheChannelhewasnotcomingthatnight。

  Whilewaitingshewasconsciousofacurioustrepidationthatwasnotentirelysolicitude,anddidnotamounttodread;hertensestateofincertitudeborderedbothondisappointmentandonrelief。

  Shehadlivedsixorsevenweekswithanimperfectlyeducatedyethandsomehusbandwhomnowshehadnotseenforseventeenmonths,andwhowassochangedphysicallybyanaccidentthatshewasassuredshewouldhardlyknowhim。Canwewonderathercompoundstateofmind?

  ButherimmediatedifficultywastogetawayfromLorntonInn,forhersituationwasbecomingembarrassing。LiketoomanyofBarbara\'sactions,thisdrivehadbeenundertakenwithoutmuchreflection。

  Expectingtowaitnomorethanafewminutesforherhusbandinhispost-chaise,andtoenteritwithhim,shehadnothesitatedtoisolateherselfbysendingbackherownlittlevehicle。Shenowfoundthat,beingsowellknowninthisneighbourhood,herexcursiontomeetherlong-absenthusbandwasexcitinggreatinterest。Shewasconsciousthatmoreeyeswerewatchingherfromtheinn-windowsthanmetherowngaze。Barbarahaddecidedtogethomebyhiringwhateverkindofconveyancethetavernafforded,when,straininghereyesforthelasttimeoverthenowdarkeninghighway,sheperceivedyetanotherdust-clouddrawingnear。Shepaused;achariotascendedtotheinn,andwouldhavepassedhadnotitsoccupantcaughtsightofherstandingexpectantly。Thehorseswerecheckedontheinstant。

  \'Youhere——andalone,mydearMrs。Willowes?\'saidLordUplandtowers,whosecarriageitwas。

  Sheexplainedwhathadbroughtherintothislonelysituation;and,ashewasgoinginthedirectionofherownhome,sheacceptedhisofferofaseatbesidehim。Theirconversationwasembarrassedandfragmentaryatfirst;butwhentheyhaddrivenamileortwoshewassurprisedtofindherselftalkingearnestlyandwarmlytohim:herimpulsivenesswasintruthbutthenaturalconsequenceofherlateexistence——asomewhatdesolateonebyreasonofthestrangemarriageshehadmade;andthereisnomoreindiscreetmoodthanthatofawomansurprisedintotalkwhohaslongbeenimposinguponherselfapolicyofreserve。Thereforeheringenuousheartrosewithaboundintoherthroatwhen,inresponsetohisleadingquestions,orratherhints,sheallowedhertroublestoleakoutofher。LordUplandtowerstookherquitetoherowndoor,althoughhehaddriventhreemilesoutofhiswaytodoso;andinhandingherdownsheheardfromhimawhisperofsternreproach:\'Itneednothavebeenthusifyouhadlistenedtome!\'

  Shemadenoreply,andwentindoors。There,astheeveningworeaway,sheregrettedmoreandmorethatshehadbeensofriendlywithLordUplandtowers。Buthehadlaunchedhimselfuponhersounexpectedly:ifshehadonlyforeseenthemeetingwithhim,whatacarefullineofconductshewouldhavemarkedout!Barbarabrokeintoaperspirationofdisquietwhenshethoughtofherunreserve,and,inself-chastisement,resolvedtosituptillmidnightonthebarechanceofEdmond\'sreturn;directingthatsuppershouldbelaidforhim,improbableashisarrivaltillthemorrowwas。

  Thehourswentpast,andtherewasdeadsilenceinandroundaboutYewsholtLodge,exceptforthesoughingofthetrees;till,whenitwasnearuponmidnight,sheheardthenoiseofhoofsandwheelsapproachingthedoor。Knowingthatitcouldonlybeherhusband,Barbarainstantlywentintothehalltomeethim。Yetshestoodtherenotwithoutasensationoffaintness,somanywerethechangessincetheirparting!And,owingtohercasualencounterwithLordUplandtowers,hisvoiceandimagestillremainedwithher,excludingEdmond,herhusband,fromtheinnercircleofherimpressions。

  Butshewenttothedoor,andthenextmomentafiguresteppedinside,ofwhichsheknewtheoutline,butlittlebesides。Herhusbandwasattiredinaflappingblackcloakandslouchedhat,appearingaltogetherasaforeigner,andnotastheyoungEnglishburgesswhohadleftherside。Whenhecameforwardintothelightofthelamp,sheperceivedwithsurprise,andalmostwithfright,thatheworeamask。Atfirstshehadnotnoticedthis——therebeingnothinginitscolourwhichwouldleadacasualobservertothinkhewaslookingonanythingbutarealcountenance。

  Hemusthaveseenherstartofdismayattheunexpectednessofhisappearance,forhesaidhastily:\'Ididnotmeantocomeintoyoulikethis——Ithoughtyouwouldhavebeeninbed。Howgoodyouare,dearBarbara!\'Heputhisarmroundher,buthedidnotattempttokissher。

  \'OEdmond——itISyou?——itmustbe?\'shesaid,withclaspedhands,forthoughhisfigureandmovementwerealmostenoughtoproveit,andthetoneswerenotunliketheoldtones,theenunciationwassoalteredastoseemthatofastranger。

  \'Iamcoveredlikethistohidemyselffromthecuriouseyesoftheinn-servantsandothers,\'hesaid,inalowvoice。\'Iwillsendbackthecarriageandjoinyouinamoment。\'

  \'Youarequitealone?\'

  \'Quite。MycompanionstoppedatSouthampton。\'

  Thewheelsofthepost-chaiserolledawayassheenteredthedining-

  room,wherethesupperwasspread;andpresentlyherejoinedherthere。Hehadremovedhiscloakandhat,butthemaskwasstillretained;andshecouldnowseethatitwasofspecialmake,ofsomeflexiblemateriallikesilk,colouredsoastorepresentflesh;itjoinednaturallytothefronthair,andwasotherwisecleverlyexecuted。

  \'Barbara——youlookill,\'hesaid,removinghisglove,andtakingherhand。

  \'Yes——Ihavebeenill,\'saidshe。

  \'Isthisprettylittlehouseours?\'

  \'O——yes。\'Shewashardlyconsciousofherwords,forthehandhehadunglovedinordertotakeherswascontorted,andhadoneortwoofitsfingersmissing;whilethroughthemaskshediscernedthetwinkleofoneeyeonly。

  \'Iwouldgiveanythingtokissyou,dearest,now,atthismoment!\'

  hecontinued,withmournfulpassionateness。\'ButIcannot——inthisguise。Theservantsareabed,Isuppose?\'

  \'Yes,\'saidshe。\'ButIcancallthem?Youwillhavesomesupper?\'

  Hesaidhewouldhavesome,butthatitwasnotnecessarytocallanybodyatthathour。Thereupontheyapproachedthetable,andsatdown,facingeachother。

  DespiteBarbara\'sscaredstateofmind,itwasforceduponhernoticethatherhusbandtrembled,asifhefearedtheimpressionhewasproducing,orwasabouttoproduce,asmuchas,ormorethan,she。Hedrewnearer,andtookherhandagain。

  \'IhadthismaskmadeatVenice,\'hebegan,inevidentembarrassment。\'MydarlingBarbara——mydearestwife——doyouthinkyou——willmindwhenItakeitoff?Youwillnotdislikeme——willyou?\'

  \'OEdmond,ofcourseIshallnotmind,\'saidshe。\'Whathashappenedtoyouisourmisfortune;butIampreparedforit。\'

  \'Areyousureyouareprepared?\'

  \'Oyes!Youaremyhusband。\'

  \'Youreallyfeelquiteconfidentthatnothingexternalcanaffectyou?\'hesaidagain,inavoicerendereduncertainbyhisagitation。

  \'IthinkIam——quite,\'sheansweredfaintly。

  Hebenthishead。\'Ihope,Ihopeyouare,\'hewhispered。

  Inthepausewhichfollowed,thetickingoftheclockinthehallseemedtogrowloud;andheturnedalittleasidetoremovethemask。Shebreathlesslyawaitedtheoperation,whichwasoneofsometediousness,watchinghimonemoment,avertingherfacethenext;

  andwhenitwasdonesheshuthereyesatthehideousspectaclethatwasrevealed。Aquickspasmofhorrorhadpassedthroughher;butthoughshequailedsheforcedherselftoregardhimanew,repressingthecrythatwouldnaturallyhaveescapedfromherashylips。

  Unabletolookathimlonger,Barbarasankdownonthefloorbesideherchair,coveringhereyes。

  \'Youcannotlookatme!\'hegroanedinahopelessway。\'Iamtooterribleanobjectevenforyoutobear!Iknewit;yetIhopedagainstit。Oh,thisisabitterfate——cursetheskillofthoseVenetiansurgeonswhosavedmealive!……Lookup,Barbara,\'hecontinuedbeseechingly;\'viewmecompletely;sayyouloatheme,ifyoudoloatheme,andsettlethecasebetweenusforever!\'

  Hisunhappywifepulledherselftogetherforadesperatestrain。HewasherEdmond;hehaddonehernowrong;hehadsuffered。A

  momentarydevotiontohimhelpedher,andliftinghereyesasbiddensheregardedthishumanremnant,thisecorche,asecondtime。Butthesightwastoomuch。Sheagaininvoluntarilylookedasideandshuddered。

  \'Doyouthinkyoucangetusedtothis?\'hesaid。\'Yesorno!Canyoubearsuchathingofthecharnel-housenearyou?Judgeforyourself;Barbara。YourAdonis,yourmatchlessman,hascometothis!\'

  Thepoorladystoodbesidehimmotionless,savefortherestlessnessofhereyes。Allhernaturalsentimentsofaffectionandpityweredrivencleanoutofherbyasortofpanic;shehadjustthesamesenseofdismayandfearfulnessthatshewouldhavehadinthepresenceofanapparition。Shecouldnohowfancythistobeherchosenone——themanshehadloved;hewasmetamorphosedtoaspecimenofanotherspecies。\'Idonotloatheyou,\'shesaidwithtrembling。\'ButIamsohorrified——soovercome!Letmerecovermyself。Willyousupnow?AndwhileyoudosomayIgotomyroomto——regainmyoldfeelingforyou?Iwilltry,ifImayleaveyouawhile?Yes,Iwilltry!\'

  Withoutwaitingforananswerfromhim,andkeepinghergazecarefullyaverted,thefrightenedwomancrepttothedoorandoutoftheroom。Sheheardhimsitdowntothetable,asiftobeginsupperthough,Heavenknows,hisappetitewasslightenoughafterareceptionwhichhadconfirmedhisworstsurmises。WhenBarbarahadascendedthestairsandarrivedinherchambershesankdown,andburiedherfaceinthecoverletofthebed。

  Thussheremainedforsometime。Thebed-chamberwasoverthedining-room,andpresentlyasshekneltBarbaraheardWillowesthrustbackhischair,andrisetogointothehall。Infiveminutesthatfigurewouldprobablycomeupthestairsandconfrontheragain;it,——thisnewandterribleform,thatwasnotherhusband\'s。Inthelonelinessofthisnight,withneithermaidnorfriendbesideher,shelostallself-control,andatthefirstsoundofhisfootsteponthestairs,withoutsomuchasflingingacloakroundher,sheflewfromtheroom,ranalongthegallerytothebackstaircase,whichshedescended,and,unlockingthebackdoor,letherselfout。Shescarcelywasawarewhatshehaddonetillshefoundherselfinthegreenhouse,crouchingonaflower-stand。

  Heresheremained,hergreattimideyesstrainedthroughtheglassuponthegardenwithout,andherskirtsgatheredup,infearofthefield-micewhichsometimescamethere。Everymomentshedreadedtohearfootstepswhichsheoughtbylawtohavelongedfor,andavoicethatshouldhavebeenasmusictohersoul。ButEdmondWillowescamenotthatway。Thenightsweregettingshortatthisseason,andsoonthedawnappeared,andthefirstraysofthesun。

  Bydaylightshehadlessfearthaninthedark。Shethoughtshecouldmeethim,andaccustomherselftothespectacle。

  Sothemuch-triedyoungwomanunfastenedthedoorofthehot-house,andwentbackbythewayshehademergedafewhoursago。Herpoorhusbandwasprobablyinbedandasleep,hisjourneyhavingbeenlong;andshemadeaslittlenoiseaspossibleinherentry。Thehousewasjustasshehadleftit,andshelookedaboutinthehallforhiscloakandhat,butshecouldnotseethem;nordidsheperceivethesmalltrunkwhichhadbeenallthathebroughtwithhim,hisheavierbaggagehavingbeenleftatSouthamptonfortheroad-waggon。Shesummonedcouragetomountthestairs;thebedroom-

  doorwasopenasshehadleftit。Shefearfullypeepedround;thebedhadnotbeenpressed。Perhapshehadlaindownonthedining-

  roomsofa。Shedescendedandentered;hewasnotthere。Onthetablebesidehisunsoiledplatelayanote,hastilywrittenontheleafofapocket-book。Itwassomethinglikethis:

  \'MYEVER-BELOVEDWIFE——TheeffectthatmyforbiddingappearancehasproduceduponyouwasonewhichIforesawasquitepossible。I

  hopedagainstit,butfoolishlyso。IwasawarethatnoHUMANlovecouldsurvivesuchacatastrophe。IconfessIthoughtyoursDIVINE;

  but,aftersolonganabsence,therecouldnotbeleftsufficientwarmthtoovercomethetoonaturalfirstaversion。Itwasanexperiment,andithasfailed。Idonotblameyou;perhaps,even,itisbetterso。Good-bye。IleaveEnglandforoneyear。Youwillseemeagainattheexpirationofthattime,ifIlive。ThenIwillascertainyourtruefeeling;and,ifitbeagainstme,goawayforever。E。W。\'

  Onrecoveringfromhersurprise,Barbara\'sremorsewassuchthatshefeltherselfabsolutelyunforgiveable。Sheshouldhaveregardedhimasanafflictedbeing,andnothavebeenthisslavetomereeyesight,likeachild。Tofollowhimandentreathimtoreturnwasherfirstthought。Butonmakinginquiriesshefoundthatnobodyhadseenhim:hehadsilentlydisappeared。

  Morethanthis,toundothesceneoflastnightwasimpossible。Herterrorhadbeentooplain,andhewasamanunlikelytobecoaxedbackbyhereffortstodoherduty。Shewentandconfessedtoherparentsallthathadoccurred;which,indeed,soonbecameknowntomorepersonsthanthoseofherownfamily。

  Theyearpassed,andhedidnotreturn;anditwasdoubtedifhewerealive。Barbara\'scontritionforherunconquerablerepugnancewasnowsuchthatshelongedtobuildachurch-aisle,orerectamonument,anddevoteherselftodeedsofcharityfortheremainderofherdays。TothatendshemadeinquiryoftheexcellentparsonunderwhomshesatonSundays,ataverticaldistanceoftwentyfeet。Buthecouldonlyadjusthiswigandtaphissnuff-box;forsuchwasthelukewarmstateofreligioninthosedays,thatnotanaisle,steeple,porch,eastwindow,Ten-Commandmentboard,lion-and-

  unicorn,orbrasscandlestick,wasrequiredanywhereatallintheneighbourhoodasavotiveofferingfromadistractedsoul——thelastcenturycontrastinggreatlyinthisrespectwiththehappytimesinwhichwelive,whenurgentappealsforcontributionstosuchobjectspourinbyeverymorning\'spost,andnearlyallchurcheshavebeenmadetolooklikenewpennies。Asthepoorladycouldnoteaseherconsciencethisway,shedeterminedatleasttobecharitable,andsoonhadthesatisfactionoffindingherporchthrongedeverymorningbytheraggedest,idlest,mostdrunken,hypocritical,andworthlesstrampsinChristendom。

  Buthumanheartsareaspronetochangeastheleavesofthecreeperonthewall,andinthecourseoftime,hearingnothingofherhusband,Barbaracouldsitunmovedwhilsthermotherandfriendssaidinherhearing,\'Well,whathashappenedisforthebest。\'Shebegantothinksoherself;forevennowshecouldnotsummonupthatloppedandmutilatedformwithoutashiver,thoughwheneverhermindflewbacktoherearlyweddeddays,andthemanwhohadstoodbesideherthen,athrilloftendernessmovedher,whichifquickenedbyhislivingpresencemighthavebecomestrong。Shewasyoungandinexperienced,andhadhardlyonhislatereturngrownoutofthecapriciousfanciesofgirlhood。

  Buthedidnotcomeagain,andwhenshethoughtofhiswordthathewouldreturnoncemore,ifliving,andhowunlikelyhewastobreakhisword,shegavehimupfordead。Sodidherparents;soalsodidanotherperson——thatmanofsilence,ofirresistibleincisiveness,ofstillcountenance,whowasasawakeassevensentinelswhenheseemedtobeassoundasleepasthefiguresonhisfamilymonument。

  LordUplandtowers,thoughnotyetthirty,hadchuckledlikeacausticfogeyofthreescorewhenheheardofBarbara\'sterrorandflightatherhusband\'sreturn,andofthelatter\'spromptdeparture。Hefeltprettysure,however,thatWillowes,despitehishurtfeelings,wouldhavereappearedtoclaimhisbright-eyedpropertyifhehadbeenaliveattheendofthetwelvemonths。

  Astherewasnohusbandtolivewithher,Barbarahadrelinquishedthehousepreparedforthembyherfather,andtakenupherabodeanewatCheneManor,asinthedaysofhergirlhood。BydegreestheepisodewithEdmondWillowesseemedbutafevereddream,andasthemonthsgrewtoyearsLordUplandtowers\'friendshipwiththepeopleatChene——whichhadsomewhatcooledafterBarbara\'selopement——

  revivedconsiderably,andheagainbecameafrequentvisitorthere。

  HecouldnotmakethemosttrivialalterationorimprovementatKnollingwoodHall,wherehelived,withoutridingofftoconsultwithhisfriendSirJohnatChene;andthusputtinghimselffrequentlyunderhereyes,Barbaragrewaccustomedtohim,andtalkedtohimasfreelyastoabrother。Sheevenbegantolookuptohimasapersonofauthority,judgment,andprudence;andthoughhisseverityonthebenchtowardspoachers,smugglers,andturnip-

  stealerswasmatterofcommonnotoriety,shetrustedthatmuchofwhatwassaidmightbemisrepresentation。

  Thustheylivedontillherhusband\'sabsencehadstretchedtoyears,andtherecouldbenolongeranydoubtofhisdeath。A

  passionlessmannerofrenewinghisaddressesseemednolongeroutofplaceinLordUplandtowers。Barbaradidnotlovehim,butherswasessentiallyoneofthosesweet-peaorwith-windnatureswhichrequireatwigofstouterfibrethanitsowntohanguponandbloom。

  Now,too,shewasolder,andadmittedtoherselfthatamanwhoseancestorhadrunscoresofSaracensthroughandthroughinfightingforthesiteoftheHolySepulchrewasamoredesirablehusband,sociallyconsidered,thanonewhocouldonlyclaimwithcertaintytoknowthathisfatherandgrandfatherwererespectableburgesses。

  SirJohntookoccasiontoinformherthatshemightlegallyconsiderherselfawidow;and,inbrief;LordUplandtowerscarriedhispointwithher,andshemarriedhim,thoughhecouldnevergethertoownthatshelovedhimasshehadlovedWillowes。InmychildhoodI

  knewanoldladywhosemothersawthewedding,andshesaidthatwhenLordandLadyUplandtowersdroveawayfromherfather\'shouseintheeveningitwasinacoach-and-four,andthatmyladywasdressedingreenandsilver,andworethegayesthatandfeatherthateverwereseen;thoughwhetheritwasthatthegreendidnotsuithercomplexion,orotherwise,theCountesslookedpale,andthereverseofblooming。AftertheirmarriageherhusbandtookhertoLondon,andshesawthegaietiesofaseasonthere;thentheyreturnedtoKnollingwoodHall,andthusayearpassedaway。

  Beforetheirmarriageherhusbandhadseemedtocarebutlittleaboutherinabilitytolovehimpassionately。\'Onlyletmewinyou,\'hehadsaid,\'andIwillsubmittoallthat。\'Butnowherlackofwarmthseemedtoirritatehim,andheconductedhimselftowardsherwitharesentfulnesswhichledtoherpassingmanyhourswithhiminpainfulsilence。Theheir-presumptivetothetitlewasaremoterelative,whomLordUplandtowersdidnotexcludefromthedislikeheentertainedtowardsmanypersonsandthingsbesides,andhehadsethisminduponalinealsuccessor。Heblamedhermuchthattherewasnopromiseofthis,andaskedherwhatshewasgoodfor。

  Onaparticulardayinhergloomylifealetter,addressedtoherasMrs。Willowes,reachedLadyUplandtowersfromanunexpectedquarter。

  AsculptorinPisa,knowingnothingofhersecondmarriage,informedherthatthelong-delayedlife-sizestatueofMr。Willowes,which,whenherhusbandleftthatcity,hehadbeendirectedtoretaintillitwassentfor,wasstillinhisstudio。Ashiscommissionhadnotwhollybeenpaid,andthestatuewastakinguproomhecouldillspare,heshouldbegladtohavethedebtclearedoff,anddirectionswheretoforwardthefigure。ArrivingatatimewhentheCountesswasbeginningtohavelittlesecretsofaharmlesskind,itistruefromherhusband,byreasonoftheirgrowingestrangement,sherepliedtothisletterwithoutsayingawordtoLordUplandtowers,sendingoffthebalancethatwasowingtothesculptor,andtellinghimtodespatchthestatuetoherwithoutdelay。

  ItwassomeweeksbeforeitarrivedatKnollingwoodHall,and,byasingularcoincidence,duringtheintervalshereceivedthefirstabsolutelyconclusivetidingsofherEdmond\'sdeath。Ithadtakenplaceyearsbefore,inaforeignland,aboutsixmonthsaftertheirparting,andhadbeeninducedbythesufferingshehadalreadyundergone,coupledwithmuchdepressionofspirit,whichhadcausedhimtosuccumbtoaslightailment。ThenewswassentherinabriefandformalletterfromsomerelativeofWillowes\'sinanotherpartofEngland。

  Hergrieftooktheformofpassionatepityforhismisfortunes,andofreproachtoherselfforneverhavingbeenabletoconquerheraversiontohislatterimagebyrecollectionofwhatNaturehadoriginallymadehim。ThesadspectaclethathadgonefromearthhadneverbeenherEdmondatalltoher。Othatshecouldhavemethimashewasatfirst!ThusBarbarathought。Itwasonlyafewdayslaterthatawaggonwithtwohorses,containinganimmensepacking-

  case,wasseenatbreakfast-timebothbyBarbaraandherhusbandtodriveroundtothebackofthehouse,andby-and-bytheywereinformedthatacaselabelled\'Sculpture\'hadarrivedforherladyship。

  \'Whatcanthatbe?\'saidLordUplandtowers。

  \'ItisthestatueofpoorEdmond,whichbelongstome,buthasneverbeensenttillnow,\'sheanswered。

  \'Whereareyougoingtoputit?\'askedhe。

  \'Ihavenotdecided,\'saidtheCountess。\'Anywhere,sothatitwillnotannoyyou。\'

  \'Oh,itwon\'tannoyme,\'sayshe。

  Whenithadbeenunpackedinabackroomofthehouse,theywenttoexamineit。Thestatuewasafull-lengthfigure,inthepurestCarraramarble,representingEdmondWillowesinallhisoriginalbeauty,ashehadstoodatpartingfromherwhenabouttosetoutonhistravels;aspecimenofmanhoodalmostperfectineverylineandcontour。Theworkhadbeencarriedoutwithabsolutefidelity。

  \'Phoebus-Apollo,sure,\'saidtheEarlofUplandtowers,whohadneverseenWillowes,realorrepresented,tillnow。

  Barbaradidnothearhim。Shewasstandinginasortoftrancebeforethefirsthusband,asifshehadnoconsciousnessoftheotherhusbandatherside。ThemutilatedfeaturesofWilloweshaddisappearedfromhermind\'seye;thisperfectbeingwasreallythemanshehadloved,andnotthatlaterpitiablefigure;inwhomloveandtruthshouldhaveseenthisimagealways,buthadnotdoneso。

  ItwasnottillLordUplandtowerssaidroughly,\'Areyougoingtostayhereallthemorningworshippinghim?\'thatsherousedherself。

  HerhusbandhadnottillnowtheleastsuspicionthatEdmondWillowesoriginallylookedthus,andhethoughthowdeepwouldhavebeenhisjealousyyearsagoifWilloweshadbeenknowntohim。

  ReturningtotheHallintheafternoonhefoundhiswifeinthegallery,whitherthestatuehadbeenbrought。

  Shewaslostinreveriebeforeit,justasinthemorning。

  \'Whatareyoudoing?\'heasked。

  Shestartedandturned。\'Iamlookingatmyhusb-mystatue,toseeifitiswelldone,\'shestammered。\'WhyshouldInot?\'

  \'There\'snoreasonwhy,\'hesaid。\'Whatareyougoingtodowiththemonstrousthing?Itcan\'tstandhereforever。\'

  \'Idon\'twishit,\'shesaid。\'I\'llfindaplace。\'

  Inherboudoirtherewasadeeprecess,andwhiletheEarlwasabsentfromhomeforafewdaysinthefollowingweek,shehiredjoinersfromthevillage,whounderherdirectionsenclosedtherecesswithapanelleddoor。Intothetabernaclethusformedshehadthestatueplaced,fasteningthedoorwithalock,thekeyofwhichshekeptinherpocket。

  Whenherhusbandreturnedhemissedthestatuefromthegallery,and,concludingthatithadbeenputawayoutofdeferencetohisfeelings,madenoremark。Yetatmomentshenoticedsomethingonhislady\'sfacewhichhehadnevernoticedtherebefore。Hecouldnotconstrueit;itwasasortofsilentecstasy,areservedbeatification。Whathadbecomeofthestatuehecouldnotdivine,andgrowingmoreandmorecurious,lookedabouthereandthereforittill,thinkingofherprivateroom,hewenttowardsthatspot。

  Afterknockingheheardtheshuttingofadoor,andtheclickofakey;butwhenheenteredhiswifewassittingatwork,onwhatwasinthosedayscalledknotting。LordUplandtowers\'eyefelluponthenewly-painteddoorwheretherecesshadformerlybeen。

  \'Youhavebeencarpenteringinmyabsencethen,Barbara,\'hesaidcarelessly。

  \'Yes,Uplandtowers。\'

  \'Whydidyougoputtingupsuchatastelessenclosureasthat——

  spoilingthehandsomearchofthealcove?\'

  \'Iwantedmorecloset-room;andIthoughtthatasthiswasmyownapartment——\'

  \'Ofcourse,\'hereturned。LordUplandtowersknewnowwherethestatueofyoungWilloweswas。

  Onenight,orratherinthesmallesthoursofthemorning,hemissedtheCountessfromhisside。Notbeingamanofnervousimaginingshefellasleepagainbeforehehadmuchconsideredthematter,andthenextmorninghadforgottentheincident。Butafewnightslaterthesamecircumstancesoccurred。Thistimehefullyrousedhimself;

  butbeforehehadmovedtosearchforher,sheenteredthechamberinherdressing-gown,carryingacandle,whichsheextinguishedassheapproached,deeminghimasleep。Hecoulddiscoverfromherbreathingthatshewasstrangelymoved;butnotonthisoccasioneitherdidherevealthathehadseenher。Presently,whenshehadlaindown,affectingtowake,heaskedhersometrivialquestions。

  \'Yes,EDMOND,\'sherepliedabsently。

  LordUplandtowersbecameconvincedthatshewasinthehabitofleavingthechamberinthisqueerwaymorefrequentlythanhehadobserved,andhedeterminedtowatch。Thenextmidnighthefeigneddeepsleep,andshortlyafterperceivedherstealthilyriseandletherselfoutoftheroominthedark。Heslippedonsomeclothingandfollowed。Atthefartherendofthecorridor,wheretheclashofflintandsteelwouldbeoutofthehearingofoneinthebed-

  chamber,shestruckalight。Hesteppedasideintoanemptyroomtillshehadlitataperandhadpassedontoherboudoir。Inaminuteortwohefollowed。Arrivedatthedooroftheboudoir,hebeheldthedooroftheprivaterecessopen,andBarbarawithinit,standingwithherarmsclaspedtightlyroundtheneckofherEdmond,andhermouthonhis。Theshawlwhichshehadthrownroundhernightclotheshadslippedfromhershoulders,andherlongwhiterobeandpalefacelenthertheblanchedappearanceofasecondstatueembracingthefirst。Betweenherkisses,sheapostrophizeditinalowmurmurofinfantinetenderness:

  \'Myonlylove——howcouldIbesocrueltoyou,myperfectone——sogoodandtrue——Iameverfaithfultoyou,despitemyseeminginfidelity!Ialwaysthinkofyou——dreamofyou——duringthelonghoursoftheday,andinthenight-watches!OEdmond,Iamalwaysyours!\'Suchwordsasthese,intermingledwithsobs,andstreamingtears,anddishevelledhair,testifiedtoanintensityoffeelinginhiswifewhichLordUplandtowershadnotdreamedofherpossessing。

  \'Ha,ha!\'sayshetohimself。\'Thisiswhereweevaporate——thisiswheremyhopesofasuccessorinthetitledissolve——ha,ha!Thismustbeseento,verily!\'

  LordUplandtowerswasasubtlemanwhenoncehesethimselftostrategy;thoughinthepresentinstanceheneverthoughtofthesimplestratagemofconstanttenderness。Nordidheentertheroomandsurprisehiswifeasablundererwouldhavedone,butwentbacktohischamberassilentlyashehadleftit。WhentheCountessreturnedthither,shakenbyspentsobsandsighs,heappearedtobesoundlysleepingasusual。Thenextdayhebeganhiscountermovesbymakinginquiriesastothewhereaboutsofthetutorwhohadtravelledwithhiswife\'sfirsthusband;thisgentleman,hefound,wasnowmasterofagrammar-schoolatnogreatdistancefromKnollingwood。AtthefirstconvenientmomentLordUplandtowerswentthitherandobtainedaninterviewwiththesaidgentleman。Theschoolmasterwasmuchgratifiedbyavisitfromsuchaninfluentialneighbour,andwasreadytocommunicateanythingthathislordshipdesiredtoknow。

  Aftersomegeneralconversationontheschoolanditsprogress,thevisitorobservedthathebelievedtheschoolmasterhadoncetravelledagooddealwiththeunfortunateMr。Willowes,andhadbeenwithhimontheoccasionofhisaccident。He,LordUplandtowers,wasinterestedinknowingwhathadreallyhappenedatthattime,andhadoftenthoughtofinquiring。AndthentheEarlnotonlyheardbywordofmouthasmuchashewishedtoknow,but,theirchatbecomingmoreintimate,theschoolmasterdrewuponpaperasketchofthedisfiguredhead,explainingwithbatedbreathvariousdetailsintherepresentation。

  \'Itwasverystrangeandterrible!\'saidLordUplandtowers,takingthesketchinhishand。\'Neithernosenorears!\'

  ApoormaninthetownnearesttoKnollingwoodHall,whocombinedtheartofsign-paintingwithingeniousmechanicaloccupations,wassentforbyLordUplandtowerstocometotheHallonadayinthatweekwhentheCountesshadgoneonashortvisittoherparents。

  Hisemployermadethemanunderstandthatthebusinessinwhichhisassistancewasdemandedwastobeconsideredprivate,andmoneyinsuredtheobservanceofthisrequest。Thelockofthecupboardwaspicked,andtheingeniousmechanicandpainter,assistedbytheschoolmaster\'ssketch,whichLordUplandtowershadputinhispocket,settoworkuponthegod-likecountenanceofthestatueundermylord\'sdirection。Whatthefirehadmaimedintheoriginalthechiselmaimedinthecopy。Itwasafiendishdisfigurement,ruthlesslycarriedout,andwasrenderedstillmoreshockingbybeingtintedtothehuesoflife,aslifehadbeenafterthewreck。

  Sixhoursafter,whentheworkmanwasgone,LordUplandtowerslookedupontheresult,andsmiledgrimly,andsaid:

  \'Astatueshouldrepresentamanasheappearedinlife,andthat\'sasheappeared。Ha!ha!But\'tisdonetogoodpurpose,andnotidly。\'

  Helockedthedooroftheclosetwithaskeletonkey,andwenthiswaytofetchtheCountesshome。

  Thatnightsheslept,buthekeptawake。Accordingtothetale,shemurmuredsoftwordsinherdream;andheknewthatthetenderconverseofherimaginingswasheldwithonewhomhehadsupplantedbutinname。AttheendofherdreamtheCountessofUplandtowersawokeandarose,andthentheenactmentofformernightswasrepeated。Herhusbandremainedstillandlistened。Twostrokessoundedfromtheclockinthepedimentwithout,when,leavingthechamber-doorajar,shepassedalongthecorridortotheotherend,where,asusual,sheobtainedalight。Sodeepwasthesilencethathecouldevenfromhisbedhearhersoftlyblowingthetindertoaglowafterstrikingthesteel。Shemovedonintotheboudoir,andheheard,orfanciedheheard,theturningofthekeyinthecloset-

  door。Thenextmomenttherecamefromthatdirectionaloudandprolongedshriek,whichresoundedtothefarthestcornersofthehouse。Itwasrepeated,andtherewasthenoiseofaheavyfall。

  LordUplandtowerssprangoutofbed。Hehastenedalongthedarkcorridortothedooroftheboudoir,whichstoodajar,and,bythelightofthecandlewithin,sawhispooryoungCountesslyinginaheapinhernightdressonthefloorofthecloset。Whenhereachedhersidehefoundthatshehadfainted,muchtothereliefofhisfearsthatmatterswereworse。Hequicklyshutupandlockedinthehatedimagewhichhaddonethemischief;andliftedhiswifeinhisarms,whereinafewinstantssheopenedhereyes。Pressingherfacetohiswithoutsayingaword,hecarriedherbacktoherroom,endeavouringashewenttodisperseherterrorsbyalaughinherear,oddlycompoundedofcausticity,predilection,andbrutality。

  \'Ho——ho——ho!\'sayshe。\'Frightened,dearone,hey?Whatababy\'tis!Onlyajoke,sure,Barbara——asplendidjoke!Butababyshouldnotgotoclosetsatmidnighttolookfortheghostofthedeardeparted!Ifitdoitmustexpecttobeterrifiedathisaspect——ho——ho——ho!\'

  Whenshewasinherbed-chamber,andhadquitecometoherself;

  thoughhernerveswerestillmuchshaken,hespoketohermoresternly。\'Now,mylady,answerme:doyoulovehim——eh?\'

  \'No——no!\'shefaltered,shuddering,withherexpandedeyesfixedonherhusband。\'Heistooterrible——no,no!\'

  \'Youaresure?\'

  \'Quitesure!\'repliedthepoorbroken-spiritedCountess。Buthernaturalelasticityasserteditself。Nextmorningheagaininquiredofher:\'Doyoulovehimnow?\'

  Shequailedunderhisgaze,butdidnotreply。

  \'Thatmeansthatyoudostill,byG-!\'hecontinued。

  \'ItmeansthatIwillnottellanuntruth,anddonotwishtoincensemylord,\'sheanswered,withdignity。

  \'Thensupposewegoandhaveanotherlookathim?\'Ashespoke,hesuddenlytookherbythewrist,andturnedasiftoleadhertowardstheghastlycloset。

  \'No——no!Oh——no!\'shecried,andherdesperatewriggleoutofhishandrevealedthatthefrightofthenighthadleftmoreimpressionuponherdelicatesoulthansuperficiallyappeared。

  \'Anotherdoseortwo,andshewillbecured,\'hesaidtohimself。

  ItwasnowsogenerallyknownthattheEarlandCountesswerenotinaccord,thathetooknogreattroubletodisguisehisdeedsinrelationtothismatter。Duringthedayheorderedfourmenwithropesandrollerstoattendhimintheboudoir。Whentheyarrived,theclosetwasopen,andtheupperpartofthestatuetiedupincanvas。Hehadittakentothesleeping-chamber。Whatfollowedismoreorlessmatterofconjecture。Thestory,astoldtome,goesontosaythat,whenLadyUplandtowersretiredwithhimthatnight,shesawnearthefootoftheheavyoakfour-poster,atalldarkwardrobe,whichhadnotstoodtherebefore;butshedidnotaskwhatitspresencemeant。

  \'Ihavehadalittlewhim,\'heexplainedwhentheywereinthedark。

  \'Haveyou?\'saysshe。

  \'Toerectalittleshrine,asitmaybecalled。\'

  \'Alittleshrine?\'

  \'Yes;toonewhomwebothequallyadore——eh?I\'llshowyouwhatitcontains。\'

  Hepulledacordwhichhungcoveredbythebed-curtains,andthedoorsofthewardrobeslowlyopened,disclosingthattheshelveswithinhadbeenremovedthroughout,andtheinterioradaptedtoreceivetheghastlyfigure,whichstoodthereasithadstoodintheboudoir,butwithawax-candleburningoneachsideofittothrowthecroppedanddistortedfeaturesintorelief。Sheclutchedhim,utteredalowscream,andburiedherheadinthebedclothes。\'Oh,takeitaway——pleasetakeitaway!\'sheimplored。

  \'Allingoodtimenamely,whenyoulovemebest,\'hereturnedcalmly。\'Youdon\'tquiteyet——eh?\'

  \'Idon\'tknow——Ithink——OUplandtowers,havemercy——Icannotbearit——O,inpity,takeitaway!\'

  \'Nonsense;onegetsaccustomedtoanything。Takeanothergaze。\'

  Inshort,heallowedthedoorstoremainunclosedatthefootofthebed,andthewax-tapersburning;andsuchwasthestrangefascinationofthegrislyexhibitionthatamorbidcuriositytookpossessionoftheCountessasshelay,and,athisrepeatedrequest,shedidagainlookoutfromthecoverlet,shuddered,hidhereyes,andlookedagain,allthewhilebegginghimtotakeitaway,oritwoulddriveheroutofhersenses。Buthewouldnotdosoasyet,andthewardrobewasnotlockedtilldawn。

  Thescenewasrepeatedthenextnight。Firminenforcinghisferociouscorrectives,hecontinuedthetreatmenttillthenervesofthepoorladywerequiveringinagonyunderthevirtuoustorturesinflictedbyherlord,tobringhertruantheartbacktofaithfulness。

  Thethirdnight,whenthescenehadopenedasusual,andshelaystaringwithimmensewildeyesatthehorridfascination,onasuddenshegaveanunnaturallaugh;shelaughedmoreandmore,staringattheimage,tillsheliterallyshriekedwithlaughter:

  thentherewassilence,andhefoundhertohavebecomeinsensible。

  Hethoughtshehadfainted,butsoonsawthattheeventwasworse:

  shewasinanepilepticfit。Hestartedup,dismayedbythesensethat,likemanyothersubtlepersonages,hehadbeentooexactingforhisowninterests。Suchloveashewascapableof,thoughratheraselfishgloatingthanacherishingsolicitude,wasfannedintolifeontheinstant。Heclosedthewardrobewiththepulley,claspedherinhisarms,tookhergentlytothewindow,anddidallhecouldtorestoreher。

  ItwasalongtimebeforetheCountesscametoherself,andwhenshedidso,aconsiderablechangeseemedtohavetakenplaceinheremotions。Sheflungherarmsaroundhim,andwithgaspsoffearabjectlykissedhimmanytimes,atlastburstingintotears。Shehadneverweptinthisscenebefore。

  \'You\'lltakeitaway,dearest——youwill!\'shebeggedplaintively。

  \'Ifyouloveme。\'

  \'Ido——oh,Ido!\'

  \'Andhatehim,andhismemory?\'

  \'Yes——yes!\'

  \'Thoroughly?\'

  \'Icannotendurerecollectionofhim!\'criedthepoorCountessslavishly。\'Itfillsmewithshame——howcouldIeverbesodepraved!I\'llneverbehavebadlyagain,Uplandtowers;andyouwillneverputthehatedstatueagainbeforemyeyes?\'

  Hefeltthathecouldpromisewithperfectsafety。\'Never,\'saidhe。

  \'AndthenI\'llloveyou,\'shereturnedeagerly,asifdreadinglestthescourgeshouldbeappliedanew。\'AndI\'llnever,neverdreamofthinkingasinglethoughtthatseemslikefaithlessnesstomymarriagevow。\'

  Thestrangethingnowwasthatthisfictitiouslovewrungfromherbyterrortookon,throughmerehabitofenactment,acertainqualityofreality。AservilemoodofattachmenttotheEarlbecamedistinctlyvisibleinhercontemporaneouslywithanactualdislikeforherlatehusband\'smemory。Themoodofattachmentgrewandcontinuedwhenthestatuewasremoved。Apermanentrevulsionwasoperantinher,whichintensifiedastimeworeon。Howfrightcouldhaveeffectedsuchachangeofidiosyncrasylearnedphysiciansalonecansay;butIbelievesuchcasesofreactionaryinstinctarenotunknown。

  Theupshotwasthatthecurebecamesopermanentastobeitselfanewdisease。Sheclungtohimsotightly,thatshewouldnotwillinglybeoutofhissightforamoment。Shewouldhavenositting-roomapartfromhis,thoughshecouldnothelpstartingwhenheenteredsuddenlytoher。Hereyeswerewell-nighalwaysfixeduponhim。Ifhedroveout,shewishedtogowithhim;hisslightestcivilitiestootherwomenmadeherfranticallyjealous;tillatlengthherveryfidelitybecameaburdentohim,absorbinghistime,andcurtailinghisliberty,andcausinghimtocurseandswear。Ifheeverspokesharplytohernow,shedidnotrevengeherselfbyflyingofftoamentalworldofherown;allthataffectionforanother,whichhadprovidedherwitharesource,wasnowacoldblackcinder。

  Fromthattimethelifeofthisscaredandenervatedlady——whoseexistencemighthavebeendevelopedtosomuchhigherpurposebutfortheignobleambitionofherparentsandtheconventionsofthetime——wasoneofobsequiousamativenesstowardsaperverseandcruelman。Littlepersonaleventscametoherinquicksuccession——halfadozen,eight,nine,tensuchevents,——inbrief;sheborehimnolessthanelevenchildrenintheeightfollowingyears,buthalfofthemcameprematurelyintotheworld,ordiedafewdaysold;onlyone,agirl,attainedtomaturity;sheinafteryearsbecamethewifeoftheHonourableMr。Beltonleigh,whowascreatedLordD\'Almaine,asmayberemembered。

  Therewasnolivingsonandheir。Atlength,completelywornoutinmindandbody,LadyUplandtowerswastakenabroadbyherhusband,totrytheeffectofamoregenialclimateuponherwastedframe。Butnothingavailedtostrengthenher,andshediedatFlorence,afewmonthsafterherarrivalinItaly。

  Contrarytoexpectation,theEarlofUplandtowersdidnotmarryagain。Suchaffectionasexistedinhim——strange,hard,brutalasitwas——seemeduntransferable,andthetitle,asisknown,passedathisdeathtohisnephew。Perhapsitmaynotbesogenerallyknownthat,duringtheenlargementoftheHallforthesixthEarl,whiledigginginthegroundsforthenewfoundations,thebrokenfragmentsofamarblestatuewereunearthed。Theyweresubmittedtovariousantiquaries,whosaidthat,sofarasthedamagedpieceswouldallowthemtoformanopinion,thestatueseemedtobethatofamutilatedRomansatyr;orifnot,anallegoricalfigureofDeath。Onlyoneortwooldinhabitantsguessedwhosestatuethosefragmentshadcomposed。

  Ishouldhaveaddedthat,shortlyafterthedeathoftheCountess,anexcellentsermonwaspreachedbytheDeanofMelchester,thesubjectofwhich,thoughnameswerenotmentioned,wasunquestionablysuggestedbytheaforesaidevents。Hedweltuponthefollyofindulgenceinsensuousloveforahandsomeformmerely;andshowedthattheonlyrationalandvirtuousgrowthsofthataffectionwerethosebaseduponintrinsicworth。InthecaseofthetenderbutsomewhatshallowladywhoselifeIhaverelated,thereisnodoubtthataninfatuationforthepersonofyoungWilloweswasthechieffeelingthatinducedhertomarryhim;whichwasthemoredeplorableinthathisbeauty,byalltradition,wastheleastofhisrecommendations,everyreportbearingouttheinferencethathemusthavebeenamanofsteadfastnature,brightintelligence,andpromisinglife。

  Thecompanythankedtheoldsurgeonforhisstory,whichtheruraldeandeclaredtobeafarmorestrikingonethananythinghecouldhopetotell。AnelderlymemberoftheClub,whowasmostlycalledtheBookworm,saidthatawoman\'snaturalinstinctoffidelitywould,indeed,sendbackherhearttoamanafterhisdeathinatrulywonderfulmannersometimes——ifanythingoccurredtoputbeforeherforciblytheoriginalaffectionbetweenthem,andhisoriginalaspectinhereyes,——whateverhisinferioritymayhavebeen,socialorotherwise;andthenageneralconversationensueduponthepowerthatawomanhasofseeingtheactualintherepresentation,therealityinthedream——apowerwhichaccordingtothesentimentalmembermenhavenofacultyofequalling。

  Theruraldeanthoughtthatsuchcasesasthatrelatedbythesurgeonwereratheranillustrationofpassionelectrifiedbacktolifethanofalatent,trueaffection。Thestoryhadsuggestedthatheshouldtrytorecounttothemonewhichhehadusedtohearinhisyouth,andwhichaffordedaninstanceofthelatterandbetterkindoffeeling,hisheroinebeingalsoaladywhohadmarriedbeneathher,thoughhefearedhisnarrativewouldbeofamuchslighterkindthanthesurgeon\'s。TheClubbeggedhimtoproceed,andtheparsonbegan。

  DAMETHETHIRD:THEMARCHIONESSOFSTONEHENGE

  BytheRuralDeanIwouldhaveyouknow,then,thatagreatmanyyearsagotherelivedinaclassicalmansionwithwhichIusedtobefamiliar,standingnotahundredmilesfromthecityofMelchester,aladywhosepersonalcharmsweresorareandunparalleledthatshewascourted,flattered,andspoiltbyalmostalltheyoungnoblemenandgentlemeninthatpartofWessex。Foratimetheseattentionspleasedherwell。Butas,inthewordsofgoodRobertSouthwhosesermonsmightbereadmuchmorethantheyare,themostpassionateloverofsport,iftiedtofollowhishawksandhoundseverydayofhislife,wouldfindthepursuitthegreatesttormentandcalamity,andwouldflytotheminesandgalleysforhisrecreation,sodidthisloftyandbeautifulladyafterawhilebecomesatiatedwiththeconstantiterationofwhatshehadinitsnoveltyenjoyed;andbyanalmostnaturalrevulsionturnedherregardsabsolutelynetherward,sociallyspeaking。Sheperverselyandpassionatelycentredheraffectiononquiteaplain-lookingyoungmanofhumblebirthandnopositionatall;thoughitistruethathewasgentleanddelicateinnature,ofgoodaddress,andguilelessheart。Inshort,hewastheparish-

  clerk\'sson,actingasassistanttotheland-stewardofherfather,theEarlofAvon,withthehopeofbecomingsomedayaland-stewardhimself。ItshouldbesaidthatperhapstheLadyCarolineasshewascalledwasalittlestimulatedinthispassionbythediscoverythatayounggirlofthevillagealreadylovedtheyoungmanfondly,andthathehadpaidsomeattentionstoher,thoughmerelyofacasualandgood-naturedkind。

  Sincehisoccupationbroughthimfrequentlytothemanor-houseanditsenvirons,LadyCarolinecouldmakeampleopportunitiesofseeingandspeakingtohim。Shehad,inChaucer\'sphrase,\'allthecraftoffineloving\'atherfingers\'ends,andtheyoungman,beingofareadily-kindlingheart,wasquicktonoticethetendernessinhereyesandvoice。Hecouldnotatfirstbelieveinhisgoodfortune,havingnounderstandingofherwearinessofmoreartificialmen;butatimecomeswhenthestupidestseesinaneyetheglanceofhisotherhalf;anditcametohim,whowasquitethereverseofdull。

  Ashegainedconfidenceaccidentalencountersledtoencountersbydesign;tillatlengthwhentheywerealonetogethertherewasnoreserveonthematter。Theywhisperedtenderwordsasotherloversdo,andwereasdevotedapairaseverwasseen。Butnotarayorsymptomofthisattachmentwasallowedtoshowitselftotheouterworld。

  Now,asshebecamelessandlessscrupuloustowardshimundertheinfluenceofheraffection,andhebecamemoreandmorereverentialundertheinfluenceofhis,andtheylookedthesituationinthefacetogether,theirconditionseemedintolerableinitshopelessness。Thatshecouldeverasktobeallowedtomarryhim,orcouldholdhertongueandquietlyrenouncehim,wasequallybeyondconception。Theyresolveduponathirdcourse,possessingneitherofthedisadvantagesofthesetwo:towedsecretly,andliveoninoutwardappearancethesameasbefore。Inthistheydifferedfromtheloversofmyfriend\'sstory。

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