第10章
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  Elnorasprangupandrandowntheroad,butwhensheapproachedthecabinsheclimbedthefence,crossedtheopenwoodspasturediagonallyandenteredatthebackgardengate。Assheoftencamethatwaywhenshehadbeenlookingforcocoonshermotheraskednoquestions。

  ElnoralivedbytheminuteuntilSaturday,when,contrarytohisusualcustom,Wesleywenttotownintheforenoon,takingheralongtobuysomegroceries。

  Wesleydrovestraighttothemusicstore,andaskedfortheviolinhehadlefttobemended。

  Initsnewcoatofvarnish,withnewkeysandstrings,itseemedmuchlikeanyotherviolintoSinton,buttoElnoraitwasthemostbeautifulinstrumentevermade,andapricelesstreasure。Shehelditinherarms,touchedthestringssoftlyandthenshedrewthebowacrosstheminwhisperingmeasure。Shehadnotimetothinkwhataremarkablygoodbowitwasforsixteenyears\'disuse。

  Thetanleathercasemighthaveimpressedherasbeinginfineconditionalso,hadshebeeninastatetoquestionanything。Shedidremembertoaskforthebillandshewasgravelypresentedwithaslipcallingforfourstrings,onekey,andacoatofvarnish,total,onedollarfifty。ItseemedtoElnorashenevercouldputthepreciousinstrumentinthecaseandstarthome。Wesleyleftherinthemusicstorewheretheproprietorshowedherallhecouldabouttuning,andgaveherseveralbeginners\'

  sheetsofnotesandscales。Shecarriedtheviolininherarmsasfarasthecrossroadsatthecorneroftheirland,thenreluctantlyputitunderthecarriageseat。

  AssoonasherworkwasdonesherandowntoSintons\'

  andbegantoplay,andonMondaytheviolinwenttoschoolwithher。Shemadearrangementswiththesuperintendenttoleaveitinhisofficeandscarcelytooktimeforherfoodatnoon,shewassoeagertopractise。Oftenoneofthegirlsaskedhertostayintownallnightforsomelectureorentertainment。Shecouldtaketheviolinwithher,practise,andsecurehelp。Herskillwassogreatthattheleaderoftheorchestraofferedtogiveherlessonsifshewouldplaytopayforthem,soherprogresswasrapidintechnicalwork。Butfromthefirstdaytheinstrumentbecamehers,withperfectfaiththatshecouldplayasherfatherdid,shespenthalfherpracticetimeinimitatingthesoundsofalloutdoorsandimprovisingthesongsherhappyheartsanginthosedays。

  Sothefirstyearwent,andthesecondandthirdwerearepetition;butthefourthwasdifferent,forthatwasthecloseofthecourse,endingwithgraduationandallitsattendantceremoniesandexpenses。ToElnoratheseappearedmountainhigh。Shehadhoardedeverycent,thinkingtwicebeforeshepartedwithapenny,butteachingnaturalhistoryinthegradeshadtakentimefromherstudiesinschoolwhichmustbemadeupoutside。Shewasaconscientiousstudent,rankingfirstinmostofherclasses,andstandinghighinallbranches。Herinterestinherviolinhadgrownwiththeyears。Shewenttoschoolearlyandpractisedhalfanhourinthelittleroomadjoiningthestage,whiletheorchestragathered。Sheputinafullhouratnoon,andremainedanotherhalfhouratnight。

  ShecarriedtheviolintoSintons\'onSaturdayandpractisedallthetimeshecouldthere,whileMargaretwatchedtheroadtoseethatMrs。Comstockwasnotcoming。Shehadbecomesoskilfulthatitwasadelighttohearherplaymusicofanycomposer,butwhensheplayedherown,thatwasjoyinexpressible,forthenthewindblew,thewaterrippled,theLimberlostsanghersongsofsunshine,shadow,blackstorm,andwhitenight。

  SinceherdreamElnorahadregardedhermotherwithpeculiartenderness。Thegirlrealized,inameasure,whathadhappened。Sheavoidedanythingthatpossiblycouldstirbittermemoriesordrawdeeperalineonthehard,whiteface。Thiscostmanysacrifices,muchwork,andsometimesdelayedprogress,butthehorrorofthatawfuldreamremainedwithElnora。Sheworkedherwaycheerfully,doingallshecouldtointeresthermotherinthingsthathappenedinschool,inthecity,andbycarryingbooksthatwereentertainingfromthepubliclibrary。

  ThreeyearshadchangedElnorafromthegirlofsixteentotheveryvergeofwomanhood。Shehadgrowntall,round,andherfacehadthelovelinessofperfectcomplexion,beautifuleyesandhairandanaddedtouchfromwithinthatmighthavebeencalledcomprehension。

  Itwasacompoundofself-reliance,hardknocks,hearthunger,unceasingwork,andgenerosity。Therewasnoformofsufferingwithwhichthegirlcouldnotsympathize,noworkshewasafraidtoattempt,nosubjectshehadinvestigatedshedidnotunderstand。Thesethingscombinedtoproduceabreadthanddepthofcharacteraltogetherunusual。

  Shewassoabsorbedinherclassesandhermusicthatshehadnotbeenabletogathermanyspecimens。Whensherealizedthisandhuntedassiduously,shesoonfoundthatchangingnaturalconditionshadaffectedsuchwork。

  Menallaroundwereclearingavailableland。Thetreesfellwherevercornwouldgrow。Theswampwasbrokenbyseveralgravelroads,dottedinplacesaroundtheedgewithlittleframehouses,andthemachineryofoilwells;

  oneespeciallylowplacearoundtheregionofFreckles\'sroomwasnearlyallthatremainedoftheoriginal。

  Whereverthetreesfellthemoisturedried,thecreeksceasedtoflow,theriverranlow,andattimesthebedwasdry。Withunbrokensweepthewindsofthewestcame,gatheringforcewitheverymileandhowledandraved;threateningtoteartheshinglesfromtheroof,blowingthesurfacefromthesoilincloudsoffinedustandrapidlychangingeverything。Fromcominginwithtwoorthreedozenraremothsinaday,inthreeyears\'timeElnorahadgrowntobedelightedwithfindingtwoorthree。

  Bigpursycaterpillarscouldnotbepickedfromtheirfavouritebushes,whentherewerenobushes。Dragonflieswouldnothoveroverdryplaces,andbutterfliesbecamescarceinproportiontotheflowers,whilenolandyieldsoverthreecropsofIndianrelics。

  Allthetimetheexpenseofbooks,clothingandincidentalshadcontinued。Elnoraaddedtoherbankaccountwhenevershecould,anddrewoutwhenshewascompelled,butsheomittedtheimportantfeatureofcallingforabalance。So,oneearlyspringmorninginthelastquarterofthefourthyear,shealmostfaintedwhenshelearnedthatherfundsweregone。Commencementwithitsextraexpensewascoming,shehadnomoney,andveryfewcocoonstoopeninJune,whichwouldbetoolate。ShehadonecollectionfortheBirdWomancompletetoapairofImperialismoths,andthatwasheronlyasset。OnthedaysheaddedthesebigYellowEmperorsshehadbeenpromisedacheckforthreehundreddollars,butshewouldnotgetituntilthesespecimensweresecured。

  SherememberedthatsheneverhadfoundanEmperorbeforeJune。

  Moreover,thatsumwasforherfirstyearincollege。

  Thenshewouldbeofage,andshemeanttosellenoughofhershareofherfather\'slandtofinish。Sheknewhermotherwouldopposeherbitterlyinthat,forMrs。

  Comstockhadclungtoeveryacreandtreethatbelongedtoherhusband。Herlandwasalmostcompleteforestwhereherneighboursownedclearedfarms,dottedwithwellsthateveryhoursuckedoilfrombeneathherholdings,butshewastooabsorbedinthegriefshenursedtoknoworcare。

  TheBrushwoodroadandtheredredgingofthebigLimberlostditchhadbeenmorethanshecouldpayfromherincome,andshehadtrembledbeforethewicketassheaskedthebankerifshehadfundstopayit,andwonderedwhyhelaughedwhenheassuredhershehad。ForMrs。Comstockhadspentnotimeoncompoundinginterest,andneveraddedthesumsshehadbeendepositingthroughnearlytwentyyears。Nowshethoughtherfundswerealmostgone,andeverydaysheworriedoverexpenses。

  Shecouldseenoreasoningoingthroughtheformsofgraduationwhenpupilshadallintheirheadsthatwasrequiredtograduate。Elnoraknewshehadtohaveherdiplomainordertoenterthecollegeshewantedtoattend,butshedidnotdareuttertheword,untilhighschoolwasfinished,for,insteadofsofteningasshehopedhermotherhadbeguntodo,sheseemedtoremainverymuchthesame。

  Whenthegirlreachedtheswampshesatonalogandthoughtovertheexpenseshewascompelledtomeet。

  Everymemberofherparticularsetwashavingalargephotographtakentoexchangewiththeothers。Elnoralovedthesegirlsandboys,andtosayshecouldnothavetheirpicturestokeepwasmorethanshecouldendure。

  Eachonewouldgivetoalltheothersahandsomegraduationpresent。Sheknewtheywouldpreparegiftsforherwhethershecouldmakeapresentinreturnornot。

  Thenitwasthecustomforeachgraduatingclasstogiveagreatentertainmentandusethefundstopresenttheschoolwithastatuefortheentrancehall。Elnorahadbeencastforandwaspractisingapartinthatperformance。Shewasexpectedtofurnishherdressandpersonalnecessities。

  Shehadbeentoldthatshemusthaveagreengauzedress,andwherewasittocomefrom?

  EverygirloftheclasswouldhavethreebeautifulnewfrocksforCommencement:oneforthebaccalaureatesermon,another,whichcouldbeplain,forgraduationexercises,andahandsomeoneforthebanquetandball。

  Elnorafacedthepastthreeyearsandwonderedhowshecouldhavespentsomuchmoneyandnotkeptaccountofit。

  Shedidnotrealizewhereithadgone。Shedidnotknowwhatshecoulddonow。Shethoughtoverthephotographs,andatlastsettledthatquestiontohersatisfaction。Shestudiedlongeroverthegifts,tenhandsomeonestheremustbe,andatlastdecidedshecouldarrangeforthem。Thegreendresscamefirst。

  Thelightswouldbediminthescene,andthesettingdeepwoods。Shecouldmanagethat。Shesimplycouldnothavethreedresses。Shewouldhavetogetaverysimpleoneforthesermonanddothebestshecouldforgraduation。

  Whatevershegotforthatmustbemadewithaguimpethatcouldbetakenouttomakeitalittlemorefestivefortheball。Butwherecouldshegeteventwoprettydresses?

  TheonlyhopeshecouldseewastobreakintothecollectionofthemanfromIndia,sellsomemoths,andtrytoreplacetheminJune。Butinhersoulsheknewthatneverwoulddo。NoJuneeverbroughtjustthethingsshehopeditwould。Ifshespentthecollegemoneysheknewshecouldnotreplaceit。Ifshedidnot,theonlywaywastosecurearoominthegradesandteachayear。HerworktherehadbeensoappreciatedthatElnorafeltwiththerecommendationsheknewshecouldgetfromthesuperintendentandteachersshecouldsecureaposition。

  Shewassureshecouldpasstheexaminationseasily。

  ShehadoncegoneonSaturday,takenthemandsecuredalicenseforayearbeforeshelefttheBrushwoodschool。

  Shewantedtostarttocollegewhentheothergirlsweregoing。

  Ifshecouldmakethefirstyearalone,shecouldmanagetheremainder。Butmakethatfirstyearherself,shemust。

  Insteadofsellinganyofhercollection,shemusthuntassheneverbeforehadhuntedandfindaYellowEmperor。

  Shehadtohaveit,thatwasall。Also,shehadtohavethosedresses。ShethoughtofWesleyanddismissedit。

  ShethoughtoftheBirdWoman,andknewshecouldnottellher。Shethoughtofeverywayinwhichsheeverhadhopedtoearnmoneyandrealizedthatwiththeplay,committeemeetings,practising,andfinalexaminationsshescarcelyhadtimetolive,muchlesstodomorethantheworkrequiredforherpicturesandgifts。AgainElnorawasintrouble,andthistimeitseemedtheworstofall。

  Itwasdarkwhenshearoseandwenthome。

  \"Mother,\"shesaid,\"Ihaveapieceofnewsthatisdecidedlynotcheerful。\"

  \"Thenkeepittoyourself!\"saidMrs。Comstock。\"IthinkIhaveenoughtobearwithoutagreatgirllikeyoupilingtroubleonme。\"

  \"Mymoneyisallgone!\"saidElnora。

  \"Well,didyouthinkitwouldlastforever?It\'sbeenamarveltomethatit\'sheldoutaswellasithas,thewayyou\'vedressedandgone。\"

  \"Idon\'tthinkI\'vespentanythatIwasnotcompelledto,\"saidElnora。\"I\'vedressedonjustaslittleasI

  possiblycouldtokeepgoing。Iamheartsick。IthoughtIhadoverfiftydollarstoputmethroughCommencement,buttheytellmeitisallgone。\"

  \"Fiftydollars!ToputyouthroughCommencement!

  Whatonearthareyouproposingtodo?\"

  \"Thesameastherestofthem,intheverycheapestwaypossible。\"

  \"Andwhatmightthatbe?\"

  Elnoraomittedthephotographs,thegiftsandtheplay。

  Shetoldonlyofthesermon,graduationexercises,andtheball。

  \"Well,Iwouldn\'ttroublemyselfoverthat,\"sniffedMrs。Comstock。\"Ifyouwanttogotoasermon,putonthedressyoualwaysuseformeeting。Ifyouneedwhitefortheexerciseswearthenewdressyougotlastspring。

  Asfortheball,thebestthingforyoutodoistostayamileawayfromsuchfolly。Inmyopinionyou\'dbestbringhomeyourbooks,andquitrightnow。Youcan\'tbefixedliketherestofthem,don\'tbesofoolishastorunintoit。Juststayhereandlettheselastfewdaysgo。Youcan\'tlearnenoughmoretobeofanyaccount。\"

  \"But,mother,\"gaspedElnora。\"Youdon\'tunderstand!\"

  \"Oh,yes,Ido!\"saidMrs。Comstock。\"Iunderstandperfectly。

  Solongasthemoneylasted,youheldupyourhead,andwentsailingwithoutevenexplaininghowyougotitfromthestuffyougathered。GoodnessknowsIcouldn\'tsee。

  Butnowit\'sgone,youcomewhiningtome。WhathaveIgot?

  Haveyouforgotthattheditchandtheroadcompletelystrappedme?Ihaven\'tanymoney。There\'snothingforyoutodobutgetoutofit。\"

  \"Ican\'t!\"saidElnoradesperately。\"I\'vegoneontoolong。

  Itwouldmakeabreakineverything。Theywouldn\'tletmehavemydiploma!\"

  \"What\'sthedifference?You\'vegotthestuffinyourhead。

  Iwouldn\'tgivearapforascrapofpaper。Thatdon\'tmeananything!\"

  \"ButI\'veworkedfouryearsforit,andIcan\'tenter——

  Ioughttohaveittohelpmegetaschool,whenIwanttoteach。IfIdon\'thavemygradestoshow,peoplewillthinkIquitbecauseIcouldn\'tpassmyexaminations。

  Imusthavemydiploma!\"

  \"Thengetit!\"saidMrs。Comstock。

  \"Theonlywayistograduatewiththeothers。\"

  \"Well,graduateifyouareboundto!\"

  \"ButIcan\'t,unlessIhavethingsenoughliketheclass,thatIdon\'tlookasIdidthatfirstday。\"

  \"Well,pleaserememberIdidn\'tgetyouintothis,andIcan\'tgetyouout。Youaresetonhavingyourownway。Goon,andhaveit,andseehowyoulikeit!\"

  Elnorawentupstairsanddidnotcomedownagainthatnight,whichhermothercalledpouting。

  \"I\'vethoughtallnight,\"saidthegirlatbreakfast,\"andIcan\'tseeanywaybuttoborrowthemoneyofUncleWesleyandpayitbackfromsomethattheBirdWomanwilloweme,whenIgetonemorespecimen。

  ButthatmeansthatIcan\'tgoto——thatIwillhavetoteachthiswinter,ifIcangetacitygradeoracountryschool。\"

  \"JustyoudaregodingingafterWesleySintonformoney,\"

  criedMrs。Comstock。\"Youwon\'tdoanysuchathing!\"

  \"Ican\'tseeanyotherway。I\'vegottohavethemoney!\"

  \"Quit,Itellyou!\"

  \"Ican\'tquit!——I\'vegonetoofar!\"

  \"Wellthen,letmegetyourclothes,andyoucanpaymeback。\"

  \"Butyousaidyouhadnomoney!\"

  \"MaybeIcanborrowsomeatthebank。ThenyoucanreturnitwhentheBirdWomanpaysyou。\"

  \"Allright,\"saidElnora。\"Idon\'tneedexpensivethings。

  Justsomekindofaprettycheapwhitedressforthesermon,andawhiteonealittlebetterthanIhadlastsummer,forCommencementandtheball。IcanusethewhiteglovesandshoesIgotmyselfforlastyear,andyoucangetmydressmadeatthesameplaceyoudidthatone。

  Theyhavemymeasurements,anddoperfectwork。

  Don\'tgetexpensivethings。ItwillbewarmsoIcangobareheaded。\"

  Thenshestartedtoschool,butwassotiredanddiscouragedshescarcelycouldwalk。Fouryears\'plansgoinginoneday!Forshefeltthatifshedidnotstarttocollegethatfallsheneverwould。Insteadoffeelingrelievedathermother\'soffer,shewasalmosttooilltogoon。Forthethousandthtimeshegroaned:\"Oh,whydidn\'tIkeepaccountofmymoney?\"

  Afterthatthedayspassedsoswiftlyshescarcelyhadtimetothink,butseveraltripshermothermadetotown,andtheassurancethateverythingwasallright,satisfiedElnora。Sheworkedveryhardtopassgoodfinalexaminationsandperfectherselffortheplay。

  FortwodaysshehadremainedintownwiththeBirdWomaninordertospendmoretimepractisingandatherwork。

  OftenMargarethadaskedaboutherdressesforgraduation,andElnorahadrepliedthattheywerewithawomaninthecitywhohadmadeherawhitedressforlastyear\'sCommencementwhenshewasajuniorusher,andtheywouldbeallright。SoMargaret,Wesley,andBillyconcernedthemselvesoverwhattheywouldgiveherforapresent。

  Margaretsuggestedabeautifuldress。Wesleysaidthatwouldlooktoeveryoneasifsheneededdresses。

  Thethingwastogetahandsomegiftlikealltheotherswouldhave。Billywantedtopresentherafive-dollargoldpiecetobuymusicforherviolin。HewaspositiveElnorawouldlikethatbestofanything。

  Itwastowardthecloseofthetermwhentheydrovetotownoneeveningtotrytosettlethisimportantquestion。

  TheyknewMrs。Comstockhadbeenaloneseveraldays,sotheyaskedhertoaccompanythem。Shehadbeenmorelonelythanshewouldadmit,filledwithunusualunrestbesides,andsoshewasgladtogo。ButbeforetheyhaddrivenamileBillyhadtoldthattheyweregoingtobuyElnoraagraduationpresent,andMrs。Comstockdevoutlywishedthatshehadremainedathome。ShewaspreparedwhenBillyasked:\"AuntKate,whatareyougoingtogiveElnorawhenshegraduates?\"

  \"Plentytoeat,agoodbedtosleepin,anddoalltheworkwhileshetrollops,\"answeredMrs。Comstockdryly。

  Billyreflected。\"Iguessallofthemhavethat,\"hesaid。

  \"Imeanapresentyoubuyatthestore,likeChristmas?\"

  \"Itisonlyrichfolkswhobuypresentsatstores,\"

  repliedMrs。Comstock。\"Ican\'taffordit。\"

  \"Well,weain\'trich,\"hesaid,\"butwearegoingtobuyElnorasomethingasfineastherestofthemhaveifwesellacornerofthefarm。UncleWesleysaidso。\"

  \"Afoolandhislandaresoonparted,\"saidMrs。

  Comstocktersely。WesleyandBillylaughed,butMargaretdidnotenjoytheremark。

  Whiletheyweresearchingthestoresforsomethingonwhichallofthemcoulddecide,andMargaretwasholdingBillytokeephimfromsayinganythingbeforeMrs。Comstockaboutthemusiconwhichhewasdetermined,Mr。BrownleemetWesleyandstoppedtoshakehands。

  \"Iseeyourboycameoutfinely,\"hesaid。

  \"Idon\'tallowanyboyanywheretobefinerthanBilly,\"

  saidWesley。

  \"Iguessyoudon\'tallowanygirltosurpassElnora,\"

  saidMr。Brownlee。\"ShecomeshomewithEllenoften,andmywifeandIloveher。Ellensayssheisgreatinherpartto-night。Bestthinginthewholeplay!Ofcourse,youareintoseeit!Ifyouhaven\'treservedseats,you\'dbetterstartprettysoon,forthehighschoolauditoriumonlyseatsathousand。It\'salwaysjammedatthesehome-

  talentplays。Allofuswanttoseehowourchildrenperform。\"

  \"Whyyes,ofcourse,\"saidthebewilderedWesley。

  ThenhehurriedtoMargaret。\"Say,\"hesaid,\"thereisgoingtobeaplayatthehighschoolto-night;andElnoraisinit。Whyhasn\'tshetoldus?\"

  \"Idon\'tknow,\"saidMargaret,\"butI\'mgoing。\"

  \"SoamI,\"saidBilly。

  \"Metoo!\"saidWesley,\"unlessyouthinkforsomereasonshedoesn\'twantus。Lookslikeshewouldhavetoldusifshehad。I\'mgoingtoaskhermother。\"

  \"Yes,that\'swhat\'sshe\'sbeenstayingintownfor,\"saidMrs。Comstock。\"It\'ssomesortofaswindletoraisemoneyforherclasstobuysomesillythingtostickupintheschoolhousehalltorememberthemby。Idon\'tknowwhetherit\'snowornextweek,butthere\'ssomethingofthekindtobedone。\"

  \"Well,it\'sto-night,\"saidWesley,\"andwearegoing。

  It\'smytreat,andwe\'vegottohurryorwewon\'tgetin。

  Therearereservedseats,andwehavenone,soit\'sthegalleryforus,butIdon\'tcaresoIgettotakeonegoodpeepatElnora。\"

  \"S\'posesheplays?\"whisperedMargaretinhisear。

  \"Aw,tush!Shecouldn\'t!\"saidWesley。

  \"Well,she\'sbeendoingitthreeyearsintheorchestra,andworkinglikeaslaveatit。\"

  \"Oh,wellthat\'sdifferent。She\'sintheplayto-night。

  Brownleetoldmeso。Comeon,quick!We\'lldriveandhitchclosestplacewecanfindtothebuilding。\"

  Margaretwentintheexcitementofthemoment,butshewastroubled。

  WhentheyreachedthebuildingWesleytiedtheteamtoarailingandBillysprangouttohelpMargaret。

  Mrs。Comstocksatstill。

  \"Comeon,Kate,\"saidWesley,reachinghishand。

  \"I\'mnotgoinganywhere,\"saidMrs。Comstock,settlingcomfortablybackagainstthecushions。

  Allofthembeggedandpleaded,butitwasnouse。NotaninchwouldMrs。Comstockbudge。Thenightwaswarmandthecarriagecomfortable,thehorsesweresecurelyhitched。

  Shedidnotcaretoseewhatidioticthingapackofschoolchildrenweredoing,shewouldwaituntiltheSintonsreturned。

  Wesleytoldheritmightbetwohours,andshesaidshedidnotcareifitwerefour,sotheylefther。

  \"Didyoueverseesuch——?\"

  \"Cookies!\"criedBilly。

  \"Suchblamedstubbornnessinallyourlife?\"demandedWesley。

  \"Won\'tcometoseeasfineagirlasElnorainastageperformance。Why,Iwouldn\'tmissitforfiftydollars!

  \"Ithinkit\'sablessingshedidn\'t,\"saidMargaretplacidly。

  \"Ibeggedunusuallyhardsoshewouldn\'t。I\'mscaredofmylifeforfearElnorawillplay。\"

  Theyfoundseatsnearthedoorwheretheycouldseefairlywell。Billystoodatthebackofthehallandhadagoodview。Byandby,agreatvolumeofsoundwelledfromtheorchestra,butElnorawasnotplaying。

  \"Toldyouso!\"saidSinton。\"GotanotiontogooutandseeifKatewon\'tcomenow。Shecantakemyseat,andI\'llstandwithBilly。\"

  \"Yousitstill!\"saidMargaretemphatically。\"Thisisnotoveryet。\"

  SoWesleyremainedinhisseat。Theplayopenedandprogressedverymuchasallhighschoolplayshavegoneforthepastfiftyyears。ButElnoradidnotappearinanyofthescenes。

  Outinthewarmsummernightasour,grimwomannursedanachingheartandtriedtojustifyherself。

  Theeffortirritatedherintensely。Shefeltthatshecouldnotaffordthethingsthatwerebeingdone。

  TheoldfearoflosingthelandthatsheandRobertComstockhadpurchasedandstartedclearingwasstronguponher。Shewasthinkingofhim,howsheneededhim,whentheorchestramusicpouredfromtheopenwindowsnearher。Mrs。Comstockendureditaslongasshecould,andthenslippedfromthecarriageandfleddownthestreet。

  Shedidnotknowhowfarshewentorhowlongshestayed,buteverythingwasstill,saveanoccasionalraisedvoicewhenshewanderedback。Shestoodlookingatthebuilding。Slowlysheenteredthewidegatesandfollowedupthewalk。Elnorahadbeencominghereforalmostfouryears。WhenMrs。Comstockreachedthedoorshelookedinside。Thewidehallwaslightedwithelectricity,andthestatuaryandthedecorationsofthewallsdidnotseemlikepiecesoffoolishness。Themarbleappearedpure,white,andthebigpicturesmostinteresting。

  Shewalkedthelengthofthehallandslowlyreadthetitlesofthestatuesandthenamesofthepupilswhohaddonatedthem。

  ShespeculatedonwherethepieceElnora\'sclasswouldbuycouldbeplacedtoadvantage。

  Thenshewonderediftheywerehavingalargeenoughaudiencetobuymarble。Shelikeditbetterthanthebronze,butitlookedasifitcostmore。Howwhitethebroadstairwaywas!Elnorahadbeenclimbingthosestairsforyearsandnevertoldhertheyweremarble。

  Ofcourse,shethoughttheywerewood。Probablytheupperhallwasevengranderthanthis。Shewentovertothefountain,tookadrink,climbedtothefirstlandingandlookedaroundher,andthenwithoutthoughttothesecond。

  Thereshecameoppositethewide-opendoorsandtheentrancetotheauditoriumpackedwithpeopleandacrowdstandingoutside。Whentheynoticedatallwomanwithwhitefaceandhairandblackdress,onebyonetheysteppedalittleaside,sothatMrs。Comstockcouldseethestage。Itwascoveredwithcurtains,andnoonewasdoinganything。Justassheturnedtogoasoundsofaintthateveryoneleanedforwardandlistened,drifteddowntheauditorium。Itwasdifficulttotelljustwhatitwas;afteroneinstanthalftheaudiencelookedtowardthewindows,foritseemedonlyabreathofwindrustlingfreshlyopenedleaves;merelyahintofstirringair。

  Thenthecurtainsweresweptasideswiftly。Thestagehadbeentransformedintoalovelylittlecornerofcreation,wheretreesandflowersgrewandmosscarpetedtheearth。

  Asoftwindblewanditwasthegrayofdawn。Suddenlyarobinbegantosing,thenasongsparrowjoinedhim,andthenseveraloriolesbegantalkingatonce。Thelightgrewstronger,thedewdropstrembled,flowerperfumebegantocreepouttotheaudience;theairmovedthebranchesgentlyandaroostercrowed。Thenallthescenewasshakenwithababelofbirdnotesinwhichyoucouldhearacardinalwhistling,andabluefinchpiping。Backsomewhereamongthehighbranchesadovecooedandthenahorseneighedshrilly。Thatsetablackbirdcrying,\"T\'check,\"

  andawholeflockansweredit。Thecrowsbegantocawandalambbleated。Thenthegrosbeaks,chats,andvireoshadsomethingtosay,andthesunrosehigher,thelightgrewstrongerandthebreezerustledthetreetopsloudly;acowbawledandthewholebarnyardanswered。

  Theguineaswereclucking,theturkeygobblerstrutting,thehenscalling,thechickenscheeping,thelightstreameddownstraightoverheadandthebeesbegantohum。Theairstirredstrongly,andawayinanunseenfieldareaperclackedandrattledthroughripeningwheatwhilethedriverwhistled。Anuneasymarewhickeredtohercolt,thecoltanswered,andthelightbegantodecline。

  Milesawayaroostercrowedfortwilight,andduskwascomingdown。Thenacatbirdandabrownthrushsangagainstagrosbeakandahermitthrush。Theairwastremulouswithheavenlynotes,thelightswentoutinthehall,dusksweptacrossthestage,acricketsangandakatydidanswered,andawoodpeweewrungtheheartwithitslonesomecry。Thenanighthawkscreamed,awhip-

  poor-willcomplained,abelatedkilldeersweptthesky,andthenightwindsangaloudersong。Alittlescreechowltunedupinthedistance,abarnowlreplied,andagreathornedowldrownedboththeirvoices。Themoonshoneandthescenewaswarmwithmellowlight。Thebirdvoicesdiedandsoftexquisitemelodybegantoswellandroll。Inthecentreofthestage,piecebypiecethegrasses,mossesandleavesdroppedfromanembankment,thefoliagesoftlyblewaway,whileplainerandplainercametheoutlinesofalovelygirlfiguredrapedinsoftclinginggreen。Inhershowerofbrighthairafewgreenleavesandwhiteblossomsclung,andtheyfelloverherrobedowntoherfeet。Herwhitethroatandarmswerebare,sheleanedforwardalittleandswayedwiththemelody,hereyesfastonthecloudsaboveher,herlipsparted,apinktingeofexerciseinhercheeksasshedrewherbow。Sheplayedasonlyapeculiarchainofcircumstancesputsitinthepowerofaveryfewtoplay。

  Allnaturehadgrownstill,theviolinsobbed,sang,dancedandquaveredonalone,novoiceinparticular;

  thesoulofthemelodyofallnaturecombinedinonegreatoutpouring。

  Atthedoorway,awhite-facedwomanendureditaslongasshecouldandthenfellsenseless。Themennearestcarriedherdownthehalltothefountain,revivedher,andthenplacedherinthecarriagetowhichshedirectedthem。

  Thegirlplayedonandneverknew。Whenshefinished,theuproarofapplausesoundedablockdownthestreet,butthehalf-senselesswomanscarcelyrealizedwhatitmeant。

  Thenthegirlcametothefrontofthestage,bowed,andliftingtheviolinsheplayedherconceptionofaninvitationtodance。Everylivingsoulwithinsoundofhernotesstrainedtheirnervestositstillandletonlytheirheartsdancewithher。Whenthatbeganthewomanrantowardthecountry。Sheneverstoppeduntilthecarriageovertookherhalf-waytohercabin。Shesaidshehadgrowntiredofsitting,andwalkedonahead。ThatnightsheaskedBillytoremainwithherandsleeponElnora\'sbed。

  Thenshepitchedheadlonguponherown,andsufferedagonyofsoulsuchassheneverbeforehadknown。

  Theswamphadsentbackthesoulofherloveddeadandputitintothebodyofthedaughtersheresented,anditwasalmostmorethanshecouldendureandlive。

  CHAPTERXI

  WHEREINELNORAGRADUATES,ANDFRECKLESANDTHEANGELSENDGIFTS

  ThatwasFridaynight。ElnoracamehomeSaturdaymorningandbeganwork。Mrs。Comstockaskednoquestions,andthegirlonlytoldherthattheaudiencehadbeenlargeenoughtomorethanpayforthepieceofstatuarytheclasshadselectedforthehall。Thensheinquiredaboutherdressesandwastoldtheywouldbereadyforher。ShehadbeeninvitedtogototheBirdWoman\'stoprepareforboththesermonandCommencementexercises。Sincetherewassomuchpractisingtodo,ithadbeenarrangedthatsheshouldremaintherefromthenightofthesermonuntilaftershewasgraduated。IfMrs。ComstockdecidedtoattendshewastodriveinwiththeSintons。WhenElnorabeggedhertocomeshesaidshecarednothingaboutsuchsilliness。

  ItwasalmosttimeforWesleytocometotakeElnoratothecity,whenfreshfromherbath,anddressedtoheroutergarment,shestoodwithexpectantfacebeforehermotherandcried:\"Nowmydress,mother!\"

  Mrs。Comstockwaspaleasshereplied:\"It\'sonmybed。

  Helpyourself。\"

  Elnoraopenedthedoorandsteppedintohermother\'sroomwithneveramisgiving。SincethenightMargaretandWesleyhadbroughtherclothing,whenshefirststartedtoschool,hermotherhadselectedallofherdresses,withMrs。Sinton\'shelpmademostofthem,andElnorahadpaidthebills。Thewhitedressofthepreviousspringwasthefirstmadeatadressmaker\'s。ShehadwornthatasjuniorusheratCommencement;buthermotherhadselectedthematerial,haditmade,andithadfittedperfectlyandhadbeensuitableineveryway。Sowithherheartatrestonthatpoint,Elnorahurriedtothebedtofindonlyherlastsummer\'swhitedress,freshlywashedandironed。Foraninstantshestaredatit,thenshepickedupthegarment,lookedatthebedbeneathit,andhergazeslowlyswepttheroom。

  Itwasunfamiliar。Perhapsthiswasthethirdtimeshehadbeeninitsinceshewasaverysmallchild。Hereyesrangedoverthebeautifulwalnutdresser,thetallbureau,thebigchest,insidewhichsheneverhadseen,andtherowofmasculineattirehangingaboveit。Somewhereadaintylawnormulldresssimplymustbehanging:butitwasnot。Elnoradroppedonthechestbecauseshefelttooweaktostand。Inlessthantwohoursshemustbeinthechurch,atOnabasha。Shecouldnotwearalastyear\'swasheddress。Shehadnothingelse。Sheleanedagainstthewallandherfather\'sovercoatbrushedherface。

  Shecaughtthefoldsandclungtoitwithallhermight。

  \"Ohfather!Father!\"shemoaned。\"Ineedyou!Idon\'tbelieveyouwouldhavedonethis!\"Atlastsheopenedthedoor。

  \"Ican\'tfindmydress,\"shesaid。

  \"Well,asit\'stheonlyonethereIshouldn\'tthinkitwouldbemuchtrouble。\"

  \"Youmeanformetowearanoldwasheddressto-night?\"

  \"It\'sagooddress。Thereisn\'taholeinit!There\'snoreasononearthwhyyoushouldn\'twearit。\"

  \"ExceptthatIwillnot,\"saidElnora。\"Didn\'tyouprovideanydressforCommencement,either?\"

  \"Ifyousoilthatto-night,I\'veplentyoftimetowashitagain。\"

  Wesley\'svoicecalledfromthegate。

  \"Inaminute,\"answeredElnora。

  Sheranupstairsandinanincrediblyshorttimecamedownwearingoneofherginghamschooldresses。Herfacecoldandhard,shepassedhermotherandwentintothenight。HalfanhourlaterMargaretandBillystoppedforMrs。Comstockwiththecarriage。Shehaddeterminedfullythatshewouldnotgobeforetheycalled。Withthesoundoftheirvoicesasortofhorrorofbeingleftseizedher,sosheputonherhat,lockedthedoorandwentouttothem。

  \"HowdidElnoralook?\"inquiredMargaretanxiously。

  \"Likeshealwaysdoes,\"answeredMrs。Comstockcurtly。

  \"Idohopeherdressesareasprettyastheothers,\"

  saidMargaret。\"Noneofthemwillhaveprettierfacesornicerways。\"

  Wesleywaswaitingbeforethebigchurchtotakecareoftheteam。Astheystoodwatchingthepeopleenterthebuilding,Mrs。Comstockfeltherselfgrowingill。Whentheywentinsideamongthelights,sawtheflower-deckedstage,andthemassesoffinelydressedpeople,shegrewnobetter。

  ShecouldhearMargaretandBillysoftlycommentingonwhatwasbeingdone。

  \"ThatfirstchairintheveryfrontrowisElnora\'s,\"

  exultedBilly,\"cosshe\'sgotthehighestgrades,andsoshegetstoleadtheprocessiontotheplatform。\"

  \"Thefirstchair!\"\"Leadtheprocession!\"Mrs。Comstockwasdumbfounded。Thenotesofthepipeorganbegantofillthebuildinginaslowrollingmarch。WouldElnoraleadtheprocessioninaginghamdress?Orwouldshebeabsentandherchairvacantonthisgreatoccasion?Fornow,Mrs。

  Comstockcouldseethatitwasagreatoccasion。EveryonewouldrememberhowElnorahadplayedafewnightsbefore,andtheywouldmissherandpityher。Pity?Becauseshehadnoonetocareforher。Becauseshewasworseoffthanifshehadnomother。Forthefirsttimeinherlife,Mrs。Comstockbegantostudyherselfasshewouldappeartoothers。

  Everytimeajuniorgirlcameflutteringdowntheaisle,leadingsomeonetoaseat,andMrs。Comstocksawabeautifulwhitedresspass,awaveofpositiveillnesssweptoverher。

  Whathadshedone?WhatwouldbecomeofElnora?

  AsElnorarodetothecity,sheansweredWesley\'squestionsinmonosyllablessothathethoughtshewasnervousorrehearsingherspeechanddidnotcaretotalk。

  Severaltimesthegirltriedtotellhimandrealizedthatifshesaidthefirstworditwouldbringuncontrollabletears。

  TheBirdWomanopenedthescreenandstaredunbelievingly。

  \"Why,Ithoughtyouwouldbeready;youaresolate!\"

  shesaid。\"Ifyouhavewaitedtodresshere,wemusthurry。\"

  \"Ihavenothingtoputon,\"saidElnora。

  InbewildermenttheBirdWomandrewherinside。

  \"Did——did——\"shefaltered。\"Didyouthinkyouwouldwearthat?\"

  \"No。IthoughtIwouldtelephoneEllenthattherehadbeenanaccidentandIcouldnotcome。Idon\'tknowyethowtoexplain。I\'mtoosicktothink。Oh,doyousupposeIcangetsomethingmadebyTuesday,sothatIcangraduate?\"

  \"Yes;andyou\'llgetsomethingonyouto-night,sothatyoucanleadyourclass,asyouhavedoneforfouryears。

  Gotomyroomandtakeoffthatgingham,quickly。Anna,dropeverything,andcomehelpme。\"

  TheBirdWomanrantothetelephoneandcalledEllenBrownlee。

  \"Elnorahashadanaccident。Shewillbealittlelate,\"

  shesaid。\"Youhavegottomakethemwait。Havethemplayextramusicbeforethemarch。\"

  Thensheturnedtothemaid。\"TellBensontohavethecarriageatthegate,justassoonashecangetitthere。

  Thencometomyroom。Bringthethreadboxfromthesewing-room,thatrollofwidewhiteribbononthecuttingtable,andgatherallthewhitepinsfromeverydresserinthehouse。Butfirstcomewithmeaminute。\"

  \"IwantthattrunkwiththeSwampAngel\'sstuffinit,fromthecedarcloset,\"shepantedastheyreachedthetopofthestairs。

  TheyhurrieddownthehalltogetheranddraggedthebigtrunktotheBirdWoman\'sroom。Sheopeneditandbegantossingoutwhitestuff。

  \"Howluckythatsheleftthesethings!\"shecried。

  \"Herearewhiteshoes,gloves,stockings,fans,everything!\"

  \"Iamallreadybutadress,\"saidElnora。

  TheBirdWomanbeganopeningclosetsandpullingoutdrawersandboxes。

  \"IthinkIcanmakeitthisway,\"shesaid。

  Shesnatchedupacreamylaceyokewithlongsleevesthatrecentlyhadbeenmadeforherandhelditout。

  Elnoraslippedintoit,andtheBirdWomanbegansmoothingoutwrinklesandsewinginpins。Itfittedverywellwithalittlelappingintheback。Next,fromamongtheAngel\'sclothingshecaughtupawhitesilkwaistwithlowneckandelbowsleeves,andElnoraputiton。Itwaslargeenough,butdistressinglyshortinthewaist,fortheAngelhadwornitatapartywhenshewassixteen。TheBirdWomanloosenedthesleevesandpushedthemtoapuffontheshoulders,catchingtheminplaceswithpins。

  Shebeganonthewidedrapingoftheyoke,fasteningitfront,backandateachshoulder。Shepulleddownthewaistandpinnedit。Nextcameasoftwhitedressskirtofherown。BypinningherwaistbandquitefourinchesaboveElnora\'s,theBirdWomancouldsecureaperfectEmpiresweep,withtheclingingsilk。Thenshebeganwiththewidewhiteribbonthatwastotrimanewfrockforherself,bounditthreetimesaroundthehighwaisteffectshehadmanaged,tiedtheendsinaknotandletthemfalltothefloorinabeautifulsash。

  \"Iwantfourwhiteroses,eachwithtwoorthreeleaves,\"shecried。

  Annarantobringthem,whiletheBirdWomanaddedpins。

  \"Elnora,\"shesaid,\"forgiveme,buttellmetruly。Isyourmothersopoorastomakethisnecessary?\"

  \"No,\"answeredElnora。\"NextyearIamheirtomyshareofoverthreehundredacresoflandcoveredwithalmostasvaluabletimberaswasintheLimberlost。Weadjoinit。

  Therecouldbethirtyoilwellsdrilledthatwouldyieldtousthethousandsourneighboursaredrainingfromunderus,andthebarelandisworthoveronehundreddollarsanacreforfarming。Sheisnotpoor,sheis——Idon\'tknowwhatsheis。Agreattroublesouredandwarpedher。

  Itmadeherpeculiar。Shedoesnotintheleastunderstand,butitisbecauseshedoesn\'tcareto,insteadofignorance。

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