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  InthelowerbunklayLouis,grosslyfatandwarmandsweaty,asleepunfeignedlyandsleepinglaboriously。WhileWolfLarsenheldhiswristhestirreduneasily,bowinghisbodysothatforamomentitrestedonshouldersandheels。Hislipsmoved,andhegavevoicetothisenigmaticutterance:

  \"Ashilling’sworthaquarter;butkeepyourlampsoutforthruppennybits,orthepublicans’llshove’emonyouforsixpence。\"

  Thenherolledoveronhissidewithaheavy,sobbingsigh,saying:

  \"Asixpenceisatanner,andashillingabob;butwhataponyisI

  don’tknow。\"

  SatisfiedwiththehonestyofhisandtheKanaka’ssleep,WolfLarsenpassedontothenexttwobunksonthestarboardside,occupiedtopandbottom,aswesawinthelightofthesea—lamp,byLeachandJohnson。

  AsWolfLarsenbentdowntothelowerbunktotakeJohnson’spulse,I,standingerectandholdingthelamp,sawLeach’sheadraisestealthilyashepeeredoverthesideofhisbunktoseewhatwasgoingon。HemusthavedivinedWolfLarsen’strickandthesurenessofdetection,forthelightwasatoncedashedfrommyhandandtheforecastleleftindarkness。

  Hemusthaveleaped,also,atthesameinstant,straightdownonWolfLarsen。

  Thefirstsoundswerethoseofaconflictbetweenabullandawolf。

  IheardagreatinfuriatedbellowgoupfromWolfLarsen,andfromLeachasnarlingthatwasdesperateandblood—curdling。Johnsonmusthavejoinedhimimmediately,sothathisabjectandgrovellingconductondeckforthepastfewdayshadbeennomorethanplanneddeception。

  Iwassoterror—strickenbythisfightinthedarkthatleanedagainsttheladder,tremblingandunabletoascend。Anduponmewasthatoldsicknessatthepitofthestomach,causedalwaysbythespectacleofphysicalviolence。

  InthisinstanceIcouldnotsee,butcouldheartheimpactoftheblows——thesoftcrushingsoundmadebyfleshstrikingforciblyagainstflesh。

  Thentherewasthecrashingaboutoftheentwinedbodies,thelaboredbreathing,theshort,quickgaspsofsuddenpain。

  Theremusthavebeenmoremenintheconspiracytomurderthecaptainandmate,forbythesoundsIknewthatLeachandJohnsonhadbeenquicklyreinforcedbysomeoftheirmates。

  \"Getaknife,somebody!\"Leachwasshouting。

  \"Poundhimonthehead!Mashhisbrainsout!\"wasJohnson’scry。

  Butafterhisfirstbellow,WolfLarsenmadenonoise。Hewasfightinggrimlyandsilentlyforlife。Hewassorebeset。Downattheveryfirst,hehadbeenunabletogainhisfeet,andforallofhistremendousstrengthIfeltthattherewasnohopeforhim。

  Theforcewithwhichtheystruggledwasvividlyimpressedonme;forIwasknockeddownbytheirsurgingbodiesandbadlybruised。ButintheconfusionImanagedtocrawlintoanemptylowerbunkoutoftheway。

  \"Allhands!We’vegothim!We’vegothim!\"IcouldhearLeachcrying。

  \"Who?\"demandedthosewhohadbeenreallyasleep,andwhohadwakenedtotheyknewnotwhat。

  \"It’sthebloodymate!\"wasLeach’scraftyanswer,strainedfromhiminasmotheredsortofway。

  Thiswasgreetedwithwhoopsofjoy,andfromthenonWolfLarsenhadsevenstrongmenontopofhim,Louis,Ibelieve,takingnopartinit。

  Theforecastlewaslikeanangryhiveofbeesarousedbysomemarauder。

  \"Whatho!belowthere!\"IheardLatimershoutdownthescuttle,toocautioustodescendintotheinfernoofpassionhecouldhearragingbeneathhiminthedarkness。

  \"Won’tsomebodygetaknife?Oh,won’tsomebodygetaknife?\"Leachpleadedinthefirstintervalofcomparativesilence。

  Thenumberoftheassailantswasacauseofconfusion。Theyblockedtheirownefforts,whileWolfLarsen,withbutasinglepurpose,achievedhis。Thiswastofighthiswayacrossthefloortotheladder。Thoughintotaldarkness,Ifollowedhisprogressbyitssound。Nomanlessthanagiantcouldhavedonewhathedid,oncehehadgainedthefootoftheladder。Stepbystep,bythemightofhisarms,thewholepackofmenstrivingtodraghimbackanddown,hedrewhisbodyupfromthefloortillhestooderect。Andthen,stepbystep,handandfoot,heslowlystruggleduptheladder。

  Theverylastofall,Isaw。ForLatimer,havingfinallygoneforalantern,helditsothatitslightshonedownthescuttle。WolfLarsenwasnearlytothetop,thoughIcouldnotseehim。Allthatwasvisiblewasthemassofmenfasteneduponhim。Itsquirmedabout,likesomehugemany—leggedspider,andswayedbackandforthtotheregularrollofthevessel。Andstill,stepbystep,withlongintervalsbetween,themassascended。Onceittottered,abouttofallback,butthebrokenholdwasregainedanditstillwentup。

  \"Whoisit?\"Latimercried。

  IntheraysofthelanternIcouldseehisperplexedfacepeeringdown。

  \"Larsen,\"Iheardamuffledvoicefromwithinthemass。

  Latimerreacheddownwithhisfreehand。Isawahandshootuptoclasphis。Latimerpulled,andthenextcoupleofstepsweremadewitharush。

  ThenWolfLarsen’sotherhandreachedupandclutchedtheedgeofthescuttle。

  Themassswungclearoftheladder,themenstillclingingtotheirescapingfoe。Theybegantodropoff,tobebrushedoffagainstthesharpedgeofthescuttle,tobeknockedoffbythelegswhichwerenowkickingpowerfully。

  Leachwasthelasttogo,fallingsheerbackfromthetopofthescuttleandstrikingonheadandshouldersuponhissprawlingmatesbeneath。WolfLarsenandthelanterndisappeared,andwewereleftindarkness。TheSeaWolf:Chapter15CHAPTER15

  Therewasadealofcursingandgroaningasthemenatthebottomoftheladdercrawledtotheirfeet。

  \"Somebodystrikealight,mythumb’soutofjoint,\"saidoneofthemen,Parsons,aswarthy,saturnineman,boat—steererinStandish’sboat,inwhichHarrisonwaspuller。

  \"You’llfinditknockin’aboutbythebitts,\"Leachsaid,sittingdownontheedgeofthebunkinwhichIwasconcealed。

  Therewasafumblingandascratchingofmatches,andthesea—lampflaredup,dimandsmoky,andinitsweirdlightbare—leggedmenmovedabout,nursingtheirbruisesandcaringfortheirhurts。Oofty—OoftylaidholdofParsons’sthumb,pullingitoutstoutlyandsnappingitbackintoplace。InoticedatthesametimethattheKanaka’sknuckleswerelaidopenclearacrossandtothebone。Heexhibitedthem,exposingbeautifulwhiteteethinagrinashedidsoandexplainingthatthewoundshadcomefromstrikingWolfLarseninthemouth。

  \"Soitwasyou,wasit,youblackbeggar?\"belligerentlydemandedone,Kelly,anIrish—Americanandalongshoreman,makinghisfirsttriptosea,andboat—pullerforKerfoot。

  AshemadethedemandhespatoutamouthfulofbloodandteethandshovedhispugnaciousfaceclosetoOofty—Oofty。TheKanakaleapedbackwardtohisbunk,toreturnwithasecondleap,flourishingalongknife。

  \"Aw,golaydown,youmakemetired,\"Leachinterfered。Hewasevidently,forallofhisyouthandinexperience,cockoftheforecastle。\"G’wan,youKelly。YouleaveOoftyalone。Howinhelldidheknowitwasyouinthedark?\"

  Kellysubsidedwithsomemuttering,andtheKanakaflashedhiswhiteteethinagratefulsmile。Hewasabeautifulcreature,almostfeminineinthepleasinglinesofhisfigure,andtherewasasoftnessanddreaminessinhislargeeyeswhichseemedtocontradicthiswell—earnedreputationforstrifeandaction。

  \"Howdidhegetaway?\"Johnsonasked。

  Hewassittingonthesideofhisbunk,thewholeposeofhisfigureindicatingutterdejectionandhopelessness。Hewasstillbreathingheavilyfromtheexertionhehadmade。Hisshirthadbeenrippedentirelyfromhiminthestruggle,andbloodfromagashinthecheekwasflowingdownhisnakedchest,markingaredpathacrosshiswhitethighanddrippingtothefloor。

  \"Becauseheisthedevil,asItoldyoubefore,\"wasLeach’sanswer;

  andthereathewasonhisfeetandraginghisdisappointmentwithtearsinhiseyes。

  \"Andnotoneofyoutogetaknife!\"washisunceasinglament。

  Buttherestofthehandshadalivelyfearofconsequencestocomeandgavenoheedtohim。

  \"How’llheknowwhichwaswhich?\"Kellyasked,andashewentonhelookedmurderouslyabouthim——\"unlessoneofuspeaches。\"

  \"He’llknowassoonaseverheclapseyesonus,\"Parsonsreplied。\"Onelookatyou’dbeenough。\"

  \"Tellhimthedeckfloppedupandgougedyerteethoutivyerjaw,\"

  Louisgrinned。Hewastheonlymanwhowasnotoutofhisbunk,andhewasjubilantinthathepossessednobruisestoadvertisethathehadhadahandinthenight’swork。\"Justwaittillhegetsaglimpseivyermugsto—morrow,thegangivye,\"hechuckled。

  \"We’llsaywethoughtitwasthemate,\"saidone。Andanother,\"IknowwhatI’llsay——thatIheeredarow,jumpedoutofmybunk,gotajollygoodcrackonthejawformypainsandsailedinmyself。Couldn’ttellwhoorwhatitwasinthedarkandjusthitout。\"

  \"An’’twasmeyouhit,ofcourse,\"Kellyseconded,hisfacebrighteningforthemoment。

  LeachandJohnsontooknopartinthediscussion,anditwasplaintoseethattheirmateslookeduponthemasmenforwhomtheworstwasinevitable,whowerebeyondhopeandalreadydead。Leachstoodtheirfearsandreproachesforsometime。Thenhebrokeout:

  \"Youmakemetired!Anicelotofgazabasyouare!Ifyoutalkedlesswithyermouthanddidsomethingwithyerhands,he’da—bendonewithbynow。Whycouldn’toneofyou,justoneofyou,getmeaknifewhenIsungout?Youmakemesick!A—beefin’andbellerin’’round,asthoughhe’dkillyouwhenhegetsyou!Youknowdamnwellhewon’t。Can’taffordto。Noshippingmastersorbeachcombersoverhere,andhewantsyerinhisbusiness,andhewantsyerbad。Who’stopullorsteerorsailshipifhelosesyer?

  It’smeandJohnsonhavetofacethemusic。Getintoyerbunks,now,andshutyerfaces;Iwanttogetsomesleep。\"

  \"That’sallrightallright,\"Parsonsspokeup。\"Mebbehewon’tdoforus,butmarkmywords,hell’llbeaniceboxtothisshipfromnowon。\"

  AllthewhileIhadbeenapprehensiveconcerningmyownpredicament。

  Whatwouldhappentomewhenthesemendiscoveredmypresence?IcouldneverfightmywayoutasWolfLarsenhaddone。AndatthismomentLatimercalleddownthescuttles:

  \"Hump!Theoldmanwantsyou!\"

  \"Heain’tdownhere!\"Parsonscalledback。

  \"Yesheis,\"Isaid,slidingoutofthebunkandstrivingmyhardesttokeepmyvoicesteadyandbold。

  Thesailorslookedatmeinconsternation。Fearwasstrongintheirfaces,andthedevilishnesswhichcomesoffear。

  \"I’mcoming!\"IshouteduptoLatimer。

  \"Noyoudon’t!\"Kellycried,steppingbetweenmeandtheladder,hisrighthandshapedintoaveritablestrangler’sclutch。\"Youdamnlittlesneak!I’llshutyermouth!\"

  \"Lethimgo,\"Leachcommanded。

  \"Notonyerlife,\"wastheangryretort。

  Leachneverchangedhispositionontheedgeofthebunk。\"Lethimgo,Isay,\"herepeated;butthistimehisvoicewasgrittyandmetallic。

  TheIrishmanwavered。Imadetostepbyhim,andhestoodaside。WhenIhadgainedtheladder,Iturnedtothecircleofbrutalandmalignantfacespeeringatmethroughthesemi—darkness。Asuddenanddeepsympathywelledupinme。IrememberedtheCockney’swayofputtingit。HowGodmusthavehatedthemthattheyshouldbetorturedso!

  \"Ihaveseenandheardnothing,believeme,\"Isaidquietly。

  \"Itellyer,he’sallright,\"IcouldhearLeachsayingaswentuptheladder。\"Hedon’tliketheoldmannomorenoryouorme。\"

  IfoundWolfLarseninthecabin,strippedandbloody,waitingforme。

  Hegreetedmewithoneofhiswhimsicalsmiles。

  \"Come,gettowork,Doctor。Thesignsarefavorableforanextensivepracticethisvoyage。Idon’tknowwhattheGhostwouldhavebeenwithoutyou,andifIcouldonlycherishsuchnoblesentimentsIwouldtellyouhermasterisdeeplygrateful。\"

  Iknewtherunofthesimplemedicine—chesttheGhostcarried,andwhileIwasheatingwateronthecabinstoveandgettingthethingsreadyfordressinghiswounds,hemovedabout,laughingandchatting,andexamininghishurtswithacalculatingeye。Ihadneverbeforeseenhimstripped,andthesightofhisbodyquitetookmybreathaway。Ithasneverbeenmyweaknesstoexalttheflesh——farfromit;butthereisenoughoftheartistinmetoappreciateitswonder。

  ImustsaythatIwasfascinatedbytheperfectlinesofWolfLarsen’sfigure,andbywhatImaytermtheterriblebeautyofit。hadnotedthemenintheforecastle。Powerfullymuscledthoughsomeofthemwere,therehadbeensomethingwrongwithallofthem,aninsufficientdevelopmenthere,anunduedevelopmentthere,atwistoracrookthatdestroyedsymmetry,legstooshortortoolong,ortoomuchsineworboneexposed,ortoolittle。

  Oofty—Ooftyhadbeentheonlyonewhoselineswereatallpleasing,while,insofarastheypleased,thatfarhadtheybeenwhatIshouldcallfeminine。

  ButWolfLarsenwastheman—type,themasculine,andalmostagodinhisperfectness。Ashemovedaboutorraisedhisarmsthegreatmusclesleaptandmovedunderthesatinyskin。Ihaveforgottentosaythatthebronzeendedwithhisface。Hisbody,thankstohisScandinavianstock,wasfairasthefairestwoman’s。Irememberhisputtinghishanduptofeelofthewoundonhishead,andmywatchingthebicepsmovelikealivingthingunderitswhitesheath。Itwasthebicepsthathadnearlycrushedoutmylifeonce,thatIhadseenstrikesomanykillingblows。Icouldnottakemyeyesfromhim。stoodmotionless,arollofantisepticcottoninmyhandunwindingandspillingitselfdowntothefloor。

  Henoticedme,andIbecameconsciousthatIwasstaringathim。

  \"Godmadeyouwell,\"Isaid。

  \"Didhe?\"heanswered。\"Ihaveoftenthoughtsomyself,andwonderedwhy。\"

  \"Purpose——\"Ibegan。

  \"Utility,\"heinterrupted。\"Thisbodywasmadeforuse。Thesemusclesweremadetogrip,andtear,anddestroylivingthingsthatgetbetweenmeandlife。Buthaveyouthoughtoftheotherlivingthings?They,too,havemuscles,ofonekindandanother,madetogrip,andtear,anddestroy;

  andwhentheycomebetweenmeandlife,Ioutgripthem,outtearthem,outdestroythem。Purposedoesnotexplainthat。Utilitydoes。\"

  \"Itisnotbeautiful,\"Iprotested。

  \"Lifeisn’t,youmean,\"hesmiled。\"YetyousayIwasmadewell。Doyouseethis?\"

  Hebracedhislegsandfeet,pressingthecabinfloorwithhistoesinaclutchingsortofway。Knotsandridgesandmoundsofmuscleswrithedandbunchedundertheskin。

  \"Feelthem,\"hecommanded。

  Theywerehardasiron。AndIobserved,also,thathiswholebodyhadunconsciouslydrawnitselftogether,tenseandalert;thatmusclesweresoftlycrawlingandshapingaboutthehips,alongtheback,andacrosstheshoulders;thatthearmswereslightlylifted,theirmusclescontracting,thefingerscrookingtillthehandswereliketalons;andthateventheeyeshadchangedexpressionandintothemwerecomingwatchfulnessandmeasurementandalightnoneotherthanofbattle。

  \"Stability,equilibrium,\"hesaid,relaxingontheinstantandsinkinghisbodybackintorepose。\"Feetwithwhichtoclutchtheground,legstostandonandtohelpwithstand,whilewitharmsandhands,teethandnails,Istruggletokillandtobenotkilled。Purpose?Utilityisthebetterword。\"

  Ididnotargue。Ihadseenthemechanismoftheprimitivefightingbeast,andIwasasstronglyimpressedasifIhadseentheenginesofagreatbattleshiporAtlanticliner。

  Iwassurprised,consideringthefiercestruggleintheforecastle,atthesuperficialityofhishurts,andIpridemyselfthatIdressedthemdexterously。Withtheexceptionofseveralbadwounds,therestweremerelyseverebruisesandlacerations。Theblowwhichhehadreceivedbeforegoingoverboardhadlaidhisscalpopenseveralinches。This,underhisdirection,Icleansedandsewedtogether,havingfirstshavedtheedgesofthewound。

  Thenthecalfofhislegwasbadlylaceratedandlookedasthoughithadbeenmangledbyabulldog。Somesailor,hetoldme,hadlaidholdofitbyhisteeth,atthebeginningofthefight,andhungonandbeendraggedtothetopoftheforecastleladder,whenhewaskickedloose。

  \"Bytheway,Hump,asIhaveremarked,youareahandyman,\"WolfLarsenbegan,whenmyworkwasdone。\"Asyouknow,we’reshortamate。Hereafteryoushallstandwatches,receiveseventy—fivedollarspermonth,andbeaddressedforeandaftasMr。VanWeyden。\"

  \"I——Idon’tunderstandnavigation,youknow,\"Igasped。

  \"Notnecessaryatall。\"

  \"Ireallydonotcaretositinthehighplaces,\"Iobjected。\"Ifindlifeprecariousenoughinmypresenthumblesituation。Ihavenoexperience。

  Mediocrity,yousee,hasitscompensations。\"

  Hesmiledasthoughitwereallsettled。

  \"Iwon’tbemateonthishell—ship!\"Icrieddefiantly。

  Isawhisfacegrowhardandthemercilessglittercomeintohiseyes。

  Hewalkedtothedoorofhisroom,saying:

  \"Andnow,Mr。VanWeyden,goodnight。\"

  \"Goodnight,Mr。Larsen,\"Iansweredweakly。TheSeaWolf:Chapter16CHAPTER16

  Icannotsaythatthepositionofmatecarriedwithitanythingmorejoyfulthanthattherewerenomoredishestowash。Iwasignorantofthesimplestdutiesofmate,andwouldhavefaredbadlyindeedhadthesailorsnotsympathizedwithme。Iknewnothingoftheminutiaeofropesandrigging,ofthetrimmingandsettingofsails;butthesailorstookpainstoputmetorights,——Louisprovinganespeciallygoodteacher,——andIhadlittletroublewiththoseunderme。

  Withthehuntersitwasotherwise。Familiarinvaryingdegreewiththesea,theytookmeasasortofjoke。Intruth,itwasajoketome,thatI,theveriestlandsman,shouldbefillingtheofficeofmate;buttobetakenasajokebyotherswasadifferentmatter。madenocomplaint,butWolfLarsendemandedthemostpunctiliousseaetiquetteinmycase,——

  farmorethanpoorJohansenhadeverreceived;andattheexpenseofseveralrows,threats,andmuchgrumbling,hebroughtthehunterstotime。Iwas\"Mr。VanWeyden\"foreandaft,anditwasonlyunofficiallythatWolfLarsenhimselfeveraddressedmeas\"Hump。\"

  Itwasamusing。Perhapsthewindwouldhaulafewpointswhilewewereatdinner,andasIleftthetablehewouldsay,\"Mr。VanWeyden,willyoukindlyputaboutontheporttack。\"AndIwouldgoondeck,beckonLouistome,andlearnfromhimwhatwastobedone。Then,afewminuteslater,havingdigestedhisinstructionsandthoroughlymasteredtheman渦vre,Iwouldproceedtoissuemyorders。Irememberanearlyinstanceofthiskind,whenWolfLarsenappearedonthescenejustasIhadbeguntogiveorders。Hesmokedhiscigarandlookedonquietlytillthethingwasaccomplished,andthenpacedaftbymysidealongtheweatherpoop。

  \"Hump,\"hesaid,\"Ibegpardon,Mr。VanWeyden,Icongratulateyou。

  Ithinkyoucannowfireyourfather’slegsbackintothegravetohim。

  You’vediscoveredyourownandlearnedtostandonthem。Alittlerope—work,sail—making,andexperiencewithstormsandsuchthings,andbytheendofthevoyageyoucouldshiponanycoastingschooner。\"

  Itwasduringthisperiod,betweenthedeathofJohansenandthearrivalonthesealinggrounds,thatIpassedmypleasantesthoursontheGhost。

  WolfLarsenwasquiteconsiderate,thesailorshelpedme,andIwasnolongerinirritatingcontactwithThomasMugridge。AndImadefreetosay,asthedayswentby,thatIfoundIwastakingacertainsecretprideinmyself。Fantasticasthesituationwas,——alandlubbersecondincommand,——Iwas,nevertheless,carryingitoffwell;andduringthatbrieftimeIwasproudofmyself,andIgrewtolovetheheaveandrolloftheGhostundermyfeetasshewallowednorthandwestthroughthetropicseatotheisletwherewefilledourwater—casks。

  Butmyhappinesswasnotunalloyed。Itwascomparative,aperiodoflessmiseryslippedinbetweenapastofgreatmiseriesandafutureofgreatmiseries。FortheGhost,sofarastheseamenwereconcerned,wasahell—shipoftheworsedescription。Theyneverhadamoment’srestorpeace。WolfLarsentreasuredagainstthemtheattemptonhislifeandthedrubbinghehadreceivedintheforecastle;andmorning,noon,andnight,andallnightaswell,hedevotedhimselftomakinglifeunlivableforthem。

  Heknewwellthepsychologyofthelittlething,anditwasthelittlethingsbywhichhekeptthecrewworkeduptothevergeofmadness。IhaveseenHarrisoncalledfromhisbunktoputproperlyawayamisplacedpaint—brush,andthetwowatchesbelowhaledfromtheirtiredsleeptoaccompanyhimandseehimdoit。Alittlething,truly,butwhenmultipliedbythethousandingeniousdevicesofsuchamind,thementalstateofthemenintheforecastlemaybeslightlycomprehended。

  Ofcoursemuchgrumblingwenton,andlittleoutburstswerecontinuallyoccurring。Blowswerestruck,andtherewerealwaystwoorthreemennursinginjuriesatthehandsofthehumanbeastwhowastheirmaster。Concertedactionwasimpossibleinfaceoftheheavyarsenalofweaponscarriedinthesteerageandcabin。LeachandJohnsonwerethetwoparticularvictimsofWolfLarsen’sdiabolictemper,andthelookofprofoundmelancholywhichhadsettledonJohnson’sfaceandinhiseyesmademyheartbleed。

  WithLeachitwasdifferent。Therewastoomuchofthefightingbeastinhim。Heseemedpossessedbyaninsatiablefurywhichgavenotimeforgrief。Hislipshadbecomedistortedintoapermanentsnarl,which,atmeresightofWolfLarsen,brokeoutinsound,horribleandmenacing,and,Idobelieve,unconsciously。IhaveseenhimfollowWolfLarsenaboutwithhiseyes,likeananimalitskeeper,thewhiletheanimal—likesnarlsoundeddeepinhisthroatandvibratedforthbetweenhisteeth。

  Irememberonce,ondeck,inbrightday,touchinghimontheshoulderaspreliminarytogivinganorder。Hisbackwastowardme,andatthefirstfeelofmyhandheleapeduprightintheairandawayfromme,snarlingandturninghisheadasheleaped。Hehadforthemomentmistakenmeforthemanhehated。

  BothheandJohnsonwouldhavekilledWolfLarsenattheslightestopportunity,buttheopportunitynevercame。WolfLarsenwastoowiseforthat,and,besides,theyhadnoadequateweapons。Withtheirfistsalonetheyhadnochancewhatever。TimeandagainhefoughtitoutwithLeach,whofoughtback,always,likeawildcat,toothandnailandfist,untilstretched,exhaustedorunconscious,onthedeck。Andhewasneveraversetoanotherencounter。AllthedevilthatwasinhimchallengedthedevilinWolfLarsen。

  Theyhadbuttoappearondeckatthesametime,whentheywouldbeatit,cursing,snarling,striking;andIhaveseenLeachflinghimselfuponWolfLarsenwithoutwarningorprovocation。Oncehethrewhisheavysheath—knife,missingWolfLarsen’sthroatbyaninch。Anothertimehedroppedasteelmarlinspikefromthemizzencrosstree。Itwasadifficultcasttomakeonarollingship,butthesharppointofthespike,whistlingseventy—fivefeetthroughtheair,barelymissedWolfLarsen’sheadasheemergedfromthecabincompanionwayanddroveitslengthtwoinchesandoverintothesoliddeck—planking。Stillanothertime,hestoleintothesteerage,possessedhimselfofaloadedshot—gun,andwasmakingarushforthedeckwithitwhencaughtbyKerfootanddisarmed。

  IoftenwonderedwhyWolfLarsendidnotkillhimandmakeanendofit。Butheonlylaughedandseemedtoenjoyit。Thereseemedacertainspiceaboutit,suchasmenmustfeelwhotakedelightinmakingpetsofferociousanimals。

  \"Itgivesathrilltolife,\"heexplainedtome,\"whenlifeiscarriedinone’shand。Manisanaturalgambler,andlifeisthebiggeststakehecanlay。Thegreatertheodds,thegreaterthethrill。WhyshouldI

  denymyselfthejoyofexcitingLeach’ssoultofever—pitch?Forthatmatter,Idohimakindness。Thegreatnessofsensationismutual。Heislivingmoreroyallythananymanfor’ard,thoughhedoesnotknowit。Forhehaswhattheyhavenot——purpose,somethingtodoandbedone,anall—absorbingendtostrivetoattain,thedesiretokillme,thehopethathemaykillme。Really,Hump,heislivingdeepandhigh。Idoubtthathehaseverlivedsoswiftlyandkeenlybefore,andIhonestlyenvyhim,sometimes,whenIseehimragingatthesummitofpassionandsensibility。\"

  \"Ah,butitiscowardly,cowardly!\"Icried。\"Youhavealltheadvantage。\"

  \"Ofthetwoofus,youandI,whoisthegreatercoward?\"heaskedseriously。

  \"Ifthesituationisunpleasing,youcompromisewithyourconsciencewhenyoumakeyourselfapartytoit。Ifyouwerereallygreat,reallytruetoyourself,youwouldjoinforceswithLeachandJohnson。Butyouareafraid,youareafraid。Youwanttolive。Thelifethatisinyoucriesoutthatitmustlive,nomatterwhatthecost;soyouliveignominiously,untruetothebestyoudreamof,sinningagainstyourwholepitifullittlecode,and,iftherewereahell,headingyoursoulstraightforit。Bah!

  Iplaythebraverpart。Idonosin,forIamtruetothepromptingsofthelifethatisinme。Iamsincerewithmysoulatleast,andthatiswhatyouarenot。\"

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