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  ButbeforeIbegintodescribeVissarionIshallthrowasoptoyouasachatelaine;thatmaygiveyoupatiencetoreadtherest。TheCastleneedsalotofthingstomakeitcomfortable——asyouwouldconsiderit。Infact,itisabsolutelydestituteofeverythingofadomesticnature。UncleRogerhaditvettedonthedefenceside,andsofaritcouldstandasiege。Butitcouldn’tcookadinnerorgothroughaspring—cleaning!Asyouknow,Iamnotmuchupindomesticmatters,andsoIcannotgiveyoudetails;butyoumaytakeitthatitwantseverything。Idon’tmeanfurniture,orsilver,orevengold—plate,orworksofart,foritisfullofthemostmagnificentoldthingsthatyoucanimagine。IthinkUncleRogermusthavebeenacollector,andgatheredalotofgoodthingsinallsortsofplaces,storedthemforyears,andthensentthemhere。Butastoglass,china,delft,allsortsofcrockery,linen,householdappliancesandmachinery,cookingutensils——exceptofthesimplest——

  therearenone。Idon’tthinkUncleRogercouldhavelivedheremorethanonatemporarypicnic。SofarasIonlyamconcerned,Iamallright;agridironandasaucepanareall_I_want——andIcanusethemmyself。But,dearAuntJanet,Idon’twantyoutopigit。Iwouldlikeyoutohaveeverythingyoucanimagine,andalloftheverybest。Costdoesn’tcountnowforus,thankstoUncleRoger;andsoI

  wantyoutoorderall。Iknowyou,dear——beingawoman——won’tobjecttoshopping。Butitwillhavetobewholesale。Thisisanenormousplace,andwillswallowupallyoucanbuy——likeaquicksand。Doasyoulikeaboutchoosing,butgetallthehelpyoucan。Don’tbeafraidofgettingtoomuch。Youcan’t,orofbeingidlewhenyouarehere。Iassureyouthatwhenyoucometherewillbesomuchtodoandsomanythingstothinkofthatyouwillwanttogetawayfromitall。And,besides,AuntJanet,Ihopeyouwon’tbetoolong。

  Indeed,Idon’twishtobeselfish,butyourboyislonely,andwantsyou。AndwhenyougethereyouwillbeanEMPRESS。Idon’taltogetherlikedoingso,lestIshouldoffendamillionairesslikeyou;butitmayfacilitatematters,andtheway’sofcommercearestrict,thoughdevious。SoIsendyouachequefor1,000poundsforthelittlethings:andalettertothebanktohonouryourownchequesforanyamountIhavegot。

  Ithink,bytheway,Ishould,ifIwereyou,takeorsendoutafewservants——nottoomanyatfirst,onlyjustenoughtoattendonourtwoselves。Youcanarrangetosendforanymoreyoumaywantlater。

  Engagethem,andarrangefortheirbeingpaid——whentheyareinourservicewemusttreatthemwell——andthentheycanbeatourcallasyoufindthatwewantthem。Ithinkyoushouldsecure,say,fiftyorahundred——’tisanawfu’bigplace,AuntJanet!Andinthesamewaywillyousecure——and,ofcourse,arrangeforpaysimilarly——ahundredmen,exclusiveofanyservantsyouthinkitwelltohave。IshouldliketheGeneral,ifhecangivethetime,tochooseorpassthem。I

  wantclansmenthatIcandependon,ifneedbe。Wearegoingtoliveinacountrywhichisatpresentstrangetous,anditiswelltolookthingsintheface。IknowSirColinwillonlyhavemenwhoareacredittoScotlandandtoRossandtoCroom——menwhowillimpresstheBlueMountaineers。Iknowtheywilltakethemtotheirhearts——

  certainlyifanyofthemarebachelorsthegirlswill!Forgiveme!

  Butifwearetosettlehere,ourfollowerswillprobablywanttosettlealso。Moreover,theBlueMountaineersmaywantfollowersalso!Andwillwantthemtosettle,too,andhavesuccessors!

  Nowforthedescriptionoftheplace。Well,Isimplycan’tjustnow。

  Itisallsowonderfulandsobeautiful。TheCastle——IhavewrittensomuchalreadyaboutotherthingsthatIreallymustkeeptheCastleforanotherletter!LovetoSirColinifheisatCroom。Andoh,dearAuntJanet,howIwishthatmydearmotherwascomingout!Itallseemssodarkandemptywithouther。Howshewouldhaveenjoyedit!Howproudshewouldhavebeen!And,mydear,ifshecouldbewithusagain,howgratefulshewouldhavebeentoyouforallyouhavedoneforherboy!AsIam,believeme,mosttrulyandsincerelyandaffectionatelygrateful。

  YourlovingRUPERT。

  RupertSentLeger,Vissarion,toJanetMacKelpie,Croom。

  January26,1907。

  MYDEARAUNTJANET,PleasereadthisasifitwasapartoftheletterIwroteyesterday。

  TheCastleitselfissovastthatIreallycan’tdescribeitindetail。SoIamwaitingtillyoucome;andthenyouandIwillgooverittogetherandlearnallthatwecanaboutit。WeshalltakeRookewithus,and,asheissupposedtoknoweverypartofit,fromthekeeptothetorture—chamber,wecanspendafewdaysoverit。Ofcourse,Ihavebeenovermostofit,sinceIcame——that,is,Iwentatvarioustimestoseedifferentportions——thebattlements,thebastions,theoldguard—room,thehall,thechapel,thewalls,theroof。AndIhavebeenthroughsomeofthenetworkofrockpassages。

  UncleRogermusthavespentamintofmoneyonit,sofarasIcansee;andthoughIamnotasoldier,IhavebeeninsomanyplacesfortifiedindifferentwaysthatIamnotentirelyignorantofthesubject。Hehasrestoreditinsuchanup—to—datewaythatitispracticallyimpregnabletoanythingunderbiggunsorasiege—train。

  Hehasgonesofarastohavecertainoutworksandthekeepcoveredwitharmouredplatingofwhatlookslikeharveyizedsteel。Youwillwonderwhenyouseeit。ButasyetIreallyknowonlyafewrooms,andamfamiliarwithonlyone——myownroom。Thedrawing—room——notthegreathall,whichisavastplace;thelibrary——amagnificentone,butinsaddisorder——wemustgetalibrariansomedaytoputitintrim;andthedrawing—roomandboudoirandbedroomsuitewhichI

  haveselectedforyou,areallfine。Butmyownroomiswhatsuitsmebest,thoughIdonotthinkyouwouldcareforitforyourself。

  Ifyoudo,youshallhaveit。ItwasUncleRoger’sownroomwhenhestayedhere;livinginitforafewdaysservedtogivememoreinsighttohischaracter——orrathertohismind——thanIcouldhaveotherwisehad。ItisjustthekindofplaceIlikemyself;so,naturally,Iunderstandtheotherchapwholikedittoo。Itisafinebigroom,notquitewithintheCastle,butanoutlyingpartofit。Itisnotdetached,oranythingofthatsort,butisasortofgarden—roombuiltontoit。Thereseemstohavebeenalwayssomesortofplacewhereitis,forthepassagesandopeningsinsideseemtoacceptorrecognizeit。Itcanbeshutoffifnecessary——itwouldbeincaseofattack——byagreatslabofsteel,justlikethedoorofasafe,whichslidesfrominsidethewall,andcanbeoperatedfromeitherinsideoroutside——ifyouknowhow。Thatisfrommyroomorfromwithinthekeep。Themechanismisasecret,andnoonebutRookeandIknowit。TheroomopensoutthroughagreatFrenchwindow——theFrenchwindowismodern,Itakeit,andwasarrangedbyorforUncleRoger;Ithinktheremusthavebeenalwaysalargeopeningthere,forcenturiesatleast——whichopensonawideterraceorbalconyofwhitemarble,extendingrightandleft。Fromthisawhitemarblestairliesstraightinfrontofthewindow,andleadsdowntothegarden。Thebalconyandstaircasearequiteancient——ofoldItalianwork,beautifullycarved,and,ofcourse,weather—wornthroughcenturies。Thereisjustthatlittletingingofgreenhereandtherewhichmakesalloutdoormarblesocharming。Itishardtobelieveattimesthatitisapartofafortifiedcastle,itissoelegantandfreeandopen。Thefirstglanceofitwouldmakeaburglar’sheartglad。Hewouldsaytohimself:\"HereisthesortofcribIlikewhenI’monthejob。Youcanjustwalkinandoutasyouchoose。\"But,AuntJanet,oldRogerwascuterthananyburglar。Hehadtheplacesoguardedthattheburglarwouldhavebeenabaffledburglar。Therearetwosteelshieldswhichcanslideoutfromthewallandlockintotheothersiderightacrossthewholebigwindow。

  Oneisagrilleofsteelbandsthatopenoutintodiamond—shapedlozenges。Nothingbiggerthanakittencouldgetthrough;andyetyoucanseethegardenandthemountainsandthewholeview——muchthesameasyouladiescanseethroughyourveils。Theotherisagreatsheetofsteel,whichslidesoutinasimilarwayindifferentgrooves。Itisnot,ofcourse,soheavyandstrongasthesafe—doorwhichcoversthelittleopeninginthemainwall,butRooketellsmeitisproofagainsttheheaviestrifle—hall。

  Havingtoldyouthis,Imusttellyou,too,AuntJanet,lestyoushouldbemadeanxiousbythearriere—penseeofallthesewarlikemeasuresofdefence,thatIalwayssleepatnightwithoneoftheseironscreensacrossthewindow。Ofcourse,whenIamawakeIleaveitopen。AsyetIhavetriedonly,butnotused,thegrille;andI

  don’tthinkIshalleveruseanythingelse,foritisaperfectguard。Ifitshouldbetamperedwithfromoutsideitwouldsoundanalarmattheheadofthebed,andthepressingofabuttonwouldrolloutthesolidsteelscreeninfrontofit。Asamatteroffact,I

  havebeensousedtotheopenthatIdon’tfeelcomfortableshutin。

  Ionlyclosewindowsagainstcoldorrain。Theweatherhereisdelightful——asyet,atallevents——buttheytellmethattherainyseasonwillbeonusbeforeverylong。

  Ithinkyouwilllikemyden,auntydear,thoughitwilldoubtlessbeaworrytoyoutoseeitsountidy。Butthatcan’tbehelped。I

  mustbeuntidySOMEWHERE;anditisbestinmyownden!

  AgainIfindmylettersolongthatImustcutitoffnowandgoonagainto—night。Sothismustgoasitstands。IshallnotcauseyoutowaittohearallIcantellyouaboutournewhome。

  YourlovingRUPERT。

  FromRupertSentLeger,Vissarion,toJanetMacKelpie,Croom。

  January29,1907。

  MYDEARAUNTJANET,Mydenlooksout,asItoldyouinmylastletter,onthegarden,or,tospeakmoreaccurately,onONEofthegardens,forthereareacresofthem。Thisistheoldone,whichmustbealmostasoldastheCastleitself,foritwaswithinthedefencesintheolddaysofbows。Thewallthatsurroundstheinnerportionofithaslongagobeenlevelled,butsufficientremainsateitherendwhereitjoinedtheouterdefencestoshowthelongcasematesforthebowmentoshootthroughandtheraisedstonegallerywheretheystood。Itisjustthesamekindofbuildingasthestone—workofthesentry’swalkontheroofandofthegreatoldguard—roomunderit。

  Butwhateverthegardenmayhavebeen,andnomatterhowitwasguarded,itisamostlovelyplace。Therearewholesectionsofgardenhereofvariousstyles——Greek,Italian,French,German,Dutch,British,Spanish,African,Moorish——alltheoldernationalities。I

  amgoingtohaveanewonelaidoutforyou——aJapanesegarden。I

  havesenttothegreatgardenerofJapan,Minaro,tomaketheplansforit,andtocomeoverwithworkmentocarryitout。Heistobringtreesandshrubsandflowersandstone—work,andeverythingthatcanberequired;andyoushallsuperintendthefinishing,ifnotthedoing,ofityourself。Wehavesuchafineheadofwaterhere,andtheclimateis,theytellme,usuallysolovelythatwecandoanythinginthegardeningway。Ifitshouldeverturnoutthattheclimatedoesnotsuit,weshallputagreathighglassroofoverit,andMAKEasuitableclimate。

  ThisgardeninfrontofmyroomistheoldItaliangarden。Itmusthavebeendonewithextraordinarytasteandcare,forthereisnotabitofitwhichisnotrarelybeautiful。SirThomasBrownehimself,forallhisQuincunx,wouldhavebeendelightedwithit,andhavefoundmaterialforanother\"GardenofCyrus。\"Itissobigthatthereareendless\"episodes\"ofgardenbeautyIthinkallItalymusthavebeenransackedinoldtimesforgardenstone—workofexceptionalbeauty;andthesetreasureshavebeenputtogetherbysomemaster—

  hand。Eventheformalbordersofthewalksareofoldporousstone,whichtakestheweather—stainingsobeautifully,andarecarvedinendlessvariety。Nowthatthegardenshavebeensolongneglectedorleftinabeyance,thegreenstaininghasbecomeperfect。Thoughthestone—workisitselfintact,ithasallthepicturesqueeffectofthewearandruinwroughtbymanycenturies。Iamhavingitkeptforyoujustasitis,exceptthatIhavehadtheweedsandundergrowthclearedawaysothatitsbeautiesmightbevisible。

  Butitisnotmerelythearchitectworkofthegardenthatissobeautiful,noristheassemblingthereofthemanifoldwealthoffloralbeauty——thereisthebeautythatNaturecreatesbythehandofherservant,Time。Yousee,AuntJanet,howthebeautifulgardeninspiresadanger—hardenedoldtramplikemetohigh—gradesentimentsofpoeticfancy!Notonlyhavelimestoneandsandstone,andevenmarble,growngreenintime,buteventheshrubsplantedandthenneglectedhavedevelopednewkindsofbeautyoftheirown。Insomefar—distanttimesomemaster—gardeneroftheVissarionshastriedtorealizeanidea——thatoftinyplantsthatwouldgrowjustalittlehigherthantheflowers,sothattheeffectofanunevenfloralsurfacewouldbeachievedwithoutanyhidingofanythinginthegardenseenfromanywhere。Thisisonlymyreadingofwhathasbeenfromtheeffectofwhatis!Inthelongperiodofneglecttheshrubshaveoutlivedtheflowers。Naturehasbeendoingherownworkallthetimeinenforcingthesurvivalofthefittest。Theshrubshavegrownandgrown,andhaveovertoppedflowerandweed,accordingtotheirinherentvarietiesofstature;totheeffectthatnowyouseeirregularlyscatteredthroughthegardenquiteanumber——foritisabigplace——ofvegetableproductswhichfromalandscapestandpointhavesomethingofthegeneraleffectofstatueswithoutthecrampingfeelingofdetail。Whoeveritwasthatlaidoutthatpartofthegardenormadethechoiceofitems,musthavetakenpainstogetstrangespecimens,forallthosetallershrubsareinspecialcolours,mostlyyelloworwhite——whitecypress,whiteholly,yellowyew,grey—goldenbox,silverjuniper,variegatedmaple,spiraea,andnumbersofdwarfshrubswhosenamesIdon’tknow。Ionlyknowthatwhenthemoonshines——andthis,mydearAuntJanet,istheverylandofmoonlightitself!——theyalllookghastlypale。Theeffectisweirdtothelastdegree,andIamsurethatyouwillenjoyit。Formyself,asyouknow,uncannythingsholdnofear。IsupposeitisthatIhavebeenupagainstsomanydifferentkindsoffears,or,rather,ofthingswhichformostpeoplehaveterrorsoftheirown,thatIhavecometohaveacontempt——notanactivecontempt,youknow,butatolerativecontempt——forthewholefamilyofthem。Andyou,too,willenjoyyourselfherefamously,Iknow。You’llhavetocollectallthestoriesofsuchmattersinournewworldandmakeanewbookoffactsforthePsychicalResearchSociety。Itwillbenicetoseeyourownnameonatitle—page,won’tit,AuntJanet?

  FromRupertSentLeger,Vissarion,toJanetMacKelpie,Croom。

  January30,1907。

  MYDEARAUNTJANET,Istoppedwritinglastnight——doyouknowwhy?BecauseIwantedtowritemore!Thissoundsaparadox,butitistrue。Thefactisthat,asIgoontellingyouofthisdelightfulplace,Ikeepfindingoutnewbeautiesmyself。Broadlyspeaking,itISALLbeautiful。Inthelongvieworthelittleview——asthetelescopeorthemicroscopedirects——itisallthesame。Youreyecanturnonnothingthatdoesnotentranceyou。IwasyesterdayroamingabouttheupperpartoftimeCastle,andcameacrosssomedelightfulnooks,whichatonceI

  becamefondof,andalreadylikethemasifIhadknownthemallmylife。IfeltatfirstasenseofgreedinesswhenIhadappropriatedtomyselfseveralroomsindifferentplaces——IwhohaveneverinmylifehadmorethanoneroomwhichIcouldcallmyown——andthatonlyforatime!ButwhenIsleptonitthefeelingchanged,anditsaspectisnownothalfbad。Itisnowunderanotherclassification——

  underamuchmoreimportantlabel——PROPRIETORSHIP。IfIwerewritingphilosophy,Ishouldhereputinacynicalremark:

  \"Selfishnessisanappanageofpoverty。Itmightappearinthestud—

  bookasby’Morals’outof’Wants。’\"

  Ihavenowthreebedroomsarrangedasmyownparticulardens。OneoftheothertwowasalsoachoiceofUncleRoger’s。Itisatthetopofoneofthetowerstotheextremeeast,andfromitIcancatchthefirstrayoflightoverthemountains。Isleptinitlastnight,andwhenIwoke,asinmytravellingIwasaccustomedtodo,atdawn,I

  sawfrommybedthroughanopenwindow——asmallwindow,foritisinafortresstower——thewholegreatexpansetotheeast。Notfaroff,andspringingfromthesummitofagreatruin,wherelongagoaseedhadfallen,roseagreatsilver—birch,andthehalf—transparent,droopingbranchesandhangingclustersofleafbroketheoutlineofthegreyhillsbeyond,forthehillswere,forawonder,greyinsteadofblue。Therewasamackerelsky,withthecloudsdroppingonthemountain—topstillyoucouldhardlysaywhichwaswhich。Itwasamackerelskyofaveryboldandextraordinarykind——notadishofmackerel,butaworldofmackerel!Themountainsarecertainlymostlovely。Inthisclearairtheyusuallyseemcloseathand。Itwasonlythismorning,withthefaintglimpseofthedawnwhilstthenightcloudswerestillunpiercedbythesunlight,thatIseemedtorealizetheirgreatness。Ihaveseenthesameenlighteningeffectofaerialperspectiveafewtimesbefore——inColorado,inUpperIndia,inThibet,andintheuplandsamongsttheAndes。

  Thereiscertainlysomethinginlookingatthingsfromabovewhichtendstoraiseone’sownself—esteem。Fromtheheight,inequalitiessimplydisappear。ThisIhaveoftenfeltonabigscalewhenballooning,or,betterstill,fromanaeroplane。Evenherefromthetowertheoutlookissomehowquitedifferentfrombelow。Onerealizestheplaceandallaroundit,notindetail,butasawhole。

  Ishallcertainlysleepuphereoccasionally,whenyouhavecomeandwehavesettleddowntoourlifeasitistobe。Ishallliveinmyownroomdownstairs,whereIcanhavetheintimacyofthegarden。

  ButIshallappreciateitallthemorefromnowandagainlosingthesenseofintimacyforawhile,andsurveyingitwithoutthesenseofone’sownself—importance。

  Ihopeyouhavestartedonthatmatteroftheservants。Formyself,Idon’tcareabuttonwhetherornotthereareanyservantsatall;

  butIknowwellthatyouwon’tcometillyouhavemadeyourarrangementsregardingthem!Anotherthing,AuntJanet。Youmustnotbekilledwithworkhere,anditisallsovast……Whycan’tyougetsomesortofsecretarywhowillwriteyourlettersanddoallthatsortofthingforyou?Iknowyouwon’thaveamansecretary;

  buttherearelotsofwomennowwhocanwriteshorthandandtypewrite。Youcoulddoubtlessgetoneintheclan——someonewithadesiretobetterherself。Iknowyouwouldmakeherhappyhere。Ifsheisnottooyoung,allthebetter;shewillhavelearnedtoholdhertongueandmindherownbusiness,andnotbetooinquisitive。

  Thatwouldbeanuisancewhenwearefindingourwayaboutinanewcountryandtryingtoreconcileallsortsofoppositesinawholenewcountrywithnewpeople,whomatfirstweshan’tunderstand,andwhocertainlywon’tunderstandus;whereeverymancarriesagunwithaslittlethoughtofitashehasofbuttons!Good—byeforawhile。

  YourlovingRUPERT。

  FromRupertSentLeger,Vissarion,toJanetMacKelpie,Croom。

  February3,1907。

  Iambackinmyownroomagain。Alreadyitseemstomethattogethereagainislikecominghome。Ihavebeengoingaboutforthelastfewdaysamongstthemountaineersandtryingtomaketheiracquaintance。Itisatoughjob;andIcanseethattherewillbenothingbuttosticktoit。TheyareinrealitythemostprimitivepeopleIevermet——themostfixedtotheirownideas,whichbelongtocenturiesback。IcanunderstandnowwhatpeoplewerelikeinEngland——notinQueenElizabeth’stime,forthatwascivilizedtime,butinthetimeofCoeur—de—Lion,orevenearlier——andallthetimewiththemostabsolutemasteryofweaponsofprecision。Everymancarriesarifle——andknowshowtouseit,too。Idobelievetheywouldrathergowithouttheirclothesthantheirgunsiftheyhadtochoosebetweenthem。Theyalsocarryahandjar,whichusedtobetheirnationalweapon。Itisasortofheavy,straightcutlass,andtheyaresoexpertwithitaswellassostrongthatitisasfacileinthehandsofaBlueMountaineerasisafoilinthehandsofaPersianmaitred’armes。Theyaresoproudandreservedthattheymakeonefeelquitesmall,andan\"outsider\"aswell。Icanseequitewellthattheyratherresentmybeinghereatall。Itisnotpersonal,forwhenalonewithmetheyaregenial,almostbrotherly;

  butthemomentafewofthemgettogethertheyarelikeasortofjury,withmeasthecriminalbeforethem。Itisanoddsituation,andquitenewtome。Iamprettywellaccustomedtoallsortsofpeople,fromcannibalstoMahatmas,butI’mblessedifIeverstrucksuchatypeasthis——soproud,sohaughty,soreserved,sodistant,soabsolutelyfearless,sohonourable,sohospitable。UncleRoger’sheadwaslevelwhenhechosethemoutasapeopletoliveamongst。

  Doyouknow,AuntJanet,Ican’thelpfeelingthattheyareverymuchlikeyourownHighlanders——onlymoreso。I’msureofonething:

  thatintheendweshallgetoncapitallytogether。Butitwillbeaslowjob,andwillneedalotofpatience。Ihaveafeelinginmybonesthatwhentheyknowmebettertheywillbeveryloyalandverytrue;andIamnotahair’s—breadthafraidofthemoranythingtheyshallormightdo。Thatis,ofcourse,ifIlivelongenoughforthemtohavetimetoknowme。Anythingmayhappenwithsuchanindomitable,proudpeopletowhomprideismorethanvictuals。Afterall,itonlyneedsonemanoutofacrowdtohaveawrongideaortomakeamistakeastoone’smotive——andthereyouare。Butitwillbeallrightthatway,Iamsure。Iamcomeheretostay,asUncleRogerwished。AndstayIshallevenifithastobeinalittlebedofmyownbeyondthegarden——sevenfeetoddlong,andnottoonarrow—

  —orelseastone—boxofequalproportionsinthevaultsofSt。Sava’sChurchacrosstheCreek——theoldburial—placeoftheVissarionsandothernoblepeopleforagoodmanycenturiesback……

  Ihavebeenreadingoverthisletter,dearAuntJanet,andIamafraidtherecordisratheranalarmingone。Butdon’tyougobuildingupsuperstitioushorrorsorfearsonit。Honestly,Iamonlyjokingaboutdeath——athingtowhichIhavebeenratherproneforagoodmanyyearsback。Notinverygoodtaste,Isuppose,butcertainlyveryusefulwhentheoldmanwiththeblackwingsgoesflyingaboutyoudayandnightinstrangeplaces,sometimesvisibleandatothersinvisible。Butyoucanalwayshearwings,especiallyinthedark,whenyoucannotseethem。YOUknowthat,AuntJanet,whocomeofaraceofwarriors,andwhohavespecialsightbehindorthroughtheblackcurtain。

  Honestly,IaminnowhitafraidoftheBlueMountaineers,norhaveI

  adoubtofthem。Ilovethemalreadyfortheirsplendidqualities,andIampreparedtolovethemforthemselves。Ifeel,too,thattheywillloveme(andincidentallytheyaresuretoloveyou)。I

  haveasortofundercurrentofthoughtthatthereissomethingintheirmindsconcerningme——somethingnotpainful,butdisturbing;

  somethingthathasabaseinthepast;somethingthathashopeinitandpossiblepride,andnotalittlerespect。AsyettheycanhavehadnoopportunityofformingsuchimpressionfromseeingmeorfromanythingIhavedone。Ofcourse,itmaybethat,althoughtheyarefine,tall,stalwartmen,IamstillaheadandshouldersoverthetallestofthemthatIhaveyetseen。Icatchtheireyeslookingupatmeasthoughtheyweremeasuringme,evenwhentheyarekeepingawayfromme,or,rather,keepingmefromthematarm’slength。I

  supposeIshallunderstandwhatitallmeanssomeday。Inthemeantimethereisnothingtodobuttogoonmyownway——whichisUncleRoger’s——andwaitandbepatientandjust。Ihavelearnedthevalueofthat,anyway,inmylifeamongststrangepeoples。Good—

  night。

  YourlovingRUPERT。

  FromRupertSentLeger,Vissarion,toJanetMacKelpie,Croom。

  February24,1907。

  MYDEARAUNTJANET,Iammorethanrejoicedtohearthatyouarecomingheresosoon。

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