I’dleftitontheseat。Ha!ha!ha!“
Helaugheduproariously。Ellerylaughedinsympathy。
“However,Iwa’n’tworryin’abouthats,justthen。AllIwantedtodowasstandstill,likeafrozenimage,andstareather。Yousee,John,Ihadn’tlaideyesonafriend,oneoftherealhomemadekind,formoredaysthanIwantedtocount;andherewasoneof’em,oneofthebest,passedouttomeunexpectedandaheadoftime,likeasurprisepartypresent。SoIjustpumpedherhandupanddownandstared。Ididn’thaveanyexclusivemortgageonthestarin’bynomeans,forthedepotmasterandadozenorsoloaferswaslookin’atuswiththeirmouthswideopen。
“Iguessshenoticedit,forshesays,’Don’tstayhere,Nat。Comeinthewaitin’roomorsomewhereswherewecantalk。’
“Sointothewaitin’roomwewentandcometoanchoronthesettee。
Sixoreightoftheloaferssettledthemselveshandytothedoor,so’stheycouldpeekinoccasionally。IrememberItoldoneofthemnottostretchhisneckthatway’causehemightnevergetitbackintoshapeagainandinthegunnin’seasonthatwouldbedangerous。’Somenearsightedfellermighttakeyouforagoose,’I
says。Ho!ho!
“Andthen,John,wehadourtalk。SeemssheleftTrumetWednesdayafternoon。GottheliverystablemantodriveherasfurasBayport,hiredanotherteamthereandcomeontoSandwich。Stayedovernightthereandtookthemornin’trainwhichgottoCohassetNarrowsjustaheadoftheoneIwascomin’on。She’dbeensoafraidofbein’late,shesaid。ShemustseemeaforeIgottoTrumet。
“Well,shesawmeandtoldmethewholeyarnaboutyouandGrace。
Shetriedtobreakittomegently,soIwouldn’tfeeltoobad。
Sheknewitwouldbeashocktome,shesaid。Itwasashock,inaway,butasforfeelin’bad,Ididn’t。IthinktheworldofGrace。
I’ddoanythingshewantedmetodo;butmostthewaydownonthetrain——yes,andlongaforethat——I’dbeendreadin’mycomin’homeononeaccount。Idreadedtellin’herthat,unlessshewasrealsetonit,she’dbetternotmarryme。
“Yousee,John,I’vethoughtalotsenceI’vebeenaway。Hadconsider’bletimetodoitin。AndthemoreIthoughtthelessthatpromisetodadseemedright。I’dhavebetmysou-westerGracienevercaredformeinthewayagirloughttocareforachapshe’sgoin’toshipaspilotfortherestofherdays。And,asforme——well,I——Ihadmyreasonsfornotwantin’tomarryher。“
Hepausedagain,sighed,startedtospeak,andthensatsilent,lookingoutofthewindow。Ellerylaidahandonhisknee。
“Nat,“saidtheminister,“yousavedmylifeonce,doyourememberthat?Ido,ifyoudon’t。“
“Savedyourlife?Whatareyoutalkin’about?Oh!thattimeontheflats?Thatwasn’tsavin’yourlife,’twassavin’yourclothesfromgettin’awettin’。“
“No,itwasmorethanthat。AndnowIguessyou’vesaveditagain,youandGracebetweenyou。Yes,andAuntKeziah。Blessher!tothinkofhergoingwayuptheretomeetyouandhelpus!“
“Yes。’Twaslikeher,wasn’tit?ShesaidsheknewI’dheartheyarnwhenIgottoTrumet,butshewantedmetohearitjustasitwas,andnobodybutsheandGraceandyouknewthewholetruthaboutit。Soshecome。I’mgladshedid;notthatIshouldn’thavedonethesame,whoevertoldme,but——“
“Nat,Iwanttotellyousomething。Somethingthatonlyoneotherpersonknows。Gracedoesn’tknowityet。NeitherdoesAuntKeziah——thewholeofit。AndifsheknewItoldyouevenapartI’mafraidshewould,asshewouldsay,’skinmealive。’ButIoweher——andyou——morethanIcouldrepayifIlivedathousandyears。
SoI’mgoingtotellandtaketheconsequences。
Thecaptainlookedathim。“Well!“heexclaimed。“What’scomin’
now?Moresecrets?Blessedifthisain’tgettin’moreexcitin’
thantheSouthSeas。IusedtothinkexcitementinTrumetwasscurcerthancreaminpoorhousecoffee,butI’llhavetochangemymind。“
“Nat,when——thatmorningafteryourfatherdiedandafteryouandGracehadagreedto——to——“
“Todosomethin’neitherofuswantedtodo?Yes,Iknow。Goahead。“
“ThatmorningAuntKeziahcamehometotheparsonageandbrokethenewstome。Shediditasonlyshecoulddosuchathing,kindlyandpityinglyand——“
“Ofcourse。That’sKeziah。“
“Yes。Well,asyoucanimagine,Iwasalmostcrazy。Imadeafoolofmyself,Iexpect;refusedtobelieveher,behaveddisgracefully,andatlast,whenIhadtobelieveit,threatenedtorunawayandleavemyworkandTrumetforever,likeacoward。Shemademestay。“
“Did,hey?“
“Yes。Sheshowedmeitwasmydutytofacethemusic。WhenI
whimperedaboutmytroublesshetoldmeherownstory。ThenI
learnedwhattroublewasandwhatpluckwas,too。Shetoldmeabouthermarriageand——excusemeforspeakingofwhatisn’tmybusiness;yetitismine,inaway——shetoldmeaboutyou。“
CaptainHammonddidnotanswer。Hisgoodnaturedfacecloudedandheshiftedinhischair。
“Shetoldmeofyou,Nat,allaboutyou——andherself。Andshetoldmesomethingelse,whichexplainswhyshefeltshemustsendyouaway,whyshethoughtyourmarriagetoGracewouldbeagoodthing。“
“Iknow。ShetoldyouthatthatdarnscampAnseCoffinwasalive。“
Theministerstartedviolently。Hegaspedinsurprise。
“Youknewit?YouKNEWit?“hestammered。
“Iknowitnow。Haveknownitforoverayear。Myfindin’itoutwasoneofthespecialProvidencesthat’sbeenhelpin’alongthislastvoyageofmine。MysecondmatewasaHyannisman,nameofCahoon。Oneday,onthatpeskyisland,whenwewaseatin’dinnertogether,hesaystome,’Cap’n,’hesays,’you’refromTrumet,ain’tyou?’Iownedup。’KnowanybodynamedCoffinthere?’sayshe。Iowneduptothat,too。’Well,’hesays,’ImetherhusbandlasttripIwasintheGloryoftheWave。’Istaredathim。’Methisghost,youmean,’Isays。’He’sbeendeadforyears,andagoodthing,too。Felloverboardand,notbein’usedtowater,itkilledhim。’
“Buthewouldn’thaveitso。’IusedtoknowAnseCoffininNewBedford,’hesays。’Knewhimwell’sIknowyou。AndwhenwewasinportatHavreIdroppedinataginmilldownbythewaterfrontandhecomeupandtouchedmeonthearm。Ithoughtsameasyou,thathewasdead,buthewa’n’t。Hewasthreesheetsinthewindandareg’lardockrattolookat,but’twashimsureenough。Wehadalongtalk。Hesaidhewascomin’backtoTrumetsomeday。
Hadawifethere,hesaid。Itoldhim,sarcastic,thatshe’dbegladtoseehim。Helaughedandsaidmaybenot,butthatsheknewhewasaliveandsenthimmoneywhenhewashardup。WantedmetopromisenottotellanyCapefolksthatI’dseenhim,andIain’ttillnow。’
“Well,youcanimaginehowIfeltwhenCahoonspunmethatyarn。
FirstIwouldn’tb’lieveitandthenIdid。Itexplainedthings,justasyousay,John。IcouldseenowwhyKeziahgavememywalkin’papers。Icouldseehowshe’dbeensacrificin’herlifeforthatscum。“
“Yes。Shewouldn’tdivorcehim。Shesaidshehadtakenhimforbetterorworse,andmuststandbyhim。Itriedtoshowhershewaswrong,butitwasnouse。Shedidsayshewouldneverlivewithhimagain。“
“Ishouldsaynot。LIVEwithhim!Bytheeverlastin’!ifheevercomeswithinreachofmyhandsthen——there’stimeswhengoodhonestmurderisjustifiableandrighteous,andit’llbedone。It’llbedone,youhearme!“
Helookedasifhemeantit。Elleryaskedanotherquestion。
“Didyoutellher——AuntKeziah——whenyoumetherattheNarrows?“
heasked。
“No。ButIshalltellherwhenIseeheragain。Sheshan’tspoilherlife——awomanlikethat!bytheLord!WHATawoman!——foranysuchcrazynotion。IsworeitwhenIheardthestoryandI’vesworniteverydaysince。That’swhatsettledmymindaboutGrace。
KeziahCoffinbelongstome。Shealwayshasbelongedtome,eventhoughmyownpig-headednesslostherintheolddays。“
“Shecaresforyou,Nat。Iknowthat。Sheasmuchastoldmeso。“
“Thankyou,John。Thankyou。Well,Icanwaitnow。Icanwait,forI’vegotsomethingsuretowaitfor。Itellyou,Ellery,I
ain’tachurch-goin’man——notasdadwas,anyway——butItrulybelievethatthisthingisgoin’tocomeoutright。Godwon’tletthatcussedrascallivemuchlonger。Hewon’t!Iknowit。Butifhedoes,ifhelivesathousandyears,I’lltakeherfromhim。“
Hewaspacingthefloornow,hisfacesetlikegranite。Elleryrose,hisownfacebeaming。Herewashischance。AtlasthecouldpaytothismanandKeziahapartofthedebtheowed。
Natstoppedinhisstride。“Well!“heexclaimed。“Ialmostforgot,afterall。Keziahsentanotetoyou。I’vegotitinmypocket。ShegaveittomewhensheleftmeatCohasset。“
“Leftyou?Why!didn’tshecomebackwithyouonthenighttrain?“
“No。That’sfunny,too,andIdon’tunderstandityet。Wewastogetheralltheafternoon。’Iwasfeelin’sogoodatseein’herthatItookherundermywingandwecruisedalloverthattowntogether。Gotdinneratthetavernandshewentwithmetobuymyselfanewhat,andallthat。Atfirstshedidn’tseemtowantto,butthen,afterI’dcoaxedawhile,shedid。Shewaslookin’
prettysadandwornout,whenIfirstmether,Ithought;butsheseemedtogetoveritandwehadafinetime。ItremindedmeofthedayswhenIusedtogethomefromavoyageandweweretogether。Then,when’twastimeforthenighttrainwewentdowntothedepot。Shegavemethisnoteandtoldmetohandittoyouto-day。
“’Good-by,Nat,’shesays。’We’vehadaniceday,haven’twe?’
“’Wehave,forafact,’Isays。’Butwhatareyousayin’good-byfor?’
“’BecauseI’mnotgoin’toTrumetwithyou,’saysshe。’I’mgoin’
tothecity。I’vegotsomebusinesstoseetothere。Good-by。’
“Iwassetback,withallmycanvasflappin’。ItoldherI’dgotoBostonwithherandwe’dcomehometoTrumettogetherto-morrow,that’sto-day。Butshesaidno。ImustcomehereandeaseyourmindandGrace’s。Imustdoit。SoatlastIagreedto,sayin’
I’dseeherinalittlewhile。ShewentontheuptrainandItookthedownone。HiredateaminSandwichandanotherinBayportandgottothetavernabouteleven。That’stheyarn。Andhere’syournote。Maybeittellswhereshe’sgoneandwhy。“
Theministertookthenoteandtoreopentheenvelope。Withinwasasinglesheetofpaper。Hereadafewlines,stopped,andutteredanexclamation。
“What’sthematter?“askedthecaptain。
Ellerydidnotanswer。Hereadthenotethroughandthen,withoutaword,handedittohisfriend。
Thenotewasasfollows:
“DEARJOHN:
“Iamgoingaway,asItoldyouIwouldifhecame。Heiscoming。
TuesdayIgotaletterfromhim。ItwaswrittenatKingston,Jamaica,almostthreemonthsago。Ican’tthinkwhyIhaven’tgotitsooner,butsupposeitwasgiventosomeonetomailandforgotten。Inithesaidhewastiredofgoingtoseaandwascominghometome。Ihadmoney,hesaid,andwecouldgetalong。
HehadshippedaboardabrigboundforSavannah,andfromtherehewasgoingtotryforaberthonaBoston-boundvessel。SoIamgoingawayandnotcomingback。IcouldnotstandthedisgraceandIcouldnotseehim。YouandGracewon’tneedmeanymorenow。
Don’tworryaboutme。IcanalwaysearnalivingwhileIhavemystrength。Pleasedon’tworry。IfhecomestellhimIhavegoneyoudonotknowwhere。Thatwillbetrue,foryoudon’t。Ihopeyouwillbeveryhappy。Idohopeso。Oh,John,youdon’tknowhowIhatetodothis,butImust。Don’ttellNat。Hewoulddosomethingterribletohimifhecame,andNatknew。JustsayI
havebeencalledawayandmaybebacksometime。PerhapsImay。
Lovetoyouall。Good-by。
“Yourstruly,“KEZIAHCOFFIN。“
Thecaptainstaredatthenote。Thenhethrewittothefloorandstartedforthedoor。Theministersprangfromhischairandcalledtohim。
“Nat,“hecried。“Nat!Stop!whereareyougoing?“
Hammondturned。
“Goin’?“hegrowled。“Goin’?I’mgoin’tofindher,firstofall。
ThenI’mcomin’backtowaitforhim。“
“Butyouwon’thavetowait。He’llnevercome。He’sdead。“
“Dead?DEAD?Bytheeverlastin’!thishasbeentoomuchforyou,Ioughttohaveknownit。I’llsendthedoctorhererightoff。I
can’tstaymyself。I’vegottogo。But——“