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  I’dleftitontheseat。Ha!ha!ha!“

  Helaugheduproariously。Ellerylaughedinsympathy。

  “However,Iwa’n’tworryin’abouthats,justthen。AllIwantedtodowasstandstill,likeafrozenimage,andstareather。Yousee,John,Ihadn’tlaideyesonafriend,oneoftherealhomemadekind,formoredaysthanIwantedtocount;andherewasoneof’em,oneofthebest,passedouttomeunexpectedandaheadoftime,likeasurprisepartypresent。SoIjustpumpedherhandupanddownandstared。Ididn’thaveanyexclusivemortgageonthestarin’bynomeans,forthedepotmasterandadozenorsoloaferswaslookin’atuswiththeirmouthswideopen。

  “Iguessshenoticedit,forshesays,’Don’tstayhere,Nat。Comeinthewaitin’roomorsomewhereswherewecantalk。’

  “Sointothewaitin’roomwewentandcometoanchoronthesettee。

  Sixoreightoftheloaferssettledthemselveshandytothedoor,so’stheycouldpeekinoccasionally。IrememberItoldoneofthemnottostretchhisneckthatway’causehemightnevergetitbackintoshapeagainandinthegunnin’seasonthatwouldbedangerous。’Somenearsightedfellermighttakeyouforagoose,’I

  says。Ho!ho!

  “Andthen,John,wehadourtalk。SeemssheleftTrumetWednesdayafternoon。GottheliverystablemantodriveherasfurasBayport,hiredanotherteamthereandcomeontoSandwich。Stayedovernightthereandtookthemornin’trainwhichgottoCohassetNarrowsjustaheadoftheoneIwascomin’on。She’dbeensoafraidofbein’late,shesaid。ShemustseemeaforeIgottoTrumet。

  “Well,shesawmeandtoldmethewholeyarnaboutyouandGrace。

  Shetriedtobreakittomegently,soIwouldn’tfeeltoobad。

  Sheknewitwouldbeashocktome,shesaid。Itwasashock,inaway,butasforfeelin’bad,Ididn’t。IthinktheworldofGrace。

  I’ddoanythingshewantedmetodo;butmostthewaydownonthetrain——yes,andlongaforethat——I’dbeendreadin’mycomin’homeononeaccount。Idreadedtellin’herthat,unlessshewasrealsetonit,she’dbetternotmarryme。

  “Yousee,John,I’vethoughtalotsenceI’vebeenaway。Hadconsider’bletimetodoitin。AndthemoreIthoughtthelessthatpromisetodadseemedright。I’dhavebetmysou-westerGracienevercaredformeinthewayagirloughttocareforachapshe’sgoin’toshipaspilotfortherestofherdays。And,asforme——well,I——Ihadmyreasonsfornotwantin’tomarryher。“

  Hepausedagain,sighed,startedtospeak,andthensatsilent,lookingoutofthewindow。Ellerylaidahandonhisknee。

  “Nat,“saidtheminister,“yousavedmylifeonce,doyourememberthat?Ido,ifyoudon’t。“

  “Savedyourlife?Whatareyoutalkin’about?Oh!thattimeontheflats?Thatwasn’tsavin’yourlife,’twassavin’yourclothesfromgettin’awettin’。“

  “No,itwasmorethanthat。AndnowIguessyou’vesaveditagain,youandGracebetweenyou。Yes,andAuntKeziah。Blessher!tothinkofhergoingwayuptheretomeetyouandhelpus!“

  “Yes。’Twaslikeher,wasn’tit?ShesaidsheknewI’dheartheyarnwhenIgottoTrumet,butshewantedmetohearitjustasitwas,andnobodybutsheandGraceandyouknewthewholetruthaboutit。Soshecome。I’mgladshedid;notthatIshouldn’thavedonethesame,whoevertoldme,but——“

  “Nat,Iwanttotellyousomething。Somethingthatonlyoneotherpersonknows。Gracedoesn’tknowityet。NeitherdoesAuntKeziah——thewholeofit。AndifsheknewItoldyouevenapartI’mafraidshewould,asshewouldsay,’skinmealive。’ButIoweher——andyou——morethanIcouldrepayifIlivedathousandyears。

  SoI’mgoingtotellandtaketheconsequences。

  Thecaptainlookedathim。“Well!“heexclaimed。“What’scomin’

  now?Moresecrets?Blessedifthisain’tgettin’moreexcitin’

  thantheSouthSeas。IusedtothinkexcitementinTrumetwasscurcerthancreaminpoorhousecoffee,butI’llhavetochangemymind。“

  “Nat,when——thatmorningafteryourfatherdiedandafteryouandGracehadagreedto——to——“

  “Todosomethin’neitherofuswantedtodo?Yes,Iknow。Goahead。“

  “ThatmorningAuntKeziahcamehometotheparsonageandbrokethenewstome。Shediditasonlyshecoulddosuchathing,kindlyandpityinglyand——“

  “Ofcourse。That’sKeziah。“

  “Yes。Well,asyoucanimagine,Iwasalmostcrazy。Imadeafoolofmyself,Iexpect;refusedtobelieveher,behaveddisgracefully,andatlast,whenIhadtobelieveit,threatenedtorunawayandleavemyworkandTrumetforever,likeacoward。Shemademestay。“

  “Did,hey?“

  “Yes。Sheshowedmeitwasmydutytofacethemusic。WhenI

  whimperedaboutmytroublesshetoldmeherownstory。ThenI

  learnedwhattroublewasandwhatpluckwas,too。Shetoldmeabouthermarriageand——excusemeforspeakingofwhatisn’tmybusiness;yetitismine,inaway——shetoldmeaboutyou。“

  CaptainHammonddidnotanswer。Hisgoodnaturedfacecloudedandheshiftedinhischair。

  “Shetoldmeofyou,Nat,allaboutyou——andherself。Andshetoldmesomethingelse,whichexplainswhyshefeltshemustsendyouaway,whyshethoughtyourmarriagetoGracewouldbeagoodthing。“

  “Iknow。ShetoldyouthatthatdarnscampAnseCoffinwasalive。“

  Theministerstartedviolently。Hegaspedinsurprise。

  “Youknewit?YouKNEWit?“hestammered。

  “Iknowitnow。Haveknownitforoverayear。Myfindin’itoutwasoneofthespecialProvidencesthat’sbeenhelpin’alongthislastvoyageofmine。MysecondmatewasaHyannisman,nameofCahoon。Oneday,onthatpeskyisland,whenwewaseatin’dinnertogether,hesaystome,’Cap’n,’hesays,’you’refromTrumet,ain’tyou?’Iownedup。’KnowanybodynamedCoffinthere?’sayshe。Iowneduptothat,too。’Well,’hesays,’ImetherhusbandlasttripIwasintheGloryoftheWave。’Istaredathim。’Methisghost,youmean,’Isays。’He’sbeendeadforyears,andagoodthing,too。Felloverboardand,notbein’usedtowater,itkilledhim。’

  “Buthewouldn’thaveitso。’IusedtoknowAnseCoffininNewBedford,’hesays。’Knewhimwell’sIknowyou。AndwhenwewasinportatHavreIdroppedinataginmilldownbythewaterfrontandhecomeupandtouchedmeonthearm。Ithoughtsameasyou,thathewasdead,buthewa’n’t。Hewasthreesheetsinthewindandareg’lardockrattolookat,but’twashimsureenough。Wehadalongtalk。Hesaidhewascomin’backtoTrumetsomeday。

  Hadawifethere,hesaid。Itoldhim,sarcastic,thatshe’dbegladtoseehim。Helaughedandsaidmaybenot,butthatsheknewhewasaliveandsenthimmoneywhenhewashardup。WantedmetopromisenottotellanyCapefolksthatI’dseenhim,andIain’ttillnow。’

  “Well,youcanimaginehowIfeltwhenCahoonspunmethatyarn。

  FirstIwouldn’tb’lieveitandthenIdid。Itexplainedthings,justasyousay,John。IcouldseenowwhyKeziahgavememywalkin’papers。Icouldseehowshe’dbeensacrificin’herlifeforthatscum。“

  “Yes。Shewouldn’tdivorcehim。Shesaidshehadtakenhimforbetterorworse,andmuststandbyhim。Itriedtoshowhershewaswrong,butitwasnouse。Shedidsayshewouldneverlivewithhimagain。“

  “Ishouldsaynot。LIVEwithhim!Bytheeverlastin’!ifheevercomeswithinreachofmyhandsthen——there’stimeswhengoodhonestmurderisjustifiableandrighteous,andit’llbedone。It’llbedone,youhearme!“

  Helookedasifhemeantit。Elleryaskedanotherquestion。

  “Didyoutellher——AuntKeziah——whenyoumetherattheNarrows?“

  heasked。

  “No。ButIshalltellherwhenIseeheragain。Sheshan’tspoilherlife——awomanlikethat!bytheLord!WHATawoman!——foranysuchcrazynotion。IsworeitwhenIheardthestoryandI’vesworniteverydaysince。That’swhatsettledmymindaboutGrace。

  KeziahCoffinbelongstome。Shealwayshasbelongedtome,eventhoughmyownpig-headednesslostherintheolddays。“

  “Shecaresforyou,Nat。Iknowthat。Sheasmuchastoldmeso。“

  “Thankyou,John。Thankyou。Well,Icanwaitnow。Icanwait,forI’vegotsomethingsuretowaitfor。Itellyou,Ellery,I

  ain’tachurch-goin’man——notasdadwas,anyway——butItrulybelievethatthisthingisgoin’tocomeoutright。Godwon’tletthatcussedrascallivemuchlonger。Hewon’t!Iknowit。Butifhedoes,ifhelivesathousandyears,I’lltakeherfromhim。“

  Hewaspacingthefloornow,hisfacesetlikegranite。Elleryrose,hisownfacebeaming。Herewashischance。AtlasthecouldpaytothismanandKeziahapartofthedebtheowed。

  Natstoppedinhisstride。“Well!“heexclaimed。“Ialmostforgot,afterall。Keziahsentanotetoyou。I’vegotitinmypocket。ShegaveittomewhensheleftmeatCohasset。“

  “Leftyou?Why!didn’tshecomebackwithyouonthenighttrain?“

  “No。That’sfunny,too,andIdon’tunderstandityet。Wewastogetheralltheafternoon。’Iwasfeelin’sogoodatseein’herthatItookherundermywingandwecruisedalloverthattowntogether。Gotdinneratthetavernandshewentwithmetobuymyselfanewhat,andallthat。Atfirstshedidn’tseemtowantto,butthen,afterI’dcoaxedawhile,shedid。Shewaslookin’

  prettysadandwornout,whenIfirstmether,Ithought;butsheseemedtogetoveritandwehadafinetime。ItremindedmeofthedayswhenIusedtogethomefromavoyageandweweretogether。Then,when’twastimeforthenighttrainwewentdowntothedepot。Shegavemethisnoteandtoldmetohandittoyouto-day。

  “’Good-by,Nat,’shesays。’We’vehadaniceday,haven’twe?’

  “’Wehave,forafact,’Isays。’Butwhatareyousayin’good-byfor?’

  “’BecauseI’mnotgoin’toTrumetwithyou,’saysshe。’I’mgoin’

  tothecity。I’vegotsomebusinesstoseetothere。Good-by。’

  “Iwassetback,withallmycanvasflappin’。ItoldherI’dgotoBostonwithherandwe’dcomehometoTrumettogetherto-morrow,that’sto-day。Butshesaidno。ImustcomehereandeaseyourmindandGrace’s。Imustdoit。SoatlastIagreedto,sayin’

  I’dseeherinalittlewhile。ShewentontheuptrainandItookthedownone。HiredateaminSandwichandanotherinBayportandgottothetavernabouteleven。That’stheyarn。Andhere’syournote。Maybeittellswhereshe’sgoneandwhy。“

  Theministertookthenoteandtoreopentheenvelope。Withinwasasinglesheetofpaper。Hereadafewlines,stopped,andutteredanexclamation。

  “What’sthematter?“askedthecaptain。

  Ellerydidnotanswer。Hereadthenotethroughandthen,withoutaword,handedittohisfriend。

  Thenotewasasfollows:

  “DEARJOHN:

  “Iamgoingaway,asItoldyouIwouldifhecame。Heiscoming。

  TuesdayIgotaletterfromhim。ItwaswrittenatKingston,Jamaica,almostthreemonthsago。Ican’tthinkwhyIhaven’tgotitsooner,butsupposeitwasgiventosomeonetomailandforgotten。Inithesaidhewastiredofgoingtoseaandwascominghometome。Ihadmoney,hesaid,andwecouldgetalong。

  HehadshippedaboardabrigboundforSavannah,andfromtherehewasgoingtotryforaberthonaBoston-boundvessel。SoIamgoingawayandnotcomingback。IcouldnotstandthedisgraceandIcouldnotseehim。YouandGracewon’tneedmeanymorenow。

  Don’tworryaboutme。IcanalwaysearnalivingwhileIhavemystrength。Pleasedon’tworry。IfhecomestellhimIhavegoneyoudonotknowwhere。Thatwillbetrue,foryoudon’t。Ihopeyouwillbeveryhappy。Idohopeso。Oh,John,youdon’tknowhowIhatetodothis,butImust。Don’ttellNat。Hewoulddosomethingterribletohimifhecame,andNatknew。JustsayI

  havebeencalledawayandmaybebacksometime。PerhapsImay。

  Lovetoyouall。Good-by。

  “Yourstruly,“KEZIAHCOFFIN。“

  Thecaptainstaredatthenote。Thenhethrewittothefloorandstartedforthedoor。Theministersprangfromhischairandcalledtohim。

  “Nat,“hecried。“Nat!Stop!whereareyougoing?“

  Hammondturned。

  “Goin’?“hegrowled。“Goin’?I’mgoin’tofindher,firstofall。

  ThenI’mcomin’backtowaitforhim。“

  “Butyouwon’thavetowait。He’llnevercome。He’sdead。“

  “Dead?DEAD?Bytheeverlastin’!thishasbeentoomuchforyou,Ioughttohaveknownit。I’llsendthedoctorhererightoff。I

  can’tstaymyself。I’vegottogo。But——“

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