“Hewasillatthetime,“Juliusanswered。“AndhehadbeenthinkingofeventsinhispastlifewithwhichIamentirelyunacquainted。Hesaidhehadknownyourfatherandmother。Hedesiredme,ifyouwereeverinwantofanyassistance,toplacemyservicesatyourdisposal。Whenheexpressedthatwish,hespokeveryearnestly——hegavemetheimpressionthattherewasafeelingofregretassociatedwiththerecollectionsonwhichhehadbeendwelling。“
Slowly,andinsilence,Annedrewbacktothelowwalloftheterracecloseby。Sherestedonehandonittosupportherself。
Juliushadsaidwordsofterribleimportwithoutasuspicionofwhathehaddone。NeveruntilnowhadAnneSilvesterknownthatthemanwhohadbetrayedherwasthesonofthatothermanwhosediscoveryoftheflawinthemarriagehadendedinthebetrayalofhermotherbeforeher。Shefelttheshockoftherevelationwithachillofsuperstitiousdread。Wasthechainofafatalitywoundinvisiblyroundher?Turnwhichwayshemightwasshestillgoingdarklyon,inthetrackofherdeadmother,toanappointedandhereditarydoom?Presentthingspassedfromherviewastheawfuldoubtcastitsshadowoverhermind。Shelivedagainforamomentinthetimewhenshewasachild。Shesawthefaceofhermotheroncemore,withthewandespaironitofthebygonedayswhenthetitleofwifewasdeniedher,andthesocialprospectwasclosedforever。
Juliusapproached,androusedher。
“CanIgetyouanything?“heasked。“Youarelookingveryill。I
hopeIhavesaidnothingtodistressyou?“
Thequestionfailedtoattractherattention。Sheputaquestionherselfinsteadofansweringit。
“Didyousayyouwerequiteignorantofwhatyourfatherwasthinkingofwhenhespoketoyouaboutme?“
“Quiteignorant。“
“Isyourbrotherlikelytoknowmoreaboutitthanyoudo?“
“Certainlynot。“
Shepaused,absorbedoncemoreinherownthoughts。Startled,onthememorabledaywhentheyhadfirstmet,byGeoffrey’sfamilyname,shehadputthequestiontohimwhethertherehadnotbeensomeacquaintancebetweentheirparentsinthepasttime。
Deceivingherinallelse,hehadnotdeceivedinthis。Hehadspokeningoodfaith,whenhehaddeclaredthathehadneverheardherfatherorhermothermentionedathome。
ThecuriosityofJuliuswasaroused。Heattemptedtoleadheronintosayingmore。
“Youappeartoknowwhatmyfatherwasthinkingofwhenhespoketome,“heresumed。“MayIask——“
Sheinterruptedhimwithagestureofentreaty。
“Praydon’task!It’spastandover——itcanhavenointerestforyou——ithasnothingtodowithmyerrandhere。Imustreturn,“
shewenton,hurriedly,“tomyobjectintrespassingonyourkindness。Haveyouheardmementioned,Mr。Delamayn,byanothermemberofyourfamilybesidesyourfather?“
Juliushadnotanticipatedthatshewouldapproach,ofherownaccord,thepainfulsubjectonwhichhehadhimselfforbornetotouch。Hewasalittledisappointed。Hehadexpectedmoredelicacyoffeelingfromherthanshehadshown。
“Isitnecessary,“heasked,coldly,“toenteronthat?“
ThebloodroseagaininAnne’scheeks。
“Ifithadnotbeennecessary,“sheanswered,“doyouthinkI
couldhaveforcedmyselftomentionitto_you?_LetmeremindyouthatIamhereonsufferance。IfIdon’tspeakplainlynomatteratwhatsacrificetomyownfeelings,Imakemysituationmoreembarrassingthanitisalready。IhavesomethingtotellMrs。Glenarmrelatingtotheanonymousletterswhichshehaslatelyreceived。AndIhaveawordtosaytoher,next,abouthercontemplatedmarriage。Beforeyouallowmetodothis,yououghttoknowwhoIam。Ihaveownedit。Yououghttohaveheardtheworstthatcanbesaidofmyconduct。Yourfacetellsmeyouhaveheardtheworst。Aftertheforbearanceyouhaveshowntome,asaperfectstranger,Iwillnotcommitthemeannessoftakingyoubysurprise。Perhaps,Mr。Delamayn,youunderstand,_now,_whyIfeltmyselfobligedtorefertoyourbrother。WillyoutrustmewithpermissiontospeaktoMrs。Glenarm?“
Itwassimplyandmodestlysaid——withanunaffectedandtouchingresignationoflookandmanner。Juliusgaveherbacktherespectandthesympathywhich,foramoment,hehadunjustlywithheldfromher。
“Youhaveplacedaconfidenceinme,“hesaid“whichmostpersonsinyoursituationwouldhavewithheld。Ifeelbound,inreturntoplaceconfidenceinyou。Iwilltakeitforgrantedthatyourmotiveinthismatterisonewhichitismydutytorespect。ItwillbeforMrs。Glenarmtosaywhethershewishestheinterviewtotakeplaceornot。AllthatIcandoistoleaveyoufreetoproposeittoher。You_are_free。“
Ashespokethesoundofthepianoreachedthemfromthemusic-room。Juliuspointedtotheglassdoorwhichopenedontotheterrace。
“Youhaveonlytogoinbythatdoor,“hesaid,“andyouwillfindMrs。Glenarmalone。“
Annebowed,andlefthim。Arrivedattheshortflightofstepswhichleduptothedoor,shepausedtocollectherthoughtsbeforeshewentin。
Asuddenreluctancetogoonandentertheroomtookpossessionofher,asshewaitedwithherfootonthelowerstep。ThereportofMrs。Glenarm’scontemplatedmarriagehadproducednosucheffectonherasSirPatrickhadsupposed:ithadfoundnoloveforGeoffreylefttowound,nolatentjealousyonlywaitingtobeinflamed。HerobjectintakingthejourneytoPerthwascompletedwhenhercorrespondencewithGeoffreywasinherownhandsagain。
ThechangeofpurposewhichhadbroughthertoSwanhavenwasdueentirelytothenewviewofherpositiontowardMrs。GlenarmwhichthecoarsecommonsenseofBishopriggshadfirstsuggestedtoher。IfshefailedtoprotestagainstMrs。Glenarm’smarriage,intheinterestsofthereparationwhichGeoffreyowedtoher,herconductwouldonlyconfirmGeoffrey’saudaciousassertionthatshewasamarriedwomanalready。Forherownsakeshemightstillhavehesitatedtomoveinthematter。ButBlanche’sinterestswereconcernedaswellasherown;and,forBlanche’ssake,shehadresolvedonmakingthejourneytoSwanhavenLodge。
Atthesametime,feelingtowardGeoffreyasshefeltnow——consciousasshewasofnotreallydesiringthereparationonwhichshewasabouttoinsist——itwasessentialtothepreservationofherownself-respectthatsheshouldhavesomepurposeinviewwhichcouldjustifyhertoherownconscienceinassumingthecharacterofMrs。Glenarm’srival。
ShehadonlytocalltomindthecriticalsituationofBlanche——andtoseeherpurposebeforeherplainly。AssumingthatshecouldopenthecominginterviewbypeaceablyprovingthatherclaimonGeoffreywasbeyonddispute,shemightthen,withoutfearofmisconception,takethetoneofafriendinsteadofanenemy,andmight,withthebestgrace,assureMrs。Glenarmthatshehadnorivalrytodread,ontheoneeasyconditionthatsheengagedtomakeGeoffreyrepairtheevilthathehaddone。“Marryhimwithoutawordagainstittodreadfrom_me_——solongasheunsaysthewordsandundoesthedeedswhichhavethrownadoubtonthemarriageofArnoldandBlanche。“Ifshecouldbutbringtheinterviewtothisend——therewasthewayfoundofextricatingArnold,byherownexertions,fromthefalsepositioninwhichshehadinnocentlyplacedhimtowardhiswife!Suchwastheobjectbeforeher,asshenowstoodonthebrinkofherinterviewwithMrs。Glenarm。
Uptothismoment,shehadfirmlybelievedinhercapacitytorealizeherownvisionaryproject。Itwasonlywhenshehadherfootonthestepthatadoubtofthesuccessofthecomingexperimentcrossedhermind。Forthefirsttime,shesawtheweakpointinherownreasoning。Forthefirsttime,shefelthowmuchshehadblindlytakenforgranted,inassumingthatMrs。Glenarmwouldhavesufficientsenseofjusticeandsufficientcommandoftempertohearherpatiently。Allherhopesofsuccessrestedonherownfavorableestimateofawomanwhowasatotalstrangertoher!Whatifthefirstwordsexchangedbetweenthemprovedtheestimatetobewrong?
Itwastoolatetopauseandreconsidertheposition。JuliusDelamaynhadnoticedherhesitation,andwasadvancingtowardherfromtheendoftheterrace。Therewasnohelpforitbuttomasterherownirresolution,andtoruntheriskboldly。“Comewhatmay,Ihavegonetoofartostop_here。_“Withthatdesperateresolutiontoanimateher,sheopenedtheglassdooratthetopofthesteps,andwentintotheroom。
Mrs。Glenarmrosefromthepiano。Thetwowomen——onesorichly,theothersoplainlydressed;onewithherbeautyinitsfullbloom,theotherwornandblighted;onewithsocietyatherfeet,theotheranoutcastlivingunderthebleakshadowofreproach——thetwowomenstoodfacetoface,andexchangedthecoldcourtesiesofsalutebetweenstrangers,insilence。
ThefirsttomeetthetrivialnecessitiesofthesituationwasMrs。Glenarm。Shegood-humoredlyputanendtotheembarrassment——whichtheshyvisitorappearedtofeelacutely——byspeakingfirst。
“Iamafraidtheservantshavenottoldyou?“shesaid。“Mrs。
Delamaynhasgoneout。“
“Ibegyourpardon——IhavenotcalledtoseeMrs。Delamayn。“
Mrs。Glenarmlookedalittlesurprised。Shewenton,however,asamiablyasbefore。
“Mr。Delamayn,perhaps?“shesuggested。“Iexpecthimhereeverymoment。“
Anneexplainedagain。“IhavejustpartedfromMr。Delamayn。“
Mrs。Glenarmopenedhereyesinastonishment。Anneproceeded。“I
havecomehere,ifyouwillexcusetheintrusion——“
Shehesitated——atalosshowtoendthesentence。Mrs。Glenarm,beginningbythistimetofeelastrongcuriosityastowhatmightbecomingnext,advancedtotherescueoncemore。