Mostpeopleinthisworldseemtolive“incharacter“;theyhaveabeginning,amiddleandanend,andthethreearecongruousonewithanotherandtruetotherulesoftheirtype。Youcanspeakofthemasbeingofthissortofpeopleorthat。Theyare,astheatricalpeoplesay,nomoreandnolessthan“characteractors。”Theyhaveaclass,theyhaveaplace,theyknowwhatisbecominginthemandwhatisduetothem,andtheirpropersizeoftombstonetellsatlasthowproperlytheyhaveplayedthepart。Butthereisalsoanotherkindoflifethatisnotsomuchlivingasamiscellaneoustastingoflife。Onegetshitbysomeunusualtransverseforce,oneisjerkedoutofone’sstratumandlivescrosswisefortherestofthetime,and,asitwere,inasuccessionofsamples。Thathasbeenmylot,andthatiswhathassetmeatlastwritingsomethinginthenatureofanovel。I
havegotanunusualseriesofimpressionsthatIwantveryurgentlytotell。Ihaveseenlifeatverydifferentlevels,andatalltheselevelsIhaveseenitwithasortofintimacyandingoodfaith。Ihavebeenanativeinmanysocialcountries。I
havebeentheunwelcomeguestofaworkingbaker,mycousin,whohassincediedintheChathaminfirmary;Ihaveeatenillegalsnacks——theunjustifiablegiftsoffootmen——inpantries,andbeendespisedformywantofstyleandsubsequentlymarriedanddivorcedbythedaughterofagasworksclerk;and——togotomyotherextreme——Iwasonce——oh,glitteringdays!——aniteminthehouse-partyofacountess。Shewas,Iadmit,acountesswithafinancialaspect,butstill,youknow,acountess。I’veseenthesepeopleatvariousangles。Atthedinner-tableI’vemetnotsimplythetitledbutthegreat。Ononeoccasion——itismybrightestmemory——Iupsetmychampagneoverthetrousersofthegreateststatesmanintheempire——HeavenforbidIshouldbesoinvidiousastonamehim!——inthewarmthofourmutualadmiration。
AndoncethoughitisthemostincidentalthinginmylifeI
murderedaman。
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