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  CHAPTERXII。

  CHARITY。

  Knowledgeblowethup,butcharitybuildethup。

  LORDBACON\'Srenderingof1Cor。viii。I。

  Thingswentonasusualforafewdays,whenHughbegantoencounterasourceofsufferingofaverymaterialandunromantickind,butwhich,nevertheless,hadbeenablebeforenow,namely,atthecommencementofhistutorship,tocausehimaverysufficientdegreeofdistress。Itwasthis;thathehadnoroominwhichhecouldpursuehisstudiesinprivate,withouthavingtoendureamostundesirabledegreeofcold。Insummerthiswasamatteroflittlemoment,fortheuniversemightthenbehissecretchamber;butinaScotchspringorautumn,nottosaywinter,abedroomwithoutafire-place,which,strangetosay,wastheconditionofhis,wasnotastudyinwhichthoughtcouldoperatetomuchsatisfactoryresult。

  Indeed,painisafarlesshurtfulenemytothinkingthancold。

  Andtohavetofightsuchsufferinganditsbenumbinginfluences,aswellastofollowoutatrainofreasoning,difficultatanytime,andrequiringcloseattention——istoomuchforanymachinewhosethinkingwheelsaredrivenbynervousgear。Sometimes——forhemustmaketheattempt——hecamedowntohismealsquitebluewithcold,ashispupilsremarkedtotheirmother;buttheirobservationneverseemedtosuggesttohermindthenecessityofmakingsomebetterprovisionforthepoortutor。AndHugh,afterthewayinwhichshehadbehavedtohim,wasfartooproudtoaskherafavour,evenifhehadhadhopesofreceivinghisrequest。Heknew,too,that,inthehouse,thelaird,tointerfereinthesmallestdegree,mustimperilfarmorethanhedared。Theprospect,therefore,ofthecomingwinter,inacountrywheretherewasscarcelyanyafternoon,andwherethesnowmightliefeetdeepforweeks,wasnotatallagreeable。Hehad,asIhavesaid,beguntosufferalready,forthemorningsandeveningswerecoldenoughnow,althoughitwasabright,dryOctober。OneeveningJanetremarkedthathehadcaughtcold,forhewas\'hostin\'sair;\'andthisledHughtostatethediscomforthewascondemnedtoexperienceupattheha\'house。

  “Weel,“saidDavid,aftersomesilentdeliberation,“thatsattles\'t;

  wemaunsetabootitimmedantly。“

  OfcourseHughwasquiteatalosstounderstandwhathemeant,andbeggedhimtoexplain。

  “Yesee,“repliedDavid,“wehaeverralittlehoose-roomi\'thisbitcot;for,excepthiskitchen,wehaebutthebenwhaurJanetandmesleeps;andsaelastyearIspak\'tothelairdtolatmehaemuckletimmerasIwadneedtobigakin\'o\'alean-totothehouseahin\',so\'atwemichthaeakin\'o\'abitparlourlike,orratheraroomie\'atonyo\'usmichtretiretillforabit,ginwewantedtobeoorlanes。Hehadnaeobjections,honestman。ButsomehoooritherI

  neversathan\'till\'t;butnoothewa\'smaunbeupaforethewatweathersetsin。SaeI\'sebeatitthemorn,an\'maybeye\'lllen\'

  meahan\',Mr。Sutherlan\',andtak\'ootyerwagesinhouse-rooman\'

  firin\'efterit\'sdune。“

  “Thankyouheartily!”saidHugh;thatwouldbedelightful。Itseemstoogoodtobepossible。ButwillnotwoodenwallsberatherapoorprotectionagainstsuchwintersasIsupposeyouhaveintheseparts?”

  “Hootoot,Mr。Sutherlan\',yemichtgiemecreditforraithermairrumgumptionnorthatcomestill。TimmerwastheonlythingInotneededtospierfor;thelaveliestoonybody\'shan\'——afewcart-fu\'so\'sodsfraethehillahintthehoose,an\'ahan\'fu\'ortwao\'stanesforthechimlaooto\'thequarry——there\'seneuchthereforoorturnohnblastitmair;an\'we\'llsawthewoodoorsels;an\'

  ginwehadancethewa\'sup,wecancarryontheinsideatoorleisur\'。That\'stheway\'attheMakerdoeswi\'oorsels;hegie\'susthewa\'san\'thematerial,an\'awholelifetime,maybemair,tofurnishthehouse。“

  “Capital!”exclaimedHugh。“I\'llworklikeahorse,andwe\'llbeatitthemorn。“

  “I\'sebeatitaforedaylicht,an\'aneortwao\'thelads\'lllen\'meahan\'efterwark-hours;andthere\'syersel\',Mr。Sutherlan\',worthanean\'ahalfo\'ordinaryworkers;an\'we\'llhaetruffaneuchforthewa\'sinajiffey。I\'llmarkafeowsaplin\'si\'thewudhereatdenner-time,an\'we\'llhaethemforbauks,an\'couples,an\'things;

  an\'there\'splentydryeneuchforbeurdsi\'theshed,an\'bein\'butalean-to,there\'llbebuthalfwark,yeken。“

  Theywentoutdirectly,inthemoonlight,tochoosethespot;andsooncametotheresolutiontobuilditso,thatacertainbackdoor,whichaddedmoretothecoldinwinterthantotheconvenienceinsummer,shouldbetheentrancetothenewchamber。Thechimneywasthechiefdifficulty;butallthematerialsbeingintheimmediateneighbourhood,andDavidcapableofturninghishandstoanything,noobstructionwasfeared。Indeed,hesetaboutthatpartfirst,aswasnecessary;andhadsoonbuiltasmallchimney,chieflyofstonesandlime;while,underhisdirections,thewallsweremakingprogressatthesametime,bythelabourofHughandtwoorthreeoftheyoungmenfromthefarm,whoweremostreadytoobligeDavidwiththeirhelp,althoughtheywerestillratherunfriendlytothecolliginer,astheycalledhim。ButHugh\'sfranknesssoonwonthemover,andtheyallformedwithinadayortwoaverycomfortablepartyoflabourers。Theyworkedveryhard;foriftherainshouldsetinbeforetheroofwason,theirlabourwouldbealmostlostfromthesoakingofthewalls。Theybuiltthemofturf,verythick,withaslightslopeontheoutsidetowardstheroof;

  beforecommencingwhich,theypartiallycutthewindowsoutofthewalls,puttingwoodacrosstosupportthetop。Ishouldhaveexplainedthattheturfusedinbuildingwastheupperandcoarserpartofthepeat,whichwasplentifulintheneighbourhood。Thethatch-eavesofthecottageitselfprojectedoverthejoiningofthenewroof,soastoprotectitfromthedrip;andDavidsoonputathickthatchofnewstrawuponthelittlebuilding。Second-handwindowswereprocuredatthevillage,andtheholesinthewallscuttotheirsize。Theynextproceededtothesaw-pitontheestate——foralmosteverythingnecessaryforkeepinguptheofficeswasdoneonthefarmitself——wheretheysawedthinplanksofdeal,tofloorandlinetheroom,andmakeitmorecosie。TheseDavidplanedupononeside;andwhentheywerenailedagainstslightpostsallroundthewalls,andthejointsfilledinwithputty,theroombegantolookmostenticinglyhabitable。Theroofhadnotbeenthatchedtwodaysbeforetherainsetin;butnowtheycouldworkquitecomfortablyinside;andasthespacewassmall,andtheforenightswerelong,theyhaditquitefinishedbeforetheendofNovember。Davidboughtanoldtableinthevillage,andoneortwochairs;mendedthemup;madeakindofrusticsofaorsettle;putafewbookshelvesagainstthewall;hadapeatfirelightedontheheartheveryday;andatlength,oneSaturdayevening,theyhadsupperintheroom,andtheplacewasconsecratedhenceforthtofriendshipandlearning。Fromthistime,everyevening,assoonaslessons,andthemealwhichimmediatelyfollowedthem,wereover,Hughbetookhimselftothecottage,ontheshelvesofwhichallhisbooksbydegreescollectedthemselves;andtherespentthewholelongevening,generallytillteno\'clock;thefirstpartalonereadingorwriting;thelastincompanywithhispupils,who,diligentasever,nowofcoursemademorerapidprogressthanbefore,inasmuchasthelessonswerebothlongerandmorefrequent。

  Theonlydrawbacktotheircomfortwas,thattheyseemedtohaveshutJanetout;butshesoonremediedthis,bycontrivingtogetthroughwithherhouseworkearlierthanshehadeverdonebefore;

  and,takingherplaceonthesettlebehindthem,knittedawaydiligentlyatherstocking,which,toinexperiencedeyes,seemedalwaysthesame,andalwaysinthesamestateofprogress,notwithstandingthatsheprovidedthehoseofthewholefamily,blueandgrey,ribbedandplain。Heroccasionalwithdrawings,toobservetheprogressofthesupper,wereonlyacheerfulbreakinthecontinuityoflabour。Littlewouldthepasser-byimaginethatbeneaththatroof,whichseemedworthyonlyofthenameofashed,theresat,inasnuglittlehomelyroom,suchayouthasHugh,suchagirlasMargaret,suchagrandpeasantkingasDavid,andsuchatrue-heartedmothertothemallasJanet。Therewerenopicturesandnomusic;forMargaretkepthersongsforsolitaryplaces;butthesoundofversewasoftenthelivingwindwhichseta-wavingthetopsofthetreesofknowledge,fastgrowinginthesunlightofTruth。Thethatchofthatshed-roofwaslikethegrizzledhairofDavid,beneathwhichlaythetemplenotonlyofholybutofwiseandpoeticthought。Itwaslikethesylvanabodeofthegods,wherethearchitectureandmusicarealloftheirownmaking,intheirkindthemorebeautiful,themoresimpleandrude;andifmoredoubtfulintheirintent,andlesspreciseintheirfinish,yetthereinthefulleroflifeanditsgrace,andthemoresuggestiveofdeeperharmonies。

  CHAPTERXIII。

  HERALDRY。

  Andlikehisfatheroffaceandofstature,Andfalseoflove——itcamehimofnature;

  AsdoththefoxRenard,thefox\'sson;

  Ofkinde,hecoudhisoldfather\'swone,Withoutlore,ascanadrakeswim,Whenitiscaught,andcarriedtothebrim。

  CHAUCER——LegendofPhillis。

  Ofcourse,theyetmorelengthenedabsencesofHughfromthehouseweresubjectsofremarkasatthefirst;butHughhadmadeuphismindnottotroublehimselftheleastaboutthat。ForsometimeMrs。Glasfordtooknonoticeofthemtohimself;butoneevening,justasteawasfinished,andHughwasrisingtogo,herrestraintgaveway,andsheutteredonespitefulspeech,thinkingit,nodoubt,sowittythatitoughttoseethelight。

  “Ye\'readay-laboureritseems,Mr。Sutherlan\',andganghameatnight。“

  “Exactlyso,madam,“rejoinedHugh。“Thereisnootherrelationbetweenyouandme,thanthatofworkandwages。Youhavedoneyourbesttoconvincemeofthat,bymakingitimpossibleformetofeelthatthishouseisinanysensemyhome。“

  Withthisgrandspeechhelefttheroom,andfromthattimetillthedayofhisfinaldeparturefromTurriepuffit,therewasnotasingleallusionmadetothesubject。

  Hesoonreachedthecottage。Whenheenteredthenewroom,whichwasalwayscalledMr。Sutherland\'sstudy,themutewelcomeaffordedhimbythesignsofexpectation,intheglowofthewaitingfire,andtheoutspreadarmsoftheelbow-chair,whichwasnowcalledhis,aswellastheroom,madeampleamendstohimfortheunfriendlinessofMrs。Glasford。Goingtotheshelvestofindthebookshewanted,hesawthattheyhadbeencarefullyarrangedononeshelf,andthattheotherswereoccupiedwithbooksbelongingtothehouse。Helookedatafewofthem。Theywerealmostalloldbooks,andsuchasmaybefoundinmanyScotchcottages;forinstance,Boston\'sFourfoldState,inwhichthewaysofGodandmanmaybeseenthroughafourfoldfog;Erskine\'sDivineSonnets,whichwillrepaythereaderinlaughterforthepainitcostshisreverence,producingmuchthesameeffectthataGothiccathedralmight,reproducedbythepencilandfromtheremembranceofaChineseartist,whohadseenitonce;DrelincourtonDeath,withthefamousghost-hoaxofDeFoe,tohelpthebooksellertothesaleoftheunsaleable;theScotsWorthies,openingofitselfatthememoirofMr。AlexanderPeden;

  thePilgrim\'sProgress,thatwonderfulinspiration,failingneversavewhenthetheologianwouldsometimessnatchthepenfromthehandofthepoet;TheronandAspasio;VillageDialogues;andothersofalikeclass。TothesemustbeaddedarareeditionofBlindHarry。ItwascleartoHugh,unableashewasfullytoappreciatethewisdomofDavid,thatitwasnotfromsuchbooksasthesethathehadgatheredit;yetsuchbooksastheseformedallhisstore。

  Heturnedfromthem,foundhisown,andsatdowntoread。ByandbyDavidcamein。

  “I\'mowersune,Idoubt,Mr。Sutherlan\'。I\'mdisturbin\'ye。“

  “Notatall,“answeredHugh。“Besides,Iamnotmuchinareadingmoodthisevening:Mrs。Glasfordhasbeenannoyingmeagain。“

  “Poorbody!What\'sshebeensayin\'noo?”

  ThinkingtoamuseDavid,Hughrecountedtheshortpassagebetweenthemrecordedabove。David,however,listenedwithaverydifferentexpressionofcountenancefromwhatHughhadanticipated;and,whenhehadfinished,tookuptheconversationinakindofapologetictone。

  “Weel,butyesee,“saidhe,foldinghispalmstogether,“shehasna\'

  jisthada\'thegitherfairplay。Shedoesnacomeo\'aguidbreed。

  Man,it\'safinethingtocomeo\'aguidbreed。Theyhaeahantletoanswerfor\'atcomeo\'decentforbears。“

  “Ithoughtshebroughtthelairdagoodproperty,“saidHugh,notquiteunderstandingDavid。

  “Ow,ay,shebrochthimgowpenfu\'so\'siller;buthoowas\'tgotten?

  An\'yekenit\'snoriches\'at\'illmak\'aguidbreed——\'cep\'itbeo\'maggots。Therichercheesethemairmaggots,yeken。Yemaunnaspeyko\'this;butthemistress\'sfatherwasweelkenttohaemadehissillerbyfardinsandbawbees,increepin\',craftyways。Hewasabitmerchan\'inAberdeen,an\'ayekeepithisthoomweelahintthepeinto\'theellwan\',sae\'athemadeaninchortwaupo\'ilkayardhesauld。Saehetookfraehissoul,andpatintillhissiller-bag,an\'hadlittletogiehisdochterbutaguidtocher。Mr。

  Sutherlan\',it\'safinethingtocomeo\'dacentfowk。Noo,toluikatyersel\':Ikennaethingabootyerfamily;butyeseemateesichttocomeo\'aguidbreedforthebodilyparto\'ye。That\'sasma\'

  matter;butfraewhatIha\'eseen——an\'ItrustinGodI\'mno\'

  mista\'en——yecomeo\'therichtbreedforthemin\'asweel。I\'mnoflatterin\'ye,Mr。Sutherlan\';butjistlayin\'itupo\'ye,\'atginyehadanhonestfatherandgran\'father,an\'especiallyaguidmither,yehaeaheaptoanswerfor;an\'yeoughtnevertobehardupo\'them\'at\'ssma\'creepin\'creatures,fortheycannahelpitsaeweelasthelikeo\'youandmecan。“

  Davidwasnotgiventoboasting。Hughhadneverheardanythingsuggestingitfromhislipsbefore。Heturnedfullroundandlookedathim。Onhisfacelayasolemnquiet,eitherfromafeelingofhisownresponsibility,orasenseoftheexcusethatmustbemadeforothers。WhathehadsaidaboutthesignsofbreedinHugh\'sexterior,certainlyappliedtohimselfaswell。Hiscarriagewasfullofdignity,andacertainrusticrefinement;hisvoicewaswonderfullygentle,butdeep;andslowestwhenmostimpassioned。Heseemedtohavecomeofsomegiganticantediluvianbreed:therewassomethingoftheTitanslumberingabouthim。Hewouldhavebeenasternman,butforanunusualamountofreverencethatseemedtooverfloodthesternness,andchangeitintostronglove。Noonehadeverseenhimthoroughlyangry;hissimpledispleasurewithanyofthelabourers,thequalityofwhoseworkwasdeficient,wouldgofurtherthanthelaird\'soaths。

  HughsatlookingatDavid,whosupportedthelookwiththatperfectcalmnessthatcomesofunconscioussimplicity。AtlengthHugh\'seyesankbeforeDavid\'s,ashesaid:

  “IwishIhadknownyourfather,then,David。“

  “MyfatherwassicaaneasItauldyetheitherday,Mr。

  Sutherlan\'。I\'ma\'richtthere。Apuir,semple,God-fearin\'

  shepherd,\'atnevergaehisdoganill-deservedword,nortooktheskino\'onypuirlammie,wha\'swoo\'hewasclippin\',atweentheshears。Hewasweelworthyo\'thegrave\'athewantillatlast。

  An\'mymitherwasjistsiclike,wi\'aiblinsraithermairheidnormyfather。They\'reherbeuksmaistlyupo\'theskelfthereabuneyerain,Mr。Sutherlan\'。Ihonourthemforhersake,thoughIseldomtroublethemmysel\'。Shegaemeakin\'o\'ascunneratthem,honestwoman,wi\'garrin\'mereadatthemo\'Sundays,tilltheynearscomfishta\'theguid\'atwasinmebynater。There\'sdoctrineforye,Mr。Sutherlan\'!”addedDavid,withaqueerlaugh。

  “Ithoughttheycouldhardlybeyourbooks,“saidHugh。

  “ButIhaeaeoddbeuk,an\'thatbringsmeupo\'mypedigree,Mr。

  Sutherlan\';forthepuirestmanhasaslangapedigreeasthegreatest,onlyhekenslessabootit,that\'sa\'。An\'Iwat,foryerlordsandladies,it\'snoa\'totheircredit\'at\'stauldo\'theirhither-come;an\'that\'sa\'againstthebreed,yeken。Awilfu\'sininthefathermaybeasinfu\'weaknessi\'theson;an\'that\'swhatI

  ca\'nofairplay。“

  Sosaying,Davidwenttohisbedroom,whencehereturnedwithaveryold-lookingbook,whichhelaidonthetablebeforeHugh。Heopenedit,andsawthatitwasavolumeofJacobB渉men,intheoriginallanguage。Hefoundoutafterwards,uponfurtherinquiry,thatitwasinfactacopyofthefirsteditionofhisfirstwork,TheAurora,printedin1612。Onthetitle-pagewaswrittenaname,eitherinGermanoroldEnglishcharacter,hewasnotsurewhich;

  buthewasabletoreadit——MartinElginbrodde。David,havinggivenhimtimetoseeallthis,wenton:

  “ThatbuikhasbeeninoorfamilyfarlangernorIken。IneednasayIcannareadawordo\'t,norIneverheardo\'ane\'atcould。

  ButIcannahelptellin\'yeacuriousthing,Mr。Sutherlan\',inconnexionwi\'thenameonthatbuik:there\'sagravestane,averraauldane——hooauldIcannaweelmak\'out,thoughIgaedends-errandtoAberdeentosee\'t——an\'thenameupo\'thatgravestaneisMartinElginbrod,butmadementiono\'inastrangefashion;an\'I\'mnosurea\'thegitheraboothooye\'lltak\'it,foritsoun\'sratherfearsomeatfirsthearin\'o\'t。Butye\'sehae\'tasIreadit:

  “\'HerelieI,MartinElginbrodde:

  Haemercyo\'mysoul,LordGod;

  AsIwaddo,wereILordGod,AndyewereMartinElginbrodde。\'“

  CertainlyHughcouldnothelpaslightshudderatwhatseemedtohimtheirreverenceoftheepitaph,ifindeeditwasnotdeservingofaworseepithet。Buthemadenoremark;and,afteramoment\'spause,Davidresumed:

  “Iwasuncoill-pleasedwi\'tatthefirst,asyemaysuppose,Mr。

  Sutherlan\';but,afterawhile,Ibegudebeganan\'gaedthroughtwaorthreebitso\'reasonin\'sabootit,inthisway:Bythenatur\'

  o\'t,thismaunbetheman\'sainmakin\',thisepitaph;fornoitherbodycudha\'dune\'t;andhehadleftitin\'swilltobepittenupo\'

  thedeid-stane,naedoot:I\'thecontemplationo\'deith,amanwadnobelik\'lytodesiretheperpetuationo\'ablasphemyupo\'atableo\'stone,tostan\'againsthimforcenturiesi\'thefaceo\'Godan\'

  man:thereforeitcudnaha\'bornetheluiktohimo\'thepresumptuouswordo\'aproudmanevenin\'himsel\'wi\'theAlmichty。

  Saewhatwas\'t,then,\'atmadehimmak\'it?Itseemstome——thoughIconfess,Mr。Sutherlan\',Imaybeledastraybythenateraldesire\'atamanhastothinkweelo\'hisainforbears——for\'athewasaforbearo\'myain,Icannaweeldoot,thenamebein\'bynomeansacommonane,inScotlandonyway——I\'msayin\',itseemstome,thatit\'sjistadarin\'way,maybeachildlikeway,o\'judgin\',asJobmichtha\'dune,\'theLordbyhimsel\';\'an\'sayin\',\'atginhe,MartinElginbrod,wadhaemercy,surelytheLordwasnotlessmercifu\'thanhewas。Theoffspringo\'theMostHighwas,asitwere,awareo\'thesamespiriti\'thefathero\'him,asmuvedinhimsel\'。Hefelt\'atthemercyinhimsel\'wasaneo\'thebestthings;an\'hecudnathink\'attherewadbelesso\'ti\'thefathero\'lichts,fraewhomcomethilkaguidan\'perfeckgift。An\'maybeheremembered\'attheSaviourhimsel\'said:\'BeyeperfectasyourfatherinHeavenisperfect;\'andthattheperfectiono\'God,asHehadjistpintedootafore,consistedincausin\'hisbonnysuntoshineontheevilan\'thegood,an\'hiscallerraintofa\'upo\'thejustan\'theunjust。“

  ItmaywellbedoubtedwhetherDavid\'sinterpretationoftheepitaphwasthecorrectone。Itwillappeartomostofmyreaderstobreatheratherofdoubtlightedupbyhope,thanofthatstrongfaithwhichDavidreadinit。Butwhetherfromfamilypartiality,andconsequentunwillingnesstobelievethathisancestorhadbeenamanwho,havingledawild,erring,andevillife,turnedatlasttowardsthemercyofGodashisonlyhope,whichthewordsmightimply;orsimplythathesawthismeaningtobethebest;thiswastheinterpretationwhichDavidhadadopted。

  “But,“interposedHugh,“supposinghethoughtallthat,whyshouldhethereforehaveitcarvedonhistombstone?”

  “Ihaethochtabootthattoo,“answeredDavid。“Foraething,abodyhasbutfeowwayso\'sayin\'hissaytohisbrithermen。RobbieBurnscuddo\'tinsangeftersang;butmaybethisepitaphwasa\'thatauldMartinwasabletomak\'。Hemichtnahaehadthegifto\'utterance。

  Buttheremaybemairin\'tnorthat。Gintheclergyo\'thaetimeswarnaageyhantlemairenlichtenednorafowtho\'theclergyhereabouts,hewadhaeheardaheapabootthegloryo\'God,asthething\'atGodhimsel\'wasmaistanxiousabootuphaudin\',jistlikeaproodcreatero\'aking;an\'thathewadmak\'men,an\'feedthem,an\'cleedthem,an\'giethembrawwivesan\'toddlin\'bairnies,an\'

  synedamnthem,a\'for\'sainglory。Maybeyewadnagetmonyo\'them\'atwadspeyksaefair-ootnoo-a-days,fortheygangwi\'thetidejistlikethelave;buti\'myauldminny\'sbuiks,Ihaereadjiltasmuckleasthat,an\'waurtoo。Monyane\'atspaklikethat,hadnaedootaguidmeanin\'in\'t;but,hechman!it\'sanawesomedeevilichwayo\'sayin\'aholything。Noo,whatbettercouldpuirauldMartindo,seein\'hehadnoaewordtosayi\'thekirka\'hislifelang,norjistsayhisaeword,aspithilyasmightbe,i\'thekirkyard,efterhewasdeid;an\'oweran\'oweragain,wi\'atongueo\'stane,letthemtak\'itorlatitalane\'atlikit?That\'sa\'mydefenceo\'myauldluckie-daddy——Heavenresthisbraveauldsoul!”

  “Butarewenotindanger,“saidHugh,“ofthinkingtoolightlyandfamiliarlyoftheMaker,whenweproceedtojudgehimsobyourselves?”

  “Mr。Sutherlan\',“repliedDavid,verysolemnly,“IdinnathenkIcanbeinmuckledangero\'lichtlyin\'him,whanIkeninmyainsel\',asweelasshe\'atwashealedo\'herplague,\'atIwadbeahorsei\'

  thatpleuch,orapiginthatstye,notmerelyifitwashiswill——forwhacanstan\'againstthat——butifitwasforhisglory;

  ay,an\'comfortmysel\',a\'thetimethechangewaspassin\'upo\'me,wi\'thethochtthat,efteran\'a\',hisblessedhan\'smadethepigstoo。“

  “But,amomentago,David,youseemedtometobemakingratherlittleofhisglory。“

  “O\'hisglory,astheyconsiderglory——ay;efterawarldlyfashionthat\'snobetternorpride,an\'inhimwouldonlybeagreaterpride。Buthisglory!consistin\'inhistrowthan\'

  lovin\'kindness——man!that\'sabonnyword——an\'grandself-forgettin\'devotiontohiscreaters——lord!man,it\'sunspeakable。Icarelittleforhisgloryeither,ginbythatyemeanthepraiseo\'men。Aheapo\'theanxietyforthespreado\'hisglory,seemstometobebutadesireforthesempathyo\'itherfowk。There\'snofearbutmen\'llpraisehim,a\'inguidtime——thatis,whantheycan。But,Mr。Sutherlan\',forthegloryo\'God,raitherthan,ifitwerepossible,onejotoronetittleshouldfailofhisentireperfectionofholybeauty,IcallGodtowitness,I

  wouldgladlygotohellitsel\';fornoevilworththefullnamecanbefalltheearthoronycreaterin\'t,aslongasGodiswhatheis。

  Forthegloryo\'God,Mr。Sutherlan\',Iwaddiethedeith。Forthewillo\'God,I\'mreadyforonythinghelikes。Icannasurelybeinmuckledangero\'lichtlyin\'him。IgloryinmyGod。“

  ThealmostpassionateearnestnesswithwhichDavidspoke,wouldalonehavemadeitimpossibleforHughtoreplyatonce。Afterafewmoments,however,heventuredtoaskthequestion:

  “WouldyoudonothingthatotherpeopleshouldknowGod,then,David?”

  “Onything\'athelikes。ButIwouldtak\'tento\'interferin\'。He\'satithimsel\'fraemornin\'tonicht,fraeyear\'sen\'toyear\'sen\'。“

  “ButyouseemtometomakeoutthatGodisnothingbutlove!”

  “Ay,naethingbutlove。Whatforno?”

  “Becausewearetoldheisjust。“

  “Wouldhebelangjustifhedidnalo\'eus?”

  “Butdoeshenotpunishsin?”

  “Woulditbeonykin\'nessnotopunishsin?Notousa\'meanstopitawa\'theaeillthingfraeus?Whatevermaybemeantbytheplaceo\'meesery,depen\'upo\'t,Mr。Sutherlan\',it\'sonlyanitherformo\'love,loveshinin\'throughthefogso\'ill,an\'saegartleuksomethingverradifferentthereby。Man,raithernorseemyMaggy——an\'ye\'llnodoot\'atIlo\'eher——raithernorseemyMaggydoanillthing,I\'dseeherlyin\'deidatmyfeet。Butsupposin\'theillthingancedune,it\'snoatmyfeetIwadlayher,butupo\'myheart,wi\'myauldarmsaboother,tohandthefurtherillaffo\'

  her。An\'shallmortalmanbemorejustthanGod?ShallamanbemorepurethanhisMaker?OmyGod!myGod!”

  TheentranceofMargaretwouldhavepreventedtheprosecutionofthisconversation,evenifithadnotalreadydrawntoanaturalclose。NotthatDavidwouldnothavetalkedthusbeforehisdaughter,butsimplythatminds,likeinstruments,needtobebroughtuptothesamepitch,beforetheycan“atonetogether,“andthatonefeelsthisinstinctivelyontheentranceofanotherwhohasnotgonethroughthesameimmediateprocessofgradualelevationoftone。

  Theirbooksandslatesweregotout,andtheysatdowntotheirwork;butHughcouldnothelpobservingthatDavid,inthemidstofhislinesandanglesandalgebraiccomputations,would,everynowandthen,glanceupatMargaret,withalookoftendernessinhisfaceyetdeeperandmoredelicateinitsexpressionthanordinary。

  Margaretwas,however,quiteunconsciousofit,pursuingherworkwithherordinaryevendiligence。ButJanetobservedit。

  “Whatailsthebairn,Dawvid,\'atyeleukatherthatget?saidshe。

  “Naethingailsher,woman。Doyeneverleukatabodybutwhensomethingailsthem?”

  “Ow,ay——butnothatget。“

  “Weel,maybeIwasthinkin\'hooIwadleukatherginonythingdidailher。“

  “Hoot!hoot!dinnafurthertheillhitherbymakin\'abiendoonsittin\'an\'abedfor\'t。“

  AllDavid\'sanswertothiswasoneofhisownsmiles。

  Atsupper,forithappenedtobeSaturday,Hughsaid:

  “I\'vebeenbusy,betweenwhiles,inventing,orperhapsdiscovering,anetymologicalpedigreeforyou,David!”

  “Weel,lat\'shear\'t,“saidDavid。

  “First——doyouknowthatthatvolumewithyourancestor\'snameonit,waswrittenbyanoldGermanshoemaker,perhapsonlyacobbler,foranythingIknow?”

  “Iknownothingabootit,moreorless,“answeredDavid。

  “Hewasawonderfulman。Somepeoplethinkhewasalmostinspired。“

  “Maybe,maybe,“wasallDavid\'sdoubtfulresponse。

  “Atallevents,thoughIknownothingaboutitmyself,hemusthavewrittenwonderfullyforacobbler。“

  “Formypairt,“repliedDavid,“ifIseenowonderintheman,Icanseebutlittleinthecobbler。Whatforshouldnaacobblerwritewonnerfully,asweelasanither?It\'satrade\'atfurthersmeditation。Mygrandfatherwasacobbler,asyeca\'t;an\'theysayhewasnofuleinhisainwayeither。“

  “Thenitdoesgointhefamily!”criedHugh,triumphantly。

  “Iwasindoubtatfirstwhetheryournamereferredtothebreadthofyourshoulders,David,astransmittedfromsomeancientsire,whosebackwasanEllwand-broad;forthegmightcomefromaworv,foranythingIknowtothecontrary。Butitwouldhavebeenbraidinthatcase。And,now,IamquiteconvincedthatthatMartinorhisfatherwasaGerman,afriendofoldJacobB渉men,whogavehimthebookhimself,andwasbesidesofthesamecraft;andhecomingtothiscountrywithanamehardtobepronounced,theyfoundaresemblanceinthesoundofittohisoccupation;andsograduallycorruptedhisname,tothemuncouth,intoElsynbrod,Elshinbrod,thenceElginbrod,withasoftg,andlastlyElginbrod,asyoupronounceitnow,withahardg。Thisname,turnedfromScotchintoEnglish,wouldthenbesimplyMartinAwlbore。Thecobblerisinthefamily,David,descendedfromJacobB渉menhimself,bythemother\'sside。“

  Thisheraldicblazonamusedthemallverymuch,andDavidexpressedhisentireconcurrencewithit,declaringittobeincontrovertible。

  Margaretlaughedheartily。

  Besidesitsownbeauty,twothingsmadeMargaret\'slaughofsomeconsequence;onewas,thatitwasveryrare;andtheother,thatitrevealedhertworegularrowsofdaintywhiteteeth,suitingwelltothewholebuildofthemaiden。Shewasgracefulandrathertall,withaheadwhich,butforitssmallness,mighthaveseemedtooheavyfortheneckthatsupportedit,soreadyitalwayswastodrooplikeasnowdrop。TheonlypartsaboutherwhichHughdisliked,wereherhandsandfeet。Theformercertainlyhadbeenreddenedandroughenedbyhouseholdwork:buttheywerewellformednotwithstanding。Thelatterhehadneverseen,notwithstandingthebare-foothabitsofScotchmaidens;forhesawMargaretrarelyexceptintheevenings,andthenshewasdressedtoreceivehim。

  Certainly,however,theywereveryfarfromfollowingtheshapeoftheclumsycountryshoes,bywhichhemisjudgedtheirproportions。

  Hadheseenthem,ashemighthaveseenthemsomepartofanydayduringthesummer,theirformatleastwouldhavesatisfiedhim。

  CHAPTERXIV。

  WINTER。

  Outofwhosewombcametheice?andthehoaryfrostofheaven,whohathgenderedit?Thewatersarehidaswithastone,andthefaceofthedeepisfrozen。

  Hegivethsnowlikewool;hescattereththehoarfrostlikeashes。

  JOBxxxviii。29,30;PSALMcxlvii。16。

  Winterwasfairlycomeatlast。Ablackfrosthadboundtheearthformanydays;andatlengthapeculiarsensation,almostasmellofsnowintheair,indicatedanapproachingstorm。Thesnowfellatfirstinafewlargeunwillingflakes,thatflutteredslowlyandheavilytotheearth,wheretheylaylikethefoundationofthesuperstructurethatwasabouttofollow。Fasterandfastertheyfell——wonderfulmultitudesofdelicatecrystals,adheringinshapesofbeautywhichoutviedallthatjewellercouldinventorexecuteofethereal,starryforms,structuresofevanescentyetprodigalloveliness——tillthewholeairwasobscuredbythem,andnightcameon,hastenedbyanhour,fromthegatheringoftheirwhitedarkness。

  Inthemorning,allthelandscapewastransfigured。Thesnowhadceasedtofall;butthewholeearth,houses,fields,andfences,pondsandstreams,werechangedtowhiteness。Butmostwonderfullookedthetrees——everyboughandeverytwigthickened,andbentearthwardwithitsownindividualloadofthefairyghost-birds。

  Eachretainedthesemblanceofitsownform,wonderfully,magicallyalteredbyitsthickgarmentofradiantwhiteness,shininggloriouslyinthesunlight。Itwastheshroudofdeadnature;butashroudthatseemedtoprefigurealovelyresurrection;fortheverydeath-robewasunspeakably,witchinglybeautiful。Againatnightthesnowfell;andagainandagain,withinterveningdaysofbrightsunshine。Everymorning,thefirstfreshfootprintswereanewwondertothelivingcreatures,theyoung-heartedamongstthematleast,wholivedandmovedinthisdeath-world,thissepulchralplanet,buriedintheshiningairbeforetheeyesofitssister-starsintheblue,deathlessheavens。Pathshadtobeclearedineverydirectiontowardstheout-houses,andagainclearedeverymorning;tillatlastthewallsofsolidrainstoodhigherthantheheadoflittleJohnnie,ashewasstillcalled,thoughhewastwelveyearsold。Itwasagreatdelighttohimtowanderthroughthesnow-avenuesineverydirection;andgreatfunitwas,bothtohimandhisbrother,whentheyweretiredofsnowballingeachotherandeverylivingthingabouttheplaceexcepttheirparentsandtutor,tohollowoutmysteriouscavesandvaultedpassages。Sometimestheywouldcarrythesepassagesonfromonepathtowithinaninchortwoofanother,andtherelieinwaittillsomepasser-by,unweetingofharm,wasjustoppositetheirlurkingcave;whentheywoulddashthroughthesolidwallofsnowwithahideousyell,almostendangeringthewitsofthemaids,andcausingarecoilandstartledejaculationevenofthestrongmanonwhomtheychancedtotrytheirpowersofalarm。Hughhimselfwasoncegladtocovertheconfusionofhisownfrightwiththeheartyfitoflaughterintowhichtheperturbationoftheboys,upondiscoveringwhomtheyhadstartled,threwhim。Itwasrarefuntothem;butnottothewomenaboutthehouse,whomovedfromplacetoplaceinastateofchronicalarm,scaredbythefearofbeingscared;tilloneofthemgoingintohysterics,realorpretended,itwasfoundnecessarytoputastoptothepractice;not,however,beforeMargarethadhadhershareofthejest。Hughhappenedtobelookingoutofhiswindowatthemoment——watchingher,indeed,asshepassedtowardsthekitchenwithsomemessagefromhermother;whenanindescribablemonster,achaoticmassoflegsandsnow,burst,asifoutoftheearth,uponher。SheturnedpaleasthesnowaroundherandHughhadneverobservedbeforehowdarkhereyeswere,asshesprangbackwiththegraceofastartleddeer。Sheutterednocry,however,perceivinginamomentwhoitwas,gaveatroubledlittlesmile,andpassedonherwayasifnothinghadhappened。Hughwasnotsorrywhenmaternalorderswereissuedagainstthepracticaljoke。Theboysdidnotrespecttheirmotherverymuch,buttheydarednotdisobeyher,whenshespokeinacertaintone。

  TherewasnopathwaycuttoDavid\'scottage;andnotracktrodden,exceptwhatDavid,comingtothehousesometimes,andHughgoingeveryafternoontothecottage,madebetweenthem。Hughoftenwenttothekneesinsnow,butwaswelldriedandwarmedbyJanet\'scarewhenhearrived。Shehadalwaysapairofstockingsandslippersreadyforhimatthefire,tobeputonthemomentofhisarrival;

  andexchangedagainforhisown,dryandwarm,beforehefootedoncemoretheghostlywaste。Whenneithermoonwasupnorstarswereout,therewasastrangeeerieglimmerfromthesnowthatlightedthewayhome;andhethoughttheremustbemorelightfromitthancouldbeaccountedformerelybythereflectionofeveryparticleoflightthatmightfalluponitfromothersources。

  Margaretwasnotkepttothehousebythesnow,evenwhenitwasfalling。Shewentoutasusual——notofcoursewanderingfar,forwalkingwasdifficultnow。Butshewasinlittledangeroflosingherway,forsheknewthecountryaswellasanyone;andalthoughitsfacewasgreatlyalteredbythefillingupofitsfeatures,andtheuniformityofthecolour,yetthosefeatureswerediscernibletoherexperiencedeyethroughthesheetthatcoveredthem。Itwasonlynecessarytowalkonthetopsofdykes,andotherelevatedridges,tokeepclearofthedeepsnow。

  Thereweremanypathsbetweenthecottagesandthefarmsintheneighbourhood,inwhichshecouldwalkwithcomparativeeaseandcomfort。Butshepreferredwanderingawaythroughthefieldsandtowardthehills。Sometimesshewouldcomehomelikeacreatureofthesnow,bornofit,andlivinginit;socoveredwasshefromheadtofootwithitsflakes。Davidusedtosmileatherwithpeculiarcomplacencyonsuchoccasions。ItwasevidentthatitpleasedhimsheshouldbetheplaymateofNature。Janetwasnotaltogetherindulgenttothesefreaks,assheconsideredthem,ofMarget——shehadquitegivenupcallingherMeg,“sin\'shetooktothebeuksoeident。“Butwhateverhermothermightthinkofit,Margaretwasinthiswaylayingupastorenotonlyofbodilyandmentalhealth,butofresourcesforthoughtandfeeling,ofsecretunderstandingsandcommunionswithNature,andeverythingsimple,andstrong,andpurethroughNature,thanwhichshecouldhaveaccumulatednothingmoreprecious。

  Thiskindofweathercontinuedforsometime,tillthepeopledeclaredtheyhadneverknownastormlastsolong“ohneverdevallt,“thatis,withoutintermission。Butthefrostgrewharder;

  andthenthesnow,insteadoffallinginlargeadhesiveflakes,fellinsmalldryflakes,ofwhichtheboyscouldmakenosnaw-ba\'s。Allthetime,however,therewasnowind;andthisnotbeingasheepcountry,therewaslittleuneasinessorsufferingoccasionedbytheseverityoftheweather,beyondwhatmustbefallthepoorerclassesineverynortherncountryduringthewinter。

  Oneday,Davidheardthatapooroldmanofhisacquaintancewasdying,andimmediatelysetouttovisithim,atadistanceoftwoorthreemiles。Hereturnedintheevening,onlyintimeforhisstudies;fortherewasofcourselittleornothingtobedoneatpresentinthewayoflabour。Ashesatdowntothetable,hesaid:

  “Ihaeseenawonnerfu\'sichtsin\'Isawyou,Mr。Sutherlan\'。I

  gaedtoseeanauldChristian,whasebodyan\'brainarenighwornoot。Hewasneveronythingremarkableforintellec,andjisttookwhattheministertellthimfortrue,an\'keepittheguido\'t;forhishertwasayericht,an\'hisfaithahantlestrongerthanmaybeithadonyrichttobe,accordin\'tohisainopingans;but,hech!

  there\'ssomethingfarbetternorhisopingansi\'theherto\'ilkaGod-fearin\'body。WhanIgaedbuttthehoose,hewassittin\'in\'sauldarm-chairbythesideo\'thefire,an\'hisfaceluikitdazedlike。Therewasnolichtin\'tbutwhatcam\'nooan\'thanfraealowi\'thefire。Thesnawwasdriftin\'aweeabootthebitwinnock,an\'

  hisauldeenwasfixedupo\'t;an\'a\'\'athesaid,takin\'nonoticeo\'me,wasjist,\'Thebirdiesisflutterin\';thebirdiesisflutterin\'。\'Ispak\'tillhim,an\'triedtoroosehim,wi\'aethingafteranither,bitImichtasweelhaespokentothedoor-cheek,fora\'thenoticethathetook。Neverawordhespak\',butaye\'Thebirdiesisflutterin\'。\'Atlast,itcam\'tomymin\'\'atthebodywasayefu\'o\'aneo\'thepsalmsinparticler;an\'saeIjistsaidtillhimatlast:\'John,haeyeforgottenthetwenty-thirdpsalm?\'

  \'Forgottenthetwenty-thirdpsalm!\'quo\'he;an\'hisfacelightedupinamomentfraetheinside:\'TheLord\'smyshepherd,——an\'IhaefollowedHimthrougha\'thesmorin\'drifto\'thewarl\',an\'he\'llbringmetothegreenpasturesan\'thestillwaterso\'Hissummer-kingdomatthelanglast。Ishallnotwant。An\'Ihaewantedfornaething,naething。\'Hehadbeenashepherdhimsel\'in\'syoungdays。Andsoonhegaed,wi\'akin\'o\'apersonalcommentaryonthehaillpsalmfraebeginnin\'toen\',andsynehejistfellbackintotheauldcroonin\'sang,\'Thebirdiesisflutterin\';thebirdiesisflutterin\'。\'Thelichtdeedooto\'hisface,an\'a\'thatIcouldsaycouldna\'bringbackthelichttohisface,northesensetohistongue。He\'llsunebeinabetterwarl\'。SaeIwasjistforcedtoleavehim。ButIpromisedhisdochter,puirbody,thatIwouldca\'

  againan\'seehimthemorn\'safternoon。It\'suncodowiewarkforher;fortheyhaescarceaneeborwithinreacho\'them,incaseo\'achange;an\'therehadhardlybeenacreatur\'insideo\'theirdoorforaweek。“

  Thefollowingafternoon,Davidsetoutaccordingtohispromise。

  Beforehisreturn,thewind,whichhadbeenthreateningtowakeallday,hadrisenrapidly,andnowblewasnowstormofitsown。WhenHughopenedthedoortotakehisusualwalktothecottage,justasdarknesswasbeginningtofall,thesighthesawmadehisyoungstrongheartdancewithdelight。Thesnowthatfellmadebutasmallpartofthewild,confusedturmoilanduproaroftheten-foldstorm。Forthewind,ravingoverthesurfaceofthesnow,which,asIhavealreadyexplained,laynearlyaslooseasdrysand,sweptitinthickfiercecloudsalongwithit,tearingitupandcastingitdownagainnoonecouldtellwhere——forthewholeairwasfilledwithdrift,astheycallthesnowwhenthusdriven。Afewhoursofthiswouldalterthefaceofthewholecountry,leavingsomepartsbare,andothersburiedbeneathheapsonheapsofsnow,calledheresnaw-wreaths。Forthewordsnow-wreathsdoesnotmeanthelovelygarlandshunguponeverytreeandbushinitsfeatheryfall;butawfulmoundsofdriftedsnow,thatmaybethesmooth,soft,whitesepulchresofdeadmen,smotheredinthelappingfoldsofthealmostsolidwind。Pathorwaywasnonebeforehim。Hecouldseenothingbutthesurfaceofaseaoffrothandfoam,asitappearedtohim,withthespraytornfromit,whirledinallshapesandcontortions,anddrivenineverydirection;butchiefly,inthemaindirectionofthewind,inlongslopingspiresofmistywhiteness,swiftasarrows,andaskeenuponthefaceofhimwhodaredtoopposethem。

  Hughplungedintoitwithawildsenseoflifeandjoy。Inthecourseofhisshortwalk,however,ifwalkitcouldbecalled,whichwasonechainofplungingsandemergings,struggleswiththesnow,andwrestleswiththewind,hefeltthatitneedednotastoutheartonly,butsoundlungsandstronglimbsaswell,tobattlewiththestorm,evenforsuchadistance。Whenhereachedthecottage,hefoundJanetinconsiderableanxiety,notonlyaboutDavid,whohadnotyetreturned,butaboutMargaretaswell,whomshehadnotseenforsometime,andwhomustbeoutsomewhereinthestorm——“thewullhizzie。“Hughsuggestedthatshemighthavegonetomeetherfather。

  “TheLordforbid!”ejaculatedJanet。“Theroadliesowerthetapo\'

  theHalshach,aseerieandbareaplaceaseverwashill-moss,wi\'

  neverascougorbieldin\'t,fraethetaesidetothetither。Thewin\'therejistgangscleanwuda\'thegither。An\'there\'smonyawell-eeforbye,thatginyefellintill\'t,yewudnevercomeattheboddomo\'t。TheLordpreserve\'s!Iwis\'Dawvidwashame。“

  “Howcouldyoulethimgo,Janet?”

  “Lathimgang,laddie!It\'sastrangtow\'atwadhaudorbin\'

  Dawvid,whanheconsidershebudtogang,an\'\'twereintilladeil\'sbyke。ButI\'mnothatfearedaboothim。Imaistbelievehe\'sunderspecialprotection,ifevermanwasorouchttobe;an\'he\'snomorefearedatthestorm,norginthesnawwasangels\'feathersflauchterin\'ooto\'theirwingsa\'aboothim。ButI\'mnoeasyi\'mymin\'abootMaggy——thewullhizzie!Ginshebemeetin\'herfather,an\'chancetomisshim,theLordkenswhatmaycomeo\'her。“

  Hughtriedtocomforther,butallthatcouldbedonewastowaitDavid\'sreturn。Thestormseemedtoincreaseratherthanabateitsforce。ThefootprintsHughhadmade,hadallbutvanishedalreadyattheverydoorofthehouse,whichstoodquiteintheshelterofthefir-wood。Astheylookedout,adarkfigureappearedwithinayardortwoofthehouse。

  “TheLordgrantitbemybairn!”prayedpoorJanet。ButitwasDavid,andalone。Janetgaveashriek。

  “Dawvid,whaur\'sMaggie?”

  “Ihaenaseenthebairn,“repliedDavid,inrepressedperturbation。

  “She\'snotheroot,isshe,thenicht?”

  “She\'snoathame,Dawvid,that\'sa\'\'atIken。“

  “Whaurgaedshe?”

  “TheLordkens。She\'ssmooredi\'thesnawbythistime。“

  “She\'si\'theLord\'shan\'s,Janet,besheaneathasnaw-vraith。

  Dinnaforgetthat,wuman。Hoolangis\'tsin\'yemissedher?”

  “Anhouran\'mair——Idinnakenhoolang。I\'mcleandoititwi\'

  dreid。“

  “I\'llawa\'an\'leukforher。JusthaudthehertinhertillIcomeback,Mr。Sutherlan\'。“

  “Iwon\'tbeleftbehind,David。I\'mgoingwithyou。“

  “Yedinnakenwhatye\'resayin\',Mr。Sutherlan\'。Iwadsunehaetwao\'yetoseekinplaceo\'ane。“

  “Neverheedme;I\'mgoingonmyownaccount,comewhatmay。“

  “Weel,weel;Idownabidetodiffer。I\'mgaeinuptheburn-side;

  baudyeowertothefarm,andspierginonybody\'sseenher;an\'thelads\'llbeouttoleukforherinajiffey。Mypuirlassie!”

  Thesighthatmusthaveaccompaniedthelastwords,waslostinthewind,astheyvanishedinthedarkness。Janetfellonherkneesinthekitchen,withthedoorwideopen,andthewinddriftinginthepowderysnow,andscatteringitwiththeashesfromthehearthoverthefloor。Apictureofmorethoroughdesolationcanhardlybeimagined。Shesooncametoherself,however;andreflectingthat,ifthelostchildwasfound,theremustbeawarmbedtoreceiveher,elseshemightbeasecondtimelost,sheroseandshutthedoor,andmendedthefire。Itwasasifthedumbattitudeofherprayerwasanswered;forthoughshehadneverspokenoreventhoughtaword,strengthwasrestoredtoherdistractedbrain。Whenshehadmadeeverypreparationshecouldthinkof,shewenttothedooragain,openedit,andlookedout。Itwasaregionofhowlingdarkness,tossedaboutbypalesnow-drifts;outofwhichitseemedscarcemorehopefulthatwelcomefaceswouldemerge,thanthattheyshouldreturntooureyesfromthevastunknowninwhichtheyvanishatlast。Sheclosedthedooroncemore,andknowingnothingelsetobedone,satdownonachair,withherhandsonherknees,andhereyesfixedonthedoor。Theclockwentonwithitsslowswing,tic——tac,tic——tac,anutterlyinhumantime-measurer;butsheheardthesoundofeverysecond,throughthemidstoftheuproarinthefir-trees,whichbenttheirtallheadshissingtotheblast,andswingingaboutintheagonyoftheirstrife。Theminuteswentby,tillanhourwasgone,andtherewasneithersoundnorhearing,butofthestormandtheclock。Stillshesatandstared,hereyesfixedonthedoor-latch。Suddenly,withoutwarningitwaslifted,andthedooropened。Herheartboundedandflutteredlikeastartledbird;butalas!thefirstwordssheheardwere:“Isshenocomeyet?”Itwasherhusband,followedbyseveralofthefarmservants。Hehadmadeacircuittothefarm,andfindingthatHughhadneverbeenthere,hoped,thoughwithtrembling,thatMargarethadalreadyreturnedhome。ThequestionfelluponJanet\'sheartlikethesoundoftheearthonthecoffin-lid,andhersilentstarewastheonlyanswerDavidreceived。

  Butatthatverymoment,likeadeadmanburstfromthetomb,enteredfrombehindthepartyattheopendoor,silentandwhite,withrigidfeaturesandfixedeyes,Hugh。Hestumbledin,leaningforwardwithlongstrides,anddraggingsomethingbehindhim。Hepushedandstaggeredthroughthemasifhesawnothingbeforehim;

  andastheypartedhorror-stricken,theysawthatitwasMargaret,orherdeadbody,thathedraggedafterhim。Hedroppedherathermother\'sfeet,andfellhimselfonthefloor,beforetheywereabletogivehimanysupport。David,whowasquitecalm,gotthewhiskybottleout,andtriedtoadministersometoMargaretfirst;butherteethwerefirmlyset,andtoallappearanceshewasdead。OneoftheyoungmensucceededbetterwithHugh,whomatDavid\'sdirectiontheytookintothestudy;whileheandJanetgotMargaretundressedandputtobed,withhotbottlesallabouther;forinwarmthlaytheonlyhopeofrestoringher。Aftershehadlainthusforawhile,shegaveasigh;andwhentheyhadsucceededingettinghertoswallowsomewarmmilk,shebegantobreathe,andsoonseemedtobeonlyfastasleep。Afterhalfanhour\'srestandwarming,Hughwasabletomoveandspeak。Davidwouldnotallowhimtosaymuch,however,butgothimtobed,sendingwordtothehousethathecouldnotgohomethatnight。HeandJanetsatbythefiresideallnight,listeningtothestormthatstillravedwithout,andthankingGodforbothofthelives。Everyfewminutesatip-toeexcursionwasmadetothebedside,andnowandthentotheotherroom。Boththepatientssleptquietly。TowardsmorningMargaretopenedhereyes,andfaintlycalledhermother;butsoonfellasleeponcemore,anddidnotawakeagaintillnearlynoon。Whensufficientlyrestoredtobeabletospeak,theaccountshegavewas,thatshehadsetouttomeetherfather;butthestormincreasing,shehadthoughtitmoreprudenttoturn。Itgrewinviolence,however,sorapidly,andbeatsodirectlyinherface,thatshewassoonexhaustedwithstruggling,andbenumbedwiththecold。Thelastthingsherememberedwas,dropping,asshethought,intoahole,andfeelingasifsheweregoingtosleepinbed,yetknowingitwasdeath;andthinkinghowmuchsweeteritwasthansleep。Hugh\'saccountwasverystrangeanddefective,buthewasneverabletoaddanythingtoit。Hesaidthat,whenherushedoutintothedark,thestormseizedhimlikeafury,beatinghimabouttheheadandfacewithicywings,tillhewasalmoststunned。Hetooktheroadtothefarm,whichlaythroughthefir-wood;buthesoonbecameawarethathehadlosthiswayandmighttrampaboutinthefir-woodtilldaylight,ifhelivedaslong。Then,thinkingofMargaret,helosthispresenceofmind,andrushedwildlyalong。Hethoughthemusthaveknockedhisheadagainstthetrunkofatree,buthecouldnottell;forherememberednothingmorebutthathefoundhimselfdraggingMargaret,withhisarmsroundher,throughthesnow,andnearingthelightinthecottage-window。Whereorhowhehadfoundher,orwhatthelightwasthathewasapproaching,hehadnottheleastidea。HehadonlyavaguenotionthathewasrescuingMargaretfromsomethingdreadful。Margaret,forherpart,hadnorecollectionofreachingthefir-wood,andas,longbeforemorning,alltraceswereobliterated,thefactsremainedamystery。JanetthoughtthatDavidhadsomewonderfulpersuasionaboutit;buthewasneverheardeventospeculateonthesubject。Certainitwas,thatHughhadsavedMargaret\'slife。Heseemedquitewellnextday,forhewasofaverypowerfulandenduringframeforhisyears。Sherecoveredmoreslowly,andperhapsneveraltogetherovercametheeffectsofDeath\'sembracethatnight。FromthemomentwhenMargaretwasbroughthome,thestormgraduallydiedaway,andbythemorningallwasstill;butmanystarryandmoonlitnightsglimmeredandpassed,beforethatsnowwasmeltedawayfromtheearth;andmanyanightJanetawokefromhersleepwithacry,thinkingsheheardherdaughtermoaning,deepinthesmoothoceanofsnow,andcouldnotfindwhereshelay。

  TheoccurrencesofthisdreadfulnightcouldnotlessentheinteresthiscottagefriendsfeltinHugh;andalongwinterpassedwithdailyandlengtheningcommunionbothinstudyandingeneralconversation。Ifearsomeofmyyoungerreaderswillthinkmystoryslow;andsay:“What!aretheynotgoingtofallinlovewitheachotheryet?Wehavebeenexpectingiteversolong。“Ihavetwoanswerstomaketothis。Thefirstis:“Idonotpretendtoknowsomuchaboutloveasyou——excuseme——thinkyoudo;andmustconfess,I

  donotknowwhethertheywereinlovewitheachotherornot。“Thesecondis:“ThatIdarenotpretendtounderstandthoroughlysuchasacredmysteryastheheartofMargaret;andIshouldfeelitratherworsethanpresumptuoustotalkasifIdid。EvenHugh\'sisknowntomeonlybygleamsoflightthrown,nowandthen,andhereandthere,uponit。“Perhapsthetwoanswersareonlythesameanswerindifferentshapes。

  Mrs。Glasford,however,wouldeasilyanswerthequestion,ifananswerisallthatiswanted;forshe,notwithstandingthefactsofthestory,whichshecouldnotfailtohaveheardcorrectlyfromthebestauthority,andnotwithstandingthenatureofthenight,whichmighthaveseemedsufficienttooverthrowherconclusions,uniformlyremarked,asoftenastheirescapewasalludedtoinherhearing,“Latthemtak\'itTheyhadnobusinesstobeootabootthegither。“

  CHAPTERXV。

  TRANSITION。

  Tellme,brightboy,tellme,mygoldenlad,Whitherawaysofrolic?Whysoglad?

  Whatallthywealthincouncil?allthystate?

  Arehuskssodear?troth,\'tisamightyrate。

  RICHARDCRASHAW。

  ThelongScotchwinterpassedbywithoutanyinterruptiontothegrowingfriendship。Butthespringbroughtachange;andHughwasseparatedfromhisfriendssoonerthanhehadanticipated,bymorethansixmonths。Forhismotherwrotetohimingreatdistress,inconsequenceofaclaimmadeuponherforsomedebtwhichhisfatherhadcontracted,veryprobablyforHugh\'sownsake。Hughcouldnotbearthatanysuchshouldremainundischarged,orthathisfather\'snameshouldnotrestinpeaceaswellashisbodyandsoul。Herequested,therefore,fromthelaird,theamountduetohim,anddespatchedalmostthewholeofitfortheliquidationofthisdebt,sothathewasnowasunprovidedasbeforefortheexpensesofthecomingwinteratAberdeen。But,aboutthesametime,afellow-studentwrotetohimwithnewsofasituationforthesummer,worththreetimesasmuchashispresentone,andtobeprocuredthroughhisfriend\'sinterest。Hughhavingengagedhimselftothelairdonlyforthewinter,althoughhehadintendedtostaytillthecommencementofthefollowingsession,feltthat,althoughhewouldmuchratherremainwherehewas,hemustnothesitateamomenttoaccepthisfriend\'soffer;andthereforewroteatonce。

  Iwillnotattempttodescribetheparting。Itwasveryquiet,butverysolemnandsad。JanetshowedfarmoredistressthanMargaret,forsheweptoutright。ThetearsstoodinDavid\'seyes,ashegraspedtheyouth\'shandinsilence。Margaretwasverypale;thatwasall。AssoonasHughdisappearedwithherfather,whowasgoingtowalkwithhimtothevillagethroughwhichthecoachpassed,shehurriedaway,andwenttothefir-woodforcomfort。

  HughfoundhisnewsituationinPerthshireverydifferentfromthelast。Theheadsofthefamilybeingthemselvesaladyandagentleman,hefoundhimselfagentlemantoo。Hehadmoretodo,buthisworklefthimplentyofleisurenotwithstanding。Agoodportionofhissparetimehedevotedtoverse-making,towhichhefeltagrowingimpulse;andwhatevermayhavebeenthemeritofhiscompositions,theydidhimintellectualgoodatleast,ifitwereonlythroughtheprocessoftheirconstruction。HewrotetoDavidafterhisarrival,tellinghimallabouthisnewsituation;andreceivedinreturnaletterfromMargaret,writtenatherfather\'sdictation。Themechanicalpartofletter-writingwasratherlaborioustoDavid;butMargaretwrotewell,inconsequenceofthenumberofpapers,ofonesortandanother,whichshehadwrittenforHugh。Threeorfourlettersmorepassedbetweenthematlengtheningintervals。Thentheyceased——onHugh\'ssidefirst;until,whenonthepointofleavingforAberdeen,feelingsomewhatconscience-strickenatnothavingwrittenforsolong,hescribbledanotetoinformthemofhisapproachingdeparture,promisingtoletthemknowhisaddressassoonashefoundhimselfsettled。Willitbebelievedthatthesessionwentbywithouttheredemptionofthispledge?Surelyhecouldnothavefelt,toanyapproximatedegree,theamountofobligationhewasundertohishumblefriends。

  Perhaps,indeed,hemayhavethoughtthattheobligationwasprincipallyontheirside;asitwouldhavebeen,ifintellectualassistancecouldoutweighheart-kindness,andspiritualimpulseandenlightenment;for,unconsciouslyinagreatmeasuretohimself,hehadlearnedfromDavidtoregardinanewandmorerealaspect,manyofthosetruthswhichhehadhithertoreceivedastrue,andwhichyethadtillthenproducedinhimnootherthanafeelingofthecommon-placeanduninterestingatthebest。

  Besidesthis,andmanycognateadvantages,athousandseedsoftruthmusthavesurelyremainedinhismind,droppedtherefromthesametongueofwisdom,andonlywaitingthefriendlyaidofahardwinter,breakingupthecold,selfishclodsofclay,toshareinthelovelinessofanewspring,andbeperfectedinthebeautyofanewsummer。

  Howeverthismayhavebeen,itiscertainthatheforgothisoldfriendsfarmorethanhehimselfcouldhavethoughtitpossibleheshould;for,tomakethebestofit,youthiseasilyattractedandfilledwiththepresentshow,andeasilyforgetsthatwhich,fromdistanceintimeorspace,hasnoshowtoshow。Spendinghiseveningsinthemidstofmerryfaces,andreadytonguesfluentwiththetonesofjollity,ifnotalwaysofwit,whichglidedsometimesintonotooearnestdiscussionofthedifficultsubjectsoccupyingtheirstudenthours;surroundedbythevapoursofwhisky-toddy,andthesmokeofcuttypipes,tillfarintotheshorthours;thenhurryinghome,andlapsingintounrefreshingslumbersoverintendedstudy;orsittingupallnighttopreparethetaskswhichhadbeenneglectedforaballoraneveningwithWilson,thegreatinterpreterofScottishsong——itishardlytobewonderedatthatheshouldlosethefinerconsciousnessofhigherpowersanddeeperfeelings,notfromanybehaviourinitselfwrong,butfromthehurry,noise,andtumultinthestreetsoflife,that,penetratingtoodeepintothehouseoflife,dazedandstupefiedthesilentandlonelywatcherinthechamberofconscience,farapart。Hehadnotimetothinkorfeel。

  Thesessiondrewtoaclose。Heeschewedallidleness;shuthimselfup,afterclasshours,withhisbooks;atelittle,studiedhard,sleptirregularly,workingalwaysbestbetweenmidnightandtwointhemorning;carriedthefirsthonoursinmostofhisclasses;andatlengthbreathedfreely,butwithadizzybrain,andafacethatrevealed,inpalecheeks,andred,wearyeyes,theresultsofanexcessofmentallabour——anexcesswhichisasinjuriousasanyotherkindofintemperance,themoraldegradationalonekeptoutofview。Proudofhissuccess,hesatdownandwroteashortnote,withasimplestatementofit,toDavid;hoping,inhissecretmind,thathewouldattributehisprevioussilencetoanabsorptioninstudywhichhadnotexistedbeforetheendofthesessionwasquiteathand。Nowthathehadmoretimeforreflection,hecouldnotbeartheideathatthatnoblerusticfaceshouldlookdisapprovinglyor,stillworse,coldlyuponhim;andhecouldnothelpfeelingasiftheoldploughmanhadtakentheplaceofhisfather,astheonlymanofwhomhemuststandinawe,andwhohadarighttoreprovehim。Hedidreprovehimnow,thoughunintentionally。ForDavidwasdelightedathavingsuchgoodnewsfromhim;andtheuneasinesswhichhehadfelt,butneverquiteexpressed,wasalmostsweptawayintheconclusion,thatitwasunreasonabletoexpecttheyoungmantogivehistimetothembothabsentandpresent,especiallywhenhehadbeenoccupiedtosuchgoodpurposeasthislettersignified。Sohewasnearlyatpeaceabouthim——thoughnotquite。Hughreceivedfromhimthefollowingletterinreplytohis;dictated,asusual,tohissecretary,Margaret:——

  “MYDEARSIR,“Ye\'llbeagreatmansomeday,ginyehaudatit。Butthingsmaunnabegottenattheoutlayo\'mairthanthey\'reworth。Ye\'llkenwhatImean。An\'there\'sbetterthingsnorbein\'agreatman,eftera\'。ForgiethelibertyItak\'inremin\'in\'yeo\'siclike。

  I\'monlyremin\'in\'yeo\'whatyekenweelaneuch。Butye\'reabravelad,an\'yehaebeenanuncofrien\'tomean\'mine;an\'IpraytheLordtothankyeforme,foryehaedunemuckleguidtohisbairns——meanin\'mean\'mine。It\'sverrakin\'o\'yetovritetill\'sintheverramomento\'victory;butweelyekentthatamida\'yerfrien\'s——an\'yecannafailtohaemonyaane,wi\'aheadan\'afacelikeyours——therewasnaane——na,noane,thatwadrejoicemairoweryoursuccessthanJanet,ormydoo,Maggie,oryerainauldobleegedfrien\'an\'servant,“DAVIDELGINBROD。

  “P。S——We\'rea\'weel,an\'uncoblytheatyourletter。

  Maggy——

  “P。S。2——DearMr。Sutherland,——Iwrotealltheaboveatmyfather\'sdictation,andjustashesaidit,forIthoughtyouwouldlikehisScotchbetterthanmyEnglish。MymotherandImyselfarerejoicedatthegoodnews。Mymotherfairlygratoutright。IgaedouttothetreewhereImetyoufirst。IwondersairsometimesifyouwastheangelIwastomeetinthefir-wood。Iam,“Yourobedientservant,“MARGARETELGINBROD。“

  ThislettercertainlytouchedHugh。ButhecouldnothelpfeelingratheroffendedthatDavidshouldwritetohiminsuchawarningtone。Hehadneveraddressedhiminthisfashionwhenhesawhimeveryday。Indeed,Davidcouldnotveryeasilyhavespokentohimthus。Butwritingisadifferentthing;andmenwhoarenotmuchaccustomedtouseapen,oftenassumeamoresolemntoneindoingso,asifitwereaceremonythatrequiredstate。AsforDavid,havingbeenalittleuneasyaboutHugh,andnotmuchafraidofoffendinghim——forhedidnotknowhisweaknessesverythoroughly,anddidnottakeintoaccounttheeffectoftheveryfallingawaywhichhedreaded,inincreasinginhimpride,andthatimpatienceofthegentlestreproofnaturaltoeveryman——hefeltconsiderablyrelievedafterhehaddischargedhisdutyinthismementovivere。

  Butoneoftheresults,andaveryunexpectedone,was,thatayetlongerperiodelapsedbeforeHughwroteagaintoDavid。Hemeanttodoso,andmeanttodoso;but,asoftenasthethoughtoccurredtohim,wascheckedbothbyconsciousnessandbypride。Somuchcontributes,nottheevilalonethatisinus,butthegoodalsosometimes,toholdusbackfromdoingthethingweoughttodo。

  ItnowremainedforHughtolookaboutforsomeoccupation。Thestateofhisfundsrenderedimmediateemploymentabsolutelynecessary;andastherewasonlyonewayinwhichhecouldearnmoneywithoutyetfurtherpreparation,hemustbetakehimselftothatway,ashehaddonebefore,inthehopethatitwouldleadtosomethingbetter。Atallevents,itwouldgivehimtimetolookabouthim,andmakeuphismindforthefuture。Manyaone,towhomtheoccupationofatutorisfarmoreirksomethanitwastoHugh,iscompelledtoturnhisacquirementstothisimmediateaccount;

  and,oncegoinginthisgroove,cannevergetoutofitagain。ButHughwashopefulenoughtothink,thathisreputationattheuniversitywouldstandhiminsomestead;and,howevermuchhewouldhavedislikedthethoughtofbeingatutorallhisdays,occupyingakindofneutralterritorybetweenthepositionofagentlemanandthatofamenial,hehadenoughofstrongSaxongoodsensetopreventhim,despitehisHighlandpride,fromseeinganygreathardshipinlabouringstillforalittlewhile,ashehadlabouredhitherto。Buthehopedtofindasituationmoredesirablethaneitherofthosehehadoccupiedbefore;and,withthisexpectation,lookedtowardstheSouth,asmostScotchmendo,indulgingthenationalimpulsetospoiltheEgyptians。Nordidhelooklong,sendinghistentaclesafloatineverydirection,beforeheheard,throughmeansofacollegefriend,ofjustsuchasituationashewanted,inthefamilyofagentlemanoffortuneinthecountyofSurrey,notmuchmorethantwentymilesfromLondon。Thishewasfortunateenoughtoobtainwithoutdifficulty。

  Margaretwaslikewiseontheeveofachange。Shestoodlikeayoungfledgedbirdontheedgeofthenest,readytotakeitsfirstlongflight。Itwasnecessarythatsheshoulddosomethingforherself,notsomuchfromthecompulsionofimmediatecircumstances,asinprospectofthefuture。Herfatherwasnotanoldman,butatbesthecouldleaveonlyatrifleathisdeath;andifJanetoutlivedhim,shewouldprobablyrequireallthat,andwhatlabourshewouldthenbecapableofaswell,tosupportherself。Margaretwasanxious,too,thoughnottobeindependent,yet,nottobeburdensome。BothDavidandJanetsawthat,byherpeculiartastesandhabits,shehadseparatedherselfsofarfromthecirclearoundher,thatshecouldneverhopetobequitecomfortableinthatneighbourhood。Itwasnotthatbyanymeansshedespisedorrefusedthelabourscommontotheyoungwomenofthecountry;but,allthingsconsidered,theythoughtthatsomethingmoresuitableforhermightbeprocured。

  Thelaird\'sladycontinuedtobehavetoherinthemostsuperciliousfashion。TheverydayofHugh\'sdeparture,shehadchancedtomeetMargaretwalkingalonewithabook,thistimeunopened,inherhand。

  Mrs。Glasfordstopped。Margaretstoppedtoo,expectingtobeaddressed。Theladylookedather,allover,fromheadtofoot,asifcriticallyexaminingtheappearanceofananimalshethoughtofpurchasing;then,withoutaword,butwithacontemptuoustossofthehead,passedon,leavingpoorMargaretbothangryandashamed。

  ButDavidwasmuchrespectedbythegentryoftheneighbourhood,withwhomhisposition,asthelaird\'ssteward,broughthimnotunfrequentlyintocontact;andtoseveralofthemhementionedhisdesireoffindingsomesituationforMargaret。Janetcouldnotbeartheideaofherlady-bairnleavingthem,toencountertheworldalone;butDavid,thoughhecouldnothelpsometimesfeelingasimilarpang,wasabletotaketohimselfheartycomfortfromthethought,thatiftherewasanysafetyforherinherfather\'shouse,therecouldnotbelessinherheavenlyFather\'s,inanynookofwhichshewasasfullinHiseye,andasnearHisheart,asintheirowncottage。Hefeltthatanxietyinthiscase,asineveryother,wouldjustbealackofconfidenceinGod,tosupposewhichjustifiablewouldbeequivalenttosayingthatHehadnotfixedthefoundationsoftheearththatitshouldnotbemoved;thatHewasnottheLordofLife,northeFatherofHischildren;inshort,thatasparrowcouldfalltothegroundwithoutHim,andthatthehairsofourheadarenotnumbered。Janetadmittedallthis,butsighednevertheless。SodidDavidtoo,attimes;forheknewthatthesparrowmustfall;thatmanyadivinetruthishardtolearn,all-blessedasitiswhenlearned;andthatsorrowandsufferingmustcometoMargaret,ereshecouldbefashionedintotheperfectionofachildofthekingdom。Still,shewasassafeabroadasathome。

  Anelderlyladyoffortunewasonavisittooneofthefamiliesintheneighbourhood。Shewasinwantofalady\'s-maid,anditoccurredtothehousekeeperthatMargaretmightsuither。Thiswasnotquitewhatherparentswouldhavechosen,buttheyallowedhertogoandseethelady。Margaretwasdelightedwiththebenevolent-lookinggentlewoman;andshe,onherpart,wasquitecharmedwithMargaret。Itwastruesheknewnothingofthedutiesoftheoffice;butthepresentmaid,whowasleavingonthebestofterms,wouldsooninitiateherintoitsmysteries。AndDavidandJanetweresomuchpleasedwithMargaret\'saccountoftheinterview,thatDavidhimselfwenttoseethelady。ThesightofhimonlyincreasedherdesiretohaveMargaret,whomshesaidshewouldtreatlikeadaughter,ifonlyshewerehalfasgoodasshelooked。

  BeforeDavidlefther,thematterwasarranged;andwithinamonth,Margaretwasborneinhermistress\'scarriage,awayfromfatherandmotherandcottage-home。

  ENDOFTHEFIRSTBOOK。

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