Magnusroseabruptlytohisfullheight,thenostrilsofhisthin,hawk-likenosevibrating,hissmooth-shavenfacepalerthanever。
Stoprightwhereyouare,sir,heexclaimed。Youforgetyourself,Mr。Annixter。PleaseunderstandthatItoleratesuchwordsasyouhavepermittedyourselftomakeuseoffromnoman,notevenfrommyguest。Ishallaskyoutoapologise。
Inaninstanthedominatedtheentiregroup,imposingarespectthatwasasmuchfearasadmiration。Noonemaderesponse。ForthemomenthewastheMasteragain,theLeader。Likesomanydelinquentschool-boys,theotherscoweredbeforehim,ashamed,puttoconfusion,unabletofindtheirtongues。InthatbriefinstantofsilencefollowinguponMagnus’soutburst,andwhileheheldthemsubduedandover-mastered,thefabricoftheirschemeofcorruptionanddishonestytrembledtoitsbase。ItwasthelastprotestoftheOldSchool,risingupthereindenunciationoftheneworderofthings,thestatesmanopposedtothepolitician。honesty,rectitude,uncompromisingintegrity,prevailingforthelasttimeagainstthedeviousmanoeuvring,theevilcommunications,therottenexpediencyofacorruptedinstitution。
Forafewsecondsnooneanswered。Then,Annixter,movingabruptlyanduneasilyinhisplace,muttered:
Ispokeuponprovocation。Ifyoulike,we’llconsideritunsaid。Idon’tknowwhat’sgoingtobecomeofus——gooutofbusiness,Ipresume。
IunderstandMagnusallright,putinOsterman。Hedon’thavetogointothisthing,ifit’sagainsthisconscience。That’sallright。Magnuscanstayoutifhewantsto,butthatwon’tpreventusgoingaheadandseeingwhatwecando。Onlythere’sthisaboutit。HeturnedagaintoMagnus,speakingwitheverydegreeofearnestness,everyappearanceofconviction。Ididnotdeny,Governor,fromtheverystartthatthiswouldmeanbribery。Butyoudon’tsupposethatIliketheideaeither。Iftherewasonelegitimatehopethatwasyetleftuntried,nomatterhowforlornitwas,Iwouldtryit。Butthere’snot。Itisliterallyandsoberlytruethateverymeansofhelp——everyhonestmeans——hasbeenattempted。Shelgrimisgoingtocinchus。
Grainratesareincreasing,while,ontheotherhand,thepriceofwheatissagginglowerandlowerallthetime。Ifwedon’tdosomethingweareruined。
Ostermanpausedforamoment,allowingpreciselytherightnumberofsecondstoelapse,thenalteringandloweringhisvoice,added:
IrespecttheGovernor’sprinciples。Iadmirethem。Theydohimeverydegreeofcredit。Then,turningdirectlytoMagnus,heconcludedwith,ButIonlywantyoutoaskyourself,sir,if,atsuchacrisis,oneoughttothinkofoneself,toconsiderpurelypersonalmotivesinsuchadesperatesituationasthis?
Now,wewantyouwithus,Governor。perhapsnotopenly,ifyoudon’twishit,buttacitly,atleast。Iwon’taskyouforananswerto-night,butwhatIdoaskofyouistoconsiderthismatterseriouslyandthinkoverthewholebusiness。Willyoudoit?
Ostermanceaseddefinitelytospeak,leaningforwardacrossthetable,hisevesfixedonMagnus’sface。Therewasasilence。
Outside,therainfellcontinuallywithaneven,monotonousmurmur。Inthegroupofmenaroundthetablenoonestirrednorspoke。TheylookedsteadilyatMagnus,who,forthemoment,kepthisglancefixedthoughtfullyuponthetablebeforehim。Inanothermomentheraisedhisheadandlookedfromfacetofacearoundthegroup。Afterall,thesewerehisneighbours,hisfriends,menwithwhomhehadbeenupontheclosesttermsofassociation。Inawaytheyrepresentedwhatnowhadcometobehisworld。Hissingleswiftglancetookinthemen,oneafteranother。Annixter,rugged,crude,sittingawkwardlyanduncomfortablyinhischair,hisunhandsomeface,withitsoutthrustlowerlipanddeeplycleftmasculinechin,flushedandeager,hisyellowhairdisordered,theonetuftonthecrownstandingstifflyforthlikethefeatherinanIndian’sscalplock。Broderson,vaguelycombingathislongbeardwithapersistentmaniacalgesture,distressed,troubledanduneasy。
Osterman,withhiscomedyface,thefaceofamusic-hallsinger,hisheadbaldandsetoffbyhisgreatredears,leaningbackinhisplace,softlycrackingtheknuckleofaforefinger,and,lastofallandclosetohiselbow,hisson,hissupport,hisconfidantandcompanion,Harran,solikehimself,withhisownerect,finecarriage,histhin,beak-likenoseandhisblondhair,withitstendencytocurlinaforwarddirectioninfrontoftheears,young,strong,courageous,fullofthepromiseofthefutureyears。Hisblueeyeslookedstraightintohisfather’swithwhatMagnuscouldfancyaglanceofappeal。Magnuscouldseethatexpressioninthefacesoftheothersveryplainly。Theylookedtohimastheirnaturalleader,theirchiefwhowastobringthemoutfromthisabominabletroublewhichwasclosinginuponthem,andinthemallhesawmanytypes。They——
thesemenaroundhistableonthatnightofthefirstrainofacomingseason——seemedtostandinhisimaginationformanyothers——allthefarmers,ranchers,andwheatgrowersofthegreatSanJoaquin。Theirwordswerethewordsofawholecommunity。
theirdistress,thedistressofanentireState,harriedbeyondtheboundsofendurance,driventothewall,coerced,exploited,harassedtothelimitsofexasperation。
Iwillthinkofit,hesaid,thenhastenedtoadd,butIcantellyoubeforehandthatyoumayexpectonlyarefusal。
AfterMagnushadspoken,therewasaprolongedsilence。Theconferenceseemedofitselftohavecometoanendforthatevening。Presleylightedanothercigarettefromthebuttoftheonehehadbeensmoking,andthecat,PrincessNathalie,disturbedbyhismovementandbyawhiffofdriftingsmoke,jumpedfromhiskneetothefloorandpickingherwayacrosstheroomtoAnnixter,rubbedgentlyagainsthislegs,hertailintheair,herbackdelicatelyarched。Nodoubtshethoughtittimetosettleherselfforthenight,andasAnnixtergavenoindicationofvacatinghischair,shechosethiswayofcajolinghimintocedinghisplacetoher。ButAnnixterwasirritatedatthePrincess’sattentions,misunderstandingtheirmotive。
Getout!heexclaimed,liftinghisfeettotherungofthechair。Lordloveme,butIsuredohateacat。
Bytheway,observedOsterman,IpassedGenslingerbythegateasIcameinto-night。Hadhebeenhere?
Yes,hewashere,saidHarran,and——butAnnixtertookthewordsoutofhismouth。
Hesaysthere’ssometalkoftherailroadsellingustheirsectionsthiswinter。
Oh,hedid,didhe?exclaimedOsterman,interestedatonce。
Wheredidhehearthat?
Wheredoesarailroadpapergetitsnews?FromtheGeneralOffice,Isuppose。
Ihopehedidn’tgetitstraightfromheadquartersthatthelandwastobegradedattwentydollarsanacre,murmuredBroderson。
What’sthat?demandedOsterman。Twentydollars!Here,putmeon,somebody。What’sallup?WhatdidGenslingersay?
Oh,youneedn’tgetscared,saidAnnixter。Genslingerdon’tknow,that’sall。HethinkstherewasnounderstandingthatthepriceofthelandshouldnotbeadvancedwhentheP。andS。W。
cametoselltous。
Oh,mutteredOstermanrelieved。Magnus,whohadgoneoutintotheofficeontheothersideoftheglass-roofedhallway,returnedwithalong,yellowenvelopeinhishand,stuffedwithnewspaperclippingsandthin,closelyprintedpamphlets。
Hereisthecircular,heremarked,drawingoutoneofthepamphlets。Theconditionsofsettlementtowhichtherailroadobligateditselfareveryexplicit。
Heranoverthepagesofthecircular,thenreadaloud:
’TheCompanyinvitessettlerstogouponitslandsbeforepatentsareissuedortheroadiscompleted,andintendsinsuchcasestoselltotheminpreferencetoanyotherapplicantsandatapricebaseduponthevalueofthelandwithoutimprovements,’andontheotherpagehere,heremarked,theyrefertothisagain。’Inascertainingthevalueofthelands,anyimprovementsthatasettleroranyotherpersonmayhaveonthelandswillnotbetakenintoconsideration,neitherwillthepricebeincreasedinconsequencethereof……Settlersarethusinsuredthatinadditiontobeingaccordedthefirstprivilegeofpurchase,atthegradedprice,theywillalsobeprotectedintheirimprovements。’Andhere,hecommented,inSectionIX。itreads,’Thelandsarenotuniforminprice,butareofferedatvariousfiguresfrom$2。50upwardperacre。Usuallylandcoveredwithtalltimberisheldat$5。00peracre,andthatwithpineat$10。00。Mostisforsaleat$2。50and$5。00。
Whenyoucometoreadthatcarefully,hazardedoldBroderson,it——it’snotsoVERYREASSURING。’MOSTisforsaleattwo-fiftyanacre,’itsays。Thatdon’tmean’ALL,’thatonlymeansSOME。
IwishnowthatIhadsecuredamoreiron-cladagreementfromtheP。andS。W。whenItookupitssectionsonmyranch,and——andGenslingerisinapositiontoknowtheintentionsoftherailroad。Atleast,he——he——heisinTOUCHwiththem。Allnewspapermenare。Those,Imean,whoaresubsidisedbytheGeneralOffice。But,perhaps,Genslingerisn’tsubsidised,I
don’tknow。I——Iamnotsure。Maybe——perhaps
Oh,youdon’tknowandyoudoknow,andmaybeandperhaps,andyou’renotsosure,vociferatedAnnixter。Howaboutignoringthevalueofourimprovements?NothinghazyaboutTHAT
statement,Iguess。Itsaysinsomanywordsthatanyimprovementswemakewillnotbeconsideredwhenthelandisappraisedandthat’sthesamething,isn’tit?Theunimprovedlandisworthtwo-fiftyanacre。onlytimberlandisworthmoreandthere’snonetoomuchtimberabouthere。
Well,onethingatatime,saidHarran。ThethingforusnowistogetintothisprimaryelectionandtheconventionandseeifwecanpushourmenforRailroadCommissioners。
Right,declaredAnnixter。Herose,stretchinghisarmsabovehishead。I’veabouttalkedallthewindoutofme,hesaid。
ThinkI’llbemovingalong。It’sprettynearmidnight。
ButwhenMagnus’sgueststurnedtheirattentiontothematterofreturningtotheirdifferentranches,theyabruptlyrealisedthatthedownpourhaddoubledandtrebledinitsvolumesinceearlierintheevening。Thefieldsandroadswereveritableseasofviscidmud,thenightabsolutelyblack-dark。assuredlynotanightinwhichtoventureout。MagnusinsistedthatthethreeranchersshouldputupatLosMuertos。Ostermanacceptedatonce,Annixter,afteraninterminablediscussion,allowedhimselftobepersuaded,intheendacceptingasthoughgrantingafavour。Brodersonprotestedthathiswife,whowasnotwell,wouldexpecthimtoreturnthatnightandwould,nodoubt,fretifhedidnotappear。Furthermore,helivedcloseby,atthejunctionoftheCountyandLowerRoad。Heputasackoverhisheadandshoulders,persistentlydecliningMagnus’sofferedumbrellaandrubbercoat,andhurriedaway,remarkingthathehadnoforemanonhisranchandhadtobeupandaboutatfivethenextmorningtoputhismentowork。
Fool!mutteredAnnixterwhentheoldmanhadgone。Imaginefarmingaranchthesizeofhiswithoutaforeman。
HarranshowedOstermanandAnnixterwheretheyweretosleep,inadjoiningrooms。Magnussoonafterwardretired。
Ostermanfoundanexcuseforgoingtobed,butAnnixterandHarranremainedinthelatter’sroom,inahazeofbluetobaccosmoke,talking,talking。Butatlength,attheendofallargument,Annixtergotup,remarking:
Well,I’mgoingtoturnin。It’snearlytwoo’clock。
Hewenttohisroom,closingthedoor,andHarran,openinghiswindowtoclearoutthetobaccosmoke,lookedoutforamomentacrossthecountrytowardthesouth。
Thedarknesswasprofound,impenetrable。therainfellwithanuninterruptedroar。Nearathandonecouldhearthesoundofdrippingeavesandfoliageandtheeager,suckingsoundofthedrinkingearth,andabruptlywhileHarranstoodlookingout,onehandupontheupraisedsash,agreatpuffoftheoutsideairinvadedtheroom,odourouswiththereekofthesoakingearth,redolentwithfertility,pungent,heavy,tepid。Heclosedthewindowagainandsatforafewmomentsontheedgeofthebed,oneshoeinhishand,thoughtfulandabsorbed,wonderingifhisfatherwouldinvolvehimselfinthisnewscheme,wonderingif,afterall,hewantedhimto。
Butsuddenlyhewasawareofacommotion,issuingfromthedirectionofAnnixter’sroom,andthevoiceofAnnixterhimselfupraisedinexpostulationandexasperation。ThedooroftheroomtowhichAnnixterhadbeenassignedopenedwithaviolentwrenchandanangryvoiceexclaimedtoanybodywhowouldlisten:
Oh,yes,funny,isn’tit?Inaway,it’sfunny,andthen,again,inawayitisn’t。
Thedoorbangedtosothatallthewindowsofthehouserattledintheirframes。
Harranhurriedoutintothedining-roomandtheremetPresleyandhisfather,whohadbeenarousedaswellbyAnnixter’sclamour。
Ostermanwasthere,too,hisbaldheadgleaminglikeabulbofivoryinthelightofthelampthatMagnuscarried。
What’sallup?demandedOsterman。WhateverintheworldisthematterwithBuck?
ConfusedandterriblesoundscamefrombehindthedoorofAnnixter’sroom。Aprolongedmonologueofgrievance,brokenbyexplosionsofwrathandthevaguenoiseofsomeoneinafurioushurry。AllatonceandbeforeHarranhadachancetoknockonthedoor,Annixterflungitopen。Hisfacewasblazingwithanger,hisoutthrustlipmoreprominentthanever,hiswiry,yellowhairindisarray,thetuftonthecrownstickingstraightintotheairliketheupraisedhacklesofanangryhound。
Evidentlyhehadbeendressinghimselfwiththemostheadlongrapidity。hehadnotyetputonhiscoatandvest,butcarriedthemoverhisarm,whilewithhisdisengagedhandhekepthitchinghissuspendersoverhisshoulderswithapersistentandhypnoticgesture。Withoutamoment’spausehegaveventtohisindignationinatorrentofwords。
Ah,yes,inmybed,sloop,aha!Iknowthemanwhoputitthere,hewenton,glaringatOsterman,andthatmanisaPIP。
Sloop!Slimy,disgustingstuff。youheardmesayIdidn’tlikeitwhentheChinkpassedittomeatdinner——andjustforthatreasonyouputitinmybed,andIstickmyfeetintoitwhenI
turnin。Funny,isn’tit?Oh,yes,toofunnyforanyuse。I’dlaughalittlelouderifIwasyou。
Well,Buck,protestedHarran,ashenoticedthehatinAnnixter’shand,you’renotgoinghomejustfor——
Annixterturnedonhimwithashout。
I’llgetplumboutofhere,hetrumpeted。Iwon’tstayhereanotherminute。
Heswungintohiswaistcoatandcoat,scrabblingatthebuttonsintheviolenceofhisemotions。AndIdon’tknowbutwhatitwillmakemesickagaintogooutinanightlikethis。NO,I
won’tstay。Somethingsarefunny,andthen,again,therearesomethingsthatarenot。Ah,yes,sloop!Well,that’sallright。Icanbefunny,too,whenyoucometothat。Youdon’tgetacentofmoneyoutofme。Youcandoyourdirtybriberyinyourowndirtyway。Iwon’tcomeintothisschemeatall。I
washmyhandsofthewholebusiness。It’srottenandit’swild-
eyed。it’sdirtfromstarttofinish。andyou’llalllandinState’sprison。Youcancountmeout。
But,Buck,lookhere,youcrazyfool,criedHarran,Idon’tknowwhoputthatstuffinyourbed,butI’mnotgoing。toletyougobacktoQuienSabeinarainlikethis。
Iknowwhoputitin,clamouredtheother,shakinghisfists,anddon’tcallmeBuckandI’lldoasIplease。IWILLgobackhome。I’llgetplumboutofhere。SorryIcame。SorryIeverlentmyselftosuchadisgusting,dishonest,dirtybriberygameasthisallto-night。Iwon’tputadimeintoit,no,notapenny。
Hestormedtothedoorleadingoutupontheporch,deaftoallreason。HarranandPresleyfollowedhim,tryingtodissuadehimfromgoinghomeatthattimeofnightandinsuchastorm,butAnnixterwasnottobeplacated。Hestampedacrosstothebarnwherehishorseandbuggyhadbeenstabled,splashingthroughthepuddlesunderfoot,goingoutofhiswaytodrenchhimself,refusingeventoallowPresleyandHarrantohelphimharnessthehorse。
What’stheuseofmakingafoolofyourself,Annixter?
remonstratedPresley,asAnnixterbackedthehorsefromthestall。Youactjustlikeaten-year-oldboy。IfOstermanwantstoplaythegoat,whyshouldyouhelphimout?
He’saPIP,vociferatedAnnixter。Youdon’tunderstand,Presley。Itrunsinmyfamilytohateanythingsticky。It’s——
it’s——it’sheredity。Howwouldyouliketogetintobedattwointhemorningandjamyourfeetdownintoaslimymesslikethat?Oh,no。It’snotsofunnythen。Andyoumarkmywords,Mr。HarranDerrick,hecontinued,asheclimbedintothebuggy,shakingthewhiptowardHarran,thisbusinesswetalkedoverto-
night——I’mOUTofit。It’syellow。It’stooCURSEDdishonest。
Hecutthehorseacrossthebackwiththewhipanddroveoutintothepeltingrain。Inafewsecondsthesoundofhisbuggywheelswaslostinthemuffledroarofthedownpour。
HarranandPresleyclosedthebarnandreturnedtothehouse,shelteringthemselvesunderatarpaulincarriagecover。Onceinside,HarranwenttoremonstratewithOsterman,whowasstillup。Magnushadagainretired。Thehousehadfallenquietagain。
AsPresleycrossedthedining-roomonthewaytohisownapartmentinthesecondstoryofthehouse,hepausedforamoment,lookingabouthim。Inthedulllightoftheloweredlamps,theredwoodpanellingoftheroomshowedadarkcrimsonasthoughstainedwithblood。Onthemassiveslabofthediningtablethehalf-emptiedglassesandbottlesstoodaboutintheconfusioninwhichtheyhadbeenleft,reflectingthemselvesdeepintothepolishedwood。theglassdoorsofthecaseofstuffedbirdswasasubduedshimmer。themany-colouredNavajoblanketoverthecouchseemedamerepatchofbrown。
Aroundthetablethechairsinwhichthemenhadsatthroughouttheeveningstillrangedthemselvesinasemi-circle,vaguelysuggestiveoftheconferenceofthepastfewhours,withallitspossibilitiesofgoodandevil,itssignificanceofafuturebigwithportent。Theroomwasstill。OnlyonthecushionsofthechairthatAnnixterhadoccupied,thecat,PrincessNathalie,atlastcomfortablysettledinheraccustomedplace,dozedcomplacently,herpawstuckedunderherbreast,fillingthedesertedroomwiththesubduedmurmurofhercontentedpurr。
CHAPTERIV
OntheQuienSaberanch,inoneofitswesterndivisions,nearthelinefencethatdivideditfromtheOstermanholding,Vanameewasharnessingthehorsestotheploughtowhichhehadbeenassignedtwodaysbefore,astable-boyfromthedivisionbarnhelpinghim。
Promptlydischargedfromtheemployofthesheep-raisersafterthelamentableaccidentneartheLongTrestle,VanameehadpresentedhimselftoHarran,askingforemployment。Theseasonwasbeginning。onalltheranchesworkwasbeingresumed。Therainhadputthegroundintoadmirableconditionforploughing,andAnnixter,Broderson,andOstermanallhadtheirgangsatwork。Thus,VanameewasvastlysurprisedtofindLosMuertosidle,thehorsesstillinthebarns,themengatheringintheshadeofthebunk-houseandeating-house,smoking,dozing,orgoingaimlesslyabout,theirarmsdangling。TheploughsforwhichMagnusandHarranwerewaitinginafuryofimpatiencehadnotyetarrived,andsincethemanagementofLosMuertoshadcounteduponhavingtheseinhandlongbeforethistime,noprovisionhadbeenmadeforkeepingtheoldstockinrepair。manyoftheseoldploughswereuseless,broken,andoutoforder。somehadbeensold。Itcouldnotbesaiddefinitelywhenthenewploughswouldarrive。Harranhaddecidedtowaitoneweeklonger,andthen,incaseoftheirnon-appearance,tobuyaconsignmentoftheoldstyleofploughfromthedealersinBonneville。Hecouldaffordtolosethemoneybetterthanhecouldaffordtolosetheseason。
FailingofworkonLosMuertos,VanameehadgonetoQuienSabe。
Annixter,whomhehadspokentofirst,hadsenthimacrosstheranchtooneofhisdivisionsuperintendents,andthislatter,afterassuringhimselfofVanamee’sfamiliaritywithhorsesandhispreviousexperience——eventhoughsomewhatremote——onLosMuertos,hadtakenhimonasadriverofoneofthegangploughs,thenatworkonhisdivision。
Theeveningbefore,whentheforemanhadblownhiswhistleatsixo’clock,thelonglineofploughshadhaltedupontheinstant,andthedrivers,unharnessingtheirteams,hadtakenthembacktothedivisionbarns——leavingtheploughsastheywereinthefurrows。Butanhourafterdaylightthenextmorningtheworkwasresumed。Afterbreakfast,Vanamee,ridingonehorseandleadingtheothers,hadreturnedtothelineofploughstogetherwiththeotherdrivers。Nowhewasbusyharnessingtheteam。Atthedivisionblacksmithshop——temporarilyputup——hehadbeenobligedtowaitwhileoneofhisleadhorseswasshod,andhehadthusbeendelayedquitefiveminutes。Nearlyalltheotherteamswereharnessed,thedriversontheirseats,waitingfortheforeman’ssignal。
Allreadyhere?inquiredtheforeman,drivinguptoVanamee’steaminhisbuggy。
Allready,sir,answeredVanamee,bucklingthelaststrap。
Heclimbedtohisseat,shakingoutthereins,andturningabout,lookedbackalongtheline,thenallaroundhimatthelandscapeinundatedwiththebrilliantglowoftheearlymorning。
Thedaywasfine。Sincethefirstrainoftheseason,therehadbeennoother。Nowtheskywaswithoutacloud,paleblue,delicate,luminous,scintillatingwithmorning。Thegreatbrownearthturnedahugeflanktoit,exhalingthemoistureoftheearlydew。Theatmosphere,washedcleanofdustandmist,wastranslucentascrystal。Farofftotheeast,thehillsontheothersideofBrodersonCreekstoodoutagainstthepallidsaffronofthehorizonasflatandassharplyoutlinedasifpastedonthesky。ThecampanileoftheancientMissionofSanJuanseemedasfineasfrostwork。Allaboutbetweenthehorizons,thecarpetofthelandunrolleditselftoinfinity。
Butnowitwasnolongerparchedwithheat,crackedandwarpedbyamercilesssun,powderedwithdust。Therainhaddoneitswork。
notaclodthatwasnotswollenwithfertility,notafissurethatdidnotexhalethesenseoffecundity。Onecouldnottakeadozenstepsupontherancheswithoutthebrusquesensationthatunderfootthelandwasalive。rousedatlastfromitssleep,palpitatingwiththedesireofreproduction。Deepdownthereintherecessesofthesoil,thegreatheartthrobbedoncemore,thrillingwithpassion,vibratingwithdesire,offeringitselftothecaressoftheplough,insistent,eager,imperious。Dimlyonefeltthedeep-seatedtroubleoftheearth,theuneasyagitationofitsmembers,thehiddentumultofitswomb,demandingtobemadefruitful,toreproduce,todisengagetheeternalrenascentgermofLifethatstirredandstruggledinitsloins。
Theploughs,thirty-fiveinnumber,eachdrawnbyitsteamoften,stretchedinaninterminableline,nearlyaquarterofamileinlength,behindandaheadofVanamee。Theywerearranged,asitwere,enechelon,notinfile——notonedirectlybehindtheother,buteachsucceedingploughitsownwidthfartherinthefieldthantheoneinfrontofit。Eachoftheseploughsheldfiveshears,sothatwhentheentirecompanywasinmotion,onehundredandseventy-fivefurrowsweremadeatthesameinstant。
Atadistance,theploughsresembledagreatcolumnoffieldartillery。Eachdriverwasinhisplace,hisglancealternatingbetweenhishorsesandtheforemannearestathand。Otherforemen,intheirbuggiesorbuckboards,wereatintervalsalongtheline,likebatterylieutenants。Annixterhimself,onhorseback,inbootsandcampaignhat,acigarinhisteeth,overlookedthescene。
Thedivisionsuperintendent,ontheoppositesideoftheline,gallopedpasttoapositionatthehead。Foralongmomenttherewasasilence。Asenseofpreparednessranfromendtoendofthecolumn。Allthingswereready,eachmaninhisplace。Theday’sworkwasabouttobegin。
Suddenly,fromadistanceattheheadofthelinecametheshrilltrillingofawhistle。AtoncetheforemannearestVanameerepeatedit,atthesametimeturningdowntheline,andwavingonearm。Thesignalwasrepeated,whistleansweringwhistle,tillthesoundslostthemselvesinthedistance。Atoncethelineofploughslostitsimmobility,movingforward,gettingslowlyunderway,thehorsesstraininginthetraces。A
prolongedmovementrippledfromteamtoteam,disengaginginitspassageamultitudeofsounds——theclickofbuckles,thecreakofstrainingleather,thesubduedclashofmachinery,thecrackingofwhips,thedeepbreathingofnearlyfourhundredhorses,theabruptcommandsandcriesofthedrivers,and,lastofall,theprolonged,soothingmurmurofthethickbrownearthturningsteadilyfromthemultitudeofadvancingshears。
Theploughingthuscommenced,continued。Thesunrosehigher。
Steadilythehundredironhandskneadedandfurrowedandstrokedthebrown,humidearth,thehundredironteethbitdeepintotheTitan’sflesh。Perchedonhisseat,themoistlivingreinsslippingandtugginginhishands,Vanamee,inthemidstofthissteadyconfusionofconstantlyvaryingsensation,sightinterruptedbysound,soundminglingwithsight,onthisswaying,vibratingseat,quiveringwiththeprolongedthrilloftheearth,lapsedtoasortofpleasingnumbness,inasense,hypnotisedbytheweavingmazeofthingsinwhichhefoundhimselfinvolved。
Tokeephisteamataneven,regulargait,maintainingthepreciseinterval,torunhisfurrowsascloselyaspossibletothosealreadymadebytheploughinfront——thisforthemomentwastheentiresumofhisduties。Butwhileonepartofhisbrain,alertandwatchful,tookcognisanceofthesematters,allthegreaterpartwaslulledandstupefiedwiththelongmonotonyoftheaffair。
Theploughing,nowinfullswing,envelopedhiminavague,slow-
movingwhirlofthings。Underneathhimwasthejarring,jolting,tremblingmachine。notaclodwasturned,notanobstacleencountered,thathedidnotreceivetheswiftimpressionofitthroughallhisbody,theveryfrictionofthedampsoil,slidingincessantlyfromtheshinysurfaceoftheshears,seemedtoreproduceitselfinhisfinger-tipsandalongthebackofhishead。Heheardthehorse-hoofsbythemyriadscrushingdowneasily,deeply,intotheloam,theprolongedclinkingoftrace-
chains,theworkingofthesmoothbrownflanksintheharness,theclatterofwoodenhames,thechampingofbits,theclickofironshoesagainstpebbles,thebrittlestubbleofthesurfacegroundcracklingandsnappingasthefurrowsturned,thesonorous,steadybreathswrenchedfromthedeep,labouringchests,strap-bound,shiningwithsweat,andallalongthelinethevoicesofthementalkingtothehorses。Everywheretherewerevisionsofglossybrownbacks,straining,heaving,swollenwithmuscle。harnessstreakedwithspecksoffroth,broad,cup-
shapedhoofs,heavywithbrownloam,men’sfacesredwithtan,blueoverallsspottedwithaxle-grease。muscledhands,theknuckleswhitenedintheirgriponthereins,andthroughitalltheammoniacalsmellofthehorses,thebitterreekofperspirationofbeastsandmen,thearomaofwarmleather,thescentofdeadstubble——andstrongerandmorepenetratingthaneverythingelse,theheavy,enervatingodouroftheupturned,livingearth。
Atintervals,fromthetopsofoneoftherare,lowswellsoftheland,Vanameeoverlookedawiderhorizon。OntheotherdivisionsofQuienSabethesameworkwasinprogress。Occasionallyhecouldseeanothercolumnofploughsintheadjoiningdivision——
sometimessocloseathandthatthesubduedmurmurofitsmovementsreachedhisear。sometimessodistantthatitresolveditselfintoalong,brownstreakuponthegreyoftheground。
FartherofftothewestontheOstermanranchothercolumnscameandwent,and,once,fromthecrestofthehighestswellonhisdivision,VanameecaughtadistantglimpseoftheBrodersonranch。There,too,movingspecksindicatedthattheploughingwasunderway。Andfartherawaystill,farofftherebeyondthefinelineofthehorizons,overthecurveoftheglobe,theshoulderoftheearth,heknewwereotherranches,andbeyondtheseothers,andbeyondthesestillothers,theimmensitiesmultiplyingtoinfinity。
EverywherethroughoutthegreatSanJoaquin,unseenandunheard,athousandploughsup-stirredtheland,tensofthousandsofshearsclutcheddeepintothewarm,moistsoil。
Itwasthelongstrokingcaress,vigorous,male,powerful,forwhichtheEarthseemedpanting。Theheroicembraceofamultitudeofironhands,grippingdeepintothebrown,warmfleshofthelandthatquiveredresponsiveandpassionateunderthisrudeadvance,sorobustastobealmostanassault,soviolentastobeveritablybrutal。There,underthesunandunderthespecklesssheenofthesky,thewooingoftheTitanbegan,thevastprimalpassion,thetwoworld-forces,theelementalMaleandFemale,lockedinacolossalembrace,atgrapplesinthethroesofaninfinitedesire,atonceterribleanddivine,knowingnolaw,untamed,savage,natural,sublime。
FromtimetotimetheganginwhichVanameeworkedhaltedonthesignalfromforemanoroverseer。Thehorsescametoastandstill,thevagueclamouroftheworklapsedaway。Thentheminutespassed。Thewholeworkhungsuspended。Allupanddownthelineonedemandedwhathadhappened。Thedivisionsuperintendentgallopedpast,perplexedandanxious。Forthemoment,oneoftheploughswasoutoforder,abolthadslipped,aleverrefusedtowork,oramachinehadbecomeimmobilisedinheavyground,orahorsehadlamedhimself。Once,even,towardnoon,anentireploughwastakenoutoftheline,sooutofgearthatamessengerhadtobesenttothedivisionforgetosummonthemachinist。
Annixterhaddisappeared。Hehadriddenfartherontotheotherdivisionsofhisranch,towatchtheworkinprogressthere。Attwelveo’clock,accordingtohisorders,allthedivisionsuperintendentsputthemselvesincommunicationwithhimbymeansofthetelephonewiresthatconnectedeachofthedivisionhouses,reportingtheconditionofthework,thenumberofacrescovered,theprospectsofeachploughtraversingitsdailyaverageoftwentymiles。
Athalf-pasttwelve,Vanameeandtherestofthedriversatetheirlunchinthefield,thetinbucketshavingbeendistributedtothemthatmorningafterbreakfast。Butintheevening,theroutineofthepreviousdaywasrepeated,andVanamee,unharnessinghisteam,ridingonehorseandleadingtheothers,returnedtothedivisionbarnsandbunk-house。
Itwasbetweensixandseveno’clock。ThehalfhundredmenofthegangthrewthemselvesuponthesuppertheChinesecookshadsetoutintheshedoftheeating-house,longasabowlingalley,unpainted,crude,theseatsbenches,thetablecoveredwithoilcloth。Overheadahalf-dozenkerosenelampsflaredandsmoked。
Thetablewastakenasifbyassault。theclatterofironknivesuponthetinplateswasasthereverberationofhailuponametalroof。Theploughmenrinsedtheirthroatswithgreatdraughtsofwine,and,theirelbowswide,theirforeheadsflushed,resumedtheattackuponthebeefandbread,eatingasthoughtheywouldneverhaveenough。Allupanddownthelongtable,wherethekerosenelampsreflectedthemselvesdeepintheoil-clothcover,oneheardtheincessantsoundsofmastication,andsawtheuninterruptedmovementofgreatjaws。Ateverymomentoneoranotherofthemendemandedafreshportionofbeef,anotherpintofwine,anotherhalf-loafofbread。Forupwardsofanhourthegangate。Itwasnolongerasupper。Itwasaveritablebarbecue,acrudeandprimitivefeasting,barbaric,homeric。
ButinallthissceneVanameesawnothingrepulsive。Presleywouldhaveabhorredit——thisfeedingofthePeople,thisgorgingofthehumananimal,eagerforitsmeat。Vanamee,simple,uncomplicated,livingsoclosetonatureandtherudimentarylife,understooditssignificance。Heknewverywellthatwithinashorthalf-hourafterthismealthemenwouldthrowthemselvesdownintheirbunkstosleepwithoutmoving,inertandstupefiedwithfatigue,tillthemorning。Work,food,andsleep,alllifereducedtoitsbareessentials,uncomplex,honest,healthy。Theywerestrong,thesemen,withthestrengthofthesoiltheyworked,intouchwiththeessentialthings,backagaintothestartingpointofcivilisation,coarse,vital,real,andsane。
Forabriefmomentimmediatelyafterthemeal,pipeswerelit,andtheairgrewthickwithfragranttobaccosmoke。Onacornerofthedining-roomtable,agameofpokerwasbegun。Oneofthedrivers,aSwede,producedanaccordion。agrouponthestepsofthebunk-houselistened,withalternategravityandshoutsoflaughter,totheacknowledgedstory-tellerofthegang。Butsoonthemenbegantoturnin,stretchingthemselvesatfulllengthonthehorseblanketsintheracklikebunks。Thesoundsofheavybreathingincreasedsteadily,lightswereputout,andbeforetheafterglowhadfadedfromthesky,thegangwasasleep。
Vanamee,however,remainedawake。Thenightwasfine,warm。theskysilver-greywithstarlight。Byandbytherewouldbeamoon。
Inthefirstwatchafterthetwilight,afaintpuffofbreezecameupoutofthesouth。Fromallaround,theheavypenetratingsmellofthenew-turnedearthexhaledsteadilyintothedarkness。
Afterawhile,whenthemooncameup,hecouldseethevastbrownbreastoftheearthturntowardit。Faroff,distantobjectscameintoview:ThegiantoaktreeatHooven’sranchhouseneartheirrigatingditchonLosMuertos,theskeleton-liketowerofthewindmillonAnnixter’sHomeranch,theclumpofwillowsalongBrodersonCreekclosetotheLongTrestle,and,lastofall,thevenerabletoweroftheMissionofSanJuanonthehighgroundbeyondthecreek。
Thitherward,likehomingpigeons,Vanamee’sthoughtsturnedirresistibly。Neartothattower,justbeyond,inthelittlehollow,hiddennowfromhissight,wastheSeedranchwhereAngeleVarianhadlived。Straininghiseyes,peeringacrosstheinterveninglevels,Vanameefanciedhecouldalmostseethelineofvenerablepeartreesinwhoseshadowshehadbeenaccustomedtowaitforhim。Onmanysuchanightasthishehadcrossedtheranchestofindherthere。Hismindwentbacktothatwonderfultimeofhislifesixteenyearsbeforethis,whenAngelewasalive,whentheytwowereinvolvedinthesweetintricaciesofalovesofine,sopure,somarvellousthatitseemedtothemamiracle,amanifestation,athingveritablydivine,putintothelifeofthemandtheheartsofthembyGodHimself。Tothattheyhadbeenborn。Forthislove’ssaketheyhadcomeintotheworld,andtheminglingoftheirliveswastobethePerfectLife,theintended,ordainedunionofthesoulofmanwiththesoulofwoman,indissoluble,harmoniousasmusic,beautifulbeyondallthought,aforetasteofHeaven,ahostageofimmortality。
No,he,Vanamee,couldnever,neverforget,neverwastheedgeofhisgrieftoloseitssharpness,neverwouldthelapseoftimebluntthetoothofhispain。Oncemore,ashesatthere,lookingoffacrosstheranches,hiseyesfixedontheancientcampanileoftheMissionchurch,theanguishthatwouldnotdieleapedathisthroat,tearingathisheart,shakinghimandrendinghimwithaviolenceasfierceandasprofoundasifitallhadbeenbutyesterday。Theachereturnedtohisheartaphysicalkeenpain。hishandsgrippedtighttogether,twisting,interlocked,hiseyesfilledwithtears,hiswholebodyshakenandrivenfromheadtoheel。
Hehadlosther。Godhadnotmeantit,afterall。Thewholematterhadbeenamistake。Thatvast,wonderfullovethathadcomeuponthemhadbeenonlytheflimsiestmockery。AbruptlyVanameerose。Heknewthenightthatwasbeforehim。Atintervalsthroughoutthecourseofhisprolongedwanderings,inthedesert,onthemesa,deepinthecanon,lostandforgottenontheflanksofunnamedmountains,aloneunderthestarsandunderthemoon’swhiteeye,thesehourscametohim,hisgriefrecoilinguponhimliketherecoilofavastandterribleengine。
Thenhemustfightoutthenight,wrestlingwithhissorrow,prayingsometimes,incoherent,hardlyconscious,askingWhyofthenightandofthestars。
Suchanothernighthadcometohimnow。Untildawnheknewhemuststrugglewithhisgrief,tornwithmemories,hisimaginationassaultedwithvisionsofavanishedhappiness。Ifthisparoxysmofsorrowwastoassailhimagainthatnight,therewasbutoneplaceforhimtobe。HewouldgototheMission——hewouldseeFatherSarria。hewouldpassthenightinthedeepshadowoftheagedpeartreesintheMissiongarden。
HestruckoutacrossQuienSabe,hisface,thefaceofanascetic,lean,brown,infinitelysad,settowardtheMissionchurch。InaboutanhourhereachedandcrossedtheroadthatlednorthwardfromGuadalajaratowardtheSeedranch,and,alittlefartheron,fordedBrodersonCreekwhereitranthroughonecorneroftheMissionland。Heclimbedthehillandhalted,outofbreathfromhisbriskwall,attheendofthecolonnadeoftheMissionitself。
UntilthismomentVanameehadnottrustedhimselftoseetheMissionatnight。OntheoccasionofhisfirstdaytimevisitwithPresley,hehadhurriedawayevenbeforethetwilighthadsetin,notdaringforthemomenttofacethecrowdingphantomsthatinhisimaginationfilledtheMissiongardenafterdark。Inthedaylight,theplacehadseemedstrangetohim。Noneofhisassociationswiththeoldbuildinganditssurroundingswerethoseofsunlightandbrightness。Whenever,duringhislongsojournsinthewildernessoftheSouthwest,hehadcalledupthepictureintheeyeofhismind,ithadalwaysappearedtohiminthedimmysteryofmoonlessnights,thevenerablepeartreesblackwithshadow,thefountainathingtobeheardratherthanseen。
Butasyethehadnotenteredthegarden。ThatlayontheothersideoftheMission。Vanameepasseddownthecolonnade,withitsunevenpavementofwornredbricks,tothelastdoorbythebelfrytower,andrangthelittlebellbypullingtheleatherthongthathungfromaholeinthedoorabovetheknob。
Butthemaid-servant,who,afteralongintervalopenedthedoor,blinkingandconfusedatbeingrousedfromhersleep,toldVanameethatSarriawasnotinhisroom。Vanamee,however,wasknowntoherasthepriest’sprotegeandgreatfriend,andsheallowedhimtoenter,tellinghimthat,nodoubt,hewouldfindSarriainthechurchitself。Theservantledthewaydownthecooladobepassagetoalargerroomthatoccupiedtheentirewidthofthebottomofthebelfrytower,andwhenceaflightofagedstepsledupwardintothedark。Atthefootofthestairswasadooropeningintothechurch。TheservantadmittedVanamee,closingthedoorbehindher。
TheinterioroftheMission,agreatoblongofwhite-washedadobewithaflatceiling,waslighteddimlybythesanctuarylampthathungfromthreelongchainsjustoverthechancelrailatthefarendofthechurch,andbytwoorthreecheapkerosenelampsinbracketsofimitationbronze。AllaroundthewallswastheinevitableseriesofpicturesrepresentingtheStationsoftheCross。Theywereofahideouscrudityofdesignandcomposition,yetwerewroughtoutwithaninnocent,unquestioningsinceritythatwasnotwithoutitscharm。Eachpictureframedalikeingilt,boreitssuitableinscriptioninstaringblackletters。
Simon,TheCyrenean,HelpsJesustoCarryHisCross。SaintVeronicaWipestheFaceofJesus。JesusFallsfortheFourthTime,andsoon。Half-wayupthelengthofthechurchthepewsbegan,coffin-likeboxesofblackenedoak,shiningfromyearsoffriction,eachwithitsdoor。whileoverthem,andbuiltoutfromthewall,wasthepulpit,withitstarnishedgiltsounding-boardaboveit,liketheraisedcoverofagreathat-box。Betweenthepews,intheaisle,theviolentvermilionofastripofingraincarpetassaultedtheeye。Fartheronwerethestepstothealtar,thechancelrailofworm-riddledoak,thehighaltar,withitsnaperyfromthebargaincountersofaSanFranciscostore,themassivesilvercandlesticks,eachasmuchasonemancouldlift,thegiftofadeadSpanishqueen,and,last,thepicturesofthechancel,theVirgininaglory,aChristinagonyonthecross,andSt。JohntheBaptist,thepatronsaintoftheMission,theSanJuanBautista,oftheearlydays,agauntgreyfigure,inskins,twofingersupraisedinthegestureofbenediction。
Theairoftheplacewascoolanddamp,andheavywiththeflat,sweetscentofstaleincensesmoke。Itwasofavault-likestillness,andtheclosingofthedoorbehindVanameereechoedfromcornertocornerwithaprolongedreverberationofthunder。
However,FatherSarriawasnotinthechurch。Vanameetookacoupleofturnsthelengthoftheaisle,lookingaboutintothechapelsoneithersideofthechancel。Butthebuildingwasdeserted。Thepriesthadbeenthererecently,nevertheless,forthealtarfurniturewasindisarray,asthoughhehadbeenrearrangingitbutamomentbefore。Onbothsidesofthechurchandhalf-wayuptheirlength,thewallswerepiercedbylowarchways,inwhichweremassivewoodendoors,clampedwithironbolts。Oneofthesedoors,onthepulpitsideofthechurch,stoodajar,andsteppingtoitandpushingitwideopen,Vanameelookeddiagonallyacrossalittlepatchofvegetables——beets,radishes,andlettuce——totherearofthebuildingthathadoncecontainedthecloisters,andthroughanopenwindowsawFatherSarriadiligentlypolishingthesilvercrucifixthatusuallystoodonthehighaltar。Vanameedidnotcalltothepriest。
Puttingafingertoeithertemple,hefixedhiseyessteadilyuponhimforamomentashemovedaboutathiswork。Inafewsecondsheclosedhiseyes,butonlypartway。Thepupilscontracted。hisforeheadloweredtoanexpressionofpoignantintensity。Soonafterwardhesawthepriestpauseabruptlyintheactofdrawingthecoveroverthecrucifix,lookingabouthimfromsidetoside。Heturnedagaintohiswork,andagaincametoastop,perplexed,curious。Withuncertainsteps,andevidentlywonderingwhyhedidso,hecametothedooroftheroomandopenedit,lookingoutintothenight。Vanamee,hiddeninthedeepshadowofthearchway,didnotmove,buthiseyesclosed,andtheintenseexpressiondeepenedonhisface。Thepriesthesitated,movedforwardastep,turnedback,pausedagain,thencamestraightacrossthegardenpatch,brusquelycollidingwithVanamee,stillmotionlessintherecessofthearchway。
Sarriagaveagreatstart,catchinghisbreath。
Oh——oh,it’syou。WasityouIheardcalling?No,Icouldnothaveheard——Iremembernow。Whatastrangepower!Iamnotsurethatitisrighttodothisthing,Vanamee。I——IHADtocome。I
donotknowwhy。Itisagreatforce——apower——Idon’tlikeit。
Vanamee,sometimesitfrightensme。
Vanameeputhischinintheair。
IfIhadwantedto,sir,IcouldhavemadeyoucometomefrombackthereintheQuienSaberanch。
Thepriestshookhishead。
Ittroublesme,hesaid,tothinkthatmyownwillcancountforsolittle。JustnowIcouldnotresist。Ifadeepriverhadbeenbetweenus,Imusthavecrossedit。SupposeIhadbeenasleepnow?
Itwouldhavebeenalltheeasier,answeredVanamee。I
understandaslittleofthesethingsasyou。ButIthinkifyouhadbeenasleep,yourpowerofresistancewouldhavebeensomuchthemoreweakened。
PerhapsIshouldnothavewaked。PerhapsIshouldhavecometoyouinmysleep。
Perhaps。
Sarriacrossedhimself。Itisoccult,hehazarded。No。Idonotlikeit。Dearfellow,heputhishandonVanamee’sshoulder,don’t——callmethatwayagain。promise。See,heheldouthishand,Iamallofatremble。There,wewon’tspeakofitfurther。Waitformeamoment。Ihaveonlytoputthecrossinitsplace,andafreshaltarcloth,andthenIamdone。To-
morrowisthefeastofTheHolyCross,andIampreparingagainstit。Thenightisfine。Wewillsmokeacigarinthecloistergarden。
Afewmomentslaterthetwopassedoutofthedoorontheothersideofthechurch,oppositethepulpit,Sarriaadjustingasilkskullcaponhistonsuredhead。Heworehiscassocknow,andwasfarmorethechurchmaninappearancethanwhenVanameeandPresleyhadseenhimonaformeroccasion。
Theywerenowinthecloistergarden。Theplacewascharming。
Everywheregrewclumpsofpalmsandmagnoliatrees。Agrapevine,overacenturyold,occupiedatrellisinoneangleofthewallswhichsurroundedthegardenontwosides。Alongthethirdsidewasthechurchitself,whilethefourthwasopen,thewallhavingcrumbledaway,itssitemarkedonlybyalineofeightgreatpeartrees,oldereventhanthegrapevine,gnarled,twisted,bearingnofruit。Directlyoppositethepeartrees,inthesouthwallofthegarden,wasaround,archedportal,whosegategivingupontheesplanadeinfrontoftheMissionwasalwaysclosed。Smallgravelledwalks,wellkept,borderedwithmignonette,twistedaboutamongtheflowerbeds,andunderneaththemagnoliatrees。
Inthecentrewasalittlefountaininastonebasingreenwithmoss,whilejustbeyond,betweenthefountainandthepeartrees,stoodwhatwasleftofasundial,thebronzegnomon,greenwiththebeatingsoftheweather,thefiguresonthehalf-circleofthedialwornaway,illegible。
Butontheothersideofthefountain,anddirectlyoppositethedooroftheMission,rangedagainstthewall,wereninegraves——
threewithheadstones,therestwithslabs。TwoofSarria’spredecessorswereburiedhere。threeofthegraveswerethoseofMissionIndians。OnewasthoughttocontainaformeralcaldeofGuadalajara。twomoreheldthebodiesofDeLaCuestaandhisyoungwifetakingwithhertothegravetheillusionofherhusband’slove,andthelastone,theninth,attheendoftheline,nearestthepeartrees,wasmarkedbyalittleheadstone,thesmallestofany,onwhich,togetherwiththeproperdates——
onlysixteenyearsapart——wascutthenameAngeleVarian。
Butthequiet,therepose,theisolationofthelittlecloistergardenwasinfinitelydelicious。Itwasatinycornerofthegreatvalleythatstretchedinalldirectionsaroundit——shutoff,discreet,romantic,agardenofdreams,ofenchantments,ofillusions。Outsidethere,faroff,thegreatgrimworldwentclashingthroughitsgrooves,butinhereneveranechoofthegrindingofitswheelsenteredtojaruponthesubduedmodulationofthefountain’suninterruptedmurmur。
SarriaandVanameefoundtheirwaytoastonebenchagainstthesidewalloftheMission,nearthedoorfromwhichtheyhadjustissued,andsatdown,Sarrialightingacigar,VanameerollingandsmokingcigarettesinMexicanfashion。
Allaboutthemwidenedthevastcalmnight。Allthestarswereout。Themoonwascomingup。Therewasnowind,nosound。Theinsistentflowingofthefountainseemedonlyasthesymbolofthepassingoftime,athingthatwasunderstoodratherthanheard,inevitable,prolonged。Atlongintervals,afaintbreeze,hardlymorethanabreath,founditswayintothegardenovertheenclosingwalls,andpassedoverhead,spreadingeverywherethedelicious,mingledperfumeofmagnoliablossoms,ofmignonette,ofmoss,ofgrass,andallthecalmgreenlifesilentlyteemingwithintheenclosureofthewalls。
Fromwherehesat,Vanamee,turninghishead,couldlookoutunderneaththepeartreestothenorth。Closeathand,alittlevalleylaybetweenthehighgroundonwhichtheMissionwasbuilt,andthelineoflowhillsjustbeyondBrodersonCreekontheQuienSabe。InherewastheSeedranch,whichAngele’speoplehadcultivated,auniqueandbeautifulstretchoffivehundredacres,plantedthickwithroses,violets,lilies,tulips,iris,carnations,tube-roses,poppies,heliotrope——allmanneranddescriptionofflowers,fivehundredacresofthem,solid,thick,exuberant。bloomingandfading,andleavingtheirseedorslipstobemarketedbroadcastallovertheUnitedStates。ThishadbeenthevocationofAngele’sparents——raisingflowersfortheirseeds。AlloverthecountrytheSeedranchwasknown。Nowitwasarid,almostdry,butwheninfullflower,towardthemiddleofsummer,thesightofthesehalf-thousandacresroyalwithcolour——vermilion,azure,flamingyellow——wasamarvel。Whenaneastwindblew,menonthestreetsofBonneville,nearlytwelvemilesaway,couldcatchthescentofthisvalleyofflowers,thischaosofperfume。
Andintothislifeofflowers,thisworldofcolour,thisatmosphereoppressiveandcloggedandcloyedandthickenedwithsweetodour,Angelehadbeenborn。Thereshehadlivedhersixteenyears。Thereshehaddied。ItwasnotsurprisingthatVanamee,withhisintense,delicatesensitivenesstobeauty,hisalmostabnormalcapacityforgreathappiness,hadbeendrawntoher,hadlovedhersodeeply。
Shecametohimfromoutoftheflowers,thesmelloftherosesinherhairofgold,thathungintwostraightplaitsoneithersideofherface。thereflectionofthevioletsintheprofounddarkblueofhereyes,perplexing,heavy-lidded,almond-shaped,oriental。thearomaandtheimperialredofthecarnationsinherlips,withtheiralmostEgyptianfulness。thewhitenessofthelilies,theperfumeofthelilies,andthelilies’slenderbalancinggraceinherneck。Herhandsdisengagedtheodouroftheheliotropes。Thefoldsofherdressgaveofftheenervatingscentofpoppies。Herfeetwereredolentofhyacinths。
Foralongtimeaftersittingdownuponthebench,neitherthepriestnorVanameespoke。ButafterawhileSarriatookhiscigarfromhislips,saying:
Howstillitis!Thisisabeautifuloldgarden,peaceful,veryquiet。SomedayIshallbeburiedhere。Iliketorememberthat。andyou,too,Vanamee。
Quiensabe?
Yes,you,too。Whereelse?No,itisbetterhere,yonder,bythesideofthelittlegirl。
Iamnotabletolookforwardyet,sir。Thethingsthataretobearesomehownothingtomeatall。Formetheyamounttonothing。
Theyamounttoeverything,myboy。
Yes,toonepartofme,butnottothepartofmethatbelongedtoAngele——thebestpart。Oh,youdon’tknow,heexclaimedwithasuddenmovement,noonecanunderstand。WhatisittomewhenyoutellmethatsometimeafterIshalldietoo,somewhere,inavagueplaceyoucallHeaven,Ishallseeheragain?Doyouthinkthattheideaofthatevermadeanyone’ssorroweasiertobear?
Evertooktheedgefromanyone’sgrief?
Butyoubelievethat——
Oh,believe,believe!echoedtheother。WhatdoIbelieve?
Idon’tknow。Ibelieve,orIdon’tbelieve。IcanrememberwhatsheWAS,butIcannothopewhatshewillbe。Hope,afterall,isonlymemoryseenreversed。WhenItrytoseeherinanotherlife——whateveryoucallit——inHeaven——beyondthegrave——
thisvagueplaceofyours。whenItrytoseeherthere,shecomestomyimaginationonlyaswhatshewas,material,earthly,asI
lovedher。Imperfect,yousay。butthatisasIsawher,andasIsawher,Ilovedher。andassheWAS,material,earthly,imperfect,shelovedme。It’sthat,thatIwant,heexclaimed。
Idon’twantherchanged。Idon’twantherspiritualised,exalted,glorified,celestial。IwantHER。Ithinkitisonlythisfeelingthathaskeptmefromkillingmyself。Iwouldratherbeunhappyinthememoryofwhatsheactuallywas,thanbehappyintherealisationofhertransformed,changed,madecelestial。Iamonlyhuman。Hersoul!Thatwasbeautiful,nodoubt。But,again,itwassomethingveryvague,intangible,hardlymorethanaphrase。Butthetouchofherhandwasreal,thesoundofhervoicewasreal,theclaspofherarmsaboutmyneckwasreal。Oh,hecried,shakenwithasuddenwrenchofpassion,givethosebacktome。TellyourGodtogivethosebacktome——thesoundofhervoice,thetouchofherhand,theclaspofherdeararms,REAL,REAL,andthenyoumaytalktomeofHeaven。
Sarriashookhishead。Butwhenyoumeetheragain,heobserved,inHeaven,you,too,willbechanged。Youwillseeherspiritualised,withspiritualeyes。Assheisnow,shedoesnotappealtoyou。Iunderstandthat。Itisbecause,asyousay,youareonlyhuman,whilesheisdivine。Butwhenyoucometobelikeher,assheisnow,youwillknowherasshereallyis,notassheseemedtobe,becausehervoicewassweet,becauseherhairwaspretty,becauseherhandwaswarminyours。
Vanamee,yourtalkisthatofafoolishchild。YouarelikeoneoftheCorinthianstowhomPaulwrote。Doyouremember?Listennow。Icanrecallthewords,andsuchwords,beautifulandterribleatthesametime,suchamajesty。Theymarchlikesoldierswithtrumpets。’Butsomemanwillsay’——asyouhavesaidjustnow——’Howarethedeadraisedup?Andwithwhatbodydotheycome?Thoufool!Thatwhichthousowestisnotquickenedexceptitdie,andthatwhichthousowest,thousowestnotthatbodythatshallbe,butbaregrain。Itmaychanceofwheat,orofsomeothergrain。ButGodgivethitabodyasithathpleasedhim,andtoeveryseedhisownbody……Itissownanaturalbody。itisraisedaspiritualbody。’Itisbecauseyouareanaturalbodythatyoucannotunderstandher,norwishforherasaspiritualbody,butwhenyouarebothspiritual,thenyoushallknoweachotherasyouare——knowasyouneverknewbefore。Yourgrainofwheatisyoursymbolofimmortality。Youburyitintheearth。Itdies,andrisesagainathousandtimesmorebeautiful。Vanamee,yourdeargirlwasonlyagrainofhumanitythatwehaveburiedhere,andtheendisnotyet。Butallthisissoold,soold。Theworldlearneditathousandyearsago,andyeteachmanthathaseverstoodbytheopengraveofanyonehelovedmustlearnitalloveragainfromthebeginning。
Vanameewassilentforamoment,lookingoffwithunseeingeyesbetweenthetrunksofthepeartrees,overthelittlevalley。
Thatmayallbeasyousay,heansweredafterawhile。Ihavenotlearnedityet,inanycase。Now,IonlyknowthatIloveher——oh,asifitallwereyesterday——andthatIamsuffering,suffering,always。
Heleanedforward,hisheadsupportedonhisclenchedfists,theinfinitesadnessofhisfacedeepeninglikeashadow,thetearsbrimminginhisdeep-seteyes。Aquestionthathemustask,whichinvolvedthethingthatwasscarcelytobethoughtof,occurredtohimatthismoment。Afterhesitatingforalongmoment,hesaid:
Ihavebeenawayalongtime,andIhavehadnonewsofthisplacesinceIleft。Isthereanythingtotell,Father?Hasanydiscoverybeenmade,anysuspiciondeveloped,asto——theOther?
Thepriestshookhishead。
Notaword,notawhisper。Itisamystery。Italwayswillbe。
Vanameeclaspedhisheadbetweenhisclenchedfists,rockinghimselftoandfro。
Oh,theterrorofit,hemurmured。Thehorrorofit。Andshe——thinkofit,Sarria,onlysixteen,alittlegirl。soinnocent,thatsheneverknewwhatwrongmeant,pureasalittlechildispure,whobelievedthatallthingsweregood。matureonlyinherlove。Andtobestruckdownlikethat,whileyourGodlookeddownfromHeavenandwouldnottakeherpart。Allatonceheseemedtolosecontrolofhimself。Oneofthosefuriesofimpotentgriefandwraththatassailedhimfromtimetotime,blind,insensate,incoherent,suddenlytookpossessionofhim。A
torrentofwordsissuedfromhislips,andheflungoutanarm,thefistclenched,inafierce,quickgesture,partlyofdespair,partlyofdefiance,partlyofsupplication。
No,yourGodwouldnottakeherpart。WherewasGod’smercyinthat?WherewasHeaven’sprotectioninthat?Wherewasthelovingkindnessyoupreachabout?WhydidGodgiveherlifeifitwastobestampedout?WhydidGodgiveherthepowerofloveifitwastocometonothing?Sarria,listentome。WhydidGodmakehersodivinelypureifHepermittedthatabomination?Ha!
heexclaimedbitterly,yourGod!Why,anApachebuckwouldhavebeenmoremerciful。YourGod!ThereisnoGod。ThereisonlytheDevil。TheHeavenyoupraytoisonlyajoke,awretchedtrick,adelusion。ItisonlyHellthatisreal。
Sarriacaughthimbythearm。
Youareafoolandachild,heexclaimed,anditisblasphemythatyouaresaying。Iforbidit。Youunderstand?Iforbidit。
Vanameeturnedonhimwithasuddencry。
Then,tellyourGodtogiveherbacktome!
Sarriastartedawayfromhim,hiseyeswideninginastonishment,surprisedoutofallcomposurebytheother’soutburst。
Vanamee’sswarthyfacewaspale,thesunkencheeksanddeep-seteyesweremarkedwithgreatblackshadows。Thepriestnolongerrecognisedhim。Theface,thatfaceoftheascetic,lean,framedinitslongblackhairandpointedbeard,wasquiveringwiththeexcitementofhallucination。ItwasthefaceoftheinspiredshepherdsoftheHebraiclegends,livingclosetonature,theyoungerprophetsofIsrael,dwellersinthewilderness,solitary,imaginative,believingintheVision,havingstrangedelusions,giftedwithstrangepowers。Inabriefsecondofthought,Sarriaunderstood。Outintothewilderness,thevastariddesertoftheSouthwest,Vanameehadcarriedhisgrief。Fordays,forweeks,monthseven,hehadbeenalone,asolitaryspecklostintheimmensityofthehorizons。continuallyhewasbrooding,hauntedwithhissorrow,thinking,thinking,oftenhardputtoitforfood。Thebodywasill-nourished,andthemind,concentratedforeverupononesubject,hadrecoileduponitself,hadpreyeduponthenaturallynervoustemperament,tilltheimaginationhadbecomeexalted,morbidlyactive,diseased,besetwithhallucinations,foreverinsearchofthemanifestation,ofthemiracle。Itwassmallwonderthat,bringingafancysodistortedbacktothesceneofavanishedhappiness,Vanameeshouldberackedwiththemostviolentillusions,besetinthethroesofaveritablehysteria。
TellyourGodtogiveherbacktome,herepeatedwithfierceinsistence。
Itwasthepitchofmysticism,theimaginationharassedandgoadedbeyondthenormalround,suddenlyflippingfromthecircumference,spinningoffatatangent,outintothevoid,whereallthingsseemedpossible,hurtlingthroughthedarkthere,gropingforthesupernatural,clamouringforthemiracle。
Anditwasalsothehuman,naturalprotestagainsttheinevitable,theirrevocable。thespasmofrevoltunderthestingofdeath,therebellionofthesoulatthevictoryofthegrave。
HecangiveherbacktomeifHeonlywill,Vanameecried。
Sarria,youmusthelpme。Itellyou——Iwarnyou,sir,Ican’tlastmuchlongerunderit。Myheadisallwrongwithit——I’venomoreholdonmymind。SomethingmusthappenorIshalllosemysenses。Iambreakingdownunderitall,mybodyandmymindalike。Bringhertome。makeGodshowhertome。Ifalltalesaretrue,itwouldnotbethefirsttime。IfIcannothaveher,atleastletmeseeherasshewas,real,earthly,notherspirit,herghost。Iwantherrealself,undefiledagain。Ifthisisdementia,thenletmebedemented。Buthelpme,youandyourGod。createthedelusion,dothemiracle。
Stop!criedthepriestagain,shakinghimroughlybytheshoulder。Stop。Beyourself。Thisisdementia。butIshallNOTletyoubedemented。Thinkofwhatyouaresaying。Bringherbacktoyou!IsthatthewayofGod?Ithoughtyouwereaman。thisisthetalkofaweak-mindedgirl。
Vanameestirredabruptlyinhisplace,drawingalongbreathandlookingabouthimvaguely,asifhecametohimself。
Youareright,hemuttered。IhardlyknowwhatIamsayingattimes。Buttherearemomentswhenmywholemindandsoulseemtoriseupinrebellionagainstwhathashappened。whenitseemstomethatIamstrongerthandeath,andthatifIonlyknewhowtousethestrengthofmywill,concentratemypowerofthought——
volition——thatIcould——Idon’tknow——notcallherback——but——
something——
Adiseasedanddistortedmindiscapableofhallucinations,ifthatiswhatyoumean,observedSarria。
PerhapsthatiswhatImean。PerhapsIwantonlythedelusion,afterall。
Sarriadidnotreply,andtherewasalongsilence。Inthedampsouthcornersofthewallsafrogbegantocroakatexactintervals。Thelittlefountainrippledmonotonously,andamagnoliaflowerdroppedfromoneofthetrees,fallingstraightasaplummetthroughthemotionlessair,andsettlinguponthegravelledwalkwithafaintrustlingsound。Otherwisethestillnesswasprofound。
Alittlelater,thepriest’scigar,longsinceout,slippedfromhisfingerstotheground。Hebegantonodgently。Vanameetouchedhisarm。
Asleep,sir?
Theotherstarted,rubbinghiseyes。
Uponmyword,IbelieveIwas。
Bettergotobed,sir。Iamnottired。IthinkIshallsitoutherealittlelonger。
Well,perhapsIwouldbebetteroffinbed。YOURbedisalwaysreadyforyouherewheneveryouwanttouseit。
No——IshallgobacktoQuienSabe——later。Good-night,sir。
Good-night,myboy。
Vanameewasleftalone。Foralongtimehesatmotionlessinhisplace,hiselbowsonhisknees,hischinproppedinhishands。
Theminutespassed——thenthehours。Themoonclimbedsteadilyhigheramongthestars。Vanameerolledandsmokedcigaretteaftercigarette,thebluehazeofsmokehangingmotionlessabovehishead,ordriftinginslowlyweavingfilamentsacrosstheopenspacesofthegarden。
Buttheinfluenceoftheoldenclosure,thiscornerofromanceandmystery,thisisolatedgardenofdreams,savouringofthepast,withitslegends,itsgraves,itscrumblingsundial,itsfountainwithitsrimeofmoss,wasnottoberesisted。Nowthatthepriesthadlefthim,thesameexaltationofspiritthathadseizeduponVanameeearlierintheevening,bydegreesgrewbigagaininhismindandimagination。Hissorrowassaultedhimliketheflagellationsofafinewhiplash,andhisloveforAngeleroseagaininhisheart,itseemedtohimneversodeep,sotender,soinfinitelystrong。Nodoubt,itwashisfamiliaritywiththeMissiongarden,hisclear-cutremembranceofit,asitwasinthedayswhenhehadmetAngelethere,tallyingnowsoexactlywiththerealitythereunderhiseyes,thatbroughthertohisimaginationsovividly。Asyethedarednottrusthimselfnearhergrave,but,forthemoment,heroseand,hishandsclaspedbehindhim,walkedslowlyfrompointtopointamidthetinygravelledwalks,recallingtheincidentsofeighteenyearsago。OnthebenchhehadquittedheandAngelehadoftensat。
Herebythecrumblingsundial,herecalledthenightwhenhehadkissedherforthefirsttime。Here,again,bytherimofthefountain,withitsfringeofgreen,sheoncehadpaused,and,baringherarmtotheshoulder,hadthrustitdeepintothewater,andthenwithdrawingit,hadgivenittohimtokiss,allwetandcool。andhere,atlast,undertheshadowofthepeartreestheyhadsat,eveningafterevening,lookingoffoverthelittlevalleybelowthem,watchingthenightbuilditself,dome-
like,fromhorizontozenith。
BrusquelyVanameeturnedawayfromtheprospect。TheSeedranchwasdarkatthistimeoftheyear,andflowerless。Farofftowarditscentre,hehadcaughtabriefglimpseofthehousewhereAngelehadlived,andafaintlightburninginitswindow。
Butheturnedfromitsharply。Thedeep-seatedtravailofhisgriefabruptlyreachedtheparoxysm。WithlongstrideshecrossedthegardenandreenteredtheMissionchurchitself,plungingintothecoolnessofitsatmosphereasintoabath。
Whathesearchedforhedidnotknow,or,rather,didnotdefine。
Heknewonlythathewassuffering,thatalongingforAngele,forsomeobjectaroundwhichhisgreatlovecouldenfolditself,wastearingathisheartwithironteeth。Hewasreadytobedeluded。cravedthehallucination。beggedpitifullyfortheillusion。anythingratherthantheempty,tenantlessnight,thevoicelesssilence,thevastlonelinessoftheoverspanningarcoftheheavens。
Beforethechancelrailofthealtar,underthesanctuarylamp,Vanameesankuponhisknees,hisarmsfoldedupontherail,hisheadboweddownuponthem。Heprayed,withwhatwordshecouldnotsayforwhathedidnotunderstand——forhelp,merely,forrelief,foranAnswertohiscry。
Itwasuponthat,atlength,thathisdisorderedmindconcentrateditself,anAnswer——hedemanded,heimploredanAnswer。NotavaguevisitationofGrace,notaformlesssenseofPeace。butanAnswer,somethingreal,eveniftherealitywerefancied,avoiceoutofthenight,respondingtohis,ahandinthedarkclaspinghisgropingfingers,abreath,human,warm,fragrant,familiar,likeasoft,sweetcaressonhisshrunkencheeks。Alonethereinthedimhalf-lightofthedecayingMission,withitscrumblingplaster,itsnaivecrudityofornamentandpicture,hewrestledfiercelywithhisdesires——
words,fragmentsofsentences,inarticulate,incoherent,wrenchedfromhistight-shutteeth。
ButtheAnswerwasnotinthechurch。Abovehim,overthehighaltar,theVirgininaglory,withdowncasteyesandfoldedhands,grewvagueandindistinctintheshadow,thecoloursfading,tarnishedbycenturiesofincensesmoke。TheChristinagonyontheCrosswasbutalamentablevisionoftormentedanatomy,greyflesh,spottedwithcrimson。TheSt。John,theSanJuanBautista,patronsaintoftheMission,thegauntfigureinskins,twofingersupraisedinthegestureofbenediction,gazedstolidlyoutintothehalf-gloomundertheceiling,ignoringthehumandistressthatbeatitselfinvainagainstthealtarrailbelow,andAngeleremainedasbefore——onlyamemory,fardistant,intangible,lost。
Vanameerose,turninghisbackuponthealtarwithavaguegestureofdespair。Hecrossedthechurch,andissuingfromthelow-archeddooroppositethepulpit,oncemoresteppedoutintothegarden。Here,atleast,wasreality。Thewarm,stillairdescendeduponhimlikeacloak,grateful,comforting,dispellingthechillthatlurkedinthedampmouldofplasterandcrumblingadobe。
Butnowhefoundhiswayacrossthegardenontheothersideofthefountain,where,rangedagainsttheeasternwall,wereninegraves。HereAngelewasburied,inthesmallestgraveofthemall,markedbythelittleheadstone,withitstwodates,onlysixteenyearsapart。Tothisspot,atlast,hehadreturned,aftertheyearsspentinthedesert,thewilderness——afterallthewanderingsoftheLongTrail。Here,ifever,hemusthaveasenseofhernearness。Closeathand,ashortfourfeetunderthatmoundofgrass,wastheformhehadsooftenheldintheembraceofhisarms。theface,theveryfacehehadkissed,thatfacewiththehairofgoldmakingthree-corneredtheroundwhiteforehead,theviolet-blueeyes,heavy-lidded,withtheirstrangeorientalslantupwardtowardthetemples。thesweetfulllips,almostEgyptianintheirfulness——allthatstrange,perplexing,wonderfulbeauty,sotroublous,soenchanting,sooutofallacceptedstandards。
Hebentdown,droppingupononeknee,ahandupontheheadstone,andreadagaintheinscription。Theninstinctivelyhishandleftthestoneandresteduponthelowmoundofturf,touchingitwiththesoftnessofacaress。andthen,beforehewasawareofit,hewasstretchedatfulllengthupontheearth,besidethegrave,hisarmsaboutthelowmound,hislipspressedagainstthegrasswithwhichitwascovered。Thepent-upgriefofnearlytwentyyearsroseagainwithinhisheart,andoverflowed,irresistible,violent,passionate。Therewasnoonetosee,noonetohear。