andheknewthat’somemustwatch,whilesomemustsleep;sorunstheworldaway。’TheillnesswhichheapprehendedcameuponMolly;notviolentlyoracutely,sothattherewasanyimmediatedangertobedreaded;butmakingalongpulluponherstrength,whichseemedtolessendaybyday,untilatlastherfatherfearedthatshemightbecomeapermanentinvalid。TherewasnothingverydecidedoralarmingtotellCynthia,andMrsGibsonkeptthedarksidefromherinherletters。’Mollywasfeelingthespringweather;’
or’MollyhadbeenagooddealoverdonewithherstayattheHall,andwasresting;’suchlittlesentencestoldnothingofMolly’srealstate。
Butthen,asMrsGibsonsaidtoherself,itwouldbeapitytodisturbCynthia’spleasurebytellinghermuchaboutMolly;indeedtherewasnotmuchtotell,onedaywassolikeanother。ButitsohappenedthatLadyHarriet,—whocamewhenevershecouldtositawhilewithMolly,atfirstagainstMrsGibson’swill,andafterwardswithherfullconsent,forreasonsofherown—LadyHarrietwrotealettertoCynthia,towhichshewasurgedbyMrsGibson。Itfelloutinthismanner:—Oneday,whenLadyHarrietwassittinginthedrawing—roomforafewminutesaftershehadbeenwithMolly,shesaid,—’Really,Clare,IspendsomuchtimeinyourhousethatIamgoingtoestablishawork—baskethere。Maryhasinfectedmewithhernotability,andIamgoingtoworkmammaafootstool。Itistobeasurprise;andsoifIdoithereshewillknownothingaboutit。OnlyIcannotmatchthegoldbeadsIwantforthepansiesinthisdearlittletown;andHollingford,whocouldsendmedownstarsandplanetsifIaskedhim,Imakenodoubt,couldnomorematchbeadsthan——’’MydearLadyHarriet!youforgetCynthia!Thinkwhatapleasureitwouldbetohertodoanythingforyou。’’Wouldit?Thensheshallhaveplentyofit;but,mind,itisyouwhohaveansweredforher。Sheshallgetmesomewooltoo;howgoodIamtoconfersomuchpleasureonafellow—creature。Butseriously,doyouthinkImightwriteandgiveherafewcommissions?NeitherAgnesnorMaryareintown——’’Iamsureshewouldbedelighted,’saidMrsGibson,whoalsotookintoconsiderationthereflectionofaristocratichonourthatwouldfalluponCynthiaifshehadaletterfromaLadyHarrietwhileatMrKirkpatrick’s。
Soshegavetheaddress,andLadyHarrietwrote。Allthefirstpartoftheletterwastakenupwithapologyandcommissions;butthen,neverdoubtingbutthatCynthiawasawareofMolly’sstate,shewentontosay,—’IsawMollythismorning。TwiceIhavebeenforbiddenadmittance,asshewastooilltoseeanyoneoutofherownfamily。Iwishwecouldbegintoperceiveachangeforthebetter;butshelooksmorefadingeverytime,andIfearMrGibsonconsidersitaveryanxiouscase。’Thedaybutoneafterthisletterwasdespatched,Cynthiawalkedintothedrawing—roomathomewithasmuchapparentcomposureasifshehadleftitnotanhourbefore。MrsGibsonwasdozing,butbelievingherselftobereading;shehadbeenwithMollythegreaterpartofthemorning,andnowafterherlunch,andtheinvalid’spretenceofearlydinner,sheconsideredherselfentitledtosomerepose。ShestartedupasCynthiacamein。’Cynthia!Dearchild,wherehaveyoucomefrom?Whyintheworldhaveyoucome?Mypoornerves!Myheartisquitefluttering;but,tobesure,it’snowonderwithallthisanxietyIhavetoundergo。Whyhaveyoucomeback?’’Becauseoftheanxietyyouspeakof,mamma。Ineverknew,—younevertoldmehowillMollywas。’’Nonsense。Ibegyourpardon,mydear,butit’sreallynonsense。Molly’sillnessisonlynervous,MrGibsonsays。Anervousfever;butyoumustremembernervesaremerefancy,andshe’sgettingbetter。Suchapityforyoutohaveleftyouruncle’s。WhotoldyouaboutMolly?’’LadyHarriet。Shewroteaboutsomewool——’’Iknow,—Iknow。Butyoumighthaveknownshealwaysexaggeratesthings,NotbutwhatIhavebeenalmostwornoutwithnursing。Perhapsafterallitisaverygoodthingyouhavecome,mydear;andnowyoushallcomedownintothedining—roomandhavesomelunch,andtellmealltheHydeParkStreetnews—intomyroom,—don’tgointoyoursyet—Mollyissosensitivetonoise!’WhileCynthiaateherlunch,MrsGibsonwentonquestioning。’Andyouraunt,howishercold?AndHelen,quitestrongagain?Margarettaasprettyasever?TheboysareatHarrow,Isuppose?Andmyoldfavourite,MrHenderson?’
Shecouldnotmanagetoslipinthislastinquirynaturally;inspiteofherselftherewasachangeoftone,anaccentofeagerness。Cynthiadidnotreplyontheinstant;shepouredherselfoutsomewaterwithgreatdeliberation,andthensaid,—’Myauntisquitewell;Helenisasstrongassheeveris,andMargarettaverypretty。TheboysareatHarrow,andIconcludethatMrHendersonisenjoyinghisusualhealth,forhewastodineatmyuncle’sto—day。’’Takecare,Cynthia。Lookhowyouarecuttingthatgooseberrytart,’saidMrsGibson,withsharpannoyance;notprovokedbyCynthia’spresentaction,althoughitgaveexcuseforalittleventoftemper。’Ican’tthinkhowyoucouldcomeoffinthissuddenkindofway;Iamsureitmusthaveannoyedyouruncleandaunt。Idaresaythey’llneveraskyouagain。’’Onthecontrary,IamtogobackthereassoonaseverIcanbeeasytoleaveMolly。’’\"EasytoleaveMolly。\"Nowthatreallyisnonsense,andratheruncomplimentarytome,Imustsay:nursingherasIhavebeendoing,daily,andalmostnightly;forIhavebeenwakenedtimesoutofnumberbyMrGibsongettingup,andgoingtoseeifshehadhadhermedicineproperly。’’Iamafraidshehasbeenveryill?’askedCynthia。’Yes,shehas,inoneway;butnotinanother。ItwaswhatIcallmoreatedious,thananinterestingillness。Therewasnoimmediatedanger,butshelaymuchinthesamestatefromdaytoday。’’IwishIhadknown!’sighedCynthia。’DoyouthinkImightgoandseehernow?’’I’llgoandprepareher。You’llfindheragooddealbetterthanshehasbeen。Ah!here’sMrGibson!’Hecameintothedining—room,hearingvoices。