Mollytooktheletterdownwithoutaword,andbegantocopyitatthewriting—table;oftenreadingoverwhatshewasallowedtoread;oftenpausing,hercheekonherhand,hereyesontheletter,andlettingherimaginationrovetothewriter,andallthescenesinwhichshehadeitherseenhimherself,orinwhichherfancyhadpaintedhim。ShewasstartledfromhermeditationsbyCynthia’ssuddenentranceintothedrawing—room,lookingthepictureofglowingdelight。’Noonehere!Whatablessing!Ah,MissMolly,youaremoreeloquentthanyoubelieveyourself。Lookhere!’holdingupalargefullenvelope,andthenquicklyreplacingitinherpocket,asifshewasafraidofbeingseen。’What’sthematter,sweetone?’comingupandcaressingMolly。’Isitworryingitselfoverthatletter?Why,don’tyouseethesearemyveryownhorribleletters,thatIamgoingtoburndirectly,thatMrPrestonhashadthegracetosendme,thankstoyou,littleMolly—cuishlamachree,pulseofmyheart,—thelettersthathavebeenhangingovermyheadlikesomebody’sswordforthesetwoyears?’
’Oh,Iamsoglad!’saidMolly,rousingupalittle。’Ineverthoughthewouldhavesentthem。HeisbetterthanIbelievedhim。Andnowitisallover。Iamsoglad。Youquitethinkhemeanstogiveupallclaimoveryoubythis,don’tyou,Cynthia?’
’Hemayclaim,butIwon’tbeclaimed;andhehasnoproofsnow。Itisthemostcharmingrelief;andIoweitalltoyou,youpreciouslittlelady!Nowthereisonlyonethingmoretobedone;andifyouwouldbutdoitforme——?’(coaxingandcaressingwhilesheaskedthequestion)。
’Oh,Cynthia,don’taskme;Icannotdoanymore。Youdon’tknowhowsickIgowhenIthinkofyesterday,andMrSheepshanks’look。’
’Itisonlyaverylittlething。Iwon’tburdenyourconsciencewithtellingyouhowIgetmyletters,butitisnotthroughapersonIcantrustwithmoney;andImustforcehimtotakebackhistwenty—threepoundsoddshillings。Ihaveputittogetherattherateoffivepercent。,andit’ssealedup。Oh,Molly,Ishouldgooffwithsuchalightheartifyouwouldonlytrytogetitsafelytohim。It’sthelastthing;therewouldbenoimmediatehurry,youknow。Youmightmeethimbychanceinashop,inthestreet,evenataparty—andifyouonlyhaditwithyouinyourpocket,therewouldbenothingsoeasy。’