IfIcanadvanceanypartofthemoneyrequisite,heandyoushallpaymeinterestuntilyoucanreturnthecapital。’’Roger,you’retheprovidenceofthefamily,’exclaimedOsborne,suddenlystruckbyadmirationathisbrother’sconduct,andforgettingtocontrastitwithhisown。SoRogerwentuptoLondonandOsbornefollowedhim,andfortwoorthreeweekstheGibsonssawnothingofthebrothers。Butaswavesucceedstowave,sointerestsucceedstointerest。’Thefamily,’astheywerecalled,camedownfortheirautumnsojournattheTowers;andagainthehousewasfullofvisitors,andtheTowers’servants,andcarriages,andliverieswereseeninthetwostreetsofHollingford,justastheymighthavebeenseenforscoresofautumnspast。Sorunstheroundoflifefromdaytoday。MrsGibsonfoundthechancesofintercoursewiththeTowersrathermorepersonallyexcitingthanRoger’svisits,ortherarercallsofOsborneHamley。Cynthiahadanoldantipathytothegreatfamilywhohadmadesomuchofhermotherandsolittleofher;andwhomsheconsideredasinsomemeasurethecausewhyshehadseensolittleofhermotherinthedayswhenthelittlegirlhadcravedforloveandfoundnone。Moreover,Cynthiamissedherslave,althoughshedidnotcareforRogeronethousandthpartofwhathedidforher;yetshehadfounditnotunpleasanttohaveamanwhomshethoroughlyrespected,andwhommeningeneralrespected,thesubjectofhereye,thegladministranttoeachscarcespokenwish,apersoninwhosesightallherwordswerepearlsordiamonds,allheractionsheavenlygraciousness,andinwhosethoughtsshereignedsupreme。Shehadnomodestunconsciousnessabouther;
andyetshewasnotvain。Sheknewofallthisworship;andwhenfromcircumstancesshenolongerreceiveditshemissedit。TheEarlandtheCountess,LordHollingfordandLadyHarriet,lordsandladiesingeneral,liveries,dresses,bagsofgame,andrumoursofridingpartieswereasnothingtoherascomparedtoRoger’sabsence。Andyetshedidnotlovehim。No,shedidnotlovehim。MollyknewthatCynthiadidnotlovehim。Mollygrewangrywithhermanyandmanyatimeastheconvictionofthisfactwasforceduponher。
Mollydidnotknowherownfeelings;Rogerhadnooverwhelminginterestinwhattheymightbe;whilehisverylife—breathseemedtodependonwhatCynthiafeltandthought。ThereforeMollyhadkeeninsightintoher’sister’s’
heart;andsheknewthatCynthiadidnotloveRoger,MollycouldhavecriedwithpassionateregretatthethoughtoftheunvaluedtreasurelyingatCynthia’sfeet;anditwouldhavebeenamerelyunselfishregret。Itwastheoldfervidtenderness。’Donotwishforthemoon,Omydarling,forIcannotgiveitthee。’Cynthia’slovewasthemoonRogeryearnedfor;
andMollysawthatitwasfarawayandoutofreach,elsewouldshehavestrainedherheart—chordstogiveittoRoger。’Iamhissister,’shewouldsaytoherself。’Thatoldbondisnotdoneawaywith,thoughheistoomuchabsorbedbyCynthiatospeakaboutitjustnow。Hismothercalledme\"Fanny;\"itwasalmostlikeanadoption。