WIVES AND DAUGHTERS

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WIVES AND DAUGHTERS Elizabeth Gaskell

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  Shewasevidentlyaweak,butprobablyadisinterested,woman;anditwasonlyalittlebitofill—temperonherpartwhichhadcausedhertospeaktoRogerasshehaddone。’Idaresayitwasratherimpertinentofmetocallatsuchanuntimelyhour,’saidRoger。’Notatall;Icallatallhours,andnothingiseversaidaboutit。Itwasjustbecauseshewasputoutthatmorning。I’llanswerforitshe’ssorrynow,andI’msureyoumaygothereatanytimeyoulikeinthefuture。’Still,Rogerdidnotchoosetogoagainfortwoorthreeweeks,andtheconsequencewasthatthenexttimehecalledtheladieswereout。Onceagainhehadthesameill—luck,andthenhereceivedalittleprettythree—cornerednotefromMrsGibson:—MYDEARSIR,—Howisitthatyouarebecomesoformalallonasudden,leavingcards,insteadofawaitingourreturn?Fieforshame!IfyouhadseentheracesofdisappointmentthatIdidwhenthehorridlittlebitsofpasteboardweredisplayedtoourview,youwouldnothavebornemaliceagainstmesolong;foritisreallypunishingothersaswellasmynaughtyself。Ifyouwillcometo—morrow—asearlyasyoulike—andlunchwithus,I’llownIwascross,andacknowledgemyselfapenitent。—Yoursever,HYACINTHC。K。GIBSON。Therewasnoresistingthis,eveniftherehadnotbeenstronginclinationtobackuptheprettywords。Rogerwent,andMrsGibsoncaressedandpettedhiminhersweetest,silkiestmanner。Cynthialookedlovelierthanevertohimfortheslightrestrictionthathadbeenlaidforatimeontheirintercourse。ShemightbegayandsparklingwithOsborne;withRogershewassoftandgrave。Instinctivelysheknewhermen。ShesawthatOsbornewasonlyinterestedinherbecauseofherpositioninafamilywithwhomhewasintimate;thathisfriendshipwaswithouttheleasttouchofsentiment;

  andthathisadmirationwasonlythewarmcriticismofanartistforunusualbeauty。ButshefelthowdifferentRoger’srelationtoherwas。Tohimshewastheone,alone,peerless。Ifhislovewasprohibited,itwouldbelongyearsbeforehecouldsinkdownintotepidfriendship;andtohimherpersonallovelinesswasonlyoneofthemanycharmsthatmadehimtrembleintopassion。Cynthiawasnotcapableofreturningsuchfeelings;

  shehadhadtoolittletrueloveinherlife,andperhapstoomuchadmirationtodoso;butsheappreciatedthishonestardour,thisloyalworshipthatwasnewtoherexperience。Suchappreciation,andsuchrespectforhistrueandaffectionatenature,gaveaserioustendernesstohermannertoRoger,whichalluredhimwithafreshandseparategrace。Mollysateby,andwonderedhowitwouldallend,or,rather,howsoonitwouldallend,forshethoughtthatnogirlcouldresistsuchreverentpassion;andonRoger’ssidetherecouldbenodoubt—alas!therecouldbenodoubt。Anolderspectatormighthavelookedfarahead,andthoughtofthequestionofpounds,shillings,andpence。Wherewasthenecessaryincomeforamarriagetocomefrom?Rogerhadhisfellowshipnow,itistrue;buttheincomeofthatwouldbelostifhemarried;hehadnoprofession,andthelifeinterestofthetwoorthreethousandpoundsthatheinheritedfromhismother,belongedtohisfather。ThisolderspectatormighthavebeenalittlesurprisedattheempressementofMrsGibson’smannertoayoungerson,alwayssupposingthissaidspectatortohavereadtothedepthsofherworldlyheart。NeverhadshetriedtobemoreagreeabletoOsborne;

  andthoughherattemptwasagreatfailurewhenpractiseduponRoger,andhedidnotknowwhattosayinreplytothedelicateBatterieswhichhefelttobeinsincere,hesawthatsheintendedhimtoconsiderhimselfhenceforwardfreeofthehouse;andhewastoogladtoavailhimselfofthisprivilegetoexamineover—closelyintowhatmightbehermotivesforherchangeofmanner。Heshuthiseyes,andchosetobelievethatshewasnowdesirousofmakingupforherlittleburstoftemperonhispreviousvisit。TheresultofOsborne’sconferencewiththetwodoctorshadbeencertainprescriptionswhichappearedtohavedonehimmuchgood,andwhichwouldinallprobabilityhavedonehimyetmore,couldhehavebeenfreeoftherecollectionofthelittlepatientwifeinhersolitudenearWinchester。

  Hewenttoherwheneverhecould;and,thankstoRoger,moneywasfarmoreplentifulwithhimnowthanithadbeen。Buthestillshrank,andperhapsevenmoreandmore,fromtellinghisfatherofhismarriage。Somebodilyinstinctmadehimdreadallagitationinexpressibly。IfhehadnothadthismoneyfromRoger,hemighthavebeencompelledtotellhisfatherall,andtoaskforthenecessaryfundstoprovideforthewifeandthecomingchild。Butwithenoughinhand,andasecret,thoughremorseful,convictionthataslongasRogerhadapennyhisbrotherwassuretohavehalfofit,madehimmorereluctantthanevertoirritatehisfatherbyarevelationofhissecret。’Notjustyet,notjustatpresent,’hekeptsayingbothtoRogerandtohimself。’Byandby,ifwehaveaboy,IwillcallitRoger’—andthenvisionsofpoeticalandromanticreconciliationsbroughtaboutbetweenfatherandson,throughthemediumofachild,theoffspringofaforbiddenmarriage,becamestillmorevividlypossibletohim,andatanyrateitwasastaving—offofanunpleasantthing。HeatonedtohimselffortakingsomuchofRoger’sfellowshipmoneybyreflectingthat,ifRogermarried,hewouldlosethissourceofrevenue;yetOsbornewasthrowingnoimpedimentinthewayofthisevent,ratherforwardingitbypromotingeverypossiblemeansofhisbrother’sseeingtheladyofhislove。Osborneendedhisreflectionsbyconvincinghimselfofhisowngenerosity。

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