Youwilltrustme,won’tyou?’andturningtoRogershesaidtohimwithtearsinhereyes,—’PleasesayyouknowIshallnottell。’’Wecan’thelpit,’saidOsborne,gloomily。’OnlyRoger,whoknewofwhatimportanceitwas,oughttohavelookedroundhimbeforespeaking。’’SoIshould,’saidRoger。’I’mmorevexedwithmyselfthanyoucanconceive。
NotbutwhatI’msureofyouasofmyself,’continuedhe,turningtoMolly。’Yes;but,’saidOsborne,’youseehowmanychancestherearethateventhebest—meaningpersonsmayletoutwhatitisofsuchconsequencetometokeepsecret。’’Iknowyouthinkitso,’saidRoger。’Well,don’tletusbeginthatolddiscussionagain—atanyrate,notbeforeathirdperson。’Mollyhadhadhardworkallthistimetokeepfromcrying。Nowthatshewasalludedtoasthethirdpersonbeforewhomconversationwastoberestrained,shesaid,—’I’mgoingaway。PerhapsIoughtnottohavebeenhere。I’mverysorry—very。ButIwilltryandforgetwhatI’veheard。’’Youcan’tdothat,’saidOsborne,stillungraciously。’Butwillyoupromisemenevertospeakaboutittoanyone—noteventome,ortoRoger?Willyoutrytoactandspeakasifyouhadneverheardit?I’msure,fromwhatRogerhastoldmeaboutyou,thatifyougivemethispromiseImayrelyuponit。’’Yes;Iwillpromise,’saidMolly,puttingoutherhandasakindofpledge。
Osbornetookit,butratherasiftheactionwassuperfluous。Sheadded,’IthinkIshouldhavedoneso,evenwithoutapromise。Butitis,perhaps,bettertobindoneself。Iwillgoawaynow。IwishI’dnevercomeintothisroom。’Sheputdownherbookonthetableverysoftly,andturnedtoleavetheroom,chokingdownhertearsuntilshewasinthesolitudeofherownchamber。
ButRogerwasatthedoorbeforeher,holdingitopenforher,andreading—shefeltthathewasreading—herface。Heheldouthisbandforhers,andhisfirmgraspexpressedbothsympathyandregretforwhathadoccurred。Shecouldhardlykeepbackhersobstillshereachedherbedroom。Herfeelingshadbeenoverwroughtforsometimepast,withoutfindingthenaturalventinaction。TheleavingHamleyHallhadseemedsosadbefore;andnowshewastroubledwithhavingtobearawayasecretwhichsheoughtnevertohaveknown,andtheknowledgeofwhichhadbroughtoutaveryuncomfortableresponsibility。ThentherewouldariseaverynaturalwonderastowhowasOsborne’swife。MollyhadnotstayedsolongandsointimatelyintheHamleyfamilywithoutbeingwellawareofthemannerinwhichthefutureladyofHamleywasplannedfor。Thesquire,forinstance,partlyinordertoshowthatOsborne,hisheir,wasabovethereachofMollyGibson,thedoctor’sdaughter,intheearlydaysbeforeheknewMollywell,hadoftenalludedtothegrand,thehigh,andthewealthymarriagewhichHamleyofHamley,asrepresentedbyhisclever,brilliant,handsomesonOsborne,mightbeexpectedtomake。MrsHamley,too,unconsciouslyonherpart,showedtheprojectsthatshewasconstantlydevisingforthereceptionoftheunknowndaughter—in—lawthatwastobe。’Thedrawing—roommustberefurnishedwhenOsbornemarries’—or’Osborne’swifewillliketohavethewestsuiteofroomstoherself;itwillperhapsbeatrialtohertolivewiththeoldcouple;butwemustarrangeitsothatshewillfeelitaslittleaspossible’—’Ofcourse,whenMrsOsbornecomeswemusttryandgiveheranewcarriage;theoldonedoeswellenoughforus’—these,andsimilarspeecheshadgivenMollytheimpressionofthefutureMrsOsborneasofsomebeautifulgrandyounglady,whoseverypresencewouldmaketheoldHallintoastately,formalmansion,insteadofthepleasant,unceremonioushomethatitwasatpresent。Osborne,too,whohadspokenwithsuchlanguidcriticismtoMrsGibsonaboutvariouscountrybelles,andeveninhisownhomewasapttogivehimselfairs—
onlyathomehisairswerepoeticallyfastidious,whilewithMrsGibsontheyhadbeensociallyfastidious—whatunspeakablyelegantbeautyhadhechosenforhiswife?Whohadsatisfiedhim;andyetsatisfyinghim,hadtohaveher,marriagekeptinconcealmentfromhisparents?AtlengthMollytoreherselfupfromherwanderings。Itwasofnouse:shecouldnotfindout;shemightnoteventry。Theblankwallofherpromiseblockeduptheway。Perhapsitwasnotevenrighttowonder,andendeavourtorememberslightspeeches,casualmentionsofaname,soastopiecethemtogetherintosomethingcoherent。Mollydreadedseeingeitherofthebrothersagain;