andtheoddtwitchingofthelips,whichwaspreliminarytoasmile,whichmadehim。lookintenselymerry—gavethevaryingexpressionsofhisfaceagreaterrange’fromgravetogay,fromlivelytosevere,’thaniscommontomostmen。ToMolly,whowasnotfinelydiscriminativeinherglancesatthestrangerthisfirstnight,hesimplyappeared’heavy—looking,clumsy,’
and’apersonshewassuresheshouldnevergetonwith。’Hecertainlydidnotseemtocaremuchwhatimpressionhemadeuponhismother’svisitor。
Hewasatthatagewhenyoungmenadmireaformedbeautymorethanafacewithanyamountoffuturecapabilityofloveliness,andwhentheyaremorbidlyconsciousofthedifficultyoffindingsubjectsofconversationintalkingtogirlsinastateoffemininehobbledehoyhood。Besides,histhoughtswerefullofothersubjects,whichhedidnotintendtoallowtooozeoutinwords,yethewantedtopreventanyofthatheavysilencewhichhefearedmightbeimpending—withanangryanddispleasedfather,andatimorousanddistressedmother。HeonlylookeduponMollyasabadly—dressed,andratherawkwardgirl,withblackhairandanintelligentface,whomighthelphiminthetaskhehadsethimselfofkeepingupabrightgeneralconversationduringtherestoftheevening;mighthelphim—ifshewould,butshewouldnot。Shethoughthimunfeelinginhistalkativeness;hisconstantflowofwordsuponindifferentsubjectswasawonderandarepulsiontoher。Howcouldhegoonsocheerfullywhilehismothersatethere,scarcelyeatinganything,anddoingherbest,withillsuccess,toswallowdownthetearsthatwouldkeeprisingtohereyes;whenhisfather’sheavybrowwasdeeplyclouded,andheevidentlycarednothing—atfirstatleast—forallthechatterhissonpouredforth?HadMrRogerHamleynosympathyinhim?Shewouldshowthatshehad,atanyrate。Soshequitedeclinedthepart,whichhehadhopedshewouldhavetaken,ofrespondent,andpossiblequestioner;andhisworkbecamemoreandmorelikethatofamanwalkinginaquagmire。Oncethesquirerousedhimselftospeaktothebutler;hefelttheneedofoutwardstimulus—ofabettervintagethanusual。’BringupabottleoftheBurgundywiththeyellowseal。’Hespokelow;hehadnospirittospeakinhisusualvoice。Thebutleransweredinthesametone。Mollysittingnearthem,andsilentherself,heardwhattheysaid。’Ifyouplease,sir,therearenotabovesixbottlesofthatsealleft;
anditisMrOsborne’sfavouritewine。’Thesquireturnedroundwithagrowlinhisvoice。’BringupabottleoftheBurgundywiththeyellowseal,asIsaid。’Thebutlerwentaway,wondering。’MrOsborne’s’likesanddislikeshadbeenthelawofthehouseingeneraluntilnow。Ifhehadlikedanyparticularfoodordrink,anyseatorplace,anyspecialdegreeofwarmthorcoolness,hiswishesweretobeattendedto;forhewastheheir,andhewasdelicate,andhewasthecleveroneofthefamily。Alltheout—of—doorsmenwouldhavesaidthesame;MrOsbornewishedatreecutdown,orkeptstanding,orhadsuch—and—suchafancyaboutthegame;orhaddesiredsomethingunusualaboutthehorses;andtheyhadalltoattendtoitasifitwerelaw。Butto—daytheBurgundywiththeyellowsealwastobebrought;anditwasbrought。Mollytestifiedwithquietvehemenceofaction;shenevertookwine,sosheneednothavebeenafraidoftheman’spouringitintoherglass;butasanopenmarkoffealtytotheabsentOsborne,howeverlittleitmightbeunderstood,sheplacedthepalmofhersmallbrownhandoverthetopoftheglass,andhelditthere,tillthewinehadgoneround,andRogerandhisfatherwereinfullenjoymentofthesame。Afterdinner,too,thegentlemenlingeredlongovertheirdessert,andMollyheardthemlaughing;andthenshesawthemloiteringaboutinthetwilightout—of—doors;Rogerhatless,hishandsinhispockets,loungingbyhisfather’sside,whowasnowabletotalkinhisusualloudandcheerfulway,forgettingOsborne。Voe,victis!AndsoinmuteoppositiononMolly’sside,inpoliteindifference,scarcelyvergingonkindlinessonhis,Rogerandshesteeredclearofeachother。
Hehadmanyoccupationsinwhichheneedednocompanionship,evenifshehadbeenqualifiedtogiveit。Theworstwas,thatshefoundhewasinthehabitofoccupyingthelibrary,herfavouriteretreat,inthemorningsbeforeMrsHamleycamedown。Sheopenedthehalf—closeddooradayortwoafterhisreturnhome,andfoundhimbusyamongbooksandpapers,withwhichthelargeleather—coveredtablewasstrewn;andshesoftlywithdrewbeforehecouldturnhisheadandseeher,soastodistinguishherfromoneofthehousemaids。Herodeouteveryday,sometimeswithhisfatherabouttheoutlyingfields,sometimesfarawayforagoodgallop。Mollywouldhaveenjoyedaccompanyinghimontheseoccasions,forshewasveryfondofriding;andtherehadbeensometalkofsendingforherhabitandgreyponywhenfirstshecametoHamley;onlythesquire,aftersomeconsideration,hadsaidhesorarelydidmorethangoslowlyfromonefieldtoanother,wherehislabourerswereatwork,thathefearedshewouldfindsuchslowwork—tenminutesridingthroughheavyland,twentyminutessittingstillonhorseback,listeningtothedirectionsheshouldhavetogivetohismen—ratherdull。Now,whenifshehadhadherponyhereshemighthaveriddenoutwithRoger,withoutgivinghimanytrouble—shewouldhavetakencareofthat—nobodyseemedtothinkofrenewingtheproposal。Altogetheritwaspleasanterbeforehecamehome。Herfathercameoverprettyfrequently;sometimestherewerelongunaccountableabsences,itwastrue;whenhisdaughterbegantofidgetafterhim,andtowonderwhathadbecomeofhim。Butwhenhemadehisappearancehehadalwaysgoodreasonstogive;andtherightshefeltthatshehadtohisfamiliarhouseholdtenderness;thepowershepossessedoffullyunderstandingtheexactvalueofbothhiswordsandhissilence,madetheseglimpsesofintercoursewithhiminexpressiblycharming。Latterlyherburdenhadalwaysbeen,’WhenmayIcomehome,papa?’Itwasnotthatshewasunhappy,oruncomfortable;shewaspassionatelyfondofMrsHamley,shewasafavouriteofthesquire’s,andcouldnotasYetfullyunderstandwhysomepeopleweresomuchafraidofhim;andasforRoger,ifhedidnotaddtoherpleasure,hescarcelytookawayfromit。Butshewantedtobeathomeoncemore。Thereasonwhyshecouldnottell;butthissheknewfullwell。MrGibsonreasonedwithhertillshewaswearyofbeingcompletelyconvincedthatitwasrightandnecessaryforhertostaywhereshewas。Andthenwithaneffortshestoppedthecryuponhertongue,forshesawthatitsrepetitionharassedherfather。DuringthisabsenceofhersMrGibsonwasdriftingintomatrimony。Hewaspartlyawareofwhitherhewasgoing;andpartlyitwaslikethesoftfloatingmovementofadream。Hewasmorepassivethanactiveintheaffair;though,ifhisreasonhadnotfullyapprovedofthestephewastendingto—ifhehadnotbelievedthatasecondmarriagewastheverybestwayofcuttingtheGordianknotofdomesticdifficulties,hecouldhavemadeaneffortwithoutanygreattroubletohimself,andextricatedhimselfwithoutpainfromthemeshofcircumstances。Ithappenedinthismanner:—LadyCumnorhavingmarriedhertwoeldestdaughters,foundherlaboursasachaperonetoLadyHarriet,theyoungest,considerablylightenedbyco—operation;and,atlength,shehadleisuretobeaninvalid。