\"You’lldothatanywaywhenyourtimecomes,Bickley,Imeandecease,ofcourse,\"interruptedBastin。\"Andwhoknows,perhapsallthisisanopportunitygivenbyProvidencetoopenyoureyes,which,Imustsay,aresingularlyblind。Youthinkyouknoweverythingthereistolearn,butthefactisthatliketherestofus,youknownothingatall,andgoodmanthoughyouare,obstinatelyrefusetoadmitthetruthandtoseeksupportelsewhere。FormypartIbelievethatyouareafraidoffallinginlovewiththatGlitteringLadyandofbeingconvincedbyherthatyouarewronginyourmostunsatisfactoryconclusions。\"
\"Iamout—votedanyway,\"saidBickley,\"andfortherest,Bastin,lookafteryourselfandleavemealone。IwilladdthatonthewholeIthinkyouarebothright,andthatitiswisestforustostopwhereweare,forafterallwecanonlydieonce。\"
\"Iamnotsosure,Bickley。Thereisathingcalledtheseconddeath,whichiswhatistroublingthatoldscoundrel,Oro。NowI
willgoandlookforthosebooks。\"
Sotheideaofflightwasabandoned,althoughIadmitthateventomyselfithadattractions。ForIfeltthatIwasbeingwrappedinanetofmysteriesfromwhichIsawnoescape。Yes,andofmorethanmysteries;IwhohadswornthatIwouldneverlookuponanotherwoman,waslearningtolovethissweetandwondrousYva,andofthatwhatcouldbetheend?