\"Whenyouhavethreewagonstolookafterallnight,youaresometimessotiredyoucanhardlystand。AtfirstwhenIwalkedalongdrivingmywagonsinthenightitwasglorious;thestarshadneverlookedsobeautifultome;andonthedarknightswhenwerodethroughthebushtherewerewill—
o’—the—wispsdancingoneachsideoftheroad。Ifoundoutthateventhedampanddarkarebeautiful。ButIsoonchanged,andsawnothingbuttheroadandmyoxen。Ionlywishedforasmoothpieceofroad,sothatI
mightsitatthefrontanddoze。Attheplaceswhereweoutspannedthereweresometimesrareplantsandflowers,thefestoonshangingfromthebush—
trees,andnutsandinsects,suchasweneverseehere;butafteralittlewhileIneverlookedatthem——Iwastootired。
\"IateasmuchasIcould,andthenlaydownonmyfaceunderthewagontilltheboycametowakemetoinspan,andthenwedroveonagainallnight;soitwent,soitwent。IthinksometimeswhenIwalkedbymyoxenIcalledtotheminmysleep,forIknowIthoughtofnothing;Iwaslikeananimal。Mybodywasstrongandwelltowork,butmybrainwasdead。Ifyouhavenotfeltit,Lyndall,youcannotunderstandit。Youmaywork,andwork,andwork,tillyouareonlyabody,notasoul。Now,whenIseeoneofthoseevil—lookingmenthatcomefromEurope——navvies,withthebeast—