\"Ifyouhadbeenaboy,andIownIamgladyouwerenot——amanwantsadaughter——IshouldhavebeenquitewillingtoallowyouyourflutteronWallStreet,oryourtryatanythingyoufeltyouwouldliketohandle。Itwouldhaveinterestedmetolookonandseewhatyouweremadeof,whatyouwanted,andhowyousetabouttryingtogetit。It’sanewkindofdealyouhaveundertaken。It’smoreromanticthanWallStreet,butIthinkIdoseewhatyouseeinit。EvenapartfromRosyandtheboy,itwouldinterestmetoseewhatyouwoulddowithit。Thisisyour`flutter。’Ilikethewayyoufaceit。Ifyouwereasoninsteadofadaughter,IshouldseeImighthaveconfidenceinyou。IcouldnotconfidetoWallStreetwhatIwilltellyou——whichisthatinthemidstofthedriveandswirlandtumultofmylifehere,Ilikewhatyouseeinthething,Ilikeyourideaofthelordoftheland,whoshouldlovethelandandthesoulsbornonit,andbethefriendandstrengthofthemandgivethebestandgetitbackinfairexchange。There’sasteadinessinthethoughtofsuchalifeamongone’skindwhichhasattractionsforamanwhohasspentyearsinamaelstrom,snatchingatwhatwhirlsamongtheeddiesofit。Yournotesandsketchesandsummingupofprobablecostsdidusbothcredit——Isay`both’becauseyourbusinesseducationistheresultofourlongtalksandjourneyingstogether。Youbegantotrainforthiswhenyoubegangoingtovisitminesandrailroadswithmeattwelveyearsold。
Ileavethewholethinginyourhands,mygirl,IleaveRosyinyourhands,andinleavingRosytoyou,youknowhowIamtrustingyouwithyourmother。Yourletterstohertellheronlywhatisgoodforher。Sheisbeginningtolookhappierandyoungeralready,andislookingforwardtothedaywhenRosyandtheboywillcomehometovisitus,andwhenweshallgoinstatetoStornhamCourt。Godblessher,sheismadeupofaffectionandsimpletrust,andthatmakesiteasytokeepthingsfromher。Shehasneverbeenill—treated,andsheknowsIloveher,sowhenItellherthatthingsarecomingright,sheneverdoubtsme。
\"WhileyouarerebuildingtheplaceyouwillrebuildRosysothatthesightofhermaynotbeapainwhenhermotherseesheragain,whichiswhatsheislivingfor。\"
CHAPTERXXIII
INTRODUCINGG。SELDEN